My mind is flooded with emotion some good and a lot bad. I lost my father October 15th 2017 and lost my mother July 31st 2022. As of recent my emotions have been all over the place and the constant to it all is not caring about consequences. It's the attitude of who cares if I'm in Jail or homeless. The worst part is that I have no feelings at this point for my own life. I would have no problems what so ever overdosing on pills at this point in my life just because I'm at my lowest point in my life. I must add I don't say this to get attention I say this just cause it's how I currently feel. It's hard 4 me 2 trust people. I'm overwhelmed with emotion at the moment so I'll sign off.
@@ScrapPalletMan my heart goes out to you my brother. I feel I'm walking along your side on your suffering. My pain is far different from yours yet I understand your pain. Prayer is there for you from many
I just knew there was something weighing heavy on your mind and heart, Paul, and glad you had the courage to share your story with all of us. I, too, had a heartbreaking family situation I’ve had to work through. I haven’t spoken or seen my brother in over 10 years. Luckily, I have twin brothers...a pair but one is a spare. The one who helped me when I was homeless. You have done everything humanly possible for your Mom and I have a feeling you will still play a vital part in her life. I will pray you will have some peace of mind and heart. Remember: you are well loved and all of us care for you like family! God Bless You 🙏🏻
Hi Paul , thanks for sharing, I'm praying your mom will be in your life again. My children are 37, 33, & 25 our daughter is a single mom of a daughter who just turned 2. Our youngest daughter has Down Syndrome, we adopted her at age 2. My mom passed away 26 years ago & my Dad passed 14 years ago, Have a great afternoon & evening. 🙏🏻😀🇨🇦
I miss my mom. She passed away when she was 44, and I was 21. Now I'm 78, but I still miss my mom. Hang in there with yours! Prayers for you and her, that the relationship that you hunger for is restored. I'm now concerned for my own family as are you. The grandchildren are mostly adults now. 5 of the 7 are over 20. My oldest grandson is in the Navy and I haven't heard from him since March. Wish he'd call. I raised him from age 10 to 18. Glad to see you on video again! I couldn't make a living at it down here at $0.045 a pound. :( It would just be an expensive hobby.
It's hard watching a family member spiral out of control but we can only live our own lives and pray they will fell our love and respect and find their own way to health and happiness. Your heart is good keep the faith. Kia Kaha
Thank you for sharing such a personal story with us. The greatest legacy we can leave behind isn’t material wealth, but love and kindness to others. God bless you.
Thanks for giving some info on your stuff in your shed. And I want to commend you on your 15 years. I told you before that you are an amazing man and I am very proud of the person you have become. Hard working and you have accomplished so much. Stay well and give that little puppy dog kisses from me.
Congratulations on 15 years Sober. I'm working on 24 years Sober. Keep up the GREAT WORK, Sobriety is still tough, but I made a promise to God and You don't break that promise. ✌❣🙏
I’m now a granny Paul and I’m your age and I feel so old lol but I have a gorgeous little granddaughter who makes me tear up every time I see her. I incredibly lucky. Your such a good man Paul my thoughts are with you xx
YAY, Paul’s Back!! Missed you!! Sending prayers that you and your mom find your way back to each other!! Just let her know that you’re always there for her and hopefully things will get better!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
I can understand completely all you've said here today... 1st hand. Oddly enough my mom now lives in vegas with my sister. We had issues b4 she left...and our conversations are short. Love that little Jesse is a senior and he's enjoying life. I'm glad ur daughter is with you and Jesse stayed with mom so she wasn't alone. Hard to believe how fast they grow up. Sending light and love and healing energy ur way. I hope u work things out with everyone 🙏 in ur life. It's definitely a tough nut sometimes... as they say. I'm glad u shared... As u know alot of us have been here awhile now.. and we're here for u. Everyone needs someone to talk with. Happy to be part of ur utube family Paul. 🙏🙏
Great to see you Paul. Your mother is likely embarrassed thus uncomfortable to talk with you. Don’t give up. Your heart is in the right place. Thanks for another visit to uplift my heart.
Your heart ❤️ is in the right place, don't give up on her. You are a great man and we all have a past. You live in the present and you make it count. Love from Niagara Falls Canada 🇨🇦
Paul I am so, so sorry for your loss of contact with your Mother. It is so sad that her grandson has gone through all of the money that your Father saved for a good life in the golden years. Thank you for sharing with us. Sometimes it helps to talk and I hope this helped you. Sending prayers for you and your Mother. Paul you are an amazing person. Don't beat yourself up
I could feel the sorrow in your voice. You are right, give it to God. Your mom knows you care, and that is the most important. Of course your nephew ran through all that money. And that is awful, but not the most important thing. Keep going with your life, your kids, your scrapping. I am praying for you and your mom. Please know you are not alone and it is fine to share with us. No one should judge, we don't know the entire story, and we are not walking in your shoes. I hope you got a lot of the negativity off your soul. 🙏❤️
Paul, you brightened my day today. You’re in my prayers in regards to your family issues. I’m still dealing with AFIB, waiting for another procedure & still haven’t been able to look for another job til my health issues are better. It was so good listening to you today and your reminder that God will handle things was much needed. Praying for you, my friend & looking forward to more videos.
dear friend hopefully everything will be solved with your mother and you always kept going we love you very much nacho and my wife gisselle from buenos aires, argentina we missed you and we were worried about not seeing a video of yours :)
Welcome back Paul have seen you in awhile hope you are feeling good i will see you on TV you tube have a great day today God bless you and have a happy scraping today
Hey Paul, it's getting cool here but mostly at night. 40's and 50's but during the day 60 to 80 still. My tomatoes didn't do nothing this summer now they are hanging full but not enough time to ripen. Its sad. Haven't had much time to say hey, but caught a few minutes to say glad to see you. Thanks Paul..
Congratulations on the new space! It seems like just a few months since you moved into your "office." And extra congrats on the clean and sober! 15 years is a long time.
I'm glad things are getting better and you made a new video Paul. I find talking about what is bothering me actually helps in dealing with the emotions.
You’ve probably heard this before, but there is only one person in the world that you control, and that’s you. Continue to be the best you can be and stay as supportive as you can. Everything happens for a reason. Even the issues that we experience that may be hurtful or stinging will become clear and meaningful… eventually. In the meantime continue to care and be yourself. On the sidelines cheering you on!!
Hi Paul, I have been told that a burden shared becomes much lighter. I'll take part and I bet everyone here will also and between all of us the burden is bearable! While listening to you my one thought was that you want to let your Mom know how much you love her. So, my suggestion is maybe get some pretty greeting cards and occasionally send her a note to just say "I Love You, Mom". My hope being that it would make you both feel better. You and your family are in my prayers.
i come to you videos at night because you find a lot of cool things and it’s also so peaceful when scraping that i can get relaxed instead of watching some high action videos. I also have been watching for a while now when you had your blue truck.
Glad you are feeling better, and yes I do miss parts of my life. My oldest son is 30 years old and my youngest is 25 years old sure do miss those days when they were young. I was the one that took care of my parents for years. And so now my sister and brother are not talking to me anymore for whatever reason I have no idea. But God is helping me get through this process. prayers to you 🙏
I can relate to your family issues. I grew up as the baby in a dysfunctional reorganized family. Mom had a daughter and Dad had a son. They hated one another and I was the go-between peacemaker. At age 28 I became a Christian and God immediately provided a dream job for me across the country. My Mom never forgave me for moving away. When my father died she allowed his son to handle her finances, but made my sister her executor and power of attorney. My sister moved into her senior apartment building and kept hitting her for rent. She also helped herself to my mother's checking account through buying groceries and taking additional money on Mom's debit card. She went through $40,000 in one month. My brother was furious. I had made a point of phoning Mom weekly and taking all my wacation time
Paul I'm not going to be able to give you advice about your mum but we only have one mum,,, But congratulations on 15 years sober keep up the good work Paul ☘️🙏
Paul there are times we all have to talk about hard times. You tried to help your Mom and even though the outcome was hard things happen for a reason even if they don't make sense at the time. Prayers and blessings to you and your family. It will be OK!
Awesome new scrap cave. Is it by the old one? Congragratulations on raising a fine young man. Remember him riding around with you as a lil boy of 12. Always a breath of fresh air when I see your videos 😉. GBY Paul and your family, espeecially the furbaby Your nephew is so wrong in what he is doing. I'll be praying for you as always but espeecially for your relationship with your mom that she may see the light and come outta of the darkness your nephew has her in. I remember Vegas.
Hang in there brother. I’m a recovering addict myself. I like what you said . You can control other people all you can do is control yourself. Time will take its course. Keep your head up and we are here for you and here to listen! Don’t keep that stuff in let it out. Makes you feel better
There are things that I know I can’t post here but where I live I I got robbed on Saturday and my poor pet is totally traumatized. I am still upset is putting it lightly. What is wrong with people 😢. Paul I hope that your life goes well and that your children are amazing. Thank you for sharing your life with us ❤
Hey Paul thanks for leaving up ur old videos. I really enjoyed watching u over the years n how much u have grown with the Lord. U inspire so many Paul just to take a moment in prayer in giving thanks for all we have n not what we want. Ur great...
I truly feel your heart. My mother (whom I didn't get to grow up with) told me once - you have no control - I was complaining about a situation going on with a person when she told me that. From time to time in given situations I remind myself of that. The same for you, you have no control. The Word of God is truth, we need to allow His Word to comfort us. Although we have not personally met, I consider you my friend, through Jesus Christ we are brother & sister, God bless you Mr. Paul.
Hi Paul! So happy to see you, made my day. My aunt passed away this past week and tomorrow is her funeral! 🤧😭 We were able to get her to learn about Jesus before she passed. She was reluctant in the past. 🙏 ❤ Have a great week.
My kids moved in for a while and just loved it. Not at the same time but both for a 2 year for my son while he got back on his feet and well worth it. Then my daughter for 3 years. Both are now well settled and thriving. My son was 38 and my daughter 47. I miss having them around. But at the end all is well and good for everyone.
I miss the days when my kids was little,... great job Paul 😊 my parents are gone I took care of my mom till the day she passed away ... miss my mom every day ❤️❤️ 🙏🏻 Prayers for you Paul 🙏🏻
Paul. From your videos, and I have almost caught up with them all from the beginning, I can see and hear that you are a Good Man and Loving Son. I wish there were words to say that would help you but all I can say is Stay strong and most definitely stay You. My best wishes for you and yours. May your God be with you at all times.
Paul Paul Paul !!! There you are !!! Thanks for taking us along!!! I have the same problem starting something when somethings already in my hands. I use it to my Advantage though keep it in your hand till it's done don't start anything else till it gets where it needs to go to get done. I have problems with my mother. She wasn't a great one or a very present one at all . She is a historic rewriter. She was fired from her job . Lost her house. Has a gambling problem. She Was homeless for almost 9 years and we have been slowly being adults that are related . She lives with me and my husband and my kids we are making do with what it is finally . It's not perfect but it is what it is. I can't tell you what to do ? No one person can . What I can say is let go let God! I will keep praying for you daily I feel like we same vibes friends . Adult attention problems. Family problems. God loving friends !!! Thanks for sharing this with us! I appreciate you !
🎃🎃🎃🎃 hi paul we're back....be proud you stopped drinking for me its been about 28 years cold turkey and I never fell off the wagon. Love the new shop, youre styling now.👍🙏
I wish my kids were still kids. My youngest is retired from the army. Medical retirement. Hes turning 30 on the 12th of this month. My oldest just turned 35 on the 2nd of this month. My middle child (girl) turned 33 in July. Im now 54 years young. I am happy for you having young adults.
Hi Paul 🙋🏽. For me it's no longer morning 😂 LOL. It's 3:00 in the Afternoon. But anyway I just want to say hi and I hope you and your family are doing well 😊 enjoy the rest of your day ‼️😃👍🏽💯.
So glad to see a new video from you!! I enjoy your rides and tranquil moments!! That is something we all need to do throughout the day, just stop and appreciate what we see! Sorry to hear about your Mom situation. Sounds like she made a decision that was not the best for her. I hope your nephew is working so he can take care of her and not leave her high and dry when the going gets too tough! Love your stories about your life as you pick up things to save them from the landfill. You are a good man and things will work out for you in the end.
That's so sad Paul. If your mother has sound mind all you can do is pray and ask the Lord to bless you and her to come back together. Keeping call her and letting her know you love her and your there for her . May God bless you and your family
Paul hope your doing well lately. Very interesting to see and hear about what kind of things you find. Great to see a new video. Keep up the great craftsmanship and hard work my friend. Keep scrapping. Keep making. God bless.
sorry to hear you are having trouble there isn't much in way to help you are in Illinois n they in LV im the only child and boy can i tell you stories about this same subject i wouldn't wish that on anyone it hurts and bad on a happy note that weigh machine you gave me the 1st i meet you i used it in my winter storage last week all my meats n vege have been weight and in freezer thanks to you a lady from dekalb came up and got a kitten from me this week so 1 of my babies are down there lol
I know what you are going through Paul, in fact many of us have been, or are, regarding family issues. All I can tell you is that at some point in our lives we all have to cut our loses and make the best of what we have left. That's exactly what my wife and I have been done with our respective families, and so far we couldn't be any happier. As lonely as it sound, we are content with our family of two with the same interests and goals in our old age and a few though very good friends around. Wishing you all the best amigo, receive a big hug from Toronto.
Hey Paul , I've been watching your videos for quite a while now and because of you I recently started scrapping on the side and it's going pretty well so far. Today I made 91$ for only a couple hours work and about 15$ worth of fuel👍. Thanks for the great videos brother and keep em coming 😊
I miss my mom too she passed 10/7/20. I remember when you were in lv taking care of family. Things can be tough but I'm sure that just the sound of her voice is something that must feel good. Family dynamics are never easy we all have them unfortunately money can be the ultimate evil. Stay strong and well 🙏
Sometimes being the 'parent' in a situation like that is tough. When my father passed, my stepmother changed her will after... well let's just say I had to be man enough to cut ties with her. I hear you, Paul, but God has the answer for you. Love your mother, and let her know you love her. It will be 20 years in July since my mother passed, and I wish I could talk with her everyday.
No words of wisdom but praying to our Father for guidance and healing with your mom. Seeing our kids become adults has been a proud time for us but it has equally been hard to let them go.
Yay a new video! Family issues are so painful - Praying for you and your family, and you are right to leave it in the Lord's hands and to also keep calling your Mother regularly to just say you Love her. Take Care!
Like you always tell us Paul. Just be you my friend! I've had a very tough family life and still do in my 40's. It all works out the way it was meant too in the end. Stay awesome buddy
Sorry to hear that. Hopefully things start looking up for you. Every problem in are like a stepping stone we have to look at how we have to work around that problem. It is giving us more knowledge of how we all can work on things in life.
Love your new scrap shack. We are talking about moving my wood shop out of the basement and into half the garage. Right now I have to set-up one or two folding table(s) to work off of. However it is a real pain to pack my bench top tools out to work on my projects. My back is not able to handle the weight and awkwardness of a few of the tools. Yeah I miss my son being a kid in many ways. I remember the times when we would go to the groceries him and I would automatically peel off and head to the toy section or the tool section. To look around. When the wife was finished she knew to check the toy section first and if she didn’t find us there she headed over to the tool section. I will be praying for your family relationships. Both my parents have been gone for a while now. However, I have three brothers that I did not see or have not seen in many years. One of those three passed a few years ago and I was blessed to be able to talk to him right before he passed and in the process was able to tell him that I forgave him for things that happened in my past between us. He was 5 years older than me and the brother a year older than him were both very abusive in many ways including sexually. To tell him that I forgave him which created great release to my spiritual health. Bless you my brother, just turn it over to Lord and let Him take care of it. If you feel that there is abuse or criminal activity going on the take it back to the court.
My thoughts and prayers are with you Paul, and it's good to get the problems out into the open. Continue to contact your mother even if through cards and prayers. Enjoy the new work space, get the damage concrete repaired. I noticed the open sign upside down. 🙏🙏🙏
Paul, I do feel your pain. There are things and people in my life that need fixing and because I love them, I want to help them. God is teaching me to let them go and let God deal with them. I pray for them every day. That's all we can do. I will pray for you and put you in our prayer request book at our chaple. God's blessings on you and your family.
We will always listen to u Paul. Glad u got that off ur chest. One thing is we can pick our friends but we can’t pick our family. I bet ur mom feels bad for her grandson after losing his dad so maybe that’s why she done what she did. Luv hugs and prayers. Oh and it’s never too early for 20 sec of tranquility ❤
Paul I feel for you brother. My mom has passed last Oct and I wasn't even told until April of this year. Only because they had to go clear up the estate
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My mind is flooded with emotion some good and a lot bad. I lost my father October 15th 2017 and lost my mother July 31st 2022. As of recent my emotions have been all over the place and the constant to it all is not caring about consequences. It's the attitude of who cares if I'm in Jail or homeless. The worst part is that I have no feelings at this point for my own life. I would have no problems what so ever overdosing on pills at this point in my life just because I'm at my lowest point in my life. I must add I don't say this to get attention I say this just cause it's how I currently feel. It's hard 4 me 2 trust people. I'm overwhelmed with emotion at the moment so I'll sign off.
@@saltyassassins5816 I feel every word of what you're saying
@@ScrapPalletMan my heart goes out to you my brother. I feel I'm walking along your side on your suffering. My pain is far different from yours yet I understand your pain. Prayer is there for you from many
I just knew there was something weighing heavy on your mind and heart, Paul, and glad you had the courage to share your story with all of us. I, too, had a heartbreaking family situation I’ve had to work through. I haven’t spoken or seen my brother in over 10 years. Luckily, I have twin brothers...a pair but one is a spare. The one who helped me when I was homeless. You have done everything humanly possible for your Mom and I have a feeling you will still play a vital part in her life. I will pray you will have some peace of mind and heart. Remember: you are well loved and all of us care for you like family! God Bless You 🙏🏻
IN PRAYER FOR YOU MY FRIEND KEEP THE FAITH KEEP YOUR EYES ON HEAVEN
Hi Paul , thanks for sharing, I'm praying your mom will be in your life again. My children are 37, 33, & 25 our daughter is a single mom of a daughter who just turned 2. Our youngest daughter has Down Syndrome, we adopted her at age 2. My mom passed away 26 years ago & my Dad passed 14 years ago, Have a great afternoon & evening. 🙏🏻😀🇨🇦
I miss my mom. She passed away when she was 44, and I was 21. Now I'm 78, but I still miss my mom. Hang in there with yours! Prayers for you and her, that the relationship that you hunger for is restored. I'm now concerned for my own family as are you. The grandchildren are mostly adults now. 5 of the 7 are over 20. My oldest grandson is in the Navy and I haven't heard from him since March. Wish he'd call. I raised him from age 10 to 18. Glad to see you on video again! I couldn't make a living at it down here at $0.045 a pound. :( It would just be an expensive hobby.
It's hard watching a family member spiral out of control but we can only live our own lives and pray they will fell our love and respect and find their own way to health and happiness. Your heart is good keep the faith. Kia Kaha
Thank you for sharing such a personal story with us. The greatest legacy we can leave behind isn’t material wealth, but love and kindness to others. God bless you.
Thanks for giving some info on your stuff in your shed. And I want to commend you on your 15 years. I told you before that you are an amazing man and I am very proud of the person you have become. Hard working and you have accomplished so much. Stay well and give that little puppy dog kisses from me.
It is NEVER too early for 20 seconds of tranquility! 💕
Congratulations on 15 years Sober. I'm working on 24 years Sober. Keep up the GREAT WORK, Sobriety is still tough, but I made a promise to God and You don't break that promise. ✌❣🙏
I’m now a granny Paul and I’m your age and I feel so old lol but I have a gorgeous little granddaughter who makes me tear up every time I see her. I incredibly lucky. Your such a good man Paul my thoughts are with you xx
YAY, Paul’s Back!! Missed you!! Sending prayers that you and your mom find your way back to each other!! Just let her know that you’re always there for her and hopefully things will get better!!🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️
I can understand completely all you've said here today... 1st hand.
Oddly enough my mom now lives in vegas with my sister.
We had issues b4 she left...and our conversations are short.
Love that little Jesse is a senior and he's enjoying life.
I'm glad ur daughter is with you and Jesse stayed with mom so she wasn't alone.
Hard to believe how fast they grow up.
Sending light and love and healing energy ur way.
I hope u work things out with everyone 🙏 in ur life.
It's definitely a tough nut sometimes... as they say.
I'm glad u shared...
As u know alot of us have been here awhile now.. and we're here for u.
Everyone needs someone to talk with.
Happy to be part of ur utube family Paul.
🙏🙏
Great to see you Paul. Your mother is likely embarrassed thus uncomfortable to talk with you. Don’t give up. Your heart is in the right place. Thanks for another visit to uplift my heart.
It’s never too early for 20 seconds of tranquility!🍁🍂
Hope you can work out things with your Mom.Mine passed away 2 years ago.Miss her every day.absolutly love your videos.Keep praying.
Your heart ❤️ is in the right place, don't give up on her. You are a great man and we all have a past. You live in the present and you make it count. Love from Niagara Falls Canada 🇨🇦
Paul I am so, so sorry for your loss of contact with your Mother. It is so sad that her grandson has gone through all of the money that your Father saved for a good life in the golden years. Thank you for sharing with us. Sometimes it helps to talk and I hope this helped you. Sending prayers for you and your Mother. Paul you are an amazing person. Don't beat yourself up
My heart hurts for you going through this. Whatever God brings you to, He will bring through. Blessings for you.
Just know when you tell your story you are helping others. Take care and I wish you the very best.
I could feel the sorrow in your voice. You are right, give it to God. Your mom knows you care, and that is the most important. Of course your nephew ran through all that money. And that is awful, but not the most important thing. Keep going with your life, your kids, your scrapping. I am praying for you and your mom. Please know you are not alone and it is fine to share with us. No one should judge, we don't know the entire story, and we are not walking in your shoes. I hope you got a lot of the negativity off your soul. 🙏❤️
Have a blessed day Paul.🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽❤️❤️
Paul, you brightened my day today. You’re in my prayers in regards to your family issues. I’m still dealing with AFIB, waiting for another procedure & still haven’t been able to look for another job til my health issues are better. It was so good listening to you today and your reminder that God will handle things was much needed. Praying for you, my friend & looking forward to more videos.
dear friend hopefully everything will be solved with your mother and you always kept going we love you very much nacho and my wife gisselle from buenos aires, argentina we missed you and we were worried about not seeing a video of yours :)
Welcome back Paul have seen you in awhile hope you are feeling good i will see you on TV you tube have a great day today God bless you and have a happy scraping today
Prayers for you. Just put it in Gods hands and he will take care of it. You feel just like family to me. Love your videos
Hey Paul, it's getting cool here but mostly at night. 40's and 50's but during the day 60 to 80 still. My tomatoes didn't do nothing this summer now they are hanging full but not enough time to ripen. Its sad. Haven't had much time to say hey, but caught a few minutes to say glad to see you. Thanks Paul..
Congratulations on the new space! It seems like just a few months since you moved into your "office." And extra congrats on the clean and sober! 15 years is a long time.
I'm glad things are getting better and you made a new video Paul. I find talking about what is bothering me actually helps in dealing with the emotions.
You’ve probably heard this before, but there is only one person in the world that you control, and that’s you. Continue to be the best you can be and stay as supportive as you can. Everything happens for a reason. Even the issues that we experience that may be hurtful or stinging will become clear and meaningful… eventually. In the meantime continue to care and be yourself. On the sidelines cheering you on!!
Thank you for sharing, for trusting us. Prayers for you & your mom. Praying that y'all's relationship will work out.
Hi Paul, I have been told that a burden shared becomes much lighter. I'll take part and I bet everyone here will also and between all of us the burden is bearable! While listening to you my one thought was that you want to let your Mom know how much you love her. So, my suggestion is maybe get some pretty greeting cards and occasionally send her a note to just say "I Love You, Mom". My hope being that it would make you both feel better. You and your family are in my prayers.
Thanks for a new video Paul. I know it takes a lot of time to make those. But they are really appreciated.😊
Thanks for listening and being a part of... Martha
i come to you videos at night because you find a lot of cool things and it’s also so peaceful when scraping that i can get relaxed instead of watching some high action videos. I also have been watching for a while now when you had your blue truck.
Love watching your video's!! And just wanted you to know I will be praying for you and your mom . God Bless you 😊
So happy you shared with us because thats what family do.
Paul we going to pray for you and your mom and your children that you stay prayed up
Glad you are feeling better, and yes I do miss parts of my life. My oldest son is 30 years old and my youngest is 25 years old sure do miss those days when they were young. I was the one that took care of my parents for years. And so now my sister and brother are not talking to me anymore for whatever reason I have no idea. But God is helping me get through this process. prayers to you 🙏
Paul the old saying is absolutely true ( If you have family you don’t need enemies)
Thank You Paul, going through very similar situation. All we can do is PRAY for us all. { i'm 77 yrs old )
I can relate to your family issues. I grew up as the baby in a dysfunctional reorganized family. Mom had a daughter and Dad had a son. They hated one another and I was the go-between peacemaker. At age 28 I became a Christian and God immediately provided a dream job for me across the country. My Mom never forgave me for moving away. When my father died she allowed his son to handle her finances, but made my sister her executor and power of attorney. My sister moved into her senior apartment building and kept hitting her for rent. She also helped herself to my mother's checking account through buying groceries and taking additional money on Mom's debit card. She went through $40,000 in one month. My brother was furious. I had made a point of phoning Mom weekly and taking all my wacation time
Hi Paul... gonna watch shortly when the wife gets back its always like a date when we watch your videos...be blessed. 🙏
Awww 🙂
Paul I'm not going to be able to give you advice about your mum but we only have one mum,,, But congratulations on 15 years sober keep up the good work Paul ☘️🙏
Parenting never ends, it just changes.
Paul there are times we all have to talk about hard times. You tried to help your Mom and even though the outcome was hard things happen for a reason even if they don't make sense at the time. Prayers and blessings to you and your family. It will be OK!
Awesome new scrap cave. Is it by the old one?
Congragratulations on raising a fine young man. Remember him riding around with you as a lil boy of 12.
Always a breath of fresh air when I see your videos 😉.
GBY Paul and your family, espeecially the furbaby
Your nephew is so wrong in what he is doing. I'll be praying for you as always but espeecially for your relationship with your mom that she may see the light and come outta of the darkness your nephew has her in. I remember Vegas.
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Let us pray for you 🙏 for a change.
I feel you Paul I'm 55 and a caregiver so enough said. Lots of love ❤️.
Hang in there brother. I’m a recovering addict myself. I like what you said . You can control other people all you can do is control yourself. Time will take its course. Keep your head up and we are here for you and here to listen! Don’t keep that stuff in let it out. Makes you feel better
You and your family are in my prayers.
There are things that I know I can’t post here but where I live I I got robbed on Saturday and my poor pet is totally traumatized. I am still upset is putting it lightly. What is wrong with people 😢. Paul I hope that your life goes well and that your children are amazing. Thank you for sharing your life with us ❤
Hey Paul thanks for leaving up ur old videos. I really enjoyed watching u over the years n how much u have grown with the Lord. U inspire so many Paul just to take a moment in prayer in giving thanks for all we have n not what we want. Ur great...
I truly feel your heart. My mother (whom I didn't get to grow up with) told me once - you have no control - I was complaining about a situation going on with a person when she told me that. From time to time in given situations I remind myself of that. The same for you, you have no control. The Word of God is truth, we need to allow His Word to comfort us. Although we have not personally met, I consider you my friend, through Jesus Christ we are brother & sister, God bless you Mr. Paul.
Hi Paul! So happy to see you, made my day. My aunt passed away this past week and tomorrow is her funeral! 🤧😭 We were able to get her to learn about Jesus before she passed. She was reluctant in the past. 🙏 ❤ Have a great week.
Just finished the video, sorry about what's going on with your mom. Praying for you guys to get back to talking again and get something figured out. ❤
My kids moved in for a while and just loved it. Not at the same time but both for a 2 year for my son while he got back on his feet and well worth it. Then my daughter for 3 years. Both are now well settled and thriving. My son was 38 and my daughter 47. I miss having them around. But at the end all is well and good for everyone.
I miss the days when my kids was little,... great job Paul 😊 my parents are gone I took care of my mom till the day she passed away ... miss my mom every day ❤️❤️ 🙏🏻 Prayers for you Paul 🙏🏻
Paul. From your videos, and I have almost caught up with them all from the beginning, I can see and hear that you are a Good Man and Loving Son. I wish there were words to say that would help you but all I can say is Stay strong and most definitely stay You. My best wishes for you and yours. May your God be with you at all times.
Paul Paul Paul !!! There you are !!! Thanks for taking us along!!! I have the same problem starting something when somethings already in my hands. I use it to my Advantage though keep it in your hand till it's done don't start anything else till it gets where it needs to go to get done. I have problems with my mother. She wasn't a great one or a very present one at all . She is a historic rewriter. She was fired from her job . Lost her house. Has a gambling problem. She Was homeless for almost 9 years and we have been slowly being adults that are related . She lives with me and my husband and my kids we are making do with what it is finally . It's not perfect but it is what it is. I can't tell you what to do ? No one person can . What I can say is let go let God! I will keep praying for you daily I feel like we same vibes friends . Adult attention problems. Family problems. God loving friends !!! Thanks for sharing this with us! I appreciate you !
Praying for your family. I'm honored that you felt you could share such a personal part of your life with us.
🎃🎃🎃🎃 hi paul we're back....be proud you stopped drinking for me its been about 28 years cold turkey and I never fell off the wagon. Love the new shop, youre styling now.👍🙏
I wish my kids were still kids. My youngest is retired from the army. Medical retirement. Hes turning 30 on the 12th of this month. My oldest just turned 35 on the 2nd of this month. My middle child (girl) turned 33 in July. Im now 54 years young. I am happy for you having young adults.
Fine young citizens. Love it
I miss kids playing in the neighborhoods. We don’t see kids anymore.
Paul, I'm glad you included your story in the video. I can see the pain in your eyes. I get fed up of bailing relatives out. It's so hard. Hugs
It will work out in the end Paul. God loves you and we love you. Praying for you and your whole family. Thanks for sharing.
Hi Paul 🙋🏽. For me it's no longer morning 😂 LOL. It's 3:00 in the Afternoon. But anyway I just want to say hi and I hope you and your family are doing well 😊 enjoy the rest of your day ‼️😃👍🏽💯.
You are in my prayers.🙏 I'm also praying for your mom and yes your nephew too.🙏
Glad you're back really missed your vids...keep your chin up...🙂
We all need someone to listen at times
Prayers for you Paul. I understand the feelings you are having completely. The Dear Lord will see you through. GOD Bless!
So glad to see a new video from you!! I enjoy your rides and tranquil moments!! That is something we all need to do throughout the day, just stop and appreciate what we see! Sorry to hear about your Mom situation. Sounds like she made a decision that was not the best for her. I hope your nephew is working so he can take care of her and not leave her high and dry when the going gets too tough! Love your stories about your life as you pick up things to save them from the landfill. You are a good man and things will work out for you in the end.
That's so sad Paul. If your mother has sound mind all you can do is pray and ask the Lord to bless you and her to come back together. Keeping call her and letting her know you love her and your there for her . May God bless you and your family
Paul hope your doing well lately. Very interesting to see and hear about what kind of things you find. Great to see a new video. Keep up the great craftsmanship and hard work my friend. Keep scrapping. Keep making. God bless.
sorry to hear you are having trouble there isn't much in way to help you are in Illinois n they in LV im the only child and boy can i tell you stories about this same subject i wouldn't wish that on anyone it hurts and bad on a happy note that weigh machine you gave me the 1st i meet you i used it in my winter storage last week all my meats n vege have been weight and in freezer thanks to you a lady from dekalb came up and got a kitten from me this week so 1 of my babies are down there lol
I know what you are going through Paul, in fact many of us have been, or are, regarding family issues. All I can tell you is that at some point in our lives we all have to cut our loses and make the best of what we have left.
That's exactly what my wife and I have been done with our respective families, and so far we couldn't be any happier.
As lonely as it sound, we are content with our family of two with the same interests and goals in our old age and a few though very good friends around.
Wishing you all the best amigo, receive a big hug from Toronto.
Hey Paul , I've been watching your videos for quite a while now and because of you I recently started scrapping on the side and it's going pretty well so far. Today I made 91$ for only a couple hours work and about 15$ worth of fuel👍. Thanks for the great videos brother and keep em coming 😊
Lucky Edmonds live in Candler NC , hope and Prayers to you all it's hard God Love this man
I miss my mom too she passed 10/7/20. I remember when you were in lv taking care of family. Things can be tough but I'm sure that just the sound of her voice is something that must feel good. Family dynamics are never easy we all have them unfortunately money can be the ultimate evil. Stay strong and well 🙏
Sometimes being the 'parent' in a situation like that is tough. When my father passed, my stepmother changed her will after... well let's just say I had to be man enough to cut ties with her.
I hear you, Paul, but God has the answer for you.
Love your mother, and let her know you love her. It will be 20 years in July since my mother passed, and I wish I could talk with her everyday.
Prayers for any and all issues
No words of wisdom but praying to our Father for guidance and healing with your mom. Seeing our kids become adults has been a proud time for us but it has equally been hard to let them go.
Yay a new video! Family issues are so painful - Praying for you and your family, and you are right to leave it in the Lord's hands and to also keep calling your Mother regularly to just say you Love her. Take Care!
Prayers to you Paul, hope you start feeling better.
Like you always tell us Paul. Just be you my friend! I've had a very tough family life and still do in my 40's. It all works out the way it was meant too in the end. Stay awesome buddy
My favorite vlog is back. Welcome back Paul 😁
Paul, it is really good to divide your senses between the beauty of your surroundings and what’s going on around you. Just as you do.
Sorry to hear that. Hopefully things start looking up for you. Every problem in are like a stepping stone we have to look at how we have to work around that problem. It is giving us more knowledge of how we all can work on things in life.
Another relaxed vlog Paul, nice at the end of the day.
Still, a wise decision the lift, saves you so much lifting.
A nice scrap shed, much more space.
It’s nice to hear about you because you are human to ❤❤
Love your new scrap shack. We are talking about moving my wood shop out of the basement and into half the garage. Right now I have to set-up one or two folding table(s) to work off of. However it is a real pain to pack my bench top tools out to work on my projects. My back is not able to handle the weight and awkwardness of a few of the tools.
Yeah I miss my son being a kid in many ways. I remember the times when we would go to the groceries him and I would automatically peel off and head to the toy section or the tool section. To look around. When the wife was finished she knew to check the toy section first and if she didn’t find us there she headed over to the tool section.
I will be praying for your family relationships. Both my parents have been gone for a while now. However, I have three brothers that I did not see or have not seen in many years. One of those three passed a few years ago and I was blessed to be able to talk to him right before he passed and in the process was able to tell him that I forgave him for things that happened in my past between us. He was 5 years older than me and the brother a year older than him were both very abusive in many ways including sexually. To tell him that I forgave him which created great release to my spiritual health.
Bless you my brother, just turn it over to Lord and let Him take care of it. If you feel that there is abuse or criminal activity going on the take it back to the court.
I hope God brings you peace. Bless you and keep praying it always help.
Good to see you at it today Paul 😊
My thoughts and prayers are with you Paul, and it's good to get the problems out into the open. Continue to contact your mother even if through cards and prayers.
Enjoy the new work space, get the damage concrete repaired. I noticed the open sign upside down. 🙏🙏🙏
Praying for you and family 🙏🙏🙏🕊
Sorry about your mom, praying for ya. Also there’s a saying that goes, Gods mill grinds slow but fine, keep your head high, Paul!
God bless you just keep reaching to her let her know how much you miss her and love her Paul I hope things get better for you and your mom
Paul, I do feel your pain. There are things and people in my life that need fixing and because I love them, I want to help them. God is teaching me to let them go and let God deal with them. I pray for them every day. That's all we can do. I will pray for you and put you in our prayer request book at our chaple. God's blessings on you and your family.
lost my mom on Saturday. please keep me in your prayers 🙏 ❤
We will always listen to u Paul. Glad u got that off ur chest. One thing is we can pick our friends but we can’t pick our family. I bet ur mom feels bad for her grandson after losing his dad so maybe that’s why she done what she did. Luv hugs and prayers. Oh and it’s never too early for 20 sec of tranquility ❤
Prayers for you all Paul. God has you.
Paul I feel for you brother. My mom has passed last Oct and I wasn't even told until April of this year. Only because they had to go clear up the estate
You’re not sharing too much Paul. Talking about it out loud helps you work it out👍
Keeping it real, we all need to share every now and then God bless.
Praying for you with your matters that are going on. Hope thing get better for all.
God bless you.i'm going threw the same crap with a blood sucken one of my sister's as well. Total uncaring and greed.