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  • @chuckabean1
    @chuckabean1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +346

    "Until the Holy Spirit says something to me, I don't have an answer." Excellent truth.

    • @JellieCarpio-ut4qp
      @JellieCarpio-ut4qp 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I worships Jesus Christ is healer nothing is imposible I needed super natural god Kristine dimarco short story give healthy body, healthy heart , give miracles healing to all the diseases and always safe and protected 😮to Kristine dimarco Brooklyn ligertwoodd Victoria Osteen anete Reeder Lauren diegel Vicky morales Mari's umali maria Elena carpio Kyla jisoo give another humaba pa ang Buhay at life always safe and protected 20 years of life walang kasalanan nagawa at marami pang tao gumaling sa sakit sa healthy food without breast radiation yes amen thank you 😂😂😂😂😂😂
      Ninagiradosittijellieyeyenyasia yes amen thank you 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
      Jesus Christ my offering magbabago na ako sa mga kasalanan nagawa Nasabi and naiisip at cleaning, Cooking and caring si jellieyeyeman ninagiradosittijellieyeyenyasia Lucy Thomas jellieyeye jisoo magkaroon din Ng talents and skills and peace of mind always and forever kapalit Ng mga imperfect tsismis Ng mga kapitbahay at iba pang tao nagpaparinig imperfect tsismosa at tsimoso

  • @mslicioussassylips
    @mslicioussassylips 4 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    "There's something really beautiful that happens when God become's your only option" this is so true!

    • @prestontingle5014
      @prestontingle5014 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Isn’t that good ❤

    • @JellieCarpio-ut4qp
      @JellieCarpio-ut4qp 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Jesus Christ is healer nothing is imposible give miracles healing to breast lumiit and wag maging makati and heal the nipples of maria Elena carpio healing galing sa sakit at magkaroon din Ng marami natural healing food antibiotics for breast of mama and iihi na sakit at maging anti cancer free always and forever safe yes amen thank you 😂😂😂
      Jesus Christ and mother virgin Mary nothing is imposible give us miracle healing to all our diseases and forgiveness
      Patawarin sa kasalanan nagawa Nasabi and naiisip si jellieyeyeman jisoo jihyo kyla
      Ninagiradosittijellieyeyenyasia Lucy Thomas jellieyeye Lorde solve all our problems magkaroon din Ng magandang Buhay at Bahay at successful life yes amen thank you 😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

  • @chodaehyun3091
    @chodaehyun3091 7 ปีที่แล้ว +519

    “Something really beautiful that happens when God becomes your only option.”
    ❤️

  • @thesunshinefactory3016
    @thesunshinefactory3016 7 ปีที่แล้ว +228

    please pray for me..I need a relationship with God

    • @maunder01
      @maunder01 6 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      basha moruiemang praying for you.💖

    • @thesunshinefactory3016
      @thesunshinefactory3016 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      +maunder01 thank you so much God bless you

    • @thesunshinefactory3016
      @thesunshinefactory3016 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      +AllureIBK May God bless you,thank you so much

    • @turinhurintuorhuor
      @turinhurintuorhuor 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Read the words of Jesus and his tender loving kindness and reach out for him.

    • @srh3565
      @srh3565 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      basha moruiemang God wants you!!

  • @noahrubin7680
    @noahrubin7680 7 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    The church is hungry for this honesty

  • @chuckabean1
    @chuckabean1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    "Love confronts issues, not because they are wrong, but because they are killing you." 5 thumbs up!

  • @Debbi.O
    @Debbi.O 7 ปีที่แล้ว +87

    @20:10 "Love confronts issues not because they are wrong but because they are killing you and Love wants you to live"

    • @aronaeve1669
      @aronaeve1669 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      love this. bless you for sharing this.

  • @kathryncueto4229
    @kathryncueto4229 7 ปีที่แล้ว +185

    If anyone can pray for me as well, I just want God to come like never before in my life!

    • @nataliamanjarres2726
      @nataliamanjarres2726 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      yep

    • @nataliamanjarres2726
      @nataliamanjarres2726 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Can you pray for me too for the same thing?

    • @blondieandproud13
      @blondieandproud13 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      God will come if you make room for Him! He who is promised is faithful. Draw near to him and he will draw near to you!

    • @damion3578
      @damion3578 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      He is already active in your life, just use the faith He has given you to go out there in this world and do His will. God bless you sister in the name of Jesus Christ.

    • @lashellemccarl2806
      @lashellemccarl2806 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kathryn Cueto i feel led to give you my contact info. Look me up on Facebook. Lashelle McCarl. I dont know why, but i closed out the text box, like no this is crazy, and i felt convicted. So if you still nwwd a movement, or a sign, this is it. Get ahold of me, and we can pray together.

  • @KinuGrove
    @KinuGrove 7 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Jesus will take us to dark places so we can see the light better. He is so awesome to let us know him this deeply.

    • @fionam4934
      @fionam4934 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kinu Grove Amen 🙌🏾

  • @PartimeCurator
    @PartimeCurator 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    I’ve been watching this once or twice every year since it came out. This time last year I was watching it because I needed to clime out of a hole of sin. Today I’m free from porn and shame! I finally have the joy I wanted watching this, it’s a process of healing but JESUS’ Friendship is worth the fight y’all, it’s the realest thing.

  • @hpaulzgartz4135
    @hpaulzgartz4135 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Thanks for sharing about Panic attacks , YAHWEH, HE SET ME FREE. HALLELUJAH 🦁 ✝️ 🕎....

  • @justgilbert2
    @justgilbert2 7 ปีที่แล้ว +221

    I am a gay 24 year old guy who really connected with this message. YOU DID GET IT RIGHT, ITS LOVE THAT WE NEED TO SHOW THEM! That is how God brought me into a relationship with him.

    • @kristenjames1919
      @kristenjames1919 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Awesome!!

    • @makaylag2988
      @makaylag2988 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amen 🙏

    • @HGsoul4ever
      @HGsoul4ever 7 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      I love you. Love God devotedly in spirit and in truth and you will be amazed at what will happen to you. He loves you no matter what. My pastor (Pastor Preston Idoro) says, "Come as you are, but when you meet Jesus, you will never remain the same."

    • @justgilbert2
      @justgilbert2 7 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      HGsoul4ever same back! It is love that we show to people that will bring them closer to God. God commands us to be like Jesus, the greatest commandment was to love others just like he has loved us.

    • @mynameisAmina-Sh
      @mynameisAmina-Sh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      Gillyhicks we have ex gay people in my church! It's so cool to see how Jesus transforms people and is so beautiful. Hugs to you there!

  • @AntiMasonic93
    @AntiMasonic93 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This lady has one of the best singing voices.

  • @dreweliot7371
    @dreweliot7371 6 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    one of the best quotes to ever come out of anyone's mouth, she said it between minute 10 and 11 "Something beautiful happens when God is your only option"

  • @destinyselbe1107
    @destinyselbe1107 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    This makes me realize how different everyone’s story is.

  • @Yushup
    @Yushup 6 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    Please pray for me. Im going through severe lies that devil has put in me. I'll declare Jesus's victory over those lies.

    • @ramerigian7640
      @ramerigian7640 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Psalm 92:4-5
      For You, Lord , have made me glad through Your work; I will triumph in the works of Your hands.
      O Lord , how great are Your works! Your thoughts are very deep.

    • @tiffanyweber3028
      @tiffanyweber3028 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jesus has overcome the world. Let us remember this brother. God bless you. In Jesus name. Amen!!

    • @madisonmclendon7191
      @madisonmclendon7191 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes you will. he Lord is on your side. Thank you Jesus for already winning the war! Bless you brother

  • @deyajairaflores9631
    @deyajairaflores9631 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    an encounter with God will change you FOREVER!!! He's such a real God!

  • @kyedavis4082
    @kyedavis4082 6 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    I found this video just hours after explaining to God, to Christ how exhausted I was of being someone who's attached to all the bad things in their life. I was in the park and it was 9 p.m. and I was just feeling as if I was seconds away from doing something awful or i just felt on edge. I told God "I'm tired, I don't know what I'm doing with my life Jesus, I don't know where I'm going and I do NOT want to keep feeling this way". I was begging the Lord to save me all over again. I was asking him to show me something, anything to make me fully believe even if I've been dedicated to Him, I just couldn't feel like I was FULLY connecting. This video, this testimony just came right after one I watched before about Lauren Diagle (I think that's how you spell it) and I was like God, I feel like even her story wasn't enough but this one really hit home. I see that Jesus loves me. I see that Jesus has big plans for me if I just trust Him and now I do. I feel like he's been trying to show me a different kind of love, something that's richer than whatever we humans can find tangible. It's a love inside our spirits that Jesus kind of, runs through and in and fluctuates with. I feel like I know my purpose. And even if it's something I don't quite understand, He will show me. He will provide for me. He will protect me. He will aid me in whatever I ask as i always continue to seek Him and honor Him. Thank you for the video, but thank you Lord for always providing answers even when I feel like I'm at the end of my rope. God bless anyone who's found this video. We all have a journey that God has His hand on. Leap in faith, not in flesh.

  • @jayram1405
    @jayram1405 6 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    In 2015 February as I was walking on the beach God surprised me. I was crying and praising n worshipping God with earphones on and I was also at my lowest point in life. I actually felt that my life was over. But then God did it again as He always does. God sent me a shape of a heart. The heart shaped stone was shining around it. I was amazed at at what God did that day. I have my heart as my lucky charm from my father on heaven. I know it came from my dad. I will make a chain one day for it. God will never fail you or let u down. But you must believe and have a personal relationship with God.

  • @janearobling6285
    @janearobling6285 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Definitely needed this. Been going through a season of fear, anxiety, depression, hopelessness.. It's been hard to cling to truth but I know God is bigger and that He's here with me. I just don't always see it but I will continue to fight until my breakthrough comes!

  • @tjhubbard51
    @tjhubbard51 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    WOW!! I'm blown away by this girl's deep maturity and honesty. It is clear she knows God's heart!

  • @Amanda-cf8vi
    @Amanda-cf8vi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    "LOVE TRANSFORMS WAY EASIER THAN RELIGION!" This is so true!

  • @melodybailey8069
    @melodybailey8069 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What an amazing testimony of God's faithfulness!

  • @srnag.8582
    @srnag.8582 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    “He’s such a full circle God, wants to show us how faithful he can be” AMEN! Truth!

  • @mynameisAmina-Sh
    @mynameisAmina-Sh 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My goodness holy spirit is so present in this video!

  • @ruintheliarsschemes
    @ruintheliarsschemes 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Wow!!! To this day I only saw a woman singing. I know all people have a depth to them but wow I am impressed by the depth of this woman. Children of the Light are the true blessings for this world... Be blessed always AMEN

  • @MissAlchemi
    @MissAlchemi 6 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    "...whos reality are you gonna live in? Yours or mine?" That's so good!!!!❤❤❤

  • @kingdomsongwriting7825
    @kingdomsongwriting7825 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    She is a role model for me. A mother with kids and still I successful songwriter. Im just starting out but I know it has taken her and others YEARS to get where they are. A lot of PATIENCE. Which is hard. Especially in the beginning when your church isnt into songwriting, you have no money for an album but you know you have a passion to not stop. You have no support except for family, but God wont take it away. Ive prayed countless times "God, take it away. Take away songwriting from my life. No one is listening. No one believes in me. Why am I even doing this... Just take it away." but it wont go away. I constantly am waking up with these song ideas about God. All I know is as long as God gives me with fire to do it. Ill keep going.
    I love her testimony and her! She encourages me that its possible-with God.

  • @colecoley3473
    @colecoley3473 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    She is a child of the most high and so are you!♡

  • @nicolereis4439
    @nicolereis4439 7 ปีที่แล้ว +41

    I lived in SF for 6 months and I remember the day I realized every Sunday was sunny, I thought I was crazy but now I know it's not just in my head. SF is a special city to me as well and I've learned a great deal by living there. It surely was one of the most important seasons of my life and I know it was part of God's plan to lead me to my destiny. God is the best in turning chaos into life, mistakes into blessings and making beautiful things out of our pain. Thank you for sharing your story.

  • @Fabiolaboo
    @Fabiolaboo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +241

    How wonderful she posted this as I’m going through something similar wow

    • @destinyJoeliva
      @destinyJoeliva 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Same i thought it was so timely!!!! So encouraged

    • @Fabiolaboo
      @Fabiolaboo 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      destinyJoeliva yes

    • @lesfa3313
      @lesfa3313 7 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      same here since church on sunday. My quiet time, bible verse, and now this has all been about hope. God is so good!

    • @ywngatta6282
      @ywngatta6282 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      oh really ok ok, do you wanna talk with me??
      I would Love to share our faith n stuff, cause you knaw mean, iron sharpens iron so. but if you don't iss koo. just keep pushing and keep fighting the good fight, keep the faith, and finish the race ya feel me. it takes hardship and perseverance to grow and to have the peace and joy.
      Love you sister. 💕❤oh btw my gmail if you tryna hmu is fettywap377@gmail.com

    • @implebinayan8995
      @implebinayan8995 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Jesus Warrior God is always there for you! Just have hope in your heart

  • @1contemporary
    @1contemporary ปีที่แล้ว

    I love you so much Christine. I cry when I listen to you. I needed a supernatural God too.

  • @benrunnin
    @benrunnin 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    What a beautiful person and beautiful story. 10:54 There’s something really beautiful that happens when God becomes your only option. 18:37 He’s the God of redemption. He makes things better than if they never would have happened at all. 19:42 You don’t even have to address the darkness anymore. I (God) am going to call out the light that I see because everything else has already been defeated so why give it your attention. Thank you for putting your story out there.

  • @frantzolfert2661
    @frantzolfert2661 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank You for sharing your story Kristene - Frantz Olfert / Denmark

  • @donnadequire-rios3531
    @donnadequire-rios3531 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I cannot tell u how I am watching this video except to say God led me here because I didn't click on this video.
    I must say though, to say I have been BLESSED by this video is an understatement.
    Thank God 4 leading me to this video.

  • @JacquiFricke
    @JacquiFricke 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I am five minutes in, and this had spoken to my heart more than anything has ever before. Thank you Jesus

  • @austinbessire
    @austinbessire 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    OH MY GOODNESS. Did anyone else just become immensely touched by this video? Your story blesses me. It's like I can see God in a whole new way because of how He revealed himself to you. WOW!

  • @sharonsam441
    @sharonsam441 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    He's a full circle God. If I ever even think of doubting the character of God. I have this chunk of three years and it doesnt give me any excuse, God showed himself to be who he really is.
    Faithful God. Faithful friend.

  • @thepughasnoname8085
    @thepughasnoname8085 7 ปีที่แล้ว +29

    this is what i've encountered last march to june. it was hard having that unbelief, but i pulled through because of God's grace. the peace He gave me transcendes all understanding.. and then just one day, i knew that i was ok...
    im in a new level or area of testing now, and most of the time i am failing... so to those of you who may have passed by and read this comment... if you have the time, please pray for me...

  • @jessicabryant9401
    @jessicabryant9401 7 ปีที่แล้ว +18

    Love this, "I have to call out the light I see because everything else has already been defeated." Thank you for being a vessel that God uses to minister to me, changes me and challenges me. God bless you sister!

  • @vanessapsalm9114
    @vanessapsalm9114 7 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I just adore Kristene she is a powerful and anointed woman of God

  • @88blackandwhite88
    @88blackandwhite88 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    19:33 Powerful insight! I had a very hard time like this while I was in San Diego, and it felt to me as if all the darkness and wickedness in others was all I could see, and that was all they would use to speak to me. This is basically the lesson I learned through that experience: That the darkness has been defeated. Call out the light!

  • @lancea1202
    @lancea1202 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Wow. God is indeed speaking in mysterious and amazing ways. I've been thru a lot in life for just a guy in mid twenties. Been sexually abused when i was young, bullied all throughout school, ridiculed as a person, not respected and treated seriously by some. But what really hit me hard was when a natural disaster hit our home and when a family member kept tormenting us. To the point that all of my brothers abandoned me and my mom.
    I can really relate on everything that Kristene said. Sometimes you have to be broken to be whole. And sometimes, you need to be on the darkest place to see the light face to face. God is always in control and he is a God of Redemption. Thank you Lord that you have consecrated Bethel Church and this amazing woman for helping me go thru what i am going through right now. Hallelujah
    P.S: i would always be grateful to God.

  • @menardmagalie
    @menardmagalie 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Kristene, if you ever read this, I want to say thank you. I have been ministered by your music, God's lyrics through you for a few years. The day that I listened to "I am no victim" was in my 9 month of pregnancy. I needed to hear from God, to know if he hears me and if I am his. I broke down in tears hearing this song, it made me feel strong and reacquainted me with God again. Keep pressing and shining in God's light. God bless.

  • @fishy21211
    @fishy21211 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I write a lot its therapeutic cause every time I quote Scripture to erase any negative moment I express on writing I am stronger and made whole in Christ

  • @connerlloyd_
    @connerlloyd_ 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I've probably seen this 3 times now. Each time I hear the Lord say, "You're going in there" (Specifically with the Castro bit). Kristene if you read this, your story is powerful. I feel so incouraged by your story. I know I am going into the LGBTQ+ community as a reconciler to the community and the church. I just need some encouragement with this.

  • @Alpha542
    @Alpha542 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I'm a mother of two teen girls dedicated to God. I'm blessed with your testimony. We love listening to Bethel Music. Your voice is majestic. Thundering. Keep worshipping Jesus

  • @katiehasayoutube
    @katiehasayoutube 7 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    Saved but not understanding it, and wanting to get it. That's where I'm at currently and I can relate to this so much.

    • @keracreates7976
      @keracreates7976 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Just spend a lot of time in spaces and with people who lead you to Jesus.

  • @alishabhatta3911
    @alishabhatta3911 7 ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Whose reality are you gonna live in..yours or Mine? (love that!)

  • @nadewtefera4612
    @nadewtefera4612 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    AMEN AMEN AMEN JESUS BE PRAISED

  • @pbryce100
    @pbryce100 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Real affection for people who don't know the goodness of God (yet) - love not judgment triumphing. Thank you for sharing your story. SO rich with the spirit of God. Had me getting emotional throughout! Such a loving Father we have!

  • @hollyybeth
    @hollyybeth 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Everything else has already been defeated, so why give it my attention. 👏🏼

  • @dustinturner7175
    @dustinturner7175 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Hopelessness is really tough. Just to not get bitter day after day is about the only victory you feel capable of (when you are in the moment). God, help us.

  • @michelleworley2077
    @michelleworley2077 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    bawling. such a beautiful story.

  • @j.p.4910
    @j.p.4910 6 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    You still need to address the darkness in people, love confronts and love warns.

  • @andreahlongwane3197
    @andreahlongwane3197 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I saw the notification of this short film a while ago but I was reluctant to watch it. But for some reason after coming back from studying and having the urge to just pray, God forced me to watch this video. Thank you for such an encouraging testimony because I've been going through phases of doubt lately that made me worry about whether or not I was still God's child after having being saved 2 years back which is definitely a scary place to be in.
    It's comforting to know that I'm not a weirdo for feeling this way and after having asked Jesus to confirm His presence immediately after you said you did, I feel a sense of great peace now. I have made a conscious decision to cling to Jesus, who is also God. Thank you Abba.

  • @melssimplecreationsdiy3569
    @melssimplecreationsdiy3569 7 ปีที่แล้ว +33

    I struggled with fear last year, for one whole year I really didn't know what to do especially when you are believer you think what is it that I did or why is this happening to me. But I want to say that in the darkest moments the only thing that would give me peace and hope was getting on my knees and listening to your song "Take courage my hear." Thank you for opening your heart to us! I can identify with you a lot I was at a point where I only had Jesus and that was it. I know I have a purpose in life and that everything happens for a reason. Thank you Kristene ! God bless you and your beautiful family!

    • @abc784
      @abc784 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      melissa dukes I'm going through it right now. Your comment made me go listen to that song. It's called take courage. It was just what I needed. I'm glad I read your comment. :-)

  • @FarAwayDistance
    @FarAwayDistance 7 ปีที่แล้ว +68

    This album is one of my favorites. It's so beautiful 😭🙌🏻

    • @ywngatta6282
      @ywngatta6282 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      I've never heard this album

    • @bunnyvm5909
      @bunnyvm5909 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Hey Becca! :D

    • @implebinayan8995
      @implebinayan8995 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      FarAwayDistance keep listeniing to it

  • @ooiTzAmii
    @ooiTzAmii 7 ปีที่แล้ว +202

    I need help. Please pray for me. I need this encounter

    • @SharpSniper10
      @SharpSniper10 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      A R D C A you will be in my prayers. He loves you .

    • @smartpassing
      @smartpassing 7 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      God will visit you this evening. This is what came to me when I read your post. Be in expectation.

    • @vikrotfu1266
      @vikrotfu1266 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A R D C A God will embrace you!

    • @paigecolston3200
      @paigecolston3200 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A R D C A praying!!!

    • @elicee7980
      @elicee7980 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      A R D C A praying for you. Our God is good he doesn't hide from us he'll meet where you are

  • @natalienaturally
    @natalienaturally 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    So blessed by this. Watched it 2 years ago and then again today. So timely

  • @tilly6973
    @tilly6973 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    "I see you"' This phrase has been ringing in my head since watching this. He SEES us!! (PS: LOVE this album).

  • @AveryBrownLovesMusic
    @AveryBrownLovesMusic 7 ปีที่แล้ว +181

    Wow... Powerful! Just hearing her heart on this, and her journey... It speaks volumes! It gives greater life and clarity to the songs, on her project. ❤

    • @lindaklim2611
      @lindaklim2611 7 ปีที่แล้ว

      sub me and I sub you back, let's sub to get more subs.. God bless you.

    • @ywngatta6282
      @ywngatta6282 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fr it shows just God works huh my bro.
      for me it took till my rock bottom to actually give my life unto Him when I was already saved.
      what's your testimony brother??

  • @ericaroybal1454
    @ericaroybal1454 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for sharing your story, Kristine !
    The tears are rolling down my cheeks and hope had being whispered again with this thought provoking testimony. Thank you!!!!

  • @lori3kkkrazy
    @lori3kkkrazy 6 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Thank you for your honesty....the holy spirit used this to help me relate and not feel so lonely right now...transition/growth is so painfully painful! The challenge to hang on to the "rescuer" of our souls while the fight is raging...

  • @SomethingNewOficial
    @SomethingNewOficial 6 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I am open to talking to anyone struggling with the same feelings of "I pray to God take away these feelings (homosexuality) and he didn't." I was only free after my early twenties and it was a process. I have hope for anyone struggling with this, first of all because God loves us so much even if We turn our backs away from him... He's never failing... There's freedom and hope for anyone struggling with anything that hurt us.

    • @kristenjames1919
      @kristenjames1919 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you for sharing this.

    • @goldstar9697
      @goldstar9697 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      Something New is she even talking about the "homosexual" feelings??

    • @Breezoya
      @Breezoya 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      let those with ears hear and let those with eyes see..Thats how we know that the holy spirit is edifying his Children. ..

  • @erynesamuels
    @erynesamuels 7 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    This is beautiful. She is beautiful. I'm even more a fan now than I used to be

  • @leticiaroth3884
    @leticiaroth3884 7 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I woke up feeling super discouraged and hopeless. I was questioning everything God had called me to. Then as I was going through Instagram I saw your post about your story. I felt like I was suppose to watch it. I'm so glad I did. I felt like God was reminding me of the promises He spoke to me. Like it wasn't just me that has these desires in my heart. Thank you so much for sharing your story it truly encouraged me to keep walking the path I'm walking. I have to fight and declare and believe the promises He has for me! Again, thank you!! God bless you!

  • @patriciapankratz6720
    @patriciapankratz6720 7 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Beautiful process. Beautiful heart.

  • @mama.trusler8651
    @mama.trusler8651 7 ปีที่แล้ว +52

    Crying along with you, Kristene. Thanks so much for sharing your story and the hope we have in a mighty, loving God. Spoke to my heart more than I can express in words. God bless, sister in the Lord.

  • @olumideakindipe7145
    @olumideakindipe7145 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Something beautiful happens when God becomes your only option

  • @maearbitrario3317
    @maearbitrario3317 2 ปีที่แล้ว

    Thank you for this, i have been struggling with anxieties and burnt out. But He is indeed faithful to His people, sometimes fear, anger, hatred and hopelessness blocks us from seeing the light but God loves us. He holds us, He molds us and He is with us. I always feel like I was a failure, but the Lord never made me feel I was one. I never thought I was able to lead, but the Lord knows your heart's desire and He made it all possible. The Lord never see me as what i hear inside my head but the Lord made me see how I was made to be love and to love. Lord thank you, for holding us even at times we forgot to hold you.

  • @cruzsantos6302
    @cruzsantos6302 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    This is so powerful I’m holding back tears look it up

  • @lmarie931
    @lmarie931 7 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    What a beautiful testimony! Totally made me cry!

  • @CapoHJB
    @CapoHJB 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you Bethel for filming this. I needed God to let me know I am not alone in these feelings. I needed to know that there are places in the Body of Christ that a leader serving in such a public platform is allowed to process the depth of the pain and the fullness of His healing in such a vulnerable way. This video heals me. Thank you Bethel and Kristene.

  • @acleahcim
    @acleahcim 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you for being a light in one of the most difficult fields of ministry, and sharing the gospel with the LGBT community.

  • @colettebyfield195
    @colettebyfield195 7 ปีที่แล้ว +63

    Great encouragement and reassurance for those of us in living "in a strong city" and feel like 1 in a trillion. Thanks so much for making this Kristene!

  • @nataliasolakian3329
    @nataliasolakian3329 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I LOVE this!!! God is with all of you!!!

  • @kirillzapple
    @kirillzapple 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    The most meaningful testimony I've heard from a Christian for the past 10 years of my life :/
    May G-d bless you Kristine

  • @jcteenchurch
    @jcteenchurch 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I have gone through all these doubts as a Christian when evangelizing. What i know now is that the Holy Spirit is the one that conveniences we just need to tell the truth and let the seed of truth and love do its work.

  • @catherinem.8626
    @catherinem.8626 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I think we all go through this especially as a Christian. Because it's a spiritual battle.

  • @perryloggins9868
    @perryloggins9868 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Stumbled upon this tonight, and God knew I would. Having lived in fear for the last few months, and questioning how I’m going to get through this, your testimony was what I needed on Easter. Thank you.

  • @hpaulzgartz4135
    @hpaulzgartz4135 3 ปีที่แล้ว

    Speak shalom over your life everyday shalom salone..🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥✝️ 🕎

  • @scottasbj
    @scottasbj 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    She has a gift for speaking to how many life long Christians feel at times.

  • @aziara369
    @aziara369 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    God answered me through this video. May God be praised!!!!!! and may we all be transformed!

  • @edgaropolous
    @edgaropolous 6 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    It's comforting to hear that there is someone out there waging battles similar to mine. I can relate to Kristene. :)

  • @theoneandonlypinkypinky8245
    @theoneandonlypinkypinky8245 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I just watched the whole thing so beautiful! She is so humble and lovely!

  • @jakeborder4660
    @jakeborder4660 5 ปีที่แล้ว

    Kristene DiMarco you are such a beautiful woman inside and out. I'm so sure God the Father is very proud of you. You voice is so amazingly beautiful. Thank you so much for your story. You are amazing.😉

  • @whitneesand2578
    @whitneesand2578 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    "Who's reality are you gonna live in? Yours or mine?" Dang, that hit me like a ton of bricks. So good!! Thank you for sharing this!

  • @chuckabean1
    @chuckabean1 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    "Until we can really get the heart of God for the one..." beautiful...

  • @rebekahcascolan7308
    @rebekahcascolan7308 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I experienced something similar a few years ago. I felt overwhelmed with doubt but reached out to God cause I knew that He is my only hope. My prayer to Him that time was "God, reveal Yourself to me...show me Your glory." And He did.

  • @pedinurse1
    @pedinurse1 7 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    what a great testimony, beautiful

    • @fionam4934
      @fionam4934 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      emily schwellenbach Amen!

  • @nayellymarin6698
    @nayellymarin6698 7 ปีที่แล้ว +14

    Amazing grace! I went through a moment in my life like that... Hopefully I'm out of that right now... and as she did I prayed the Lord to take it away from me... He never did the way I wanted or in the moment I thought I most needed it, but He eventually did... and as much as I tried to run away because of my shame, He never let me... All I can say is that to really know a God of hope, and redemption, you need to be in that place where you loose all hope...
    God is who he says He is, hopefully one day, what I went through will help others encounter this real God...
    I just can pray that if you're dealing with something similar, that God opens your eyes to see who He is, and who you are in Him... I pray encounter takes place in your life, and you are confronted with this real God...
    I pray over your life hope, light, breakthrough, abundant life, redemption... I pray Jesus would open your eyes, and his promises will be fulfilled in your life, because of his faithfullness... just be still, he's about to do something amazing in your life!

    • @zylemacruz8400
      @zylemacruz8400 6 ปีที่แล้ว

      nayelly marin this gives me hope. Please pray as I struggle to have peace. I have unbelief thoughts, doubtful thoughts about God and Christianity. But I don’t want to have them anymore. Please pray for my life. I want to be able to live in peace. It’s a daily struggle because I have difficulty focusing on my daily activities.

  • @mslicioussassylips
    @mslicioussassylips 6 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Thank you for sharing your story Kristene, it is Beautiful.

  • @CarolDee61
    @CarolDee61 7 ปีที่แล้ว

    Beautiful. Rich. Significant.

  • @Rj-dj7fz
    @Rj-dj7fz 7 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Inspiring. The message is clear. Praise the Lord.

  • @jescudi
    @jescudi 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m in a similar season...anxiety and panic attacks on a daily basis....mind battle like no other, but I’m believing Jesus is with me thru it all. The 1 thing tht stuck out the most was when Kristene mentioned to not make much of the darkness...tht is so good. Plz keep me in prayer. Kristene thank u for sharing ur testimony...it’s changing lives cuz of Jesus Christ who loves endlessly and shows us He is always there even in the sorrow and dark times.

    • @Xx0GsaburzxX
      @Xx0GsaburzxX 7 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      jescudi stay in good faith sister, Jesus gives us strength. Will pray for you.

  • @crystalmichael5
    @crystalmichael5 7 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    You give me hope Kristin, the light in you pierces through the darkness as you speak. I'm going through a similar phase of questioning why God is Jesus and how much I know Him even though I've given Him my life for so long. Thank you and bless you❣️

  • @abbiegrier207
    @abbiegrier207 6 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    19:37 - 19:55 reeeeally spoke to me
    21:00 - 21:07
    I needed this. I thank you Kristine and Bethel for sharing a goood chunk of your testimony and allowing God to REALLY use you during such a dark time...that's when we really see, and must see, His light

  • @leshalesha2055
    @leshalesha2055 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Please pray for me and my family. So that we can love him with our whole hearts mind and soul. Also please pray that we would be able to see him clearly and the veil would be removed

  • @kingrichard6163
    @kingrichard6163 4 ปีที่แล้ว

    What a beautiful story. I love this..."I'm going to call out the light that i see because everything else has already been defeated. So why give it my attention?"