The Struggle to Relax: Why ADHD Makes it Tough
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Those of us with ADHD are just plain terrible at relaxing. But, why is that the case? Is there anything we can do to make it better?
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For me I think the lack of “off leash” non-self-regulation time also ties directly into the “revenge bedtime procrastination” phenom. I often find myself doing practically nothing or the mindless scrolling even though I am physically and mentally tired and WANT to sleep, but my brain is like “I HAVENT HAD A RUN AROUND TODAY WE MUST STAY UP”
Oh my gosh, I totally relate to this!
...Huh, was just thinking about this last night. And by last night, I mean very early this morning.
I'm in France, it's 1:00am and it's exactly what I'm doing right now...
Oh man, I've never had a conscious understanding of why I do this!!! It makes so much sense
superbly put!!!! and literally me!!!!!!🥲
I relaxed once
I like that it was just 'once' 😂
I'm very proud of you. :)
Hahaha!!!! Me too and I specifically remember the experience. Everything about it. ONE TIME IN MY LIFE, THIS HAPPENED. Once.
Really?! What was it like?
I feel called out.
The longer I spend in the adhd community. The less alone I feel. Anyone else feel like Jessica’s videos always come perfectly timed to their struggles?
Yes. But those videos expose the saddest parts of living with ADHD. The things that normally go unnoticed. It is definitely bittersweet for me.
Very much so. I wish I had a person this in sync with understanding locally
Sometimes you need a little nudge, to recognise your problems ✌️
Absolutely
Only because our ticks are always overlapping and highly prone to suggestion/acknowledgment.
This is why I generally struggle to get to bed at a "reasonable" hour - my brain hasn't had the opportunity to do what it wants for long enough, so I end up doing whatever it wants to do until it gets to the point that it has finally had enough where it can actually fall asleep. I never understood why that happened and why at just some random point while doing it I was able to just stop and go to bed - this explains it perfectly.
I actually did that recently, kids were in bed early, and my partner was pretty tired and I wasn't so once she went to bed I spent a couple hours working on my model trains, immediately felt tired once my brain was satisfied with the progress I'd made and it felt pretty good
I think this is me... 100%...
I don't think I've ever had a full night's rest for at least a few days in a row, for two decades.
I heard to make up for one night of poor sleep, you must be fully rested for at least 4 days straight. I could never hit that. Even if I'm sleepy, once 9pm or so hits suddenly I want to do EVERYTHING for hours on end.
I'll try to indulge that urge earlier on in the day somehow, and see if that helps.
Why I'm up until 2, 3, 4am every night.
This has been me for about my entire 39 year old life. I started medicine testing this winter, and I can now finally experience not feeling an intense need to stay up and do more fun stuff before the next work day.
I revert to being nocturnal when work finishes for the year. Don't know what it is. I just prefer nights.
I like to do what I call "ADHD puttering" where I let myself just wander around the house and take care of things. Great for attending to the random projects that never pop up in priority. I've been trying to develop a habit of doing 10-20 min of this every day after I get home with my kid. Sometimes I'll let myself do it for the whole day when I don't have the spoons to decide on the project.
I do this too!
Me too!
Same! I used to call it letting my ADHD loose, but I feel like "puttering" is a much better description. It is so rewarding, because I actually feel mental relaxation and am happy with whatever I happen accomplish.
This is my recovery after my last night shift. No structure really, just putter around the house, garden or in the shed. Doing things I want to, not scheduled.
And I usually finish in the afternoon mowing the lawn then having a beer and admiring it. Most people can't understand how I look forward to that, but it is a job that is easily completed with my headphones in, listening to an audiobook. And the visual improvement gives a rush of achievement 😀
And it makes me really feel I have earned my beer🍺
@@emceeboogieboots1608 Love this! I also love doing the yard work. Given weather, sun, and other sort of chaos, it can be really hard to make plans. So I take care of the min required stuff and then pick other projects to randomly work on. Headphone on, music, randomly puttering on stuff to do depending on weather, mood, etc. So good.
Sometimes allowing myself to hyperfocus on something that I’ve been wanting to do can be really relaxing. I have kids so a lot of times I don’t allow myself to do stuff that I know I’m likely to hyperfocus on simply because I can’t afford to be unaware of what they are doing or getting into. So for me relaxing can be my husband taking the kids so I can allow myself to hyperfocus on whatever my brain wants to latch onto.
Exactly!❤❤❤
Fighting that urge is exhausting. If it's safe to let yourself indulge for a bit, it's so much mental energy you don't have to spend.
For me, it's any kind of trading card game or similar thing. I'll get lost in working out optimal strategy for hours, but my brain is trying to do that anyway and giving it a chance to do that while I'm not trying to force it back to something else is almost magical.
I'm not bored, not trying to figure out what else I need or want to do. I'm just in the moment, enjoying it
As a fellow adhd mom, I'm here with you! So glad somebody else put it into words
I have felt that same way, kinda like I’m suppressing the hyperfocus because I have to be available/aware of other things. It’s nice to take a day or just a few hours that you know you have to yourself to let it loose and allow your hyperfocus to take priority!
I have always compared my trip into hyper focus with meditation.
If I compare what other people claim to gain from meditation it is a perfect match 😊
My therapist once asked me when do I relax without thinking about work, things on my to do list, things I think should be on my to do list, etc. And I realized in that moment my answer was … never? I had never ACTUALLY relaxed without anything hanging over my head. It was so eye opening and that one question changed my life forever.
(that therapist referred me to an adhd specialist shortly thereafter, lol)
My therapist on the other hand was stunned when I explained to him that just doing 1 thing was stressful to me, and I can relax best when I do something with my hands AND listen to something separately
He changed tactics when a calming exercise sent me into a panic attack 😅
@@lemmetalkaboutthiswait what tactics because it also stresses me to do one thing (and meditation)
@@lilydot9745 he wanted me to do an exercise where you hold something and focus on it and your breathing, really center yourself. I told him it wasn't a good idea, but he told me to try anyway.
So I did. Sounded easy enough, I thought it wouldn't work and I'd tell him and we would move on.
However, bc of a medical issue, parts of me feel generally numb. Including half my lungs.
Combine that with the ever looming dread that said medical issue will gradually make me lose feeling in my body more and more (it also comes with a tremor), and having to focus on lungs I can't really feel - I spiraled hard into a panic attack bc I was left alone with my thoughts in silence and the feeling of not really feelings my lungs as I breathed.
He did not try to do that with me again, those focusing-exercises, is what I meant with changing tactics. We just stuck to talking and he let me show him some examples of fidgeting that help me think when I tlalk, instead of asking I stop that to really focus.
@@lemmetalkaboutthis wdym you can't feel your lungs? Are we supposed to actually FEEL them?? Or do you mean your chest? Sorry, I'm confused 😳
I'm starting to try to explain to people: 'I can listen to you BETTER if I can make notes at the same time, it's not a lack of interest, but the contrary.
I have witnessed this with my partner and I really think you've hit on a nuance that doesn't always get talked about. He has a lot and I mean a LOT of obligations, a very busy schedule. And recently he's been much more frustrated and quick to anger in ways he normally wouldn't, not very nice by his own admission etc, and when we've drilled down on it, it comes down to him "not being able to do what he wants when he wants to, ever". And that inability to just have time to "be him" really burns him out fast. And like you said, his "me time" isn't necessarily relaxing to most. It could be hours of hard gardening work that technically needs to be done (he does enjoy "feet in earth"). Or his usual daily gaming. But it's that ability to say nope, not going to oblige social norms and expectations, not going to answer the phone, I'm just going to do me right now is such a refresher for him. I see it and encourage it. So some of our weekends together, he's up and down every hour or two, disappears into the garden, putters around the house, and I'm like go vibe, roam, pause the movie again LOL. I know it's because he's just DONE regulating. And he needs to just let his brain do its thing.
You're understanding and acceptance of his patterns is a blessing, he's fortunate to have you in his life supporting him 👌
You sound like a good partner. If you don't have ADD/ADHD yourself but are on this vid doing some personal research just for the sake of educating yourself about what your partner deals with, please give yourself a gold star, internet cookies, and 100 points to the Hogwarts House of your choice.
Its really nice to read about you two being so open with your communication and ready to solve problems in your relationship. The compassion and empathy you've displayed for your partner in your reaction to his behaviour is really incredible and heart-warming. I hope that things improve for the both of you with your new understanding and approach!
It's so great to see a significant other really trying to understand. It's so hard to explain to people why sitting and watching a full movie with them (for example) sounds torturous, and has caused a lot of hurt feelings and conflict in previous relationships. Good for you-- your partner is a lucky guy!
I try to (gently) encourage my husband to be more like this, but he has a lot of difficulty allowing himself to be this way. He's still so often pulled between what he wants, what he thinks he's supposed to want, & what he believes NEEDS to be done😪
A “break from self regulation” has become the gift I’ve given myself! My diagnosis came later in my life (74) so I’ve had decades of self monitoring, regulating, apologizing, and ruminating! It’s been so exhausting! For the past year I’ve deliberately spent less time with others, but I also cut myself some slack on the self monitoring and just accept that I’ll screw up sometimes. I’ve felt so unburdened!
Wow I'm trying to learn this now (²¹ yrs old). It's hard but worth it
No blame no Shame !Tell around when necessary you are Neuroatypic Gufted with sensitivity and creativity. Be indulgent with yourself first❤The world will follow, be confident, it's matter of time!
Amazing!
Apologizing and feeling shame. I am 52, ADHD and ey to confirm ASD. I can relax by doing watercolors, but I have a lot to think out. Colors, values, how much water, what kind of paint brush. It can take me a week of evenings to paint a 5" x 7" simple painting 😊 I enjoy the planning part, so it keeps my mind busy
This explains so much about why driving aimlessly on dirt roads doing what I call "lazy nature photography" or "ADHD-friendly nature photography" is the most effective way for me to recharge .. a big portion of that is NOT thinking, NOT making decisions and just being in the moment and letting my ADHD run wild .. which is actually very helpful with nature photography, because I see so many things that others with me miss .. it's so freeing and relaxing to not focus and let my attention lead me wherever it may .. plus, I end up with amazing photos when I get back!
There me also the GUILT!
Because we live in a world that doesn’t understand uneven attention and productivity, we’re always being criticised (mostly for not having a consistent level of productivity), so when we try to Stop, in order to relax, it feel wrong and self indulgent because we ‘don’t produce enough’ in any given day so how come can we be ‘relaxing and doing nothing’ 🤷🏻♀️
I feel this! The guilt is debilitating. Snowball effect.
can’t do any more things that need to be done bc too stressed and/or too tired -> can’t stop and rest bc stressed by thinking about things that need doing but now aren’t being done and/or stressed by actual rest method(s) chosen -> can’t do enjoyable/non-reg activity bc too tired from doing things that needed doing and/or stressed by thinking about things that still need doing and aren’t being done -> can’t just too go back to doing the the things that need doing bc STILL too tired/stressed
… etc etc, ad infinitum 🫠
Oh my god, yes.
@alleysouza7200. I was given a phrase: Your rest is productive. And taking a break, whether to nap or hyperfocus on some yummy new projects, creates space for us to breathe. When we return to our day to day routine, we have the necessary energy to be productive by societal standards.
omg it's in WORDS! Yes. This!! 100% this!
And then I feel bad about not doing the things that "should" be relaxing, things I know I like, but can't do. That adds to the stress and guilt, culminating in a lack of relaxation during the small window when you have time to relax. Feels like I've wasted that window and remain stressed going into the next few days to accumulate more stress, and the cycle continues.
Another challenge, and a reason why this is not a guaranteed solution 100% of the time, is that often we need this kind of rest BEFORE we can relax like normal people, but we may STILL NEED to relax like normal people do. It's a cruel circumstance when you are too exhausted to rest; just ask my 3 and 6 year-olds.
Edit to add: I'm currently in graduate school, and what I like to do for "rest" time is allow myself to deep dive into scholarly articles about tangential subjects I encounter in classes. I spend SO MUCH TIME reading about things that won't help me with my school work, and then when I feel refreshed, I close the articles or save them for later and get back to researching stuff for class. 😅
This would explain so much. I need to keep this in mind. Thanks!
Jupp, totally this !
I love it when they're topic adjacent so that when you get back to what you actually were supposed to be studying it has surprise bonus relevance that helps you understand the other content faster
@@alrighttumbleweed4782this! ❤
I'm currently listening to the audio book Range by David Epstien and I think you should take the time to listen or read it too, as I think you'll have less guilt over the habit of researching unrelated topics.
My partner knows that it makes me feel really good when he listens to my rambling. He likes listening to whatever I'm focused on at the moment. But it really exhausts him, and that's okay too. He tells me to hang up and text him instead, so he can respond when he has the energy to follow my crazy thought patterns. It's so much nicer to hear someone say, "I would love to finish this later, when I can actually pay attention" vs "Are you done yet? Do you ever stop talking?"
He sounds like a keeper! ❤
The days I’m most relaxed are when I just let myself wander around, start a task, drop it, switch to something else, phone a friend, watch tv, take a nap, just do anything that my brain wants to do in whatever order it wants to do it
yes
I started therapy and during my intake session, she asked questions about whether my symptoms were making it difficult for me to relax. My response: What is relaxing?? I never even considered that it might be tied to my ADHD.
You don't realize the impact that these videos and overall your entire channel have, you are saving lives
Wow! Beautiful! Yes, exactly!
Totally agree!!!
You are so right. 10 years ago I was misdiagnosed that I didn't have ADHD. Through this channel I looked into it again because deep down I had a feeling that I do have ADHD and guess what? I finally got the diagnosis 3 weeks ago. I am so grateful! lots of love from a german brain ✨
She really is❤
Yes! I needed a word for this!!! I always just tell my fiancé, “I need to just bop around for a bit” which usually means running around the house doing random little tasks, also messing with my houseplants 😅
I do this! I call it putsing.
Yes--me too! My husband calls it puttering or my "Butters energy". I just call it a day that ends in "y"! 😂
Yes, totally me! Never put the pieces together though. Oh! Also, I just recalled this very moment about my (late) grandmother. We always referred to her as a "constant putterer". Ha! I bet you she had it too. ( miss my Gram❤)
I like this. Totally gonna use it. Thanks.
plant care day is self care day!
You know what's odd? I have ADHD and also Aspergers. It's difficult for me each and every day to not either bore or burn myself out. I have noticed whenever I let my brain "off-leash" for my ADHD to get some stimuli I have to be careful not to do too much or else I'm going to be exhausted the next one or two days. This is probably the most frustrating aspect of having AuDHD, for me. Sometimes I feel like I cannot satisfy both sides in my life and I'm in a constant fight with myself.
I'm in the same boat, I feel this completely. It's like there's this small "habitable zone" of the optimal amount of stimulation where I'm ideally functional and productive, but it's so unbelievably small that too much of a push in either direction will throw me out of it and I'll end up either with my brain going off-leash on its own accord or sitting and idly stimming to try and get myself back into that habitable zone. the other big struggle I have is the desire and practical need for routine and/or a schedule in order to feel functional, yet the ADHD side of my brain looks at a schedule I've made for myself and says "Nah, I'm not gonna do that", so I can never stick to a routine or schedule long term and it is frustrating and exhausting 🙃
Same boat here. Not diagnosed yet but after a few anxiety and panic attacks I decided it's time to get a diagnosis because I really hate people not taking me serious when I tell them "I am tired, exhausted, at the edges of my capacity and balancing my life is like walking at the edges of a fine threaded line 🙂 I am scared of getting overwhelmed again"
I really get the constant fight with yourself.
I hear you. My ‘off-leash’ times often end up being hyper focused on some thing, and then I get burned out by that.
Walks with no one around are good. Should do more of that
This sounds exactly like what my husband and I have designated as "pixie dust" time. I recognized a long time ago that I need downtime, where I'm not trying to mask my ADHD for a while and can just let go. If I don't get that time, I do wind up having a complete meltdown later on. Since my husband calls me Tinker, (since I'm pretty sure Tinkerbell has ADHD, too), we started calling it "pixie dust" time and that's exactly what it is. It's time for me to let go of the self-regulation, of having to "focus" and be productive. Without that time, I reach a point where I become pretty much useless.
Tinker Bell is also what I was called by an X. Didn’t understand the childhood behavior from a 47yr old . Jealous almost
Such a helpful comment and super sweet ❤
The problem is when you're both mentally *and* physically tired. Because there are times when I really desperately need to just sit down and relax, but that's stressful for my brain because *it* needs to be doing something and I don't have the energy to quiet that down. There are also times when I'm mentally exhausted and need quiet time due to my depression or anxiety, but my (suspected) ADHD just won't let me.
I have definitely noticed the "letting your brain off the leash" thing to help at times, though. I don't presently feel like I'm ever in control of my brain, sadly, but I do try to steer and sometimes just letting go can get me out of a rut.
so true!!! feels like the letting your brain off leash is for the moments where you haven't exausted yourself completely yet. And when you have.... oh well... I don't know there isb't much you can do. Unfortunately
If I don’t get enough sleep I usually suffer the whole day, sometimes for the week until I catch up. Accepting that I might have a different threshold for being tired or for stimulation has been a process too. I always feel like I’m behind on stuff and comparing myself to others
This post almost made me cry. Thank you for sharing about the physical exhaustion bit! I find my best outcomes for when I just don’t have energy and experiencing anxious/depression is self-soothing self massage- like there is no structure whatsoever, but I’ll just rub my temples, or lie o the ground and gentle rock side to side, rub my hands together, squeeze various parts of my hands, forearms etc…it feels good, takes very little energy and it is fidgeting which “gives back” to me.
I like to do jigsaw puzzles or puzzle books (mainly nonograms) while I watch tv or youtube. I tend to be physically tired after coming home from work. Sometimes mentally too. Doing a mentally active activity that is low stakes compared to work relaxing. It also gives me something to look forward to each night as I see how much progress I make. There's also video games, books, and knitting/crochet as other options for low energy but mentally active activities. Just set a timer for bed in case you hyper fixate.
I totally get the physical exhaustion, especially since it's often a chronic symptom for adhd in adults (ppl think the adhd went away when ppl grow up since the hyperactivity did, but no, it usually just flops in the opposite direction and gets overlooked as a symptom)
I usually put on an audio-only medium to listen to that I already know (bc that's a lot less mentally exhausting than something new, plus: music alone usually isn't enough, I prefer something with talking, sometimes just one person, or a full cast or multiple speakers, depending on how mentally exhausted I am) and do something easy and repetitive with my hands that requires very little focus.
For me that's crochet or puzzles, but some people like to doodle or colour or knit or do origami. Anything goes, really, so long as it's simple for you to do.
It satisfies the brain's need for stimuli without requiring actual proper attention, while giving your hands something to do to avoid the restlessness of being still.
Like fidgeting for your brain AND your hands, but you get to lay still and Not Have To Think for a bit
Taking a hot bath, while either watching a movie/tv show or listening to an audio book and not caring about how long I've been in the tub, is really relaxing to me. It's hard to relax when I feel people judge how long my bath's can be. Also doing art or crafts. What works best is just letting myself shake my leg or fidget.
Wait, so it isn't just me who loves very long baths that run into hours?
Actually, sending greetings from my bathtub! I bathe at night whenever I can, because that's the only time when I am truly left to my own devices.
True ! Me too😅
@@piotrgraniszewski8544 I thought I was the only one! Yay! People who understand long baths!🛁💕
@@amelsabri469 yay! Hear, hear! To the long bath club 😄🛁🥂
I feel this. Letting the guilt go feels impossible sometimes. I’d rather not relax sometimes just so I can not feel bad about myself. Sounds insane, right? 🤣
This makes so much sense 😭 Ever since i moved out of my parents place to go to college, I spent so much time priortizing things that I "needed" to get done like assignments, chores, etc. that I kept burning out. Since I have been suppressing thr urge to do things that I "want" to do for so long that I don't even know how to let my brain off-leash 😭
Take a break from relaxing I love that! This perspective is so enlightening. I sometimes criticize myself for impulsive projects but now I realize that’s my brain taking a break from “planning and executing”. Not acting according to plan from time to time is the unique way for ADHDer to recharge.
This is one of the places where I connect with maladaptive daydreaming. Daydreaming is a safe place to "go crazy" without affecting others. But then...it got too comfy to keep going there.
Maladaptive daydreaming.. there's a word for what i do 😅
Tip for anyone else who also has trouble focusing on concentrating on the talking (processing the audio input) with vids, despite the visuals of human movement, it may help to put the captions on. The shifting text keeps grabbing your focus, but since it's a transcript of what she's saying (it's related to the other thing you're trying to focus on, which is what you're hearing, rather than competing with it by providing unrelated info), you can switch focus between paying attention to audio and reading the text without losing anything. Just a little something I noticed today.
🤯
❤I literally just noticed this yesterday. When I accidentally put the captions on. Worked for a while. But my desire to read the comment section, over powered. I wanted to have both running at the same time. The comments, and the video. It was a diy video about making flowers out of paper. Ask me if I made the damn flowers. No, but in my head I did. 😂😂
This is the only way I can watch a show, anyone who doesn't do this how, but yeah I go to the comments section and don't pay attention to the actual video, kinda like if I'm watching a show I go chase my cat and play with it and then go do something else cause why not? Captions def help though
I've been taking a "puppet" (really anything with a "mouth" i can open and close easily) and making it mouth the words being said. It's like doodling, but with the words that someone else is saying?
@@AroundTheBlockAgain brilliant...this...I have to try this...hopefully I don't go off on a tangent creating a whole a** back story for the puppet, and end up making a puppetshow on something completely different from what is being said. Cause it sure crossed my mind when you said anything with a mouth that can open ots mouth easily lmao...I had like 30 different characters in my head already from that alone. I pictured a sock monkey, Kermit, Ms.Piggy, lambchop 🤣
When I get to those points, I announce to myself and anyone around me, "It's an ADD Day" and let my brain take over. I put my list of thing to do away and just go where my brain takes me and I feel better at the end of the day. Relaxing is hard work!
I totally agree. My ADHD had never be a problem before grad school, but when I got in, I start having this idea that I needed to have every task scheduled, follow a structured plan, otherwise I would fail.... my ADHD, which I always managed intuitively, became this huge problem in my life, interfering with everything I wanted/needed to do... Now, after failing my qualifying exams and almost being kicked out of the program, I realized that this is not the way I want to live my life. I started allowing myself to do whatever I want with my free time, which means hyper focusing on "non-important" tasks a lot of the times and not feeling guilty about! It's been a journey, but I am finally feeling as myself and I am def feeling happier.
There’s so much out there about the importance of structure/routine for people with ADHD, it’s interesting that in some respects this could actually be actively harming some people with ADHD! It’s like we need loose or intermittent structure/routines. It’s definitely a very hard balance to figure out!
Just started to discover the fact I likely have ADHD, and this is an excellent way of describing this.
My problem is that I don’t want to let myself relax or go “off mental leash” because there is so many better things to do. And when I have gone off leash sometimes, I end up in 50 different rabbit holes and feeling stuck…
There are times where I just impulsively say “I am cleaning my room, and I am doing it now to just decompress” and then I do it and feel absolutely wonderful afterwards.
Thank you so much for this! Sometimes people harshly critizise me. They don't understand that relaxing might mean something different to me than what they would choose for themselves. Sometimes it looks like there is only one "right" way to do something and everyone else looks "broken", meaning they try to fix something in me. Thank you for reminding me that I am NOT broken :) I am wonderfully made just the way I am. (Everyone needs fixing sometimes, but not this time - hooray!)
Agreed!
Some times i sign out 2 times at my job as i am confused if i signed out or not becausei dont remember ! Doese this happen to anyone else please share your thoughts if this happens to you , do one thing twice cause you dont remember the first time ?
I usually like doing something relatively repetitive with my hands that requires little thinking, and then putting on an audio-only medium to keep me entertained. I just zone out for hours on end and can finally just breathe
edit: the whole "taking your brain off a leash" yes, very much that! I mostly do that in the last 3-4-ish hours of the day, but every now and then I take a full "day off".
I make sure I have no responsibilities for that day and then just do whatever I want - usually that means working on something, and I end up making a lot of progress, even if it's sometimes very scattered. It's such a relief to just follow the brain for the day, it's like a mini-vacation lol
Sitting however I want at work has been a huge relief tho, as has wiggling in my chair and singing along or commentating when I'm in HO haha
I've been applying rhinestones to cups, and it's been wonderful. Takes just enough thought to be somewhat engaging, but is still mindless enough that it's still a therapeutic activity.
@@cathy3046 that sounds wonderful! What do you do with the cups afterwards?
I usually crochet or embroider or puzzle
@@lemmetalkaboutthis so far, I've just given them as gifts to friends. If I stick with it long enough (insert laughter), maybe I'll sell them... But as for now, it's just something I enjoy doing for others - but at my own leisure. That's the hangup about selling them, I don't like the idea of feeling obligated to do it for "orders"... ya know?
OMG that first paragraph literally described "building a lego while listening to a podcast", which explains why I enjoy that so much
Enbroidery! Or tangle drawing!!
When I retired, I learned letting your brain off-leash for too long isn’t a good thing, and it led me to a diagnosis. When I don’t have a specific purpose like work to force me to regulate, I work on a myriad of projects I never finish. I relax by listening to long form content preferably something I’m already familiar with and resting my eyes, or working puzzles in my head or daydreaming/brainstorming/planning on a project that interests me.
This is so true. I can't relax. My brain is constantly thinking of things I should be doing. I never knew this was ADHD, but it makes sense. There are things I'm still learning that are symptoms of ADHD. It's always good to hear that you're not alone.
Great video, as usual 😊
Fast paced video games make me feel so zen. When I need a break I usually turn on a game and my body gets to relax while my brain goes wild. It feels so good. It feels almost spiritual when brain and body finally find peace together, even when they are doing the exactly opposite thing
When the moves fall out of your fingers bypassing conscious thought slightly ahead of real time.....
Such a euphoria. 🎮
@@FurtiveSkeptical exactly!!!!
Bloodborne or Kingdom Hearts are my favorites for this. You just get into that groove of playing completely on instinct
It's even better when you can just cut out the story and just groove on some random achievements / trophies.
lol. I always found video games overwhelming and stressful. I used to hyper focus on building gaming PCs for friends and family that they could use. After a few years I'd got to the stage of extreme case modding and proper metal working.
This is such an interesting perspective on why it’s so hard for us to relax! I have gone to my therapist several times with this exact issue because I just never feel like I can truly give myself a break-there’s always something else I “should” be doing. I think you’re 100% correct in the need to go off-leash a bit, but the difficult part is not feeling guilt around it. Thanks for sharing this!
I think it would be worth while to do an experiment. Allow yourself, myself off leash time and track productivity following the break. I suspect it would increase.
Thank you for sharing this. I call these "squirrel days" because I let go of the reigns and let the squirrels in by brain have run of the place. On days like this I am just as likely to weed a flowerbed, learn about ancient philosophy, bake cookies, play a video game I already beat, or balance my checkbook.
My wife has been awesome in this and knows "squirrel days" suggestions are accepted, but odds are good nothing will be completed.
I love the thought of "squirrel days"!
Pannekoeken zijn lekker 😊
@@henrischoonderbeek3456 Yes, they are. :)
Often when everything gets too much for me, I just lie down on the couch doing nothing. It helps me grasp whatever needs to be done or just pauses my mind for long enough that something that I want to do seems worth doing now. Also it makes it easier to transition to a new task. Who could have known having "no expectation time" could be liberating 😊
I just turned 33, and I just started watching your videos. I haven't been officially diagnosed with adhd but your content resonates with my daily life and I feel like I should go and get tested. My issue is I keep putting it off and I feel like this evidence in itself that I might be adhd.
Greetings fellow Brains =D After a reasonable wait I finally got diagnosed with ADHD (and Dyslexia) last week (at 22)! I've been watching these videos for a couple of years ever since I started wondering if I'm neurodivergent. Without the wealth of knowledge on the channel that I can completely relate to I don't think I would have thought seriously about ADHD and would still be stuck not really knowing how to get support. Thank you for the amazing job you do =D
I was over 50 at diagnosis - you are lucky enough to know, now, while you are young, and can adapt your life to make the most of having one of natures wonderful super powers. Learn everything you can about to get the best out of it, and how to become a superstar.
To encourage you, I left school at 16 (hated it), have worked my way from the shop floor to fairly high up, now have a masters degree and a wonderful wife and two daughters. It was hard, but is a lot easier now I know who I really am underneath.
So make the most of it, and just be you. This channel was my go to, and I recommend it when discussing neurodivergence.
I was in my late 20s when diagnosed. I generally share my diagnoses with anyone who comments about my quarks.... I don't view it as an excuse but it is certainly a reason why somethings are nearly impossible for me to do well and somethings are extremely easy compared to most people....
@@alexlail7481 I am more guarded about my diagnosis - except where its patently obvious. And I have started to do a few stand up sessions about my ADHD and the impact on my mental health down the years.
And I agree - some tasks are just super easy. We also find the most efficient way to do almost anything.
Fixing the sprinklers in an inefficient manner is relaxing.
I got diagnosed in my 60’s. There wasn’t a concept for this in the 1960’s when I was in elementary school.
Thank you for this reframe. It is helpful as I recall getting shamed for being a “workaholic”.
I frustrated people because I’m often productive in my downtime and they get “worried” that I don’t give myself a break but it feels good to get to do the things that I often put off so that I can do what I’m supposed to do.
Now I recognize that it is my way of relaxing. That feels better.
Yeah! The workaholic thing can be
good for us too! Thanks for putting this in words.
The "it's not planned" is the most important part of anything I do to relax. Sometimes it's a huge project that takes days or weeks, sometimes it's learning a new skill, sometimes it's a quick game of sudoku, sometimes it's driving to ikea just to walk around. It just has to be unplanned. If i try to relax deliberately, i can't relax. It's relaxing to just sorta... float on whatever breeze my brain wants to catch, lol.
So glad this video popped up on my feed. I have just been diagnosed with ADHD at 33 years old, and one of the key things that brought ADHD to my attention was the fact that I could never "relax properly". Everything you explained in this video resonated with me SO HARD and I'm really excited to learn how to relax in my own way and take a break from self-regulating. Thank you so so much.
♥♥♥I agree that the whole anti-chasing dopamine agenda isn't always helpful. I find spending some time every day just looking for vintage toys unhinged is one of the most relaxing activities I do. And when I look at my to-do list I still have often accomplished much. But unstructured play is so much more rewarding and relaxing then structured one and I don't want to be without it.
Just reading the title...I feel this...my Brain usually just won't stop.
F**k. I'm 35 years old and I've beaten myself close to a burnout more then once in my life.
This little peace of advice offers me a completely new perspective on how to work with myself and on how to treat myself better.
Thank you so much!
I am so glad that someone understands how difficult it is with ADHD. I spend a lot of time trying to fit in to the neurotypical world and when I "Act Up" people think it is because I am not on my meds. It isn't because I haven't taken my meds for a while, although that is sometimes the case, my brain just broke free and the rest of me ran with it. I do intentionally let my brain go once in a while and just follow along and enjoy the ride. Sometimes this is putting on the headphones and blasting music and sometimes it's Computer games. Sometimes it is writing a paper or reading a book. Where ever my brain goes, it goes.
I find that setting is truly important as well. It's finding different places that put you into different mindsets than just work and home. The gym, biking, the library, the park, and socializing with various groups actually makes me feel like I'm diversifying my daily experiences to balance & find new ways to destress.
Hi so excited finally getting my first meds delivered tomorrow it has been along 6 months since my diagnosis. A big thank you for keeping me going during the whole process. I was told by friends I might have ADHD who are also diagnosed, and then I watched one of your videos and it was like hearing myself. I am 49 yrs old and have struggled my whole life even to the point of taking 3 overdoses but I am a lot better now and cried with relief when finally diagnosed. Keep going you are helping a lot of people worldwide speak again my fellow brain lots of love and respect from Simon in the UK
Amen... for me atleast to 'sit still and relax' is generally torture. But to go off leash and do whatever is typically relaxing. I also suspect that I am on the autism spectrum, but it could be masking. Typically interacting with random people is very draining and even occasionally a few that i know are taxing, but with the right person and topic my mouth can operate for hours.
This explains so much. I have a really strict rule for myself that I don't work on Sundays (partially for religious reasons, but also as a form of self care) and I used to be really strict about not writing on Sundays (I'm a novelist), but I've found that far less relaxing than just not forcing myself to write.
You just put into words something I’ve struggled with for about 38 years! Thank you! It’s eye-opening. “Trying to relax” can be super exhausting and frustrating for me. So glad to know there is a reason and that I can give myself permission to relax in my own way. This is a very validating video. Thank you!
I like this. I’ve been calling it “feeling trapped,” but thinking of it as “self regulation” is more accurate (and sounds nicer!) You are spot on - self-reg can be utterly exhausting - even just in the anticipation. I like your ideas!
Thank you❣️
This video helped me realize how great, strong, and wonderful my brain is! 👏👏👏
I was diagnosed with ADHD late in life and opted not to take medication due to (quoting) "The maturity of your coping skills."
I had developed what I termed as 'active meditation' ... things others did NOT find relaxing... but when doing, or done/completed if a task, I felt refreshed. As if I was a container refilled, a thirsty plant that had received water; the hamster wheel was still turning - but the hamster had gotten off long enough to shower, hydrate, and change hair bands ... I felt better.
NOW ... now I know what to call that 'activity' and am so happy that I have a good brain that's been watching out for me, using my creativity to keep me balanced, healthy and happy.
Again, thank you. 🕊✌️🦋
When I was at uni, after a long day of studying and writing, I loved to sit down with a mindless piece of reading. Super relaxing ❤
I even found it relaxing learning about something that didn't pertain to my degree. Took a Philosophy class just to help question WHY I question everything. During this time, I found out my Oldest Son (has ADHD too) was watching a TH-cam series about Philosophy. We had some of the most wonderful conversations!
When I was a University, there was no chance ever to relax homework in class from sun up to sundown, and then some
Very validating. I struggle to relax, even when I am doing something "relaxing". Thank you for defining what it really means for people with ADHD - taking a break from self-regulating.
Just wanted to say that as a Dutch ADHDer I love your channel! And fun to see you're trying to learn my native language. Thank you so much for your amazing videos😊
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I've started bird watching as a way to "relax" which many have said it would be to boring, but I get to play where's Waldo with birds, get distracted by the littlest movement/sound, physically moving my body, and exercise my brain in memorization of bird types and their calls
Shout out to Lesly the Bird Nerd for getting me into bird watching
When I was in my senior year of undergrad, I would relax by doing my Differential Equations homework. This explains why I found it relaxing when a lot of typical relaxation stuff didn't do anything for me, and I think it will help me figure out how to actually take a break moving forward. ❤
I used to hyper fixate on my homework a lot. Solving problems and note taking was oddly satisfying for me to the point I would sometimes get a little ahead. Great for the classes that caught my attention but others that didn't were so hard to not fall asleep trying to do homework/study.
Math supposedly uses the opposite part of the brain of where it creates stress, so counting is often utilised by calming exercises. I wonder if math or numbers-related stuff is just relaxing in general in that way for us 🤔
I totally relax when I do crochet and can focus on counting stitches, same with embroidery
Wow yeah, well said. Just yesterday I was having fun deep cleaning some random hidden area of my oven and thinking “why am I not relaxing?”.
One thing: even when I reframe specifically social media scrolling, it still ends up with a lot of harmful consequences (mostly I get stuck scrolling and feel worse). I feel like when I need a break, I don’t have the resources to always figure out something I want to do. I’ve tried like planning fun breaks (origami, fun new art style, netflix & laundry), but haven’t yet hit the nail on the head.
Lately it has been pretty hard to relax, I’m constantly worrying about everything, didn’t know ADHD could make it worse 😕
I call this the "ball pit". It's a safe space with no expectations, no masking, no rules, no plan. I can be napping, thinking, playing, doing a project, even doing chores on a whim and it doesn't matter because I'm free and I'm in the ball pit. My partner and I both have adhd and we work so hard to stay accountable and have some semblance of structure in our lives but it becomes hard to turn that off. Discovering the ball pit has been amazing for us.
Thanks, this brought lots of light to what happens with me. Not only can I take a break from self-regulating, but a huge break from self-shaming!!!
Just last week, I sat down and went down a few hour rabbit hole learning about particle physics. I was so relaxed afterwards
I really appreciate how u are able to put these complex situations into words. Its already hard enough to deal with ADHD. Not being able to explain why im struggling makes it even worse. Thank u so much for ur work. U are really changing lives for the better
This is so great. I am a teacher and I love developing cool activities for class but my partner will tell me I should relax outside work hours. I'm like, this is my relaxation! A good guideline for that I guess is that if it doesn't get finished, is it a problem? If not, then it's perfectly fine to do it as a fun side project.
this makes so much sense, I'm on a break from college and I spent the whole summer building stuff out of wood, painting, and learnng how to crochet. I did A LOT of not very "relaxing" random projects but I feel so relaxed and clear headed going back into school!
I started my first fulltime job a few months ago after finishing my studies. And at work there are often times with little to do and my colleagues kept saying "Just enjoy the quiet, relax, do nothing for a bit." And they are really great, but it's really hard to explain, that "doing nothing" for me is a task in of itself and requires more strength and focus than for them. They have become used to me and know I have ADD (yesterday we threw around a ball in the office in a way of just doing something😊), but even for myself I have troubles with finding things that relax me without me losing my motivation to start with the necessary daily tasks again. I tend to do something else to occupy myself and then lose focus and motivation to get back up and do laundry, clean the bathroom and other fun grown-up things. I really have more to learn in dealing with my ADD and I'm very glad to have rediscovered this channel 💕
I've struggled to make this make sense to neurotypical people in my life, but you have harnessed some language that really helps. Thank you so much!!!
Even when I'm doing something fun, with friends I love, it still feels scheduled and managed. You said it perfectly; I still need emotional regulation and masking, often to hide the panic attack looming beneath the surface (or the one I just had because I was running late). Unstructured time, where I can do what I want to do (and I sure am lucky when that ends up being "cleaning the house" but usually it's watching TV or playing a video game) is absolutely necessary for my mental health.
"Puttering" - letting yourself work on / do whatever project you want, for whatever interval you want, context switching whenever you feel like it. Often getting lots of little tasks done and ignoring the big projects is way more relaxing and productive, and gives you the energy back to tackle big projects.
This makes so much sense and is probably part of why I’m so bad at going to bed on time lol I get home from work and then need a few hours to let my brain do whatever it needs to do even if it’s not what I wanted to do, then by the time I’ve recovered from the day and can actually do what I had planned to do I need to be going to bed so I either stay up hours past when I should or I go to bed frustrated with myself because I didn’t accomplish anything
Completely hear you and live this daily too!!
thats my big gripe with school; I dont get this time, so i end up staying up late. then im tired the next day, then i get behind in school because i cant focus and the ring of terror continues. at the end of last year it got so bad that i would just shut down, but its not a break that would recharge me it would just shut down.
THIS IS EXACTLY WHAT I NEEDED TO HEAR RIGHT NOW!!! Thank you Jessica 😊 Thank you so much for redefining what relaxing is. I have never been able to sit still and "relax". I get lost in a book, or a game, or I walk til my legs hurt because my brain just needs to wander off. Most people's ideals of relaxation is torture for me!
This video is very effective. I have moments when I want to vent, hyperventilating, cry, shout, and whine. I realized I really need to take a break from self regulation after moments of panicking, meltdown, and feeling overwhelmed. It's like a neverending, unhealthy obsession and habit that I have developed. After having meltdowns and pouts, I took time to recharge by breathing and praying. That way I can relax freely and smoothly. Thank you for sharing this video.
My problem is I have the Inattentive version, that went untreated for the first 55 years of my life, so I constantly zone out. My greatest struggle is getting my focus on the hook/chain/whatever. Thank God for Headspace and other meditation aids.
Got my diagnosis early last year and i am still deep in my learning journey. This video is a revelation and, to a certain extent, a revolution to me. I am sitting here, watching so many puzzle pieces literally fall into place.
Thank you Jessica and team!
This was good to hear today. I'm an educator and classes ran right up to June 29. Then I got a cold (like I always do at the start of summer, because those last weeks of school are super intense and my body crashes when I finally get to relax), but now I'm feeling pretty much better and just can't get myself to any of the things I've planned to do during my break.
And I'm not just talking about chores and big projects. I haven't picked up my ukulele, or sat out on the balcony with my knitting, or had a nice bath, or any of the other 'relaxing' things that I usually love doing.
Instead, I've spent most of the last couple of days rocking back and forth in my desk chair and picking fights on Reddit. (Picking fights isn't even the right term for it. More like looking for people who are giving bad takes on things and setting them straight.)
Thing is, I probably sound upset or even angry in my comments, but I'm really not. I actually feel quite calm, just a bit annoyed because I've felt like I'm wasting my time off. But maybe I'm just taking a break from self-regulating so I have the energy to do those other relaxing things. (And also the chores and big projects.)
10:39 "If we don't give ourselves that break-" Me: The break will take YOU.
I start projects too, but often the big thing for me is crochet. There are SO many patterns, techniques, styles of crochet, sizes of projects to choose from that in eight years of doing it I've never gotten bored or felt like there wasn't more to learn. It's a godsend of a hobby.
When I started at my current job one of my trainers taught me to slow down and relax more. Now since I've been promoted and am in a leadership position, I encourage those under me to relax when needed.
I find the tricky bit for me is to let my brain do what it wants but not to the point where I end up slipping into hyperfocus on the random activity/activities my brain decides to do
This definitely makes a lot of sense. I do feel 2 red flags popping up when I think about putting it in practice:
1. After letting loose, when do I get back to regulating? Do I set a timer? But then my brain will still be focussed on the timer and be afraid it can't finish the thing that it wants to do. Etc.
2. You mentioned deep philisofical thoughts, I think that's what my brain tends to do as well. Only problem is, that generally turns into looking for a fight with a non-existing person or argument, or responding (in my head only) to something that someone said 3 weeks ago and getting really riled up about it. My brain might be of it's leash, but that stops being beneficial really quick.
Any tips for preventing those pitfalls while going off self-reg?
I don't know if this'll work for you but I tend to 'go off leash' and not set a timer or anything, I just kind of naturally come to a stopping point. And I often do the thing you mentioned about having arguments with people in my head etc, I just let it happen and try not to judge myself, that's part of going off-leash, no judgement. I honestly still feel better for it because I know I'm not trying to solve a problem with the imagined arguments, I'm just taking a break. I hope this is useful in some way. Best of luck
That’s hard, I feel that too. I just want to daydream but it goes stressful fast and isn’t beneficial anymore. I find it helpful to just walk outside when I start. I pace when I think and it’s hard to be self aware staring the same two rooms over and over. The changing scenery as I go and natural distractions of cars driving by or other sudden sounds helps me stay in the moment and keep some control of my thought spiral but still let it happen.
Remember, with ADHD we also struggle with transitions, so it might take a while for your brain to get to the point of being "off leash", and you might need some transition time to get back to regulating. For number 1, I try take a whole day for going off-leash, but I know that might not be available for everyone. Try using external cues like "it gets dark" or "after lunch" or "when the dog begs for supper" or "when I'm done this TH-cam video", because timer-time requires executive functions to be aware of, but other more flexible cues don't.
Vipassana meditation, to get the bitterness out.
I had a friend make a comment recently that I must spend so much energy on the weird google/wiki rabbitholes I end up in semi-regularly, and I didn't really know how to explain that it doesn't feel like I'm using energy, it feels refreshing. I think this is why. my brain gets to be "off-leash" for a while and just explore and not have to worry about regulating, which isn't something I get that often since I'm also ASD and constantly trying to do image management and making sure I don't say something bad.
This is why my weekends are total unstructured unregimented chaos. I NEED to give myself permission during the weekends to do what ever it is I feel a pull towards, and not do what ever fills me with dread and anxiety. Without this break from self regulation, I won’t make it through the next week. I knew life was exhausting with ADHD (CPTSD doesn’t help either), but I didn’t realize how much of that was due to the constant mountains of effort towards self regulating, until hearing you talk about it. Thank you for increasing my understanding of my brain and why I feel the way I do, and do what I do ❤🙏
Lol, I'm a writer, and I bribe myself. If I will work on the supposed-to project for 30 minutes, I can work on the want-to project for the next 30 minutes. 😂
This is so spot on! It is so helpful to have ppl like you who can not only notice these things but are also able to put them into words so other ppl can realize what exactly they are experiencing. The work you are doing is so important!! ❤
I’ve found that rockhounding not only brings that wonderful break, but it makes my heart sing and i feel peaceful and happy. Must have something to do with grounding. Bcuz I love them. I find beauty in them and they bring me such soothing peace. Yes, I said it as a woman with ADD, ptsd, severe anxiety, you name it, doing this one thing brings me PEACE. ❤❤❤ Priceless in my world.
YT is recommending me ADHD vids again, and I gotta say this one hits close
It feels straight up stressful to be doing something that doesn't make "progress" on something
I can't sit and do nothing, I gotta be making progress, even if it's progress on watching a show or in a game, but doing something that doesn't make any progress towards something is just a stress
Thank you for the video, I found out that investing is not for everybody, you just need a strong stomach too see your portfolio go down. It might be wiser for a novice to start with copy trading investing, but it is not easy. To invest in growth stocks it is another level, definitely you need to know what are you doing.
From my own point of view, you need to invest smartly if you need the good things of life. so far i've made over $255k in raw profits from just 6 months into the market from my diversified portfolio strategy and i believe anyone can do it you have the right strategy, mutual funds takes long time but investing smartly is the key for short term. Most of us tend to pay more attention to the shiniest position in the market to the cost of proper diversification.
This is a phenomenal advice for a new stock traders and investors who want that quick short term game, but don't see the light at the end of the tunnel.
@@Charlotte77683I've been solely investing in real estate. But with the recent hyper home pricing i've liquidated a few things and have $45k in cash laying around idle. Would love to get your recommendations, I'm in search of something lucrative in the current crazy markets, i will be glad.
My portfolio is very much diversified so it's not like i have a particular fund i invest in, plus i dont do that by myself. i follow the trades of Mrs Karen Gaye Gray.
She is a popular broker you might have heard of. I can correctly say she's worth her salt as a financial advisor as her diversification skills are top notch, because i see that in her results as my portfolio grows by averages of 10 to 15% on a monthly basis, unlike i can say for my IRA which has just been trudging along, my portfolio just mirrors what she trades and not just on some particular industries of my choosing.
I broke down in tears watching this. This is such a deep insight, that it's the self-control what i need break from... Every time around my menstrual phase i would get SO tired but with absolutely 0 means of relaxing, everything relaxing would make me more tired, and of course I would naturally try to save myself from starting a new book or a project... I will write an email to myself right now for the 28 days forward to remind myself that that's what i need. THANK YOU. This helped so much.
I'm so glad you put this into words. Finally my husband understands. I had a whole day of off-leash time and I relaxed by emptying out the pantry and cleaning/reorganizing it. And the fridge. And my charging cable drawer. Whenever a family member asked what I was doing, I sang "i'm letting my brain off leash!" and continued organizing. IT was so relaxing. :D
Thank you so much for making this video Jessica. I felt so much guilt around not being able to relax and have thought for a long time 'what is wrong with me, everyone else can relax so easy.' I didn't really connect that it was an ADHD thing. When you said relaxing to you could be starting a creative project or thinking deep philosophical thoughts...that is totally me!!! I almost forgot that that is what I find relaxing because it isn't neurotypicals definition of relaxing. I've been falling back into the trap of others giving me advice that works for 95% of people on Earth. Thank you for reminding me.
This explains why I gravitate towards Netflix when I'm tired and overstimulated. It's not dopamine chasing. It's the ONE AND ONLY activity that doesn't require me to self-regulate in any way.
Wow. This bit home biggggly. I'm terrible at relaxing and even worse at dealing with the guilt plus feeling exhausted from said "relaxation". Thank you for this video. You nailed it.
Never thought about it like this but it's so true! I think that's one of the reasons I like reading so much, I can just escape into someone else's world and don't have to engage with the world or think about my thinking , I can just be guided by the story and vicariously attach myself to the emotions of the story instead of expending energy trying to regulate my own thoughts and feelings.
*Don't sleep on it...this is a time to invest I recently just bought another property valued at over $15m. I wish knew the right investment firm to invest with earlier, better late than never thought.*
HOW! I would really appreciate if you tell me how to go about it.
this is incredibly true and really reflects how i struggle to cope in college. i've been thinking about sewing, about craft projects, about performing - just about everything Except for school, because i cannot continue to self-regulate for this much time. it's caused me some grief with grading and struggling to make it to class, and i realise now that if i were to engage in these things instead of depriving myself because i "have to do xyz before enjoying myself" then i'd be in a much better space mentally, and probably physically as well!
My fiancé loves to nap and always ask me to join and I try and my anxiety will literally wake me up gasping from my sleep because I feel that unable to not sleep during the day. I hope this teaching helps. Thank you ❤
This is exactly what I do. I call it "rabbit hole-ing" and I do it each weekend morning. I sit at my computer and go wherever. I research trips, balance our accounts, plan meals, research whatever interests me, learn new skills. Even when my kids were young they'd joke that I think things that are not fun are fun. It's absolutely a release to just mentally wander.
Thos video blew my mind! It makes so much sense that relaxation isn't about "doing nothing" as much as it's about "not doing self-reg." As someone who also describes myself as "bad at relaxing", that idea makes so many things about my life make more sense now.
Oh. So this is why I enjoy being alone. I didn’t realize this connection between masking while being with people & getting so exhausted after socializing. I thought I was just introverted even though I love talking to people and meetinh new people.
geweldig nederlands het is altijd leuk om naar een buitenlanders te luisteren die het probeert uit te spreken
I got that
-Can't relax
-Always Stressed
-Can't sleep
--Always tired