Why EXISTING is So Hard for LGBTQ+ | dogdog - 虻瀬犬 / Abu-Se-Ken Vocaloid Reaction & Analysis
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Video i watched: • dogdog/虻瀬
0:00 - Intro
0:39 - Reaction
6:46 - Initial impression
7:22 - Fan favorite explanation - บันเทิง
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for anyone wondering the real meaning behind the song:
Abuse (the artist) recently revealed in a tweet that while, yes, this song does have ties to him being LGBT, it's more about how "sexual deviation" is looked down on in Japan.
The lines fetishisim and that prostitution line remind me of how trans women are not only fetishized but a lot of the times their only job options are just sex work.
I like how in chat randomly some dude named christopher needed help with homework and like 3-4 people were trying to help him with it lmao.
LMAOOOO. my chat is somethin else
OMG ABUSEKEN REACTION NO WAY!!!! THEY ARE FINALLY GAINING RECOGNITION!!!!
YESSIR
Which is COMPLETELY DESERVED BRO ppl dont talk abt them enough
@@Lemon_Fiber REALL
FINALLY SOMEONE TALKING ABOUT DOGDOG!
Edit: wow this got a lot of likes
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@@shooshiMooshi I already made a comment about this, but i highly recommend checking out abuse-kens other works, his lyricism is amazing. My favorites are Christ, god please () me a monster, and want to be cremated. He's really underrated imo!
Dogdog is such a beautiful yet sad song I'm so glad it's getting more attention 😭😭😭 there's so many emotions to unpack here and in his other works, he was younger than 18 when this came out too so it rlly makes you wonder how abuseken's life had been to make something like this.
as a trans girl i feel like this song hits pretty hard for me, people have a ton of prejudice against us mostly because they think it’s some kind of “weird sexual thing” even though that cant be farther from the truth. when (most, especially because of the crazy amount of anti trans bills being approved recently and people just switching up all of a sudden) people just constantly think that your existence is based on some kind of abnormality, it feels so alienating and kind of like being treated like some weird animal, which i guess also ties in with the song. it’s hard to go through that pretty much everyday but i still try to go on without being phased too much.
thank you for reacting to this, it’s always good to see people understand
Man, this is so relevant with all of the anti-trans bills being passed in the us, it really feels sometimes like people see lgbtq+ people as inferior beings, when in reality we are just people wanting to live our lives in peace and wanting to learn to love ourselfs as well
This wasn't made by an American to be relevant about you though. They have their own culture and issues to deal with
@@toolatetothestory i'm not from the usa, i was just giving an example of trans people being targeted just for being trans and how those struggles are relevant to the themes the video touches, every queer person have their own personal struggles depending of where they come from, but that is obvious to me, calm down dude.
@@wizardofgaysex I was gonna say the same thing. The song covers the subject matter of how you're dehumanized and villianized for being different. If you're queer, gay , trans, Black, indigenous, or other you're treated as a monster and outcast. They weaponize people's lack of understanding of others, to not only silence marginalized people, but to try and get rid of you all together. Scary times we live in. I'm scared of being attacked for being who I am and I'm afraid for others as well, people within my community and outside of it. This effects all of us. They won't just stop at hurting trans people. They want to hurt all marginalized people/marginalized community's . We just happen to be the main target right now.
@@toolatetothestory they can still relate to it??? The lgbtq fight is the same for everyone. It affects all of us.
@@somerandomtransmasc3416 It is not the same for everyone. Different countries exist. Some have a LOT harsher laws than others. Some can be out and about and will never face any problems, while others will either die in the closet of natural causes or get killed when they made the mistake to be out.
OMG FINALLY SOMEONE WHO REALIZE HOW ABU-SE-KEN SONGS ARE GOOD
btw when i first heard this song it gave me given vibe for some reasons
FRFRRE
This song hits hard . I'm a transgender man ftm and a gay man. I'm very excluded from my own community. Somehow I'm made to feel ashamed of being myself and the way trans bodies are always talked about in a negative way, makes me feel like a monster hurts alot. In the process I start to feel less vaild to the other men around me . Even though I am a man deep down . But because I'm not cis , I get inflantized and I get treated as if I'm a confused lady when in reality I'm not a lady. It's uncomfortable and suffocating. That or you're mere existence is seen as a problem/ burden or disgusting . They make you feel like a mutation even though you aren't one. And they call you're trans body mutilation when it's not. Quite frankly the body I'm trapped in gives me so much distress and is just too heavy to carry . I just want a body I can finally call my own. I want to feel at home and comfortable in skin that's more me. I'm struggling to set up a appointment to start transitioning. I have enough money to start but idk if it's enough for medicinal fees or the appointment itself. Plus my insurance won't cover trans heathcare expenses so I have to pay out of pocket . Hopefully I can start soon.
I’m a trans man too, ftm, I’m living in a kind of transfobic family and country, it’s really hard for me to open up to someone who wouldn’t look at me strange or still call me a “girl” because I’m not cis man. It’s honestly tiring, all I wish for you is good luck!
@@Iadoremagma I wish you luck too man. My family dosen't accept me either . Hopefully we can both make it. If you need someone to talk to, I'm here for you.
@@Iadoremagma 💙🏳️⚧️
I wish you the best pal, I'm sorry people are that way :[
As a trans man too, I wish all of y’all the best too
Omg when I first came to terms with my gender/ sexuality I listened to this song at the low points. I also never know about that part with the animal! It makes dogdog hit even closer to home, since at times I do just feel like some dog obeying everyone. Wonderful video as always, I can’t wait for you to reach 100k!!!
abuse's songs is just **chef's kiss** but yeah they're veeeeery underrated...
and yk what.... they're just 19 or 18 iirc
you should definitely check their songs more, i personally like saiainaru anata wa kaso (flowers, mountains, and funerals) and dear suns (taiyou-sama)
(also, "Abuse" is pronounced "Ah-boo-say". cmiiw!)
AGREED, abuse-men songs are wayyyy toooo underrated, their song are just soooo goood; hope tbat with time, more people can get to know their songs and give them the recognition that they (abuse's) deserve
im so happy someone’s FINALLY talking about Abu-Se-Ken!!!
I hadn't realized how the 'Ikitai' from the second chorus could be interpreted... It sounds like 'I want to live' but the kanji they used makes it look like 'I want to LEAVE/go' (the subs just kept it as die), so it's like they're trying to convince themselves that they want to live, when in reality they'd just like the pain to stop no matter how.
They say they look beautiful screaming such things, but it's probably because what's expected of them is to keep living even so... it's such a miserable experience. It's like lying to everyone else and pretending to be strong, but really just wanting to quit deep down. Even if society keeps telling you that quitting is bad. What a dilemma.
Abuse is always so much fun to listen to. Amazing songs. Glad that you reacted to this!
My fab abuse song is probably "want to be cremated"
I relate to this song so much and I hate it, I hate the fact that people in the lgbtq+ community (including myself) have to deal with people being so hateful towards them JUST because they're lgbtq+, especially because I also live in an area where most of the people are homophobic and transphobic
My fanily gets upset with me when I show how uncomfortable I am to being called she . I don't want to make a big deal about it. I feel bad . But damn dose it hurt alot. That or they will say I look too feminine or they will say I'm not a real man . Or they will say my actions are too feminine. Which again kills me inside. I'm trying so hard to be seen as a guy but no one recognized me as one , no one accepts me as one, because of what I was assigned at birth. I feel as though I have to prove myself. It's complicated.
Im proud of you for making it this far, just know that you're always valid even if your family (ur fam sucks) says you arent. Stay safe, king
@@icedcoffeeidklol5520 Thank you. I'm trying to hang in there. You're kind words mean so much to me.
@Ratman3 I'm sorry about that man. I'm here for you. And don't apologize for venting dude. I'm glad you feel comfortable enough to talk to me about this. I don't want you to feel alone . You are a real dude and you're pronouns are vaild. I get what it's like, my family treats my identity as a man as a joke too. It sucks. I hope things get better for you man.
@Ratman3 :') Of course man! We gotta stick together. Don't be afraid to reach out. I'm here . Message me anytime, if you need someone to talk to.
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As someone who recently came out to their friends, this hits hard because most of the time I feel like an outcast and wanting to disappear, I'm pretty sure my struggles are not that bad comparing to others but it's just hard existing sometimes just because I have to hide my true self, I'm envy of those wh are able to just express their queerness and stuff but I can't fucking do it because I live in a conservative country and I might get in trouble because of that, I'm sorry for the long rant I'm just.... sad.... I guess
Same for me,but instead it's my mental health condition(I have ADHD) and when I came out to others,most of them either infantilize me, ostracize me,or don't give a damn. Fortunately,my irl friends understand and treat me human cause of it. I'm my country, LGBTQ is accepted btw(I'm aromantic)
I love this! I love these type of songs, almost like villain. It’s not like people want to wake up every day and say I’m so excited to be lgbtq etc. knowing that they are going to get shamed by people and hurt. We should be supporting no hating.
True. I don't hate being the T and G. But it's painful and is not easy. You have to battle with either the pain of not being visible, or the pain of being visible, but you're abandoned, mistreated , assaulted or worse killed for being who you are. Being trans and gay is painful .
Then there is people saying it’s a choice and stuff like that. I don’t know about you but if I could choose to not have Gender Dysphoria then I would take that choice in a heart beat
Oh my gosh! I'm so happy this song is being recognized! Dogdog was my first Abu-Se-Ken song!
I just realized that near the end of the song; in captions it reads: "I want to die", but in fact, but it sings: "I want to live"; and at the start, it reads "I want to live", but sings the contrary as well
生きたい means I want to live and is pronounced exactly the same way as 逝きたい meaning I want to die
8:36 I don't even know what that call was but the person on the other line said:
"Hello, good evening" And then "Hello" once again 😭
Im glad you are reacting to abuse-san! They really deserve recorgnition on their songs! They are really good! I really hope you react to more of their songs in the future :D
my personal favorite songs of abu-se-ken are distoartion, and christ! i do recommend other artists too like nakiso, 飽海, and tsumikusa! if you like some dark yet cool songs like me.
Abuseken's music is amazing and criminally underrated, I'm so happy that they're getting the recognition they deserve!! They always have such great meanings to their songs and they're always so catchy; their music deserves so much more popularity!
Edit: Not to mention the emotion that they can portray with Miku, it makes the songs hit that much harder
I just hope the artist feel fucking proud of that music because Jesus christ i got chills and feelings with that shit and i love it
There is another song by Abuseken called "Christ". I'm not entirely sure what it's about so I would be interested to see your interpretation
Woah the music video is so simple yet beautiful and emotional and I relate so much to the theme of feeling inferior for being a part of the lgbtq community. Thank you for reacting to this🫶
I just heard this song today, and I already feel SO SEEN AND RECOGNIZED BY THIS SONG RIGHT NOW. I always thought that something was wrong with me because I sometimes feel like wanting to die, but at the same time I don’t. I hate that I’m so confused with what I want, and it regularly makes me feel like a coward for never going through with it. It’s not really because I’m a part of the lgbtq community (even though I am, and I’m proud of it), it’s more of feeling inferior to other people’s talents and accidentally making people feel bad and feeling useless because I can’t do anything right and that my existence hurts people. At least with this song I can now feel easy knowing that I’m not the only one who’s constantly feeling this way.
please react to more of his work!! i recommend christ, god please () me a monster, or want to be cremated
I have felt this exact way, considering my sexuality, I felt quite seen when this was posted. Thank you Shooshi.
I am Japanese.
I heard this tune from usual and came out to the recommendation column of TH-cam this time, so I was worried about the reaction of foreign people.
I think that this song is difficult to listen very much, because it is a lot of information in Japanese.
If you look at this song in English subtitles, I think it's more difficult than Japanese.
However, the English consideration felt a little different from the sensitivity of the Japanese.
It was good to hear the impression that I might not have felt in Japanese.
Thank you.
I know this comment is about a month late, but I really had to get this out since I feel so strongly about this song and the art in it. If you slow down the song and watch it over, you can see pride flags flashing in the background. I noticed this while combing over the video. This is definitely a song about struggling with your identity, both sexually and physically. The title itself "dogdog" might be referring to the feeling of being an animal or less than because you think you're not normal. "What you call normality, is the beginning of my death." and "The prostitution that you love so much, is the beginning of my death." Is referring to the struggle with your sexual identity, and how you can come to hate yourself for being "abnormal". "A common opinion is so good, While having tolerance of fetishism, so bad." I believe is referring to the people who say they support the LGBT community, but also have a fetish for LGBT relationships, such as a man being obsessed with lesbian couples, and women being obsessed with gay couples. "I want to die but yet, I wont die." and "Do I want to live or die?" Is talking about the constant struggle of living or dying, you just want to die because everyone seems to hate you, but you refuse to die just to spite the people that hate you so much, and you don't want to give up. "I don't really want you to cry, even though my body yearns to die a little bit more." Is obviously very self explanatory. You want to die but you don't want to hurt the people around you. "It's not like I want you to kill me but I just hope that you'll feel guilty." Is the hope that if you do end up taking your life, it will strike change, and make people feel bad for being hateful.
Ah, its good to see you mooshi!!!!
You too :)
@@shooshiMooshi :') You're videos make my day dude .
AHHHHH OH MY GOD THANK YOU FOR MAKING AN INDIVIDUAL VIDEO FOR THIS SONG!!!!
You should give Amara a listen its sung by Hatsune Miku and Kaito
Yo dogdog I love the visualization of the song most of abu-se's older songs are like this and I love it
Omg i love abu-se-ken sm, they’re finally got more recognition
so happy you reacted to this :D
ABUSE-KEN!! I'm so glad someone is giving them the recognition they deserve!
i SCREAMED when i saw this IVE WANTED YOU TO REACT TO THIS FOR AGES OMFG
holy- my favorite producer aaah, all of his music hits me so hard but I do hope you will give a listen to his music more, especially christ, albino and god please me a monster
I know this is a year old now, but I really think you should check out more of Abu-Se-Ken's music (if you want to). It may take a while to get used to their music, but I personally really enjoy it and it manages to calm me down and comfort me sometimes even though the lyrics and music are disturbing sometimes. I've even loved looking into some of the songs, and the songs he has made are some of my favorite.
I ABSOLUTELY LOVE THIS SONG SM IM SO HAPPI YOU REACTED TO IT I LUV YOUR VIDEOS
I LOVE YOUR REACTION VIDEOS SO MUCH !!!!! Your taste is immaculate like it always gotta be the best songs out there
Is you're profile pic of Killua from HXH ? 😮
@@foregroundeclipse8725 Yes !! When he was slapped by biscuit lol
@@pofficial3345 Lmao , now that's iconic. 🤣
YESYES YES I HAVE WAITED FOR THIS MOMENT ALL MY LIFE
I love this song. Glad you covered it :))
I WAS WAITING FOR YOU TO REACT TO THIS SONGGGGGGG!!!! i recommend also listening to his other songs such as want to be cremated, firewater, and iesu!!
i really hope to see you react to more stuff by abu-se-ken, specifically HANAMUKE (i really like the amv) but they have a lot of really neat songs :)
YOU HAVE TO LOOK AT MORE OF ABUSEKEN,, his music is awesome and the lyrics are crazy.
I waited so much untill you upload anything, just anything. for me, your videos are like free therapy.
OMG I WAS WAITING FOR SOMEONE TO FINALLY SHOW HOW MUCH THIS SONG IS INCREDIBLE
Edit : I just watched the video and i never thought about the meaning much, just hearing the 死にたい死にたい死にたいよ part as being sewersidal but now I'm seeing this under another way
Another great video from Shooshimoshi, I'm getting too used to these wonderful videos i can't even watch any other songs reactions
If you like DogDog you should check out more of abu-se kun's songs! I really reccomend Christ ft Hatsune miku,
I agree
Did you hear about the new vivinos song coming soon?
yup!!!
FINALLY PEOPLE TALKING ABOUT ABU- SE KEN‼️‼️
If you're wanting a song about lgbtq issues also give villain a listen
Already made a video on that!
@@shooshiMooshi Well i know what im watching next
THIS VIDEO IS WHAT INTRODUCED ME TO ABUSEKEN THANK YOUUUU
OMG ABUSEKEN ILY FOR REACTING TO THEM
I LOVE DOGDOG YYAAAAaahHHH IT DESERVES ALL OF THE ATTENTION ITS GETTING!! 💪🏼🥰
YESS DOGOG TYSM 😭
YOU FINALLY LISTENED TO THE SONG I REQUESRED ❤❤❤❤
I just saw this video, and i just wanna say that you should definitely do more songs from Abuseken, their songs are great and with incredibly deep meanings, their songs always make me cry
Abuse is one of my favorite and most underrated vocaloid artists
HOLY SHIT U'RE REACTIN TO ABUSEKEN'S SONG?!! YESSS PLZ WATCH MORE OF THEIR SONGS
OH MY GODDDD IVE BEEN PLAYING THIS SONG NONSTOP RECENTLY HOW DID U KNOW
YES YES ONE OF MY TOP FAVORATE VOCALOID PRODUCERS HELL YES
DOGDOG??? AM I DREAMING???
OH MY GOD??? I LOVE THIS PRODUCRR
oh, it’s cool to see a reaction to this song here. abuseken has lots of amazing music. this song is a very special and meaningful one to me.
I love ur videos sm and THE OUTRO SONG!?
YES DOGDOG I LIVE FOR THIS SONG
i can't express how happy i am that abu-se-ken is finally getting some attention! his music is phenomenal i'm so glad that you liked dogdog too! ❤
fun fact in the last chorus "逝きたい" can be interpret both as "i want to live" and as "i want to die", the kanji (逝) itself means "to die", but it's reading sounds the same as "i want to live"
YESSS LOVELYYYYY😍😍
YESS DOGDOG
I'm so surprised when my favourite song last year is getting a review
Begging you to listen to snake by abuseken. It's the greatest banger of his whole career.
おお11ヶ月前とは言えアブセさんについて言及してる方が居るとはすっげぇ嬉しい、
彼はどれほどまでの高見に行くのだろうか楽しみです。
YALL WE GOT TO GET SHOOSHI TO 100K 🫡
I love this song
this song has been sitting in my album for like 2 years, its so underrated
YESS FINALLY DOGDOG GETS SOME RECOGNITION!!
Idk why existing is so hard man!? I just do exist, and so far it’s sucked. I mean, not the part that I’m lgbtq+ but y’know-
Wait- Why has this been relatable so far-?
Ah, yep. I’ve gladly never had to deal with that, but it’s probably because I’ve kept it off to only people I’m close with- Or basically anyone who isn’t considered a relative that is a legal adult. I guess I’m scared of what they’ll think…
Hey! I’m the 123 commenter! Whoo!
HE DID IT OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG OMG IM SO HAPPY AAAAA
FINALLY ABUSEKEN REACTIONS YIPPEE YAY
Dying to prove that you exist its pretty relatable lol
You just exist if someone knows you
If not
Youre alone
and you dont exist
YES,YES FINALLYYYYYY ABU-SE-KUN!!!!!!!!!!!! YESSSSSSSS I KNEW YOU'D LOVE THEMMM
SINCE YOU LIKE ABUSE-KEN'S WORK, I WILL ASK AGAIN... PLEASE REACT TO "CHRIST" BY ABUSE-KEN WITH HATSUNE MIKU. THANK YOU
abuse, and especially dogdog, is music that I desperately needed...I'm so glad to see it getting attention
AHHH IM SO HAPPY ABUSEKEN RECOGNITION
i cried a little because i've gone thru thos feelings
I have a recommendation for a Vocaloid song. It's called "Wicked" and it's by Crusher-P (now known as Crusher). I really do think that this is a song that's worth analyzing.
Also, thank you for reacting to this song!
Yeahh I agree
FINALLY SOMEONE'S TALKING ABOUT ABUSEKEN'S MUSIC!!!
I feel like most of abusekens songs always include a form of “monster” or a “dog” to kinda appeal to how the person listening feels about themself, which is more than likely less than others.
PLEASE TELL ME THE NAME OF THE BACKGROUND SONG THAT PLAYED DURING THE ANALYSIS I BEG YOUUUUUU
ABUSEKEN REC YAYYYY
I'm a lesbian and i have been wanting to talk about this to someone for a while, the thought of being seen in a relationship with a girl is terrifying for me and i just can't stop thinking about it ( i was also diagnosed with anxiety a while back) and my thoughts haven't gotten much better since them, i wanna be happy i wanna be myself but I'm so scared of judgment and what people will say its even gotten to point where I'm trying to appear more like a male so people won't criticize me when i get a girlfriend, and it sucks because I'm not being myself and i don't know what to do anymore, i just wanna hide myself all the time
LETS FUCKING GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO ABUSEKEN REACTION!! FINALLY!!!
Correct me if I'm wrong but I'm pretty sure Abu-Se-Ken was only 16 when he released dogdog which is so wild
dang
Please listen to snake by absuken you will not regret he really brings out Miku's voice!!!!!!❤❤❤❤ Love you're vids
dogdog 😊