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- I didn’t know it was our last time together • an escapism playlist
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My Channel is a non-monetized music channel on TH-cam, created and operated by one anonymous individual under the alias Navo159. My Goal is creating the ultimate escapism music library on TH-cam, for people that need to escape reality, even for a second. I also network with artists and labels, so that their music can be heard and supported. Every Artist name along with the track title is always in the description of every video. So, if you want to support the artists, go and support them on their respective streaming platforms as well. Furthermore, all of the tracks used in my youtube playlists are copyrighted music, so if you see ads in my videos, it's because youtube places them automatically based on copyright-owners needs, I have no control over it, so sorry about that. And lastly, thank you so much for being a part of a wonderful community. Never thought I would be able to help so many people. Let's escape this reality together, at least for a moment. I will never stop making these videos. I just love music, and love sharing it with others who love it too.
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song list:
00:00 Headphone Activist - scrolling through the internet
02:24 Antent - hope to see you again slowed
05:03 Antent, Nectry - Farewell
07:04 Antent, Headphone Activist - before winter's call
09:19 A vow - As the light fade
11:30 lloyd vaan - present (slowed reverb)
14:07 Limerance - yves tumour (slowed reverb)
17:04 My head is empty - perpetual (slowed reverb)
19:40 Antent - first snow (slowed reverb)
21:55 Antent - your eyes (slowed)
24:27 Alix., Antent - it's going to be alright
26:29 METAHESH - Among the Starts
29:24 Reidenshi - It feels like Ive forgotten something
31:36 Jayan Perera - Cosmos temple
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navo, I don’t know your story but I hope life is delivering you happiness and fulfillment and know that your playlists have impacted a million lives thank you
03.05.2023. It was the last time I saw you. I remember how you used to cook me the best pancakes in the world, how you hugged me, cared about me like no one else did. You were the one that helped me every time I needed it. Not my mom, not father, not brother, not friends or others, only you were with me all the time. You were the one that called me every day. If only I appreciatted that and if only I could help you. Rest in peace my grandma. You will always be in my heart. ♥
Edited: Thanks for your responses. They really warm my heart.
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thats my birthday, i share it with my grandmother.
I’m going to call her now. It makes me sick we’ve all lost so much time for people not worthy it.
I wish mine was alive right now., gosh has no idea how big her boy has grown 😢😢 I still feel her love even when she's isn't around she was the best thing that ever happened to me
I am sorry to hear brother ❤️ family IS ALL I CARE ABOUT ! Girls friends people yeha that’s cool but family is always there and has always been there no matter what you truly think you can’t change family , but hey man your grandma is watching over you and wishing you the best in everything ❤️
fun fact, under normal circumstances, you will never know when your last time with someone is. always resolve to leave people feeling better than they did before you talked with them. yes that's hard. but it will be worth it. because one day it will be your last time together. make that memory a happy one.
lowkey how is this a fun fact
unfortunately many have to learn the hard way
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
my biggest fear. to have my final moment with someone I love to be a bad experience.
Since my grandmother died I'm always reminded of this fact
Sometimes we don’t want to let go of the things that make us sad, because they were the only thing that made us happy.
Well said.
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Thats deep
Couldn’t have said it better
damn thats what i be feeling
I lost my wife last April 26, I miss her every single second of my day
I dont know how i would continue to live if i where to loose my wife but i know i wouldnt change her memories for anything even if it means such a great pain. You will be together soon, for now please do your best to live a life she would be proud of, so you can feel her close to you forever!
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My condolences to you brother may she rest at the right hand of God & wait gracefully for you. Focus on doing everything for her, instead of focusing on doing it without her. Though she may not be here in the physical anymore, she will always be with you on all other levels, never forget that.
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Our last time together was an argument in a small empty parking lot. I drove 6 hours to see her because I could feel the gaps in our text messages getting longer. Went from 30 minutes to hours to days between replies. That last drive to see her was a desperate attempt to hang on to our relationship.I felt so weak, I couldn't lose her. 4 years together.. her right down the street ..pure bliss.. ruined by something as small as graduation, different career paths and some careless decisions fueled by 22 year olds in college. I've dated since her but nothing has felt the same. I romanticized our whole life together and I was certain it was supposed to be her. The breakup felt like I was mourning the death of what my life was supposed to be. Social media made it worse because I couldn't help but see snippets on her friends stories of her moving on with nothing I could do being so far away.I would kid myself zooming out on a map and try and convince myself it wasn't so far …it could work and we could forgive each other.
I'm in a much better place now but she has never quite left my mind. I understand when I hear about someone not being able to get over someone.. because if what you had was real , you never can. 7 years later we still text happy birthday and I've even gotten a drunk phone call a few times. the last one was 2 years ago when our adopted cat passed away. It's not the same. I don't know her and she doesn't know me. I hold on to the fantasy I'll run into her at an airport one day.Even if I did, it would most likely be a quick exchange where I wouldn't know what to say. Maybe just a "its good to see you, my mom still asks about you haha" or something surface level. More realistically we'll never cross paths again. I don't even know If she would attend my funeral. That hurts the most.
Man, this comment hit home for me. My boyfriend of 2.5 years broke up with me (me 21 and him 24) about 3 weeks ago. Not because of anything like cheating or anything but because he no longer thought we were compatible based off of temporary issues. It sucks when someone you thought you would spend your life with gives up on the dream you once shared together. He has been going out partying and downloaded dating apps already. Meanwhile I'm in therapy, started journaling, going to church every week, etc. It sucks to see the person you thought was the one move on so fast. We've seen each other at the gym but we both acted like strangers and didn't even acknowledge each other. Such an odd feeling when just weeks ago I thought he would one day be my husband. They say your new life will cost you your old one, I have hope that one day I'll feel like my new life was worth 10 times my old one :,) Be kind to yourself and remember God is always there even when you think he isn't.
Omg 😭 I feel the same exact way! After my breakup with my ex nothing has been the same at all! I’ve tried to date and stuff but my mind keeps going back to him. Our stories are similar….we broke up bc we had different plans for the future and with school and stuff. Our last time at this parking lot was the last time I saw him and we broke up 😢 I was wishing might hold on to our relationship bc I haven’t felt the same ever since but we both ended it 🥺 nothing feels the same anymore I’ve felt like you like I lost something very important. There’s like a blockage and I can’t seem to connect with anyone 😔 I felt like death when we broke up now I’m feeling alright but still depressed at times. Also we were together for 4 years ❤ hope you (we both) find what you are looking for 🫶🏼
I feel like this is going to happen soon .. What are some tips you guys would recommend that’ll prevent it? I’ve been dating this girl for 3 years and it will be more, but as I move to a different state because of my dad being in the military, I feel like it will slowly start dying off. I’ve been working super hard over summers to save enough for trips back and fourth to wherever we both end up next.
@@emilyluckey7242
Christ bless you for being so honest and open with your heart. God knows you helped me have a little bit of healing feeling like I'm not the only one who's experienced this heartbreak.
Me and my girlfriend were dating for 2 years and God provided 3 miracles and blessed our relationship beyond belief. There were many trials from the evil one but Christ brought about this relationship, it was not by human hands that we were together.
Then, on our 2 year anniversary, she said she didn't love me anymore. Just like that. Crushed me. Killed every vessel in my heart.
I was suicidal for 4 months and now after 1 year and 3 months, God finally broke through and gave me peace. There are so many things that God has done in my heart and He has transformed me for the better.
By His grace, my story is a testimony to those around me. Do not let the enemy feed you lies, or to anyone reading this, do not believe the lies that the pain has no purpose. IT does, which means you have a purpose as well.
I wanted to tell you Emily that Christ has the best for you waiting for Him, yield to His gentle hand and He will life you up. You're story is so encouraging and I'm glad you shared it. May you be blessed and continue to trust in Jesus, even if He does not do another thing for you.
Christ be with you :)
@@mccallfrank007you can’t stop what life has instore for both of you. Just do your best to stay consistent with her and communicating with her. Absence makes the heart grow fonder.❤
If it’s meant to be…geography won’t affect it all.💯💛
we were the closest of friends, shared all our secrets, talked to each other all night till 2-3am, laughed, cried, argued but still didnt let it ruin our friendship. He was at my uni, and we had fun till he graduated.Then I started to catch feelings for him, wondered if he liked me back. One day i called him and told him everything. How i loved him, his smile, how he makes me feel safe all the time. But I didnt get the reply i wanted. I was devastated. I cried a lot until he reached out back to me. He said we could still be friends. I was happy but still some part of me was sad that i can never get him back.
One day we were casually talking about studies and random things when he just messaged me that he had a girlfriend from the beginning and he was sorry he didnt tell it to me.
I thought he was joking at first cause i thought we both used to share everything with each other. I slowly realised it and you know, and felt "sad".
Then we went silent, we stopped messaging each other. Days went to become weeks, to months. Its been almost a year since we had been talking through the phone, a year since I had last seen him.
When I missed him,i messaged him, asked how he was doing but i never felt the old, joyful replies from him anymore. He texted as if he was uninterested to talk and our talks would be only a hi-bye thing. I thought it was because of his girlfriend and he felt uncomfortable talking to some other girl and i respected his decision. Anyways he was long gone from my heart and i had to move on.
Then a month ago, I was checking my social media account only to stumble upon his account. I opened it only to see a "This user has unfriended you" message. It was rather a weird feeling that I knew that our friendship had come to an end but i felt that all the memories we made as FRIENDS were destroyed by just a small pop-up message.
Now im sitting here in my room, typing this message listening to this playlist, hoping to move on as all these memories flow in and out of my brain.
Thank you for reading this. Have a great day.
edit: 5 March 2024: hi... I never expected so many people to read this. Thanks to everyone for the replies. It's oddly comforting to find people who get what I'm feeling. This whole thing has me thinking about life, you know? How most of us have been through similar stuff. It's both sad and kinda beautiful to see strangers reaching out, sharing bits of their own lives. It reminds me that, even when we feel alone, we're all in this together - sailing through the same world, finding comfort in the stories of kind people.
Heartbreaking story, that simple ''unfriended'' message must have been really hard hitting... I knew her for six years, we dated for 4 years and were officially together for 3 of those. Not only was she my gf but she was also my best friend, we were so close. We could truly share everything with each other, after all we had grown up together. Then one day, out of the blue she ghosted me, without explanation. I was worried sick thinking something must have happened to her only to then hear from a friend that she was cheating on me with someone else. I loved her unconditionally.
Girl u made me cry. Im sorry for what happened to you i hope u move on and get well soon i want u to know the real lord and god to help u. Search about the islam and u will get well thats my advice i ask u to know the real true god to help u in this ordeal
I am sorry for ur lost 😔
goodluck.
those memories will never leave you, I once had someone I used to talk to none stop we she lived across the world and our time differences were insane with me staying up till 4 in the morning or even sunrise just to keep seeing her smile and hearing her voice and somehow I made it to work while she studied. this was nearly for a year straight, we shared so many intimate secrets with each other and spent so much time together and I loved every single little thing about her, she couldn't believe someone like me was talking to her, though I felt like the lucky one and I was even wondering about moving, it was like a dream and then one day I found out it was a nightmare when scoping the net under some bad feeling that suddenly popped in my head and of course Facebook of all things I finally found her and she was married, I was older and had no clue that someone like her would be married before 30 and it destroyed me completely I live with those memories but I've learned to just let it flow in and out like the ocean, love hurts but its always better to have had these feelings to better gauge yourself for the future, I hope your ok stay safe
May 28, 2022. Right person, wrong time. I’ll never forget her.
I’m doing well in life, and have been able to emotionally let go. There’s just certain people we meet in life that have a lasting impact.
And you'll always remember her always
no, it was not the right person for you, BUT right person for that exact moment of time for you to grow.
It wasn’t the right person.Some people just come into our lives to teach us a lesson. We don’t belong to poeple and poeple don’t belong us, don’t sad it ended, be happy it even happened and you go to experience her and excited there’s plenty of more love to experience and feel
@@Itzdree Yeah you're right, but it really, really hurts.
@@raymonddejesus4986ofc it does, and that’s okay. It’s hell, but that’s okay. Let yourself feel that pain. As humans, we like to avoid feeling so then we don’t feel anything, and then we have less to give when we start with someone new. Don’t deprive yourself of feeling, it makes us strong.
The comments are enough to make a grown man cry.
The people here are all gathered as equal. We all need a hug. It's okay to cry, darling. It's what makes you human.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@@Lava_ZoidI... I actually needed this so much, thank you, this means a lot to me.
A man needs emotional control, but for a woman it's ok
@@Lava_Zoidyou took the time to write this. I appreciate your love and may god bless you 100x more 🙏🏼it is 2:25 I’ve been thinking about what is now and what will be bud I think of what was or what could of been. Change is coming and we should all embrace it. No matter what this playlist brought us through a connection. Feel it all. Good times will come!
I just want my brother to come back running into my arms.
Met at a coffee shop. I was working, she started coming in frequently. Memorized her drink. “Jasmine green tea?” “You remember?” “How can I forget”. That’s how it started. I was early 20’s she was 30. She was studying abroad, didn’t have a visa beyond her schooling. After 4 years, she had to leave. Said goodbye at the international terminal. Didn’t know that would be the last time we saw each other. Kept in touch for a bit but life happens. Over 10 years ago…I have no idea what she is doing, if she’s alive, if she’s happy. I have my own life and family now but those memories don’t ever disappear. They make us who we are. So thank you, wherever you are.
I hope you're doing good brother
Suddenly your daughter in a coffee shop, asks: father, can i try Jasemine green tea? And you smile. You just smile.
thats cool that you have a family but still fantasize about someone from your past
you start to learn why they say to not give your heart fully to a woman, after haveing it walked over and over again. why should i? why? when i can be happy alone. i always have my back. im not going anywhere.
@@KoloKenttime to start a novel lmao
I love all of you. Someone once said if people can hate for no reason I can love for no reason. Sending everyone so much love and healing. 🥺❤
Thx ❤️😸
I hate everything right now my girlfriend broke up with me 💔 and I lost my friends 💔 so you tell me how I feel
@@Freddyfazbear9013 I can't tell you how you feel but I can support you of how you feel. Think of it as a pothole, you can fill it up with cement but the cement will go away eventually and will not stay there forever. So just remember this comment as a reminder and to not let anyone or anything make you feel guilty of someone or something.
@@Freddyfazbear9013but you found yourself 🙂
There is always reason to love ❤️
Boys.... I dont think ill ever love a girl the same way i loved her. i mean she was honestly just the most beautiful girl id ever laid my eyes on ... i would do everything for her
fromsurprise dates and even her first holiday trip over to thailand where we spent days upon days walking along the beach and sharing meals together. cuddles and movies in bed.
I truly hadn't been that happy in my whole life. Things came crashing down a few months later and it was hell after the breakup. I deep down truly believe that she still loves me and was the one and my soulmate and if i could re adjust the past i would....
I havn't met anyone like her since then... at least not someone i could smile with the same way i did with her.
Its been a year today since i last saw her.
I miss her every fucking day.
I feel as though ill be forever heartbroken.
Jesus loves you
This is the greatest comment section on TH-cam, wishing everyone well on their healing journey
you too
any comment section can be great. literally any. its just most or some don't meet the "greatest comment section" type of qualifications.
there's nothing to heal, my illness is being alive and intelligent enough to see how things are and where they are going
Oh my god... I've never seen anything like these comments. They're beautiful. They're keeping a memory alive. They're making me cry too
I get what you mean it makes us feel less alone I appreciate you peace and love ❤😁✌️
Me too, I could not stop crying with many of these comments. I wish I could hug everyone
Same here 😢😊
It’s pretty emotional in this comments section for sure. This music is incredible. Triggers sadness in me. Btw please don’t take Our Lord’s Name in vain. Peace!
Yes... I agree. So many of these comments are really beautiful. It's nice to see peaceful comments...
It’s been 5 years. I never healed. I just let it sit and rot my insides. Today, it all came out. I never realized how beautiful and important our relationship was until now. I’ll never take another moment of love for granted, ever.
same here… to my ex husband… im so deeply sorry.
It’s been almost 13 years since I’ve seen you, i still vividly remember when we got the call about you. I grew up and had a daughter that you would absolutely adore, you don’t know her but she knows you and everything you have accomplished in your short life. We will always remember you, and your sweet soul. Rip jaden
this made me cry, so simple and heartfull
What’s the first song names
May I ask who Jaden was to you?
Summer is here.
Summer, the season I met you is here.
A summer without you is here.
Wanna talk about it?
We're two.
Same here.
The summer I turn pretty vibes
A beautiful little poem
I met the love of my life at 12, abd he was 15. We were "together" in secret for 3 years until he moved out of state and we lost contact. I tried looking for him for 4 years until I found out he came back and had a gf. 😔 I left without telling him I still loved him. 31 years went by, and I didn't know if he was dead or alive until I found him in FB . My heart dropped and I cried for al least 3 hrs. 😔 I couldnt believe I was looking at his picture...I cried so much thst I realized I still loved him. He called me and when I heard his voice my heart sank one more time. 😔 there was this big silence while I cried and cried. We cried together, just silence. From that day we never stopped talking everyday all day long. I travel to see him and at the airport I dropped my bag and started running to him and we just hugged and cried. We even blocked the road, people starring, we didn't care. After 5 days together, he told me he wanted to move in with me, and we got married. Since then, we loved each other so much, but then problems started. It's been 11 years together now, and he finally left me back in December 2023. Since then he's been writing to me that he is so sorry to have mistreated me and he wants us back together. Today he said he loves more than ever and us back like when we were kids. We spent 3 years together as kids, then 31 yrs. without each other, and 11 years now. I don't know if we will be together until we die, but I love this man like I have never love anyone else. Today, I am 58 and he is 61, and I don't want anybody else in my life. Thanks for reading my life's story.
aw i hope God does whatever is the best for you both
You look incredible for 58
You made that shit up
lol nice troll story
@@Jack-ep2xtOng
When I was around 7 years old, there was this boy, we were childhood friends. His mother and mine worked at the same place together and they were quite close so that's how I got to meet him. The first time we hung out was when his mom invited me and my family for a dinner at this really pretty restaurant. And I remember there was this fish tank there which him and I stared into while counting as many fishes as we could. We kept counting again and again for no real reason and got all excited. After that meetup I begged my mom to let us meet again and so his mother took me and him to skate together. I had no idea on how to skate and it was my first time so he held my hand and his mom held his. We fell multiple times and laughed more and more each time we did. It was the most memorable moment ever however what I didn't know was that it was our last together. A few weeks after that his mom got ill. She was then diagnosed with stage 2 lung cancer. I was so young at the time and all I remember telling myself she's gonna get better quickly. We visited her home once to send flowers and food, my friend wasn't home though as he had football practice. He was very sporty. Auntie said go see his room so I went inside, it was full of glow in the dark figures, swords, nerf guns and pretty night lights. It was any kid's dream room. There was lots of photos of him and his mom. That was the last time I met her. She left her job and stopped contacting everyone, I hadn't heard from him in ages either. I kept waiting though, praying all the time for God to make auntie better. I waited and waited. At one point we lost touch with them completely. Months passed and then my mom found out from one of her colleagues that auntie passed away. Hearing that made my heart drop, as if it shattered to the ground into multiple pieces. She was the sweetest and strongest women ever. She had to look after her son all alone as the father was barely around. It ached so bad. Soon after her death he left to live with his dad somewhere abroad. Its been 8 years since I've seen or spoken to him. I'm 15 now and he's probably 17.
I have no idea where he is and can't contact him either. I miss him to bits and always wished I could've been there when he was hurting, when he lost his entire world. His mom meant everything to him and the pain must have killed him inside. I really hope he's doin okay, I hope he's surrounded by good people and that he achieves every dream of his. I always wish him well. I can't believe he just disappeared so suddenly. He had to go through a lot, it must have been so hard on him. It's like I don't know him anymore, as if our friendship never happened. I forgot what he looks or sounds like. I miss auntie too, I hope she's resting in peace. My time with him was short yet unforgettable. I never met someone as loving and sweet as him. Just like his mother...
What's interesting is that a few weeks ago I visited that same restaurant. It was surprisingly still there. It hasn't changed much. The fish tank was gone though. While sitting at the table I cried a little, the thought of him still roams my mind. It's quite gut wrenching. Very nostalgic. I recall every memory one by one and it brings me comfort yet I feel slightly uneasy knowing its over, it was over 8 years ago. I still hold on though.
I went skating with some friends at the same rink, I don't fall down anymore, I've gotten good at it. I don't have to hold anyone's hand now.
Sometimes I still have this slight hope that we will reunite. Maybe we'll be at a buss stop or at an airport, it could be a café or maybe even randomly across the street I bump into you and it all comes back.
That would be great I can't lie. I would love to know how you're doing. I want to catch up. What are you into lately? Do you still play football? Did you learn the drums? I learnt them, I play a lot of instruments now. I like art and fashion too.
You must have gotten so tall, I wonder what you look like. I cut my hair short, it's wavy now. I finally pierced my ears. Grew like 2 or 3 inches lol. I look kind of the same but honestly, I don't know if you remember me at all.
That's okay though. I'll remember you forever. Time passed a lot quicker then I imagined, it feels like yesterday I was there, in front of that fish tank, next to u just being my happy self. I can't stop thinking about you, it's crazy that even though its been ages, I seem to love u more and more. It's funny that I always think "'ok there's no way my love can grow more than it has for him'' and then it quite literally does. I guess it's the feeling of something being infinite. I like it. I really do.
I wish we could've said goodbye properly.
If there's anything left to say it's probably that...
I want to see you.
If you're somehow reading this, I miss you. I love you. You were the greatest friend ever. Maybe someday we'll meet again, if not then live happily, even when there isn't any reason left to smile, just try to. Thank you so much for the everlasting memories.
Hello, random person on the internet. I may not be in the same situation you are in but I really wish the best for you and whoever that boy is. Man, you're truly amazing for being able to remember and relish the small amount of time tou spent with him. I wish and hope that one day, you find that person, catch up with them, maybe perphaps even tell them you love him. I really wish the best for you and him. Wherever he may be im sure, in the back of his head, somewhere, he remembers you and the small memories he had with you.
lets make a move to find him
hey there loving stranger on the internet. i read your story and wow. i don't have much to say other than "right person, wrong time". i pray that you both run into each other but this time around, at the right time. i wish you nothing but happiness. take care and don't ever stop loving
He's probably thinking the same, is just life, you never know what's next...
@@wafflake3392 I truly hope so, thanku sm
She ended things with me last year. 8 year relationship, just gone like that. Never saw it coming, still don’t fully understand it. My best friend, and the only person I’d ever shared myself with in any real way, didn’t want to continue sharing their life with me. Right now I can’t imagine I’ll ever date again or ever want to share myself in that way with anyone. The light has gone out of my life and I don't think I can bring it back
Things get better bro. My ex wife did the same to me in 2020. 13 years together 6 married. Take time for you you’ll learn to forgive and forget. You have to do it in that order though at least that’s what I did. Every day it gets a tiny bit better. Peace to you brah 🤙🏼
i can relate
dont lose yourself
Stuff like this makes me terrified to love anyone.
This happened to me recently, 6 months ago. I relate too much. 7 years, suddenly kicked me out one day.. and I just found out about my health conditions. Maybe it made sense, I couldn’t work as much to keep up on bills. He chose a life without me and our little fluffy boy, and I could never comprehend that decision. I planned on being by his side until the end. Only thing he said to me was “maybe someday I’ll be able to explain.”
It’s nice to have somewhere to go where others can relate. Heartbreak is painful, but even more so when alone. ❤
My kid died on January 2024, it took me 2 months to talk about it to my friends and family, coz I could not face the truth and I couldn't understand why I was punished by life in that regard. I was scared to have him at first, but I grew more fond of having him in my life as he grew. I felt finally proud and hoped for the best, my worriedness in my back, hoped that I could give my kid a purpose and raise him in a way that he wouldn't hurt himself as much as I did in my past.
It took me time to accept that it wasn't my fault, it took me time to finally cry my pain out.
But there's not a day I don't wish you were there, I hope one day we'll meet again my kid.
I've loved you with all my heart, it didn't last long but I really did love you.
I hope you rest in peace somewhere up there.
Your dad.
I’ve heard that when it comes to this kind of loss. There are no words for it. I hope people grieve with you and don’t say much. I can’t imagine what you’re feeling. I pray God gives you the strength and guidance to learn how to live with this loss. ❤ God bless you.
thats rough man, good luck
that gave me chills man. I can't do much for you except express my deepest condolences
No parent should live to see the loss of their child.
We often look back and try to find where we went wrong even if we haven't.
Things just happen to us and we take everything for granted.
My condolences to you, my brother.
Worst pain a human can go through, we are here for you brother, keep your head up and don’t forget to keep smiling, even in the worst times.
She passed away in 2012 and caught her last breath by the time I got there…. Love you!!! I will always love you! May the pain always burn in my heart for how much I loved you!
She’s proud of you man. Just like I am.
Wait, she caught her last breath right before you saw here, or after?
❤
Bro I'm sorry fucking sorry 😢 that is the most heartbreaking thing to have experienced, seeing the love of your life pass in front of you. But in the end she wasn't alone she had you and you were there to say goodbye
The pain never fading means the love was real ❤❤
Sometimes, seemingly out of nowhere, I’ll just have this wave of emptiness just hit me randomly in the day. I’ll just be sitting there unable to feel, wondering why I’m here. Then the end of every day I’ll be laying in bed feeling so goddamn grateful for everything I have. I’m so happy and life is so beautiful - great things await us all in time no matter how many moments of adversity are thrown our way. Good luck
I suffered severe depression several years ago. I could remember several years ago after divorce with my wife which brought me into my disastrous journey on Alcohol and cigarettes. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Got diagnosed with cptsd.
Not until a friend recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Much respect to mother nature the great magic shrooms.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.porass. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
I wish they were readily available in my place.
Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
He's constantly talking about killing someone.
He's violent. Anyone reading this
Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.
Is he on instagram?
Yes, he is dr.porass.
Don’t be sad that it’s gone,
Be happy that it happened
-A Legend
why should u be sad? u lost someone who didn’t love you.. but they lost someone who loved them
why should u be sad??
@@dark_unit2409Because you lost someone you loved and they don't care about you. Those logic games are not life hacks against pain, it's just bad way of coping. Also, smile becaus it happend-so people shouldn't grieve a lose? No, there is nothing to smile about. It's all in the past and the present sucks now.
@@hodic1562 present only sucks now cause ur stuck in the past
Gratitude is a great way of overcoming loss
*over
The actual quote is don’t be sad it’s over lol
February 13th, 2020. She left me before my first Valentine’s Day with her. I bought her gifts, not much but enough. Had dinner plans made and the flowers ready just to find out that it would all go to nobody. Haven’t been with anyone since but I still think of it till this day. Life only went down after that. Covid happened, lost my job, gained a ton of weight, gained health issues. Took a long time to reclaim myself but even though I’m not fully back yet it’s still nice to be here as painful as it was to get here. Don’t let anyone be the source of your happiness because you will always be let down. Make goals and accomplish them as small or as big as you need to feel fulfilled. Just don’t waste the amount of time I did to realize that. Thanks for reading.
whatever doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger..
hope your doing much better these days
@@mrniceguy4500ya but it always takes a piece of you in return. Thankfully we are all still here if you can read this. That’s all that matters. Thanks though 🙏
@@eziisrealon and off but that’s life. It’s what you make of it but it’s nice that’s even someone from somewhere in the world cares even slightly. The internet always finds ways to surprise me. I hope you are well as well and you appreciate it.🫡
Im ngl this terrifies me. For the past two years I've been living life in the fast lane in terms of growing up (im a 20 year old guy) But I was somehow lucky enough to meet a woman who lives the same niche life I do and truly cares for me in every way i want. When I read what you said about happiness it struck me.. We've broken up once before in our year long romance and I've known her for two years. Shes my rock and the woman i derive my happiness from. She's the reason i get up in the morning and work as hard as I do. I wouldn't give up or anything like that if i lost her but emotionally I would never be the same.
You were the first person I showed my love to. The first person to wipe the tears off my face. The first person to touch my soul. The first person that made me feel safe. I won’t be able to give myself away again.. yet you will love again.
It’s easy to say that you won’t ever love again, or will never heal. But the grand scheme of life has plans for you, you too will love again. You too will experience another day that someone caresses your soul.
I met you almost 15 years ago. I knew you were different. It absolutely terrified me. I knew if I fell in love with you, my life would never be the same. By then it was too late. We spent years being too scared to be together because we didn’t wanna lose each other. But it was our destiny to be. Drifting away, then coming back over and over. 6 years ago we were talking every day, all day. Summer came and you didn’t message me in the morning. I waited like I always did. I knew you’d always come back. Another day goes by and I was just wondering if you’re okay. Something didn’t feel right. I got a message from a friend telling me you passed away. I died that day. I’ll never be the same. As bad as it’s been, if I had the choice to start over, relive every moment without changing a thing, I’d go through the pain just to be loved by you. 15 years. I’ve thought about you every single day.
Good luck to you and God speed. May you find your peace.
Sending you a big hug Internet stranger
You just broke my heart.
im so sorry for your loss
Also, to be clear, we were together. We actually lived together for a while. I even miss when he’d come take a shit while I showered lmao. Like, sir…
The first time we made it official he waited so he could ask me the same day, just 2 years later, that we had sex for the first time. Then 4 years later, same date, he ODed and died. With the substance they found in his autopsy, I know he did it on purpose. But for my sanity I have to believe the date is a coincidence.
Reading these comments is like feeling a symphony of emotions.
Each story, each heartache, resonates in its own unique way.
It's a reminder of the fragility and depth of human connections.
Sending love and strength to everyone navigating through their own journeys of love and loss.
♥♥♥♥♥
This one ☝️ hit the nail on the head
life is so empty without him
imagine you have everything right in front of you but at the wrong time.
It’s getting lonely out here 😓
This is me bro.
it does , but a change in your mind can solve that , set your mind on a few goals you have & achieve them big or small no matter how long it takes , always look forward to something.
well said brother
I feel you brother. Sometimes the right things just happen at the wrong time :(
😔
My older sister died 6 days ago. She was 20. I can't believe it. It isn't possible. We still had a whole life to be there for each other. We were supposed to move out together and make something together. We were supposed to be inseparable. She was the only one who I wasn't worried about what I might say or do. What I liked or didn't. And she felt the same. We had been through such hard and rough times together. We understood each other down to the core. I never thought our time together would end so soon. So very soon. Everything I did was everything for her. To make her proud, and make a future for my family. Now I feel so fucking lost. What am I going to do with all the memories? Let them fade over time as I try to move on? Keep reliving my memories from the past and live in sorrow and despair? She was so beautiful. She was everything. I keep thinking I see her, or hear her beautiful laugh. I wish she didn't have to leave me behind. I wish our time together didn't have to end so soon. I can't imagine how our mom feels. I'm so so so sorry mom. I will love you forever and always Cheyenne.
Rest in peace to your sister. I am an only child, and I will warn you from my own experience, that life without any siblings has the potential to be very lonely if you're not careful. Stay vigilant and keep her in your heart!
I can't imagine one of my sisters dying I would literally die after them, rip to your sister 💔
You don't know me so this may mean nothing, but sending love regardless. My heart breaks for you and your beautiful sister.
Something about your story really clicked with me. I'm so, so sorry. If you need somebody to talk to, I imagine you have better options than a stranger on the internet but hearing that truly broke my heart. I wish I could do something to fix it all.
Damn, I hope that your heart will slowly mend itself, through time, through self compassion, through memories, through love.
I met her in September. I only knew her for a little while, but over that time, I met one of the most caring, beautiful, intelligent, intelligent, and loving human beings I’ve ever met. I didn’t know someone like that could even exist. Nobody’s ever treated me like she did, nobody’s ever spoken to me and listened to me with such intent. She made me feel human.
It breaks my heart to know I’ll never see her again. To know her, was a gift from god. I hope one day I meet someone like her again.
Sometimes i still go back to that park bench where i first saw you after all those years. Ill never forget you, even if you eventually forget me. Thank you for the memories, the good and the bad.
I got a call telling me that he'd done something silly while I was out. We knew he was stressed but not this bad. By the time I arrived, they had got his heart beating again but a machine was breathing for him. He looked like my dad, just paler, with a device on his head, a pipe strapped to his mouth, and then I saw the bruise around his neck. As the machine filled his lungs with air, I just sat there looking at the happy loving giant that raised me, and I crumbled because I realised that the whole time he was easing everyone else's suffering, he was silently suffering on his own. The last time I saw him was three hours earlier, and I thought I had done enough to keep him here, and convince him he was safe. The things I wish I could tell him now. Love you dad.
😫😫😫😫😫
Iam so sorry!! I'll be praying for you 🙏
I hope you are doing okay
He was probably though in pain. Insanely happy. To di3 knowing he had you. It's messed up to think about. Sorry to hear that.
My condolences for your loss🙏🏾❤️
It's strange I found this comment section when I did. Just last week me and my girlfriend of 4 years broke up. We spent everyday together. I love her and she loves me, but we just grew too far apart and had too many uncommon goals we needed to achieve. Our lives were rejecting eachother regardless of how much our hearts wanted to remain. Her family came down to help her move out, and on 03/15/24 she moved her last box. Her parents both gave me big hugs and wished me the best. They thanked me for being there in tough times when they could not be, and I thanked them for being such a welcoming family, even more so than my own. I loved them as if they were my own family. There was no bitter emotions or hate. It was just understanding and accepting. We both sobbed and hugged eachother one last time before she left out the door with a box full of memories that neither of us wanted to look at or acknowledge at the moment. My house and heart are so empty as of late. I had to let go of someone who was once my confidant and my #1 supporter because we could see the hate and resentment starting to accumulate no matter how hard we tried to fix it. I had to let my bestfriend go forever to prevent long term pain going forward. Many say love overcomes all, but what they don't mention is that love also means knowing when it's time to leave.
She will always have a place in my heart. And I know I'll always exist in hers.
In time, we will both feel better. Although my heart hurts, my chest feels slightly lighter each day knowing the burdens that were destroying us are laid to rest. I know it will get better, otherwise what was the point of it all in the first place?
Somewhere in our existence, we will all meet again for the first time.
stay strong
the same exact thing verbatim happened to me last week. I feel broken and empty like everything is my fault but we were so unhealthy it’s disturbing.. i went and saw him today to see our dog and i broke when i got home. I can’t stop drinking everyday as soon as i get out of work. I don’t know what day it is or what time it is when i am at work and i have constant anxiety i feel like i hear him around me and my heart physically hurts for him. I hope one day we could be friends. my mom forbids me to see him bc we fucked up my car too many times. I wonder if anything will ever be like the life i knew.
13/3/24. I have no words. Don't know what more I could've said or done. What a waste it was - her throwing away everything we had built together for no good reason. What a great loss.
Dad, thank you. Though you may no longer be here physically, you have inspired me so much dad. I have done so much I wish I could show you all because of you. Dad I won Student Body President, and got Prom Prince early last week. I even used a saw saw again just like that one time I helped you with your piping. I have a new car now too, and a drivers lisence, a lot has happened since you have been gone, and I have really never been the same since you passed. I have changed a lot, I realized the importance of helping others and showing others the love that you showed me. I got to make up for the lost love in the world after all. Thank you Dad, without you I wouldn't be who I am today, I love you, I hope you can see me.
your dad is proud of you.
he broke my heart on new years eve. it's been almost 3 months and I still can't seem to get over him. i dont really feel anything anymore. he pulled me out of depression and now I'm back to where I was. our relationship was different and complicated but it was love. it was an online relationship but came to be a real life relationship and he would visit every few months. I met him for the first time last year in August. in person. it might sound weird but it was special. i wish I could go back to that day. so much. I still remember looking out my window and him just standing there waiting. I could not believe it was happening. we spent everyday together and even waking up next to each other. looking back on it seems like a dream. as each day passed, I would get upset because I knew he had to leave soon. and when he drove away to go back home, the pain I felt while watching his car drive down my street was unimaginable.
in november we booked a flight for December so he could spend Christmas with me and even new years. I was so excited to see him, I bought several gifts for him and was even excited for him to open them on christmas. we would constantly speak about how excited we were to see each other again. as I'm typing this im thinking about how nervous I was to see him again and the anticipation while we were texting. I still remember how excited I was when he said he was behind the car and me opening that car door so fast and just running to hug him. it was a beautiful moment. he told me he was getting me a promise ring for christmas and he was so excited to show it to me that he couldn't wait so he put it on my finger on Christmas eve. it was a beautiful ring. I still have the photo of it. i deleted everything of him but then ended up recovering every last photo.
the first few days was amazing. perfect. but everything started to go downhill. I could tell something was wrong. I had this pit in my stomach for days and he was distancing himself from me. I didn't know what to do so I told my friends and even my co workers about it. and they all said the same thing. that he was cheating on me. but I knew he would never do that to me. I spoke to him later that day about everything and told him how I felt but he kind of just rubbed it off I guess. I'm not sure if I even knew what to do and how to go about it. looking back on it seems like a blur now.
he wanted to stay friends after everything but I told him I can't. it hurts me to speak to him as a friend. just 3 weeks after the break up we were back to what we were before we were dating. trying to "patch things up". I should've listened to my best friend and cut things off with him. I should've walked away from him years ago and maybe this would've never happened. I should be happy that we shared all these experiences together and opened so many doors but I can't help but feel sad and disappointed in the world.
i just have so much anger and sadness inside me. I'm constantly thinking about him and I cant escape it. i always ask myself, "why didn't he want me anymore?". it makes me angry that he didn't tell me he felt like this beforehand. he was literally in my own room and looked me in the eye and acted like nothing was wrong. he let me go to my friend's party on new years and left while I wasn't even home. he was going to go to the party with me but I guess he changed his mind and was going to leave. he broke my heart while I was at this party and while he was at the airport waiting for his morning flight. I knew he was leaving but I thought he was going to wait until I got home. he was originally supposed to stay for another week but he had to go home because he was in a lot of pain and had to see his doctor. the worst part is that he made up his mind not long before he was going to be leaving and even told my best friend he wasn't going to tell me he was leaving and not break up with me until he got home. thankfully my best friend convinced him not to do that and he told me he was leaving but of course did not break up with me until later that night and didn't tell me in person. honestly I'm glad he ended up telling me he was leaving because I would not like to come home to him just gone. typing all of this is making a lot of emotions come back. this is an interesting feeling.
I've known him for 6 years. who knew that night would be our last as a couple and that I have to continue this new year without him. sometimes I think I will never get over him and that ill stay single forever and sometimes I want to move on so I can love again. but.. I can't. even though he broke my heart, I'll love him forever. everyone tells me to "find someone here" but none are good enough. I dont even know how to have an in person relationship. it sounds kind of dumb saying it out loud but my first real and serious relationship was him. and it wasn't an in person relationship. I truly feel like he was the only one for me. I was finally happy that I found someone who loved me for me. but now that's all gone. everything I did, everything I said was because I was comfortable around him and that I love him. and now I have to always be cautious about what I say and do. because who knows if anyone will ever want me just as he did.
I'm sorry i kinda just ranted and sat here typing all this for a whole hour. I never really thought about typing all of this out before but seeing everybody's stories made me wanna share mine. nevertheless, thank you for listening. ❤️
I understand your pain. Sometimes you just have to get it off your chest and put it in the comments of strangers. I hope you learn to love yourself more or again. Sleep well and I hope your morning will be fresh.
Just wanted to let you know you matter. Just what this stranger thinks.
she broke mine on new years eve too.
but this was last year.
let me tell you, even if he was the love of your life, you will find peace again in the small things, i love you.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Well, today marks 4 years since my lady's passing. Pretty appropriate for it to show up. I'll give it a listen it seems
God bless you bro.
Sorry for your loss
I hope better days come for us guys
❤
Hey man, God bless you. Please keep going, you're a good person and only deserve the best. We all love you man, you're a legend for making it this long.
The pain is like a fist squeezing my heart in my chest and i just want everything again. I thought i was the only person in the world to know love and grief like that, but i’m not. We all live such similar things. The world feels a little smaller tonight. Thank you all. Love. Love. Love.
I liked a girl named Lily in high school. We were best friends and we used to hangout together every afternoon. The last time we were together was on our graduation day. We hugged each other and promised to stay in touch after we graduated, but we never talked again.
Rest in peace to those who took their lives from suffering from loneliness. All the people who never got to experience what love is and have been single all their lives.
I read these comments and see people sad about breakups. At least you know what it's like to feel that type of love no family relative or friends could ever show.
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
@@Lava_Zoidthank you...i needed to hear these beautiful words. I will go to sleep now, thank you...again.
True. I am young to go through this, but at least, I am more mature about my life than my ages. I have gone through loneliness and all, abuses and teasings and whatnot. I still have that anger in myself. I am trying to endure, making the environment a better place, but I don't know when that beast is gonna come out cuz...sometimes, it gets a bit too much...
@@Lava_Zoidwhoever you are I love you, and believe you rekindled something in me. Thank you ❤
Fr man I am 23 soon 24 and have only had a 1 night thing wit a girl but I got insecurities that stop me from doing certain stuff but I am working to change thsi and I hope one day I can see the other side of life
It was March 2023. She was taking some final items from my room and I remember hugging her in the middle of the room, tears streaming down my eyes . My whole life I was always told that I sucked at giving hugs. I had never hugged someone with that much love and compassion. I know that I will never be able to hug someone like that ever again.
Me too. March
Brother you can, how about write this woman you care. Soo deeply about, I discovered the art of written letters. It’s authentic. Write her a letter, make it be known. :)
She’s lucky to have you hon.
Kamu adalah segalanya. Yang pertama dalam apa jua benda berkait dengan waktu indah. Kali terakhir saya berjalan tinggalkan awak di meja batu bawah pokok itu, awak hanya tersenyum. Melepaskan saya pergi. Ketika dapat panggilan awak didalam bas perjalanan pulang, saya tak menyangka.. Itulah yang terakhir saya dengar suara awak. Alangkah indah jika saya dapat putarkan semula masa. Masa yang indah bersama awak. Untuk dapat dengarkan semula suara awak. Tapi, memori hanya tinggal kenangan.. 26 tahun dulu yang takkan dapat dikecapi, dicapai semula. Terimakasih kerana menjadi sebahagian memori indah untuk diri ini..
This comment section is just pure art, expressing feelings through words with such emotion wow
05/08/2020. Rest in Paradise, Dad. You were my best friend.
almost 4 years later. does it get any easier?
@@Relicon Honestly, it doesn't. You just learn to deal with it. I miss him the same every single day.
@@isaiah1619 Hope u are ok! A big hug
You are lucky bro, your father did so well you will always remember him as perfect as he was, you had the chance to hug him, to laugh with him and to love him.
Now your responsibility is to make him proud, to look at the skies and say "Dad, we made it"
I am sure you will be answered.
suicide doesnt take away the pain it give it to someone else"
i love you bro, i miss you so much
That hits hard.
I can't believe I'm thinking about dying so frequently because life is hard, and yet I don't realize in the moment that it would be the most heartaching thing for my father and mother.
Thank you for the reminder, I have to stay alive, at least to not make them die inside, I have to keep fighting this tough life.
@@TimeTraveIer_0Witnessing my parents grieve for their youngest child, my brother, has almost been as heartbreaking to me as it is to lose him. My brother left waves of love when death took him. The outpouring for him and for my family was overwhelming. We will never know what we mean to people. I wish my brother could have seen the future. He left a great black hole behind.
Please stay.
It wasn’t our last time seeing each other but it sure was our last time enjoying each other.
Remember when we first met. That was a nice experience.
Despite the title, a dear friend of mine confessed his feelings to me while we were listening to this. I didn’t know that he felt the same way toward me that I did to him. We’re together now. This playlist has become very special to us :)
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
Thank you man🫂 your words are beautiful and helped me i will for sure remember you✨
dawg i aint readin allat🗣️🗣️🗣️
@@d4rkl3g3nds9Fr tho I attempted too then said fuck that 🤣
Hi
I don't have words to express how your comment made me feel. I genuinely broke down into tears when reading, I havent experienced this sudden feeling of emotions in a very very long time....I've just been seeing myself very negatively lately and can't shake off why. I feel sad, ugly, used, mistreated and responsible for others feelings. I know I shouldn't feel this way especially when things are not my fault for how they are but I feel like if I was gone everyone's problems with me and issues that they fight over would be solved.... It won't solve anything but it's so much easier just thinking of a way out instead of fighting against those you love. I don't want to hurt anyone's feelings and just hide in a shell away from anyone I can ever hurt again.... I just want someone to give me a very tight hug and just tell me "everything's going to be okay" and just stand there holding me. That's what I would want very much for anyone who might feel how I feel, despite your situation out there I really hope anyone reading keeps fighting the good fight and remembers that they aren't fighting it in vein ❤
Lifelong friends, played basketball together, fought off gang members together, survived in a town riddled with gun violence together. Until 8th Grade year, I took 3 gunshots and made it out without any significant injuries. Then two months later we were in a 7/11 on the way home from school and the 7/11 gets robbed, crossfire hits him and I watch him sink and die in front of me, blood guzzling out of his neck and chest. That boy-no, man meant so much to me I had never thought of losing him. Im in 11th grade now and I still listen to his voicemails. His 17th birthday is tomorrow, looking forward to hear the voicemail for his 17th birthday, when I get to hear his voice again and imagine him sitting in front of me talking to me.
I had him and then I lost him so fast. He was a part of me that I can't get back.
I thought I understood myself...
Until I saw half of myself walking away.
Rest In Peace, Johny Russic, 2007-2021
Can’t imagine the feeling. Blessing to you man keep going for him
❤ 😢
god bless and rip
Johny is my daughter age. That breaks my heart.
If you live by the sword, you die by the sword. RIP to your friend but if you guys never planned to stop handling guns then it was bound to happen sooner or later.
15.10.2019-09.08.2022. It was our last day together after three years of relationship. We live in different cities, so it took me more than a day to see her. It was very difficult not to see her whenever you want. But we understood each other perfectly and kept fighting. Three long years of tears, happiness, emotions and love, huge trips just to see her.
She cheated on me in 2 months after our last meeting. I knew it from her new bf.
Since then, I'm not a person I was then. There's no pain and no emotions. I just live but I feel nothing. I have a new gf but I feel like a doomer that lost himself. More than a 1,5 years, but I still feel nothing.
I feel you bro stay strong it will pass ♥️
you didn't owe me that hug. thank you for showing me what real love is
Man. A lot of people here with really sad stories. Love yall.
It’s crazy how we’re strangers and we came together not being toxic, mean, and overall just weird. We all can open up to strangers before friends and family. I love this community bro, everything will get better. We’re all still alive and that’s a sign.
ronaldo better
@@arishemthejudge6780goku beats ronaldo
@@Imbettadenu his creator recently met queen elizabeth
Who got the most hat tricks queen Elizabeth or goku
I honestly doubt it will get better but hey it is what it is.
This is literally the best comment section on TH-cam man. I love you all
There’s days where those beautiful memories of us crash down like waves. The closest I ever got to feel what happiness and love felt like. I haven’t had another since her. I drank so much and now I’m diagnosed with major depressive disorder. The nostalgia of her and those good days hits so hard. I rarely have a good day but at least she seems happy and that’s all I ever wanted for her. I’m finally over her. I’m on antidepressants and I think they are working. I hope we all get to heal one day. Much love to you all.
I remember the last kiss she gave me as I was sitting in my recruiters truck. She was bawling her eyes out. Our relationship was rocky, and we were young. It’s three years later, and she’s pregnant with another man’s kid, and I’m on my second deployment in a combat zone. Three years we shared together before that. Serious talks of marriage. The break up was messy, and we were both brutal to each other. But we’ve both moved on. I’ve found someone new, and she has a little girl on the way. I’m glad she’s happy though. 18 year old me is screaming on the inside, but 21 year old me is at peace with it. I’m done hating her, and being angry with her, and feeling sad. I’m glad she’s doing okay. I just didn’t think that kiss was going to be our last. Full of tears.
Thank you for your service
You are a good person and have an amazing heart with care like that. Good hearted people such as yourself are who we need when caring for others and this country as a whole. Thank you for your service and sending you positive karma
ur dope bro. may Christ bless you richly
Thank you for your service. I'm proud of you, keep it going, you will be the best version of yourself.
Thank you for your service 🫡
I am so grateful for this comment section. No political discussions, no toxic comments and no arguments. People, regardless of heritage and culture being there for each other. Feels like we are all just human who share the same planet and that we are not that different from each other. Especially in these times, it feels great to see that humanity, empathy and kindness is still existing and brings us together. I hope that all of you who suffer because of losses will get better very soon!
No adult arguments 🙄. Just love. Yeah I don't anyone thinks about race, politics, ECT until you've been socially conditioned...
@@MariaReyes-wg5zxI did not condition anything here, I just read the comment section and were positively surprised what a great community came together to spread love and help for each other. That’s definitely not usual in this toxic Society and I am just pointing out, how glad I am that this comment section is that great.
I think nobody sees my comment as a motivation or sth to start being like this. You were the one now starting a super random and unnecessary argument on a comment that was just supposed to be positive.
@@MariaReyes-wg5zx, you're right. Love is the default mode.
We were the absolute best friends in the world.
Nobody, and I mean nobody made me laugh or see the world with true color like she did. I love her laugh and can still hear it, it haunts me like a million little ghosts running through my head.
I’m just so devastated, I even gave her a promise ring because she was the one I wanted to spend forever with.
How can I possibly move on when she WAS the future?
leaving this here for myself so when someone likes it reminds me of this
theres this girl that i really love with all of my heart we’re together but things aren’t really going well i’ve never thought that i’d love someone this way at all im too scared to lose her and it’d be the worst thing to ever happen to me i think about her all the time but i feel like its coming to an end the feeling just wont leave its like whenever im happy with her i start to think about things and how the fights happen sometimes and what she think and if im enough for her and if im good to her or not and it all just doesnt add up quite right i dont think im enough and i think she realised that and that its just a matter of time before she leaves its really annoying and all since im really trying my best for her im doing all i can to make her happy and she says that shes happy but the thought is always there
Hello! Hope youre doing better tonight, how did things go these las ten days? Whatever happen i hope you got to talk this with her. Wheater is true that things are coming to an end, or is just your insecurities affecting you, you must let things go and not keep them inside. Not sure how old are you but i just feel you got life for you to live, and things will make sense eventually
Hey, tbh with you, felt the same way plenty of times with my own relationships. And for me, the way for it to kind of fog away is to just accept that, it is your best, that what you are doing is the extra mile for anyone, and that if your 110% isn't enough for someone; then maybe you can just let the rest flow from there and start making up your mind from it. Just know that love is inherently hard to shake off, and if you can still see glimpses of her love in the way she speaks, how she looks at you, or how she messages you, then that means that your effort no matter how small is paying off.
Good luck man I trust you with this
December 31st, 2021, my dad went to the er because of low oxygen levels due to covid mixed with chemical pneumonia he had since he was a kid. He got bouts of pneumonia every couple years, but this time, he just happened to contract covid at the same time.
Because of the intensity of the events, I decided to be present when they were admitting him into the ER. He was conscious enough to be able to converse with me, although with very few words. I didn’t think it would be the last time I saw him or talked to him. I told him, “I’ll see you when you get out.”
15 days later, he passed away on January 15th, 2022. He had been in an induced coma since January 2nd.
I’ll miss you every day, dad.
Thank you for sharing, I hope that you knowing that me and other people reading your comment and feeling for you will bring you some comfort, knowing that another stranger read your comment and shed a tear to it. May your dad rest in peace.
Its been over a year since I lost my cat. I went on holiday not knowing it would be our last time. As I stepped into the car, I went back and gave him one last hug, and I am so glad I did.
He may be gone but sometimes it feels like hes still here.
I honestly believe they stay with us forever!!! Im sure you gave he a beautiful life and he gave you also beautiful irreplasable memories. The pain will heal but the memories will remain
I asked for strength,
And God gave me difficulties to make me strong;
I asked for wisdom,
And God gave me problems to learn to solve;
I asked for prosperity,
And God gave me brain and brawn to work;
I asked for courage,
And God gave me dangers to overcome;
I asked for love,
And God gave me people to help;
I asked for favors,
And God gave me opportunities.
I received nothing I wanted - I received everything I needed.
Sometimes heartbreak is just a step on the path towards your true love that awaits you. He/She will be YOUR gift from God, and you will be theirs. 🙏
Bro I really needed this, thanks for taking your time out to write it fam. Hope all is well for you too 🙏🏾
That's beautiful, man.
So beautiful ❤ Thank you for sharing this. I hope all is well with you.
My god this made me cry you have very deep words thank you for this comment god bless you🙏
To the person who read this,
It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is red, and I hope the next time you see the color red you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic.Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here.
I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend.
“Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you.
In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here.
I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay?
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :)
have a good day and great years.
I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words-lava zoid, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)
I'm sorry for the pain anyone has suffered from losing someone you love so much 😢 this is the hardest part of life, ( and watching someone you love suffer).
Guys I’m telling you please. Seek help if you are severely down. Going through too much pain alone is hard to bear, I know it is hard to tell someone, and open up your heart, but please atleast let God help you. I love anyone who is reading this and I know they have talent and gifts to spread to the world hidden deep in them. Accept yourself as you are and hone your thoughts and talents and free yourself in the name of the Lord.
Said goodbye to my 14 yr old cousin at the INTL Airport in MX City in some month of 2013. He was going back to Cuba, where he was born, to be treated for his cancer. We were all there, the close little family we are.
I saw him smile one last time and he said “See you soon. I’ll come back feeling better.”
It’s been 10 years since he passed this March. I heard his voice one more time before that happened, but it didn’t ring the same way. He knew. Such a brave & strong kid.
I still cry when talking about this. But find comfort in knowing he is resting & away from the pain.
For all I know, he’s waiting on us to catch up and play another game of ping pong. Miss you Luisi.
Much love to all those who read this. If you are going thru anything similar, may you find peace & solace. Thanks for reading.
What a lovely and emotional comment. 💜
You will meet again 💜
i grew up with my best friends allison and darian. we had the same 6th grade class together and we lived so much life together but i vividly remember one day. we were writing letters to our seniors selves to look back on once we graduate, it was allison, darian, and i sitting in a circle writing for a little over 30 minutes, laughing, and reminiscing on what our life had been like and trying to possibly figure out how the future would be for us. i remember them laughing and in shock about how much i’m writing and how they’re gonna love seeing this in the future. i’m currently a junior in high school and we open our senior letters next spring. darian and allison both suddenly passed last year, both from a brain tumor, and allison had been fighting for a little over two years. during my last moments with her, i jokingly told her when i graduate i’ll read her letter and hope that she’s listening. now, i’m graduating for my best friends, who aren’t gonna be up there with me, but will forever be with me. i love you endlessly darian and allison, i wish you guys got to see my letter.
that's so unfortunate. hope you're doing alright
Hey there dear even tho they are not her but maybe they have read yur letter in another world where they can see u and hear yur thought out loud
I'm so sorry for your loss. I hope you're doing okay, God bless the three of you.
They are watching you, I promise they will watch you read their letters and laugh and cry because of what you wrote in yours. They are there with you.❤
Im a person who usually doesnt get attached to people maybe im afraid of getting hurt but for the past 9 years i had someone in my life who meant everything to me even though i know nothing would happen i stayed by her side because she showed me all these wonderful things i didnt know i could feel and 2 days ago she moved she told me that everything would be ok and we would never be apart and she told me she cared about me even though she doesnt open up much it sucks these last couple of days have felt so long and tiresome and sad I hope everyone going through something finds that special someone and always remember its ok to stop and take a break just dont stay in the same place forever i love you all fellow travelers
I miss you. I don't know why, I ended it. It felt wrong then, and it still does now. I didn't know how to hold on any longer, you hurt me so much, but you were oblivious. I tried to communicate, I tried so very hard. I thought we had something, anything, but we wanted different things. I thought we could push through and make it work, but we couldn't. And yet I still miss you. I miss hearing your voice, I miss how shy you are, I miss every ounce of your personality, I miss laughing with you and playing with your hair, I miss texting you after a long boring school day, I miss our childhood I miss growing up with you, I miss you. So bad. Somehow I felt like I knew you on a deeper level than anyone else, but I don't think I did. There was a lot about you that didn't click with me, I was okay with that, I thought it was okay... but it hurt me. Over time it drained me out until there was nothing left of me. It hurt me when you didn't reply, it hurt me when you lead me on, it hurt me every hour that ticked by that you chose to leave me hanging. I didn't deserve that. I gave you my everything. I shouldn't have. I don't really know how I ended up in this comment section, everyone seems to be grieving the loss of someone who left them, but I had to leave mine. But you weren't mine, you were never mine. I fell in love with a stranger. I can't explain my pain, maybe even sorrow, that is inside of me. It haunts me in and out, at night I feel empty and lost and confused and scared. That scene from the perks of being a wallflower when he covers his mouth and begs that he stops crying, that's me. Most nights. Nights that I realise I was the reason it went wrong, my obsession killed our so called friendship, or whatever it was. My obsession, clinginess, impulsiveness... love, ruined it. You didn't know how to accept it. What hurts me the most is that I don't know how to stop. I don't know how to stop thinking about you. You impact all of my friendships, relationships, every person I meet... I'm not the same. I never will be the same again. I say all of this knowing you don't even know the pain I've experienced, you think I'm living well, I'm okay, I'm great. No. No I'm not okay, every day I feel like losing myself. Everyday I'm brought to a screaming halt from anxiety, worries, depression, feelings, love, obsession, the whole package. I'm missing pieces of myself, I'm not the same person I used to be, I'm not the same. You changed me, and I'm scared. I'm so fucking scared. I'm not myself anymore.
m so sorry for u
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She was my first serious relationship. 15 years olds, started dating. She was the first one who understood me completely. She was so smart, and after the time I realised that I didn't pay much attention to her appearance. She was beautiful just because of her behaviour. We've spent long nights talking and laughing. She introduced me into her family and I almost felt like im one of the members. Then after a year she broke up with me. I was devastated. Then I tried dating 3 other girls but none of them was good enough (ekhem i know), I really felt that im over it but i was not. We've been getting back together 3 times for some period of time and then it ended. Now it's been the longest break. It's been nearly 14 months since i last saw her. We've graduated and now studying in the same city. Sometimes I think to text her, but why would I? We've had so many chances. I don't know what is she doing, if she has a boyfriend or not, is she happy or does she miss me at least half the way I do miss her.
She was my everything, all of my high school memories are connected with her. I've never found a girl nearly as smart, nearly as beautiful as she was. They way she behaved was the cutest thing in the world. Now it's only memories.
I didn't know it was our last laughter, last time together.
Dang bro I relate hard to that… we were together throughout our teens and early adulthood and everyone I’ve been with since her has never filled that empty space like her. We kept on getting back together but it always ended up being the same outcome. Still overthinking and thinking about her and it never gets easier
Stay strong though bro you got this.
I totally understand you man, I am living a very similar situation, next month it will be one year since we broke up. I still miss her, she was my everything and sometimes I want to text/call her...
But I promised myself not to do it, never again, not after what happened. Right now I feel so empty, but I pray for better days to come. Stay strong :)
Same here boys, met her when I was 14, fell hard spent years getting together and breaking up I’m 20 now and it just ended in December before my birthday, I know how hard it’s gonna get and I’m just wishing you guys the best. Cos I know it’s lonely sometimes, even if your surrounded by people.
Lund - issues
Listen to that song and tell me how it is. Sit back relax and just listen. I’m sure we both can relate to it.
@@NS5_USR yup related
she has no idea how much i actually like her
absolute zero
Tell her. I missed my chance. Shes not in my life anymore. I just wish i talked to her while i had the chance. Youll regret it for the rest of your life otherwise
Dont miss your chance bro.
Life is short
I don’t know your circumstances so maybe it’s literally impossible.
But I can tell you that I recently met someone who’s the living version of my ideal partner.
The second I realized it, I knew I had to ask her out. I was about to do it on the last day of class, but it wasn’t possible.
I found her on social media. She accepted my follow and even followed me back, but she didn’t reply to my message.
I saw her in the library a few days later and got her number.
She’s my first girlfriend and I can’t imagine where I’d be if I hadn’t said something.
If she's still in your life then tell her. I never realized how I truly felt about one of my closest friends until one day she was taken from me. You never know when your last day on earth is.
The first summer without you is here,
I miss you,
Summer.
This never fails to help me remember my right person wrong time. I miss you still
The girl I thought I was going to marry died last year in July, I spent years hating her because loving her was too difficult. Now she’s gone and that’s all I wish i could do
😢
i think you need to realize you're seeing things in the "glass is half empty" perspective...
Lame 🖕
love you mate
@@guayo18i get that but sometimes you have to let people grieve, however long they need.If your loved one passes and you immediately see it glass half full, you are a madman..
I wont see my dog.I didn’t know it was our last time together.
im scared of the moment when my dog passes, knowing it could happen at anytime
Was scrolling through my YT feed and this playlist came up at random. My 16yr old dog sleeping next to me happens to be the reason I stopped and clicked play.
Tonight will be our last together due to degenerative myelopathy and it's killing me knowing tomorrow he is getting put down, even though I know it's for the best.
Rest easy, Beelzebub ❤
I would always let my dog out before going off to work in the afternoon. In her elder years she would often lay down in the grass and just bask in the fresh air. Sometimes it would frustrate me if I were running late. One day she did exactly this but I wasn’t in a hurry so I just stood by her for a few minutes. I even took a picture of her laying there enjoying the sun. Two days later she crossed the rainbow bridge. We rarely know when the end is near. Enjoy every moment you can. I loved my dog.
Man I just got a puppy a few months ago and I always get emotional any time I think of how some day I will have to watch him go 😭
Same, I lost him while I wad at school, some jackass intentionally bounced him. I only found out when I came home some hours after and i was greatly sad and enraged.
Crazy enough I asked if he was okay while driving home, but my mom didn't break the news yet. Was kinda difficult burying him😪
These comments are therapy. Thanks guys. I needed this.
Graduated 2 days ago with all my friends and all the memories from elementary and middle school and the last 4 years are flooding into my mind
Here crying in bed at 5am, while listening to this and reading all your comments. I feel a bit less alone, it's been almost 4 months since she broke up with me and I experienced my worst heartbreak. I deeply loved her with my heart and soul and since she left, the world just isn't the same for me anymore. Still fighting everyday... I miss you.
Life is still worth living. Trust me, one day, you’ll have grown around this grief. You’ll look back with cool satisfaction and understand that this trial was what made you into who you’ll become.
Keep working on yourself bro, It's been 4 years for me, haven't had a gf since and she's moved and then some.
You'll probably learn alot about yourself while healing, and that's a good thing.
It might be dark right now, because of the dirty windows. But wipe the windows clean, and light will shine through again. You will find another, and might even reach happiness alone in the meantime.
Ships dont sink because of the water around them, they sink because of the water that gets inside. Dont let whats on the outside, drown you from within.
this is the most beautiful comment i've ever read
what you experiencing now is nothing compared to later mate.
How I wish I could get back and experience all of it again. She’s still there all bright and beautiful in my mind.
head up brother. awesome pfp btw i love p4
You couldn't have said it any better.
I can feel with you Guys. I Wish i could. But we can in our memories and Dreams.
May is coming. May is the month where we last shared our memories, laughter, and love. I never thought that this month would be the last few times when I would be with you. I believed that you were going to be last since you were my first relationship. But I guess things didn’t go as planned and that’s okay. I hope you have found someone that treats you better than I did. I still miss you here and there, especially when that one song comes on. It reminds me of the summer when everything was perfect. I can still feel the wind blowing in my face as we would drive down the beach on those summer days. You were my first love. Thank you for the beautiful memories.
I'm bawling my eyes out every time when I read these comments. Wishing everyone the best on their journey. 🤍
3/27/24 ✨🐶✨
To my sweetest pup, Cinnamon: I still remember the day we got you at the homestead fair, and you ran and sat on my dad’s lap. From that moment on, we knew you were the dog meant for our family. Thank you for all the amazing memories we share together. You were the best dog; you comforted us through all the ups and downs. You were the kindest and sweetest dog ever, and you wanted to play with anyone. I will always have you in my heart, Cinnamon.
Enough to make a grown man cry
July 13,2017 was my last time with you. You ended up in the hospital the next night, you fought hard for two weeks but had to relinquish the battle July 31 2017. I could feel your soul pass right through mine. God i miss you so much. I've never moved on with anyone else ever since. I LOVE YOU BABY. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN R.I.P. MY DARLING.
Sorry for your loss Bro :/
Hold your head up brother
My birthday that is
I am so tired of dreaming every night about people who don't care abt me anymore, they stopped talking to me for different reasons.
They started their new lives without me and seems like they never met me.
It is so painful to dedicate my dreams to them, i really wanna move on, but my mind is still there, hoping for their comeback.
Being happy, look deep into our eyes for endless minutes, relieve the sparkle between us, feel butterflies in your stomach, falling in love again and again with a dream... I almost forgot your voice, the one i would have listened for hours without stopping, what an irony.
Every time i woke up, i feel empty and meaningless, and i spend all my day thinking "are they dreaming about me? did they forgot me? do I ever come back in their thoughts?"
Wondering many things and knowing that you will never have an answer...
It's a hell, ugh
@@imjustagurl318thank you roz 🫂🫂🫂
I feel the same everyday.. I can't even describe how my heart is so broken. And you're right it's a hell :(
@iremember5203 yeah exactly I just wanna have good sleep, please leave me alone at least when im dreaming 🫂
New Years day, 2021. Midnight. You left and shattered my world. The recovery was long and heartbreaking. Many times I wanted to end it all... But you were right about one thing. One day I would thank you for leaving. I do. Thank you.
It's been 11 years since I met her. I wanted to exchange contact information, but I couldn't find her. I met her at a social gathering, and there were a lot of people. I lost her in the crowd. Meeting her gave me a sense of hope and joy that I have not felt since I was a child. My home life was in shambles all throughout high school. Meeting her was a blessing from God that I did not expect. I hope she's happy. I still think about the moment when I met her. Blonde hair, bright blue eyes, and a smile to die for.
Damn this description makes me think of the girl I lost. Stay well brother, keep your head up.
aww the fact that you still remember her 🥺
Never give up the hope bro. If it's destined you well reunite with your lost dream girl. Me too had a brief encounter with a beautiful girl in the last quarter of 2017. Little did i realise that it would be the last time i get to see her but she still lives in me to this very present time. Life goes on and has to go on.
Bro, you need to move on with your life..😢
@@zolisalamon I know you weren’t talking to me but - it ain’t that easy for some people. We’re all different, all 8 billion of us. That one person can mean a lot to some. I know you mean it with good intentions.
Danny, my love.
The rest of my days will be spent asking God why…but i know you’re waiting for me on the other side. You and Him keep writing the story, i’ll keep living it. Send me glimpses of you when you can. I love you so much it hurts. I’m feeling the little things slip away; how your hand felt in mine as you squeezed it tightly, how your voice sounded when you answered the phone, or the look on your face whenever you brushed a piece of my hair with your finger. But i promise you my love, my mind may forget, but my soul never will.
Until eternity,
Michelle
My girlfriend left a few days ago to go to an in-patient therapy program to help her learn to take better care of herself and get a good life routine in place, things she’s struggled with for awhile. I won’t get to see her for about 2 months, and have to spend all summer without her. I can’t visit, and we can only communicate through letters and an occasional call. Thinking about how I can’t just see her whenever I want anymore makes my chest hurt, even though I know it’s for the best for her. I know my whole sob story doesn’t hold as much weight as some others here, and I really don’t know why I’m dumping this in a TH-cam comment, but I do want to say that this playlist feels like exactly what I need right now, so thank you for this :)
This happened to me too, when my partner went to an inpatient for some time. I was hurt. But the joy of something better coming out of it, is worth the pain
I don’t know if I have the right to feel sad or lonely. I’m the reason you left, and I’m happy you did and out living your life. I’m glad you found Prince Charming. Turn out I proved everyone right. Everyone except you. I’m sorry. It’s a big beautiful world, and I feel doomed to roam it. I miss home.
I miss you always dad, grandma and grandpa. Life is hard without you all. I’m not even in my 30’s and I still struggle without you all
Sorry to hear that. To me my father is truly a hero without a cloak. He’s also my best friend. Couldn’t imagine a life without him. It just upsets me even more each year when his birthday comes. It hits really hard when you realize your parents or grandparents are getting older whilst you’re just growing stronger and you don’t know when they’ll be gone. Anyways, I hope you’re coping better with the loss of your families and stay positive to life.
I also lost my grandparents...my father disappeared when I was young and I still remember the things we did , my mother reached out to him this year.
He blocked her.
Never thought in my adult life I would cry but damn after I was given that info.
This type of comment section is what makes youtube great
It has almost been a full decade. 7/7/14 never once would i have thought you would be the one to have left early. I miss you big bro i love you Jared Lewis. ... Until we see each other on the other side. You will never be forgotten!
I haven't heard from u since december. It couldn't be, because that's how you wanted it. We woke up listening to these songs, and talking about trivialities of life, must confess they were the most beautiful moments... And that night... I didn't know it was our last time together... if I had known, I would have held on forever and never let go... Hearing this again is so painful, yet I keep doing it, night after night, dawn after dawn. My lord, make this stop, make it go away. Have mercy on me 💔
February 10, 2007. Caleb, it’s been 17 years since I spoke to you. Seventeen years since you left this earth far too early on Valentines day that year. I still think about you and the good times we had.
I messed it all up, I took her kindness for granted. She was the sweetest, most loving, amazing, caring, brightest friend I’ve ever had. Known her since elementary school. Maybe close to 13 years now. So many memories from band class, graduating, traveling making memories. All of it gone because of my stupid actions. I wish I could turn back time and change my actions, but now it’s something I’m gonna have to live with the rest of my life. If somehow, someway you run across this, and I’m pretty sure if she sees this, she’ll know who I’m talking about. Im sorry for all the things I did and I just. I miss you so much. I would literally do anything just to hear your voice or to see you happy again. Wish you nothing but the best and only the best. -M
Same boat my friend, Had known this wonderful girl since 2006, I was a year older then her and we liked each other in elementary school. and I told her I would wait for her in highschool, she came and I ignored her for the first year then fell deeply involve with her, we had ups and downs but eventually became best friends, but one stupid night I went looking for something I shouldn't have and it was my wrong & till this day she has not spoken to me but the amount of pictures and snap chat memories I have with her are heart wrenching, 14 years of being together as humans gone in one night
I secretly wish a former friend would say this to me in a message. : /
@@BoysOnMars by 'looking for something I shouldn't have' do you mean asking her out? Because IF that's what you mean then it's not your fault it was taken the wrong way. In any case I hope you and her can both find peace
@MauricioMunoz519 I've also lost friends through stupid actions. Though I'm not sure what you mean by 'stupid actions' but for me it was letting my insecurities get to me and break apart a friendship in 2022, as well as fail to put effort into multiple potential friendships that have never, as a result of my lacking effort, materialized. It's taken me time to accept that in reality, there's far worse character flaws then just being a bit insecure. If you read what I've said and can resonate, then I truly hope you find peace. Assuming your actions did not seriously hurt someone, you deserve forgiveness from yourself.
Hey man. I know being hard on yourself feels like the right thing to do, but God put you on this Earth not to suffer but to live. I remember when I had my first breakup and I felt like I had done all these things wrong and I wished that I could turn back time to make it all right only to learn one month ago that she had been sexually assaulted in her own home and felt too ashamed to tell anybody.
I miss her so much and even if everything was my fault I’m sorry and I want her back please god make it come true