"I've died and gone to heaven, but it's not really my scene". Wow. This line in any other song would be a beautiful metaphor, but the fact that it literally happened to Kristen makes it that much better! Love love LOVE this song!!!
@@GoldenJayTime Why am I crying in quarantine right now??? This is so insanely amazing!!!!!!!!! You are crazy talented. Thank you for this masterpiece. ps. petition for a Fantasy High Musical??? I would buy every ticket.
The path ahead forsaken Theres no way to turn back Theres nothing left to follow As I stumble through black I once had my life laid out for me A simple step by step But that was rudimentary I'm no longer like that I'll learn to be auspicious Despite my family tree I've dabbled in capricious And found that it's for me I know that I have powers far beyond what they could dream I've died and gone to heaven But it's really not my scene And something deep inside of me Keeps telling me I'm wrong And I'm letting it guide me to The beat of my own song And I'll pray, Pray to those who'd listen, And I'll pray, To everyone still left And I'll pray Till I don't need your permission And I'll pray, And I'll learn your name A forest full of secrets Nightmares unforeseen Exposing all our weakness And pulling down the screen I'm standing here before you Playing out my all I pray to you please unnamed goddess Don't let me fall And there's no use in pretending I'm helpless and lost I'll follow you through darkness Whatever the cost And I'll pray, Pray to those who'd listen And I'll pray To everyone still left And I'll pray Till I dont need your permission And I'll pray And I'll learn your name This emptiness inside Has led me this far My friends are by my side Whenever it gets dark It's time to vanquish doubt And this is where I'll start I know you hear my call I feel it in my-
How is like every line of this song so amazing! Like "something deep inside of me is telling me I'm wrong and I'm letting it guide me to the beat of my own song" That's incredible! I send this song to like everyone I knew like once a month because it needs more people to hear it
This song is so amazing!!! It's perfect for Kristin, but even aside from that, it has freaking amazing vocals, lyrics, piano, everything!!! This song makes me so emotional and I love listening to this song, I can't fully express I am tearing up right now. Thank you for creating this!!
I just love how this story and the whole of Dimension20 frames trans narratives as prophetic, as mystical, as apotheoses of legendary proportions that transcend time and space. When a faerie tells you your descendant will know his name before anyone else, when the nightmares of an unnamed godess are made manifest, when the Big Bad is a manifestation of 'traditional values' or literal alienation and dysphoria and deadnaming, that's that good shit.
"I've died and gone to heaven, but it's not really my scene". Wow.
This line in any other song would be a beautiful metaphor, but the fact that it literally happened to Kristen makes it that much better! Love love LOVE this song!!!
*Lil Nas X slides by on a stripper pole to hell*
Yeah, this hit me so hard when i first heard it, and i listen all the time and it's still so beautiful everytime!
Kristen ribbon dances to this song
"and I'll learn your name" oh my feelings
I love how this is like the most serious song in the album and Kristen is the goofiest character
I think that's why I like it so much. It made me realize just how dramatic and profound Kristen's story is- not just an absurd waffling between gods
BRO THE EEEEEEEEEND AHHHHHH This song gave me full chills and then the end literally killed me holy moses
This song killed me I’m writing this from Helio’s office
arthur, this u?
This sounds like straight up out of a musical.
Right?! It's so good!
Absolutely delighted that y'all can hear that I can't turn off the part of me that is constantly putting on a show :p Glad you enjoyed!!
@@GoldenJayTime Why am I crying in quarantine right now??? This is so insanely amazing!!!!!!!!! You are crazy talented. Thank you for this masterpiece. ps. petition for a Fantasy High Musical??? I would buy every ticket.
I get straight up Hadestown vibes from this. I can't get dropout, so I haven't seen it all. But 'and I'll learn your name' hits me hard every time.
i didn’t expect to love this song so much- i want it to be on spotify so i can add it to my musicals playlist
I was speechless after this episode and I'm pretty sure this is the only thing that can put words to the life and death(s) of Saint Kristen Applebees.
After the most recent live this hits different
You mean even better?
The "I'll pray" chorus might be my favorite couple of lines in all of the Sig Figs album. Absolutely beautiful. I love this fandom so much.
I CANT stop replaying the end.. it hits different lol
That ending 😭, another masterpiece
raise your hand if you also came here after the fhsy finale pt. 2 to cry
This did about 10d10 heart damage. 😭
Truly beautiful. You should be *damn* proud.
The ending😭😭 but absolutely amazingly done❤️
That was so good. I can 100% picture this as Kristen's inner monologue.
Nooooooo it's so good and I wasn't ready for the ending 😭
The ending literally made my heart drop
@Olive Wilkinson a year late but there is a 3 day free trial so if you watch quickly enough you can squeeze in sophomore year
@Olive Wilkinson one year late. Yes, but she comes back
The path ahead forsaken
Theres no way to turn back
Theres nothing left to follow
As I stumble through black
I once had my life laid out for me
A simple step by step
But that was rudimentary
I'm no longer like that
I'll learn to be auspicious
Despite my family tree
I've dabbled in capricious
And found that it's for me
I know that I have powers far beyond what they could dream
I've died and gone to heaven
But it's really not my scene
And something deep inside of me
Keeps telling me I'm wrong
And I'm letting it guide me to
The beat of my own song
And I'll pray,
Pray to those who'd listen,
And I'll pray,
To everyone still left
And I'll pray
Till I don't need your permission
And I'll pray,
And I'll learn your name
A forest full of secrets
Nightmares unforeseen
Exposing all our weakness
And pulling down the screen
I'm standing here before you
Playing out my all
I pray to you please unnamed goddess
Don't let me fall
And there's no use in pretending
I'm helpless and lost
I'll follow you through darkness
Whatever the cost
And I'll pray,
Pray to those who'd listen
And I'll pray
To everyone still left
And I'll pray
Till I dont need your permission
And I'll pray
And I'll learn your name
This emptiness inside
Has led me this far
My friends are by my side
Whenever it gets dark
It's time to vanquish doubt
And this is where I'll start
I know you hear my call
I feel it in my-
“till i don’t need your permission” killed me
How is like every line of this song so amazing! Like "something deep inside of me is telling me I'm wrong and I'm letting it guide me to the beat of my own song" That's incredible! I send this song to like everyone I knew like once a month because it needs more people to hear it
I've listened to this so many times, truly a masterpiece
The line "I'll pray till I do't need your permission" fucking broke me-
This entire album slaps at your heart strings and has you pumping your fist in the air!
This is hardcore one of my favourites on this album!
This song is so amazing!!! It's perfect for Kristin, but even aside from that, it has freaking amazing vocals, lyrics, piano, everything!!! This song makes me so emotional and I love listening to this song, I can't fully express I am tearing up right now. Thank you for creating this!!
This is a magnificent song. Not just as a wonderful character study, but it is just a really good song. Thank you for sharing it with us.
This one blew my entire world away.
I just love how this story and the whole of Dimension20 frames trans narratives as prophetic, as mystical, as apotheoses of legendary proportions that transcend time and space. When a faerie tells you your descendant will know his name before anyone else, when the nightmares of an unnamed godess are made manifest, when the Big Bad is a manifestation of 'traditional values' or literal alienation and dysphoria and deadnaming, that's that good shit.
oh the implied rhyme at the end is heart, to rhyme with start....
...i thought it rhymed with call, and would be ball
Absolutely phenomenal! REALLY loved the slightly dissonant harmonies and the tempo change at the end, wasn't expecting it.
What an absolutely sublime song. I needed it in this depressing lockdown.
The way it cuts out right before she says heart----
The Arc of Saint Kristen Applebees simply amazing in sophmore year.
This is amazing!!! Love the lyrics, you guys are so talented!!
For reason I imagine some lost kids singing this at a church camp talent show
This captures fantasy high so whell
This has no right being this good, I can’t believe iam listening to religious dnd music and vibing hard
Wait. Wait, Em of the Bethesda Fountain drew the art?
i love this song! so beautiful, lovely harmonies, and it was stuck in my head all day. do you have the chords? i'd love to learn how to play it
Yes?
I've died and gone to heaven and found it's really not my scene is a wonderful line XD
SHE SOUNDS SO MUCH LIKE EMILY’S SINGING VOICE
This almost feels like a duet for fig and Kristen but fig only sings like certain parts. Like the ending, and anything thag applies
Okay, but low-key Judee Sill vibes. Especially The Donor minus the Greek chanting.
That ending was fucking RUDE