Big thumbs up to how far you’ve come. I can only imagine the strength and energy it takes to beat this type of illness. This message shows there is hope to get through these addictions. Thank you.
What an articulate young man - with so much potential! I wish him the best on the long road of recovery. I am dealing with this situation as my husband is an addict. But what makes matters worse is that he is denial, doesn't want help, doesn't have health insurance, his family are big enablers - and I am the only one wanting to help, but I am disabled with many chronic health issues and don't even drive.
I lost my wife to meth addiction. I have never been involved in drugs, so I have been trying to learn about why ppl do this stuff and is it possible to help someone get off if they are a bad addict. My wife became a completely different person when she began using. She kept it secret although she couldnt hide the effects of her use. What it did to my wife, I did not even believe was possible. I lost my life because of her addiction
@@MacDeezie Your comment means alot. Thank you. So many people dont understand how pure evil this stuff is. It is a weapon used to destroy peoples lives.
@@tesiemarie8942 Thank you Tesie. You always hear stories about the addicts, but not so much about the broken lives of the people who shared a life with the addicts and who had their lives destroyed as a result of their loved ones addiction and were left behind. No words on TH-cam could ever describe what I have been thru, but it is nice to know that there are geniunely nice people out there who do care. Thank you for kind words!
@@themetalprincess I lost my mom to addiction. I was a child and often times I’d have to take the needle out of her arm after she’d fallen asleep. I’d stay awake at night to make sure she didn’t die in her sleep. It was so hard growing up that way. I’ve had my share of being around drugs. The whole family suffers. It’s heartbreaking. I believe seeing this growing up made me realize that’s not how I want to love. I don’t even smoke cigs. I pray that you are at peace now in knowing she is no longer suffering. It’s hard letting so. I’m still not 100 ok yet. But, you are strong.
I'm sorry to hear that. Sounds like my good buddy. He spent 3 yrs in prison, got a degree and won his daughter back. Relapsed the day he got out and died smh.
You're resilient asf, this is why I don't judge addicts anymore. I've been around them when I was hospitalized for my depression and you're right they can be really intelligent people addiction can happen to literally anyone
This is the most informative and positive video to understand what meth does to an individual, many of us who have never used but have loved ones who are struggling this is a great video and it kept my attention the entire time thank you
Took alot of guts to put this out there man so one ex meth addict to another I totally respect this and I totally related to every word ya said 👍 sadly after almost a year of being clean I relapsed a few days ago cuz of a death in my family who I was close with just troubled my mental health and its illness and this video inspired me to just stay away from it for my sake and my family much love man and thank u for the video
I’m sorry for your loss. I’m proud of you for going a year without it and just remember sometimes relapse is apart of the process. Can’t tell you how many times I relapsed before having the time I have now. What’s important is that we just get back up and keep trying every day.
I really appreciate the background where you shoot each question. Remarkable places in Dallas. Reach me out when you are in Dallas again. Keep going!! You are an incredible smart guy!!
Good job Jake. I'm a little over 2yrs clean n sober myself. Been having a tough time lately and of course thoughts of using still come from time to time. Watching this helped me remember why I cleaned up. Thank-you.
Thank you for this candid Q&A. I know almost nothing about this drug, and I appreciate your perspective. Please stay on the path your on. You’re stronger than you could possibly know. ‘You are fearfully and wonderfully made’. God Bless
Truely appreciate you brother !!! I got so many answers and a better understanding of what meth addiction is about. I have a brother who is battling with meth and I'm hoping that I can be of some help for him because I don't want him to die. Thank you for helping all of us . God bless you.
Great video.. clean 10 years... but totally relate. It is a disease for people like myself with mental health issues. Glad I'm clean.. miss the euphoria. My story wasn't suppose to end with addiction. Peace brother. I understand.
Base on my experience after getting high on meth takes away depression, makes you numb from the pain but once the high is gone the depression comes back doubled.
Stay strong. And keep up the awesome lived experience interviews and info vids Jake. I'm so glad I found this vid - bless up from Em xx (all the way from Brisbane, Australia)
We do recover! Love this video❤ very informative. Thanks for sharing. My doc was crack cocaine and occasionally meth. I’m clean and sober 1 year and 1 month today.
Good job dude I've done a lot of drugs in my life and I worked in recovery for many years I like the way you laid that out I think you're going to be a lot of help to a lot of people blessings to you and your family
Impressive Jake! I’m so happy for you. I fully realize how much work it must’ve been for you. My family member that I worry about so much and my own life has been negatively impacted so much isn’t anywhere near realizing he has a problem or at least admitting he has a problem I just don’t know what to do anymore it’s inspiring to see someone who is doing so much better. Gives me hope
Been using for 3yrs,..first year was the worst, last year was stressful no job and an addiction... Beginning of this year I got my first job. Never wanted to go to rehab because I believe in a strong sense of mind will. during the week Monday to Friday I abstain totally because really don't want lose this job and go back to that depression and constant stress about being broke yet still wanting to get the next hit.... Although I'm truly proud of the progress I've made shamefully I use every Saturday still. This video really spoke out to me.... I believe I can totally leave it without any rehabilitation assistance just really wanting to see me better myself daily has become my strongest tool with the addiction... Saturdays is really one day I need to find something else to keep me busy.. Work during the week is work now it's my free time I have to deal with. But thanks Jake I truly related you know addiction takes anyone... Rich, poor.. Witty and the less intelligent but we all equally have one powerful organ that can really control the ways of our lives.
I quit cold turkey about a year and a half ago. the fact you can use only once a week is a really big deal. You’re almost completely sober my friend. The urge for that next hit was with me for months after quitting, but it goes away, and you come back. Good luck.
I'm a 65 year old okie from just across the red. Jake, that was an extremely articulate post on a subject difficult to understand or explain. You did well. Oklahoma is rife with Meth. Rarely is anyone arrested that meth is not found on their person/in home or car. It's not new here and lot's of people know how to make it. You demonstrates that a person as intelligent as you, can also be drug down by meth. You are very smart and can make a difference in other people's lives. I'll bet you've done exactly that with this video. I wish you the best my friend. Write a book. I'll buy it. Again, well done sir.
I am not a drug addict but have my own addiction and mine is gambling. Most of my relationship are toxic . My late husband is an alcoholic and my past and present relationships have drug addictions . Watching ur vlog is a therapy fir me . Keep up the good work . U r helping a lot of ppl like me .
I love this video. I can completely relate and it was a very enjoyable video. I am in sober living, working the steps with a sponsor (on step 1). Keep up the great work brother. Together we can do what I can’t.
The impression I get from you, particularly with question 20, is that drug addiction is like a symptom of alienation where the opposite of that is connection with others, whatever form that might take.
Hey Jake, I've only watched a couple of your videos but it's obvious you're an intelligent guy. I also run for favor. It's cool to hear part of your story!
My girlfriend use to be addicted to (ill say her DOC) for years throughout our relationship but she hasn't done it for over a year now! and im so proud of her. I was not real supportive, i think the fact she hid it for so many years it hurt me but if i could go back and be a different person for her when i first found out, i would have. Its such a bad drug and took my mother from me, i just wanted her to be better for our daughters. But i should have gone about it differently. However she is clean and doing so well. I love her so much and were so happy. Good job to you dude and thanks for the video i loved it!
I really needed to see this . I thank you and wouldn't mind meeting you . I don't have no one to talk to smh but this helped . Take care and keep dropping these videos for the ones who need it
Thank you for this. Your mental health before using is strikingly similar to how I was and the same reason I started with meth. Good job man with getting off this drug. It's very inspiring for people like me.
Very well said!! Meth addiction is no joke. I've used for 11 years, 5 of them I fought the demon inside. So I see it like this. That demon and the world it lives in is dark. We need light. What brings light to people? Service. Helping others helps yourself. Remain attractive and you remain sober. I know I start to slip when I started ignoring phone calls. Stay strong y'all and reach out!! ❤🤗
I had struggled with my girlfriend all the story you said exactly she did the same things and I was telling her every day please stop but did not work, she kept buying and using more until she became homeless and all you spoke about it , thanks for sharing I learned to love my self and let her be free and do whatever she wants to do
Stopping meth forever is a daunting thing mentally for my brain to undertake. Shits so addictive that in order to not fiend constantly I don't ever tell myself I will. I have 3 months off it and the only way I can stay off it is playing this sick game with my head. If I don't keep a number in my phone or if I tell myself I'll never do it again, I'll dream about it every night.
Great video... I feel you on the sleep part, there's times I looked back and it's like I don't even know how long I was awake or remember the last time I ate legit 🙄
Congratulations Jake!!! Super proud of you🥰 I dk you but I was doing some research!!! Glad I found your channel!!!! Thank God you have changed your life!!! So many have passed away so young and a life with so much potential!!!!
Hey brother. God bless. Also, you are awesome. Some of the best people are that way because of what they have been though. You turned out great and you will get even better. Drugs are not for you anymore. You really are on a better path now.
Lorne Dulworth You’re absolutely right. Going through hardship definitely has an effect on building character for people and shaping them into new people.
Hi, thank you for your video. My daughter's dad is actually a user as well. His doc is Crystal Meth and Sherm. He's been in and out of her life since she was born (mostly ghosted her). He's came back now but continues his struggle with his use. I don't get the impression that he wants to stop as both of his parents, all his friends, girlfriend, brother (etc) also use. But the times when he is more himself he expresses his guilt and desire to do better. I feel like he's using me as the support person that he needs to reground him because he always comes to me after hitting a bottom (he's hit many bottoms). I feel like I'm becoming his therapist. Unfortunately he's already put my daughter in danger with social services, he's used me for money, he continues to use and doesn't act like he wants to stop but does. He tries to play games with my emotions and tells me he wants the family life or to get back with me, but he's still with his gf who shares his addiction so I feel like he's trying to use me sexually as well, or play with my heart -- I see why now. I'm trying to set boundaries as the mother of his kid so that he doesn't cause her more harm or me mentally/emotionally. Our daughter has autism so she really gets hurt when he stops by for 10min, leaves to reup, promises her he'll come back but won't see her until another week or so.... but he also doesn't want to leave us. I feel like we, my house, my energy (cus he says I always bring him "back") has become his safe haven... but in the process I'm risking my daughter's mental health and I'm getting hurt. I know I can't help him. He has to have the desire to stop, the epiphany (which he's said he's had it already). What can I do? Thank you!
I hate to say it, but run away as far as you can! People that use this drug are pure evil, and they will hurt and destroy everyone and everything around them. By continuing to have this person in your life you are asking to become a victim. Trust me I know I lost my whole life to someone I loved because of meth addiction. It doesnt get better, they just learn to play you better. Im very sorry.
You have done such a great job so far. Really, anyone to put up with what you have and still be going (and asking for help) while at it. You're a Rockstar, mom. And that little bundle of joy that you have is everything she has right now. And that includes protecting her from bad people and environments. It sounds like you already know what you gotta do. Let the man go. He has not had his epiphany or rock bottom because you're still there. You need to leave him and mean it. That means no contact. AT ALL. Rock bottom is when you literally have nothing left. Not even your family anymore. Then the real work starts.... but that's if he wants it. It's not your battle anymore, mom. Your job is making sure your child grows up knowing that she is loved unconditionally. And that means removing the bad men from her life that hurt her. And when he's ready.... YOU make the rules. Pat yourself on the back. I'm proud of you.
@@themetalprincess I don’t the person using the drug is pure evil so much as the drug is making them exhibit purely evil behaviors unbeknownst to them. I don’t think, generally speaking, that meth addicts actually *want* to be the way they currently are, they’re just consumed by the overpowering effects that the drug has on the people that use it and don’t have the awareness of the negative behaviors they’re exhibiting because of it
@@4biddenflow I would like to agree with you, but it seems that meth is so strong that it just takes the person over completely. I have heard that it "rewires" peoples brains and makes the addict think and act completely different. What it did to my wife was beyond belief. She went from a sweet, Jesus loving christian girl who I met in church to a completely selfish, negative, paranoid, geniunely evil person. and it happened in a matter of weeks. We were happily married for 10 years, and then one day she wakes up goes to the bank and empties our entire life savings over 4k in 3 different bank accounts and takes our vehicle and runs off to Texas with some drug addict guy she met on Facebook while I was down sick leaving me down with nothing. I had just had a heart attack, and was bed ridden and could hardly even walk. She just left me to die in the middle of the desert and ran off with our life savings. It was not until later that I found out that she had started using meth 2 months prior. People who use meth are evil. All drugs are bad, but meth is pure evil.
Thank you for sharing. I have a child that has been struggling with addiction since he was 13. He is now on meth. Lost his Job, got divorced and now lost rights to his daughter. Its sad and I just dont know how to help him. Got him into rehab where he walked away after 10 days but blames me because I want let him come live with me here in Texas. He is 33.
I’m and addict and Gina you could have not avoided it, don’t blame urself, you did your part, staying clean is harder than getting a medical degree ( talking off experience ), it’s so fucking hard.
The only way to avoid it is to live on an island 🏝 with no contact with the outside world. Impossible. You could very well get into a bad situation having an active addict live with you. They tend to do some pretty crazy stuff and their tantrums aren’t pretty or easy to get around. Just take a look at the Intervention series, it’s not easy having them come to live with you. If they have a way to get drugs they will. As a former addict and a mom I can see both sides now that I’m sober.
Just came across the channel. Jake, you're a good man. Better than me. I've never had a drug addiction, but in an odd way, you are an inspiration. Thank you.
Thank you that was very helpful I learned so much. I know this video is old so, I hope you are still sober. I was an enabler off on for 15 years. I was so wrong about and for everything. If I could do it over again I wouldn’t have done anything that I did. The only thing I did was to help damage lives. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Even if I wanted I wouldn’t. My health has collapsed into a huge pile of rubble Carma for the bad choices I made. That’s all can and I really hope that you are still alive and well!
man thank you man ! ihave no addiction to this drug but this helped my life in general you da man only uestion i have is , what age were you when u started and what was the age when u stopped
Bravo ... congratulations on your frank honest testimonial and for overcoming your addiction.. not an easy task ... you still have your whole life ahead of you ...I’m 64 and made it out to climb back to the top of my game ... blessed and grateful .. good luck
Hi from Australia! Excellent video Jake!! Im doing research for my own recovery to meth . Ive been using for 11 years! I dont feel i have an addiction, its more like self medicating. Ive never had any major issues as mentioned by other users such as psychosis but my health is starting to concern me. I worry about my heart and my bones. The aches and pains are becoming worse. My health is my motivation for this. Thanks for helping me better understand what to expect from the recovery process! Best wishes with everything you're doing :)
Nice video man keep up the good work! Sorry to hear about your ex-best friend screwing you and stealing your car. Was that the last time you talked to him?
C Thank you 🙏🏼 Drugs make all of us do crazy things man, I’ve forgiven him countless times for all of the things he’s done to me. I’ll occasionally hear from him but he’s out doing his own thing now.
Jake McCollum Yeah they sure do. I've had friends stab me in the back too. I think that you forgiving him goes along with being an addict-you know from experience that drugs can turn you into someone you're not
I have a friend that’s a meth addict. It’s difficult to be with him because he is disrespectful to me and doesn’t realize how hurtful/disappointing his action towards me can be. I feel like he pushes me away, yet, he keeps bring me back into the picture. He makes it difficult for me to be his friend.
Cut them off, no contact. Eventually they will use you up and leave you completely shattered. If they won't quit, stay away from them. I was addicted for 5 years and I told everyone exactly what they wanted to hear to use them for meth. Even got a couple of friends addicted to it too. It's not just a dangerous drug, it's a drug that rewires the way you think, sometimes the change is permanent. I got off because of lsd, psilocybin and mescaline. Only because it helped me find normal again, I was beyond help. 8 know that using drugs to quit drugs seems ignorant but I've never went back, to anything. But I had to want that, no one could tell me anything while I was wanting the drug.
My son is in Dallas Count Jail now and I pray he recovers. But when he gets released his best friend who lives here in Gainesville where I do ( I have been clean & sober for 11 years) his best friend will go get him and my son has said he has had enough of the Dallas meth life. I pray he does.
In the end this drug did a lot more damage to my mental health than it did good. I've never experienced such a terrifying psychosis in my life besides benzo withdrawal psychosis. Those 2 take the top for me mental health wise! I still need therapy from experiencing that. The constant paranoia, seeing & hearing awful things that weren't there, tearing my house apart looking for cameras & bugs. It was bad!
Oh yeah- I wish I could hear more first hand accounts of benzo DTs because I've experienced both meth and benzo withdrawal psychosis, and both were so insane. It makes me curious about the nature of reality.
Excellent video Jake. I am a 70 year old grandma and yes I enjoy your channel. I wonder if people who get addicted to the high/pleasure of drugs have difficulty getting enjoyment from everyday things. I have known people that really enjoy a visit to an amusement park but for others it just leaves them bored. Others who love a Picnic with friends but others find it boring. I wonder if this might be the reason that some people need the excitement of that high? Just a thought anyway from grandma. Stay safe out there people.
I can answer this question for you. Let’s start with this was my experience only and I might compare mine to some others I experienced with others. Meth is the devils daughter. They call her crystal. She consumes personal belongings first, Responsibilities second and Friends Third, Family Fourth and unfortunately 40 percent of people that use meth usually will try harder drugs and OD. Now to what it does. In the beginning it will increase the sex drive and Euphoria is amazing. It will put you on edge make you feel like life is untouchable and you feel like everything is sped up and can’t slow down. I used for 7 years total. The first 2 years of the drug were amazing. But I slowly started meeting more and more people at year 3-7. By the end of 7. I had no true friends, no family and no life. Was dormant was nearly immune to it. And life was slowly fading away. By excessive dehydration. Acid reflux that would completely clog the throat with the thickest mucus where nearly couldn’t swallow. There was one time I drank water and it came back out my mouth. Cause my throat was so clogged with mucus and acid. I nearly died that night and was choking on mucus and Acid. I visited the ER 53 times in 7 years from Heart Attack OD when first tied it back from 2000-2002. Cleaned up for 13 years relapsed in 2015-2020 used about 3x a week. Let’s fast forward a bit. Meth surrounded me with people that would speak about everyone else. Rumors that were gang affiliated and linked to Robbery, kidnapping, murder etc. I seen 4 people die from OD and 8 die from HIV I was shot 3 times stabbed 11 over those years. Towards the end of it. I had no one that loved me I lost the way of how to love and know how. 6 friends committed suicide and since it basically lost its effect. I was a very compulsive drinker for 15 years and I would use meth only to get sober after drinking to extreme excess. You can nearly get 100 percent sober by smoking 20 bucks worth of meth. Absolutely NO ONE ever wanted to do anything for all those years. House would feel full of 10 people making deals, spreading rumors and having psychosis episodes or dropping dead in my own house. The last time I used meth I was shot 3 times and nearly died. All because I overheard someone speaking about something I never asked to hear in my house. The paranoia was out of control. So they shot up my house and then shot me in my own yard as I was drinking a beer in my back porch. Nothing happened to them to this day. Cause I never went to the authorities cause I knew if I did I and possibly people I love would be dead. It’s a never ending circle of Hate, Deciet, lies, psychosis, and a life that will not last. Most all I knew were homeless and rode bikes etc. I never thought I would overcome it. But the last time I drank and was high I rolled my car got ejected and looked back as my car caught on fire. That was the Life changer. I stand proud at 17 months clean and sober as of today 11/12/21. Clean date is 6/12/2020. I now days have an amazing support group. Amazing friends. Have a true loving relationship with my parent and my son. I quit by making God my sponsor and converting my mind to never go back to that lifestyle. It took me twice over to near death to make me change my life forever and for a lifetime. I have never went to rehab and never did anything other than realize the new way of life is better than the old way of life and I’m loving this new way of life so therefore I will remain sober one day at a time for a lifetime. Lastly reason I used was Sexual abuse from 3-11 years old and my son was murdered In 2017 along with his mom and my first child died in a car wreck also as his mom parishes with him. I lived in denial and guilt and excuse became what it was to use. I felt helpless and guilty that I could do nothing then and couldn’t stop what happened to my kids and their mothers. Etc etc. PTSD and Severe Panic attacks were why I drank 15 and used 7 total. Hope all is well and blessed. This is long but hope it sums up what this Drug called Meth is all about. This is just my experience and over 17 million people a year deal with some kind of experience linked to this one drug I call the “Devils Daughter”. Cause the end game is Miss Crystal wants the Soul after she consumes everything in the addicts life before she takes the Soul with her for eternity. I live by this self created quote. “The weak become strong the strong become perseverant and the perseverant become prosperous. I reached prosperity cause I never Gave up or gave in and I love Life and Living and came So close to death. I have clinically died 4 times in life and well. Here I am and Living my best life I can live. So this is my story and journey. Thank you for letting me share it with you and I’m sorry it is so long. But hopefully it will help you understand the Evilnesses and Overall Effect of “The Devils Daughter” (Miss Crystal)
I’m on day 3 of being sober and feel like complete shit...it’s not easy but this video gave me some motivation to stay clean. Thank you.
I’m proud of you, please keep it going! You deserve so much better for yourself!♥️💪🏼
So proud of you!!! How are you doing now!
As of this morning I’ve been clean 39 days 🙂
I love this. I can’t wait to read another update from you!♥️
I see this comment was 2 months ago.. update?! If you’re still going at it, keep up the work! If you fell down, get back up and do it again!
I’m celebrating 17 months Clean and sober from Ice and Alcohol and 4 months Smoke Free. Yay 🥳🎂🥳. We can Overcome ODAAT 👊
hi. Wondering how your journey's been since then. things still good?
Big thumbs up to how far you’ve come. I can only imagine the strength and energy it takes to beat this type of illness. This message shows there is hope to get through these addictions. Thank you.
Chelsey Meier That’s the idea! Just want to share my story in the hopes I can help a couple people out 🙏🏼
Scare me
What an articulate young man - with so much potential! I wish him the best on the long road of recovery. I am dealing with this situation as my husband is an addict. But what makes matters worse is that he is denial, doesn't want help, doesn't have health insurance, his family are big enablers - and I am the only one wanting to help, but I am disabled with many chronic health issues and don't even drive.
I'm sorry to hear this ❤. I hope that you are in a better situation now, I notice this comment was 2 years ago. Love from Scotland ❤
I lost my wife to meth addiction. I have never been involved in drugs, so I have been trying to learn about why ppl do this stuff and is it possible to help someone get off if they are a bad addict. My wife became a completely different person when she began using. She kept it secret although she couldnt hide the effects of her use. What it did to my wife, I did not even believe was possible. I lost my life because of her addiction
The unspoken victim, very sorry for your misfortune. Nothing you did or lost will ever be redeemed.
@@MacDeezie Your comment means alot. Thank you. So many people dont understand how pure evil this stuff is. It is a weapon used to destroy peoples lives.
I’m so sorry for your loss.
@@tesiemarie8942 Thank you Tesie. You always hear stories about the addicts, but not so much about the broken lives of the people who shared a life with the addicts and who had their lives destroyed as a result of their loved ones addiction and were left behind. No words on TH-cam could ever describe what I have been thru, but it is nice to know that there are geniunely nice people out there who do care. Thank you for kind words!
@@themetalprincess I lost my mom to addiction. I was a child and often times I’d have to take the needle out of her arm after she’d fallen asleep. I’d stay awake at night to make sure she didn’t die in her sleep. It was so hard growing up that way. I’ve had my share of being around drugs. The whole family suffers. It’s heartbreaking. I believe seeing this growing up made me realize that’s not how I want to love. I don’t even smoke cigs. I pray that you are at peace now in knowing she is no longer suffering. It’s hard letting so. I’m still not 100 ok yet. But, you are strong.
Just lost my father to meth....it was a long battle. Clean for 13 years and relapsed and died within a few years. This drug is the devil....
I'm sorry to hear that. Sounds like my good buddy. He spent 3 yrs in prison, got a degree and won his daughter back. Relapsed the day he got out and died smh.
@@DeaderEyeland_1983 so sad :( It was just too powerful 🙁
It is the devil, it’s truly evil. I’m so sorry for your loss.
@@Nina_Olivia thank you sweets!
Wow, sorry to hear. Maybe he wouldn't have died if you both didn't see drugs as an evil demon and stopped being drama queens about it.
You're resilient asf, this is why I don't judge addicts anymore. I've been around them when I was hospitalized for my depression and you're right they can be really intelligent people addiction can happen to literally anyone
They are more likely to be intelligent because intelligent people are curious
Such a good video, well organized valuable contents. Love it!
Choo Max Thank you! 😇
Yes...totally agree.❤
Oh whatever
This is the most informative and positive video to understand what meth does to an individual, many of us who have never used but have loved ones who are struggling this is a great video and it kept my attention the entire time thank you
peewee lickdoughal Thank you so much 😇 That really does mean the world to me. Just hope and pray the video helps out a couple people! 🙏🏼
Took alot of guts to put this out there man so one ex meth addict to another I totally respect this and I totally related to every word ya said 👍 sadly after almost a year of being clean I relapsed a few days ago cuz of a death in my family who I was close with just troubled my mental health and its illness and this video inspired me to just stay away from it for my sake and my family much love man and thank u for the video
I’m sorry for your loss. I’m proud of you for going a year without it and just remember sometimes relapse is apart of the process. Can’t tell you how many times I relapsed before having the time I have now. What’s important is that we just get back up and keep trying every day.
I really appreciate the background where you shoot each question. Remarkable places in Dallas. Reach me out when you are in Dallas again. Keep going!! You are an incredible smart guy!!
Good job Jake. I'm a little over 2yrs clean n sober myself. Been having a tough time lately and of course thoughts of using still come from time to time. Watching this helped me remember why I cleaned up. Thank-you.
This is the best video I've seen. God please help the people who are in trouble with this drug.
Thank you for this candid Q&A. I know almost nothing about this drug, and I appreciate your perspective. Please stay on the path your on. You’re stronger than you could possibly know. ‘You are fearfully and wonderfully made’. God Bless
Truely appreciate you brother !!! I got so many answers and a better understanding of what meth addiction is about. I have a brother who is battling with meth and I'm hoping that I can be of some help for him because I don't want him to die. Thank you for helping all of us . God bless you.
Great video.. clean 10 years... but totally relate. It is a disease for people like myself with mental health issues. Glad I'm clean.. miss the euphoria. My story wasn't suppose to end with addiction. Peace brother. I understand.
Jake, I’m proud of you! Great video your videos are helping a lot of people. Keep up the good work...👏🏻😀
Shanna Meissner Thank you ☺️ Trying my best!
Base on my experience after getting high on meth takes away depression, makes you numb from the pain but once the high is gone the depression comes back doubled.
Borrowing happiness from the future
@@tobiastracy136Excellent analogy
Well done on this video Jake - Raw, honest answers here. Keep being your best! 💪
Matthew Rawley Doing my best! 😅 Thank you sir 🙏🏼
I admire your complete honesty. Just continue staying positive.🙏
Timelessmusic Familymusic Thx 😊 Will do 💪🏼
Stay strong. And keep up the awesome lived experience interviews and info vids Jake. I'm so glad I found this vid - bless up from Em xx (all the way from Brisbane, Australia)
We do recover! Love this video❤ very informative. Thanks for sharing. My doc was crack cocaine and occasionally meth. I’m clean and sober 1 year and 1 month today.
Congrats Jami keep going! I’m a daughter of an addict with the same doc and I just wanted to say I’m proud of you. 🎉🎉🎉
Good job dude I've done a lot of drugs in my life and I worked in recovery for many years I like the way you laid that out I think you're going to be a lot of help to a lot of people blessings to you and your family
Impressive Jake! I’m so happy for you. I fully realize how much work it must’ve been for you. My family member that I worry about so much and my own life has been negatively impacted so much isn’t anywhere near realizing he has a problem or at least admitting he has a problem I just don’t know what to do anymore it’s inspiring to see someone who is doing so much better. Gives me hope
The way you change the scenes here was a great idea for keeping the video interesting 👍🏻
Continue to be Focused Positive Move Forward Strong Safe Healthy Choices. Your Vids are on Point always look forward to your next Vid. 😷👍
ben curaza That means a lot brother 😁 Thank you, Just keep pushing 💪🏼
Well done Jake!!!
Eric Edwards Thx Eric!
Been using for 3yrs,..first year was the worst, last year was stressful no job and an addiction... Beginning of this year I got my first job. Never wanted to go to rehab because I believe in a strong sense of mind will.
during the week Monday to Friday I abstain totally because really don't want lose this job and go back to that depression and constant stress about being broke yet still wanting to get the next hit....
Although I'm truly proud of the progress I've made shamefully I use every Saturday still. This video really spoke out to me.... I believe I can totally leave it without any rehabilitation assistance just really wanting to see me better myself daily has become my strongest tool with the addiction...
Saturdays is really one day I need to find something else to keep me busy.. Work during the week is work now it's my free time I have to deal with.
But thanks Jake I truly related you know addiction takes anyone... Rich, poor.. Witty and the less intelligent but we all equally have one powerful organ that can really control the ways of our lives.
I quit cold turkey about a year and a half ago. the fact you can use only once a week is a really big deal. You’re almost completely sober my friend. The urge for that next hit was with me for months after quitting, but it goes away, and you come back. Good luck.
How are you doing now? 3 years later?
I'm a 65 year old okie from just across the red. Jake, that was an extremely articulate post on a subject difficult to understand or explain. You did well.
Oklahoma is rife with Meth. Rarely is anyone arrested that meth is not found on their person/in home or car. It's not new here and lot's of people know how to make it.
You demonstrates that a person as intelligent as you, can also be drug down by meth. You are very smart and can make a difference in other people's lives. I'll bet you've done exactly that with this video.
I wish you the best my friend. Write a book. I'll buy it.
Again, well done sir.
Dude your so cool I hope you know that man, most ppl can’t talk about this stuff but your stronger than that
I am not a drug addict but have my own addiction and mine is gambling. Most of my relationship are toxic . My late husband is an alcoholic and my past and present relationships have drug addictions . Watching ur vlog is a therapy fir me . Keep up the good work . U r helping a lot of ppl like me .
Good for you. You’re being true to yourself! And to mention, your educating persons on self medicating. Please keep up the important information.
You're the kind of guy who would be a very special friend to anyone who met you
I love this video. I can completely relate and it was a very enjoyable video. I am in sober living, working the steps with a sponsor (on step 1). Keep up the great work brother. Together we can do what I can’t.
Thanks for sharing this. I am pretty vanilla so this was interesting to hear your story. I’m glad you’re doing well now.
Jillian L. Thanks for watching ☺️
The impression I get from you, particularly with question 20, is that drug addiction is like a symptom of alienation where the opposite of that is connection with others, whatever form that might take.
Yes, 100%
Hey Jake, I've only watched a couple of your videos but it's obvious you're an intelligent guy. I also run for favor. It's cool to hear part of your story!
Christian Farris I appreciate it man 😇 That’s awesome 🚘 Maybe I’ll run into you one day☝🏼
@@JakeMcCollum Haha maybe because I run in dallas/north dallas also!
Christian Farris That’s what’s up. If you see me just holler
Hell yeah Jake! Proud of you bro!
Faye’s Vlogs One day at a time ☝🏼
Just found your channel from chatting with, good content
tears of joy Thank for checking out the channel 🙏🏼
Thanks so much, you are inciteful and inspiring and bring hope. Thanks for helping people out with your words.
My girlfriend use to be addicted to (ill say her DOC) for years throughout our relationship but she hasn't done it for over a year now! and im so proud of her. I was not real supportive, i think the fact she hid it for so many years it hurt me but if i could go back and be a different person for her when i first found out, i would have. Its such a bad drug and took my mother from me, i just wanted her to be better for our daughters. But i should have gone about it differently. However she is clean and doing so well. I love her so much and were so happy. Good job to you dude and thanks for the video i loved it!
I really needed to see this . I thank you and wouldn't mind meeting you . I don't have no one to talk to smh but this helped . Take care and keep dropping these videos for the ones who need it
Pungent story teller. It’s a good format for you man
Thank you, I’m trying 😅
Thanks Jake...I heard just what I needed. God bless you!
Thank you for this. Your mental health before using is strikingly similar to how I was and the same reason I started with meth. Good job man with getting off this drug. It's very inspiring for people like me.
Good stand up and honest fellow....i too is from Texas,,i grew up in the Killeen,,Temple area....good too see your doing ok
Very well said!! Meth addiction is no joke. I've used for 11 years, 5 of them I fought the demon inside. So I see it like this. That demon and the world it lives in is dark. We need light. What brings light to people? Service. Helping others helps yourself. Remain attractive and you remain sober. I know I start to slip when I started ignoring phone calls.
Stay strong y'all and reach out!!
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I had struggled with my girlfriend all the story you said exactly she did the same things and I was telling her every day please stop but did not work, she kept buying and using more until she became homeless and all you spoke about it , thanks for sharing I learned to love my self and let her be free and do whatever she wants to do
Stopping meth forever is a daunting thing mentally for my brain to undertake. Shits so addictive that in order to not fiend constantly I don't ever tell myself I will. I have 3 months off it and the only way I can stay off it is playing this sick game with my head. If I don't keep a number in my phone or if I tell myself I'll never do it again, I'll dream about it every night.
Thanks for sharing ❤️
Great video... I feel you on the sleep part, there's times I looked back and it's like I don't even know how long I was awake or remember the last time I ate legit 🙄
Congratulations Jake!!! Super proud of you🥰 I dk you but I was doing some research!!! Glad I found your channel!!!! Thank God you have changed your life!!! So many have passed away so young and a life with so much potential!!!!
Thank you for educating and sharing your experience to help others.
Great video👌
Hey brother. God bless. Also, you are awesome. Some of the best people are that way because of what they have been though. You turned out great and you will get even better. Drugs are not for you anymore. You really are on a better path now.
Lorne Dulworth You’re absolutely right. Going through hardship definitely has an effect on building character for people and shaping them into new people.
I'm so glad you made it. But better than that you have compassion for others. Thank you for caring.
Hi, thank you for your video. My daughter's dad is actually a user as well. His doc is Crystal Meth and Sherm. He's been in and out of her life since she was born (mostly ghosted her). He's came back now but continues his struggle with his use. I don't get the impression that he wants to stop as both of his parents, all his friends, girlfriend, brother (etc) also use. But the times when he is more himself he expresses his guilt and desire to do better. I feel like he's using me as the support person that he needs to reground him because he always comes to me after hitting a bottom (he's hit many bottoms). I feel like I'm becoming his therapist. Unfortunately he's already put my daughter in danger with social services, he's used me for money, he continues to use and doesn't act like he wants to stop but does. He tries to play games with my emotions and tells me he wants the family life or to get back with me, but he's still with his gf who shares his addiction so I feel like he's trying to use me sexually as well, or play with my heart -- I see why now. I'm trying to set boundaries as the mother of his kid so that he doesn't cause her more harm or me mentally/emotionally. Our daughter has autism so she really gets hurt when he stops by for 10min, leaves to reup, promises her he'll come back but won't see her until another week or so.... but he also doesn't want to leave us. I feel like we, my house, my energy (cus he says I always bring him "back") has become his safe haven... but in the process I'm risking my daughter's mental health and I'm getting hurt. I know I can't help him. He has to have the desire to stop, the epiphany (which he's said he's had it already). What can I do?
Thank you!
I hate to say it, but run away as far as you can! People that use this drug are pure evil, and they will hurt and destroy everyone and everything around them. By continuing to have this person in your life you are asking to become a victim. Trust me I know I lost my whole life to someone I loved because of meth addiction. It doesnt get better, they just learn to play you better. Im very sorry.
Of all of the drugs to of ever existed this one is the WORST ONE. Nothing can destroy a life and family more efficiently.
You have done such a great job so far. Really, anyone to put up with what you have and still be going (and asking for help) while at it. You're a Rockstar, mom. And that little bundle of joy that you have is everything she has right now. And that includes protecting her from bad people and environments. It sounds like you already know what you gotta do. Let the man go. He has not had his epiphany or rock bottom because you're still there. You need to leave him and mean it. That means no contact. AT ALL. Rock bottom is when you literally have nothing left. Not even your family anymore. Then the real work starts.... but that's if he wants it. It's not your battle anymore, mom. Your job is making sure your child grows up knowing that she is loved unconditionally. And that means removing the bad men from her life that hurt her. And when he's ready.... YOU make the rules. Pat yourself on the back. I'm proud of you.
@@themetalprincess I don’t the person using the drug is pure evil so much as the drug is making them exhibit purely evil behaviors unbeknownst to them. I don’t think, generally speaking, that meth addicts actually *want* to be the way they currently are, they’re just consumed by the overpowering effects that the drug has on the people that use it and don’t have the awareness of the negative behaviors they’re exhibiting because of it
@@4biddenflow I would like to agree with you, but it seems that meth is so strong that it just takes the person over completely. I have heard that it "rewires" peoples brains and makes the addict think and act completely different. What it did to my wife was beyond belief. She went from a sweet, Jesus loving christian girl who I met in church to a completely selfish, negative, paranoid, geniunely evil person. and it happened in a matter of weeks. We were happily married for 10 years, and then one day she wakes up goes to the bank and empties our entire life savings over 4k in 3 different bank accounts and takes our vehicle and runs off to Texas with some drug addict guy she met on Facebook while I was down sick leaving me down with nothing. I had just had a heart attack, and was bed ridden and could hardly even walk. She just left me to die in the middle of the desert and ran off with our life savings. It was not until later that I found out that she had started using meth 2 months prior. People who use meth are evil. All drugs are bad, but meth is pure evil.
I'm so thankful for running across your channel. You are hope.
From one ex user to the next keep it up! Proud of U!
rachel quinn Still going strong 💪🏼
Thank you for sharing. I have a child that has been struggling with addiction since he was 13. He is now on meth. Lost his Job, got divorced and now lost rights to his daughter. Its sad and I just dont know how to help him. Got him into rehab where he walked away after 10 days but blames me because I want let him come live with me here in Texas. He is 33.
You seem like a great mom, but you could've avoided it, if he started to use at 13
I’m and addict and Gina you could have not avoided it, don’t blame urself, you did your part, staying clean is harder than getting a medical degree ( talking off experience ), it’s so fucking hard.
I know a 24 year old who is a lot like this.
The only way to avoid it is to live on an island 🏝 with no contact with the outside world. Impossible. You could very well get into a bad situation having an active addict live with you. They tend to do some pretty crazy stuff and their tantrums aren’t pretty or easy to get around. Just take a look at the Intervention series, it’s not easy having them come to live with you. If they have a way to get drugs they will. As a former addict and a mom I can see both sides now that I’m sober.
Just came across the channel. Jake, you're a good man. Better than me. I've never had a drug addiction, but in an odd way, you are an inspiration. Thank you.
great video,. you are awesome, and ur helping ppl,.
Cudos to you! I'm glad you overcame this monster. I hurts all who love you. But you did it!
Awesome video man, thank you for sharing your story. Keep the videos coming
Jeff Kunz I just hope it helps out a lot of people 😇
I learned something new today, sir. Thank you. I hope you're having a good day. 🙏
Fantastic video :) I’m sharing it on FB. Never give up! You’re on a good path.
Well done, mate! Good luck on your journey!
Thank you that was very helpful I learned so much. I know this video is old so, I hope you are still sober. I was an enabler off on for 15 years. I was so wrong about and for everything. If I could do it over again I wouldn’t have done anything that I did. The only thing I did was to help damage lives. Wrong, wrong, wrong. Even if I wanted I wouldn’t. My health has collapsed into a huge pile of rubble Carma for the bad choices I made. That’s all can and I really hope that you are still alive and well!
Do u have effects of the stimulant on your heart etc??
I’m so happy you got sober 💙
man thank you man ! ihave no addiction to this drug but this helped my life in general you da man only uestion i have is , what age were you when u started and what was the age when u stopped
You are a good guy and please keep this way forever! You will have a great future
Bravo ... congratulations on your frank honest testimonial and for overcoming your addiction.. not an easy task ... you still have your whole life ahead of you ...I’m 64 and made it out to climb back to the top of my game ... blessed and grateful .. good luck
Hi from Australia! Excellent video Jake!! Im doing research for my own recovery to meth . Ive been using for 11 years! I dont feel i have an addiction, its more like self medicating. Ive never had any major issues as mentioned by other users such as psychosis but my health is starting to concern me. I worry about my heart and my bones. The aches and pains are becoming worse. My health is my motivation for this.
Thanks for helping me better understand what to expect from the recovery process! Best wishes with everything you're doing :)
Good luck
My health is suffering too
Powerful. Thank you for sharing.
Good job Jacob. Hang in there buddy.
Thank You for Shaing!💚
Thank you for sharing your experience, strength and hope Jake! #realtalk
Nice video man keep up the good work! Sorry to hear about your ex-best friend screwing you and stealing your car. Was that the last time you talked to him?
C Thank you 🙏🏼 Drugs make all of us do crazy things man, I’ve forgiven him countless times for all of the things he’s done to me. I’ll occasionally hear from him but he’s out doing his own thing now.
Jake McCollum Yeah they sure do. I've had friends stab me in the back too. I think that you forgiving him goes along with being an addict-you know from experience that drugs can turn you into someone you're not
C You’re absolutely right. I see the perspective from both angles.
You are real honest and a hero man, love youre beautiful soul.
Glad I caught this video I never realized meth was your doc I totally thought it was opiates for some reason.
I have a friend that’s a meth addict. It’s difficult to be with him because he is disrespectful to me and doesn’t realize how hurtful/disappointing his action towards me can be.
I feel like he pushes me away, yet, he keeps bring me back into the picture. He makes it difficult for me to be his friend.
Cut them off, no contact.
Eventually they will use you up and leave you completely shattered.
If they won't quit, stay away from them.
I was addicted for 5 years and I told everyone exactly what they wanted to hear to use them for meth. Even got a couple of friends addicted to it too.
It's not just a dangerous drug, it's a drug that rewires the way you think, sometimes the change is permanent.
I got off because of lsd, psilocybin and mescaline. Only because it helped me find normal again, I was beyond help. 8 know that using drugs to quit drugs seems ignorant but I've never went back, to anything.
But I had to want that, no one could tell me anything while I was wanting the drug.
@@scottybranham5263 yes. They are cut off. Been cut off for months!
My son is in Dallas Count Jail now and I pray he recovers. But when he gets released his best friend who lives here in Gainesville where I do ( I have been clean & sober for 11 years) his best friend will go get him and my son has said he has had enough of the Dallas meth life. I pray he does.
In the end this drug did a lot more damage to my mental health than it did good. I've never experienced such a terrifying psychosis in my life besides benzo withdrawal psychosis. Those 2 take the top for me mental health wise! I still need therapy from experiencing that. The constant paranoia, seeing & hearing awful things that weren't there, tearing my house apart looking for cameras & bugs. It was bad!
Oh yeah- I wish I could hear more first hand accounts of benzo DTs because I've experienced both meth and benzo withdrawal psychosis, and both were so insane. It makes me curious about the nature of reality.
I appreciationed your contributions. Please keep it up. Stay sober. GOD blessed you.
Ben Liew 🙏🏼
great breakdown bro you definitely speak the truth. it reminded me of my days on the pookie lol spinning da pipe. im good now 👊😃
Thanks Jake...appreciate your words on this subject.
Helps me to understand addiction.
What an excellent informative video. The quality, locations, and 1st hand experience! Keep going JAKE!
Juan Carlos Delgado Hope it helps! 😄 Doing my best 😅
I have a best friend who is a addict she struggles to stop this is such a good video
Wishing her luck. I bet you're a good friend for her to have.
Excellent video Jake. I am a 70 year old grandma and yes I enjoy your channel. I wonder if people who get addicted to the high/pleasure of drugs have difficulty getting enjoyment from everyday things. I have known people that really enjoy a visit to an amusement park but for others it just leaves them bored. Others who love a Picnic with friends but others find it boring. I wonder if this might be the reason that some people need the excitement of that high? Just a thought anyway from grandma. Stay safe out there people.
I can answer this question for you. Let’s start with this was my experience only and I might compare mine to some others I experienced with others. Meth is the devils daughter. They call her crystal. She consumes personal belongings first, Responsibilities second and Friends Third, Family Fourth and unfortunately 40 percent of people that use meth usually will try harder drugs and OD. Now to what it does. In the beginning it will increase the sex drive and Euphoria is amazing. It will put you on edge make you feel like life is untouchable and you feel like everything is sped up and can’t slow down. I used for 7 years total. The first 2 years of the drug were amazing. But I slowly started meeting more and more people at year 3-7. By the end of 7. I had no true friends, no family and no life. Was dormant was nearly immune to it. And life was slowly fading away. By excessive dehydration. Acid reflux that would completely clog the throat with the thickest mucus where nearly couldn’t swallow. There was one time I drank water and it came back out my mouth. Cause my throat was so clogged with mucus and acid. I nearly died that night and was choking on mucus and Acid. I visited the ER 53 times in 7 years from Heart Attack OD when first tied it back from 2000-2002. Cleaned up for 13 years relapsed in 2015-2020 used about 3x a week. Let’s fast forward a bit. Meth surrounded me with people that would speak about everyone else. Rumors that were gang affiliated and linked to Robbery, kidnapping, murder etc. I seen 4 people die from OD and 8 die from HIV I was shot 3 times stabbed 11 over those years. Towards the end of it. I had no one that loved me I lost the way of how to love and know how. 6 friends committed suicide and since it basically lost its effect. I was a very compulsive drinker for 15 years and I would use meth only to get sober after drinking to extreme excess. You can nearly get 100 percent sober by smoking 20 bucks worth of meth. Absolutely NO ONE ever wanted to do anything for all those years. House would feel full of 10 people making deals, spreading rumors and having psychosis episodes or dropping dead in my own house. The last time I used meth I was shot 3 times and nearly died. All because I overheard someone speaking about something I never asked to hear in my house. The paranoia was out of control. So they shot up my house and then shot me in my own yard as I was drinking a beer in my back porch. Nothing happened to them to this day. Cause I never went to the authorities cause I knew if I did I and possibly people I love would be dead. It’s a never ending circle of Hate, Deciet, lies, psychosis, and a life that will not last. Most all I knew were homeless and rode bikes etc. I never thought I would overcome it. But the last time I drank and was high I rolled my car got ejected and looked back as my car caught on fire. That was the Life changer. I stand proud at 17 months clean and sober as of today 11/12/21. Clean date is 6/12/2020. I now days have an amazing support group. Amazing friends. Have a true loving relationship with my parent and my son. I quit by making God my sponsor and converting my mind to never go back to that lifestyle. It took me twice over to near death to make me change my life forever and for a lifetime. I have never went to rehab and never did anything other than realize the new way of life is better than the old way of life and I’m loving this new way of life so therefore I will remain sober one day at a time for a lifetime. Lastly reason I used was Sexual abuse from 3-11 years old and my son was murdered In 2017 along with his mom and my first child died in a car wreck also as his mom parishes with him. I lived in denial and guilt and excuse became what it was to use. I felt helpless and guilty that I could do nothing then and couldn’t stop what happened to my kids and their mothers. Etc etc. PTSD and Severe Panic attacks were why I drank 15 and used 7 total. Hope all is well and blessed. This is long but hope it sums up what this Drug called Meth is all about. This is just my experience and over 17 million people a year deal with some kind of experience linked to this one drug I call the “Devils Daughter”. Cause the end game is Miss Crystal wants the Soul after she consumes everything in the addicts life before she takes the Soul with her for eternity. I live by this self created quote. “The weak become strong the strong become perseverant and the perseverant become prosperous. I reached prosperity cause I never Gave up or gave in and I love Life and Living and came So close to death. I have clinically died 4 times in life and well. Here I am and Living my best life I can live. So this is my story and journey. Thank you for letting me share it with you and I’m sorry it is so long. But hopefully it will help you understand the Evilnesses and Overall Effect of “The Devils Daughter” (Miss Crystal)
Appreciate your honesty, openness and your ease with articulating your thoughts.
Thank you, Jake! I'm still there in this very moment but it helps to hear from someone who knows what this is like. God bless you, bro!
thanks you for the honesty im in inpatient long term right now
Hope you stay clean. Congratulations
I am hoping you are still sober.
That was a very informative video
Good for you Jake. Keep it up
You’re awesome, thank you for all the insight
Good job on this video!!!!
How’s going? Nice video ! Thx
Good shit man.
Jordan Mudgett Thanks man 😁
Thank you for sharing.