Wow Mark. Thank you for this opportunity. Crying like a baby first thing in the morning. I really can’t thank you enough and appreciate how comfortable you made the interview, to discuss really uncomfortable stuff. God Bless you Mark.
Thank you for your interview. I could feel the pain you were feeling as a child through your words and how I could tell you were experiencing it all over again. Keep working on yourself.
I watched the whole interview sobbed throughout you really should be proud takes alot of courage to tell your story...and you're right it not only touched us but you've changed some hearts and minds Merry Christmas ❤
You are a lion ❤❤❤ I admire you so much. And you are not dirty, you are pure as a crystal but I perfectly understand why you felt 'disgusting') @@jason.brewer
Little Jason comes out several times through the video, we are here for you too. Very brave of you to share. Merry Christmas to you and everyone here ❤️🩹❤️
Out of the ruins of a broken, traumatic youth comes a stronger, more resilient, and even more admirable man. Admire those who make it out of "that life" because very few of us do. We have so many people to rescue with love and compassion. You wouldn't turn your back on a human like Jason or ANY other. Thank you, Jason Brewer. You're a hero to a complete stranger who knows and loves you as a brother. Stay strong. Take care of yourself and your people. So proud of you, sir.
@@fifilamoore1718I don’t think they meant to be negative I think they might still be struggling and maybe speaking for them was not what they expected or could have cause more harm then good and you should have more sympathy for this person because obviously they are still struggling through something but it’s not helpful from you to come at them saying they are sad and that they are negative. How is that helpful? Your response is just as bad if not way worse then his/her comment
Jason- I am also in Recovery of 6 years. Drugs and violence of all types. Trauma that was done to me and then unintentionally/intentionally causing trauma to others was/is the hardest part of Recovery. Actively telling your story and being transparent will help someone put an end to pain in their own line. Grab ahold of your higher power or higher self. Look into meditation. Meditation is what helped me to take off the masks. (Still not all the time but better) it also helped me to realize that I was selfish in ways I didn’t realize still and how to truly LOVE. Love is what this is all about! You are incredible, articulate and you are actively saving lives. I ask God to bless your life.
You are so strong. I hope you heal through everything. This took so much courage, and I hope you inspire other men to feel comfortable enough to share their own story’s and heal through trauma.
@ of course, I just feel like it’s harder for men to speak about it though. Just numbers wise that’s why I said men. Of course I hope everyone can heal from their pain.
5:37 i feel that. talking about childhood trauma, you don't think it'd be so hard to talk about but your throat wants to close up, you have to keep clearing your throat and you feel the emotions come on. it's unexpected, since you didn't know what was going on then, yet your mind finds it hard to process and go over now. good for him that he's able to talk about it, that's a weight that can be hard to lift.
9:09 the thought of being in your own skin disgusting you after you realise what really happened. he's more than strong for talking about these aspects, i feel i never really hear anyone describe these feelings you have after such things, the disgust, the effect on you as a person, how you see yourself, how the rest of your life is affected and such.
At six years old I remember leaving the trailer and just checking out. Daydreaming constantly. Crying. And since then just feeling lost. And at 35 I don't know how to get past that feeling. My uncle is still alive. And I don't know what to do
Thank you Jason and Mark for this interview. I wish you the best, Jason, in healing from the traumatic events in your childhood. I suggest trying EMDR therapy to hopefully put to rest the brain pathways to those traumatic events, one at a time.
I went through the same shit as a kid proud of you for even talking about it. Most men never admit or even tell anyone due to shame and thought of being less than a man especially being molested by another man!!!
There are some wicked Humans on this planet; that is why we must be as wise as a Serpent, but as gentle as a Dove and as ruthless as a Wolf: Good job sir for working through the evil that you have experienced. I hope that you continue to evolve in a positive direction. You appear to be very resilient; that resiliency can be used to do good or to do bad; hopefully you use it for the former.
When I start crying at the 6:00 minute mark I know this is going to be rough. I had to stop. I will return and watch this later.today Jason- I have no words-
Theres only been one video on this channel that i had to take breaks for. “Trauma, revenge, and redemption.” If any of you have not seen this one, i highly recommend it. I had to take breaks it was just so intense and depressing and raw. Its over an hour long but its actually insane how the story unwinds and finally ends. Powerful shit. Its the best video on this channel by far in my opinion.
Jason that was such a powerful telling and very inspiring. Your boss is right - you're very articulate and you show a lot of self-knowledge that many many men never even start to think about. The way you are now is a credit to yourself and your loved ones. Fair play to you ! 🇮🇪
Jason, you are a beautiful human being and you are worthy of love. I've lost my two brothers and wish you were mine. If you ever come to Perth, Australia, there's a hug waiting for you xx
Thanks for sharing Jason! I know it's tough to even think about, little lone talk about it! But something about verbalizing it, can help remove some of it! Your not alone Jason! 💯🙏
Awww baby, I am sending you the most insanely huge hug! I absolutely know trauma and its been strange to me that talking about it and warning others...was helpful. God love you and your family. Bless you, love from Alabama ❤
You deserve every true belly laugh, every moment of bliss, joy, wonder that comes your way. I hope your life continues to get better and better. TY so much for sharing your story, you are inspiring. ❤
"Mark you are a brave man firstmof all..secondly I can relate to your pain on a few different levels. You help me realize that I am not alone because your story is partly my story. Thank you from the bottom of my heart."
I really like this man he has so many inner demons. But I think he is a fabulous guy. Thank you for sharing your story. You matter! I have a shirt that says "just remember on your darkest night... Tomorrow needs you"
Truly heartbreaking. These sick fucks ruin children's lives forever. Ugh. I am so sorry that happened to you Jason. You are such a strong man to tell your story .
What a horrific life this man has had. I'm glad to see he's working on it, but please keep in mind that not all addicts with a mental health disorder who've been SA'd end up in jail. It's hell, but it can be done. Edit to add you do need to hit rock bottom first, you do need to work your program, and you do need therapy. It's not easy.
God bless you and all that you’ve gone through! Thank you for being so brave for sharing your story. You’re gonna change lives for other men that are too ashamed to share their stories. Men are abused all too often but our society doesn’t talk about it. It’s a shame. You should be proud of yourself for being brave enough to share your experience ❤ you are not alone. I hope you feel heard because we heard you, babe!
Oh, and fuck your dad. He was a douchebag. With all due respect. It was his job to be there for you. He failed you and you don’t hold any fault in that.
Jason. I was locked in this entire interview. I usually don’t watch long interviews, but your story really touched my heart and I wish you the best. Stay strong, Brother.
Just wanna give this man a big hug. Love the way his eyes lit up when talking about his childhood love, wishing you only the happiest of futures big man.
Jason thank you for sharing your story! This was so Brave! I experienced sexual abuse too! I surrender my heart to Jesus and it has helped me through my struggles and my journey of healing! I pray that you will continue to have the inner healing! Continue to share your story . I know that it will help many people who have gone through traumas! Thank you again for sharing your story and being a brave man! A brave soul! And forgive yourself of things the that has happened !God bless you!
Mark, Jason speaks about events he has never spoken publicly about, because you radiate non-judgement. This experience has been cathartic, exhausting and beautiful for Jason and for that, I thank you. I'm so proud of my honey. I'm so proud he wants to help others despite his trauma. I'm so proud he wants to better himself. Gut-wrenching and beautiful episode.
Thank you. This ‘interview’ hit home more than ANYTHING in my journey to recover, reconcile with my own experience. We must trust that what we don’t fully understand to heal. You are so very loved. ❤
My heart truly breaks for this man and I’m so sick of these evil pedos taking kids life’s that way because they will never be the same because of it . I’m so sorry
The moral of the story is we often become what we fear.. i can relate to getting clean and acting like a nutbar! I was so happy to be off opioids after 15 years i thought it was miracle and started acting crazy
Wow Mark. Thank you for this opportunity. Crying like a baby first thing in the morning. I really can’t thank you enough and appreciate how comfortable you made the interview, to discuss really uncomfortable stuff. God Bless you Mark.
Thank you for your interview. I could feel the pain you were feeling as a child through your words and how I could tell you were experiencing it all over again. Keep working on yourself.
I've already commented but just saw this. Thank you for sharing so vulnerably with us, Jason x
I watched the whole interview sobbed throughout you really should be proud takes alot of courage to tell your story...and you're right it not only touched us but you've changed some hearts and minds Merry Christmas ❤
Jason! You need to write! incredible story my friend!
Sending you virtual hugs!
This guys got some guts to tell his story to the world. Respect to him. He has children, there is no greater gift.
This took a colossal amount strength to tell his story. I wish you the best. You deserve it.
Thank you. I’m working on believing I deserve the good things in life. It’s a process 🙏🙏🙏.
Well said
Great big hugs 🫂
You are a lion ❤❤❤ I admire you so much. And you are not dirty, you are pure as a crystal but I perfectly understand why you felt 'disgusting') @@jason.brewer
Little Jason comes out several times through the video, we are here for you too. Very brave of you to share. Merry Christmas to you and everyone here ❤️🩹❤️
Out of the ruins of a broken, traumatic youth comes a stronger, more resilient, and even more admirable man. Admire those who make it out of "that life" because very few of us do. We have so many people to rescue with love and compassion. You wouldn't turn your back on a human like Jason or ANY other. Thank you, Jason Brewer. You're a hero to a complete stranger who knows and loves you as a brother. Stay strong. Take care of yourself and your people. So proud of you, sir.
The Truth will set you free.
But the truth takes courage and not everyone has that.
Bless this man for his courage. Thank you.
'The truth will set you free' is a very trite saying. Doesn't apply to everything, not nearly.
@@BonnieHansen-w6l Does writing your negative comment make you feel good 👍 I feel bad for you how sad
@@BonnieHansen-w6lthat is because you must not have faced or gone through the healing you have gone through I’m sorry
@@fifilamoore1718I don’t think they meant to be negative I think they might still be struggling and maybe speaking for them was not what they expected or could have cause more harm then good and you should have more sympathy for this person because obviously they are still struggling through something but it’s not helpful from you to come at them saying they are sad and that they are negative. How is that helpful? Your response is just as bad if not way worse then his/her comment
Bless this man heart 😢he is reliving it while trying to talk about it. I felt it this morning. Thank you for your brave interview
Thank you for watching. My only hope is that my experience helps another, to talk about it and relinquish its power.
Tragically captivating. Forgive that little boy mate. It wasn't your fault. You were just a kid. All the best mate!
This man went through hell, and yet he is a survivor.
Thank you soooo much for telling your helping so many ppl be able to tell their story. Your so strong. I really wish u the best.
Jason- I am also in Recovery of 6 years. Drugs and violence of all types. Trauma that was done to me and then unintentionally/intentionally causing trauma to others was/is the hardest part of Recovery. Actively telling your story and being transparent will help someone put an end to pain in their own line. Grab ahold of your higher power or higher self. Look into meditation. Meditation is what helped me to take off the masks. (Still not all the time but better) it also helped me to realize that I was selfish in ways I didn’t realize still and how to truly LOVE. Love is what this is all about! You are incredible, articulate and you are actively saving lives. I ask God to bless your life.
The Consistency in work being put out is second to none. Thank you Mark and Happy Holidays
Proud of you for telling your story, it will inspire other men that it's not weak to speak.
You are so strong. I hope you heal through everything. This took so much courage, and I hope you inspire other men to feel comfortable enough to share their own story’s and heal through trauma.
There are a lot of females affected too!
@ of course, I just feel like it’s harder for men to speak about it though. Just numbers wise that’s why I said men. Of course I hope everyone can heal from their pain.
@@BonnieHansen-w6l You join 5 sept , Is 👿 Trolling, dropping negative comments make you feel good ? I hope so SAD way to live , sending you hugs 🥰
Early bird here! Merry Christmas and happy holidays to Mark, viewers and these souls who speak in these videos! Greetings from Finland!
Mark, thank you for interesting, thought provoking interviews! Jason, thank you for sharing your story. Happy holidays to you both!
Wow. Moved me to tears. How I admire your strength, bravery and courage. ❤
Me too. My life changed in receiving his sharing of his journey.
Thank you, Jason! 👏👏 You are living proof that there is a light at the end of the tunnel
Thank you for sharing… such a tough story to share 🙏🏽❤️
Though difficult to hear all you experienced this was one of the best videos I’ve watched on this channel. Profound and will help others. ❤
Thank you for sharing your story Jason
man you are a survivor, what great showing of resilience,braveneness, admirable. you faced a lot, it is not fair for you, society owes you, for sure.
Thank you. Those aren’t words I’d use to describe myself but I’m learning to accept compliments and positive feedback. Appreciate the love.
5:37 i feel that. talking about childhood trauma, you don't think it'd be so hard to talk about but your throat wants to close up, you have to keep clearing your throat and you feel the emotions come on. it's unexpected, since you didn't know what was going on then, yet your mind finds it hard to process and go over now. good for him that he's able to talk about it, that's a weight that can be hard to lift.
9:09 the thought of being in your own skin disgusting you after you realise what really happened. he's more than strong for talking about these aspects, i feel i never really hear anyone describe these feelings you have after such things, the disgust, the effect on you as a person, how you see yourself, how the rest of your life is affected and such.
I'm only 9 minutes in.... But I need to say, Sir, I'm so desperately sorry this happened to you 😢 xxx Kylie Perth Australia
At six years old I remember leaving the trailer and just checking out. Daydreaming constantly. Crying. And since then just feeling lost. And at 35 I don't know how to get past that feeling.
My uncle is still alive. And I don't know what to do
No expert but concentrate on yourself and try to find someone to talk to about it. Ideally someone with training in the area maybe ?
Thank you for sharing ❤❤❤❤ You are so strong. I hope you are enormously proud of yourself, as you should be.
Thank you Jason and Mark for this interview. I wish you the best, Jason, in healing from the traumatic events in your childhood. I suggest trying EMDR therapy to hopefully put to rest the brain pathways to those traumatic events, one at a time.
EMDR works
@@mypalsalvintage135 I prefer EMDR using a light bar.
I went through the same shit as a kid proud of you for even talking about it. Most men never admit or even tell anyone due to shame and thought of being less than a man especially being molested by another man!!!
Compelling… thank u for sharing your story
There are some wicked Humans on this planet; that is why we must be as wise as a Serpent, but as gentle as a Dove and as ruthless as a Wolf: Good job sir for working through the evil that you have experienced. I hope that you continue to evolve in a positive direction. You appear to be very resilient; that resiliency can be used to do good or to do bad; hopefully you use it for the former.
When I start crying at the 6:00 minute mark I know this is going to be rough. I had to stop. I will return and watch this later.today Jason- I have no words-
Theres only been one video on this channel that i had to take breaks for. “Trauma, revenge, and redemption.” If any of you have not seen this one, i highly recommend it. I had to take breaks it was just so intense and depressing and raw. Its over an hour long but its actually insane how the story unwinds and finally ends. Powerful shit. Its the best video on this channel by far in my opinion.
Poor sweetheart 😞💔 right before he got emotional, his mind went back to being a small child.
Thank you, Jason!!!
Jason!… YOURE AN AWESOME HUMAN🏆
Jason that was such a powerful telling and very inspiring. Your boss is right - you're very articulate and you show a lot of self-knowledge that many many men never even start to think about. The way you are now is a credit to yourself and your loved ones. Fair play to you ! 🇮🇪
Wow, Jason. Thank you for sharing.
Jason, you are a beautiful human being and you are worthy of love. I've lost my two brothers and wish you were mine. If you ever come to Perth, Australia, there's a hug waiting for you xx
Thanks for sharing Jason! I know it's tough to even think about, little lone talk about it! But something about verbalizing it, can help remove some of it! Your not alone Jason! 💯🙏
So sorry you had to endure that mate, my heart breaks, God bkess
Thank you, Jason 🍀✌️
This is heartbreaking!!!!!
True redemption! Live well, brother!
Awww baby, I am sending you the most insanely huge hug! I absolutely know trauma and its been strange to me that talking about it and warning others...was helpful. God love you and your family. Bless you, love from Alabama ❤
You deserve every true belly laugh, every moment of bliss, joy, wonder that comes your way. I hope your life continues to get better and better. TY so much for sharing your story, you are inspiring. ❤
Aw Jason I'm so sorry that these people did this to you 🙏🏽 please know you are not alone and I am sending you love and healing 🙏🏽
Wow 6 mins in I can barely listen smh crazy work praying for your healing ❤
"Mark you are a brave man firstmof all..secondly I can relate to your pain on a few different levels. You help me realize that I am not alone because your story is partly my story. Thank you from the bottom of my heart."
Bless him! Powerful testimony 🙏🏾❤️🔥❤️🔥
I really like this man he has so many inner demons. But I think he is a fabulous guy. Thank you for sharing your story. You matter! I have a shirt that says "just remember on your darkest night... Tomorrow needs you"
So powerful!
I saw the child come out over and over again, almost saying, "I'm still here. I need to be heard." Totally raw and human.
Truly heartbreaking. These sick fucks ruin children's lives forever. Ugh. I am so sorry that happened to you Jason. You are such a strong man to tell your story .
Keep going Jason…keep going.
Wow! You should write a book: you are great at telling a true story without being boring or dry.
That's not the compliment you think it is🤦🏻♀️
This is the most real interview. His honesty is so physical. I'm praying that he makes it through all of the dark days.
What a horrific life this man has had. I'm glad to see he's working on it, but please keep in mind that not all addicts with a mental health disorder who've been SA'd end up in jail. It's hell, but it can be done. Edit to add you do need to hit rock bottom first, you do need to work your program, and you do need therapy. It's not easy.
God bless you and all that you’ve gone through! Thank you for being so brave for sharing your story. You’re gonna change lives for other men that are too ashamed to share their stories. Men are abused all too often but our society doesn’t talk about it. It’s a shame. You should be proud of yourself for being brave enough to share your experience ❤ you are not alone. I hope you feel heard because we heard you, babe!
Oh, and fuck your dad. He was a douchebag. With all due respect. It was his job to be there for you. He failed you and you don’t hold any fault in that.
“ I have this great life when I can see it “ very powerful
Jason. I was locked in this entire interview. I usually don’t watch long interviews, but your story really touched my heart and I wish you the best. Stay strong, Brother.
I cried each time he wiped his eyes. God so much ugliness in this world.
Just wanna give this man a big hug. Love the way his eyes lit up when talking about his childhood love, wishing you only the happiest of futures big man.
Wow. What a story. You are amazing, Jason. 💜🌈💐🐾🖖🏼
Jason thank you for sharing your story! This was so Brave! I experienced sexual abuse too! I surrender my heart to Jesus and it has helped me through my struggles and my journey of healing! I pray that you will continue to have the inner healing! Continue to share your story . I know that it will help many people who have gone through traumas! Thank you again for sharing your story and being a brave man! A brave soul! And forgive yourself of things the that has happened !God bless you!
Mad respect for you
Mark, Jason speaks about events he has never spoken publicly about, because you radiate non-judgement. This experience has been cathartic, exhausting and beautiful for Jason and for that, I thank you.
I'm so proud of my honey. I'm so proud he wants to help others despite his trauma. I'm so proud he wants to better himself.
Gut-wrenching and beautiful episode.
Damn Jason you brave af my man❤
A strong survivor!!! Good luck, Jason! Rgr
Wow. Here when it dropped. Merry Christmas all.
Great morning everyone happy holidays if you’re celebrating
Happy Holidays
Isn't it something we can't see our own light
Good morning swu family
That was good.... you should write a book.....
What an inspiration of bravery to tell your story, Jason. Thank you for sharing. Opening up is hard but you did it....appreciate it.
This video needs more views this guy needs to have a movie made about him
Thank you. This ‘interview’ hit home more than ANYTHING in my journey to recover, reconcile with my own experience. We must trust that what we don’t fully understand to heal. You are so very loved. ❤
Jason, you deserve the peace and love you denied yourself. God bless you. Love your children and grandchildren they way you wanted to be loved.
I ran into people like this in the 7 cities. I completely believe his stories.
Fought the wrong enemy
He's a good guy
Gm swu fam
Jason is my favourite person on the whole white underbelly, love him, your an amazing person Jason love from Australia xo
Thanks Mark.
What a strong soul. You'll be okay dear heart
So hard to hear but thank you for sharing
My heart truly breaks for this man and I’m so sick of these evil pedos taking kids life’s that way because they will never be the same because of it . I’m so sorry
What a tough story to live through!
The moral of the story is we often become what we fear.. i can relate to getting clean and acting like a nutbar! I was so happy to be off opioids after 15 years i thought it was miracle and started acting crazy
Goodmorning!!!
Good morning world 🌎
This man’s story is one of a society that doesn’t care what happens to men. A mom cares , sure . A friend cares , sure. Society not one fuck
Thay random story about that cat made me laugh hysterically😂
Sending love ❤
You are amazing.
❤❤❤
What an amazing man. ❤
I m so sorry!
good stuff
Doesn't it seem like there are more bad guys than good guys out there?
The numbers don't lie but liars use numbers
This man seriously needs some help before it’s too late