wow he's so fine! let me concentrate here...I wish I could stop thinking about weight loss being the sole motivation for exercise! I've got massive plastic surgery planned and I know. I know it's so messed up bc my life hangs in the balance and nothing is worth risking it, but I'm going to be 40 in just a couple of years and I've battled being overweight my whole life. I just want to be a hot 40 year old, okay? As women, if we're not a 20 something, we're just old hags, sent out to pasture. We're the nagging wife who never wants to have fun anymore, etc etc etc. After spending this last year on Prednisone, I have no idea how I'm going to get all this weight off. I'm really quite desperate. Especially now as the inflammation is creeping back up. I don't know how long I can make it before I need more steroids and when you add exercise, it feels like I'm accelerating the Inflammatory process. I'm definitely in a situation here. Maybe I just need this challenge. Anyway, I'll read this book by this handsome man.
wow he's so fine! let me concentrate here...I wish I could stop thinking about weight loss being the sole motivation for exercise! I've got massive plastic surgery planned and I know. I know it's so messed up bc my life hangs in the balance and nothing is worth risking it, but I'm going to be 40 in just a couple of years and I've battled being overweight my whole life. I just want to be a hot 40 year old, okay? As women, if we're not a 20 something, we're just old hags, sent out to pasture. We're the nagging wife who never wants to have fun anymore, etc etc etc. After spending this last year on Prednisone, I have no idea how I'm going to get all this weight off. I'm really quite desperate. Especially now as the inflammation is creeping back up. I don't know how long I can make it before I need more steroids and when you add exercise, it feels like I'm accelerating the Inflammatory process. I'm definitely in a situation here. Maybe I just need this challenge. Anyway, I'll read this book by this handsome man.
Good message.