“I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel.” Man. That hit hard. I am so overwhelming proud of you Colleen. You deserve the world. I can’t believe she is home!!
When Erik said “ that’s gonna be your best friend for your whole life” as a twin I started crying because it really is true. He was my first best friend and he’ll be my last. There’s just no other relationship like spending your entire life with another person and have all your same life experiences at the same time.
I’m also a twin and this is so true. We are TOTALLY different people with totally different friend groups, but we truly are best friends. One thing I always worry about is that either I’m going to die and she’s going to have to go through that, or I have to go through that if she goes first 😭😭
Aw this is the same for me and my twin sister! We r always together, and when we're separated, it just doesn't feel right. Like u said, she was my 1st ever friend and will be my very last 🥰
My twin despised each other for YEARS. Like, our relationship was so bad I was looking forward to the day I would move out and never have to see him again. It wasn't like "oh they're just siblings, that's how siblings are sometimes", it was *bad*. But something changed a couple of years ago and I would say that we are really good friends now, we actually can hang out and do fun things together without both of us getting pissed off!
I'm a twin but mine passed away as an infant so I never got to have that bond. But coming from a hella toxic family that use his loss as amo for their abuse, I'm inhumanly protective of him and his legacy, instinctively. idk if that's the twin thing but I can't explain it. I don't particularly hd religious or spiritual beliefs but I feel a genuine need to protect him from any slight on his name. Is this a morality thing, or a genuine twin thing?
And to think, pregnant Colleen was so stressed about how she was gonna hold both of her babies at the same time. Not only have your sweet babies graduated from the NICU, but you have also graduated as well and have gone through one of the hardest things ever imaginable and you've come out stronger than ever. You're absolutely killing it mama! So happy for you guys!!!
I’ve noticed a pattern Colleen… you continuously keep overcoming the most painful, scary, anxiety provoking, depressing, challenging obstacles. You are STRONG. You are capable!! And you are my favorite. I am so proud of you. I’ve been following you since day 1, I weirdly feel like you’re my friend. So from friend to friend, I love you, I’m always rooting for you, and I want to remind you that you CAN do all of the things those mean anxious thoughts tell you you can’t do. 💛
From seeing Colleen cry bc she didn’t have her babies to see her cry bc she finally has her babies is probably the best feeling ever, hope you have the best Christmas ever with your whole family together, you deserve it
when the babies were next to each other and erik told wesley “look over here, its your best friend for your whole life” talking about maisy INSTANT TEARS i’m so happy theyre both home!!!!! i cried so much during this video i am so happy for your family. just in time for the holidays
After reading a lot of comments I want to say. Lets give Erik LOTS of credit too. He went through everyday with her, minus pumping gallons. And when he talked about the relief I cried. Ok I cried the whole time, but this was trauma for him too. And grandma holding down the fort and keeping Flynn happy. And there are probably at least a million of us who have sobbed today for your family!
Yes! I'm so glad Erik talked about how difficult it's been. My husband and I had a 30 weeker and she was in the NICU for 6 weeks. It's been 8 years since then, but we both tear up whenever we hear NICU stories. It's a slow (VERY slow) healing process. I'm so happy for them!
From the nurses saying they're not gonna be home before Christmas, to Wesley coming home, to Maisy coming home....this is a pure Christmas miracle!!! I am so happy for you and so glad that you're relieved!!!
I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MAISY'S LITTLE FOOT AND HAND ORNAMENTS NEXT TO FLYNN AND WESLEY'S!!! Your children are our nephews and niece so this truly felt like watching my family get to finally all be home together. I am beyond elated for y'all
That little lady just made so many peoples day, not just her family’s. Maybe as her brother brought forward her birth, she decided the last part of her journey home would be on her terms. Congratulations to your whole family ❤️
I am a fraternal Twin. So, when Eric said “this is your best friend for life”, or something along those lines, I started to cry. I am 17, and I can proudly say my twin brother is my greatest friend. For the last 17 years he’s been there for me through it all, we’ve never missed a birthday together. We took our drivers tests on the same day. I failed mine. My brother was so excited to get his license, he had been waiting for that moment for so long and he chose to wait another week because he refused to get his without me getting mine. Now, my brother has plans to go off to the army. He’s actually joining the reserves over the summer. Our birthday is in the summer. I will have my 18th birthday without him. I say this not for “attention” but because the connection between twins is strong. The connection I have with my twin is stronger then most. I hope these two little angels are blessed with the same bond my brother and I have. They are already so fortunate to have parents like Colleen and Eric, and they’re even more fortunate to have each other. Merry Christmas to this beautiful family!
Also for a little advice on spending your birthdays apart.....even I miss my sister a bunch when she is away since we are always together. But when it comes to that and birthdays where we are apart, what makes me feel better is that although she isn't with me, I know that she is having a fun day too. That she is happy, and that's what matters. I don't know if that helps but I hope he has a great birthday as well as you. I know it will be hard but you guys will get through it💚💚
I have a twin brother and I feel totally the same way. We’re platonic soulmates and I’m so lucky to have a best friend who has been with me through all of the stages of my life. I’m a little older (23) than you, and this was the first year my brother and I spent several months apart. It was hard. But I still feel lucky that I have a locked in best friend no matter where we are in the world or what we’re going through. It’s a magical connection.
I'm not a twin but I am a triplet and even though twins and triplets are different I agree and relate to this so much. My sister is my best friend and I love my brother to bits, it really is more than just sharing a birthday
I used to be a NICU nurse, and watching the "after" is so heartwarming and beautiful and I'm so happy for you! I'm hugging all of you so so so so much!
When Flynn kissed Wes, then kissed Maisy on the hand, well, that's when I started crying! Congratulations Colleen and Erik, I'm so happy that your beautiful babies are home!!!
Maisy said “ im not missing this big party mommy keeps talking about!” Christmas that is. So proud of you and Erik! Flynn is going to be the best big brother to them both 💜💜💜
I want you to smile for a few seconds. I hope you laugh with this joke👇 . "I wasn't that drunk yesterday." "Oh boy you took the shower head in your arms and Told it to stop crying."😂😂😂 Show me love if you laugh.
I love how shy Eric used to be and never wanted to be on camera but knew that this is your life.. I love how he has over come this shyness.. great family so happy for you both
When you said “I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel” I couldn’t help but cry along with you lol. I’m so happy for you and Erik and all THREE of your children being home for Christmas! You’re such a dedicated mother, wife, influencer, worker, etc. You deserve to feel the relief and joy that comes with having your babies home. Cheers to this new beginning for you and your adorable little family! You and Erik are phenomenal humans and parents!
I loved how Eric was talking about how he felt and how relived he was. You could just see the heavy stress boulder had been removed from both their shoulders. Way to go Maisy Jo!! 💔❤️🩹💜💙💚💛🧡❤️
"Wes, look over here... she's gonna be your best friend for your whole life" that was SO SWEET! glad you guys can "relax" (you know what I mean) and enjoy your beautiful chaos.
“This too shall pass” really describes this situation. You were having a very hard time just days ago, but now you’re all happy and healthy. Merry Christmas Colleen and family!!
As a twin myself, my parents have always stressed that raising twins isn’t hard if you have the right person by your side. Erik has your back just like you have his, so I wouldn’t be too worried about the chaos ;)
I know what Eric meant when he said "Now I can relax" ... There is a pressure on your heart until they're home, safe and sound, in your care. Both of you are amazing parents and I am so glad that your Christmas wish came true xo
You can literally see Colleen’s soul come back into her body the second she started bawling, all this shit you have been through is over your family is together I love you guyssss!!! I’m so excited 🥰🥰🥰
The pure happiness in Colleen’s and Erik’s eyes when they were cuddling with all three of their babies was so beautiful and precious! So happy for you and it’s so obvious how much you love your family and how grateful you are. You’ve been so strong this whole journey, couldn’t be more excited to see all the great things ahead of you 🥰🥰🥰
"She's so much stronger than us" no, she has your combined strength from all the love you have for her. I'm so happy for your whole family to be together for Christmas, you deserve this joy. Good luck with the double duty for the rest of forever 💕
When Erik said "she's gonna be your best friend for your whole life" I started bawling, I'm so happy she's home getting to meet her whole family, I can't wait for the cousins to meet them, for Bailey to meet the other girl on the family :) I'm sure Maisy was trying really hard to get to be with her brother again and having her mom & dad 24/7 :) This is gonna be a rough time, but hopefully everything pays off now that the hospital isn't a daily concern
Oh my gosh, as a twin myself seeing Maisy and Wesley laying together and interacting, seeing each other in a way they hadn't been able to was SO sweet and tearjerking. Congratulations - so much pride in you two as parents, and in the twins for getting home, and in Flynn for being such a cutie big brother.
Rewatching these videos in June of 2022 after Colleen read us the NICU journal she made for Wesley and Maisy. Watched Wesley’s coming home video, remembering Colleen said the twins like having milestones on peoples’ birthdays. Now, watching this one, realizing it was literally my sister’s birthday. 😱😅 So glad the twins are chunky, healthy, adorable little babies now! Sending so much love ❤️
Ugh woman. I was holding it together until the end. I cried tears of joy with you. I’m so happy she’s finally home. I can’t wait to watch them grow with you!
I haven’t cried once throughout this NICU journey. But, as soon as I saw Maisy without tubes and In Colleens arms I bursted into tears. Knowing her pain is gone and feeling a little fraction of what she felt watching the vlogs and now her being with her babies brings me so much joy.
THIS is what these babies were given to you to teach you. You ADVOCATED for that baby girl to get home! Sweet Maisy is the reason you found such confidence and authority where before you might have felt more timid. The impossible makes the hard easier. You’ve lost a pregnancy that made making these babies so vital to you, and so appreciated to receive. You’ve bared through the most difficult pregnancy and the appreciation you have from the relief of having your body back is all the more sweet. Having them separated from you, from each other, constructed a gratitude for a reality you might not have appreciated as much without the ache of that kind of trial. The reward of satisfaction after enduring an impossible pain is a wisdom tailored jut for you. Yeah it’s gonna get hard. And now you know from experience, that the hard things are the most satisfying because the gift at the end is a wisdom and appreciation you couldn’t have known without the struggle. MERRY CHRISTMAS MAMA! AND DADA! AND BROTHER! And the whole family who pulled together and supported each other. YOU DID IT!
i’m crying watching this. colleen crying tears of joy is everything. so glad the babes are home with you. can’t wait to see the rest of your journey as a family of 5!!
My dad passed away last Christmas day. The build up to Christmas has been torture for me, but you having Maisy home for Christmas genuinely brought such joy to my week. Merry Christmas to the 5 of you 💜
I’m so sorry to hear that. My dad died very close to this and Christmas was hard for me last year but I got thoug( it. Try to keep busy it really helps. It gets easier overtime I promise I hope your family stays safe
I know how you feel. I lost my mom in June. It’s not the anniversary of losing her, but it’s definitely a dread I’ve never known before. She was my best friend.
I have not seen Wesley and Maisy together laying down without cords on them. This is amazing! We are so proud of both of them and especially you, Colleen and Eric. 💜
i’m literally trying not to sob with the clips of them both sleeping on your chest and flynn and erik beside you. i’m so happy for you guys that she’s home before christmas and yay for nurse ‘sarah’ helping get maisy home especially fast 🥰🥰
That moment when Maisy and Wesley were on the blanket together was absolutely beautiful. How magical it is to see your two amazing babies together at last!!! 🥰
Can we talk about how nice it is to hear Eric talk about how relieved he is as well? Like hearing how he’s feeling during this too. I love it. He’s such a good dad. I’m so happy for you guys!
Omg yes! They are the best because they are both so open and honest about what they are dealing with and feeling and it’s awesome to see a dad open up about it
When she started crying at the end and said " I am finally crying tears of joy" my whole heart just burst! This is the first time I am happy to see tears rolling down your cheeks Colleen! My birthday was yesterday and seeing this was one of the best gifts EVER! I hope that you have the BEST Christmas with your sweet angels. P.S: I AM EXPECTING TO SEE THE BABIES IN GINGERBREAD OUTFITS.
I love hearing Eric’s side more in the vlogs, I’m so proud of him and how great of a husband he is to you. How great of a dad he is to y’all’s children. Honestly I hope my fiance is as amazing of a dad as Eric is! So proud of you too Colleen you did such a great job getting your babies home ❤️
Can we all just thank "'Sarah", the NICU nurse, who was determined to bring Maisy home before Christmas. Bringing good vibes and blessings to all NICU nurses.
@@lavedka9856 Oh crap yeah I meant Sarah. Funny enough I was listening to "Stacy's Mom" before watching this video. So yep definitely mixed up the names. Thanks for catching it
Started crying when you said "finally I'm crying tears of joy on this channel" 😭 I'm so happy for you, and for your sweet twins! Wesley and Maisy are so lucky to have you as their mom. You're a rockstar!
I cried when Colleen said "it's over", because I'm also going through something difficult (very different from her situation) that feels like it will never end. But seeing her get through this rough time gives me hope that I too will one day say "it's over".
My therapist always says that after every breakdown is a breakthrough. After seeing the last few vlogs and then the miracle of her coming home just before Christmas, I truly believe it to be true. Merry Christmas Colleen! So happy you get to spend Christmas with ALL your children 🥰
Hearing how excited Erik was seeing them together on the ground and while feeding her at home I just burst into tears and that ending GIRL I'm a blubbering idiot Over here! I am so so happy for your whole family! You guys are so loved
I literally can not wait to watch these babies grow up in the most loving home with two parents who are so incredibly grateful to have them and will do anything to protect them. I am so so so so excited for you ❤️
When you started crying I started crying, watching you through this whole pregnancy, so excited for you to have twins, a C-section, the NICU, and now(finally) you can wake up to these beautiful babies and celebrate Christmas with them! Love you Colleen, you are so strong! ❤❤❤
Omg, I burst into tears when she said “I’m finally crying tears of joy” … We love you Colleen! Excited for this next chapter of beautiful chaos for you and Erik!
I remember when Colleen first got pregnant she was worried about how she was going to hold two new babies at one time, but now it comes so natural to her and brings her so much joy!!! I’m so proud of you Colleen and Erik for getting through this challenging time. WELCOME HOME WESLEY AND MAISY!!!🤗🤗🤗🤗 LETS CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS 🎄🎄🎄💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️
I'M CRYING! How is it possible to be so happy for someone who I don't know in person? You're great, Colleen! You're so strong and so incredible, and you and Eric deserves the best. Can't wait to see twins grows together at their home and their family! Congrats from Russia!
The “I can dance with her without cords” got me. 😫 I can’t imagine wanting my babies home with me and they can’t just yet. So glad she made it before Christmas!
I have never been more happy for a youtube family ever! Seeing you cry tears of happiness at the fact that your babies are home broke me! SO proud of how strong you have been throughout this whole journey! xx
It’s been a week since I brought home my NICU warrior. She was in the NICU for 23 days, about half the amount of Maisy, so I couldn’t imagine the strength it took for 45 days. I am crying real, happy, proud tears for you, Erik and both of your little fighters. Merry Christmas, Colleen. ❤️
Genuinely started tearing up at 6:15. Your smile was so big and real. I’m a freshman college student and watching your vlogs was just a little break from the hectic end of the semester - but now, I watch every video as soon as it comes out. It feels like I’m cheering on a big sister that I’ve never had. So so happy for you and your family Colleen. Have the best Christmas.
Colleen started the year with a miscarriage then a debilitating pregnancy which she wished would’ve been longer to keep the twins safe then to be a NICU mom for the last six weeks…it was beautiful to see her release all that pain with tears of joy. Now, she gets enjoy Christmas as a family of five. 😭
Colleen watching back this vlog it makes me so nostalgic and happy. Love you since almost the beginning and I really missed you in your break, and I’m another girl who still watches you and waits patiently for another vlog everyday. All the love to you, Erick, Flynn and the twins
Colleen is one of those women who give every ounce of themselves to everyone. To see her crying because she's happy made me cry and cheer. She gives every year to mommas and dads who spend hours and hours in the hospital because her heart is just that big. I am so unbelievably happy for her. Sending you love Colleen!!
I was refusing to cry until I saw Eric’s smile when Colleen said “family of five guys, it’s a family of five” and then I of course cried again when I saw the end, I’m glad you’re feeling that joy Colleen, you deserve it. I’m proud of you all, as a new family of five you have all been so strong, so resilient, and so amazing. I hope you all have a good Christmas, you deserve that.
Flynn was probably so confused on why another baby came home😂. But I'm crying. They are both home. Well done Maisy! So proud of both of the little twins. And colleen and Erik for being so strong ❤
Today's vlog was Colleen decorating their 2022 Christmas tree and I ran to watch this video again. This video is literally one of my most favorite videos on the internet. Mostly because I was just so invested and so attached to these babies and I wanted them to be home so badly. ❤ Seeing Colleen put up things from when the babies were this little on the tree had me crying. I can't believe how big they have gotten. 🥰
Omg, I didn't realize how much I cared about colleen and her family until I literally burst into tears when I saw the title of this video. Congratulations Colleen and Erik!!!
You can literally see Colleen’s eyes Brighten. Her spirit seems so free having both the babies home at the same time. I’m so happy for the family of 5. ❤️
You are the most special women I’ve had the pleasure of getting to know over the years I’ve been watching. I love you so much and I’m so incredibly proud of you and grateful you’re in a better head space ! You deserve the WORLD !
I didn't realize that you not having your babies home has been stressing ME out, because when I saw the title, my whole body relaxed. Apparently I'm physically and emotionally invested 😂 Good job, Maisy ❤
The pure joy of this baby who can't consent 🥺 let me just put it on TH-cam for millions to see 🥺 you people are sick think for one minute how this could affect this persons life for one minute
Hearing you talk so highly of NICU nurses makes me so happy. It’s a really tough job mentally and emotionally but it’s so rewarding. And hearing parents like you talk highly of us makes it all worth it. Thank you ❤️
Hi.I want you to smile for a few seconds. I hope you laugh with this joke👇 . "I wasn't that drunk yesterday." "Oh boy you took the shower head in your arms and Told it to stop crying."😂😂😂 Show me love if you laugh.
You are a true hero you guys have a tough job but I bet these moments keep you going , thank you for caring about such precious lives that need the best kind of souls to help
@JGubala Tell me something; How common is it for a mother to visit everyday, for hours at a time? Colleen's nurses seem to imply most parents of NICU babies don't visit nearly as much as Colleen did.
you’re so so so strong and inspiring! i’m so grateful that your babies are all home, your family is finally all together. you deserve the world, colleen, you truly do. im so proud of you and how you’ve managed this whole situation. i’m amazed with the fact that you were brave enough to share it with everyone, to show vulnerability and pain. you’re an amazing mom and you have a beautiful family! 💖💖💖💖💖💖
Colleen is the best mom, She genuinely deserves all three of her kids to be with her at all times. I’m so proud of how strong colleen is and how far maisy has came.
I have never cried at a video before but I have to say a cry was well deserved. Your so incredibly strong to handle Flynn and the twins. You deserve everything coming to you and deserve happiness. Your truly inspiring and am so happy you can spend Christmas with all three of your children. So happy for you. Xx.
when erik said “wes look over here it’s gonna be your best friend for your whole life” i literally started sobbing cause it’s true my twin brother is my built in best friend and someone i can always talk to about anything because we’re going through the exact same thing at the same time and that’s so special to have. all my love to you all finally you guys can feel whole again
@Alexis Cardenas were you and your twin brother always close? My b/g twins couldn't be further from each other 90% of the time. They do not have that twin bond that I see with other twins and I am trying to figure out if that is just them, did I do something wrong or this is normal and they will come around. Thanks in advance.
Flynn singing Wesley and Maisy's names and taking care of his own twin dolls was just too adorable. He's going to be such a great big brother and you guys will continue to be amazing parents! Can't wait to see the new family photos and watch the babies grow up. Merry Christmas to the 5 of you!! ❤️
The pure joy and happiness that this video brought me is indescribable. COLLEEN, you are SO strong and so amazing, you did an amazing job. As well as everyone else in your family, you’re a super mom and you need to understand that. The moment when you started crying holding and dancing with maisy i lost it. Congrats to you and your beautiful growing family :)
I loved Erik's and Colleens reaction to Maisy and Wesley interacting with each other. It was so pure and I'm so happy for Colleen and Erik. I will definitely be keeping them in my blessings! Love you Colleen and Erik 💗
I don't have babies, I don't want children but I still watch every videos. It fills me with so much joy to see that she is finally home! Thank you for being so open with us. I know that sometimes you feel like people will be fed up with the baby content, but trust me we love watching it. It's wholesome, it's raw and pure. 🌹
COLLEEN I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM FOR YOU!! Omg this made me cry I have been watching your journey for years and this pregnancy with the twins since the start, I’m so immensely excited for you and I’m so glad you are home with your whole family. Sending so much love your way!!! YOU DID IT QUEEN!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
“I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel.” Man. That hit hard. I am so overwhelming proud of you Colleen. You deserve the world. I can’t believe she is home!!
This right here. When I tell you I bawled!!
I SOBBED. Colleen's tears were so full of happiness and relief !! This video was so heartwarming 🥺
LITERALLY 🥺💖
agreed
So we are all just sobbing now I see 🥺❤️
Colleen deserves both of her babies at home, especially for Christmas! I’m so happy for her!💜💜
I know right 🥰
YES shes amazing and so is her familyyyy
Yesssss
Yes
DEFINITELY
Erik letting his guard down on camera expressing his emotion was beautiful to watch. He is truly a wonderful man 💝
Truly! What a freaking ride they've been on. Everything feels right seeing their babies together in their home.
When Erik said “ that’s gonna be your best friend for your whole life” as a twin I started crying because it really is true. He was my first best friend and he’ll be my last. There’s just no other relationship like spending your entire life with another person and have all your same life experiences at the same time.
I’m also a twin and this is so true. We are TOTALLY different people with totally different friend groups, but we truly are best friends. One thing I always worry about is that either I’m going to die and she’s going to have to go through that, or I have to go through that if she goes first 😭😭
Aw this is the same for me and my twin sister! We r always together, and when we're separated, it just doesn't feel right. Like u said, she was my 1st ever friend and will be my very last 🥰
I'm a twin too...and it is so, so true❤
My twin despised each other for YEARS. Like, our relationship was so bad I was looking forward to the day I would move out and never have to see him again. It wasn't like "oh they're just siblings, that's how siblings are sometimes", it was *bad*. But something changed a couple of years ago and I would say that we are really good friends now, we actually can hang out and do fun things together without both of us getting pissed off!
I'm a twin but mine passed away as an infant so I never got to have that bond. But coming from a hella toxic family that use his loss as amo for their abuse, I'm inhumanly protective of him and his legacy, instinctively. idk if that's the twin thing but I can't explain it. I don't particularly hd religious or spiritual beliefs but I feel a genuine need to protect him from any slight on his name. Is this a morality thing, or a genuine twin thing?
And to think, pregnant Colleen was so stressed about how she was gonna hold both of her babies at the same time. Not only have your sweet babies graduated from the NICU, but you have also graduated as well and have gone through one of the hardest things ever imaginable and you've come out stronger than ever. You're absolutely killing it mama! So happy for you guys!!!
This made me so happy.
Maisy=Christmas queen
Same! Im so happy for them! Merry Christmas :)
Same
Same
Same I literally dropped everything 😭
Same boo so happy crying tears
YOU FREAKING DID IT MAMA!!! So happy for you and your beautiful family!
Yes omg she did it good yay 😁 I'm so happy that my cousin Colleen did it Allison Robinson
8:26 “I’m so happy” Girl, you were made to be a mom. Enjoy every moment of it, you deserve it ❤️
I’ve noticed a pattern Colleen… you continuously keep overcoming the most painful, scary, anxiety provoking, depressing, challenging obstacles. You are STRONG. You are capable!! And you are my favorite. I am so proud of you. I’ve been following you since day 1, I weirdly feel like you’re my friend. So from friend to friend, I love you, I’m always rooting for you, and I want to remind you that you CAN do all of the things those mean anxious thoughts tell you you can’t do. 💛
“I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel”
That broke my heart. We love you Colleen, you deserve all the happiness in the world ❤️
From seeing Colleen cry bc she didn’t have her babies to see her cry bc she finally has her babies is probably the best feeling ever, hope you have the best Christmas ever with your whole family together, you deserve it
I‘m so happy for you 😭🤍
when the babies were next to each other and erik told wesley “look over here, its your best friend for your whole life” talking about maisy INSTANT TEARS i’m so happy theyre both home!!!!! i cried so much during this video i am so happy for your family. just in time for the holidays
After reading a lot of comments I want to say. Lets give Erik LOTS of credit too. He went through everyday with her, minus pumping gallons. And when he talked about the relief I cried. Ok I cried the whole time, but this was trauma for him too. And grandma holding down the fort and keeping Flynn happy. And there are probably at least a million of us who have sobbed today for your family!
Yes! I'm so glad Erik talked about how difficult it's been. My husband and I had a 30 weeker and she was in the NICU for 6 weeks. It's been 8 years since then, but we both tear up whenever we hear NICU stories. It's a slow (VERY slow) healing process. I'm so happy for them!
Yes the Ballinger/Stocklin village has some incredible people. Love this family!
From the nurses saying they're not gonna be home before Christmas, to Wesley coming home, to Maisy coming home....this is a pure Christmas miracle!!! I am so happy for you and so glad that you're relieved!!!
I’m so proud of you, Erik, Maisy, Wesley, Flynn, and your whole family and support system. YOU DID IT! Your family is home
I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE MAISY'S LITTLE FOOT AND HAND ORNAMENTS NEXT TO FLYNN AND WESLEY'S!!! Your children are our nephews and niece so this truly felt like watching my family get to finally all be home together. I am beyond elated for y'all
That little lady just made so many peoples day, not just her family’s. Maybe as her brother brought forward her birth, she decided the last part of her journey home would be on her terms. Congratulations to your whole family ❤️
Yes! Thats right! My day is much happier now and both of my kids are happy too! My 11yo son even watched the video with me.
I am a fraternal Twin. So, when Eric said “this is your best friend for life”, or something along those lines, I started to cry. I am 17, and I can proudly say my twin brother is my greatest friend. For the last 17 years he’s been there for me through it all, we’ve never missed a birthday together. We took our drivers tests on the same day. I failed mine. My brother was so excited to get his license, he had been waiting for that moment for so long and he chose to wait another week because he refused to get his without me getting mine. Now, my brother has plans to go off to the army. He’s actually joining the reserves over the summer. Our birthday is in the summer. I will have my 18th birthday without him.
I say this not for “attention” but because the connection between twins is strong. The connection I have with my twin is stronger then most. I hope these two little angels are blessed with the same bond my brother and I have. They are already so fortunate to have parents like Colleen and Eric, and they’re even more fortunate to have each other. Merry Christmas to this beautiful family!
Also for a little advice on spending your birthdays apart.....even I miss my sister a bunch when she is away since we are always together. But when it comes to that and birthdays where we are apart, what makes me feel better is that although she isn't with me, I know that she is having a fun day too. That she is happy, and that's what matters. I don't know if that helps but I hope he has a great birthday as well as you. I know it will be hard but you guys will get through it💚💚
I have a twin brother and I feel totally the same way. We’re platonic soulmates and I’m so lucky to have a best friend who has been with me through all of the stages of my life. I’m a little older (23) than you, and this was the first year my brother and I spent several months apart. It was hard. But I still feel lucky that I have a locked in best friend no matter where we are in the world or what we’re going through. It’s a magical connection.
I'm not a twin but I am a triplet and even though twins and triplets are different I agree and relate to this so much. My sister is my best friend and I love my brother to bits, it really is more than just sharing a birthday
Wow dude that hit
were u born in 04?
I used to be a NICU nurse, and watching the "after" is so heartwarming and beautiful and I'm so happy for you! I'm hugging all of you so so so so much!
same i did my placement there and it is lovely to see the babies finally going home.
When Flynn kissed Wes, then kissed Maisy on the hand, well, that's when I started crying! Congratulations Colleen and Erik, I'm so happy that your beautiful babies are home!!!
Ikr...that was so sweet. 🥳
Same 😩😩😩🥺🥺🥺♥️♥️♥️
yep same so sweet what a wonderful big brother he is.
Maisy said “ im not missing this big party mommy keeps talking about!” Christmas that is. So proud of you and Erik! Flynn is going to be the best big brother to them both 💜💜💜
I want you to smile for a few seconds. I hope you laugh with this joke👇
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"I wasn't that drunk yesterday." "Oh boy you took the shower head in your arms and
Told it to stop crying."😂😂😂
Show me love if you laugh.
@@mafia5509 😂😂😂 I love that hilarious
Kory’s edit at 4:05 of “Wesley” when you said Flynn on accident is killing me 😂😂😂 Congratulations Ballinger-Stocklin house!!!
i’ve literally been trying to find a comment about this. Im over here laughing so hard LOL
I was laughing so hard
HAHAHA
I watched the video twice and caught it the second time 🤣🤣 I did not know she said the wrong name lol
AHAHA I DIED
I love how shy Eric used to be and never wanted to be on camera but knew that this is your life.. I love how he has over come this shyness.. great family so happy for you both
When you said “I’m finally crying tears of joy on this channel” I couldn’t help but cry along with you lol. I’m so happy for you and Erik and all THREE of your children being home for Christmas! You’re such a dedicated mother, wife, influencer, worker, etc. You deserve to feel the relief and joy that comes with having your babies home. Cheers to this new beginning for you and your adorable little family! You and Erik are phenomenal humans and parents!
ohmygod same, watergates opened.
I loved how Eric was talking about how he felt and how relived he was. You could just see the heavy stress boulder had been removed from both their shoulders. Way to go Maisy Jo!!
💔❤️🩹💜💙💚💛🧡❤️
"Wes, look over here... she's gonna be your best friend for your whole life" that was SO SWEET! glad you guys can "relax" (you know what I mean) and enjoy your beautiful chaos.
“This too shall pass” really describes this situation. You were having a very hard time just days ago, but now you’re all happy and healthy. Merry Christmas Colleen and family!!
As a twin myself, my parents have always stressed that raising twins isn’t hard if you have the right person by your side. Erik has your back just like you have his, so I wouldn’t be too worried about the chaos ;)
I know what Eric meant when he said "Now I can relax" ... There is a pressure on your heart until they're home, safe and sound, in your care.
Both of you are amazing parents and I am so glad that your Christmas wish came true xo
Yes all the 5 of them are in a happy place😊
You can see they both physically relaxed. They have both been in knots this whole time. Shoulders dropped, necks relaxed and HUGE smiles.
You can literally see Colleen’s soul come back into her body the second she started bawling, all this shit you have been through is over your family is together I love you guyssss!!! I’m so excited 🥰🥰🥰
Seriously 🥺🥺🥺🥺 I’m bawling my eyes out 💕💕💕💕
I can’t even imagine the heartache you’ve been through, the joy on your face to have all 3 of your babies in one place. Enjoy a magical Christmas xxx
😩😩😩
Technically it’s four because of Erik 😂
❤
The pure happiness in Colleen’s and Erik’s eyes when they were cuddling with all three of their babies was so beautiful and precious! So happy for you and it’s so obvious how much you love your family and how grateful you are. You’ve been so strong this whole journey, couldn’t be more excited to see all the great things ahead of you 🥰🥰🥰
When Colleen started crying tears of joy, I just wanted to hug her and tell her “You did it! Maisy’s home! Your dream came true!!!”
"She's so much stronger than us" no, she has your combined strength from all the love you have for her. I'm so happy for your whole family to be together for Christmas, you deserve this joy. Good luck with the double duty for the rest of forever 💕
this is probably the hardest I’ve seen Colleen cry but it’s so refreshing to know they’re tears of happiness❤️❤️
When Erik said "she's gonna be your best friend for your whole life" I started bawling, I'm so happy she's home getting to meet her whole family, I can't wait for the cousins to meet them, for Bailey to meet the other girl on the family :)
I'm sure Maisy was trying really hard to get to be with her brother again and having her mom & dad 24/7 :)
This is gonna be a rough time, but hopefully everything pays off now that the hospital isn't a daily concern
When Erik said “This is your best friend for your whole life,” honestly made me cry. I am so extremely happy for you guys!
Oh my gosh, as a twin myself seeing Maisy and Wesley laying together and interacting, seeing each other in a way they hadn't been able to was SO sweet and tearjerking. Congratulations - so much pride in you two as parents, and in the twins for getting home, and in Flynn for being such a cutie big brother.
SAME IM A TWIN AND THIS IS SO GREAT GLAD SHE IS FINALLY HOME
Rewatching these videos in June of 2022 after Colleen read us the NICU journal she made for Wesley and Maisy. Watched Wesley’s coming home video, remembering Colleen said the twins like having milestones on peoples’ birthdays. Now, watching this one, realizing it was literally my sister’s birthday. 😱😅
So glad the twins are chunky, healthy, adorable little babies now! Sending so much love ❤️
Ugh woman. I was holding it together until the end. I cried tears of joy with you. I’m so happy she’s finally home. I can’t wait to watch them grow with you!
I haven’t cried once throughout this NICU journey. But, as soon as I saw Maisy without tubes and In Colleens arms I bursted into tears. Knowing her pain is gone and feeling a little fraction of what she felt watching the vlogs and now her being with her babies brings me so much joy.
Girl I think I cried EVERY SINGLE DAY with Colleen
THIS is what these babies were given to you to teach you.
You ADVOCATED for that baby girl to get home! Sweet Maisy is the reason you found such confidence and authority where before you might have felt more timid.
The impossible makes the hard easier.
You’ve lost a pregnancy that made making these babies so vital to you, and so appreciated to receive.
You’ve bared through the most difficult pregnancy and the appreciation you have from the relief of having your body back is all the more sweet.
Having them separated from you, from each other, constructed a gratitude for a reality you might not have appreciated as much without the ache of that kind of trial.
The reward of satisfaction after enduring an impossible pain is a wisdom tailored jut for you.
Yeah it’s gonna get hard. And now you know from experience, that the hard things are the most satisfying because the gift at the end is a wisdom and appreciation you couldn’t have known without the struggle.
MERRY CHRISTMAS MAMA! AND DADA! AND BROTHER! And the whole family who pulled together and supported each other. YOU DID IT!
this. my tears are brimming :)
Oh my gosh! Thank you for all the likes everyone!
I've be here when she had no kids, now seeing her with three is just amazing.
Literally surreal, i always reminisce to when Flynn was born, it was all so new and now there is three. So oddd
i’m crying watching this. colleen crying tears of joy is everything. so glad the babes are home with you. can’t wait to see the rest of your journey as a family of 5!!
To nurse “Sarah” and NICU nurses, thank you for taking care of little Wesley and Maisy!!
My dad passed away last Christmas day. The build up to Christmas has been torture for me, but you having Maisy home for Christmas genuinely brought such joy to my week. Merry Christmas to the 5 of you 💜
Sending you a big hug 💖
Sending hugs. I’m so sorry for your loss, I’m glad you were able to find a moment of joy.
I’m so sorry, Lewis. I lost my mom almost 9 years ago and Christmas time never gets easier. ❤️❤️❤️
I’m so sorry to hear that. My dad died very close to this and Christmas was hard for me last year but I got thoug( it. Try to keep busy it really helps. It gets easier overtime I promise I hope your family stays safe
I know how you feel. I lost my mom in June. It’s not the anniversary of losing her, but it’s definitely a dread I’ve never known before. She was my best friend.
I just needed to see this video again. Popped in my head for no reason. And now she’s two!
I have not seen Wesley and Maisy together laying down without cords on them. This is amazing! We are so proud of both of them and especially you, Colleen and Eric. 💜
i’m literally trying not to sob with the clips of them both sleeping on your chest and flynn and erik beside you. i’m so happy for you guys that she’s home before christmas and yay for nurse ‘sarah’ helping get maisy home especially fast 🥰🥰
You and me both,😭😭 so incredibly happy for Colleen and Eric, their little family is finally complete 😍😍😍😍😍
That moment when Maisy and Wesley were on the blanket together was absolutely beautiful. How magical it is to see your two amazing babies together at last!!! 🥰
I can’t imagine the relief you must feel as parents! Hearing erik talk about the babies as he held maisy made me tear up🥺🤍
Can we talk about how nice it is to hear Eric talk about how relieved he is as well? Like hearing how he’s feeling during this too. I love it. He’s such a good dad. I’m so happy for you guys!
yess!
Omg yes! They are the best because they are both so open and honest about what they are dealing with and feeling and it’s awesome to see a dad open up about it
When she started crying at the end and said " I am finally crying tears of joy" my whole heart just burst! This is the first time I am happy to see tears rolling down your cheeks Colleen! My birthday was yesterday and seeing this was one of the best gifts EVER!
I hope that you have the BEST Christmas with your sweet angels. P.S: I AM EXPECTING TO SEE THE BABIES IN GINGERBREAD OUTFITS.
SAME, I definitely started crying too. Gosh.
That quiet moment of her dancing with Maisey, no words, just quiet music. That says more than words ever could!
I know right!!! I started crying watching that cause it was just so special and sweet
How are you going to spell her name wrong when it’s in the title
@@kcw2515 literally. haha
the end KILLED me. she is such a good mama. those babies are already so loved
I love hearing Eric’s side more in the vlogs, I’m so proud of him and how great of a husband he is to you. How great of a dad he is to y’all’s children. Honestly I hope my fiance is as amazing of a dad as Eric is! So proud of you too Colleen you did such a great job getting your babies home ❤️
Can we all just thank "'Sarah", the NICU nurse, who was determined to bring Maisy home before Christmas. Bringing good vibes and blessings to all NICU nurses.
hahaha do you mean “sarah?”
didnt colleen called her sarah?
@@lavedka9856 Oh crap yeah I meant Sarah. Funny enough I was listening to "Stacy's Mom" before watching this video. So yep definitely mixed up the names. Thanks for catching it
Started crying when you said "finally I'm crying tears of joy on this channel" 😭 I'm so happy for you, and for your sweet twins! Wesley and Maisy are so lucky to have you as their mom. You're a rockstar!
I cried when Colleen said "it's over", because I'm also going through something difficult (very different from her situation) that feels like it will never end. But seeing her get through this rough time gives me hope that I too will one day say "it's over".
I'll pray that things get better and know that GOD is with you thru all this
The moment with Colleen’s mom made me cry my eyes out, she is so lucky to have such a supportive, helpful, loving mother.
I was crying the whole time and THAT made me BAWL. 😭 Just so happy!!!
My therapist always says that after every breakdown is a breakthrough. After seeing the last few vlogs and then the miracle of her coming home just before Christmas, I truly believe it to be true. Merry Christmas Colleen! So happy you get to spend Christmas with ALL your children 🥰
Hearing how excited Erik was seeing them together on the ground and while feeding her at home I just burst into tears and that ending GIRL I'm a blubbering idiot Over here! I am so so happy for your whole family! You guys are so loved
Same we are a blubbering group right now but we are all fweling happy
I literally can not wait to watch these babies grow up in the most loving home with two parents who are so incredibly grateful to have them and will do anything to protect them. I am so so so so excited for you ❤️
When you started crying I started crying, watching you through this whole pregnancy, so excited for you to have twins, a C-section, the NICU, and now(finally) you can wake up to these beautiful babies and celebrate Christmas with them! Love you Colleen, you are so strong! ❤❤❤
I’ve been crying since the All I Want for Christmas is You video
That is so true. She has done such a amazing job.
Omg, I burst into tears when she said “I’m finally crying tears of joy” … We love you Colleen! Excited for this next chapter of beautiful chaos for you and Erik!
And the, “My babies are home”
that forreal made sob
I did too. So happy for her and her family.
I remember when Colleen first got pregnant she was worried about how she was going to hold two new babies at one time, but now it comes so natural to her and brings her so much joy!!! I’m so proud of you Colleen and Erik for getting through this challenging time. WELCOME HOME WESLEY AND MAISY!!!🤗🤗🤗🤗 LETS CELEBRATE CHRISTMAS 🎄🎄🎄💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️💚❤️
I started crying when she smiled so big when she held the baby’s together😭😭😭🥺🥺 you guys are so strong☺️☺️☺️☺️
I'M CRYING! How is it possible to be so happy for someone who I don't know in person? You're great, Colleen! You're so strong and so incredible, and you and Eric deserves the best. Can't wait to see twins grows together at their home and their family! Congrats from Russia!
The “I can dance with her without cords” got me. 😫 I can’t imagine wanting my babies home with me and they can’t just yet. So glad she made it before Christmas!
Thank you God! Merry Christmas Ballinger /Stocklin Family! Teary eyed joyfulness for you!
Happy Holidays Debi 💕💕
I havent even watched the video yet, but your smile in the thumbnail pic made me cry. So happy the family is all together!!!!
@@lollylolly8186 hey! you too friend!
Yess
A true Christmas miracle :)
I have never been more happy for a youtube family ever! Seeing you cry tears of happiness at the fact that your babies are home broke me! SO proud of how strong you have been throughout this whole journey! xx
It’s been a week since I brought home my NICU warrior. She was in the NICU for 23 days, about half the amount of Maisy, so I couldn’t imagine the strength it took for 45 days. I am crying real, happy, proud tears for you, Erik and both of your little fighters. Merry Christmas, Colleen. ❤️
Congratulations!!!💕
Genuinely started tearing up at 6:15. Your smile was so big and real. I’m a freshman college student and watching your vlogs was just a little break from the hectic end of the semester - but now, I watch every video as soon as it comes out. It feels like I’m cheering on a big sister that I’ve never had. So so happy for you and your family Colleen. Have the best Christmas.
Colleen started the year with a miscarriage then a debilitating pregnancy which she wished would’ve been longer to keep the twins safe then to be a NICU mom for the last six weeks…it was beautiful to see her release all that pain with tears of joy.
Now, she gets enjoy Christmas as a family of five. 😭
Colleen watching back this vlog it makes me so nostalgic and happy. Love you since almost the beginning and I really missed you in your break, and I’m another girl who still watches you and waits patiently for another vlog everyday. All the love to you, Erick, Flynn and the twins
Colleen is one of those women who give every ounce of themselves to everyone. To see her crying because she's happy made me cry and cheer. She gives every year to mommas and dads who spend hours and hours in the hospital because her heart is just that big. I am so unbelievably happy for her. Sending you love Colleen!!
The funniest thing is that Colleen is my mom's name lol
I was refusing to cry until I saw Eric’s smile when Colleen said “family of five guys, it’s a family of five” and then I of course cried again when I saw the end, I’m glad you’re feeling that joy Colleen, you deserve it.
I’m proud of you all, as a new family of five you have all been so strong, so resilient, and so amazing.
I hope you all have a good Christmas, you deserve that.
Flynn was probably so confused on why another baby came home😂. But I'm crying. They are both home. Well done Maisy! So proud of both of the little twins. And colleen and Erik for being so strong ❤
@Yoyoskull but he knows they came from the hospital / from his moms tummy though 😊
Today's vlog was Colleen decorating their 2022 Christmas tree and I ran to watch this video again. This video is literally one of my most favorite videos on the internet. Mostly because I was just so invested and so attached to these babies and I wanted them to be home so badly. ❤ Seeing Colleen put up things from when the babies were this little on the tree had me crying. I can't believe how big they have gotten. 🥰
Omg, I didn't realize how much I cared about colleen and her family until I literally burst into tears when I saw the title of this video. Congratulations Colleen and Erik!!!
same!
Omg me toooooo
Same!
Me tooooooo!! Im so extremely happy for them 💕💕💕🥺🥺🥺
You can literally see Colleen’s eyes Brighten. Her spirit seems so free having both the babies home at the same time. I’m so happy for the family of 5. ❤️
That nurse is like a fairy, literally started crying she knew Maisy would make it out
You are the most special women I’ve had the pleasure of getting to know over the years I’ve been watching. I love you so much and I’m so incredibly proud of you and grateful you’re in a better head space ! You deserve the WORLD !
I didn't realize that you not having your babies home has been stressing ME out, because when I saw the title, my whole body relaxed. Apparently I'm physically and emotionally invested 😂 Good job, Maisy ❤
The pure joy on her face when holding Maisy and Wesley together without all the cords 🥺🥺
The pure joy of this baby who can't consent 🥺 let me just put it on TH-cam for millions to see 🥺 you people are sick think for one minute how this could affect this persons life for one minute
@@reni9870 Why are you even here then? Tf?
Hearing you talk so highly of NICU nurses makes me so happy. It’s a really tough job mentally and emotionally but it’s so rewarding. And hearing parents like you talk highly of us makes it all worth it. Thank you ❤️
Hi.I want you to smile for a few seconds. I hope you laugh with this joke👇
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"I wasn't that drunk yesterday." "Oh boy you took the shower head in your arms and
Told it to stop crying."😂😂😂
Show me love if you laugh.
You are a true hero you guys have a tough job but I bet these moments keep you going , thank you for caring about such precious lives that need the best kind of souls to help
@JGubala Tell me something;
How common is it for a mother to visit everyday, for hours at a time?
Colleen's nurses seem to imply most parents of NICU babies don't visit nearly as much as Colleen did.
you’re so so so strong and inspiring! i’m so grateful that your babies are all home, your family is finally all together. you deserve the world, colleen, you truly do. im so proud of you and how you’ve managed this whole situation. i’m amazed with the fact that you were brave enough to share it with everyone, to show vulnerability and pain. you’re an amazing mom and you have a beautiful family! 💖💖💖💖💖💖
Colleen is the best mom, She genuinely deserves all three of her kids to be with her at all times. I’m so proud of how strong colleen is and how far maisy has came.
Flynn kissing the twins was the cutest thing, he's definitely gonna be an amazing brother and it's amazing how careful he was, so glad she's home 🎉💕
Gwen Ballinger is a literal angel on Earth. Such a wonderful grandmother, so glad she finally got to hold her youngest granddaughter ❤️
I have never cried at a video before but I have to say a cry was well deserved. Your so incredibly strong to handle Flynn and the twins. You deserve everything coming to you and deserve happiness. Your truly inspiring and am so happy you can spend Christmas with all three of your children. So happy for you. Xx.
when erik said “wes look over here it’s gonna be your best friend for your whole life” i literally started sobbing cause it’s true my twin brother is my built in best friend and someone i can always talk to about anything because we’re going through the exact same thing at the same time and that’s so special to have. all my love to you all finally you guys can feel whole again
@Alexis Cardenas were you and your twin brother always close? My b/g twins couldn't be further from each other 90% of the time. They do not have that twin bond that I see with other twins and I am trying to figure out if that is just them, did I do something wrong or this is normal and they will come around. Thanks in advance.
My twin sister and I are best friends. No one will understand me like her
Flynn singing Wesley and Maisy's names and taking care of his own twin dolls was just too adorable. He's going to be such a great big brother and you guys will continue to be amazing parents!
Can't wait to see the new family photos and watch the babies grow up. Merry Christmas to the 5 of you!! ❤️
The pure joy and happiness that this video brought me is indescribable. COLLEEN, you are SO strong and so amazing, you did an amazing job. As well as everyone else in your family, you’re a super mom and you need to understand that. The moment when you started crying holding and dancing with maisy i lost it. Congrats to you and your beautiful growing family :)
I loved Erik's and Colleens reaction to Maisy and Wesley interacting with each other. It was so pure and I'm so happy for Colleen and Erik. I will definitely be keeping them in my blessings! Love you Colleen and Erik 💗
I don't have babies, I don't want children but I still watch every videos. It fills me with so much joy to see that she is finally home! Thank you for being so open with us. I know that sometimes you feel like people will be fed up with the baby content, but trust me we love watching it. It's wholesome, it's raw and pure. 🌹
The definition of fangirling: Eric and Colleen just drooling looking at their babies together. Seeing you this happy just made my Christmas better !!
The difference from when Maisy wasn’t home to when she is home Colleen is a different person. Colleen is so happy I love her and her strength. 😘
Both of them really
COLLEEN I CANNOT TELL YOU HOW HAPPY I AM FOR YOU!! Omg this made me cry I have been watching your journey for years and this pregnancy with the twins since the start, I’m so immensely excited for you and I’m so glad you are home with your whole family. Sending so much love your way!!! YOU DID IT QUEEN!❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️