Last days hospice, HOMELESS, scared, no help, keep trusting, FAITH, God is never too late!
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Hi dear! On this channel I will share my journey with you how NOT to die from anorexia... I am still alive by the grace of God. I have suffered from all kinds of eating disorders since 30 years (!!) now. It is a miracle that I am still alive! And though I seem to be 'at my last end', I will keep trusting that I am still alive for a reason. One of which is to share my story with you. I will give all I have to give as long as I keep breathing. And I hope that you can use it for the better to prevent you and/or your beloved to suffer as much from this disease as I have. Topics I certainly will address: anorexia, bulimia, binge eating, orthorexia, intestine issues, intolerances, fear, anxiety, what I eat in a day, panic attacks, urges, overeating, undereating, purging, medical help, hospitalisation, inpatient treatment, outpatient treatment, twelve step program, spirituality, Higher Power... and so much more! Subscribe and like not to miss out on anything.
Your channel came up in my recommendations last night. I couldn’t sleep. I have now watched every video you’ve posted. I cannot tell you in words how much your videos mean to me, as I’m going through crisis myself right now and not finding the right words to properly express these feelings. I am genuinely praying for you here in the USA 🇺🇸 and would love to see a new video/hear from you. 💜💜💜
Thank you so much for sharing this Jaclyn! I am with you in thoughts and prayers too… 🙏🏻💖
@@liquefaith thank you so much 💜💜💜🙏🏻
Same for me just now. It feels like we were sent here for a reason.
@@shecat1964 I agree
@@liquefaith My loving thoughts. This happened to my mom too. She could only stay 3 weeks at a time in the Hospice. I so wanted her to stay with me but I lived in another province and she was too weak to fly. Thankfully, the hospital found a bed for her in a care facility in a retirement village she had put her name down years ago and that's where she passed away. I wish I lived near you and take you in but I'm in South Africa. I am broken as I recently lost my firstborn son violently and so suddenly. 💔 My heart goes out to you and I'm sending hugs 🫂
Sweets, have you thought about talking to the people who are leasing your home as they might work something out with you to stay with them and they not pay the entire lease in exchange for helping you care for yourself? It is your home and you cannot go anywhere else, right? Talk to them and maybe you can work something out with them. You might be able to afford a nurse to come in a few times a week to help as well. You have the right not to be homeless! It doesn’t matter if your home is leased out or not, you own it correct? Just talk to them about possibly working something out with them where you won’t be living on the streets. I know you’re in a difficult spot but God is still in control and just pray that He will open a door for you. Psalm 37:25 “I have been young, an now am old; yet I’ve not seen the righteous forsaken or his seed begging for bread.” You are in God’s hands…… ❤️🙏🏻
this! i think it's all about asking for help and just relying on the kindness of strangers. the worst that can happen is them saying no.
BREAK THE CONTRACT!! THEY CAN SUE YOU-TELL THEM TO FEEL FREE.....months.....
@@cherylaikins4347 this
If I was renting her home, I shud want to help. Maybe let her stay whith me and take care of her like I did whith my canser dieing mom for years and for my systers dother anorexi.
Everythings is possibal whith God.
That is a good idea. Please ask them. 🙏Sure they will be willing to help.
You are here for a purpose and I hope you feel the vibrations of everyone who supports you and hopes you pull through this. I hope this opens more eyes to the fact of how badly our governments have failed us around the globe. So much money is wasted on areas that are not serving us to the degree that they should (big pharma for one) while the overall mental and physical health is declining to a disturbing degree. I hope you can ignore the mean and hateful comments from those who are blind and ignorant and are able to find some peace knowing you are enlightening many. You are have meaning, purpose and you are much loved. ❤️
Thank you Renee… 🙏🏻💖
You appeared in my recommendations tonight. At a time of difficulty and doubt..you reminded me through your humility and courage just how incredibly fortunate I am...to just take another step. Angelique, I thank you for your bravery. I am just so truly sorry for your struggles and hardships. I've prayed for your healing and help and will continue to do so. Subscribed. God bless you and keep you safe. I kept feeling as you spoke that you are still here as you still have purpose...and as I wrote this...you just said this out loud. Keep trusting. Don't give up. Sending love from Canada, M
Thank you so much Emma!
@@liquefaith I pray things will turn around for you! I've seen several miracles with my elderly folks the last five years. Things no one could explain. Incredible reversals. Please, please, keep hoping. I will keep praying for you. Thank you, again, for coming into my world. Hugs from Canada, M
Hugs from around the world! I am so sorry you are going through this! I am so inspired by your faith. God bless you! Praying for you now!
Thank you so much dear… 🙏🏻
@@liquefaith Your welcome ❤️
Praying the Lord will lead you to a real true group of believers; that will take you in & help you! Love you sister, Praying before the throne for you! Tell us how we may help!? God is able to set you free & heal you! The woman with the issue of blood got healed after being sick for 12 yrs! We love you, & wish you lived close! ❤️
I'm praying for Lique all the way from the US. I have no money to offer, if I could would give it with joy. All can offer is prayers and emotional support 🙏🏿
And that offer is a real gift to me as well! Thank you… 👍🏻🙏🏻💖
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Poor thing!! Alone, seeking help, begging!! 😢 No family to care enough to be w her. Shame on them. R.I.P. little sweetheart. 😔
Wow, that's sad. Bad family.
@@xana5649Stop judging, you know nothing about her family.
This is heartbreaking l. Come on now. There's got to be someone out there in her area who can help her. Whoever you are, dig down into your heart and provide ANY type of assistance you can!
yes
No. It’s over. Good riddance and good night.
Why don't you then since it's so simple
@didi Jones u must be the smallest of them all! Obviously, sir. Ma'am "know nothing at all" we were reaching out to those in her community. It's about a place to stay where she is. That's what she considers home. Nothing is simple, but anything is possible. But of course your spirit (hopefully u know what that is )has to dwell somewhere south of EVERYTHING! Additionally, what makes u believe we didn't do something? That should answer even an idiot's questions!
No, anything is not possible. Me waking up in Australia tomorrow morning is not possible. Me drinking a gallon of vodka in one go is also, not possible. Also getting told that we should donate is one thing, but practice what you preach was my point. If the original comment was so accurate, they wouldn't have gone ahead and edited it. That says it all my frjend.
You are not alone as we are all standing beside you every moment of the day. May God bless you. x
What a vacuous, patronizing statement.
@@reddiver7293 I say it with love. I am sorry if you did not see it that way. 💖
@@mazinwonderland3077
I do not doubt you say it, "With love." But it is so gratuitous. It's like, "Thoughts and prayers." Makes the person who says it feel good about themself.
@@reddiver7293 I really do not give a ****** what you think. lol
You sound like a sad person.
Why did she let herself get like this?
Father God,please help this wonderful lady get the provision she needs at this time.Help her to find small glimpses of beauty each day despite her struggles.Sending love and prayers...🙏
Thank you dear Maryann!
I know your family may have other responsibilities but surely someone can just help you out while you get things sorted and not on the street . . I wouldn’t see a relative dying and on the street. I would do what i could to help you. If I was in your country I would come and get you and take you into my home and give you care. 🥺
Yes but they also maybe want. But maybe she is selective (also understand).
She has very likely burnt her bridges with her family. Just watching her justify, manipulate and attempt to control even while in hospice is exhausting. Imagine trying to live with or parent someone like that
Me too, I'm a nurse and care for you myself.🥰😇
We all are sinners, with past forgive and live forever ...and be forgiven
@@SisterSunshineTV you are 100% right, I truly believe that's the case.
Addicts are known for being manipulative. And the same goes for people with eating disorders.
I know this from my own experience; I was the same. And now I'm finally recovered after 26 years and the relationship with my family is better than ever.
You are needed and wanted by so many, fight for them too. You are strong and can turn this around to help others and make this experience positive. Sending love and support XX
Thank you so much Portia! ❤️
I’m praying for you. You are not alone in spirit, as there are many of us connected to you in our thoughts. May peace and calm come to you. Many hugs xxxx
I’ve been struggling with issues of my own and I was at breaking point until I watched your video tonight and realized my struggles are minimal compared to yours. I’ll be praying for you, my heart breaks listening to your story. I can’t imagine being in your situation.
Thank you Kelly… your situation may be different, but probably feels as big. But I am happy it helps you putting it into perspective. Keep faith dear! 😘
This video was in my recommended list, and your situation, your words, and your faith are really touching me deeply in this moment. While you were said you were afraid and alone, I can't explain how that reached to the core of me. You are in my prayers tonight my dear.
Thank you so much for sharing this Kimberley! 🙏🏻😘
Praying for u
Praying for you Judy! Please let us know what we can do to help you right now! Can you start a “fund me” of some kind? I know most people would help!!
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Everyone needs to click on the "Thanks" button to send Judy funds.
I would most certainly donate!!
@@montanaliving4769 🙏🏻💖
My heart goes out to you, I cannot imagine what you’re going through. Please know that you are loved, worthy of care and valuable and I am praying for you 🤍
Thank you so much Ariella… 💖
What I would recommend is talking to the bank to see if you can take a loan against your house. The other thing you could insider is selling your house indicating that is has renters through x-date. Whomever purchases accepts the that there are tenants who will remain on property until the end of the lease. Good luck there is always a way where there is will! Don’t give up!
We should bring this to the media's attention. If everyone send them the link to this video along with a discription it's gonna help her
@@breephoenix111 - It seems a bit like you are making an effort to aggravate an already tragic situation?
@@breephoenix111 - Either way, I can not stand if women or children suffer.
@@breephoenix111 u r quite heartless. What do you suggest she does?
@@breephoenix111 you’re saying you have love and care for her? Maybe you might be a little kinder with your tough love
@@breephoenix111 you are clueless to eating disorders. I suggest you just stay in your lane
You are not alone, we are all with you, praying for you and keeping your faith will be your comfort. God bless you and keep you xxx
Thank you Kim! 🙏🏻😘
I wish you more days on this planet and I really hope everything is going to be fine with the re-homing. Sending hug 💜
Ask a lawyer iff you can get out of your contract because of your medical situation.
Then you can go to your own home and get health care at home, this will cost nothing, this falls under the insurance.
You can get the bed at home and, somebody to put you under the shower and dress you. You can also get a shower chair for free, I can't believe nobody spoke with you about this. You can get almost all the health care at home.
That seems to be the best solution to me. And then, after two months, you hopefully can get to Amsterdam. This will be payed by the insurance as well. I think that is the best thing to do, you have a house, you only have to let somebody arrange that you can get out of the contract.
Good luck
A couple of points from me. 1 this may be a blessing in disguise, the universe is making sure you leave the hospice because that is not the place for you anymore and you will not die. 2 you need a hospital or clinic where you can continue with your program and where there is adequate care. 3 who can pull some strings? your doctor or psychologist or even the hospice manager? 4 perhaps a clinic in Belgium - i know for other treatments and surgeries dutch insurance covers Belgium and Germany
I am now waiting for a bed in Amsterdam… it is a hospital willing to help! They only help very severe ed patients. And it is the ONLY place found where they are willing to take the risk to accept me. A psychiatrist is mediating for me there. But they have a long waiting list…. Hope I will get there on time. Hope to find out coming week how long I will have to wait still 😳
@@oneseeker2 Butler first of all you are a non player character like in a game, put on this earth just to fill empty space, nobody cares about your android opinion. Furthermore if you are not from the Netherlands and you don't know how the system works here just shut the fcuk up.
@@liquefaith Where are you now Angelique?
I'm so sorry this is happening to you and I hope you get somewhere sorted soon. Sending you hugs and prayers ❤️
I’m glad someone else noticed something missing here.... FAMILY.
Dear lady - your strength and grace is so clear. A lot is - that really shouldn’t be. Sending love from UK.
For some people family is a life sentence of misery.
@@Patricia-fk8fe True. We can choose our friends, but not our family.
Yes sell your house thats how you get out of the contract. In the eyes of the hospice and others you will appear to be someone who has assets that you could use for your health care, but you are choosing not to. I wouldn't go getting a loan, the debt will just stress you out, if you even found anyone who would provide the loan in the first place. If you were in NZ, no bank would lend to you, as they only lend to people who have the capacity to generate earned income, regardless of how much equity you have in your property.
In The Netherlands you're not allowed to sell your home when there are people renting it. Unless the buying party will take over the renting contract. Tenants are seen as the vulnerable party so they can't be kicked out if their landlord is selling the home.
Family can put you in any room, thats what we did. My Dad used to be in the lounge room. There’s no excuse for your family
Holy crap. I have adult failure to thrive due to a combination of poisoning & gastroparesis & can literally relate to almost everything in this video... I've been rejected by hospice at 84lbs & with multiple chronic illnesses. Domestic abuse doesn't help victims of Munchausen Syndrome by Proxy. Mental healthcare can't help me residentially because I'm too medically sick. But when I'm not actively losing weight, I'm not "dying." While I cannot relate on the eating disorder front, my symptoms & results are very similar. There really isn't anywhere for people like us. 🥺🥺
Feel for you Kiley! Please know you are not alone in this…
Oh my sweetie you are beautiful and God will protect you. You do have a purpose your purpose is to make these videos for others to see and share your story to make a difference in others lives who are struggling with the same problems. God bless you and I pray for your healing and clarity
Stay strong ❤️ You will pull through, and I bet there are people in the Netherlands who can help you. I know so many people who share their homes with refugees right now, if I had the space for you I would gladly offer you a place in my home to recover and look further. Let the kindhearted people find you, they are truly everywhere.
Oh sweet heart you are not alone idk how I stumbled upon your channel but I'm thankful to have seen your beautiful face and hear your sad but courageous story! Keep fighting baby girl if you find joy and love still in life you got to keep fighting sis!!!
Thank you so much for your sweet encouragement Joanna! 🙏🏻💖
6 days now, $being put in gofundme for your stay in Hospice, no word from you. Did they put you out on Tuesday or was go fund me enough to stay another week or a month. It would be polite to know if the $ helped u stay in Hospice, And plans you have made outside of Hospice.
Hi just saw your video I was in a rehabilitation center for 14 months impart because I had my colon dissected and it took over 9 months for it to heal before I could have surgery to have it reattached in that time I had to wear a colostomy bag it never fit right and it caused many accidents very embarrassing to say the least I like you had no where to go I lived with my Mother who died before I got sick had no one to take me in I spent 14 months not knowing if I would get better if the surgery to reattach my colon would work I know that fear of being sick and being homeless so I understand your pain very well My tears are all over my phone as I type this keep your faith keep positive try not to panic God has you you are not alone there is a reason for everything hold on tight to him he will guide you in the right direction trust in him your new friend from New York nice to meet you God Bless 🙏❤️🤍💙🙏
O dear Helen… I really feel you… thank you so much for sharing this! Big hug from me 💖
In listening to your story, Honey Just hang in there and don't give up because God has a plan for you. About 4/half years ago I met a man and fell in love at first sight then things started changing over the course of years with ups and downs. Well to make along story short I almost married him but God didnt allow it to happen and it ended up breaking my heart and I was totally broke. God provided miracles for me for 5 month in order for me to keep my apartment and my car. So if he did it for me he will do it for you. My prayers are with you and May God Bless you and keep you. 😇🙏
Thank you for sharing this Shelia! God is a God of miracles indeed… so happy to hear he protected you and pulled you through… 🙏🏻👍🏻😘
Love and prayers from someone in Atlanta who will ask Him to send the help you are more than worthy of ✝️
The hospice should be doing everything to help you.I would refuse to leave until you have somewhere else to go.Sending 🙏 from England Angelique
Unfortunately I cant refuse… but thank you very much for supporting me in this! 🙏🏻
Melody here...I'm praying for you right now. Our heavenly father knows all about His children. Hes a good God. Hang in there sweetheart.
Thank you Melody… 🙏🏻💖
Thank you for sharing this video. I’m so sorry that you’re going through hard times like this alone. I live in Connecticut USA, and it makes me so sad that there are homeless people out there and people that need somebody to talk to and there’s nobody there. I will pray for you. 🙏🏻❣️
Thank you Mary 🙏🏻💖
@@liquefaith you’re very welcome. Stay safe, and God Bless.😊🌷
There are many wealthy people out there who could donate and help this lady. Can I request that we share this video far and wide, and hopefully it will get to the right people. Is there anyone reading this who knows or who has contact with the recent lottery winners. They won £184 million, if they have any sense of decency you could help this lady and ease her pain and problems.
So sweet… I really don’t count on that, but it is such a sweet idea! 😍
You'll get through this somehow, a higher power has given you a chance to make it this far and turn back from reaching the end of the road.
Sending you light and love and healing energy.. 💕🙏🏾came across your video here on TH-cam. Wanna say you are a beautiful soul . I know your days be hard because of what you are going through but keep keeping the faith . Trust in god this higher power is gonna take care of you.. your still here breathing and there’s purpose in that as well . You may feel alone, but know that you are not . Because you just gain a new friend💕 and I’m sure thousands of friends people who see this video. When there’s no way god makes a way trust and belive in that. One thing I could see in you you still have hope .. and once you have hope.. you live to see another day . Praying for you through this May god continue to give you the strength to carry on. You are stronger than you think. You are loved. god sends angels in disguise. Please keep faith on that. Much love , and healing energy to you dearest one. ❤️🌹
My God, how my heart aches for you. 🥺You have me deepest condolences… I Pray 🙏🏻 with all my heart, that you get the help you so desperately need & deserve! Sending you love & prayers from West Virginia, USA
Thank you Sherry… 🙏🏻💖
I'm so sry for your struggle. Here in the US we are allowed to break contracts in a case of emergency. Maybe it's something you can check into. We also have all types of nursing services, PT, OT, mental health. Meals on wheels, transportation etc. They are all covered by insurance even state benefits. You should also qualify for a social worker to help you set all these things in motion. I hope this helps in some way.
I can't believe that in this day and age, this could happen to such a lovely person . I believe that something will turn up for you. Bless you and sending hugs. Stay strong my lovely 😘🙂🙂
Thank you so much Wanda! 😘
@@liquefaith How are you x
I’m so sorry this is happening to you.. I know your fighting so hard for you life and you deserve access to the care you need to survive. I wish so so much I could help you in some way. I’m out of money myself way in the US but I’ll keep watching and liking your vlogs💖💖💖 sending you all the love and light
Thank you so much Kathleen! That is a great gift in itself 🙏🏻❤️
I just prayed for you in Jesus' mighty name 🙏...may the Lord continue to give you strength. Never stop fighting for yourself, never lose HOPE 🤍
~John 14:6~
Thank you…
@@liquefaith
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This video popped up today, and I'm totally speechless...just when you think u've seen it all, passed through some stuff u call big challenges? Then boom you land on this video. Im gonna put you in my prayers sister and u have really, really boosted my faith in God. Then I remembered, we only need faith as tiny as a mustard seed.
Thank you so much for sharing this Nazziwa… 🙏🏻💖
i was about to be homeless in Canada back in 2011 before the influx of migants, they told me on the phone that the wating list is atleast 10 years for section 8 housing and this was in HUGE city. so what i took from it is they would rather house people from other countries then their own born citizens. what a joke
I'm in Hamilton Ontario, same here 10 year wait for subsidized housing, but the Ukraine immigrants are getting one time payments of up to 5 grand because the housing costs are so high here and they werent prepared! What a joke! Neither were we canadians prepared for our rents to triple! And our pay checks dont rise
Same in UK
I pray that you make it through this ! Just think about how many people you can help when you do !! Keep pushing !!!!! There is another person just like you … who needs you to push through ❤️
“There’s no place for people like me”
“So what do you do then? I don’t know.”
😭 Angelique, I can’t tell you how deeply your words resonate with me. So many days, so many nights… I’ve cried so much over my own health because of these same sorts of problems. There needs to be a safe place, a safe haven. I’m at a loss for words, but I’m not giving up on your situation. God is working. Be still, and know that there is a way, even though you don’t currently see it. I’m going to take some time to absorb the info you’ve relayed in your update, and brainstorm a little. Thank you for letting us know how you’re doing, I was just checking your page earlier to see if you’d posted ❤️❤️ Come on fam, let’s help Ms. Angelique. What can we do?
Thank you so much sweetheart! 🙏🏻💖
Unless you are rich, people run out of $. She has a Father, friends an apt.
Post on social media with the hashtag #SaveAngelique. Ask any journalist you know to write about this. This is a story so outrageous that it would explode if the media got hold of it. Stressful as I'm sure that might be for Angelique, I think it could save her life.
I dont know, like many others here, how except through God's hand , that you showed up on my feed. Im in the USA. I so wish I were there because we would bring you into our home in a heartbeat. I have to tell you that immediately I prayed from my spirit for you. That may not seem odd except I have hardly been able to pray for quite sometime. I have many health issues but I'm very blessed and tho I thank my Savior everyday for those blessings, I have not been able to say anything but that in a few years. You brought me back to my spiritual place with God. You will undoubtedly do that for many. I will be praying for you often daily. Im a new sub now. Much love and respect to you my friend.
O dear… I am so thankful to hear that! Thanks for letting me know this 🙏🏻❤️
Your circumstance saddened me. We appreciate your situation. My husband has a return of NHL, (cancer); it is challenging for sure. I encourage you to maintain your faith. Jehovah God promises that there will soon be a time when 'No one will say "I am sick". Rev. 21:3,4 promises a time when, God, will "wipe out every tear from their eyes, and death will be no more, neither will mourning nor outcry nor pain be anymore'. I pray that you will find help needed in this stressful time. Studying God's word the Bible can provide real hope for a promised life that is soon to come
Thinking of you and your husband Jan! Return of NHL when you believe it’s gone must be such a struggle… wish you faith, strength and hope. Dont give up! 💖
Hi there, I just saw your video today and you should have been released from hospice by now. Did you find a solution to your living situation? I live in Den Haag and can offer you a place to stay. It is on the ground floor and there is a small kitchen area, a toilet and bathroom/shower. It may be difficult to access everything but we could arrange the items you need, perhaps from a home care shop. I am a single mother with two older boys but we have room for you. I hope you are doing well.
In a country like Holland, why the hell don't they have support for people such as yourself Lique? This is disgraceful and I am so sorry this is happening to you. I had a friend of mine who was in the same situation a few years ago, don't want to go into the details as this would only upset you, but for god's sake this is an absolute bloody disgrace, Holland is not a third world country! I am not religious but I will send you my love, keep strong as you can and take care. x
They do have services for their citizens. Not sure everything has been tried yet for her.
New subscriber. I hoped I had found you sooner. You are a beautiful light. Thank you for sharing your journey with us. I am sadden your are having these stressful situations.
I am praying for you and I will ask others to pray for you. I really hope God works a miracle in your life. 🙏
Thank you Karissa
God is so very real...I almost lost my life and was confronted with demon's and God pulled me out! I was a non-believer and I was changed in an instant on June 27th, 2019. Christ is with you. I pray that you continue to trust in his love! I'm truly sorry for your suffering and I will be praying for you everyday. I am going to be staying in touch with your account. Does anyone reading this know if there's a "GO FUND ME" or something that I set up yet? If not we can facilitate for you? You are not and will never be alone. All my love, Sam🙏
Thank you again Sam…🙏🏻💖
Keep trusting and go on, yip it is a hard , cold and lonely place to be at times this life but being able to exchange compassion with somebody else currently standing alone and frightened, keep trusting. Got you in my thoughts. In this world today ALL of us could be 1 or 2 further dents in our ability to take care of /provide for ourselves & families. Humanity has lost its way. For one human being to have a sufficiently self inflated sense or their own worth to tell another to end their life ! Rise above it. Be thankful that you have been the one to have been on the receiving end of such repulsive behaivour rather than have to live inside the head of the predatory monster that deals that sort of hatred out towards other living souls.
That’s an awful solution I can’t believe somebody would tell you that you can get stronger I appreciate your honesty
Work with them to stay in your own place or they will have to leave. Contracts have been broken before. They are most likely healthy and can find something you cannot as easy. Talk to them about it.
Judy, you are not alone. I am praying for your recovery. Stay strong.
Lique is my name… but thank you so much Maryann!
Hi hun! I know how scared you must be but you're not alone and can't give up, keep doing the most you can,keep getting any nourishment you can get in to you. I don't know if you've already tried or heard of him, but please try to get in touch with a treatment centre there and someone called Jan Alexander de vos at the human concern centre. I hope he and they can help you!❤
Will look into that! Don’t know him… thanks for the tip! 😘
I'm so glad that you are still alive. Please keep on fighting and nourishing yourself. This world needs you ❤️
Thank you Marc 🙏🏻
You are loved never forget!!! I’m praying for you from Tx!!! God be with you!!! 🙏🙏🙏
Thank you Nancy… 🙏🏻💖
I am so sorry for this turmoil. You have the right idea to keep faith in our Good God. He will help you. Like you said, you have a life purpose, and God will pull you through. Bless you!
My heart breaks for you. This is sadly what seems to be the problem for so many of us which is we are let down due to systemic failures. I am so sorry. I'm sending you so much love. My support worker used to tell me "whilst there is breath in your body there is hope". I hold onto that when nothing else is there anymore. x
Indeed Chloe! As long as I am breathing there is hope 🙏🏻🙏🏻
The Netherlands has Social Services, Home Health, Medical, Welfare.
God loves you so much friend! Please keep going! I love seeing your beautiful face and I love hearing your beautiful voice. Prayers and best wishes from Tennessee, USA. ❤️😊😘
Thank you Ari… 💖
I’m praying for you. Sending love and hope and a miracle to happen immediately for you!
I thought only America was so insanely awful, sounds like it’s absolutely awful there too as far as bureaucracy and finding proper help.
Have you got proof ?
The Netherlands has Welfare, Medical, Disability, Home Health.
@@oneseeker2 we have all that in the US and there are still record rates of homelessness and poverty.
@@oneseeker2 she's explained why none of those things are viable. stop spamming
Jesus loves you and I am praying for you xxx
Sending you ❤️ and 🙏 from the US. You’re amazingly strong and resilient despite the obstacles you’re facing.
Hello dear Lique, in germany where i live we have social services available in every hospital but not sure if that is also available in something like a hospice? That's what came to my mind spontaneously. But maybe u mentioned that already in a video. However, there must be help for you in a situation like you are in, stay strong! I'm so sorry you have to go through this 😔❤️
Please someone in the universe, please send help.
Look up Social Services in The Netherlands
@@ProfessorGothic and yours is?
They have Social Services there, Welfare, she has an Apt, she has a Father and Friends. Apparently she has been in this Hospice over 70weeks. She wants to live, she states she has an intestinal bacteria, a Dr or Hospital can treat that, if its treatable. Apt isn't a wheelchair friendly, still she can move things, rearrange, sponge bathe, friends, father can make her meals to warm up, yogarts, protein drinks, Home Health if a Dr will order it. Time to make decisions Months ago, she can make them now, right now. Sometimes you have to rearrange your life to make things work, and do it until they start working. She seems unwilling, prefers to stay there under donations of others. $$r runs out for most people giving, Pandemic, War, Lost jobs/income, Extremely high gas and food , rent, utility etc prices, most of the world is struggling.
@@ProfessorGothic why isn’t it?
God bless you darling one! I wish I could swift you up and give you rest with me until your days end. Your friend Kimberly in Alaska.
I’ve been following your story and I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I hope you were able to figure out your living situation and have all the support you need to kick anorexia’s butt. 🙏
I hope to see you recover fully!!! Thank you for these videos, you are so inspiring!
More than welcome dear!
Speak to a lawyer to get the rental at your house cancelled. I'm sure there is a way in these circumstances. You can hire a nurse to provide care and hire care equipment.
Yes. This would be the best option I agree.
YES!
God bless Your Soul-I love you where ever you are in the sky,I know You’re somewhere out there
I'm in a bad situation for almost a year. I believe I have some idea how you feel. I will have you in my prayer-list. Thank you for sharing.
Thank you for sharing this dear! I will pray for you too… (starting now 🙏🏻
I am a Hospice nurse in the United States. I can't believe this is happening to you. This would NEVER happen here. I am crying. You should NOT have to worry about where you are going to live, let alone, who is going to take care of you. My heart is breaking for you.
Thank you Dawn… 🙏🏻💖
Take one hour at a time. Your feelings about this are completely normal. This will pass though, God always answers prayer. X
you are so strong for fighting everyday. you can do this, we are all rooting for you. you have such an amazing and pure soul. sending you millions of virtual hugs ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Thank you dear Cay! 💖
Hello
I want you to know that i am praying for you that you will overcome your eating disorder.
I also live in the netherlands !
Dankjewel!
I’m so very sorry you are going through this. I can totally relate. I’m not dying, but I have several diseases that make me disabled. When the illnesses effect me badly, I need caregivers, but when I’m more stable I don’t. So I cannot get help. I hope and pray that things will work out for you. Please hang on with everything you’ve got, dear lady. 🌹🌷🌹🌷🌹🌷
Thank you so much for sharing this Fancy! Feel for you too… 🙏🏻💖
This is not the way to be spending the last bit of your life. I love your strength! I really hope things work out for you. ❤
I havent met you in real life but please know that I love with my all and I LOVE YOU! You are beautiful with the strength and the courage and the soul of how human beings are supposed to be, I never see any of that anymore. Not everyone has a clear reason to be here, my personal opinion, but your true purpose shines brightest! Thank you my unknown friend...people are selfish tho and as much as you have show how selfless you are just by making these videos to help ease others who can relate...I hope you find time to to be "selfless" to yourself. You deserve it and so, so much more. I love you friend...I cant wait to see another one of your videos...an unknown friend from California. :)
Thank you soooooo much for this sweet encouragement Sherry! 🙏🏻💖
@@liquefaith ❤It's the truth ❤
Hello Angelique, I am SO sorry that you are dealing with this right now... it is heartbreaking that you're in this situation because of money. It isn't right! 😮💨💔 I don't know what the laws are where you live when it comes to housing but in Canada, a homeowner CAN break a contract with their tenants as long as they plan on moving family members in or they plan on moving in themselves.
That's what I was thinking, too! Perhaps she could get a family member, friend, or some sort of in-home care to move in with her if she was able to get back into her previous home...?
@@leanneeggenberger9127I had suggested in-home care to Angelique on her previous video. She shared that such a thing is really not available in Amsterdam 😢
@@branypoo oh that’s terrible 😞 I really hope there is a solution..
I will find out the exact contract rules. But I would find it soooo hard to kick them out even IF it would be possible. And my house is totally not wheelchsir friendly 🙄
The Netherlands has Welfare, Medical, Social Services, Home Health ect.
Your video just popped up in my you tube feed and I just wanted to tell you how sorry I am to hear what you're going through I'm so sorry please know you're not alone you have all of us praying for you you are so strong God bless you and I hope and pray you get better miracles are always possible! You will be ok things have a way of working them selves out. Hugs to you from USA (California) 🙏❤️😊
Thank you Blanca 🙏🏻💖
Your story has touched me deeply, don’t let the dark, limiting and negative energy of the medical/allopathic establishment drag you down, they will tell you you only have this much time to live and you have to be on this med for the rest of your life, and there have been so many that have beaten the odds. Honey your problem is not physical or even I would say mental, your issues i’m quite sure are spiritual, you have entities that are attacking you and you need a spiritual healer. Hope this has helped, i’m praying for you 🤲🏼❤️
Yes, I believe that spiritual ‘warfare’ is a basis indeed… 🙏🏻
what a horrible situation, I'm so sorry you're stuck in it. sending good luck your way, i hope you find a solution
I live in the United States and not familiar with Amsterdam, but do they have a rehab facility or nursing home you could go to? You are in my prayers. God still creates miracles and I pray that that all your prayers are answered. Sending you lots of love 💕 💕💕💗
Still here rooting for you!❤❤❤
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You have to make them compromise, if you can go to a less than adequate accommodation, then care staff able to move you, carry you, or a family member able to do it temporarily until a place is available. You should be in a psychiatric unit with 24 hour a day staff.
Looking into that now…
I hope that you are doing alright. I see that this was posted two weeks ago. I will pray for you that you find another place. You have so much value! Please understand that you are special and I am impressed with your faith. God Bless.
See my last video for an update…
There is obviously something she is not telling us
Hey sweetie I believe that you can give your tenants notice if you need your home to prevent you being homeless. Even if it’s a notice that you’re moving back in. It’s still your home and property. As long as you give notice you can. You can in UK anyways. I’ll be thinking of you.
I am praying for you and your situation. God be with you, protect you, and provide abundantly for you. I ask it in Jesus name.
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Came across your video and honestly I am heartbroken you are going thru this,,,,can't believe you're been taken out of hospice just because of money issues,, my dear you're so beautiful, sweet, is not your time yet,,you're needed here,,God will provide you with a place for you to be at peace, a good home with good medical care and mostly be loved as you go thru this time.
May you Be Blessed sweet lady
Thank you Purita… 🙏🏻💖
Social Services can send a caregiver to your house to bathe and make meals, if you choose to eat. They can also install grips and purchase shower chairs, etc. A lot of people have accommodations that agencies cover. You have to ask for information, if you want to.
Yes! I am looking into that! 👍🏻🙏🏻
Yes! I am looking into that! 👍🏻🙏🏻
@@liquefaith This is what I did and they assigned me a case worker who had access to resources that I would NEVER have found on my own.....were you able to contact anyone?
You must do this with urgency. You have limited strength, use it to advocate for yourself, make phone calls, set up in home care at your relatives home until the hospital bed becomes available. Or go to some other hospital with an agreement to be transfered to the one in Amsterdam when it's available. Are there nursing homes for temporary care till you can transfer. Pray for an increase in your ability to actively seek solutions, step by step.
Praying 🙏 for you.....please know that no matter what you go through......God is still mighty with you!!!!
Dear sweet lady, I do not know you, but i feel how lost you feel. Though people may not be right there with you, you hold many hearts. So many are with you in heart and spirit. I am not a religious person, but i will send my wishes to you. Stay strong, Know you are not really alone. My own mom is going through kind of the same right now, far from me. But she knows i love her to the moon and back. You will be in many hearts dear girl. Just open your heart and feel the love being sent to you. I will sub to your channel to show i care. Love from Canada. You have brought a world together girl.
Thank you so much for your encouragement! Wish you lots of strength and hope according to your mom as well… 😘
Wondering how you are doing. I also work at a "hospice" house in the US. I also pray a lot. Praying for you.