Because fear doesn’t motivate most people to recover. Love helps, but only hope can do that. When I was still using, it wasn’t that I didn’t want to quit, but I had lost hope for it. In the recovery field, we need to do our homework and go with methods that work for people.
Hey guys I put her last 2 interviews together into one here. I’m not doing as many videos with her for TH-cam. Hopefully she goes for the surgery on Monday. I’ll let you guys know if she gets the surgery so we can make sure she’s ok
Life is strange, embarrassed about walking around with short hair? That is the last thing she should be concerned or embarrassed about. Lord save us all.
Totally understand your take but I guess that from her perspective having long hair is an important feature to attract man on the avenue and get what she wants. Who knows
There’s no way to predict which people will get sober or not, but it didn’t happen for me until someone believed in me. There’s no harm in rooting for someone and it might help! A lot of the hardest cases get off problem substances.
Seems that way but a good friend of mine whom we all said would be a lifer got sent to jail for the 100th time and has maintained his sobriety to this day 7 years later. Occasionally a miracle happens
I swore up and down my hubby and I would be lifers or dead. I am coming up on 5 years clean and my hubby 4. My father never gave up on me and even tho towards the end, it was more tough love, that one person always believing in me was the hope and strength that helped me
How many times have you heard "I am ready to go to rehab." What a broken record..I hope she follows through and goes to.the hospital to get that abscess fix. The red streaks sound like blood poisoning. Oh Amber girl take Jeff's advice and be strong to face this next challenge! It's not going to get any warmer. Sending prayers to you and wishing you the best.
I feel like the ones who are ready for rehab have already been gone and not talking about it like these regulars. It’s so much ‘easier’ to be a homeless addict these days because folks tend to feel ‘sorry’ for them, a lot of resources too.
@@meeks1201 Homeless addicts seem to age very very fast though, and look malnourished and terribly unhealthy. It seems brutally hard out there. That said, it does seem like they get a lot help or at least some of them do. I bet a decent looking girl will get a lot more help then some shady looking guy though. Seems like they have specific places in kensington that can help you with food and water too.
Temple is supposed to be where they do the best at withdrawal management. if she needs head surgery then she will be in there for a while. Hopefully it will be long enough to detox and for her to stabilize on subs or methadone so she can then transition to a recovery house far away from Kensington. This is likely her last chance at survival.
Amber was complaining of severe pain on the side of her face a couple of months back, if its still playing up she really needs it looking at, especially with this potential brain bleed. What can you do though if she keeps bailing out of the hospital? The fear of withdrawals is obviously playing a big part in her reluctance to stay in the hospital & I totally get that. Keep us up to date Jeff, another great interview & I wish Amber all the best as always.
She missed out on a good opportunity in florida because you talked her out of going so far away from philly. All 3 that left Kensington to go to florida are thriving and staying clean since they have been there.
@tinas72 Anyone with common sense shld/wld wanna see amber go to rehab NO MATTER where its at whether its Florida or on a island sum where. 🤔🙄 I mean come on 😒....people have bn jus waiting for her to go away to a rehab esp out of Philly & she had the chance bt ddnt take it. 😱🤦🤷 Thts very sad 😢...& really sad & heartbrking if sumbody talked her out of it!😭💔😭 SMH
He told her she needed help and a program but he didn't think she needed to go so far. He told her she could find a good program a little closer then Florida smh. The 3 currently in Florida are doing wonderful and a 4th person is about to go to Florida hopefully soon.
Mal took her to rehab over a year ago. She got clean. Then she complained of extreme boredom, and she consciously chose to use again. Another trip to rehab would be pointless if she has nothing to occupy her mind. If she has no dreams, or aspirations, hobbies, or interests, then she will just go back to using. She needs to find something, other than drugs, that fulfills her.
Thts old news n she's bn to rehab since then. Plus we already knew abt tht. 🤦🤦🤦 It dnt matter amber dnt wanna get clean she did alot of be talking. I think everyone knows bt alot of people believe her bs.
@sheilamitchell70 I don't think a whole lot of people believe her. Everyone who has followed Amber knows the deal. It's more so that some people just choose to continue encouraging and lifting her up and knowing and believing she CAN do it. Whether she wants to or not. As long as she's alive & breathing, there is always HOPE.
I quit drinking two months ago I cant compare it to a heroin addiction or tanq or whatever although ive dabbled with some harder drugs, being sober IS boring sometimes but its infinitely better than dying young or ruining your entire life/health
I don't feel sorry for Amber... she's had more help & chances than most but keeps choosing the drugs & lifestyle over help & sobriety. It's a shame. You should probably put your efforts towards someone who actually wants the help.
@@asab167 If you watch her on other channels as well as this channel... She's in a cycle of feeling sorry for herself and not trying to take any help. I'm just saying give resources to other people who might actually respond to it and get help... But thanks for the sarcasm
No one is ever beyond help unless they are dead!! I hope he never gives up on her!! Ive been where she is many rehabs ect.. but im now 5 yrs clean!! Some people have to repeat the cycle many times before it actually sticks!!
Today is Monday and I’m praying Amber goes to her appointment for surgery. She’s different. Some of us are lucky. So glad you’re caring about this woman. You’ve got a subscribe from me Jeff. I’ve got 10 years. I hope somebody can get her before. It’s too late because she’s special. She is. PS. Amber; it’s been a while. But I had to regrow my whole head of hair, sis. Just now getting a strong hairline. My advice. Get clean,start today. Start your journey as it is long; it is the rest of your life!!
I am so happy that you still stand by Amber i can relate to her addiction. I also overdosed at least 6 times and woke up in the hospital. But even that did not stop me i also have been on methadone for 4 years and am also down to 5 mg. Next weekk down to 4 mg. I also only smoked. Green a few times in the last 4 years. My partner and friend's and family never gave up to me and that helped save my life. I pray for Amber and Jeff you are such a good man.
@@iTranscendx Wow 180 is insanely high. I don't know if I have ever known anyone on a dose like that. I'm pretty sure there are certain states where they don't allow more than 100mgs at the clinic. Glad to see you got down to a more reasonable dose. I have no doubt you'll get off it if you ween down. You can absolutely ween down and get off with minimal discomfort. I'm clean for 8 years and have cold turkeyed 100mgs while using dope on top of it, which is how I got clean off everything for good. I had to move out of state though where I had no choice but to go through it. You can go down on methadone very very fast, it just freaking sucks to say the least. Pure misery with everything in your body and mind sort of going wrong. If you do it slow it should be pretty minimal though. I have went from my 100 all the way down to 10 mgs within a day, many times in my life too, and it's horrific, but still better than 0. Glad to be 8 years clean, and in my nice house with my beautiful family. I'm tired of all those drugs. Methadone is regulated at least, and I have no problem with it or other opiate replacements like suboxone. The street drugs with the fentanyl and tranq these days are complete hell. It has to be the worst time to be addicted ever.
She takes from everyone. She checks into rehab and tells a great tale. She checks out 4 days later. She lies. She just wants you guys to send her money. Send money to her kid and her Mom. She is a hard core junkie!
Jeff, is Kirkbride the only option? Not the best place I heard of, and I fear it's not far away from Philly, . Can't she apply for another place? Does she really want it or is she looking for a winter shelter? So many questions... Is it possible for her to start a detox in Temple. They do have a detox center now. And at least she could be under medical attention.
Thank you Jeff for bringing Amber on asking for prayers! I appreciate you so very much! I love you and hope you have a great Sunday my dear friend ❤❤❤🫶✌️🥰😘
Amber prayers up for you. Please follow though with surgery. I don't blame you for being scared but you definitely have to take care of this n move on with yourself in positive ways always.
Hey Jeff how did her surgery go today? Hope everything went well and she's happy with her new wig you got her. Thank you for being an Amazing friend to Amber, always trying to steer her in the right direction.
I would say God have mercy but he has had and continues to have so much mercy on amber . She needs to find some reason to want to get out of that life and get clean . I don't see good things in the near future makes me sad .
No matter what anyone says you can't help but want the best for Amber. After seeing her so much everyone grows some type of feelings for her and don't want anything bad to happen to her
That's with anybody though, typically people dont wish bad upon anyone, addicts included but the more I watch her the less I feel honestly. I feel like if divided into groups of HOPE Maybes or Hopeless shes closer to the third than first. She has zero desire for her life to be different at all. Seems content and probably going to try rehab only because it's about to be cold out but otherwise doesnt seem phased. The ones that seem very depressed or speak on their kids and family and have shame seem to either be not so far gone or their moral compass eats at them. Unfortunately a lot of them that have passed were like that. I hope I'm wrong though but I don't see sobriety in the near future unless she is forced and seeing as how they dont care if you're a drug dealer or shooting up on the street in front of police itd have to be a robbery or some kind of felony to guarantee jail time.
@@janelle009I definitely agree with you. To be honest the only reason I got clean was to keep my kids out of the system. I am a single dad and wouldn't be able to handle thinking about them crying in some strange place. Now they are happy
I'm here to tell you that getting your life back is possible!! My sister was an addict for over 11 years. She nearly died several times and was whithered away to 90 pounds and homeless. One day something clicked and she decided she wanted to live and has been clean now for a couple years and is back in our lives! Literal miracle! ❤ sending love to all the addicts, YOU can get clean!
Hopefully she gets her medical issues taken care of then rehab. Rehabs will be getting fuller because of the cold. She will not make it in the cold. Sadly I don’t think she will make it much longer without treatment. 😢
I'm usually a silent viewer but I'm sending you lots of love Amber❤ I'm sending you good vibes during your surgery❤❤ Jeff you're a good man for all you do for her!
You will be in my prayers Amber. The doctors will help you sort these issues out. Hang in there and do what you can to look after your body and mind. There are better times ahead girl!
I have a lot of x-small clothes as well as a couple of wigs that I would like to give to Amber. Please send me information how I can get these to her. Thank you! God Bless her and you for helping this poor soul.
Prayers going up to the Most High God for Amber. Jeff- please tell her she is not alone, the Lord is with her, and is dispatching Holy angels to surround her in Jesus Christs name. Thank you kind Jeff for what you do. You ARE an angel!
Btw, Amber is also an angel she just got snagged into Lucifer the lying losers net.. She needs demon deliverance to be free from the drugs which allow more demons to enter her. Praying.
Amber, please see that your body is trying to tell you it is time to quit. I pray you go Monday and it is ok. Please know we want to see u off the streets. Love you.
Of course its the end all these youtubers got their views and established their peatreon accounts ( however you spell it) and they keep "supporting her" 😂😂 they are her users and enablers and will actually be sad for her death as of they didnt contribute to it
Omg I don't mean to be rude but I wouldn't have Amber in my vehicle. Plenty have tried to help Amber over the years but she admits that she doesn't want to change. I believe she is to far gone and loves the drugs more than her own life. Please don't fall for the sob stories because she will scam you for every cent you have, seems like she only seeks rehab when winter rolls by. Then if you buy her clothes she will sell them for drugs because she will never change. Other people deserve the our help and support more, to get off the drugs and streets.
I've lost my best friend & about 20 other friends & co-users OD & die. I have OD twice myself but survived. I am now on methadone for 6 years I got put on it bc I was pregnant 🤰 & in jail. I haven't done it since. That lifestyle gets exhausting.
Please don't refer to police as pigs. Its not just insulting, but who do you call when you're in trouble or need help? It's disrespectful. You ask us to pray for Amber, and I do pray for her and the other lost souls in their trap that they created for themselves. God bless her. God bless you and God bless our men and women in blue. After all, we're all God's creation.
Aw, man Jeff. Some of those cops have spouses, kids, siblings out there. Just like the rest of humanity there's good and bad in everyone. Referring to someone you don't know as pig ain't right. Plenty of people referring to the girls out there by that term. Nothing right about it.
I feel bad commenting this, but I grew up with Amber. I see her on here constantly. I hope she gets clean. She does not deserve anything she is going through. I will say however, Amber knows how to manipulate people and she has since we were kids. Wayyy before addiction...I would take what she says with a grain of salt. She is a compulsive liar. I hope she finds peace and stays sober.
So Amber, you want people to pray for you, why can't you go to a church to pray to God to give you salvation and care, you must go to a rehab clinic far away from Kensington, than you need psycholical help and social help, to get you into a normal state of mind, break with all of your "friends" in this evil city, go to church, get a job, let social services controle your finances, because many times as you stop one addiction, you end up with another, like bying too many things, get your drivers licence, it is not difficult in the US.
Always rooting for you Amber and I appreciate the updates even though it's very sad to watch the decline. ❤ Sending you love and care ✨️ I won't lose hope in you but I hope you can one day believe you are worth more than this. ❤❤❤
“Look at the pigs walking by” wow. Real mature comment that was. They’ve saved many addicts lives from overdoses. Quit giving Amber all this attention. She’s not even thankful for any of it.
I remember my E.R. told me I was red flagged after like years and years of going for narcotics and benzos ( xanax). Watching her slur and begging for attention from someone she knows cares about her ALL of her! Praying for this young lady to find peace and love. I now have 5 years clean and sober and life today is amazing. God bless. ❤
I like this conversation. Bring the normal into the abnormal sort of pulls her out of the dark into the light, even if its only for a moment, its a good way to talk to the lost, its like a hand in the spiritual, lovely to watch. I can imagine every conversation being about drugs, death, prostitution etc.. then this guy comes along and just chats, about normal thing's (beautiful).
When I was deep in my addiction I experienced these brains shocks and it felt like an electric jolt and it just randomly happened throughout the day and that was the end of my addiction my body could not handle anymore drugs I wasn’t getting enough oxygen and blood going to my brain 🧠 that’s why I was getting the brain zaps throughout my body. I figured it out through my eye doctor. I literally remember feeling like I’d rather die than feel those electric zaps, that’s how bad they were. And this is why I love sobriety.
She will definitely be spending another winter out there…. If she lives that long…. It’s amazing to me that she just hasn’t had enough yet…Just amazing.
@timtaylor Yes she doz make money for these videos. 🤷 All these addicts get paid wen they do videos bc all these channel creators pay them for their time. 🤷 The channel creators have even said on video they pay them for their time! 🤷 🤦🤦🤦
@@YouSUBSCRIBE739she gets like $20 an interview. out there with a habit that's gone in however much time it takes her from stepping out of the car to walk on the block n cop her shit . Shes to addicted to the lifestyle she doesn't want a different life right now maybe some day she will and maybe she won't but it will never happen unless she truly wants it
It looks like she lost some more teeth 😮 I hope her sore doesn't become something really serious 😮 It could become sepsis. It's on her butt so she can't really see just how serious it is. She will have to get that healed before going to a recovery house 🏠 I WILL pray for her.
One of these days she might need surgery and the thing about opiods and phentenaland zilozene is there tolerance from using and abusing it is so high that the anasteologist wont be able to knock her out and she takes a chance of waking up during surgery imagine that...and after wards when she needs pain medication from the surgical procedure it wont work in fact she will feel more pain than she can imagine
Drugs and subhuman living conditions have damaged too many minds. It is as if her mentality is stuck in the 7th grade. I feared she had died because she seemingly vanished for a few days. Breaks my heart that so many truly beautiful people self destruct 💔 I don’t have a good feeling about her health.
Oh Jeff it’s the end for amber so so sad for her high now with a blood bleed in her brain and a serious infection brewing only so many times her poor body can bounce back not enuf blessings can help her only amber can help her Jeff u will b doing a memorial for her I b💀fear soon 😩
Of course its the end all these youtubers got their views and established their peatreon accounts ( however you spell it) and they keep "supporting her" 😂😂 they are her users and enablers and will actually be sad for her death as of they didnt contribute to it
People need to stop making this girl think she's some kind of Internet star. She needs help not the few dollars these you tubers give her while promoting their channel with some bodies life threatening illness
I know what Amber is going through. Evertbody might talk shit about her but overdosed at least 8 times on my last run i have been on methadone the last 5 years and have dosed down to 4 mg. Now. I even only smoked green 4 times in those last 5 years. Merry saved my life but i m do not want to be on it for no more years. I used to be as fucked up as Amber more times than i can remember. Addiction can get so bad. Jeff thanks for being Ambers friend. You are such a good man. I pray for Ambers surgery. She really has a good heart. It is the streets and the trank that keep her there. My heart goes out to you and Amber.
Hi Jeff Steve from England. Just watched your talks with Amber. No disrespect but she is so I'll. I had a red stream from a cut on my knee , after 2 days it had progressed to the top of my leg. Went to Doctors, he said that I had sepsiss. If the red steam had got to my heart, I would have died because of blood pioson.So I will prey for Amber, to get her arse to hospital. As I was flicking through the posts on utube. There was some pictures of Amber on Nelson phillys post. Which was click bait, she wasn't interviewed. She is going to need your help Jeff. Steve from England
Episcopal is horrible but I really liked fairmount when I was there last year I really liked it it’s peaceful and outside it’s not like kirkbride. The women’s side is covered with woods and I loved it I been clean since then tho Everytime I went to rehab which was like twenty times since I was 20 I always requested fairmount. But I’m 30 and I finally got it lol so it is possible. Fairmount rehab got me clean that’s for sure my point is you don’t gotta go to Florida or bumblefu** lol because you take you wherever you go my parents sent me to Poland 5000 miles away to like the farmlands to get clean and I still found opiates
Great follow up Jeff, thanks 🙏🏻 Really nice that you between, talking about all the things what are happening in Ambers life and all the struggles she’s going through, also just have a normal conversation. That’s something she need so badly so thanks for that Jeff 🙏🏻 Oh Amber, your body can’t take much more. I’m so sorry girl, sorry for your struggles, sorry for your pain, sorry for all the shit. If I could I would take it away right away. I keep believing in you lovely Amber. One day you have your own car cleaning company, one day. You remember right? Sending love and strength to you every day lovely Amber 💚🍀 For always in my heart 💚
I like Amber, she is in victim hood, but she is liveable. I genuinely believe she will make it, not sure what it is, she has the trickster spirit. Loki. The fact someone shows her love, it brings out her inner child, subconscious. Bless her 🙏
I like most people that are here in the comments care allot about Amber,As well as Jeffs chats i also watch Mals interactions with her&it will be 4yrs in march since i started watching AML,out of the many interviews i watched Amber is prob the person i most identify with,i can understand that people want her to care about herself&her health the way that Jeff &Mal&every genuine person following her on TH-cam but i dont get the "diagnosis" opinions that so many people are giving,even if your a doctor that specialises in the many complex issues that a doctor/doctors deals with unless youve met,examined Amber how would u possibly know what was or is medicicaly wrong with Amber...Jeff isnt a doctor either but he understands a brain bleed from the point of veiw that its happened to him in the past,so when he sees Amber he knows what signs to look for,also i cant understand peoples negativity about Amber going to hospital&treatment,its her life,its up to her to take responsibility &turn things around,i will be sending love&positive vibes Amber's way,thankyou Jeff for the updates about Amber,i know i dont know her but after following her thru her interactions on TH-cam for almost 4yrs now ive really grown to care about her,i feel like that about you too,its almost a year since yr first video came up as a suggestion &i subscribed to your channel,your intentions are so clear to me as is your kindness&if i didnt already know you have a heart of gold&are a unique &special bloke i only have to watch your interactions with fluffy&nibbles,only a decent, kind person treats animals the way you do,also its easy to see you are here to make a positive change to peoples lifes&i thank u from the bottom of my heart for doing that&for your care&concern for Amber&what shes got coming up this next week,tell her im thinking about her daily&sending her loads of love&positivity...💜💕💜🇬🇧
I hate to say it but Amber being an addict and on the streets with more than likely no insurance they will do the bare minimum care for her . She needs to go to rehab , get clean get on some type of program and get insurance before the hospitals and doctors will take her seriously . Hopefully with winter she goes to rehab and gets clean but her track record is Amber goes back on the streets . Nice to hear her hold a conversation and not zone out , like she’s done in the past and looks like she’s lost more weight
I love this wig on Amber, it looks really good! Always keep her in my prayers! I want to see her get clean and get her health issues taken care of so she can live a long life ❤
This just broke my heart into pieces Amber I love you always have please help and take care of yourself I can't see anything to happen to you it would literally kill me 😢❤
Something in this interview sparked my curiosity. Amber mentioned the only time she had surgery was when she had her daughter. I never hear her discuss her daughter, or a desire to get clean, to see her. You would think that would be a motivator, if nothing else. 😥
@@starrylight8819A family member was a bad addict & had a girl. She would get sober & reconnect with her & then relapse. Each time she relapsed. At first it was her fear/ guilt she had put her daughter through too much. After the 3rd-4th time it was bc she had to work programs to be able to get CPS supervised custody. She didn't like to be told how to raise her child & just went back to drugs. Thankfully by the time her daughter had children she decided to get sober for herself & over the years managed to have a talking relationship with her daughter.
Does anyone know how to get a membership for USAlive for cam 1, 2 & 3? I can’t even comment as a subscriber now and I’d love to be able to keep up with what going on with these people. Thank you so much Jeff’s high on life for interviewing these people and showing us what going on.
Ive said this before I really feel for Amber ive been there as shitty as her life is shes just not done shes not ready to give it up shes addicted to the whole lifestyle and everything that comes with it plus its hard as fuck once you do get sober trying to live with all the bullshit you went through while getting high the shame and guilt n trauma fs you up but it does get better if you work on healing yourself n truly want better. Ambers like a cat shes got " 9 lives " that shits gonna run out someday though that poor girl always got something going on thats wrong with her . Hopefully one day before its to late she will finally let this shit go she needs to get away from philly though for sure
As I pray for Amber. Jeff please let her know her time is of value. Don't let these users interview her for FREE. It's unfair they get views and $ off of her addiction. Amber is worth more than a Pretzel. Prayers are on the way. No dime No time. ❤😊 Not talking You or Mal ..😊
I hate when people don't pay people for their time and ability to get views 🤬 these people in the interviews are like specialty talent and deserve to get paid for their stories. They are the ones putting themselves out there and risking anyone finding these videos on the future. And they are the ones that bring in the views, not the interviewers.
@@diaboli.advocatusI agree with you 💯,%. Some YT creators use the addicts for financial gain. Amber and others deserve to be paid for their time. I was shocked when a guy offered Amber a Pretzel smh. I hope Amber gets help and knows her worth. Have a blessed day.❤
If a brain bleed won’t scare you into getting sober, nothing will.
Because fear doesn’t motivate most people to recover. Love helps, but only hope can do that. When I was still using, it wasn’t that I didn’t want to quit, but I had lost hope for it. In the recovery field, we need to do our homework and go with methods that work for people.
No insight. She has TMJ
I had a brain bleed which led to a massive stroke, I was not a drug user but it certainly made me make changes to live a healthier life.
@@kylehunt64What's TMJ ?..
Horrible pain in your jaw.@@vanman757
Hey guys I put her last 2 interviews together into one here. I’m not doing as many videos with her for TH-cam. Hopefully she goes for the surgery on Monday. I’ll let you guys know if she gets the surgery so we can make sure she’s ok
Hopefully she gets the help she’s desperately needs. I have a soft spot for her 😅
I hope she gets help, i want her to be a success story.
_I'm here rooting for her, I really like Amber and I want to see her well, God willing_
Thanks for an Amber update. I really hope she gets that surgery. She looks so very thin and tired😢. I'll keep her in my prayers.
Here's hoping she goes 🤞🏻🙏🏻🤞🏻
Life is strange, embarrassed about walking around with short hair? That is the last thing she should be concerned or embarrassed about. Lord save us all.
Exactly !
RIGHT!!!
She was passed out cold on the ground last evening without it. For a moment I thought she was not breathing?
Totally understand your take but I guess that from her perspective having long hair is an important feature to attract man on the avenue and get what she wants. Who knows
Some addicts do care about how they look. They still have feelings
I hate to say it, but she’s a lifer… I had many people I ran with that were just like her… unfortunately 90% are dead and the other 10% still running
25-30 years later
There’s no way to predict which people will get sober or not, but it didn’t happen for me until someone believed in me. There’s no harm in rooting for someone and it might help! A lot of the hardest cases get off problem substances.
She’s a lifer
Seems that way but a good friend of mine whom we all said would be a lifer got sent to jail for the 100th time and has maintained his sobriety to this day 7 years later. Occasionally a miracle happens
I swore up and down my hubby and I would be lifers or dead. I am coming up on 5 years clean and my hubby 4. My father never gave up on me and even tho towards the end, it was more tough love, that one person always believing in me was the hope and strength that helped me
How many times have you heard "I am ready to go to rehab." What a broken record..I hope she follows through and goes to.the hospital to get that abscess fix. The red streaks sound like blood poisoning. Oh Amber girl take Jeff's advice and be strong to face this next challenge! It's not going to get any warmer. Sending prayers to you and wishing you the best.
I feel like the ones who are ready for rehab have already been gone and not talking about it like these regulars. It’s so much ‘easier’ to be a homeless addict these days because folks tend to feel ‘sorry’ for them, a lot of resources too.
@@meeks1201 Homeless addicts seem to age very very fast though, and look malnourished and terribly unhealthy. It seems brutally hard out there. That said, it does seem like they get a lot help or at least some of them do. I bet a decent looking girl will get a lot more help then some shady looking guy though. Seems like they have specific places in kensington that can help you with food and water too.
@@meeks1201wow you make it sound like such fun
Temple is supposed to be where they do the best at withdrawal management. if she needs head surgery then she will be in there for a while. Hopefully it will be long enough to detox and for her to stabilize on subs or methadone so she can then transition to a recovery house far away from Kensington. This is likely her last chance at survival.
Amber was complaining of severe pain on the side of her face a couple of months back, if its still playing up she really needs it looking at, especially with this potential brain bleed. What can you do though if she keeps bailing out of the hospital? The fear of withdrawals is obviously playing a big part in her reluctance to stay in the hospital & I totally get that. Keep us up to date Jeff, another great interview & I wish Amber all the best as always.
Remember that side of her face was swollen a few weeks ago. Who knows what is going on in her head.
I think it is her teeth
what teeth @@bostonlatina
Sad shit..but that girl will never get help..😢 she goes right back out there everytime u gets the chance to turn her life arôund
She missed out on a good opportunity in florida because you talked her out of going so far away from philly. All 3 that left Kensington to go to florida are thriving and staying clean since they have been there.
@tinas72
Anyone with common sense shld/wld wanna see amber go to rehab NO MATTER where its at whether its Florida or on a island sum where. 🤔🙄
I mean come on 😒....people have bn jus waiting for her to go away to a rehab esp out of Philly & she had the chance bt ddnt take it. 😱🤦🤷
Thts very sad 😢...& really sad
& heartbrking if sumbody talked her out of it!😭💔😭
SMH
@tinas72 Jeff told amber not to go ? Media all time tried to get amber to go if im not mistaken that's mess up I think Jeff had a crush on amber 🤔
He told her she needed help and a program but he didn't think she needed to go so far. He told her she could find a good program a little closer then Florida smh. The 3 currently in Florida are doing wonderful and a 4th person is about to go to Florida hopefully soon.
@@christineraines4673She's his cash cow. She gets the viewers.
@@christineraines4673I’m sensing he likes her
I will pray for you Amber hope all goes well with your surgery. Keep us updated Jeff
Guess what , She Did Not Go, ALL of you Are Bleeding Hearts.
Jeff, you are so kind and patient engaging in conversation. Keep up the wonderful work you do.
Mal took her to rehab over a year ago. She got clean. Then she complained of extreme boredom, and she consciously chose to use again. Another trip to rehab would be pointless if she has nothing to occupy her mind. If she has no dreams, or aspirations, hobbies, or interests, then she will just go back to using. She needs to find something, other than drugs, that fulfills her.
Thts old news n she's bn to rehab since then.
Plus we already knew abt tht. 🤦🤦🤦
It dnt matter amber dnt wanna get clean she did alot of be talking. I think everyone knows bt alot of people believe her bs.
@sheilamitchell70 I don't think a whole lot of people believe her. Everyone who has followed Amber knows the deal. It's more so that some people just choose to continue encouraging and lifting her up and knowing and believing she CAN do it. Whether she wants to or not. As long as she's alive & breathing, there is always HOPE.
@@AudyForShort There Is Always Choices No Excuses.
I quit drinking two months ago I cant compare it to a heroin addiction or tanq or whatever although ive dabbled with some harder drugs, being sober IS boring sometimes but its infinitely better than dying young or ruining your entire life/health
Rehab is for when Winter get unbearably cold, Summer is for joyous relapse.
I don't feel sorry for Amber... she's had more help & chances than most but keeps choosing the drugs & lifestyle over help & sobriety. It's a shame. You should probably put your efforts towards someone who actually wants the help.
@@asab167 If you watch her on other channels as well as this channel... She's in a cycle of feeling sorry for herself and not trying to take any help. I'm just saying give resources to other people who might actually respond to it and get help... But thanks for the sarcasm
I can’t stand her and her voice is grating. She needs to go.
it's because she's more well know, Jeff want't the view's don't forget.
No one is ever beyond help unless they are dead!! I hope he never gives up on her!! Ive been where she is many rehabs ect.. but im now 5 yrs clean!! Some people have to repeat the cycle many times before it actually sticks!!
I feel sorry for the baby she abandoned a decade ago in order to keep getting high
She’s just talking… it all sounds great… but she won’t change.
Not even sure why anyone is even interested anymore,she aint ever gonna change now, she dont want to,she's to far gone and become a lost cause.
Today is Monday and I’m praying Amber goes to her appointment for surgery. She’s different. Some of us are lucky.
So glad you’re caring about this woman. You’ve got a subscribe from me Jeff.
I’ve got 10 years. I hope somebody can get her before. It’s too late because she’s special. She is.
PS. Amber; it’s been a while. But I had to regrow my whole head of hair, sis.
Just now getting a strong hairline. My advice. Get clean,start today. Start your journey as it is long; it is the rest of your life!!
I am so happy that you still stand by Amber i can relate to her addiction. I also overdosed at least 6 times and woke up in the hospital. But even that did not stop me i also have been on methadone for 4 years and am also down to 5 mg. Next weekk down to 4 mg. I also only smoked. Green a few times in the last 4 years. My partner and friend's and family never gave up to me and that helped save my life. I pray for Amber and Jeff you are such a good man.
Been on methaodne for years too. I’m down to 60mg from 180! How did you get to 5 ! How much did you go down by each time?
@@iTranscendx Wow 180 is insanely high. I don't know if I have ever known anyone on a dose like that. I'm pretty sure there are certain states where they don't allow more than 100mgs at the clinic. Glad to see you got down to a more reasonable dose. I have no doubt you'll get off it if you ween down. You can absolutely ween down and get off with minimal discomfort. I'm clean for 8 years and have cold turkeyed 100mgs while using dope on top of it, which is how I got clean off everything for good. I had to move out of state though where I had no choice but to go through it. You can go down on methadone very very fast, it just freaking sucks to say the least. Pure misery with everything in your body and mind sort of going wrong. If you do it slow it should be pretty minimal though. I have went from my 100 all the way down to 10 mgs within a day, many times in my life too, and it's horrific, but still better than 0. Glad to be 8 years clean, and in my nice house with my beautiful family. I'm tired of all those drugs. Methadone is regulated at least, and I have no problem with it or other opiate replacements like suboxone. The street drugs with the fentanyl and tranq these days are complete hell. It has to be the worst time to be addicted ever.
I really hope she makes it to her appointment. Lord Amber you are so small. I hope something clicks when you go to rehab this time. It’s not to late
amber got more life’s than a black cat glad to see she’s still alive but sad to see she’s still in HELL !!!!!!!
IKTR 🤦🤷
LOL
i agree with i was thinking the same
She takes from everyone. She checks into rehab and tells a great tale. She checks out 4 days later. She lies. She just wants you guys to send her money. Send money to her kid and her Mom. She is a hard core junkie!
😂😂
_Amber please take care of yourself, you are beautiful and deserve a better life 😓 I'm here with a heavy heart_
You cant help someone that dont want help. Clearly she dont want it. She just says what u wanna hear for money
addiction is the only prison where the key is inside
The wig is just. Awful… And if she’s supposed to do something that’s in her best interest, she definitely won’t follow up
Yep, that’s how she is.
I like her wig!
@@madgrace7992 Witch one she has one for every day of the week, Flavor of the month
Jeff, is Kirkbride the only option? Not the best place I heard of, and I fear it's not far away from Philly, .
Can't she apply for another place? Does she really want it or is she looking for a winter shelter?
So many questions...
Is it possible for her to start a detox in Temple. They do have a detox center now. And at least she could be under medical attention.
Thank you Jeff for bringing Amber on asking for prayers! I appreciate you so very much! I love you and hope you have a great Sunday my dear friend ❤❤❤🫶✌️🥰😘
Amber prayers up for you. Please follow though with surgery. I don't blame you for being scared but you definitely have to take care of this n move on with yourself in positive ways always.
Hey Jeff how did her surgery go today? Hope everything went well and she's happy with her new wig you got her. Thank you for being an Amazing friend to Amber, always trying to steer her in the right direction.
I read from somebody that she didn't go to surgery smh.
Thanks for bringing up the cold. Remind her of it next Monday night when the overnight temperature is predicted to be 45°F.
I've been thinking about Amber lately. Thanks for updating us 💜
Continuing to pray for you Amber! 🙏 Thanks Jeff, keep us updated please 🙏
I would say God have mercy but he has had and continues to have so much mercy on amber . She needs to find some reason to want to get out of that life and get clean . I don't see good things in the near future makes me sad .
No matter what anyone says you can't help but want the best for Amber. After seeing her so much everyone grows some type of feelings for her and don't want anything bad to happen to her
She was gorgeous!
That's with anybody though, typically people dont wish bad upon anyone, addicts included but the more I watch her the less I feel honestly. I feel like if divided into groups of HOPE Maybes or Hopeless shes closer to the third than first. She has zero desire for her life to be different at all. Seems content and probably going to try rehab only because it's about to be cold out but otherwise doesnt seem phased. The ones that seem very depressed or speak on their kids and family and have shame seem to either be not so far gone or their moral compass eats at them. Unfortunately a lot of them that have passed were like that. I hope I'm wrong though but I don't see sobriety in the near future unless she is forced and seeing as how they dont care if you're a drug dealer or shooting up on the street in front of police itd have to be a robbery or some kind of felony to guarantee jail time.
She does not care about herself.Shame on Amber
@@janelle009I definitely agree with you. To be honest the only reason I got clean was to keep my kids out of the system. I am a single dad and wouldn't be able to handle thinking about them crying in some strange place. Now they are happy
I can’t understand what she says so I know the nurses and doctors must get frustrated trying to communicate with her
I can't understand her much myself.
Good morning Jeff! I am rooting for Amber and hops her health turns around for the better. Jeff your a good friend. ❤❤
You got me in the mood for mozzarella cheese. Yummy 😅
I'm here to tell you that getting your life back is possible!! My sister was an addict for over 11 years. She nearly died several times and was whithered away to 90 pounds and homeless. One day something clicked and she decided she wanted to live and has been clean now for a couple years and is back in our lives! Literal miracle! ❤ sending love to all the addicts, YOU can get clean!
Hopefully she gets her medical issues taken care of then rehab. Rehabs will be getting fuller because of the cold. She will not make it in the cold. Sadly I don’t think she will make it much longer without treatment. 😢
I'm usually a silent viewer but I'm sending you lots of love Amber❤ I'm sending you good vibes during your surgery❤❤ Jeff you're a good man for all you do for her!
You will be in my prayers Amber. The doctors will help you sort these issues out. Hang in there and do what you can to look after your body and mind. There are better times ahead girl!
You Don't Understand She Does not Want HELP.
I have a lot of x-small clothes as well as a couple of wigs that I would like to give to Amber. Please send me information how I can get these to her. Thank you! God Bless her and you for helping this poor soul.
It's Monday night and hope amber made it to the hospital. I've been thinking about her all day. Let us know Jeff what you hear ok?
Prayers going up to the Most High God for Amber. Jeff- please tell her she is not alone, the Lord is with her, and is dispatching Holy angels to surround her in Jesus Christs name. Thank you kind Jeff for what you do. You ARE an angel!
Btw, Amber is also an angel she just got snagged into Lucifer the lying losers net.. She needs demon deliverance to be free from the drugs which allow more demons to enter her. Praying.
@@jubileenaredeemed5068God Bless you
Amber, please see that your body is trying to tell you it is time to quit. I pray you go Monday and it is ok. Please know we want to see u off the streets. Love you.
@@lorraine41879 i can't find anything out.
BINGO.@@lorraine41879
Of course its the end all these youtubers got their views and established their peatreon accounts ( however you spell it) and they keep "supporting her" 😂😂 they are her users and enablers and will actually be sad for her death as of they didnt contribute to it
Omg I don't mean to be rude but I wouldn't have Amber in my vehicle. Plenty have tried to help Amber over the years but she admits that she doesn't want to change. I believe she is to far gone and loves the drugs more than her own life. Please don't fall for the sob stories because she will scam you for every cent you have, seems like she only seeks rehab when winter rolls by. Then if you buy her clothes she will sell them for drugs because she will never change. Other people deserve the our help and support more, to get off the drugs and streets.
I've lost my best friend & about 20 other friends & co-users OD & die. I have OD twice myself but survived. I am now on methadone for 6 years I got put on it bc I was pregnant 🤰 & in jail. I haven't done it since. That lifestyle gets exhausting.
Please don't refer to police as pigs. Its not just insulting, but who do you call when you're in trouble or need help? It's disrespectful.
You ask us to pray for Amber, and I do pray for her and the other lost souls in their trap that they created for themselves.
God bless her. God bless you and God bless our men and women in blue. After all, we're all God's creation.
Totally agree
Aw, man Jeff. Some of those cops have spouses, kids, siblings out there. Just like the rest of humanity there's good and bad in everyone. Referring to someone you don't know as pig ain't right. Plenty of people referring to the girls out there by that term. Nothing right about it.
Jeff is better than what he said
@@BriarEsquire He definitely is. Jeff's a kind, talented good guy.
Consider the source!
Good morning Jeff . Great interview with Amber . I hope she gets help soon. Winter will be brutal for her and other's . Time to seek shelter now. 🤗❤🙏
I hope Amber runs out of her excuses(which she holds on to to get high).
I feel bad commenting this, but I grew up with Amber. I see her on here constantly. I hope she gets clean. She does not deserve anything she is going through. I will say however, Amber knows how to manipulate people and she has since we were kids. Wayyy before addiction...I would take what she says with a grain of salt. She is a compulsive liar. I hope she finds peace and stays sober.
So Amber, you want people to pray for you, why can't you go to a church to pray to God to give you salvation and care, you must go to a rehab clinic far away from Kensington, than you need psycholical help and social help, to get you into a normal state of mind, break with all of your "friends" in this evil city, go to church, get a job, let social services controle your finances, because many times as you stop one addiction, you end up with another, like bying too many things, get your drivers licence, it is not difficult in the US.
Always rooting for you Amber and I appreciate the updates even though it's very sad to watch the decline. ❤ Sending you love and care ✨️ I won't lose hope in you but I hope you can one day believe you are worth more than this. ❤❤❤
I never realised how beautiful Ambers eyes are until now, sending love to you both 💌🇦🇺
I remember when I gave in.. and I wasn’t homeless dealing with 10 percent of the shit she deals with…It’s really amazing to me
I caved way before this aswell. Thank God. I hope she funds her reason to quit soon.
Estar tan enfermo es tocar FONDO con mucho DOLOR😢
“Look at the pigs walking by” wow. Real mature comment that was. They’ve saved many addicts lives from overdoses. Quit giving Amber all this attention. She’s not even thankful for any of it.
Whats up boot licker
1 step at a time Amber. I truly believe in you
🙏🏼🙏🏼
Worrying with such a hairstyle has lost all my clients
Some People never Larne.
Yeah and I am Abraham Lincoln Grand Son , Your a Bleeding Heart.
I remember my E.R. told me I was red flagged after like years and years of going for narcotics and benzos ( xanax). Watching her slur and begging for attention from someone she knows cares about her ALL of her! Praying for this young lady to find peace and love. I now have 5 years clean and sober and life today is amazing. God bless. ❤
You are such a good person. I love what you try to give to these people and how you treat them with such love and respect👹
Ambers stomach is purging again . I hope its not her previous problem.
I like this conversation. Bring the normal into the abnormal sort of pulls her out of the dark into the light, even if its only for a moment, its a good way to talk to the lost, its like a hand in the spiritual, lovely to watch. I can imagine every conversation being about drugs, death, prostitution etc.. then this guy comes along and just chats, about normal thing's (beautiful).
When I was deep in my addiction I experienced these brains shocks and it felt like an electric jolt and it just randomly happened throughout the day and that was the end of my addiction my body could not handle anymore drugs I wasn’t getting enough oxygen and blood going to my brain 🧠 that’s why I was getting the brain zaps throughout my body. I figured it out through my eye doctor. I literally remember feeling like I’d rather die than feel those electric zaps, that’s how bad they were. And this is why I love sobriety.
Yeah I got the same exact things on blues!!! I am now sober too!
She will definitely be spending another winter out there…. If she lives that long…. It’s amazing to me that she just hasn’t had enough yet…Just amazing.
I disagree… She’s broke.. She doesn’t make money doing this… they might throw her a couple dollars to get a bag of dope, but that’s it…
@timtaylor
Yes she doz make money for these videos. 🤷
All these addicts get paid wen they do videos bc all these channel creators pay them for their time. 🤷
The channel creators have even said on video they pay them for their time! 🤷
🤦🤦🤦
5- 10 bucks maybe… I don’t really consider that getting “Paid”.
@@jasonmerlino3815she’s not wasting there time, it’s their fucking job.
@@YouSUBSCRIBE739she gets like $20 an interview. out there with a habit that's gone in however much time it takes her from stepping out of the car to walk on the block n cop her shit . Shes to addicted to the lifestyle she doesn't want a different life right now maybe some day she will and maybe she won't but it will never happen unless she truly wants it
Shes just telling you what you want to hear she wants her 20$ fee for her apparence
BINGO.
Pathetic comment
My heart breaks for her....I hope she gets fixed up and that head problem fixed. Please keep us posted 🙏 😢
She will get her Fix alright Count on it.
All the prayers in the world ain’t gonna help someone who doesn’t want to get straight.
It looks like she lost some more teeth 😮 I hope her sore doesn't become something really serious 😮 It could become sepsis. It's on her butt so she can't really see just how serious it is. She will have to get that healed before going to a recovery house 🏠 I WILL pray for her.
One of these days she might need surgery and the thing about opiods and phentenaland zilozene is there tolerance from using and abusing it is so high that the anasteologist wont be able to knock her out and she takes a chance of waking up during surgery imagine that...and after wards when she needs pain medication from the surgical procedure it wont work in fact she will feel more pain than she can imagine
It's probably one of the things she's scarry about😢
Powerful points made here. That's some scary stuff to think about
Drugs and subhuman living conditions have damaged too many minds. It is as if her mentality is stuck in the 7th grade. I feared she had died because she seemingly vanished for a few days. Breaks my heart that so many truly beautiful people self destruct 💔 I don’t have a good feeling about her health.
Oh Jeff it’s the end for amber so so sad for her high now with a blood bleed in her brain and a serious infection brewing only so many times her poor body can bounce back not enuf blessings can help her only amber can help her Jeff u will b doing a memorial for her I b💀fear soon 😩
Of course its the end all these youtubers got their views and established their peatreon accounts ( however you spell it) and they keep "supporting her" 😂😂 they are her users and enablers and will actually be sad for her death as of they didnt contribute to it
@@themetachristian8933She chose to get high over and over so it’s on her.
she needs a YT channel like maddie. tons and tons of enablers out their on YT
She has one Mal created one for her 2 years ago.
Theres enough sickos out there who'd pay if she had an Only Fans
People need to stop making this girl think she's some kind of Internet star. She needs help not the few dollars these you tubers give her while promoting their channel with some bodies life threatening illness
I know what Amber is going through. Evertbody might talk shit about her but overdosed at least 8 times on my last run i have been on methadone the last 5 years and have dosed down to 4 mg. Now. I even only smoked green 4 times in those last 5 years. Merry saved my life but i m do not want to be on it for no more years. I used to be as fucked up as Amber more times than i can remember. Addiction can get so bad. Jeff thanks for being Ambers friend. You are such a good man. I pray for Ambers surgery. She really has a good heart. It is the streets and the trank that keep her there. My heart goes out to you and Amber.
Congrats on your sobriety! I'll never give up hope for Amber.you are living proof it can be done:)
Amber please go to rehab after your surgery.Prayers for you Amber you can do this🙏🏼
Hi Jeff Steve from England. Just watched your talks with Amber. No disrespect but she is so I'll. I had a red stream from a cut on my knee , after 2 days it had progressed to the top of my leg. Went to Doctors, he said that I had sepsiss. If the red steam had got to my heart, I would have died because of blood pioson.So I will prey for Amber, to get her arse to hospital. As I was flicking through the posts on utube. There was some pictures of Amber on Nelson phillys post. Which was click bait, she wasn't interviewed. She is going to need your help Jeff. Steve from England
I can hardly understand what she’s saying this time 😢
Episcopal is horrible but I really liked fairmount when I was there last year I really liked it it’s peaceful and outside it’s not like kirkbride. The women’s side is covered with woods and I loved it I been clean since then tho Everytime I went to rehab which was like twenty times since I was 20 I always requested fairmount. But I’m 30 and I finally got it lol so it is possible. Fairmount rehab got me clean that’s for sure my point is you don’t gotta go to Florida or bumblefu** lol because you take you wherever you go my parents sent me to Poland 5000 miles away to like the farmlands to get clean and I still found opiates
You are so patient with her put her feet all over your car
Great follow up Jeff, thanks 🙏🏻
Really nice that you between, talking about all the things what are happening in Ambers life and all the struggles she’s going through, also just have a normal conversation. That’s something she need so badly so thanks for that Jeff 🙏🏻
Oh Amber, your body can’t take much more. I’m so sorry girl, sorry for your struggles, sorry for your pain, sorry for all the shit. If I could I would take it away right away.
I keep believing in you lovely Amber. One day you have your own car cleaning company, one day. You remember right?
Sending love and strength to you every day lovely Amber 💚🍀
For always in my heart 💚
Amber is near the end I fear.
Prayers amber you’re going to be just fine. Please go to treatment I want to see you shine! ❤
I like Amber, she is in victim hood, but she is liveable. I genuinely believe she will make it, not sure what it is, she has the trickster spirit. Loki.
The fact someone shows her love, it brings out her inner child, subconscious.
Bless her 🙏
I like most people that are here in the comments care allot about Amber,As well as Jeffs chats i also watch Mals interactions with her&it will be 4yrs in march since i started watching AML,out of the many interviews i watched Amber is prob the person i most identify with,i can understand that people want her to care about herself&her health the way that Jeff &Mal&every genuine person following her on TH-cam but i dont get the "diagnosis" opinions that so many people are giving,even if your a doctor that specialises in the many complex issues that a doctor/doctors deals with unless youve met,examined Amber how would u possibly know what was or is medicicaly wrong with Amber...Jeff isnt a doctor either but he understands a brain bleed from the point of veiw that its happened to him in the past,so when he sees Amber he knows what signs to look for,also i cant understand peoples negativity about Amber going to hospital&treatment,its her life,its up to her to take responsibility &turn things around,i will be sending love&positive vibes Amber's way,thankyou Jeff for the updates about Amber,i know i dont know her but after following her thru her interactions on TH-cam for almost 4yrs now ive really grown to care about her,i feel like that about you too,its almost a year since yr first video came up as a suggestion &i subscribed to your channel,your intentions are so clear to me as is your kindness&if i didnt already know you have a heart of gold&are a unique &special bloke i only have to watch your interactions with fluffy&nibbles,only a decent, kind person treats animals the way you do,also its easy to see you are here to make a positive change to peoples lifes&i thank u from the bottom of my heart for doing that&for your care&concern for Amber&what shes got coming up this next week,tell her im thinking about her daily&sending her loads of love&positivity...💜💕💜🇬🇧
We are praying for you Amber -- you'll have to have a little rest, even if it's not for long!
Hi guys, hope you are both OK, looking at your chat with Amber and sorry but I am struggling to understand what she is saying. Love to you both ❤️
Right..? The longer the interview, the more she needs the drug so we can understand her. I pray for Amber every day.. she deserves it.. we all do! ❤💯
She doesnt want to change ...not any time soon !!
Hope all goes well for you Amber..thankyou for sharing Geoff 🙏 ❤️
I hate to say it but Amber being an addict and on the streets with more than likely no insurance they will do the bare minimum care for her . She needs to go to rehab , get clean get on some type of program and get insurance before the hospitals and doctors will take her seriously . Hopefully with winter she goes to rehab and gets clean but her track record is Amber goes back on the streets . Nice to hear her hold a conversation and not zone out , like she’s done in the past and looks like she’s lost more weight
People should not help this one anymore, help others that want help or need it.
Jeff please keep us posted on Amber and how her surgery went.
Guess you don't have any one you love. Putting your life on the line everyday done watching you
She’s so pretty, seems like a good enough person. wish she’d get better for her kid.
She signed her rights over a long time ago so her daughter could have a good life. But yes, I hope she gets clean!
@@jennifer9995 You know that about her? Are you for real??
I love this wig on Amber, it looks really good! Always keep her in my prayers! I want to see her get clean and get her health issues taken care of so she can live a long life ❤
This just broke my heart into pieces Amber I love you always have please help and take care of yourself I can't see anything to happen to you it would literally kill me 😢❤
Something in this interview sparked my curiosity. Amber mentioned the only time she had surgery was when she had her daughter. I never hear her discuss her daughter, or a desire to get clean, to see her. You would think that would be a motivator, if nothing else. 😥
I could be wrong but I don't think her daughter is with family.i don't know if seeing her child is even an option:(
@starrylight8819 that's true too. You would think she would mention her now and again, though. But, that's addiction; only one thing on their mind. 😢
@marcusleja7133 that could be true. I'm not sure I ever heard her say what happened to her.
@@starrylight8819A family member was a bad addict & had a girl. She would get sober & reconnect with her & then relapse. Each time she relapsed. At first it was her fear/ guilt she had put her daughter through too much. After the 3rd-4th time it was bc she had to work programs to be able to get CPS supervised custody. She didn't like to be told how to raise her child & just went back to drugs. Thankfully by the time her daughter had children she decided to get sober for herself & over the years managed to have a talking relationship with her daughter.
She is deep in addiction.
Does anyone know how to get a membership for USAlive for cam 1, 2 & 3? I can’t even comment as a subscriber now and I’d love to be able to keep up with what going on with these people. Thank you so much Jeff’s high on life for interviewing these people and showing us what going on.
I hope all goes well with the surgery. The wigs look very nice!
Ive said this before I really feel for Amber ive been there as shitty as her life is shes just not done shes not ready to give it up shes addicted to the whole lifestyle and everything that comes with it plus its hard as fuck once you do get sober trying to live with all the bullshit you went through while getting high the shame and guilt n trauma fs you up but it does get better if you work on healing yourself n truly want better. Ambers like a cat shes got " 9 lives " that shits gonna run out someday though that poor girl always got something going on thats wrong with her . Hopefully one day before its to late she will finally let this shit go she needs to get away from philly though for sure
The wig ❤😍❤
Praying for you Amber... I so want to see you well. 💗🙏💗
As I pray for Amber. Jeff please let her know her time is of value. Don't let these users interview her for FREE. It's unfair they get views and $ off of her addiction. Amber is worth more than a Pretzel. Prayers are on the way. No dime No time. ❤😊 Not talking You or Mal ..😊
I hate when people don't pay people for their time and ability to get views 🤬 these people in the interviews are like specialty talent and deserve to get paid for their stories. They are the ones putting themselves out there and risking anyone finding these videos on the future. And they are the ones that bring in the views, not the interviewers.
@@diaboli.advocatusI agree with you 💯,%. Some YT creators use the addicts for financial gain. Amber and others deserve to be paid for their time. I was shocked when a guy offered Amber a Pretzel smh. I hope Amber gets help and knows her worth. Have a blessed day.❤
they all just want to make $$$$ its a game they Play none of them work for a living..@@barbaralee5752
@@barbaralee5752paid for what, being a celebrity junkie???
Pain must be Intense if she’s feeling it through the Fentanyl and Tranq🙏🕊🦋You Got this Amber💃