Even Though I'm Gone - A Chester See Original (Live)
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Time is a funny thing
I think that everything
it’s still happening
just in a different place
things don’t disappear
just cause the view changed
So think of when we both had us a laugh
and I promise you that
we’re still laughing right now
we’re laughing right now
Trust me when I say that I’m at peace
every little flame goes out eventually
Though I’m already gone
I’m still the words I left behind
I’m still a memory to make you smile
and those will be there for awhile
Though I’m already gone
when you look up to the sky
just find a star that’s shining bright
and know I’m right there by your side
I’m still with you
even though I’m gone
And I wish that I could right my many wrongs
so quick to turn away
always waited too long
I’m sorry to the ones that I let down
I was never perfect
so I hope it
ended where I helped more than I hurt
I know I hurt
But trust me when I say that I’m at peace
every little flame goes out eventually
Though I’m already gone
I’m still the words I left behind
I’m still a memory to make you smile
and those will be there for awhile
Though I’m already gone
when you look up to the sky
just find a star that’s shining bright
and know I’m right there by your side
I’m still with you
even though I’m gone
And I know
it’s not easy, it’s not easy letting go
so if you need me, you can find me in these notes
I’m still with you
I’m always with you
Though I’m already gone
I’m still the words I left behind
I’m still a memory to make you smile
and those will be there for awhile
Though I’m already gone
when you look up to the sky
just find a star that’s shining bright
and know I’m right there by your side
I’m still with you
even though I’m gone
if you ever need me
just play this song.
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I died of a massive heart attack on July 23, 2020. I was dead, in my living room, with my husband right there and my youngest daughter upstairs, unaware of what had happened. Paramedics arrived and somehow were able to revive me. On September 1, 2020, I walked out of the hospital. I don't know why I lived, but hearing this song makes me feel grateful that I have more time with my family. Thank you for touching me with your emotion and your beautiful lyrics!
❤❤❤
i’m so glad you’re alive 🙏🏻
That really means a lot to me, and I thank you for being so kind. I'm still trying to figure out why I'm here, and talking to anyone about it makes them suspicious that I would take my own life (I would never).
So glad i hear a story worth to share,God said its not your time yet,your mission on the face of the earth is not yet done,theres many people who needs you more than you needed them,Your family your kids still need the guidance of a mother,thats why your still here because of them❤❤❤take care my dear and be healthy
My 48 yr old son hanged himself last year .......thank you for this . I hurt every day. It hurts to breathe
i have Stage4 Lung Cancer, i told my wife about this song. i played it for her and we both cried. i told her play this whenever she is missing me. anyway thank you very much for this song, you are man.
Jim N Patti
What a coincidence my daddy Jim passed away 02/20/2013 from bone cancer
My mother's name is Pat or Patti
My middle name is James
May God Bless you and your family
I'm so sorry and I pray for you both!
Jim never give up.... Hope!
Brother, The glory of Heaven Awaits,Bless your Heart and spirit, may the Lord keep you close and without fear. Many Prayers for you and those you hold dear
🙏🏽
:sincerely your Brother Joe from Upstate Ny.
Bless you and your wife may light and love always surround you both.
How is this guy not completely a huge famous star. All of his songs have so much talent and true emotion, I couldn’t stop listening to all of them. He’s extremely talented, it’s crazy.
Man I’ve always thought that too! He’s a sick musician for sure so much talent, not enough air time
He is amazing! I agree
Sex appeal is huge too and Chester is a fookin snacc fr
So agree just love his music and voice. I live in England been trying to get a cd . But have him on Spotify now. So beautiful ❤️
I wish I could see him in concert
I cry every song he sings
His voice touches me to the core of my being
My husband loved this song and he wanted it played at his funeral. 31 years of marriage. He died 2 days before his 55th birthday. To young. Miss you babe.
Sorry for your loss. My husband and UI have been together 31 yrs. On our 3rd date I told him I could see us together 32 yrs. I knew a couple who were together that long and that was what I was looking for. 32 years is fast approaching and I'm terrified. I have the habit of making off hand comments that come to pass. 32 years seemed at the time a long time it's just a blink of an eye. Again I'm sorry for you loss. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
So sorry for your loss xx
Chester~you have just given me the best gift with this song. My son died a week ago from a heroin overdose and this some will be played at his celebration of life this weekend. Your words gave me comfort and that hasn’t happened-I’m devastated, I hurt all the time but your words...made me happy. Thank you so much for this.
Lisa D I’m so sorry to hear that. Sending you love, Lisa
Thank you Chester and thank you for 6 minutes of peace. ❤️ I don’t know who the song is about for you but I’m sorry for whatever it is that you’re going through.
Sending love your way from one boy mom to another. ♥️
Beth Fernandez Thank you so much. Sending love right back to you. 💕
I’m so sorry for your loss. Sending you love
On November 17th 30 years ago I married my best friend. He would tell me "I'm not perfect" and I would say "no, but you're perfect for me"! Two days before our 6th month anniversary he was killed in a car wreck. James was only 26. Six years later I marry a man that is just seems to be heaven sent. After listening to this song I wonder if James put him in my direction for me to find him. There are days that I feel James all around and I know he is still watching over me. Thank you for this beautiful song!
HE IS. HE IS THERE WHEN YOU ARE SAD OR CALL OUT TO HIM. THOSE WE LOVE AND HAVE PASSED ARE ALWAYS RIGHT THERE. ALWAYS. HE IS WITH YOU. ALWAYS. I TALK TO MY GRANDMA WHEN I HAVE SEARCHED FOR HOURS AND SOMETIMES DAYS AND CANT FIND THE ITEM. AT ALL. I TALK TO HER AND ASK HER TO PLEASE HELP ME. AND I HAVE DONE THIS SIX TIMES SO FAR. AND WVERY SINGLE TIME I FIND IT WITHIN AN HOUR. AFTER DAYS OF AND HOURS OF SESPERATE SEARCHING. ONLY WAY TO DESCRIBE IT IS ITS LIKE A WHISPER. A WHISPER AND A NUDGE. THOSE FEELINGS YOU HAVE OF THINKING HE IS WITH YOU? They are real babe. He is the whisper and the nudge. That said. I am 61 and two marriages later I have never felt or had the love you had. Never. And even tho it was just for a little all too short while? Remember you had what so many of us would give anything for to have for just a day. Just one day !!! My heart aches for you life is NOT fair but you were blessed twice now. So talk to him. Those we have loved and lost are a whisper and a nudge away babe!! So happy you are happy and loved again. But remember to open your mind and heart to the feelings of all those whispers and nudges!!🙏❤️🙏❤️. From KIM from Iowa with love 🌹
thank you ms. sherry , .....i think i needed to hear this tonight , i read this after my comment .......marcus in west texas
@@nbrown6051 Thank you so much for the kind words. I pray that you will find the love that you need! I don't believe that we are to go through this life alone.
Sherry Putman ☹️😇😢 what a beautiful story. He was def sent to you from him... I listen to this song everyday, Its just absolutely beautiful and touching and of course so unbelievably sad.... love Chester, you can see is raw emotion, 💔❤️💔
I no how you feel
Dude dont ever apologize. Your emotions is what made the song better and gave it meaning
Absolutely what a wonderful human being with an amazing heart
@@hollyhurt2685 turn it up
Turn it up please
So very true! He's the real thing and I hope he knows how much he is needed and loved
My son took his life on August 6th 2019, just before his 25th birthday on August 25th. He struggled with depression and mood disorders for years. Tried to get him help but he always said no one could help because no one understood. He left us and his now 4 yr old son behind. It hurts so bad. I'm having a rough day today. I'm glad this song popped up and I listened to it. Very deep and beautiful....thank you Chester
I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤️🌹
I am so sorry😢
I am so incredibly beyond heartbroken for you all and for all that he missed out
I’m so sorry. Nothing is worse than
Dying of terminal cancer and trying to be strength for my family. You express my feelings to peerfection
Mariah Blythe Prayers to you.
So very sorry 💔
Peace, love and freedom, dear soul.
Prayers to you and your loved ones. This song hit me because my health isn't good. I have a rare blood cancer. Not curable. I know one day it will take my life. This song made me think of my kids. The part that I helped more than I hurt them. I know my one daughter is bitter I've been sick so long. That I couldn't do everything a mom should be able to do, in her highschool years. That she was mad we had to live poor because I got sick. But she never went without. I raised all 3 of them alone for 16 years. My ex husband remarried. So he walked away from them. She's the only one that I wonder, will the good times out number the bad? Will she be relieved when my sickness finally ends.. That she doesn't have to see me sick anymore. It's strange. I heard my mom say last year she was glad my grandma wasn't suffering anymore. All I could feel was, I'd give anything for her to still be here. Different relationships, different personalities.. But we all just hope we got it right in the end. That we loved more than we hurt them. God bless
I am so sorry love!! Reading this broke my heart and I don't know you! You are not dying!! You are ABOUT TO LIVE THE BEST LIFE EVER! I promise
This song has touched our hearts, we played it at our son's celebration of life. He died at 48.
Ohh I'm so sorry for your loss😔💐 I hope his soul rest in peace❤️🙏🏻
Heard something in a movie. When someone dies, If you don't talk about someone, tell their story. Then they die twice. It goes along with what I took from the Ancient Egyptians. If you speak a person's name then they live another life after this natural one. A sort of immortality. Like saying Tutankhamun. He died 1000s of years ago but by speaking his name he lives on.
Bless your family. Thank you for sharing♡
My husband had me listen to this awhile back and it brought me to tears. He was 45 when he passed away two weeks ago of a sudden heart attack. This kills me now and I break to tears....
Eternal Blessings, Peace & Love..
I pray to God to watch over u .an not to let this loss to consomme u . when my mom died I thought I would never get over .but day by day God got me threw it .he's the only one who new my pain .it's not going to be easy. Talk to God he will listen.i pray God will bestow on u many Blessings.
My boyfriend of 10 years died the day before Thanksgiving 2020, of congestive heart failure. He was only 53 and such a beautiful soul. Thanks for the memories!!
I lost my son 2 years & 4 months ago. I am so so sorry. Keep talking about it ... About him, your loss, your love, your pain. Keep commenting, replying, sharing... There will always be someone to listen, but only if you talk. I hope you are surrounded by love right now. God bless you.
@@cherylwatkins2257
Sorry 2 hear.
Remember the love & joy you brought each other. 💕
I mean, it wasn't in my schedule to cry today but I guess I can make some time. This one was incredible, I'm at a loss for words.
Culter35 Hey, love your thumbnails. Only 1 thing wrong, need more arrows and circles.
Tying never hurt anyone. If all things makes one feel better. No one is perfect.
Wow, what a truly moving song. I face my mortality daily, as I look in a mirror and go play with my 19 month old grandson. I too sing, but can no longer play my piano, or other instruments, I've never learned to write music, so have started a journal and added photo's I take as he's growing. Wish I could sing this song for him. Bless you
This is an amazing and beautiful song. I cried my heart out. Love listening to your music. You have such an amazing voice
@@marymdavis3189 Your comment made me think of this song I recently clocked from The Kelly Clarkson Show.
Its Andy Grammer's song She'd Say and it features Ladysmith Black Mambasa who I love, I am from South Africa and they just sing refelcting African rhythms perfectly. I hope this inspired you for your journal entries.
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You may never see this. You blessed me thismorning. I haven't slept in two days. Pain. I'm dieing. I could have hopefully another year. I have the most amazing children. I lost my youngest son when he was 8. A rare childhood cancer. My 4 other children are alive and well and so beautiful inside and out. I am deeply in love with them. My twin daughters will graduate highschool..remotely..this coming year. I will see that day. Your song..I cried..its perfect for my funeral. You are beautiful.
May God wrap you and your Family in his loving arms.
You've touched my Heart..I'm Praying for You and your Family.. May Yall have so many more Gorgeous days and nights to hold eachother tight.
@@pamelajorgensen5433 Thanks!! Today is a wonderful day. I'm blessed!! I laugh a great deal. At myself mostly
Enjoy all the little things
Tracy Dumolo..... 🌸
I don't know you but, I Love You and I admire your strength and will and your selflessness to be strong for your children... None of us are
Guaranteed tomorrow but what 'We' are guaranteed is the moment that we are given.., So make the best of it Live, Love and Laugh and make the Best damn Memories that will forever last, Tracy~> I hope You Dance... My thoughts and Prayers are with you and your family, my sister in God... This I pray in Jesus name. Amen! 🙏
Hi Tracy 😊 just wanted to say hey and that I love you.
I don't know what is behind this song obviously a lot of pain for Chester See but what a beautiful song and Chester you sing it so well with such raw emotion, courage and passion. You are so amazing to me and millions of people. I have never seen a performer with such emotion and we can't always hide our emotions. You are absolutely fantastic. Thank you so much for your music and your talent.
This song is so true and it hurts me when I listen to this song here it is Easter and I'm still alone anything socket which is yesterday I know they're with God in a great night of spirit they was native American just like me I'd love to and God bless everyone out there that has a lost one that they still think after last twins much love to you and God bless everyone that you make God be with you.
I just lost my 44 year old son a week ago today. My Lord this song touched me so hard. I so feel your pain. God bless you.
I'm hoping this will give 🙏 my family some kinda comfort in this difficult time ⏲
I’ve never been an emotional guy, but this song literally kicked the hell out of me. In a good way.
Hard song to get through. I see why it was tough to sing. I lost my husband in 2020 AND HAVING A VERY
HARD TIME MOVING ON.
Thank you for such a beautiful song. Also, for
Reminding me that when we are gone there is a
Place prepared for us and we would not want to return. Thank you again,you really touched my heart.
@@carminewynncole9310 And you touched mine … I just lost my husband of 46 yrs July 2023. And I too am having a very hard time moving on without him.
“Stumbled” on this song and found some much needed relief. Thank You Both ❤
At the end, you actually apologize for not singing it better?!? It's the most amazing song and you were very real. Never apologize for the beauty of real.
We’re all our worst critics... especially artists
Yes yes never apologize for REAl in a world of so many mask wearing individuals
As a doormat that gets walked upon, I'm sorries come natural and I don't cares are common instead of I'm here and dying while your Fuck yous dance in the brain...
I'm a 35 year old man sitting here full on crying.
7 years ago my 34 year old brother died of a shocking leukemia diagnoses. He died 23 days later.
3 years ago my dad was killed in a freak motorcycle wreck. He was 52.
And last year my mom died from cancer. She was 69...
Sometimes I just come back to this song when I feel overwhelmed and need to cry.
I’m sorry 😢
Beautiful!!
I lost my big brother and my sister 6 months apart. I believe I was sent this song to help me cope. Thank you chester!
Bless you, stay strong. Whenever you hear a song, feel their presence talk to them as if they are right there.
Lots of love to you ❤
My brother died of suicide 2 days ago. I believe He sent this to me today, exactly when I needed to know he was here with me. My heart is breaking. Thank you for this beautiful song!
Stephanie alexander I’m so very sorry for your loss. 😢 I’m praying for you and your family. 🙏🏼❤️✌🏼
Stephanie alexander I am so very sorry about your brother.
Big hug
I'm sorry
Stephanie,I'm so sorry for your lost..my heart goes out to you and your family...this is a beautiful song...
And I just finished listening to the song and I’m in tears. I’m sorry for what ever you are currently struggling with. My heart weeps for you, this was the most heartbreaking thing to watch for me. I’ve been with you from the start and meeting you was the biggest joy of my life, I truly have not had a happier day. My face always lights up when I remember how kind you were and how big I was grinning as I was walking away only to hear you shout I love you as I was leaving.
Your music has always helped me and this song- this song really got to me. Just know that you don’t have to deal with whatever it is alone. Your music was my light in my darkest hours- I hope you can find some light in these comments.
we all love him 😭
Shahirah Radzi he is a beautiful human being, with such a kind soul~
Praying for u my friend.....u got HEART in ur music....i love your depth in ur music
Who's ,your amazing reduced to tears ,lost my dad. recently ,you words said it all ,your a gifted musician X
Whatever Ur going through I just want to reach out and hug U. I have a son and he is trying to walk through a tough time in life and I always tells him Son remember God He is watching you. I can say that to U now my friend remember GOD everytime U think U can't get through. "WITH GOD EVERYTHING IS POSSIBLE." Share Ur pains with Ur mum dad or Ur best friend. It breaks my heart to hear the song. I love U as I love my only son. I am praying for U. Next time sing me a song to make me laugh. 😂💋❤💙💚💛💜
Did U know U have that talent of singing. Use it to off the pains everytime the devil tries to attack U.
"LOVE IS NOT BLIND,IT IS THE ATTACHMENT THAT MAKES US BLIND" 👍👍👍
You my darling could not have sang this song any better than you have. The most beautiful song I've heard in a very long time. Thank you so much for sharing this with us all Chester. God Bless
I lost my daughter Pamela she was 22 yrs old. Your song hit the spot in my soul. I'm looking for that star . I love you Chester See . And thank you for this song "God Bless you. Mariane Simmons.
My mother's name was Pamela she past from a car wreck when I was only 18 months old you and yours are in my prayers
Bless you & may Peace be with you.
Always remember the love & joy she brought you. ❤️ 💜 ❤️
Man pouring his heart out.omg he is great 🥺
I'm sry but did he pass. He has a nice nice voice
Reading all these comments and my heart breaks as much as it did when I heard this song... a pisces feels things very deeply... and I sit here crying for everyone hurting as bad as us humans do... many prayers to everyone... and please remember, You're Not Alone.
Pain and sadness is part being alive. It's unbearable at times but equal to the depth of pain is immense love and beauty in this world.
God bless you Michael!! ♥
Michael Parker 😊
Michael Parker ThankYou Michale , we are so caught up in life about where we’re going what we want to achieve, Cancer sucks my 17 year old daughter has fought breast cancer twice & beat it. Then we found out that I had pelvic cancer & I still have two daughters at home 16 & 13 a single parent but I won. ♥️ I believe that prayers do work♥️ the energy we receive from each other
@@angelawoods5829 my prayers are going out today for you and your family. WoW...she's a two time cancer survivor!!! That is great!!! You will win your fight as well Angela... I believe that whole heartedly.
2 years ago I spent 4 months in ICU fighting for my life from a heart infection, blood infection and both lungs infected, my body wasn't responding to the medications and the Dr's told my family to prepare themselves that I was losing the fight but somehow I pulled threw. I believe my dad had alot to do with it as he passed away just over a month before I was admitted to hospital, so this song is very special to me....ty Chester your the best
This song sounds like it was made just for my husband. I miss him more everyday but I can hear him tell me "I'll always be with you"
Just beautiful! I needed this! I miss my daughter so bad! She and my grandson were in a bad wreck and were in a pickup. She threw herself around his carseat to protect him. If she would have hung on to the steering wheel, she would have survived. My grandson was life flighted to Vanderbilt and spent 4 days in ICU with a brain injury, 2 skull fractures and broken jaw and over 100 stitches just in his face. She gave her life for his. I am so proud of her. She was a great mommy. She would have been 21 on her birthday just 11 days after the accident. That's the day my grandson came out of the hospital. Sorry for the rambling, I was thinking about her so much and this song popped up. Thank you!
This made me cry, so sad but beautiful that she gave her life protecting her sons! My prayers are with you and your family and her baby boy!♡ Stay strong momma, shes watching over her little boy and you all the time!♡
Donna so sorry for the loss of your daughter and the pain you and your family is going through. May God wrap his loving arms around you and keep you and comfort you during this time of loss. Lean to Jesus with arms wide open. Amen
I would do the same for my kids
I am so sorry!
You were thinking about her Donna and she sent this to you to try to comfort you., time does heal, believe me, but for now you are in pain and youre allowed to be. May you find peace in your heart and life Donna., i too am a mother of an Angel so i know your pain., stay strong. 💕🇬🇧
My son was killed 6 years ago while seving in the USMC. Thissong nakes me feel closer to him. Beautiful.
God bless you and my his soul Rest In Peace ☮️.... A Grateful Country 🇺🇸🇺🇸🇺🇸😇😇😇😇😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😇😇😇😇😇😇🇺🇸
I lost my son 4 years ago and it hurts as much today as it did then
@@debbiemartinez3983 I’m so sorry for your loss. I have sons and they’ve lost friends. I’ve lost boyfriends and a husband but I know losing a kid would be a pain beyond dealing with. I hope God helps you to heal and find a little peace.♥️😇🙏🏻🌸
@@lisette2502 I've found peace in knowing he's in a better place but I still miss him like crazy and so many things throughout the day reminds me of him and sometimes I will cry but then I think of all of the good times we had and his goofy personality and all of the memories come flooding over me. And memories are mine forever and can't be taken away.. Even though he knew he was dying he never let that get him down or discourage him nor did he show it in front of me. I will keep them in my 💜 forever. I Love and miss you Bobby ❤️
@@debbiemartinez3983 God bless you and may the pain subside and the good memories take over. I’ll be praying for you 😇🙏🏻🌼🌸🌺
I have to tell you I believe this song was sent to me by my son in spirit. Last year while sleeping my phone started playing this song out of nowhere and woke me up. I'd never heard it before and honestly didn't know about Chester or his music. I cried so hard but had so much peace and comfort. Thank you Chester for this song ♥️
My goodness what an amazing message from your son. God bless you 💕
Beautiful story!
Wow, I believe it! That is incredibly beautiful. ❤
Got lost in tube land n here I am. Crying like a damn baby. Miss you n love you.
I can’t stop watching this video. The raw pain this young man feels is so inspiring. This is where music comes from...... the soul. Thank you Chester, for sharing your heart with us
Fred Not same here, keep coming back for this song. I looked for it on iTunes, I would buy this. It is so touching Aching heartfelt beautiful song. It touches the soul.
That's a funeral song? Without the lyrics shown, i didn't understand a word he said! Who's he singing about? This would be HIS funeral right? Then why's he making it about someone else? Wierd!
Christine Gufka This is not in anyway a rude reply. Just the only way I can explain it. If after listening to it,it has to be explained I don’t know that you would get it. You have to listen to the lyrics and especially his actions before he starts the song. I’m not sure who it is about but it’s not something that can just be explained you have to hear it for yourself and get it
He's 36 now.. almost middle age all my favourite youtubers are now getting older, I just wished I was born earlier.
@@frednot809 I could not have said that or explained it any better than you did!
I don't know why or how this just appeared but I know God sent it to me to ease my pain.
Me too, hugs
Jojos mojo ❤God sent us an Angle
It came out of nowhere 🙏
Amen 🙏! Some days I need this as I have lost 3 close people to me in a 2 year spand. Too much to handle sometimes .
My husband passed from lung cancer a little over 2 yrs ago and this song made me cry but also gave me comfort, I listen to it daily and almost religiously. Thank you so much. I feel like you wrote this just for him and us
I've been a widow for nearly 11 years. No matter how long it's been since my husband left this world, I remember his hugs, his kisses, his voice, his laughter, his family famous words. He will always be with me and I'm grateful that God gives us the ability to retain those memories. ❤ Thank you for pouring your heart out for us❤❤❤❤❤
I lost my only child, my amazing 27 year old son, in 2016. A mother's heart was not made for this kind of pain! It's so hard, almost impossible to survive this life without him! I truly almost didn't make it and I struggle every moment to survive! Thank you for this song! It's so beautiful! ❤
I feel for you sweetie. I lost my 23 year old son to suicide Aug 20 2015. He did it in front of me. Took a piece of my soul with him when he did that. It forever changed me. I had to learn to live a new normal life. It has been the hardest time of my life. His birthday is coming Jan 6 he would have been 28 this year. He left us with a beautiful 10 day old daughter when he took his life. She has been my saving grace. The pain a mother feels when she looses a child is pain no one will ever understand unless they experience. My heart goes out to you. Much love.
@@BeautifullyWicked2010 I am so very sorry mama!! I just can't imagine the hell you've been through with what and how it happened! No mother should ever have to bury her child! It's not the natural order of things! I always say it, and I mean it with all I am!... A mother's heart was not made for this!! Sending you so much love and great big hugs!!! 💔💔
@K S Thank you so much! ❤
I know what you mean . How lost we are after loosing a child . My heart breaks for you. . I lost my son last year , 8 months after that my step son hangs himself ,he was so messed up on drugs he didn't even realize he did it. Hugs form afar .
@Visto che oh mama!!! I am so very sorry!! Don't you dare think about being strong for others right now! You need some time to grieve. Everyone needs their time to grieve and then you come together to support and be strong for each other. This is too new. You are still in shock over this and you have a right to grieve for your son! A mother carries her child for 9 months inside of her. You are the only one that felt him move and he's the only one that knows your heartbeat! You gave him birth! No one else went through that pain to bring him into this world and no one else will feel your pain now as you have to let him go back home without a choice! There is an invisible bond of love that forms at that time in the womb and it just grows stronger over time. You pick whatever song you want for your son and don't worry about anyone else. A mother gives up so much for her children, so you are allowed a moment of putting what you want first! Falling apart is expected. He is your son! A mother's heart was not made for this kind of pain! This is the beginning of a long journey of deep abiding love turning into deep abiding grief. Right now it's going to be about surviving one breath at a time to one moment at a time and then down the road it will be surviving one day at a time. Sending you so much love and big hugs!! May the angels surround you and give you comfort and strength! 💔😪
This reminds me of my son. I lost him at 21yrs old. He's been gone now for 7 yrs now. I cried with you. I don't know your story, but the pain you show is very relatable. I'm sorry for your tears.
Truly sorry for ur loss ❤️💛💚💙
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U reached inside me and pulled out my soul young man . You have a gift to express what most of us can't. God bless you.
I lost my Mom in September and I've been having a very hard time without her.
When I came across your song it was like She was sending me a message.
Thank you.
And never apologize for your feelings. You did an amazing job.
Aww I find comfort in scripture. I know that sounds corny but pick up your Bible and read Revelation 21:4 it is a wonderful promise from God. “And he will wipe out every tear from their eyes and death will be no more neither will mourning or outcry nor pain be any more. The former things hav passed away.” Isn’t this a beautiful promise?
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Im using my mqns phn. I lost my oldest son last Dec 14th 5vdays after his 33rd birthday. He loved this song.
My momma died yesterday. She emailed me in 2020 and asked me to play this at her viewing. I miss you Momma
You'll never know the pain unless you felt it too.
"every little flame goes out eventually"
So incredibly beautiful and heartbreaking. Darlin, if this song means that you lost someone you put it all out there naked and unafraid for the whole world. I felt and saw the pain.
This song has helped me alot with the passing of someone very close to me. We use to listen to you all the time when things were happier. Before he lost his battle with depression a month ago he started sending me a few of your songs again I guess to remind me of when we were happy. After he passed this song fell into my lap like a blessing.
I don't know why this popped up on my feed... But Thank God it did. I lost my mom to Cancer October 2020 and I've been on a roller coaster. She was my everything. This song is beautifully sad.
It popped up for a reason
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And. Amazingly. Inspirational.
This song brought me to tears!!! I'm struggling with my own miserable life at the moment.......I'm still trying to comprehend my mum beinging gone and my big brother Todd passing tooo and just jumping from job to job.....just wish people would understanding of people who hit rough patches in time
EMMA NONE OF YOURS stay strong, you will make it through
EMMA NONE OF YOURS storms never last, I hope your sunshine breaks through quickly.
EMMA NONE OF YOURS You are in my prayers... May God bless you and lighten your burden?
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Hi Emma from Ireland remember your life will get better your mom is in a.better place she.is with you in spirit
Absolutely beautiful..don’t ever be sorry for showing emotion..it was perfect..🙏🏻❤️
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knowing that i am dying of terminal cancer, this songs gives me goosebumps. it will be played at my celebration of life. this song is amazing thank you chester
I hope your soul finds comfort
My hope is that you have made connection with Jesus, and if not there is still time. I feel there's not enough comments to what you wrote because it's uncomfortable for most. I felt compelled to comment simply because your comment gave me a very real awakening to the fact that we're all not promised tomorrow and I want to make every day count. Thank you. May you have peace and comfort in your journey home.
Please call out to Jesus !!! It took courage to write that! Yes we can thank Chester for having written this song .
I don’t know this artist very well and I wonder what he’s going through to prompt him to write something like this. Does anybody know?
And you my dear friend, take comfort in that Jesus died for you so that you do not have to die the second death-but the Bible does say we have to call on him, it’s our choice. He expects us to make that choice as he has given us free will.
He said I am the resurrection and the life ...
he that believes in me though he die, yet shall he live!
Call upon the name of the Lord and you will be saved!
Jesus is real!
My heart goes out to you.
Yeshua can heal you! Just call on his name and cancer will be gone!
I hope everything is okay🙏🏽
My father just passed away yesterday afternoon and I was looking for something to put into words what I believe he was thinking in his last moments.....i found this song and I believe I've found my new favorite song...you sir are a poet....thank you. Truly.
This made my heart break. I lost my husband to Cancer two years ago next month. Still haven't dealt with it, I just don't know how to keep going on with out him Almost 39 years together and now I am alone. This song means so much to me. Thanks again for sharing this.
Completely understand. Glad you got a chance to talk, say goodbye instead of sudden.
I hope you find comfort in his love
In memory of my beautiful son Mark
May 25,1983 - March 14, 2019
Mark and I share the same Birthday! I was born on May,25 😉
@@klloyd3936 It's also my Granddaughter's birthday and a friend of mine too.
I have 4.5 years sober from heroin idek your situation but he’s so young I can only fathom what has happened, please know in your heart he’s truly with u
Mark who??
Judy Mint...No parent should out live their child. May you find some peace to carry you through this most difficult journey ahead. My thoughts and prayers will be with you.
My Autistic Son took his own life on January 26th 2019, just two weeks away from his 22nd birthday. This song has given me goosebumps, I had to share with my family and they have said that it touched them like myself, it's brought me to tears and no other song has ever touched my heart the way this song will do for a very long time. Thank you Mr Chester See, you just keep pumping out the songs that have a personal affect on you.
Bildo - 😢 So sorry for your loss...
Bildo curry my sympathies to you
That's heart-breaking. I'm positive that our loved ones feel this way when they leave. Love to you, Bildo.
This song touches my heart and makes me cry..I lost my daughter and my husband so real pain is still lingering as the years go by..we've all heard it said that time heals all wounds, well I'm not healed yet..thanks for the touching song Chester..xoxo..
I'm sorry for your loss. Y'all are in my thoughts and prayers.
I'm crying over here. Words can not say how this song punched me in the soul
Such a beautiful song, our only son took his life I don't know how to stop crying today is his Bday in heaven . He is 29. Thank you Chester for sharing such a beautiful song.
I sit here and I'm trying to find the words . it's hard. Thank God you have found the words for me. I lost my husbsnd almost 6 years ago of cancet. Oh how he suffered so. I lost my dad 6 months prior and lost my precious mom 11 years ago. I cry for them every day. I feel so alone and sad. I listen to your song every morning and it helps me get thru my day of lonliness. Knowing that my loved ones are still with me helps my broken heart .Your words and your voice helps the emptiness on my heart and soul. Thank you for not being afraid to show your emotions. And please dont ever apologize for the way you sang it.
you re the only singer that I've ever heard and felt that you truly meant what you sang. Thank you for being You...
Chester, I can't tell you how much this song touched me. You see, on November 28th 2020, I found my youngest daughter, Cherokee Geneã, in her bedroom, murdered. She will be 26 years old on the 8th of February. I feel so shattered. I'm trying to write something for her that I wanted to send you and make a song for her. I can't tell you how much you read my mind and heart ❤️ thank you for being so awesome 💕
I am so sorry to hear of your loss
My Condolences to you and your Family
May your DAUGHTER
REST IN PEACE
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April, I am so very sorry.
I can’t imagine
I just can’t imagine the pain of finding your precious daughter murdered.... NO! That’s just not okay. I know the pain of such profound, heart destroying loss, because I lost my only child, who died in his sleep @ barely 18. But I have a tiny bit of comfort that he didn’t suffer.
Knowing your baby was murdered, has to be a murder of your soul as well. I’m sorry . I’m happy that you receive some value from this music, & I will hope for you to have strength when you need it most.
@@beckyeads6456 thank you, and thank you all for your condolences and prayers. I am deeply appreciative to each of you
I hope someone misses me like that when im gone. Love though worth it, hurts so much.
On September 26, 2020, my husband ended his life. A couple of months later I was riding in my sister's car and I pocket triggered my music, and to my surprise, it started to play this song. I have no memory of adding it to my playlist but it touched me deep within my soul. I will be spreading his ashes to this song, surrounded by his (and my) children as we say our final goodbyes this month. Thank you for the gift of this song.
There you are....I see through all the time, space, distance...and masks. I see the love that endured EVERYTHING! What created the Universe that is US! I LOVE YOU THEN, NOW AND FOREVER! You are between each heartbeat in my chest, and there I will keep you forever. My children, my love, family, & my life! ...love Mom😇💞🌎
Raw and real for sure those words you wrote aren’t easy to sing still sounded amazing, you are a beautiful soul thank you for sharing your gift of music.
not a dry eye when this song is played. words like that are of a true artist. it's like an angel guided your hands and held your heart. AMAZING!
Chester.....I am the chapter leader for a bereavement group offering hope to parents, grandparents and siblings who have suffered the loss of a child, no matter the age or cause. There are over 600 chapters in the US alone and we are in at least 11 countries. We are The Compassionate Friends. We hold a WorldWide Candle Lighting each year on the second Sunday in December. Our chapter runs a slideshow with pics of our children during the program. When I heard your song, I knew I had to use it in our program. I had so many parents tell me how much your song resonated with them following that night. Your words have touched so many people who are suffering. My son Tyler died in 1988 at the age of four in a house fire. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think of him and the person he would be today. I imagine him singing your song to me. I wish I could express how much it helps to listen to this song. Thank you for sharing your talent and allowing me to share your music with my grieving families. Our slideshow is 18 minutes long and your song is the first song played......"The memory to make you smile"!
I just sent this to my sister bc she lost her son a year and a half ago. No worse pain.
The only way you could get the full impact of this song is through the singer,the emotion that is clear in his voice just reaches your soul. I absolutely love this man ,He is my favorite performer.
Man, I felt your emotions...had tears in my eyes. Be bless.
Please stay safe. No matter what you go through there are people who love you, even those you do not know yet. Trust that life is bright for you.
I had never heard of you before. I stumbled across this video a few weeks after my husband passed away. This song had my in tears. I have fallen in love with your songs and your sound, you are so talented, and need to be making albums. I will forever be a fan ! You don't need to apologize for your emotions, your heart was obviously hurting, and the raw emotions in this video is what made me fall in love with this song !
I fell in love with this song first time I heard it. My oldest child, my daughter Paris passed away July 13th 2020 after her boyfriend was running from police. She was 35 yrs old. Very beautiful girl inside and out. And my 2nd child , his name is Mark. He passed away July 8th 2006. He was hit by a train. He was 17 yrs old. So this song is so beautiful. Thank you for sharing it. And God Bless You!!
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I cried so hard almost 14 years ago I lost my husband still miss him everyday
Hi Janet, Sorry for your loss. May the pain you feel be brief, but the beautiful memories be everlasting. I lost my husband 4 yrs ago in October. Stay Safe 😷 & ✌
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May you find peace in your heart. Hugs from Illinois 🤗
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So sorry Janet💗Same for me! Lost my hubby 12 years ago at age 36. Luckily time softens the pain just a little.....hugs to you.
Damn Brother ! I have NEVER seen or felt so much real Raw emotion in a song. BEAUTIFUL
Just returned from my Aunt& Uncles Services on Saturday 21,2022 I played this for the room! Thank You Again🙏🥰
He said “I was supposed to sing that better.” I think it was freakin perfect. Thank you for that.
What. Cums.. From.. The.. Heart. And.. Soul.. Is.. Perfection. This. Man. Sang. It. Perfectly.
If you didn't "FEEL" that my friend you're already dead! Love it!
I listened to this awhile ago. My daughter was killed at the hands of a bad bad man. He is trying to get a mistrial. He won’t. I won’t let him. This song I absolutely fell in love with while ago. So happy I saved it. It speaks volumes to me. Thank you so much to the artist
I'm truly sorry
In the summer of 2021, my husband discovered Chester See and this song. The title got his attention, then the piano music, then he listened to it - over and over and over. He played it for me, our children, and my best friend. He loved most all music, and lyrics, heartfelt lyrics. He told me that when he passes away, he wanted me to play this at his memorial. He passed away January 26, 2022, he was 55 years old, and the most amazing, most intelligent man with the biggest heart I have ever met. Our love was unconditional, a love that grew daily, a true love story, just shy of 29 years of marriage. I have lost the love of my life. But, he is in no more physical pain. I played this song at his service, and many times since his passing. You sir are an incredible artist, the emotion and intensity, the piano music is out of this world, it's incredible, I actually turned him on to piano because I play and I love to listen to it. You are an amazing and I thank you.
Hi Chester, I am a huge fan of yours who happens to be gay and HIV+. I lost my brother several weeks ago. I am sitting here with chills and tears in my eyes. I've never heard a more perfect song what I'm going through. You are amazing. Keep doing what you are doing. Why are you not a Huge musical artist selling out venues all over the world. Thank you for creating a heart wrenching yet beautiful song. I will play this over and over remembering my brother. You Have a gift from God.. love you brother. I am going to play this at my funeral when that time comes with your permission.
I'm sure. U. Have. His. Permission.. Words. Speak. Kind.. As. From.. Heart. To. Heart. Yet. Sum times. Kinder. When. We. Meet.. And. Part.
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Sending you love ❤️
That is probably one of the most beautiful songs I've ever heard in my life..... Thank you
Raw Vulnerability = Love
My dad passed April 25th and 3.36am and your song couldn't hit home any harder! If your around Chester just know you are helping me out now and this song will be with me till I die! This is my song to my Dad thank you for giving this to me Chester and to his family of Chester if he is gone these videos and songs are amazing and today it will be on repeat because today we put my dad to rest and this song, man this song, I'm crying with yall TODAY! ❤ 💙 ♥ 😢
Man that raw emotion, touching lyrics and raspy voice, you are something else Chester! Hope things get better for you, coz your talent needs to be heard all over,
And whoever is reading this, if you are feeling down or have lost someone, I know its hard and you do miss them but the best you can do is honor their memory 😊
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Oh wow this came at a perfect time for me in my life because I just lost my dad a month ago about a week before Thanksgiving and he was my world and this song just says everything I don't have the words for he was a poet and if he would have written me a song before he died I think this is what he would have told me its beautiful and even though it makes me cry like a baby it's bittersweet Melancholy tears thank you thank you so very much for this beautiful song it touches my heart and soul God bless you in the grief that you felt when you penned these beautiful words I wish you light love and peace
I played this song at my sons funeral. He was 22 years old. 2 months later we played this song at my nephews funeral. Had I found your song we would have played it at my other nephews funeral. He was 28. All 3 died from a fentanyl overdose within 6 months.
This just broke my heart all over again, it’s been five years since I lost my mom and she was my rock, well every one around me. She was such a loving person and I feel so lost without her. Wow my friend you have done what most only thinks of and some try and fail. God gave you something great to touch people on a very deep scale. I can tell you have a wonderful heart and I’m so sorry that you had to discover and write these words in a song because of your loss of a loved one. I know it hurts and I want to give up sometimes but stay close to God and we will be with them when our time comes. Much love to you and to all. God bless. Oh yeah I wanted to tell you that I don’t cry, well not easy. I’m still slinging tears after writing this. Just saying!
He's definitely wrote this about someone....it truly makes me think of my beautiful momma...she passed September 30, 2019
I love you momma
Exactly what I was thinking. My mama loved to sing and she would have loved this song. I miss her so.
@shaunna lyne, your Momma will always be around in your memory. Be happy... she'd want you to be!
Dearest Chester... whatever you are going through I love you and we all love you, millions of people, your fans around this world love you so much... You are the most multitalented young man with beautiful soul who we never get tired of listening to all your songs, please know that we love you, and you are always in our prayer... Hugs and kisses with losts of love from us to you❤
That was amazing ! Love it !
This is such a Beautiful song it hits home
I discovered this song when my brother passed away. Sadly my sister passed just 80 days later unexpectedly.
This song brings me much comfort. Your raw emotion was beautiful! I could feel the depth of your emotion.
You performed it perfectly. Thank you for sharing your gifts & talents. 💗
We were 7 siblings now down to 3. I thought with all the deaths I've seen and dealt with I could handle just about anything.... Then, I lost my twin sister. RIP babydoll. 09/27/2021
I lost my son August 12, 2020. He was hit by a motorcycle, in front of his best friend/girl friend and my daughter came right after. I wish I could take the pain away from them. This song actually gives us comfort. Thank you for sharing this with us.
THANK YOU FOR SHARING YOUR PAIN GOD BLESS
I hope someone loved me this much when I’m gone.
I AGREE I HOPE THE SAME BUT THEY WANT!
More than that I hope i can love all close to me this much
Someone does love you all that much even if you dont realize it
@@justinpotter1521 I 🅰gree with you on that ⭕ ne
We. R. All. Human. I'm. Sure.. U. Will. B. Missed.
I lost my dad three months ago. And my mental illness just got worse. The pain is beyond words. I hope that whatever you are going through Chester, you remain strong. Thank you for your beautiful songs. God is with you. God loves you.
You did more than just sing it Chester✝️ it was suppose to be exactly as you did...touching... you made me tear🤙
The most beautiful song I've ever heard, perfect ❤
I cried hard remembering the people that I love who are gone. Both of my Grandmothers passed within a couple of years of each other. I was especially close to one of them and the family couldn't afford to keep her house which was a small home that she lived in for nearly 70 years. My Father, Aunt, and Uncle sold it and it completely broke my heart.
It felt like I was losing my Grandparents all over again, I lost the last part of my childhood and the only place that I could ever find peace, I lost my ancestors land, and the last place where I felt like me. Across the road from my Grandparent's home is the church where everything happened in my family. Most of my Father's side of my family is buried in the graveyard adjoining that church. Two sets of Great Grandparents, my Grandparents, and extended family. My family lived in the area (Diligent River/Yorke Settlement, Nova Scotia) for hundreds of years. I desperately hoped and prayed that I could buy the house but I cannot afford anything. It sold for $55,000...it was priceless to me. I am on a permanent disability pension and can't even afford a place of my own, I live with my parents. I couldn't survive without them and they mean everything to me! I guess money is the root of all evil when you don't have enough to keep your ancestral property or help your parents who have very little too. I do feel that we are very blessed for what we do have and I am thankful 🙏 It's just hard when you lose so much, so fast 💔
"I’m still the words I left behind. I’m still a memory to make you smile."
After having lost someone really special recently, that's hitting home right now. It's important to ensure that those words are the ones that the people you love/love you remember and they're not drowned out by any negatives.
Jeez never ever have I felt seen or heard such raw emotion in a song. God bless you young man. Yes that individual is always with you.
I've been waiting for a sign that my boyfriend knew how much I loved him even though I couldn't say it out loud. He died from suicide after years of PTSD. Thank you for being the sign I needed to hear
I watched and listened to this a million times. But today… Mother’s Day… it’s for my mommy in Heaven. 😢😢😢
Damn really hit me in the feels, i can tell how hard it was for you to sing it and not burst into tears, how emotional this song creation was for you.
And you are incredible, your raspy voice is chilling my nerves, you reach every emotion in my system and flood them with so much power. Youre the most talented person ive ever seen, and youve changed the way i think, i love you man, and ill never forget with you made a live on instagram and said my name, i began to scream and jump and i didnt know how this happened, how i got this lucky. You are amazing, never change,
My god i felt everything from you im crying now your are such a beautiful soul thank you for your gift to us all may you be at peace cheers!
I lost my mom 2 years ago on Oct. 16th, I just heard this song for the first time. She fought for 4 months, but what's crazy is that had she passed away the day she collapsed, I wouldn't be here right now. Cause, I would have not been able to handle it, I already knew what I was going to do had the EMS worker told me that she had no pulse. Now, I am living every day to the fullest, cause I know I shouldn't be here right now. It's scary to think about the dark place I was in at that time, but my family was there for me & helped me more than they will ever know. If anyone hears this & starts feeling that sadness again, please reach out to friends, social media & especially your family. Someone out there cares about you & if you have no one, then I'll be there. I know I wasn't the only one that felt that sadness & pain I was in that day, so please reach out & talk to someone. I hope everyone enjoys their day. And you have an amazing talent for writing songs & a great singing voice, Chester! And remember everyone, the best is yet to come!
Wow this is one of the most touching song I have ever heard. I lost my dad a few months back and it’s been the hardest thing I have ever had to deal with. I needed to hear this.
My husband just passed after a lengthy fight with cancer. He was an incredible husband, a great dad and grandpa, and an amazing person. Your song will be played at his celebration of life. Thank you for sharing your talent and your emotions with us all. Without beautiful songs like this in the world, it would make losses so much harder. If you wrote this because of a loss in your life, please know you are not alone. You are in my thoughts and prayers. God bless you sweetheart, thank you!
My deepest condolences on the loss of your husband.
He sounds like he was a very loving man and very well-loved in return.
Never forget that, no matter what happens at the end of this life, the love continues.
I am sorry for your loss.
I have been listening to this song for a week now and it is just beautiful.. I lost someone so special many years ago and I miss him everyday.. Thank you Chester..
“If you ever need me, just play this song” Man...The feels to this song. ♥️
Oh my dearest sweetest Jesus do I ever know how you feel!! Ever so sadly my 26, year old ever most precious baby girl lost her battle with addiction September 5, 2020!! She had been clean for 8 months & checked herself out of rehab early!! 11 days later she overdosed on fentanyl & was found dead in a motel room all by herself!! My entire world has just crumbled into a million broken pieces & I will never be the same again!! There are so many days that I really think that I can’t go on anymore without my angel & bestfriend!! Only through the Grace of God am I still here on this earth!!
I am so sorry ❤keeping you in my prayers 🙏
Oh my!!!! Tears of understanding. How I would love to wrap my arms around you.
This is a Song to my daughter. I suffer from MS and Cancer. She's not spoken to me in year's 😥. God I Love her💛🌻💛
Oh I'm so sorry!! My heart is aching for you. I hope your daughter comes around so you can be together again. ♥️♥️♥️
and we cant get the CD i cant understand why i cant get the CD DOES ANYONE KNOW WHY
Hey, would you look at that? I'm not dead inside just yet because I felt this.
Giraffe with tattoos my feelings exactly
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