exactly... as someone who tried to commit, i... i can say, it's because i really didn't think i can take more pain. it just becomes too much, chest too full, eyes too dry, no more tears left, only this pain where your heart should be. it's a big blank, empty space. and it just grows untill you see nothing but pain... you see nothing but getting hurt and you feel like there is no hope. living becomes pain. nothing feels right, nothing makes you happy. it's just an unbarable pain, nothing else...
@@NoName-lp1qu it’s a little preachy though. Pun intended. I also noticed that they copy pasted the same message through the whole comment section which I thought was a little unoriginal. I do have a thing against over zealous people because of what I am to their religion (a sin, in most of their eyes being pansexual) so the seething rage I feel probably slipped out in my comment. I’m sort of considering if I’m sorry or not for offending you. Have a nice night/morning.
@@wynterfir don’t worry you didn’t offend me, so there’s nothing to feel bad/apologize for. I just said my opinion in regards to your comment which I probably shouldn’t have said. Sorry that you feel that you are viewed negatively in religions eyes. Have a good night as well !!
@@NoName-lp1qu You know I’m chill if you’re chill. I don’t like fighting on the internet, but opinions are opinions and every human being should have the right to one. I hope you continue to be able to use your opinions because they’re are appreciated. You made me realize that I’d been a jerk to so I guess......Have sweet dreams and try not to go down a internet rabbit hole tonight fellow traveler. :D
Yeah, idk why, but this music is different in the way that it shaped my thoughts into more of a third-person narrative. I think it's because the song sounds very cinematic and comparable to sad intervals within films that we personalise that triggered sub-conscious memory and tie that in with the emotions the song portrays.
it’s currently christmas eve; my family are downstairs having fun and looking forward to christmas and i’m upstairs, unable to get out of bed. i really miss being a child. edit: hi. it’s been a year since i posted this, im not really much better but i’m still here so that counts for something :’)
On Christmas Eve I was taking care of my grandfather who is slowly dying and my family couldn’t do anything fun on Christmas Eve, and on the way home I was thinking of all the memories of Christmas Eve when I was little and started crying, it was the worst feeling ever. I hope you are doing ok, I love you
@Carl Williams this was amazing to read, glad your still here with us today and yes I’ve been looking to god recently. Even tho I’m not the one who this was directed it was still great to hear about your experience
I started listening to this about 4 months ago when my bsf told me we needed to move on from each other and yeah this song pretty much sums up how my heart feels her birthday was yesterday and I got to see on everyone's story how much fun she was having, I wasn't jealous, but my heart felt so life less , heavy, and empty I couldn't bare it so I started clawing at my chest trying to stop my heart from hurting so yeah😅🔫it is currently 3:20am and I think I'm fucked lmao
This really hit me. Missing the warmth of another. Not remembering what it feels like, their heart beating against yours. With everyone wearing masks, I can't remember the last time someone smiled at me.
Hi, although I do not know you I love you. That may be strange but if people can hate without reason I can love without reason. It can't rain all the time. Please take care of yourself!
This is my sister's phone I found this screen shot with a text in her notes It said: dear random person u kinda saved my life but im sorry for not being strong enough I couldn't handle the pain but i want u to know ur being is one the most valuable things in the world She committed suicide
@@aoriaeraya8539 aw babe you can hmu when ever you ever want to say anything, even if you don’t see this. know that time brings things to fill all the empty spots i could never imagine loosing my sister in anyway don’t let anyone tell you how to feel okay?! and you do whatever the fuck you need too to ease your mind. please stay safe and let your heart smile more often you really deserve it.❤️❤️
I’ve been going thru so much and before I read your comment I felt like I couldn’t do it anymore, but hearing or reading someone say I love truly changes everything and I wouldn’t be here today if a hadn’t read your comment. Thank you so much, I love you
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
"Mom I'm in pain!" "So am I!" "But Mom-" "I'm in more pain than you, you are just a kid who thinks too much." "You can't compare your pain with mine!" "I'm just telling you the facts and that you made my life worse than it was! Oh I wish you were never born!" "Me too, Mom"
Is this a real converstation you had with your mom? If so, I'm incredibly sorry...you don't deserve these words, no one deserves them. You're a warrior, stronger in comparison to other warriors. The only difference is that no one understands your strength, so everything becomes more difficult and hard. Remember this, you are the warrior of your life, YOU and you only know how it feels. I wish you plenty of strength to battle the pain, you are worthy, always. You are here for a reason, you are a miracle
We love you. You may not know me, or anyone here, but we love you all the same. You have a cheering section here rooting for you. Listen closely and you may hear us. ❤️❤️
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
I cannot even put into words how beautiful this was. Thank you so much for these extremely kind words. Please know that they are valid for you as well. I don’t know you, but I love you so unimaginably much. Thank you for existing, thank you for giving everyone hope.
i promise it gets better. keep your head high, remember the things that once made you happy. stop teaching for the happy ending and just let every chapter play out. i love you
This song sounds like when you finally found yourself back again, despite all the things you went through you finally healed and came back stronger than ever before. It sounds like a better version of yourself has a merge, I find comfort in this song I swear..
Guys this anime is called perfect blue a film. And before you watch this i do warn you that this film contains rape, graphic voilence, detailed nudity and alot of blood. I know elements like these cause anxiety attacks and sleepless nights so please only watch this if you can handle these things even though this is an anime movie it truly is terrifying as if it was a real shot person film. If you do by any chance watch and do get scared picture yourself in a happy place, distract yourself, take care or your health and believe that its not real because if you believe in something enough it becomes the truth. Stay safe :). And for those I've been reading about how you struggle with your life and want to end it please dont if you do just know that you will cause more damage once you are gone: think about your family, friends, pets, new faces you have met, future and what about all those excitments you've had as a child when wanting to become older dont you want to fulfill them? I know times are tough and you want to get out of that deep void you've unfortunately hit and dont worry you will staying happy, eating, sleeping well, getting the right positive energy, giving positive energy out, and surrounding yourslef with the right people will be the beginning of a wonderful change. Of course like anything it takes time its like holding a glass for 30 seconds you'll hand will get tired and will probably take 10 seconds to heal but holding it up for 30 mins your arm would probably need a couple of mins same goes for this forever how long you have been feeling as if you are trapped it will take time but let it dont stress, keep and you'll see the changes and if you dont like someone or something change that. If you ever need anyone to talk to just know that i am here. Stay strong as your furture self will thank you. Keep safe through these hard times and hopefully you will begin your journey into a more content and optimistic person :).
Yes guys i know there is a alot of grammer and spag mistakes in this but my main point was getting the message out about this and peoples struggles. Anyways, have a wonderful day :).
@@kavoozle2145 No problem. This film despise being horror does have a very deep and noticeable meaning behind it. Hope you enjoy the film when you do start watching it. :)
i'm sorry that i can't take care of myself. i'm sorry that i keep doing these things despite or even because i know that they will destroy me. i'm sorry that i keep annoying you with all my problems, and i'm sorry for trying to cling to you despite knowing that i cannot hold onto you forever and that maybe letting you go is just another oart of growing up. but that's the thing, isn't it? i cannot bear the thought of growing up. not in this world, not like this, not without knowing who i even am without everyone else. not without remembering my childhood. i just want everything to be okay again, but how can i say again when things never really were okay? i miss you. i miss talking about you or thinking about you without feeling sad or guilty. i miss talking to you. i miss being able to tell you every last part about myself without being terrified. i miss sitting in your kitchen at three am making food and trying not to wake up your mum because she would surely get mad. i miss sneaking to the toilet at my house when we were eleven at four am and my mum finding out that we had stayed up all night playing video games and her taking away your laptop. i just miss you, man.
My mom always told me that it’s okay To cry, that it doesn’t mean weakness but letting go of the things that hold u down in life. She doesn’t know the reason I cry is her. How she tells me I’m stupid for feeling the way I do and how I should ‘grow up’. She doesn’t know how much it hurts when I finally open up to her, just for her to shut me out and say it’s my own fault. It’s my fault she does the things she does. It’s my fault for what she says. Funny isn’t it, the women who brought me into this life, is the reason I’m gone.
Don’t give up man. Keep fighting! I know what kind of pain you’re dealing with. I was in hell when I lived with my mother. It was especially bad when I was around 14-15 years old. I’m 20 now. Just keep moving forward until you can get away from the people who make your life miserable. Your life will start to get better after that.
@@manny733 Its so relieving to know I’m not alone in this. Rn I’m 14 and it’s horrible knowing I can’t change anything, and being the age I am my opinion means absolute caca, to her anyway. I wanna get away so bad bro, it’s literally tearing me apart. Thankyou sm for giving me hope I really needed it ❤️
@@user-bs3ts7rz8p No problem man. You’re just gonna have to endure the situation until you can leave. It’s gonna suck but once you’re out of that environment you will feel better over time. Just don’t give up until then. You’ll be alright bro. 👍
this song makes me feel like I'm dying, then floating, or flying, through a beautiful, glowing forest, the trees are glowing bright blue and bright pink, almost neon, and it's so beautiful, there are creatures all around, otherworldly, but beautiful. all I can say is, this song makes me think of sad, but beautiful things.
New year today, in 2020 I was diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa, and I don't have anyone by my side. Hope this year gets better for me and anyone that is reading this.
Just know that I believe in you and that I love you. I know it doesn't mean much coming from a random person on the internet, but I am so proud of you. You're so beautiful and amazing. You're so strong and brave. I love you
Why am I never good enough? What’s wrong with me? I just loved him so much and that’s what I got? I don’t understand this life. I‘m trying my best every day over and over again. I go to school and think „Today is gonna be a better day“ but after school I just feel alone. It hurts that I care so much about others but they don’t give a fuck bout me. I think I don’t deserve that shit. It hurts so much.
For me, this musically describes the overwhelming emptiness following a heart break. Definitely felt it for a good one and a half to two years after my former partner ghosted out of my life. Shout out to all those healing, it gets better again; don't give up.
I don’t feel like I want to die, it’s just... I wish the person I’m destinated to be was here, feel his warmth, see his beautiful eyes and call him “home”
He or she will be there one day ur a beautifull person with a good heart keep searching and when ur heart says this is the one take ur chance... Dont and u end up like me letting the love of ur life go
There so much to live for. All the tiny everyday things, that are so small but mean so damn much. He’s a list. 1. That feeling you get in your stomach when you drive over a bump 2. The colors of the sky during a sunset 3. A sunset at the beach 4. The sparkle in someone’s eye when they talk about something they love. 5. Smiling so hard it hurts 6. Eating your favorite food from childhood and feeling nostalgic 7. The first bite of a food you’ve craved for a really long time 8. Showers after the beach 9. The moon 10. Standing outside in the sun and getting warm 11. The feeling of coming in to your house when it’s cold outside and wrapping yourself in blankets 12. Writing with a really smooth pens 13. Petting a cat and hearing it purr 14. The sky clearing after a really bad rain storm 15. Catching a snowflake on your tongue 16. Feeling proud of yourself after an accomplishment 17. Trying a recipe and having people tell you what you made was good 18. Hearing birds chirp in the morning 19. Seeing lonely roads in the early morning like 4 AM early 20. Having a snow day and going back to sleep even though you were getting ready for school
Same...I have read one book series and for first time I felt like I have found home. Even Family. It was amazing. And it's over now. And I'm rereading it over and over again ,but it's over. I would never be at home again... And just knowing that...it hurts like hell *Ik I sound stupid ,and no one can understand me. That's why I don't tell anyone ✌🏻
This is a song that it takes courage for me to listen too. (I'm a girl) after meeting the girl I had been texting for months in person for the first time, I went home and cried, because I realized I fell in love with her, but I would never be able to be with her because of my family. Everytime I listen to this song, it makes me cry, because I remember her touch and the time spent with her, even though it didn't last for a long time. She confessed to me, and I lo Nove her, but we can't be together, and it hurts (Edit) I also play this song for her on the piano over the phone when she is going through stuff
Listen i am not gay and am dealing in much other shit like fear attacks fear womans dont like me cause i cant get a job and am suicidle but take this from me live is basically a test u can get ur goals and live the live u want or end up as me and be someone who probably dies alone i have a saying for live ( u gotta go tro hell to reach heaven) the hell ur facing are that ur parents dont let u be the girl u want to be they dont exept the fact u like a girl but u know what f.ck em its UR life ur test and no one can tell u what u need to be and if they dont exept u being gay then THEY have to learn exept it not u go get that girl confess and when u see ur parents angry ignore them u dont need parents that boss u around u need someone that understands u and THAT AND ONLY THAT person should be ur quid Thx for reading and if u search for me ill be watching with you tro the ever bleu ski
" Cause God damit its over get that through your fucking head its over we're finally free to be HUMAN .lets be human even if its just for today . " - My self conscious . " But today only last so long and tomorrow is so far away , If I act human even if its just for today , Ill be in pain and pain Is much more scary than never being happy ." - My depression . " Pleas just for a moment , shut up ." - Me
The thing you realize as you get older, is that parents don't know everything, their stuck in their ways and they are doing what they've been taught by their parents. The hard part, is stepping outside the dysfunction and breaking the curse. You will upset them, they will guilt trip you and beg you to stop. Until the day that healing is complete and you are living a healthier life, then the spoken word would be "I'm so proud of my child".
(This saying is not mine, I just can relate deeply with it. I’m pretty sure it’s from a movie, but I saw it in a sad quotes video- if you do know the movie, you can inform me. 😅)
I genuinely enjoy this this type of music. It helps me get a deeper look at my life. I've been thru a lot of ups and downs, but thru it all ive stuck close to God. If anyone needs prayers Christian or not, please DONT hesitate to comment. Welcome all and please never give up. Times do get easier
The moment I knew I was hurt was when I was crying INFRONT of my mirror and started to realize that nobody knows how unhappy I am and that I’m so fucked up to the point I started talking to god.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
this is so powerful... yet so calming.. its just so odd how the simplest things can have the biggest impacts. its just the simplicity that makes this so powerful..its just a masterpiece.
This song has mellowed me out enough that I started to read the comment section. The things people have posted on here are so beautiful and heartwarming. From the people listing the reasons you should help yourself all the way to the people saying I Miss You to their loved ones all the way to that one dude who posted "Eyes: Closed Ears: On fire Heart: WOW Brain: Shocked Hotel? Trivago" which gave me a nice sob chuckle. Every single one of you is enough. We don't need to be perfect, we don't even need to be great. We are all good enough and that is enough.
This sound also feels like when you saw someone that you’ve ever loved so much before. You guys couldn’t be together for some reason, but you guys saw each other outside, and the memories just FLASHED through your mind, god damn..
Depends on how I'm feeling this song can make so happy and full of joy, or can make me cry my eyes out. It's beautiful how something can make you feel that much, how it can help you express your feelings. How you can feel and understand the song without it even has lyrics.
It feels like you're in the middle of nowhere... somewhere in a lonely motel after an apokalyptic. You find nobody, you feel lonely and desparated and clueless and you have tofind out what to do with your life. Amazing video. Amazing how a gif and a music composing can make you feel. Thank you.
this song reminds me of the love of my life. it reminds me of the countless times we hugged for what felt like hours and when he wiped my tears and when I wiped his and when he spoke every word, his voice gave me chills because I realized it was the most beautiful sound in the world and his eyes and the most beautiful hazel with hints of emerald green and his smile is inviting and full of passion and his body is perfect and his kindness is infectious and above all hi strength is so admirable because he has been through shit that’s unimaginable to most people and yet he held on and kept pushing, and I remember him breaking down in my arms and I swear I felt my heart break in half when I saw him in so much pain. I haven’t seen him in over two years and yet he is still my home and I miss him more and more everyday and even though I know I will never see him again, I also know I will never truly be able to get over him for he changed my life and honestly if he never came into my life and helped me the way he did, I don’t think I would be here right now. so that’s what this song reminds me of. falling in love and realizing you will never stop falling so thank you *******
If I could choose 1 song that perfectly describes how I feel it would be this one. I feel so lonely, upset, lost I feel as though I am not worth a single second. I want help, I want love I want to be understood but at the end of the day there’s no point no one will ever care enough. As long as it doesn’t bother them no one else will care. I almost took my life on December 27 2021 but I fought with myself until I eventually fell asleep. No body know though. They won’t ever know unless I actually do it. Well to my fellow wanderers who feel lost in this horrid yet somehow beautiful world, I love you x
this is that type of song that you would apologise to all your friends and bestfriends secretly for being “annoying” even though you weren’t or being in a “bad mood” aka, what i did earlier to my guy bestfriend, i said sorry and their was no point in saying sorry
God, I'm screaming for help..not using my voice...but my heart and soul, my mind. God I've been going thru hell on Earth since I was 3. I've been in pain since then, though I was that young, I would cry so much knowing why..bc I was living in a toxic home for 6 years, nothing but fighting, nothing but pain, nothing but hate, nothing but hurt. And bc of all that, look at me now..I'm miserable. I'm depressed and Ive been this way ever since. And my only happiness is god and my bf❤️😔, bc they have all been there for me when no one else was. Thank them both for that. But either way, I'm still in a living hell, and Im still depressed and miserable. And I'm praying out to God that he takes me already, bc i can't do it anymore.😔
This song makes me think of the hardships of life. I imagine old people from all walks of life, cultures and religions just staring into a camera; their eyes reflecting their experience and almost telling their stories without words, and their voiceover describing their journey, hardships and triumphs. This imagining reminds me that everyone has their own story, everyone faces their own hardships, and in the end, no one is more or less important for it. We are all simply living our lives to the best we can and that is all that matters. In moments like this, I truly respect all of you and I wish that you all the make the most of your lives.
POV: it’s Christmas night, you and your family are relaxing and you reflect on the year you had and the ups and downs of it. You noticed that this year has been different and you get flashbacks of all the gd memories you experienced.
I’m at school rn listening to this during my spare and I feel like im about to cry! This is so beautiful and I thought the original one was sooo good but hearing it slowed down is even better!!
All my life I’ve listened to the original piece, slowing it down really changed my perspective. It makes me feel happier. It’s like everything has slowed down, given me an open window to see all the good things in life I almost forgot.
i am so sorry for breaking your heart. i never intended to do so, i just did not have any other choice. when life gets tough, and your feelings change for someone, it is better to let go than hold on until it hurts. i know i should have told you sooner, but i just didn’t know how. your eyes, that light in them when you looked at me meant that i was the person who kept you alive. how could i cut our relationship when i was the only person you looked at? i never wanted to harm you, or break your heart, it just happened as all things do. when something breaks you can never exactly fix it, because even if you put the pieces back together something has already changed about it so the whole thing is different. i want to talk to you someday. about everything. you were not the only one who got hurt that afternoon. i cried, and cried, and i still do to this day whenever i think about you. i hope one day we will come clear about this and you will find your peace with me. sincerely, someone who loved you until it hurt
Hey girly. I’m sorry to hear about all this. It must be very tough, painful. Remember that things happen for a reason. If you two are meant to be, things will work out in the end. For now, accept how things are going, and hope. Hope that you two one day can come clear about it. I hope things will work out and that you are okay. If your last couple of days, weeks or maybe even months have been bad, I truly hope you know that the good days will come. They will come
"In the end; the whole of life often becomes an act of letting go. But what always hurts the most; Is not taking a moment to say goodbye." Hang in there. You will find your way, the stars only shine at night for us to see after all! It might sound corny, but like eveyone else in the comments: I just want you to be happy.
@@gino-cz9zu Your comment kept dwelling on my mind over the last day(s) and I honestly struggled trying to find the right reply. Even as I’m writing this, I feel like I’m just typing out all the wrong things, forgive me if I do. Maybe making other people happy, will help you re-discover your own happiness. After all it only took you a single sentence to get one fact across: You value other people’s happiness above your own- That selflessness is rare and, in my opinion, a treasure! It’ll pay out, I’m sure it will.
Im making others happy for as long as i can remember from just helping someone who randomly is crying on a bench to friends with relation problems problem is i have fear attacks im almost scared all day long and i dont know why or where it comes from i cant get one step out of the door without getting fear i lost my school and job thx to it im not the person anymore wich i used to be plus 12 years now im single i see al my friends happy with their girl or boyfriend meanwhile i look at myself and cant stop thinking no girl ever is gonna like a jobless fear for everything having man all that piled up and last winter it collapsed i listend to this song got out of bed and walkt into the snow to the highway only having my pyjamas on i sat on the rails by the highway for at least 3 hours thinking if i should tro myself infront of the bus i lost al hope my uncle Aunt grandpa died al 3 in 3 years in a Row cause of lungcancer and my grandma died and laid dead in her bed for a week ill never forget the smell wich came from her coffin but right before i would attempt i thought about friends and family how sad they would be so i chose to walk back home and at least try to save others from suicide cause i know if my problems keeps al up i wont make it
@@gino-cz9zu Hey, sorry for taking a while to get back to you, I didn’t forget. I owe you an explanation of where I’m from as well, so here goes: I lost my job thanks to COVID a few weeks ago and have been struggling to get it back together. My last living grandparent is suffering from what seems to be Alzheimer (not yet diagnosed). Went there yesterday and she had trouble remembering who I was. I still remember her singing lullabies to me when I was just a baby. Now she barely remembers me. My girlfriend left me a few years ago for another guy who I once counted one of my closest friends. At times I just can’t take it anymore. I’m afraid of a new relationship, always wondering whether there’s even a point to opening up towards someone new. I have trouble sleeping at night every now and then. Sometimes I just I just keep wondering: Why even bother? I lost count of all the nights I spent awake, feeling like the most worthless piece of shit. And at some point, it just hit me: We’re all alive right here, right now. We didn’t choose to be, but here we are. We have no choice but make the best out of everything we can. That way, when its our time to go, we can leave with no regrets. I’m there for the people I love and sure, they don’t know how broken I feel inside but hell: if they cherish my advice then its not so bad at all. You seem to be stuck there as well. Helping people around you. People you randomly encountered or friends with relationship problems that relied on you. You were and always have been there for them, sacrificing yourself. I know I’m a complete stranger to you but I wholeheartedly believe in your kindness. You showed it just by those answers you gave me. Don’t give up! Keep holding on. Things might not get easier just by reading my stupid reply. I don’t want you to do anything you regret. I want to cheer for your happiness, I really do. No bullshit. While you read this, I want you to think of someone out there, crossing their fingers, for you, only you. That’ll be me. “Gino” sounds pretty Italian to me, therefore: in bocca al lupo! If I guessed wrong, it just means: Good luck!
@@Swingerfinger idk life has been depressing these last years my friends have someone to talk to uknow to get stuff of their shoulders i dont have that i told u earlier that i have fear problems because i dont know u u dont know me so if u say stuff about me no one would give a sh.t but if i tell the truth about my problems to my friends i am scared they just leave me or something like that it happend before and i know for sure i cant take another year of getting bullied anymore so idk if i will get a future where i have a wife and kids and a job cause right now i feel like i end up as a jobless shit with no wife or kids later and i dont wanna have that future uknow i see my friends happy with their relations but i see myself sinking further and further in this grey pit in my brain focussing less and less around me so yeah idk how long i can keep on fighting but i will try Anyway thanks for taking the time to read my comments and try to help me it means allot to me to have someone willing to help me even if i dont know u i hope u find a New job and get a more loyal girlfriend and friends who dont try to steal her thx again for reading Btw im not italian im dutch:)
Life is pain. It is agony. It can break us down to atoms and make us question our cause for breathing. But there is power in it. There is flame. The scorching is our reminder that we exist. And it’s a beautiful burn.
keep fighting. u don't know what's in store for u in the next few days, weeks, months, years. things will change, and change for the better. think about the experiences, the happiness the future holds. don't give up now. i believe in you, and i know you've got this. just promise me you'll keep trying. keep believing and don't give up. It'll be worth it, even thought it maybe doesn't feel like it now. i love u. i want the best for u. keep going ❤️
Remember? How you used to enjoy even the smallest things in life? You learned your first words with such an excitement. Oh, you were so proud of yourself as you made your first steps. Remember when you experienced snow for the first time? How you tried to catch every snowflake flying around you. But you never could, they melted in your small hands so fast. Remember how you layed in the grass fantasising about the shapes of the clouds. When it rained you jumped in every puddle you could find. In autumn you loved to jump in the pile of leaves and throwing them in the air. How excited you were for your birthdays. Oh, you wanted to get older so desperately. Remember your first day of school? You wanted to know everything and become just as smart as dad. Now look at you. Sitting here. Alone. Depressed. Stressed out. The world has lost every colour for you. You can't see them anymore. But I know that your inner child is still there, somewhere deep inside you. You just have to try hard enough to find it. When you found him, I want you to hug him and tell him that everything will be alright. Just as your mum used to. As you know everything mum says is true
This song just hits your soul. Reveals feelings and wounds you never thought you had. Melancholic but also relieving after crying uncontrollably. As if, one could close their eyes and just lie there, in peace and isolation.
maybe someone who knows me will see this at some point in time or maybe it’ll only be a stranger but it all hurts so bad and i keep telling myself i can handle it that i’ve had much worse but the truth is, my bones have long since worn out. my heart has long since stopped beating, the blood does not flow through my aching veins any longer. you are reading this now and maybe by now i’m gone or i’m still here, this feeling however will be forever. i’m gone
I have fear attacks wake up in the middle of the night in a puddle of sweat and tears till one day i was done with life walkt to the highway tro the snow in my pyjamas and was about to end it when suddenly a thought came tro me i Once said to get to heaven u gotta go tro hell then i realized if i kill myself my parents and Friends would be put tro that hell cause my death will cause them a loss of a friend and family all i want to say is keep going tro that hell and u will get to heaven keep fighting i do the same m8
This song makes me think of my feelings after losing my uncle. I was weak and sad at first, then I thought I was getting stronger but I was actually getting overwhelmed with pain :)
Failure is not the absence of success. Failure is the absence of growth. Likewise, sadness is not the absence of joy. Sadness is the absence of change. To live is to change and grow. It isn’t easy. But it is the challenge life gives us.
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comment any requests you guys have!
ps: only songs that don't have a slowed version on youtube yet 👇
Arms of the ocean by Blackbriar pllls 🥺🥺
could you do 'free me' by sia?
Can you please do patience my love by ilivehere. Thankyou.
I just want to know the anime lol I thought it was Evangelion at first but no
Thenian atlas
" it's like you're screaming, but no one can hear..."
Exactly
this comment. 😕
Right!!😭😭🙏
It's hard.
This fits so well...
I think the thing that hurts most as a teenager is finally realizing why people resort to drugs or alcohol
As an adult too:(
You're so right
I see why people do it I defo do and it makes me wanna cry, but I don’t think I could ever resort to drugs
yeah definitely..
I agree
I feel like people don't commit suicide because they want to die. They just can't bear the pain of living anymore.
True
exactly... as someone who tried to commit, i... i can say, it's because i really didn't think i can take more pain.
it just becomes too much, chest too full, eyes too dry, no more tears left, only this pain where your heart should be. it's a big blank, empty space. and it just grows untill you see nothing but pain... you see nothing but getting hurt and you feel like there is no hope. living becomes pain. nothing feels right, nothing makes you happy. it's just an unbarable pain, nothing else...
@@celestiastrax I am so sorry. But one thing I am sure of is that its worth it to be alive. Best wishes:)
@@sophiege6234 thank you, best wishes for you too❤️
So true💔 and the voices in ur head just wont stop
Pain is the only reminder that you were real ~twilight
Damn someone really quoted a chunk of the Christian bible at you my dude.
@@wynterfir nothing wrong with that 🥲
@@NoName-lp1qu it’s a little preachy though. Pun intended.
I also noticed that they copy pasted the same message through the whole comment section which I thought was a little unoriginal. I do have a thing against over zealous people because of what I am to their religion (a sin, in most of their eyes being pansexual) so the seething rage I feel probably slipped out in my comment. I’m sort of considering if I’m sorry or not for offending you.
Have a nice night/morning.
@@wynterfir don’t worry you didn’t offend me, so there’s nothing to feel bad/apologize for. I just said my opinion in regards to your comment which I probably shouldn’t have said. Sorry that you feel that you are viewed negatively in religions eyes. Have a good night as well !!
@@NoName-lp1qu You know I’m chill if you’re chill. I don’t like fighting on the internet, but opinions are opinions and every human being should have the right to one. I hope you continue to be able to use your opinions because they’re are appreciated. You made me realize that I’d been a jerk to so I guess......Have sweet dreams and try not to go down a internet rabbit hole tonight fellow traveler. :D
this is so beautiful i’m gonna cry
@Carl Williams um i don’t believe in god but thanks?
@@osaobeid7828 i don’t think i KNOW we are mistakes are dumb :)
@@osaobeid7828 yes, when i’m dying the only thing i will thinking about is how i don’t believe in god lmfao fuck off
@@lilyrichmond2212 what are you so pissed for sir, a genuinely person is her to talk with you and you just say fuck off.
Osa Obeid delusional? dont make me laugh ur delusional for believing in something that its impossible i mean if god is real then i have superpowers 😂
This song made me feel as if I was living through my life in third person watching myself as I grow old or die of some illness.
Oh yeah I see that..but like I see a part of myself just staring at all the things I did.
Yeah, idk why, but this music is different in the way that it shaped my thoughts into more of a third-person narrative. I think it's because the song sounds very cinematic and comparable to sad intervals within films that we personalise that triggered sub-conscious memory and tie that in with the emotions the song portrays.
it’s currently christmas eve; my family are downstairs having fun and looking forward to christmas and i’m upstairs, unable to get out of bed.
i really miss being a child.
edit: hi. it’s been a year since i posted this, im not really much better but i’m still here so that counts for something :’)
Virtual hug! 💜
On Christmas Eve I was taking care of my grandfather who is slowly dying and my family couldn’t do anything fun on Christmas Eve, and on the way home I was thinking of all the memories of Christmas Eve when I was little and started crying, it was the worst feeling ever. I hope you are doing ok, I love you
i love u, i’m proud of you baby. you’ll get there soon i promise
i completely understand how u feel i rlly miss being a child too 🥺
yall it hurts. It really really hurts
the moment i knew i was hurt was when i started asking god for help
The moment I knew I was hurt was when I couldn’t remember what happiness felt like.
the moment I knew i was completely broken was when I decided for myself that god doesn't exist.
Me too,and I'm happy i did
You shouldn't be sorry.
Your just trying to help.
Thank you for at least attempting to spread the word. :)
The moment I knew I was hurt is when I realized I can't hold in the tears anymore
If heart break had a song this would be it
if i ever fell in love…
I’ve seen the Jesus guy all through the comment section XD. Good comment btw.
@Carl Williams this was amazing to read, glad your still here with us today and yes I’ve been looking to god recently. Even tho I’m not the one who this was directed it was still great to hear about your experience
Que Hermosa melodia para dormir ok
I started listening to this about 4 months ago when my bsf told me we needed to move on from each other and yeah this song pretty much sums up how my heart feels her birthday was yesterday and I got to see on everyone's story how much fun she was having, I wasn't jealous, but my heart felt so life less , heavy, and empty I couldn't bare it so I started clawing at my chest trying to stop my heart from hurting so yeah😅🔫it is currently 3:20am and I think I'm fucked lmao
sleeping at last have produced some of the most beautiful sounds I've ever heard
Understatement of the year. Every time I think Ryan has created the most beautiful thing, he finds a way to outdo himself.
I just want to be hugged, I want affection.
hug n cuddles coming your way(virtually ofc) i hope you feel my love coming towards you!🤎
Try hugging yourself I give myself hugs every night and it is better than no hugs at all . Sending you love and support ❤❤
Sending hugs you’ll be alright ☺️
*sending you virtual hugs*
This really hit me. Missing the warmth of another. Not remembering what it feels like, their heart beating against yours. With everyone wearing masks, I can't remember the last time someone smiled at me.
"Pain is temporary but swag is forever" - god himself
Swag means ”secretly we are gay” like fr
Sorry that came out kinda mean
@@gayclosetdemon3286 me and my gays approved, im not offended dont worry
@@gayclosetdemon3286 imma azula simp too😭❤️
@@yanna9611 damn. Do you have the mommy/daddy issues too then ?😭🤚❤️
This song is my obsession
It fills the void in my soul in a way that no other music does
this song breaks my heart into a million pieces
🤍
this is the song that will play when the world ends.
It’s about to happen
Hopefully soon....
Hi, although I do not know you I love you. That may be strange but if people can hate without reason I can love without reason. It can't rain all the time. Please take care of yourself!
This is my sister's phone
I found this screen shot with a text in her notes
It said: dear random person u kinda saved my life but im sorry for not being strong enough
I couldn't handle the pain but i want u to know ur being is one the most valuable things in the world
She committed suicide
@@aoriaeraya8539 aw babe you can hmu when ever you ever want to say anything, even if you don’t see this. know that time brings things to fill all the empty spots i could never imagine loosing my sister in anyway don’t let anyone tell you how to feel okay?! and you do whatever the fuck you need too to ease your mind. please stay safe and let your heart smile more often you really deserve it.❤️❤️
thank you beautiful human..
i can tell you’re a beautiful human. thank you for your kindness
I’ve been going thru so much and before I read your comment I felt like I couldn’t do it anymore, but hearing or reading someone say I love truly changes everything and I wouldn’t be here today if a hadn’t read your comment. Thank you so much, I love you
I just really want a friend who loves me as much as I love them.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
I swear sleeping at last has the most beautiful songs
"Mom I'm in pain!"
"So am I!"
"But Mom-"
"I'm in more pain than you, you are just a kid who thinks too much."
"You can't compare your pain with mine!"
"I'm just telling you the facts and that you made my life worse than it was! Oh I wish you were never born!"
"Me too, Mom"
Is this a real converstation you had with your mom? If so, I'm incredibly sorry...you don't deserve these words, no one deserves them. You're a warrior, stronger in comparison to other warriors. The only difference is that no one understands your strength, so everything becomes more difficult and hard. Remember this, you are the warrior of your life, YOU and you only know how it feels. I wish you plenty of strength to battle the pain, you are worthy, always. You are here for a reason, you are a miracle
"Me too, Mom" mhmm
We love you. You may not know me, or anyone here, but we love you all the same. You have a cheering section here rooting for you. Listen closely and you may hear us.
❤️❤️
this is cap 😂
جالب بود.
2:43 hit different
Yes it does
This is the kind of sleep I need. Never to be awaken, just consumed in infinite peace of nothingness
Dear person whoever reads this,
Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile.
Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs.
Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one.
I love you and send you hugs.
You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you.
YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN.
I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN.
YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN.
You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice.
You’re beautiful inside out.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN.
I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO.
It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you.
I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go.
I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.??
I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night.
If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you.
If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits.
If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed.
And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :)
All I want for you is to stay and feel alive.
Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world.
I need you here with me :).
Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out.
Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up.
And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :).
Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?!
- The stranger that cares about you more than anything.
I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay.
I hope you will remember my words- becho :)
Until tomorrow, my friend :)
I cannot even put into words how beautiful this was. Thank you so much for these extremely kind words. Please know that they are valid for you as well. I don’t know you, but I love you so unimaginably much. Thank you for existing, thank you for giving everyone hope.
DAMN you just made me cry man! Thank you so much! Life does get tough but I’ll keep pushing for us both!
i wanna be ur friend 😭🥺
I love you my dear friend
I love you💔
listening to this on new year's eve and crying my eyes out.. it's been a hard year
Have things been going well for you so far?
You've made it though here bud. Never give up. You can do this
I’m So proud of you ❤️
New Year's Eve 2021... me too.
How are you now?, any better?
My depression got depression :)
i promise it gets better. keep your head high, remember the things that once made you happy. stop teaching for the happy ending and just let every chapter play out. i love you
Very accurate description
This song sounds like when you finally found yourself back again, despite all the things you went through you finally healed and came back stronger than ever before. It sounds like a better version of yourself has a merge, I find comfort in this song I swear..
This is so freaking beautiful. Please don’t delete I love this so much🥺💕
Guys this anime is called perfect blue a film. And before you watch this i do warn you that this film contains rape, graphic voilence, detailed nudity and alot of blood. I know elements like these cause anxiety attacks and sleepless nights so please only watch this if you can handle these things even though this is an anime movie it truly is terrifying as if it was a real shot person film. If you do by any chance watch and do get scared picture yourself in a happy place, distract yourself, take care or your health and believe that its not real because if you believe in something enough it becomes the truth. Stay safe :). And for those I've been reading about how you struggle with your life and want to end it please dont if you do just know that you will cause more damage once you are gone: think about your family, friends, pets, new faces you have met, future and what about all those excitments you've had as a child when wanting to become older dont you want to fulfill them? I know times are tough and you want to get out of that deep void you've unfortunately hit and dont worry you will staying happy, eating, sleeping well, getting the right positive energy, giving positive energy out, and surrounding yourslef with the right people will be the beginning of a wonderful change. Of course like anything it takes time its like holding a glass for 30 seconds you'll hand will get tired and will probably take 10 seconds to heal but holding it up for 30 mins your arm would probably need a couple of mins same goes for this forever how long you have been feeling as if you are trapped it will take time but let it dont stress, keep and you'll see the changes and if you dont like someone or something change that. If you ever need anyone to talk to just know that i am here. Stay strong as your furture self will thank you. Keep safe through these hard times and hopefully you will begin your journey into a more content and optimistic person :).
Yes guys i know there is a alot of grammer and spag mistakes in this but my main point was getting the message out about this and peoples struggles. Anyways, have a wonderful day :).
@@kavoozle2145 No problem. This film despise being horror does have a very deep and noticeable meaning behind it. Hope you enjoy the film when you do start watching it. :)
I think I’ll rewatch it because I don’t remember this scene
@@Madisvvn Okay. Overall, i do think it's a moral film. Hope you enjoy when rewatching it. :D
i'm sorry that i can't take care of myself. i'm sorry that i keep doing these things despite or even because i know that they will destroy me. i'm sorry that i keep annoying you with all my problems, and i'm sorry for trying to cling to you despite knowing that i cannot hold onto you forever and that maybe letting you go is just another oart of growing up. but that's the thing, isn't it? i cannot bear the thought of growing up. not in this world, not like this, not without knowing who i even am without everyone else. not without remembering my childhood. i just want everything to be okay again, but how can i say again when things never really were okay?
i miss you. i miss talking about you or thinking about you without feeling sad or guilty. i miss talking to you. i miss being able to tell you every last part about myself without being terrified. i miss sitting in your kitchen at three am making food and trying not to wake up your mum because she would surely get mad. i miss sneaking to the toilet at my house when we were eleven at four am and my mum finding out that we had stayed up all night playing video games and her taking away your laptop. i just miss you, man.
You okay? :(
Hey bud..I can see things are hard but if you wanna keep venting or jus wanna talk about it to a random loving stranger i gotchu..stay strong love ya
@@sunasgf4406 I second that
@@sunasgf4406 @k315x thank you both, i appreciate it :)
Hey man I love you
I'm so Happy that Sleeping At Last is getting recognition for their beautiful songs. This is my favorite band and I cant wait to see it go mainstream.
My mom always told me that it’s okay To cry, that it doesn’t mean weakness but letting go of the things that hold u down in life. She doesn’t know the reason I cry is her. How she tells me I’m stupid for feeling the way I do and how I should ‘grow up’. She doesn’t know how much it hurts when I finally open up to her, just for her to shut me out and say it’s my own fault. It’s my fault she does the things she does. It’s my fault for what she says.
Funny isn’t it, the women who brought me into this life, is the reason I’m gone.
Don’t give up man. Keep fighting! I know what kind of pain you’re dealing with. I was in hell when I lived with my mother. It was especially bad when I was around 14-15 years old. I’m 20 now. Just keep moving forward until you can get away from the people who make your life miserable. Your life will start to get better after that.
@@manny733 Its so relieving to know I’m not alone in this. Rn I’m 14 and it’s horrible knowing I can’t change anything, and being the age I am my opinion means absolute caca, to her anyway. I wanna get away so bad bro, it’s literally tearing me apart. Thankyou sm for giving me hope I really needed it ❤️
@@user-bs3ts7rz8p No problem man. You’re just gonna have to endure the situation until you can leave. It’s gonna suck but once you’re out of that environment you will feel better over time. Just don’t give up until then. You’ll be alright bro. 👍
@@user-bs3ts7rz8p I can relate to this so hard man
This is my song to get my emotions out
2:41 is by far the best part of this song
this song makes me feel like I'm dying, then floating, or flying, through a beautiful, glowing forest, the trees are glowing bright blue and bright pink, almost neon, and it's so beautiful, there are creatures all around, otherworldly, but beautiful.
all I can say is, this song makes me think of sad, but beautiful things.
New year today, in 2020 I was diagnosed with Anorexia Nervosa, and I don't have anyone by my side.
Hope this year gets better for me and anyone that is reading this.
You’ll find your way above water my friend. I promise there are some better days ahead.
My best wishes to you. Hope you have beautiful days ahead of you
i wish you all the best
I don't know you but ma'mother always says, a good advice and a good wish can come where you less spect
Just know that I believe in you and that I love you. I know it doesn't mean much coming from a random person on the internet, but I am so proud of you. You're so beautiful and amazing. You're so strong and brave. I love you
anime: perfect blue (1997)
Haven’t seen that in forever, such an interesting and sad anime in my opinion
Why do they lowkey look like the shape of a turkey 😂
Why am I never good enough? What’s wrong with me? I just loved him so much and that’s what I got? I don’t understand this life. I‘m trying my best every day over and over again. I go to school and think „Today is gonna be a better day“ but after school I just feel alone. It hurts that I care so much about others but they don’t give a fuck bout me. I think I don’t deserve that shit. It hurts so much.
This reminds me of the feeling you get when you've finally reached your breaking point
For me, this musically describes the overwhelming emptiness following a heart break. Definitely felt it for a good one and a half to two years after my former partner ghosted out of my life. Shout out to all those healing, it gets better again; don't give up.
I'm so tired.
Me too.
But it's not the kind if tired that any amount of sleep can fix.
Hmm relatable
I’m tired of waking up and acting like I’m fine and tired of having to fake so many damn smiles…
yeah . . .
I don’t feel like I want to die, it’s just... I wish the person I’m destinated to be was here, feel his warmth, see his beautiful eyes and call him “home”
He or she will be there one day ur a beautifull person with a good heart keep searching and when ur heart says this is the one take ur chance... Dont and u end up like me letting the love of ur life go
i wish i had a bathtub
@Carl Williams bruh if someone left me this long of a dont do it message id not lowkey
Eyes: Closed
Ears: On fire
Heart: WOW
Brain: Shocked
Hotel? Trivago
senza soldi? Non Va-do
There so much to live for. All the tiny everyday things, that are so small but mean so damn much. He’s a list.
1. That feeling you get in your stomach when you drive over a bump
2. The colors of the sky during a sunset
3. A sunset at the beach
4. The sparkle in someone’s eye when they talk about something they love.
5. Smiling so hard it hurts
6. Eating your favorite food from childhood and feeling nostalgic
7. The first bite of a food you’ve craved for a really long time
8. Showers after the beach
9. The moon
10. Standing outside in the sun and getting warm
11. The feeling of coming in to your house when it’s cold outside and wrapping yourself in blankets
12. Writing with a really smooth pens
13. Petting a cat and hearing it purr
14. The sky clearing after a really bad rain storm
15. Catching a snowflake on your tongue
16. Feeling proud of yourself after an accomplishment
17. Trying a recipe and having people tell you what you made was good
18. Hearing birds chirp in the morning
19. Seeing lonely roads in the early morning like 4 AM early
20. Having a snow day and going back to sleep even though you were getting ready for school
thank u :))
i needed this...thankyouu
Sleeping at lasts songs are always so beautiful, they are like notes of poetry
my heart hurts. it never feels like im home.
Same...I have read one book series and for first time I felt like I have found home. Even Family. It was amazing. And it's over now. And I'm rereading it over and over again ,but it's over. I would never be at home again... And just knowing that...it hurts like hell
*Ik I sound stupid ,and no one can understand me. That's why I don't tell anyone ✌🏻
You just made me cry 😢
This is a song that it takes courage for me to listen too. (I'm a girl) after meeting the girl I had been texting for months in person for the first time, I went home and cried, because I realized I fell in love with her, but I would never be able to be with her because of my family. Everytime I listen to this song, it makes me cry, because I remember her touch and the time spent with her, even though it didn't last for a long time. She confessed to me, and I lo Nove her, but we can't be together, and it hurts
(Edit) I also play this song for her on the piano over the phone when she is going through stuff
Listen i am not gay and am dealing in much other shit like fear attacks fear womans dont like me cause i cant get a job and am suicidle but take this from me live is basically a test u can get ur goals and live the live u want or end up as me and be someone who probably dies alone i have a saying for live ( u gotta go tro hell to reach heaven) the hell ur facing are that ur parents dont let u be the girl u want to be they dont exept the fact u like a girl but u know what f.ck em its UR life ur test and no one can tell u what u need to be and if they dont exept u being gay then THEY have to learn exept it not u go get that girl confess and when u see ur parents angry ignore them u dont need parents that boss u around u need someone that understands u and THAT AND ONLY THAT person should be ur quid
Thx for reading and if u search for me ill be watching with you tro the ever bleu ski
" Cause God damit its over get that through your fucking head its over we're finally free to be HUMAN .lets be human even if its just for today . " - My self conscious .
" But today only last so long and tomorrow is so far away , If I act human even if its just for today , Ill be in pain and pain Is much more scary than never being happy ." - My depression .
" Pleas just for a moment , shut up ." - Me
So happy with my TH-cam recommendations right now :)
The thing you realize as you get older, is that parents don't know everything, their stuck in their ways and they are doing what they've been taught by their parents. The hard part, is stepping outside the dysfunction and breaking the curse. You will upset them, they will guilt trip you and beg you to stop. Until the day that healing is complete and you are living a healthier life, then the spoken word would be "I'm so proud of my child".
last minutes of 2020 and i’m here it’s 11:42 pm i never forget this moment... :’)
“I’m not angry..
I’m in pain.
And you put me here.
There person who’s supposed to love me more then anything...”
(This saying is not mine, I just can relate deeply with it. I’m pretty sure it’s from a movie, but I saw it in a sad quotes video- if you do know the movie, you can inform me. 😅)
i love you. it will take time to heal but you will get there. i’m so proud of u for being here. you’ve made it this far don’t give up now.
I genuinely enjoy this this type of music. It helps me get a deeper look at my life. I've been thru a lot of ups and downs, but thru it all ive stuck close to God. If anyone needs prayers Christian or not, please DONT hesitate to comment. Welcome all and please never give up. Times do get easier
i’m so excited to sob to this
Why does this scene so accurately depict the best and worst times we all have in the shower? Complete peace and complete loneliness
Don't you all want to run away somewhere alone and just breathe .
I do .
by the beach and just watch the sunset alone
this song brought me to tears...
Sitting in a dark room with this song playing is my comfort.
ikrrrr
I'm doing just that now :).
Same
sometimes, i forget about others pain, only because i only feel my own.
Just heard this song for the first Time, while watching the moon. This was amazing.
The moment I knew I was hurt was when I was crying INFRONT of my mirror and started to realize that nobody knows how unhappy I am and that I’m so fucked up to the point I started talking to god.
Hi! I don't want to bother you or something, but I saw your comment and I wanted you to know that you're not alone in this. If you ever need someoane to talk to, I'm here for you, okay?
underrated
this is so powerful...
yet so calming..
its just so odd how the simplest things can have the biggest impacts. its just the simplicity that makes this so powerful..its just a masterpiece.
You are a beautiful child of God and His love is always with you. I hope you're taking care of yourself
Did you notice that the Voice who "Sings" is singing so loud but because of everything else no one really hears it...?
Yesss the humming
:O
lol, yea I like it, makes the song feel more emotional
I know its been months but i want to know how are you? I saw your comment months ago and i randomly thought of you
@@sevin6060 Hi, Wow.. Thank you :) Im from Germany and im a 14 year old Girl. My Name is Marlen.
This video truly gave me a feeling I can’t explain
This song has mellowed me out enough that I started to read the comment section. The things people have posted on here are so beautiful and heartwarming. From the people listing the reasons you should help yourself all the way to the people saying I Miss You to their loved ones all the way to that one dude who posted "Eyes: Closed
Ears: On fire Heart: WOW Brain: Shocked
Hotel? Trivago" which gave me a nice sob chuckle. Every single one of you is enough. We don't need to be perfect, we don't even need to be great. We are all good enough and that is enough.
This sound also feels like when you saw someone that you’ve ever loved so much before. You guys couldn’t be together for some reason, but you guys saw each other outside, and the memories just FLASHED through your mind, god damn..
Depends on how I'm feeling this song can make so happy and full of joy, or can make me cry my eyes out. It's beautiful how something can make you feel that much, how it can help you express your feelings. How you can feel and understand the song without it even has lyrics.
It feels like you're in the middle of nowhere... somewhere in a lonely motel after an apokalyptic. You find nobody, you feel lonely and desparated and clueless and you have tofind out what to do with your life.
Amazing video.
Amazing how a gif and a music composing can make you feel.
Thank you.
this song reminds me of the love of my life. it reminds me of the countless times we hugged for what felt like hours and when he wiped my tears and when I wiped his and when he spoke every word, his voice gave me chills because I realized it was the most beautiful sound in the world and his eyes and the most beautiful hazel with hints of emerald green and his smile is inviting and full of passion and his body is perfect and his kindness is infectious and above all hi strength is so admirable because he has been through shit that’s unimaginable to most people and yet he held on and kept pushing, and I remember him breaking down in my arms and I swear I felt my heart break in half when I saw him in so much pain. I haven’t seen him in over two years and yet he is still my home and I miss him more and more everyday and even though I know I will never see him again, I also know I will never truly be able to get over him for he changed my life and honestly if he never came into my life and helped me the way he did, I don’t think I would be here right now. so that’s what this song reminds me of. falling in love and realizing you will never stop falling
so thank you *******
"sadness is good.. it helps you remember you are still alive"
this brings so many memories.
If I could choose 1 song that perfectly describes how I feel it would be this one. I feel so lonely, upset, lost I feel as though I am not worth a single second. I want help, I want love I want to be understood but at the end of the day there’s no point no one will ever care enough. As long as it doesn’t bother them no one else will care. I almost took my life on December 27 2021 but I fought with myself until I eventually fell asleep. No body know though. They won’t ever know unless I actually do it. Well to my fellow wanderers who feel lost in this horrid yet somehow beautiful world, I love you x
Hey, hope you're good? Keep hanging there. I love you♥️
this is that type of song that you would apologise to all your friends and bestfriends secretly for being “annoying” even though you weren’t or being in a “bad mood” aka, what i did earlier to my guy bestfriend, i said sorry and their was no point in saying sorry
I really don't know how anyone could find this song as annoying, it's sooo beautiful. I would love to listen to this song with someone:(
awww
@Carl Williams stop
I imagine heavens angels singing this harmony in praise and worship of Jesus and it would be so beautiful!
God, I'm screaming for help..not using my voice...but my heart and soul, my mind. God I've been going thru hell on Earth since I was 3. I've been in pain since then, though I was that young, I would cry so much knowing why..bc I was living in a toxic home for 6 years, nothing but fighting, nothing but pain, nothing but hate, nothing but hurt. And bc of all that, look at me now..I'm miserable. I'm depressed and Ive been this way ever since. And my only happiness is god and my bf❤️😔, bc they have all been there for me when no one else was. Thank them both for that. But either way, I'm still in a living hell, and Im still depressed and miserable. And I'm praying out to God that he takes me already, bc i can't do it anymore.😔
This song makes me think of the hardships of life. I imagine old people from all walks of life, cultures and religions just staring into a camera; their eyes reflecting their experience and almost telling their stories without words, and their voiceover describing their journey, hardships and triumphs. This imagining reminds me that everyone has their own story, everyone faces their own hardships, and in the end, no one is more or less important for it. We are all simply living our lives to the best we can and that is all that matters.
In moments like this, I truly respect all of you and I wish that you all the make the most of your lives.
Please make an extended version of this, it exposes such emotion, I find myself replaying it over and over
right click on video and choose the first option.
ugh my heart 💔💔
POV: it’s Christmas night, you and your family are relaxing and you reflect on the year you had and the ups and downs of it. You noticed that this year has been different and you get flashbacks of all the gd memories you experienced.
I’m at school rn listening to this during my spare and I feel like im about to cry! This is so beautiful and I thought the original one was sooo good but hearing it slowed down is even better!!
I need an one hour version of this😍
All my life I’ve listened to the original piece, slowing it down really changed my perspective. It makes me feel happier. It’s like everything has slowed down, given me an open window to see all the good things in life I almost forgot.
i am so sorry for breaking your heart. i never intended to do so, i just did not have any other choice. when life gets tough, and your feelings change for someone, it is better to let go than hold on until it hurts. i know i should have told you sooner, but i just didn’t know how. your eyes, that light in them when you looked at me meant that i was the person who kept you alive. how could i cut our relationship when i was the only person you looked at? i never wanted to harm you, or break your heart, it just happened as all things do. when something breaks you can never exactly fix it, because even if you put the pieces back together something has already changed about it so the whole thing is different. i want to talk to you someday. about everything. you were not the only one who got hurt that afternoon. i cried, and cried, and i still do to this day whenever i think about you. i hope one day we will come clear about this and you will find your peace with me.
sincerely,
someone who loved you until it hurt
Hey girly. I’m sorry to hear about all this. It must be very tough, painful. Remember that things happen for a reason. If you two are meant to be, things will work out in the end. For now, accept how things are going, and hope. Hope that you two one day can come clear about it.
I hope things will work out and that you are okay. If your last couple of days, weeks or maybe even months have been bad, I truly hope you know that the good days will come. They will come
@@Tarangrimsby thank you so much for your sweet reply. it made me tear up a bit. i will stay strong and hope for the pain to go away.
have a nice day💓
@@kaktusz0472 Yes, good. You got this. Keep going, and don't stop. You are *so* very strong and I'm proud of you!
@@Tarangrimsby you are truly a wonderful person❤️tysm for existing
Hey it’s been 4 weeks, are you feeling any better angel? How’s life
We all speak many languages, come from so many different countries and cultures, but music is a universal language known to all.
"In the end; the whole of life often becomes an act of letting go.
But what always hurts the most;
Is not taking a moment to say goodbye."
Hang in there. You will find your way, the stars only shine at night for us to see after all!
It might sound corny, but like eveyone else in the comments: I just want you to be happy.
I cant be happy anymore but i can and will make others happy till i die of my suicidle thoughts
@@gino-cz9zu Your comment kept dwelling on my mind over the last day(s) and I honestly struggled trying to find the right reply. Even as I’m writing this, I feel like I’m just typing out all the wrong things, forgive me if I do.
Maybe making other people happy, will help you re-discover your own happiness. After all it only took you a single sentence to get one fact across: You value other people’s happiness above your own- That selflessness is rare and, in my opinion, a treasure! It’ll pay out, I’m sure it will.
Im making others happy for as long as i can remember from just helping someone who randomly is crying on a bench to friends with relation problems problem is i have fear attacks im almost scared all day long and i dont know why or where it comes from i cant get one step out of the door without getting fear i lost my school and job thx to it im not the person anymore wich i used to be plus 12 years now im single i see al my friends happy with their girl or boyfriend meanwhile i look at myself and cant stop thinking no girl ever is gonna like a jobless fear for everything having man all that piled up and last winter it collapsed i listend to this song got out of bed and walkt into the snow to the highway only having my pyjamas on i sat on the rails by the highway for at least 3 hours thinking if i should tro myself infront of the bus i lost al hope my uncle Aunt grandpa died al 3 in 3 years in a Row cause of lungcancer and my grandma died and laid dead in her bed for a week ill never forget the smell wich came from her coffin but right before i would attempt i thought about friends and family how sad they would be so i chose to walk back home and at least try to save others from suicide cause i know if my problems keeps al up i wont make it
@@gino-cz9zu
Hey, sorry for taking a while to get back to you, I didn’t forget. I owe you an explanation of where I’m from as well, so here goes:
I lost my job thanks to COVID a few weeks ago and have been struggling to get it back together. My last living grandparent is suffering from what seems to be Alzheimer (not yet diagnosed). Went there yesterday and she had trouble remembering who I was. I still remember her singing lullabies to me when I was just a baby. Now she barely remembers me. My girlfriend left me a few years ago for another guy who I once counted one of my closest friends.
At times I just can’t take it anymore. I’m afraid of a new relationship, always wondering whether there’s even a point to opening up towards someone new. I have trouble sleeping at night every now and then. Sometimes I just I just keep wondering: Why even bother? I lost count of all the nights I spent awake, feeling like the most worthless piece of shit.
And at some point, it just hit me: We’re all alive right here, right now. We didn’t choose to be, but here we are. We have no choice but make the best out of everything we can. That way, when its our time to go, we can leave with no regrets. I’m there for the people I love and sure, they don’t know how broken I feel inside but hell: if they cherish my advice then its not so bad at all.
You seem to be stuck there as well. Helping people around you. People you randomly encountered or friends with relationship problems that relied on you. You were and always have been there for them, sacrificing yourself. I know I’m a complete stranger to you but I wholeheartedly believe in your kindness. You showed it just by those answers you gave me. Don’t give up! Keep holding on. Things might not get easier just by reading my stupid reply. I don’t want you to do anything you regret. I want to cheer for your happiness, I really do. No bullshit. While you read this, I want you to think of someone out there, crossing their fingers, for you, only you. That’ll be me.
“Gino” sounds pretty Italian to me, therefore: in bocca al lupo! If I guessed wrong, it just means: Good luck!
@@Swingerfinger idk life has been depressing these last years my friends have someone to talk to uknow to get stuff of their shoulders i dont have that i told u earlier that i have fear problems because i dont know u u dont know me so if u say stuff about me no one would give a sh.t but if i tell the truth about my problems to my friends i am scared they just leave me or something like that it happend before and i know for sure i cant take another year of getting bullied anymore so idk if i will get a future where i have a wife and kids and a job cause right now i feel like i end up as a jobless shit with no wife or kids later and i dont wanna have that future uknow i see my friends happy with their relations but i see myself sinking further and further in this grey pit in my brain focussing less and less around me so yeah idk how long i can keep on fighting but i will try
Anyway thanks for taking the time to read my comments and try to help me it means allot to me to have someone willing to help me even if i dont know u i hope u find a New job and get a more loyal girlfriend and friends who dont try to steal her thx again for reading
Btw im not italian im dutch:)
Life is pain. It is agony. It can break us down to atoms and make us question our cause for breathing. But there is power in it. There is flame. The scorching is our reminder that we exist. And it’s a beautiful burn.
keep fighting.
u don't know what's in store for u in the next few days, weeks, months, years. things will change, and change for the better. think about the experiences, the happiness the future holds. don't give up now.
i believe in you, and i know you've got this. just promise me you'll keep trying. keep believing and don't give up. It'll be worth it, even thought it maybe doesn't feel like it now.
i love u. i want the best for u. keep going ❤️
This needs to be on Spotify!!! Enchanting💫
god can i just be happy? im tired of pretending to be happy every single day.
i really thought it was gone. but it’s never gone. it’s always has its way of coming back.
Remember?
How you used to enjoy even the smallest things in life? You learned your first words with such an excitement. Oh, you were so proud of yourself as you made your first steps. Remember when you experienced snow for the first time? How you tried to catch every snowflake flying around you. But you never could, they melted in your small hands so fast. Remember how you layed in the grass fantasising about the shapes of the clouds. When it rained you jumped in every puddle you could find. In autumn you loved to jump in the pile of leaves and throwing them in the air. How excited you were for your birthdays. Oh, you wanted to get older so desperately. Remember your first day of school? You wanted to know everything and become just as smart as dad.
Now look at you. Sitting here. Alone. Depressed. Stressed out. The world has lost every colour for you. You can't see them anymore. But I know that your inner child is still there, somewhere deep inside you. You just have to try hard enough to find it. When you found him, I want you to hug him and tell him that everything will be alright. Just as your mum used to. As you know everything mum says is true
This song just hits your soul. Reveals feelings and wounds you never thought you had. Melancholic but also relieving after crying uncontrollably. As if, one could close their eyes and just lie there, in peace and isolation.
maybe someone who knows me will see this at some point in time or maybe it’ll only be a stranger but it all hurts so bad and i keep telling myself i can handle it that i’ve had much worse but the truth is, my bones have long since worn out. my heart has long since stopped beating, the blood does not flow through my aching veins any longer. you are reading this now and maybe by now i’m gone or i’m still here, this feeling however will be forever. i’m gone
I have fear attacks wake up in the middle of the night in a puddle of sweat and tears till one day i was done with life walkt to the highway tro the snow in my pyjamas and was about to end it when suddenly a thought came tro me i Once said to get to heaven u gotta go tro hell then i realized if i kill myself my parents and Friends would be put tro that hell cause my death will cause them a loss of a friend and family all i want to say is keep going tro that hell and u will get to heaven keep fighting i do the same m8
You know that feeling of feeling nothing at all, but feeling everything all at once??? Yeah, that’s what this song does to me ....🥺
this audio genuinely gives me a different perspective on life.
Oh I remember when I first heard this song I cried so hard -
The secret for living happily is stopping to care.
This song makes me think of my feelings after losing my uncle. I was weak and sad at first, then I thought I was getting stronger but I was actually getting overwhelmed with pain :)
Failure is not the absence of success. Failure is the absence of growth. Likewise, sadness is not the absence of joy. Sadness is the absence of change. To live is to change and grow. It isn’t easy. But it is the challenge life gives us.
Thank you for this comment.