I can relate to this. I was recently discharged from my 26th Section 2 in under 5 years. I am diagnosed with EUPD & OCD. The HTT (home treatment team: Deliberately used lower case) currently have me on their books. One of them called me the other day, and asked me what they could do for me?? Are they f*****g real? They are USELESS, and have systematically watched me deteriorate during these past 5 years. My latest overdose was my closest. Was found choking, was shocked back to life, swallowed fluids & ended up with pneumonia & on life support in a coma. I was knocking on heaven’s door. I don’t know if a subconscious part of me is trying to see how far I can push them, before they help me? I’m confused by all of this. I’ve been promised psychotherapy, then have been turned down because I am classed as too high risk and not “stable” enough? I LOATHE the title “professional.” Every “professional” I have encountered (hundreds) has been utterly useless, and I am intellectually superior to the lot of them. I think I’m just going to wind up being one of the 10%, just like this poor girl. And by the way, having “capacity” is IRRELEVANT! We (EUPD/BPD) people are severely wounded, psychologically. So what if we are intellectually switched on? It means nothing, when you simply cannot control your emotions. Anyway, rant over. Thank you for your video, and I shall wish you well.
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I can relate to this.
I was recently discharged from my 26th Section 2 in under 5 years.
I am diagnosed with EUPD & OCD.
The HTT (home treatment team: Deliberately used lower case) currently have me on their books. One of them called me the other day, and asked me what they could do for me??
Are they f*****g real?
They are USELESS, and have systematically watched me deteriorate during these past 5 years.
My latest overdose was my closest. Was found choking, was shocked back to life, swallowed fluids & ended up with pneumonia & on life support in a coma.
I was knocking on heaven’s door.
I don’t know if a subconscious part of me is trying to see how far I can push them, before they help me? I’m confused by all of this.
I’ve been promised psychotherapy, then have been turned down because I am classed as too high risk and not “stable” enough?
I LOATHE the title “professional.” Every “professional” I have encountered (hundreds) has been utterly useless, and I am intellectually superior to the lot of them.
I think I’m just going to wind up being one of the 10%, just like this poor girl.
And by the way, having “capacity” is IRRELEVANT! We (EUPD/BPD) people are severely wounded, psychologically. So what if we are intellectually switched on? It means nothing, when you simply cannot control your emotions.
Anyway, rant over.
Thank you for your video, and I shall wish you well.