I remember you Hayden kho. Ur past life. About the girl. And I am the one who bash you that time.😊 Hindi pa ako christian noon. I am so angry about you that time. But now Praised the Lord Almighty God. He changed my life. And Praised to the King of King and Lord of the Lord because for the cross He saved us! God bless you Hayden kho. May the Lord God use you to His ministry. God loves you Hayden kho.
I definitely agree! I think the most important think is having the humility to get help. And sometimes mental illness isn’t always just a “feeling” or a “thought” and no matter how much bible reading and spiritual direction we get, the illness could still be there. So it’s really important in certain instances to get medical help. And that is IN ADDITION to a strong Christian foundation. Sometimes we as Christians think that mental illness can simply be “prayed” away, but it can be a lot more complicated than that. I had an issue with panic attacks a few years ago even though I was super happy, felt purposeful, enjoyed serving in any way I could, and had a loving church community, these panic attacks sort of popped up from nowhere. Luckily, a couple that I got spiritual direction from, also mentioned that in addition to spiritual direction, there really could be an imbalance in the brain and medical assistance could really help. At a point, the panic attacks hurt so much that I felt like death would be a nice alternative to that pain. But it was not something that I could think away, and thankfully I was telling my parents these thoughts because I definitely did not want to be feeling this. Reluctantly, I finally went to a doctor and got medical help. I was put on a med, which I am still on, and have not had an issue with anxiety and panic attacks ever since! Sometimes God’s miracles can be through the tools and gifts he’s given his created beings with. Hopefully this is something you guys can be more informed about and realize God can also work through mental health professionals to assist and sometimes spiritual direction is not enough to get rid of “suicidal thoughts” “depression” or “anxiety.”
Pastor Peter this is something you can do alway. Talk to real people with real problems. You are a blessing to everybody everyday. I love CCF, thank you so much❤
The Holy spirit speaks so loud in Dr Hayden testimony. Focus not to ourselves but to other people This is the way out of depression and suicidal feeling. God bless u both Ptr Peter and Dr Hayden
This is very moving Your vulnerability Doc. Hayden is very admirable, it is God's way of healing you and helping others. I will share this with my coachee, clients. As a Life Coach, I merged Life Coaching, How God designed us in our lives, relationship with God. Yes, indeed suicide, depression, and anxiety is from evil too. And that is why every day we are encouraged to come to God. Pray, Worship, and devote yourself to him. Think good, be with good people, connect with people who center God in their life. Thank you CCF church. Amen. only Jesus can heal any kind of Mental illness.
True happiness and success can be found only in Christ Jesus. God loves us so much and is faithful. Today we those who believe in Christ are living for His Glory. God bless .
Depression is real. I had also suicidal thoughts before and by the grace of God these thoughts are gone already. Everytime I feel sad and my spirit is so weak i always pray to God to strengthen me. And after praying, my heart is full of joy already.
CCF. Glad Churches are opening up that Christians DO experience Depression. that they are also NOT always happy., that it doesn't mean that when you get depressed your faith is weak, immature, not a real Christian. I hope CCF will tackle more on mental health. Lives are being lost
ONLY GOD CAN SAVED US....ONLY GOD CAN HEALED US....ONLY GOD CAN LET US FORGET ALL OUR SIN AND THE PAST BAD THING WE HAVE DONE IN OUR LIFE....GOD IS GOOD...GOD BLESS...
Exactly look at Elijah! He wants to die and this is Elijah we are talking about! One of the greatest prophets ever! Truth is, even men and women of God get depressed.
I remembered the night I committed suicide. It was two days after Christmas of 2018, I had parties all around, but I just felt like, "Surely, the world will still turn, even if I'm not around anymore." Until this day, I still believe this is true. Coming home from our office Christmas party, my head kept telling me, "Tonight is a perfect night to die." It was supernatural. Like the thought is actual matter, occupying space. Like the angel of death is right beside me, just waiting for time. Actually doing it felt like an out-of-body experience. I'm here because the thoughts still linger sometimes. Maintaning a healthy mental state requires constant work, and sometimes, I wonder if it's worth it. Just watching this to remind me that life is worth fighting for because it is a gift of the God that I love and who loves me.
I’ve been there doc. Anxiety and depression hit me hard but praise God he showed me the way and my willingness to obey His will leads me to know Jesus. After I received Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior something miraculous happened to me. I can’t explain. It’s hard to explain pero after I received Jesus may parang nawala na mabigat sa didbdib ko na nag- cocause ng panic attacks eh. Later on sa pag aaral k ng salita ng Dios nalaman k na once you accepted Jesus the Holy Spirit will dwell in you kaya d na mainvade ng evil spirit ang body natin. Oo, once in a while matatakot nila tayo pag hinayaan natin sila pero d nila pwed ioccupy body natin kasi nasa atin na ang Holy Spirit. Walang magaling na doctor na makapagpapgaling ng ganitong sakit kundi si Jesus lang. dahil sa totoo lang pinakamahirap na battle ito dahil kalaban m ang sarili mo. Kahit mag gamot ka andun padin eh. Pero nung tinaggap k si Jesus, He healed me completely😊
Amen. Ako i'm still struggling with depression but my anxiety already fades. It's hard to deal with this mental health issues kasi it will give you hopeless mind, guilt and shame from my past, and no more joy you feel that leads to suicidal thoughts. I keep crying and hoping to be set free from this feelings. However, my trust, my hope, and my faith is in God Jesus. I might live temporarily this kind of feeling of depression but God will take away this in my life in His right time. Never give up and depend on God Jesus only. Gagaling din tayo sa mga ganitong mental health issues. God bless
🙏🙏🙏 John 14:6 Jesus answered, I am the way ,the truth and the life,no one comes to the Father except through Me. Thank you Doc Hayden for Sharing your powerful testimony. to God be the glory. someone out there might struggling depression .. your life proves that Jesus is real, a true savior who died at the cross to gave us life eternal. Thank You Lord Jesus Christ ❤🙏 blessings to all❤❤❤
This is so helpful to me right now .. I've been so depressed , feel so alone this past few months but i have to be strong for my kids .. CCF pastor bong's preach also helps me to know more about God .. God Bless Everyone .. Please help me pray for my family to get through what we are facing now
Thank you for sharing your life story Dr. Hayden Kho. From your story -- I hope more and more people would learn to follow JESUS CHRIST. Your life is a LIVING TESTAMENT of GOD's LOVE to the world.
Thank you CCF for opening this topic to the public. Thank you for at some point making others understand what it really like to some who have these thoughts inside their heads. Thank you for opening your doors and lending your ears to just hear out the people who need it the most. Thank you Dr. Hayden for being the mouthpiece and opening up this part of your life. It is true that for people who have these thoughts, hiding is the best way. Being a burden is not an option and death is yhe easiest way out. Thank you for letting yourself be vulberable in telling your story. You did great. God made a miracle in you. Thank you. So blessed with this video.
I really want to share with you all that my 6 month old puppy really likes to watch Pastor Peter Tan-Chi's videos.. like super. She seriously and surprisingly behaves po talaga, then directly looks at the screen and silently listens. This literally happens every time turn the TV on (and specifically play Pastor Tan-Chi's CCF videos) nakaka-amaze lang kasi how our pet is really interested sa mga preachings!! Like wow...
Khit alam kuna story nia paulit ulit kupa rin pinapanood ang testimony nia, nkaka bless ang buhay nia radical changes kumbaga . God bless you always Doc Hayden 😍
Absolutely true..depression and stress comes when you don't do your devotion and prayer..i noticed this every time. So as a Christian..we shld not let our guard down because satan is lurking around ready to devour you. Very inspiring testimony of Doc. Hayden God bless you po.
Applauding Christ's transforming power but waiting for bro. Hayden's humble honest confession of his bondage to lust which I believe will help a lot struggling with shame, perversity, and lust -who is a cruel, non-forgiving master
Marina Valenzuela I think he did already and we dont have to hear everything from him.Afterall,its a personal relationship with our loving Savior who is the real Judge and can see our heart not in our outward appearance.God bless❤️
My name is Ma. Jesusa Javier...thank you for my new life bec of Jesus. I got stroke and sinned but he give me light he gave his Holy Spirit my helper to be now im in the race that walks and stand firm in faith and soon will see Jesus face to face. Include my family that may too will serve the LORD! ♥
I really focused watching on this. I repeated it and listened to it carefully.. I felt happy afterwards. Im also depressive. But everytime I pray, everything lightens up.. Jesus is always the answer
Praise the Lord... Bless you Doc Hayden and pastor ..that line really struck me. That God is the only who genuinely loves you because He knows the real you..
God bless this young man who is so humble enough to own up the things he's done. May the Lord bless you with everything that will make you truly joyful and peaceful.
Many years ago, a pastor was teaching at a Christian concert in Europe when Holy Spirit directed him to tell those with thoughts of suicide in the last month to stand. He was shocked and confused. Holy Spirit spoke to him again. So he obeyed. Several thousand people were there so he expected 50 to stand...for prayer...almost 3000 young, brave people stood up...for prayer. These 2 wise men in conversation are being authentic. Being open.
So blessed to hear this testimony. Praying for you brother in your journey in Christ. Praying for God's word to take over your mind, soul and spirit. Just want to share our on how God delivered our daugther from suicidal thoughts. She was diagnosed to have depression and then bipolar last 2016 to 2017. We went through many things. Among my children, this daughter of mine, was a prayerful. Then one day, our family were shuttered. We are lost and confused. Thank God for church community who was with us through this suffering. Thank God for their prayer support, encouragement and counsels. Truly, it was a great helped. I didn't questioned God all. My daughter was hospitalized. Both me and my husband were really broken before the Lord. I remembered praying this prayer to our heavenly Father, "take this cup but not my will but let your will be done." This is the very prayer of Jesus, when he was in Gethsamane., (Luke 22:42). He was about to face death and he carried the sins of the world with him. Yet, in his human mind, it was painful as his father abandoned him at that moment. Chrsit obedience to the cross torn down the veil of curtains in the temple that many of us now have the rights to be the children of God. GOD was with us no matter what and he let us realised, that his been there too. He feels the pain we went through. I know it was not easy, but he was the one who delivered my daughter and us from any idolatry. Idolatry of self, idolatry of the things of this world. Thank God for the gospel, as it lead us to trust God and his soveregnity in our lives. Christians are not spared of suffering in this world. As in this world are many trouble. God promised us his grace is sufficient for us, for his power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore, we will boast all the more gladly about our weaknesses, so that Christ power may rest on us. St. Paul says, "That is why, for Christ sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.,(2 Cor.12:9-10). sovereign in all his ways. Indeed God is our Healer. Now my girl though still in her meds, God transformed her and our family closer to God. Thanks Ps. Tan-Chi for pointing out how are we designed as believers. Praise the Lord to your ministry. Praying here for both of your ministry and family.
Praise the Lord! I praise the same Jesus of yesterday, today and forever! Be blessed Dr Hayden Kho! The Lord will always fight for you and will go before you where ever you go. For He who began a good work in you is faithful to complete it until the Day of His coming! I am so blessed by your testimony and I am praising the Lord for His greatness and awesomeness in your life and in the lives of all the believers around the world. Praise you Jesus!! To God be the glory, great things He has done!
Thank you, CCF & Dr.Hayden, for this powerful testimony. Having the identity through Christ is the mighty tool we can have in battling depression and fear. God bless you po!
Thank you for sharing ❤️. Very very timely for me. Thank you Jesus for the answered prayer. I know watching this video is not by accident. It was your will. Thank you Lord
Im so blessed po at napakinggan ko po ung testimony nyo doc hyden i been through depression din and anxiety due to my current situation Pero when I read the Bible, pray to God, spend time with Him everyday and asking advise by fellow christian I know and feel that God uses those things, situation, people to draw me back to Him Praise God and God bless us!
God bless CCF and Dr. Hayden Kho & Family. Your story brother moved me and my views in life. Yes we need to not forget our prayer and devotions and we does something not so good will happen and yet when that happen all we need to do is go back and read again our bible and do prayer and devotion and worship our Living God who loves us unconditionally.
When I got broken hearted, i just read and read the scriptures that I know will strengthens me. Later on I realised that I need to accept what happened. Acceptance is the word and love God above all things. Human can break.your heart but God doesn't. God bless you all.
I know that Jesus have moved those 16 persons who disliked this video. I pray that one day they will get to taste and see that the Lord is good. How God loves them so much.
Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new. 2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV) God bless you Mr. Hayden kho
praise god i relate everything what Dr: hayden kho share the story, but since come back the christian every day always looking live stream the united fourth watch in the whole word only the devotion is a good medication now ill forget to plan suicide and depression devotion is change my life.. Amen 😇🙏🙏🙏
I felt depressed when my father pass. Im not afraid to die as my father went to rest but iam afraif to self murder which came into my mind 4days ago. When the griefs is overwhelming and the pain runs deeper no human being can help u except God's blessings. Its like a waves of pain and hopes chasing each other and derictly crashed into the shore of your soul. I can't imagine i removed my simcard uninstalled my social media including WhatsApp i leave everything i want it for good. And then i realized i have 3 kids if i die this time their life will be miserable and my father's teaching will be forgotten. I read Romas 8:28. God filled my heart with courage. I realized as long as iam breathing God has plan for me. I read Romans 5:3-4 God give me strength, i endure pain, build my character for my salvation. God is Good all the time. We can't see Him when our life is like a clouds in the sky but we all know that the sun is in there. Just like God have faith in Him. He will hear your deepest sorrow. God bless. And thank your for sharing.
This is one of the example that only God our Saviour can change us, just allowing God to enter our life allow God to change us when we know everything is not good in His ways. The holyspirit will just move and changes us. Thank you for sharing your story Dr. Hayden, this inspires and help a lot pf people that are going on depression and suicidal thoughts. Godbless! And may you inspire a lot of people with what God made you become a new being👍🏻
That’s what we call dealing and forgiving,I admire individual who are honest and very talented.happy for You... I called it second chance of life,very seldom have a positive attitude like you and thanks for sharing.. Stay healthy and happy with your family .. A lot of individuals are In deeper depression bcuz of they’re in denial,if you think abt life is borrowed and short, you will realize how you can changes and be normal. Life is good and wonderful might as well injoy it..
If GOD IS NOT IN YOUR LIFE ,NO MATTER HOW RICH OR SUCCESSFUL U ARE ,YOU ARE NOTHING .ONLY GOD CAN SUSTAIN YOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE.PRAISE GOD FOR GIVING U ANOTHER CHANCE MR HAYDEN KHO.OUR GOD IS A GOD OF A SECOND CHANCE.GOD BLESS U!
Thank you....I am still on suicidal thoughts....but when u said like u want to do something for others and u forget about urself....this is what am trying to do ....just to forget my pain...am really depressed and I need help
I asked God for forgiveness about asking Him to take my life, yes I said sorry long time ago. I had a lot of questions to God then. That was more than 10 years ago. God is good. We are a work in progress.
Thank you 🙏 Pastor Peter and Bro. Hayden !!!! God Bless you ❣️and your Families...Awesome !!!! and Wonderful !!!! Messages that really touched my HEART💓 I am enlightened thank you 😊 very much,😃 To God Be the Glory!!!
Amen. Praise and thanks be to our Lord Jesus Christ. Only in him we could find true happiness, joy and peace. He is our hope and new beginnings. We just need to be humble before him and desire to encounter him in our lives. Once we encounter him, everything will change. Our perspective and the condition of our heart. Like what happened to the Samarian women who encountered Lord Jesus Christ in the well.
True, i Agree with Hayden. We must stop looking at ourself alone but to go out and even compare others who have much more problems than you. And you will see that you are still bless! As God is our Potter, we are His Clay. He knows every form of us.. He knows our plans and our future.. there's a song titled which my favorite for years now which may also encourage you. - The title of the song is " He Knows My Name" originally by Maranatha singers.
Amen🙏 thank u for sharing this encouragement video,trully God changes people who are willing to choose God's ways. God bless u Dr Hyden and ptr Peter and all Disciplers of Christ.🙌
Oh God has mercy...I'm so sorry you were abused, that was evil of that person. I ask God to heal you of that evil. I'm so glad your here and you did not kill yourself. But God is good. I'm so happy you found your way. With God all things are possible.
Truly, Jesus came not for those who are righteous but for the sinners. To have His way to changed life to those really find themselves sorry for those things done wronged in the past. The truth to know Jesus amazed us to see thing in His perspective & purpose just to give glory to His matchless Name Jesus!
That is good news. My experience is a bit different, but I really came to a point that I really asked God to take my life because of hopelessness. Many times I asked God to take my life coz I can't kill myself, I just can't imagine the pain that I'm going to feel and I'm scared of the cosequences
the things that helped me was to thank God for every little thing im grateful for.2nd i started praying three times a day.Morning ..noon..evening.And reading and meditating on God's words
Sa lahat ng I love you na narinig ko sa buhay ko. Tanging Kay Hesus lamang ako 100% naniwala. Dahil siya nakakaalam ng buong buo na ako. Salamat Lord.
Amen!
Amen 🙏 same here truely Jesus is so faithful
I remember you Hayden kho. Ur past life. About the girl. And I am the one who bash you that time.😊
Hindi pa ako christian noon. I am so angry about you that time.
But now Praised the Lord Almighty God. He changed my life.
And Praised to the King of King and Lord of the Lord because for the cross He saved us!
God bless you Hayden kho.
May the Lord God use you to His ministry.
God loves you Hayden kho.
I definitely agree! I think the most important think is having the humility to get help. And sometimes mental illness isn’t always just a “feeling” or a “thought” and no matter how much bible reading and spiritual direction we get, the illness could still be there. So it’s really important in certain instances to get medical help. And that is IN ADDITION to a strong Christian foundation. Sometimes we as Christians think that mental illness can simply be “prayed” away, but it can be a lot more complicated than that.
I had an issue with panic attacks a few years ago even though I was super happy, felt purposeful, enjoyed serving in any way I could, and had a loving church community, these panic attacks sort of popped up from nowhere. Luckily, a couple that I got spiritual direction from, also mentioned that in addition to spiritual direction, there really could be an imbalance in the brain and medical assistance could really help. At a point, the panic attacks hurt so much that I felt like death would be a nice alternative to that pain. But it was not something that I could think away, and thankfully I was telling my parents these thoughts because I definitely did not want to be feeling this. Reluctantly, I finally went to a doctor and got medical help. I was put on a med, which I am still on, and have not had an issue with anxiety and panic attacks ever since! Sometimes God’s miracles can be through the tools and gifts he’s given his created beings with.
Hopefully this is something you guys can be more informed about and realize God can also work through mental health professionals to assist and sometimes spiritual direction is not enough to get rid of “suicidal thoughts” “depression” or “anxiety.”
Pastor Peter this is something you can do alway. Talk to real people with real problems. You are a blessing to everybody everyday. I love CCF, thank you so much❤
The Holy spirit speaks so loud in Dr Hayden testimony.
Focus not to ourselves but to other people
This is the way out of depression and suicidal feeling.
God bless u both Ptr Peter and Dr Hayden
This is very moving Your vulnerability Doc. Hayden is very admirable, it is God's way of healing you and helping others. I will share this with my coachee, clients. As a Life Coach, I merged Life Coaching, How God designed us in our lives, relationship with God.
Yes, indeed suicide, depression, and anxiety is from evil too. And that is why every day we are encouraged to come to God. Pray, Worship, and devote yourself to him. Think good, be with good people, connect with people who center God in their life. Thank you CCF church. Amen. only Jesus can heal any kind of Mental illness.
True happiness and success can be found only in Christ Jesus. God loves us so much and is faithful. Today we those who believe in Christ are living for His Glory. God bless .
Depression is real. I had also suicidal thoughts before and by the grace of God these thoughts are gone already. Everytime I feel sad and my spirit is so weak i always pray to God to strengthen me. And after praying, my heart is full of joy already.
CCF. Glad Churches are opening up that Christians DO experience Depression. that they are also NOT always happy., that it doesn't mean that when you get depressed your faith is weak, immature, not a real Christian. I hope CCF will tackle more on mental health. Lives are being lost
ONLY GOD CAN SAVED US....ONLY GOD CAN HEALED US....ONLY GOD CAN LET US FORGET ALL OUR SIN AND THE PAST BAD THING WE HAVE DONE IN OUR LIFE....GOD IS GOOD...GOD BLESS...
Exactly look at Elijah! He wants to die and this is Elijah we are talking about! One of the greatest prophets ever! Truth is, even men and women of God get depressed.
Experience the same. I always pray to overcome this depression and suicidal thoughts. Thank you CCF.
lydia costelo k
So bless to hear Dr.Hayden Kho testimony..
Praise God 👐🙏
I hope someday I could share my own testimony🙂 with GOD
I remembered the night I committed suicide. It was two days after Christmas of 2018, I had parties all around, but I just felt like, "Surely, the world will still turn, even if I'm not around anymore." Until this day, I still believe this is true.
Coming home from our office Christmas party, my head kept telling me, "Tonight is a perfect night to die."
It was supernatural. Like the thought is actual matter, occupying space. Like the angel of death is right beside me, just waiting for time. Actually doing it felt like an out-of-body experience.
I'm here because the thoughts still linger sometimes. Maintaning a healthy mental state requires constant work, and sometimes, I wonder if it's worth it.
Just watching this to remind me that life is worth fighting for because it is a gift of the God that I love and who loves me.
Thank you God for this two people. I'm blessed. Praise God
I’ve been there doc. Anxiety and depression hit me hard but praise God he showed me the way and my willingness to obey His will leads me to know Jesus. After I received Jesus as my personal Lord and Savior something miraculous happened to me. I can’t explain. It’s hard to explain pero after I received Jesus may parang nawala na mabigat sa didbdib ko na nag- cocause ng panic attacks eh. Later on sa pag aaral k ng salita ng Dios nalaman k na once you accepted Jesus the Holy Spirit will dwell in you kaya d na mainvade ng evil spirit ang body natin. Oo, once in a while matatakot nila tayo pag hinayaan natin sila pero d nila pwed ioccupy body natin kasi nasa atin na ang Holy Spirit. Walang magaling na doctor na makapagpapgaling ng ganitong sakit kundi si Jesus lang. dahil sa totoo lang pinakamahirap na battle ito dahil kalaban m ang sarili mo. Kahit mag gamot ka andun padin eh. Pero nung tinaggap k si Jesus, He healed me completely😊
Amen. Ako i'm still struggling with depression but my anxiety already fades. It's hard to deal with this mental health issues kasi it will give you hopeless mind, guilt and shame from my past, and no more joy you feel that leads to suicidal thoughts. I keep crying and hoping to be set free from this feelings. However, my trust, my hope, and my faith is in God Jesus. I might live temporarily this kind of feeling of depression but God will take away this in my life in His right time. Never give up and depend on God Jesus only. Gagaling din tayo sa mga ganitong mental health issues. God bless
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John 14:6 Jesus answered, I am the way ,the truth and the life,no one comes to the Father except through Me.
Thank you Doc Hayden for Sharing your powerful testimony. to God be the glory. someone out there might struggling depression .. your life proves that Jesus is real, a true savior who died at the cross to gave us life eternal.
Thank You Lord Jesus Christ ❤🙏
blessings to all❤❤❤
This is so helpful to me right now .. I've been so depressed , feel so alone this past few months but i have to be strong for my kids .. CCF pastor bong's preach also helps me to know more about God .. God Bless Everyone .. Please help me pray for my family to get through what we are facing now
God bless you kapatid.
God Bless 🙏❤
In jesus name you will be heal and ykur family😊
Thank you for sharing your life story Dr. Hayden Kho. From your story -- I hope more and more people would learn to follow JESUS CHRIST. Your life is a LIVING TESTAMENT of GOD's LOVE to the world.
Thank you CCF for opening this topic to the public. Thank you for at some point making others understand what it really like to some who have these thoughts inside their heads. Thank you for opening your doors and lending your ears to just hear out the people who need it the most.
Thank you Dr. Hayden for being the mouthpiece and opening up this part of your life. It is true that for people who have these thoughts, hiding is the best way. Being a burden is not an option and death is yhe easiest way out. Thank you for letting yourself be vulberable in telling your story. You did great. God made a miracle in you. Thank you. So blessed with this video.
Glory to His Name.. Thank you Pastor And Dr. Hayden for sharing your experience and for the wisdom regarding suicide.. The Lord bless you!
I really want to share with you all that my 6 month old puppy really likes to watch Pastor Peter Tan-Chi's videos.. like super. She seriously and surprisingly behaves po talaga, then directly looks at the screen and silently listens. This literally happens every time turn the TV on (and specifically play Pastor Tan-Chi's CCF videos) nakaka-amaze lang kasi how our pet is really interested sa mga preachings!! Like wow...
Khit alam kuna story nia paulit ulit kupa rin pinapanood ang testimony nia, nkaka bless ang buhay nia radical changes kumbaga . God bless you always Doc Hayden 😍
Absolutely true..depression and stress comes when you don't do your devotion and prayer..i noticed this every time. So as a Christian..we shld not let our guard down because satan is lurking around ready to devour you. Very inspiring testimony of Doc. Hayden God bless you po.
Thank you Lord for the life of DR. Hayden Kho..for his life is a living testimony now..Blesses him Lord.
Applauding Christ's transforming power but waiting for bro. Hayden's humble honest confession of his bondage to lust which I believe will help a lot struggling with shame, perversity, and lust -who is a cruel, non-forgiving master
Marina Valenzuela
I think he did already and we dont have to hear everything from him.Afterall,its a personal relationship with our loving Savior who is the real Judge and can see our heart not in our outward appearance.God bless❤️
He already shared it to a thousands of people in CCF. I was there when he shared his testimony.
Who are we to judge..we commit mistakes and shame but god always has a table for us
My name is Ma. Jesusa Javier...thank you for my new life bec of Jesus. I got stroke and sinned but he give me light he gave his Holy Spirit my helper to be now im in the race that walks and stand firm in faith and soon will see Jesus face to face. Include my family that may too will serve the LORD! ♥
I really focused watching on this. I repeated it and listened to it carefully.. I felt happy afterwards. Im also depressive. But everytime I pray, everything lightens up.. Jesus is always the answer
Having your daily devotion and be with people who love God☺️🥰
Amen..I thanks God for being able to hear your testimony Bro Hayden Kho..God Bless
I love this, this made me realize that JESUS knows what is best for kahit ang hirap ng situation namin...😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️
This is great, CCF! God bless you more! And also Ptr. Peter Tan Chi and Dr. Hayden Kho! God bless!
Praise the Lord... Bless you Doc Hayden and pastor ..that line really struck me. That God is the only who genuinely loves you because He knows the real you..
God bless this young man who is so humble enough to own up the things he's done. May the Lord bless you with everything that will make you truly joyful and peaceful.
Many years ago, a pastor was teaching at a Christian concert in Europe when Holy Spirit directed him to tell those with thoughts of suicide in the last month to stand. He was shocked and confused. Holy Spirit spoke to him again. So he obeyed. Several thousand people were there so he expected 50 to stand...for prayer...almost 3000 young, brave people stood up...for prayer.
These 2 wise men in conversation are being authentic. Being open.
Amen . Thanks for sharing your story Dr. Hayden.
So blessed to hear this testimony. Praying for you brother in your journey in Christ. Praying for God's word to take over your mind, soul and spirit.
Just want to share our on how God delivered our daugther from suicidal thoughts. She was diagnosed to have depression and then bipolar last 2016 to 2017. We went through many things. Among my children, this daughter of mine, was a prayerful. Then one day, our family were shuttered. We are lost and confused. Thank God for church community who was with us through this suffering. Thank God for their prayer support, encouragement and counsels. Truly, it was a great helped.
I didn't questioned God all. My daughter was hospitalized. Both me and my husband were really broken before the Lord. I remembered praying this prayer to our heavenly Father, "take this cup but not my will but let your will be done." This is the very prayer of Jesus, when he was in Gethsamane., (Luke 22:42). He was about to face death and he carried the sins of the world with him. Yet, in his human mind, it was painful as his father abandoned him at that moment. Chrsit obedience to the cross torn down the veil of curtains in the temple that many of us now have the rights to be the children of God. GOD was with us no matter what and he let us realised, that his been there too. He feels the pain we went through. I know it was not easy, but he was the one who delivered my daughter and us from any idolatry. Idolatry of self, idolatry of the things of this world.
Thank God for the gospel, as it lead us to trust God and his soveregnity in our lives. Christians are not spared of suffering in this world. As in this world are many trouble. God promised us his grace is sufficient for us, for his power is made perfect in weakness. Therefore, we will boast all the more gladly about our weaknesses, so that Christ power may rest on us. St. Paul says, "That is why, for Christ sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties.,(2 Cor.12:9-10). sovereign in all his ways. Indeed God is our Healer. Now my girl though still in her meds, God transformed her and our family closer to God. Thanks Ps. Tan-Chi for pointing out how are we designed as believers. Praise the Lord to your ministry. Praying here for both of your ministry and family.
Praise the Lord! I praise the same Jesus of yesterday, today and forever! Be blessed Dr Hayden Kho! The Lord will always fight for you and will go before you where ever you go. For He who began a good work in you is faithful to complete it until the Day of His coming! I am so blessed by your testimony and I am praising the Lord for His greatness and awesomeness in your life and in the lives of all the believers around the world. Praise you Jesus!! To God be the glory, great things He has done!
God never let you to die in the wave of sin Dr Kho. He wanted to use you to be His voice to save humanity as a living testimony.
Thank you, CCF & Dr.Hayden, for this powerful testimony. Having the identity through Christ is the mighty tool we can have in battling depression and fear. God bless you po!
All the glory and honor belongs to Jesus Christ!!! Praise God for your life Pastor Peter and Dr. Hayden Kho
May God bless you more Pastor Peter and Dr. Hayden. May God be glorified more in your lives. Glory to God!
Thank you for sharing ❤️. Very very timely for me. Thank you Jesus for the answered prayer. I know watching this video is not by accident. It was your will. Thank you Lord
Im so blessed po at napakinggan ko po ung testimony nyo doc hyden i been through depression din and anxiety due to my current situation
Pero when I read the Bible, pray to God, spend time with Him everyday and asking advise by fellow christian I know and feel that God uses those things, situation, people to draw me back to Him
Praise God and God bless us!
Nakapagandang testimony, nakaka inspire. Very relate lalo na sa mga kabataan.
Thanks Dr. Hayden. Everytime I look at this video, it makes me love Christ and become a better man. 💚☝️🙏
God bless CCF and Dr. Hayden Kho & Family. Your story brother moved me and my views in life. Yes we need to not forget our prayer and devotions and we does something not so good will happen and yet when that happen all we need to do is go back and read again our bible and do prayer and devotion and worship our Living God who loves us unconditionally.
Same to me.when i dont do my daily habit to God theres always a problem coming.feeling ko dinidisiplina ako ni Lord
I am ex Satanist save by the grace of Jesus
Praise God! I pray that you will continually grow in Christ.
Amen.God change our lives.Godbless Ptr.Peter and Brod.Dr.Hayden Kho Jr.Jesus loves us all.
We are all sinners saved by the grace of God through faith.
I'm an ex lesbian 🙏
Praise God pls continue to follow Jesus
I'm interested in your testimony Angel of death
When I got broken hearted, i just read and read the scriptures that I know will strengthens me. Later on I realised that I need to accept what happened. Acceptance is the word and love God above all things. Human can break.your heart but God doesn't. God bless you all.
Thank you Doctor Hayden Kho for sharing your journey .
I know that Jesus have moved those 16 persons who disliked this video. I pray that one day they will get to taste and see that the Lord is good. How God loves them so much.
Beautiful testimony. How great is our God who is able to change a person. And in Christ there is no condemnation.
He wanted to commit suicide because what he did to those poor women was exposed. Nothing beautiful about his testimony.
Therefore if any man be in Christ, he is a new creature: old things are passed away; behold, all things are become new.
2 Corinthians 5:17 (KJV)
God bless you Mr. Hayden kho
This so powerfull testimony i ddnt know that the tears comes out through my eyes when he share this.
praise god i relate everything what Dr: hayden kho share the story, but since come back the christian every day always looking live stream the united fourth watch in the whole word only the devotion is a good medication now ill forget to plan suicide and depression devotion is change my life.. Amen 😇🙏🙏🙏
I felt depressed when my father pass. Im not afraid to die as my father went to rest but iam afraif to self murder which came into my mind 4days ago. When the griefs is overwhelming and the pain runs deeper no human being can help u except God's blessings. Its like a waves of pain and hopes chasing each other and derictly crashed into the shore of your soul. I can't imagine i removed my simcard uninstalled my social media including WhatsApp i leave everything i want it for good. And then i realized i have 3 kids if i die this time their life will be miserable and my father's teaching will be forgotten. I read Romas 8:28. God filled my heart with courage. I realized as long as iam breathing God has plan for me. I read Romans 5:3-4 God give me strength, i endure pain, build my character for my salvation. God is Good all the time. We can't see Him when our life is like a clouds in the sky but we all know that the sun is in there. Just like God have faith in Him. He will hear your deepest sorrow. God bless. And thank your for sharing.
Im now into this situation, feeling so empty, too much anger, jealousy.... Thinking taking my life., feel so alone
Bless you!
@@mercyjose6133 sister JESUS will accompany you even u dont feel him. Just make a promise that u will stick around.
Jesus loves you and he is alive, because he lives so are you.
@@davibuchanb3632 AMEN.
Reading his word really gives so much enlightenment, comfort and love in my heart. We praise you Lord. 😊❤
Thank you Doc Hayden for sharing your life with us. 💖
Only God can change us!!!
Jesus is the Way,the truth and the life 😊
God bless pastor peter and doc haden,thank you po
powerful testimony!!! glory to God! young people and others should watch this!!!
thousands of angels in heaven rejoice for your come back Dr. Hayden..😉😉
Blessed to hear the goodness of God in the life of Dr. Hayden Kho
This is one of the example that only God our Saviour can change us, just allowing God to enter our life allow God to change us when we know everything is not good in His ways. The holyspirit will just move and changes us. Thank you for sharing your story Dr. Hayden, this inspires and help a lot pf people that are going on depression and suicidal thoughts. Godbless! And may you inspire a lot of people with what God made you become a new being👍🏻
Amen! Happy is the man who meditates on His law day and night
Serving others helps me to focus on others and on Christ and not on myself. 😭
Thank you Lord.
Thank you for this.
Such a great testimony of how great God works for us.
" A testimony is more fulfilling than a title"
I’m sure God is pleased .. so blessed with your testimony & God bless you & your family, Dr. Hayden! 🙏
That’s what we call dealing and forgiving,I admire individual who are honest and very talented.happy for You...
I called it second chance of life,very seldom have a positive attitude like you and thanks for sharing..
Stay healthy and happy with your family ..
A lot of individuals are In deeper depression bcuz of they’re in denial,if you think abt life is borrowed and short, you will realize how you can changes and be normal.
Life is good and wonderful might as well injoy it..
If GOD IS NOT IN YOUR LIFE ,NO MATTER HOW RICH OR SUCCESSFUL U ARE ,YOU ARE NOTHING .ONLY GOD CAN SUSTAIN YOUR SPIRITUAL LIFE.PRAISE GOD FOR GIVING U ANOTHER CHANCE MR HAYDEN KHO.OUR GOD IS A GOD OF A SECOND CHANCE.GOD BLESS U!
Thank you....I am still on suicidal thoughts....but when u said like u want to do something for others and u forget about urself....this is what am trying to do ....just to forget my pain...am really depressed and I need help
Truly that having devotion, Worshipping God can make us happy, can make us feeling good! very inspiring❤️
I asked God for forgiveness about asking Him to take my life, yes I said sorry long time ago. I had a lot of questions to God then. That was more than 10 years ago. God is good. We are a work in progress.
Wow this is amazing. Thank you CCF for this and Dr. Hayden for sharing your story. Thank you, Lord!
God bless you brothers for your ministry.
Nakita ko ang peace sa kanya ngayon...
Thank you 🙏 Pastor Peter and Bro. Hayden !!!! God Bless you ❣️and your Families...Awesome !!!! and Wonderful !!!! Messages that really touched my HEART💓 I am enlightened thank you 😊 very much,😃 To God Be the Glory!!!
Thanks God for giving enough courage to share,emmanuel❤
Amen. Praise and thanks be to our Lord Jesus Christ. Only in him we could find true happiness, joy and peace. He is our hope and new beginnings. We just need to be humble before him and desire to encounter him in our lives. Once we encounter him, everything will change. Our perspective and the condition of our heart. Like what happened to the Samarian women who encountered Lord Jesus Christ in the well.
True, i Agree with Hayden. We must stop looking at ourself alone but to go out and even compare others who have much more problems than you. And you will see that you are still bless! As God is our Potter, we are His Clay. He knows every form of us.. He knows our plans and our future.. there's a song titled which my favorite for years now which may also encourage you. - The title of the song is " He Knows My Name" originally by Maranatha singers.
Thank you for this video. I am crying. I want to be changed by Jesus. 😭🙏
will be praying for you kapatid 🙏
We're serving an Awesome n Amazing God!!! Amen.
Nothing is impossible with God☝️👑🙏
So touching Jesus you are my saviour
The Lord God is good for this story of grace.
Although no one is perfect! But I'm happy for you brother kho because after all you had in social media you back to our God....
good to know Dr. Hayden..👏👏👏👏
Amen🙏 thank u for sharing this encouragement video,trully God changes people who are willing to choose God's ways. God bless u Dr Hyden and ptr Peter and all Disciplers of Christ.🙌
Thank you, CCF for helping the world to better know JESUS even in the times lf depression
Oh God has mercy...I'm so sorry you were abused, that was evil of that person. I ask God to heal you of that evil. I'm so glad your here and you did not kill yourself. But God is good. I'm so happy you found your way. With God all things are possible.
What a transformed life. Praise be to God.
thank you Lord, God for the continuous saving lives..🙋🙋
To God be the glory 🙏 for your life docHayden!
Thank you, Hayden.
Truly, Jesus came not for those who are righteous but for the sinners. To have His way to changed life to those really find themselves sorry for those things done wronged in the past. The truth to know Jesus amazed us to see thing in His perspective & purpose just to give glory to His matchless Name Jesus!
I feel sad ,depressed but never come into my mind to commit suicide.Let the God guide whats his plan for me.I m stuck I need change of life .
Powerful testimony. God bless.
That is good news. My experience is a bit different, but I really came to a point that I really asked God to take my life because of hopelessness. Many times I asked God to take my life coz I can't kill myself, I just can't imagine the pain that I'm going to feel and I'm scared of the cosequences
the things that helped me was to thank God for every little thing im grateful for.2nd i started praying three times a day.Morning ..noon..evening.And reading and meditating on God's words
Nice to see you on church after all Hayden