As A Child I Never Attached To Anyone, Except One Person.

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  • When we left Cabo and the wheels hit the ground in L.A. I had a feeling things were about to get turbulent.
    I’m not usually one to get panic attacks but as of late I’ve experienced a couple back to back! NOT FUN.
    I’ve been working on deepening my relationships with family & friends, but I think fear of intimacy is getting in my way. It’s really bothering me that I’m struggling in this area!
    My heart knows that relationships are what matter most in this life, of course the most important of them all being with God.
    My girlfriend got me the most Holy Spirit Activated belated birthday gift EVER, I wonder what it is? 🤔
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  • @danielabook1064
    @danielabook1064 2 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Today we were driving and witnessed a woman trip on a curb and fall. My husband pulled over and tried to help her. I watched from the car with my 3 kids. I was not surprised in the least to see that one of the other helpers was you.

    • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
      @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin  2 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      Daniela,
      You just warmed my heart. That was so upsetting to see what happened to that lovely lady. I’m grateful that the firemen showed up so swiftly to give her the attention she needed.. your husband is an angel 👼 peace of Christ!

    • @kathygildea2025
      @kathygildea2025 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      What a small world! Our Lord joins us so closely to one another through His love. Praise Him for such acts of genuine loving kindness!!✝️❤️😘

  • @lauratice8490
    @lauratice8490 2 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    That racy heart panic feeling is very typical in perimenopause and menopause🙏🏻❤

    • @dorothypepe5112
      @dorothypepe5112 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      And getting dizzy

    • @naomimaldonado2384
      @naomimaldonado2384 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I am going thru the menopause anxiety a bit too.

    • @MissDaphne.87
      @MissDaphne.87 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      😳Which comes fairly young I'll add...

    • @marissafrances6318
      @marissafrances6318 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I agree. She said she was perimenapause. But now it’s panic disorder. I’m concerned maybe she needs a work up and find something to help her.

    • @debbiem6406
      @debbiem6406 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes, & stay hydrated. Dehydration is no joke and affects so many parts of the body. Lesson I learned the hard way, & I thought I drank enough water.

  • @nadinerogers5653
    @nadinerogers5653 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    "You can take my advice, because I'm not using it!". You are so hilarious. And sincere in your faith. What a delightful combination.❤️

    • @priscillachapman9145
      @priscillachapman9145 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I love that too!!🤣😂 “Take my advice I’m not using it”.

  • @lisalaurro8332
    @lisalaurro8332 2 ปีที่แล้ว +42

    Thank you for letting us in your life. You’re a welcome friend 🙏💛

  • @lilactreehouse
    @lilactreehouse 2 ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Lately, I've been saying over and over in my head, "Pray without ceasing" which helps me to pray all the time..in the car, on a walk, doing dishes, in the shower, etc etc.

    • @sharoncrawford7192
      @sharoncrawford7192 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I was in the hospital with covid over 5 weeks ago. The Lord has been putting the same thing in my heart. Pray without ceasing. Also to spend much more time in my Bible.

    • @barbaracastelli9695
      @barbaracastelli9695 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@sharoncrawford7192 bible reading Amen

    • @RayTilkens
      @RayTilkens 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      AMEN, WITHOUT CEASING AND IT'S NOT A CHORE SINCE THE LORD IS OUR EVERYTHING AND LIKES LIVING INSIDE US

  • @karensameiro3709
    @karensameiro3709 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    How is your Dear Mother?I have felt called to pray a little longer each day for her salvation,it broke my heart when I saw her say she was an atheist,I pray she sees the Amazing work the Lord has and is doing in your life and that brings her to a saving knowledge of The Lord Jesus Christ

  • @KLeonardM
    @KLeonardM 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    Panic attacks usually occur (, to me ) if I don't stay in the now. Thinking to far ahead makes me terribly uncomfortable and anxious

  • @carolyngraber4326
    @carolyngraber4326 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    Relationships are all we take to Heaven. Thank you for reminding us to focus on what matters. We love you.

  • @candicewaller1230
    @candicewaller1230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +35

    Panic attacks are definitely no joke… and I’ve had 4 in public in the past 3 weeks. I have lived with anxiety for a while, but it is now severe. With that being said, I also found out my potassium was dangerously low. This in itself can cause similar symptoms to panic. May the Lord bless and keep you, sweet Chynna! And if you need a girlfriend… I’m here for ya! 😉 Much love!

    • @dissidentfairy4264
      @dissidentfairy4264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Be careful with minerals. A low magnesium level killed my father. He felt a little dizzy so my sister took him to emergency. For some reason they did not detect that his magnesium level was low. So they gave him a slow drip of something but the nurse made a mistake and gave him a fast drip instead of a slow drip and it sent him into cardiac arrest. Code Blue. He lived a few days after that but the hospital error along with his low magnesium level cost him his life, and by the time they figured it out it was too late, and this happened at a good hospital. The bottom line is he died needlessly over Magnesium, the nurse didn't help either. She was laughing and telling jokes and trying to be a comedian instead of paying attention to her work. You're fortunate they caught yours in time.

    • @barbaracastelli9695
      @barbaracastelli9695 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Satan attacking the Christians big time. Stay in the Word and pray 🙏🏻

    • @barbaracastelli9695
      @barbaracastelli9695 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I know panic attacks , I haven't had a big on in about 4 years, I still have anxiety. There definitely not and it causes bad choices. I have learned how to deal with it and how to get out of it. Jesus helps alot and I stay off the phone and focus on other things. We all deal with in different ways, some people have to talk it out, it doesn't work for me, only if it's a positive person I need to talk it out, but I'm not always around people, I kind of do better alone, if I talk it gets worse, I take it to Jesus also and listen to spiritual music and prayer and sometimes I'm not able to do nothing but breath. Also it brings up issues and it's about healing, as a child, teenager caused alot of anxiety from a mental and sexual abuse. I will be praying for you, and remember get out of yourself and help others, it helps alot. God Bless

    • @barbaracastelli9695
      @barbaracastelli9695 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Also go to nature or exercise, gym or bike ride or walk, force yourself, it can be hard. When I get depressed it's hard to leave house also, force yourself. God Bless

    • @dorothypepe5112
      @dorothypepe5112 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I live with anxiety and panic attacks. Praying for us all

  • @julie4evert490
    @julie4evert490 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    When you feel a panic attack coming on start laughing it really helps!

    • @kathycusumano2445
      @kathycusumano2445 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      or medication or both

    • @buelahland
      @buelahland 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Eat a banana. It works and drink some piping hot milk.

    • @AfsanehYouTube
      @AfsanehYouTube 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Good advice!! 😃🤣

  • @ginaseaton3646
    @ginaseaton3646 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Girl, I'm such a LONER! I needed to hear this today about friendships, thanks!

  • @abbymyrick242
    @abbymyrick242 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Thank you for saying that about opening a wound that God is trying to close, that’s exactly what I’m going through right now, I ended a toxic relationship and I feel so alone but I know now that God is trying to close that wound it is taking every piece of me to pray and be strong and not let it come open again.

  • @kathystammen8774
    @kathystammen8774 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I’m had a really bad almost 18 months 😩. PLEASE. If you are reading this please pray for my depression. Been to doctors. Tried meds. Bloodwork done. It won’t go away. I’m frustrated!!!

    • @ChristiWilkes
      @ChristiWilkes 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      May the Lord bind your wounds and heal your broken heart. May you know and feel His love and compassion for you. May He bear your sorrows and cares and supply all your needs. May He help you to put your whole trust and confidence in Him. May the Lord give you strength, endurance, and perseverance. May He use this for your good and for His glory.

    • @kathystammen8774
      @kathystammen8774 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ChristiWilkes thank you Christi!!

    • @woman6675
      @woman6675 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I encourage you to see a Christian counselor. Maybe a pastor or minister. Make sure you get enough exercise and eat healthy and limit tv.

  • @violetfem1808
    @violetfem1808 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Once I started taking extra Magnesium Citrate, my anxiety & panic calmed way down and balanced me out but I have to be very careful towards the evening with what I watch or read or I can get into hot sweats quickly

    • @kathystammen8774
      @kathystammen8774 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I am taking that too. It’s not helping. I have bad depression. Yikes. I heard it was good for depression:(.

    • @KLeonardM
      @KLeonardM 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Violet Fern
      Magnesium Citrate is for bowel movement. Are you sure you don't mean magnesium taurate or magnesium glycinate ??? Please read carefully

    • @KLeonardM
      @KLeonardM 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@kathystammen8774 Please read above about magnesium.....Citrate is the WRONG ONE

    • @di4085
      @di4085 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kathystammen8774 For depression try 5HTP. It's natural without any side effects. Or if you live in the northern stated it could be a lack of vitamin D. Take vitamin D3 10,000 - 20,000 iu's a day.

    • @noble604
      @noble604 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Violet probably means magnesium chloride. (imo)

  • @viviansullivan3616
    @viviansullivan3616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    THIS world is not our home. Thank God. He has a perfect world waiting for us and we get to look in HIS beautiful face FOREVER. How exciting is that???

  • @jlouutube65
    @jlouutube65 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I used to get panic or anxiety attacks when my gut was messed up. I followed Dr. Junger's book call Clean Gut and I've been much much better since!! Thank you for saying you had trouble bonding with people as a child...it explains why I also have issues with people. We emigrated from England to Canada in '69 and had no family or friends here. Then when I was 11 my parents got divorced plus we moved all the time because of my dad's lame ability to keep a job. God Bless you for sharing your heart and faith with us!!

  • @jemk2875
    @jemk2875 2 ปีที่แล้ว +22

    I relate to your friendship struggles.

    • @dawnbolton6024
      @dawnbolton6024 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      My husband is my only and best friend. I'm 60 and have always had a hard time finding to hang out with that is like me.

  • @tiachantelou119
    @tiachantelou119 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    The Lord’s Prayer caught me off guard….unexpected and profound….I felt embraced and hopeful.
    “Persevere” dear Cal Preach babes. Xx

  • @alieellersmith
    @alieellersmith 2 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Girl, satan is so obviously trying to attack you spiritually but he won't win. Praying for you! Also I had NO idea you were the holy spirit activate girl!! 😂😂

  • @myheartwaves
    @myheartwaves 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    You live in such a beautiful area... it makes for a therapeutic walk, which I'm thankful you take us on, like two friends walking & talking together! And I agree, intimacy can be scary... to be open & vulnerable could mean getting hurt, and when that happens the heart can build up walls to self-protect, and keep you safe, but that can also keep you always feeling alone... no fun! The more we're known the more love we experience, like the quote says... "You can only be loved to the extent that you are known." ❤️

    • @MMacAttack
      @MMacAttack 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      A lot of ppl take living in an area like that for granted. Some live in areas that they would get mugged robbed hopefully not injured or dead being distracted like that . Phone money jewelry gone

  • @prettyboygirl
    @prettyboygirl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    We are all just walking each other home! Let’s do it with much love and compassion for ourselves and each other! Love you, Chynna!

  • @jennypatterson5790
    @jennypatterson5790 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you SO MUCH for that ending “Lord’s Prayer”… you have no idea how much I needed that RIGHT THEN!
    ❤️❤️❤️

  • @Kre8tif
    @Kre8tif 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This was your best video. Can’t believe you can do a whole monologue like that and make it interesting. I’d bore myself after five minutes.

  • @cdhphotographylifestylefil7708
    @cdhphotographylifestylefil7708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    “What good is re-opening up a wound that God is trying to heal.” 🙌🏼 How could I have forgotten that Steve Harvey video!!?? Ugh. Amnesia 😵‍💫 Same with trusting and guarded. (You know). Being a practical only child- spent so much time alone - and adoption just left me with so many questions and isolation. Have a handful I truly trust. Just relate to all of this… as always. Love you so, so much and your openness and courage, not only with your friends, but here. Angel! 💞🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼

  • @maryriverson
    @maryriverson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I’m only a few minutes into this video and your message has already blessed my day! I was just checking in ya, ( my sister in Christ) and am pleased to see your still doing the good work of the Lord. And thank you for your humor, I laughed out loud when I saw your inset pic of your hubby and you laughing 😂. Very creative. I work 40 hours and when I’m home I’m like you, I’m working at being a wife, mom and dog mom too. Your presence on TH-cam gives me a much needed touch of fellowship in Christ, and friendship that I rarely have time for in my actual life. I can totally relate to you, and again, thank you Chynna for sharing with us all your day to day life in Christ and marriage. Someday in Heaven, you’ll get a chance to see what a blessing your obedience in Jesus meant to so many. May our Lord super charge you in the Holy Spirit and keep your joy, health, and encouragement at the highest of levels. ✝️💕👍🏻

  • @traceykohlmeier5999
    @traceykohlmeier5999 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I got comfortable & started watching as usual, and right away I found myself saying, "Space Kitty"!!! Yes, I get so involved that I feel like I know your furry kids. I also respond out loud to you as your talking, like we're having a conversation. (My husband says, "who are you talking to?"😆) Carry on friend!!🙏❤

    • @pamburkey6252
      @pamburkey6252 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Right? The way she talks to Pokie and space kitty always brings a smile to my face, she is so genuine! 😀

  • @jolyn2133
    @jolyn2133 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    You rock girl! And like it or not, you’ve picked up many friends on this channel! Lol. We love ya sister! And we love Pokey & Space Kitty too 😊

  • @mercyngrace
    @mercyngrace 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    This made my day! Just feels like I took a walk and talk with you! Love this!

  • @chriswhittington294
    @chriswhittington294 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You have lots of friends, Chynna.
    I love when you take us on your walks with you. I love the beautiful flowers, your sweet four legged babies and even your neighborhood rooster crowing! 😆
    The closer you get to God, the more Satan attacks. Sick Jesus on Him! ❤️

  • @amyrose6695
    @amyrose6695 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    My mom and I watch you almost everyday, and we love you!!

    • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
      @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Love you Amy!! Love you Mom!
      🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

  • @vickiemarie5314
    @vickiemarie5314 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I never understood a panic attack till I got Neuro Lyme. The worst thing I've ever had in my life! Lyme disease. Late stage found. Took me a long time to recover. I had COVID, I've had a lot of sicknesses in my 63 year. For me, Lyme was hideious and those panic attacks disabled me. Oh this world is a mess. Thank God I have Jesus! Im fine now. And btw, had Lyme three times in last 12 years. I live in NYS. Loated with ticks and I'm an outdoor lover. Sssshhhh.

  • @davidroberts5577
    @davidroberts5577 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Chynna ...I am filled with emotion listening to your video. I see that precious little girl with the faraway stare, lost ,alone, misunderstood, abused... I hold that precious little soul in my heart and wish for love to fill her to capacity knowing she is loved and not alone.
    Chynna you are enough, and you are part of me and part of the whole that is God. God bless you in all that you do.
    With my deepest love and respect: David
    " Leave who you were.
    Love who you are.
    Look forward to who
    you will become. "

  • @ladyesther
    @ladyesther 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    I always look forward to watching on Tuesdays. You always make me smile and laugh at least once if not more during your videos. I was having a bad day with a very negative mood (anger). It was so good to laugh. I like to be happy and not angry.

  • @bethlemmon
    @bethlemmon 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    going through the same thing dizziness and heart palputations. it's menopause...also going to steal your questions when you first meet someone, great ice breaker.

    • @Tommymybaby
      @Tommymybaby 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I've been dealing with a bit of that myself, glad I saw your comment. :)

    • @AmosandEllie
      @AmosandEllie 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for this episode 😘🙏🌺 super thankful and right there- I feel myself breaking ground to sprout- the dark has been so hard, but beauty is formed there. In the deep. in the quiet. In the tears.
      Thank you for sharing yours💧❤️
      The mind of Christ is stayed on the Father.
      Our BENEVOLENT Father.
      I love you🕊️🐦🦜🌴🌺

    • @sharoncrawford7192
      @sharoncrawford7192 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hate menopause. It has been hard for me. Sleep issues, hot flashes, depression, anxiety.

  • @marinamayo7994
    @marinamayo7994 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This amazing episode is filled with many nuggets of wisdom! The pandemic stripped away a lot of what doesn't truly matter! Thanks for the reminder to focus on what is really important! Love ❤ the sweater! Super cute!

  • @ahnagirl04
    @ahnagirl04 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    Haha you busted your sister out! I couldn’t agree more, I STRUGGLE with forming adult friendships. Oof, experiencing betrayal or hurt creates walls of self preservation and protection. Jesus, help!

  • @jessicagors3232
    @jessicagors3232 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “My superior is calling the shots” 😂. Love your fur babies!

  • @sherryfannon6888
    @sherryfannon6888 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Chynna, what you have gone through has made you so much stronger and made you the person you are today! I'm soo soo glad you love the person you are today! You got out of your "pit"! To get the devil (small "d") back is to do as much good for others as long as you breathe. God bless you and prayers always! Your Sister in Christ >>

  • @janl2835
    @janl2835 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    There are anxiety attacks too. I have experienced those. I take meds for anxiety daily, which help with that.💯 Always love to see a new post.Welcome home.🌹🙏❤💫

  • @truth4u
    @truth4u 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    💙 Ya Chynna . You help me sooo much! Thank You for being YOU !

  • @trishbaum6364
    @trishbaum6364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thankyou for this visit. Appreciate you so much 💜

  • @tamathagilbert5816
    @tamathagilbert5816 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    So much Wisdom, Faith, Realness, and joy all throughout your video Chynna:)
    Enjoyed your video:)! It's inspiring

  • @Pjbuck55
    @Pjbuck55 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you so much for your vulnerability here. Thank you also for the prayer. This episode of Cal Preach really spoke to me just like were a friend of mine . Thank you Chynna, Peace of Christ🙏🙏❤️

  • @trishbaum6364
    @trishbaum6364 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I'll just leave this here;
    He sends you flowers every spring and a sunrise every morning 🌹🌹 Face it, Hes crazy about you💜💜

    • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
      @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Beautiful… wow… I never thought of Gods love in that particular way. So poetic and SO TRUE! Thank you Trish 🌸

    • @trishbaum6364
      @trishbaum6364 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin your welcome gorgeous 💜

  • @patbiggam8138
    @patbiggam8138 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Praise God for your victories Chynna. 👏🙌💖

  • @krisadamslarson9446
    @krisadamslarson9446 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I used to struggle with major panic attacks - one of the physiological things that happens is we hold our breath without realizing it, we get dizzy, our heart races, and it feels terrible. When I learned to pay attention to my breathing - making sure I fully exhaled that carbon dioxide…you probably already know all of this - but sometimes we are stressed and simply holding our breath - setting off a scary chain of events. Sending peace and love as you continue to grow and heal in Him 🙏🏼♥️

  • @thegoodfight426
    @thegoodfight426 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    In our weakness, His strength is perfected. I am also tempted to get down over the price of everything right now. My middle name was Mc Frugal! I say was because I'm letting go of that part of my old man that I couldn't let go of for years! I can do all things to through Christ who strengthens me!
    What we all need to understand is that we are where we are in life by choice, whether consciously or unconsciously. We are not victims of circumstance, we can choose something different.
    I prided myself in my frugality and our family ended up moving to a side of town, a couple of years ago, where I asked the Lord, "Why are we here?" I have been having to go to another side of town lately due to some appointments that is much nicer than the side we are in now. I was asking the Lord, why aren't we here? I heard in my spirit that when I gave up frugality, I would see the glory of God in that aspect of my life.
    What a revelation! Just know that there is always a way out of your situation. If you have decided that you want something different, ask God, and He will give you the solution, if you are willing to listen.
    To all those who can relate to my frugal past, let us remember the promise given in 2 Corinthians 9:8:
    And God is able to make all grace abound toward you; that ye, always having all sufficiency in all things, may abound to every good work:
    In Jesus' name
    Amen!
    Let's fear not, but believe only!!!

  • @jannarf1
    @jannarf1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I think u have a lot of cool friendships!!! I used to be an open book and trust. And when I got chronically phycally I'll, I lost most of my friends. So I just keep to myself. You are worthy Chynna!

    • @jannarf1
      @jannarf1 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Petra C love this, thanks,!

  • @amycross4932
    @amycross4932 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I haven’t been through anything that I haven’t gotten through. Love you little Chynna

  • @LoveTruth44
    @LoveTruth44 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Was just on a kind of rant today about exactly everything that you said !! .....and it all stemmed from the topic of loneliness and needing friends !

  • @saraphillips1038
    @saraphillips1038 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Lots of things I needed to hear in this conversation.

  • @sf78310
    @sf78310 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chynna, You cannot move forward if you are continually looking backwards. GOD has walked you through your life with many blessings. You are one of GOD ‘s favorites- he is so proud of your work for his words.

  • @michaelrochester48
    @michaelrochester48 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I get your anxiety...funny, I am always more "myself" out of my comfort zone of nearby my home and I tend to find common ground with people who don't know me at all, and if I fail to impress them, heck I will likely never meet them again. Sadly, those faraway friends are the hardest to keep in touch with.

  • @TheTammyable
    @TheTammyable 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thanks for the 15 seconds!! Needed that.

  • @akmiller6845
    @akmiller6845 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I needed this!

  • @markchase7419
    @markchase7419 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    15 seconds of prayers can lead to years of spiritual awakening..what a neat Holy Block you have, looks like a great walk for the furry ones too. Peace of Christ and welcome back my friend 🙏💛

    • @gingerjude9603
      @gingerjude9603 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for reciting the lord's pray. Brought tears to my eyes

  • @kathrynbellerose6216
    @kathrynbellerose6216 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Love your channel. Thank you.

  • @barbaralawrence-rodriguez2981
    @barbaralawrence-rodriguez2981 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Chynna, this was so good! I'm the same when it comes to trust. Sometimes I say too much and sometimes I'm too guarded. Peace.

  • @teleworkmom6595
    @teleworkmom6595 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I think you have a meaningful relationship with your viewers. You are so vulnerable with us and that is very meaningful. God Bless

  • @Variety1985
    @Variety1985 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I LOVE FOUNTAINS ⛲ and CATS 🐈 ... PUPPIES 🐶 too!!!

  • @diane8907
    @diane8907 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You are in your 50's? Maybe panic attacks are actually a result of menopause....or maybe high blood pressure.....or maybe high blood sugar? Check it all out. "The Change" can throw you into resentment, irritation, crying, dizziness...and diabetes or high bp. Family genetics can become a nightmare beginning in your 50s....but the great news is that if you can pinpoint it...you can balance it all again❣❤

  • @intentionallyleftblank3016
    @intentionallyleftblank3016 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Darling, you were LITERALLY on a walk right then as you said you are too busy to walk to the mailbox! 😂 Snail mail is pure pleasure for me. I love to write a letter on cute stationery, stick a cool stamp on it and send it off to a friend or family member. They always text me right back how my letter made their day! 😂 Viva snail mail! ❤️ 🐌 💌📫💌📬💌📮

  • @joycekaminski1943
    @joycekaminski1943 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    When I used to have panic attacks, I would feel my pulse and count the heartbeats. It helps to hear your heart beating in rhythm and know you are still alive to praise Jesus. You are so kind and I love your California Preaching even though I live in Northern Kentucky.

  • @shifrahyochevedyisrael9234
    @shifrahyochevedyisrael9234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    PRAISE IS A WEAPON ⚔️

  • @saraheart2804
    @saraheart2804 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Okay, I could listen to that fountain all day.

  • @dawnaw1434
    @dawnaw1434 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chynna, thank you for expressing how it's challenging for you to make friends and trust people. I'm the same way and always have been. I've been somewhat of an introvert, thinking that I might not be accepted for who I am. I'm very opinionated and straightforward (my dad used to to tell me to "treat people with honey and not vinegar", or to be "tactful not tacky") and brutally honest. I don't mince words. Sometimes I think this is why I'm afraid of not having more friends, although I have several friends in different age groups. I'm still afraid of rejection when it comes to meeting new people. I admire you for not being afraid to express your true feelings even if some people may not be open to it. You're very brave!

  • @darlenefalin9038
    @darlenefalin9038 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    My husband says to me.. isn't it time for chynna? Haha!!!

  • @pattygibson9733
    @pattygibson9733 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Panic attacks/heart attacks fills like literally! Prayers and a walk here!! Wished you could do a tour on "Activate" for our souls needs it! Your testimony on Steven coming with a Bible for Superbowl party! That is an inspiring real beautiful whole story and your life experience! Real!🥰 Woman and young woman needs to watch it!🥰💯 Keep on Activating🙏For so many of us could use some💯💪❣️

  • @robertajtnma5934
    @robertajtnma5934 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Huge growth Chyna! If anyone has a problem with negative thoughts, do a fast from negative thinking!

  • @janaromeo6491
    @janaromeo6491 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your pain has become your passion🙏
    It’s been a huge blessing for all of us, because you were vulnerable and willing to go out on a limb.
    We have been blessed.💙🙏💛

  • @tigre7739
    @tigre7739 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you so much I really needed these words right now!!🙏❤️🕊️ It seems like I'm having more and more of those days that you described, so intensely that it feels like I'm on some horrible roller coaster ride that will not end, with it's ups and downs, and twists and turns! I really do like that quote from Steve Harvey, I really have never thought of it in that way either, it is an incredible truth! I've always sought, and really do enjoy, deep, meaningful connections, and relationships with people, and with family, and to some degree I do still have that with family thankfully, but not all the time, and especially when it's just myself, and as it pertains to my life, I feel that friends have drifted somewhat, especially over these past couple of years, and I also feel that my whole outlook and enthusiasm has slowly taken somewhat of a beating. These past 2 years have been particularly difficult, there has been some struggle and some loss, and it seems like the world is in such a precarious state, but I know I will try to keep a grip on my faith, and continually 🙏 for strength and peace through Christ! ❤️🕊️🙏

  • @janetfedeles3964
    @janetfedeles3964 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I relate to your friendship struggles;, as well. I would love to have a close friend, like when I was younger. I get very depressed about this because I really try to put myself out there for others.

    • @kontesica
      @kontesica 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too! 😞

    • @janetfedeles3964
      @janetfedeles3964 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@kontesica It makes me feel like there is something
      wrong with me! Honestly, I used to make friends easily and had a nice group of close friends.. I moved south years ago and I have never connected in the same way; despite trying. Now I am alone at 66 yrs old. This is no way to live! We have to pray especially for a good friend! I pray you find one.

    • @kontesica
      @kontesica 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@janetfedeles3964
      Thank you Janet. Hope you find a friend you are looking for 😊

  • @colleenmurphy7088
    @colleenmurphy7088 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you Chynna for the prayer!!!

  • @Warrior-hp5hv
    @Warrior-hp5hv 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I admire you for being so transparent with us. You are special. 🌻

  • @juliedunlap1
    @juliedunlap1 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Amen Chyna! Much Love!

  • @tammysmail8750
    @tammysmail8750 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    our pastor said something that stuck with me last week. he said we are not to get entangled in what is going on in this world. we are to focus on the kingdom of god . our real home.

  • @taracrouse
    @taracrouse 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love your insight about relationships!! So important!!!

  • @juliagray5634
    @juliagray5634 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    You make me smile. God bless. UK

  • @shifrahyochevedyisrael9234
    @shifrahyochevedyisrael9234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    BEAUTIFUL CHYNNA, SING. THAT'S REALLY GOOD. GIVE YOURSELF A BREAK. INHALE, EXHALE. WOW 💃 HOLY SPIRIT ACTIVATE 🔥

  • @roseannes335
    @roseannes335 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I love that fountain. It's just perfect.

  • @roxannetracy2931
    @roxannetracy2931 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Geeze, don't I know that feeling! The more we seek, the more the devil wants to rattle us. God doesn't give us a spirit of fear. I have to remind myself of this constantly! I understand how you feel, although we have had different experiences. Trusting people to not hurt us is the most vulnerable we can be I think. It's not natural for those of us who didn't have that foundation of unshakeable parental love and loyalty to hand over our insides to just anyone. God loves everthing about you. The hurt places especially! Peace of Christ.

  • @BeckyLStoutWriter
    @BeckyLStoutWriter 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I deal with panic attacks, too, and it's so hard to deal with. But as I go through them, I will myself to remember that I have nothing to panic over. I'm in God's hands, the safest place that I could ever be, and I calm down. Of course, those attacks have gone into overdrive for me recently, as I'm struggling through the most difficult battle I've ever had to face in my life, but no matter what's coming to attack me, the Lord is always standing between me and the enemy. So, please pray that I never forget that and that I have strength and patience as I move closer to my miracle! And may I finish by saying to you, Chynna, and all my Cal Preach Pals, you are such a blessing and I love you all! 🙏

  • @Robin19806
    @Robin19806 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm so happy for you and Billy and each individually as well! Praise and glory to our God!

  • @danneeley7248
    @danneeley7248 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for your vlog, and your devotion to the lord. You are a blessing to me and many.

  • @frogirl786
    @frogirl786 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love your enthusiasm for Jesus Christ, Chynna! You bring a smile to my face with your joy and gratitude, and just your sense of fun!😁🥰

  • @janetjinkens9636
    @janetjinkens9636 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thank you Chyna for always being so open!

  • @shanalacey1
    @shanalacey1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I absolutely love how you interact with your fur babies. I talk to my yorkie Bella like that too! Much respect from Niagara Falls canada 🌹

  • @debbie6787
    @debbie6787 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I haven’t had a panic attack in a year and it’s been great. I hope they never come back!!

  • @shifrahyochevedyisrael9234
    @shifrahyochevedyisrael9234 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    HOLY SPIRIT ACTIVATE
    🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥

  • @dawnstrohm5382
    @dawnstrohm5382 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Chynna, you are going through exactly what I did when I was in peri-menopause. It was quite frightening! Bioidentical hormones helped immensely. I will take them FOREVER!!!

  • @LisaLGruman
    @LisaLGruman 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I learned that staying away from sugar and caffeine really helps keep anxiety down. Thanks for sharing your heart as always. Sending love and care.

    • @LisaLGruman
      @LisaLGruman 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @S.M It is interesting how different things affect different people. My mom could drink coffee and go to sleep right afterwards, whereas I could drink one cup early in the morning and then be staring at the ceiling trying to go to sleep all night!!

    • @LisaLGruman
      @LisaLGruman 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@woman6675 I’m no longer eating sugar and am eating super low fat and have never slept better.

  • @dapdne4916
    @dapdne4916 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    AMEN! Beautiful sweater. Very thoughtful. Shows respect for your life choices too. PA also hyperventilating too. Everyone is crazy now with all of the things going on. Working Moms have other responsibilities. Does Chynna think her father was abusive in some ways with her Mom as well as with her? She and Michelle might have been closer without Daddy around?
    I personally have been using prayer more and more and have seen some big results. 🙏

  • @stuntbrat777smith4
    @stuntbrat777smith4 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    CHYNNA!!! Hey, Sweetheart!!! Great words today...I just LUV you, as you know!!! I've been praying for you and your beautiful family since you had 6,000 subscribers!!! Consider changing the title of this video to....You and Billy Doing better Than Ever.....just sayin....HUGggzzzz.....Love, Cherie

  • @lw4910
    @lw4910 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Omg! I have that too- the dizziness and heart stuff-I know it may be connected to hormones. I commented about that in your IG live. You are so right about that! I pray about it as well. Cancel all weapons! I also relate to having a hard time making new friends. I have trust issues. My grandfather raised us as my parents worked all of the time. I can’t really remember my mom and dad doing things with us except for the annual vacations. I have a hard time of showing my vulnerable side to new people. I feel like people judge me especially at work. I pray about it! This whole episode was very special. I’m so grateful for this channel. ❤️❤️❤️

  • @dadgumblah
    @dadgumblah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very blessed video! I laughed out loud when you mentioned your sister calling to tell you about her gas! 😂 Lots of pearls of wisdom, Chynna, that you pass down from God. Jesus bless you, always. Peace of Christ!

  • @sharonbell8895
    @sharonbell8895 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I love the pleasantry of you Chynna, you are for me a reminder of how important it is to be gentle and kind ,,i see you express many fruits of the spirit . the reinforcement that I need to assure myself that just because I keep my joy doesn't make me frivolous to the things that need consideration.. thank you for the love you pour out everyday so effortlessly even without perfection ,,,you rock it babe good light N Love N

  • @ghc26
    @ghc26 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I have two thoughts come to mind nearly every time I watch one of your videos and they are, 1) You must have a really high IQ and/or a photographic memory because the amount of information you share with us, including quotes, is truly remarkable; 2) You are so funny without even trying…actually, I think a quick wit accompanies intelligence. So, there you have it, you’re a genius! Lol! My favorite prayer to recite is one my Mother used to say and it stuck, at least the abbreviated version, and that’s the Serenity Prayer. Sometimes I break it down even more, Serenity, Courage and Wisdom, whatever gets you through, right? 💕🙏🏼

  • @bennettjudi1
    @bennettjudi1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    CANNOT TELL YOU HOW MUCH I LOVE MY CAL PREACH SHIRT 👕❤ THANK YOU CHY! LOVE CAL PREACH MERCH!

  • @lindadrew5047
    @lindadrew5047 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Sending you a big hug 🤗

  • @naomimaldonado2384
    @naomimaldonado2384 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Good morning Chynna! Have a beautiful day! Count me in as a new friend in Christ❤