BRINGING MAISY HOME!!!

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  • @littlea8304
    @littlea8304 2 ปีที่แล้ว +16749

    “I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel.” Man. That hit hard. I am so overwhelming proud of you Colleen. You deserve the world. I can’t believe she is home!!

    • @courtneyrich5487
      @courtneyrich5487 2 ปีที่แล้ว +104

      This right here. When I tell you I bawled!!

    • @anjaandriamanga3320
      @anjaandriamanga3320 2 ปีที่แล้ว +96

      I SOBBED. Colleen's tears were so full of happiness and relief !! This video was so heartwarming 🥺

    • @a4rules2
      @a4rules2 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      LITERALLY 🥺💖

    • @justanotherwhitewoman...4307
      @justanotherwhitewoman...4307 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      agreed

    • @emilyjenks1404
      @emilyjenks1404 2 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      So we are all just sobbing now I see 🥺❤️

  • @ssarahmooneyy
    @ssarahmooneyy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8751

    Colleen deserves both of her babies at home, especially for Christmas! I’m so happy for her!💜💜

  • @marianatorres6920
    @marianatorres6920 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1267

    When Erik said “ that’s gonna be your best friend for your whole life” as a twin I started crying because it really is true. He was my first best friend and he’ll be my last. There’s just no other relationship like spending your entire life with another person and have all your same life experiences at the same time.

    • @molliewithay2415
      @molliewithay2415 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      I’m also a twin and this is so true. We are TOTALLY different people with totally different friend groups, but we truly are best friends. One thing I always worry about is that either I’m going to die and she’s going to have to go through that, or I have to go through that if she goes first 😭😭

    • @yourcrazyfnafgirl
      @yourcrazyfnafgirl 2 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Aw this is the same for me and my twin sister! We r always together, and when we're separated, it just doesn't feel right. Like u said, she was my 1st ever friend and will be my very last 🥰

    • @a.j.soleil3955
      @a.j.soleil3955 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'm a twin too...and it is so, so true❤

    • @JP-jk2le
      @JP-jk2le 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      My twin despised each other for YEARS. Like, our relationship was so bad I was looking forward to the day I would move out and never have to see him again. It wasn't like "oh they're just siblings, that's how siblings are sometimes", it was *bad*. But something changed a couple of years ago and I would say that we are really good friends now, we actually can hang out and do fun things together without both of us getting pissed off!

    • @asummerphoenix
      @asummerphoenix ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm a twin but mine passed away as an infant so I never got to have that bond. But coming from a hella toxic family that use his loss as amo for their abuse, I'm inhumanly protective of him and his legacy, instinctively. idk if that's the twin thing but I can't explain it. I don't particularly hd religious or spiritual beliefs but I feel a genuine need to protect him from any slight on his name. Is this a morality thing, or a genuine twin thing?

  • @MelAngelice7
    @MelAngelice7 2 ปีที่แล้ว +743

    8:26 “I’m so happy” Girl, you were made to be a mom. Enjoy every moment of it, you deserve it ❤️

  • @allisonrobinson6663
    @allisonrobinson6663 2 ปีที่แล้ว +593

    YOU FREAKING DID IT MAMA!!! So happy for you and your beautiful family!

    • @Salmakindgirl
      @Salmakindgirl ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes omg she did it good yay 😁 I'm so happy that my cousin Colleen did it Allison Robinson

  • @mckinleygrimes9593
    @mckinleygrimes9593 2 ปีที่แล้ว +515

    I am a fraternal Twin. So, when Eric said “this is your best friend for life”, or something along those lines, I started to cry. I am 17, and I can proudly say my twin brother is my greatest friend. For the last 17 years he’s been there for me through it all, we’ve never missed a birthday together. We took our drivers tests on the same day. I failed mine. My brother was so excited to get his license, he had been waiting for that moment for so long and he chose to wait another week because he refused to get his without me getting mine. Now, my brother has plans to go off to the army. He’s actually joining the reserves over the summer. Our birthday is in the summer. I will have my 18th birthday without him.
    I say this not for “attention” but because the connection between twins is strong. The connection I have with my twin is stronger then most. I hope these two little angels are blessed with the same bond my brother and I have. They are already so fortunate to have parents like Colleen and Eric, and they’re even more fortunate to have each other. Merry Christmas to this beautiful family!

    • @kevienadixon1664
      @kevienadixon1664 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Also for a little advice on spending your birthdays apart.....even I miss my sister a bunch when she is away since we are always together. But when it comes to that and birthdays where we are apart, what makes me feel better is that although she isn't with me, I know that she is having a fun day too. That she is happy, and that's what matters. I don't know if that helps but I hope he has a great birthday as well as you. I know it will be hard but you guys will get through it💚💚

    • @gemturner4709
      @gemturner4709 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I have a twin brother and I feel totally the same way. We’re platonic soulmates and I’m so lucky to have a best friend who has been with me through all of the stages of my life. I’m a little older (23) than you, and this was the first year my brother and I spent several months apart. It was hard. But I still feel lucky that I have a locked in best friend no matter where we are in the world or what we’re going through. It’s a magical connection.

    • @justijess5233
      @justijess5233 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      I'm not a twin but I am a triplet and even though twins and triplets are different I agree and relate to this so much. My sister is my best friend and I love my brother to bits, it really is more than just sharing a birthday

    • @haleywiege8257
      @haleywiege8257 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Wow dude that hit

    • @ayah2114
      @ayah2114 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      were u born in 04?

  • @annalauraamenta
    @annalauraamenta 2 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    I‘m so happy for you 😭🤍

  • @sofiagaia91
    @sofiagaia91 2 ปีที่แล้ว +64

    I used to be a NICU nurse, and watching the "after" is so heartwarming and beautiful and I'm so happy for you! I'm hugging all of you so so so so much!

    • @munazaahmad6389
      @munazaahmad6389 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same i did my placement there and it is lovely to see the babies finally going home.

  • @jenniwilliams3295
    @jenniwilliams3295 2 ปีที่แล้ว +418

    After reading a lot of comments I want to say. Lets give Erik LOTS of credit too. He went through everyday with her, minus pumping gallons. And when he talked about the relief I cried. Ok I cried the whole time, but this was trauma for him too. And grandma holding down the fort and keeping Flynn happy. And there are probably at least a million of us who have sobbed today for your family!

    • @gloriavillarreal1675
      @gloriavillarreal1675 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Yes! I'm so glad Erik talked about how difficult it's been. My husband and I had a 30 weeker and she was in the NICU for 6 weeks. It's been 8 years since then, but we both tear up whenever we hear NICU stories. It's a slow (VERY slow) healing process. I'm so happy for them!

    • @caitlinkeating8177
      @caitlinkeating8177 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Yes the Ballinger/Stocklin village has some incredible people. Love this family!

  • @ameliapaigelamb
    @ameliapaigelamb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5150

    This made me so happy.
    Maisy=Christmas queen

  • @gracegradowski1169
    @gracegradowski1169 2 ปีที่แล้ว +153

    I’m so proud of you, Erik, Maisy, Wesley, Flynn, and your whole family and support system. YOU DID IT! Your family is home

  • @sarahsmink2641
    @sarahsmink2641 2 ปีที่แล้ว +141

    I love how shy Eric used to be and never wanted to be on camera but knew that this is your life.. I love how he has over come this shyness.. great family so happy for you both

  • @Peachyx0
    @Peachyx0 2 ปีที่แล้ว +535

    Erik letting his guard down on camera expressing his emotion was beautiful to watch. He is truly a wonderful man 💝

    • @hernameispekka_Rebecca
      @hernameispekka_Rebecca 2 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      Truly! What a freaking ride they've been on. Everything feels right seeing their babies together in their home.

  • @lindseysshow
    @lindseysshow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +299

    When Colleen started crying tears of joy, I just wanted to hug her and tell her “You did it! Maisy’s home! Your dream came true!!!”

  • @SoBeautyStuff
    @SoBeautyStuff 2 ปีที่แล้ว +510

    I can’t even imagine the heartache you’ve been through, the joy on your face to have all 3 of your babies in one place. Enjoy a magical Christmas xxx

  • @klarafairy
    @klarafairy 2 ปีที่แล้ว +289

    “This too shall pass” really describes this situation. You were having a very hard time just days ago, but now you’re all happy and healthy. Merry Christmas Colleen and family!!

  • @samr1473
    @samr1473 2 ปีที่แล้ว +457

    Can we all just thank "'Sarah", the NICU nurse, who was determined to bring Maisy home before Christmas. Bringing good vibes and blessings to all NICU nurses.

    • @sarahdrummond5334
      @sarahdrummond5334 2 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      hahaha do you mean “sarah?”

    • @lavedka9856
      @lavedka9856 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      didnt colleen called her sarah?

    • @samr1473
      @samr1473 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@lavedka9856 Oh crap yeah I meant Sarah. Funny enough I was listening to "Stacy's Mom" before watching this video. So yep definitely mixed up the names. Thanks for catching it

  • @jodibently3651
    @jodibently3651 2 ปีที่แล้ว +458

    And to think, pregnant Colleen was so stressed about how she was gonna hold both of her babies at the same time. Not only have your sweet babies graduated from the NICU, but you have also graduated as well and have gone through one of the hardest things ever imaginable and you've come out stronger than ever. You're absolutely killing it mama! So happy for you guys!!!

  • @sophiab2023
    @sophiab2023 2 ปีที่แล้ว +98

    I've be here when she had no kids, now seeing her with three is just amazing.

    • @jas.per.25
      @jas.per.25 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Literally surreal, i always reminisce to when Flynn was born, it was all so new and now there is three. So oddd

  • @dasanigibson
    @dasanigibson 2 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    Rewatching these videos in June of 2022 after Colleen read us the NICU journal she made for Wesley and Maisy. Watched Wesley’s coming home video, remembering Colleen said the twins like having milestones on peoples’ birthdays. Now, watching this one, realizing it was literally my sister’s birthday. 😱😅
    So glad the twins are chunky, healthy, adorable little babies now! Sending so much love ❤️

  • @shyanneswift5376
    @shyanneswift5376 2 ปีที่แล้ว +451

    You can literally see Colleen’s soul come back into her body the second she started bawling, all this shit you have been through is over your family is together I love you guyssss!!! I’m so excited 🥰🥰🥰

    • @CSaedi
      @CSaedi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Seriously 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I’m bawling my eyes out 💕💕💕💕

  • @QTemma45
    @QTemma45 2 ปีที่แล้ว +297

    I’ve noticed a pattern Colleen… you continuously keep overcoming the most painful, scary, anxiety provoking, depressing, challenging obstacles. You are STRONG. You are capable!! And you are my favorite. I am so proud of you. I’ve been following you since day 1, I weirdly feel like you’re my friend. So from friend to friend, I love you, I’m always rooting for you, and I want to remind you that you CAN do all of the things those mean anxious thoughts tell you you can’t do. 💛

  • @_your_local_lesbian
    @_your_local_lesbian 2 ปีที่แล้ว +133

    I love the fact that Maisy looks so much older than Wesley because of how much of a chubby baby she is!!! Im so proud of you Colleen! You finally have your dream of having both the twins home come true!!!!

  • @baileynishay
    @baileynishay 2 ปีที่แล้ว +48

    I cried when Colleen said "it's over", because I'm also going through something difficult (very different from her situation) that feels like it will never end. But seeing her get through this rough time gives me hope that I too will one day say "it's over".

    • @cupcakeadventures8770
      @cupcakeadventures8770 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I'll pray that things get better and know that GOD is with you thru all this

  • @kellyparker1444
    @kellyparker1444 2 ปีที่แล้ว +894

    That little lady just made so many peoples day, not just her family’s. Maybe as her brother brought forward her birth, she decided the last part of her journey home would be on her terms. Congratulations to your whole family ❤️

    • @mirofeya
      @mirofeya 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Yes! Thats right! My day is much happier now and both of my kids are happy too! My 11yo son even watched the video with me.

  • @cottybaeartistry
    @cottybaeartistry 2 ปีที่แล้ว +461

    From seeing Colleen cry bc she didn’t have her babies to see her cry bc she finally has her babies is probably the best feeling ever, hope you have the best Christmas ever with your whole family together, you deserve it

  • @meganferguson9888
    @meganferguson9888 2 ปีที่แล้ว +57

    this is probably the hardest I’ve seen Colleen cry but it’s so refreshing to know they’re tears of happiness❤️❤️

  • @liana-gao
    @liana-gao ปีที่แล้ว +71

    Currently watching this after Maisy and Wes turned one❤️

  • @lizzie4105
    @lizzie4105 2 ปีที่แล้ว +244

    “I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel”
    That broke my heart. We love you Colleen, you deserve all the happiness in the world ❤️

  • @cay0703
    @cay0703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +283

    when the babies were next to each other and erik told wesley “look over here, its your best friend for your whole life” talking about maisy INSTANT TEARS i’m so happy theyre both home!!!!! i cried so much during this video i am so happy for your family. just in time for the holidays

  • @meganferguson9888
    @meganferguson9888 2 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I can’t imagine the relief you must feel as parents! Hearing erik talk about the babies as he held maisy made me tear up🥺🤍

  • @sadiewhitehead7131
    @sadiewhitehead7131 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I started crying when she smiled so big when she held the baby’s together😭😭😭🥺🥺 you guys are so strong☺️☺️☺️☺️

  • @MustangCowgirl24
    @MustangCowgirl24 2 ปีที่แล้ว +626

    Maisy said “ im not missing this big party mommy keeps talking about!” Christmas that is. So proud of you and Erik! Flynn is going to be the best big brother to them both 💜💜💜

    • @mafia5509
      @mafia5509 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I want you to smile for a few seconds. I hope you laugh with this joke👇
      .
      "I wasn't that drunk yesterday." "Oh boy you took the shower head in your arms and
      Told it to stop crying."😂😂😂
      Show me love if you laugh.

    • @marnieb6622
      @marnieb6622 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@mafia5509 😂😂😂 I love that hilarious

  • @sialehaevalareed4688
    @sialehaevalareed4688 2 ปีที่แล้ว +342

    Omg, I burst into tears when she said “I’m finally crying tears of joy” … We love you Colleen! Excited for this next chapter of beautiful chaos for you and Erik!

    • @madisonelizabeth329
      @madisonelizabeth329 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      And the, “My babies are home”

    • @aakano15
      @aakano15 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      that forreal made sob

    • @stephanieking3599
      @stephanieking3599 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I did too. So happy for her and her family.

  • @anika4774
    @anika4774 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Ugh every so often I just come back to watch this video. It just warms my heart and I get all the feels every time! ❤❤❤

  • @gracegoodwin4735
    @gracegoodwin4735 2 ปีที่แล้ว +238

    As a twin myself, my parents have always stressed that raising twins isn’t hard if you have the right person by your side. Erik has your back just like you have his, so I wouldn’t be too worried about the chaos ;)

  • @quazzie1113
    @quazzie1113 2 ปีที่แล้ว +402

    Kory’s edit at 4:05 of “Wesley” when you said Flynn on accident is killing me 😂😂😂 Congratulations Ballinger-Stocklin house!!!

    • @maizilaa
      @maizilaa 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      i’ve literally been trying to find a comment about this. Im over here laughing so hard LOL

    • @cosmicb3
      @cosmicb3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      I was laughing so hard

    • @emilyr9247
      @emilyr9247 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      HAHAHA

    • @JulieRWhite
      @JulieRWhite 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I watched the video twice and caught it the second time 🤣🤣 I did not know she said the wrong name lol

    • @zoejohnston1275
      @zoejohnston1275 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      AHAHA I DIED

  • @Sturniolo-l3j
    @Sturniolo-l3j ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I am rewatching this on their birthday and this is adorable

  • @jalisaalanaye1662
    @jalisaalanaye1662 2 ปีที่แล้ว +26

    You are the most special women I’ve had the pleasure of getting to know over the years I’ve been watching. I love you so much and I’m so incredibly proud of you and grateful you’re in a better head space ! You deserve the WORLD !

  • @kiatasteslikerainbow
    @kiatasteslikerainbow 2 ปีที่แล้ว +482

    When you said “I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel” I couldn’t help but cry along with you lol. I’m so happy for you and Erik and all THREE of your children being home for Christmas! You’re such a dedicated mother, wife, influencer, worker, etc. You deserve to feel the relief and joy that comes with having your babies home. Cheers to this new beginning for you and your adorable little family! You and Erik are phenomenal humans and parents!

    • @amke7396
      @amke7396 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      ohmygod same, watergates opened.

  • @homebody7699
    @homebody7699 2 ปีที่แล้ว +273

    Oh my gosh, as a twin myself seeing Maisy and Wesley laying together and interacting, seeing each other in a way they hadn't been able to was SO sweet and tearjerking. Congratulations - so much pride in you two as parents, and in the twins for getting home, and in Flynn for being such a cutie big brother.

    • @meggiemusic9
      @meggiemusic9 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      SAME IM A TWIN AND THIS IS SO GREAT GLAD SHE IS FINALLY HOME

  • @katelynpiepmeier420
    @katelynpiepmeier420 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    the end KILLED me. she is such a good mama. those babies are already so loved

  • @chloehopkin4738
    @chloehopkin4738 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I have never been more happy for a youtube family ever! Seeing you cry tears of happiness at the fact that your babies are home broke me! SO proud of how strong you have been throughout this whole journey! xx

  • @ashleygwynn516
    @ashleygwynn516 2 ปีที่แล้ว +333

    When Flynn kissed Wes, then kissed Maisy on the hand, well, that's when I started crying! Congratulations Colleen and Erik, I'm so happy that your beautiful babies are home!!!

    • @VirgoLunaKnight
      @VirgoLunaKnight 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Ikr...that was so sweet. 🥳

    • @CatMomAmanda
      @CatMomAmanda 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same 😩😩😩🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️

    • @jodyknight
      @jodyknight 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yep same so sweet what a wonderful big brother he is.

  • @DebisDesignDiary
    @DebisDesignDiary 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6653

    Thank you God! Merry Christmas Ballinger /Stocklin Family! Teary eyed joyfulness for you!

    • @lollylolly8186
      @lollylolly8186 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Happy Holidays Debi 💕💕

    • @ashleighdavison7950
      @ashleighdavison7950 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I havent even watched the video yet, but your smile in the thumbnail pic made me cry. So happy the family is all together!!!!

    • @DebisDesignDiary
      @DebisDesignDiary 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@lollylolly8186 hey! you too friend!

    • @nittoburn4
      @nittoburn4 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yess

    • @SunniDae333
      @SunniDae333 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      A true Christmas miracle :)

  • @summers5978
    @summers5978 2 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I loved Erik's and Colleens reaction to Maisy and Wesley interacting with each other. It was so pure and I'm so happy for Colleen and Erik. I will definitely be keeping them in my blessings! Love you Colleen and Erik 💗

  • @AnimeLove03
    @AnimeLove03 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Today's vlog was Colleen decorating their 2022 Christmas tree and I ran to watch this video again. This video is literally one of my most favorite videos on the internet. Mostly because I was just so invested and so attached to these babies and I wanted them to be home so badly. ❤ Seeing Colleen put up things from when the babies were this little on the tree had me crying. I can't believe how big they have gotten. 🥰

  • @KarlaGarcia-of7rh
    @KarlaGarcia-of7rh 2 ปีที่แล้ว +192

    "Wes, look over here... she's gonna be your best friend for your whole life" that was SO SWEET! glad you guys can "relax" (you know what I mean) and enjoy your beautiful chaos.

  • @brittanyismebb
    @brittanyismebb 2 ปีที่แล้ว +302

    THIS is what these babies were given to you to teach you.
    You ADVOCATED for that baby girl to get home! Sweet Maisy is the reason you found such confidence and authority where before you might have felt more timid.
    The impossible makes the hard easier.
    You’ve lost a pregnancy that made making these babies so vital to you, and so appreciated to receive.
    You’ve bared through the most difficult pregnancy and the appreciation you have from the relief of having your body back is all the more sweet.
    Having them separated from you, from each other, constructed a gratitude for a reality you might not have appreciated as much without the ache of that kind of trial.
    The reward of satisfaction after enduring an impossible pain is a wisdom tailored jut for you.
    Yeah it’s gonna get hard. And now you know from experience, that the hard things are the most satisfying because the gift at the end is a wisdom and appreciation you couldn’t have known without the struggle.
    MERRY CHRISTMAS MAMA! AND DADA! AND BROTHER! And the whole family who pulled together and supported each other. YOU DID IT!

    • @allybellini
      @allybellini 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      this. my tears are brimming :)

    • @brittanyismebb
      @brittanyismebb 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Oh my gosh! Thank you for all the likes everyone!

  • @Jovial_Jaie
    @Jovial_Jaie 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I have never cried at a video before but I have to say a cry was well deserved. Your so incredibly strong to handle Flynn and the twins. You deserve everything coming to you and deserve happiness. Your truly inspiring and am so happy you can spend Christmas with all three of your children. So happy for you. Xx.

  • @maryannagamez453
    @maryannagamez453 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +3

    Colleen watching back this vlog it makes me so nostalgic and happy. Love you since almost the beginning and I really missed you in your break, and I’m another girl who still watches you and waits patiently for another vlog everyday. All the love to you, Erick, Flynn and the twins

  • @KatieSev
    @KatieSev 2 ปีที่แล้ว +437

    Major S/O to “Sarah” and all the twins’ NICU caregivers!!!!

  • @theaniacz
    @theaniacz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +323

    The pure happiness in Colleen’s and Erik’s eyes when they were cuddling with all three of their babies was so beautiful and precious! So happy for you and it’s so obvious how much you love your family and how grateful you are. You’ve been so strong this whole journey, couldn’t be more excited to see all the great things ahead of you 🥰🥰🥰

  • @jedimasterspidermad5173
    @jedimasterspidermad5173 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    I'm a twin and this melted my heart when I saw it. it's true, twins have an amazing unbreakable bond and will always be best friends forever.

  • @isabelasavassi9388
    @isabelasavassi9388 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    you’re so so so strong and inspiring! i’m so grateful that your babies are all home, your family is finally all together. you deserve the world, colleen, you truly do. im so proud of you and how you’ve managed this whole situation. i’m amazed with the fact that you were brave enough to share it with everyone, to show vulnerability and pain. you’re an amazing mom and you have a beautiful family! 💖💖💖💖💖💖

  • @kirstiespeland5347
    @kirstiespeland5347 2 ปีที่แล้ว +159

    I loved how Eric was talking about how he felt and how relived he was. You could just see the heavy stress boulder had been removed from both their shoulders. Way to go Maisy Jo!!
    💔❤️‍🩹💜💙💚💛🧡❤️

  • @lillywiesmann9677
    @lillywiesmann9677 2 ปีที่แล้ว +216

    From the nurses saying they're not gonna be home before Christmas, to Wesley coming home, to Maisy coming home....this is a pure Christmas miracle!!! I am so happy for you and so glad that you're relieved!!!

  • @Kelseylouise8
    @Kelseylouise8 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I’m late to catching up on these vlogs but when you started crying at the end I started SOBBING. You and Erik are so strong I’m so proud of you guys 🥺

  • @MonteSmiles
    @MonteSmiles 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    The moment when Colleen said "guys she did it she's going home" I got a lump in my throat 🥺♥️♥️♥️😭😭😭

  • @coradenton3369
    @coradenton3369 2 ปีที่แล้ว +171

    “I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel”
    Colleen, I may just be a college student but I have dreamt every day of being a mom. I have cried with you this past year. If you were crying, I was crying. I am relieved at finally getting to happy cry with you. I can’t imagine the agony you have lived with these past 7 weeks. Congrats Mama. This is all we’ve been waiting for. Enjoy your family❤️

    • @mj8876
      @mj8876 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      me too

    • @_gsam0512
      @_gsam0512 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I feel the exact same way. Just so happy they’re happy 💜

  • @wrl_882
    @wrl_882 2 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    Flynn was probably so confused on why another baby came home😂. But I'm crying. They are both home. Well done Maisy! So proud of both of the little twins. And colleen and Erik for being so strong ❤

    • @cococovers1333
      @cococovers1333 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Yoyoskull but he knows they came from the hospital / from his moms tummy though 😊

  • @devinhemmings7035
    @devinhemmings7035 2 ปีที่แล้ว +43

    When Colleen was holding Maisy for the first time without any cords, the way Maisy’s little hand was positioned made it look like she was saying “talk to the hand” 😂 she’s so sassy I love it

  • @everythangskylarraiyn8132
    @everythangskylarraiyn8132 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I am so invested in this family. I have watched Colleen since miranda (2016) but when I found out she was pregnant I started watching her RELIGIOUSLY. Even when she was pregnant with Flynn I remember watching the birth, but that was before she started doing vlogs. Being able to watch this whole experience has been amazing. Last October I found out that my mom was pregnant and she laughs at the fact that I compare Colleen’s pregnancy to hers. She eventually had to see what all this hype around Colleen was and finally started watching the vlogs with me. We were both so excited when the twins finally came home and we can’t wait to continue watching the rest of the journey.

  • @beckhaun2482
    @beckhaun2482 2 ปีที่แล้ว +131

    When Erik said “This is your best friend for your whole life,” honestly made me cry. I am so extremely happy for you guys!

  • @elliejacobsen7285
    @elliejacobsen7285 2 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    The difference from when Maisy wasn’t home to when she is home Colleen is a different person. Colleen is so happy I love her and her strength. 😘

  • @ella-wg4du
    @ella-wg4du 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    COLLEEN I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM FOR YOU!! Omg this made me cry I have been watching your journey for years and this pregnancy with the twins since the start, I’m so immensely excited for you and I’m so glad you are home with your whole family. Sending so much love your way!!! YOU DID IT QUEEN!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @thembinkosi6618
    @thembinkosi6618 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Congratulations Colleen and Erik you guys are strong and when I grow up I wanna be just like you guys

  • @emilyhutcheison952
    @emilyhutcheison952 2 ปีที่แล้ว +259

    I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MAISY'S LITTLE FOOT AND HAND ORNAMENTS NEXT TO FLYNN AND WESLEY'S!!! Your children are our nephews and niece so this truly felt like watching my family get to finally all be home together. I am beyond elated for y'all

  • @dontmindme.imjustafraidofe9327
    @dontmindme.imjustafraidofe9327 8 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I just needed to see this video again. Popped in my head for no reason. And now she’s two!

  • @galaxyy5806
    @galaxyy5806 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    Seeing Colleen so happy made me cry because I'm so happy for her! We love you Colleen!!

  • @OpaqueGhost666
    @OpaqueGhost666 2 ปีที่แล้ว +77

    Can we talk about how nice it is to hear Eric talk about how relieved he is as well? Like hearing how he’s feeling during this too. I love it. He’s such a good dad. I’m so happy for you guys!

    • @Angel-dc4nz
      @Angel-dc4nz 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yess!

    • @futuredeadcamper1736
      @futuredeadcamper1736 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Omg yes! They are the best because they are both so open and honest about what they are dealing with and feeling and it’s awesome to see a dad open up about it

  • @JenSwarbrick1966
    @JenSwarbrick1966 2 ปีที่แล้ว +484

    I know what Eric meant when he said "Now I can relax" ... There is a pressure on your heart until they're home, safe and sound, in your care.
    Both of you are amazing parents and I am so glad that your Christmas wish came true xo

    • @lindysmith6370
      @lindysmith6370 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yes all the 5 of them are in a happy place😊

    • @jenniwilliams3295
      @jenniwilliams3295 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You can see they both physically relaxed. They have both been in knots this whole time. Shoulders dropped, necks relaxed and HUGE smiles.

  • @megancase5416
    @megancase5416 2 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    With all the trash that happens in this world, this was such a beautiful and positive thing to watch, so happy for y'all

  • @hadleyhodson230
    @hadleyhodson230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    you deserve this joy more than anyone and i cant say it enough ! i cant even imagine pushing through that long! you have ALWAYS been so strong and even at the worst moments you've kept going, everyone wants you to know that we are SO proud of you and love you so muchh! ❤️❤️

    • @hadleyhodson230
      @hadleyhodson230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      btw colleen u are my comfort creater❤️❤️

  • @makaelabrown3553
    @makaelabrown3553 2 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    I didn't realize that you not having your babies home has been stressing ME out, because when I saw the title, my whole body relaxed. Apparently I'm physically and emotionally invested 😂 Good job, Maisy ❤

  • @mollywinchurst2056
    @mollywinchurst2056 2 ปีที่แล้ว +193

    Maisy knew Christmas was coming. You said it before, they like to birthdays:
    -born on Bailey's birthday
    -Wesley came home on Flynn's
    -Maisy came home in time for Christmas, which is (whether or not you believe in Christianity) "Jesus' birthday" (or if you aren't a Christian, one of my friends has a birthday on Christmas)
    Now you can celebrate! So happy for you

  • @leanneb6622
    @leanneb6622 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    We all need a Sarah in our lives to help cheer us on. Nicu nurses are angels. Congrats. They are so adorable. Your parents are awesome too.

  • @savannahmonkres7304
    @savannahmonkres7304 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Watching this after they had their first birthday!!!😊

  • @phyreacid
    @phyreacid 2 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    Colleen is one of those women who give every ounce of themselves to everyone. To see her crying because she's happy made me cry and cheer. She gives every year to mommas and dads who spend hours and hours in the hospital because her heart is just that big. I am so unbelievably happy for her. Sending you love Colleen!!

    • @kitkatyas
      @kitkatyas 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      The funniest thing is that Colleen is my mom's name lol

  • @clairesmith7454
    @clairesmith7454 2 ปีที่แล้ว +168

    I haven’t cried once throughout this NICU journey. But, as soon as I saw Maisy without tubes and In Colleens arms I bursted into tears. Knowing her pain is gone and feeling a little fraction of what she felt watching the vlogs and now her being with her babies brings me so much joy.

    • @ruthwelch8661
      @ruthwelch8661 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Girl I think I cried EVERY SINGLE DAY with Colleen

  • @staciegraciale2616
    @staciegraciale2616 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Colleen, I'm not a mom but I am SOOOOO Overwhelmed with Joy and Happiness for you. I remember you saying in one of your videos when you were so torn when you took Wesley home and Maisy wasn't ready yet and you said, " Will this feeling ever go away? Will it go away once both of my babies are home?" I know you and Eric will always remember how it felt during those tremendously heartbreaking 6 weeks of your beautiful angels in the NICU, but I pray that God has wiped away those feelings and now you and your family can finally live the happiest and best years of your lives!!!! Love you Colleen! We are all here for you! MERRY CHRISTMAS TO YOUR BEAUTIFUL FAMILY!!!! 💝💖💞💫👨‍👩‍👧‍👦👨‍👩‍👦🥰

  • @haelakk
    @haelakk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    I love seeing you and Eric so excited. I can't even fathom how hard this journey has been but look, omg so worth it for these precious little ones!! Sending you all the love and support in this next chapter with your family

  • @susanarivera4350
    @susanarivera4350 2 ปีที่แล้ว +128

    When Erik said "she's gonna be your best friend for your whole life" I started bawling, I'm so happy she's home getting to meet her whole family, I can't wait for the cousins to meet them, for Bailey to meet the other girl on the family :)
    I'm sure Maisy was trying really hard to get to be with her brother again and having her mom & dad 24/7 :)
    This is gonna be a rough time, but hopefully everything pays off now that the hospital isn't a daily concern

  • @shlomitgardi8982
    @shlomitgardi8982 2 ปีที่แล้ว +170

    Omg, I didn't realize how much I cared about colleen and her family until I literally burst into tears when I saw the title of this video. Congratulations Colleen and Erik!!!

    • @weirdcity1603
      @weirdcity1603 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      same!

    • @sealabarakat2555
      @sealabarakat2555 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Omg me toooooo

    • @madi12902
      @madi12902 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same!

    • @CSaedi
      @CSaedi 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me tooooooo!! Im so extremely happy for them 💕💕💕🥺🥺🥺

  • @katierose6703
    @katierose6703 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Your dad smiling holding one of the babies in the background while Flynn plays🥺🥺🥺😭❣️❣️❣️

  • @B3rrie.mp3
    @B3rrie.mp3 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I know you'll probably never see this, but I saw this video today. And as soon as I saw it I lit up, I've been telling my mother about your journey. It's to the point where "colleen, the one with the twins I won't shut up about". I told her today that maisy came home, and she broke down sobbing. She's a mother of 4 and though she didn't go what you went through fully. As a mother I could tell how happy she was to hear that both your children were home safe with you. And how you could spend Christmas with your complete family. I showed her you holding them for the first time at home and she was so heart warmed. So from me and my mother, I'd love to just say- you're one of the most strongest people I know! And thank you for taking us on your journey. I'm so proud of you, and your twins. 💜

  • @laurenearle6261
    @laurenearle6261 2 ปีที่แล้ว +248

    I FELT the weight of this horrible depression, frustration, anxiety filled time, lift off you. I feel lighter now, I'm so incredible happy for you all, SO excited for watching through the next stage! So much love❤❤❤

  • @amberh4656
    @amberh4656 2 ปีที่แล้ว +206

    Ugh woman. I was holding it together until the end. I cried tears of joy with you. I’m so happy she’s finally home. I can’t wait to watch them grow with you!

  • @marissajohnson4816
    @marissajohnson4816 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Absoultley screaming crying and throwing up at how how happy I am for you guys. This video made me bawl THE WHOLE TIME. It’s so pure and magical how you were describing being confident that your baby girl was coming home. The power of women *chefs kiss*. So genuinely happy for your sweet family❤️

  • @carmenschoberl7991
    @carmenschoberl7991 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I saw this a but late, but I cried through the whole video - I am so so SO happy for you - it's finally over! The hardest thing you'll ever experience is finally over - I'm so grateful that she made it home before christmas! I was praying for this to happen - and now you can finally say it "I'm me again!"

  • @alexiskcardenas
    @alexiskcardenas 2 ปีที่แล้ว +118

    when erik said “wes look over here it’s gonna be your best friend for your whole life” i literally started sobbing cause it’s true my twin brother is my built in best friend and someone i can always talk to about anything because we’re going through the exact same thing at the same time and that’s so special to have. all my love to you all finally you guys can feel whole again

    • @damianehanda3157
      @damianehanda3157 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Alexis Cardenas were you and your twin brother always close? My b/g twins couldn't be further from each other 90% of the time. They do not have that twin bond that I see with other twins and I am trying to figure out if that is just them, did I do something wrong or this is normal and they will come around. Thanks in advance.

    • @katherinejoyce696
      @katherinejoyce696 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      My twin sister and I are best friends. No one will understand me like her

  • @donutgalaxy2625
    @donutgalaxy2625 2 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    When you started crying I started crying, watching you through this whole pregnancy, so excited for you to have twins, a C-section, the NICU, and now(finally) you can wake up to these beautiful babies and celebrate Christmas with them! Love you Colleen, you are so strong! ❤❤❤

    • @hiroko7983
      @hiroko7983 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’ve been crying since the All I Want for Christmas is You video

    • @cate457
      @cate457 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      That is so true. She has done such a amazing job.

  • @JaneZelda
    @JaneZelda 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    I'm also crying tears of joy now. I'm so happy for you and your family 😭❤️ wishing you the best ✨

  • @cherbow_9443
    @cherbow_9443 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    As a twin mom myself, I can’t help but relate to your feeling of overwhelming joy and relief! I am so happy for you and your family ❤️

  • @amnasubhan119
    @amnasubhan119 2 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    Colleen started the year with a miscarriage then a debilitating pregnancy which she wished would’ve been longer to keep the twins safe then to be a NICU mom for the last six weeks…it was beautiful to see her release all that pain with tears of joy.
    Now, she gets enjoy Christmas as a family of five. 😭

  • @AnnieMay224
    @AnnieMay224 2 ปีที่แล้ว +209

    "She's so much stronger than us" no, she has your combined strength from all the love you have for her. I'm so happy for your whole family to be together for Christmas, you deserve this joy. Good luck with the double duty for the rest of forever 💕

  • @mariapgutierrez9690
    @mariapgutierrez9690 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    My heart is with Colleen and her babies I’m so happy for you to have both at home. ❤️ I was told I may not to have kids myself so watching birth stories gives me hope. 💕💕

  • @mirellasuniverse6974
    @mirellasuniverse6974 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    It took me several days to watch this all the way through, I can’t imagine how you feel right now but I am so happy for you and hope you and your babies and your family all enter the new year in good health

  • @lewisgrande4101
    @lewisgrande4101 2 ปีที่แล้ว +379

    My dad passed away last Christmas day. The build up to Christmas has been torture for me, but you having Maisy home for Christmas genuinely brought such joy to my week. Merry Christmas to the 5 of you 💜

    • @hayleej272
      @hayleej272 2 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Sending you a big hug 💖

    • @melissacoviello2886
      @melissacoviello2886 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sending hugs. I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m glad you were able to find a moment of joy.

    • @bussyraycyrus
      @bussyraycyrus 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m so sorry, Lewis. I lost my mom almost 9 years ago and Christmas time never gets easier. ❤️❤️❤️

    • @pastellegend5351
      @pastellegend5351 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I’m so sorry to hear that. My dad died very close to this and Christmas was hard for me last year but I got thoug( it. Try to keep busy it really helps. It gets easier overtime I promise I hope your family stays safe

    • @lauriehand1021
      @lauriehand1021 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I know how you feel. I lost my mom in June. It’s not the anniversary of losing her, but it’s definitely a dread I’ve never known before. She was my best friend.

  • @crnrm15534
    @crnrm15534 2 ปีที่แล้ว +156

    The moment with Colleen’s mom made me cry my eyes out, she is so lucky to have such a supportive, helpful, loving mother.

    • @AinsleeDawn
      @AinsleeDawn 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I was crying the whole time and THAT made me BAWL. 😭 Just so happy!!!