Quite honestly, I’m at the point where I don’t know where my life is going. I feel more lost than I’ve ever been. They say these are supposed to be the best years of your life but I’m finding that hard to believe. I don’t even really get sad anymore... just numb. I’m at this in between where I’m not really sad but I’m not happy either. I just go through the motions of life and I don’t have any real control over any of it. The future scares me, but the past feels like a distant memory. I wish I could go back to my childhood, when things were simpler. I’m scared of whats to come... of growing up.
i can definitely relate to the feeling of not being happy but not being sad either, as if you're just existing with no immediate purpose. i can also say that i’m also scared of the untold future & "growing up" but all in all just remember that you are loved! hopefully you feel better very soon, sending you so many blessings and so much love
I’m sure we are taller in other dimensions. You say, we’re small and not worth the mention. You’re tired of movin’, your body’s aching. We could vacay, there’s places to go. Clearly this isn’t all that there is. Can’t take what’s been giving. But we’re so okay here, we’re doing fine. Primal and naked, you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned. It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it. And we’re free to roam.
this is the saddest i’ve been in a long time and i’m running out of ways to cope, but this vid is one of the last comforting things i have left so thank you. :)
@@alexgolding211 i actually have!! i’m doing so much better now! the pandemic just hit me insanely hard since i was in high school (as i’m sure it did a lot of other people). thank you :)
i come back to this song everytime i feel so lost and sad. this part of the song really is comforting, i feel so safe whenever i get to listen to this song. well, im here again, listening to this part. i don't see myself fighting anymore, at this point i feel so tired, i don't wanna die i just want this suffering to end. this song is my last light that guides me. i love my friends, my family, everyone. but im really tired of the suffering.
i have no idea how to reply to this but jst know that you are so loved & that you can come back to this song as many times as you want! you can even continue this convo if you wanna vent or rant about life. chin up champ x ❤️
I went on a date with a very nice girl yesterday, I was very happy, I felt just ecstatic that I was able to bring a smile to her face, we had alot of fun and just walked around alot, had hot chocolate, and went to a garden by the end of the day and just talked alot about all there is and all there could be. When I dropped her at home, she texted me saying she had alot of fun but she does not feel "it". I tried my best to be respectful of her decision, yet I wonder of what could have been. All the "what ifs" have done nothing but hurt me. I hope our paths cross in the future again, she is just so smart and pretty, that I wish I could replay that day again, but nostalgia has always been that one prison which I have never had a problem with. It was our first time meeting, and I did not feel "it" either, but I was having fun and it was beyond wholesome and merry. I wish she would text me and ask to go out again, lets see if she texts me on my upcoming birthday or not. If she does, I will make sure to post an update. This song aches my heart.
i hope you both meet again but if not, then i hope you meet someone who feels “it” when they’re with you. don’t spend too much time waiting on someone who doesn’t see everything you are!!! know that you are loved and you are enough my friend 💖
@@chrislee3923 A couple of months later, no she did not. I fell in love with another girl and we parted amicably. Back to square one, but with so much love in my being. Life will be well.
Its almost 1½ months ago that i went with a girl on a date. We were having dinner and after that we were watching the sunset and talking for hours. The next day i went on vacation for 3 weeks with my family and we were writing almost every day. But she wrote 6 hours before i got home that she wants to end it with us. And this part is always reminding me of her. She was the onlyone who really understood me and my actions, who listened to me, she was the perfect girl, she was everything i wished for and evenmore. And now i live day in and day out of hoping that she will write me back. K.
Honestly this song is timeless and quite literally listening at a timeless moment for me because I feel like im in limbo. Nothing feels great anymore and nothing feels awful although through and through this has been the worst year of my life im still kickin and found the holy spirit recently. To add to that I recently went on a date with an angel sent from heaven and eveyrthing was so beautiful. The scene, her, and life felt light in that moment even through my nervousness for the first time in my life despite being in 3 long term relationships prior think that i've finally found love at first sight. Despite that we still talk however im not naive I know im not the only one shes talking to and in this generation it feels impossible to be the starter on any girls team. Only time will tell wether or not me and her work out in the end im sure ill come back to this in a year and update the world of my endeavors. God Bless all the broken souls who found this song and I hope you heal for we are all beautiful people in a world of ugly... I love you all "Go to a place where you're loved for you'll never heal in the place that hurts you"- Jacob
@@ItsJustRevenge BLESS 💐 all glory to God for guiding you. please do update us on how everything is going, you’re ALWAYS welcome to. you are so loved my friend. wishing you nothing but the best in your endeavours, Godspeed 🩷 “for I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” jeremiah 29:11
Recently Bri has been very distant and...idk it seems shes giving up on us. we met about 2 and a half months ago. I really like bri, but i dont think she feels the same anymore lmfao. We would be on facetime for 7+ hours daily just talking about the first time we were gonna see eachother and how we were so glad we found eachother and all that corny love at first sight stuff. for a long time i havent been able to get into a relationship because i fell out of feelings for someone after i was cheated on. Something was different with bri, i never got tired of her. Everyday i looked forward to hearing her beautiful voice. She has amazing skin, nice long brown hair with beautiful highlights, and eyes brighter than the sun. My favorite of it all is her smile. Her smile alone makes me happy. We saw eachother for the first time in person on a Saturday. June 15th 2024 to be exact. We ran into eachother arms and gave a big hug to eachother. She was everything i imagined and more. We went to see the movie inside out 2, i paid for her tickets n snacks and we went to watch. It was a pretty decent movie but her presence alone made it so much better. It wasn't akward. You know how people will be so interactive or bonding over text and in person they are the opposite? Yea that wasn't us. Of course we were nervous at first but we warmed up to eachother rather fast. I had a really good time and the night ended with a kiss. Since then we spoke all day and night at an even closer level. Soon after is when the first I love you was said, and of course...I said it first. BUT I MEANT IT. She was shocked but she was happy in the moment, and she said it back. After the first I love you, i had to go away for the summer to go to a camp i had to be a counselor at. We didn't get to talk to eachother tons while i was at camp, but we spoke about it before I had went, and we agreed that no matter what we would still be as strong as before when i left the camp. She promised mane. A couple weeks of camp go by and i notice shes not texting how she would before. So, I ask her the big question. "Do you still fw me?". My words exactly. I was making ramen in the middle of the night in the manor house at camp at this time. When i sent that text, my stomache dropped as i anticipated what the answer was going to be. And sure enough I was hit with a big paragraph. Reading the first sentence, my heart dropped to my toes and water started to blur my vision. "So as much as I do fw u and ur vibe, I honestly think me and you aren't gonna work out." This broke me. We spoke about the distance, we said we wouldn't let that effect us. I truly did want us to be something. I still love her dearly and am currently trying my best to gain our spark back, but sadly...I still see no hope. I think she has officially lost all feelings for me. lol. We had movie nights where we'd just be otp and watch movies tg, or we'd just be there talking before gts. Man if i could change some things before i went to camp i would. I know none of it is my fault but knowing that no one is perfect, I did have mistakes, and looking back at it, it was such an easy fix which makes me think it is my fault to an extent because of how easy it wouldve been to sincerely apoligize for something, or just take those extra minutes to talk to her, but instead i was too in the future thinking such little things werent gonna effect us. Over time the little things build up, give her an apology, or take those few extra minutes before you're about to be busy to just talk to her. No matter what she will see your effort and she will appreciate you...very much. I love you Bri and I know I sound like a suckup writing this shit but you really are something special to me, and ima keep hoping and doing my best to fix what we had. I love you girl.
After reading all of it I started to cry a lot and Im so scared of it to happen to me. I am truly sry to hear what happend to you. I just wope things will get better and not worse. I feel so disappointed in my self for what I have done in the past that still hurts and haunts me in my nightmares.😢
This song reminds me of being in highschool playing red dead redemption 2 and having my first job my first car my first serious relationship and here I am 5 years later 22 years old left with the feeling of emptiness and directionless what do we who are stuck do in these situations do? Well I guess all we can do is live and find purpose no matter what the purpose be little or colossal the definition of purpose is yours to define and find just search for it it's out there in something or someone
i totally get you, i too feel directionless and empty at times. kinda like every decision i’ve made has been wrong. but we move, God has a great plan for us my friend. hopefully we find our purposes very soon, have a great days 🌷
@@mixtape2726 maybe it’s time to learn how to enjoy your company and be content w solitude. otherwise, i do hope that you find someone or something to help fight the feeling. peace and light 🩷
I've honestly never ever felt this down in life, and honestly I'm trying to move on, but I can't, I keep thinking and thinking about her leaving even tho we never dated I still can't believe she's leaving, I sometimes just stare at her in class thinking, wow she so beautiful, but I understand God has her path and I have my own path, so I'm trusting God to either leave me in her path or separate us whatever it is I will understand.
keep trusting God and praying for confirmation and guidance w this. take your time but don’t let this consume you, if it’s Gods will for you then it will happen and if not, i know that He has something/someone great for you. sending love 🎀🩷🪽
I'm also going through a similar moment. It hurts, I feel confused, heavy. But I believe that if it's meant to be, it will be. God has his plans for each of us, even if some phases hurt a lot...
It’s been almost a year that we’ve broken up it was hard for little bit I cried I yelled I hated myself because I thought I had nothing left and I depended on her so much and that’s probably why she’s left I was too much because she was everything to me when I dropped out of school I thought she was the only thing that I had left and when she did leave I didn’t know how to cope and I took out my anger pain sadness onto her and I regret that everyday because I knew that it was me only and because of this I learned how to grow as a person I made music I worked my ass off and moved to New York to pursue my dreams if I ever get the chance to see her again I’ll thank her and I’ll apologize and I’ll wish her the best because by breaking up with me I’ve become a stronger person so thank you and I’m sorry.
I’m sure we are taller in other dimensions. You say, we’re small and not worth the mention. You’re tired of movin’, your body’s aching. We could vacay, there’s places to go. Clearly this isn’t all that there is. Can’t take what’s been giving. But we’re so okay here, we’re doing fine. Primal and naked, you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned. It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it. And we’re free to roam.
The outro is looped perfectly because the initial sound effect that sounds like a channel changing perfectly comes it right at the end. my ex was jealous of my first love. not because i would talk about her a lot but because when i briefly mentioned her, only once, she could tell i still was not over her. but then, why ask, but then, why should i have been in that relationship in the first place, but then im still not over her. its been a while, like a decade. so does that mean i can only enter relationships until after i get over her. i might not ever, so whats the next step. trust me ive done my healing, but at what point do u realize that healing is not enough, sometimes ppl, just stay attached. i think thats actually the beauty in life as well as it's tragedy.
i find these situations quite interesting. although i’ve never experienced attachment like this, i think that it might be a sign to reach out? i know you’ve mentioned that it’s been ten years but you know what they say… distance makes the heart grow. from what i hear, i believe that it’s common for people to be attached to their first love so know that you aren’t alone in this. love and light 🌸🩷
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension You say we're small and not worth the mention You're tired of movin', your body's achin' We could vacay, there's places to go Clearly this isn't all that there is Can't take what's been given But we're so okay here, we're doing fine Primal and naked You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned It's just a skull, least that's what they call it And we're free to roam
I feel like here recently ive let myself go to the point that idek if i will be able to turn myself back around, i feel like ive disappointed almost everyone ik, idk how i will be able to fix myself, they say life would be a fun adventure around my age, but im finding it hard to believe it as an adventure as i feel more lost then ive ever been
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU for making it this far and for being here. i’m praying that you see better days friend and that you see the good in everyday. God bless 🩵
I miss my innocence and outlook towards life. I try my best to make the most out of the present but can stop thinking about how much better the past was. I wish I could just be thankful it happened but I don’t know how anything will top what has already happened.
i have similar thoughts too but i guess it comes with growing up. i find these thoughts become more frequent when i’m thinking abt the future way too much, creating false narratives or trying to predict it. try to enjoy what’s here now rather than thinking abt how nothing in the future will top the past. have good days friend 🩷
my dad drank again when he said he wouldn’t. i don’t know what to do about it anymore. ignore him, talk to him, act like nothing happened.. i want to talk to him but i’m angry with him. i don’t know what to do. his apologies mean nothing anymore, but other than actions i don’t know what else he could do to show he’s sincere.
I haven’t loved in a long time.. but i did love you. I’m sorry i never got a chance to tell you. and I’m sorry if you felt like i wasn’t enough. I just wanted to let you know i did do my best, and I’m sorry that my best wasn’t enough. I would give anything just to hold you again, to watch you laugh, for you to kiss me on the forehead, to see you smile, to hear your voice, i would give anything… and i wish things didn’t happen the way they did. because i would do anything to call you mine again. i love you so much. and i miss you.
i feel like my friends are slowly drifting away and i don’t know if it’s my fault. my best friend is constantly with another friend who she reconciled with, and when she’s not with her she’s with her boyfriend, which i get because their dating our main topic we talk about is her boyfriend or her boyfriends friends, but in her defense i’m not bringing anything else up for us to talk about i’m scared this is going to just get worse because i’m more focused in getting good grades, which makes me have less and less time to go out and spend time with my friends i’m scared that this all eventually fade to me getting the good grades i want but my friends fading out of my life
I moved to another country. You blocked me and married someone after 3 months. It’s been 5 years and it still hurts. I would give my life to see you one more time.
everything happens for a reason friend. i hope you’re doing better these days and if not, that’s okay!! know that you are not alone and that you are loved. bless 🩷
This boy that I’m talking to i think honestly I don’t rly know I like him and “he likes me” but I don’t rly think he does. Just a lil context I’ve liked him since October of last year and it is June of this year now. When he had told me he liked me he said he’s liked me for 2 years but it’s been a week since he’s texted me and every time I text him I’m on delivered for 4+ hours. Does anyone know what I should do…
@@ILovemyJ_forev i don’t know but i say, don’t let this consume you and always remember… if he wanted he would. i hope everything works out for you friend 🩷
holy while im listening to this song i realise how important that girl is for me, she said she wants to be friends cause of exams and i have hard feeling for her and cant fucking handle it or see her in someone's hands and it makes me terrible person cause its like im being egoist well fuck me .
there’s always after exams… 🙊 no but seriously, tell her how you feel and if she’s not ready that’s okay. i only hope that you want her this bad bcs you’re genuinely interested and not just bcs you don’t like seeing her w other ppl. wishing you all the best, nonetheless 🌷
I’m scared for the future I start to think about all the thighs that come with being an adult and I’m reliving that life just seems boring and I just don’t want to work my whole life. Life has just got so bad that if you don’t work then everything will just fall apart
aw, you must’ve heard this abt a million times but just know that things will get better and you will be okay. if not then, it’s okay not to be okay but i am wishing you nothing but the best for the future and the present x 🌸
i know the lyrics aren’t about this. but anyway, i like to think of this part as a conversation between me today and me from the past. i know life is so hard, but sometimes we think things can’t change and i garantuee you that they’ll change in some point. it won’t be easy, but i’m sure you can. ❤️🩹
None my friends going see this but I really like this girl but I know that I don't mean a lot to her like she talks to other guys and yeah I talk to other girls but I just want her but i don't mean a lot should I tell her to come and tell her how I feel
@@nicholastorres9385 i hope you’re okay now but if not, i pray that you see better days. please don’t hesitate to reach out, know that you’re not alone and that you are loved 🩷
today i lost the girl of my dreams she was so damn fine beautiful stunning but her personality was more then her looks. i thought she was out of my league but she added me on insta we spent the night talking and then the next day talking then the next repeat for like a week . she said she didn’t want anything she said she wanted to be alone this girl was the girl of my dreams dude why did she add me if she didn’t want anything with me bro.
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension You say we're small and not worth the mention You're tired of movin', your body's achin' We could vacay, there's places to go Clearly this isn't all that there is Can't take what's been given But we're so okay here, we're doing fine Primal and naked You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned It's just a skull, least that's what they call it And we're free to roam
everyone stay strong we going to get through this
its been 8 years.
Quite honestly, I’m at the point where I don’t know where my life is going. I feel more lost than I’ve ever been. They say these are supposed to be the best years of your life but I’m finding that hard to believe. I don’t even really get sad anymore... just numb. I’m at this in between where I’m not really sad but I’m not happy either. I just go through the motions of life and I don’t have any real control over any of it. The future scares me, but the past feels like a distant memory. I wish I could go back to my childhood, when things were simpler. I’m scared of whats to come... of growing up.
i can definitely relate to the feeling of not being happy but not being sad either, as if you're just existing with no immediate purpose. i can also say that i’m also scared of the untold future & "growing up" but all in all just remember that you are loved! hopefully you feel better very soon, sending you so many blessings and so much love
i just had the best banana of my life
@@donderrhead7660 glad to hear lmaoo
Growing up is definitely scary. Just remember to stop & smell the flowers among the way. Enjoy the little things! Good luck
Don't push the river, it flows by itself...
Edit: Matter of fact FUCK THAT, take control of your life. YOU GET WHAT YOU DESERVE!
I’m sure we are taller in other dimensions.
You say, we’re small and not worth the mention.
You’re tired of movin’, your body’s aching.
We could vacay, there’s places to go.
Clearly this isn’t all that there is.
Can’t take what’s been giving.
But we’re so okay here, we’re doing fine.
Primal and naked, you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned.
It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it.
And we’re free to roam.
I have never felt so sad listening to a piece of music before. Tears shoot up my eyes the second I hear this part. It is truly angelic to me
same, this part does that to me too! always good to have a wee cry though, i hope you're okay and wish you the best 2023!!! 💖
this is the best part of the song
im trying so hard to figure it out how tf he mixed this vocals, such a heavenly sounding voice
this is the saddest i’ve been in a long time and i’m running out of ways to cope, but this vid is one of the last comforting things i have left so thank you. :)
omg, i'm so sorry i didn't see your comment earlier! i hope things are getting better & just know that you are so loved
@@pzctrl thank you sm! :))
I hope u have seen how good life is now, ups and downs. Love. ❤
@@alexgolding211 i actually have!! i’m doing so much better now! the pandemic just hit me insanely hard since i was in high school (as i’m sure it did a lot of other people). thank you :)
i come back to this song everytime i feel so lost and sad. this part of the song really is comforting, i feel so safe whenever i get to listen to this song. well, im here again, listening to this part. i don't see myself fighting anymore, at this point i feel so tired, i don't wanna die i just want this suffering to end. this song is my last light that guides me. i love my friends, my family, everyone. but im really tired of the suffering.
i have no idea how to reply to this but jst know that you are so loved & that you can come back to this song as many times as you want! you can even continue this convo if you wanna vent or rant about life. chin up champ x ❤️
this whole verse MAN
Man listening to This while high feels so euphoric, Franks vocals are beautiful
I went on a date with a very nice girl yesterday, I was very happy, I felt just ecstatic that I was able to bring a smile to her face, we had alot of fun and just walked around alot, had hot chocolate, and went to a garden by the end of the day and just talked alot about all there is and all there could be. When I dropped her at home, she texted me saying she had alot of fun but she does not feel "it". I tried my best to be respectful of her decision, yet I wonder of what could have been. All the "what ifs" have done nothing but hurt me. I hope our paths cross in the future again, she is just so smart and pretty, that I wish I could replay that day again, but nostalgia has always been that one prison which I have never had a problem with. It was our first time meeting, and I did not feel "it" either, but I was having fun and it was beyond wholesome and merry. I wish she would text me and ask to go out again, lets see if she texts me on my upcoming birthday or not. If she does, I will make sure to post an update. This song aches my heart.
i hope you both meet again but if not, then i hope you meet someone who feels “it” when they’re with you. don’t spend too much time waiting on someone who doesn’t see everything you are!!! know that you are loved and you are enough my friend 💖
She didn't, did she?
kinda sad@@chrislee3923
@@chrislee3923 A couple of months later, no she did not. I fell in love with another girl and we parted amicably. Back to square one, but with so much love in my being. Life will be well.
@@marwan2487 try again if you feel like it. you got this, love and light my friend 🌟
Its almost 1½ months ago that i went with a girl on a date. We were having dinner and after that we were watching the sunset and talking for hours. The next day i went on vacation for 3 weeks with my family and we were writing almost every day. But she wrote 6 hours before i got home that she wants to end it with us. And this part is always reminding me of her. She was the onlyone who really understood me and my actions, who listened to me, she was the perfect girl, she was everything i wished for and evenmore. And now i live day in and day out of hoping that she will write me back. K.
Honestly this song is timeless and quite literally listening at a timeless moment for me because I feel like im in limbo. Nothing feels great anymore and nothing feels awful although through and through this has been the worst year of my life im still kickin and found the holy spirit recently. To add to that I recently went on a date with an angel sent from heaven and eveyrthing was so beautiful. The scene, her, and life felt light in that moment even through my nervousness for the first time in my life despite being in 3 long term relationships prior think that i've finally found love at first sight. Despite that we still talk however im not naive I know im not the only one shes talking to and in this generation it feels impossible to be the starter on any girls team. Only time will tell wether or not me and her work out in the end im sure ill come back to this in a year and update the world of my endeavors. God Bless all the broken souls who found this song and I hope you heal for we are all beautiful people in a world of ugly... I love you all
"Go to a place where you're loved for you'll never heal in the place that hurts you"- Jacob
@@ItsJustRevenge BLESS 💐 all glory to God for guiding you. please do update us on how everything is going, you’re ALWAYS welcome to. you are so loved my friend. wishing you nothing but the best in your endeavours, Godspeed 🩷
“for I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.”
jeremiah 29:11
amennnn this is so good🙌
this is the best loop ive ever listened to
this song is haunted with memories.
Recently Bri has been very distant and...idk it seems shes giving up on us. we met about 2 and a half months ago. I really like bri, but i dont think she feels the same anymore lmfao. We would be on facetime for 7+ hours daily just talking about the first time we were gonna see eachother and how we were so glad we found eachother and all that corny love at first sight stuff. for a long time i havent been able to get into a relationship because i fell out of feelings for someone after i was cheated on. Something was different with bri, i never got tired of her. Everyday i looked forward to hearing her beautiful voice. She has amazing skin, nice long brown hair with beautiful highlights, and eyes brighter than the sun. My favorite of it all is her smile. Her smile alone makes me happy. We saw eachother for the first time in person on a Saturday. June 15th 2024 to be exact. We ran into eachother arms and gave a big hug to eachother. She was everything i imagined and more. We went to see the movie inside out 2, i paid for her tickets n snacks and we went to watch. It was a pretty decent movie but her presence alone made it so much better. It wasn't akward. You know how people will be so interactive or bonding over text and in person they are the opposite? Yea that wasn't us. Of course we were nervous at first but we warmed up to eachother rather fast. I had a really good time and the night ended with a kiss. Since then we spoke all day and night at an even closer level. Soon after is when the first I love you was said, and of course...I said it first. BUT I MEANT IT. She was shocked but she was happy in the moment, and she said it back. After the first I love you, i had to go away for the summer to go to a camp i had to be a counselor at. We didn't get to talk to eachother tons while i was at camp, but we spoke about it before I had went, and we agreed that no matter what we would still be as strong as before when i left the camp. She promised mane. A couple weeks of camp go by and i notice shes not texting how she would before. So, I ask her the big question. "Do you still fw me?". My words exactly. I was making ramen in the middle of the night in the manor house at camp at this time. When i sent that text, my stomache dropped as i anticipated what the answer was going to be. And sure enough I was hit with a big paragraph. Reading the first sentence, my heart dropped to my toes and water started to blur my vision. "So as much as I do fw u and ur vibe, I honestly think me and you aren't gonna work out." This broke me. We spoke about the distance, we said we wouldn't let that effect us. I truly did want us to be something. I still love her dearly and am currently trying my best to gain our spark back, but sadly...I still see no hope. I think she has officially lost all feelings for me. lol. We had movie nights where we'd just be otp and watch movies tg, or we'd just be there talking before gts. Man if i could change some things before i went to camp i would. I know none of it is my fault but knowing that no one is perfect, I did have mistakes, and looking back at it, it was such an easy fix which makes me think it is my fault to an extent because of how easy it wouldve been to sincerely apoligize for something, or just take those extra minutes to talk to her, but instead i was too in the future thinking such little things werent gonna effect us. Over time the little things build up, give her an apology, or take those few extra minutes before you're about to be busy to just talk to her. No matter what she will see your effort and she will appreciate you...very much. I love you Bri and I know I sound like a suckup writing this shit but you really are something special to me, and ima keep hoping and doing my best to fix what we had. I love you girl.
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After reading all of it I started to cry a lot and Im so scared of it to happen to me. I am truly sry to hear what happend to you. I just wope things will get better and not worse. I feel so disappointed in my self for what I have done in the past that still hurts and haunts me in my nightmares.😢
this saved me 💕
💘💘💘
This either is saving me or killing me idk
@@tannersrdr2clips432 😭😭😭
@@pzctrl how u doin fam
@@tannersrdr2clips432 i’m doing well, good looking out.
This song reminds me of being in highschool playing red dead redemption 2 and having my first job my first car my first serious relationship and here I am 5 years later 22 years old left with the feeling of emptiness and directionless what do we who are stuck do in these situations do? Well I guess all we can do is live and find purpose no matter what the purpose be little or colossal the definition of purpose is yours to define and find just search for it it's out there in something or someone
i feel so lonely
i totally get you, i too feel directionless and empty at times. kinda like every decision i’ve made has been wrong. but we move, God has a great plan for us my friend. hopefully we find our purposes very soon, have a great days 🌷
@@mixtape2726 maybe it’s time to learn how to enjoy your company and be content w solitude. otherwise, i do hope that you find someone or something to help fight the feeling. peace and light 🩷
Thank you for making this
I've honestly never ever felt this down in life, and honestly I'm trying to move on, but I can't, I keep thinking and thinking about her leaving even tho we never dated I still can't believe she's leaving, I sometimes just stare at her in class thinking, wow she so beautiful, but I understand God has her path and I have my own path, so I'm trusting God to either leave me in her path or separate us whatever it is I will understand.
keep trusting God and praying for confirmation and guidance w this. take your time but don’t let this consume you, if it’s Gods will for you then it will happen and if not, i know that He has something/someone great for you. sending love 🎀🩷🪽
I'm also going through a similar moment. It hurts, I feel confused, heavy. But I believe that if it's meant to be, it will be. God has his plans for each of us, even if some phases hurt a lot...
sometimes life is beautiful
keep live for those times ❤️
It’s been almost a year that we’ve broken up it was hard for little bit I cried I yelled I hated myself because I thought I had nothing left and I depended on her so much and that’s probably why she’s left I was too much because she was everything to me
when I dropped out of school I thought she was the only thing
that I had left and when she did leave I didn’t know how to cope and I took out my anger pain sadness onto her and I regret that everyday because I knew that it was me only and because of this
I learned how to grow as a person I made music I worked my ass off and moved to New York to pursue my dreams if I ever get the chance to see her again I’ll thank her and I’ll apologize and I’ll wish her the best because by breaking up with me I’ve become a stronger person so thank you and I’m sorry.
I’m sure we are taller in other dimensions.
You say, we’re small and not worth the mention.
You’re tired of movin’, your body’s aching.
We could vacay, there’s places to go.
Clearly this isn’t all that there is.
Can’t take what’s been giving.
But we’re so okay here, we’re doing fine.
Primal and naked, you dream of walls that hold us imprisoned.
It’s just a skull, least that’s what they call it.
And we’re free to roam.
thank u for this
Beautiful
Much needed 🥺thank you
to be deired is perhaps the closest anybody in this life can reach to feeling immortal
The outro is looped perfectly because the initial sound effect that sounds like a channel changing perfectly comes it right at the end.
my ex was jealous of my first love. not because i would talk about her a lot but because when i briefly mentioned her, only once, she could tell i still was not over her. but then, why ask, but then, why should i have been in that relationship in the first place, but then im still not over her. its been a while, like a decade. so does that mean i can only enter relationships until after i get over her. i might not ever, so whats the next step. trust me ive done my healing, but at what point do u realize that healing is not enough, sometimes ppl, just stay attached. i think thats actually the beauty in life as well as it's tragedy.
i find these situations quite interesting. although i’ve never experienced attachment like this, i think that it might be a sign to reach out? i know you’ve mentioned that it’s been ten years but you know what they say… distance makes the heart grow. from what i hear, i believe that it’s common for people to be attached to their first love so know that you aren’t alone in this. love and light 🌸🩷
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You're tired of movin', your body's achin'
We could vacay, there's places to go
Clearly this isn't all that there is
Can't take what's been given
But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
Primal and naked
You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned
It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
And we're free to roam
Beautiful. I don’t know what else to say. Words can’t describe ❤️
indeed, frank ocean >
I love you for this omg.
I feel like here recently ive let myself go to the point that idek if i will be able to turn myself back around, i feel like ive disappointed almost everyone ik, idk how i will be able to fix myself, they say life would be a fun adventure around my age, but im finding it hard to believe it as an adventure as i feel more lost then ive ever been
I AM SO PROUD OF YOU for making it this far and for being here. i’m praying that you see better days friend and that you see the good in everyday. God bless 🩵
I miss my innocence and outlook towards life. I try my best to make the most out of the present but can stop thinking about how much better the past was. I wish I could just be thankful it happened but I don’t know how anything will top what has already happened.
i have similar thoughts too but i guess it comes with growing up. i find these thoughts become more frequent when i’m thinking abt the future way too much, creating false narratives or trying to predict it. try to enjoy what’s here now rather than thinking abt how nothing in the future will top the past. have good days friend 🩷
love this
my dad drank again when he said he wouldn’t. i don’t know what to do about it anymore. ignore him, talk to him, act like nothing happened.. i want to talk to him but i’m angry with him. i don’t know what to do. his apologies mean nothing anymore, but other than actions i don’t know what else he could do to show he’s sincere.
i have no idea what i would do in your situation but i am sending u so much love and hope that you and your dad can talk this one out
@@pzctrl you have no idea how much that means to me. thank you so much. it means a lot. i hope you only have blessings to come
@@lilac.ribbons9917 same goes, love and light to you 🤍
thank you for this...❤️❤️
Search for lyrics but got this hmmmm but tysm
Please don’t kll yourself. Don’t stay here for anyone but yourself. You’re worthy of a happy long healthy life. Stay with me. We can be sad together
this is the best part in the album imo
the whole album is perfectionnn
Thank you sm
i love how the comment section became a safe place to heal our hearts
love that for us all, i really do hope everyone in this comment section is doing well and if not i hope you all know that you are loved 💖
queen ,,, 😔
🥹💖
Just saw a ryan higa edit to this
playing this at my funeral holy
thank you for this.
I haven’t loved in a long time.. but i did love you. I’m sorry i never got a chance to tell you. and I’m sorry if you felt like i wasn’t enough. I just wanted to let you know i did do my best, and I’m sorry that my best wasn’t enough. I would give anything just to hold you again, to watch you laugh, for you to kiss me on the forehead, to see you smile, to hear your voice, i would give anything… and i wish things didn’t happen the way they did. because i would do anything to call you mine again. i love you so much. and i miss you.
man it sucks i ruined everything for this one and just for it to not be enough :/
chin up my friend, you’re more than enough. virtual hugs x
i feel like my friends are slowly drifting away and i don’t know if it’s my fault.
my best friend is constantly with another friend who she reconciled with, and when she’s not with her she’s with her boyfriend, which i get because their dating
our main topic we talk about is her boyfriend or her boyfriends friends, but in her defense i’m not bringing anything else up for us to talk about
i’m scared this is going to just get worse because i’m more focused in getting good grades, which makes me have less and less time to go out and spend time with my friends
i’m scared that this all eventually fade to me getting the good grades i want but my friends fading out of my life
DAMN!!! I FUCKING LOVE IT!! THANKSSSS A LOTTTT😍😍🤩🤩
Everytime I hear frank ocean I think of you BAA. Black dress, red lip stick on. Oh how you shined on me
I moved to another country. You blocked me and married someone after 3 months. It’s been 5 years and it still hurts. I would give my life to see you one more time.
everything happens for a reason friend. i hope you’re doing better these days and if not, that’s okay!! know that you are not alone and that you are loved. bless 🩷
everything will be alright
i dont feel like dating any girls will feel the same after her
@@김지훈-g2d2t you never know until you try ig, don’t give up 🩷
i'm tired
i hope 2023 is good to you 🩷
This boy that I’m talking to i think honestly I don’t rly know I like him and “he likes me” but I don’t rly think he does. Just a lil context I’ve liked him since October of last year and it is June of this year now. When he had told me he liked me he said he’s liked me for 2 years but it’s been a week since he’s texted me and every time I text him I’m on delivered for 4+ hours. Does anyone know what I should do…
@@ILovemyJ_forev i don’t know but i say, don’t let this consume you and always remember… if he wanted he would. i hope everything works out for you friend 🩷
love frank tbh
@@markeyypaidfr heavy
why cant you make up your mind yet
This song makes me excited to escape this physical plane. See whats next.
holy while im listening to this song i realise how important that girl is for me, she said she wants to be friends cause of exams and i have hard feeling for her and cant fucking handle it or see her in someone's hands and it makes me terrible person cause its like im being egoist well fuck me
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there’s always after exams… 🙊 no but seriously, tell her how you feel and if she’s not ready that’s okay. i only hope that you want her this bad bcs you’re genuinely interested and not just bcs you don’t like seeing her w other ppl. wishing you all the best, nonetheless 🌷
@@pzctrlthanks but i feel like it is going to end my heart is pounding hasnt stopped in 4 days im on my bed fucked up
psikolol önermişti senin kanalını o zamanlardan hatırlıyom anasayfama düşünce anılar depreşti
👏🏻👏🏻👏🏻
I don’t know If I can keep going
@@Jay-og9oc i know you can. you got this, i believe in you and i’m proud that you’ve come this far. know that you are loved my friend 🩷
I’m scared for the future I start to think about all the thighs that come with being an adult and I’m reliving that life just seems boring and I just don’t want to work my whole life. Life has just got so bad that if you don’t work then everything will just fall apart
I just don’t know who to fell
aw, you must’ve heard this abt a million times but just know that things will get better and you will be okay. if not then, it’s okay not to be okay but i am wishing you nothing but the best for the future and the present x 🌸
Anyone has a lofi version of just this???
Death at the gates howling my name
hopefully not so soon, wishing you nothing but happiness and better days 🩷
i know the lyrics aren’t about this. but anyway, i like to think of this part as a conversation between me today and me from the past.
i know life is so hard, but sometimes we think things can’t change and i garantuee you that they’ll change in some point.
it won’t be easy, but i’m sure you can. ❤️🩹
better days ahead 🌸
None my friends going see this but I really like this girl but I know that I don't mean a lot to her like she talks to other guys and yeah I talk to other girls but I just want her but i don't mean a lot should I tell her to come and tell her how I feel
when you feel like the time is right, tell her how you feel. remember you only live once. i hope all goes well for you 🌷
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if i do it its my mom's fault
@@nicholastorres9385 i hope you’re okay now but if not, i pray that you see better days. please don’t hesitate to reach out, know that you’re not alone and that you are loved 🩷
I’m here cuz I failed my driving test
aw, flip that into a lesson and hopefully try again another time. all the best with your next test and drive safely 💖
@@pzctrl thanks!
@@pzctrl 2 months later I just passed my test 2nd time around !!
@@earlthehoodedsweater yay, proud of you!!!
@@pzctrl 🥹🥹
today i lost the girl of my dreams she was so damn fine beautiful stunning but her personality was more then her looks. i thought she was out of my league but she added me on insta we spent the night talking and then the next day talking then the next repeat for like a week . she said she didn’t want anything she said she wanted to be alone this girl was the girl of my dreams dude why did she add me if she didn’t want anything with me bro.
I'm sure we're taller in another dimension
You say we're small and not worth the mention
You're tired of movin', your body's achin'
We could vacay, there's places to go
Clearly this isn't all that there is
Can't take what's been given
But we're so okay here, we're doing fine
Primal and naked
You dream of walls that hold us imprisoned
It's just a skull, least that's what they call it
And we're free to roam
Beautiful