We Are All Going Through It | Jelly Roll - I Am Not Okay (Official Lyric Video)
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I've had chronic pain for thirteen years. It's not okay, but it's all gonna be alright. Pain is inevitable...misery is optional. Love me some Jellyroll! Thanks for reacting to this great song, Cliff.
I can relate. I have had pain for years. I keep pushing, some days are harder than others. Just 1 day at a time.
I have experienced pain of every kind on every level my entire life. Even with pain medication (and, folks, my heart breaks for all of those who have suffered the loss of a loved one from an overdose, but I have spent more days contemplating ways to end my pain due to the war on chronic pain patients- I now receive 1/3 the amount of pain medication I received 10 years ago and I easily have 3x the pain. What do I see? An endless vista of "I had a good day - I was able to shower and wasn't so exhausted and in agony by the end that I was crying.) I spent a week crying because it's obvious I can't stay in my home because I can no longer care for it, but I also can't pack or move my stuff. Not all of us have enough money to pay for those services and after 20 years of being chronically sick and in pain, folks, you discover that your ride or die friends all seem to have moved on. I don't blame them at all- it's one thing to support someone when they get something like cancer, but years of illness take their toll on friendships (and one's personality changes).
I know our society loves the stories of "they're sick and in pain all the time, but they're always smiling and cheerful, without a word of complaint". My hat is off to those folks - living in a body that's a personalized torture device for decades... so sorry my smile doesn't reach my eyes. Sorry I don't spend what little energy I have focused on you and your problems. I'm sorry I look bitchy as I struggle through my life. I know I look fine. My apologies for not looking properly sick. Google "invisible illness" and while you're at it, look up "Spoon Theory".
This entire post is a drag. I'm so sorry. In March 2020, added to the Rheumatoid Arthritis, other autoimmune disorders, and severe back problems I already had I got Covid. Despite being told it was nothing worse than the flu and having managed to get myself into the best physical condition of my life, I came out of it with heart and kidney failure, pulmonary hypertension, and severe "small fiber" neuropathy (neurosurgeons with their in office tests told me I didn't have neuropathy- a simple biopsy showed that I have "one of the worst cases we've ever seen". That was one of the few things I got for the tens of thousands of dollars of my life savings I spent at a major teaching hospital trying to get well). And tinnitus. Folks, the screaming in my ears is so loud sometimes it keeps me awake, but I would take it in a hot minute if it would take away the maddening itching on my scalp. That followed the loss of hair so fast I found it laying on my pillow every night. So ALL OF THAT I finally managed by spending ALL of my life savings (what's the point of having life savings if you're not going to live???).
Then, when I literally told my husband just a couple days earlier that I felt like a human being again, I bent over to wipe up something off the floor and blew two discs in my lower back. After riding the medical merry-go-round, I finally got to a surgeon who told me, "no problem, we'll do a discectomy and get the herniated disc off the spinal cord and you'll be gardening in a few weeks again". The man prayed with me and my husband before the surgery. I was screaming in agony by the end of the week every morning when I got out of bed. Or tried- eventually, we figured out that just having my husband pull me bodily out of bed and hold me up as I very nearly passed out from the pain was the only way to get me out. I thought I could handle some serious pain, but you have no idea how difficult it is to force yourself to endure that level of off the charts pain. My husband is a health care professional and I have cared for a lot of family members - we knew that if we called 911, EMTs would show up who would manhandle me out of bed (and probably try to talk me into walking down the stairs rather than carry me moaning on a gurney), then take me to an ER where my chart would be flagged with the tag "drug seeker" because anyone in pain (unless you have some obvious cause or are shaking - and even then, guaranteed some doctor will try to tell you your pain is hyperanalgesia caused by opiate use because chronic pain patients can't actually have REAL pain since we're all druggies. Ask ANYONE who receives meds for real pain that are prescribed by a doctor specializing in pai management who uses their meds more responsibly than almost anyone and 100%, they've been treated like druggies by medical professionals.)
Very, very long story short, Dr "I'm a man of God" refused to do an MRI or anything other than physical therapy. Turns out he gave me an infection during the discectomy that has destroyed not only the disc, but the two vertebrae around it due to delayed treatment. I am now hunchbacked and have a scoliosis that bends me to the left. Due to the vagaries of medical malpractice laws, no attorney in my state will take my case because- and I quote TWO malpractice attorneys- "it would cost at least $200,000 in neurosurgery cases just to have your case reviewed by doctors. If you can still walk, you should be grateful". Neurosurgeons can do anything short of paralyzing you and they're not going to pay. I suggested trying to get them to settle, but the best they had was a suggestion that I file a complaint against the doctor. Turns out that the "baby doctor" doing a fellowship in neurosurgery actually performed my surgery (in the teeny tiny print on all the things they make you sign before surgery you consent to it), but the problem wasn't the surgery, it was the delay in treatment of something that was OBVIOUS. I checked every single box for osteomyelitis and should have been evaluated for it immediately.
Still no increase in pain medication. I was literally told, "you don't want to be on pills forever, do you?" Yes, yes I do. I could get addicted to being out of pain.
Am I depressed? I have no chances for a life that permits me to do anything but watch TH-cam videos and wait for my next pain pill. Maybe. The only people I see anymore are doctors and people employed by them. Am I anxious? The funny thing about pain like this is that you know it could be worse and probably WILL get worse, but you don't know when or how. Good news, though- when I lose control of my bowel or bladder or can't stand up they'll do another surgery....
Folks, I am so sorry. I know pain, though. Even the biggest, strongest stone can be worn down by drops of water. So many people are suffering on ALL sides of addiction.
If misery is still optional for you, be grateful. One day it may not be. 10 years ago, I had 1/3 of the pain I have now and they've cut my medications by well over half- probably closer to 75%. They do this like it's a kindness and we only have pain because we're on pain meds. Usually, when they say this, I pull out a photo of my most recent spinal MRI. Even asking doctors to treat me like they'd treat their own family gets me no where. 100%, their wives aren't gasping in pain when they breath or when, Heaven forbid, they have to reach for the TV remote. They're fine with me being unable to do a single thing that makes me feel like I'm earning the oxygen I'm converting to CO². I am not fine that way and yes, it makes me miserable. But everyone is different, which is a beautiful thing.
I feel ya I've got chronic pain as well!! I'm miserable but I know it gonna be ok. And I hope your pain gets better!!!
@@anchor49 Sorry you have this crappy pain. I'm miserable a lot of the time, but I just can't let myself go there. It's scary the few times I have. Hugs to you and I hope your pain is as minimal as possible.
I struggle from ptsd from the military. I dont think ive been okay since i was 18 when i joined . But i keep going because i got little boys looking up to me .
I’m sorry they tricked y’all into doing the ACTUAL devil’s deeds. People deserve better.
Those l little boys will grow up with you in their minds when they think of what a MAN is. The military does evil things, but it's also given folks some opportunities they never could have hand otherwise- I have a sister who is now running civilian HR at a major VA hospital with just a high school diploma and her 4 years in the Army (she'd need a Master's degree at a minimum in the civilian world). I couldn't be prouder of her (I had 5 years of college education and all I got was an MRS degree because I met my husband, lol). Her husband did 20 years and got out after his last deployment to Iraq. He'd intended to do 30, but it was very bad. My heart breaks for you, but you fought for your nation. A soldier doesn't get to choose whether his nation is right or wrong. God takes care of things at that level. Soldiers do what they need to do to successfully complete their missions and get home to produce and raise the next generation of Americans who are worthy and proud to be able to call themselves such.
Ignore the hater below. Every nation does wrong and every one does right. Sometimes I think we need perspective at the level of God's to know which is which. All the average person can do is the best they can do. Be a father your kids will tell their great grandchildren about with pride and you, sir, have won the greatest victory any man can achieve.
@@a.humanbeing8171 the va has been hosing vets since the get go. We have done zero good with our military. Only conquering, invasion, theft, and debt. Period. Zero wars were warranted. All false flags done by our own. Evil.
Saw people comment on his social media posts saying Eminem helped us through our youth, now Jelly Roll is helping us all through adulthood
don't forget NF and Ren they started this kind of music before Jelly, two different genres to hit all the audiences.
I'm in the UK. I'm a 48 year old man and I live alone. Failed relationships unfortunately. I miss my son. And I just recently had a tumour removed off of my median nerve in my arm. I feel pain everyday at the moment. Politics and our lives are messed up right now here in the uk. But thank goodness we have reactors like you Cliff, and great artists to lift our moods. Because life can feel so alone otherwise.
Jelly Roll is amazing 🫶
I'd only ever known 1 or 2 Jelly songs for years. Earlier this year I finally decided to check out rest of his shit. And, yeah, huge fan of the guy.
I went down a rabbit hole of seeing interviews and clips of him and I love the guy. Check out him performing "Simple Man" with Shinedown. Dude is so humble and overjoyed to be given a shot to perform the song with them.
I’ve had undiagnosed depression and anxiety for over 20yrs and I had a breaking point where I needed therapy and medication. That struggle is indescribable for many and I came through it with in time. It took a lot of effort on my end but to all of those who struggle, please seek help. It’s beneficial for you and everyone around you ❤
His music has been life changing for so many people. He has built a fan base that truly cares for one another. Bringing out the things no one wants to talk about and helping people understand they’re not alone. I hope he knows how needed and vital that is right now.
You're amazing! Thank you for being you.
I needed this one Cliff. I just called off work because things are just too heavy today. This is the first video that came up. I appreciate you. ❤
Just remember that it's ok not to be ok and there is no shame in asking for help when you need it. ❤
Exactly! We all need each other at some point. Dont let the internet fool you ♥️ 🙏
Love that u brought Jelly back to the channel..plz go back thru his archive
This song has got real emotions in it shout out to anyone else that's hurting including other artists as well ❤️🩹
From being a fit healthy woman with 2 businesses and 8 kid to being 47 disabled and barely able to get out of bed. I know where he is coming from. Thank you so much the way you support people you are truly a wonderful person.
Jelly is on a Roll!!!
Jelly is amazing
I do not know if anyone has commented on this specific video for Jelly Roll's song, but the while background with cracks in it, filled in with gold.....is a Japanese practice. Instead of throwing away something because of an imperfection or damage, they fill it is with gold and keep on utilizing the item. I looked at this video and immediately thought of this Japanese practice and how it relates to the lyrics of this song. That we may not be okay, but we can become whole again; that we are important, useful, and temporary damage does not make us useless. In fact, our imperfections, problems, mental health issues, can be made whole again That making repairs are so important; that we are so important, that mending is done with the the most precious of metals.
I remember when I first listened to Jelly Roll on Tech N9ne’s “EF U”. I loved his verse on that song and after I heard that, I’d hear his name buzzing, and now he’s performed with Eminem. Man has come a long way
A life long battle with treatment resistant clinical depression, teenage drug addict. suicide attempt at 20. I'm 42 now, still here, still fighting, 20 years sober. if you are like me, you got this. we are in this together, no matter how alone we feel.
I'm so glad I watched this video.
lets GO JellyRoll
We all hurt sometimes - This song hits hard - from Lisa, a lyme and autoimmune warrior - 🦠💚🦠💚 God bless all who suffer no matter what is going on in your lives 💚💚 Love to you Cliff - love your channel
God bless you and Jelly Roll
Jelly Roll is one of those handful of special people you get to witness in the generation you live in.
I’m relatively new to jelly roll. I found him on that Joyner Lucas song through your reaction/breakdown and was so impressed with him. I went back to some of his back catalog and he is really special. I’m so glad that he’s getting some of his well earned accolades
Most important thing you said Mijo, it’s all temporary, we’ve been through it before. Just keep pushing. I know it seems impossible, but it is possible. ❤️❤️❤️❤️👵🏼 we’re gonna be alright 🙏🏾🙏🏾 Gmaw
I cry every time I hear this song. It's beautiful but it hits so hard; especially right now. 😢
I cared for my father with end stage Alzheimer's and ended up with depression/anxiety. When I get triggered it's been hard to mellow out... until now ... this is my trigger song .... thank God for Jelly Roll .....
Such a powerful song! I'm becoming a huge Jelly Roll fan. Thanks for this 💜💜
Cliff love you brother, the way you always help and genuinely lookout for everybody.
I'm with you man I'm glad he's getting the recognition he deserves now. I can also relate to it being hard for me to cry at songs these days. There's a song called burn victim by Meth witch that describes a person setting themselves on fire in a suicide attempt. That song makes me cry because I did that to myself in 2013. I'm probably the only person crying at that song though because it's so disgustingly heavy LOL
Jelly roll is a very great singer and he just won an award at the country music awards. I always thought he was rock. But he’s one of those artists who could sing the phone book and be beautiful man. ❤
After 14 years, I'm also waiting for it to be all right. I was in that dirt, and my prayer was answered, but they just had to bring me back after my heart finally stopped.
This is exactly how I feel as well. I was left, plummeting in darkness three years and eight months ago when my heart, my mother passed on from this world to another, out of my reach forever. I was forced to live on my own for the first time, my pseudo family abandoned me like forgotten garbage, and here I still am fighting my way through unemployment, financial hardship, without her.
Jelly roll save me & I'm not OK broke me 🥹 so so special we get these songs 🙏💙
My life isn't getting better. Has bin good since 85's. Ain't going to. I'm just glad that you and Jelly Roll made it. Good to see my brother making. That brings happiness to me. Good journey, brother.
Prayers and hugs 🫂🫂🫂 for all those who need it. Great song Jelly❤️❤️❤️👵🏼 Gmaw 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
Jelly is on my daily Playlist and this is one of my fav songs ever
This song so fits my situation now. My husband passed two weeks ago by his own hand and I just am still struggling to know why? It was completely out of the blue and shocking. At the same time I’ve been in bed for months in pain from an illness and injury. This hit hard!! 💔
This Song Hit Me So Hard 😢, I’m Not Ok and I Don’t know how to get through what’s been going on for a few years. And yes it’s a constant #rollercoaster and I just need support or someone to talk to but it’s hard to trust anymore anyone . But I heard this song and knew that I’m not alone in these feelings . But honestly I don’t trust anymore . I was so happy and I loved doing things for everyone and helping whomever needed it . And I’m just about to let go as I stand here and holding on for dear life.. But man I keep praying but I am not going to bother other people with my story . I will try to keep going but it’s 3 AM now in Massachusetts and I just wish there was one person I could call and talk to about this . I really want to go for a long swim in the Ocean and sink to the bottom . I don’t think anyone needs me for anything because I don’t have what I used to . I pray for everyone that’s feeling just like this song and going through their own version of Hell. And you can be the most Loving , Honest , Smartest Person in this world , but it seems like things are more dark and less light . I shall keep everyone in my Prayers . Thank you @cliffbeats
This song came just in time
Ending things, only ends any chance for things to get better. And it will get better. Ive seen some dark times, times i couldnt see anything but darkness, stay strong, I love you, it will get better. 💜
Thank you for making videos. I appreciate your hard work and kind heart. Take care 🤗
For the algo as always much luc and respect for trying to b a positive and help ur fans
'tuff times creates tuff people' love that. Great breakdown great song and such an important message. Keep it up bro🏴🤓✌️
The promotion the respect 🫡
Jelly Roll is awesome and so powerful for people
I lived with treatment resistant depression for a couple of decades. Finally found a treatment that worked. Glad I kept putting one foot in front of the other - sometimes the only reason I functioned was because of my son. I’m not a huge fan of country music but Jelly Roll is interesting.
It's not okay. It's not temporary. Sometimes I think I should just go find a beautiful place so far out no one will ever find me. Maybe everything will be okay, but my run is done. Not today, probably not tomorrow, but if a person gets to chose how they live, they should also get to chose how they die. We treat our pets better than we treat our sick and suffering loved ones. Why can't I have everyone tell me goodbye, get a nice antianxiety med and when I'm beautifully relaxed, a med to stop my heart? I respect those who struggle and fight, but death always wins in the end. And sometimes it comes as a friend. I have cared for MANY dying loved ones and thr dying are not the only ones who suffer... I don't want to put anyone through that, although I 100% have respected the wishes of those who want every single breath they can get. I don’t. I'm tired of all the fighting- but no one's willing to say I have less than 6 months left (it's sometimes medical TORTURE, not medical treatment. It's not like it is on TV. AT ALL. Ask a doctor or nurse- you won't find many of them open to having CPR except in very specific situations- like theor death has to be witnessed and CPR started in minutes and their level of health, etc etc etc) so I can't get supportive treatment- only aggressive treatments that don't do anything but transfer money to millionaires.
I wish you all the best of luck.
This I understand. 💔🫂
Who else can claim Mr Spliff Beats as their new favorite reactor? I definitely can.
Love stopping by daily.
Would love to see some of that new Yelawolf Warstory double album getting some love
I’m not even trying to keep up with the Jones’s but my car shit the bed all of a sudden and I felt the hit 😅 endure and persevere and all that
I miss 2014-2019. That was the best stretch since the Clinton years.
❤ beautiful song ❤
Much respect to u cliff and jelly. Suffering from depression isn’t easy, warms my heart hearing your kind words
Damn this hits hard, Cliff.
Faja Raja, hes a great guy
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I've posted and shared on Facebook and other platforms there's a number for veterans also, along with suicide prevention and helplines, mental health is one of the biggest silent killers
Eminem said it best. "I have been in survival mode since I was a 5 year old."
The pattern in the background looks like hintsuge. Love it
Love me some Jelly Roll!
P.S. Samson dropped today, I haven't seen your reaction 😉
For the algorithm🏴🤓✌️
True...Been there, if you have a day or two fine, if it turns into a week or two get some help...
I haven't been ok for about 20 years. The last 4 years have been really bad.
For the algorithm
He one of them ones, man.
Great video!
I've tried reaching out before, but I need a friend not a new bill.
🙏🏻 Cliff 🫡 bro
He gets to be my dad, you can claim him too
Suggestion: Come Alive cover by Sweet Charity Choir.
For the algo brother
If I have to get another surgery for my crohns I’m likely going to sign a DNR.
Was just typing call or text 988, ❤
Then you're not able to get it paid for and it gets foreclosed and a 100thousand dollar property then ends up paying the banks almost quadruple
Im not ok,,,but Im sure as shit putting in the work to heal. Im worth the fight. One thing I will never understand no matter how much I heal,how anyone can be attracted sexually to a child,,I was fucking 4.