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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 29 ก.ย. 2024
- kirbizia tries being serious for a video ??? impossible fake take it back...
Twitch: / kirbizia
Twitter: / kirnixis (shh be vewy quiet about htis...)
Discord: discordapp.com...
Thumbnail made by: / whoknowszelda
Outro Made by: / @okidopi
Music Used:
shout out to echia for letting me use their music every song was by echia here's the links for all their shit
Their soundcloud: / vinaechia
Their twitter: / vinaechia
The album I discovered them by: • songs from the corner ...
Their website: vina.neocities...
for my title cards i used the song
juice and jam time - echia
/ juice-and-jam-time
(in order)
happy things - echia
hedgehog - echia
mixed up medusa - echia
dear diary - echia
in case you've forgotten - echia
open your eyes - echia
My outro music is:
classic j dies and goes to hell - glass beach
please go listen to glass beach they are an amazing band below is their yt listen to them
/ @glassbeachband
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Kirbizia please talk less about trans and talk more about trains. My personal favourite locomotive is KCS 4650
i like the SD40-2 more; its durability is impressive
How about planes? The Gripen E is a fine piece of machinery.
@@gripen777 Everyone knows the Lockheed Martin F-22A Raptor is the best fighter jet
I'm trainsgender, my pronouns are choo/choo
my personal favorite is caledonian railway's class 812, i simply like it's design
I guess I don't exist (i'm ace)
Thank you
step 1: dont overthink it-
s h i t
"I've already failed and it's only the first step"
“Jarvis, decrease brainpower to 10%”
Yes
@@nobleradical2158 real
I'd be trans too if my deadname was Melvin or whatever it was. I mean, I'm already trans, but at least I was never a namelet
fuck guvfu f fuck you it's KELVIN
omg it's Cora
@@kirbizia Want to get converted into Fahrenheit?
@@t-qb1sq ngl, the name Celsius kinda goes hard, totally not biased by the Tales of Symphonia ice summon spirit lady
@@t-qb1sqthis is america
I might send this to a few baby trans I know, thanks Kirbizia, wish you the best
So “randomly”
Fell into finding this channel. The fear of 1 not passing and 2 it just “being a fetish” has scared the hell out of me as I’ve come to terms with all of this. But at 28, I’m finally acknowledging these feelings I’ve had since I was a kid. It just be like that I think. 🥚 🍳
I went out dressed for the first time. I dont pass, and it was to meet someone. I end up walking in to a store to grab us some monsters alone. I was scared, in the ghetto part of the city, and I had a cool convo and no judgement.. fuck. It made me feel silly for waiting till 37. Dont wait. Cloth is cloth. 😊
@@tek4 Top 10 based
dude looking at your sub list, youre awesome
Ace nonbinary gamer girl here. I'm mad my neck is still intact. The outro slaps btw
thanks but remain not existing
”nonbinary girl” i- wh
@@nwof2291 ikr
@@nwof2291 She could mean two things:
-nonbinary is a spectrum, which includes demigirl (identifying mostly, but not fully as a girl)
-she was assigment female at birth, but doesn't identify
(Sorry for bad english and if I misgenderd this person)
@@nwof2291 gamer girl bit is a joke, though you may have found that out given im a year late
Hello! I am a ten year old kid, And I would like to speak for the world that being non-straight or gay or bi or whatever, is okay and should be accepted worldwide. I like everybody, regardless of their gender or ethnicity or colour. I am bisexual, my mother is a bit of a phobe to anyone who is not straight so I don't tell her. but I just wanted to tell you kirb, that it's okay to be not straight. that's all!
Thats really sweet! I wish more kids were like you when I was your age.
Based
you give me hope that the kids are ok. -a genzer
You know the fun part?
It was reddit where I have found myself doubting me being "trans enough to deserve to become a girl" and stuff. Back in 2017 when I found out about this stuff and couldn't stop looking at it and thinking about it - you know, as a cis person does - r/traa had more stripey sock memes and r/egg_irl has made me think I'm not trans enough because of the constant "not trans enough" narrative.
And it is in 2022 on 4chan where I finally reached the conclusion that I shouldn't ask for permission, and should just buy the HRT and take it. /hrtgen/ my beloved
Granted, this happened when my entire life has been broken down against my will by the war in July 2022 (I am Russian), and besides going to /tttt/ I also was just in general in a crisis of identity and what I want to actually do in life and what is it that I hate about my body that stops me from going out there and socializing and stuff... that's when I put it together. When it was almost too late because I was approaching the twinkdeath. Even luckshits like me aren't immune from twinkdeath. (remember when I said I thought I wasn't trans enough? I didn't have enough dysphoria because I'm a luckshit with a female skeleton and like A cup boobs and small genitalia and stuff)
There are a few things that keep me going in my transition right now:
1) I actually have a social life now that I'm a trans girl, and I feel right at home in the community;
2) being legally female makes me immune from mobilization;
3) if I don't transition now, I'll do it at 45. It is inevitable.
as a ukrainian trans girl myself, the war has broken down myself too. being forced into another country without anything from yourself except your phone and clothing is so depressing. the worst part is that i also realized how much of an egg i am, i am still closeted unfortunately and i have to boymode my whole day. and now i just dunno what to do, i wanna come out but at the same time i have too much anxiety to do so
@ivyflow3r are you doing okay now?
Snap my neck
mine first
keep simpin see where it gets you
i'm a lil late but feel free to snap mine too
"don't overthink it" is wild cause after realizing I was trans I repressed for four years cause I figured transitioning would be way too inconvenient and boy do I feel silly now
What if I just want to be a feminine guy like idk what’s wrong with me. People say I should just be trans
What I would say is that for me, it first manifested as wanting to be a feminine man until I eventually realized like oh shit I'm just trans. I don't think it's right for people to be insisting that you should be trans, you do it for yourself and yourself only. Take your time and be comfortable experimenting.
Nah that aint how it works.
You be you, be a feminine guy. You cant choose to be trans. That's the bullshit lies that conservatives tell so they can continue running their conversion -therapy- *_TORTURE_* camps.
Femboys and trans women aren't the same, there is no "well you may as well just..." about it
Good luck out there 💕
So...I realized that I'm trans not gender fluid today (a few hours ago). The last few months I'm less and less identifying myself as a man, it doesn't make sense for me, then I thought "Hmm ok, maybe I'm gender fluid?" but not shure. But today I realized that I can't feel myself as a man, it's weird, seems "wrong" and thinking about it and "studying" YEAH!!! I'm trans. But I'm really terrified because I live in Brazil, I don't know how my parents would act and everything. Plus I would love to make the transition but using the public health system (S.U.S) it's around 10 years to wait and if I want to pay it's around R$40.000 (A couple years ago, today I don't know). I'm really confused, that's it.
Thank you for the video, really helped me to feel better now.
Ok amidst all the dank irony here's a serious comment.
This video honestly came at the perfect time. Literally just two days ago I realized that I'm a massive fucking egg and I'm still processing it now. Thank u carbizia, stay epic trans
there is no cis kirbizia viewer
also good for u 💞💞
@@kirbizia Yeah no shit cuz you groom everyone
@@user-co2zz7yu8q yeah
@@kirbiziai would like to refute that i watch you and im totally 100% cis
@@insertname9305you have started the doomsday clock
As a "non-existant" ace person, we don't exist. /j
I know it's all just a joke, but I would genuinely like to know how this happens. Your entire human instinct to reproduce, a thing that is hardwired into your brain in order for your species to survive is suddenly gone? I'd really like to know how that feels, just simply not liking anyone or anything sexually
“Fuck and piss and shit everywhere” 😭
"if i see an ace trans person in the comments imma snap ur neck"
me, an ace transmasc: *ha*
Trans ace here, kirbizia is slowly killing me her magic
Pls do fortnight gameplay next time!! Thakns.
No
No
yes
Thank you for this. Having lived with dysphoria for so long, it is very hard for me to believe, and kind of incomprehensible o understand, that life can get better. I still need to come out to my parents and transition, but I am hopeful that things will really get better.
Great video, helped me a lot. The ds2 gameplay hurts to watch tho like how wre you this bad at it (i have 1k hours in it)
its gender affirming;!! (women are bad at video games)
@@kirbiziagamer girls? i love girls who play hopscotch!
based and E pilled gamer once again graces us with her ultimate wisdom
Just found this channel and holy shit I appreciate it. It actually kinda,, put some confidence in me. Thank you.
Kirb I hope you don’t get Corn Virus u are epic
i am corn vruis
is u joke about ace ppl or why u be mean?
is joke
kirbizia
What if I never wanted to be a girl and wish that I wasn't trans and that I could just be a normal dude, and now I'm just like "welp this is it my brain is fucked up and the only way I'll ever be happy is as a girl"? Am I weird?
Same. When I think that my mind instantly switches to "being a girl is better". My mind can't be a man, I can't imagine myself as a man, enjoy something as a man. I even got PTSD because of trying to change myself. I'm just in a worse position now, I lost many years in safferin, and dysphoria became even worse, I wish I will never be a man, better to transgender than man.
My neck was snaped in the making of this comment
am little baby egg thanks for making this video you've said some things I really needed to hear uwu
I’ve been on hrt for almost 2 yrs and I learned a lot from this :3 the whole sex thing is true… everyone’s perception of me made anything relating to sex feel dirty but I’m learning to stop caring and enjoying every aspect of who I am.
Who tf gradually goes through iron keep you either run through it and pray you don't get hit or you're a fake gamer
that's what i do every time i wanted to explore the area reeee
I wish i knew why I love cbt so much
because when my ball saueeze I go YEEEWOWWWCH like a looney toon and it feel good!!
I was focused on the dark souls gameplay for the whole video sorry
dark souls 2 is so real
Wait ace trans people don't exist?
So does this mean that... I don't exist..?
AAAAA-
You managed to speak directly to all of my insecurities about this, and quell them. Thanks, genuinely. So glad that being scared it’s a fetish, and thinking I’m not a real trans girl for whatever reason is a common thing.
I want to be a girl but im still cis tho
still cis?
Proud to have never considered going on 4chan
Oh no. I need to run. I'm an ace trans man. My final message, change da world, goodb-
Coc 🐕
You're my perfect mix of crude and wholesome :) You've been really helpful on this journey I never thought I'd be on. Thanks a lot for your radical honestly, it's really nice to hear other's actual experiences like this.
Yeah my self esteem has been so much higher since I swore off /b/
Love your channel, these trans videos are really helping me
I don't think you have to be depressed to be trans. I've been depressed before for sure, but that's not even close to why I'm trans. I don't think of it as a purely fetishy thing either. There are a whole myriad of reasons why I'm trans. I don't hate myself, I don't think I'm a "trender", and I don't go on 4Chan lol. I'm sure not proud of everything I am, but I'm very happy with myself. I think I'm getting dosed just fine. And I didn't start my transition until I was in my 20s, and I'm still very proud of myself. I'm in a very good place right now, and my life has gotten so much better.
yay dark souls :)
Yea I'm 14 for a while there i was worried I was way to ahead of myself when I look back it's so obvious. I'm lucky that I found out so quick
Im 14 rigth now hope im goin in the right direction
@user-ky2rk8tp5g bout to be 16 now and I have a hrt appointment in october!
@@Lahhsn4j im pretty sure cis peopel dont envy goin on hrt (i envy you)...
Well thats rly nice .i dont rly know how to start.i have curly hair so Growing it out doesnt work.
I have no idea how to start do i just tell em Initially what do i do? Pls tell me.
@user-ky2rk8tp5g tbh I feel I'm going a pretty unconventional route with transitioning, I have only grown my hair out, I'm going by a guy name guy pronouns and guy clothes. For me personally I don't like dressing or being referred to as a girl if I don't look or sound like one, it just feels like they're trying to be nice. But for advice there's not much I can give besides look into different types of treatment, expression and try to go at your own pace and do what you want to, not what you think you should.
@@Lahhsn4j oh makes sense i shouldnt rush it.
Thank you❤️
2:53 aero/ace people:am I a joke to you?
Bby trans ~ Excuse me Kirbizia but what’s your real life name like did you pick Kirbizia or just go by your birth name? ÚwÙ ( pls don’t snap my neck)
i guess "new name" is Keira but im not set on it yet
Ryan Magee laugh
waiting for my neck to be snapped:)
more supermegaposting please kirbz
yes yes yes kirbizia likes
kirbizia *Ryan laughing to Kangaroo Jack funny scene
Day 2590 of trying to get rid of the snake attached to me
Well according to this I may be trans
There's a little test you can take to know whether your trans or not so basically if there was a button in front of you right now that would turn you into the opposite gender would you press it if you would youre most likely trans
I loved that you used Scatmans World 😍
I need your help! Opened ended but directed at you! I’m working on a book rn I love it, but I need someone, specifically a trans woman, to give me a quick beta read for a trans character I’m hoping to be beloved and well respected. I send you a copy and you are entertained, give me feedback and I’d totally pay for it, long as you actually read it lol. Where’s the downside here?
Smh you excluded nonbinary people in your "trans is wanting to be *opposite* gender"
brb canceling you on reddit
Haha
ngl, as a transfem, the joke(?) on the screen at 5:46 makes me feel better about being terrible at video games even though I know it's pretty sexist
Baby trans here, thank you
5:12 as a transfem, can confirm. one time I posted a selfie on 4chan and the responses made me too depressed to go to class. I've had people say all sorts of horrible shit about me there, and I took all of it super personally and seriously, and it made me completely miserable.
Kirbizia, the legend.
Very good video
I'm ace ssoetimes and uwu yes snap my neck mommy
found ur channel on a yt binge. on my final hurdle to hrt (a year and a half after coming out, being stuffed around and put on a ridiculously long list) so of course the excitement is obviously forcing me to binge trans yt and completely sending me right back in dysphoric hell. there is only so many amazing hrt transformation videos i can take mentally while dealing with torturing myself physically with various hair removal devices, my old psychologist who never bothered to send a letter to the endo team which would have me already on hrt rn and having to find a new one while in a downward mental spiral.
this video was pretty relateable and your other stuff is a refreshing change for trans content.
I used to cry myself to sleep wanting to be a girl as a child. For no fucking reason. Then in highschool i found out that its not normal for boys to dream as girls all the fucking time. The whole time before that people were telling me i was gay or trans or something and that entire time i felt that i couldn't simply because i couldn't rationalize it in my head. I used to say "i cant open jars and i can make a good sandwich but that doesn't make me a girl" to deny any allegations. I couldn't find any actually observable evidence of myself until that moment where i was like "wait boys don't normally dream of genderbent versions of themselves?". Moral of the story just fucking listen to people and listen to yourself even if it makes no sense at the time. At least explore it a little before you decide.
“If you want to be the opposite gender youre trans” NOOOOOO how could this be im trans becuase i wish i was born a girl?!!? Huh?
Hey, I’m ace and I count! 1…2… 58… 39… yeah ok, you’re right, I don’t count
Thank you ❤
Trains.
I'm transfem and aroace. My neck isn't broken yet. 0/10 false information. /j
omg thank you so much!!!!!
this really fucking help >.
thanks for recommending glass beach it's album good album
hey kirbiziA
what's wrong with trans aces?
Hot people play Dark Souls 2, I don't make the rules
This was really eye-opening, Thank you.
glass beach mentioned neuron activation
ughh this video could have saved me a lot of pain and confusion this past few months had i seen it sooner :(
Btw good video. New subscribed 🎉
thank u kirbizia for my life
My gal, your words are helping my baby trans brain from the future on a hard day; thank you so, so much. Like, point for point, this is what I needed to hear ; _ ;
oi, what program u make ur videos with?
kirby
the ending made me feel like i just finished a life changing movie. thank you so much
motel 6 x crimewave
I don't care, i just like dark souls 2
damn can you tell me who made the pic at 7:50 or at least a link to a high quality img of it
look up "glass beach band" its from their first album
@@kirbizia thanks dude I appreciate it
Can you do a vid on blaire
When I came out I instantly found other transfemme and masc even more attractive than I had before, which was already very high. I just knew that's what I wanted and had wanted all along and suddenly I could stop compartmentalizing it as "just a fetish" and let that and the romantic part play nicely together and I'm never been happier nor have I ever had more inner peace. I just knew that because I finally thought that I was attractive and that I thought other trans people were the most attractive people in the world, that there were many people who would think the same about me. I had already attracted bisexual women like mad, I will even more now. So I didn't get any of the self-hate at all. Just the opposite. My ego developed into the conscientious stage as I came out, so I finally care about myself and love myself now. All this together has just made me so happy and so confident and so certain that I will find a unique and gorgeous transwoman/nonbinarywoman of my dreams, one of many out there! There is no one soul mate, just soul mates! And there are many! The ego develops with age. Many people never get to the conscientious phase (phase 6) and are stuck in the self-aware phase (phase 5) and most of our favorite bigots are stuck in the conformist phase (4) This is where your "ideal" capitalist stays their whole life. Phase 7 is autonomous. I've known one person my whole life who is here. He has never had a wife and is completely happy all on his own. He's incredibly. This is someone who goes and gives their money away and collects trash and builds a self-sustaining house up in Canada. The way our society treats mates is not natural.
We're not supposed to have 1 mate our whole lives. If we do, our egos stay at best in that 6th phase. This is called Loevinger's 9 stages of ego development btw. It's so interesting and in my anecdotal experience rings 100% true. 8 and 9 are "Integrated" like being happy on your own and then being able to get another wife, but you guys have a VERY healthy and open relationship where each of you go off on your own at times and even have other sexual encounters aside from each other but it's not cheating. If you know about it before hand it's not cheating. Every one of my next relationships I'm going to tell her just go and do it if you have the chance. You only life once. I'll still be yours. It's not cheating if I agree and know about it beforehand. I'm not a cuckhold if it doesn't affect me, or if agreed upon beforehand. It's so animalistic to let your emotions control you so badly. I'll go off and sleep with other people too if she agrees. If we're both cucks no ones a cuck lol. This is just a healthy natural relationship. Then we will have 100% trust in each other. Expecting someone to like you for that many decades... It's A LOT to ask. You NEED something new once in a while. This is why we have so many divorces. JUST LET THEM GO OUT AND GET LAID. It doesn't mean anything. And even if it did to them mean something and move in with them instead of you, then great, you get to go find someone new too!! That's the scariest part but also the best part :)
TH-cam: sees me watch gay content, recommends me female Vtubers
Also TH-cam: sees me watch a single video joking about doing a FNV run without being trans (by a different creator), proceeds to recommend me trans content
I have no problem with trans people, it’s just that the content isn’t applicable to me and I wanted to talk about how janky TH-cam’s recommendation system is. Probably a good video though.
3:43 I'm fucking dead
comment for yt algorithm
Honestly, I've questioned my gender a lot recently, and I'm genuinely beginning to realise that I'm probably not just lying to myself. Maybe I do gave this desire in me to be a girl and im not just making it up. Its nice to know others go through doubt too. I genuinely appreciate thus video existing. Thanks :)
Im fuckin super greatful I've found your channel! Have an awesome day!!!!!!
I’ve been watching all of your trans videos
still cis tho
@@kirbizia 😔
@@kirbizia It’s a literally been a loop
THANKS MOM
DS2 made me trans too
Thank you for this video
Also, stop being a supermega stan. Degen
How do i not overthink it
if your girl and you wanna be male then your trans, if your boy and you wanna be female then your trans, simple
What you're doing right now? Stop
My neck is broke now i guess
hey i don't exist!
I’m ace and trans😅