I just wanna say to all those who are alive... You are worth it. You are beautiful, inside and out. Don't change to satisify to be like anyone else. And for all of us who stayed strong and alive through the deepest and darkest times, Congratulations. You conquered your demons and became a much stronger warrior. You have no idea how much you are treasured. We did it ||-// Stay alive frens♡ [2020 edit] If you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say it. That message was supposed to give encouragement, so just ignore it or even thumbs down if you don't like it. I don't care. For those who might've cared even for the slightest second, don't listen to the negative energy. They don't need that, and neither do you. Please do your best to hold onto hope for a better and happier life. I'm proud of you. Keep this year strong even with the events going on.
Hi, can you do another one of your ddlg voice videos please? Something that's kind of sexual but not sexual at the same time and can It be something with baby bottle feeding please? :3
CardlinAudio could you do another ddlg one that isn't sexual? Not that your other ones aren't great because WHOOH they were but it'd be nice to have one that isn't sexual. Maybe a going to bed or something sweet like that :)
+PapaGrillbz I understand that feeling 😞 please stay strong, though. you are stronger than it and so, so, worth loving yourself and living life. You got this!
U could use subliminals on youtube like moocha xysteria luminalplay etc if u need any help dm me on ig cinnamonex_babies subliminals have to do with law of attraction
I self harm to punish myself for being a terrible daughter to my family and half of the time I sit in my room and think 'Would they really miss me? would they even care? I want to find out' But every time I reach for something to help me leave the world something in the back of my head tells me 'what are you doing?! don't do that I love you!' And it feels like something wraps itself around my hand, and I feel what seems like arms around me, and I just start crying, I feel a warm embrace around me and a hand rubbing against the back of my head. I don't know what that means but it's kept me clean for almost a year now and whatever it was I'm grateful, I still get those thoughts sometimes but them I feel something around my shoulder and something pulls me close and suddenly those thoughts are gone.... Thank you for doing this Cardlin it has brought me more comfort as well as the embrace.
I have the same issues only I never self-harm, just consider it. Ily u are so strong and so worth to everyone. And as for the "would they even care" I WOULD CARE! 😭💝💖❤️💕💘😍
I feel you mu dad left me when I was born and I was abused by my sister dad and I was reaped my a boy from my church and I’m tried of being a disappointment and I’m trying my best
Kai K same..... don't worry I promise there is someone out there who loves you. you are a fabulous person, even though I don't really know you. everyone is. so I love you even if we don't know each other. everyone is worthy of love and happiness. have a nice day/night!!! ^u^
hey, i know you might not see this, but.. just wanted to send a little reminder that you’re loved. i love you so much, and i’m so proud of you for staying strong through all of your tough times.
My boyfriend is amazing when handling my self harm, he is always encouraging me to let him know when I feel bad or if I don't tell him before to tell him after. Since I'm not of legal age for confidentiality to be kept when talking to professionals abiut self harm he promises to keep it a secret. I am so grateful for him and wish more people would understand self harm the way he does 💞
My ex best friend said, that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, because I do self harm, and I have many scars, on different spots on my body. Especially my waist, wrists/arms, and my thighs. Since then, I only talk about it online, without anyone else knowing about it, because here people don't know who I actually am, and tell my friends/family. So uhh. Yea. This hit different for me.
Where can I get a guy like this??????? 😂 my boyfriend keeps yelling at me,getting mad,arguing or judging me about cutting..i NEED this type of care instead..I really hate the way he acts.. (Edit) damn I never saw the replies to this, I was in such a dark place at that time and I thought I needed him when I really didn’t, I did end up dumping him 2 weeks after this comment so...THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR THOSE COMMENTS I APPRECIATE IT!
SophiesThoughts That’s amazing!! You’ve been clean for two and a half years?! I can barely stay clean for three days...but that’s awesome for you!!!! 🖤🖤🖤
Not me curdling into a ball and crying because he knew exactly where my self harm is. It hit so hard because all of it was accurate to me. I don't think I've ever needed an audio more. Thank you
i want to relapse so bad & i joked about it around my friends (bc humor is my defense & its how i cope) but this helped me sm and idk how but thank you so fucking much. i love this & your content i sweaaar
Ik a lot of people wont see this due to the fact that this was like 3 years ago but here. Y’all matter okay? I care for you guys, even if I don’t even know you like at all. You’re still a person. Ily.
I don't know how this is going to sound, but I'm only bringing this up because I went through a really horrible dependent relationship recently, to the point where I couldn't function on my own and I depended on him to make me whole, I have chronic anxiety/depression and yeah, low self esteem and a bunch of other problems in my life, but long story short I'm just out of the relationship, and the whole thing made me realize how self worth needs needs needs to be developed from within. Everyone needs help, but only because I romanticized a toxic relationship I made all my problems multiply. You should seek out people who will be there for you, and definitely a health professional, but it's really dangerous when it comes to romantic relationships. We're not sane when it comes to love and personally I tied my happiness and value and health on a person who wasn't there in the end, and it was catastrophic.
Your videos are amazing and you're helping so many people, but I wanted to voice what happened to me personally just to be cautious. Everyone's different but I went down that path and it took a lot to come out the other end okay.
I wish most people could understand and act like this, it's hard to keep a relationship now a days and being shamed for all my scars never help. Listening to this video made me thankful, I honestly feel like most asmr people understand both sides to the situation a little more than others.
I like that he recognized not all self harmers cut their arms. The stereotype that cuts are normally on the arms makes me and probably others feel way more ashamed of their leg scars.
I wish I could find somebody who cared this much and wasn't judgmental of self-harm. My last relationship ended from my boyfriend finding my cuts.. he didn't want the "drama" and didn't care. He walked out. People like this need to exist more.
It's a beautiful thing what we are doing here. Thanks Cardlin for giving new chances for those people in need. I'm very proud to be part of this community. Your videos helps people in need, and people who don't know very well how to react in this situations. Keep the good work!
God if I had had someone so understanding and actually there for me things probably would have turned out differently. all I got told was that I was a freak and that it was stupid to feel like that. It ruined me more than it ever helped.
Bruh.. He said "Your thigh" and I froze like a deer in head lights and felt panic setting in. That shit was one of the scariest moments in the world when my best friend found out.. She was so fucking pissed. I wish she would've reacted like this.. I wish she would've taken care of me like this.. As comforting as these are, it makes me sad too.. Fml
This may be tmi but, I just got hit with so much stress, a wave all at once, sort of a mini anxiety attack Relapsed from 4 months free of cutting tonight and afterwards I came straight to this video. I just have to leave this comment cause I want you to know that you seriously help people. When I have no one to say that everything's going to be ok I have you and, even though I don't know you and everything is online and digital roleplay, your presence really helps. so, thank you! never stop voice acting you have a true gift! X
Hi, I just want to say that you arent alone. Trust me I went through the same thing. Videos like this can help! I got put in a hospital from breaking down (tmi? Sorry) I couldnt help it. Be strong 💜
One year and almost 4 months clean. This is just so powerful to me. I didn't actively cut during a relationship, but my current boyfriend is so good about my past. We don't even really talk about it anymore, my scars are just a part of me now. But if it would help anyone, I'd like to tell my story for anyone who cares to listen. I started cutting in 2012, when I was in 7th grade. I was struggling with school, and becoming old enough to really understand what was going on around me. My family has always been poor, and I didn't have a lot. I was self conscious and timid, and I was afraid of what other people thought. I started to fail classes, and I got so upset one day that I dug a pencil in my arm and dragged. It didn't bleed, just left a decent scratch. But I felt better. After that, it went from jagged pieces of plastic to craft scissors to half a scissor to blades out of pencil sharpeners. I moved from my wrist to my ankle to my thigh to my hip. In freshman year, 2 years in, I cut too deep for the first time. That was when my best friend contacted my mom, who, in trying to understand, just made me feel worse. I didn't cut for awhile, because the deep cut scared me. I ended up in the psych ward for a suicide attempt in March of 2015. I had been clean about a month after beginning a relationship with my then boyfriend.I had gone 8 months before a relapse in November 2015. My uncle died about a month before my relapse, and the immediate trigger was that boyfriend breaking up with me. I took apart a sharpener and just sat on the toilet, totally dissociated, and sliced 5 deep cuts into my hip. I went back to the psych ward that night. Now, I have better coping skills, but that isn't to say I never feel the urge. Even after almost a year and a half, I look at my scars sometimes and remember when they were such a solid thing that could make me feel better, at least for a moment. Sometimes I feel lost because I don't rely on it anymore. My therapist has told me that recovering from something like self harm can stir up those feelings. I just wanted to share this for anyone going through it, or recovered like I am, just for those days when the urge nags at you again. We are stronger than those thoughts. We are strong.
I wasn't sure about watching cause i get really anxious when i just...hear about it. But hell, this is good, actually makes me feel good because people often just...make fun of us, thanks :)
I just broke five years of being clean last week. Ive been feeling broken for days with the levels of self hatred going through my mind. I can’t stop crying, but the amount of help and love this videos gives isn’t measurable by human standards. Thank you. I love you for doing this for me and so many others.
This really hit me hard at home. I am the one everyone in my friend group comes to for help, plus all the stress life puts on me. I've been here. But I've been clean for almost a year and I'm proud of myself.
Can u possibly make a comfort from a break up or comfort from finding out partner cheated video? I have recently found out my boyfriend cheated on me and since then I haven't been feeling more depressed so I feel like a video like this would be helpful.
Lately I've actually had thoughts of self harming myself and I always go into fear mode when that happens. I'm not really going to go in depth with why but all I know is that I feel sad whenever I hear stories of people who do it constantly. It really hurts and I want everyone to know that you are not alone, even if you think you are. And to the people who overcame, thank you so much!!
I don't even... I don't even self-harm yet, just... The idea that someone could care this much about me is something I've never really thought I deserved, and when I listen to audios like this where the person still cares no matter how broken I am inside, just... God...
questions for you. how are you? do you need to talk about anything ? are you still clean? if not, remember that it’s a process and that it’s okay. and this isn’t a question, but i’m very very proud of you. i know this is a late reply but still.
@@sstarrlloverr im actually going amazing now! i have been clean for about a year and a half and i feel so much better. sometimes i feel a temptation but i remember that i’ve managed to hold back for so long and that i can continue without doing it because its not necessary. thank you for caring
To be honest, I wasn't expecting to feel what I felt while listening to this. I usually just listened to your audio to help me sleep when I can't but this one really stood out to me. I found myself actually replying to the question asked, crying, feeling sorry, and actually feel like I was being cared for. I haven't harmed myself for maybe almost a year by now and I'm glad I haven't no matter what, since this last couple of weeks have been so terrible. Listening to this just made feel better and is honestly what I needed instead of my mother or anyone just yell at me for answer and just to make me over feel more terrible then I already am. It reminded me when my grandma took care of me after I told, and even if I couldn't tell her everything she still listened tried to understand and didn't even tell my mom, who I was so scared to talk to. Overall thank you for such a powerful and meaningful audio, and to the writer as well.
this literally made me cry, my ex used to tell me I was weak and stupid for self harming and to make insensitive jokes about it:(( istg that shit fucked with my head
I'm not proud to say I've been getting closer and closer to restarting my bad habits and listening to this helped me put the metaphorical blade down I'm so glad that you exist and you make these for people like us, it's so nice to hear someone say they want to listen and they're not mad even if it is in one of these videos
Ok I’m actually a little scared because everything was a little TOO accurate for me- 1. The injury being on my thigh 2. A friend going through a breakup 3. Not having treating the wound 4. Under a lot of stress 5. Nothing big, just a bunch of small things leading up to this *event*
I've been suffering from depression and anxiety for as long as I remember but after hearing this audio it helps me to not overthink things and it made me feel loved. I'm two months clean and I know it's because of Cardlin. Thank you very much for every audio you make it makes us feel loved and protected. ❤
No matter what I do people I date always react to my cutting by telling me they're either going to do it themselves or break up with me if I cut again and it just makes me want to do it more and more and I just wish I had someone supportive like this.
I've only told 2 people and they just kinda forgot about it the next day. I feel like if I go to anyone about it they won't take me seriously because I avoid the veins. I went to my mom about therapy for coping with my anxiety and she told me that it was hormones. Watching this, I felt like someone actually cared. Thank you so much.
This hits me so hard, it's beautiful, because I've never felt much comfort during... those moments. I honestly want more than anything to be normal, but for some reason, that's proving to be really hard.
My absolute favorite line. "Of you're having a hard time loving yourself, I'll love you for the both of us." it's such a perfect thing to say. I hate being told to love myself because it's not that easy. Thank you for this.
I needed this. I just had a fit of rage and attacked my leg, so I feel like shit about it. I just recovered from a major depressive episode and just got out of the hospital last month. This makes me feel slightly less self conscious about it.
when he sed "baby, your thies" I broke in to tears, Im traing to stop but thing just things keep geting worst, but things like theas rely healp me to stop a lot, thank you
PFF OKAY THAT JOKE WAS GOLD in actuality though, thank you for this. I recently relapsed and I was over 3 years clean. Then, I relapsed again. I've been in a mood about it but this really helped. Thank you.
This has got all the feels with me because i know what it feels like to be the person who suffers to get through this sort of topic, this has made me so much calmer about this topic. This made me feel like there is someone who cares so much about me and will always be there for me through this sort of struggle. This is exactly the sort of audio that helps me get through the dark place. i cried listening to this because i have been through this struggle many times and mostly to all the time i felt so alone, however this audio made me feel so much better and showed me that i don't have to be ashamed of it. This audio has made me feel like my bad days are a little brighter. I could feel myself going through that with you and it made me feel so loved and appreciated for the person i am even with all of the scars that follow.
I wish, there was someone. Anyone... That would do this. No freaking out. Keeping calm. And they would still love me, even after what I've done. They'd worry. They'd care. They would help. But it's only a mere fantasy by now. I can live with just this audio. Even if it's not tword me. Just a imagining it makes me feel better. So, thank you. Scripted and all. If only... I'm sorry, I love this audio too much. Thank you.
Cardlin taking care off the wounds: “I guess you don’t mind it hurting right? Sorry, too soon?” Me: laughing into my pillow trying not to wake the whole house up because it’s currently 1:55 AM and i should be asleep as well but I just really needed this video right now.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ (I don’t know what triggers others but I’m being very vague in my description and avoiding triggering words as much as possible). Thank you… you can’t comprehend how much I cried and held my pillow. I never get this type of comfort and I’ve been dealing with this for 4 1/2 years now and I do it to punish myself for things that I think I caused and I have done it on my thighs, calfs, arms, stomach, neck, etc.. and after I feel worthless but, cardlin has made me cry more than I have in years and it’s weird but it felt very freeing. Thank you cardlin even though you’ll probably never see this but you don’t know how much this ment to me and so many other I’m crying as I’m writing this and trying to find the words for how thankful I am that you took the time to record and post an audio like this. Thank you❤️
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I just wanna say to all those who are alive...
You are worth it.
You are beautiful, inside and out.
Don't change to satisify to be like anyone else.
And for all of us who stayed strong and alive through the deepest and darkest times, Congratulations. You conquered your demons and became a much stronger warrior. You have no idea how much you are treasured.
We did it ||-//
Stay alive frens♡
[2020 edit]
If you don't have anything nice to say, then don't say it. That message was supposed to give encouragement, so just ignore it or even thumbs down if you don't like it. I don't care. For those who might've cared even for the slightest second, don't listen to the negative energy. They don't need that, and neither do you. Please do your best to hold onto hope for a better and happier life. I'm proud of you. Keep this year strong even with the events going on.
katsudon_on_ice I love you now lmao 😂
You are officially subscribed for your kindness
Ok I cried even more reading this comment
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Needed this today
Probably one of my most highly requested script ideas. Big thanks to the amazing writer, Ann (Thalita Koema)~
Hi, can you do another one of your ddlg voice videos please? Something that's kind of sexual but not sexual at the same time and can It be something with baby bottle feeding please? :3
CardlinAudio could you do another ddlg one that isn't sexual? Not that your other ones aren't great because WHOOH they were but it'd be nice to have one that isn't sexual. Maybe a going to bed or something sweet like that :)
Anna Norwalt Uhm, he's made pleeeenty of those
CardlinAudio hey um... have
You ever concidered writing a script about us thinking about relapsing? I've been having a hard time with that lately....
+PapaGrillbz I understand that feeling 😞 please stay strong, though. you are stronger than it and so, so, worth loving yourself and living life. You got this!
I'm literally crying because I want someone to take care of me like this, instead of just brushing off like its nothing.
U could use subliminals on youtube like moocha xysteria luminalplay etc if u need any help dm me on ig cinnamonex_babies subliminals have to do with law of attraction
ily :((
I self harm to punish myself for being a terrible daughter to my family
and half of the time I sit in my room and think 'Would they really miss me? would they even care? I want to find out'
But every time I reach for something to help me leave the world something in the back of my head tells me 'what are you doing?! don't do that I love you!' And it feels like something wraps itself around my hand, and I feel what seems like arms around me, and I just start crying, I feel a warm embrace around me and a hand rubbing against the back of my head. I don't know what that means but it's kept me clean for almost a year now and whatever it was I'm grateful, I still get those thoughts sometimes but them I feel something around my shoulder and something pulls me close and suddenly those thoughts are gone....
Thank you for doing this Cardlin it has brought me more comfort as well as the embrace.
Stay strong , you are worth everything to anyone in this world 😢
I have the same issues only I never self-harm, just consider it. Ily u are so strong and so worth to everyone. And as for the "would they even care" I WOULD CARE! 😭💝💖❤️💕💘😍
I feel that same warm, sweet feeling too. Around my hand, back, I just feel an embrace. Happened for me when I attempted
Hope you’re doing ok now
I feel you mu dad left me when I was born and I was abused by my sister dad and I was reaped my a boy from my church and I’m tried of being a disappointment and I’m trying my best
Cardlin: I love waking up next to you.
Me: *Pillow Talk plays in my head*
Extreme Otaku samee
Sameee
honestly me lmao
Me. I'm so lonely xD
Aha........we’re all lonely little lost children....(not literally children XD)
i started crying, noone has ever said they loved me before
i dont even care if you're a stranger ;-;
Kai K same..... don't worry I promise there is someone out there who loves you. you are a fabulous person, even though I don't really know you. everyone is. so I love you even if we don't know each other. everyone is worthy of love and happiness. have a nice day/night!!! ^u^
Saaaaammeww
I spelled same wrong ;-;
hey, i know you might not see this, but..
just wanted to send a little reminder that you’re loved. i love you so much, and i’m so proud of you for staying strong through all of your tough times.
I love you bitch, i ain't never gonna stop loving you BiTch
My boyfriend is amazing when handling my self harm, he is always encouraging me to let him know when I feel bad or if I don't tell him before to tell him after. Since I'm not of legal age for confidentiality to be kept when talking to professionals abiut self harm he promises to keep it a secret. I am so grateful for him and wish more people would understand self harm the way he does 💞
Bless his soul! I'm so happy you found him :D
My ex best friend said, that she doesn't want to be my friend anymore, because I do self harm, and I have many scars, on different spots on my body. Especially my waist, wrists/arms, and my thighs. Since then, I only talk about it online, without anyone else knowing about it, because here people don't know who I actually am, and tell my friends/family. So uhh. Yea. This hit different for me.
@@rimoishere564 I'm sorry :( ill be your friend cause I can relate 100%
awe thats the freaking cutest
@@pb.and.jellyfish Awww. ❤ I hope we all will find our own angel, who's gonna take care of us..
this hits so close to home. proud to be almost 2 years clean
Kerenza Congratulations keep up the great work☺️👌
Ffgg Hhhh thank you:-)
It gets easier as time goes by, I'm at 4 years no cutting
Patunya3 well done !! yeah definitely the first few days/weeks are the hardest
I'm 2 years clean too. That's so amazing. keep up the good work :)
4 months clean 💖trying to stay strong.
You're doing good ^.^
Just That Sapphire Thank you ❤❤❤
Anytime :)
Mia Rice Thank you!! and I shall! things are getting better ^°^
Lapis Lazuli you were trapped in a mirror and it couldn't be clearer
Am I the only one sobbing right now? oh my god I love this so much. I've only ever been with people who got mad at me for cutting.
Abi Comstock who's cry I'm not what?
Abi Comstock fuck those people who get mad at those who are hurting
Abi Comstock
Same.....aha I don’t have much luck....most of the time they’re abusive and jerks....and I don’t see it until it’s too late....
I have the urge to cry when I hear stuff like this...but tears won't come out...even if I try and force it out.
Me too
When a boyfriend audio understands more than your parents do.
Where can I get a guy like this??????? 😂 my boyfriend keeps yelling at me,getting mad,arguing or judging me about cutting..i NEED this type of care instead..I really hate the way he acts..
(Edit) damn I never saw the replies to this, I was in such a dark place at that time and I thought I needed him when I really didn’t, I did end up dumping him 2 weeks after this comment so...THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH FOR THOSE COMMENTS I APPRECIATE IT!
Pinkpanda Girl please dump him
U better have dumped him tbh
Slap him so hard!!
Leave that dumbass! >:(
If you haven't, DUMP HIS ASS! no one deserves someone like that
2 and a half years clean but sad nostalgia hit me. This is really reassuring though. Made me feel less alien about the topic.
SophiesThoughts I'm so happy for you being clean for 2 and a half years ❤
SophiesThoughts I'm so happy for you🖤🖤🖤🖤🖤
SophiesThoughts
That’s amazing!! You’ve been clean for two and a half years?! I can barely stay clean for three days...but that’s awesome for you!!!! 🖤🖤🖤
SophiesThoughts i’m 1 week clean (::
@@samaaislam good for you! I'm proud!
I would love to hear you do one on eating disorders like encouraging us to eat or to not purge and feel better it would be so nice
Ed isn't only anorexia dude
Not me curdling into a ball and crying because he knew exactly where my self harm is.
It hit so hard because all of it was accurate to me. I don't think I've ever needed an audio more. Thank you
I still really want the comfort for anger issues video. I think it's a really good idea
Sophia Says yeah anger/mood issues would be a good video idea 👌🏽
Sophia Says YEP YEP YEP
Sophia Araceli ur so talented
That's a good idea
“You are the most beautiful blanket thief”
Me: rolled up like a burito in the blanket with a snotty nose and sneezing
I bet you are still beautiful regardless
I remember going through self harm and everything... hearing this made me break down. but it made me realize that I overcame it and that I'm better.
Hails how did you overcome it?
I overcame it by using a rubber band
i want to relapse so bad & i joked about it around my friends (bc humor is my defense & its how i cope) but this helped me sm and idk how but thank you so fucking much. i love this & your content i sweaaar
skylar you are strong and I love you
skylar LAUREN BELIEVES IN YOUUUUU
Ik a lot of people wont see this due to the fact that this was like 3 years ago but here.
Y’all matter okay? I care for you guys, even if I don’t even know you like at all. You’re still a person. Ily.
Thanks you this means a lot💕
Bb gun
Thank you I have no one to help so I use this audio as comfort
I don't know how this is going to sound, but I'm only bringing this up because I went through a really horrible dependent relationship recently, to the point where I couldn't function on my own and I depended on him to make me whole, I have chronic anxiety/depression and yeah, low self esteem and a bunch of other problems in my life, but long story short I'm just out of the relationship, and the whole thing made me realize how self worth needs needs needs to be developed from within. Everyone needs help, but only because I romanticized a toxic relationship I made all my problems multiply. You should seek out people who will be there for you, and definitely a health professional, but it's really dangerous when it comes to romantic relationships. We're not sane when it comes to love and personally I tied my happiness and value and health on a person who wasn't there in the end, and it was catastrophic.
Your videos are amazing and you're helping so many people, but I wanted to voice what happened to me personally just to be cautious. Everyone's different but I went down that path and it took a lot to come out the other end okay.
Well put.
Thank you for this, self harm is something I am currently overcoming and this helps me :)
I wish most people could understand and act like this, it's hard to keep a relationship now a days and being shamed for all my scars never help. Listening to this video made me thankful, I honestly feel like most asmr people understand both sides to the situation a little more than others.
I was doing great, almost a year of no self harming, until a few weeks ago
Yuri Katsuki same gurl.
Same
i hope ur doing better💞💞
Okay this hit me hella hard :(
Panic! At The Twenty Øne Melanies Omg Panic! Omg TØP 😂😍
your name is terrible and you should be ashamed
Panic! At The Twenty Øne Melanies I just love your profile pic bc Drunk History is the best
Kheraja I love your picture
snoop loop whats wrong with her/his name???
That moment you woke up and 2seconds later your phone goes off with this notification
Stupidly Amazing ooh that happened to me before,,, it the best thing
Stupidly Amazing same!
I like that he recognized not all self harmers cut their arms. The stereotype that cuts are normally on the arms makes me and probably others feel way more ashamed of their leg scars.
I’ve relapsed recently and haven’t been well. I’m scared, thank you.
Same for me but we can stay strong and get over our demons.
I wish I could find somebody who cared this much and wasn't judgmental of self-harm. My last relationship ended from my boyfriend finding my cuts.. he didn't want the "drama" and didn't care. He walked out. People like this need to exist more.
Cardlin you are more helpful than my mom she says i did it for attention ):
Agnes Todd same ;(
same here :(
I'm so sorry :(
same 😔
Thats some bull i cant tell my mom anything either cuz i think she will act the same and it sucks
"Looking at your hair that's basically everywhere"
Me, with a 1 inch long haircut: :\
*cant relate*
@@marshyhell7800 I-
@@montus. wait I can relate now I commented that year ago now I have a short pixie cute lmao
@@marshyhell7800 Oop
@@montus. I changed alot lmao
I feel kinda rude giving you more things to think about but I think an eating disorder type of video would be helpful for many like this video is ☺️
Lauren Owens YES. please.
Almost two years clean so this brought back memories. If only all guys were like this. My ex wasn't so sweet or supportive. Thanks for this Cardlin
GizmoGurlie41786 I'm so proud of you! 🖤🖤🖤🖤 stay strong
It's a beautiful thing what we are doing here. Thanks Cardlin for giving new chances for those people in need. I'm very proud to be part of this community. Your videos helps people in need, and people who don't know very well how to react in this situations. Keep the good work!
This one hit home for me...I was not a cutter but I did self harm in a different way. Thank you for this one Cardlin. Absolutely touching
God if I had had someone so understanding and actually there for me things probably would have turned out differently. all I got told was that I was a freak and that it was stupid to feel like that. It ruined me more than it ever helped.
Could you please do an audio about family issues? I've been dealing with that for some time now and it seems to get worse every day.
Bruh.. He said "Your thigh" and I froze like a deer in head lights and felt panic setting in. That shit was one of the scariest moments in the world when my best friend found out.. She was so fucking pissed. I wish she would've reacted like this.. I wish she would've taken care of me like this..
As comforting as these are, it makes me sad too.. Fml
I feel si sorry for you !
You will find the right friends !
"I'll love enough for the both of us" That hit me HARD.
This may be tmi but, I just got hit with so much stress, a wave all at once, sort of a mini anxiety attack Relapsed from 4 months free of cutting tonight and afterwards I came straight to this video. I just have to leave this comment cause I want you to know that you seriously help people. When I have no one to say that everything's going to be ok I have you and, even though I don't know you and everything is online and digital roleplay, your presence really helps. so, thank you! never stop voice acting you have a true gift! X
Happy to help =] Thanks for listening, Sid!
Hi, I just want to say that you arent alone. Trust me I went through the same thing. Videos like this can help! I got put in a hospital from breaking down (tmi? Sorry) I couldnt help it. Be strong 💜
I bloody love your voice 😭❤️
was that pun intended?
Nicole Engelhuber woops i never even realised 🙃 hope no one gets offended :/
Hahaha, I figured it probably wasn't intentional.
Nice pun there
haha, totally unintentional i promise
I can't relate to cutting but I definitely can relate to depression and sarcasm. I appreciate this. Thank you
**is smiling because it’s so sweet**
**remembers nobody cares about you and every relationship you’ve been in has been bad**
**cries in the corner**
One year and almost 4 months clean. This is just so powerful to me. I didn't actively cut during a relationship, but my current boyfriend is so good about my past. We don't even really talk about it anymore, my scars are just a part of me now. But if it would help anyone, I'd like to tell my story for anyone who cares to listen.
I started cutting in 2012, when I was in 7th grade. I was struggling with school, and becoming old enough to really understand what was going on around me. My family has always been poor, and I didn't have a lot. I was self conscious and timid, and I was afraid of what other people thought. I started to fail classes, and I got so upset one day that I dug a pencil in my arm and dragged. It didn't bleed, just left a decent scratch. But I felt better. After that, it went from jagged pieces of plastic to craft scissors to half a scissor to blades out of pencil sharpeners. I moved from my wrist to my ankle to my thigh to my hip. In freshman year, 2 years in, I cut too deep for the first time. That was when my best friend contacted my mom, who, in trying to understand, just made me feel worse. I didn't cut for awhile, because the deep cut scared me. I ended up in the psych ward for a suicide attempt in March of 2015. I had been clean about a month after beginning a relationship with my then boyfriend.I had gone 8 months before a relapse in November 2015. My uncle died about a month before my relapse, and the immediate trigger was that boyfriend breaking up with me. I took apart a sharpener and just sat on the toilet, totally dissociated, and sliced 5 deep cuts into my hip. I went back to the psych ward that night.
Now, I have better coping skills, but that isn't to say I never feel the urge. Even after almost a year and a half, I look at my scars sometimes and remember when they were such a solid thing that could make me feel better, at least for a moment. Sometimes I feel lost because I don't rely on it anymore. My therapist has told me that recovering from something like self harm can stir up those feelings.
I just wanted to share this for anyone going through it, or recovered like I am, just for those days when the urge nags at you again. We are stronger than those thoughts.
We are strong.
i love you and i’m proud of you for being here. u r unbelievably strong.
Ilysm
11 months clean...Thank you for doing this video
Daniazz vlogs that's awesome good for you :)
Sooo proud of you
1 Day clean ✋🏼trying to stay strong💔🦋
I believe in you. Xx
so proud of you
You’re doing so
Well!!!👏🏽
I love you all
I wasn't sure about watching cause i get really anxious when i just...hear about it.
But hell, this is good, actually makes me feel good because people often just...make fun of us, thanks :)
I just broke five years of being clean last week. Ive been feeling broken for days with the levels of self hatred going through my mind. I can’t stop crying, but the amount of help and love this videos gives isn’t measurable by human standards. Thank you. I love you for doing this for me and so many others.
This really hit me hard at home. I am the one everyone in my friend group comes to for help, plus all the stress life puts on me. I've been here. But I've been clean for almost a year and I'm proud of myself.
Can u possibly make a comfort from a break up or comfort from finding out partner cheated video? I have recently found out my boyfriend cheated on me and since then I haven't been feeling more depressed so I feel like a video like this would be helpful.
Him: "I guess you don't mind it hurting?"
Me, laughing my ass off: "listen....it's a good joke...a great joke even...but imma need you to stop"
HELL 💀
wow I cried alot this helped.14 months clean ❤❤
lost boy I'm so happy for you🖤🖤🖤🖤
okay this is pretty triggering but for some reason I have to keep listening to it idek
Same. Like, its triggering, but also comforting?
Lately I've actually had thoughts of self harming myself and I always go into fear mode when that happens. I'm not really going to go in depth with why but all I know is that I feel sad whenever I hear stories of people who do it constantly. It really hurts and I want everyone to know that you are not alone, even if you think you are. And to the people who overcame, thank you so much!!
Kate Brinfour dont do it i know that i dont know u but once u do 1 u cant stop dont do it i know i am 1 year late
I don't even... I don't even self-harm yet, just...
The idea that someone could care this much about me is something I've never really thought I deserved, and when I listen to audios like this where the person still cares no matter how broken I am inside, just... God...
Update: I'm getting help. I'm currently going through a mental health program and I'm slowly getting better. :)
@@vibes5805
@@vibes5805how r u now?
I cleaned my cuts while I listened to this :) I’m very proud
2 months clean. I’m going stronger than ever
questions for you.
how are you? do you need to talk about anything ?
are you still clean? if not, remember that it’s a process and that it’s okay.
and this isn’t a question, but i’m very very proud of you. i know this is a late reply but still.
@@sstarrlloverr im actually going amazing now! i have been clean for about a year and a half and i feel so much better. sometimes i feel a temptation but i remember that i’ve managed to hold back for so long and that i can continue without doing it because its not necessary. thank you for caring
“Now that doesn’t look too bad” me: YOU WANNA SEE ME DO WORSE???
To be honest, I wasn't expecting to feel what I felt while listening to this. I usually just listened to your audio to help me sleep when I can't but this one really stood out to me.
I found myself actually replying to the question asked, crying, feeling sorry, and actually feel like I was being cared for. I haven't harmed myself for maybe almost a year by now and I'm glad I haven't no matter what, since this last couple of weeks have been so terrible. Listening to this just made feel better and is honestly what I needed instead of my mother or anyone just yell at me for answer and just to make me over feel more terrible then I already am. It reminded me when my grandma took care of me after I told, and even if I couldn't tell her everything she still listened tried to understand and didn't even tell my mom, who I was so scared to talk to.
Overall thank you for such a powerful and meaningful audio, and to the writer as well.
this literally made me cry, my ex used to tell me I was weak and stupid for self harming and to make insensitive jokes about it:(( istg that shit fucked with my head
That’s horrible :( nobody deserves to go through that when your already struggling I’m glad there your ex now you can do so much better for yourself
i’m sorry :(
I am so sorry you went through that
I hit 2 years this year in July. It's the longest I've gotten so far, and for once, I can say I'm proud of myself, at least for this one thing ❤️.
i’m so proud of you!!
I'm not proud to say I've been getting closer and closer to restarting my bad habits and listening to this helped me put the metaphorical blade down I'm so glad that you exist and you make these for people like us, it's so nice to hear someone say they want to listen and they're not mad even if it is in one of these videos
“Your thigh...that’s not an accident is it..?”
Me looking down at my thigh: 😳 how did you know
Ok I’m actually a little scared because everything was a little TOO accurate for me-
1. The injury being on my thigh
2. A friend going through a breakup
3. Not having treating the wound
4. Under a lot of stress
5. Nothing big, just a bunch of small things leading up to this *event*
WHY CAN I RELATE TO THIS
Same it’s just like aaaaahhhhhhh
four hours clean...god damnit
5 minutes clean......
@@yourdaughter7020 three years clean. it gets better.
@@whathuhwhuh this made my heart genuinely burst. Wow. I’m so fucking proud of you.
3 months with clean arms and legs I hope it stays that way 💘😩
Lps FireWolf Yes!! I know you will stay clean. Stay strong💞💞
I've been suffering from depression and anxiety for as long as I remember but after hearing this audio it helps me to not overthink things and it made me feel loved. I'm two months clean and I know it's because of Cardlin. Thank you very much for every audio you make it makes us feel loved and protected. ❤
No matter what I do people I date always react to my cutting by telling me they're either going to do it themselves or break up with me if I cut again and it just makes me want to do it more and more and I just wish I had someone supportive like this.
Alex Long bless your heart that's really horrible and manipulative of them
I've only told 2 people and they just kinda forgot about it the next day. I feel like if I go to anyone about it they won't take me seriously because I avoid the veins. I went to my mom about therapy for coping with my anxiety and she told me that it was hormones. Watching this, I felt like someone actually cared. Thank you so much.
who else almost cried???
Hannah Hardy Me :)
meeeeeeeeeeeee
Hannah Hardy me bruh
This hits me so hard, it's beautiful, because I've never felt much comfort during... those moments.
I honestly want more than anything to be normal, but for some reason, that's proving to be really hard.
one year clean 🖤
it's really f-ing hard, the relapses and finding someone that's like cardlin.
My absolute favorite line. "Of you're having a hard time loving yourself, I'll love you for the both of us." it's such a perfect thing to say. I hate being told to love myself because it's not that easy. Thank you for this.
I know this video was 4 years ago but I really need more of these
I needed this. I just had a fit of rage and attacked my leg, so I feel like shit about it. I just recovered from a major depressive episode and just got out of the hospital last month. This makes me feel slightly less self conscious about it.
Relapsed this afternoon after being clean for years. Idk what happened but it helped numb the pain for a little bit.
I have been a week clean.
I listen to this everyday to help me get through the day, thank you for this.
I am so proud of you
"i love waking up next to you"
Me: has been single and alone for years
"most gorgeous blanket theif in the world"
*Dies of awh*
I'm so happy that you addressed the more 'secretive' parts.
You made me ugly cry and I thank you a lot I felt so alone thank you for being the only person who cared
when he sed "baby, your thies" I broke in to tears, Im traing to stop but thing just things keep geting worst, but things like theas rely healp me to stop a lot, thank you
I hope you’re doing better I’m here if you need someone to talk to 🥺
ily :(
OMG I almost fell asleep and this stupid ad popped up and it was for a horror movie. I am wide awake now..
PFF OKAY THAT JOKE WAS GOLD in actuality though, thank you for this. I recently relapsed and I was over 3 years clean. Then, I relapsed again. I've been in a mood about it but this really helped. Thank you.
I've been clean for 3 years now. While it was hard and i almost relasped many times i'm still here today and it does get better. It really does
This has got all the feels with me because i know what it feels like to be the person who suffers to get through this sort of topic, this has made me so much calmer about this topic. This made me feel like there is someone who cares so much about me and will always be there for me through this sort of struggle. This is exactly the sort of audio that helps me get through the dark place.
i cried listening to this because i have been through this struggle many times and mostly to all the time i felt so alone, however this audio made me feel so much better and showed me that i don't have to be ashamed of it. This audio has made me feel like my bad days are a little brighter. I could feel myself going through that with you and it made me feel so loved and appreciated for the person i am even with all of the scars that follow.
I don't usually comment but this video really touched me. Thank you, Cardlin.
i always come back to this audio
I wish, there was someone. Anyone... That would do this. No freaking out. Keeping calm. And they would still love me, even after what I've done. They'd worry. They'd care. They would help. But it's only a mere fantasy by now. I can live with just this audio. Even if it's not tword me. Just a imagining it makes me feel better. So, thank you. Scripted and all. If only... I'm sorry, I love this audio too much. Thank you.
i like how im back 4 years later because i need support
Cardlin taking care off the wounds: “I guess you don’t mind it hurting right? Sorry, too soon?”
Me: laughing into my pillow trying not to wake the whole house up because it’s currently 1:55 AM and i should be asleep as well but I just really needed this video right now.
⚠️TRIGGER WARNING ⚠️ (I don’t know what triggers others but I’m being very vague in my description and avoiding triggering words as much as possible).
Thank you… you can’t comprehend how much I cried and held my pillow. I never get this type of comfort and I’ve been dealing with this for 4 1/2 years now and I do it to punish myself for things that I think I caused and I have done it on my thighs, calfs, arms, stomach, neck, etc.. and after I feel worthless but, cardlin has made me cry more than I have in years and it’s weird but it felt very freeing. Thank you cardlin even though you’ll probably never see this but you don’t know how much this ment to me and so many other I’m crying as I’m writing this and trying to find the words for how thankful I am that you took the time to record and post an audio like this. Thank you❤️
honestly a huge inspiration
damn kpoppers
BAEKYEOL THO
is there something wrong?
Omg jimin we have the same bias 😂
nah fam you good i see kpoppers everywhere
Kiki _ your profile picture is now tae, we love character development
9 minutes clean :)
i’m so proud of you
You got this !! 🍄❤️
@@samanthaa557 thank you so much...
I'm just 2 weeks clean...
aww i’m so proud of you love. keep going, that’s really good🤍🤍
As someone who cuts, this is relatable.
I love this it shows life’s not a goddamm fairy tail
having been there in my early teens it would have helped so much if I had a kind person like you stand by me. this was an amazing audio. thank you.
I wish people would be think this aroun me and told me these thing instead they get mad at me for being "selfish"
This actually made me cry
I really like this video, depression and self harm are what I’m suffering with too and this is so nice to hear from someone❤️