this song is extremely personal to me so i hope you love it, but also i hope it reminds you that you are not alone, you are seen, and we need you here. 💙
I found this song by accident. I've been really struggling with severe depression. It got really bad recently. I really considered hurting my self and never coming back. It's hard. Because .........this is kinda me. More like....is me. This song has kept me here. Because I'm hoping some one really feels this way about me. I'm hoping I can get out of it this time. Thank you for this. You saved me
I agree with the previous comment. I see this song as telling your younger self you love them. There's this therapy thing where if you think you are not good enough you need to try to say that to a picture of yourself as a toddler and you can't bring yourself to say it. It's healing, how can you say that to a kid and that kid is still alive through you.
Not the first vaultboy song to make me cry but it is the first to give me chills and make me want to bawl my eyes out into a pillow. I am positive there are so many people that needed to hear this song. Thanks for another masterpiece 🥹
[Verse 1] I know you don't love yourself Like you did when you were twelve You're missing a piece of you It hurts worse than it used to I know that you hate it when You have to make brand new friends 'Cause you'll get to wondering If they'll ever let you in [Pre-Chorus] You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough [Chorus] I wish you knew how much i love you I wish you knew how bad i need you here I wish you knew how much i miss you I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much i love you I hope you know how bad i need you here [Verse 2] I know you don't like to talk About all of your dark thoughts You don't like to ask for help You carry it by yourself You think that if you're too seen The people you love might leave You feel like you bring them down You say that its your fault, how? [Pre-Chorus] You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough [Chorus] I wish you knew how much i love you I wish you knew how bad i need you here I wish you knew how much i miss you I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much i love you I hope you know how bad i need you here You might also like everything sucks vaultboy 藤井風 (Fujii Kaze) - 死ぬのがいいわ (Shinunoga E-Wa) (Romanized) Genius Romanizations [Outro] I hope you know how much i love you I hope you know how bad i need you here I hope you know how much i miss you I hope you know how bad it hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much i love you I hope you know how bad i need you here
@@rasikamakhija2097 and? It's still nice to be able to read bits you might have missed instead of retracing the song or just to read through to understand the meaning more
Some of these lirycs hit me on another level "i know you dont love yourself like you did when you were 12" i was never a fan of myself from a young age and back then i thought it couldnt get worse....man was i wrong i wish i could feel the same way about myself again that i felt like when i was 12 The words "I love you" and "i need you" always hit me hard growing up without really any friends Never having a partner and Pretty much no family is really hard and its been really rare for me to hear those words "you dont understand why anyone would love someone who's not enough" i never felt like i was enough and life has shown me that i'm right multiple times whenever i feel like its getting better i just get knocked back down even deeper into the dark hole i came out from "You're not liking it on Earth anymore" probably hit me the hardest i've struggled with mental health and the thought of leaving the planet for many years It's gotten hard to enjoy .....well life.... Waking up in the morning Not feeling motivated to even try to fix the broken mess that is my life ans that over years and just feeling drained and empty Makes you view Some stuff from a completly different perspective..... a more negative Standpoint instead of going "Today i had a good day" u see it as "Wow today was not CONPLETLY dogshit" and that will destroy you over time If u read all this and reached this point thank u For pretty much listening to me talking bout my mess of a life I wish u the best
I wish u the best. Life is a messy path. Everything is gonna work out eventually. It’s never a strait line for anyone. The future scares me but I’ve hit rock bottom so I know it can only go up from here
@@toontales2479 thanks for the kind words but its now 3 months after i made that comment and...its gotten worse i am cuerently dying from Organ failure at the age of 17 sooo yeah didnt go up for me :_(
@@FabiFreak oh dang bro. That really is the worst thing that can happen. I too am 17 and can’t imagine my life ending any time soon. My heart really goes out to u bro. Hope you get better soon. Keep fighting
ik im late to reply but honestly just hang in thr bro, life rly be like dat sometimes. make some friends if dats hard try online friends. ik its hard to be optimistic and idk ur whole story , but from wut u have said i feel bad for u alr . and also i hope ur doin better now with ur health , stay strong .
Really touched me in a profound way, beautiful song. I got sober December 7th, 2020 after over 10 years of severe drug addiction and thought that would solve all my issues. But starting in June 2021, I fell into a major depressive episode that lasted over a year. I wasn't bathing or getting out of bed at all, my voice was hoarse all the time from lack of usage and I was ready to end it all...then I forced myself to take a shower and go to a psychiatric walk in clinic. I got into therapy and got medication for my bipolar disorder. And now I'm enrolled in college again for the spring semester, I'm setting up doctors appointments, applying for jobs and I'm getting my life back on track. If anyone else has a similar situation right now, you can do this. Just take that first step to get help and the Boulder you're carrying on your shoulders right now will fall off and the next steps get so much easier! This song is just incredible, you got a new subscriber here...truly an amazing song
Thank you for picking yourself and choosing you. The world needs you. Lord knows I needed to read this comment today and that's bc I don't have half of what you went through. 🙌
i think i'm tearing up it's like hitting my own mental health i was planning to leave but i think i'll stay here for a while now.. to listen to this song loop it over and over again
me too i thoughtof leaving still am, life is hard im still considering it though, but stay and if you do ill stay too so we can get through this together
I have a good friend who feels this exact way, and I just sent her this song. Thank you for putting this into words for all those struggling with not feeling worthy of love.
I can't explain how much this song helped me, listening to this song it feels like there is at least someone who understands me or want me here.. Thank you so much for this amazing song vaultboy you're giving so much comfort and happiness to a lot of people and I hope you get even more love and care
I wish I could’ve shown this song to my husband before he.. Thank you for this, my soul & heart really needed it…I know yours probably did as well & so many more people will be touched by this…this is when art no longer is a luxury, it’s the sustenance we search for so desperately …it’s the art we so very much NEED in our core.
Lyrics, but in your own perspective: [Verse 1] You know I don't love myself Like I did when I were twelve I'm missing a piece of me It hurts worse than it used to You know that I hate it when I have to make brand new friends 'Cause I'll get to wondering If they'll ever let me in [Pre-Chorus] I don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough [Chorus] I wish I knew how much you love me I wish I knew how bad you need me here I wish I knew how much you miss me I wish I knew how bad it hurts to hear That I'm not liking it on earth anymore But when I feel like I'm alone in the world I wish I knew how much you love me I wish I knew how bad you need me here [Verse 2] You know I don't like to talk About all of my dark thoughts I don't like to ask for help I carry it by myself I think that if I'm too seen The people I love might leave I feel like I bring them down I say that it's my fault, right? [Pre-Chorus] I don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough [Chorus] I wish I knew how much you love me I wish I knew how bad you need me here I wish I knew how much you miss me I wish I knew how bad it hurts to hear That I'm not liking it on earth anymore But when I feel like I'm alone in the world I wish I knew how much you love me I wish I knew how bad you need me here [Verse 3, outro] But now I know how much you love me But now I know how bad you need me here But now I know how much you miss me But now I know how bad it hurts to hear That I'm not liking it on earth anymore But when I feel like I'm alone in the world I wish I knew how much you love me I wish I knew how bad you need me here
I really love this song... It's like making you cry and healing you at the same time. Listening to it makes me feel less heavy on the chest. It makes me wanna cry at the moment. Thanks for this wonderful song!!
My friend sent me this and I am so thankful how much she loves me to send me this....thank you both so much. To you who made this song and to my friend.
Another beautiful masterpiece sung by someone with an amazing voice. This song punched me in the heart. I've felt depressed and alone recently, and you're music gives me something to relate to.
That's what I want my friend to understand that he is not alone, and his presence matters among us .. Just hope that he is ok and wish this new yr brings him mental peace and happiness and also our friendship remains 🤞🤞
That fist lyric makes me have chills. “I know u don’t love ur self like you did when you where 12”. I was so happy and naive as a kid. Idk what happened to me tho. I’m 17 rn and I have a mental breakdown every 2 weeks.
@@VSGCjaye Dw. It will all work out at the end. Just keep doing what u enjoy and what makes u happy. Life can be enjoyable as long as u don’t let the shit in ur life take over.
This hits hard with me especially since I’ve struggled with things myself badly. But this song is amazing it’s a great reminder for me that I’m not alone.
Thanks for making this song! It really helps with my depression! I listen to it everytime I am feeliing down and this song really relates to me! Thx! 😊
endless thanks to you for such a memorable song. i personally think this is the perfect song yet to describe depression in general. wish someone in my real life told me these things though.
Thank you so much for this song. I needed it more than you can ever know. I have been going through a really rough week this week, and today was the first day that has gone by that I haven't felt depressed. This song made me cry more than any other song before. Yet, I was smiling all the way through the song and the tears. It really helped me.
I am late to the song but I just listened to it for the first time and it just put me in such a calm trance. It feels like it moved through my soul. It is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you. Please do keep up with your music. You are a gift
I really needed to hear the message in this song tonight. Everything you described in the song is how I've been feeling a lot lately and it feels good to know other people out there care even if I'm just a stranger. To be reminded I'm not alone is a universal gift I'll try to always remember in my darkest moments. Thank you for this gift. 💙
Lyrics: I know you don't love yourself Like you did when you were 12 You're missing piece of you It hurts worse than it used to I know that you hate it when You have to make brand new friends Cause you'll get to wondering If they'll ever let you in You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough I wish you knew how much I love you I wish you knew how bad I need you here I wish you knew how much I miss you I wish you knew how bad It hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I know you don't like to talk About all of your dark thoughts You don't like to ask for help You carry it by yourself You think that if you're too seen The people you love might leave You fee like you bring them down You say that it's your fault How? You don't understand Why anyone would love Someone who's not enough I wish you knew how much I love you I wish you knew how bad I need you here I wish you knew how much I miss you I wish you knew how bad It hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here I Hope You Know How Much I Love You I hope you know how bad I need you here I hope you know how much I miss you I hope you know how bad It hurts to hear That you're not liking it on earth anymore But when you feel like you're alone in the world I hope you know how much I love you I hope you know how bad I need you here
This really touched my heart because my girlfriend struggles with diagnosed anxiety, depression, and many heart health problems. It really does kill me to hear her talk about wanting to leave this earth. This song really did touch my heart, and it may not be the first vault it song that made me cry, but it won’t be the last
i first listened to it back in 2022 and i remember crying cuz i didnt realize how much i needed to hear that i was loved and the earth is worth living, it hits me to the soul. im in a much better place now, but i rlly just wanna say thank you for reaching out to ppl with ur song 🫂 big love
Here from tiktok...this song hit me deep...I felt this in my soul. I've felt this way for a very long time. I've been thru alot of trauma and I sometimes feel like I'm not enough 💔😭😢
A man that I've never met face to face sent me this song. And I love it and told him that and we've shared communications and have so so much in common. He asked me to marry him tonight from half way around the world serving our country for OUR FREEDOM. I said YES. Never has someone given such beauty to me thru singer n songwriters music. It's taught me more bout him in the music that he's shared with me than seeing him in person ( which I havent) and Fallen n in love with me n me in him. All thru the words of musicians like yourself. Thank you❤
I was just listening to a mix that TH-cam recommended me, and this song came up. It hit me hard, because on April 2 at 1:23 P.M. I made an attempt. I relate to this song so much. I didn't notice the lyrics at first, as I was drawing a commission, but when I heard it I got goosebumps. I know this song wasn't generally targeted at me, but it still felt personal. These are the words I wish someone would've said to me when I got out of the hospital. This song is everything to me.
This song means so much to me, I have had someone I really care about struggling with suicidal thoughts and this song helped us through it and that person is still with me today, it makes me tear up everytime this song come on from my playlist, and I’m not one to cry
This one is chilling it’s so good. I don’t cry about anything but this song let it all out. Everything was perfect. Especially those uncapitalized i’s, they somehow made it better. Anyways your lyrics are always just so emotional
I have only heard one other song from you and that was ‘everything sucks’ I didn’t expect such a deep and emotional experience going into my first listen of this song on Spotify and it brought me to the verge of crying which is something considering I’m quite emotionally disconnected to most things this struck a nerve in a sad but good way an amazing song buddy I hope you’re doing okay in life 👍
Lately I’ve been struggling more and more with the creeping thoughts of putting a bullet through my brain. Or grabbing a sharp object and jamming it as hard into myself as I can. You have no idea how much it broke me to hear “that you’re not liking it on earth anymore.” I can’t do that stuff.. I have people I need to live for.. but I feel so alone. I know I’m not alone, and that I have people that care for me. That it’s just my depression and self hatred telling me that I’m alone. I think this song might have just saved me.
I love this song it really hit the feels bro i truly can relate to this song tysm💙 for releasing it i really needed to hear this plz keep it up your going to places bro
I am sobbing 😭😭😭 I imagine my husband or my dad dedicating this song to me and I cry even harder when he sings "You don't know how bad it hurts to hear you say that you're not liking it here on earth anymore"
It's a been a very difficult 5 years and lately I've been at my lowest point and have been wanting to "leave party early " I asked the universe for a sign and all day I kept hearing the phrase I wish you knew. Your song was exactly what I needed to hear right now. With my whole heart I thank you for this beautiful song🪽
The God who created you loves you so much. Imagine Him singing this to you. He has a plan and purpose for your life. I hope you will give Him the chance to help you find it.
Here’s your sign- I had a near death experience and here’s something I learned. We all have a divine purpose no matter our lives or challenges., in fact the harder the life the higher the calling. Our job is to help each other and love each other. If we want to heal we should use our life experience to heal others. We are guides and we are very loved by something so big.,,, we never really learned about how big that is.,, so here I am popping up onto a strangers comment to remind them they are loved needed and very much seen. Btw., my sister chose to leave here because she never saw her worth and I promise you….you are worthy. ❤
Im really greatful for my friend. He knows what songs to send me when im hurting. This was one. I was heartbroken bc some issue and he sent this to me, knowing my situation. I bawled my eyes out at the first "i wish you knew how much i love you" and all i can think about is the one i love. I think about him everytime i listen to this song. It makes me cry here and there but this song is really beautiful. Thank you ❤
oh wow a few tears slipped away after the "that you don't like it here on earth anymore" :') my senior year of high school only just started and it's been more than overwhelming and i know it's only gonna get even more overwhelming and hard to handle as time goes on and once i get into college, so thank you for this brief escape
Been struggling with sh and thoughts of leaving the world for four years now... this song really speaks to me. Have been listening for months now. Thank you, truly...
Thank you so much for this song saw you play it last night when you opened for nightly and it was all i could do not to burst into tears i feel this so much and thank you nice to hear that even us who hurt and have some missing pieces can still be loved🖤
Lost my brother to suicide in 2006 and this hits so deep 🥺💔🔥🔥🔥❤️ I also have had suicidal actions and also thoughts, so thankful wasn't my time , my kids keep me pushing to anyone hurting please reach out! Thank you for this beautiful heartfelt song❤️
This made me break down in tears. Thank you for this. 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️😭😭this hit close to home for me. I feel like this song would be like my future self telling me about how much she wants me to stay alive. This was just beautiful.
I was broken up on the day this was posted and it made me feel so much better realizing that I’m not alone everyone goes through stuff like this and I just wish that no one would have to go through this type of pain but just remember everyone that when you’re going through a tough time the people that stet up and make sure your doing okay they are the real ones who love you and once you know who they are then hold them as close and tight as you can and never let them go or stop loving them
I heard this song first time on tiktok... The song represents me a lot!! It's great and I loved it as soon as I heard it!!! Congratulations vaultboy!!! It's perfect!!!
You sound like my late brother when you sing. Kinda sounds like he's singing this song to me, trying to keep me going after he took his own life. Thanks man..xoxo fr..
I had to prepare myself for this one and man it’s the most beautiful song. Thank you so much for this! Thanks for the words. This is the song I need for grief healing and for personal growth. This will be on repeat forever 🤍
A friend sent me this it couldn't have come at a more perfect time life sure has hit me and pushed me down so much it's nice to hear these words especially when everyone in your life is seeming like they don't care and that you're a burden I hate being a burden but sometimes we all need help and I guess this is when true colors truly show in others
I've been struggling with myself for so long and I've been through a lot of hard times. This song really hit me hard and touched me a lot. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore. Thank you for this really touching song! ❤
Sometimes I sing this song to myself. Sometimes I wish I had this song 4 years ago so I could show it to my best friend. I hope you know that even though you feel alone in this world, you are not alone in the feeling. You've survived all your worst days and I want to see what you become. Look for the butterflys. I will be there everytime you see one.♥
I wish people discover such an amazing talented guy you are. You deserve to shine brighter than the moon in the sky at night! The world needs and have to know YOU! 🖤🤍
Most of the times the amount of emotion hitting us was like big trucks crashing on us, or holding to an anchor at the bottom of the ocean, no way to go up... just drowning... but then you heard these beautiful songs somehow give you another day to dodge the trucks or bring a floater to live again.... Almost ended it AGAIN and just rest,, thankyou for the masterpiece i’ll try to stay here and try again.
Been have suicidal thought after middle school, bc i didn't have anyone at home that can hear what i want to say, then when i got a gf it make me feel dependant to her, and on march this year she left me and make my thought worsened, but i've try to carry on and try to forget everything by doing anything, and then this song come out. This song really touch the deep of my soul, maybe someone still love me and need me, so i won't give up and make them hurt :)
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this song is extremely personal to me so i hope you love it, but also i hope it reminds you that you are not alone, you are seen, and we need you here. 💙
Thank you🤍
Nothing but hits People needs to listen to you more because it's more than just a simple song
Yess bro we love u❤
❤️
I needed this reminder, I’m tired of hiding my emotions :(
I found this song by accident. I've been really struggling with severe depression. It got really bad recently. I really considered hurting my self and never coming back. It's hard. Because .........this is kinda me. More like....is me. This song has kept me here. Because I'm hoping some one really feels this way about me. I'm hoping I can get out of it this time. Thank you for this. You saved me
You can feel this way about yourself. That's how I look at the song. Like I'm talking to myself. Telling myself 'I love you'.
I agree with the previous comment. I see this song as telling your younger self you love them. There's this therapy thing where if you think you are not good enough you need to try to say that to a picture of yourself as a toddler and you can't bring yourself to say it. It's healing, how can you say that to a kid and that kid is still alive through you.
I feel these comments😢I'm right were you all are to and I do understand
I agree, this is 100% me
Not the first vaultboy song to make me cry but it is the first to give me chills and make me want to bawl my eyes out into a pillow. I am positive there are so many people that needed to hear this song. Thanks for another masterpiece 🥹
Agreed Amen
I needed to hear it, thats for sure.
I know I definitely did it opened my eyes that I’m not alone
I feel you
Agreed!
[Verse 1]
I know you don't love yourself
Like you did when you were twelve
You're missing a piece of you
It hurts worse than it used to
I know that you hate it when
You have to make brand new friends
'Cause you'll get to wondering
If they'll ever let you in
[Pre-Chorus]
You don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
[Chorus]
I wish you knew how much i love you
I wish you knew how bad i need you here
I wish you knew how much i miss you
I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much i love you
I hope you know how bad i need you here
[Verse 2]
I know you don't like to talk
About all of your dark thoughts
You don't like to ask for help
You carry it by yourself
You think that if you're too seen
The people you love might leave
You feel like you bring them down
You say that its your fault, how?
[Pre-Chorus]
You don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
[Chorus]
I wish you knew how much i love you
I wish you knew how bad i need you here
I wish you knew how much i miss you
I wish you knew how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much i love you
I hope you know how bad i need you here
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everything sucks
vaultboy
藤井風 (Fujii Kaze) - 死ぬのがいいわ (Shinunoga E-Wa) (Romanized)
Genius Romanizations
[Outro]
I hope you know how much i love you
I hope you know how bad i need you here
I hope you know how much i miss you
I hope you know how bad it hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much i love you
I hope you know how bad i need you here
Its a lyric video 🙄
@@rasikamakhija2097 and? It's still nice to be able to read bits you might have missed instead of retracing the song or just to read through to understand the meaning more
@@JellyCat04 yeah exactly
Some of these lirycs hit me on another level
"i know you dont love yourself like you did when you were 12"
i was never a fan of myself from a young age and back then i thought it couldnt get worse....man was i wrong i wish i could feel the same way about myself again that i felt like when i was 12
The words "I love you" and "i need you" always hit me hard
growing up without really any friends
Never having a partner and Pretty much no family is really hard and its been really rare for me to hear those words
"you dont understand why anyone would love someone who's not enough"
i never felt like i was enough
and life has shown me that i'm right multiple times
whenever i feel like its getting better i just get knocked back down even deeper into the dark hole i came out from
"You're not liking it on Earth anymore" probably hit me the hardest
i've struggled with mental health and the thought of leaving the planet for many years
It's gotten hard to enjoy .....well life.... Waking up in the morning Not feeling motivated to even try to fix the broken mess that is my life ans that over years and just feeling drained and empty Makes you view Some stuff from a completly different perspective..... a more negative Standpoint
instead of going "Today i had a good day"
u see it as "Wow today was not CONPLETLY dogshit"
and that will destroy you over time
If u read all this and reached this point thank u For pretty much listening to me talking bout my mess of a life
I wish u the best
I wish u the best. Life is a messy path. Everything is gonna work out eventually. It’s never a strait line for anyone. The future scares me but I’ve hit rock bottom so I know it can only go up from here
@@toontales2479 thanks for the kind words but its now 3 months after i made that comment and...its gotten worse
i am cuerently dying from Organ failure at the age of 17 sooo yeah didnt go up for me :_(
@@FabiFreak oh dang bro. That really is the worst thing that can happen. I too am 17 and can’t imagine my life ending any time soon. My heart really goes out to u bro. Hope you get better soon. Keep fighting
Stay strong
ik im late to reply but honestly just hang in thr bro, life rly be like dat sometimes. make some friends if dats hard try online friends. ik its hard to be optimistic and idk ur whole story , but from wut u have said i feel bad for u alr . and also i hope ur doin better now with ur health , stay strong .
“When you truly care about your best friend for the right reasons”. I feel like I’m crying in my bff soul it’s mad cool
Really touched me in a profound way, beautiful song. I got sober December 7th, 2020 after over 10 years of severe drug addiction and thought that would solve all my issues. But starting in June 2021, I fell into a major depressive episode that lasted over a year. I wasn't bathing or getting out of bed at all, my voice was hoarse all the time from lack of usage and I was ready to end it all...then I forced myself to take a shower and go to a psychiatric walk in clinic. I got into therapy and got medication for my bipolar disorder. And now I'm enrolled in college again for the spring semester, I'm setting up doctors appointments, applying for jobs and I'm getting my life back on track.
If anyone else has a similar situation right now, you can do this. Just take that first step to get help and the Boulder you're carrying on your shoulders right now will fall off and the next steps get so much easier! This song is just incredible, you got a new subscriber here...truly an amazing song
Thx
Thank you for picking yourself and choosing you. The world needs you. Lord knows I needed to read this comment today and that's bc I don't have half of what you went through. 🙌
❤❤❤❤
Congrats on being sober! I'm proud of you! You're a very strong human being for doing this! Go you! ❤
i think i'm tearing up
it's like hitting my own mental health
i was planning to leave but i think i'll stay here for a while now.. to listen to this song
loop it over and over again
@宋宇红 nooooo don’t leave 😢
You are unique, don't leave, you'll make a lot of beautiful memories 💙
Please 🥺🥺 stay I fucking would appreciate and I get you just hang on please 🥺
me too i thoughtof leaving still am, life is hard im still considering it though, but stay and if you do ill stay too so we can get through this together
Dont leave please we love u ❤
thanks for writing this song. As someone who struggles with depression, it really spoke to me.
You are loved
Listening to a song that identifies exactly how I’ve felt over the past few months helps me to realize that I’m not alone.
i am happy for you!
Bruh I am literally about to cry, you don't know how much I needed this song! Thanks for sharing this with us, vaultboy 😔😊
I have a good friend who feels this exact way, and I just sent her this song. Thank you for putting this into words for all those struggling with not feeling worthy of love.
Anybody else just know as soon as Vaultboy drops a new song that it's going to be on repeat for the entire day. Yep
I can't explain how much this song helped me, listening to this song it feels like there is at least someone who understands me or want me here.. Thank you so much for this amazing song vaultboy you're giving so much comfort and happiness to a lot of people and I hope you get even more love and care
These lyrics make me feel so much. They make me feel less alone, sad, and so much more. Thank you for this masterpiece 💙
Feel sad and happy at the same time. I will really happy if that's really someone say "I wish you knew" to me. Thank you for the great comfort song. 🤗
Wish someone would tell me as well. I have thought about leaving, I've thought about how no one cares about me in this world. Just sad...
i got so many friends going through depression. and i'll send this song to them... thank you for this song, really.
I wish I could’ve shown this song to my husband before he.. Thank you for this, my soul & heart really needed it…I know yours probably did as well & so many more people will be touched by this…this is when art no longer is a luxury, it’s the sustenance we search for so desperately …it’s the art we so very much NEED in our core.
Dear VAULTBOY, if you ever read this, just so you know thank you for saving my life with another powerful song again.
😭 Had me tearing up. This hit so hard. Top tier songs as always.
Lyrics, but in your own perspective:
[Verse 1]
You know I don't love myself
Like I did when I were twelve
I'm missing a piece of me
It hurts worse than it used to
You know that I hate it when
I have to make brand new friends
'Cause I'll get to wondering
If they'll ever let me in
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
[Chorus]
I wish I knew how much you love me
I wish I knew how bad you need me here
I wish I knew how much you miss me
I wish I knew how bad it hurts to hear
That I'm not liking it on earth anymore
But when I feel like I'm alone in the world
I wish I knew how much you love me
I wish I knew how bad you need me here
[Verse 2]
You know I don't like to talk
About all of my dark thoughts
I don't like to ask for help
I carry it by myself
I think that if I'm too seen
The people I love might leave
I feel like I bring them down
I say that it's my fault, right?
[Pre-Chorus]
I don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
[Chorus]
I wish I knew how much you love me
I wish I knew how bad you need me here
I wish I knew how much you miss me
I wish I knew how bad it hurts to hear
That I'm not liking it on earth anymore
But when I feel like I'm alone in the world
I wish I knew how much you love me
I wish I knew how bad you need me here
[Verse 3, outro]
But now I know how much you love me
But now I know how bad you need me here
But now I know how much you miss me
But now I know how bad it hurts to hear
That I'm not liking it on earth anymore
But when I feel like I'm alone in the world
I wish I knew how much you love me
I wish I knew how bad you need me here
I really love this song... It's like making you cry and healing you at the same time. Listening to it makes me feel less heavy on the chest. It makes me wanna cry at the moment. Thanks for this wonderful song!!
My friend sent me this and I am so thankful how much she loves me to send me this....thank you both so much. To you who made this song and to my friend.
Beautiful song 😢 love what you said in your comment, “you are seen, we need you here”
Another beautiful masterpiece sung by someone with an amazing voice. This song punched me in the heart. I've felt depressed and alone recently, and you're music gives me something to relate to.
I feel like he's talking to me personally, it's the most relatable song for me
That's what I want my friend to understand that he is not alone, and his presence matters among us .. Just hope that he is ok and wish this new yr brings him mental peace and happiness and also our friendship remains 🤞🤞
That fist lyric makes me have chills. “I know u don’t love ur self like you did when you where 12”. I was so happy and naive as a kid. Idk what happened to me tho. I’m 17 rn and I have a mental breakdown every 2 weeks.
Same, except I'm only 14. Mental breakdowns, collapses, etc. Worse is when they happen at school. In front of everyone.
@@VSGCjaye Dw. It will all work out at the end. Just keep doing what u enjoy and what makes u happy. Life can be enjoyable as long as u don’t let the shit in ur life take over.
This song is extremely personal for me from now on. Thank you 🙏🏻
This hits hard with me especially since I’ve struggled with things myself badly. But this song is amazing it’s a great reminder for me that I’m not alone.
i can feel ur love with music, guy. I love ur voice n the way you show messages in songs
This is so unbelievably fitting. Thanks for that you know people!
Thanks for making this song! It really helps with my depression! I listen to it everytime I am feeliing down and this song really relates to me! Thx! 😊
It was amazing seeing you in New York. I didn't say hey or anything, but you gave me an incredible experience. Wish you knew how much I loved you bro.
endless thanks to you for such a memorable song. i personally think this is the perfect song yet to describe depression in general. wish someone in my real life told me these things though.
This song absolutely brought me to tears. Such a beautiful song and something I needed to hear
Thank you so much for this song. I needed it more than you can ever know. I have been going through a really rough week this week, and today was the first day that has gone by that I haven't felt depressed. This song made me cry more than any other song before. Yet, I was smiling all the way through the song and the tears. It really helped me.
I am late to the song but I just listened to it for the first time and it just put me in such a calm trance. It feels like it moved through my soul. It is exactly what I needed to hear right now. Thank you. Please do keep up with your music. You are a gift
I really needed to hear the message in this song tonight. Everything you described in the song is how I've been feeling a lot lately and it feels good to know other people out there care even if I'm just a stranger. To be reminded I'm not alone is a universal gift I'll try to always remember in my darkest moments. Thank you for this gift. 💙
imagine having someone serenade you with this song.
Thank you for making this song!!! It’s so meaningful!!!
Cant say, how talented you are and just wanted to say that I keep waiting for your music everyday. Thank you, for choosing this and best of luck.
I love songs like this, an indescribable vibe that makes me feel things I couldn't explain haha
This is not the first time I really felt one of your songs deeply, but this one… 🤧
Lyrics:
I know you don't love yourself
Like you did when you were 12
You're missing piece of you
It hurts worse than it used to
I know that you hate it when
You have to make brand new friends
Cause you'll get to wondering
If they'll ever let you in
You don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
I wish you knew how much
I love you
I wish you knew how bad
I need you here
I wish you knew how much
I miss you
I wish you knew how bad
It hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much
I love you
I hope you know how bad
I need you here
I know you don't like to talk
About all of your dark thoughts
You don't like to ask for help
You carry it by yourself
You think that if you're too seen
The people you love might leave
You fee like you bring them down
You say that it's your fault
How?
You don't understand
Why anyone would love
Someone who's not enough
I wish you knew how much
I love you
I wish you knew how bad
I need you here
I wish you knew how much
I miss you
I wish you knew how bad
It hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much
I love you
I hope you know how bad
I need you here
I
Hope
You
Know
How
Much
I
Love
You
I hope you know how bad
I need you here
I hope you know how much
I miss you
I hope you know how bad
It hurts to hear
That you're not liking it on earth anymore
But when you feel like you're alone in the world
I hope you know how much
I love you
I hope you know how bad
I need you here
Vaultboy......Your music gives me peace. I hope your life is filled with as much peace as you've given mine through your music. I love you. ❤️
I feel this song in the deepest parts of my soul.
This song reminds me of all the people I lost I can’t help but cry when I hear it
Well this song made me tear up. Thank you for such a powerful message. I feel seen & I needed that. Thank you.
This is exactly how I feel! I love this song! it's like you are saying all the words I wish I could say to my ex.😢😢
"you think that if you're too seen, people you love might leave." hits so hard :'))
This really touched my heart because my girlfriend struggles with diagnosed anxiety, depression, and many heart health problems. It really does kill me to hear her talk about wanting to leave this earth. This song really did touch my heart, and it may not be the first vault it song that made me cry, but it won’t be the last
i first listened to it back in 2022 and i remember crying cuz i didnt realize how much i needed to hear that i was loved and the earth is worth living, it hits me to the soul. im in a much better place now, but i rlly just wanna say thank you for reaching out to ppl with ur song 🫂 big love
wow, I listened to this a lot of time but still every time it makes me cry all over again,
thank you so much for writing this.
Here from tiktok...this song hit me deep...I felt this in my soul. I've felt this way for a very long time. I've been thru alot of trauma and I sometimes feel like I'm not enough 💔😭😢
A man that I've never met face to face sent me this song. And I love it and told him that and we've shared communications and have so so much in common. He asked me to marry him tonight from half way around the world serving our country for OUR FREEDOM. I said YES. Never has someone given such beauty to me thru singer n songwriters music. It's taught me more bout him in the music that he's shared with me than seeing him in person ( which I havent) and Fallen n in love with me n me in him. All thru the words of musicians like yourself. Thank you❤
I was just listening to a mix that TH-cam recommended me, and this song came up. It hit me hard, because on April 2 at 1:23 P.M. I made an attempt. I relate to this song so much. I didn't notice the lyrics at first, as I was drawing a commission, but when I heard it I got goosebumps. I know this song wasn't generally targeted at me, but it still felt personal. These are the words I wish someone would've said to me when I got out of the hospital. This song is everything to me.
This song means so much to me, I have had someone I really care about struggling with suicidal thoughts and this song helped us through it and that person is still with me today, it makes me tear up everytime this song come on from my playlist, and I’m not one to cry
This song is so relatable and so beautiful to hear
This one is chilling it’s so good. I don’t cry about anything but this song let it all out. Everything was perfect. Especially those uncapitalized i’s, they somehow made it better.
Anyways your lyrics are always just so emotional
I have only heard one other song from you and that was ‘everything sucks’ I didn’t expect such a deep and emotional experience going into my first listen of this song on Spotify and it brought me to the verge of crying which is something considering I’m quite emotionally disconnected to most things this struck a nerve in a sad but good way an amazing song buddy I hope you’re doing okay in life 👍
Lately I’ve been struggling more and more with the creeping thoughts of putting a bullet through my brain. Or grabbing a sharp object and jamming it as hard into myself as I can. You have no idea how much it broke me to hear “that you’re not liking it on earth anymore.” I can’t do that stuff.. I have people I need to live for.. but I feel so alone. I know I’m not alone, and that I have people that care for me. That it’s just my depression and self hatred telling me that I’m alone. I think this song might have just saved me.
I started crying when I heard this song
ayo u too good man!!
I love this song it really hit the feels bro i truly can relate to this song tysm💙 for releasing it i really needed to hear this plz keep it up your going to places bro
I am sobbing 😭😭😭 I imagine my husband or my dad dedicating this song to me and I cry even harder when he sings "You don't know how bad it hurts to hear you say that you're not liking it here on earth anymore"
bro u dont understand how much i relate to this song bro. thank you for making this
It's a been a very difficult 5 years and lately I've been at my lowest point and have been wanting to "leave party early "
I asked the universe for a sign and all day I kept hearing the phrase I wish you knew. Your song was exactly what I needed to hear right now. With my whole heart I thank you for this beautiful song🪽
The God who created you loves you so much. Imagine Him singing this to you. He has a plan and purpose for your life. I hope you will give Him the chance to help you find it.
Here’s your sign- I had a near death experience and here’s something I learned. We all have a divine purpose no matter our lives or challenges., in fact the harder the life the higher the calling. Our job is to help each other and love each other. If we want to heal we should use our life experience to heal others. We are guides and we are very loved by something so big.,,, we never really learned about how big that is.,, so here I am popping up onto a strangers comment to remind them they are loved needed and very much seen. Btw., my sister chose to leave here because she never saw her worth and I promise you….you are worthy. ❤
Im really greatful for my friend. He knows what songs to send me when im hurting. This was one. I was heartbroken bc some issue and he sent this to me, knowing my situation. I bawled my eyes out at the first "i wish you knew how much i love you" and all i can think about is the one i love. I think about him everytime i listen to this song. It makes me cry here and there but this song is really beautiful. Thank you ❤
Girl, the boy who loves you is the one who sent you this song.
This song should go viral. It gives us "lonely" song vibes
Thank you vault for the love your sending in our way🥺🤍...i love u and i wish all the best of the best
the fact you know me more than i know myself.... i dont even know if i'll ever show up. cause right now im in the shell of someone else...
oh wow a few tears slipped away after the "that you don't like it here on earth anymore" :') my senior year of high school only just started and it's been more than overwhelming and i know it's only gonna get even more overwhelming and hard to handle as time goes on and once i get into college, so thank you for this brief escape
This song is saying what i can't without the feeling like i can't breathe. Thanks for sharing this.
Been struggling with sh and thoughts of leaving the world for four years now... this song really speaks to me. Have been listening for months now. Thank you, truly...
Thank you so much for this song saw you play it last night when you opened for nightly and it was all i could do not to burst into tears i feel this so much and thank you nice to hear that even us who hurt and have some missing pieces can still be loved🖤
*_Ah shit, wake up brothers and sisters. We have more vibin' left to do, let's move 😎🔥💯_*
Another masterpiece!!! U're so underrated lol!
Lost my brother to suicide in 2006 and this hits so deep 🥺💔🔥🔥🔥❤️ I also have had suicidal actions and also thoughts, so thankful wasn't my time , my kids keep me pushing to anyone hurting please reach out! Thank you for this beautiful heartfelt song❤️
never doubt that people love you around you.
@@elimolter6691 thank you ❤️
Thank you for this song.💙
This made me break down in tears. Thank you for this. 🙏🏻🙏🏻❤️😭😭this hit close to home for me. I feel like this song would be like my future self telling me about how much she wants me to stay alive. This was just beautiful.
I was broken up on the day this was posted and it made me feel so much better realizing that I’m not alone everyone goes through stuff like this and I just wish that no one would have to go through this type of pain but just remember everyone that when you’re going through a tough time the people that stet up and make sure your doing okay they are the real ones who love you and once you know who they are then hold them as close and tight as you can and never let them go or stop loving them
ive been waiting for this!!!
This is the first song of Vaultboy that makes me cry.i haven't heard his song before. I know how to impress it. Just thanks and love you.
I heard this song first time on tiktok... The song represents me a lot!! It's great and I loved it as soon as I heard it!!! Congratulations vaultboy!!! It's perfect!!!
You sound like my late brother when you sing. Kinda sounds like he's singing this song to me, trying to keep me going after he took his own life. Thanks man..xoxo fr..
Yo I love this I feel the pain in all your songs I’ve been through many of them thats why I love listening to your songs
This song is so good I struggle with mental health and this hits home for me
I had to prepare myself for this one and man it’s the most beautiful song. Thank you so much for this! Thanks for the words. This is the song I need for grief healing and for personal growth. This will be on repeat forever 🤍
A friend sent me this it couldn't have come at a more perfect time life sure has hit me and pushed me down so much it's nice to hear these words especially when everyone in your life is seeming like they don't care and that you're a burden I hate being a burden but sometimes we all need help and I guess this is when true colors truly show in others
I've been struggling with myself for so long and I've been through a lot of hard times. This song really hit me hard and touched me a lot. I couldn't hold back the tears anymore.
Thank you for this really touching song! ❤
Thank you for this song
Sometimes I sing this song to myself. Sometimes I wish I had this song 4 years ago so I could show it to my best friend.
I hope you know that even though you feel alone in this world, you are not alone in the feeling.
You've survived all your worst days and I want to see what you become. Look for the butterflys. I will be there everytime you see one.♥
This I needed to hear…gonna definitely have this on repeat 🥺❤️😭
I was meant to hear this at this exact moment... Wish you knew how much this spoke to me
I wish people discover such an amazing talented guy you are. You deserve to shine brighter than the moon in the sky at night! The world needs and have to know YOU! 🖤🤍
Love this song! You wrote down excatly my feelings. Please don't stop to do music because you're brilliant at it.
Love from Italy❤️
Most of the times the amount of emotion hitting us was like big trucks crashing on us, or holding to an anchor at the bottom of the ocean, no way to go up... just drowning...
but then you heard these beautiful songs somehow give you another day to dodge the trucks or bring a floater to live again....
Almost ended it AGAIN and just rest,, thankyou for the masterpiece i’ll try to stay here and try again.
Been have suicidal thought after middle school, bc i didn't have anyone at home that can hear what i want to say, then when i got a gf it make me feel dependant to her, and on march this year she left me and make my thought worsened, but i've try to carry on and try to forget everything by doing anything, and then this song come out. This song really touch the deep of my soul, maybe someone still love me and need me, so i won't give up and make them hurt :)
Thank you so much for making this song. It heals me.