Was so happy when I saw a longer vlog! Thanks for the vulnerability! I totally resonate with you when it comes to just not feeling your best mentally/emotionally/physically - and feeling like no one really cares. Recently went through a similar phase and I’m just now beginning to feel like myself again. But omg, it’s a PROCESS. I too got a pet - and they truly do help! Sending you love and hugs and I’m happy that you’re in a happier space! Also, when it comes to interviewing male celebs about their personal lives - I just think there’s a WAY to do without altering the audience’s opinions about the celeb in a negative way. Like avoiding political/religious/etc topics. Because nowadays - during a time where social media is so popular, we sometimes see celebs give their opinions on things that make us think, “Damn, I wish I didn’t know your opinion on this - and just knew you for your work.”
I’m typically a silent watcher. I love cocktales. I love you and Medina. I appreciate your willingness to be vulnerable in this video. Whatever direction you go.you have a supporter in me. Sending you lots of love! 🩷🩷
Kiki I see you and I hear you! I appreciate your vulnerability. Longtime Cocktales listener and I’ll continue to be a supporter thru all of yall phases! ❤
I am usually a lurker but I started binge watching your podcast last year. As others have stayed, I am so appreciative of you being vulnerable and speaking your peace! I can relate to so much that you discussed. ❤❤❤❤❤ Forever a fan/listener/subscrber of yours. Be blessed and continue to take care of your mental health.
I admire your transparency and vulnerability. I dont know how yall podcasters do it! I couldn’t imagine being perceived by thousands of people and having all these individuals dissect whatever I say when I felt however I was feeling on a certain day. 😮💨 This career path is a LOT for your nervous system to handle! I’m only 25 minutes in but I just had to say that and acknowledge your feelings. Everything you’ve said is so valid and not that you have to explain yourself but its refreshing to witness someone being authentic and real because we all have our own sh*t and life be lifin’! I’m rooting for you, girl. I see you and I hear you! I’m sure it cant be easy whatsoever so you are truly a boss for keeping up as long as you have!👏🏽👏🏽
I’m so proud of you for speaking up for yourself Kiki. I think you’re doing the best you can and that’s all that matters. Everything will work out!🖤 I’m praying for you and ur mental health
I could relate to this so much. People can be so draining. Constant comparisons can really put a damper on your self esteem. I'm new to the podcast but I can only imagine how hard it must be to give so much of yourself over the years and people still act like its not enough. You are older now and maybe you've just grown out of certain things. I don't blame you for withdrawing. Dating can be unfulfilling when you get older because you've gone all the places, ate all the food, seen all the things but they won't act better and finally get serious.
It was jokingly brought up on the show where other podcasters were “biting”. Love ❤️ you just want to give you a hug 🤗. I’ve experienced both when I was low, my focus was trying to get out of that mindset because it drained me and made me feel ehhhh. I love happiness and peace and that’s all I’m about these days. I’m personally not that invested in a lot of celebrities personal lives. I do love your catch up/GRWM vlogs. A day/week in the life of vlog. Full prep/cooking videos.
Thank you Letasha! And it was a message someone sent me too, not just what was said on the show about biting. And thank you for always commenting, interacting, and letting me know you still here girl! 🤎🤎🤎🤎
I think you’re super professional especially on the show. You’re the one whose face doesn’t crack and you don’t go into judgement tone or mode. I used to always watch the show and when I watch it from time to time it’s because of you. You’re super funny and a great interviewer. I would support a separate podcast. Cooking with Keke would be fun! A cooking show where you gossip or have funny topics with fun guest.
Hey girl hey! LOVE this video and your vulnerability 🩵 I had left one final comment on the other video just with kind words. Basically saying take care of yourself and other pods take breaks and just upload old eps, you two have so many new listeners that I’m sure they wouldn’t mind an old ep upload. If yall need a break to regroup or just get back to you, we’ll be fine. The person that said yall were the blueprint left a comment annndddd I was completely wrong on when I thought things changed. I went back and listened to a couple eps around that time and it was the same so idk when which I suppose is good cause that means it’s been a gradual change. Girl every time you mentioned over explaining, I was right there with you cause I be doing the same bs lol but girl, def keep something for yourself, you know virgos love a private life. Onward and upward! Luv ya Keeks!
Thank you beautiful! 🤎🤎 And as I think about it i'd have to say it was definitely gradual on both sides. There were a few moments that sped it up, but definitely has been happening over time.
Some things I would like to see on your vlog: -You trying out yoga or a new dance class for example, pole dancing is really fun! -Playing games with your family/friends -Shopping vlogs -Budgeting/$$ tips -Skincare tips -Styling outfits -A 30 day challenge of some sort -Random relatable rants are always fun, show us that truthful/blunt virgo energy! Lol
thank you! i be wondering if everybody gets lost like i do when i just start talking lol. I forget half the time what my point was...even with the notes!
Hey KiKi. I'm about to ramble with my comment as i listen 🙂I'on really care about your sex life. It was cool years ago but DAMN, we done growed up 🤣 I love a good KeeKee about some random thoughts, a li' chit chat about general topics. I'd love for you to talk about the shows you watch (since you be in the house all the danm time). Them Tubi and Freevee movies be a full mess. But above all, take care of your self. Your review of the Hedo trip, and the ones yall taped there, it seemed like you had FUN and that's what came across to me. People are not solely where they come from and it's not fair to judge people becuase of the situation they were born into, beyond their control. Naw, keep doing what your doing. We all grown and don't have time for fake KeeKee's. Anyways.. love the GRWM as always. ❤ oh and I be listening till the end because I like the Goodbye Bop. I talk to myself more than anyone else. and I don't apologize for for it. Hell, who knows me better than me.
We love the kiki you have introduced to us and please keep something private for yourself because when that camera goes off you have to live with you and you being ok is what matters most and please if possible don't you let not one more miserable witch steal a happy moment from you. I will tell you why people don't give the compassion that they request it's because they are selfish and self centered, a fake person that is miserable at their core love's nothing more than to find a positive happy person and snatch them off of their cloud, it brings them joy to feel like they have taken you down a peg or put you in your place when that low place is not ment for you, your grandmother and grandfather did a great job with you and don't doubt that us virgo humans have enough going on in our heads we don't need outside invaders. You may want to reevaluate your relationship with a person that you are vocalizing your feelings to and you know they comprehend what you are saying and they choose to disregard your feelings please don't accept malicious negative energy especially when you are not feeling your best, and don't be afraid that you lost your drive, your focus may be elsewhere the grown virgo you will prioritize sh!t weather we like it or not but the feelings returns quickly and with vigor so brace your partner and yourself 😂😂😂 you and that hair just keep on growing keep being amazing and when you're feeling low just know we love you and we are here for it all good and bad I know I am have a beautiful week 😊
Hey! I watched this entire video and it sounded like the woman I was a year and a half ago. Came across the podcast during the pandemic and enjoyed some of the episodes so I wasn't familiar with some of the talking points you were referring to in this video but (i'm not a therapist and not trying to be) possibly you are trying to turn a new leaf but holding on to something you started in your 20s that doesn't interest your spirit anymore. And this is spilling over or showing up in other areas of you. Take a break - there's nothing worse than you not showing for you and get the help you need (what ever that looks like for you) and don't rush the process. Those who love you will wait and champion you through out your development. I planned out my hiatus (luckily it was since the pandemic) and was very low key and strategically worked a job that showed a new layer of me that I wanted to explore. When i was ready to pop out, I feel undeniably good and have craved out my new boundaries, wants/needs and values to every one/thing around. I hope you seek the happiness you crave for. and PS - that camera you have I'm so glad I rented before buying, it was overheating ALL the TIME. Try renting camera before buying at borrowlens.com.
I see a lot of people in the comments saying we grown now. Not even sure what that means. As a male listener from time to time, I feel like the new show 'nobody wants this' kinda shows what's happening with this podcast. I watched the hedo episode and it felt like Medina went there to judge people as if people can't be sexually free without trauma but I digress
Kiki we love you darling 🩷 from one Virgo to another this conversation was so meaningful but I will say this I think it’s time to bust a Beyonce and leave Destinys Child. Ever since Medinah got a boyfriend the dynamic has changed. She is so thirsty now and everything she says seems to give “trying to be a trad wife” 🤮 she’s putting on a fake persona to impress this dusty man she with and it’s affecting her treatment towards you. It’s clear & very evident. I wish you nothing but blessings in your solo journey. Ain’t nobody coming to see Otis. We here for YOU 💗😘. You’re a STAR⭐️
This was a great video. Thank you for your vulnerability. We are rooting for you and your success!
When I'm sad and depressed, I don't want s3x. Give me time to process my thoughts and sort through my feelings and problem solve.
The OGs remember him. I remember him being very funny. We love you, sis. Take care of yourself.
Also, makeup looks beautiful.
Agreed. OG's remember. I saw it, figured it out, kept my mouth/opinion to my self, and enjoyed the video. Do you KiKi. Mental health above all.
Was so happy when I saw a longer vlog!
Thanks for the vulnerability!
I totally resonate with you when it comes to just not feeling your best mentally/emotionally/physically - and feeling like no one really cares.
Recently went through a similar phase and I’m just now beginning to feel like myself again. But omg, it’s a PROCESS. I too got a pet - and they truly do help!
Sending you love and hugs and I’m happy that you’re in a happier space!
Also, when it comes to interviewing male celebs about their personal lives - I just think there’s a WAY to do without altering the audience’s opinions about the celeb in a negative way. Like avoiding political/religious/etc topics. Because nowadays - during a time where social media is so popular, we sometimes see celebs give their opinions on things that make us think, “Damn, I wish I didn’t know your opinion on this - and just knew you for your work.”
Thank you for sharing and yes, these fur babies help so much!!! And thank you for the love and hugs, right back at ya.
I’m typically a silent watcher. I love cocktales. I love you and Medina. I appreciate your willingness to be vulnerable in this video. Whatever direction you go.you have a supporter in me. Sending you lots of love! 🩷🩷
Kiki I see you and I hear you! I appreciate your vulnerability. Longtime Cocktales listener and I’ll continue to be a supporter thru all of yall phases! ❤
Thank you so much!
I am usually a lurker but I started binge watching your podcast last year. As others have stayed, I am so appreciative of you being vulnerable and speaking your peace! I can relate to so much that you discussed. ❤❤❤❤❤ Forever a fan/listener/subscrber of yours. Be blessed and continue to take care of your mental health.
Thank you for not lurking this time!!! lol, sometimes it's like is anybody out there? haha and thank you for watching, lurking or not
It was me that said yall are the blueprint 🙂↕️🤭🥳🤝🏾 hey girl hey!
hey girl heyyy
I admire your transparency and vulnerability. I dont know how yall podcasters do it! I couldn’t imagine being perceived by thousands of people and having all these individuals dissect whatever I say when I felt however I was feeling on a certain day. 😮💨 This career path is a LOT for your nervous system to handle! I’m only 25 minutes in but I just had to say that and acknowledge your feelings. Everything you’ve said is so valid and not that you have to explain yourself but its refreshing to witness someone being authentic and real because we all have our own sh*t and life be lifin’!
I’m rooting for you, girl. I see you and I hear you! I’m sure it cant be easy whatsoever so you are truly a boss for keeping up as long as you have!👏🏽👏🏽
Thank you so much @mamat.111 !
I’m so proud of you for speaking up for yourself Kiki. I think you’re doing the best you can and that’s all that matters. Everything will work out!🖤 I’m praying for you and ur mental health
🤎✨🤎
I could relate to this so much. People can be so draining. Constant comparisons can really put a damper on your self esteem. I'm new to the podcast but I can only imagine how hard it must be to give so much of yourself over the years and people still act like its not enough. You are older now and maybe you've just grown out of certain things. I don't blame you for withdrawing. Dating can be unfulfilling when you get older because you've gone all the places, ate all the food, seen all the things but they won't act better and finally get serious.
It was jokingly brought up on the show where other podcasters were “biting”.
Love ❤️ you just want to give you a hug 🤗.
I’ve experienced both when I was low, my focus was trying to get out of that mindset because it drained me and made me feel ehhhh.
I love happiness and peace and that’s all I’m about these days.
I’m personally not that invested in a lot of celebrities personal lives. I do love your catch up/GRWM vlogs. A day/week in the life of vlog. Full prep/cooking videos.
Thank you Letasha! And it was a message someone sent me too, not just what was said on the show about biting. And thank you for always commenting, interacting, and letting me know you still here girl! 🤎🤎🤎🤎
@@KikiSaidSo Nothing but love for you
Your feelings are valid and feel better soon. Love your channel so genuine.
Y’all podcast is fire don’t change a thing!
I think you’re super professional especially on the show. You’re the one whose face doesn’t crack and you don’t go into judgement tone or mode. I used to always watch the show and when I watch it from time to time it’s because of you. You’re super funny and a great interviewer. I would support a separate podcast. Cooking with Keke would be fun! A cooking show where you gossip or have funny topics with fun guest.
Hey girl hey! LOVE this video and your vulnerability 🩵 I had left one final comment on the other video just with kind words. Basically saying take care of yourself and other pods take breaks and just upload old eps, you two have so many new listeners that I’m sure they wouldn’t mind an old ep upload. If yall need a break to regroup or just get back to you, we’ll be fine. The person that said yall were the blueprint left a comment annndddd I was completely wrong on when I thought things changed. I went back and listened to a couple eps around that time and it was the same so idk when which I suppose is good cause that means it’s been a gradual change. Girl every time you mentioned over explaining, I was right there with you cause I be doing the same bs lol but girl, def keep something for yourself, you know virgos love a private life. Onward and upward! Luv ya Keeks!
Thank you beautiful! 🤎🤎 And as I think about it i'd have to say it was definitely gradual on both sides. There were a few moments that sped it up, but definitely has been happening over time.
Kiki, I care and hear you girl. 💯❤️ Thanks for being vulnerable.
41:48 yes yes yes!! 100% agree with you .
Some things I would like to see on your vlog:
-You trying out yoga or a new dance class for example, pole dancing is really fun!
-Playing games with your family/friends
-Shopping vlogs
-Budgeting/$$ tips
-Skincare tips
-Styling outfits
-A 30 day challenge of some sort
-Random relatable rants are always fun, show us that truthful/blunt virgo energy! Lol
I love the quirk that is Kiki!! Still watching the vid but loving this. So happy you’re doing this. ❤
thank you! i be wondering if everybody gets lost like i do when i just start talking lol. I forget half the time what my point was...even with the notes!
Love the long vlogs 🥹😍 thank you Kiki!! keep going 💖
We want to see you cooking. I love my Klassy Baste
what's your favorite or most requested dish from the book?
I’m proud of you Kiki for being vulnerable. We ❤ you!
Kiki the podcast goddess
woah!!! 🤯 1.5 hours!!! thank u, Kiki 💕💕
Love you sis ❤
Yes, I like the interviews with celeb men depending on who they are.
Hey KiKi. I'm about to ramble with my comment as i listen 🙂I'on really care about your sex life. It was cool years ago but DAMN, we done growed up 🤣 I love a good KeeKee about some random thoughts, a li' chit chat about general topics. I'd love for you to talk about the shows you watch (since you be in the house all the danm time). Them Tubi and Freevee movies be a full mess. But above all, take care of your self. Your review of the Hedo trip, and the ones yall taped there, it seemed like you had FUN and that's what came across to me. People are not solely where they come from and it's not fair to judge people becuase of the situation they were born into, beyond their control. Naw, keep doing what your doing. We all grown and don't have time for fake KeeKee's. Anyways.. love the GRWM as always. ❤ oh and I be listening till the end because I like the Goodbye Bop. I talk to myself more than anyone else. and I don't apologize for for it. Hell, who knows me better than me.
period pooh! that made me feel so much better thank you! 💫
We love the kiki you have introduced to us and please keep something private for yourself because when that camera goes off you have to live with you and you being ok is what matters most and please if possible don't you let not one more miserable witch steal a happy moment from you. I will tell you why people don't give the compassion that they request it's because they are selfish and self centered, a fake person that is miserable at their core love's nothing more than to find a positive happy person and snatch them off of their cloud, it brings them joy to feel like they have taken you down a peg or put you in your place when that low place is not ment for you, your grandmother and grandfather did a great job with you and don't doubt that us virgo humans have enough going on in our heads we don't need outside invaders. You may want to reevaluate your relationship with a person that you are vocalizing your feelings to and you know they comprehend what you are saying and they choose to disregard your feelings please don't accept malicious negative energy especially when you are not feeling your best, and don't be afraid that you lost your drive, your focus may be elsewhere the grown virgo you will prioritize sh!t weather we like it or not but the feelings returns quickly and with vigor so brace your partner and yourself 😂😂😂 you and that hair just keep on growing keep being amazing and when you're feeling low just know we love you and we are here for it all good and bad I know I am have a beautiful week 😊
thank you so much tony, 🤎🤎🤎 you have a beautiful week too!
Hey!
I watched this entire video and it sounded like the woman I was a year and a half ago. Came across the podcast during the pandemic and enjoyed some of the episodes so I wasn't familiar with some of the talking points you were referring to in this video but (i'm not a therapist and not trying to be) possibly you are trying to turn a new leaf but holding on to something you started in your 20s that doesn't interest your spirit anymore. And this is spilling over or showing up in other areas of you. Take a break - there's nothing worse than you not showing for you and get the help you need (what ever that looks like for you) and don't rush the process. Those who love you will wait and champion you through out your development. I planned out my hiatus (luckily it was since the pandemic) and was very low key and strategically worked a job that showed a new layer of me that I wanted to explore. When i was ready to pop out, I feel undeniably good and have craved out my new boundaries, wants/needs and values to every one/thing around.
I hope you seek the happiness you crave for. and PS - that camera you have I'm so glad I rented before buying, it was overheating ALL the TIME. Try renting camera before buying at borrowlens.com.
1:21:27 yes I would be interested in hearing this type of interview from male celebs
@kikisaidso this was a long but great video. Keep your head up ❤ XOXO
thank you 🤎🤎
I see a lot of people in the comments saying we grown now. Not even sure what that means. As a male listener from time to time, I feel like the new show 'nobody wants this' kinda shows what's happening with this podcast. I watched the hedo episode and it felt like Medina went there to judge people as if people can't be sexually free without trauma but I digress
What kind of assistance do you need in your creative space?
Hmmm. Different areas, sometimes i need help with new ideas, and sometimes i need the manual labor of executing the ideas
Kiki we love you darling 🩷 from one Virgo to another this conversation was so meaningful but I will say this I think it’s time to bust a Beyonce and leave Destinys Child. Ever since Medinah got a boyfriend the dynamic has changed. She is so thirsty now and everything she says seems to give “trying to be a trad wife” 🤮 she’s putting on a fake persona to impress this dusty man she with and it’s affecting her treatment towards you. It’s clear & very evident. I wish you nothing but blessings in your solo journey. Ain’t nobody coming to see Otis. We here for YOU 💗😘. You’re a STAR⭐️
😂 sorry kiki but ain't nobody come to see Otis was a shotgun bodies on the floor 😂😂 I have a new ab
The camera filter is a tad too much ❤ no shade. I still enjoy your vlogs, my Virgo sister.
I agree. She’s beautiful this filter is giving AI
Ooh girl you don’t look pregnant! You look good girl.
thank you i be hiding it. sometimes the blue bell have me a little bloated lol
👀🥶😍🤤😍🤤😍😊