moving on & starting over at 29
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I've been taking the time to read every single comment. I'm so grateful some of us get to experience this kind of growth together. Love you all, and deepest thank you for all your words of wisdom and encouragement!! 🫶
성장의 계기로 삼으시다니, 존경스럽습니다.
Back at 27 I thought I screwed up everything, messed up a long term relationship, no direction in career when everyone around me career started taking off. Now I’m 32 and living my best life. Relationship and career everything is so much better!
this gives me hope. i'm 26 right now and after a bad breakup, I became really depressed which messed up professional life. I am trying to get back on track, and hope the universe work things out as well
That "I'm just going through change, but I'm ok" while starting to brush your teeth and crying is too real. So, so real.
I honestly didn’t want to click after reading the title I felt a pit in my stomach like dear God please don’t let it be about her and Gene. In my head I was your chocolate Cyber Auntie from Queens NYC..watching you grow and flourish over the years was/is such a joy. back when it was you Michelle and Esther in NY it was so refreshing to watch. I will not bash Gene or Jean that’s not what I do. It’s going to hurt like hell but you honey are one tough cookie and you will get through this. I am so proud of you and all your accomplishments and your endeavors. Keep your head up baby girl you got this!!!!
Not the chocolate cyber auntie! 😭🫶
@@freesiapark yes baby girl YOUR CHOCOLATE CYBER AUNTIE!!! Period!! Sending virtual hugs !! 🤗
HUHUHUHUH SAME SIS! Took me awhile to hit play wew
Seems that I am the only one who didn’t see it coming even after reading the caption 🤦🏾♀️, I was just excited that the video was longer than usual and was ready to come in and say thanks for making it longer this time.
@@freesiapark Hey baby girl it’s your Chocolate Cyber Auntie from Queens checking in on you. Hope your week went well and that you enjoyed your weekend thus far. *virtual hugs* 🤗 Love ❤️
There's that Korean belief that the ninth year of every decade brings hardships to prepare you for the next one. It's so hard to see you hurting, but I trust that you will prevail through it all! Growing up watching you, i've always known how strong and beautiful you are. I'll never stop rooting for you! ♥︎
Oh man, so many feels from watching this, Freesia. I just started over for similar reasons. I sensed an energy shift on your channel but thought I was projecting. I feel like a lot of people are going through heartbreak rn. I want to say that I think you’re gangsta and creative, and wish you luck in this new era. I’m selfishly excited for your living alone vlogs because they were my fave 💜
I second your comment ..Fresia is gangsta in a good way if there is such a thing…she will bounce back from this but we all must give her all the time and space she needs to do so. She’s going to have her good days and bad and we will all just be here giving her the support and love she needs to push through.
i literally quit my job without a plan and now moving from NY to LA (i don't know anyone there), also decided to start on youtube the past months i've not been working - and i'm 31 and still figuring it out lol. i want you to know that you're not alone, and it can only get better from here! applauding you for your bravery + vulnerability, i know it's not easy to show raw emotion especially to strangers, but this is all demonstrative of the transformation you're already growing through
seeing someone around my age go through these types of things helps knowing im not the only one, thank you for being real and vulnerable!! ❤️
My heart sank when I saw your notification popped up but what’s meant to be will be. I’m sure it hurts like hell rn but time will heal and you will look back at it with fondness. Sending you the warmest hugs from London
One of the greatest things of being an adult and aware to be able to end something when it no longer works out. A lot of people can’t just admit when something is no longer working out they end up in toxic relationships. Sending you love during this healing era ..
I agree with that 😊
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Thank God she's able to make a decision about it 🙏 🙌
Need a time 😢
Only time ll help 😢
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This! I totally agree that there is a need to end something when it no longer works. And it's great that it ended on great note because if both didn't come to that realization sooner they would just hurt each other more and end up resenting each other. And also I think there is an element of romanticism if they find each other again ❤
Long term Auntie/Subbie who's been following you since the very beginning. You've got this. You're smart, wise and hardworking. Just give yourself grace. No need to rush anything. Wishing the best for you.
I appreciate your vulnerability and decision to share a private life event. On another note, your place is amazing. I love a great loft space especially with exposed brick and industrial touches.
Girl you can also foster if not ready yet. I went through terrible breakup ended up moving and fostered and my foster pup healed me! After that i did nonstop fostering cuz i loved it so much . Having a dog is a big commitment and even though there are pet insurance but its still alot so if you want some puppy therphy you can foster and its the best and also helping the puppy and making another stop in shelters so you are helping two dogs.
Eyes watering up while freesia was talking at the beginning of the video. Sending love and hugs to you freesia, you’re the most authentic, sweet, caring, feeling and strongest women I’ve come across on youtube xx
Hi Freesia, just remember that what is for you will be for you whether it's relationships, work,etc..I really missed your weekly videos, but I am glad you're back. I wish you nothing but the best on this new single journey. 🥰
Freesia, although your heart is broken right now, but you are looking much better and at peace. I had been noticing from your previous blogs from many months that you looked dull and not happy. Maybe you had a lot of expectations from the relationship but welcome to change and I wish you a lot of love ❤
I’ve been exactly where you’ve been except I was 30, freshly single and learning to grow by myself. I’m 32 now moving again but this time at my own terms for more growth and happier than ever. You are going to be okay ❤❤
Missed seeing your videos, but I'm glad you had the time/energy/courage to give us another one. Wishing you all the best in this new chapter!
You articulated the break up very well. Seems like you both care about each other enough to want the other to be happy . ❤
Keep smiling girl! You are so strong🫰🏻I have 2 dogs and I can definitely say I do not regret getting them. Puppy phase is the hardest 2-6months (chewing your house esp) but after that they adjust to your lifestyle. My second pup just turned 1 and I must say its been super easy lately! Also dog insurance is a thing! Definitely get one it’ll save your bank💞
Best of luck with the healing journey, as a viewer I am loving this new vulnerable content and I know it's hard to put it out there, but it feels also like something new is blooming as well. And my leap from 29 to 30 was crazy beautiful - I came out a whole different woman and I'm thankful for it everyday!
Hey girl 💛 This sucks to hear but I’m glad you’re able to heal and move forward with ease. IMO you seem very well put together. You have a solid career, you have your own place thousands of miles away from home. You have plenty of people in your life that love and care about you, a long, loving relationship that ended on a friendly note! Can’t say the same for other 29yo peeps…like myself. I will essentially be starting my life from scratch next year. 😬 keep pushing forward girl! You have so many good things coming your way! 🎉
You look younger without makeup. Hugs
♥♥ Been cheering you on since you started this channel and loved it when you joined us here in LA. You are such a strong girl, and you are going to move through this moment and please know, it gets better as you progress towards your new normal. You are my "Internet Niece" and I wish you all the best!
As an objective observer, I could tell he wasn't into you from when I first saw him. He seemed immature and not serious about the relationship. You are better off and deserve better. I hope you heal quickly and can be happy. I've been there, so sending ❤
Im so sorry Freesia ❤️ i just went through the same thing in April and it's definitely hard at first, but im healing and getting better. Everything will turn out the way its suppose to ❤️
Freesia I've been watching you since your old makeup tutorial days NYC :') your fans are always cheering you on! Excited for this new chapter for you. I have a feeling it's going to be a good one :)
Freesia, these things that happen in life are blessings. Truly. It's redirecting you to a truer path. Feel everything you need to feel, learn what you need to learn and keep being you! This life is for you and you only! Dedicate every moment to your own happiness. You're already equipped with everything you need.
I'm so happy you've returned! I was wondering what's been going on since you weren't as active on social media. I totally understand what you're going through as I've gone through it when I was 27 and calling off my wedding. The hardest thing is to pick yourself up and really know you are worth it. But, once you find yourself and tell yourself you deserve happiness and keep that good support around you, it's an AMAZING feeling! I wish you the best and I look forward to your new adventures and what is meant for you! :) Welcome back!
Freesia, I'm so sorry to hear about your breakup. You are such a wonderful person from what I've seen so far, and I wish you the best in this time of healing. Breakups are so hard, but I hope you know that you have so many people on your side, rooting for you. Thank you for sharing such an intimate and difficult topic with us. I look forward to your future content 💕
Thanks for sharing this Freesia and sharing the real bts of your life. Wishing you the best on your next chapter
Wishing you all the best in the world girl! You are so strong. I believe in you 🫶🏼.
So mature and beautiful. Thank you for sharing... You're helping a lot of us dealing with similar situations.
Fyi, check stores for stock in Nevada or Arizona. Fly in, pick it up & drive back. Call your boys 😂
As an Aquarius gal who had the WORST TIME OF MY life in my 29th year. I'm now 30 and things are better now. It will get better Freesia, stay strong !!! Also 29th year is our SATURN RETURN :) It's chaotic.
I haven’t gone through a breakup in over a decade now but I can feel your sorrow and grief through the screen. Especially when you were brushing your teeth. Cuz I remember doing the same, many times before. I’m so sorry, I know it hurts. So much. But you will get through it. The new space will help you too to clear your mind. Things can only go up from here
I feel for you Freesia 😔 I remember how excited you were in the beginning to meet someone like him. I was honestly shocked when I saw him in this video - no offense to him but I remember him looking like a normal dude. Now hair, fashion, and everything has changed… full player look 😅 maybe changing his teeth gave him that confidence.. I was wondering what was going on in the background, could feel the difference. Thank you for sharing your hardship with us, I know you’ll find your peace and happiness within yourself 🫶🏼
Dear Freesia, I go through a breakup, he never experience true love, he’s independent and he got scared a bit, seeing me so warm and loving, but I know that he needs space and it takes time. In the mean while, I learnt a lot about myself, going through unknown reactions from him, hiding his feelings, doing the opposite of what is good for a healthy relation, yet I saw the light at the end of the tunnel, realizing that I don’t want to forget about my peace and happiness, that I am strong and I am creative. In life we really need to be prepared for anything no matter how hard it is, crying is therapy for me, feeling what I feel means maturity, but never forget about yourself, happiness is within yourself, enjoy that coffee, enjoy the music the movies you like, an end always means new opportunities. Remember that. Hugs 🙏🏻✨🕊️🌸
it's your saturn return babe! change can be so difficult, but becoming comfortable with being uncomfortable will help you move forward towards making room for what's yours. hoping the days ahead are kind to you
Aww babes I’m a sorry. Sending you so much love healing, growth, and strength.
AW man ending a 3 yr relationship is rough ☹️ at least you know now its not meant to be and didnt waste "5 yrs" + ! Better to know NOW than later past 30s 👍
Try some new hobbies: book club, painting classes, exercise class!
Have your thought about doing Rover to interact with dogs.
You’re sooo pretty! The lash extension you have fits your eye shape really well - but on a serious note, I hope you’re doing ok. I’m going through the something similar thing actually: Freshly single, 30, just moved from NY to Seattle last month into a loft (also used roadway lol). Going through the motion but getting better every day. Time heals! You’re gonna be ok 🙌
Thank you for sharing and being so vulnerable! This is my first time coming across your channel and I'm glad it was this video because I'm also going through a breakup and life changes. This really helped me in many ways, and I can't thank you enough. Wishing you the best and we'll all be okay :)
My heart feels heavy when you spoke about rufus. I know you have a great bond with him. But please don't adopt a 🐕 if you're feeling void in your life. Adopt when you're full ready and feel responsible.
Found you through David So during lockdown and rediscovered you now as a late 20s girl. Loved this vlog ❤
Stay strong start NEW be active you Can Do This stay Happy 😊❤️🫵🏻
Freesia you are a strong, loving and a hardworking woman. ❤
Im really happy that you got to experience such a beautiful relationship.
I wish you a lot of strength and love ❤
There will be plenty of other dogs! And if you ever get the itch again you can always consider fostering :) 29yo myself and I relate to the feels of this video. Keep your head up gurl we have grown ass women lives to live ✊🏼✨ it’ll all be okay 😊
Sending you so much love and light right now!! 💛I’m sorry about your breakup with Gene 😔 my heart was breaking inside when you shared the news, literally heart sank. But keep your head up ✨ I’m so proud of you with getting your own space and making it your own- I’ve watched all your videos since you started and I love your content :) you’re awesome Freesia!
Unrelated but your eyebrows look really great in this video! Rooting for you, Freesia!
Probably Saturn return. You might wanna read up about it.
You'll be fine babe. x
I had a feeling something was amiss. I feel your pain. You two made a very mature decision in acknowledging that you are growing in different directions and to rather end a beautiful relationship and still be able to be good friends, than to destroy each other Freesia, I have daughters older than you and myblife was turned upside down a few times. But your faith will pull you through. Ride the waves but don't stay down too long. Be kind to yourself. Thank you for being authentic. It may feel dark all around but the sun will shine again and you will be amazed how you got through this. Strength to you. Keep being a creator whether it's making videos or pottery. Or your first love - cooking. It's your therapy.
I’m crying, literally. I’ve been following you from the start and always looked up to you and your relationship. Hugssss!
I had the Pax wardrobe for a couple of years - it’s a great wardrobe and relatively simple to put together.
Hey gurl! Stay strong and remember to give yourself time to heal! I went a bad breakup where we loved each other and was going to get married. It was a very intense love that I haven't felt with anyone but here I am and it will get better. It's been almost 1 year and 6 months since then. I do sometimes want to buy him things or miss the feeling of being together. I know therapy works wonders and working on yourself really does help! I love LOVE and each day I'm giving myself that love! You're doing amazing and remember YOU ARE A STRONG ASS WOMEN💖💖
I've been going through a breakup that sounds a lot like yours this past month - even though nothing bad happened, it's still heartbreaking in a way and a huge adjustment
I really hope we can both rebuild that internal happiness💕
Its soo comforting,going through breakup we've been together for almost 9 yrs,n idk feelings changed or things happened,still trying to progress it,june was really a depressing month,i couldn't feel myself,life is not the same anymore,a world once revolves around each other finally becomes a stranger,i feel the whole world collapse but maybe God knows better,i thought im the only one going through it,n so sorry for u fressia,i know how much it hurts too,but stay strong i hope we'll be fine n heal someday❤
I am proud of you! You are choosing yourself and if this is what you need, than you do you! Believe me.. I am 32 now and when you hitting almost the 30, things will be diverent. Its like a new era. Like when you hit your 16, 21 and now the 30’s. Just let time get to you and take it a step at a time! Bigggg huggs from the other side of the world 💗🫶🏼
oh freesia, we love the way you carry yourself ♡ hoping that life grants you the time and space for lots of healing/grieving, love, and growth.
Wishing you the best on this new journey, Freesia!! I’m the same age as you are and I feel like no matter what season we currently are in our lives, it’ll be a constant exploration and learning.
awww the boys 🥺, i love guy friends
I always come to your channel to escape. Today I could feel very very emotional. Hope things fall into place for you. Sending lots of love.
Same. 29 and going through it. Have to get surgery in a few weeks time. I got made redundant officially last week. And I’ve fallen out with lots of friends. I’m gonna to take a long break in Thailand to find myself since I’ve been in fight or flight mode for a decade 😅 I don’t know what it feels like to be normal
The pup is cute but the loft is amazing! Cant imagine tbe rent on a space like that. 🤑
a year of change for so many of us! very very excited for whats to come and i just know with your thoughtfulness and creativity you will be just fine (':
As a 29 year old woman, man can I relate to this
Hey Freesia, I'm going through a very similar breakup right now so thank you so much for sharing your experience and being so vunerable! I'm pretty new to your channel and I think you are such an inspiring person so I'm sure there is only greatness in your future.
Hey! Could you do a blog about your growth since you moved from New York to LA? I’ve noticed how much you’ve grown and how you’re glowing these days. I’m curious about how your new environment has influenced you and if you’ve thought about returning to NYC 😊
Freesia, sending you so much love! I hope you have a wonderful, transformative time in LA to heal and enjoy your new space!
hang in there, you're going through your saturn return
I am so sorry to hear Freesia.. i can't imagine the pain, sending you a lot of support and strength
Hey missed you girl. I thought you were going through something. Sorry about the break up. Praying for you. You will make it through. ❤❤
Growth is often found in the cracks of change. I pray and hope that you find love and strength in your vulnerability. Rooting for you all the way from Kenya ︎ ❤
Oh man my heart is crying for you but just glad to know you’re okay… this too shall pass… virtual hugs ❤
Sending love to both you and Gene
Good luck to both of you guys’ growth individually. Thanks for sharing your relationship with us ❤
Hiiiii beauty! 💕sending you lots of love and healing! Thank you for being so vulnerable and just being transparent about how challenging this stage is. I'm also 29, and can definitely attest to all the girlies GOING THRUUUUU IT at this age. Something that helped me when I was going through a challenging breakup was a quote, "If something is destined for you, never in a million years will it be for somebody else." Whether that's your person, your career, whatever it may be! What's for you won't miss you. Rooting for you! 💐✨
I love you Freesia! You're so strong and bright things are coming. Your videos have gotten me thru hard times and you will get through this 💛
I went through so many emotions watching this and all I can say is that you’re doing great and we’re here for you! I hope you can get soon your ikea wardrobe so you can feel more put together with your things 🩷 sending you a big hug 🫂
Sending much love and much much hugs 🩵 also what is the musically piece at the beginning just curious
Freesia, sending lots of love and hugs❤️ You’re doing great, you’ve been my role model for such a long time🥹 I have seen how you have grown over the past few years, how you keep putting tons of effort into everything that you do!!! Future has only good things in store for you🫂🫂❤️❤️
same, wishing you all the best, Freesia♥
It will be OK! I know you WILL. Time will heal. No need to rush.
freesia thank you for sharing
OMG I LOVE YOU AND SUPPORT YOU ALL THE WAY 😭❤😘
Sending you love, light, peace and strength in this new chapter of your life. Thank you for sharing these delicate and vulnerable moments with us. I’m going through something very similar so watching this made me feel less alone. Thank you. ✨
Sending love! ❤️ Also, the 29 year old thing is soooo real!
have you considered fb market place for that pax system?
Send you hug
U got this girl! I'm glad that u have great circles of friends in time like these. I was there in the same situations with no friends to relied on and at that time all I wish is for no one to feel the same way I do. When things get tough find a friend to confide in and don't bottle it all up. Slowly but surely you'll be in a great space of positivity. Wishing for a brighter future for u girl, sending hugs ❤
I know you can do it Freesia. I'm rooting for you ❤. 💪
Excited for this new chapter in your life! Wishing you the best 🫶✨
Sending you love Freesia. Honestly, the GOOD break ups are sometimes harder than the bad ones because your head doesn’t understand why, but your heart just knows what’s right. Sending you both so much love to grow and heal. 💕💕
Thank you for sharing with us Freesia! It means a lot, I hope you feel better soon and it will get better ❤ you are glowing btw!
Freesia!!!! ❤❤❤❤❤ Wishing you and Gene much love during this transitional period.
You got this Freesia❤ Thank you for continuing to inspire and creating amazing content. ❤️X❤X❤
I’m glad you’re feeling better in time you’ll be great
U can do this, Freesia! We love you ❤
Freesia, this is the first video I've ever watched from your channel and I am floored. I'm going through the same exact thing (moving after breaking up from a 3 year relationship with my best friend of 10 years in my 20s, scary parallels) and it just feels so validating to hear you talk about it. It warms my heart to see you come back to yourself as the video progresses and you make your new home cozier, thank you for this. I hope to run into you in LA sometime - sending you all my love!!
so good to see you are taking it one day at a time and getting stronger, happier. I loved the full fridge comment. I just love it! food options are definitely a luxury.
29 with 4 kids starting over after dv ❤needed this