StoryTime: My Boyfriend Passed Away ⚠️ Very Emotional ⚠️

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  • Hey Guys I Been Gone For A Lil Minute But Im Back & Im Better It Was Hard To Come Back To TH-cam But I Finally Did ❤️ This Video Will Be Very Emotional A lot Of Crying I Hope I Don’t Make You Guys Cry 🥺💔😭 I Hope You Enjoy This Video Love You Guys ♥️
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  • @CrystalNicoleLSW
    @CrystalNicoleLSW ปีที่แล้ว +27

    Licensed Social Worker and Therapist here.. Baby NOTHING about this was your fault. NOTHING. I'm sorry, but whatever was wrong with him was wrong before you met him. Don't fault yourself for wanting or needing a break. This is not your burden to carry. YOU have a right to leave WHOEVER is not treating you the way you want and deserve to be treated. You need more people on your side letting you know this wasn't your fault and to help you get through this. It is not your job to guide people out of depression. That's not your job baby. That's a task for a trained mental health professional. and It's unfair for anyone to put that burden on you. And its also extreamly unfair and mean AF for anyone to blame someone else's actions on you. You had no control over that and it was NOT your fault. Praying for your healing as you process this enormous grief❤

  • @brandygrimmett3238
    @brandygrimmett3238 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Don’t blame yourself mental health illness is real it wasn’t nothing you could do baby girl but prayed for him to heal and prayed for your healing as well so sorry about ur lost keep ur head up this story is so heartbreaking

  • @girlyfaceeteeeee
    @girlyfaceeteeeee ปีที่แล้ว +9

    RIP to your boyfriend, May God protect you and your boyfriend will forever be missed ❤️‍🩹🫶🏾

  • @itzarmani7059
    @itzarmani7059 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I cried so bad 😢 u have god don’t worry ❤😢 I wish u the best ❤

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    This girl has a story to tell!!!!! You have been through so much .. there is a 💡 at the tunnel!!!!!!

  • @cardieahowell1103
    @cardieahowell1103 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I’m so sorry for your loss this opened up my eyes and let me know life to short to argue with my boyfriend praying for peace and understanding for you❤️

  • @Lacedwithlove95
    @Lacedwithlove95 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Baby this story has me in tears. I pray for your soul. You did nothing wrong. You are strong. You are beautiful inside and out. You will be at peace now and afterlife. ❤️

  • @adtypeshii_1766
    @adtypeshii_1766 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    i’m so sorry for your loss… it hurt my heart seeing u cry 😔😭

  • @sammydagoat5766
    @sammydagoat5766 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Crazy Storytime
    I'm Sooo Sorry For Your Loss
    Keep Your Head Up
    Stay Strong
    Make Him Proud

  • @AyannaKay
    @AyannaKay 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    I am so sorry. I’m praying for you babe. This is so hard to watch! 😢

  • @TAYDOESISTER_
    @TAYDOESISTER_ ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m sorry for u lost girl I’m really am like that sad 😔 he watching over you and your kids he gonna watch over u guys all the time💔🥺

  • @Khlasi.
    @Khlasi. ปีที่แล้ว +4

    We are friends on fb and I remember this happening. Man I just remember feeling so hurt for you and I just couldn’t imagine how you felt. I cried watching this whole video girl I just want to give you the biggest hug❤️ you’re so strong posting this! I don’t have any words of advice but you’re so freaking strong🫶🏾

  • @allthingssy6409
    @allthingssy6409 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    Please understand that thoughts or a decision to commit don’t happen overnight. Even if you would have changed your words it’s something he was battling or thinking about long before you baby girl.
    I hope you find peace and comfort! And heal!

  • @AnaBanana1002
    @AnaBanana1002 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Thank you for sharing. I am currently dealing with the similar situation as you 💔 . It is very difficult, But we have to have strength somehow after this ❤️

    • @MoniB888
      @MoniB888 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      I am so so deeply sorry for your loss, love. I lost my soulmate on Easter. 💔😭
      This is a journey I wouldn’t wish on my worst enemy. Sending you both love & resilience. Keep distracted as much as possible, spend time with those who love you, and talk about them with whoever knew them, it’ll make you feel connected. Allow yourself to cry, grieve, be mad, feel all the feelings, grief is a process. Get on antidepressants & in therapy if possible. The dark thoughts can be scary. That advice has been the only things that have helped me. ❤

  • @yayastraight9413
    @yayastraight9413 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    xoxo to you and your loved ones who lost a loving soul🖤💌 i hope you feel better soon baby it’s gonna take a minute to carry the loss of him 💔🫂

  • @chantelstubbs730
    @chantelstubbs730 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    It’s not your fault I know the feeling , If it was Toxic You had every right to Ask for a break … It’s kind of sad they blame you when they know it’s not your fault . 🥺 He obviously said They don’t love him & you didn’t want him which mean they played a big part in it to , He been depressed , & Nobody seen It … which they should have because they the closest to him … it’s okay to grieve.. ❤️🥹 Just know it’s not your fault .& it’s a good thing your son was with his God mom .. he wasn’t in the right mind At that moment

  • @kennedysmith2514
    @kennedysmith2514 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm so proud of you telling your side ❤🫶🏼🙏🏽

  • @natasiahwashington661
    @natasiahwashington661 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I pray🙏🙏for you baby girl. I wish you the best and them handsome boys he left you. Don't blame yourself baby🙏🤗

  • @Bee-f7n
    @Bee-f7n 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I’m so sorry for your loss I went through the same thing 2 years ago I’m still broken I’m praying for you girl

  • @alexandria778
    @alexandria778 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Keep your head up beautiful ❤ I’m so sorry for your loss 🙏🏾 u always in my prayers 🫶🏾

  • @AceEats
    @AceEats ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Prayers for you and your family 🙏🏽🙏🏽💜💜

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Its not your fault please dont blame yourself. Even if he said he was hurting himself over you, its not the truth. There was other things going on his life that led him to that point. Its not your fault at all .

  • @ZAa._.17
    @ZAa._.17 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel like he was really giving you hints letting u know he really needed you in that moment

  • @woodawooda4364
    @woodawooda4364 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Seen this story on Facebook and it broke my heart into pieces. I wish I could hug you mama 🥺❤️

  • @YoloNatuskaa
    @YoloNatuskaa 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    It is not your fault girl!! It will be okay, don't cry you are kind, pretty, young... Just do not cry it will be okay

  • @CamilleeMoniquee
    @CamilleeMoniquee 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    i dropped tears watching you cry, my condolences for you 💐❤

  • @thankmelater7282
    @thankmelater7282 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel your pain baby don't blame yourself sweetie.en please get someone to stay with you.

  • @onlyanna5387
    @onlyanna5387 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im praying for you and your family, Stay strong❤ Its not your fault don't stop posting keep grinding.

  • @ShareseToney
    @ShareseToney 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    It not your fault stay strong God is there with you

  • @marnaymcdowell2678
    @marnaymcdowell2678 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    This is sad 😭lil ma keep your head up stay strong beautiful he’s always wit you and your kids

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    You look so pretty !

  • @mannyjones9139
    @mannyjones9139 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It’s like we young and having kids and everything and arguing and fighting and keep trying to just try over and over is alottt it’s alottt man on ussss it ain’t chi fault it’s just this showing people to understand mental health is realllll . Any body can be struggling with mental health and you never knowww

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I hope the best for you through this hardship. Keep your head up you're a very beautiful young lady

  • @brittneyberry4934
    @brittneyberry4934 3 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Would give anything to hug you right now. Going through something similar but so diff at the same time. God got you and your babiee baby. Stay strong.

  • @Kinsy_vlogss
    @Kinsy_vlogss 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I am so sorry this is not ur fault at all do not blame urself he’s in a better place now my heart hurts for u but he is always with u and ur babies

  • @riyahnicole_
    @riyahnicole_ ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omg don't cry , I wish the best your so pretty my love stay strong ❤️🕊️

  • @pickle1764
    @pickle1764 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    keep your head up❤😢 missed you tho💕

  • @DjBaby-qd6kq
    @DjBaby-qd6kq 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    Its going to be okay it’s not your fault ❤😢

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m glad you back❤❤❤❤

  • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
    @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Ppl be needing they girl man this shit hurt fr depression aint no joke frfr

  • @kaedee92
    @kaedee92 7 หลายเดือนก่อน +5

    soo heartbroken for you.. my boyfriend of 3 years was just killed last week. This pain is unbearable.

    • @Suhani_Arora
      @Suhani_Arora 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      I'm sorry for your loss. You have my ❤
      How are you doing now?

    • @kaedee92
      @kaedee92 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

      @@Suhani_Arora It's been a month so less crying. But it still feels like that same pain. Miss my bestfriend everyday. I think the worst part is knowing he didn't want to die. He deserved more than 23 years of life. We had so many plans and goals. Trying to complete this journey called life without him just seems unfair. It makes me feel like what's the point of all of this sometimes.

    • @Suhani_Arora
      @Suhani_Arora 6 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

      @@kaedee92 I can understand. I also lost my boy due to accident just a month ago. We are 17 and high school sweethearts. And yes it hurts more bcs they both wanted to live. But we can keep the person alive in our heart forever. Everyone says that it gets better with time even though I have a hard time believing that. Anyways, stay strong girl.
      We should take our time to grief and accept the loss bcs life is never fair.

  • @shantabutler3934
    @shantabutler3934 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    I’m so sorry for your lost

  • @tai-sheanahassell823
    @tai-sheanahassell823 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    LONG LIVE MY FUCKING BROTHER ❤🕊️

    • @kaylawayla9922
      @kaylawayla9922  ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I love y’all 😍😍😍🥴🥴🥴

  • @KELLZpage
    @KELLZpage ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Everything go be ok💔

  • @Scoeboytaeskii040
    @Scoeboytaeskii040 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Miss you haven’t seen you in a while❤️I’m sorry to hear that my condolences

  • @SoothingRelaxation111
    @SoothingRelaxation111 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +7

    Crazy cause his sister who WITNESSED HIM DOING IT posted receipts. His sister said he called more than 4x asking her was she done w him before it happened. U was layed up w reco when it happened!! Reco told his sisters she was literally layed up w him when he was blowing up her phone. U was never at work smh. But I pray u find peace 🙏

  • @lauriecochran8459
    @lauriecochran8459 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    sorry for your loss

  • @bestgirlintheworld123
    @bestgirlintheworld123 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    It ok I hope u feel better my dad died when i was 4 he kill his self over my is mom his mom try to kill me but my dad had came and save me and I seen him get shot he kill him self in front of me his last words to me was he will always been with me and shot him self 💔💔💔💔💔

  • @rachelarvelo1769
    @rachelarvelo1769 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I am so sorry for the loss

  • @lauriecochran8459
    @lauriecochran8459 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    dont blame yourself for what happend

  • @CloudsonFragelis-p9s
    @CloudsonFragelis-p9s 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    I feel bad 😭🥺

  • @beverlystewart4465
    @beverlystewart4465 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    I am so sorry for your loss rip 🙏😢

  • @jaystephens6400
    @jaystephens6400 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    omg I’m so sorry🥺🥺🥺🥺

  • @ZAa._.17
    @ZAa._.17 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    He was really at his lowest moments ts sad

  • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
    @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Everything going to be okay

  • @lauriecochran8459
    @lauriecochran8459 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    who else is crying watching this video r.n.p. keon

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky ปีที่แล้ว +1

    You have ur subscribers here for you ♡.

    • @kaylawayla9922
      @kaylawayla9922  ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You're the best!

    • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
      @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

      ​@@kaylawayla9922everything gonna be okay mental health ain't no joke

  • @mahniiluv
    @mahniiluv 11 หลายเดือนก่อน

    i’m sorry ml ❤

  • @christinerudolph650
    @christinerudolph650 ปีที่แล้ว

    My condolences to you and your family 🍹

  • @angelalaura7436
    @angelalaura7436 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🙏🙏🙏💙For y’all

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Im very sorry

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    god gave u a child u will be ok

  • @lisa-jm2ky
    @lisa-jm2ky ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Its not your fault.

  • @tashawilloughby8406
    @tashawilloughby8406 ปีที่แล้ว

    I'm here with.u ❤😘

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    dont worry it is not ur fault

  • @CloudsonFragelis-p9s
    @CloudsonFragelis-p9s 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    My friend died

  • @jociahheyward8748
    @jociahheyward8748 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    LLK ❤

  • @MarcusGregory-my5cr
    @MarcusGregory-my5cr 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I always had depression

  • @katrinamoore2914
    @katrinamoore2914 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾 13:29

  • @HeatherMobley-nb8kg
    @HeatherMobley-nb8kg 10 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Its okay

  • @DniyaWhite-mv7ex
    @DniyaWhite-mv7ex ปีที่แล้ว

    Omggg I heard about this 😢😢

  • @naeemm.5811
    @naeemm.5811 ปีที่แล้ว

    😢😢

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    do u have someone else living with u?

  • @CloudsonFragelis-p9s
    @CloudsonFragelis-p9s 5 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    It was a girl

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 ปีที่แล้ว

    i was tearing

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 11 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    Byron Gff yes boyfriend

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    Kay Kay Girlfriend boyfriend Tennessee Byron single 27

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kay Kay my girlfriend yes boyfriend Tennessee yes Byron Gff yes

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kay Kay Byron Gff 27yes live in Tennessee yes boyfriend

  • @nadinecamille
    @nadinecamille 6 หลายเดือนก่อน

    What song is that at 7:30?

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kay Kay my girlfriend Tennessee

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Ykaykayou need a boyfriend

  • @teresajohnston6733
    @teresajohnston6733 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Kay Kay ❤❤my girlfriend you sound like handsome pretty baby I like babies too 🧑‍🍼👩‍❤️‍👨 Byron Gff Single

  • @TeeSki44
    @TeeSki44 ปีที่แล้ว

    🕯️💔❤️‍🩹♾️🕊️

  • @briibell4382
    @briibell4382 ปีที่แล้ว

    🥹🙏🙏

  • @kaylamcdonald6349
    @kaylamcdonald6349 ปีที่แล้ว

    L.L.K

  • @rjai4890
    @rjai4890 2 หลายเดือนก่อน

    Literally no one asked. Using his death for clout is hilarious. Even for your type.

    • @MellasWorlddd
      @MellasWorlddd หลายเดือนก่อน +4

      shut your mouth. she actually letting people know what happened to him maybe bc everyone keeps asking her. or maybe she felt like she didn’t wanna hide about it but at least she took time off of TH-cam. stop being hateful and weird and js click off her channel. clearly she’s grieving and maybe this is another way for her to cope w her sadness. she lost someone she was very close with and have kids by. your a weirdo.

    • @JessRare
      @JessRare 21 วันที่ผ่านมา

      How is she using his death for clout? This is her TH-cam and they use to do videos together and I’m sure people that don’t know them outside of TH-cam are curious. This is her kids father and they have history and if this helps her grieve then let her in peace.

    • @ohkay.byeeee
      @ohkay.byeeee 2 วันที่ผ่านมา

      Whoever made this comment is a sick individual. Seek help.

  • @youknow383
    @youknow383 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    My heart aches for you. ❤️‍🩹 You were in a bind with no easy answers. I'll pray for you, your kids, and all the extended family that you and Keiyon shared. I hope all of you find the best solutions to your struggles. 😔🫂
    P.s. I got the spelling for his name from the obituary pamphlet. 😌

  • @thankmelater7282
    @thankmelater7282 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel your pain baby don't blame yourself sweetie.en please get someone to stay with you.