white ferrari outro slowed + reverb for 20 minutes straight

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  • cry with me and elio

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  • @russianlobster7754
    @russianlobster7754 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7727

    If you searched this, im sorry g

    • @nourqa44
      @nourqa44 4 ปีที่แล้ว +174

      its aight

    • @-eden5227
      @-eden5227 4 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      it’s cool

    • @EntusiasticETN
      @EntusiasticETN 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      All good :/

    • @rainah15
      @rainah15 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      its alright..

    • @courtney3453
      @courtney3453 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      it’s all good i’ll be okay eventually. gotta have hope 💖

  • @user-yn7ko6te5j
    @user-yn7ko6te5j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3826

    life has become a task

    • @slixslax89
      @slixslax89 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      I hope you get through it all

    • @phoebefb199
      @phoebefb199 3 ปีที่แล้ว +88

      why is everything so much harder now than it used to be

    • @user-yn7ko6te5j
      @user-yn7ko6te5j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Crocodile990 thank you i love you

    • @user-yn7ko6te5j
      @user-yn7ko6te5j 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Phoebe FB i love you stay strong

    • @lovergirll111
      @lovergirll111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I pray for you peace🙏🏾🥺 you can get through it!

  • @haleygowen2780
    @haleygowen2780 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1076

    my worst fear is others seeing me the same way i see myself.

    • @charlotte.murphy
      @charlotte.murphy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      same

    • @jennifred
      @jennifred 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      if it makes you feel better , i heard that everyone sees you 20% more attractive than you will see yourself .. kinda helped me . love you ✨

    • @anthonytyler6558
      @anthonytyler6558 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ouch. This one hurt... Maybe your worst fear should be not being able to see yourself the way the world sees you. I see you, and so do 463 others. Chin up ;) you are doing great

    • @jejotan
      @jejotan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Mine is my loved ones see my at my worst

    • @tay-yx7rc
      @tay-yx7rc 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh same

  • @444dia9
    @444dia9 3 ปีที่แล้ว +562

    i miss the past so much. time goes too fast, i don’t wanna grow.

    • @luvleystarr
      @luvleystarr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      i stayed up last night and i was thinking about the same exact thing. it breaks my heart knowing that i cant ever go back to the past. it feels like i was 7 years old yesterday... i really don't want to grow up :(

    • @abi8148
      @abi8148 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      it gets better ! i felt and sometimes still feel that way, as someone who feels nostalgic a LOT it helps to remind myself that the happiest I've ever been isn't the happiest I'll ever be. that keeps me going :)

    • @ahmadsaed51
      @ahmadsaed51 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i miss how things were back then :/ life was so simple without everything including her lol

    • @jejotan
      @jejotan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Honestly I hate the age 11, why? It's because I am at that age going through some shit teen stuff, I went through it since 2020. I was like "dang that feeling is coming back" It feels like I am not a kid anymore because of the shitty things in my life. I have a lot of negativity in my life, feels like im maybe 18. I just wanna be a baby again because everyone likes me, nobody judges me and I am just myself

    • @xJoao444
      @xJoao444 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@jejotan better days always ahead❤️believe me

  • @lilianaswanson1056
    @lilianaswanson1056 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5049

    this is a DANGEROUS combo

  • @myamya1149
    @myamya1149 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2090

    i just wanna be pretty. i just wanna be happy, confident, and eating normally again.. i miss the old me. i miss her so much

    • @sudaitafari1561
      @sudaitafari1561 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      youre pretty , youre just not satisfied with the image you have because it doesnt match with what other people want . so you feel insecure . youre amazing in every form and shape . accept who you are . dont look for happiness outside of yourself . you got all that you need .

    • @myamya1149
      @myamya1149 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      Sudai Tafari thank u for this. u don’t know how good this made me feel. thank u.

    • @aubreyhess7140
      @aubreyhess7140 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You’re a beautiful person no matter what. I hope you feel better. Keep your head up things will get better. Trust me🤍🤍

    • @user-nm6de9mx3t
      @user-nm6de9mx3t 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Omg me too 🥺

    • @peaks8047
      @peaks8047 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Look at the mirror for a while and ask yourself who am I, you’re beautiful you’re confident and most importantly you’re happy. Everyday you wake up say affirmations like those above 👆🏽stay strong queen

  • @Charles-gp3yo
    @Charles-gp3yo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +586

    The most heartbreaking thing in life is saying goodbye to someone who you thought you'd spend the rest of your life with.

    • @Avya436
      @Avya436 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I wish you the best. ❤️

    • @Fotelek01
      @Fotelek01 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      your comment made me imagine how would it be if this will happen with me and my girlfriend and I cried so hard because of it…. damn

    • @betsyjackson1190
      @betsyjackson1190 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      genuinely thought i would.

    • @kyy4211
      @kyy4211 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      this right here, and its about to happen again i can feel it

  • @arthurvo1618
    @arthurvo1618 3 ปีที่แล้ว +482

    its crazy to think that we're all listening to the same beautiful song, but thinking of different people.

    • @kentcc
      @kentcc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      i’ve never missed someone this much, i wish we could’ve lasted

    • @w1zz3d.prod_23
      @w1zz3d.prod_23 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      But at different times.

    • @kyy4211
      @kyy4211 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      the way this is so true

  • @leora4389
    @leora4389 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5501

    i miss you so much. this was her favourite song and it popped up in my recommendations. rest easy 7/9/20

    • @b0jah200
      @b0jah200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +156

      sorry

    • @jakobdailey6735
      @jakobdailey6735 3 ปีที่แล้ว +231

      I hope your heart heals❤️

    • @maisy7640
      @maisy7640 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

      Sorry for your loss💜

    • @isaiah4598
      @isaiah4598 3 ปีที่แล้ว +98

      oh no i can’t, that shit hits so hard

    • @mishraanshul0
      @mishraanshul0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      take care king

  • @user-jd1md8no4v
    @user-jd1md8no4v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1389

    im scared she'll think of me how i think of myself.

    • @TOOxPHONKEE
      @TOOxPHONKEE 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      This is the realist shit I’ve ever heard

    • @anthonytyler6558
      @anthonytyler6558 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      We have all been there. Let’s change the way we think about ourselves and have faith that others will feel the same about us

    • @oliviascott3714
      @oliviascott3714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well damn if this ain’t true

    • @leboiboiboi
      @leboiboiboi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dw, she prolly thinking the same thing about herself more than you are.

    • @channelchannelchannelyourself
      @channelchannelchannelyourself 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      then just rememebr you're a king/queen

  • @caseytrapasso5311
    @caseytrapasso5311 3 ปีที่แล้ว +399

    there’s a tear rolling down my cheek listening to this song and reading the comments. everyone who sees this i promise it’s gonna be okay in the end, and if it isn’t better, it isn’t the end.

    • @luvleystarr
      @luvleystarr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i hope ur okay

    • @notgratiya
      @notgratiya 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      if it isn't better, it isn't the end---what a reminder. thank you so much, casey.

    • @nickprovost6698
      @nickprovost6698 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      But I really want it to be the end of everything

    • @simrankhadka6713
      @simrankhadka6713 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thanks man i appreciate it

    • @keiraaaaa12
      @keiraaaaa12 2 ปีที่แล้ว

  • @KrunkSounds
    @KrunkSounds 3 ปีที่แล้ว +373

    i'm tearing up reading these comments. As a dude who doesn't cry often, this is quite new to me

    • @bowencummings
      @bowencummings 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @beckyhskns
      @beckyhskns 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      It’s human to show emotion.. I’m proud of uou

    • @blueberriesss5597
      @blueberriesss5597 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      how girls feel

    • @kentcc
      @kentcc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i kinda like crying now. i just wish i could cry with her instead of alone

    • @lanegibson5926
      @lanegibson5926 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Let it all out friend🙏🏻

  • @JeLollyJe
    @JeLollyJe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2459

    I love how everyone just spills their hearts out, like yes, this is a safe space, share the pain and feel with the rest of us

    • @infinitefather
      @infinitefather 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      ayo look at your likes :) ❤️

    • @JeLollyJe
      @JeLollyJe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Oh wow 😳

    • @anna9253
      @anna9253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      it’s always anonymous too , i feel safe

    • @mcdonaldronald726
      @mcdonaldronald726 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      yes because the open internet is the most safest place to tell you're whole life story to..

    • @kodaavkin_music
      @kodaavkin_music 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      love u all

  • @MJ-xg4qu
    @MJ-xg4qu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1877

    You know that feeling when you depressed asf that you start laughing

    • @adamsamuel6369
      @adamsamuel6369 3 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      Lol I do that everyday.

    • @dorapalaa
      @dorapalaa 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      lmaooo yea❤️

    • @Smirksol
      @Smirksol 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      wow..omg lol

    • @anna9253
      @anna9253 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      i’m so used to doing this it’s hard to get out of the habit

    • @TheRightWay11
      @TheRightWay11 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I think hysteria is usually the final stage of depression.

  • @ceo6427
    @ceo6427 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1343

    Yo whatever u goin thru I hope you’re ok

  • @lisantii
    @lisantii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +218

    Life is getting harder and harder to live through, even though everyday is the exact same.

    • @kentcc
      @kentcc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      how are you

    • @lisantii
      @lisantii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kentcc good man, how are you?

    • @alright8669
      @alright8669 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lisantii how are you

  • @paul-to5fv
    @paul-to5fv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +737

    looks like we are crying tonight

    • @juliette9533
      @juliette9533 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      yup lol

    • @linaa2117
      @linaa2117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      everynight*

    • @Sunset-Sam
      @Sunset-Sam 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      lol it really be that simple

    • @lilbouey7380
      @lilbouey7380 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      dont care grow up

    • @paul-to5fv
      @paul-to5fv 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lilbouey7380 what's good Adam Sandler, big fan🤜🤛

  • @Kayepatel
    @Kayepatel 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1150

    I’m reading the comments getting all sad like I searched this up so I could fall asleep to it

  • @randomdude3143
    @randomdude3143 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I don't know how many "It is what it is" I've got left in me man...

  • @mulisathando8071
    @mulisathando8071 3 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    I like how we basically created our own therapy session

  • @ethane4445
    @ethane4445 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1821

    the relationship is slowly falling apart and i have no idea what i should do. every time we talk about the problems it just seems to make things worse. i’m sorry.

    • @iris-un9qb
      @iris-un9qb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      felt

    • @aaronjthatcher
      @aaronjthatcher 3 ปีที่แล้ว +68

      You have to let go brotha. Be the first to just go. And if she comes back you’ll know what to do.

    • @sierrarain03
      @sierrarain03 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      If putting forth effort doesn't resolve anything, sometimes you just have to step back. don't put so much energy into something you feel isn't working. try talking to them again truthfully but calmly about how you feel and if they are dismissive and doesn't seem like things will change maybe it's a sign to end it. i wish good things for you man

    • @angelvillalta8561
      @angelvillalta8561 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Saying how you feel will NEVER RUIN A REAL RELATIONSHIP.
      Find the strength to part ways if the relationship is becoming toxic
      You both deserve better.

    • @eth1730
      @eth1730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      felt bro. Still love her tho :(

  • @hizzle8393
    @hizzle8393 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1487

    man i cant believe she stopped talking to me

    • @goopypuff
      @goopypuff 4 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      she worse off

    • @jakobdailey6735
      @jakobdailey6735 3 ปีที่แล้ว +80

      There’s something greater waiting be patient

    • @axelt3234
      @axelt3234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      same bro same

    • @danb6331
      @danb6331 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I feel u bro

    • @hardcore86
      @hardcore86 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      i miss her so much bruh

  • @samothythygreat
    @samothythygreat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +350

    I want a dad again. He’s not dead. It’s just he’s not really what a dad is meant to be.

    • @gemmaphilpot7699
      @gemmaphilpot7699 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Sadly I understand :(

    • @eithnekelly6082
      @eithnekelly6082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      You put how I feel into words

    • @samothythygreat
      @samothythygreat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@eithnekelly6082 it's comforting finding people who can relate.

    • @menassies3224
      @menassies3224 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      My mom died three weeks ago

    • @samothythygreat
      @samothythygreat 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@menassies3224 i'm sorry to hear that :(

  • @DaxTheRipperX
    @DaxTheRipperX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    Sometimes strangers love you more than the closest people around you..

  • @Erica-et9mu
    @Erica-et9mu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +469

    Shoutout to everyone holding on for everyone else's sake. I know it's rough and all you wanna do is let go because that seems easier than holding on, trust me. But I know we'll all make it out of this tunnel eventually. :)

    • @Erica-et9mu
      @Erica-et9mu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      ^^and if you find this comment when you're on the edge, please talk to someone. Here's my instagram for those of you who need someone to talk to or to even just listen @erica.espinoza16

    • @YNGSMO
      @YNGSMO 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      my tunnel feels like a donut and im in the middle of the filling.... sad metaphor

    • @cjewlz_
      @cjewlz_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you

    • @thelolbuster
      @thelolbuster 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i hope i make it out, i aint even talk to the ppl i stayin for like that no more

    • @karlkildevld2978
      @karlkildevld2978 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thanks. i am currently hanging on because i know my mom and dad will be sad...

  • @josephlagman2274
    @josephlagman2274 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1043

    so i guess no one in my life will care for me the way i care for then huh?

    • @dallassagin
      @dallassagin 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      You gotta find them! You just gotta!

    • @twantimmer5517
      @twantimmer5517 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      Bro fr i been waiting, kinda giving up hope on love shit

    • @joebama8245
      @joebama8245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Damn 😔

    • @moonstxr4026
      @moonstxr4026 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I’ve never related to a comment more than this.

    • @fatspyro4630
      @fatspyro4630 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Exactly man, it hurts so much that noone will listen to me the same way I listen to them, idk what to do anymore. I'm so lonely, and noone notices. I don't want to die, but I don't see the point of living either.

  • @Moldyfries1
    @Moldyfries1 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I love you
    -sincerely, someone you’ll never know

  • @mathiassrensen3566
    @mathiassrensen3566 3 ปีที่แล้ว +247

    I’m tired and mad all the time for no reason, I’m just done with dealing and hearing about other people’s bullshit.
    I just want to be alone and by myself, but I also wanna have somebody to cuddle with,
    you know? I’m so confused

    • @agnese929
      @agnese929 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Same. Never related more..

    • @DaxTheRipperX
      @DaxTheRipperX 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same here. 🙄

    • @AB-te9ei
      @AB-te9ei 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This is so relatable I’m just so tired of everything.

    • @Kill_Switch-fz5qy
      @Kill_Switch-fz5qy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      tired and mad sums up the past 3 years pretty well.

    • @notabi
      @notabi 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

  • @samyelkedim8307
    @samyelkedim8307 3 ปีที่แล้ว +487

    I'm sorry, i'm terribly sorry. You're the most beautiful thing that's ever happened to me.

    • @mr.moseby4146
      @mr.moseby4146 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Damn, at least take beloved Moseby out for dinner first. Geez

  • @michellegarcia6081
    @michellegarcia6081 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1167

    It’s so pathetic that we never dated or even had anything but I’m so attached to you
    I think of you and there’s this void after getting to know you
    Thanks for ruining frank ocean for me
    Yet I wish you so well and I’d go back to you in a heartbeat

    • @aubreyhess7140
      @aubreyhess7140 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      I feel it things get better tho It took me a bit to get past them but I’m starting to feel better and better everyday. I hope you feel better and it’s not pathetic at all when you feel a connection with someone it hurts for them to leave. It really sucks it does. it feels like you lost apart of yourself. I always had this person on my mind always and would always support them. If they wanted me back I would want to go back to them, but I know it would hurt even more if they leave again. Focus on yourself what would be better for you. Personally I don’t know if I would go back to them no matter how much I would want them back. They left so why should I just go back. They realized I was good for them? If they had just thought that why didn’t they think it before. Why would it have to be now you know not before.

    • @lordpookie
      @lordpookie 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      damn i feel this 😪

    • @michellegarcia6081
      @michellegarcia6081 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@aubreyhess7140 I just saw this, thank you so much for this comment.

    • @irahjaycanlas9020
      @irahjaycanlas9020 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i felt this

    • @marykatepear6155
      @marykatepear6155 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      it's been 3 years and i still miss him. yet I now he doesn't give two shits about me. i really relate to what you said.

  • @shak5562
    @shak5562 3 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    i just wish someone appreciated me. i just wish my parents knew im trying so hard. i just wish someone knew I was trying my best

    • @eithnekelly6082
      @eithnekelly6082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too

    • @raphaelchadha8553
      @raphaelchadha8553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      me too im trying so harddddddd

    • @anthonytyler6558
      @anthonytyler6558 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I appreciate you. I appreciate your comment. Just keep trying; your breakthrough is coming

    • @molemoseima4507
      @molemoseima4507 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I see you I know you trying to stay strong you trying soooo hard I see you okay

    • @jennygonzalez1170
      @jennygonzalez1170 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Cmon guys we gotta stay strong pls don’t give up

  • @oliviagaskin6485
    @oliviagaskin6485 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    i can't visualize my future, life doesn't seem real at all.

    • @jejotan
      @jejotan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can but I don't know if I can make it that far:/

    • @jennygonzalez1170
      @jennygonzalez1170 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@jejotan cmon we gotta keep going we can’t give up 🙏 you got this 🥰

    • @jejotan
      @jejotan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@jennygonzalez1170 ugh ty! I just tried taking a selfie and I kept smiling because they all looked shit. Well, I smiled too much and now I feel like sobbing lmao

  • @diegozuniga4461
    @diegozuniga4461 3 ปีที่แล้ว +749

    I listened to this back in 2016 and i didn’t get these lyrics “ I’m sure we’re taller in another dimension, you say we’re small and not worth the mention” but now they hit so close to home when i put my all into her, just for her to walk away so easily and now 3 months later she’s happy and that’s all i’ve ever wanted for her, but i’m stuck here thinking about what could’ve been.

    • @nolansimard27
      @nolansimard27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      This hits bruh but you got this man, if your girl isnt putting half the amount of effort youre puttinf in for her than its a red flag from the start. Hope things get better soon 🙏

    • @antoniopadula9401
      @antoniopadula9401 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Same bruh. Hope you heart heals fast

    • @camiaceves5460
      @camiaceves5460 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      currently going thew the same thing, he probably thinks I forgot about him or have moved on already but I simply cannot forget the way he used to make me feel. I tried my best and actually thought we had something even if it was as friends. I miss him.

    • @andrewgarcia2707
      @andrewgarcia2707 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel you man, it took my first heart break to truly understand

    • @enzog1078
      @enzog1078 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      bro, what are you like 16, youll be good i promise

  • @avarupp9991
    @avarupp9991 3 ปีที่แล้ว +586

    you're in love with a version of me that you killed. please move on, you're only hurting both of us more

  • @Gambino635
    @Gambino635 3 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    I’m happy that she’s happy without me, even if it’s with someone else

    • @602.adriii
      @602.adriii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      damn:/...

    • @lilbouey7380
      @lilbouey7380 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      grow up

    • @dxmyr
      @dxmyr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      who the fuck actually feels this way? if you're genuinely obsessed with someone you'll want them to be happy with you and only you. you'll wanna be their happiness.

    • @graffitixx4480
      @graffitixx4480 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You’re a real man❤️

    • @kentcc
      @kentcc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@dxmyr at some point you just gotta let them go bro

  • @tishasaldivar1956
    @tishasaldivar1956 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    My birthday is in a few days. But looking at all these assignments I have to get done is dragging me down so low. I feel shitty and I am growing older and older each year. And as I near 17, I realize that I have to work harder than this, to even live a comfortable life. This fact is what is truly diminishing my will to live.

  • @ominousmvp395
    @ominousmvp395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    It’s crazy how one day you can go from being best friends with someone and staying up until early morning just sharing everything with each other, to just not talking at all. I should’ve seen it coming.

    • @iluvtylerthecreator7569
      @iluvtylerthecreator7569 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      pain.

    • @xt6y
      @xt6y 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      felt this

    • @anishsattaram3793
      @anishsattaram3793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      i don't even know what i did wrong. i just expressed how much i cared about her, and she said i got too attached. sorry we talked every single day for almost 6 months. sorry i cared about you. sorry i gave a shit about you. sorry i get attached easily. it hurts more than anything. like i'm out here explaining this to some random dude in a youtube comment section bc i doubt anyone in my life gives a shit.

    • @anishsattaram3793
      @anishsattaram3793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@Jalen67727 thanks man, i've been doing a little better but sometimes it just comes back and stabs me randomly and i just have to pause my life.

    • @anishsattaram3793
      @anishsattaram3793 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@Jalen67727 i feel you so hard. it sounds cringe, but focus on yourself as soon as you can. that’s what i’ve been doing, working out meeting new people, i feel great. it almost never crosses my mind, even if it does i have a “good riddance” mindset. if they were never meant to be, they will never be.

  • @man.itz.ashton
    @man.itz.ashton 3 ปีที่แล้ว +442

    i don’t know where i went wrong...

    • @gurupopuri809
      @gurupopuri809 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      💔

    • @yaganamei744
      @yaganamei744 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Everything happens for a reason hang in there..

    • @iluvanii8117
      @iluvanii8117 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      spain with no s

    • @gabriellek3955
      @gabriellek3955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you didn't everything happens for a reason you just gotta hold on long enough to see the outcome

    • @yungphame
      @yungphame 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i know exactly where i went wrong so now i will live in regret

  • @marionj6404
    @marionj6404 3 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    I’m not even missing someone in particular. I just know something, someone is missing in my life. I hope they’re not far, waiting for me at the next corner.
    And in the meantime I just feel overwhelmed, and like I can’t accomplish anything, do anything significant. I kinda signed up for it, but sometimes I really wonder if it’s worth it, what it’s all for, if all this is even real.
    So here I am, crying my eyes out at one am to my favorite song.
    I guess I’m not the only one, and if you’re going through this too, I’m sure we’ll get better. One day. We’ll be taller in this dimension.

    • @jeetkaur131
      @jeetkaur131 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Baby your missing yourself

  • @instacinema
    @instacinema 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    I come home from work every morning and I just cry myself to sleep
    , I can’t help but feel tired, hopeless and just like I’m going to be nothing for the rest of my life.
    I’m afraid of failure. I hate that every relationship I get myself into, doesn’t work out.
    I can’t deal with this any longer.

    • @fotisb.1614
      @fotisb.1614 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You got this bro

  • @desmondwaves
    @desmondwaves 3 ปีที่แล้ว +656

    WHY DOES LOVE HURT SO BAD

    • @moneyscarti
      @moneyscarti 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      fr😔

    • @shaylasurratt2804
      @shaylasurratt2804 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Why does living hurt so bad? Why does anything hurt so bad?

    • @alakesbrahms806
      @alakesbrahms806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Shayla Surratt living is like exercise, at times it hurts but most of the time, it’s rewarding. *hugs you*

    • @Jichenwa888
      @Jichenwa888 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’ve never experienced love. Not yet at least

    • @celooooooooooo
      @celooooooooooo 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      fr

  • @fabobro9955
    @fabobro9955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +543

    lets say hypothetically i cant take this pain anymore

    • @sofiam4191
      @sofiam4191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      You can, don’t give up now

    • @fabobro9955
      @fabobro9955 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Sofía M it’s so hard rn but i’ll try

    • @tayzatun6351
      @tayzatun6351 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Ben Shapiro hitting midlife crisis like

    • @WhoKares7
      @WhoKares7 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      You wake up tomorrow brother and keep going hard days are just here to test you make you stronger you’ll see one day you’ll be happy happier than ever before love you whoever you are

    • @zororomutomba9244
      @zororomutomba9244 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Ik not everyone believes in a God but I just wanted to say that God created you for a purpose. He knew you before you were born, He made you wonderfully, He loves you more than you could ever imagine and I believe that with every ounce of my being. The very fact that you’re alive means you still purpose on this Earth. You are here for a reason and it’s not a mistake you are alive when you are. Your pain won’t last forever and it’s never in vain. I’m praying for you to have peace, for you to have the strength to get through whatever the pain is and for bravery to keep going on. Stay Alive 🤍

  • @cowmilker5888
    @cowmilker5888 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I feel left out of every friend group. I really have no friends to open up to and every “friend” I have teases me and then they switch so fast when I start crying. I joined a lot of voice calls with my friends but they don’t even hear me. It feels like I don’t even exist to anyone.

    • @pampiebe
      @pampiebe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I feel you. I’m always trying my best to be there for them but they fail to do the same for me.

    • @jazz6293
      @jazz6293 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel you, now I have a problem of pushing people away because of my trust issues.. and my parents even noticed my loneliness and said “do you even have any friends” because I’m just alone

    • @thelolbuster
      @thelolbuster 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel like that one useless side character fr

  • @just_rya1200
    @just_rya1200 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    This is like the feeling when you are emotionally drained and almost start crying and then you hug a friend and it all comes out.

    • @feather314
      @feather314 ปีที่แล้ว

      At least you have a friend to hug

  • @SynergistSoul
    @SynergistSoul 4 ปีที่แล้ว +810

    Lyrics:
    I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
    You say we're small and not worth the mention
    You're tired of movin', your body's achin'
    We could vacay, there's places to go
    Clearly this isn't all that there is
    Can't take what's been given
    But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
    Primal and naked
    You dream of walls that hold us in prison
    It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
    And we're free to roam

    • @jesussantos520
      @jesussantos520 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Thank You So Much...Thank You...So Much...😕

    • @moonstxr4026
      @moonstxr4026 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you! ❤️

    • @pln233
      @pln233 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Thank you so much for this man...appreciated 💛

    • @nolansimard27
      @nolansimard27 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Just reading the lyrics sends chills through my body

    • @monixca6859
      @monixca6859 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      thank you so much😁

  • @gaptooth2164
    @gaptooth2164 3 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    im reading these comments like damn yall have relationships?

    • @randomacc8739
      @randomacc8739 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      And then there’s me with my dog passing away just yesterday night...

    • @bardockojama3423
      @bardockojama3423 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      @@randomacc8739 ooof🥺 mine’s on the verge of dying from old age, may he rest

    • @jbomb7867
      @jbomb7867 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Not anymore 😔

    • @obednoheart11
      @obednoheart11 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Had*

    • @senseikeo3958
      @senseikeo3958 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Had.

  • @noahlynch9489
    @noahlynch9489 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    Life feels like it’s on repeat

    • @haztruehero
      @haztruehero 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      This is the most factual thing of have heard all year

    • @moehead8257
      @moehead8257 ปีที่แล้ว

      escape the cycle

  • @darkptionleft5116
    @darkptionleft5116 3 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    _Imagine flying through the trees and feeling a touch on the shoulder.. and you stop to look around and there’s nothing.. just the wind and the sound of birds on a clear beautiful day.._
    Rest In Peace Pervy Sage 🐸

  • @nicholasglenn9354
    @nicholasglenn9354 3 ปีที่แล้ว +221

    Nights like this I really wish you knew how much u mean to me

    • @amaanomar3231
      @amaanomar3231 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ^

    • @bardockojama3423
      @bardockojama3423 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Should tell em, like literally. I make sure I tell mine even if it’s in a joking way. I get it in there! That way I have no regrets and it always gets easier saying it the more you do... then I finally realised they were saying it back.

  • @nevecake2124
    @nevecake2124 3 ปีที่แล้ว +269

    I’m so tired of putting my all into everything and trying to be perfect. I care way too much about failing and other’s opinions. I’m scared of being embarrassed and being replaced. Sometimes I feel like my life isn’t even real, I only do things to make other’s happy

    • @adamsamuel6369
      @adamsamuel6369 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lol felt

    • @shadead39
      @shadead39 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you for showing me I’m not the only one

    • @aloxl
      @aloxl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      you need to break out of that man once you do stuff that you want to do and for nobody else that is where you'll feel like you're living and happy.

    • @nevecake2124
      @nevecake2124 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Awebb Thank you fr. It’s just hard when everyone around you expects you to set a good example all the damn time🙁

    • @naomixlotje
      @naomixlotje 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I feel this....

  • @mckenna5371
    @mckenna5371 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    i want to feel truly beloved on this earth

  • @godserena5571
    @godserena5571 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    You were the “nothing” when they ask why I’m smiling
    Now you’re the “nothing” when they ask why I’m crying

  • @eleoraterwyn9395
    @eleoraterwyn9395 3 ปีที่แล้ว +249

    its been 2 years, i still think about you everyday, ill always have the same feelings for you but you dont know that.

    • @evan9866
      @evan9866 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      same situation bro, we'll get through it

    • @Sadboy-ep8zw
      @Sadboy-ep8zw 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @evan9866
      @evan9866 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      relatable

    • @jobean3849
      @jobean3849 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      im scared it’ll be years from now and i will still know that my heart belongs to that girl ... and i will never get over her

    • @xt6y
      @xt6y 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      when i die something that i’ll regret is telling her how i felt about her i wish she knew how much i love her

  • @hansvillenews
    @hansvillenews 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    I was too much of a coward to open up and now you are moving on and I’m on the other side of the world

  • @mdubz8345
    @mdubz8345 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I come back to this whenever I need to cry and need something to help me let it out

  • @anthoula-4284
    @anthoula-4284 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I really don't want to grow up study something I don't care about and waste my life on work until I eventually die. I just don't want to waste my life being content that the only meaningful experiences I'll have will be small moments in between all that work. And I don't even know what I want my life to look like. I want magic and adventures and a great romance and a loving partner and mystical creatures and a fairytale and I just know that I will never get to experience those fantasies of my mind and I feel so insignificant. I don't have any passions, any talents and even if I'm good at some subjects at school they make me miserable. I guess I should stop reading so many novels and watching movies and focus on the real world but everything here is so gray there's so much that needs fixing and I know that people have it way worse than me but I genuinely wish everyone could live the beautiful life they're meant to live. It just feels like the way the world works is not how it's supposed to work like we're waisting it's potential it's magic

    • @summerrmoss13
      @summerrmoss13 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      You're right

    • @jphansen5299
      @jphansen5299 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I think someday you find something that makes the hard or boring things worth it. A girl I really liked just left me and it broke me up bad. But I have a purpose by telling people about Jesus Christ and his love for them. Once you know there is more to life than the everyday struggle to live than it gives your life meaning and purpose. It really has helped me get through a lot of hard things. And I know God has a good plan for me whatever it may be. I love this song it says “clearly this isn’t all that there is” just running the rat race of life. Jesus Christ died for your sins so that you can have a relationship with God. I pray you find that peace.

  • @trentonpresnell5052
    @trentonpresnell5052 3 ปีที่แล้ว +266

    Can feel this song reach in and strum that void where she used to live. Such a strange thing to be actively aware of somewhere there is nothing.

    • @aron7111
      @aron7111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      That is weird... How can I feel something that isn't there. Can feel it so vividly.

    • @barryaustin6742
      @barryaustin6742 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Wow!

    • @skweather7461
      @skweather7461 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      poetry. sheesh.

  • @gavinmarquez3423
    @gavinmarquez3423 3 ปีที่แล้ว +186

    i wonder what the point of life is. u see every1 in pain all the time just to end up dying in the end. like idk if it’s worth all of this tbh.

    • @JustChewyy
      @JustChewyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      pls hang on to the beautiful moments you can experience in your life! Even tho it sounds cheesy, we're all here for a reason.
      Never take things for granted and enjoy every minute of your life, in the end, it's all worth it.

    • @wipedfromexistence3693
      @wipedfromexistence3693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@JustChewyy thats the thing though, we aren't here for a reason, thats whats so scary. theres no destiny waiting for us.

    • @JustChewyy
      @JustChewyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@wipedfromexistence3693
      The meaning of life is just to be alive. It is so plain and so obvious and so simple. And yet, everybody rushes around in a great panic as if it were necessary to achieve something beyond themselves.
      - Alan Watts

    • @haleyyyyyyy
      @haleyyyyyyy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      “everyday life gets worse so fuck it.” -chauncey666

    • @xae348
      @xae348 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@JustChewyy omg i love that thank you

  • @priyankanair865
    @priyankanair865 3 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    This comment section should be called a secret safe space, or a dear diary. so sad. we'll all get through xo

  • @psychedelicwallflwer9242
    @psychedelicwallflwer9242 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    "Do you like being alone?" He asked.
    "No. No one likes being alone. But I've learned how to live with it."
    .
    .
    We Came ✨
    We Saw 🦋
    We Loved💜

  • @connersmith4801
    @connersmith4801 3 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    Here in this comments section, we all can be alone, together.

  • @joebama8245
    @joebama8245 3 ปีที่แล้ว +164

    Why am I listening to this now I have homework I can’t cry rn youtube

    • @mya8896
      @mya8896 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same :(

    • @Kiorrrx
      @Kiorrrx 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Literally me rn 😭😭

  • @rock918
    @rock918 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I just need a hug so bad. And once I start I’m not going to let go

    • @leonieharrison1277
      @leonieharrison1277 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      wish i could give you one

    • @eithnekelly6082
      @eithnekelly6082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I can’t remember someone sincerely hugging me since I was 7

  • @aidankoch9607
    @aidankoch9607 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i’m at one of the happiest moments of my life and i still come here. It’s like i’m always nervous that i’m currently climbing up but when i fall i will fall deeper and i just am nervous of that feeling

  • @SteezyTeej
    @SteezyTeej 3 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    this feeling of loneliness has been lingering for years now... i dont know when this feeling will ever go away. i long for love but its a dangerous thing to be in. i constantly wonder when my time will come to share happiness with someone else... but as the days pass, it seems like it keeps getting farther and farther away and i just wallow in my loneliness.

    • @Ariel-hi8lx
      @Ariel-hi8lx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Jesus filled that hole in me...

    • @itsBOUBAKA
      @itsBOUBAKA 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      @@Ariel-hi8lx was in tears reading the comments and now I'm laughing my ass off at this I'm so sorry

    • @jessl.6386
      @jessl.6386 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Focus on yourself and try to find happiness on your own. Trust in the universe and she will deliver when it’s the right time. Take care of yourself & take it easy baby. It will get better

    • @gotworc
      @gotworc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      you gotta stop relying on others I know it's hard I struggle with it after getting so much from another person but it's the only to get over that feeling

    • @christianwinful8471
      @christianwinful8471 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@Ariel-hi8lx me too hugged my spirit one night better than any physical hug. It was the kind of “calm to my seas” hug. He got me mayn

  • @macyhood7649
    @macyhood7649 3 ปีที่แล้ว +210

    these comments just got me like 😔damn

    • @bernsdm2596
      @bernsdm2596 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same, hope everyone starts to feel better u know

    • @sadyungboi9752
      @sadyungboi9752 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Bro I fear getting depressed rn 🥺

  • @BC-nt8bg
    @BC-nt8bg 3 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Looks like we’re gonna cry today

    • @jejotan
      @jejotan 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      i ran out of tears so im just here to chill

  • @witheringaway.7257
    @witheringaway.7257 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    i can’t
    forget about
    her she was
    so different from
    the rest.

  • @Chef_Roe
    @Chef_Roe 3 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    Letter to My Dad-
    I Wish You Where Here,
    To see Me Transform Into This New Person
    Im Not Mad Im Just Depressed
    But Whats The Sun Without A Little Rain Right?

    • @seancita5679
      @seancita5679 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      be strong my fam💪🏾💙

    • @xae348
      @xae348 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      🥺 stay strong bby

  • @ErynandCait
    @ErynandCait 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    reading through these comments listening to this is not healthy for me🥺

  • @jassyndaramirez6787
    @jassyndaramirez6787 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    these comments made me feel slightly better knowing i’m not so alone

  • @angelinaa676
    @angelinaa676 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    An eternal feeling of longing and out of place, at rest when I hear this specific outro. The words feels so.... right.

  • @rainah15
    @rainah15 3 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    i fr cant believe he left me after it was us against the world for the longest.

    • @jakobdailey6735
      @jakobdailey6735 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Sometimes we’re only meant to be for a moment but you will be a new person and find someone who will be your always

    • @diegozuniga4461
      @diegozuniga4461 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Jakob Dailey Thats what i’m scared of to be honest, i don’t want someone else lol

    • @Letters2indigo
      @Letters2indigo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m here for you, I’m sending you love and serenity, talk to me if you need me we will get you through this

    • @marissastazzone8169
      @marissastazzone8169 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @smile4solo
      @smile4solo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      this happened to me in December 2019, despite the short lived 2020.. I am happy again. I wish you nothing but happiness and time to heal

  • @aItezza
    @aItezza 3 ปีที่แล้ว +261

    going 120 on the highway as it’s raining during midnight.

    • @ricojordan4083
      @ricojordan4083 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      Not worried about anything, not a soul or what could happen. I did that last night, hope you’re okay big dawg it’ll get better

    • @seth2115
      @seth2115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Yo u good?

    • @MarquesoDaGoat
      @MarquesoDaGoat 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      hope your doing better mate

    • @gotworc
      @gotworc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      damn and you commenting this must be a super human

    • @seth2115
      @seth2115 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@gotworc he died terribly

  • @ethan9553
    @ethan9553 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    if you listened to this whole thing..... life gets better, stay strong, hope the best for you

  • @Emma-hj2yd
    @Emma-hj2yd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Hey papi chulos lets cry together, ik its hard g but im here for ya

  • @extratee333
    @extratee333 3 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    it’s not the same anymore. i lost the joy in my face, my life was simple before.

  • @DREDIRECTS
    @DREDIRECTS 3 ปีที่แล้ว +74

    You’ve taught me so much about myself, I’m sorry I didnt realize I was losing you slowly in the end. I miss you, I miss my best friend

  • @ragnoll
    @ragnoll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    it’s so hard watching them move on and pretending that you’re moving on too even though you still have feelings for them.

  • @Tom-ds1kc
    @Tom-ds1kc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I’m forever lonely, to young to be taken seriously, to old to talk to my parents. I find myself sitting alone, staring at journeys of the head and trips of the mind. An imagination of false realities flows through me, only to awoken just what these thoughts truly are - false realities; dreams. Maybe one day, I will find somebody but I just know that she will not be my dream, and that is not what hurts. What drives me to madness is that I will never be in any dreams, yet rather crumbling fears. The loneliest of thoughts seem to overcome me, and with the inability or rather will power to fight them I give in ,henceforth I breakdown and give up. Searching for reality I wonder the roads, carelessly feeling the wind shiver through my shirt awaiting reawakening. Yet to the shock of no man I never find myself, only an altered future of somebody who I am not. The small, inconsequential words often stumble from my mouth and into the road ahead “Maybe one day.” Maybe one day I will find peace in myself, peace in failure; yet is finding preface in failure the greatest downfall a man can have. My will to work is stripped by never ending pits of unified and near harmonic failures , after all isn’t it pathetic. That I, the lonesome wanderer be so tears eyed. In the most simply put way, I miss ignorance, I miss myself,

    • @mirandayarowskh5369
      @mirandayarowskh5369 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I know you wrote this 4 months ago-- but I just wanted to tell you that it's the most beautiful thing i've ever read. I hope you found some sort of internal peace. Regardless, thank you. This is truly a masterpiece.

  • @luvkav9559
    @luvkav9559 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

    sometimes pain comes and it’s just you and your bed and curtains drawn... and then you find music and solace in something outside yourself... and then the comments of the video make you feel whole, understood and you realize all humans have a painful and beautiful existence

  • @msbubbles2551
    @msbubbles2551 3 ปีที่แล้ว +191

    I just want friends who include me

  • @miagallegos2037
    @miagallegos2037 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I’m just really tired... I just want the pain to stop

  • @user-ti7bo9wg6v
    @user-ti7bo9wg6v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    it’s been 4 years and i still can’t get over her. wish I could erase her from my memory. hope me from another dimension is happy with that girl.

  • @alakesbrahms806
    @alakesbrahms806 3 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    *hugs every single one of you* it’s ok to be sad, I know that because I feel sad at times too, but I promise you, we will be ok *sheds a tear* we will 😌.

  • @magentaura
    @magentaura 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    i don’t understand how you can tell me all these amazing things but not want me in that way. u can’t keep hurting me like this.

    • @ne_yil824
      @ne_yil824 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Forreeeaaal man.

  • @bluemoonproductions7693
    @bluemoonproductions7693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    its not even like im sad anymore. im just sorta living cuz I have to, then all of a sudden im in bed feeling completely numb and empty again

  • @sivialove475
    @sivialove475 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    I just wanna be alone away from everybody.

    • @jejotan
      @jejotan 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      we clearly need our own time to ourselves

  • @kithsoojin9654
    @kithsoojin9654 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    I came here to cry, hi

    • @sn3454
      @sn3454 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lol me too😩

  • @faithkruz
    @faithkruz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +60

    i think about us together when i hear this song. i get butterflies thinking of our eyes meeting.
    you smile, the sun shining on us warmly...
    cars driving, headlights on, speeding through the sun-setting haze that’s painted the sky a pretty peach
    i think i might love you

  • @javllar
    @javllar 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    i often think back to the memories we made and miss them, but then i remember that they’re just memories now. whatever we did to fall in love once upon a time, that’s gone, it’s been long gone. i’m not over you, but i will be, i promise you. i’m going to be fucking thriving without you.

    • @dreyes1995
      @dreyes1995 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      And one day....even without trying....we won't need to tell them that we don't need them...it will just happen, like an instinct, and hope we will find that one day

  • @sanyuktasharma3600
    @sanyuktasharma3600 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I just want to feel alive, I want to feel like life is worth living

  • @kris-py9zd
    @kris-py9zd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    i don’t fear much but the thought of not having her terrify’s me. i love her so much i hope we can be together again one day.

    • @vignette2161
      @vignette2161 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I relate to this damit 🥺

    • @scottflavell726
      @scottflavell726 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Can’t relate more brother

    • @agustindelacruz7813
      @agustindelacruz7813 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel you, my girl left me but its the type of thing where maybe we might meet in the future but I can't count on that. The emotions linger, but I know there's a possibility that the separation might solidify. Theres many fish in the sea, it's a mystery but that's the beauty of it. As long as we keep loving life and striving towards the best version of ourselves it'll be alright and one will be able to receive what's in store for them. Just gotta do what we can in the present moment first and focus on what's in our control instead of worrying about what isn't.

    • @kris-py9zd
      @kris-py9zd 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@agustindelacruz7813 good to hear ur keeping a healthy positive mindset brother. i know it’s tough but you got this,, goodluck bro^_^

  • @user-jd1md8no4v
    @user-jd1md8no4v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    maybe i wasnt in love with you... maybe i was in love with the thought of you... im still not over yet and i know you changed. we both know you changed. and i did too, well kinda.. but i didnt change who i had feelings for... im still the same... old me...i know youve changed alot and i really missed the old you.. who you used to be and.. it hurts knowing that youre never gonna come back. well... the old you will never come back. i really missed who you used to be and, i took that for granted. i shouldve loved you the most while i had the chance. i loved you sm you dont even know. you might think im a little obsessed well, i am... im obsessed with everything you do. youre sincerely amazing and i feel like ill never find a girl who gave the same affection to me like you did.

    • @foshee40
      @foshee40 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      man this hits hard. i feel this man. i hope you’re doing better now.

    • @lilbouey7380
      @lilbouey7380 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      growp up shes gone you pussy

    • @user-jd1md8no4v
      @user-jd1md8no4v 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Sanaa Cairo tysm for defending me i rlly appreciate it

    • @user-jd1md8no4v
      @user-jd1md8no4v 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@foshee40 tysm. :(

  • @FacundoGonzalez-sg6kl
    @FacundoGonzalez-sg6kl 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Forever in my heart, that was my part of the deal.
    Rest easy 5/6/2020

  • @kaylamashhoud318
    @kaylamashhoud318 3 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    quitting seems so much easier, life has become an overworking job and i’m underpayed

    • @jaylie1662
      @jaylie1662 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Keep going you'll find in worth it!

    • @ciarafarndale8910
      @ciarafarndale8910 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      you put it into words thank you for that, and trust me i know exacly how you feel just stay with us for a bit you will find meaning to stay for yourself one day

  • @MerfRockz
    @MerfRockz 3 ปีที่แล้ว +102

    I miss the peace I found in her. I was ready to give her the world. She had been through so much before she met me and I thought god put us together for reasons we’d never understand but felt right. Our cultures caused us to have to call it off with eachother as her family would never accept me no matter how good of a man I could be to her. Months go by and she moves on, losing any deeper attachment she had for me. I fade into a best friend. And I’ll always be there because it’s the least we deserve. But I wish she waited for me to fall out of love. I know it sounds selfish. Because it is. But here I am. Alone. Quarantined. Unable to find attention from anywhere else. Left behind with memories of a happier past. I wish she knew how much her smile meant to me. How much her touch meant to me. She knows only a small portion of this. But she’ll never know the love I had planned for her. That’ll be another mans experience. One lucky, lucky man. I hope she finds the happiness she deserves. And I pray I find mine.

    • @coffeebeans1890
      @coffeebeans1890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      you will find happiness again things do get better it just takes more time than u want it to but u can push through if you support yourself. it will be so worth it❤️❤️👑

    • @DavidMartinez-eq4iq
      @DavidMartinez-eq4iq 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      You have no idea how much this hit home. There’s someone out there that’ll appreciate your love. You’re a king 👑

    • @peaks8047
      @peaks8047 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fuck anybody else’s love yea it’s cool and all but inner happiness and live feels way better you don’t need to depend on someone else for happiness or love because after it’ll leave you miserable

  • @erinmackenzieeee
    @erinmackenzieeee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    two nights ago i laid in the back of a truck with the guy i love. as he held me we watched the stars and this song played from his speakers. ive never been more at bliss. now i listen to this just to remember how safe and at peace i felt. the cool breeze, the warmth from his arms around me, and from my head resting on his chest. it felt so good it was almost surreal. i really hope one day we become more than we are, and that it isn’t just me who feels like this.

    • @_trashpandad_9686
      @_trashpandad_9686 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      That shit gotta hurt though right? Like the grooves and shit right.

    • @oliviascott3714
      @oliviascott3714 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@_trashpandad_9686 ARE U TALKING ABT THE TRUCK AHHAHAH BRUH I LAUGHED SO HARD AT THIS

    • @graffitixx4480
      @graffitixx4480 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Get Wattpad 💕

    • @sugastolemywig.4536
      @sugastolemywig.4536 ปีที่แล้ว

      omg😭 this is all i WANT😭

    • @kcufalex
      @kcufalex 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Hope this is still going strong for ya

  • @valentint9647
    @valentint9647 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    im sorry for everyone who isn’t themselves anymore i hope you find yourself again , take life slow i wish the best for everyone in these comments going through something.

  • @dylanreyes9979
    @dylanreyes9979 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Damn..... I have been searching for the perfect song to stare longingly out the window of a plane/train/car and I think I have found it