I've suffered for for 11 years with multiple mental illnesses stay strong. Your words are so powerful. You have spoken what I want to say about mental illness. You are an amazing writer. Thank you for your brave poem it was much needed in society
This is perfect. Thank you! But I still seem to know only people who think you bring it on yourself, that I am too lucky to be sad, that I can just think positively and get over it. Why would they think I, or anyone would actually WANT to feel miserable, tired, defeated and like you want to disappear everyday? I wish I could have your confidence to tell them that its not me, its not my fault. You have made me feel like Im not the only one. Thank you
Thank you Kelsey! You express so well the pain of mental illness. I too suffer with the other side of depression, anxiety. I hope many people will hear your powerful poem that shines the light on mental illness. I agree with you there is nothing to be ashamed about in living with mental illness.
This is amazing it describes exactly how I have felt for years... I just got diagnosed A couple months ago... I'm glad that I have and I realize so many things were holding me back and now that I can see more clearly i'm following my dreams
I was sitting in class third hour today and I was so dizzy and anxious and sad and I just collapsed into my arms and was just sitting there. No one came to ask if I was okay and I just remember laying there paralyzed. But I wasn't really paralyzed, It was like my body wasn't letting me move, I didn't want to move. I didn't want to get up. I convinced myself that I have no strength to get up and move and work on my math. I stayed there until the end of class just feeling like my whole world was spinning and I kept hearing people laugh and the bell rang. But I couldn't move, I was so sad that I couldn't move! I was breathing hard and I was anxious and I felt like I was dying, like my body was shutting down, like my pain was so real. My teacher was pushing on me saying over and over again wake up, and I wouldn't move no matter how much I wanted to I couldn't move. Then he left and I heard people from the class fourth hour laughing and saying things like "dude he's passed the fuck out", "I could probably punch him and he wouldn't move" and some kid came over and started pushing on me to see if I would wake up you know and I wouldn't I was so fucking down I could literally not get the strength to move, and finally the teacher brought the nurse and she was pushing on me to get up and I finally got the strength to get up buti didn't want to stand up so I just sat there and tears were running down my face without even moving my face muscles. And I finally got up and the nurse had to take me into the nurse office with a wheelchair because I didn't want to walk. I hate depression and I feel like the only one who has to go through this.
You're not the only one. There are so much more people like us, and we should know that we're not alone. I really wish you the best and hope you stay strong, honestly, I can't imagine going through what you did, if I did, I don't think I would've woke myself up. I would've just stayed there, alone... with no one caring, I mean, you know what they say. No one cares until its too late.
I've watched this video more than three times. This is amazing,honestly. It's something many including myself struggle to put into words &you have done it perfectly. Congrats girl! Head up &you're going places.
I felt this way for the longest time... but recently I have found happiness and hope... typing that is extremely weird considering the place I was once in. I realize now that I'm stronger than most. I realized life has so much more to offer. nd even tho I really am okay now... I still defend people with depression and anxiety. becouse i felt that way for two whole dreadful fucking years. there is hope. I love you.
You are brilliant and so brave and so full of truth. I have made a video about 'The Manic Pixie Dream Girl' - if you could watch it at all, I would appreciate that. Seriously, well done.
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I found this on a accident but this was amazing. the power of that emotion can vigorously drive you crazy
I love this. I found what I couldnt explain myself all these years. Im 22 & im thankful I found what made me feel but through your words. thank you
I've suffered for for 11 years with multiple mental illnesses stay strong. Your words are so powerful. You have spoken what I want to say about mental illness. You are an amazing writer. Thank you for your brave poem it was much needed in society
Beautiful words, lovely. Keep strong. Seriously, I'm glad you found a medium in which to spread your emotions. Thank you for sharing it with us!
This is perfect. Thank you! But I still seem to know only people who think you bring it on yourself, that I am too lucky to be sad, that I can just think positively and get over it. Why would they think I, or anyone would actually WANT to feel miserable, tired, defeated and like you want to disappear everyday? I wish I could have your confidence to tell them that its not me, its not my fault. You have made me feel like Im not the only one. Thank you
Thank you Kelsey! You express so well the pain of mental illness. I too suffer with the other side of depression, anxiety. I hope many people will hear your powerful poem that shines the light on mental illness. I agree with you there is nothing to be ashamed about in living with mental illness.
Beautiful. I've come out of minor depression just a little and I'm really thankful. That poem turned feelings into words
an brilliant poem, with a strong choice of words and direction. Keep up the good work!
You don't even know how happy this makes me, it's absolutely beautiful and it makes me feel like I'm not in this alone, thank you:)
As people keep telling you to stay quiet please speak louder. This poem is amazing
This is amazing it describes exactly how I have felt for years... I just got diagnosed A couple months ago... I'm glad that I have and I realize so many things were holding me back and now that I can see more clearly i'm following my dreams
So well spoken, thank you for those words.
I was sitting in class third hour today and I was so dizzy and anxious and sad and I just collapsed into my arms and was just sitting there. No one came to ask if I was okay and I just remember laying there paralyzed. But I wasn't really paralyzed, It was like my body wasn't letting me move, I didn't want to move. I didn't want to get up. I convinced myself that I have no strength to get up and move and work on my math. I stayed there until the end of class just feeling like my whole world was spinning and I kept hearing people laugh and the bell rang. But I couldn't move, I was so sad that I couldn't move! I was breathing hard and I was anxious and I felt like I was dying, like my body was shutting down, like my pain was so real. My teacher was pushing on me saying over and over again wake up, and I wouldn't move no matter how much I wanted to I couldn't move. Then he left and I heard people from the class fourth hour laughing and saying things like "dude he's passed the fuck out", "I could probably punch him and he wouldn't move" and some kid came over and started pushing on me to see if I would wake up you know and I wouldn't I was so fucking down I could literally not get the strength to move, and finally the teacher brought the nurse and she was pushing on me to get up and I finally got the strength to get up buti didn't want to stand up so I just sat there and tears were running down my face without even moving my face muscles. And I finally got up and the nurse had to take me into the nurse office with a wheelchair because I didn't want to walk. I hate depression and I feel like the only one who has to go through this.
You're not the only one. There are so much more people like us, and we should know that we're not alone. I really wish you the best and hope you stay strong, honestly, I can't imagine going through what you did, if I did, I don't think I would've woke myself up. I would've just stayed there, alone... with no one caring, I mean, you know what they say. No one cares until its too late.
This is honestly beautiful. i love the ending. Stay strong
I haven't heard anyone talk so well about mental illness in such a long time we'll done from a fellow suffer.
Post more videos! You're so talented!
I've watched this video more than three times. This is amazing,honestly. It's something many including myself struggle to put into words &you have done it perfectly. Congrats girl! Head up &you're going places.
I just posted my first spoken poem about this and it was so lovely to be linked to yours. Great job. :)
i started crying the second i heard the first words because i can relate too like if u can relate too
The end made me sob.
I started crying. This is amazing thank you so much❤️
I can elate to this SOOOO much!!! ppl dont understand!
BamItzZanna relate*
I adore! You deserve so many more subsribers and likes!
This is amazing. Thank you for making this.
That last line really got to me..
It takes my all just to get out of the bedroom door and I fell like going to sleep forever instead of drenching in my tears..
🙌🏽👏🏾🙌🏽👏🏾🙌🏽👏🏾 yay your vid made it to my Xbox.
I love this, it really spoke levels to me & for me
This was so gorgeous and I loved it.
I felt this way for the longest time... but recently I have found happiness and hope... typing that is extremely weird considering the place I was once in. I realize now that I'm stronger than most. I realized life has so much more to offer. nd even tho I really am okay now... I still defend people with depression and anxiety. becouse i felt that way for two whole dreadful fucking years. there is hope. I love you.
yes another comment play this daily and still makes me cry thinking its not just me and more people should be like you.
I love this.
OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG I FEEL THE SAME WAY UGGHHG AHHHH I CRIED SO HARD BC I UNDERSTOOD SO CLEARLY!!!!!!!!
i love this..
~amazing~
Amazing
Thank you so much
Thank you so much oh gosh
this was so hard for me to watch but I'm glad I did
i love this so much
beauty *-* And Can you send the text of the poem? It's amazing!
I truly want to know who the dochebags are who disliked this
You are brilliant and so brave and so full of truth. I have made a video about 'The Manic Pixie Dream Girl' - if you could watch it at all, I would appreciate that. Seriously, well done.
depression is the worst felling
My 4 year old son Jaden says you are pretty..
Can some one some how write what she’s shaying for me
true poetry....... but do not be fooled.... do not trust she moans in games.. wierd as fuck
I love this, it really spoke levels to me & for me