🜂 『Christ』Abuse with Hatsune Miku
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 15 ส.ค. 2019
- 🜂 『Christ』Abuse with Hatsune Miku
Hello, It's me. Abuse.
The dog in the video is named "Ote"
Agni (अग्नि [agni]） - ＃5
Christ - feat.Hatsune Miku
off vocal - piapro.jp/t/AF00
■Music/Drawings/Video by 虻瀬(Abuse)（ / toiletisme ）
niconico - www.nicovideo.jp/user/85609604
![muship - 色彩電気 [Official Audio]](/img/n.gif)
今までなんとなく聴いてたけど、最近自分の出生について知って「なんで産んだの」と「意味とかないか」の悲痛さ重さがどれ程か分かったわ。産まれる前から意味がなかったってこんなにしんどいんだな。
あなたの未来があなたのために祝福されますように。
少なくとも、産まれた後に意味はあります。
I'm someone conceived of a rape, usually people like me are raised in odd or sub-par situations as how we are conceived is a reflection of our parents situation. Wanting to kill the man that raped my mother, its something you think about over and over and over, and it matures you faster than the people around you. I feel like I don't get to call myself human often too. This is a very VERY personal song for me now. I don't know if whoever made it also is like me, but even if they aren't they are very good at understanding people.
i hope you can live a life with peace at some point. saying this not out of pity but as someone who has been a victim of sexual abuse
i feel like i relate to you in a different manner. i was molested in my youth (around 3-4, maybe less, maybe more. my memories are still very repressed.) and i constantly think of it, and it matured me much faster than many people. i dont feel human in my skin, never have really, so this song just hits hard.
just wanted to reply and tell my end
I am also the result of a rape. And that same man had sexually abused me till I was 10, this song hits hard. I totally agree, you mature much faster in those situations. I was so young when I behaved 25.
you're not evil just because you exist, you're more than just a reminder.
I hope you get better bro, suffered abused on my childhood, was repressed until recently, I can assure you the circumstances behind your birth do not determine who you are and what you can accomplish.
｢親愛なるあなたは火葬｣聴いたあとだと、パパとママは多分ほんとに愛し合ってたんだろうと思うんだけど、｢生まれてくる子には神の慈悲を｣って願われてたオテくんは、自身もパパとママも恨んで生きてるのかなしすぎるな...。
1:10 願われて生まれたオテくんだけど、ここセリフは流石に悲しすぎて大好き
“I search for ‘a reason to live’ in a world where idiots keep multiplying”
this is such a relatable line. it seems like the people are getting worse in this world
『このわんわんの名前は「オテ」って言います』
"わ ん わ ん"
かわいいですね。(*^^*)
Being a faithless person yet being surrounded by faith has shed light into art that I would have never found otherwise. While I cannot find meaning for those religious values in my life, I am glad to have found some use for the story's told by those with authority.
Agreed. Symbolism and imagery is quite powerful even when it comes from religion or mythology
この歌はインクの匂いがする
オテくんはゾイとフラニーがどんな思いで自分を産んだか一生分からないまま、自分を愛していた両親を恨んだまま生きていくのか………………こんな悲しいすれ違いある…？？？好きです…
Who Zoi and Franny?
@@idk-qc9zy Zoey and Franny are Oteh's parents これゾイとフラニーの綴り合ってるんか知らんけどとりあえずGoogle先生の翻訳持ってきたから許して
@@user-ch1kv5kg5v i see well its in want to be cremated right?it okay u spell it right
わぁきよいちくん様だあ!!
みてます好きです(;//́Д/̀/)
@@idk-qc9zy Zoe and Franny are characters in "Dear You Are Created"
曲と絵と動画全部虻瀬さんがやってるのか……
すげえ
才能のサーカス団じゃん
表現が好き
彦摩呂の食レポみたいな例え方
食べかけのどんぶり
名前的にも表現的にも彦摩呂説
@@shangrilaG2022
遂に彦摩呂も虻瀬さんの曲を聞くようになったんか…
関西風しらすぅ
あんたも食べ物かい、好き
Something I love about vocaloid songs is that there's so much raw feeling, emotion, and ideas, that aren't expressed in many other places. These songs reach other's hearts and help them to feel as though they are not alone.
me: * listening without captions * straight up bop
me: * listening but reading captions * bop but very intense holy shit
"I live without knowing a reason to die"
I've listened to this song many times, but only now have I realized how much I relate to that part
反出生主義的な曲だなって思った
オテは容姿が周りと違って苦しみ、「欲しいから」と行為をして産んだ親だけじゃなくて不確かな神様や社会全体を憎んでいる気がする
something about the piano sounding like it's a separate part of the music from the rest, but still playing along with it but somewhat still feeling like it's clashing with the rest of the instruments makes the entire song sound somewhat unsettling. I love it so much.
If u notice abuse use flute/piano/aucostic guitar over song that about these unsettling stuff example flower war and wants to he cremated
気になったので調べてみました。
翻訳機を使っているので、所々曖昧ですが…
0:05「chastity weight loss ideas」
→「貞操重量損失アイデア」（めちゃくちゃそのまんま）
0:11「Fertilization」
→「受精」
0:25「old testament」
→「旧約聖書」
0:31「vomiting」
→「嘔吐」
0:38「Ruthless growth」
→「無慈悲な成長」（これも 結構そのまんま）
0:44歌詞が「例えば」なのでおそらく「For example」
1:10「It can't be changed without death.」→「それは死なしで変わる事ができない」
1:25「It seems that the same discussion is repeated on SNS.」→「同じ議論がSNS上で繰り返される」
1:32「dirty」
→「汚い」
1:45「new testament」
→「新約聖書」
2:32「Genetic disease」
→「遺伝性疾患」
2:37「The policeman said "self-confidence"」→「警官は『自信』と言った」（これはよく分からない……）
途中出て来る彼岸花（多分白）の花言葉は「思うはあなた一人/また会う日を楽しみに」
言葉選びやmv、曲の雰囲気などに毎回圧倒されます…大好きです…
0:05
”ideas”は多分「(複数の）発想」。
"weight loss → 重量 損失 → 減量 / 体重減少" と考えた。
1:25
あれは現在形だから、「同じ議論がSNS上で繰り返 _されているようです_ 」と。
うん、よくワラカン ( '. .)
NPC Yonn Noah
なるほど…!!英語って難しいですね…(´-ω-`)
2:37 日本語はよくわからないので翻訳機を回しましたが韓国語で self-confidence を検索してみると自意識過剰という意味があると出てきますね
虻瀬さんのミクは「し」が「si」じゃなくて「shi」なんだよなぁ(語彙力)
2:53 殺してしまう
虻瀬さんご本人の声であるのなら思っていたよりも声低くて好き
とんぢるもち
鬼殺しでも本人の声が出てきますよね、死にます()
アルバムクロスフェードでも出てくるよ!!
犬よ、叫べよ、家畜共。
( ´ཫ`)
Two kinds of comments:
- Really nice and personal ones (glad this is helping you cope)
- This is such a bop but *_Holy Shit_*
I really like how the title is Christ. Jesus is a God that was born and lived as a human, different, even more lowly than his original form. Maybe there's a sort of parallel as to how the protagonist Ote feels ostracized and hateful towards him being you know, an anthropomorphic wolf? There's also the implication that his mom was raped, probably his mom was a human and his dad is a sort of animal? and him being born in that form kinda feels like the sin is passed down to him? and just like how Jesus became human to die for the sins of humankind, Ote or others in his community wants Ote to suffer for the sin of his father, or just the beastmen. I don't really know what the story about their songs are, but the narrative that I understood is just so gripping
少ししか理解は出来ませんでしたが、あなたの想像した物語を自分で想像した時の物はとても好きです。
Wrong, Jesus was born as a son of God, he is not a God, he is a pure human. So being a human is already his original form. Also he was not born to die for your sins, he was born to tell what your sins are, and help you to recompense those sins. God is not a jerk who will give birth to a human just for that human to die for others, God wanted to save every single person, of course that includes his son. Saying Jesus dying in a young age was a part of God's plan is a disrespect towards God. He died because everyone did not believed him and obeyed to Satan. Do not speak history if you don't fully understand it.
@@chanakochan7348 I mean you can speak out on whatever you want even if you’re not completely sure about it as long as your open to receiving criticism and others inputs (not that I’d even know if its wrong I’m not religious)
@@chanakochan7348 Jesus is both fully man and fully divine
well, i don't think the wolf has to worry, in christ he is a bother, someone who's sins are washed away
2:52｢殺してしまう｣のところイヤホンで聞くとめっちゃゾワッとする…好き
This song is so dark but it's something about these morbid & dark songs that are just... so catchy. I don't know why but I love this song & how it's played, heh
I know what its like to live without knowing reasons why you’re alive. The protagonist not knowing why he’s assumed such form instead of a human being is symbolic of how people feel when they are born into this situation where in love isn’t the cause of their life but rather something more animalistic, primal, violent and selfish. Thus the protagonist bearing the wolf-like traits the father (r@pist) being passed down to them.
The symbolism of the protagonist having the traits of their father might be because of how they saw the situation. They see themselves as a product of something horrific and this made them view themselves as such. I was born into a family of two abusive parents, my mother was a narcissist and my father was emotionally unavailable. I was told that i wasn’t planned at all and my parents never really loved each other. Constant fights, constant arguments and constant physical abuse from both of them plagued my childhood life and I carried that all my life, thinking i was an unwanted child. Mostly because of how my parents would say they did love me but their actions say otherwise.
Like the protagonist, searching for meaning in living a life where in you weren’t meant to feels like sin to me. And in where i live, abortion was a sin. So even if it wasn’t planned or r@ape, it was considered a sin. And so no matter how hard i would search for god’s sign that i was born with meaning and from love, I could never understand why i am here because his love doesn’t match up with the love I’ve known.“Unintelligible” as they said. I’m honestly tired of my situation too, like the protagonist. But like them, i want to still live, despite the pain of being alive and living this life.
To whomever reads this and relates to it, i am proud of you for being strong and making this far in life. One day, use those claws, fangs and heart to make the change that you needed. Hold onto your truth. Maybe someone else out there would need you someday.
意味とか無いかの所、産みたかないかにも聞こえるの本当に悲しくなるなぁ.....
I love how when it gets to the chorus it sounds like someone is screaming out, like they are purely angry. There's so.much emotion in this song and I love it! You are definetly my favorite songwriter
この曲聴くとやっぱり苦しくなる
だけどこの不気味さをまた聴きに来てしまう
苦し、それくらい人の心を動かす曲なんだろうな、辛、でも大好きです
奇形を人外の生き物であらわしてるのがすごい不気味にかっこいい。
絵うまくいし、曲いいし惚れる。
It took me too long to notice you're also the creator of Dog Dog, which is one of my all time favorite songs! Your songs are awesome! They're very catchy and your style is very unique!
Ikr! I haven’t been able to find many other producers with a sound like this, and I’m in love with every song they make. Dog dog is one of my top songs as well hehe
@@thedotintheletteri You're right! I hadn't even notice! their version of Hatsune's voice is just perfect!
Abuse ken tune hatsune miku in his song so good
@@idk-qc9zy ikr!
same bro. I might now be a god but i still love this as the contemporarily clueless being I am
0:57~の所、多分「意味なんてない」って文字が浮き出ていて自分がこんなにも悩んでいることも結局他の人からしたら深い意味なんて無いんだろうなって思うと辛くなる。
「キリスト」というタイトルから想像したものよりも数倍狂気的でしたが、聞いてて不快感がないの凄いです…むしろ、何度も聴きたくなる中毒性があるくらいです。そして、1万回再生おめでとうございます！
I remember having an unhealthy obsession with every abuse work during quarantine, though switch to kpop now, I still cant get out of my vocaloid phase
どの曲も死にたくなるほどに生を感じられて、どうしようもなく好きです
I don’t know why I connect with this song so much it just seems so realistic yet using a robotic sounding voice to make it sound happy
This song hits so hard
not to make it sound happy, it's just a vocaloid song
どストレートな歌詞だからもう心に来るよな
わんわんだしdogdogと関係あるのか…？
神様（しかもキリスト）をテーマにした曲でこんなに狂気的で切ないのって初めて聴いたかも
songs like these make me wonder if the creator is okay
its a good song, but damn those lyrics
Yeah, like hot damn. Heavy topics relatable for a good sum.
Ikr i hope abuse ken is fine
song is not always creator's experience
you think horror movie creator is okay?
@@novrinkov0053 To be fair it's much easier to capture terror than it is emotions like these
禁忌を歌うなあ。俺は好きだけど大衆の目に触れた時、賛否分かれそう。
目の中におにぎり
タブーの中で生きたい
Wow, such a beautiful voice at 2:53. Also, the song is awesome!
His voice really caught me off guard like i dont see that coming
You're the only musician who's lyrics I STRUGGLE to read. Your music really tugs heartstrings truly you're one of a kind. Keep it up you're doing amazing.
「神様 貴方は何故に~…」
辺りのメロディが耳に残り過ぎて毎日聞くようになった…
とある創作漫画？の一枚絵に描かれていた歌詞を見て聴きました。
曲の子とその漫画の子が
ある意味一致してるんやなぁ………
こんなに歪で直接的にグレーな領域をボカロだからこそ作れるのかな、音楽の括りだけじゃなくてこの作品が好き。
あーまた聞きに来てしまった…キリストと鬼殺しが中毒すぎる
虻瀬さんがわんわんとか書くの（説明欄）ほんとにギャップ萌え( ˘꒳˘)
This son is awfully beautifullll I just hope there’s a bilingual to translate this to eng because I’m barely surviving on my broken chinese- Thank you for the beautiful song
There are eng subs now
Amazing song! Wonder what it's about. Oh? There are subtitles??!!
5 minutes later
.... huh, Jesus that went dark.
2年前この曲に出会ってから毎度必ずカラオケでこの曲と鬼殺しを検索しては追加されていないことに「そうだよねえ…」って思う日々です
何回聞いても背筋ゾワってする
聞くたびに解釈変わるしすごいなあ
音と歌詞と絵がグッてきます
好きです…………
不規則な感じとか跳ねる感じとかとにかく全部好きですわ
虻瀬さんの独特な音すき
今更だけどこのシリーズを自力で見つけられてよかった
love this!!!
もっと伸びるべき…！！！癖になる！
今までで一番好き
1:10 ここ好き
中毒性がすごすぎる…
オテの作品待ってました！！！！とても好き設定です！！！！！
この曲を見つけてなかったなんて…好きです…
中毒性やばい
相変わらず好き
好きです
サビの狂気じみた感じとか今回の作品ずっと鳥肌立ちっぱなし。
絵もかっこよくて凄い好きです…
好きです…
心ごっそり持ってかれる感じ いいな
この人の曲ほんとハチャメチャ好き
虻瀬さんはすらっとこんな曲作っちゃうからすごい
今回もめっちゃ好きです……！
新曲楽しみにしてました、、、鳥肌。。。やば。。。好きです。。
好きです、、、曲も世界観も、絵も好きです！！
ホント何度でも聞ける
あ…みくちゃんの声のかすれ具合好き…
うぽつです!!!中毒性のあるリズムだ…かっこよき…♪♪
聴く度にどんどん中毒性があがっていく曲だな、、。
すこです。
虻瀬さんの曲一曲一曲きいてまわってるんですが、絶妙なところで虻瀬さん本人の声聞こえるのが好きすぎます。
すごく好きです
リズムとかミクちゃんの声とか大好きです…
才能がありすぎて嫉妬すらできない
うぽつです……！！
今回もまた素敵でオシャレ……
主人公の苦悩が歌詞からもミクちゃんの声からも伝わってくる……(語彙)
好きです……
大好き
サビ好き
え………………………めっちゃ好きです……………
歪だ がめっっっっちゃすきです！！！
虻瀬さんのミクのがなりが好きすぎる
オテくん可愛い！
リズムが独特で好きです！
お誕生日おめでとうございます！
Your style really fit my taste
オテくんのデザ好きです
1:10の感じが好き…っす
あぁいい
I love how your songs have very dark stories behind them, but they're still good to listen to. I love your music and art :]
めっちゃ曲作りますやん！最高！！好きです！！
今回の曲すげぇ好きです！！！！！！
ミクちゃんの声で「俺」って新鮮😳😳
ケンさん本当に言葉選びが引き込まれる言葉ばかりで好きです。ストーリー的なのがあって何回聴いても色々な解釈ができるのが更に好きです。
あぶせさんのミク好き…
虻瀬さんの世界観丸出しって感じで
めっちゃすこ…
音が心地いい……
大好きですずっと応援してます！
才能の塊すぎん？
オテくんかわいい…
絵、、、、かわいい、、いつも通りのエモさ
やばい。すごい。
Thank you.
採点者っていうのが凄い刺さった。
好きだ…この曲…
歌詞見ずに聞いたら純血の所為かと思っちゃった
とにかくリピートしてるずっと