Plees shere video , how we can stop amphetamine , I am from eastran eurpoe and here we have problem with amphetamine , some country have crocodile whatever , plees make a video what we needto stop amphetamine and tired period after using this shit :)
Ive been clean for 4 years done Meth for years and lost everything but in still fighting demons with the drink.props to you brother stay on the path... We all Fight Demons..😎
Wow..my daughter is on meth...fentanyl..she’s a type 1 diabetic and it’s killing her! 32 year old with 3 kids. Each grandparent has one of the kids. It’s been like hell on earth watching her kill herself!
I was a METH addict for 30 years, and I PROMISE YOU the Lord took away my addiction to meth, weed, smoking cigarettes, gambling, porn, prost., profanity, theft and lying. No treatment, no relapse and it has been 9 months. I am now battling depression, but I will get there. I am a walking miracle thanks to JESUS CHRIST.
I’m 2 years clean off meth and I’m so proud of how far I’ve came… I started smoking meth at 15 I fell into a terrible lifestyle and was manipulated and abused. but I’m 20 now and I feel like this is a new beginning for me and I can finally breath fresh air god is good🙏🏾❤️
I got a question,I was hooked on Soma for 15 years now I’m 7 years clean but I think about it everyday and admit I might fall back in to that shit what do eople do about the thought process that seems to stay with you ,I never thought it would last this long ,,,,
A few years back I read "Beautiful Boy a fathers journey through his son's addiction". I remember the author saying that long term meth addiction will permanently rewire the brain. Did you find that to be true or did you come out of it like you never touched the drug?
20 YEARS CLEAN!!!! I had to move away from everyone I knew to stay clean and it helped. Working hard on a farm, 6:00 am to 6;00pm that provide food to the city’s homeless was the best rehab . Congratulations on 11 years. It really is possible.
I'm heavily addicted to cigarettes & could only imagine what would happen to me if I ever tried meth. Sounds like a monster to beat. Glad for everyone who is staying strong.
I'm a 60 yr. old man, smoked cigarettes 2-3 packs a day for 38 years. I am now in stage 3 COPD and EMPHYSEMA, had to quit my job, I'm attached to medical oxygen 24/7 now.15 months smoke free right now. Cigarette smoking kills more people than any other drug on the planet! Raebattle I quit cold turkey, I hope you can quit too . Ill pray for you!
AN ADDICT who want's TO STAY SOBER, has to AVOID PEOPLE WHO USE, PLACES WHERE THERE IS ACCESS TO IT, and AVOID TRIGGERS. Also you have to CLEAN HOUSE from top to bottom, by getting rid of the pipes and any other Drug Paraphernalia that's laying around. Go to TREATMENT, attend NA MEETINGS, and GET A SPONSOR. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR 12 YEARS. YOUR PRESENTATION WAS AWESOME FROM TOP TO BOTTOM!
Couldn't have said it better ourselves! Thanks so much Mary! We're so happy you enjoyed this video. If there are any other topics you'd like to learn more about or if there's anything we can do to help you, please let us know!
Just keep educating the TH-camrs! You are so real with your delivery, and I'm sure many people can relate, because of the way you break it down. I was a Psychiatric Social Worker, specialized in Substance Abuse, CASAC and CSW for 30 yrs. I am now retired. It pains me to see so many people suffer because of their addiction.
So so true Mary Jane exactly what I did cut all the drug users out if my life,stayed right away,it was one big thing I had to do for myself to get clean and remain that way,have 4 years up now and wouldn't go back for anything!
I don't consider me a meth addict . But I'm a alcoholic everytime I get drunk I decide to try it and I always end up in such trouble loosing jobs catching a dui or going to jail for stealing. I am 10 days sober of alcohol and not craving meth. But I am getting alcohol withdrawal s is a living hell. Pray for me
Sure hope you continued with sobriety if not keep trying to shoot for sobriety be your own best friend and your own parent love yourself enough to see yourself through this trial once you’re through this trial you move up in forward
Read my comment up above, the same thing with drugs applies to alcohol, I've cut alcohol out from my life except to drink socially only now. Alcohol is also known as "spirits" for a reason.
Definitely try ibogaine it’s tremendously helpful ... it resets your brain chemistry to the pre addictive state.. they call it gods medicine.. research it will !! I wish everyone knew about ibogaine!!!!
Kyra you look good so you're one of the lucky ones to get out before it fucked you up. Look at comparisons even after 2 months it's ruined people. I don't think you was heavy
After 20 years I got tired of the lifestyle. Without rehab. Without Jesus. Just will power and now I’m happily living in recovery. I don’t count the days of sobriety I make the days count. You can do it too!
That is right. When I was ready to quick my addiction and call out to Jesus and made a sincere effort,he began to shut it down!! The power and hold of the addiction began to deaden and just Stop!! I wasnt the same...
@@serenesrn3827 if that’s true there’s no use for pharmaceutical drugs either. Illicit drugs are just more potent/less pure versions of pharmaceuticals.
I was a speed freak for nearly 30 years. Been clean for 15 years. I did something weird a few months ago. I was giving my cat medication by squirting the medicine into his mouth with a syringe ( minus the needle ) and I would clean it out with water but on this occasion I sucked the water into the syringe and started flicking out the air , pretending I was about to shoot up. Put it to my arm and pretended to inject it, I closed my eyes and my heart started to pound and for that moment I was high. After 15 years it's still there. But I'm 60 now and I know if I ever went down that road again, I'd be dead. But that will never happen . I am too strong and my life is too good now. I appreciate life so much because I really shouldn't be here. Every year on my birthday I am so grateful to put another number to my life. Every year is a bonus
It's called the POWER OF PRAYER 🙏🙏🙏 SOMEONE HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR YOU FOR MANY YEARS 🙏🙏🙏 THAT'S THE ONLY REASON YOU ARE STILL ALIVE ! THE DEVIL DIDN'T TAKE YOU OUT AND TAKE YOUR SOUL TO HELL!!! PRAISE GOD 🙏🙏🙏 GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY!!!GOD BLESS YOU 🙏🙏🙏
Don’t give in, try not to reminisce. Instead remember what you lost during that time. We only get lucky so many times before we aren’t. - as an ex user, hearing him talk about it doesn’t make me feel like it should. Instead I remembered how I liked the feeling and other things about it. So I’m literally going to that OnE day. The day I let it go and try to remember what I was feeling that day. I hated not being able to stop, I hated the other addicts and I hated all the time I lost. I hated that I was an addict.
glenncampbell3145 I used to know someone who did meth for 14yrs. and coke for 25yrs. She ended up homeless twice, and now she's 45, 3yrs. into her battle with Lung Cancer(30yrs of chain smoking ciggies & weed). Even though she's been clean for 3yrs now, There's a 95% chance that she won't live to see 2024. I tried to be her friend, but I could tell the drugs had a permanent effect on her critical thinking, reasoning, logic & cognitive abilities. A lot of her decision making didn't make much sense. And she still flew into fits of rage. There was always an angry undertone with her. She was always extremely paranoid too. Shs trusted no one!! I tried to be her friend, but after a few months, I couldn't take her neurosis & manipulation anymore, even though she has been in recovery for 3yrs. I had to cut her out of my life. She was toxic and borderline crazy even after What's really sad is how many times she's hit rock bottom but she still persisted on chasing that high regaedless how low in her life she fell. She only quit when She lost custody of her 5y/o son(struck him in the head with an iPad in a fit of rage), was charged with a restraining order, and the family courts got involved. Now that she has less than a yr to live, I hope that she finds some peace of mind in her last months alive. Truly sad.
I understand exactly how you feel. I was addicted to herion for years. I couldn't gave foil in my house for 10 years. When I finally did I could taste the herion it was surreal. Congratulations on conquering your addiction uts not easy.
Worked around a meth dealer. I just recently have tried to give up chew. I was out of body the entire time. I cannot imagine how hard it could be to come off something like that. I commend you for doing it and sharing your experiences. I have met a lot of people that have stopped and I am grateful they have found the power in themself s. You are very inspiring and congrats for finding the better path!
Actually nicotine is one of the hardest addictions to quit even more than herion. Nicotine effects the reward system in the brain. why do you think people keep smoking even when we all know the dangers of what will happen and some get cancer and still smoke.
Damn really I have heard chew or nicotine pouches are harder to quit than cigs. Cigs I was able to quit but idk about chew. Kinda weird though never hear of anyone having dissociation from nicotine withdrawal.
Play it very smart with your brother... He has a long life ahead of him. Throw him $20.°° sometimes even if you know hes going to spend it on meth, cause love conquers all. He'll look back and see that you loved him, and he'll quit, and cry😭
@@GODtalks79 🤣bruh, girls don’t like guys who say stuff like that, when they don’t really know you especially, plus it just makes you look like you want one thing, plus it makes you look desperate, plus it makes you look like you don’t know how to talk to women. Try cracking a joke instead, or asking her a direct question about herself, show genuine interest beyond her physical aspects, and you’ll get much further. Trust me.
My brother started using meth at 21 now he is 49. I told him he had to leave my house for so many reasons . He is violent aggressive and will not take responsibility. He is my only sibling . I don’t know what to do anymore . I feel just completely out of hope . Thank you for this video
I live with my brother who uses meth, he's a functioning addict. Seeing him on it all the time drive's me crazy. I dont know how to get out of this situation. It make's me so angry, sad and depressed. He does'nt seem to realise it's affecting my life too.
@@kingpin5283how is everything going man? I feel you cuz i been to that situation before i had a brother who did meth too but now he is free for couple years im so proud of him. Praying for u and your family man
I’ve been struggling with meth for almost a year now and on New Years I got into a very bad accident on the highway bc of lack of sleep and falling asleep at the wheel on the highway. My car rolled 6 times and I’m very lucky to be alive right now. Currently sitting in my grandmas house bc of it without any way to get it bc I don’t have my car but starting to think it’s a good thing.
Omg brother, I am 47 yrs old , I started using meth at 23. Your story has just explained my exact life! Its like looking in a mirror I swear ! I started on crank also . I could never kick it until June 28th of 2020, I was in a horrible motorcycle crash, and life flighted out. This 9 months has been my longest sobriety since I was 17. Its hard some days , but iv finally had enough my friend ! Thank u for your story , it brought tears to my eyes !
They say moving doesnt help, cause you take yourself with you wherever you go.. FUCKIN LIE!! I moved away from all my tweeker friends, and arrived homeless in another state(started drinking, cause of stress on the streets), but I kept clean, didnt look homeless in job interviews, and a few paychecks later got a place.
@@kappakap3995 seek out the truth. What's really real and what's b.s. only Gods grace can save you. We are all caught in the middle of a conflict. Jesus Christ(your Creator and Redeemer) will lead you out. ❤
if anyone can please pray for me that i may receive Gods mercy and grace, to help me get sober. My faith is being tested and I pray I'm not too far gone
It is 100 percent demonic .. I've talked to the devil himself on it .. and I'm not the only one .. so we're not just hallucinating when were all having the same experience .... Poison .. and when you die from that poison .. you find out that you've been dancing with the devil all along.. he only shows himself when your weak and he feels like he has the advantage
Monica H I’m so sorry to hear that. Have a similar experience with my sister in law whom got her Masters in psychology and ended up treating troubled youth. Not sure how it started for her, whether it was a user boyfriend she met through her work or some of the troubled kids she was treating but she was exposed to this drug and completely ruined her career, relationships, mind, & body
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. My 30 year old son used meth for about a year, his last use was mixed with fentanyl and passed away. It's been 6 months but seems like just a few weeks. Congratulations on your sobriety, continue helping people. God bless you my friend.
I don’t think he’s on meth in this video guys, give him some credits, he’s brave, he’s trying to help and what’s wrong with that... Please have some mercy... Thank you.
abbey west True. It’s called euphoric recall. We all (recovering addicts) are stuck with it. But he is keeping it together because he is honest about the bad times too. When you can finally stop listening to that drug lying to you and see the full reality you can stop. One day at a time.
Never underestimate the power this drug will have over your life. Dont loose your right to make decisions. There is no happy ending to this story. Use the route less traveled and avoid the heartache and pain this drug will definitely deliver.
Part of the euphoria of meth is that it acts like an off switch for your conscious and turns off empathy. It feels like you're alone in the world and everyone else is just there for your utility
I tried it twice and although the high was intense, it sent my body into a panic attack and the second time I was seeing and hearing things. Never touched it again after that.
Thank you so much for sharing this. My daughter needs healing from addiction and now cancer. It’s been a nightmare but I’m trusting God that He will provide what is needed!!!
Is he trying to quit? How long had he tried. I got on Fentanyl for a year and a half straight during Covid. Spending over $600 every week. I pushed my GF to her LIMIT. I'm so lucky she stuck it out. I got off dope this past January. I'm doing great and we had such a great year. I just smoke weed and do mushrooms now. I even quit drinking which I never thought would happen. I just had ENOUGH. Drugs had taken so much from me throughout my 33 years on earth. I finally got tired of it. Also full disclosure I had like 5 relapses this year along the way. But they were isolated events. I bought a small bag of dope, got high and threw up my guts for 24hrs and just didn't get more when I ran out. Relapses happen. It's how you react to them. I just examined what causes the relapse and moved on with my life. Get back to working out and normal life and not let the relapse define you and make a big deal of it.
I just left my man 2 days ago. Its fresh relationship and we really are for each other but i cannot stay with him. I didnt know he is using meth, he is higly functioning addict. I am hoping that he will call any minute and say that he wants to quit with drugs and ask me to take him back, but no. I have to find my peace and realize that he doesent want to quit. I am so sad, i could cry for years. Ig only he wants to quit i would be by his side.
I am leaving someone I am deeply in love with because of his drug use. He started doing it secretly about a year ago...I found out 3 months ago... I pray he wakes up and finds sobriety.
My daughter was on meth from age 12 until age about 20. She finally wanted to get clean like you. She is 30 now and is doing great. Thank you for the video, so familiar.
@Rosehill CCTV I discovered she was on it when I had to take her to the doctor due to sores all over. She kept running away. It was a terrible time. I don't want to go on and on but yes 12 years old, I know crazy.
I can defiantly relate so much after 20 years of Meth Addiction, now I am a proud Recovering Addict of 10 years and 4 months . Thank you for sharing and for Educating people and having your Testimony help and inspire people just like mine has to.
Good on you!!! I was an opiate addict and alcoholic for a decade and a half, now I have 6 years clean and sober. Life doesn't get easier but it sure gets better. Anyway good job.
I just had to leave my marriage my husband started meth and he became crazy and a black soul I never seen a drug change him like that. I feel sorry for him.
Amber i know its hard for you to watch him destroy Himself as well what it doing to you .you say you feel sorry for him .i call bullshit that is a lame excuse to validate your leaving him its a marriage took vows as for better or worse through ""sickness""and health. You know the problem with people is that they are quitters weak because they run into a issue they were part of creating and they find themselves with a challenge and they run in the opposite direction.cowardly and mentally afraid lying to themselves that its ok as long as you dont see the shit you help create and say you feel sorry for him .shame on you and everyone else that gives up on anyone period.because the truth is it all will have is way of coming back around.you know how i know this to be so .walk out side and look around you see the fucking chaos in society the emptiness the emotionaless confused hate filled society thats what happenes to society when we turned our back on another human being wether it be a loved one or a stranger we find ourselves in a world like today and this society will not preceded to exist for the damage is done as we have rape mother earth for the neglect in nature is the same as neglect we gave to others.
Amber Angerson Your husband loves meth more then he loves you . Give him one chance to straighten up and if he don't then shit can him . He knows right from wrong good from evil
Been listening to a lot of videos of meth addictes & they're helping me make that push to completely stay off the drug. Good & relatable video, thank you
I was addicted to crack and it was just like you describe meth to be like...I’m clean almost 21 yrs but you bought me right back to what it was like. Great reinforcement! Those who forget are destined to repeat...thank you
2 months clean today. Stay strong brothers and sisters. Walk on with hope in your heart and you never walk alone. Pencil up the nose? Lol! I always called it a kick in the face
i’m 16 years old, and i lost my dad of an overdose in May of last year. my father was an amazing one and such a great guy to everyone. it wasn’t until i was about 12 years old when he started using. i never hated him, even though we couldn’t be as close as we used to i still would be up worrying about him many nights. i prayed and prayed that he would get better. my dad went through so much when battling with addiction, and he got clean not too long before we lost him. he relapsed and we had to say goodbye. i’m watching this video to try to understand where he was coming from and i feel so guilty in ways because i know he felt guilty for what he did, but i never wanted that at all. I wanted him to find himself again and i wanted to not worry about where he was sleeping at night. but i’m here a year later ready to understand him even more than i do now. if anyone else is struggling with a similar situation, i promise you’re not alone. much love and prayers to anyone out there who’s lost someone to addiction or anyone who is dealing with addiction themself. ❤
What a relatable and incredible share!!! I've gone from being a user, to dealer and eventually a cook... Thankfully my Higher Power had other plans and ive come back into recovery and recently celebrated 18 months clean! Your story inspires and motivates me so much... Thank you for your service 💙🙏🏽
August 3 2017 was my last use of meth I'm so proud of my self i was a cook and never thought i was ever going to stop strange trip it's been i love life now
I never did crack but dont give up. Look into ANR in Tampa Fl. They do detox under anestia and then reset endorphines to prior use of drugs. Cost a lot of money but set up payment.
@@Keithyoung420 weed ruins people as well just quit a week ago and my productivity increased a LOT. Weed makes you just a boring empty shell of a human
I'm glad I dont get my first high experience off weed..lol I felt like I got off a rollercoaster, dizzy. Ended up liking weed 2 months later. This @sshole living next to me wanted someone to smoke with and I was young & stupid at the time, so.....🥺
Wow congratulations. My daughter was on meth for approximately 10 or so years. She started at about age 12. When you mentioned the word demon, that was a good description of her acting demonic, I guess when she needed it. Anyway I enjoyed listening to your story and brought back so many dark memories of her. She is doing great now. She finally went into treatment at age 22 and is now 34. Best of luck to you❤❤
If you had a little girl, that was 12 years old and using methamphetamines, you're the problem. I'm not insulting you, I'm just laying it out there. 12 years old my God.
@@southphillylillynot necessarily I started using opiates at 12 and got into meth at 14 my mom would’ve beat the shit out of me if she knew it’s easier to hide it in the beginning when your young before it causes effects but I personally didn’t use cause my parents. addiction runs in my family and I got caught into my own self 🤷🏻♀️ everyone’s different
My lover and I were together 26 years. During primarily the last year he became "demonic" as you put it. He was a drug and alcoholism counselor so I didn't suspect drugs. I assumed it had something to do with his job which had problems because of budget cuts. We broke up because he had become emotionally abusive. About a year after leaving someone overdosed and died in our (now his) house. A few months later he was arrested for trafficking and a few more months and he committed suicide. I found out he had been using meth nearly 5 years before we broke up. I just thought I was getting old and couldn't keep up. Really. He went from being one of the most well respected drug, alcohol and HIV treatment facilitators in Cincinnati to laying dead on our back patio because he was tempted by that shit. I lost everything in the process having to start completely over at 59. His family was basically ruined.
@mandydavis959 I read up on it after his suicide. I had done meth probably about a half dozen times during the 80s before we met. I noticed it was something you definitely didn't want to do more than once every 6 months or so and just decided to stay away from. According to what I read he probably had developed meth psychosis by then. At that point there wasn't much of an opportunity to get through to him. Powerful shit.
You described my husband exactly. Unfortunately he passed away two weeks after his 50th birthday. He hid it well until his mother saw the autopsy report. He smoked it regularly. So sad not only for me but also for our 25 year old daughter. If only he could have stopped.
I've never done Meth or any other kind of hard drugs. Just here to learn, because I deal with a lot of habitual drug users where I work. So thank you for sharing your story, and I hope you continue your sobriety. Congratulations!
It took having Pancreas Surgery to get me to become a stoner i never did anything except opiods that were prescribed prior to that I was taking off opiods and put on marijuana because opiods make me sick
@@shelleym.sharun5766 they are so mean huh??? It makes people so nasty and cold and just so horrible to core they seem to just go out their way to hurt you and get you down never seen anything like it
I know this video hasn't reached a ton of popularity yet, but I found it super awesome. I am not an addict, but your story was inspiring. Cheers to you for your sobriety.
I'm so glad to hear stories like yours, my sister just passed away due to meth and other drugs. She has always been a great person and we would have never expected someone like her to become this way. It takes a very strong person to beat this, keep up the work.
I was homeless in Kensington Philadelphia and use to shoot Methamphetamine with heroin together. I now have four years of continuous sobriety off of any substance all due to my higher power.
That is impressive ! I went the way of opiates back when you could getem filled in the MAIL ! So several years later got sick of chasing and spending every $ and got on suboxone in 07 for a 6 week detox ..... 2021 and I still take 2mg a day ! What a bitch ... but good for you , I like hearing your kinda story 😁
Been a meth user over 15 years, got depressed, thought about suicide at times, but I fought and fought and made it through that monster hell hole !!!! 😔🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💖
Dude, you are awesome. Thank you for being vulnerable and open about your experience! You are changing alot of peoples lives doing these videos. You rock!!
great video. Brutally honest. been there done that. lost a bunch of my closest best friends to meth. (two are dead. one from suicide and the other from od on heroin). when on meth you hang with people who do meth and you don't trust each other. you will steal from each other and other people. I got off it by going for a walk into a nature reserve, smashing my pipes on the concrete, and then took a hammer to them. I buried the pieces of the pipes and promised myself "NEVER AGAIN!!". been sober for 6 years. I quit smoking ciggies and weed the same day. all cold turkey!
@adrianbass congratulations! May you share what your detox stage was like? We just picked up my brother in Mexico. He was living on the streets for 2 years and finally asked for help. It’s been 2 days and he has not touched a thing. He is going though the detox phase. Has the sweats and is shaky. He doesn’t want to eat and wants to be left alone. My mom in her fear of seeing him this way offered him weed. He refused. He says he doesn’t want to touch a thing. We are suffering with him and are in the process of finding him a rehab center. Did you detox on your own?
Thank you for sharing your story 🙏🏻 and, congratulations on 11+ years sober! Your story is incredibly valuable for all of us to hear. Drug use or not. Understanding the perspective of the user, the sick, helps me better empathize and understand. I’ve been around meth and used it a few times, and incredibly blessed I was more scared of it than attracted. My son being born was a huge turning point in my life for drug use. Weed is a struggle though still. - To everyone reading this: You are an amazing human being, and an incredibly important piece to humanity. Be strong. Be yourself ✊🏻 Love you all! ❤️🌍❤️
I really like this guy. He's genuine and has come a long way. I'm learning about meth because my best friend is currently in jail for trafficking due to using meth. I have never used drugs but trying to understand her.
Thank you for sharing your story. I am 14 years clean. My brother in-law is still using. Trying to explain this addiction to the family is so frustrating. They think because he says he is clean, that he is. I know different. It’s really hard to be around him knowing I can easily use again. For me, it’s easier to stay clean than to get clean. I lost everything but was lucky to get it back after a lot of working on myself and working a good program with others like me. I don’t want to risk losing all that I worked so hard for again. I am so very Grateful for my life today. 🙏
One of my life long friends was hooked on H for a long time, most of his life. But he died from methamphetamine. His heart couldn't handle it. RIP everyone who's been lost.
I was addicted too. 20 years ago I had my first hit, I was gone for days. I walked very long distances for no reason but felt great even though I tore up my feet. I was addicted straight away. The next 18 years were hectic and I spent 13 of those in prison. I ended up with serious mental problems, paranoia and anxiety. I did it every way you could think of, hated snorting though. I stopped last time I got out of prison. I've been clean and free for 2 years now.
Great story. Use to party in the 90s and stopped quickly out of fear, but seen a lot of friends stay on it and never surface, ruining their lives. Hope your story gets out to the people that need to hear it. Thanks man!!
Thanks for sharing this. As someone with a close family member using, this was comforting and gave me hope that they can in fact get clean and still have an abundant life❤️
My father would say to me, “You control it, don’t let it control you”. It wasn’t until after years of meth use that I understood what those words meant and how vital that advice is if your going to make it through the meth adventure. I also now realise that in some way, I took that advice and acted that advice without knowing I was doing so. After 20 yrs of adventure i walked away, with me I took some negatives but surprisingly some positives as well. I actually stopped because it was boring me. 🥱😴. We all have stories and we all handle and use drugs in different ways. Blessed are the ones that finally see life as better without meth, and hope and 🙏🏼’s for many more, that they too will be blessed with that enlightenment one day soon.
So did you control it? I've never done any drug except weed. But I want to to fight this fatigue. It's guys' stories like the guy in the video above that help me stay away from trying meth/coke. Guy in video you won't be able to use meth recreationally. He strongly suggested that it WILL become a daily addiction. I wonder how true that is. I wonder if there's a good percentage of people who can keep it at bay, and only do it on weekends. I mean, what dictates that a drug MUST make you a daily addict? I'm daily with drink. So I get it. But does that mean I'd be daily meth addict? Probably. I guess.
@@Frip36 I guess you could say that I did control it, in regards to dose and frequency of use. There are people who have less will power then others but even the strongest can fall into daily use and more sometimes. Meth nowadays is not the meth of the past and I couldn’t recommend any use of the drugs out there now. I used to put meth and alcohol on the same level as to the harm it causes society and the addict, but the stuff that is out there now is way worse than alcohol. If you drink everyday then I would strongly suspect you would very quickly be taken by the addiction . The best advice I can give you is not to bother with even trying it, there are too many different reactions and that path you definitely don’t want to be on. Alcohol every day is not much better but its a different path and well worthwhile working on giving your body a rest from that as well. I wish you all the best with your future,.
@@Frip36 trust me bro, trust me when I say your intuition is spot on. Intuition always is though. There is no such thing as a weekend meth user. There are lots of users, including myself at one time, that wanted to only use it when feeling tired or fatigued or just on the days when you're dragging ass but it simply doesn't work that way. It's all or nothing and just one little Itty bitty eency weency puff or bump and it's game on. I promise you my friend, it's not a game that you want to play. You will lose everything and everyone. And I do mean every fuckn thing. You can replace material shit, houses and motorcycles and jeans but you can't replace relationships and loved ones. Don't throw it away man, a 5 hour energy will do the same thing with a lot less consequences. Be cool man.. ✌
Ive been watching diff videos documentary of meth , i agree what you said, the person who used meth stills he controls him self, not the drug controls who used. There's a positive and negative effect, the person who used must study the effect on your self, if it helps on your job , relax, focus still control your self! If the effect are just like itchy hands stealing, fooling people or hurting people clearly its on your mind that you set !!! Negative mind negative effect Negative Result!! 🙏🤘🤘🙏
My last use of meth was Oct 11th 2001. I have been blessed being clean an sober. My brother just went to treatment 3 days ago. So happy to see this step in his life
Total respect,Sir! Mine was alcohol, but just as enslaved. Thank God it's been 4 years now and 7 months ago I was diagnosed with terminal cancer. But I'm dying in peace because, precisely, I'll meet my Maker clean.
I totally relate to your story I'm a recovered crack and arrow and addict I've been sober 3 years I know all about addiction I took myself off at it was the best thing that ever did and it was I went through three weeks of hell but I did it and I never went back I never went back to it and it's definitely a mental addiction we all stay strong
I used meth for just over two years,I know enough about it now that I never have to ever do it ever again! I had some good times on it and some not so good times on it .I thank God that I'm not on it anymore Amen!🙏
This dude is a great story teller and this is quite educational. One of my bffs is an ex meth addict. She is terrified of relapsing. Went thru lots of recent tragedies and I just wanted perspective on how to relate or support her so she doesn't relapse. This gave me so much insight. Thanx for this honest presentation.
Taking someone to get treatment today. I feel so dumb that I didn't recognize it for a whole month. I wanted to know more about what they're going through, so thank you for this.
I am so happy for you, I was destroying my life the same way you did, but thank god I was able to stop on my own. I've been clean and sober for the past 7 years already. life without drugs is amazing.
Oh my God bro, no one coulda said it better then you. That's my life bro I been on speed for 23 years, and 6 month's ago I was selling it and I got so disappointed in myself that I started throwing pipes loaded shattering them in toilet. And grams down the toilet. I had my limit my spirit's crying for help, and I listened. Bro I'm proud of you, because meth detox is horrible, I can't even think clearly, depression, losing touch of reality all the time
Hey bro you'll be okay hang in there if you need any moral support hit me up I'm coming off of it myself haven't been on as long as you with the other guy has but I'll tell you it's not been fun for me if I can help you let me know my prayers I pray for you
When I took it my depression was gone. I was suicidal before I even did meth and then when I came down it was 10 to a hundred times more depression if not a hundred to a thousand times more depressing but after about eight months of being clean after 30 years of use it started getting easier and easier everyday I'm still clean it's been over 2 years I see your post was from 3 months ago I hope you're still clean to God bless.
Are you clear headed enough to do the burpees exercise? Just start with 3 or 1 And slowly work your way up, look up iron wolf on TH-cam, just try it don’t gotta kill it
Sad but true. Know a few friends on it and this video is right on target. You watch it and your stomach gets unsettled and uncomfortable. Life is so difficult to begin with, add METH to the equation and life becomes HELL on Earth.
Check out this other AMAZING Meth recovery story! th-cam.com/video/1RmHmCzusZk/w-d-xo.html
AARRRGGHHH!!!!!!!!!
Plees shere video , how we can stop amphetamine , I am from eastran eurpoe and here we have problem with amphetamine , some country have crocodile whatever , plees make a video what we needto stop amphetamine and tired period after using this shit :)
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Like all drugs, you’ll never “stop” it. All one can do is educate about the dangers.
Ive been clean for 4 years done Meth for years and lost everything but in still fighting demons with the drink.props to you brother stay on the path... We all Fight Demons..😎
Wow..my daughter is on meth...fentanyl..she’s a type 1 diabetic and it’s killing her! 32 year old with 3 kids. Each grandparent has one of the kids. It’s been like hell on earth watching her kill herself!
Also did meth for over 15 years, Been clean for 4 years, by the grace of Jesus Christ.
Amen same...5 yrs clean
Congratulations! Awesome!! Yes!! When sincerely when one is ready and surrenders to Jesus, He shuts it down!
So thankful
God bless you, please stay clean meth is the Devil.
My husband is using meth. Praying fir his soul salvation.
I did meth for 8 years ... 2 years sober and 4 month
Me too October 15th 2016 keep up the good work
Wow with something so positive people still try to be so negative 😂😂😂 haha anyways thanks guys ..
Jordan Williams lmao hell no !!! Hahah
WEALLDIE ... what are you talking about?
Stephanie Prado ... congrats good for you 😊
I was a METH addict for 30 years, and I PROMISE YOU the Lord took away my addiction to meth, weed, smoking cigarettes, gambling, porn, prost., profanity, theft and lying. No treatment, no relapse and it has been 9 months. I am now battling depression, but I will get there. I am a walking miracle thanks to JESUS CHRIST.
Thank god allah jesus is just a humain
Yea I had a stroke that ended it for me having a hard time with the depression
May you stay clean
Amen, same happened to me , I cried out for help and he delivered me from meth addiction, I did not need rehab, Jesus is king
Relapse incoming. So's a bunch a other shit
I’m 2 years clean off meth and I’m so proud of how far I’ve came… I started smoking meth at 15 I fell into a terrible lifestyle and was manipulated and abused. but I’m 20 now and I feel like this is a new beginning for me and I can finally breath fresh air god is good🙏🏾❤️
When you were on meth did you experience hallucinating anger and having conversations with people 🤔? Did you go to a treatment place .
Women are always the victim huh
Praise the Lord for healing from 25 years of meth addiction. 3 years next month in December!
I thought cohos was a nice drug. It’s been around for awhile. Wow.
I got a question,I was hooked on Soma for 15 years now I’m 7 years clean but I think about it everyday and admit I might fall back in to that shit what do eople do about the thought process that seems to stay with you ,I never thought it would last this long ,,,,
Chad I love to hear that keep on fighting the crave of that demon drug stay well
Really!?!? That's awesome! I haven't seen anyone ever come back from that stuff.
A few years back I read "Beautiful Boy a fathers journey through his son's addiction". I remember the author saying that long term meth addiction will permanently rewire the brain. Did you find that to be true or did you come out of it like you never touched the drug?
I been struggling with meth for a long. Last time I used I had a heart attack. 5 months sober, its hard but I'm still trying.
Great job. 5 months is awesome.
Stay strong bro!
Try ibogaine it will knock that shit out of your head..
It definitely works..
Don't ever quit quitting!
20 YEARS CLEAN!!!! I had to move away from everyone I knew to stay clean and it helped. Working hard on a farm, 6:00 am to 6;00pm that provide food to the city’s homeless was the best rehab . Congratulations on 11 years. It really is possible.
So happy for you and proud of you!
Hell yeah! Great story. Keeping makng it better!
So proud of you man!! I'm one year clean myself 🎉🎉
Nice 👍
Proud of you
I'm heavily addicted to cigarettes & could only imagine what would happen to me if I ever tried meth. Sounds like a monster to beat. Glad for everyone who is staying strong.
I quit cigarettes 5 years ago an putting down the cigarettes was easier than when I quit meth.... go figure
No two people are the same....
Stay STRONG 💪🙏
I'm a 60 yr. old man, smoked cigarettes 2-3 packs a day for 38 years. I am now in stage 3 COPD and EMPHYSEMA, had to quit my job, I'm attached to medical oxygen 24/7 now.15 months smoke free right now. Cigarette smoking kills more people than any other drug on the planet! Raebattle I quit cold turkey, I hope you can quit too . Ill pray for you!
@@jayparvin2897Go figure? What you said makes perfect sense lol. Congrats on your sobriety.
@GHotSauceAnd1 Thank you!! Love my life being sober an will never go back to my old life.
AN ADDICT who want's TO STAY SOBER, has to AVOID PEOPLE WHO USE, PLACES WHERE THERE IS ACCESS TO IT, and AVOID TRIGGERS. Also you have to CLEAN HOUSE from top to bottom, by getting rid of the pipes and any other Drug Paraphernalia that's laying around. Go to TREATMENT, attend NA MEETINGS, and GET A SPONSOR. CONGRATULATIONS ON YOUR 12 YEARS. YOUR PRESENTATION WAS AWESOME FROM TOP TO BOTTOM!
Couldn't have said it better ourselves! Thanks so much Mary! We're so happy you enjoyed this video. If there are any other topics you'd like to learn more about or if there's anything we can do to help you, please let us know!
Just keep educating the TH-camrs! You are so real with your delivery, and I'm sure many people can relate, because of the way you break it down. I was a Psychiatric Social Worker, specialized in Substance Abuse, CASAC and CSW for 30 yrs. I am now retired. It pains me to see so many people suffer because of their addiction.
So so true Mary Jane exactly what I did cut all the drug users out if my life,stayed right away,it was one big thing I had to do for myself to get clean and remain that way,have 4 years up now and wouldn't go back for anything!
Good advice. Thank you for taking the time to share. I hope you are still doing well.
Good advice but it’s a lonely life...
I don't consider me a meth addict . But I'm a alcoholic everytime I get drunk I decide to try it and I always end up in such trouble loosing jobs catching a dui or going to jail for stealing. I am 10 days sober of alcohol and not craving meth. But I am getting alcohol withdrawal s is a living hell. Pray for me
How’s it going?
Sure hope you continued with sobriety if not keep trying to shoot for sobriety be your own best friend and your own parent love yourself enough to see yourself through this trial once you’re through this trial you move up in forward
Bless you brother, I hope you’re stilling aiming to maintain sobriety. Sending love and positive energy on your journey ✌🏽
I'm liked you danni if I don't drink i don't used drugs, but as soon as i drink i go looking for drugs.
Read my comment up above, the same thing with drugs applies to alcohol, I've cut alcohol out from my life except to drink socially only now. Alcohol is also known as "spirits" for a reason.
Thank you for this! I am 20 months clean off of that evil, nasty drug. Happy to see people raising awareness and sharing their hope with others!
Let's go around the world together one more nite doll.
Definitely try ibogaine it’s tremendously helpful ... it resets your brain chemistry to the pre addictive state.. they call it gods medicine.. research it will !! I wish everyone knew about ibogaine!!!!
It makes me wonder about the nasty things you've done.
Kyra you look good so you're one of the lucky ones to get out before it fucked you up. Look at comparisons even after 2 months it's ruined people. I don't think you was heavy
You need some I got some
After 20 years I got tired of the lifestyle. Without rehab. Without Jesus. Just will power and now I’m happily living in recovery. I don’t count the days of sobriety I make the days count. You can do it too!
@@MrPooPooification love it, I’m more of an edibles guy.
I got 8 months clean off meth !!! I was only on meth for 3 years and it completely destroyed my life I'm so grateful I'm clean today !!!
Congratulations on your sobriety, Daniel! That is amazing!
Praise Jesus He He had mercy on you.
Same hare
I inject meth into my next door neighbours dog. Haven't seen him around lately
@@slyonerz am dead tip me over
The most frightening drug out there ... For 12 years I lost myself and my daughter. Meth & mom's don't mix. God bless you .. I'm 5yr sober now.
How's your brain scan look
Alcohol is worse if you ask me
No way how
Alcohol is poison and is a disgusting juice that should be illegal.
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With God anything is possible. God Bless u brother.
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Atheist?
Possible
you mean possible
That is right. When I was ready to quick my addiction and call out to Jesus and made a sincere effort,he began to shut it down!! The power and hold of the addiction began to deaden and just Stop!! I wasnt the same...
heavily addicted for 12years sober for 3years now I thank God everyday
I used it medicinally. I'm a mother of 2. I went from #1 on the hot mom list to #10 on the Walking Dead. So blessed to be clean 9 years
Hope ur able to stay clean and meth free.
There is no medicinal use of illegal drugs .No kids should live in a household where drugs r done or were done .
thank you for your input
@@serenesrn3827 if that’s true there’s no use for pharmaceutical drugs either. Illicit drugs are just more potent/less pure versions of pharmaceuticals.
@@curie5312 to save life u can take an antibiotic .No illegal drugs and taking an antibiotic for an infection is not the same .
You were very strong to break that pipe, and also walk away from that circle of people smoking it bro.
Think that's half the battle.. the people you decide to associate with.
RAD Official Definitely!
Exactly
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Waste of a good pipe.. weakling..
I was a speed freak for nearly 30 years. Been clean for 15 years. I did something weird a few months ago. I was giving my cat medication by squirting the medicine into his mouth with a syringe ( minus the needle ) and I would clean it out with water but on this occasion I sucked the water into the syringe and started flicking out the air , pretending I was about to shoot up. Put it to my arm and pretended to inject it, I closed my eyes and my heart started to pound and for that moment I was high. After 15 years it's still there. But I'm 60 now and I know if I ever went down that road again, I'd be dead. But that will never happen . I am too strong and my life is too good now. I appreciate life so much because I really shouldn't be here. Every year on my birthday I am so grateful to put another number to my life. Every year is a bonus
It's called the POWER OF PRAYER 🙏🙏🙏 SOMEONE HAS BEEN PRAYING FOR YOU FOR MANY YEARS 🙏🙏🙏 THAT'S THE ONLY REASON YOU ARE STILL ALIVE ! THE DEVIL DIDN'T TAKE YOU OUT AND TAKE YOUR SOUL TO HELL!!! PRAISE GOD 🙏🙏🙏 GIVE HIM ALL THE GLORY!!!GOD BLESS YOU 🙏🙏🙏
Don’t give in, try not to reminisce. Instead remember what you lost during that time. We only get lucky so many times before we aren’t. - as an ex user, hearing him talk about it doesn’t make me feel like it should. Instead I remembered how I liked the feeling and other things about it. So I’m literally going to that OnE day. The day I let it go and try to remember what I was feeling that day. I hated not being able to stop, I hated the other addicts and I hated all the time I lost. I hated that I was an addict.
glenncampbell3145 I used to know someone who did meth for 14yrs. and coke for 25yrs. She ended up homeless twice, and now she's 45, 3yrs. into her battle with Lung Cancer(30yrs of chain smoking ciggies & weed). Even though she's been clean for 3yrs now, There's a 95% chance that she won't live to see 2024. I tried to be her friend, but I could tell the drugs had a permanent effect on her critical thinking, reasoning, logic & cognitive abilities. A lot of her decision making didn't make much sense. And she still flew into fits of rage. There was always an angry undertone with her. She was always extremely paranoid too. Shs trusted no one!! I tried to be her friend, but after a few months, I couldn't take her neurosis & manipulation anymore, even though she has been in recovery for 3yrs. I had to cut her out of my life. She was toxic and borderline crazy even after What's really sad is how many times she's hit rock bottom but she still persisted on chasing that high regaedless how low in her life she fell. She only quit when She lost custody of her 5y/o son(struck him in the head with an iPad in a fit of rage), was charged with a restraining order, and the family courts got involved. Now that she has less than a yr to live, I hope that she finds some peace of mind in her last months alive. Truly sad.
I understand exactly how you feel. I was addicted to herion for years. I couldn't gave foil in my house for 10 years. When I finally did I could taste the herion it was surreal. Congratulations on conquering your addiction uts not easy.
Bro got high off cat medicine
Worked around a meth dealer. I just recently have tried to give up chew. I was out of body the entire time. I cannot imagine how hard it could be to come off something like that. I commend you for doing it and sharing your experiences. I have met a lot of people that have stopped and I am grateful they have found the power in themself s. You are very inspiring and congrats for finding the better path!
Actually nicotine is one of the hardest addictions to quit even more than herion. Nicotine effects the reward system in the brain. why do you think people keep smoking even when we all know the dangers of what will happen and some get cancer and still smoke.
Damn really I have heard chew or nicotine pouches are harder to quit than cigs. Cigs I was able to quit but idk about chew. Kinda weird though never hear of anyone having dissociation from nicotine withdrawal.
I have a meth addict brother and this information is very personal, very informative. Thank you for this.
Play it very smart with your brother...
He has a long life ahead of him.
Throw him $20.°° sometimes even if you know hes going to spend it on meth, cause love conquers all.
He'll look back and see that you loved him, and he'll quit, and cry😭
Me too. Very hard to see him go through his trips.
He looks really good for a guy that’s been meth addicted for that long
once you go clean the body starts getting better inside and the outside :)
I thought the same thing
Ur very pretty
Steveo looks amazing after being addicted to all kinds of shit for years
@@GODtalks79 🤣bruh, girls don’t like guys who say stuff like that, when they don’t really know you especially, plus it just makes you look like you want one thing, plus it makes you look desperate, plus it makes you look like you don’t know how to talk to women. Try cracking a joke instead, or asking her a direct question about herself, show genuine interest beyond her physical aspects, and you’ll get much further. Trust me.
Congratulations on 11 years I was an alcoholic for 14 years and on oxycontin 13 years jm going on two years now sober God is good all the time😁
Thank you and Congrats on your sobriety.
All the time God is good!
My brother started using meth at 21 now he is 49. I told him he had to leave my house for so many reasons . He is violent aggressive and will not take responsibility. He is my only sibling . I don’t know what to do anymore . I feel just completely out of hope . Thank you for this video
I live with my brother who uses meth, he's a functioning addict. Seeing him on it all the time drive's me crazy. I dont know how to get out of this situation. It make's me so angry, sad and depressed. He does'nt seem to realise it's affecting my life too.
He is clinging to you. Start the party & escape the situation fast 🎉 be brave & be you 😮
@@kingpin5283how r u doing now?
@@kingpin5283how is everything going man? I feel you cuz i been to that situation before i had a brother who did meth too but now he is free for couple years im so proud of him. Praying for u and your family man
Take him to narcotics anonymous!
When I was struggling with addiction, I called it the devil's love potion. Today , 5 years 6 months and 8 days clean, I call it death
Congrats. That's a big deal.
Stay well. Hugs and well done!!!!
Reading everyone's stories gives me hope ! Struggling for 5 years now
@Katie How are you doing now? I'm 10 years clean.
Bless you sister, much love. You'll get there ❤️
Put yourself out of that environment! A little voice in me told me to tell you this as soon as I read your post.
Are you alive?
I’ve been struggling with meth for almost a year now and on New Years I got into a very bad accident on the highway bc of lack of sleep and falling asleep at the wheel on the highway. My car rolled 6 times and I’m very lucky to be alive right now. Currently sitting in my grandmas house bc of it without any way to get it bc I don’t have my car but starting to think it’s a good thing.
Omg brother, I am 47 yrs old , I started using meth at 23. Your story has just explained my exact life! Its like looking in a mirror I swear ! I started on crank also . I could never kick it until June 28th of 2020, I was in a horrible motorcycle crash, and life flighted out. This 9 months has been my longest sobriety since I was 17. Its hard some days , but iv finally had enough my friend ! Thank u for your story , it brought tears to my eyes !
They say moving doesnt help, cause you take yourself with you wherever you go..
FUCKIN LIE!! I moved away from all my tweeker friends, and arrived homeless in another state(started drinking, cause of stress on the streets), but I kept clean, didnt look homeless in job interviews, and a few paychecks later got a place.
Moving really HELPED!!
Damn man glad you came off of it . I’m 16yrs old and I’m trying day by day to stop but it just keeps calling my name.
I need some serious help
@@kappakap3995 seek out the truth. What's really real and what's b.s. only Gods grace can save you. We are all caught in the middle of a conflict. Jesus Christ(your Creator and Redeemer) will lead you out. ❤
Hold on 💪❤️
if anyone can please pray for me that i may receive Gods mercy and grace, to help me get sober. My faith is being tested and I pray I'm not too far gone
“Meth makes me a demon” ....I think that statement says all anyone needs to know about this drug.
My sister who was a drug and alcohol abuse counselor told me the same thing about it is demonic. She is now on it!
It is 100 percent demonic .. I've talked to the devil himself on it .. and I'm not the only one .. so we're not just hallucinating when were all having the same experience .... Poison .. and when you die from that poison .. you find out that you've been dancing with the devil all along.. he only shows himself when your weak and he feels like he has the advantage
Monica H I’m so sorry to hear that. Have a similar experience with my sister in law whom got her Masters in psychology and ended up treating troubled youth. Not sure how it started for her, whether it was a user boyfriend she met through her work or some of the troubled kids she was treating but she was exposed to this drug and completely ruined her career, relationships, mind, & body
@@jameshill8770 WOW
@The heart hugger yea .. they think they do til they meet him
NOTHING BUT RESPECT...........May god bless every single one of you.....
God Bless You too
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. My 30 year old son used meth for about a year, his last use was mixed with fentanyl and passed away. It's been 6 months but seems like just a few weeks. Congratulations on your sobriety, continue helping people. God bless you my friend.
I appreciate your support.
Oh no! That is terrible. I'm sure this is very hard on you. So sorry. He was so young.
I’m so sorry. May your son rest in peace and I hope your heart is able to heal with peace and comfort more and more each day.
I am very sorry for your loss.
My whole heart feels for you right now 💖💖💖
Started doimg meth at 17 , it destroyed my life, been sober since 2012 , im. 47 ! Big love and strength to you friend
I don’t think he’s on meth in this video guys, give him some credits, he’s brave, he’s trying to help and what’s wrong with that... Please have some mercy... Thank you.
abbey west not once did I think he was on meth I work near a bunch of tweakers I know all their characteristics and this guy isn't showing any of them
Mike R what are some things to look out for pls??
abbey west True. It’s called euphoric recall. We all (recovering addicts) are stuck with it. But he is keeping it together because he is honest about the bad times too. When you can finally stop listening to that drug lying to you and see the full reality you can stop. One day at a time.
He's on meth, I can tell easily by his movements and can't sit still
Northerns some people can be pretty normal on meth such as people with adhd
Dude - totally nailed it - everything about this video is dead on true - it’s so hard to get off of it - I’m happy you were able to
Yes sir every word is straight up truth
Hahahahaha
Never underestimate the power this drug will have over your life. Dont loose your right to make decisions. There is no happy ending to this story. Use the route less traveled and avoid the heartache and pain this drug will definitely deliver.
Part of the euphoria of meth is that it acts like an off switch for your conscious and turns off empathy. It feels like you're alone in the world and everyone else is just there for your utility
So like narcissist or psychopath...
Exactly why I did meth. Already felt alone and it at least numbed me to that
@@WilliamSussman And now? Did you overcome that? How?
@@olenjka55
I was just about to say that .. They are the
SAME/SAME 💩💩
So right
This drug is PURE EVIL!
METH "Main Entrance To Hell"
@@jenniferdiaz1913 I love it! Cool acronym.🥰
It’s the devil
I tried it twice and although the high was intense, it sent my body into a panic attack and the second time I was seeing and hearing things. Never touched it again after that.
What did you see and hear?
Dodged a bullet... well done
Yeah. Drugs open doorways to the demonic. Hide in Grace, baby. His love is good. Jesus is Life.
Same I tried it one time I said screw this shit I couldn't sleep for a week I have enough energy to run around my work for a full 11 hours
Yeah jesus is life and weed is life too
Thank you so much for sharing this. My daughter needs healing from addiction and now cancer. It’s been a nightmare but I’m trusting God that He will provide what is needed!!!
How is she nowadays
I'm leaving a man I love to his addiction , it's just impossible to help or hold out much hope . You are an inspiration as I see so few who can quit.
Is he trying to quit? How long had he tried. I got on Fentanyl for a year and a half straight during Covid. Spending over $600 every week. I pushed my GF to her LIMIT. I'm so lucky she stuck it out. I got off dope this past January. I'm doing great and we had such a great year. I just smoke weed and do mushrooms now. I even quit drinking which I never thought would happen.
I just had ENOUGH. Drugs had taken so much from me throughout my 33 years on earth. I finally got tired of it.
Also full disclosure I had like 5 relapses this year along the way. But they were isolated events. I bought a small bag of dope, got high and threw up my guts for 24hrs and just didn't get more when I ran out. Relapses happen. It's how you react to them. I just examined what causes the relapse and moved on with my life. Get back to working out and normal life and not let the relapse define you and make a big deal of it.
I just left my man 2 days ago. Its fresh relationship and we really are for each other but i cannot stay with him. I didnt know he is using meth, he is higly functioning addict. I am hoping that he will call any minute and say that he wants to quit with drugs and ask me to take him back, but no. I have to find my peace and realize that he doesent want to quit. I am so sad, i could cry for years. Ig only he wants to quit i would be by his side.
@@ErikaRitzsorry yeah they will always choose the drugs over anything
I am leaving someone I am deeply in love with because of his drug use. He started doing it secretly about a year ago...I found out 3 months ago... I pray he wakes up and finds sobriety.
@@mz.c.3729 stay strong please
My daughter was on meth from age 12 until age about 20. She finally wanted to get clean like you. She is 30 now and is doing great. Thank you for the video, so familiar.
@Rosehill CCTV I discovered she was on it when I had to take her to the doctor due to sores all over. She kept running away. It was a terrible time. I don't want to go on and on but yes 12 years old, I know crazy.
..12?
12? How was she doing meth at 12? Where were the parents? That makes no sense.
I can defiantly relate so much after 20 years of Meth Addiction, now I am a proud Recovering Addict of 10 years and 4 months . Thank you for sharing and for Educating people and having your Testimony help and inspire people just like mine has to.
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Good on you!!! I was an opiate addict and alcoholic for a decade and a half, now I have 6 years clean and sober. Life doesn't get easier but it sure gets better. Anyway good job.
I just had to leave my marriage my husband started meth and he became crazy and a black soul I never seen a drug change him like that. I feel sorry for him.
Amber i know its hard for you to watch him destroy Himself as well what it doing to you .you say you feel sorry for him .i call bullshit that is a lame excuse to validate your leaving him its a marriage took vows as for better or worse through ""sickness""and health. You know the problem with people is that they are quitters weak because they run into a issue they were part of creating and they find themselves with a challenge and they run in the opposite direction.cowardly and mentally afraid lying to themselves that its ok as long as you dont see the shit you help create and say you feel sorry for him .shame on you and everyone else that gives up on anyone period.because the truth is it all will have is way of coming back around.you know how i know this to be so .walk out side and look around you see the fucking chaos in society the emptiness the emotionaless confused hate filled society thats what happenes to society when we turned our back on another human being wether it be a loved one or a stranger we find ourselves in a world like today and this society will not preceded to exist for the damage is done as we have rape mother earth for the neglect in nature is the same as neglect we gave to others.
Amber Angerson Your husband loves meth more then he loves you . Give him one chance to straighten up and if he don't then shit can him . He knows right from wrong good from evil
Black soul is on point,,,hope and prayers for him,,,,and you,,,smart woman
@@jamessmoot2057 - WOW!!! What’s it like waaaaaay up there on your high horse? You’re a whole dick, aren’t you? 🙄
Help him unless u wana see him dead # TRUST
Been listening to a lot of videos of meth addictes & they're helping me make that push to completely stay off the drug. Good & relatable video, thank you
How are you doing now? Sending support 🩵
I was addicted to crack and it was just like you describe meth to be like...I’m clean almost 21 yrs but you bought me right back to what it was like. Great reinforcement! Those who forget are destined to repeat...thank you
How would you get your money for crack? Nevermind
I can totally relate to, “I hate this feeling! Why can’t I stop?” I’ve SO been there.
2 months clean today. Stay strong brothers and sisters. Walk on with hope in your heart and you never walk alone. Pencil up the nose? Lol! I always called it a kick in the face
@@surviver5738 still awesome
Keep going 🙌🏽
i’m 16 years old, and i lost my dad of an overdose in May of last year. my father was an amazing one and such a great guy to everyone. it wasn’t until i was about 12 years old when he started using. i never hated him, even though we couldn’t be as close as we used to i still would be up worrying about him many nights. i prayed and prayed that he would get better. my dad went through so much when battling with addiction, and he got clean not too long before we lost him. he relapsed and we had to say goodbye. i’m watching this video to try to understand where he was coming from and i feel so guilty in ways because i know he felt guilty for what he did, but i never wanted that at all. I wanted him to find himself again and i wanted to not worry about where he was sleeping at night. but i’m here a year later ready to understand him even more than i do now. if anyone else is struggling with a similar situation, i promise you’re not alone. much love and prayers to anyone out there who’s lost someone to addiction or anyone who is dealing with addiction themself. ❤
Keep strong
sorry to hear your story about your dad. So sad, my thoughts are with you and your family ❤
@@cooganbeggs4942 i appreciate it, just lost my grandma on friday night which was my dad’s mom… i appreciate your kind words 🙏🫶
Congrats on the 11 years. Thank you for spreading the word of sobriety.
Amazing!!! Im 3 and 1/2 years clean..Crack and Alcohol for 20 years..im blessed and in recovery..great job!! 👍
You abused it for 20 years and still don't know how to spell the word alcohol?
@@colinsmith5879 you got a basic ass name. I probably know 13 colin smith.
Is crack meth?
@@realvictoria5970 yos
@@NoodlePastie ty
I am glad that you mentioned the spiritual side, or lack of, with Meth.
That’s funny, I had a spiritual awakening when I tried it
@@mikesaltman ...I think that drugs open the pathways to demonic influence. Any spiritual awakening, would be the Holy Spirit revealing the truth.
What a relatable and incredible share!!! I've gone from being a user, to dealer and eventually a cook... Thankfully my Higher Power had other plans and ive come back into recovery and recently celebrated 18 months clean! Your story inspires and motivates me so much... Thank you for your service 💙🙏🏽
How did you finally surrender to get help. My 30yr old son is spiraling into this life for the last 3mo. 😢
God bless you.
GOD bless your heart and soul.
❤❤❤❤❤❤
@@charleneh8765how is your son doing now?
August 3 2017 was my last use of meth I'm so proud of my self i was a cook and never thought i was ever going to stop strange trip it's been i love life now
"Why can't I stop! Why can't I stop!" That's where I'm at. But I'm proud of you brother. If you happen to find this, hit me back.
I'm at the same spot as you are...😔
@Chese 311 did you guys stop?
You can I promise u it's all about mind control folks u can't let the drug control u u have to control it and it can be done I have done it
It’s been a year now. Did you guys quit?
I never did crack but dont give up. Look into ANR in Tampa Fl. They do detox under anestia and then reset endorphines to prior use of drugs. Cost a lot of money but set up payment.
That's the problem with all the drugs. You never ever get the same feeling as the first time. Even wenn you take more, you never get that first *high*
Nicely said. I am not getting that first experience again till now.
Like I said weed will succeed while meth is death!
Your right! I still remember the first time getting high!
@@Keithyoung420 weed ruins people as well just quit a week ago and my productivity increased a LOT. Weed makes you just a boring empty shell of a human
I'm glad I dont get my first high experience off weed..lol
I felt like I got off a rollercoaster, dizzy.
Ended up liking weed 2 months later.
This @sshole living next to me wanted someone to smoke with and I was young & stupid at the time, so.....🥺
Wow congratulations. My daughter was on meth for approximately 10 or so years. She started at about age 12. When you mentioned the word demon, that was a good description of her acting demonic, I guess when she needed it. Anyway I enjoyed listening to your story and brought back so many dark memories of her. She is doing great now. She finally went into treatment at age 22 and is now 34. Best of luck to you❤❤
12 wtf😧
Howd she start at 12?? Whats the story behind that
If you had a little girl, that was 12 years old and using methamphetamines, you're the problem. I'm not insulting you, I'm just laying it out there. 12 years old my God.
@@southphillylillynot necessarily I started using opiates at 12 and got into meth at 14 my mom would’ve beat the shit out of me if she knew it’s easier to hide it in the beginning when your young before it causes effects but I personally didn’t use cause my parents. addiction runs in my family and I got caught into my own self 🤷🏻♀️ everyone’s different
@@Trappstarr_how did it start if you don’t mind me asking and how are you now?
My lover and I were together 26 years. During primarily the last year he became "demonic" as you put it. He was a drug and alcoholism counselor so I didn't suspect drugs. I assumed it had something to do with his job which had problems because of budget cuts. We broke up because he had become emotionally abusive. About a year after leaving someone overdosed and died in our (now his) house. A few months later he was arrested for trafficking and a few more months and he committed suicide. I found out he had been using meth nearly 5 years before we broke up. I just thought I was getting old and couldn't keep up. Really. He went from being one of the most well respected drug, alcohol and HIV treatment facilitators in Cincinnati to laying dead on our back patio because he was tempted by that shit. I lost everything in the process having to start completely over at 59. His family was basically ruined.
I live in Cincinnati
Suicidal tendencies is part of the withdraw, at least it was for me, and it induces schizophrenia. Clean close to 2 years. Very sorry for your loss.
@mandydavis959 I read up on it after his suicide. I had done meth probably about a half dozen times during the 80s before we met. I noticed it was something you definitely didn't want to do more than once every 6 months or so and just decided to stay away from. According to what I read he probably had developed meth psychosis by then. At that point there wasn't much of an opportunity to get through to him. Powerful shit.
I'm very sorry
I'm sorry
You described my husband exactly. Unfortunately he passed away two weeks after his 50th birthday. He hid it well until his mother saw the autopsy report. He smoked it regularly. So sad not only for me but also for our 25 year old daughter. If only he could have stopped.
Sad for your loss. Wish you the best. Drugs are a scourge.
8 month user 5 months sober 😁
I've never done Meth or any other kind of hard drugs. Just here to learn, because I deal with a lot of habitual drug users where I work. So thank you for sharing your story, and I hope you continue your sobriety. Congratulations!
All drugs are hard drugs
What line of work are you in? Just curious
It took having Pancreas Surgery to get me to become a stoner i never did anything except opiods that were prescribed prior to that I was taking off opiods and put on marijuana because opiods make me sick
@@Jchristpsalms8411Not Marijuana
@@Jchristpsalms8411Marijuana hasn't ever caused any overdoses and has medical uses
I appreciate your story. Unfortunately my ex is lost on that mess. I hope one day he will choose to be sober.
My guy is day 3 off it. I cant handle him, his meanness, or his use.
@@shelleym.sharun5766 they are so mean huh??? It makes people so nasty and cold and just so horrible to core they seem to just go out their way to hurt you and get you down never seen anything like it
@@leftfield5914
Did your person accuse you of cheating and being a narcissist?
I know this video hasn't reached a ton of popularity yet, but I found it super awesome. I am not an addict, but your story was inspiring. Cheers to you for your sobriety.
Thanks so much, Big D Vest! That means a lot!
Even though I've alwayyys been curious, I'll never try meth.
Don't it's not worth it.
That's what they all say at all state
Do it
Not worth it. If you really want to get a high close to meth then do coke or adderall
Jeff L try it..it's happiness..it's Paradise.. IT'S GOD POWDER!!!
I'm so glad to hear stories like yours, my sister just passed away due to meth and other drugs. She has always been a great person and we would have never expected someone like her to become this way. It takes a very strong person to beat this, keep up the work.
I quit meth back in 94. Never looked back. Been clean ever since....God bless
That is awesome! Keep fighting the good fight!
Stay on da grass my bruddas not the glass🌲💨
Grass not glass! A good motto lol
I use glass. Bongs...
@@Maddrackz k
@@Maddrackz bubblers too
Real shit stay off of everything. Tree can be a crutch for people as well.
I was homeless in Kensington Philadelphia and use to shoot Methamphetamine with heroin together. I now have four years of continuous sobriety off of any substance all due to my higher power.
God bless you
Wow you are amazing!!!
By the grace of God
That is impressive ! I went the way of opiates back when you could getem filled in the MAIL ! So several years later got sick of chasing and spending every $ and got on suboxone in 07 for a 6 week detox ..... 2021 and I still take 2mg a day ! What a bitch ... but good for you , I like hearing your kinda story 😁
Glad you made it. Keep up the good fight Nicole. Bless you
This was incredibly eye-opening. I'm 19 and struggling from aftermath of adderall abuse. This was helpful.🙏🏻
Good for you man. Wonderful to hear from someone that is succeeding in treatment.
Been a meth user over 15 years, got depressed, thought about suicide at times, but I fought and fought and made it through that monster hell hole !!!! 😔🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼💖
Dude, you are awesome. Thank you for being vulnerable and open about your experience! You are changing alot of peoples lives doing these videos. You rock!!
great video. Brutally honest. been there done that. lost a bunch of my closest best friends to meth. (two are dead. one from suicide and the other from od on heroin). when on meth you hang with people who do meth and you don't trust each other. you will steal from each other and other people. I got off it by going for a walk into a nature reserve, smashing my pipes on the concrete, and then took a hammer to them. I buried the pieces of the pipes and promised myself "NEVER AGAIN!!". been sober for 6 years. I quit smoking ciggies and weed the same day. all cold turkey!
@adrianbass congratulations! May you share what your detox stage was like? We just picked up my brother in Mexico. He was living on the streets for 2 years and finally asked for help. It’s been 2 days and he has not touched a thing. He is going though the detox phase. Has the sweats and is shaky. He doesn’t want to eat and wants to be left alone. My mom in her fear of seeing him this way offered him weed. He refused. He says he doesn’t want to touch a thing. We are suffering with him and are in the process of finding him a rehab center. Did you detox on your own?
Thank you for sharing your story 🙏🏻 and, congratulations on 11+ years sober! Your story is incredibly valuable for all of us to hear. Drug use or not. Understanding the perspective of the user, the sick, helps me better empathize and understand. I’ve been around meth and used it a few times, and incredibly blessed I was more scared of it than attracted. My son being born was a huge turning point in my life for drug use. Weed is a struggle though still.
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To everyone reading this: You are an amazing human being, and an incredibly important piece to humanity. Be strong. Be yourself ✊🏻
Love you all! ❤️🌍❤️
Thank uuuuuuuuuu 😢🎉😢.
Kick ass man. Never gave it a shot myself, cause I just knew it would be "for me," if you catch my drift. Great job on 11 years clean.
Just got out of rehab 2 months ago. 3 months clean 🙏.
Nice video man, good shit for sure !!
Congratulations on your sobriety to date, Roxi! And we're so happy you enjoyed this video!
RIGHT ON. KEEP UP THE AMAZING WORK 🤗
Work hard
You've got this.....
Rehab is not enough, you need to be born again to truly be clean. Let the Lord wash your spirit
Beginnings Treatment Centers ty 💜
You can't imagine how many lives you are saving sir... congratulations on your success story...being sober is the best high!!!
I really like this guy. He's genuine and has come a long way. I'm learning about meth because my best friend is currently in jail for trafficking due to using meth. I have never used drugs but trying to understand her.
My fav peddler is in jail. He was down to earth nice guy. It's all because of mda. I never used meth yet.
I don't know this guy but I'm so proud of him.
This video is amazing! So much hope here for people who need it. Thanks so much for uploading
Thank you Luke!! There is always hope! I'm glad this video was helpful and relatable :).
@Sevlija Blazevic ur really hurting aren't you Sev?? What happened to you that you have so much hate?
Thank you for sharing your story. I am 14 years clean. My brother in-law is still using. Trying to explain this addiction to the family is so frustrating. They think because he says he is clean, that he is. I know different. It’s really hard to be around him knowing I can easily use again. For me, it’s easier to stay clean than to get clean. I lost everything but was lucky to get it back after a lot of working on myself and working a good program with others like me. I don’t want to risk losing all that I worked so hard for again. I am so very Grateful for my life today. 🙏
One of my life long friends was hooked on H for a long time, most of his life. But he died from methamphetamine. His heart couldn't handle it. RIP everyone who's been lost.
I was addicted too. 20 years ago I had my first hit, I was gone for days. I walked very long distances for no reason but felt great even though I tore up my feet. I was addicted straight away.
The next 18 years were hectic and I spent 13 of those in prison. I ended up with serious mental problems, paranoia and anxiety. I did it every way you could think of, hated snorting though. I stopped last time I got out of prison. I've been clean and free for 2 years now.
Great story. Use to party in the 90s and stopped quickly out of fear, but seen a lot of friends stay on it and never surface, ruining their lives. Hope your story gets out to the people that need to hear it. Thanks man!!
Thanks for sharing this. As someone with a close family member using, this was comforting and gave me hope that they can in fact get clean and still have an abundant life❤️
My father would say to me, “You control it, don’t let it control you”. It wasn’t until after years of meth use that I understood what those words meant and how vital that advice is if your going to make it through the meth adventure. I also now realise that in some way, I took that advice and acted that advice without knowing I was doing so. After 20 yrs of adventure i walked away, with me I took some negatives but surprisingly some positives as well. I actually stopped because it was boring me. 🥱😴. We all have stories and we all handle and use drugs in different ways. Blessed are the ones that finally see life as better without meth, and hope and 🙏🏼’s for many more, that they too will be blessed with that enlightenment one day soon.
So did you control it? I've never done any drug except weed. But I want to to fight this fatigue. It's guys' stories like the guy in the video above that help me stay away from trying meth/coke. Guy in video you won't be able to use meth recreationally. He strongly suggested that it WILL become a daily addiction. I wonder how true that is. I wonder if there's a good percentage of people who can keep it at bay, and only do it on weekends. I mean, what dictates that a drug MUST make you a daily addict? I'm daily with drink. So I get it. But does that mean I'd be daily meth addict? Probably. I guess.
@@Frip36 I guess you could say that I did control it, in regards to dose and frequency of use. There are people who have less will power then others but even the strongest can fall into daily use and more sometimes. Meth nowadays is not the meth of the past and I couldn’t recommend any use of the drugs out there now. I used to put meth and alcohol on the same level as to the harm it causes society and the addict, but the stuff that is out there now is way worse than alcohol. If you drink everyday then I would strongly suspect you would very quickly be taken by the addiction . The best advice I can give you is not to bother with even trying it, there are too many different reactions and that path you definitely don’t want to be on. Alcohol every day is not much better but its a different path and well worthwhile working on giving your body a rest from that as well. I wish you all the best with your future,.
@@Frip36 trust me bro, trust me when I say your intuition is spot on. Intuition always is though. There is no such thing as a weekend meth user. There are lots of users, including myself at one time, that wanted to only use it when feeling tired or fatigued or just on the days when you're dragging ass but it simply doesn't work that way. It's all or nothing and just one little Itty bitty eency weency puff or bump and it's game on. I promise you my friend, it's not a game that you want to play. You will lose everything and everyone. And I do mean every fuckn thing. You can replace material shit, houses and motorcycles and jeans but you can't replace relationships and loved ones. Don't throw it away man, a 5 hour energy will do the same thing with a lot less consequences. Be cool man.. ✌
@@BarnettElectricalServices Thanks.
Ive been watching diff videos documentary of meth , i agree what you said, the person who used meth stills he controls him self, not the drug controls who used. There's a positive and negative effect, the person who used must study the effect on your self, if it helps on your job , relax, focus still control your self! If the effect are just like itchy hands stealing, fooling people or hurting people clearly its on your mind that you set !!! Negative mind negative effect Negative Result!! 🙏🤘🤘🙏
You're Stronger then you think great life story. 🙏🏽
My last use of meth was Oct 11th 2001. I have been blessed being clean an sober. My brother just went to treatment 3 days ago. So happy to see this step in his life
Total respect,Sir! Mine was alcohol, but just as enslaved. Thank God it's been 4 years now and 7 months ago I was diagnosed with terminal cancer. But I'm dying in peace because, precisely, I'll meet my Maker clean.
How are you going now? From New Zealand 🇳🇿🩵
I totally relate to your story I'm a recovered crack and arrow and addict I've been sober 3 years I know all about addiction I took myself off at it was the best thing that ever did and it was I went through three weeks of hell but I did it and I never went back I never went back to it and it's definitely a mental addiction we all stay strong
I used meth for just over two years,I know enough about it now that I never have to ever do it ever again! I had some good times on it and some not so good times on it .I thank God that I'm not on it anymore Amen!🙏
The crash is what can kill you not the drug itself because how long you been awake. I been clean and sober going on 17 years .
Great story!!
This dude is a great story teller and this is quite educational. One of my bffs is an ex meth addict. She is terrified of relapsing. Went thru lots of recent tragedies and I just wanted perspective on how to relate or support her so she doesn't relapse. This gave me so much insight. Thanx for this honest presentation.
Taking someone to get treatment today. I feel so dumb that I didn't recognize it for a whole month. I wanted to know more about what they're going through, so thank you for this.
I am so happy for you, I was destroying my life the same way you did, but thank god I was able to stop on my own. I've been clean and sober for the past 7 years already. life without drugs is amazing.
Oh my God bro, no one coulda said it better then you. That's my life bro I been on speed for 23 years, and 6 month's ago I was selling it and I got so disappointed in myself that I started throwing pipes loaded shattering them in toilet. And grams down the toilet. I had my limit my spirit's crying for help, and I listened. Bro I'm proud of you, because meth detox is horrible, I can't even think clearly, depression, losing touch of reality all the time
Hey bro you'll be okay hang in there if you need any moral support hit me up I'm coming off of it myself haven't been on as long as you with the other guy has but I'll tell you it's not been fun for me if I can help you let me know my prayers I pray for you
When I took it my depression was gone. I was suicidal before I even did meth and then when I came down it was 10 to a hundred times more depression if not a hundred to a thousand times more depressing but after about eight months of being clean after 30 years of use it started getting easier and easier everyday I'm still clean it's been over 2 years I see your post was from 3 months ago I hope you're still clean to God bless.
@@darrellfry7728 30 years of meth use? Well done on getting off that poison. I wish you well.
Are you clear headed enough to do the burpees exercise? Just start with 3 or 1
And slowly work your way up, look up iron wolf on TH-cam, just try it don’t gotta kill it
I been sober almost 14 yrs now and i praise god...that shit is no joke i lost so much in my life wouldent go back to that life ever
Thank u for sharing. I lost my brother. Your testimony touched my heart ❤️
Sad but true. Know a few friends on it and this video is right on target. You watch it and your stomach gets unsettled and uncomfortable. Life is so difficult to begin with, add METH to the equation and life becomes HELL on Earth.
Congratulations on 11 years. That is definitely a miracle!❤️
Thank you so much!