My Experience with Porn Addiction

In this video I talk about being addicted to porn.
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[@dankbank138]

Thanks for uploading this video, I'm a part way through but I'll share my own anecdotal experience. I wouldn't say I am addicted because I can easily stop watching for days but I would describe my usage as extremely unhealthy and possibly worse than an addiction is someways. This is mainly because I've cross-used it with drugs, in particular stims. People often talk about porn being dopamine releasing, but when you combined with another dopaminergic drug such as meth, coke, speed etc it's taken to another level. It's like they multiply each other exponentially. I've only done it a few times but enough for it to be a problem and I also try to rationalize it in my brain because it's one of the most pleasurable things I've ever experienced. Combining VR porn and drugs is insane, my brain no longer gets much euphoria from these drugs but the craving is insane despite living a good lifestyle of exercise and eating wholefoods. I would still say I have it under somewhat control because I still only stick to vanilla stuff, but sometimes I think it's the intimacy/euphoric moments I crave because I'm in a dead bedroom relationship. I am particularly concerned with my usage because when my hormones have taken control I've often indulged in drug habits I would never do if I was in a normal state of mind, when you combine being high and horny it's even more dangerous I would say. As you mentioned in your video I feel like your hormones and brain rationalizes and tricks you into these habits if you let it, almost like you 'deserve' to do these hedonistic habits.
Anyway that was a long winded way to say stay away from stimfapping lol

[@mikrodizels]

I have done speed + porn binges that were 24h+ long, where I literally keep sitting in my PC chair the whole duration, keep redosing speed while I keep searching more and more depraved and perverse videos, download them and edit them to be more stimulating, it's never enough and it only ends when you're out of drugs or finally finish. Stims + porn is truly a level of horny you cannot achieve any other way and it's so irresistible, like drinking a nectar of dopamine. However, its sooo unhealthy, it feels like your soul has been drained from you after a binge like that

[@dankbank138]

@@mikrodizels 100% agree with the comment about feeling your soul being drained, I think I've felt that way the most on a non-stim which was 2cb - It's like you see a veil behind the porn for what it actually is.
I've never gone close to 24hours but that sounds brutal. For me I'm finding it difficult because it's something I constantly think about and want to do, maybe that is addiction I guess. My first experience of stimfapping was straight to the hard stuff with meth, luckily only oral and it doesn't work for me after a few uses for some reason, same with 4mmc. I have 3mmc and speed on the way lol.

[@BigDome1]

God, yeah, stimfapping + VR sounds like a real trip to the hedonistic dark side. I would find that seriously hard to control myself on. Luckily I'm not really in s situation where I can do that kind of thing.
Weirdly, one of the things that's helped me the most is having a dog. You can't really do drug benders if you have a dog that needs feeding and walking multiple times per day. I'm grateful to have that barrier.

[@wilfred8724]

For six straight years I watched 30 minutes to an hour before going to work. All the while practicing retention. It made me feel soo energetic and dismissive to those of the opposite sexx. I felt Grreat at first. Then I became anxious and even a bit bp. I would be sweet one minute then would switch and become extremely mean and short tempered. Imagine watching pern while practicing retention at the same time..For six whole years. 😮The last two years before quitting, I believe I became psychotic and it started to effect my love ones. I realized the need to stop and eventually quit. I have become much more relaxed, much more approachable and productive since. I also thing the passing of my mom played a role in quitting the addiction because I didn’t want her spirit to see me wasting time and energy on pern versus spending it on more family oriented things. I think this a Great video. Great topic. Thanks for sharing mate. 😊

[@BigDome1]

Man! I can imagine. The worst periods of SR for me have been when I've edged. I agree it can give you a lot of energy but I experienced the mood swings as well.
Even just doing SR generally, I find that I feel great but can become quite angry and stressed out as well, possibly due to high blood pressure. I also don't think it's healthy to not cum ever. So I try to alternate it with periods of engaging freely. But a one or two week run of it feels great and makes training so much better. I think everyone should try it.

[@clover6480]

Thx in advance Brotha- didnt even watch it yet - will watch it later

[@BigDome1]

You're welcome dude and thanks for watching 👍

[@JSL2000]

My ex-gf was a sex addict. Some people might think that's great, but far from it. The only thing that interested her was getting off. She was also a porn fan and watched it daily. What you have to remember was that in-between all this was a lack of willingness to go to work on her part and constant fighting in our relationship. It was a horrible time reflecting back.

[@BigDome1]

Yeah, obsessing over sex and porn can really derail your life and make you totally lazy.