On a fog bound November day | Silent Hill 2 Inspired Ambience

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  • Deep Relaxing Ambience inspired by PS2 Classic Silent Hill 2.
    Written and produced by Ephraim Lovelace.
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    Music written by Ephraim Lovelace
    Visuals taken from Silent Hill 2 (2001)
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  • @nullboy222
    @nullboy222 ปีที่แล้ว +568

    “In my restless dreams.. I see that town.. Silent Hill”

    • @chaosdweller
      @chaosdweller ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Are u her?

    • @springJoshua
      @springJoshua ปีที่แล้ว +38

      "You promised you'd take me there again someday, but you never did."

    • @nullboy222
      @nullboy222 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@springJoshua 🤝

    • @noneoftheabove809
      @noneoftheabove809 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      And I slowly climb waiting to kill for upon my death another hill I will climb just until I wait to fulfil my next desires and I shall find on top that hill. A maiden and with all I will bare more children that I can’t compare I know at least one most definitely will make it at that hill

    • @richard7645
      @richard7645 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I love the game I love the music thank you silent hill ❤

  • @cesarac1083
    @cesarac1083 ปีที่แล้ว +399

    Tomorrow we are going to put my dog to sleep, and it is the hardest feeling to know that today she is here, and tomorrow she will not be, and listening to this music only makes me reflect that it was my fault, for not giving her a vaccine, she's hurting, and it breaks my heart to know that when I get home from school she won't be here anymore

    • @graetormv
      @graetormv ปีที่แล้ว +45

      Im really sorry for your loss, please know that you're not alone in this. If you need someone to talk to or simply lend a listening ear, know that there are people who are willing to listen and give you a hand
      While it may not feel like it now, as time passes, It will get better, I promise that the pain will become more manageable, and the memories you shared with your dog will bring you comfort and warmth. It's okay to take the time you need to mourn, take care of yourself and be gentle with yourself. Im sure it will get better for you and I hope she rests in peace, Im sure she had a nice life

    • @ryanmarco9209
      @ryanmarco9209 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +27

      Please Please don't blame yourself, I can't stress this enough, some things in life are just meant to unfold in the way they do, it's unavoidable, we just have to accept life on its terms, not how we'd like things to be, your Dog doesn't want you to feel like this, just remember and feel all the beauty you shared together, this will get rid of all the bad feelings

    • @PresidentGrant54
      @PresidentGrant54 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +29

      Death is as natural as life. We all have a moment coming in the future in which we will pass on, being upset about death is like being upset the sun will rise again tomorrow.

    • @sofi53801
      @sofi53801 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

      Hi, I hope this reaches you in good health and I relate a lot to what you said even now
      My cat was put down around the same time you wrote your comment and I felt the same. I regretted ignoring his change in character because it was a call for help that was ignored. When he was finally taken to the vet, he had really enlarged kidneys that were going to fail. Everyday I saw him deteriorating. He was tired, skinny and at his few last days he wouldn’t eat and would starve himself. One morning he had a fit which led to him being put down. It was horrible and I felt stupid for ignoring the signs. But what helped me feel better was that I loved him all his life and took care of him and gave him attention as much as I could. I never hurt him and only loved him. The fact that you are heartbroken about your dog shows how loving you were to her and you gave her a good life. Please don’t tear yourself down and think about what you should have done, it wont change anything. Trust me I’ve done that too much and it only made me feel worse. You loved your dog and gave her the best life she could have gotten and I’m sure she felt your love and appreciated you!
      Thank you for reading this and I hope you are doing well

    • @gethro8841
      @gethro8841 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      Just did that yesterday with our family dog.. she was with us for 15 years. So weird to stumble upon your comment, I hope you’re healing ❤️‍🩹

  • @bee-yq3wb
    @bee-yq3wb ปีที่แล้ว +825

    I really like this. It reminds me when I was working nights at my old job. It was always foggy like this when I would get out and the area was dead silent. I would stare off into the distance and think about my life, the mistakes I've made, and where I hoped to be in the future. There was always an intense feeling of melancholy and loneliness after I got out of work. If those moments of my life had a soundtrack, this would be it.

    • @RebellionBloodshed
      @RebellionBloodshed ปีที่แล้ว

      Finally realizing that you have satanic juice running through your veins?

    • @Waryfuls
      @Waryfuls ปีที่แล้ว +2

      hmmmm

    • @ElBadriano
      @ElBadriano ปีที่แล้ว +11

      You should be thankful you were never robbed or shot in that darkness of the late night

    • @bee-yq3wb
      @bee-yq3wb ปีที่แล้ว +39

      @@ElBadriano I was always cautious of that

    • @alphaechodelta1624
      @alphaechodelta1624 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Sounds like an amazing vibe, I imagine experiencing it would be soothing

  • @69moondog69
    @69moondog69 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +35

    Sitting here alone thinking about life. What I would give to live my younger years again. Please send me back 😢

    • @jerbsherb4391
      @jerbsherb4391 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Don't be sad you can't go back, be happy you experienced it 😊

    • @Kanzaz
      @Kanzaz 5 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      It is so hard but try to change your perspective. You can still be young at heart. People die at all ages, premature babies to 100+ year olds. Young is a term but not an age, it's really about how you approach your life. But I feel it man, I do. Best of luck o7

  • @dead_panda6864
    @dead_panda6864 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +9

    I feel when i pass away i will hear something like this. eternal peace..

  • @campbell27
    @campbell27 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +20

    This hits different in November

    • @ABChibi
      @ABChibi 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      dumbass comment just for Likes.

  • @rottingcorpse1990
    @rottingcorpse1990 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +25

    I always felt like Silent Hill 2 takes place in November, the first Silent Hill in January, Silent Hill 3 in June and Silent Hill 4: The Room in April.

    • @dopiestthyme3365
      @dopiestthyme3365 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Oddly specific...but kinda fitting.

    • @Subject98
      @Subject98 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I believe the first one takes place around summer. Harry was taking Cheryl on a vacation and Kaufmann mentions it's weird to be snowing this time of year.

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +15

    I’m healing from a painful nerve disorder and I listen to your music for hours sometimes and I know that it helps , thank you

    • @QuanNguyen-bk4pn
      @QuanNguyen-bk4pn 2 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      lol nice copying from someone else. You do not have that disorder

  • @user-kk9kg7yy8q
    @user-kk9kg7yy8q 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +28

    First of all, sorry for the translation, I'm Italian, however this music reminds me of last year when I worked as a night security guard in an outdoor station in the middle of nowhere. This music sends me back to those dark but also melancholic moments because in the darkness I reflected on my life and my choices

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +17

    - Please never delete this shit bro.
    - I listen to this when I open at work in the morning when I couldnt find it I freaked the fuck out.
    - LOL thanks

    • @guilineki2809
      @guilineki2809 หลายเดือนก่อน

      me too

    • @jerbsherb4391
      @jerbsherb4391 18 วันที่ผ่านมา

      I would download it in case you don't have internet.

    • @TheHeavyassaulter
      @TheHeavyassaulter 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      You work with 17 mil subs?😂

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

    This track makes me think of someone who just escaped something traumatic and they can now rest easy knowing they are finally free.

    • @CriticalToilet
      @CriticalToilet 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Feels amazin

    • @Kanzaz
      @Kanzaz 5 ชั่วโมงที่ผ่านมา

      you should watch the silent hill movie. what you say is pretty accurate, but nobody is free after visiting silent hill

  • @oo-ru5lt
    @oo-ru5lt 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +10

    Listening to this on a fog-bound November day.

  • @mariuscroitoru4983
    @mariuscroitoru4983 ปีที่แล้ว +310

    This feels for me at least, like an ascension in the direction of clarity and thinking, in a very very dark and foggy time in life. Masterpiece indeed.

    • @chaosdweller
      @chaosdweller ปีที่แล้ว

      Why u doing that? we're only here to die and get pyche tortured in a pit of dispaer endlessly in total isolation or treated in a way to a point we're socialization=hell on earth now.... haha wtf ? u trying to do that around here with me ? haha wtf.

    • @Vert-.
      @Vert-. 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      I hope you’re doing well brother, life is indeed dark and foggy atm, I’m praying you and me get through this. Just know you’re not alone, this life is just hard to navigate

    • @mariuscroitoru4983
      @mariuscroitoru4983 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Vert-. i hope we will see closure, you, me and everyone stuck in silent hill.

    • @preknopreguntesporqueminom9050
      @preknopreguntesporqueminom9050 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      That's a great interpretation. I tuned into this thinking about the same thing: Yesterday I was in a truly bad shape. I cried yesterday, but after crying and talking it out, I finally realized about my mistakes, and what I have to do about them. I may be wrong, but this is a step in the good direction.
      As a last note, we are, In fact, close to november

    • @mariuscroitoru4983
      @mariuscroitoru4983 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      @@preknopreguntesporqueminom9050
      I am glad you experienced the full range of emotions of that state and now can move on, remember this: you’re stronger now.

  • @Kynaist
    @Kynaist 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    I always come back to this place, I remember exploring these stories with this person I deeply cherished. She would play the songs in piano for us. We got separated years after - I have felt loneliness my entire life in many different occasions. It gets to a point where I find myself at a loss, unable to gather focused thoughts for too long unless I am at my job performing.
    A surreal experience sometimes lingers on me, best way I can describe is . A perception at an atomic level so to say, and it is present for me in many instances, it can pierce through me at any moment, it can be present in one small glimpse around the corner of my eye. Today it happened when I poured hot coffee in my mug just like every morning. A very strong nostalgia.
    I don't think I long for her anymore I am somewhat void of many of the real life attachments that consume our current 'rich' societies, I try not to overthink or dwell on the past... but I long for that lost space. Our small quiet paradise on earth. That for me is Silent Hill. It is egotistical for me to say but I remember feeling I was the happiest person on earth during COVID, cos all I had to do was being with her. I can remember all. I remember mundane activities like going on foggy streets to throw the garbage at night time, our footsteps the only noise you could hear.
    I try not to stay here for too long but it can be a daunting task to make new memories if you feel that your past has been stained. Don't get stuck in Silent Hill, every person has their own dark trauma refuge off reality and the only thing you can do for your own benefit is to understand it exists and cope with it. Sorry for the long rant.

  • @lrnr466
    @lrnr466 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +36

    for those of you reading this, i hope your having a good day. and i just wanted to let you know that your not alone when it comes to feeling lost sometimes, i hope that your journey will prosper and you will find the happiness you have been seeking all along. a wise person once said "for every dark day, theres a brighter tomorrow" so just remember that. and never give up on yourself

    • @theadventuresofmaximpoppy8959
      @theadventuresofmaximpoppy8959 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you my friend... thank you... :)

    • @linzhau9721
      @linzhau9721 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I love u Ty sm

    • @aver7693
      @aver7693 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I had a good day and a bad day today (Nov 23rd). Thank you for this.

    • @nightshade36340
      @nightshade36340 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I wish you a perfect day. Thanks :)

    • @richard7645
      @richard7645 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Life's tough but.... we'll all get there 🙏

  • @Scroll-Troll
    @Scroll-Troll 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +133

    I feel happy thinking that this kind of music used to make me feel drowned, desolated, but now it brings me a peace I can't describe... Absolutely love it.

    • @deadwaste1
      @deadwaste1 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

      same

    • @OXW0RLD
      @OXW0RLD 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      yes, like all the negative shit fades away

    • @crylune
      @crylune 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Same here.

    • @thtguyplut002
      @thtguyplut002 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      Couldn't agree more, man.

    • @MackyMan73
      @MackyMan73 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      Me too

  • @BLVCKSCORP
    @BLVCKSCORP ปีที่แล้ว +44

    Everybody wants to escape this cold dark place where I live but for me this is more home than any sunny beach.

    • @deadwaste1
      @deadwaste1 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      I prefer rain and dark days, than sunny ones.. .I find sunny hot days depressing

    • @BLVCKSCORP
      @BLVCKSCORP ปีที่แล้ว +9

      @@deadwaste1 exactly, too much light makes you go blind

    • @jackherer_078
      @jackherer_078 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +6

      @@BLVCKSCORPonly in darkness do things come to light

    • @Active0Bserver
      @Active0Bserver 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@deadwaste1 Likewise. It's one thing to tell myself other people feel this way too, but to actually see someone express it is comforting

    • @ianschmittpagan5128
      @ianschmittpagan5128 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      There's a beauty to both. I think. I come from a tropical island, but I lived in a cold city for a while. The snow is beautiful in a solemn way.

  • @swangflamenco-bd4xr
    @swangflamenco-bd4xr 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    Since my childhood my life feels like this.
    The only thing that saved me is my art...
    I love the fog and this kind of atmorfere for that reason, specially during the long nights, when i'm not having nightmares because i can't sleep...
    I just want my best friend to be alive, she passed away when i was 10 years old, i feel guilty about it, i never said goodbye.

  • @DarkWraithKevin
    @DarkWraithKevin ปีที่แล้ว +9

    In my restless dreams,
    I see that town.
    Silent Hill.
    You promised me you'd take me
    there again someday.
    But you never did.
    Well, I'm alone there now...
    In our 'special place'...
    Waiting for you...

  • @ssantmart999
    @ssantmart999 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +14

    i want to stay here forever.

    • @SeFu2006
      @SeFu2006 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I know it’s like an endless dream room

  • @greatestever8775
    @greatestever8775 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +91

    i have C-PTSD & this week i’ve been having awful nightmares. this music has given me a sense of peace i have never known. thank you🖤

    • @96Kissa
      @96Kissa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +8

      I feel like there is a reoccring theme with mental illness here, no judgement btw. This music gives me relief from depression. There is a comfort in the melancholy of silent hill. I know its a horror, but the music especially makes me feel like I can relax, and that maybe the world is supposed to be kind of fucked up and that its not just me that is fucked up. Anyways, stay strong, Im counting on it.

    • @oo-ru5lt
      @oo-ru5lt 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      cap
      stop lying any time

    • @MackyMan73
      @MackyMan73 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I have bad anxiety so I listen to this at work, my boss is amazing for letting me. Otherwise it’s hard to concentrate and get stuff done.

    • @greatestever8775
      @greatestever8775 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@MackyMan73 another song i like for anxiety is “weightless” by marconi union. i used that song all the time. really helps!!

    • @MackyMan73
      @MackyMan73 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@greatestever8775 thanks for anxiety song plug, I’ll give it a listen tonight.

  • @moralfuxery
    @moralfuxery 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    There is a hill somewhere in a roundabout in Roswell, GA that overlooks Atlanta perfectly. This is what that view sounds like.

  • @Saleem99Bukhari
    @Saleem99Bukhari ปีที่แล้ว +101

    This genuinely feels like a track in SH2. It's fantastic!

    • @Le_Schlag
      @Le_Schlag ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I fall asleep after 5min..

  • @LOL-cringe
    @LOL-cringe 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I was so afraid when I tried searching for these and couldn’t find them- thank you so much for putting the link up on your other channel to find them. Your silent hill mixes have changed my life and are perhaps the best I’ve ever come across. Thank you for your work!

  • @berserkerguts9089
    @berserkerguts9089 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    A feeling of melancholy and deep longing this piece invokes soo much. Silent Hill really is the apex of the horror genre it’s Halloweenie as I like to call it, nostalgic and beautiful.

  • @thinginground5179
    @thinginground5179 ปีที่แล้ว +36

    Really love this game and its ambience. I only first played it a few weeks ago, knowing absolutely nothing about it other than that it was a classic; but it was the soundtrack that I would always listen to that made me play the game. Ended up playing SH1 and currently SH3 now.

    • @Altegore
      @Altegore ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Lol, savor the experience mindfully - wish I could experience SH for the first time again...

    • @lfpt21
      @lfpt21 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      ​@@Altegore started playing the first one a while ago on the ps2 emulator, i was rly digging it, stopped for no reason but i gotta get back to it sometime... also got the 2nd one ready to go

  • @dedster3164
    @dedster3164 ปีที่แล้ว +47

    This is beautiful, it's deserves more recognition
    Edit: I guess it did get it, nice to be the first coment under this

  • @outdrifted
    @outdrifted ปีที่แล้ว +54

    This sound conveys so many emotions. Makes you feel like something is wrong, in a melancholic sense with no obvious cause. Feeling lost, so many things to think about... But also makes you feel like you have hope to make the change in whatever you're struggling with, that everything will be fine as long as you don't give up. Strange, how something sounding so simple can invoke such different feelings in everyone. Thank you for making these Silent Hill inspired tracks, best of luck to you ❤

  • @crylune
    @crylune 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +11

    So beautiful. Despite embracing stoicism and gaining a very positive outlook on life no matter what situation I end up facing, it's always nice to return here, to Silent Hill. Its melancholy is in a way the most calming thing I've ever experienced.

    • @mattcardin1796
      @mattcardin1796 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

      Stoic mentality is not discordant to acknowledgement of melancholy besides it's therapeutic in a way

  • @indicablue9194
    @indicablue9194 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Quiet thoughts and deep breathing in as you take those brave steps forward.

  • @dopiestthyme3365
    @dopiestthyme3365 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    It's fascinating you composed this in the image of SH2, and even though I never heard it in game, it truly feels like it belong somewhere in there. Phenomenal work.

  • @WhotfisEmiliano
    @WhotfisEmiliano หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Those foggy november days

  • @stratoseleftheriadis3696
    @stratoseleftheriadis3696 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Existential ambient masterpiece, inspired by the most existentially philosophical game of all times. Transcendental and otherwordly, a sonic unity of the herein and the therein. Currently listening to this, while reading to Heideggerian Phenomemology. Priceless, thank you so much to the composer.

  • @emhooaryou698
    @emhooaryou698 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I've written and re-written this comment and just keep rambling about all the things I love about this and how happy I am for finding it. Genuinely, thank you for making this piece. Subscribed and excited to look through your other work!

  • @creative-name5279
    @creative-name5279 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    I'm slightly annoyed that James double parked right at the beginning of the game.

  • @SamuelBlack84
    @SamuelBlack84 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Silent Hill has always felt like home to me, sonewhere I can truly be myself

    • @Bibben
      @Bibben 4 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Silent Hill is everything, love, hate, regret, all of it. Silent Hill is us in every way. I would not be the same person without Silent Hill 1to 4.

  • @nonamenovember5530
    @nonamenovember5530 ปีที่แล้ว +79

    Iistening to this while going for a walk at night feels so peaceful and away from society for at least 40 minutes,
    On repeat of course. 😂

    • @jeffserrano2646
      @jeffserrano2646 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      be careful...you might stumble upon a town that looks just like yours except...no, somethings wrong...

    • @ScarletEdge
      @ScarletEdge ปีที่แล้ว

      Dafuq would you walk at night for more than 40 minutes? You either talk bullshit to present yourself in some kind of lone-wolf'y light or there is something fishy about your night treks. That's not normal.

  • @snotknowz
    @snotknowz 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +13

    Great work man, just amazing. I haven't really thought of this period of my life in a long time, but this music brings me back to settling in a new city after highschool by myself.
    When I first moved out of my small hometown, I did so later than most did. I waited until October versus doing it right after highschool during the summer. I spent most of the summer procrastinating, worrying about moving somewhere unknown, but eventually pushing myself to find an place strictly off of apartment sites and google street view alone. I packed up both my car and my older brother's car setting out to Austin TX. My 600sq ft studio apartment was off of South Lamar and Manchaca. Not a maintained place by any means but it was affordable and in a decent area with a lot of walkability. I remember pulling up and just seeing how gloomy it was when we got out. We visited Austin during the summer and spring breaks, but never when it was like this.
    He stayed a few days just making sure I was settling in right and we continued to venture through my new city. A lot of walking in my new neighborhood, talking, eating, but mostly walking and taking in the new views together. It felt weird to be around him knowing that we were, for the first time ever in 18 years, going in our separate paths. I could see the end of an era of our lives, where we would not be around each other 24/7. No longer kids, ironically something we were looking forward to our entire lives. We talked about it once while eating and drinking out. We reached another level of understanding of how things were going to be, how our lives were about to be different. A deep feeling of dread was in front of me, and that was also the direction of my future in order for me to grow.
    At night we would chill in my apartment playing games and just talk to each other. I brought my PS2 with me and even though the Xbox One just released, I couldn't afford it. Sims 1, NBA street, Star Wars Battlefront, and Gauntlet Dark Legacy were some of the games we played. We eventually went to Game Over video games (a local game store) and I bought a handful of PS2/PS1 games. One of those being Silent Hill 2. I remember it being expensive at the time, probably $40, for just the disc in a paper sleeve.
    After my brother left to go back home, it was just me and whatever the hell I imagined my future being in a new city was supposed to be. I did the same walking, eating, but mostly walking without my brother--without anyone. I thought a lot about where my life was going. I felt scared, I knew no one here and I just went because I felt like I had to. Like a moth to a flame so to speak. I got my new job at HEB (grocery chain in Texas) and was doing that when I wasn't exploring. I'd take a bus to some random part of town, get lost, and somehow find my way back to my apartment. Id find some trail or park to go and get lost in. I recall one time I stopped at this trailhead around 3 or 4pm and didn't find my way back until well after 10pm. I had no idea what I was looking for and I felt like I was biting off more than I could chew. Spent most nights thinking about just packing up of what I could and head home. I missed my brother a lot. We grew up together, but I just didn't know why I had to leave that comfort. After a few weeks I started to have a clearer head enough to focus on things other than working and started to play some of the games I had for my PS2. I had finished Silent Hill 1 a few times over and enjoyed it, but for some reason never played 2.
    Im not going to get into how amazing this game is, as I believe everyone else here knows very well, but this game was exactly what I needed at that time in my life. The setting and story alone was enough for me to connect with in a weird way, but the music solidified it. When I would load up a save I would just stand there listening to the ambiance while I got dinner ready or did a few chores. It was my background to life for a few months and I needed it. It was as if two parallel paths, my mind and this piece of art of a game, somehow crossed. It felt right, and it felt comforting.
    Spring eventually came and my brother moved up in that time, but it was great to have this game along side me when I was in a time of doubt. After about 2 he moved out because we were definitely crammed. He moved about a 15 minute bike ride away, so we would meet up and hang whenever we could. Within a few more months our lives just kind of took off and we were doing our own thing.
    When I first started to like Yamaoka's music more and more, I went to Half Priced Books to look for something along that line. I remember asking someone who worked there if they had anything like Yamaoka and described it as, "gray, ambient, kind of scary." I was recommended Aphex Twin's Ambient Works 2, which is still one of my favorite albums to this day.
    I felt like this is more of a journal for me to remind myself that its okay to feel lost. Without that feeling, we would never find the great moments and memories that make us. Its been more than a decade since I first moved to Austin, and its been another 2 years since I left there. In a way I feel that same sense of loneliness and doubt that I felt then. The only difference is, I know I'll be okay.

  • @Arbancks
    @Arbancks 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Funny how this randomly pops up in an extra tab once in awhile, while I'm watching some other video and extra depth is suddenly added to everything

  • @thememegod564
    @thememegod564 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    only ogs remember when this game came out so much nostalgia and memories

    • @Altegore
      @Altegore ปีที่แล้ว

      🤝

    • @user-kh6ey6ud1s
      @user-kh6ey6ud1s ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Altegore oh I saw you at "i miss her but im in silent hill" video

    • @Altegore
      @Altegore ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@user-kh6ey6ud1s lol, I think I remember your picture as well.

  • @elephantshelf3617
    @elephantshelf3617 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    You know that period when you’re in a depressive episode and for a moment, even if it’s just for a few minutes or for the day, you feel like you’re going to be -okay-? The consistent dread of life, this depression, seems to have a weakness.
    You feel the need to get up and go for a walk outside, make your bed, cook something for yourself, or clean up your place. You get a jolting need to do something besides waiting around for nothing. You, for the first time in a long time, feel yourself healing.
    You know you’re not out of the woods yet, but your mind and soul is starting to shift somewhere different. You can feel this emotional tug of war with yourself and an empty gloom. Something that has no form. For this small time, the feeling is no longer the normal one that you have had every waking moment. It’s as if you’re in the eye of a hurricane looking up at the surroundings and what it has destroyed so far, but safe for just a second to observe.
    The consistent dread of life, this depression, seems to have a weakness but you just don’t know what it is to expose it. And once you’re back to this sort of reality that you’ve come to be familiar with, you still have a bit of that ‘hope’ you gained in that moment.
    That’s what this song makes me feel. And even though I have been in a happy place for some time, in a strange way I can’t wait to have this feeling again. That feeling of growth that only time can build.
    Thanks for this one. You’ve captured a feeling.

  • @justhaq1325
    @justhaq1325 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    Wow dude, what a hidden gem, such a great work! Reminds me of a good old days, when we were just kids, enjoying our lives, and doing whatever we wanted. Truly a masterpiece

  • @burgercook1741
    @burgercook1741 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The paradoxical feelings that this causes can never truly be expressed.

  • @Davide4730
    @Davide4730 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I heard this everyday while I’m studying. Two days ago I passed the exam of Microeconomy. THANK YOU FROM ITALIA 🇮🇹 ❤️

  • @elsantoshadow
    @elsantoshadow 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I listen to this every day for the past 4 months. Thank you so much for this. Never delete it please

    • @nightshade36340
      @nightshade36340 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I wish you a perfect life. Know that you are worthy and you deserve the best.

    • @richard7645
      @richard7645 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Thank you for your encouragement take care

  • @Slavic-King1917
    @Slavic-King1917 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    "Can she really be here......waiting for me........?"

  • @Misanthrope90
    @Misanthrope90 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I wish that someone finds my music, in a few years, and enjoys it. God bless you all.

  • @Lucy-xg9rm
    @Lucy-xg9rm หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Lead me to paradise...

  • @voDKaOnYTB
    @voDKaOnYTB 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Feeling just like a hole in my chest.

    • @mikeike2177
      @mikeike2177 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      cheer up feller better days are nigh

  • @LAWMethod
    @LAWMethod 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Never played but love this. These white noise videos are seriously underrated for re-centering yourself

  • @theendisnearathand1934
    @theendisnearathand1934 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    always nice to be here

  • @MerisolKG
    @MerisolKG 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    i love this with my whole heart.

  • @dmitry6911
    @dmitry6911 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Kind of evenings you have sometimes in your mind even if it's shining outside

  • @maestergiguruzugi404
    @maestergiguruzugi404 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    i wanna live in there

  • @VultureCulture
    @VultureCulture ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Absolutely gorgeous! Can't wait to hear more from you!

  • @GoreManiiaC
    @GoreManiiaC ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Your channel is single handedly saving my exams xD I study so well with your music

    • @staminarose5941
      @staminarose5941 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      I couldn't study with this music
      It drops me deep deep down feeling like ummmm distracted abandoned victom kinda aerie and like there is no hope
      My mom get out of asylum today and i have no power to work out, this makes me happier when i feel my body and know im making myself looking better, though i can't do this thing today. Yesterday i was barely moving when i've been told shes going home. Btw its interesting how being close to her irl makes me feel like child who has no bounds
      Why i even listen to such music if it makes me feel worse bruuhh

  • @sharkazoo
    @sharkazoo 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    I totally understand the melancholy this kind of mix is supposed to give, but honestly this just makes me feel at peace now. life can be really hard and fucked up, it still kind of is today, but this comment section and ambiance is somehow very comforting. things are weird, but overall, they're ok. everything is ok.
    pretty sure that a few years ago it would've make me feel numb, and depressed, and reflect negatively on everything, but right now it just feels fine. still sort of sad but fine.
    and i really hope everyone listening to this and feeling awful can eventually come to the realization that, yeah, things are kind of shit, but it's ok. you'll manage. take this from the 24 y/o person listening to this drunk right now, in her cozy appartment, lovingly watching her partner play video games while she reflects on her life. things will get better, truly. I never thought I would be here experiencing such calm and comfort today, listening to this while still feeling hopeful and content.

    • @Lune2020
      @Lune2020 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Oh God I felt that. I feel exactly the same listening to this. You described it so accurately I have no words it's perfect

  • @JaneDoe-od4ep
    @JaneDoe-od4ep 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Wow! This music is so much charming * _ *

  • @Lune2020
    @Lune2020 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I feel so calm and safe every time I listen to this. My blood pressure is dropping and my pulse is slowing down

  • @Fedot_Schultz
    @Fedot_Schultz ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I know why you're here. I know it's tough for you right now, but believe me, you can handle it. Don't give up, traveler; a bright path awaits us ahead.

    • @olibarker6668
      @olibarker6668 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Reading that horseshit has only made this traveler want to vomit.

  • @tibbedebakker3571
    @tibbedebakker3571 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This is awesome. Thank you very much for making this!

  • @AntonioMartinez-gl5gc
    @AntonioMartinez-gl5gc ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Absolutely love it... Thanks a lot for producing such a great SH2 ambience track!!

  • @user-lb5yc6pr8x
    @user-lb5yc6pr8x 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Perfect one with a complete step by step details u had shown.. thx u !!!

  • @Jaydoug99
    @Jaydoug99 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This is very pleasant ❤

  • @DarkMartio
    @DarkMartio ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This is really lovely.

  • @lisan_al_gaibb
    @lisan_al_gaibb ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Absolutely lovely piece of music mate.
    It gives off both RE2/SH2 vibes, like the calmness and feeling of safety inside the Save Rooms in the Raccoon City PD, yet the mystery and "alien"-like notes of SH2 (specifically the Lakeview Hotel).
    Cheers!

  • @nekovilla6604
    @nekovilla6604 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i just want to say thank you for this, this music calmed me down so much

  • @xoxozoe1646
    @xoxozoe1646 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I cannot believe what I am seeing it with my eyes! LOOL TY SO MUCH!

  • @RomainRaynalComposer
    @RomainRaynalComposer 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Absolutely brilliant, well done.

  • @Lune2020
    @Lune2020 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Literally every time I listen to this I start to feel so calm oh thank you

  • @Alexei56i
    @Alexei56i 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I have no idea why... But I get stuck in that scenario, like I want to be there... The empty rooms, the dirty and damp wooden walls, the rust, the fog. I would close my eyes on the floor, with nothing to desire.

  • @Control_Z.
    @Control_Z. 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    fog is the one word id use to describe how i feel

  • @ariandelmatrius
    @ariandelmatrius ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This is amazing. Silent hill holds a dear place in my heart, it makes me live out my days in serenity these soundtracks. You're a talented artist keep at it.

  • @gingergreenmashups
    @gingergreenmashups 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    i love silent hill so much

  • @rocio5752
    @rocio5752 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    thank you for making this incredible video, it's helped me write and calm myself at nights💓

  • @RobertHart-yk9wm
    @RobertHart-yk9wm 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Working like charm !!!! thanks for sharing and keep up !!!

  • @elliotgale
    @elliotgale ปีที่แล้ว +1

    another wonderful composition, very soothing

  • @SILENTHILL6AM
    @SILENTHILL6AM 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This gives me peace. Thank you

  • @otakulord2453
    @otakulord2453 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    The only thing I hate about Silent Hill is that I’ll never be able to feel the exact same as I did the first time I played those games I mean I still do feel the aftermath of the games after I play them now but the first time I played them I was overwhelmed with a feeling of dread but it was a warm and comforting dread and I felt it for over a year. I hope I live to see the day where they make a device that can make u feel ur past experiences just as u felt them at the time I would spend my life savings just to feel that same feeling the first time I played the Silent Hill series

    • @96Kissa
      @96Kissa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

      That is the ultimate tragedy of nostalgia. You'll never feel like when you did when you where relatively "naive" to how hard life could be. But I think it's important to focus on getting new good memories and not just rely on old ones, that could leed to unbereable sadness. Stay Strong compatriot.

    • @forkstealinggoblindumbass2106
      @forkstealinggoblindumbass2106 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      the only thing i hate about silent hill is looking at ign for 8 hours wondering wtf to do

  • @punshhh911
    @punshhh911 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    like I'm traveling into my 2003 cloudy summer, oh boy, brilliant work! 👏 💀🤙

  • @basswolve6631
    @basswolve6631 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you for making this a thing 🙏

  • @franklinvelle7725
    @franklinvelle7725 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Beautiful !!!

  • @MegaCirse
    @MegaCirse 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    J'aime vraiment ça. Cela me rappelle quand je travaillais de nuit dans mon ancien travail. C'était toujours brumeux comme ça quand je sortais et la zone était silencieuse. Je regardais au loin et pensais à ma vie, aux erreurs que j'avais commises et où j'espérais rejoindre le futur. Si ces moments de ma vie avaient une bande son, ce serait celle-ci

    • @Freeze.8
      @Freeze.8 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      Quelle était ton ancien travaille ?

    • @MegaCirse
      @MegaCirse 8 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Standardiste et musicien , allez y voir vous même si vous ne voulez pas me croire 🤠@@Freeze.8

  • @balbanihn
    @balbanihn 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    thanks! simple and understandable guide!

  • @gonzales2262
    @gonzales2262 24 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

    Esse som ambiente é muito confortante pra mim. Eu trabalho a noite e fico no meu carro ouvindo esse som ambiente e me da uma paz e me faz pensar na vida e na minha mae que faleceu a muito tempo. Gosto demais desses sons ambientes de SH são muito especiais para mim.

  • @sarojearningtips6189
    @sarojearningtips6189 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    was so impressed. thank you.

  • @user-mc6lo5zg8n
    @user-mc6lo5zg8n 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Good job it works for me

  • @NaTe-Kimiri
    @NaTe-Kimiri 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Thank you so muchhh broo. Ur the best

  • @mw79863s
    @mw79863s 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Hurry up James, she's waiting for you...

  • @ndonii.r
    @ndonii.r ปีที่แล้ว +2

    i love the feeling this gives me..

  • @allenwright9489
    @allenwright9489 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    This sounds so hopeful, yet, so lost…

  • @certified.hat3r
    @certified.hat3r 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    So calm and peaceful 🥱😪

  • @e_music_dark_ambient
    @e_music_dark_ambient ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Amazing work. Thank you.

  • @SapSapirot
    @SapSapirot 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    YOur tracks are really something else.

  • @starc0w
    @starc0w 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    So great!

  • @balbanihn
    @balbanihn 9 หลายเดือนก่อน

    superthanks dude. you ar incredible awsome!

  • @Bibben
    @Bibben 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

    The peace of a PS2 in a dark room, alone, with Silent Hill 2 and nothing else.

  • @kuzoooe3128
    @kuzoooe3128 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

    its an eerie feeling when i first listened to it but now it just makes me feel empty yet comfortable with the eerie void

  • @deadrawil
    @deadrawil 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    this is the vibe

  • @Beryls1000
    @Beryls1000 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Rly amazing 😊 Have a wonderful day 😊