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Brian May Cries while shaking hands with Imaginary Freddie in concert
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I am with you
I love you all
Gotcha 😉
Remembering Freddie❤️
@@user-vn6cv8iv1c
I cried
You die two times
1. When your heart has stopped beating
2. When your name is said for the last time
Lets keep freddie mercury alive ✌
Never. Freddie!
Freddie will live forever
A third is when the person who has said your name last dies.
Lando what are you doing here?
@@sassosaputra1137 just chilling with my p5 I got today
I can almost imagine Freddie sitting there and saying to Brian “My you’ve aged quite well, darling.”
Haha. I love this 💚
Omg same
i got goosebumps from this
i remember when he died
His voice is beautiful too.
To the lady in the audience who was crying her heart out : I FEEL YOU.
😞
😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
This is so sad but I know Freddie will always b a part of the show's. Ty for that Queen. That's unforgotten love and friendship
@@yourgay3226 that’s not funny madam/sir.
@@ostentatioustriumph8301 oh okay, thanks for telling me.
I have no "heroes" in life, but I can truly make an exception with Brian May. He just simply amazes me. The world need more people like this! Period!
Say it again Brian, more people like him would make this world a perfect world indeed💞
It's perfect because they were in it and have so much. If I'm down I listen to them. It has never failed to raise my spirits.
@Jordan - amen
@Jordan - I'm a hindu but amen.
Amen to that, so beautifully true. He is so missed and loved. 🌼
Freddie Mercury died a whole decade before I was born and I still miss him.
Wow, you're young to be a queen fan.
@@gizellesmith8763 im 2007 and Freddie shaped my life. ive loved queen for as long as i can remember and i cant believe more kids don't know his name nowadays
I was born in 1990
But i miss freddie
@@poppyefemey i was born in 2007 too and i still miss him :"(
Same im balling my eyes out
''Some friendships are so strong, they can even transcend lifetimes.''
Avatar?
@@Marifet124 I thought the same lol
Toph X Aang
ahaha avatar
@@normak7041 your mom is literally Hitler
"...boomerang ?"
In 1985, Queen played Japan for the last time. When Brian asked if they wanted to sing, Love of My Life- they went wild, and were the most beautiful chorus you'll ever hear. Freddie stood right at the front of the stage and sang a line or two- but the audience serenaded Freddie, who stood quietly until the last verse with a tear in his eye. God Bless Queen and the great people of Japan who loved them so much.
I watched this video, Freddie sang every thing but the chorus each time.
That's beautiful
Oh my god so moving
@@Jpppppppp12where is it?
I love the fact that he doesn't need to look back at the screen - he just knows where Freddie is.
👍
Ikr Freddie and Brian are quite literally best friends watching this I was like this 🥹
Can we please take a second to appreciate Brian's beautiful voice?
I can't wait until three years from now, and people finally use their own words and stop starting every sentence with over-used catch phrases like, "can we please take a second to..."
Indeed ... thanks for acknowledging that. The man could sing
@@juliansmith4295 I came here to say that nothing changed
@@xavierchaves Unfortunately, you're right, but it's only been one year so far.
@@juliansmith4295 I can’t wait till people give less of a shit about what words people decide to use on a TH-cam comment. 😂
Imagine having the power to make the audience sing on command... 30 years after your passing.
That's our Freddie.
Ask Beethoven!
Has it been 30-yrs? Feels like just yesterday I was 17 riding around blasting Tie Your Mother Down, We Will Rock You, and Bohemian Rhapsody.
I bet if you broadcast wembley 86 at wembley today the stadium would be full of people singing from start to finish. It could be an idea, i would go personally
Freddy Mercury was and will be the true showmen for eternal bliss
The fact that people can come and sing together just with a hologram of him proves that he's a legend. His legacy will outlive all of us.
Brian truly has a great voice
Freddie sang a song about " Who wants to live forever" and the ironic thing is is that he will.
Brian sang the first verse of Who Wants to Live Forever
Not ironic, iconic
It is ironic that he died.
Melwyn Sunny it’s not ironic that he died, its ironic how he died.
It’s ironic that Queen played at Live AIDS only for Freddie to end up dying from AIDS only 6 years later. Never told the world he had aids so everyone found out after he passed away.
@@stephaniehanley1016 and the fact he had knowingly spread it to hundreds of other men
It’s not an imaginary freddie he was there with Brian supporting him as we all should! Rock on Queen 👑 ❤️
True
Technology is brilliant!!!! I witnessed this when I watched them in Sheffield
jamie larkin THEY WERE IN SHEFFIELD?!?! I COULD HAVE WATCHED IT
jamie larkin FUCK
This was in Sheffield. You can tell by all the Asian people.
I was born on 11.11.1991. Felt so lucky to had the chance to share this world with Freddie Mercury even in the brief period.
13 days later...... 💔
I'm so impressed by all the young people who were not even born yet when Queen first hit the scene in the 70's. I feel lucky enough to remember those days. Their music was unlike anything you heard on the radio. Fond memories, tineless brilliance.
i wasn't born then quite frankly im only 13 but i love queen with all of my heart. i've only started listening to them but it's been magnificent. you ARE lucky to remember those days :)
he’s not imaginary. just because he’s not there physically doesn’t mean he’s imaginary. he’s there in spirit
EXACTLY
Idk I still think its imaginary. You cant see or feel the spirit of a person so you have to imagine that its there.
shyress i think you can feel someone’s spirit
@@WeAreTheChildren07 Maybe. I dont really believe in that so thats probably why I think the way I do :)
shyress oh ok. well let’s agree to disagree
I wish I could give Brian a hug
Me too 😞
I would do the same
I want him to hug me before I hug him...😢💔💖
I wish i Could i Could hug Brian cuz Freddie died and i will miss Freddie😭❤️
Now's not rally the best time to give hugs....
My heart can't take this 😭 Freddie will never be forgotten. Queen are and always will be music legends. Till the end of time. Brian sung this so beautifully 😭💔
What, "Imaginary Freddie"? He is not dead, he still alive, and is there with Brian May. Legends never die, never
True friendship goes beyond the boundaries of time and death.
As a person whose best friend died, yes. This is completely true. He's still with me, almost five years later.
that is so true thank you so much for that
Will miss Freddie he was one in a million
True friendship is true love, and love conquers all.
@@amylovendaal9732 - I find it amazing then that Brian has said Lambert is better than Freddie and could do things Freddie never could. :(
It's been almost 29 years since Freddie passed and he still controls the audience in the palm of his hand
Like he said “…I’ll be a legend”. Legends never die. ❤️😊🎤🎹
A brilliant and beautiful delivery by Brian May on this classic Freddie Mercury vocal. “Will you remember when this has blown over-and everything‘s all by the way?” That is one of the most beautiful lines in the history of popular music.
him being an astrophysicist is just mind-blowing...genius on the 6-string; genius on academics
the fact that the crowd all sang in unison with a holgram of freddie goes to show this man is a legend, and legends never die and they are never forgotten 🤟
Love your comment. Freddie was the most incredible person. .And still is. ❤🌟
Perhap the only star who can command an audience from beyond the grave
B P shut the fuck up
You know why REAL LEGENDS never die?? Because they consistently live in all of their soul and heart that they gave through music, lyrics, voice and song... and so long as we love them.. and ALL that they were.... they will never really leave. Their legacy is continued through our love for them! On that note.. FREDDIE will not only live forever but INFINTELY in all the hearts, souls and minds he touched! Who wants to live FOREVER? If you give enough of the core of your heart and soul... it doesn't matter if you want to or not.... YOU will live forever in all of the love!
"never make me boring"- Freddie Mercury
Why am I crying over somebody who died 15 years before I was even born?
I don't know.
Because music is all about feelings ,emotions ,and you can't fight that :)
Because people from all eras can touch your heart.
Because it was when music was good.
@@j.franklin21 your not alone
It was so emotional even youtube was speechless after 1:05
Imagine being so phenomenal that people are singing your songs back to you no matter where you go in the entire world! ❤❤❤
You know the band is too good when even the guitarist can sing so good👏 forever live Freddie Mercury
Alice in Chains too.
And seeing audience crying, am in tears myself, very touching.
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
This is not real Brian May.
And any Queen Fan can easily tell that this is fake because Brian May always write 'Bri' at the end.
@@DMC This is a scammers
You Fake Brian are calling me scammer... In my own channel 🤣🤣
Freddie did a most remarkable thing...he touched and united the hearts of the people from the Arctic Circle to Antarctica and everything in between. Where Queen is only love exists. And even 30 years since his passing, he is still loved, even by younger generations who never had the good fortune to have lived on Earth at the same time as Freddie. That is quite an achievement.
it wasn't until I learned that Brian May is an advocate for animal rights that I started to listen to Queen
.
I love Brain May because he has a big, warm heart.
And thanks to him I love Queen as well.
So am I.
These fans were honored by seeing this event. Singing along with Brian and Freddie. The handshake at the end out tears in my eyes, and I'm at the gym. Who cares. Loved it anyway.
So sad seeing him cry
@@ingma2018 he really does we all do and will see him again in the next life
Oh what the hell I want to cry right now the world chains when Queen first appeared then it changed changed so much when Freddie Mercury died but this change was so painful because we lost somebody so legendary to us
Life without Freddie😭😭
I didn't see it..
We didn't see it
Always fascinating how music can bring two worlds together.
Brian: **crying**
Audience: **crying**
Me: **crying**
Hotel: trivago
Call of the 2016, They wanna their joke again
@@alejandroavila9774 jajajaja
It's sad
Hotel is kinda ramdom but ok
@@alejandroavila9774 Reminds me in the early 2000s when people always made jokes mimicking the MasterCard "Priceless" commercials.
Pack of gum $2.00
Tank of gas: $20.00
Queen Concert Tickets: $244.00
Seeing Freddie take the stage with Brian again: Priceless.
I’m sad I never got to meet Freddie Mercury
He touched many peoples lives and you never again will meet such a colorful,artistic,funny,bold, out of the box fellow like him
Sylvia-Novella Underwood I was incredibly fortunate to get to see Queen play at Wembley Stadium in 1986, and despite it being 34 years ago I remember it like it was yesterday. I was working as a steward but I spent the entire evening watching the performance, I’ve never seen anything like it before or since.
@@Shybairnsgetnowt1 I envy you. I've watched that concert several times. It is phenomenal.
Don't hate me but I did meet Freddie Mercury , Roger Taylor and John Deacon (Brian May was ill) They were live in person at Korvette's Dept store in NYC back 1975 for "A Night at the Opera " release . I went behind their table because security wasn't a big deal back then and had my arms over both Freddie and Roger's shoulders with my face in between them but none of my pics came out . Back then you used a flash cube and I couldn't find one that fit my camera . My friend got a few up close shots though and I have one on my FB page of them walking in. Freddie didn't say a word . I just thought he was extremely shy or in awe of the crowd . He just looked around . Queen II is my favorite album of all time
@@JD-zd8tm That's awesome, both my parents worked at Korvette's.
Watch it in every video you can and read everything his friends say about him ... it is so big that it continues to get into people's hearts even if being physically present ... it never left ... it continues in our hearts generation after generation ... proof of that is you ... you did not know him and you are appreciating him so long after his death !!
This is the first time a song has actually brought tears to my eyes, so moving.
Then you aren't listening to the right songs.
the first time??? so you didn't listen to Queen then
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
From the Boston band Montreal, we salute you Brian. Your music was always an inspiration to us and the world, keep rock’n
😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 RIL Freddie Mercury❤️ such a beautiful tribute Brian May 😥😥
Brian's voice here is a bit like Freddie
@@marta5335 yea
Not really. You can tell the difference when the audio of Freddie begins. Different, but both wonderful. However, the reason Freddie was the lead singer is clear as day.
Listen to them here at another concert: th-cam.com/video/3v615VJSY2w/w-d-xo.html
michael burke you might want to rephrase that sentence
@@dootdoot94xo44 do you know what "different", "freak", or "asshole" means? Calm the f down.
Queen isn't Queen without Freddie.
And Brian
@@cancitpanton3654 and John Lennon
@@kross2019 haha
oh how I agree with you Steve Ashfield, Adam Lambert isn't Freddie, there was only one diamond like him, best band ever and I saw them 3 times
Thats probably the worst comment i've seen
He was still able to look at screen and see him reaching for his friend. Freddie said they be together till they died...secretly I think even now he on stage with them after all we can't have Queen without Freddie. We just can't see him like we use to, but legends never die. And he truly is xx
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
they played Love of My Life when I saw them in August of 2019. Freddie showed up and Brian got really emotional. I shed a tear.
Freddie's soul is with us when we sing to him
Just think BRIAN, did in fact shake hands with the real FREDDIE once or twice in real life a long time ago..... (EDIT) THANKS for all who read & liked
..
@Wilmie! thats why he shunned everything
You are kidding right? They were in the same band
Wilmie! Shut up DUMMIE just leave
He must have shaked Freddie Mercury's hands thousands of times
Yah because he is THE REAL Brian May
I live near LA and around 2012, I accidentally stood by Brian when he was shopping at the famous Farmers Market/aka The Gove on Fairfax and 3rd. The shop sold kitchen things and wine etc. I was so stunned that all I could say was " I loved your music," He smiled and said "Thank you" then took out his wallet to pay for what he bought. His wallet looked made for the size of the UK money! It was great. Around 1994, in the UK (Richmond) his son was 15-16? they both stopped by my window in the bus...that had stopped at a red light. What a magnificent man.
End of 2020, the world still missed him.
Still in 2021
still in 2022
I started crying when Freddie came on the screen 💕🥺👑😭
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
My heart nearly melted as Brian reached his hand out to Freddie’s hologram. Like it was his spirit he was trying to reach and hold onto 😢😢😢 So beautiful and sweet 😇 The for sharing this. It was lovely 💓
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹
The friendship of these guys goes well beyond the grave.
Rip freddie
The recommendation we didn’t ask for, but what we actually all needed ❤️. Rip Freddie you gorgeous soul.
1:32 This is called true fan.😭😭😭😭😭
Nitu Sinha they all were
There is no true or fake fans. We are all fans, and no one can judge that status.
!!!! hi darling!
Brian loved Freddie a lot, and you can tell, by the way, he talks about Freddie. Every interview I've seen with Brian about Freddie it's emotional. R.I.P. Freddie XO.
Brian has an amazing voice himself!
"You NEVER really lose someone you love....you leave a part of yourself behind, and take a part of that person with you" ~Anonymous~
Brian May is the most precious, darling, perfect man on the face of the earth....😭💖🥺🤩😍🥰🌟💖💖💖💖
He's the very definition of love, kindness, and tenderness....
Moonbeam274 , superb human being 👍
He can get very angry, childish and jealous. He is a cheater. He is just a normal human being. Not as bad as some for sure. But not perfect. And that's ok
@@alenciaga21
Bullshit. And he's not a cheater at all.
What do you know? Do you think you'll be able to change my mind? I know he's nothing you said he was.
The wretched press/media love to provoke celebrities to anger, in a pathetic attempt to make them look bad, but they failed, as THEY are the real cheaters, and I think you're one of them.
@@moonbeam2742 Ok please calm down. I never said he was a bad person. I don't know him. And obviously you are entitled to your own opinion. But he is not perfect. No one is. Of course I don't think the paparazzi are good people?!
But I meant he was a cheater as in he cheated on both of his wives. And that is proven. He is not even denying it.
I just don't like this idolizing of famous people and calling them perfect. They are just humans like us
@@alenciaga21 You would love him just as much as I do if you knew him, but my love for him will always be one step higher than all others! 💔💖
You know what I mean by perfect. Don't you know basic expressions?
He may have cheated on both his wives, but that's the worst he's ever done. He never hurt anybody, he's always so kind, tender, gentle and loving...
He knows he's just like all of us, and of course we know too, but he's special, extraordinary, wonderful...There's no musician like him, or one that tops him, and there's no other band that tops Queen!
One of the few bands that still love each other. They forever remember Freddie
Absolutely right these band members love and respect each other throughout the years simply because they know that they are a team who contribute to the great successes of the band not any one man.
Great men indeed.
Can I just hug Brian May right now? I’m not crying, you’re crying. 😢😭💔💔 Long live Freddie Mercury! Long live Queen 👑.
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
One of the world's greatest rock bands and Freddie world's best singer.rip Freddie.
👏👏👏👏👏
Yeah😔
hey uhh.. u accidentally typed a link so u might wanna press it not me probably that link is not secure and might have hackers lol
ricardo rens xD
Two of the best this world will ever see.
Brian has an incredible voice. What a sweetheart he and the other band members are. Made me cry! God bless you.
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
OMG this was epic and many people say Queen isn't Queen without Freddie but they carry on to keep Queen and Freddie alive. . . . . . .
I love The guys so much and loved their friendship. I just can’t imagine how they felt when Freddie died. They were so close and loved each other like a family. I hope they’re doing alright 😭
John Deacon is not.
Susan Young What happened to Deaky?
@@helenamusic260, sorry, I know that, your reply isn't aimed at me. John Deacon retired after the death of Freddie Mercury. He was using alcohol, as a coping mechanism. Brian May, and Roger Taylor talk about it on Queen These Are The Days Of Our Lives documentary.
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This must have been heartbreaking for Brian to do this.
Amazing and wonderful they were all part of the experience and it was beautiful....
Damn this video gave me tears and goosebumps at the same time when Freddie showed up. I always perform this song in my gigs. Gotta appreciate the Greatest Vocalist of all time and the Greatest Lead Guitarist of all time! Freddie we love you! He will always be a Legend!
Goes to show just how much charisma Treddie had. Decades after he passed on, he is still getting the audience to follow his lead. Feels like he's still here with us.
Woke up from a nap and immediately started tearing up watching this. Man. Right in the feels. God bless this man
My heart is sore for the loss of Freddie but more for Brian they understood each other perfectly not many people are as blessed 🙏 ❤
It's so sad seeing Brian may cry after freddie died he still had a big smile on his face
I saw Queen + Adam Lambert in Brisbane, Australia in February 2020. It was s spur-of-the-moment decision and one of the best choices I ever made. When Brian sang this song, I was SOBBING, not just teary. It's impossible to describe the emotion that takes over during this song but the entire stadium was singing along and turned on their phone flashlights.
It was absolutely unreal and I'll never forget it.
Adam Lambert is just a fucking wannabe I hate him
I miss the great Freddie Mercury Queen will always be my favourite band forever
It's so wonderful to see how generation after generation Freddie lives in the heart of so many of us. The band has kept his memory and beautiful music as a gift to all of us. We still love you, Freddie.
0:34 Look how happy they are while seeing brian 😭😭😭😭 and crying 😭😭😭😭😭
It's called true fans
I promised myself to not cry and now I'm here, with my head on my desk, in tears.
Can relate 😭😭
To the Crowd. Everyone sees Brian May & the late Freddy Mercury shaking hands in the end. Wonderful to see.
Spine chilling its so hard to watch videos like this but the friendship that Freddie and brain had was just incredible
Beautiful. I never tire of seeing this. I've seen Brian sing it like this when touring last year, and watched it on here so many times. Incredible.
im honored to say i was at this very concert :)
Freddie is always there, but in spirit
I literally try all my might to not cry while watching this and I fail every single time. Not ashamed at all tho cuz it's absolutely beautiful and SO sad at the same time. We still love you, Freddie. Always and forever. 👑💛🎤🎹🎶❤ Brian is absolutely amazing too. God gifted us with more than we deserve when He gave us Queen. ❤
Thank you so much for your love and support, It gives me great joy to learn that our hard working is paying off and there’re lots of people out there that actually love what I do. God bless you
This is a perfect example that MUSIC WILL ALWAYS SPEAK.
Thank you so much for your love and support, It gives me great joy to learn that our hard working is paying off and there’re lots of people out there that actually love what I do. God bless you
OMG. Thanks for a real tear jerker. Pulled on my heart strings!❤️🥀
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹
this made me cry rip freddy you will be missed tons by all the fans RIp heart we miss you
Heartbreakingly beautiful. I didn’t realise Brian May had such a fantastic voice. What an incredibly talented man
I love Queen so much! I came to them late but now they're all I listen to. This is absolutely beautiful but still heartbreaking. We still love each of you Queen!
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
I had chills go through my whole body when the audience started to sing....
It's already 30 years he's gone, far away. But his soul, his spirit still with us now and forever.
I was at their opening concert or their North America tour last year in Vancouver. They did it just like this. Everyone sand along and Freddie was in the background. Brian put his hand over his heart and it was a great moment.
brian sang it so beautifully, this song has always brought tears and always will because i love and miss Freddie even though Im just a fan. and this song is so sweet like Freddie seemed
Hello Theresa, How are you doing?
This is the first time I recall ever hearing Brian May doing a solo. He has a beautiful emotive voice. Of course, we all know he's one of the best rock guitarists there has ever been. A great man...
Saw these guys perform at the Singapore GP a few years ago. Freddie was definitely still a part of their show, and their new front man did a bang up job performing these classics. Queen never let go of Freddie, thats for sure.
Bona fide legend. Let’s not forget the many, many talents of Dr Brian May either. A musical genius in his own right and a wonderful philanthropist.
We still cry about Freddy,can’t imagine what the band feels like? They are absolutely incredible,love them all 😢❤️🌹
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹❤️
OMG Brian was crying 😢😢
I’ve seen quite a handful of your comments on my posts and I just wanna appreciate those people whose wishes me good and encourages me and my team, I wouldn’t be the man I am today without people like you, God bless you. I hope to bring you so much happiness and joy 🌹
@@elijahdaniel9272 🤣🤣 Maybe you can fool others with this trick but not me. Neither your account is not verified nor you are writing Bri at the end like Brian May do
You 🤡🤡
If people loves you like that after you've left this planet then it's a life that was worth living.
Can you imagine meeting your old friend who died decades earlier ? I lost a friend to suicide in 1996.I know how he feel