The night we met but automatically you go back to that night

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  • Sad edits are back back back back again.
    Original Song: • Lord Huron - The Night...
    Don't forget to leave your recommendations and submissions! I try to read every comment
    Stay safe,
    Lou xx

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  • @l0user835
    @l0user835  5 ปีที่แล้ว +7419

    Hey guys, I really tried to create a SoundCloud/Spotify and upload my edits there, but the copyright it's always something that I have to deal with:^// That's also why I don't monetize my videos.
    I'm really sorry, hope you like it.
    Lou xx

    • @lucy3646
      @lucy3646 5 ปีที่แล้ว +73

      its ok, i still love you

    • @hanina2945
      @hanina2945 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Totally okayyy💗

    • @crimenesdeltiempo
      @crimenesdeltiempo 5 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      It's okay babe

    • @martinabarsoum5647
      @martinabarsoum5647 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      its okey

    • @themightyvomit8065
      @themightyvomit8065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +79

      I love it! Your videos take me places I’ve never been, feel nostalgic about A time I was never born in. I’m thankful! Have a lovely day x

  • @mari-es7ng
    @mari-es7ng 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9889

    this feels like being at a carnival at night and you’re at the top of the ferris wheel with your dearest friend before they move away.

    • @owlaowlstrowski3998
      @owlaowlstrowski3998 4 ปีที่แล้ว +171

      mari cruz this didn’t even happen and I miss her already 😂

    • @oplacido13
      @oplacido13 4 ปีที่แล้ว +84

      If it wasn’t for corona postponing my city’s carnival I would have most likely live that exact moment you described

    • @Sara-hj7en
      @Sara-hj7en 4 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      Now I miss my best friend...

    • @zoeandrews7794
      @zoeandrews7794 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      yes aww luckily I reunited with her :D

    • @itssnotsobad
      @itssnotsobad 4 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      mari cruz and then u kiss her right

  • @kaliesmith4242
    @kaliesmith4242 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17497

    i hate ads. like i’m sobbing my heart out and all i hear is “we have the meats”

  • @hyper66gameplay42
    @hyper66gameplay42 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9717

    *We didn't realize we were making memories, we just knew we were having fun*

    • @dutch1627
      @dutch1627 3 ปีที่แล้ว +118

      - Winnie the Pooh

    • @zohaibkesitare6229
      @zohaibkesitare6229 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      🥺

    • @Lex-qv5sv
      @Lex-qv5sv 3 ปีที่แล้ว +31

      Sad thing I’ve repressed so much of my early years that I know I had some life changing memories in there...but I suppressed that too I guess:/

    • @margaritag774
      @margaritag774 3 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      The fact that i knew that i was making memories. It was too good to be true

    • @iheartjaedynn0
      @iheartjaedynn0 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      THIS

  • @chuyx7591
    @chuyx7591 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4554

    I want to die while this song plays in the background

    • @haileyr2339
      @haileyr2339 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      lmao same

    • @StarboyJuno
      @StarboyJuno 3 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      I read "I want to die" and was like aha same then the rest and was like oh... aha same

    • @naomimullins405
      @naomimullins405 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      me too, me too

    • @isaiaharenas5005
      @isaiaharenas5005 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same here honestly

    • @naomilewis2932
      @naomilewis2932 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      you guys ok?

  • @lunamolotov
    @lunamolotov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13184

    1:35 really got me.
    I was at my boyfriend's house.
    He showed up, introducing himself as my boyfriend's best friend.
    Beautiful, curly, light hair, incredible green eyes. Freckles all over his nose, cheeks, shoulders. A cigarette in one hand, a can of beer in the other.
    He looked at me, from head to toe, and didn't seem to like me very much.
    It hurt, but, who cares, right? I already had a boyfriend.
    Two weeks later, my boyfriend told me I wasn't enough. That he didn't love me as he loved his ex. He needed to get back to her.
    But he was there for me. He called me, asked me if I was okay, took me out for a drink. He told me that his friend was stupid for letting me go. We drank straight up vodka on the rocks in huge glasses.
    He laughed at the pajamas I was wearing the night we met. He told me his deepest secret, I told him mine. He offered me a cigarette in the middle of the rain, I offered him another drink just to stay with him.
    He walked me home, drunk af, singing Purple Rain at the top of our lungs and getting yelled by people that had to go to work the next morning.
    We looked into each others eyes when we reached my door.
    And he kissed me so slow I thought I was dying.
    I fell in love with him the moment he walked through that door.
    He saw me in my nasty ass pajamas, and just watched how I was looking at him. Like he was the most beautiful creature I'd ever seen.
    And he was.
    Two years later, here we are. In love like fools, planning our wedding, coming up with names for our kids. And though I wish I could go back to the night we met, I still enjoy this one. It feels good to have him by my side, just sleeping. Loving me, and knowing that he's loved.
    UPDATE: We broke up. He cheated on me. I'm joining the ''I don't believe in true love'' side.

    • @kiyomiesco4939
      @kiyomiesco4939 4 ปีที่แล้ว +312

      Awww 🥺

    • @xellie_nakayamax1838
      @xellie_nakayamax1838 4 ปีที่แล้ว +441

      This is so cute what the heck I'm crying ♥️

    • @lilianacochiaro2940
      @lilianacochiaro2940 4 ปีที่แล้ว +475

      you actually got your happy ending with the boyfriend's best friend. my god, thats incredible. much love and happiness to you both :)

    • @donotclicktheredbutton5616
      @donotclicktheredbutton5616 4 ปีที่แล้ว +160

      omg :')

    • @lunamolotov
      @lunamolotov 4 ปีที่แล้ว +72

      Thank you all so much 😍

  • @taarinit6621
    @taarinit6621 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2507

    I don't have a crush atm but this song makes me want to fall in love with someone

    • @kiara-oh1qu
      @kiara-oh1qu 3 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      I've never has a boyfriend EVER and I'm 14, but for some reason when someone ask me out I always turn them down immediately. I think cause of past trauma I am this way. But I want a boyfriend so bad but no one is good enough for me.

    • @sixtine5659
      @sixtine5659 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ooh same

    • @miak5018
      @miak5018 3 ปีที่แล้ว +28

      love is nothing but pain

    • @cutieoui7772
      @cutieoui7772 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Taarini T
      One time i had a crush, he said he liked me.
      Then, 3 years later knowing he has a girlfriend
      I spent my time trying to like someone in order to find distraction
      But 22 crushes in the span of another 3 years, i all found out they all like someone else.
      So yeah, i still like the only guy who said he liked me 6 years ago.
      Even though, he already has someone.
      All i can do is numb myself.
      Though, im ok now, all i can do is laugh at myself hahahaha

    • @taarinit6621
      @taarinit6621 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@cutieoui7772 aww I'm so sorry. Sometimes all you can do is wait. One day, you'll find the right person without even looking. Distract yourself with other things like focusing and improving yourself. It WILL get better, I promise.

  • @holly289
    @holly289 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4694

    do you ever just miss talking to them... every day.... because same.

    • @livy9249
      @livy9249 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I was gonna say no --

    • @mysteryhehe1038
      @mysteryhehe1038 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      yes, more than anything☹️

    • @noa3713
      @noa3713 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      yes, i would do anything to go back to that time

    • @Stargiirl9
      @Stargiirl9 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes. :,(

    • @celcstee
      @celcstee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      nothing to do with the comment you made but i love your pfp 😏✨

  • @unicornlana
    @unicornlana 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4146

    i thought i was over him and i listened to this and i’m crying now

    • @flowergirl11122
      @flowergirl11122 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      Lana be patient with yourself angel you’ll be over him soon I promise. It just takes time.

    • @angelbaldwin2302
      @angelbaldwin2302 4 ปีที่แล้ว +51

      Lana same sis. It’s the memories... there hard to forget because you made such beautiful ones with them. I think i’m slowly realising that one day maybe not now maybe not next week or next month but one day someone will come along someone who will give you there all and create even better memories with you. They’ll treat you way better than the previous person you was with & you’ll grow to start a beautiful family with them and you’ll realise the person who once broke your heart was just preparing you for your future.

    • @alyssa915
      @alyssa915 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      my exact thoughts..

    • @Noah-lo9vb
      @Noah-lo9vb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i literally do that exact thing every few months just to remind myself how pathetic i am i guess

    • @junejohnson6154
      @junejohnson6154 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You are strong. You are beautiful. You are an independent person and you can do anything.

  • @meganb2377
    @meganb2377 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2020

    i don’t miss him, i miss the fact that i have no one to spend my time with. share my secrets with. feel safe with. I just want that feeling again, so i know that someday i will be able to be loved again. im so scared i’ll be lonely the rest of my life

    • @idil6145
      @idil6145 4 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      u wont honey i felt the same but than someone better showed up. we broke up but still at least i know that i will be loved by someone soon or later

    • @oncetwicemelodyy
      @oncetwicemelodyy 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      SAME

    • @whoopent9820
      @whoopent9820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      SAMEEEEEEEEEEEEE

    • @Aleksandra-kl4ps
      @Aleksandra-kl4ps 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same

    • @kaokka8729
      @kaokka8729 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      this.

  • @danny_arel
    @danny_arel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1436

    So this is how Clay felt.

  • @Noname-qf9pf
    @Noname-qf9pf 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3443

    Anyone else’s tears go from 📉📉 to 📈📈📈📈📈 when the song got louder

  • @maliya7331
    @maliya7331 3 ปีที่แล้ว +408

    Me pretending I had a tragic relationship with a boy that doesn’t exist so I can vibe with the song more

    • @ElyciusM
      @ElyciusM 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Trust, you don't want the feeling

    • @louisbadoy620
      @louisbadoy620 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It’ll be a lot harder to listen to once you start relating to it

    • @raina-u8l
      @raina-u8l ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@ElyciusM I 🎉🎉😮🎉😢🎉 😢

  • @27hoi77
    @27hoi77 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8369

    at least i can cry to this and not 
    something else .

    • @skyeroe5670
      @skyeroe5670 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Suicide Hotline staph flexing pls 😔😔

    • @sarat5582
      @sarat5582 5 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      i don’t have anymore tears to cry to this, i’ve lost it to something else already...

    • @27hoi77
      @27hoi77 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Sara Tsang I’m sorry to hear that. But just know their in a better place now. A place where sadness doesn’t exist.

    • @autumntrash3029
      @autumntrash3029 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@27hoi77 If only that place really existed. I don't want my tears anymore, they're not worth my nights.

    • @lilyyamberly2449
      @lilyyamberly2449 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      s a m e i r e a l l y l i k e
      c r y i n g

  • @thatonegirl4089
    @thatonegirl4089 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3971

    this hurts but in a good way

    • @_4aliyah182
      @_4aliyah182 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ThatOne Girl that’s what she said I’m sorry I couldn’t help it

    • @elizabethepperson7370
      @elizabethepperson7370 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      i’m crying but in a cool way

    • @xtonibx5770
      @xtonibx5770 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@elizabethepperson7370 harry would be so disappointed if we were crying uncooly

    • @CarmensProjects
      @CarmensProjects 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      _ 4aliyah I’m pretty sad right now and this made me feel better, so thank you haha

  • @georgieannpacheco864
    @georgieannpacheco864 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1009

    I'd known her for about 3 years, we went to school together and were in the same classroom. I never paid attention to her because we never got to being friends. Just a simple hi here and then and thats it. We suddenly started being friends at the end of junior year. We'd text all the time and joke about who our crushes were. She wouldn't tell me hers even if I pried it out of her. On my birthday, our friends told me. I was her crush. I didn't want to believe it because I thought it'd ruin our friendship but a part of me still wanted to see what could happen. I spent the whole summer thinking back on my feelings and weigh the pros and cons. It couldn't be right but it was just so right. I let her down so many times in fear of what my parents would say or anyone really. I was just really scared.
    Then it clicked. I stayed over her house for a sleepover with our friends and I just felt like shit. I was roasted in a game of truth or dare and I just wanted to cry. Everyone fell asleep and it was just us awake. Under the covers, we watched terrible minecraft parodies and listened to the rooster's crow at sunrise. Our eyes were peered shut and we were just laughing all night. I was one of the best days ever. We didn't kiss, didn't even hold eachothers' hands but something felt so right. I didn't care about what anyone would say as long as I was with her.
    It's been a little over a year since that and I'm so happy to still be with the love of my life.
    update: we’re still together :). we’re having to deal with long distance because of college but hopefully we want to move in together for our masters. crossing fingers!

    • @libbysnyder8216
      @libbysnyder8216 4 ปีที่แล้ว +52

      underrated comment. this is one of the sweetest things I've read :')

    • @-s.7156
      @-s.7156 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      this is so adorable 🥺🥺 i wish the best for you both 🌻❤️

    • @user-ym6sm9wi1s
      @user-ym6sm9wi1s 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Same beginning but we broke up. Hope u will be together forever.

    • @shresthasarmah762
      @shresthasarmah762 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Gonna cry now

    • @kekekahshsh6805
      @kekekahshsh6805 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      🥺🥺🥺

  • @Zeeq_O
    @Zeeq_O 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3179

    That "I had all of you.." audio boost literally clinched my heart, almost cried..

    • @softmongreal2522
      @softmongreal2522 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      :(

    • @katiematkowski7478
      @katiematkowski7478 5 ปีที่แล้ว +47

      That hit me so hard in the feels my mind went overloaded. I didn't expect that amazing sensual and REAL transition. This person who did this edit GETS IT

    • @autumnsyndrome
      @autumnsyndrome 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i am crying hahaa

    • @silkyketup4153
      @silkyketup4153 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      I did cry tbh

    • @winterbaldwin8921
      @winterbaldwin8921 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      That was everything

  • @marieeeee2135
    @marieeeee2135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12414

    Kiwi by harry styles, but you are inside of a kiwi

    • @caramelcotton9450
      @caramelcotton9450 5 ปีที่แล้ว +219

      Marie Ringen I-

    • @marieeeee2135
      @marieeeee2135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +126

      @@caramelcotton9450 and i oop...

    • @slu66y
      @slu66y 5 ปีที่แล้ว +281

      harry gonna be proud

    • @spook41
      @spook41 5 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      oop.

    • @sexatan
      @sexatan 5 ปีที่แล้ว +121

      ok I was sad and all from this song and you made me laugh. thank you. 😂😂🙃

  • @rue483
    @rue483 3 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    "You a poet?"
    "Only for you."

  • @ghostpercs
    @ghostpercs 5 ปีที่แล้ว +16194

    _Don't take me back to the night we met, because little did I know you were the most toxic person ever._

    • @tormenmashi_
      @tormenmashi_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +476

      so I have a really toxic ex and I still love him even though he's a toxic shit, I just, I'm too hung up on shit

    • @ammaleyrose
      @ammaleyrose 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

      Zᴇᴘʜ crying internally :(

    • @SnailMan63
      @SnailMan63 5 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      But then wouldn’t u wanna go back so you can never have that relationship?

    • @marisolisonline
      @marisolisonline 5 ปีที่แล้ว +87

      i felt this comment all the way down to my core i-

    • @clumsy.278
      @clumsy.278 5 ปีที่แล้ว +65

      i had this friend who's like the most toxic and manipulative person ever, when i met her she was this selfless, kind person. Well i thought that. the more i spent time with her, the more she became toxic and manipulative, i just didn't notice. right now she hates me and i wish i hadn't met her.

  • @samjohnson6823
    @samjohnson6823 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8901

    this is giving me very summer night vibes and the nostalgias gonna make me cry

    • @Han-nl2fb
      @Han-nl2fb 5 ปีที่แล้ว +63

      yeah, when summer is ending

    • @JADNCK
      @JADNCK 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      What are your summer night memories?

    • @bridgettdiaz7293
      @bridgettdiaz7293 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Ugh reallyyy tho , I miss my summer nights talking to the one person I’ll forever love

    • @pixiesnow
      @pixiesnow 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      This is what i exactly felt when I first heard this song last 2017 and it was summer too. Huhu
      ps heard it on 13 reasons why

    • @user-ut2ef6ck5c
      @user-ut2ef6ck5c 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

  • @delilahb1234
    @delilahb1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +51

    *why am I reminiscing memories that never existed in the first place*

    • @delilahb1234
      @delilahb1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m just imagining scenarios

  • @maisie9075
    @maisie9075 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5555

    no one:
    not a single soul:
    youtube: lol watch this

    • @earlaaaa
      @earlaaaa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      yes and TH-cam showed me that there’s no comment and imma wreck that

    • @jocelynr5370
      @jocelynr5370 4 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      me: lol okay
      also me 3 mins later: lol this isnt funny stop making me cry

    • @raeannfritzler8820
      @raeannfritzler8820 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      and you watched it

    • @theakillackywheeler5614
      @theakillackywheeler5614 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      yes

    • @maethre
      @maethre 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Lmfao

  • @elenae.3796
    @elenae.3796 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2649

    *The night we met but the person you’re thinking of just broke up with you and all you want is to relive the moment you laid your eyes on them*

    • @batcat7363
      @batcat7363 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Ouchie...

    • @sofiarigali5459
      @sofiarigali5459 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Kind of based on real events tho

    • @personperson2611
      @personperson2611 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

      When that's exactly why your listening

    • @Widowsaint
      @Widowsaint 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Fucking ouch

    • @liz8870
      @liz8870 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Elena E. Me right now 🙂😞

  • @alexandrakobel9925
    @alexandrakobel9925 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1146

    Please don't harm or kill yourself. I haven't found my princess yet. It might be you?🥺
    - Niall Horan

    • @stilldontknowmyname9417
      @stilldontknowmyname9417 3 ปีที่แล้ว +54

      Sis, bro, whoever You are... WHY YOU HAD TO PUT THAT RIGHT NOW HUH?

    • @rylee2711
      @rylee2711 3 ปีที่แล้ว +43

      OH SO YOU LIKE 1D TOO 😭✌ ANYGAYS I LOVE YOU OKWAY BYYEEE THANKS LUVVV

    • @brih9613
      @brih9613 3 ปีที่แล้ว +18

      1D YES I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU I LOVE YOU

    • @salmaaaa777
      @salmaaaa777 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      PWPWOS NO 😭🤚

    • @notshynotme_
      @notshynotme_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +33

      i was scrolling through the comments, and i saw "niall horan", i immediately scroll back just to like it. end of story. no one cares. ok bye.

  • @McCall113
    @McCall113 5 ปีที่แล้ว +713

    the night we met but you're slow dancing in an empty parking lot with your significant other with music from your car speakers

    • @user-ro9hg8yd8x
      @user-ro9hg8yd8x 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      That's so much happier than the rest of these comments, love that idea

    • @pineapple3519
      @pineapple3519 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ...the night before they move away forever

    • @nidhipandey8667
      @nidhipandey8667 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      I just remembered I'm single

  • @amia4514
    @amia4514 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2594

    The night we met but yu are standing on a roof top at night then you slip and fall in slow motion

    • @melu0o
      @melu0o 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      l u n a c y ?¿ LMAO

    • @judykearney7879
      @judykearney7879 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Oh God yes

    • @faith-cv2ul
      @faith-cv2ul 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      goals✨🥂💖🤾‍♀️

    • @Anam.Fatima19
      @Anam.Fatima19 5 ปีที่แล้ว +77

      but you don't slip, you jump.

    • @londonelaine2371
      @londonelaine2371 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      why do i love this ?

  • @sharonnnnnxd4788
    @sharonnnnnxd4788 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    It's not easy to love someone from a distance.
    To all the people those who are in long distance relationships- SO MUCH LOVE TO YOU GUYS.

  • @sitocat
    @sitocat 4 ปีที่แล้ว +689

    *when you're single and have always been but still cry to this for some reason*

    • @carlybbxo5880
      @carlybbxo5880 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      why is this comment so underrated

    • @icecream-wf5yb
      @icecream-wf5yb 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Same 😭 I almost died crying over this song I couldn't breathe I coughed so hard and washed my face with water now I'm here again crying 😭😭😭

    • @janeroses6382
      @janeroses6382 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      I think it’s cause we’re tired of just being so alone. Personally rn I don’t have some one to share my secrets to or laugh with or cry with...I’m just alone

    • @courtneeduh7925
      @courtneeduh7925 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @Jane Roses I feel that fr I’ll be ur friend tho if you’d like lol 😊

    • @jordanabasham
      @jordanabasham 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      *cries in single*

  • @yellomello9092
    @yellomello9092 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3054

    “Why couldn’t you tell me that when I was alive” Hannah Baker.

    • @keiraellison
      @keiraellison 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      :(

    • @lukeandreitolentino6634
      @lukeandreitolentino6634 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      ah shit :‹

    • @shimaghadimi7913
      @shimaghadimi7913 3 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      13RW is the reason why in my life.

    • @caitlinhalton3713
      @caitlinhalton3713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +45

      i was thinking of hannah and clay for all of this song. how bullies ruined her life- and her and clays chance.

    • @anni4151
      @anni4151 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      oh, i'm literally watching this serial right now! and sobbing'(

  • @seoklaxy3926
    @seoklaxy3926 3 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    doing this on an alt account cause i dont want my friends knowing i wrote this lol
    (if you are one of my irl friends please skip over this if you find out its me lmao)
    it was late and i was sitting in bed just listening to music. A song came on so I decided to put it on my story. About an hour later this girl replies to my story with "THIS SONG IS SO GOOD". After that, her and I talked back and forth and eventually I found out she went to my school. On top of that, she was in my biology class. Wild as hell, right? We got to know each other in person a bit more until eventually we would go to her house after school and hang out. We were simply friends but we would just hang out and cuddle all the time. She would fall asleep in my arms while we listened to one of my playlists. Everyday I would sit there and watch the sun slowly set before my parents would call my phone telling me to go home. It was probably the best time of my life. I slowly began having feelings for this girl, which was inevitable, honestly. Her and I clicked so easily, unlike anyone I ever talked to before. We seemed to always be able to make conversations, and if we couldn't we could always cuddle to pass the time. It was great. One day, she broke the news to me that she simply didn't feel the same way I did about her. That was perfectly fine to me, and we remained close even after that conversation. However, one day her and I were chilling in my room watching a movie, it was around 6pm and the sun was starting to set. We talked for a moment, then she leaned in and kissed me. I was confused at first but that feeling quickly went away. It felt nice. Unfortunately, this story doesn't have a happy ending...kind of. After that day, we slowly stopped hanging out. I didn't notice it until I saw her name become farther and farther down in my Instagram dms. I missed her. Its now been a year since this happened, I was 15 and she was 17. Since she's 18 now, we can't be as close as we used to, y'know? We haven't hung out since that day and I just wish I could go back to the first night we cuddled at her house. I remember laughing and holding her as the day got darker, sharing a tender moment together. Then suddenly her mom texts her. "Coming home early today, be there soon". Her mom didn't know I was there. We started freaking out so I called my dad to pick me up. I picked her up off her bed and held her for a good minute, before I ran out of the house and left with my dad. Not even a minute later, I could see her mom's car turn onto her street as we got farther away from the house. That's probably a day i'd never forget. Flash forward to yesterday, and she texted me saying "you should apply for this job with me! it'd be so fun!" We still don't talk nearly as much as we used to, nor do we feel the same way, but it made me smile during a time when I needed it. I still miss her and those days immensely, but nothing lasts forever. Let's hope next year is a good one :)

    • @chocolatywafflesareawesome7092
      @chocolatywafflesareawesome7092 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🥺

    • @victoriarose9348
      @victoriarose9348 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      any updates :’)

    • @nadia-dj5jd
      @nadia-dj5jd 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      ):

    • @whystories1246
      @whystories1246 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i felt that :(

    • @fasin9424
      @fasin9424 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      FML I'm 17 and i dont even know how it feels to be Loved by a girl. But i feel bad and good for you at the same time. Coz you have a good friend but lost your Love.

  • @desinoodles_4170
    @desinoodles_4170 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3181

    But the transition into and out of the "memory" was so smooth I could actually imagine it...

    • @dollface6104
      @dollface6104 5 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      I started shaking i-

    • @anushkalols
      @anushkalols 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Ikr! Got instant goosebumps 👏

    • @ivindavid
      @ivindavid 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@anushkalols same happened here! :/

    • @Sara-hj7en
      @Sara-hj7en 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      It was amazing....❤️

  • @chelsea6878
    @chelsea6878 3 ปีที่แล้ว +16

    the second the song started, i remembered the time i was back in my bed, my first time texting him until 5 in the morning, having that morning euphoric feeling of staying up all night with the person i knew i was beginning to fall in love with. our first date on halloween, holding hands and having a horror movie marathon together. valentine's day, giving me kisses and presents and playing video games and making jokes together. all the cuddling, kisses, our place, our song, our first times.
    thank you so much for sharing these beautiful moments with me. i will never forget you, but i have to let you go.

  • @BTL812
    @BTL812 5 ปีที่แล้ว +904

    “I don’t know what I’m supposed to do haunted by the ghost of you”
    Realest line to a song I’ve ever felt

  • @nikkika8072
    @nikkika8072 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3320

    I choose to love you in silence,
    for in silence I find no rejection...
    I choose to love you in loneliness,
    for in loneliness no one owns you but me...
    I choose to adore you from a distance,
    for distance will shield me from pain..
    I choose to kiss you in the wind,
    for the wind is gentler than my lips..
    I choose to hold you in my dreams,
    for in my dreams, you have no end..
    - Rumi
    (Saw this somewhere, and felt like someone needed this here)

    • @nicetomeetu9262
      @nicetomeetu9262 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      @Nikki Apostol thank you for sharing this, it’s beautiful

    • @miriam9988
      @miriam9988 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      thank you, i loved it

    • @imanahmed6608
      @imanahmed6608 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      i love that quote

    • @dee-tx5jd
      @dee-tx5jd 4 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Thank you

    • @noura4701
      @noura4701 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Nikki K A thank you

  • @jagersilva2169
    @jagersilva2169 4 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    When you havent met anyone like this. When you have not met that someone on a night where you felt something different...

  • @katnap_s
    @katnap_s 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1410

    this really hit different and that’s on nostalgia

  • @ninamontel
    @ninamontel 5 ปีที่แล้ว +670

    I feel so hopeless in this single moment.

  • @SwagSweeties8
    @SwagSweeties8 3 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    this song really makes me think about the night we met, he met me by picking me up at my door and take us to our first date to go a sushi place and we drove to target to have an adventure and then we had our parked car conversation to talk about our life. he couldn’t stop staring at me. bro. like he was admiring me and everything when im passionately talking about my life. he grabbed my face to kiss me. it was beautiful. i never felt so many butterflies in my stomach. well now it’s been a year and half now. i wish him nothing but the best he deserves. he was my person and my best friend but hey, everything happens for a reason. he will be my forever first love, it sucks it was right person and wrong time. i hope someone he will love next will give him everything more than i can do for him. i prolly deserved someone to love me unconditionally more than he treated me ):

  • @madi7596
    @madi7596 4 ปีที่แล้ว +878

    Maybe listening to this an hour after breaking up with who you thought was the love of your life wasnt the best idea :’)

    • @marcelapcolova1532
      @marcelapcolova1532 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Maybe not... hope you're all good now!

    • @gelatoe3503
      @gelatoe3503 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      :(((((( yeah

    • @suspiciousbrian264
      @suspiciousbrian264 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Are you feeling better now ?

    • @madi7596
      @madi7596 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      A Bisexual Goose Named Thomas I am so good 😚

    • @inkyyyb6724
      @inkyyyb6724 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that’s good love! keep being strong

  • @ItsKayleeD
    @ItsKayleeD 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3805

    what a great way to make me even more depressed than I already am lmao, i freaking love these edits

    • @thetraveler1338
      @thetraveler1338 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      here is an even depressing one: th-cam.com/video/PVucf8UdN28/w-d-xo.html

    • @everyvillainislemons921
      @everyvillainislemons921 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Shut up you’re not depressed it’s just a trend everyone’s following

    • @b90n92
      @b90n92 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Fucking weebs

    • @momoyaoyorozu3807
      @momoyaoyorozu3807 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Wunderwaffe DG-2 it’s Not a Trend, they May well be, I am, and diagnosed thank you very much, people know how they feel, you never ever will

    • @yourbishbiglumps7537
      @yourbishbiglumps7537 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Fuckin kids acting like they have depression. Truth is if you had it you wouldn’t be posting about it

  • @kkrivera6425
    @kkrivera6425 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    Honestly cried while listening to this, beyond proud of myself for getting over my toxic relationship and finding actual happiness. I cannot get the night out of my head of when I met him, the him I love today

  • @nicoleuribe8716
    @nicoleuribe8716 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5076

    Lana del Rey-Young and beautiful but it’s on an old tv
    Joji-Can’t get over you but you are in an elevator
    Jack stauber-buttercup but you’re in a crowded classroom/cafeteria
    Tame Impala- The less I know the better but you’re in a school bus
    Billie Eilish- Ocean eyes but you’re in you bathtub with the water running
    Elvis Presley-Can’t help falling in love but you’re in a creepy asylum
    Pls do one of these❤️❤️
    Hope you enjoyed some of my ideas:)

    • @sylwiasulkowska3395
      @sylwiasulkowska3395 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Omg Yes i love all of them

    • @nicoleuribe8716
      @nicoleuribe8716 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sylwia Sulkowska thank you!!

    • @jules2440
      @jules2440 5 ปีที่แล้ว +29

      I LOVE THE JACK STAUBER ONE

    • @nicoleuribe8716
      @nicoleuribe8716 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Jillian Grace THANKSS🥰

    • @mygshibui5047
      @mygshibui5047 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I think I’m gonna do these they’re SO CREATIVE

  • @ktswrld
    @ktswrld 5 ปีที่แล้ว +979

    i am completely heartbroken, and i forever will be.

    • @NightmaresWonderland
      @NightmaresWonderland 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      same

    • @cockroachsucker6755
      @cockroachsucker6755 5 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      i am too but things will slowly get better. i hope your heart heals and your happy luv

    • @alyssacruz4728
      @alyssacruz4728 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same

    • @ktswrld
      @ktswrld 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      izzy thank you so much. i hope things get better for you

    • @annalena7244
      @annalena7244 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      hey 💖 dont say that its forever i‘m sure you will find someone who makes you feel like your his world and will love you till the end of time❤️ [i hope this is about a boy(or a girl)] i wish the best for yall

  • @lovrsroc2992
    @lovrsroc2992 4 ปีที่แล้ว +65

    -he's my....
    -he's my brother....my positive influence....the reason why im alive
    Sht man justin don't desserves that end,sorry i can't.

    • @kaiser3849
      @kaiser3849 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      i am watching 13 reasons why...

    • @lovrsroc2992
      @lovrsroc2992 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kaiser3849 omg what season? Sorry 😔👊🏿

  • @beemaru6888
    @beemaru6888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +589

    I don’t have a lover,
    But i feel like i need to go back to my lover that never existed.

    • @artbygiselle
      @artbygiselle 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      same

    • @mariabella19
      @mariabella19 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You're calling out for your Twin Flame

  • @plsunsubscribe1019
    @plsunsubscribe1019 4 ปีที่แล้ว +347

    Ever just too drained or sad to cry? Empathy hurts dude- kindness is a curse.

    • @sophie-qg9tj
      @sophie-qg9tj 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      yes.

    • @myluciferislonely4313
      @myluciferislonely4313 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      as an empath, i relate a little too much to this

    • @602.adriii
      @602.adriii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      yeah :(

    • @crystaleunoia3974
      @crystaleunoia3974 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel this. People can only hurt an empath so many times before they brick themselves inside of a rough, judgemental shell for the sake of self preservation. Happened to me, and I still haven't found a good reason to come out. They'll always hurt me if they know I care.

    • @meepmeep1754
      @meepmeep1754 7 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Sadly, yes, I’ve been there

  • @lolabethell6945
    @lolabethell6945 4 ปีที่แล้ว +173

    I am not the only traveler
    Who has not repaid his debt
    I've been searching for a trail to follow again
    Take me back to the night we met
    And then I can tell myself
    What the hell I'm supposed to do
    And then I can tell myself
    Not to ride along with you
    I had all and then most of you
    Some and now none of you
    Take me back to the night we met
    I don't know what I'm supposed to do
    Haunted by the ghost of you
    Oh, take me back to the night we met
    When the night was full of terrors
    And your eyes were filled with tears
    When you had not touched me yet
    Oh, take me back to the night we met
    I had all and then most of you
    Some and now none of you
    Take me back to the night we met
    I don't know what I'm supposed to do
    Haunted by the ghost of you
    Take me back to the night we met

  • @uhhdoodoopenislol8974
    @uhhdoodoopenislol8974 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1812

    "I said we're done!" He yelled, looking into your eyes. He wasn't the man you loved, the man you loved was long gone. The tears well up in your eyes, and you look away, taking a moment before nodding and sniffling.
    You look out of the car window as he puts the key in the ignition and starts the engine. As he drives you home, you can't bear to look at him and you try your very hardest to stop the tears from rolling down your cheeks.
    The cold silence was more than painful so you turn the radio on, looking back out of the window and continue to look at the moonlit scenery.
    The song was so beautiful, and you purse your lips together, biting the inside of your cheek and closing your eyes. You feel the first tear fall and then began crying silently, and not wanting him to see you in this state, you clench your jaw. The memories came flooding back into your mind, every second you both spent together flashing right before your eyes.
    'Take me back to the night we met.' That line made you really think about it. He was your best friend. You had called him in the middle of the night when your ex had left, and you were too star-struck to comprehend what had happened.
    He came to your house and sat with you, comforting you all night and let you cry on his shoulder for hours on end. By the end of the night, you had no tears left to cry. He reassured you with positive affirmations, but all you could do was think of him. You kept talking to him nonstop about how your life was over, and he grabbed your chin and crashed his lips against yours, kissing you passionately.
    You snap out of your daze as he pulls the car to a halt outside of your house, and you look up at him after wiping your tears. He looked into your eyes, the same cold expression on his face as before. You held each other's gaze for a while and the song eventually came to an end, causing you to avert your eyes.
    You climb out of his car and close the door and then go to lean forward towards the window to say your last goodbyes, but the second you closed the door, he drove off and left you in the rain to drown in your own sorrows and self-pity. A bit of your heart died in the rain with you that day, a part of your heart that you will never get back.
    "Goodbye.. I'll miss you.." You whisper, and could only wish that he thought the same, even though he was long gone by now. You lower your head, and once again, you had no tears left to cry.

    • @melyssamizal4282
      @melyssamizal4282 4 ปีที่แล้ว +201

      god, way to rip out whatever heartstrings i have left.

    • @alessiamannino4042
      @alessiamannino4042 4 ปีที่แล้ว +158

      holy shit who hurt u this is so heart-wrenching and beautiful

    • @kaseydelvalle6378
      @kaseydelvalle6378 4 ปีที่แล้ว +163

      make a wattpad make a wattpad make a wattpad

    • @lexie05tx
      @lexie05tx 4 ปีที่แล้ว +44

      damn i’m crying

    • @alexissb4174
      @alexissb4174 4 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Well my heart just demolished 🥺😂

  • @hex_is_gone
    @hex_is_gone 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1469

    POV:
    You've just gotten married to your highschool sweetheart
    Having your first dance with them
    Just staring into each others eyes with pure love
    Then you flash to the first time you met them in freshmen year, and all your old memories flood back to you
    You return you thoughts to the dance and you look your love in the eyes and say
    "We made it"

    • @glib683
      @glib683 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      working on that!

    • @Noah-lo9vb
      @Noah-lo9vb 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@glib683 Ayy! Nice! That's my end goal, I suppose

    • @isabela927
      @isabela927 4 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Lovely comment

    • @evetucker2979
      @evetucker2979 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      u managed to make this happy

    • @PrettyPisces97
      @PrettyPisces97 4 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      This hit home. Really hard. 🥺☹️

  • @rachelwilson1520
    @rachelwilson1520 3 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    i want this played at my funeral so i can laugh in ghost form at everyone crying over me

  • @jacksonchase4756
    @jacksonchase4756 4 ปีที่แล้ว +232

    This song just hits differently...when someone was taken too early, too quick from you.

    • @mrssnowflake9949
      @mrssnowflake9949 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Ikr. Dunno if you watched 13 reasons why or just heard about the love and the tragedy of Hannah and Clay but I feel him more than I've ever wanted. I lost my love last year just like he did and it hurts like hell. But to be honest in my mind or soul or whatever I'm always there, staring at the stars on the night we met with my sweet, beloved angel.🤍

  • @tubplunger
    @tubplunger 5 ปีที่แล้ว +470

    Rocket Man by Elton John but it's coming through your space suit's radio as you float in space

    • @megflower6255
      @megflower6255 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Tubplunger T.P THIS.

    • @morganpinkney4975
      @morganpinkney4975 5 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      space oddity by david bowie except youre having anxiety attack because ur ship is shutting down

    • @genna1554
      @genna1554 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      yES

    • @chiarazortea6676
      @chiarazortea6676 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      YES YES YES I STAN

    • @asimpfr
      @asimpfr 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Major Tom but you’re on your way to space

  • @meiko174
    @meiko174 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

    that night was magical and yet somehow sad cause we watch that person fade away and you just here living with the memories...

  • @Em.l.e.choppa
    @Em.l.e.choppa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +624

    The night we met but your thinking about you and your best friend's long history of ups and downs and you realize you're never going to see him again so you start crying because you still love even after the amount of pain and hatred he has caused you and now you hope to see him in your dreams

    • @bebzee0
      @bebzee0 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      i felt this

    • @slaychel.weiss_
      @slaychel.weiss_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Damn u ok

    • @Em.l.e.choppa
      @Em.l.e.choppa 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I was in my feels and couldn't stop thinking abt him... O well never gonna see him again 🤙❤️

    • @marctayson9990
      @marctayson9990 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Damn you. and I thought my shit was special... we'll get through this

    • @noweellwolfhard9671
      @noweellwolfhard9671 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      This is me.

  • @amanda2888
    @amanda2888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +813

    pov: you're just scrolling through the comments to find the lyrics but there's not

    • @megdiggory6330
      @megdiggory6330 4 ปีที่แล้ว +106

      I am not the only traveler
      Who has not repaid his debt
      I've been searching for a trail to follow again
      Take me back to the night we met
      And then I can tell myself
      What the hell I'm supposed to do
      And then I can tell myself
      Not to ride along with you
      I had all and then most of you
      Some and now none of you
      Take me back to the night we met
      I don't know what I'm supposed to do
      Haunted by the ghost of you
      Oh, take me back to the night we met
      When the night was full of terrors
      And your eyes were filled with tears
      When you had not touched me yet
      Oh, take me back to the night we met
      I had all and then most of you
      Some and now none of you
      Take me back to the night we met
      I don't know what I'm supposed to do
      Haunted by the ghost of you
      Take me back to the night we met

    • @tomblunty
      @tomblunty 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      @@megdiggory6330 you are the guy he was searching for

    • @furat._.631
      @furat._.631 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      @@megdiggory6330 i love you .

  • @eileenfallah9713
    @eileenfallah9713 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    WHY AM I LISTENING TO THIS ?I HAVE NEVER EVEN LOVED SOMEONE !I JUST ANSWERED EVERY GODDAMN QUESTION WRONG IN MATH,HOW DID I GET MYSELF HERE

    • @samrahiXxx
      @samrahiXxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      fuck math. that’s all i gotta say

  • @trsrdiamond
    @trsrdiamond 5 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    when the volume increased on the “I had all of then most of you...”, i literally got goosebumps and felt my heart clench for a second

  • @victoriarosati1421
    @victoriarosati1421 4 ปีที่แล้ว +403

    We met the last night of August 2019. Although it was a birthday party, we spent the whole night together, singing, talking and drinking. You brushed my hair kindly and said you liked my hair. I hugged you and you gave me your sweater. I still remember how you smell. I didn't want to fall in love with you, but it was 4 am and you made me happy for the first time after a long time.
    I still remember your blue eyes, your big nose and your sad smile.
    After seven months from that night, you told me you didn't feel the same. After all those months when I used to stay up all night just to talk to you, to check if you were doing alright and if you were happy.
    I am getting over you and I don't love you the way I did before. But sometimes I still think about that night and I wish someone could take me to the night we met.

    • @DianaNM
      @DianaNM 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Some love stories are unfortunately not meant to be... :( I hope you’re doing fine and I wish you the best

    • @victoriarosati1421
      @victoriarosati1421 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      @@DianaNM yep, I agree... maybe we were destined to meet but not to stay together. And you know what? After many months I've realized that it's okay. Some things simply don't work out and that's no one's fault. Btw, thank you and I hope you're doing fine too :)

    • @someoneonearth9369
      @someoneonearth9369 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      i did go through this. i am still in love with him and think of him but i always remember my worth. keep fighting

    • @bbeast9755
      @bbeast9755 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      That hurt. You're gonna find them!

    • @jimothy2361
      @jimothy2361 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      31st of august here too... fuck my life.

  • @hibayounus4091
    @hibayounus4091 10 หลายเดือนก่อน +4

    You saved my life 5 years ago, you’re doing it again tonight.

  • @thatwaslegitneth2507
    @thatwaslegitneth2507 5 ปีที่แล้ว +344

    This reminds me of when you hear a song that used to be you and your ex’s song and remembering all the good memories that you two shared. You remember when life was worth living and you were at your happiest. You remember slow dancing and feeling like you two were going to spend your whole life together. Only to snap back into reality. Into a time of loneliness and bitter darkness.

    • @carlawoolnough4746
      @carlawoolnough4746 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Honestly hun I get it. Its like you're all over it but the second it plays all of that longing floods back x

  • @PH1_HUNG
    @PH1_HUNG 5 ปีที่แล้ว +984

    The Night We Met but you’re Clay Jensen listening to the song on a record

    • @clumsy.278
      @clumsy.278 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      omg

    • @anawarr7028
      @anawarr7028 5 ปีที่แล้ว +42

      “Hey helmet”😂😂

    • @sarrah1779
      @sarrah1779 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Philip Vo shit hit hard bro

    • @jinxhex5910
      @jinxhex5910 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      😂😂

    • @Sammy-eb7me
      @Sammy-eb7me 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Oh ..

  • @clairehowl.5937
    @clairehowl.5937 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    I met you that night on September 7, 2017, I was crying in that alley when I saw you sitting next to me. I had seen you in high school but we never spoke. You didn't ask me what was wrong, you just gave me a hug. I completely fell in love with you and you became my best friend. I remember when we went to that disco when it was "illegal" because we were 14 years old (I still don't know how we got in), when we tried a cigarette for the first time, when we climbed on the roof of your house and looked at the stars. The "I love you", the "thank you for being here with me", the "don't go". You left, I never understood that suicide, all I know is that I was late. I never told you that I was completely in love with you, we were never an official couple, I never knew if you felt the same, but there was no doubt that you did. All I know is that i was late and I'm sorry, I'm so sorry, Luke. You were only 15 years old, I just know that I won't get over this, that I won't find anyone like you. Monday December 3, 2018, the day I lost you, the day I lost the love of my life. 2 years have passed and it still hurts like the first day, it burns.

    • @samrahiXxx
      @samrahiXxx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i was just scrolling and this comment just drew me in wanting to read more, my heart is broken. i am so sorry my love, so so sorry. your memories together seem beautiful

  • @addiegrace6367
    @addiegrace6367 5 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    Imagine this:
    He yells at you and tells you he's never coming back and you watch, frozen, on the porch as he cranks the car and drives away. Then at 1:35 you're taken back to the night you met him at that first football game of the season when you were both young careless teenagers but at 2:35 you fade back to the reality of how he's now gone from your life forever

    • @tay8e
      @tay8e 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      holy-

  • @eds2366
    @eds2366 4 ปีที่แล้ว +251

    *I'm sick of crying over him. He didnt even leave me, he just moved away.*

    • @bubblegumbee1552
      @bubblegumbee1552 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Wait for him girl. Dont give up

    • @riyac7597
      @riyac7597 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      dont wait for him… itll break you n hurt you more… its best to focus on yourself and move on ;(

    • @ghoste_girll
      @ghoste_girll 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      If it was meant to be.. He'll find a way return to you ❤

    • @tamarapoint1581
      @tamarapoint1581 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@riyac7597 :((

  • @natalieleathers4082
    @natalieleathers4082 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    As soon as he says “ I had all then most of you some and now none of you” I feel like I did the second I saw him😔.

  • @rosaa8135
    @rosaa8135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +976

    Slow Dancing In A Burning Room by John Mayer but you're actually in a burning room
    This one is so good btw I'm so addicted to your channel now omg

    • @liagrace9011
      @liagrace9011 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Liza from Topeka I love that song yes!

    • @aneris.iddet.x
      @aneris.iddet.x 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      that sounds amazing

    • @valdaze3159
      @valdaze3159 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Done
      th-cam.com/video/ufo7C8xHRBw/w-d-xo.html

    • @user-ws1dh8gi4g
      @user-ws1dh8gi4g 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      For a second I thought you were gonna type slow dancing in the dark by joji

    • @rosaa8135
      @rosaa8135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@valdaze3159 OMG THANK YOU SO MUCHH IT SOUNDS AWESOME!!

  • @musicvibes9680
    @musicvibes9680 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Story Time:
    I had been best friends with him for years, since kindergarten actually. We talked, hung out, and laughed together. We were nothing more than friends. As we got older we would hang out less with just each other and more with our shared friends. In freshman year of hs things started to change. We talked more and more. Almost every night. We would stay up and chat about life and our futures. We made plans together for when we got older. We fell asleep on FaceTime almost every night. Eventually I realized how I really felt about him, but I was scared of losing him so I kept quiet. I gave it a little while to see if I wanted to tell him or not. After a while I realized I needed to tell him. I puckered up the courage and texted, hey. He texted back and asked if I could call him. It was normal for us to call one another so I said sure. We hopped on the phone and he told me all about this girl he was crushing on. I stayed silent the entire time. After about ten minutes I lied and told him I had to go. I hung up and sat in silence. I had waited too long. Now he’s with this new girl and really seems to love her, but at this age love and like are almost indistinguishable. I just want to go back in time. Travel back to one of our late night conversations. Look at his pretty brown eyes and just get lost in our plans. Making inside jokes, planning to drive out west and watch the sunrise over the Grand Canyon, reminiscing about our childhood, and talking about drama at school. Falling asleep on the phone feeling the comfort of knowing he’s there. I miss it. All of it. Now he has her. Now he does all of those things with her. He’s not the same anymore. He’s changed after her. He’s lost his humor and his personality. We don’t talk as much. I just miss him. I miss the boy who could go on for hours talking about the most ridiculous things. I just want to go back. I want to tell him before it’s too late.

  • @jasiek1405
    @jasiek1405 5 ปีที่แล้ว +127

    "I cost a girl her life because I was afraid to love her". That's the only vibe this re-make makes me hear in my head. It also makes me see the two scenes - the first one, where Clay dances with Hannah, and the second one, where he's all alone but despite the loneliness, he has his friends and the group hug. Thank you, "13 Reasons Why" for helping me reimagine the emotions and the message that the song conveys.

  • @noautomilacamila1735
    @noautomilacamila1735 5 ปีที่แล้ว +281

    This is a video that I didn’t even knew I needed

  • @gracetooker7433
    @gracetooker7433 3 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    I know it isn't as cool as other stories but I was dating this guy about a year ago who turned out to be very emotionally abusive and he went out driving and smoking with his friends and called me and there was this guy with him and this guy was talking to me and idk what it was but he was so different and I felt so happy talking to him so I got his number and we started talking and when I had doubts with the guy I was in a relationship with at the time I would talk to him because he knew him best. And I always thought of him but I never had feelings for him because I was in a relationship. And then we stopped talking because my boyfriend at the time told me to. But I regret that so much and I should've just left his abusive ass and go for him. But then we broke up and I texted him to apologize and more we've been talking for a while and hes my best friend but im lowkey in love with him. Hes so different and I can't explain it but it's always been him no matter who I was with and no matter how much I denied it. But yeah this just reminded me of him and that night when I met him and made a joke about him driving. Thanks for listening to my run on story.

    • @blackbird690
      @blackbird690 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      confess you don't want to regret later I mean you need to choose between the possibility of ruining your friendship or at last being relieved that you told him.( i am rooting for you :) )

  • @snaily3374
    @snaily3374 4 ปีที่แล้ว +95

    When you realize you lost the perfect person for you but it wasnt your fault and you couldn't do anything but still feel guilty c,:

    • @xellie_nakayamax1838
      @xellie_nakayamax1838 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Damn this made me remember a guy who I clicked with almost instantly with and I felt so happy to be around. Now he gives me mixed signals and I don't know if he still likes me so I'm trying to get over him but it's really hard.

    • @snaily3374
      @snaily3374 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@xellie_nakayamax1838 damn I'm sorry I wish I could give you a motivational advice but I have had the worst week and I feel like screaming if someone talls to me yk? Lol but it'll get better

    • @xellie_nakayamax1838
      @xellie_nakayamax1838 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@snaily3374 oh shit but seriously if you ever need someone to talk to just know that I'm here for ya ♥️

    • @snaily3374
      @snaily3374 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@xellie_nakayamax1838 thank you so much and I'm here for you too :))

  • @OkOk-fm6gg
    @OkOk-fm6gg 5 ปีที่แล้ว +421

    I LOVE THIS HAVENT EVEN LISTENED BUT ITS AMAZING

    • @angelinas855
      @angelinas855 5 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Ok Ok that first note hit I started crying

  • @biancadjorghi6361
    @biancadjorghi6361 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    i hope we meet again in 5 years, whatever the conditions gonna be but i hope you’re available and me too.. maybe if we both mature enough -more like me.. we can be together again..
    it hurts like hell that now we’re broken up.
    happy one year, my love ss

  • @lamonielouis2503
    @lamonielouis2503 4 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    This song always makes me feel nostalgic for some reason .. reminds me of summer or something happy that happened.. idk just makes me miss something I can’t get back or never had in the first place..

  • @MariaDelacruzCherryblossom1223
    @MariaDelacruzCherryblossom1223 5 ปีที่แล้ว +240

    Sometimes I wish to have had slow danced with him .. kinda clique I know lol

    • @RK1916_
      @RK1916_ 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Angry Ally cliché*

    • @karenr9888
      @karenr9888 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Angry Ally me too

  • @jalissaa4002
    @jalissaa4002 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    everytime I listen to this it just makes me break down and think about all the what if’s and how much my life could have been different.

  • @izzymccarthy6611
    @izzymccarthy6611 5 ปีที่แล้ว +58

    i got goosebumps when the transition happened i can’t omfg i’m crying

  • @depressedcheese6579
    @depressedcheese6579 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    “I had all and then most of you, some and now none of you” hits hard

  • @asos6711
    @asos6711 5 ปีที่แล้ว +54

    I’m crying in my room.

  • @clodaghmcconnell
    @clodaghmcconnell 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    we haven’t spoke in 3 years, i miss him so much.

    • @eri1v
      @eri1v 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Aw man :( I’m sorry

  • @tiffanyr9975
    @tiffanyr9975 4 ปีที่แล้ว +94

    i'm seeing all the comments and i just want everyone to know, ESPECIALLY the kids under 20 who feel like romantic heartbreak feels like the end of the world, it legitimately is not. it's okay to feel upset, but you're not bound to a person who you're not with anymore. also, infatuation is not love. the difference is important❤️
    (from a 24-yr-old who's romantically inexperienced but has been the shoulder to cry on for countless heartbroken friends since my early teens)

    • @onuraagdas8051
      @onuraagdas8051 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I see what you're trying to say but here's where I have a problem, I don't know why people think you need to be old enough to be in love, love isn't like your driver's license, it's not something that you can can apply for once you reach a certain age, it's love for crying out loud. Yes, infatuation and love can very easily be confused but there are people here and out there who are still really young and know what it's like to love, to be loved and to be in love. And when you are in love, when you have cared about a person for years, when you've developed a beautiful relationship over her asking you the meaning of some slang, when you know her inside out, all of her traumas, all of dreams, all of her idiosyncrasies, the way the shoots you a flying kiss in class or the way she sends you a "good morning sunshine" the first thing in the morning when she wake up with a picture of her groggy eyed toadish face, when they leave you, it legitimately is the end of the world. When a person who you loved with every inch of you, a person who you trusted more than you will ever trust yourself, a person who you would have let you lead you to the ends of this earth, a person who you really could have taken a bullet for, a person who you needed, when they leave, it is the end of the world for you. You feel destroyed, cheated, barbaric, hurt, you want to rip your heart off to just stop the pain, stop her memories, stop her voice from floating into your dreams. You can love someone when you're 8 and you can love someone when you're 68, age is irrelevant, it's the feelings that count.

    • @ghoste_girll
      @ghoste_girll 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@onuraagdas8051 agree

  • @apriandhy
    @apriandhy 5 ปีที่แล้ว +56

    Wow, never clicked on depression this fast. Thanks.

  • @JM-cu5gy
    @JM-cu5gy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Hits differently when that person is no longer with you and its not even their fault or decision

  • @emilylittle1187
    @emilylittle1187 5 ปีที่แล้ว +93

    When the party's over by Billie Eilish but you're hiding in the bathroom crying during the party

    • @YurakHunt
      @YurakHunt 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      i prefer lewis capaldis version. its class

  • @yasminout
    @yasminout 4 ปีที่แล้ว +416

    I mean...I would like to be depressed but I've never experienced this kind of love, the young romantic movie kind of love, but it looks cute. So now I just wanna read the comments just to be sad with a reason 😂

    • @nidhipandey8667
      @nidhipandey8667 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Sis are you brown? Because same.

    • @isabela927
      @isabela927 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Lolll😂

    • @wordsbykatarina
      @wordsbykatarina 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      trust me, you don't...

    • @marialawson1566
      @marialawson1566 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

      Um... trust me. You do not want to be depressed. It’s not some cute personality trait and it doesn’t make you quirky.
      (Edit): Stop romanticizing depression. There’s nothing glamorous about it.

    • @akutvgawa
      @akutvgawa 4 ปีที่แล้ว +30

      "I would like to be depressed" depression ruined so many things for me so trust me you don't

  • @saintdol
    @saintdol 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    im inlove w this song. it gives me very much old school love 💗

  • @evenings.2452
    @evenings.2452 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    I remember it :') I was in a rush when I walked in the room. First thing I saw were you, you stood out because of your beauty

  • @delilahb1234
    @delilahb1234 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    POV: your high school reunion is tomorrow and you’ve been dreading it for two reasons, you haven’t been able to settle down with anybody,and you have never truly gotten over your high school breakup.
    You are getting ready and start to reminisce on all of the memories, you reminisce all the way to the reunion. Until you walk in, meet with your old friends and chat for a while, 30 minutes go by and you hear a familiar voice *oh my god*
    You turn around and your eyes meet his, everything flooding back, those long nights stargazing on the roof with your hands woven together, everything is amazing... but the breakup memories come back, all those countless sleepless nights you’d spent thinking about him and how life would be different if you’d never broken up
    “Oh hi, u-um long time no see”
    You question what you should say
    “Are you single” you ask
    *sh*t*
    “Um yeah, actually” he laughs nervously
    “I was actually going to ask you the same thing” he says
    Your jaw drops and eyes go wide
    “Yeah, actually I am, have been ever since the breakup”
    *sh*t, not again why am I so dumb*
    “ I can fix that”
    You guys ditch the reunion
    Go for drinks, blasting your song on the way
    You feel like a kid again....
    All those days without him were entirely worth the future you build

  • @abigaildesagun627
    @abigaildesagun627 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    a 60 year-old you listening to this song and reminiscing about the good old days

  • @e1enhhh
    @e1enhhh 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    this made me think of someone i shouldn’t cause we dont even talk anymore and we were so close..

  • @leena3733
    @leena3733 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    The clouds hit different when u got people u love up there

  • @Liliofi
    @Liliofi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    I didn't know I could miss someone this much, who I never actually had

  • @94x53
    @94x53 4 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I got stuck in my memories listening to this and the only thing i want is someone who will love me for who i am rather than how i look.
    This song hits different

  • @jasminemeza3426
    @jasminemeza3426 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Fuck I haven’t heard this song in years I forgot how much this song really hurts me it’s brings up memories that I’d wish to forget

  • @leonardodicaprio4463
    @leonardodicaprio4463 4 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    i had the chance to kiss him, i could´ve made him mine, i was able to make the first move, i know we would´ve been together for a long time even tho its been 2 years now, but i didnt do anything, i was too scared to just fucking kiss him, i thought that there will be a million other Moments where we both woulve had a Chance because we liked each other a lot but now that hes gone i just feel the regret and emptiness. i hate myself so much that i didnt have the balls back then and now he kinda moved on and he has a girlfriend now and i am still sitting here crying and the worst part is
    he doesnt even know..
    TAKE THE FUCKING CHANCE AND KISS HIM/ KISS HER ! THERE WONT BE A BETTER CHANCE THAN THERES NOW !
    YOU WILL LOSE THAT PERSON AND YOU WILL JUST HAVE A FEW MEMORIES FOR THE FUTURE TO HOLD ON TO, BUT JUST A LITTLE KISS CAN CHANGE EVERYTHING!!! I SADLY HAD TO LEARN THAT THE HARD WAY.. DONT LET HIM/ HER GO JUST BECAUSE OF YOUR STUPID ANXIETY WHICH IS USELESS ANYWAY
    and when i tell you it hurts so much ! even after two years and you just cant let go because you have the tiniest bit of hope in you but you know you have to let him go because you screwed up..
    but guys: SOMETIMES HOLDING ON DOES MORE DAMAGE THAN LETTING GO..

    • @teo-so7bu
      @teo-so7bu 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      we are in the exact same situation. like literally two years ago (we both liked eachother) but i was too scared to actually tell him how i feel :( and now we barely talk because he has a girlfriend... but im still wondering if he ever thinks about me

  • @elmomanneee
    @elmomanneee 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    it’s the fact u kno that they won’t feel the same way again

  • @mollygray8561
    @mollygray8561 5 ปีที่แล้ว +188

    I'm not crying you are (love this btw)

  • @sweetpea6456
    @sweetpea6456 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    this reminds me of that heavy feeling that comes with missing and loving someone that was never yours to begin with

  • @Blue-xt4tp
    @Blue-xt4tp 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    People cry not because love ends.They cry because love still continue even its over.