He was so sweet. It’s like every time someone posts an interaction between them and him, he’s motivational, uplifting and sweet to them. Seems like he believed in people more than they believed in themselves. Bless up X, rest up.
Man only if he was alive and those dumb ass's didn't kill him X probably be in a diss track if someone be having beef with dontai maybe even Sing a bar.
“I guess I'm at a loss for words To feel so close to someone, and finding they're gone the next day I guess you never realize how permanently damaging that is”
When I found out who they were, I wanted to commit a crime so that I could be in the same prison with them too teach them a lesson, not kill them because they deserve hell.
So the gamers can proudly say. "X has been one of us for short time" I really like how X has been as a person trying to help those with some mental issues, it is sad how he has passed away, after just turning 21. I find it kind of interesting that probably a big part of his fanbase RIGHT NOW are here probably since after they heard about his death, which I am one of. After hearing about his death I wanted to learn more about him to understand what he had done in the time I had no idea who he was until he died. Rest in Peace X, and may he live on in our hearts.
“This is a story, this is a full story, and it’s the last time I’ll tell it” it honestly feels like it just happened right now :( he’s somewhere better now, with Jocelyn, somewhere with peace, in the heavens.
been a X fan since 2017 and have been really down this year crying more than normally about his loss. It’s 2023, I’m 25 now and you can go back realize everything about X was timeless and unique. He grew up without a father and didn’t receive the love he wanted from his mother. Regardless of those aspects he was tough, had a great head on his shoulders and loved extremely hard. His mind was far more advanced than a lot of people my age and he only had a GED. Im grateful to have seen him Live during rolling loud 2018, but then he was just one of my favorite artists because of his values and his courage to be himself. I never thought he would be one to change my life forever. Thank you Jah for everything. ❤
fr bro. i've been a fan since 2016 and x's passing was the only time i've ever cried over a celebrity death. i still find myself tearing up sometimes whenever i think about him. i'm glad you were able to see him perform though. my biggest regret was not going to any of his shows :/
Dontai, i’m so proud of you making it this far and sharing the positivity that you have over the past few years. i’ve been watching you streams lately on juices new album, the last of us and just chilling with you.. you really have impacted my life and seeing you go on with a memory of a lifetime is amazing to me and for that i’m sending you a donation soon to show my support.. hopefully one day you’ll come back to see this.. Long Live Jahseh Forever...
I cant believe that someone like him was taken away. He was starting to help other people, be positive, and he had stopped fighting leaving his old self behind. Reast in peace man
x was the coolest dude and radiated positivity he helped so many people and that was his dream the one thing he wanted the most was to help and inspire people a great musician, friend, and man. i love you x
@@tkdbz4411 He tried making up for it and did a pretty damn good job at it. He changed once he got out of jail and when he did, he changed hella and for the better.
Man just imagine what the world would be like if we still had him. How much he would change and impact. True Legend. Still cant get over that hes gone now
@@cloudsaremashedpotato know if anybody is its you you probably like to do the Naruto run in public and you got suspended for sitting like the person in your profile picture at school stfu nerdneck
Tyrone Marquez I was playing fortnite with 2 of my friends and they started talking about how he got shot I didn’t believe them though but my brother and cousin came up stairs telling me about how he might die in the hospital All that one year ago LLJ
x was always the type of person to take time out of his day and message people that made videos of him and he was such a nice person from what I’ve seen we deffo need more people like him🥺I love his energy he literally asked for his number straight up and he’s done it to people in other videos ive seen and FaceTime them that’s so cute man but he’s gone now which makes me upset i didn’t know him very well but R.I.P🥺🤍.
The thing about this video than all the other youtube videos about x is the fact this comes from the heart and it is not fake and a money unlike the rest
I remember the video "XXXtentacion Shouted Me Out!
" i was so happy for you. Long Live Jah
RileyTaugor aye happy birthday, sad day though
Rest In Peace
• Vexl • thank you
Antoine Longpré thank you
RileyTaugor happy birthday
“Dontai has a mom”
- Xxxtentacion RIP
Niggas has a mom
Hahahahaahahahaha
jos3hua6___ # was that suppose to be funny ?
K Heated it’s a joke from his stream with x playing fortnite
Sotarega -YT yup
It says “Dontai” Huh? “IS THAT YOUR MOM?”
“Your barber elementary” bruhhh x was so goofy i miss him 😭🦋
LLJ 🕊🖤
@@reheyaaaa long live juvy?
RIP TO THE LEGEND
It sucks that X died he was pushing such a positive message right before his death he didn’t deserve to die LLJ!🖤🖤🖤
Dontai : stick to music. your roasting is elementary.
XXX : your barber elementary
😂😂😂😂
10:16 is the time 😂😂
I was dying 😂😂😭
“Your aunty leveled up off the molly” I’m fucking dead 💀
He roasted the fuck out of him
i was about to post that too , lmaooo 😂😂😂
my favorite x moment was when he kept team killing you on fortnite
bryan then when dontai finally got up, he kept killing x 😂
That was the best 😂😂😂
When he broke that wood ramp🤣😭
Lmao X USERNAME WAS WEIRD ASL
Lil mulg 🤣😂🤣😂 I cried 2 times today Better then the first time I hear he passed I cried 10 times last time
Dontai: Stick to music. Your roasting is elementary
X: your barber elementary
💀💀
hYdro Cloudy Is that skull X’s
Pirate king Chopper bruh
Pirate king Chopper pls tell me ur being sarcastic 🤦♂️
hYdro Cloudy i was weak asf 😂😂
@@legomasterrupublicattack6281 lol
Doctor: dont worry, no eyebrows X doesnt exist, he cant hurt you
No eyebrows X: wanna see me take a shit?
Maked my day😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
Made*😂😂😂😂😂😂😂
The best part is, I was reading this as the clip came up
@@aria-5867 you can edit comments⠀⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀ ⠀
@@ZeningX How do i-
When dontai said too x your roasting is elementary and x said your barber elementary lmao
DrunkSantaOGYT 😂😂😂
Your barber elementary
I had a stroke reading that
@@XqClovr same
Gotta love this grammar
“And eat banananaas”
Had me dead......
Bananas
Walter Jameson that’s the way x said said it in the stream 😂 “and eat banananaas”
St. Agatha Home Health like x
@@xminus05-42 Bananas
Walter Jameson ur stupid af
"Your barber elementary" this man X was rly funny asl 😂
He was so sweet. It’s like every time someone posts an interaction between them and him, he’s motivational, uplifting and sweet to them. Seems like he believed in people more than they believed in themselves. Bless up X, rest up.
He probs has the coolest looking mugshot pic in the history of mug shot pics
Carti
@@dbk9447 wtf
Fredo Santana
tyler has the best
@Aisha MohamedHave u seen tylers?
Tomorrow will be 2 years since he passed. He's still a legend that will never be forgotten. Rest easy king 🙏
3 years actually
Izaya vigil no
Izaya vigil he died June 18 2018. Its 2 yrs
Izaya vigil no 🤦♂️
Acrylic I forgot I chit confused it is 2 tears
“stick to your music. your roasting is elementary.”
“your barber elementary”
lmaooooooo 😂😂😂
Luxxias link?
Monkanate 10:16
And to this day Dontai still wears a hat
Xeyuuk-YT yeah... shit was ridiculous
That nigga X died 😂
He sounds like a really good friend, wish i had someone like him
RIP X, even in 2021
“don’t be sad because it ended, be happy that it happened “-Dr.suess
Why fit in when you were born to stand out - Dr Suess
Dude fuck you copy cater and that does not make sense
@@muiui5877 oh it doesn't make sense? You better get some therapy
Why would i be happy BC X life ended?
Yeah just why why we we'll be happy?
Imagine If X and Dontai made a song together 😞
ik that's so sad
I really wish they did rip x
Man only if he was alive and those dumb ass's didn't kill him X probably be in a diss track if someone be having beef with dontai maybe even Sing a bar.
😁 xxx says be happy so that's what I'm going to: try:to do
@@scuti9846 amen
It’s so hard to think that it’s almost the 2 year anniversary of losing a legend.
Ikr☹☹☹☹😭😭😭😭
Wow bro
11 days fam, you right.. Rest In Peace x
I didn't even know it's been that long
I still miss him. I wish he was still with us.
Still til this day x will be missed.
@@sawitcher6425 yes he did die in June and he talked to dontai before he died in 2018
@@sawitcher6425 bruh use a translator
OMG X ACTUALLY DID DONTAI LIKE THAT
“Your barber in elementary”
😂😂😂😂😂
Not even mettle school
Jaden smith video its middle school not mettle school 😂
Jaden smith video tf mittle school
FUCK X
FleX_ scopez fuck x
When Dontai and X played Fortnite together......that shit hit different. LLJ❤️
Hell yeah
They should've played call of duty
Dat jr. I still watch that joint.
I can’t believe they played such a gay game , not something to remember
💯💯
“I guess I'm at a loss for words
To feel so close to someone, and finding they're gone the next day
I guess you never realize how permanently damaging that is”
Guardian angel...
@@Dull_ yup
@@harshmotiani4275 Right.
Yeah but this will happen more times than once. So we need to make the most of lives. Create bonds that are near unbreakable.
Guardian angel
6:20 5 years later and look at you now. RIP X
Still missing X and still pissed X is gone. Those dudes that did that to him deserve to go to hell
much more then hell, a more horrid place created just for the garbage people
Thay deserve to be torcherd
They deserve to be torched for eternity
When I found out who they were, I wanted to commit a crime so that I could be in the same prison with them too teach them a lesson, not kill them because they deserve hell.
Man I love yuh guys ❤️ No disrespectful comments 🙂
this video is beautiful man wtf love you tai LLJ💙
Ur music fire bro
🙏🏽🖤
Dontai x moxas track!?!?
bro i love your music
XDiegoX's Memes im not joking BrO
Bro said "Your barber elementary” 10:15 😂😂 miss him broooo☹️
Team STRXFE elementary tf
One of a kind
cause his hairline lmao
kisuke urahara there’s always that one person, GIVING CONTEXT MAKES IT unFUNNY
Team STRXFE hahahha
"You're not dead til everyone forgets you" xs words.💔
Love you Dontai 🖤
Come back.....
Pls
Tf u at
X is the Keanu Reeves of rap, the most badass kind person ever😂
But still hella chill
He heat his girlfriend
never even heard of this x guy till 2 weeks ago when watching this guys vids
wobbastrxz it was never proven
@@xsuvelocity920 but like weren't there also other videos of him hitting fans that came to his show? Not hating just asking
“But are u asking me to play fortnite” that’s adorable 😂😂😂
Praying he dont get striked
@@XXXTentaclez I hope he do
@@governorofchicago3500 😐
@@governorofchicago3500 fuck you 😂
@@XXXTentaclez fuck u too nigga
So the gamers can proudly say.
"X has been one of us for short time"
I really like how X has been as a person trying to help those with some mental issues, it is sad how he has passed away, after just turning 21. I find it kind of interesting that probably a big part of his fanbase RIGHT NOW are here probably since after they heard about his death, which I am one of.
After hearing about his death I wanted to learn more about him to understand what he had done in the time I had no idea who he was until he died.
Rest in Peace X, and may he live on in our hearts.
goddamn,
1 year and I still can‘t realize that X physically left this planet
Benedikt Walder i like how u said physically 🙏🏾
Same beautiful human being I don't know people how can be so fucked up
Lirs shut yo dumbass up
Physically??😂😂
@@faygofrl6370 His mausoleum is what you're trying to say.
“They hang on trees and they eat bannnannannannaasss”😂😭😭
😂😂😂they the coolest
I laughed and cried at the same time
"Where yo hair baby?" And "You got games on yo phone?"😁😁😁
Thank you for making this.
Long Live Jah 🖤🕊
U remember when Dontai was playing fortnite with x. X was so funny and was trolling Dontai each game besides the last one
"Violence is not the answer"
R.I.P Yung dagger dick
"We can play this game passive I can win passively"
Jah- “ Hmmm Interesting “ 😂😂
Alvinisback fr i missed my lunch to watch that
“This is a story, this is a full story, and it’s the last time I’ll tell it”
it honestly feels like it just happened right now :( he’s somewhere better now, with Jocelyn, somewhere with peace, in the heavens.
I'm sayin, I still can't believe it's been a year since X was murdered. Shit's crazyy
Oop he in hell
he in a different world killing the game and making everyone happy
my name jeff nah, he’s sipping tea in a different hood
@@mynamejeff9528 Fuck out a here wit DAT dum shit
Who’s here on the 2 year anniversary of his passing 🤧❤️
Boss Ben Lupfer I'm sad af
I'm fuckin sad af bruhh
😔RIP
Me
Rip
Dontai: X was a good person
X in the Fortnite livestream: *Legit team killed him 39526734 times*
that livestream was so funny
Does that mean he's a bad person?
Poke yea ur right what’s this bitch sayin
@@S6carguy yall fucking tripping hard af the man is joking
@@opindxr8653 Is ight, These kids have the slowest brains ever
Can't believe it's been a year, it feels like the tragedy just happened, I miss you vro, so much 🖤
@@Joel-lr7sn I like your profile picture 👀
He beats woman
I miss him too
*imagine Dontai seeing X's fortnite username,*
"Last online over a year ago"
Igy but x younger brother has played on the account so it probs wouldn't say that
That shit would hurt
Simply Ali facts
the last call.
i'm Michael Jordan Someone had took his Username
I lived like 10 minutes away from where he died😭
😭 that's so sad
🧢
Play To Act a lot of people lived near there
PennyWise Gaming ur head covers up the whole universe head ass
@@XehnYT yea i live in broward and my friend saw him at broward mall
been a X fan since 2017 and have been really down this year crying more than normally about his loss. It’s 2023, I’m 25 now and you can go back realize everything about X was timeless and unique. He grew up without a father and didn’t receive the love he wanted from his mother. Regardless of those aspects he was tough, had a great head on his shoulders and loved extremely hard. His mind was far more advanced than a lot of people my age and he only had a GED. Im grateful to have seen him Live during rolling loud 2018, but then he was just one of my favorite artists because of his values and his courage to be himself. I never thought he would be one to change my life forever. Thank you Jah for everything. ❤
Ur a real og fan bro
fr bro. i've been a fan since 2016 and x's passing was the only time i've ever cried over a celebrity death. i still find myself tearing up sometimes whenever i think about him. i'm glad you were able to see him perform though. my biggest regret was not going to any of his shows :/
Dontai, i’m so proud of you making it this far and sharing the positivity that you have over the past few years. i’ve been watching you streams lately on juices new album, the last of us and just chilling with you.. you really have impacted my life and seeing you go on with a memory of a lifetime is amazing to me and for that i’m sending you a donation soon to show my support.. hopefully one day you’ll come back to see this.. Long Live Jahseh Forever...
MAKEOUTHILL 💔😞
They together now
Yeah, as his hat says, ‘ All Rappers Go To Heaven’ so let’s hope they’re living life up there 🙏🏻
Yea
me
Legend has it that Dontai can’t end a sentence without saying “Bro”.
Bro I know right bro
Funny but not the place
Lol bro nice joke bro
Joe Sheppard shut the fuck up snowflake
PR MENACE keyboard warrior
My favorite memory is u guys playing fortnite, I was in the stream 😂 LLJ 🕊🖤
liltrev123abc ikr, it was funny af
measxred dope
I was too bruh. One of my favorite memories of X Tbh
Same
measxred samee
I cant believe that someone like him was taken away. He was starting to help other people, be positive, and he had stopped fighting leaving his old self behind. Reast in peace man
The ending almost made me cry. I miss him so much! Rest In Power Jahseh. ❤🙏
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Finally TH-cam recommends a good video.
"Ya auntie leveled up off that molly"💀💀💀
Why doesn't dontai talk to ski like that
@@yayeet8041 cuz ski is not x
@@yayeet8041 he do but its more on a courgal level
Dontai: your roast are elementary
X: your barber is elementary
I was dead😂😂
viper venm same
always coming back too this each year, luv you jah
His positivity was the most infectious the world has ever seen 🖤 truly one of a kind
One of my favorite memories is watching x and dontai stream and x kept on trolling tf outta dontai lmfao. LLJ
I remember when that niggah dontai built high on fortnite , and x shot his ass down, X and Imdontai on fortnite was funny asf 😂🤣🤣💯👌🏾
Splash facts
Splash yhu obviously ain’t watch it. Dontai didn’t build up. Someone else did. Dontai just went up it and x shot it. Still funny tho 😂
@@sixannon4271 always that one dude
@@deranged_fredd2103 he just saw it on the old intro 😂
That was great
wild that youd barley hit 100k around this videos release, you're about to hit 3Mil bro.... he truly would be proud
It looks like you've been crying under your eyes, bro rip I feel that hard
You guys are og’s if you remember when x and dontai were on live playing fortnite together 🤣.
*LLJ* 🕊❤️
you don’t have to be an og to remember that
悲しみpessimistic yEa YoU dO
@@damn3521 I agree
Lol back when team killing was a thing
Golden-Jay Golden-jay yeah.. when X kept killing dontai 🤣
Never forget that fortnite video. "RELAY WITH THAT PUMP"
póg mo thóin “IM A BIG TRUCK TRIVER TRUMP SUPPORTER”
RACE!
NoName777 ??
2022 and we still miss the legend ♥️
Love you X, we’ll never forget you and what you gave us bro 🕊
Peace
Just a few seconds into the vid i can see how much time you put into this 🙇🏾♂️🙇🏾♂️
I'm still mentally down after almost 2 years after his death.
Same
Same
Gee
Same. ;CCCCCCCCCCCCC
Same bro but he would want us to be happy 🙏
“ ya aunty leveled up off that molly “ 😭
“Yo barber elementary”
"X Your not funny. I didnt even chuckle."
At least this man had the guts to turn on the camera and document King X's friendship with him
i remember watching that stream with X and Yourrage, those were simpler times. ggs
Ong vro
What ever happened to rage?
RIP X🙏🏾forever will be a legend
@Kiquan Ringo shut up you fat ass
@VDR EXACTLY
Fumado Just cause someone dies doesn’t mean their a legend...
Fumado He was a legend in the community but not the rap industry.
@@derwinjamesbestsafetyballh8472 at least show some respect you ungreatfull bastard
Ay man this the only video about x that made me cry
Keep that shit up
i heard kings dead in middle school so ive always thought as imdontai on the same "level" as x just doing different stuff, that's love bro
How many times dontai said bro
👇🏼
160
Beastly o it was actually 87
This almost made me cry, I miss him so much. Such a beautiful person...
I love this! It's so lighthearted and beautiful. I couldn't stop smiling. X would be so proud of you dontai.
Keep moving forward✊🏽
~kid cudi
Cudilicious!
I’m so I’m so reborn 🙃
x was the coolest dude and radiated positivity he helped so many people and that was his dream the one thing he wanted the most was to help and inspire people a great musician, friend, and man. i love you x
10:18 your barber elementary
🤣🤣 tuff!
TVG_Ceez i was dead 💀💀💀
*solluminati voice*
@@B1esssdHandz *heeeeeee*
I love how even when he was mad at chu he still wished you peace, love and positivity🥺💔
18:00 X is so fuckn funny bro😂😂 RIP x much love ✊🏽❤️
arron og I’m your 100th like
Was*
Omar Kaakaji literally useless as fuck
7:25 "shouts out to imdontai" *LOUD ASS BASS IN THE DONATION*" lmao when tai be streamin
Yoo i don't know why but x always bring a smile on my face because he was so asome rip xxxtentacion
@@jas.n59 you can't even spell fortnite
he makes me smile all the time. he was such a great person!
Sky Vortex besides the several assaults and crimes he committed he seemed like a nice dude
@@tkdbz4411 He tried making up for it and did a pretty damn good job at it. He changed once he got out of jail and when he did, he changed hella and for the better.
You cant even spell
*man you're even lucky to even talk to this legend✊🏽*
muffin gang ayye bruh
muffin gang ayye how was he a legend?
Barnie Woodward idk ever since he died everyone’s been calling him a legend and shit he had great music but like idk
@@tkdbz4411 he is a legend
@@barniewoodward8888 u must not listen to him much. Do u
I would’ve never thought I would have to say rip x... Ever. So unexpected😭😭 who would kill a legend.
Hydra vkeanuu The government
Hydra vkeanuu I would
Bengal PF damn
Legends never EVER EVER die
Sniper Shot He’s now a being of higher frequency. He’s far from dead
Bruh imagine just casually FaceTiming X like it nothing 💀That when u know u done life right
Man just imagine what the world would be like if we still had him. How much he would change and impact.
True Legend.
Still cant get over that hes gone now
This made me feel like crying bro, much love for making this
U cry about this? Ur a fucking bitch
Knippey bro shut up and have some respect, people will say anything through a screen smh
@@cloudsaremashedpotato know if anybody is its you you probably like to do the Naruto run in public and you got suspended for sitting like the person in your profile picture at school stfu nerdneck
@@cloudsaremashedpotato honestly did I say I cried you piece of shit, felt like crying you disrespectful twat
@@mthuree8171 Bro im 19 im not in school anymore, get ur facts right kid 😂
I remember exactly what I was doing when I found out X died. Can't believe it's already been a year R.I.P X
Your mom
@@XXXTentaclez I was doing your mom?
@@chiefchuck2248 LOL
I was in Costa Rica on vaca
Tyrone Marquez I was playing fortnite with 2 of my friends and they started talking about how he got shot I didn’t believe them though but my brother and cousin came up stairs telling me about how he might die in the hospital
All that one year ago
LLJ
Im glad you had such a great relationship with him. His music helped me in some rough times.
Dontai:Lets go to the prison
X: IM NOT GOING BACKK
Not gonna lie I was having a pretty bad day but this turned it around, thanks Dontai.
#LLJ🕊
Reflex Games Playboi Carti> XXXTentacion
Lil pump> XXXtentacion
I remember all this, when he got outta jail he popped off
Rs 💯
Before everybody was saying free x rip xxxtentacion
good master bros +1
I like to just like to come back to these videos every so often and just think back to the times he was with us and just cry
x was always the type of person to take time out of his day and message people that made videos of him and he was such a nice person from what I’ve seen we deffo need more people like him🥺I love his energy he literally asked for his number straight up and he’s done it to people in other videos ive seen and FaceTime them that’s so cute man but he’s gone now which makes me upset i didn’t know him very well but R.I.P🥺🤍.
Dontai: well I gue~
Smokey: SO YOU LEFT ME DOWN IN THE BASEMENT
Man I Would Actually Love To Be Friends With X
Who wouldn't 😔😔😔
We all would 😪
@@Victor-uo7dn Your Right Thanks
@@aljosa_ Man To Be Real I don't Know
Same i miss him rip xxxtencation
The thing about this video than all the other youtube videos about x is the fact this comes from the heart and it is not fake and a money unlike the rest
That time x kept killing you on Fortnite that was funny
#LLJ
Kingthief 21 Fr only god remember
Kingthief 21 don’t disrespect him like that😡
@@JoeMama-pi5pr how is that disrespecting X
@@JoeMama-pi5pr how is it disrespectful
Logan Cashio how is he disrespecting x
I still remember when X trolled you in Fortnite it was so funny
RIP X 😔
X:”I WAS SPRAYING SHIT”😖
Gaming Turtle The evil laugh was funny 😄
Skeleton Dude *kills Dontai* “AHHAHHAHHAHHHAHAAA”
😭😭😭I'm tearing up. If u give me shit ur a bastard. (I'm spraying shit with evil laugh)
😢😢😞😞😃😭💔💔 I'm spraying shit hahahahahahahaaaa
“My friend I love u” - x voice
The people who disliked this video were crying so much they couldn’t see that they accidentally hit the like button
16:40 Had me weakk 😂 “ eat banananas” 😂😂😂
+im stevies ghost It Was Actually At 16:43 When He Said That?
He said “your barber elementary “ THAT SHIII HAS ME DEAD 😂💀
*We still have Bad Vibes Forever* so we haven't heard the last of x yet. #LLJ
When did they say that, are you referring to his documentary that's coming out?
Most posthumous albums are bad, even Biggie's and Pac's was,.We may have not heard the last of X, but we've sadly heard the best of X.
Homo Erectus and you know that how? You can’t predict the future. This album could be the best.
When was it announced?
Joyner Lucas said hes on x's new album
Watching videos like these make me forget that he’s gone, when it ends it hits me that he’s never coming back