omg cliffe's whole manner of being reminds me of like the ~cool~ teacher or ~cool~ uncle who is amazing at public speaking and makes everyone feel really warm and safe. nice to meet you cliffe!
god cliffe describing jerr chilling nearby on his phone was so nice, like idk why but it's just so lovely to hear about parts living their lives in the inner world. it's lovely to meet you, cliffe! :)
Fun fact: all Canadians aged mid-30s and up are legally, morally, and spiritually required to say “Rush” at least once when asked about our favourite bands. I’m pretty sure it’s a federal mandate.
Actually a Dominional mandate. Don't know the designation of Act, probably assented by Her Late Majesty (viz., Elizabeth II Queen of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland and of her Other Territories).
What Cliffe said about how people in society not taking you seriously for being more feminine and expressive- I felt that. People really love to look down on those who are just trying to be themselves and if you present yourselves as not "normal" your credibility for some reason goes down.
I'm imagining Cliffe and Flora cleaning the house together and joking with each other and it's giving me such peaceful warm vibes 😭 Also would love to learn more about formation and integration, looking forward to that video!
3:56 to 4:30 👏 very true. I've seen a lot of people online use male usernames so that their comments and posts are taken more seriously. Saw a man speak about using a female name just to see what it was like. He said he was much more easily dismissed, sworn at and treated with more disrespect. He was expecting that - but still eye opening. Besides this account I usually like to you anonymous or non-descript usernames for the same reason.
Cliffe gives me "I make kombucha and listen to vinyl records" vibes and I love that for him. Also, I'm very happy to know you guys listen to SPG. One of my Fav Bands 🥰 Edit: I feel like you said you listen to SPG in another vid and I commented on then too, but I dont remember what vid that was so...sorry!
Cliffe is a perfect mature type of Millennial. My ex used to make Kombucha and want to bake bread. We liked some older music, but didn't go as far as collecting records as most of our music is online. I feel that there was something nice about CDs because it encouraged you to listen to the whole album in context. When I'm steaming I tend to skip from song to song. Edit: stReaming no steaming!! 😄 I could just backspace it...but leaving it feel better. 😃
All of the alters that have introduced themselves so far has been very sweet, welcoming and extremely informed. I feel like we are now meeting Pixielocks and that make me happy. I would like to thank you for the years of encouraging and heartwarming content. You've personally helped me in more ways that I think you could ever know. I am over the moon proud of you all 💖💖💖
What if one alter has a crush on another alter? Are they able to date? Are the alters relatives? Do you see the alters as one big family or as individuals? Will the alters give each other Christmas gifts? Do alters ever argue with each other? Can alters keep secrets from or give advice to other alters? Will Stevie/ your family give a different gift to each alter? This is so fascinating to me
something in this video positively triggered a younger/teen alter to the front while we were watching, cliffe you must make us feel really comfortable! loved finally getting to meet you after hearing you mentioned here and there in other pixielocks videos u seem like a great guy
Cliffe is so well spoken🖤 and now I’m thinking back to pre-diagnosis videos and recognizing his speech patterns and tone of voice ahhh I’m learning so much 😭
cliffe gives like 'dad sitting in his chair' vibes. like hes just chilling there reading a book or the newspaper while the others cause chaos. jerrick is there.
Cliffe feels so familiar. I think that is partially because we've seen him being co-con before in videos. But also he just has this cuality to him where he puts you at ease and that gives him this familiar air. I feel like we could all use a Cliffe from time to time.
When you talked about helping with adult tasks like taxes it reminded me of the time I was watching a friend with DID filling out government forms when she noped out and her protector took over the task lol
Something about Cliffe gives me the BIGGEST Stanley Tucci vibes. The way he speaks and his mannerisms, I think.. and the glasses and baldness, of course.
I refer to fronting to my friend that recently was diagnosed with DID as "piloting the flesh mech" and he gets a kick out of it so I figured you may enjoy.
That's my first comment ever on this channel (have been silently watching and chilling since 2017), I just wanted to say that I (as far as I know) don't have DID but these videos are so thought-provoking to me. Listening to the alters reflect on their roles in the system and describe their co-existence encourages me to reflect on my own psyche. I feel like all the underlying mechanisms are the same it's just the extreme circumstances made them manifest in a much more refined way for Jillian (aka forming the system). Thank you so much for making these interviews, every time I watch a new one it's a journey of discovery and self-discovery.
Cliffe is so soothing to listen to. He’s seems very nice and and while I’m not sure if he meant he doesn’t hold the trauma of the other alter Jer (not sure if that’s spelled correctly or if it’s ger) he seems like a protector that’s there to mitigate the affects of panic attacks or melt downs etc. Having someone there who is calm and collected, while also having a warmth and kindness about them is more than likely essential to your over all mental health and well being as a system.
Hey cliffe! Great to meet another member of the Pixie system! Also I couldn’t help but laugh at the end when jill switched in, gasped, and said “oh I’m bald!”
Cliffe seems so awesome and thoughtful! Thank you all so much for sharing, I do not have DID (that I know of) but have experienced trauma, and this series has given me so much insight, on others and myself!
Not finished watching but we just want to say... Gosh! We've seen Cliffe pop up sooooo many times in past videos on this channel. In so many videos! I used to think that was part of Jill's personality before they realised they had DID. Like a [self conscious maybe] quirk. But this just makes so much sense. (we switched soz) I'm so glad to meet them. I'm so greatful for this video. It's so informative and helpful! Tysm!!!
I'm curious how on earth in all videos there is awareness and talk of conversing between parts aren't there supposed to be amnesiac walls between different consciousnesses? Sorry if you have answered this somewhere I'm just curious
With time and healing, those walls can begin to lower, therefore allowing better communication. Also every system is different. Some find it easier to communicate than others
@@malina8693 never fucking say this. you dont know what jill went through in her childhood, none of us do, and frankly, she doesnt owe us that information.
Thank you so much for answering another question from me, Pixie system!!! Cliffe you seem like a really great asset to the team :P and I completely relate to the Supertramp and such! My dad and I would listen to "school" by them in the truck on literal MAX volume sometimes :) I'm so glad to hear that you feel content and happy :D So kind of you to give such a kind and detailed answer as well, and happy that Stevie is there for you guys in many ways
Omg I love Cliffe! I relate to him on a lot of things and it was a pleasure getting to meet him in this video 🖤 Cliffe thank you for sharing yourself with us, this was so interesting and insightful!
it's so nice to meet cliffe!!! hearing him talk about how he wonders if jill will need him in the future made me so sad :(( but i'm really happy that the system has him as a wonderful protector & mentor ❤❤❤
it was really wonderful to meet you cliffe! even just watching the video i felt calm and soothed, like him juat being there reminded me things will be okay. so i imagine he fullfils his role amazingly! again, wonderful to meet you and thanks for the elaborate and insightful answers!
Listening to the part with Cliffe talking about Jerrick with his phone and stuff I had to laugh a bit because that is VERY teen energy. It's probably a case kinda similar yet obviously not the same as to when a new bonus parent (step-parent, but the GOOD ones.) or bonus siblings are introduced into an older kids/teens life so there's those growing pains of kind of settling into how dynamics change. Considering he's comfortable enough to sit in the mind space with Cliffe while doing his own thing I think is a very good sign. Can't speak for the parts and the system obviously, but hey it may be something to explore later on.
This was one of the most touching and relatable videos you've made. As someone who is around the same age as Cliffe, I have to say he resonates as one of the group. This is fascinating to me as a spiritual person, and makes me wonder if protective parts truly are "just" a part of the mind or something we don't understand yet coming into the lives of those who really need that love. Wow. I feel so emotional.
Roughly around 25:30 My prescription is very expensive to the point I cry if my glasses get bent to no end or broken . And I've worn glasses since I was 2, It's half the reason I never found makeup to be interesting as I felt I could never get "used to it" as my eyes are super sensitive, Like, my left eye is my good eye and the right eye if I just looked out of that one it's extremely blurry and I can barely even see. So I FEEEL YOU on Glasses are part of the identity thing! I'm rarely seen without my glasses and sometimes people startle the heck out of me when they gasp the first time I take them off absent mindedly to clean them around new people I get very shy if they make a big deal about it . I WISH I could wear just contacts and fashion glasses 💔 My prescription is strong enough (sadly) where my doctor sat me down and told me I'd have to wear prescription glasses and contacts or glasses period as just contacts would not be strong enough - TLDR - I vibe with you, My glasses I refer to as my eyes as I can't see without em, I totally get they are a part of your identity /look
Would LOVE to chill with Cliffe. (And all of you of course!!) His vibe is very "our first time hanging out and we're at a bar intensely having deep conversation and then we come home and smoke and chill maybe with music on, but probably not talking much (in a very non awkward, just content way), while we color or work on a puzzle or do some sort of making/building craft."
Nice to meet you cliffe! I thought it was very wholesome to hear him talk about other parts of the system. and also a little something going with stevie which is awesome. And you can kinda tell when jill gets more present, there's a little voice change. Much love to you all ❤️
A great video, thank you Cliffe! It was wonderful to meet you! Thank you for all you do in your system ☺️ I love how Cliffe just leaves at the end lol iconic
I want to start by saying Hi Cliffe! you seem like an absolutely lovely calming presence to be around! and I wanted to also tell all of you, I am so grateful to each of you for sitting down and doing these videos. My partner was diagnosed with OSDD, and through ya'll I have been able to understand more each day, understand the terminology in a way thats easy for my autistic brain to latch on to, and create language and processes that work between me and them. OSDD and DID have some differences from what I understand (i'm absolutely no expert here!) but just.. understanding alters, understanding why system roles exist and what they are.. its all been enriching to my life, and my partners. And I'm grateful you have never stopped posting yourselves, never stopped sharing as you learn. Because it means that people like me, someone who doesn't intake information easily, has someone that feels like friends just sitting down and chatting, and I learn along the way. So thank you, thank all of you, for being as open and honest as you have been. you do not have to, and I for one do not take for granted the gift it is to have people be open about mental health and mental things
Something that was very therapeutic for me and could make a great video ❤️ you could draw pictures of your mental projection of what your alters look like if they were able to step out of your mind and onto paper 😊
I was not aware Cliffe was bald :0 My grandpa is a fully bald super tall man who I was convinced was a gay man until recently, so I immediately started imagining Cliffe as my grandpa when he said he was bald haha! The art and picture examples definitely gave me a different vibe than what I was expecting though! It's awesome to meet you, Cliffe!
Hiiiii cliffeeeee💜💜💜 Also now with the ear piece thing I’m imagining it like a spy movie where cliff is giving everybody directions and they’re incognito to do a heist or something 😂
so so wonderful to meet you cliffe :] you give such a vibe of comfortable, cool uncle. i really loved learning about you even if you think you're boring !!
i got to meet one of the star trek next generation writers recently and he was awesome! it's always nice when you get to meet your heroes and they live up to the name :^D i hope that the pixie system gets some nice surprises like that!
Cliffe definitely seems like the type of person who enjoys rationalizing most things but I hope you all don’t feel the need to have an explanation for every part of your being, appearances and personalities. Even in other traumagenic systems (like us) sometimes alters or aspects of them form without much relevance to their roles. Singlets too can experience the feeling of identifying as a different age than their body, or feeling a certain appearance is how they *actually* look and such. You should feel free to identify however you want without worrying about “knowing” how the body is different and reassuring others of that. :)
Okay so much calmer and less giggly but is anyone else getting Zach Kornfeld vibes? It's very much how I'd picture him as a gay dad. (That's a compliment Cliffe, I promise!) Just a touch shorter. Thank you for letting us meet your alters, it's really a privilege to see you all evolving and realising who you are. Every side of you is so wonderful!
cliffe seems so chill, I love him :) even tho his personality is VERY different, in a way he kind of reminds me of my headmate kai but I guess kai is kind of like my caretaker. he's stopped me from doing dumb things in the past and is the one who fronted to help me break up with my toxic ex bf because I was too scared to break up with him. like literally fronted and pretended to be me LOL I'm so grateful to him. system caretakers deserve the best
nice to meet you cliffe !! im jester and im the host of our (self diagnosed, maybe DID ???) system :] we dont have access to a diagnosis due to money and our family having more emergency cases of mental and physical health compared to us. hopefully well get a diagnosis soon :']
Very nice to meet Cliffe! I found this video really interesting also from the perspective of learning more about D&D and Cliffe's perspective on things!
thank you for uploading these DID related vids sooo much, i really appreciate seeing someone i've followed for quite some time talk about this sort of thing!!! i'm trying to come to terms with being a system and it means a lot to see other systems just existing and chatting and like...living their lives!!! it makes me feel hopeful for our own future as a system :,) sending u guys love
really interesting that cliffe says he sounds very similar to jill! just from these meet the alters videos i think he has the most unique voice! it’s very calming
omg cliffe's whole manner of being reminds me of like the ~cool~ teacher or ~cool~ uncle who is amazing at public speaking and makes everyone feel really warm and safe. nice to meet you cliffe!
YESS definitely, like i'm getting really nice guy in front of me at coffee shop that tips the baristas nicely
Jerr sitting by him on his phone just set this in stone 😂
god cliffe describing jerr chilling nearby on his phone was so nice, like idk why but it's just so lovely to hear about parts living their lives in the inner world. it's lovely to meet you, cliffe! :)
Fun fact: all Canadians aged mid-30s and up are legally, morally, and spiritually required to say “Rush” at least once when asked about our favourite bands. I’m pretty sure it’s a federal mandate.
I SCREAM LAUGHED LOL OMG HELLPPP
Actually a Dominional mandate. Don't know the designation of Act, probably assented by Her Late Majesty (viz., Elizabeth II Queen of the United Kingdom of Great Britain and Northern Ireland and of her Other Territories).
I'm Brazilian but I also follow under this cathegory😅
What Cliffe said about how people in society not taking you seriously for being more feminine and expressive- I felt that. People really love to look down on those who are just trying to be themselves and if you present yourselves as not "normal" your credibility for some reason goes down.
i just wanna say i have been watching you since like 2016-2017 and i’m just so proud of you for really coming into your own. so proud of u guys!
🥺 Thank you angel 💖💖💖
Cliffe has a very satisfying way of talking
Awwe 🥺💖🌈
It's interesting in all the alter videos they seem to choose a background that suits them so well too
Looks like she’s on a toilet 🚽 🙈
I'm imagining Cliffe and Flora cleaning the house together and joking with each other and it's giving me such peaceful warm vibes 😭 Also would love to learn more about formation and integration, looking forward to that video!
“I will pepper in the fact that I am gay”/ref this is such a nice video, cliffe is just lovely 🤍🖤🤍 gay uncle energy
3:56 to 4:30 👏 very true. I've seen a lot of people online use male usernames so that their comments and posts are taken more seriously. Saw a man speak about using a female name just to see what it was like. He said he was much more easily dismissed, sworn at and treated with more disrespect. He was expecting that - but still eye opening. Besides this account I usually like to you anonymous or non-descript usernames for the same reason.
Cliffe gives me "I make kombucha and listen to vinyl records" vibes and I love that for him. Also, I'm very happy to know you guys listen to SPG. One of my Fav Bands 🥰
Edit: I feel like you said you listen to SPG in another vid and I commented on then too, but I dont remember what vid that was so...sorry!
Cliffe is a perfect mature type of Millennial. My ex used to make Kombucha and want to bake bread. We liked some older music, but didn't go as far as collecting records as most of our music is online. I feel that there was something nice about CDs because it encouraged you to listen to the whole album in context. When I'm steaming I tend to skip from song to song.
Edit: stReaming no steaming!! 😄 I could just backspace it...but leaving it feel better. 😃
Cliffe having matching glasses with the sculpture in the back is so funny to me. Good to meet you Cliffe! :)
All of the alters that have introduced themselves so far has been very sweet, welcoming and extremely informed. I feel like we are now meeting Pixielocks and that make me happy. I would like to thank you for the years of encouraging and heartwarming content. You've personally helped me in more ways that I think you could ever know. I am over the moon proud of you all 💖💖💖
🥺 This comment is SO SWEET thank you so so so so much 😭💖🌈
What if one alter has a crush on another alter? Are they able to date?
Are the alters relatives? Do you see the alters as one big family or as individuals?
Will the alters give each other Christmas gifts?
Do alters ever argue with each other?
Can alters keep secrets from or give advice to other alters?
Will Stevie/ your family give a different gift to each alter?
This is so fascinating to me
I don’t know much but I do know that alters can in fact date. I follow another system who has alters who are in relationships with each other
something in this video positively triggered a younger/teen alter to the front while we were watching, cliffe you must make us feel really comfortable! loved finally getting to meet you after hearing you mentioned here and there in other pixielocks videos u seem like a great guy
Cliffe is so well spoken🖤 and now I’m thinking back to pre-diagnosis videos and recognizing his speech patterns and tone of voice ahhh I’m learning so much 😭
cliffe gives like 'dad sitting in his chair' vibes. like hes just chilling there reading a book or the newspaper while the others cause chaos. jerrick is there.
Cliff is an inside cat
He's got such a lovely demeanour about him. So soothing and protective. So happy to meet you Cliffe
Cliffe feels so familiar. I think that is partially because we've seen him being co-con before in videos. But also he just has this cuality to him where he puts you at ease and that gives him this familiar air. I feel like we could all use a Cliffe from time to time.
Cliffe has such a soothing aura it's no wonder he's keeping away from the chaos of tiktok😂
When you talked about helping with adult tasks like taxes it reminded me of the time I was watching a friend with DID filling out government forms when she noped out and her protector took over the task lol
Cliff: Could I remove the nail polish for the video?
Jill: No 🥺
Cliff: Ok 🫂
Something about Cliffe gives me the BIGGEST Stanley Tucci vibes. The way he speaks and his mannerisms, I think.. and the glasses and baldness, of course.
def big gentle caretaker vibes ♡ thanks for sharing yourself with us, Cliffe! I hope we see you in future vids if ur comfortable!!
I refer to fronting to my friend that recently was diagnosed with DID as "piloting the flesh mech" and he gets a kick out of it so I figured you may enjoy.
That's my first comment ever on this channel (have been silently watching and chilling since 2017), I just wanted to say that I (as far as I know) don't have DID but these videos are so thought-provoking to me. Listening to the alters reflect on their roles in the system and describe their co-existence encourages me to reflect on my own psyche. I feel like all the underlying mechanisms are the same it's just the extreme circumstances made them manifest in a much more refined way for Jillian (aka forming the system). Thank you so much for making these interviews, every time I watch a new one it's a journey of discovery and self-discovery.
Idea for any of the other alters, nickname him "Cliffhanger"
Cliffe is so soothing to listen to. He’s seems very nice and and while I’m not sure if he meant he doesn’t hold the trauma of the other alter Jer (not sure if that’s spelled correctly or if it’s ger) he seems like a protector that’s there to mitigate the affects of panic attacks or melt downs etc. Having someone there who is calm and collected, while also having a warmth and kindness about them is more than likely essential to your over all mental health and well being as a system.
Cliffs is giving Obama
Cliffe reminds me of Stanley Tucci so you know we stan 😂 nice to meet you Cliffe welcome you did great
I was thinking of Stanley as well. Glad you said it.
I havent Seen a lot of either of them but Cliffe and Stevie have a very similar Vibe to me
Hey cliffe! Great to meet another member of the Pixie system! Also I couldn’t help but laugh at the end when jill switched in, gasped, and said “oh I’m bald!”
lovely to finally meet you properly cliffe!! you seem very lovely, and radiate care and comfort
We have been blessed with another video thank uuuu! I’ve lost of my voice and spent a few days in bed feeling grump so now I’m happy I’ve got this
Cliffe seems so awesome and thoughtful! Thank you all so much for sharing, I do not have DID (that I know of) but have experienced trauma, and this series has given me so much insight, on others and myself!
Not finished watching but we just want to say... Gosh! We've seen Cliffe pop up sooooo many times in past videos on this channel. In so many videos! I used to think that was part of Jill's personality before they realised they had DID. Like a [self conscious maybe] quirk. But this just makes so much sense.
(we switched soz) I'm so glad to meet them. I'm so greatful for this video. It's so informative and helpful! Tysm!!!
When i tell you my face brightened when i saw this, haven't watched it yet, but its defo gonna be a good one!
This is weird but cliff looks exactly the way my old therapist looks (Best therapist I’ve had in my life I’m so sad I don’t see him anymore)
I'm curious how on earth in all videos there is awareness and talk of conversing between parts aren't there supposed to be amnesiac walls between different consciousnesses? Sorry if you have answered this somewhere I'm just curious
Second this?
Yeah cause she's faking like everyone with did on the internet basically
With time and healing, those walls can begin to lower, therefore allowing better communication. Also every system is different. Some find it easier to communicate than others
@@malina8693 never fucking say this. you dont know what jill went through in her childhood, none of us do, and frankly, she doesnt owe us that information.
THANK U guys for uploading so much lately >:)
Cliff looks like someone whod go to a Jazz place or a poetry house.
ive been so excited for cliffe's meet the alter, he has such pleasant energy
also the facial expression when he said "and i can SMELL the lasagna cooking" is just so great
i feel like cliffe would teach me how to be a good man and also listen to me talk about literature while asking interesting questions. he's so cool
[ala mean girls] oh my g-d you cant just ask someone why theyre bald!!
Thank you so much for answering another question from me, Pixie system!!! Cliffe you seem like a really great asset to the team :P and I completely relate to the Supertramp and such! My dad and I would listen to "school" by them in the truck on literal MAX volume sometimes :) I'm so glad to hear that you feel content and happy :D So kind of you to give such a kind and detailed answer as well, and happy that Stevie is there for you guys in many ways
I'm just sobbing thinking of the "why are you gay" meme except WHY ARE YOU BALD
Welcome Cliffe!! It's very nice to officially meet you ❤️
Omg I love Cliffe! I relate to him on a lot of things and it was a pleasure getting to meet him in this video 🖤
Cliffe thank you for sharing yourself with us, this was so interesting and insightful!
Why do I get improv teacher vibe from Cliffe? 😂
Nice to meet you, Cliffe!
it's so nice to meet cliffe!!! hearing him talk about how he wonders if jill will need him in the future made me so sad :(( but i'm really happy that the system has him as a wonderful protector & mentor ❤❤❤
Cliffe has cool uncle energy. I'm loving this series, you're doing great Pixie (:
it was really wonderful to meet you cliffe! even just watching the video i felt calm and soothed, like him juat being there reminded me things will be okay. so i imagine he fullfils his role amazingly! again, wonderful to meet you and thanks for the elaborate and insightful answers!
Cliffe is so different from Jill. Like woah I was not expecting this.
Most comments here are just so cute and sweet and I love to see that this channel gets so much support
Cliffe: can't imagine wearing anything else but turtlenecks
Me: Steve Jobs core
For real 😭😭😭
Cliffes favorite song being the logical song makes me love him even more omg
Listening to the part with Cliffe talking about Jerrick with his phone and stuff I had to laugh a bit because that is VERY teen energy. It's probably a case kinda similar yet obviously not the same as to when a new bonus parent (step-parent, but the GOOD ones.) or bonus siblings are introduced into an older kids/teens life so there's those growing pains of kind of settling into how dynamics change. Considering he's comfortable enough to sit in the mind space with Cliffe while doing his own thing I think is a very good sign. Can't speak for the parts and the system obviously, but hey it may be something to explore later on.
don't lie, you literally watched doom patrol and went wait...
This was one of the most touching and relatable videos you've made. As someone who is around the same age as Cliffe, I have to say he resonates as one of the group. This is fascinating to me as a spiritual person, and makes me wonder if protective parts truly are "just" a part of the mind or something we don't understand yet coming into the lives of those who really need that love. Wow. I feel so emotional.
he even likes dad music... :’)
Roughly around 25:30
My prescription is very expensive to the point I cry if my glasses get bent to no end or broken .
And I've worn glasses since I was 2,
It's half the reason I never found makeup to be interesting as I felt I could never get "used to it" as my eyes are super sensitive,
Like, my left eye is my good eye and the right eye if I just looked out of that one it's extremely blurry and I can barely even see.
So I FEEEL YOU on
Glasses are part of the identity thing!
I'm rarely seen without my glasses and sometimes people startle the heck out of me when they gasp the first time I take them off absent mindedly to clean them around new people
I get very shy if they make a big deal about it .
I WISH I could wear just contacts and fashion glasses 💔
My prescription is strong enough (sadly) where my doctor sat me down and told me I'd have to wear prescription glasses and contacts or glasses period as just contacts would not be strong enough -
TLDR - I vibe with you,
My glasses I refer to as my eyes as I can't see without em, I totally get they are a part of your identity /look
wow feels like talking to an old friend!
Wow I’d be so curious to see stevie and cliff interact one day ! So interesting
When he started talking about age, right before he said his age my first thought was “36” Lmfao
Omg ok that is funny
@@Pixielocks yeah he just seems like he’d be 36 idk 🤷 lol
Would LOVE to chill with Cliffe. (And all of you of course!!) His vibe is very "our first time hanging out and we're at a bar intensely having deep conversation and then we come home and smoke and chill maybe with music on, but probably not talking much (in a very non awkward, just content way), while we color or work on a puzzle or do some sort of making/building craft."
Nice to meet you cliffe! I thought it was very wholesome to hear him talk about other parts of the system. and also a little something going with stevie which is awesome. And you can kinda tell when jill gets more present, there's a little voice change. Much love to you all ❤️
Watching this to destress after a final, so excited to meet you!
Cliffe said "we're a duo" and I immediately started thinking of which precure duo would be a good dynamic match
Cliff describing what it's like to be a Capricorn
Hey fellow Capricorn! 💜
A great video, thank you Cliffe! It was wonderful to meet you! Thank you for all you do in your system ☺️ I love how Cliffe just leaves at the end lol iconic
I want to start by saying Hi Cliffe! you seem like an absolutely lovely calming presence to be around!
and I wanted to also tell all of you, I am so grateful to each of you for sitting down and doing these videos. My partner was diagnosed with OSDD, and through ya'll I have been able to understand more each day, understand the terminology in a way thats easy for my autistic brain to latch on to, and create language and processes that work between me and them. OSDD and DID have some differences from what I understand (i'm absolutely no expert here!) but just.. understanding alters, understanding why system roles exist and what they are.. its all been enriching to my life, and my partners. And I'm grateful you have never stopped posting yourselves, never stopped sharing as you learn. Because it means that people like me, someone who doesn't intake information easily, has someone that feels like friends just sitting down and chatting, and I learn along the way. So thank you, thank all of you, for being as open and honest as you have been. you do not have to, and I for one do not take for granted the gift it is to have people be open about mental health and mental things
me and my system are very new fans of this channel and it genuinely has so much to offer. it was lovely to meet you Cliffe :).
Cliffe I'm so excited to meet you!
Something that was very therapeutic for me and could make a great video ❤️ you could draw pictures of your mental projection of what your alters look like if they were able to step out of your mind and onto paper 😊
Ive been here since yalls lolita days youve even answered some of my questions im so happy yall are finally starting to thrive!!!❤❤❤
I love your switch at the end and jill freaking out about being bald 😂
I have watched you since 2017 and I just want to say that I am so proud of the pixie system.
wow so cool to finally meet u cliffe!!! ur so awesome omg! ^ω^
slugworth from willy wonka?
Scary art teacher who is actually cool vibes (I'm like 2 minutes in)
I was not aware Cliffe was bald :0 My grandpa is a fully bald super tall man who I was convinced was a gay man until recently, so I immediately started imagining Cliffe as my grandpa when he said he was bald haha! The art and picture examples definitely gave me a different vibe than what I was expecting though! It's awesome to meet you, Cliffe!
Hiiiii cliffeeeee💜💜💜
Also now with the ear piece thing I’m imagining it like a spy movie where cliff is giving everybody directions and they’re incognito to do a heist or something 😂
aw YAY Cliffe so nice to meet you!!! This was such a soft comforting video to watch hehe
Its nice to meet you Cliff. Its nice to see a protector thats stoic like me. 🤙🏾- Gigi
Lovely to meet you Cliffe!
so so wonderful to meet you cliffe :] you give such a vibe of comfortable, cool uncle. i really loved learning about you even if you think you're boring !!
i got to meet one of the star trek next generation writers recently and he was awesome! it's always nice when you get to meet your heroes and they live up to the name :^D i hope that the pixie system gets some nice surprises like that!
I absolutely love Cliffe and would love to see more videos from him as long as he's comfortable.
Cliffe definitely seems like the type of person who enjoys rationalizing most things but I hope you all don’t feel the need to have an explanation for every part of your being, appearances and personalities. Even in other traumagenic systems (like us) sometimes alters or aspects of them form without much relevance to their roles. Singlets too can experience the feeling of identifying as a different age than their body, or feeling a certain appearance is how they *actually* look and such. You should feel free to identify however you want without worrying about “knowing” how the body is different and reassuring others of that. :)
Okay so much calmer and less giggly but is anyone else getting Zach Kornfeld vibes? It's very much how I'd picture him as a gay dad. (That's a compliment Cliffe, I promise!) Just a touch shorter.
Thank you for letting us meet your alters, it's really a privilege to see you all evolving and realising who you are. Every side of you is so wonderful!
cliffe seems so chill, I love him :) even tho his personality is VERY different, in a way he kind of reminds me of my headmate kai but I guess kai is kind of like my caretaker. he's stopped me from doing dumb things in the past and is the one who fronted to help me break up with my toxic ex bf because I was too scared to break up with him. like literally fronted and pretended to be me LOL I'm so grateful to him. system caretakers deserve the best
nice to meet you cliffe !! im jester and im the host of our (self diagnosed, maybe DID ???) system :] we dont have access to a diagnosis due to money and our family having more emergency cases of mental and physical health compared to us. hopefully well get a diagnosis soon :']
cliffe gives me gender envy 😩 he's so cool
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Very nice to meet you Cliffe! What an illuminating video. It's really great to get to know more about you and your role in the system!
Very nice to meet Cliffe! I found this video really interesting also from the perspective of learning more about D&D and Cliffe's perspective on things!
Hello cliffe! So lovely to meet you!
Aw I love the ending! It definitely does NOT have to be perfect!
I honestly love the dark/black round glasses. But maybe because I also wear black round glasses 🙆💕
thank you for uploading these DID related vids sooo much, i really appreciate seeing someone i've followed for quite some time talk about this sort of thing!!! i'm trying to come to terms with being a system and it means a lot to see other systems just existing and chatting and like...living their lives!!! it makes me feel hopeful for our own future as a system :,) sending u guys love
really interesting that cliffe says he sounds very similar to jill! just from these meet the alters videos i think he has the most unique voice! it’s very calming
I really enjoy the little Cliff-themed set you all filmed this with!