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  • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
    @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin  2 ปีที่แล้ว +37

    🆘 If anyone has a prayer request, Christi Wilkes (a trusted prayer warrior)would love to pray for you. Please comment with as much or as little as you would like to share. Christi does try to respond personally to every request. Also, If you’d like to know more about Jesus and the new life you can have in HIM, she’d love to share with you.
    “And this is the confidence that we have toward HIM, that if we ask anything according to HIS will HE hears us. And if we know that HE hears us in whatever we ask, we know that we have the requests that we have asked of HIM.”
    ‭‭1 John‬ ‭5:14-15‬ ‭ESV‬‬

    • @fluffydog9356
      @fluffydog9356 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Please pray for unity across all relationships involving all creation! Our world needs more love! Amen!

    • @mac-ju5ot
      @mac-ju5ot 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      No need to e.ail me just please,pray for the children and families I. The Ukraine those who need healing most please,pray for them

    • @oceanview5545
      @oceanview5545 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Please pray for my friend Helen, she has pneumonia , COPD internal bleeding and they can't find the source and she has severe Anemia, heart failure, nodules on pancreas,diabetes and has started having Parkinsons symptoms . She is currently inpatient physical rehab trying to get her strength back. Thank You

    • @mcgarrtirishgal3903
      @mcgarrtirishgal3903 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      1 Peter 3:1 🙏

    • @davidschaaf6923
      @davidschaaf6923 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Pray for David Schaaf who is having open heart surgery on Mar 14.

  • @mikejordan9220
    @mikejordan9220 2 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    Do you know why I like watching you? Because you are a real person. You just reinforce to me that we all have the same problems.

  • @sylviakettlewell8088
    @sylviakettlewell8088 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

    Chynna, That was absolutely beautiful and so beautifully said. I would like to share what was said when we were on the edge of divorce. "Divorced we will have to make changes, why not make them now" I once asked my brother, who has the most beautiful marriage I have ever seen, high school sweethearts, only one ever in their beautiful lives after 54 yrs.
    I never forgot his answer to me, "we have not always agreed but nothing was ever important enough to have an argument with Ginny". Just being around them is a therapy session itself. Just wanted to share with you. Can't succeed if you don't try. Respect is soooooo important. This was all free of charge. Piece of Christ. xo

  • @elizabethoneill7239
    @elizabethoneill7239 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Very deep and beautiful...I got goose bumps. 💓 You are processing and healing.

  • @terrigreen100
    @terrigreen100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This poem/download is quite beautiful, Billy is a lucky man for sure … those kids in the background are making me laugh so hard, not sure if they were, but the sounds of children are so beautiful❤️

    • @terrigreen100
      @terrigreen100 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@nicolaswalter6996 doing good and very inspired with this channel , Cal preach is a great platform speaks to me because Chynna is so genuine and very relatable. I don’t feel so alone concerning my walk with God.

  • @kobechipper
    @kobechipper 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I mean this with all humility, my friend, as I said to my man, “every morning and every night we BETTER thank the Lord we aren’t in Ukraine! So we better get get on and get God. 💛💛❤️

    • @vickiemarie5314
      @vickiemarie5314 2 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      Its so true. Be thankful in all things. Having said that. I refuse to allow Ukraine to saturate my whole life. The news is shaping the n arrative and pushing people into division. It's got to stop. Wars all over the world are going on vicious horrible ones, like in Yemen and Muslim nations, women abducted and sold into slavery. Ukraine and Russia have been going at it for many many years. The news is not telling the whole story. I refuse to put the mainstream media on. They are fueling this. This Ukraine war would be over if that man in our white house simplyl opened back our pipe line and allowed us once again to be engergy independent, not funding Russia with war money. But they won't for politicial reasons. Ukraine can agree to the modest demands of Russia that were given this week. But they won't so people will die. Turn off the news. Turn to God, read the word, seek Jesus and remember Jesus told us the signs of the end times. Wars and rumors of war. Stop the division and hate. In the multitude of mass media the truth is the first thing to go. I say this with love and age and experience. The media are not to be trusted. Peace of Christ all. He's on the way soon! Get ready.

    • @linak7155
      @linak7155 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I'm thankful I'm not in Ukraine or Russia or China or Saudi Arabia...get my drift? As bad as things are at home, there's no where else I'd rather be than in the states 🌻🥰🌟

    • @judyworks6554
      @judyworks6554 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      People are still living their lives ..we don't all sit and think about Ukraine 24/7...just sayin

    • @pamelaadams5395
      @pamelaadams5395 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      My reply disappeared. I had a lot to say. We never have had couples therapy in 41 years of marriage. We have the perfect marriage counselor..Holy Spirit. We still fight and we get convicted immediately and Holy Spirit makes us work it out. Being stubborn is the same as witchcraft according to the Old Testament I can’t remember the address, but it’s there. We all have fallen short of the Glory of God.
      I loved your poem.
      I love you Chynna and things will get better.
      Please of Christ
      Pamela

    • @kimberlykennedy747
      @kimberlykennedy747 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      🙏🇺🇦💛💙🇺🇦🙏

  • @kingdomartist
    @kingdomartist 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    Love how the children were laughing and having fun as you were praying to your heavenly DAD.

  • @dianemilligan7370
    @dianemilligan7370 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    What a Stunning poem ! You are an amazing writer, so expressive, so beautiful!!! Thank you for sharing!❤️

  • @susancampbell3796
    @susancampbell3796 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chynna I love how you can make me laugh out loud and cry in the same post. The poem is so touching and real. The recognition of what happened during your son’s illness is so moving. Keep going my girl. You are on the right path!

  • @charladuvall5466
    @charladuvall5466 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chynna I LOVED your poem! It was very raw and touching. It’s amazing how we can so easily write the things we need to say to someone on paper but can feel so vulnerable sharing what it is that we write 🙂 It was absolutely beautiful 🥰 Blessings to you all 🙏😊

  • @janl2835
    @janl2835 2 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    Always amazed at your ability to vocalize your feelings into words and prayer..Amazing prayer and poem..Peace of Christ ❤🙏🌹🇺🇦

  • @janetturner6745
    @janetturner6745 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful video, Chynna! Both your poem and then prayer with all of us were truly anointed. Thank you for humbling yourself and sharing your vulnerabilities. ❤️🙏🏻

  • @7sherry77
    @7sherry77 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I just listened to your beautiful poem. It was amazing! My husband and I need so many times to take the time to come back together and "regroup." We are loving and serving the people of Uganda (I am actually here right now) waiting for his arrival next month. And at times it takes 110% of our time and WE as a couple lose track of each other and WE slip through the cracks. Thank you, Chynna for being "real".

  • @jmu1966
    @jmu1966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You two are an amazing example of what it takes to make a marriage work; WORK ! But it has to be focused and the right kind of work. Your poem is a gift and an inspiration , I have so much respect for you both xx

  • @tracirogers9719
    @tracirogers9719 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Please make that poem printable! My husband and I just watched this together 😭😭. The power of our Heavenly Father is working through you two!!!!!! I’m so grateful!

  • @robertahartley1
    @robertahartley1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Have a blessed spring Chi...I went for a walk and saw a california plate and passed a church and thought about California dreaming luv that song...started singing it ha ha

  • @dissidentfairy4264
    @dissidentfairy4264 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    It was the most beautiful poem I've ever heard. I felt every word and it was very emotional. You are very talented, Chynna. Have fun in Cabo:-)

  • @monstermcboo7282
    @monstermcboo7282 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ladybug, what you said about communicating is so timely! DH and I were just talking about how important it is for us to be intentional in looking for the guideposts in our relationship, and making sure we are interacting and communicating in a way that honors the maturation of our union. It’s so important!
    I love the poem! (The part about your precious boy brought tears to my eyes.) You’re both so blessed and lucky to have God on your side. ❤️
    Powerful prayer! Thank you.

  • @jonnieallert5857
    @jonnieallert5857 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Such a beautiful poem you wrote for your hubby. You are amazing. I love to listen to you so much. It certainly helps me. I feel like you are so perfect and I can't see what you say is brokenness. I know I sure feel broken and you always help me so much. God Bless You Chynna !!!

  • @kimfrank2417
    @kimfrank2417 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Chynna what a great poem just loved it.i love watching your videos.they make me feel better.thanks chynna.i also love pokie and space kitty.

  • @cdhphotographylifestylefil7708
    @cdhphotographylifestylefil7708 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You know I am gobsmacked by that poem- it’s incredible and could be THAT SONG. I love you- I love all the amazing supportive comments. Thank God for this safe haven for you, for all of us. Your honesty is a saving Grace. I love you more than I can ever express. 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼and sooooo happy you are going to Cabo. 😍

  • @kimflannery2047
    @kimflannery2047 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Chynna..all the way from Perth WA l cannot tell how how much much your videos resonate with me and in particular this one 💛..you are so vulnerable and true to yourself which l more than admire..my daughter was in an accident many years ago and has never fully recovered.. l lost my mum when I was a teenager and only buried my Dad a year ago due to his alcoholism..had surrendered my life to Jesus many years ago but due to my own ego have tried to do it in my own strength over the last ten years ..go figure its crazy
    !😅 your videos have been a godsend but more importantly being an lrish/Aussie myself you've reminded me through your own struggles and joys how l need to keep Jesus close to my heart..please keep your conversations going Chynna l appreciate the raw honesty you and Billy bring together and with your keen sense of humour its truly a gift x ❤ 🤗🌈

  • @debs7368
    @debs7368 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Okay, so I cried. Your poem truly touched my heart. ❤️ Thank you, Chynna. I needed to hear this tonight.
    Have a wonderful weekend. 💕🌷

  • @janroth9131
    @janroth9131 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    OMGosh Chynna....that poem was so beautiful! Poetry is a wonderful gift the Lord has given you and such an expression of your love.

  • @marissafrances6318
    @marissafrances6318 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I love the poem it brought me tears to me eyes. Chynna girl I just need to say this- when I first started watching y’all years ago I saw A different you with Billy. You seem to listen more you are more patient and he lets you talk and listens more. I feel this is the turning point turning yearning and God blessing you both and you both have changed. The house your children your animals your channel and Jesus bringing you closer when you felt so far apart. You may have anger but the fire-the fire Chynna it’s a beautiful beacon of Gods light I see in you and Billy and your love. I pray that you both make it in Jesus name. Peace of Christ.

  • @jenniferperna3677
    @jenniferperna3677 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Love this poem and especially the prayer! My prayers sometimes seem uninspired and I love when you pray with us. Much love to you!

  • @suz2761
    @suz2761 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    Beautiful, touching, raw, honest poem. ❤️

  • @anitahmg
    @anitahmg 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    😭 😭 😭 😭 I love this poem so much and I love y’all…So so much. You two are so real and it seems we all know you and are your friends. Keep keeping on and I hope we can continue listening and viewing into your world because you just don’t know how much you help us all, individually and as married couples. Now if I can get my husband to watch this :)

  • @jessiem276
    @jessiem276 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow, one of the most beautiful poems I've ever heard. I can relate to SO much of it! Your poem should be published, Chynna. Thanks for sharing it with us 🙏❤❤❤

  • @cherylthomas2459
    @cherylthomas2459 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    Over many years I thought therapy and counseling was the way to healing but honestly it only continued to dig the hole of hurt deeper. Never any resolution. From my experience it’s much better to let The Holy Spirit be your counselor and confidant. He can heal in seconds.

    • @MercyUS
      @MercyUS 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🦋Yes. And the Holy Spirit may use a counselor too. Such a challenge to achieve Proverbs 31✝️

    • @robertajtnma5934
      @robertajtnma5934 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I fully agree, our Christian council ,never made us any better but they sure collected on their time . They did encourage deeper digs & no solutions , never prayed with us either.

    • @akmiller6845
      @akmiller6845 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree!

    • @littlelo9751
      @littlelo9751 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Counseling made things worse for me personally and ended my marriage. Go to God and let him fight the battle.

    • @noracharles9366
      @noracharles9366 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@littlelo9751 amen! 👍

  • @loveit8602
    @loveit8602 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omg Chynna it's so good to see your videos again. Like seeing a dear friend. I didn't have time for TH-cam because of family issues but always pray for you and your family every night.

  • @Robin19806
    @Robin19806 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful poem, beautiful prayer! Thank you for sharing both! Thank you for taking us (me)on your life journey. It has truly been a pleasure watching you grow as a woman, wife, daughter of God. I have been inspired and enriched by all you so courageously share.

  • @tigre7739
    @tigre7739 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Girl I got one thing to say, that poem Rocked! , I loved literature my senior year in high school, I had an awesome teacher and those years of high school are when I started really battling my first real bouts of depression and feeling less than inside, even when I was told by others on the outside that I was not. Poetry was great form of escape reading it and writing it, and it does give you the feeling of vulnerability really because you're pouring your soul out in the words. I'm a couple of years older than you and that was a while ago now, I know that my faith in God is what saved me from the real dark thralls of depression and pulled me back and even though I hit the pitfalls slowly sometimes out of nowhere I still always feel the power of the Holy Spirit pulling me up. I should spend some time in poetry again though, because it is such great therapy within itself. I have always loved music which has always been a therapeutic escape for me as well. All I can say is keep on keeping on 🤟 I always enjoy praying with you on here it was very beautiful as well 🙏❤️ Peace of Christ 🕊️

  • @EndTimeDreams
    @EndTimeDreams 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Very honest, thank you for being so candid Chynna. Marriage can certainly be a roller-coaster ride. The prayers really do break down walls.

  • @clairemcmillin4890
    @clairemcmillin4890 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Poem was incredible!! I get so excited when a video pops up!! Thank you for being so transparent!! ❤️

  • @lisamariepagliei3945
    @lisamariepagliei3945 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Beautiful poem, Chynna! You covered everything very eloquently. Your writing is amazing actually. Thank you for generously sharing quite a personal poem with us. I'm sure Billy loved it and it gives him even more reason to love you, his wife for life❤❤
    I personally love the prayer at the end! Peace of Christ!✝️🙏🏼

  • @jenniferkelley6875
    @jenniferkelley6875 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow! Those neighbors' children are uhh...boisterous! Kids, being kids. Imagine that! 😊You did a fabulous job leading us in prayer through that background "music". Your poem is beautiful. Thank you so much for sharing! ❤

  • @Narrowpath0325
    @Narrowpath0325 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have so many gifts and yet another you displayed in this video !! love your thoughts and how well put they come together in this beautiful poem it should be a song

  • @tonidibernardo171
    @tonidibernardo171 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chyna Thank you for all your honesty. Being so open like this too can help maybe ease whatever you are struggling with. I get so much out of your videos.

  • @ChanceCard9
    @ChanceCard9 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for sharing such intimate details of your relationship- it helps people feel less alone.

  • @Thankful305
    @Thankful305 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    WOW! That POEM ♥ ~ BAM ~ ♥
    Sooo perfectly worded! Thank you for sharing that with us Chynna.
    We gotta 'Grow Through, what we Go Through!'

  • @carolinepancotti4587
    @carolinepancotti4587 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    OMG...have only recently found Cal Preach and have loved every single one! But this poem....oh my gravy! Your poem was amazing and so heartfelt. You are so real and raw sometimes and thats what makes you so relatable. Keep being you, Chynna! Holy hugs to you

  • @kimkelly9046
    @kimkelly9046 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chynna, your poem is a masterpiece! Very powerful. You and Billy are so fortunate to have each other. What an inspiration you are. You are beautiful inside and out.

  • @robincivis9501
    @robincivis9501 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow!!! I believe you were divinely annointed with this talent of expressing yourself through word and music. And the number of "we(s)" and "us(s)" far outweighed the me and you in your poem. That is huge!! Piece of Christ Chynna!#

  • @betsybabf748
    @betsybabf748 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Billy seems the type of man who appreciates the opening up, sharing one's inner feelings so he will love the poem.

  • @kellybode4812
    @kellybode4812 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Chynna,your poem was absolutely true and beautiful! You had me in tears.Thats so great, your working together on your marriage. "PEACE OF CHRIST "!💜🙏✝️

  • @deleisajohnson3726
    @deleisajohnson3726 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    That was beautiful and raw and real, Chynna! Thank you for sharing the poem and your life and walk with Christ. None of us is perfect, just sinners saved by Grace. Keep letting your light shine through the cracks!

  • @lesliemay6699
    @lesliemay6699 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hi Miss Chynna it's really becoming a blessing to me ,this is like the fourth or 5 the time your videos appear at the perfect time to provide me with serenity,solace ,peace and happiness,I wasn't having the greatest day,allittle stressed,blue ,out of sorts and praise be a new Chynna video appears ,ty once again Chy fix Leslie and Pete Ottawa canada

  • @joycekaminski1943
    @joycekaminski1943 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I was moved and touched by your poem and prayer. We are going through a rough patch also so it was God's will I watched your testament tonight. Thank you for your openness and your ability to be vulnerable and sharing. Peace of Christ.

  • @daleclark8872
    @daleclark8872 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    That poem was just beautiful! I am so glad you listen to the Holy Spirit’s guidance in your life! We all need our loving Father’s guidance/direction! God bless you and Billy!! 🙏🙏❤️

  • @speechgirl9647
    @speechgirl9647 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The things that I would say in a relationship,in my 20’s, I would never say now, I changed my relationship vibe to peace & love, not saying I won t get angry ,but would not blow a gasket or throw things or say awful things , also would not accept those things back to me, I just won t,
    Love your poem ❤️ it seems you guys are on a steady path of relationship Love❤️

  • @dadgumblah
    @dadgumblah 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Wow Chynna, that poem was beautiful and I know it came from your soul (with the Holy Spirit's help as you said 🙂). You truly have a way with words. Writing is very therapeutic also as I know you know. Sometimes we get to say the things we don't speak. Kind of like silent prayer.
    My wife and I also went through couples counseling early on in our marriage and it was immensely helpful. I can recommend that to any man out there who is reluctant to go. Do it if your marriage is shaky in certain areas. It will only help. I say this and can still retain my Man Card. 😁
    If I may say, Chynna, you are the soul of patience with those kids yelling in the background. I suffer from not being able to handle noises from different directions at the same time, so you are awesome that it didn't bother you. Wonderful video. Peace of Christ! 🙏

  • @y2daisy
    @y2daisy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful deep heartfelt poem Chynna. Thank you for the blessing you are. I'd like to add if we remember how we felt about our husband when we first fell in love, and are best friends in Christ it will work. God bless you and Billy as well as your family.

  • @dawnoftherock
    @dawnoftherock 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful poem Chynna. You and Billy are a true inspiration. I am so happy for you both. Hey empty nesting is not so bad it's a new phase you may even enjoy it!❤

  • @nadinerogers5653
    @nadinerogers5653 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    My favorite line was "Lord, forgive us for hating the lesson we had to learn." Ain't that the truth!

  • @susanmikan8447
    @susanmikan8447 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Your poem is wonderful and to the point. I can see how God gave you those words for yourself and Bailey but also for others. Thank you for sharing. God bless you!

  • @ediekite3841
    @ediekite3841 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    China, you are so blessed to have your channel! Thank you for sharing and helping so many of your Bible babes through a growing contentious world right now. You are the very best!

  • @gigimac8459
    @gigimac8459 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The poem was amazing. It hit so close to home. It brought me to tears. Thank you for sharing.

  • @sf78310
    @sf78310 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Your poem is beautiful!
    True love is a blessing-
    GOD is beside you and Billy, walking you through this time.

  • @nancystevens7447
    @nancystevens7447 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Every couple can appreciate your prayer and poem! This is heartfelt and spirit inspired, reread daily!

  • @editle
    @editle 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The poem you wrote is beautiful, it brought me to tears!

  • @dinnie8352
    @dinnie8352 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    That was such a beautiful sentiment. So many of us can relate to that in our lives. Thank you so much for sharing that. I know it was private, but universal all the same.

  • @marinamayo7994
    @marinamayo7994 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Your poem is very beautiful and touching! Praying for your marriage to keeping growing. May the
    Lord keep you both in His loving care and pour out His blessings upon your marriage. You're both so wise to get the counseling before you become empty nesters.

  • @cl7241
    @cl7241 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow Chynna! You speak through me not at me. This is EXACTLY where I am. It’s a really hard place. I’m used to self fixing and even though I have been a Christian for ever it’s so hard to get answers from the one that really is the only one who is truly invested in me.

  • @chriscreekmore210
    @chriscreekmore210 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Chynna your poem is so beautiful! Praying u guys will continue to grow in your marriage. Thanks for the transparency 😊

  • @myheartwaves
    @myheartwaves 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love the poem, you're so good with words, even in speaking you express yourself well! I've been writing poems many years myself, and find it very therapeutic! So beautiful you & Billy care enough about your union in marriage that you're seeking help, as difficult as it may be. Sometimes we have to dig through alot of dirt before we can see the treasure... you'll get there. Praying for you both! ❤️

  • @misstramaine1981
    @misstramaine1981 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I love the beginning of the prayer when you say "Father, You created us and You don't create junk..."
    Wooo chile!! I love it---and I'm going to saying it. Glory to God ✝️ 🤎🙏🏾

  • @GreenEggsAndGram
    @GreenEggsAndGram 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    I appreciate your authenticity Chynna! We have so many similarities. Albeit we also serve a God that loves us deeply! I pray for you and Billy and your family! 🙏🦋

  • @mkslatte41
    @mkslatte41 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing your incredible poem. It’s just lovely, real, raw & from the heart ♥️ I think you could turn it into a song 🎵

  • @jolyn2133
    @jolyn2133 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    That poem was absolutely beautiful sister! You have such an amazing gift of expression thru music and poetry. And you are sharing it with the world. So admirable! I wish you and your precious family all the best and I hope you and Brooke have a fun filled and relaxing trip to Cabo! Can I come? Lol. It’s 2 degrees here in Wisconsin today with a windshield of negative 15!!! I’m so ready for some warm weather, but I digress! 😂😂😂
    Peace of Christ and God bless!!

    • @jolyn2133
      @jolyn2133 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@nicolaswalter6996 I’m doing well… thank you. Hope you have a great day!

  • @WildatHeart123
    @WildatHeart123 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Chynna your poem was beautiful, it brought tears to my eyes. Thank you for sharing.

  • @karennicholas2420
    @karennicholas2420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love your shares and one of the BEST Poems I’ve ever heard in my life!! Thank you… for everything 😊🥰♥️🙏🏼

  • @randikiki1517
    @randikiki1517 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Chynna your poem was so honest and raw. I appreciate all that you share. I haven’t commented a lot but I wanted you to know that you are a guiding force in my journey with God. You are his holy messenger. Also in one of your videos you were sad because you couldn’t feel God’s love. I prayed for you all day that God would help you feel his love. I love you and thank you for starting this channel it means so much to me. 🙏🏻

    • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
      @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin  2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Randi …. Thank you for your prayer!! We had huge breakthroughs today and I feel the love of God!!!!!!!! I know your prayer helped me (us) today. 😇

  • @EphemeralProductions
    @EphemeralProductions 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Love that new intro chynna!! Really cool. Thanks again for another great video. Your usual vulnerability and humor. ❤️. You always encourage me! Hugs! Thanks for the cute part with pokey. ❤️

  • @sharonszostak8047
    @sharonszostak8047 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Chynna, your sincere heartfelt poem was so lovely. A beautiful expression of how you feel. What a gift you have! May God continue to bless your marriage. It’s a journey. Go Chilly Go! Peace of Christ ⭐️Sharon in Maryland

  • @patriciahall2223
    @patriciahall2223 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Hello Chynna what a beautifully penned poem , so deeply touching I think it would be lovely framed ...you are such a lovely person , continued Blessings for you and Billy .....🇨🇦

  • @lisalaurro8332
    @lisalaurro8332 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for working on your marriage and sharing with us. I feel a new song coming because of all this work on your marriage 🙏❤️

  • @valwerner3376
    @valwerner3376 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Thank you Chynna. Amazing as always. Beautiful poem, beautiful prayer. Ya might want to check on your neighbors though, what a fight.
    Yikes!
    Blessed Cabo vacay to you.

    • @AmerieMarina
      @AmerieMarina 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I honestly thought my neighbors were screaming at each other until I pulled the earbuds off!!

    • @valwerner3376
      @valwerner3376 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@AmerieMarina Thank God! It was just kids playing. I didn’t catch that Chynna wrote “kids playing” we had our eyes closed in prayer!
      Blessings to you beautiful Petra.

  • @michelesusanne1
    @michelesusanne1 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    One area that seems to be a source of marital issues for many is physical intimacy. A women needs to feel loved to make love and a man needs to make love to feel loved. I read that a long time ago and it's very true. *30 yrs of marriage* Beautiful poem!

  • @paigecat9104
    @paigecat9104 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    WOW! That poem is AWESOME! IT WAS NOT TOO LONG JUST RIGHT! Didn't even seem like a long poem. You have really good talent at writing poems and it's definitely a gift God has given you! I can see Billy critiquing it lol. I loved it! Lucky you, get to go to Cabo AGAIN! For 10 days invite by a friend NICE! Man, wished I had a friend that lived there what a blessing! Have lots of fun on your girls trip mother/daughter bonding time!!! She's a beautiful young lady she looks like both of you perfect combination! Thank you for sharing and don't feel shy EVER about sharing a beautiful poem like that! God is good!

  • @janewinston8255
    @janewinston8255 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Dear Chynna, your poem was so BEAUTIFUL and made me tear up, as did your prayer. Bless you and thank you. Have a wonderful trip with your sweet girl. Peace of Christ🙏✝️❤️

  • @maureen5054
    @maureen5054 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is what I shared with all my nieces when they got married. There are three of you in the relationship...you, your husband and the relationship itself. It is not about being right all the time. It is about doing what is right for the relationship! Love is doing some things you don't necessarily like to do, but you do them, because your spouse enjoys it. I am talking about going to a sporting event with your hubby, him going shopping with you and things like that. Most importantly, always putting God first in your lives...

  • @birdwatcher2846
    @birdwatcher2846 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your poem is beautiful and definitely inspired by the Holy Spirit. Keep on California Preachin’ . What a blessing to us. You’re so blessed that Billy is open to your conversations , as he is blessed to have a spiritual warrior as his wife. God bless you both.

  • @shelleyarmstrong8181
    @shelleyarmstrong8181 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Loved that poem! I used to write poems too. I should do one on marriage too, like you. Almost 37 yrs & 4 beautiful young adult kids. Always learning & trying to change things, and be led by the Lord. It’s not easy a lot of times. But Thankful to wake up next to my husband & have breath! Thank You God! And Peace of Christ over All our marriages!!! 🥰👫💝✝️🙏🏼

  • @brendasholtz8765
    @brendasholtz8765 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Grieving our sons passing has stirred up the resentment in our marriage. I'm drained and numb. 44 years layed bare at our Lords feet expecting Holy Spirit to give life to the dry ground. Thank you once again Chynna for inspiring me to continue this walk 🚶‍♀️ ❤ 🙏

    • @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin
      @ChynnaPhillipsBaldwin  2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh Brenda… My heart rests on yours. Losing a child is an unimaginable grief. You inspire me to keep pushing forward.. Peace of Christ.

  • @pfris1197
    @pfris1197 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Our "therapy" is simple. My husband and I love and treat each other like each day is the last day that we will be together. Death is more real to us, because we're in our 70s. My husband is Catholic, and I used to be a VERY active born again Christian for 15 years, but now I refuse to live my life on beliefs. ("Just the facts, ma'am", as Jack Webb would say). We both fully accept each other and put importance on each other's happiness. No other person or religion or anything will be more important to us. I wish the best for you, too.❤❤

  • @amyleonard416
    @amyleonard416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thanks for sharing your beautiful poem!
    Enjoy your time with your daughter. I wish I had taken more quality time with mine when she was still at home.

  • @gordonaberbach5502
    @gordonaberbach5502 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I'm not sure why I feel compelled to write, I certainly don't have the answer, only one person does. Your poem was really good. I heard something today that you can do everything tight and things go wrong, as you can do wrong & things go right. Only God understands this. I'd like to believe that all things are good between you & Billy, but if they're not at least you're both working on it. With The Holy Spirits help hopefully it will all work out in the end. As I have said, you seem like a good team from the outside. I wish you both The Peace of Christ. Be as happy as you can be, enjoy & be well, take care & take it easy. That's my two cents.

    • @dapdne4916
      @dapdne4916 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      As long as you guys have the right therapist! No buffer kids means no dancing around issues, I get it. 🤪

  • @lindawhitman6181
    @lindawhitman6181 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful poem! Thanks for sharing. I love your talent

  • @andrevangraan8241
    @andrevangraan8241 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Beautiful poem:) The cycle of honeymoon, resentment, explosion has to be broken. The cost of NOT doing so should drive both to a less combative and more peaceful co-existence. 😍

  • @debbiehuddleston4358
    @debbiehuddleston4358 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful poem. You are so talented and so real. ❤️

  • @lesliearonson1447
    @lesliearonson1447 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    oh my I guess your videos help people, I know you enjoy doing them so they are helping you.

  • @sherricarter6303
    @sherricarter6303 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    So beautiful!!!! Amazing Chynna! That needs to be published!

  • @tcshy1903
    @tcshy1903 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The poem is so beautiful, Chynna!!

  • @TRUTHfanclubpres
    @TRUTHfanclubpres 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    i love how you do this show. following your story is relatable and entertaining. FLIP THE SWITCH!!

  • @martybontumasi5058
    @martybontumasi5058 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow.......what a beautiful poem from the heart. Thank you for sharing!

  • @moiraanderson1557
    @moiraanderson1557 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You are such a blessing Chynna, thank you for being so honest about your struggles. And your poem was awesome. Peace of Christ to you xx

  • @lisamarie949
    @lisamarie949 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    That poem is beautiful & needs to become a song 🎶

  • @RealityChick77
    @RealityChick77 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Seeing you and poky is my favorite, it always makes me smile 😊

  • @shelliclarke5563
    @shelliclarke5563 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    "It's not all unicorns and popcorn" 😂🍿 love it