ASMR Voice: Behind those tears is a beautiful person [M4F] [Comfort for self-loathing]
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 15 ก.ย. 2016
- I don't see how you could possibly hate yourself when I love you so, SO much
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Written by Ora Cael and recorded by CardlinAudio
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Love yourself, and not in an ironic, passive-aggressive Justin Bieber way, okay?
Buuurn! :D ^_^
Loved this. So reassuring for those who struggle with their appearances ❤️
😭💕💘 thanks for make This audio , i need it today...
Thanks so much for making this!! :)
thank you I need that S2 love you
Thank you... I needed that
Sad thing is, if my partner was to tell me this, I'd just deny, I wouldnt be able to believe any of it.
BACK AGAIN, but NOT FEELING SELF LOATHING, JUST REALLY FUCKING SAD AND IN NEED OF COMFORT.
My partner does tell me this, and I still deny it... His efforts do give me a bit of hope though... :)
@@jordynd.3613 Well your a amazing, BEAUTIFUL, person! AND IF HE DOESN'T LIKE YOU, *SCREW HIM*
@@icicles8426 my ex partner used to do this too...I would deny it but it was still sweet of him that he would keep telling me even if I would deny it
When he kept says he was here...I looked around my room...and realized I'm alone 😭😞
Lolololol same! Mostly because the Info Club room is always locked up.
Me
Oh I was just constantly thinking of All Might and being sad
Suga's Cute Gummy Smile! none of us are alone, leave your house and there are millions of people who will help you if you ask
I felt so lonely after this...
Cardlin: Repeat after me... I
Me: I?
Cardlin: Love
Me: Love
Cardlin: Myself
Me: *You. owo*
Lmao Same
Lmao “haha! I’ve fooled you!!”
Oiu poo poo!
*Honestly my heart sinking bc why do i have to get motivation to love myself by someone from far?*
mm thanks anyways..
Same here
+jazzio At least you are trying to get motivation and helping
I felt that sis
I felt that :'(
Felt that 🙁
Self loathing is a problem I have to deal with every day. I was bullied a lot, because I'm skinny, tall, I have small boobs... So in my worse days, It's easy for me to believe on the bad things that people used to say about me. Things like I'm not sexy, cute small girl is better than a tall girl, no boy will ever want to be with a girl who can be taller than him... Some people used to say that I was a"demon" and I believed that I was all that. I am a lot better now, but it's a constant fight, and with this video I have one more weapon to fight back. Thanks Cardlin 💗
You must have beautiful long legs, embrace them! 🙌💪👍
I believe Women taller than me are amazing, my girlfriend is, and she's the best. Now, this probably is nothing coming from another women but youre beautiful with short or long, flat chest or big chested, peoples bodies are so amazing because theyre all original, embrace it.
caden tries to be cool Thanks for that! I really am.
welldone x
Bambina Belle you basically discribed what I want to look like...
him- "tell me, what's eating you up?"
me- you in about 10 seconds
(intert Lenny face)
I'm sorry I'm sorry it's so bad but I had too...
@@melodysplaypen 🤣
( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)
Your welcome
PLEASEE
😂😂😂😂
Thank you..been wanting to listen to this since I suffer depression for years now and self-loathing is something that won't go away.
Same for me
Felt that. Stay strong and don't give up! You are not alone ✨♥️
same here
Same
Ha relatable an I right?
Cardlin, I cannot thank you enough. I'm in a really bad place with my parents right now and I feel like a burden to my family and my friends. Whenever I'm crying or upset or in a panic attack I come to your videos. I don't have a phone to talk to my friends, so you really help. Thank you.
Still hate myself deeply
Still dead inside
Still gonna prob cry later
But I’m still ok 🙃
Same
🙃
Cardlin- repeat after me
Him- I
Me-I
Him- love myself
Me- hate myself
Cardlin- BAbY nO
( this didnt happen I made it up 😳😂)
i love how he acctualy cares and doesn't just do it because he feels the need to but because he wants to
I have always hated myself the way I look, the way my body is, the way I am bad at everything but for some reason they thing I hate most about myself is the way I act I used to be so selfish and a attention seeker that it makes me sick, this really helped me ❤
I know this comment is crap and is nothing... But... This video... This audio, your voice, helped me through.
I always try to push myself, to be the best that I can be, but I always hate making mistakes. It destroyed me. Made me feel so empty. I cried over and over and over, thinking that I am worthless, useless, stupid, idiotic, a piece of shit, nothing.
I self-loathed and hated myself over and over because of it.
But this video, your video, CardlinAudio, helped me.
I cried because of what I listened to and it was wonderful and... I am left speechless and I am still afraid of who I am but this helped a lot...
So much... Like, you have no idea.
I'm sorry this comment is stupid. Just thanks.
This comment, and you by extension, are not /nothing/... you're important, you're integral, you're the whole reason I make videos like these. If I know it can make someone like you realize something so key to living a happy life; that you ARE a beautiful person, worthy of love, then I've done my job and then some.
Thanks for sharing this with me.
That One Cat Hope ur doing better & ur comment & feelings are not stupid or crappy!
This comment is not stupid, it probably describes a lot of the people here
That One Cat
It is not stupid...! I sometimes feel the same and I to feel that way most of the time! I think that I am just high sensitive. I hate that... But it is nice to listen to someone who comforts you...
@cardlin, Thank you
*Wow a guy who ACTUALLY CARES WE'RE CRYING?*
*WHERE CAN I ORDER GET THIS?*
I struggle with self-lothing and often more times than not cry myself to sleep and this video I must admit helps a lot
69th like (030)//
inner monologue?!? Hell yeah
I SHOULDNT BE HERE ITS 2:00 IN THE MORNING AND I HAVE UNI TOMORROW BUT I CANT STOPPP
I start school tomorrow ;D
Felt that in my non-existent soul
"What the hell is good enough anyway, right?"
Me: 'Good enough' is tearing my lazy self away from the computer and getting some chores done. 'Good enough' is being responsible enough to get my homework done before even considering playing games. 'Good enough' is having one night, just ONE NIGHT, where I don't feel like I let my dad down. I will never be 'good enough' because I have the mind a sad, broken child trapped in the body of an adult. I'm sorry. I'm sorry for ranting like this. I'm sorry.
Don't be sorry I'm so sorry you went through that and sorry for a late reply :(
When this pulls on your heart strings a little too much..
oh boy I needed to hear this ❤😭
Thanks for this. I'm sick and don't feel good. My dads making me feel like shit for being sick and this makes me feel better.
"I....love....myself..."
I just started crying at that!
For everyone out there who don’t love themselves, you are beautiful, you are amazing, you are perfection you may not see it yet but you will eventually, just as I did 😊💕
I'm literally sitting in the corner of my room, a mountain of tear-stained pillows around me and you, yes YOU Cardlin make me feel better after all of my panic and anxiety attacks.
Do another cutting video, but you catch her doing it. And you have to calm her down, but it don't work and you have to call for help. She won't let you look at it or touch them
PLEEEEEEAAAAASSSSSEEEEEE DO THIS
Em & May YESSSSS!!!
Oddly specific
Would help me alot
Yessss!!
This helps me so much because I always hate myself. But, thank you Cardin. You're amazing. Love from Malaysia ❤️
Anis Hemmings AHHH ANDY!!
I'm crying so bad •-•
Soit - Same but I mean I’m on my period so I don’t trust my emotions right now lmao
When he said repeat I love myself I burst into tears
Him-“Tell me how you feel”
That is one of the most things I struggle with, I don’t tell anyone if I’m upset or depressed. I don’t tell anyone I cry myself to sleep. And if somethings bothering me, I keep it to myself. Which ends up me very upset and hating myself for everything I do. But don’t worry, I am working on it!
I feel like crying but I can't cry.
Know the feeling. It's called being emotionally numb. Don't worry, the tears will come eventually, and when you finally have a good cry you'll feel a bit better. *Sends bear hug of encouragement and support your way*
How am i supposed to recover from this when someone i love is not telling me the same things he says, i dont love him.
My husband had to have a conversation like this about a job I couldn't bring myself to leave despite the emotional and mental abuse. It was the pain he confessed to feeling in seeing how they hurt me that finally got me to leave that place and never look back. I'm so glad this is out there for others who need to hear it- it's such an important message.
I really needed this, I've had such a crappy week at school, thanks so much ^-^
Congrats to Ora Cael and you, Cardlin!
There are so many things which can make us feel insecure about ourselves and then bring us down.. making we hate our own person. So listen to these words it's like take that useless heaviness from our shoulders. Beautiful words. Congrats to you both! ^.^
Thank you! Glad you like it, and glad it helped. :)
you've been making many comforting videos lately
Which I love 😍
you can never have to many😍
I feel that I'm not enough. The guys at my school go for the skinny girls. They don't go for us girls who have a lot more curves, or bust. No guy notices me at my school....no matter what I try. So, thanks to this video I feel better about myself. Thank you so much Cardlin. 💖💝💝
Same, then I developed an eating disorder lmao
@@sprklychngbn9641 same lmao
it's the first night in a long time that i started feeling this way, and i see this on my recommended. so grateful for this. i needed to calm down. thank you.
.......this got me..
I've been so good about piling down my emotions and this video out of all things broke me. It hits home for everything except someone to tell me I'm wrong.
Thank you so much for being that person for me even though you don't know it.💙
You probably won't see this but I wanted to say thank you.
I really needed this and I will probably use it more as I've always been bullied and hated myself however recently it's gotten worse. But your videos really help me get through life when it's hard. Thank you
Happy to help, yo. :)
Thank you, Cardlin. This video made cry at the realization that I have doing this almost daily, and that I shouldn't be. It reminded me that I am perfect the I am, and that I need to focus on my positive qualities instead of my imperfections. So thanks from the bottom of my heart.
You made this at the right time when I needed it. Thank you for being you.
I just finished my first week of college and its been kind of rough and really anxiety inducing. This has calmed some of my panic. Thankyou. Not just for this video but for everything. Thankyou Cardlin.
How's college doing?
This helped me a lot ㅠ.ㅠ ... Thanks a LOT * - * PERFECT TIMING...
Okay so I'm new here and this helped, but it didn't at the same time. Helped because I was looking in the mirror and damn who is sHe, but it didn't help because it made me realize no one will ever treat me like this bc I'm actually shaped like a cereal box lmao
Lextreme Lexi well I'm built like a refrigerator so we're in it together. (Btw I'm sure someone will look past your shape and see you for what you are.)
My family is visiting for the holidays, and whenever they visit they always are really mean towards me because I dyed my hair, and whenever they're her I always CRT so much. This helps me so much ❤❤
i really needed after feeling like a fuck up with my school work. thanks Cardlin 💖
Is there one for a girl that has androphobia? Cuz I do. Listening to your audios is starting to help me associate a male's voice with safety and comfort.
andrielisilien yep 🥰
What’s that :)
No
Im
nOT OK
EVERYTHING ABOUT THIS MAKES ME SAD THAT PEOPLE HAVE HAPPY RELATIONSHIPS UNLIKE ME....*bawls in the corner*
I'm in the same boat, my friend. We'll get there someday. Someone out there will love everything that you are. You just have to be patient and hope.
Some Homestuck Trash The idiots have the nice relationships we suffer alone 😒
Him: “you are my special snowflake”
Me: gets reminded of comfort fictional character
Me: about to cry a whole fucking river.
This made my life feel so much better. I haven't said to my self that "I loved myself" and meant it for so long that I nearly forgot how I felt about myself I broke down in happy tears and I've never done that before either I thank you once again Cardlin
this is just the thing people need sometimes, thanks cardlin!
from a relatively new fan
This literally describes me. it was so accurate. You really helped me so much with this one. Thanks ❣
Keep making these comforting vidoes they help me a ton
After listening to this I was in tears
Nobody has ever told me this
Thank you Cardlin for this. Every day I look at myself in the mirror and I ask myself why am I living because how big I am. But I look past that. I love these videos because they make me feel happy. I have depression and suicidal thoughts but I try to stop it and I have. I've seen all these and I am happy that I am still alive. Thank you.
Today I didn't need this. but I know sometimes in which I'm walking through hard days I need to hear things like this but smash myself instead find this supportive stuff. So I added this to a playlist then I'll hear it when I get sad. Thank you for doing this. You have an amazing voice, it made me relax. Thank you again! thank you so so so much!
sorry for bad grammar, English isn't my first language.
I broke down crying in the middle if this I'm constantly hating myself. Anxiety is pulling me down with depression. Thank you Cardlin for making me happier. 💖
chloe I have depression too and thank you cardlin I wish you are a real person I need a guy like you cardlin
i would be lying if i said i was not crying as im typing this 🥺
I swear Cardlinaudios is the only channel where I can find what I really need in my mental health spirals
thank you so mch cardlin ,dont stop making all these audios
I tell myself all the time I'm not good enough,I'm useless and more unmotivating things.This vid makes my day a little better.
I was in a freaking panic attack during this audio and it just helped me so much, like i really fell like i could talk to you, you're amazing i love you 💙
I needed this this week, thank you so much
I don't comment at all but It's 3:30 am and I've been crying all night, I searched all over youtube of things that can make me feel better and I stumbled upon this wonderful audio and it made me feel really nice after all the crying. Thank you so so much. This means a lot to me
Thank you for this Cardlin! This is really helpful.
That was just so beautiful, and it made me cry. I love your ASMRs :D
Finding your channel was the best thing to ever happen to me lol
Victory Okpara curse your profile picture 😂
Thank you for another beautiful audio. They always make me feel better.. ^_^
thanks for this..I really needed that ❤
cardlin u so.nice u make my day feel better :)
Thank you. Coming back to this has always helped. I hope you're doing well. Never stop being the light in the dark for us, please. You mean so much more than you know. ❤
Perfect timing! Thanks for another awesome vid Cardlin 😊
i just kinda clicked on this to listen to it and i had no idea how much i needed this. thank you so much❤️
After watching this video.....I still felt mad and I was crying...and I still think I'm ugly and not worth it... basically nothing will help me, goodbye
Same, *cries*
I really love these comforting audios.It helps me get through all my problems.
I literally needed this..😭😭❤️
Today has been a rough day so far, thank you^_^
Side note, an audio based for Hypochondriacs (like myself) would be nice c:
I'm a hypochondriac too lol
I want to say thank you for making this video. I was crying and I couldn't breathe and this helped. Thank you for getting me through the night and all the other people you've helped.
Thank you soooo much for being here and comforting people you don't even know omg😭
I never thought I would need this video this much. Pressure from new job makes me cry unstoppably every night and tonight is one of those nights.
Thanks to your videos, I guess I will calm myself down somehow and finish my works.
OMG thank you so much I really need this right now😭😭❤️❤️
I'm so addicted to this channellllllllllll
I cried through most of this video and I really wanted to say thank you for doing this and thanks ora cael for writing it because I've hated almost everything about myself since at least 5-6 grade and this kind of helped a little, it made me feel just slightly important..
I've been feeling so low and down recently. A lot has just piled up on me and honestly. Thank you
I do tend to shake and sob silently as I fall asleep some nights...I love you respond to the situation. It's honestly the best way to go about it.
I hate myself to a large extremity and this makes me feel a bit better. Thank you Soo much Cardlin. Your audios help me so much ❤️❤️
I was having a rough evening and a crappy start to the new year. I really really needed this... I hate myself too much.
This audio is a mood
The sun part is freaking genius!!
Man, this beautiful. You deserve an award for this 💜
You don't know how much I needed this audio. I've been bullied at school, learn to hide my feeling, though and myself from everyone else including my family. not going better now. To tell the truth, i thought about hurting myself recently but your video keep me from doing it. Its weird how much i can tell in a youtube comment but dont have the courage to tell anyone around me...gess i don't want to bother them with my problem i don't know... Anyway thank you for everything you do. lot of love💜💜
I found this vid right after I relapsed with s*lf h@rm 👉🏼👈🏼🥺great timing. the audios help me a lot!
Edit: Well I am kinda losing motivation to recover from s*lf h@rming. like I am a ble to quit for a while then something happens and I do it. I am SO TIRED of relapsing. It's so exhausting to have been doing well for a while and all of a sudden you just fall back into bad habits. I just want the scars to go away and for it to be fine. but they are still there and I am far from fine. It's strange how I am terrified of seeing a therapist but I can rant to random people on the internet.
New edit: if anyone is worried about me, I am still struggling a bit but I am doing a little better.
IM SO PROUD OF YOU KEEP GOING 🥺🥺YOU PRECIOUS BEAN
You have no idea how much this has helped me especially since I have school in a few minutes and really didn’t want to go I still don’t all I could think was school doesn’t care if I’m depressed or not feeling myself I have to go regardless and I have a big self loathing issue with myself and this audio made it not so bad and when ever I’m feeling like this again I’ll probably come listen to this audio again so thank you so much
thank you.... i really needed that... ❤️☺️
Him: Is she crying herself to sleep
Me: Nah, theres dust in my eyes
Lmao
I really needed this, I'll be listening to this a couple of times
Even though this was made awhile ago, still.. thank you so much, from me and many others, for making this video
I've been extremely stressed and really hating myself lately so thank you so much Cardlin.
when He said repeat after me”I love myself” I literally couldn’t do it I was staring at my screen so confused I couldn’t do it......hm
ANYWAY LET IT BE CLEAR THAT EVERYONE IN THIS COMMENT IS A SMOL BEAN YOU ARE ALL SO VALID AND SPECIAL I LOVE YOUU
Thank you Cardlin 💕
Thank you so much. This video helps me love myself just a little bit more even if I never fully get there at least this helps a bit ❤️