listen before i go by Billie Eilish but it is extremely sad
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I know that my music edits can be very sad sometimes guys, I've read all the comments and I'm aware of what I can cause, but please understand that you're not alone, and whatever you're going though, it will get better. It's ok to feel sad, it's ok to cry sometimes, that's why I do this kind of edits. If you need to vent, feel free to leave a comment, we can help each other.
Love you so much, stay strong.
Lou xx
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Original song: • listen before i go - เพลง
I know that my music edits can be very sad sometimes guys, I've read all the comments and I'm aware of what I can cause, but please understand that you're not alone, and whatever you're going though, it will get better. It's ok to feel sad, it's ok to cry sometimes, that's why I do this kind of edits. If you need to vent, feel free to leave a comment, we can help each other.
Love you so much, stay strong.
Lou xx
l0user thank you x
I probably will take my life as soon as i have the balls to do so. I will remember you. Forever. I hope you remember me too.
@@RosieBeingCozy You are not alone, death is never the answer, Whatever you're going through, I assure you it will get better. Even when you fall into the deepest dark, the only way left is up.
@@l0user835 i know that death is not the answer
But living like this isnt either.
My whole life is pretty shit and i will most likely end up on street. If it would be just me it would be okay. But my younger siblings will just get worse if i stay alive. Same goes with my parents. I just love that there are people like you but i simply can't do shit.
The only thing left is to die to help people and i will.
@@l0user835 thank you for your kindness.
Do you ever get that moment when your sitting alone in your room, you’re not crying but you feel sad and empty just thinking about the days when you would come home from school and play with your friends until midnight with not a care in the world. Now you’re alone replaying moments wondering where did it all go wrong. Yea me neither...
That legit made me cry
right now i’m having this moment
Dude wtf... that’s literally me rn.
i used to be so happy and don’t get me wrong i’m not the saddest person but i used to go out all the time, hang out with my friends all the time, yk be a normal kid but idk when it happened that my life just started seeming like it isn’t worth it and normally billies songs don’t make me cry but the song plus this comment is making me look back at when i was happy and wonder where it all went wrong and why i always feel so alone
That was me YEARS AGO...😞
I still miss those memories😔
Sometimes there are no more tears left, but you’re still crying.
On the inside and people always tell you why don't you cry but you've stopped crying years ago, everything's blank now...
taima alsaleh felt that
this deserves so many more likes
@@dulcezubia3721 sadness becomes your only emotion, sad anger, sad fear, sad excitement, sad lust, sad happiness. its always there and just when things get a little better you can feel the thoughts incubating in the back of your head
felt that 🥺
"The worst part about having a mental illness, is people expect you to behave as if you don't :)"
I say, don't give a shit about what people think about you. The only thing that matters is how you view yourself and not letting people get the better of you because at the end of the day, you won't see them in five years"
i feel this one, living with a mental illness sucks more than anything
Honestly I totally agree my parents make me take adhd meds happy meds, and calm down meds I tell them it hurts that they don’t like me for who I am cuz that’s what it feels like but they continue to hide it. It’s so hard to see bright side of things when there is no rainbow at the end of it
Joker
@@demi4175 What do you mean joker? Having a mental illness and people covering it up isn’t a joke.
"Eat less"
"Stop eating"
"Don't eat"
"Smile more"
"You're so quiet"
"Talk more "
"you're always in your room"
"You never leave your room"
Then I'll die 😔
@Axel my mom says this to me i wanna tell her "im still here im just hurting" but she will just call me dramatic
"what happened to the baby we knew?"
Well..... Don't know why my parents don't understand me not even try to.. I'm tired of this world now I just want to rest in peace which I cannot get when I'm home.
Please😫
“Sorry can’t save me now”
That hit me hard...
My mom always tells me that sorry isnt always enough
K mil lineal
@Kpop Gang I'm here bro
I already start this man whole career
Aiza Avalos ye
I miss my old self, when i used to be happy all the time, when everything could make me laugh. What happened now?..
Dana why are you making me cry
Scarlett A I’m sorry ily
I realate. And it's not supposed to be that way. Honestly, I'd be such a disappointment to my young hopeful self. I'm so sorry you feel that way too, I really hope you get better, I'm not here telling you a stupid "everything will be fine" cause hey, that's real life, and I can't know if it's gonna be okay or even worse, but I can tell you that this is eventually gonna make you stronger ♥
Tina Barnes thanks i think it gave me hope♥️
Dana just look at your profile picture lol
billie: writes sad song
youtube: makes it sadder
Sadder not a word lol but I get it
lucy d
So freaking true!!
Yw I was ur 1000th like👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽
billie eilish sadder is a word... lmfaooooo
alissbliss farewell it’s improper
"Many peoples think that depression is about crying and self-harming. But it's actually very different.
It's about smiling and saying that everything is ok"
someone understands. It is like depression is your insides not matching your outsides.
Okay you need to stop being such a poet and try to get the mental health you need if you haven’t already. Get some therapy. It’s not okay to romanticize depression and suicide by writing poetry about it publicly bc believe me it’s not okay.
When all you want is dissapear and be okay.
Nothing will change till u make a move.we don't run. We stay and fight for our happiness and best form.
it's being dead inside and out....just being numb inside a dark room
It’s also feeling like nothing has a purpose anymore
absolutely nobody:
youtube: wanna cry
you know that feeling of emptiness? like a hole in your heart? you can’t cry, but you still feel empty? that’s how i feel. it’s like i’ve been missing apart of me since my best friend left me in the dust.
This is a sign of depression (numbness) I've been there. Just hold on!
Yea but I actually had a hole in my heart when I was younger
Yeah, actually me, my bf gave me up Idk why. I try to live without her but being lonely is hard
i felt like that ever since my dad died...
Do u need to talk? I would like to listen you
"Billie just makes songs so depressing"
Some people just don't know what she has gone trough.
She's like 17...
@@baconoverlord7982 and...
@@Ella-su3jf Wow.. here, let me spell it out for you. She hasn't been around long enough to have a long history of things that she's "been through".
@@baconoverlord7982 it doesn’t work like that. Even if your only 8 years old you can be going through a lot. you can have depression and anxiety when your really young and it could get worse through the years. You could live in the Middle East and have bombs going onto your house when your 5 years old. It doesn’t matter what age you are to go through things. Depression is a serious thing and shouldn’t be normalised to happen when your old. My point is that your completely wrong and you can go through anything at anytime.
@@Ella-su3jf Uh huh... If you're THAT strung out at 17 then there's more going on than outside influences. That's called being a part of the "participation trophy" generation.
"If you need me, wanna see me, you better hurry 'cause I'm leaving soon..."
That shit hit hard.
I felt that
Listen before I go was already so sad wtf
i gave 400 like
Cathy G. Bro its basically a suicide note... this hits me so bad omg😖😪
@@araaa5924 same!
i gave u 1k like
999 likes? o wow turn that around SeE WHaT i MEan u NKnOW mOmOS COmINg fOr Us LOL
“extremely sad”
2M people: *interesting*
I mean who doesnt want to feel crippling sadness?
😂
yeah we're all just depressed lmao
Why is this so overused?
omg this is at 666 likes don’t touch anything
*"Talk more, you're so quiet!"*
*"God, shut up, you're so loud."*
Oh, here's my personal favorite: *"You're too young to hate your life."*
lol fun
The last one is so common in an African Home. Funny thing is my parent who says this is a mental health nurse. Isn't that funny?
@@iyaiiya-wawg3657 ah im so sorry that happens
Yes this is relatable
It's cool how we understands each other..ha-ha-ha
This hurts.. like a genuine pain in my chest, I feel like my whole world is caving in, I don’t want to be here anymore
Just hold on and it will get better. You don't have to end it all. Life can be so beautiful you just have to get through this. Ask for help, I know it's hard but it's worth it. Im here if you want to talk it out and im sure your family or a friend would do the same❤️ Please don't do anything stupid even if you feel like you are alone there is someone waiting for you.
Keep going and stay srong, love you❤️
everyone goes through a stage that wrecks them so they build a new them. You're almost there. to the happy times. trust me. I've gone through some really dark times and I thought the world was burying me alive, now I am not as innocent as I was but I'm more mature and experienced. I'm me with battle scars. You will get there too. I promise you.
hold on, ❤️
I love you. We all do. Remember that.
hey...me too.
*_the whole time i was waiting for this woman to turn around_*
*my anxiety gets me good tho*
Rainyy Days
Aaaaaaaand now I’m waiting as well, thanks love! ❤️
@@sleepypuddle6474 haha no prob
Same.
Describe your anxiety. How does it make you feel
I just looked through the comments lol
Listen before I go, i love you.
Goodbye.
babi ratz please don’t, I honestly hope you didn’t
@@punkinbug1640 ur an amazing person, really 💙
Noah Rainbow Oh, well you’re very sweet. I was gonna do that a long time ago. But here I am. Don’t worry, I’m better.
@@punkinbug1640 he/she was just listing the song names from billie's album. (maybe billie is tryna tell us sumn?)
AHH I SEE YOUR PROFILE PICTURE, I SEE YOU
a short story for you to read while crying to this song
“omg that was too fun!! tomorrow when you come back online we can finish our farm on minecraft or play some COD!”
“yeah.. i’ll see you.. tomorrow :)”
“are you okay? you’re acting weird.”
“yeah.”
“no. you’re not. just know that i’m here if you need me. i love you. goodnight”
that was the sentence that saved my life.
I am really happy that you are still here to tell us this.
Is it good to play minecraft with a friend? A friend told me to do so. That friend is even going to teach me how to play minecraft.
@@mohammedsalah2309 yes it is !!
@@mohammedsalah2309
yess it is! Minecraft helped me, i joined the server and the community is loving
Glad you're still here
"Eat more"
"Eat less"
"Smile"
"Im dissapointed in you"
"Be someone to live for"
If somebody has actually said things like this to you, please cut them off, for me. I want you to be happy. (Sorry if I'm stupid and these are just sad quotes.)
Don't give a shit about what others say about you.
I'm sure you've tried. You don't need to *try harder* or *be enough*
Mistakes are *supposed* to be made. How else are we supposed to grow as people?
We're not machines. were *HUMAN FUCKING BEINGS!*
It's better to *try* and *fail* ,
Rather than not *try* at all.
There's no such thing as *failing* just *learning.*
If the people around you aren't giving you their full *support* than you don't *NEED* them.
what are you doing?
Are you just going to stand there and *believe* them? Are you just going to accept that they're belittling you and nullifying *your feelings?*
Hahahahaha. I don't think so.
Never give up and focus on *you.*
No one matters except *you.* Don't let others *manipulate* you into thinking your not *worthy* of *respect. Love. Happiness. Comfort. And a home*
*you* deserve to be happy. *You* deserve to be loved. *You* deserve all the good in the world. And don't *EVER* fucking let others trick you into thinking otherwise. I believe in you. You have the potential to become great. Don't let people say otherwise. "They only win when toy give into darkness"
Don't let them win. Because there's so much more to life if you open your eyes to the bigger picture.
everett my mom did
easy just don’t eat at all :)
@@eumipom Nah, just don't listen to people. You are beautiful no matter what. Nobody can make you who you are, these comments mean nothing! You are special in our own way. You are amazing in someone's eyes! especially mine x
i was like
me:"please don't be the long beep please please pl-"
*long beep comes on*
me: . ͜ .
誰か someone | . __ .
. > .
°¬°'
.-.
༼;´༎ຶ ༎ຶ༽
this song makes me think of my younger being. she’d be disapointed in me.
Just think about how proud future you is of you, though
mood
No she wont she’ll be proud you’ve gotten through every thing you’ve faced and managed to overcome :)
QwQ babei and your future self is so proud of you right now. just keep staying strong
I personally don't like to think of my younger self even more than myself now..
it's funny how strangers care more about eachother than people you've known ur whole life
I know right...
I see your username. ..
Just wanna make sure you ok? (i know ironic)
But legit: 💜💜💜, If ya need to chat - Im here to listen.
im not afraid of death. im afraid that it's going to hurt.
edit: this is literally so embarrassing i wasn't trying to sound dark and shit but im still alive im kinda proud of myself it's been really hard to stay alive
same
@Elise Fairbanks yes pls tysm
Sometimes I think about if death actually hurts. Because if it does I don’t want to do it. But if it’s a second of pain than I’m ok
Me too I don’t want my last moments to be painful
thats the only reason why i didnt and im so fucking glad or i wouldnt have met the people i have today
I miss younger me. I think she’d feel sorry and disappointed in me. :(
I’m a mess
Billies Bil Sack this is such a mood
Billies Bil Sack
get better soon, silly username person
you'll be fine! shit happens, life is tough sometimes but please don't give up!
I felt that
Ya. Same here
me: *crying in the bathroom while pooping listening to this*
mood
Sadistic Adrien big mood
der william biggest mood
The moodiest mood
Bro, I was getting in my feels, but then this comment came along and my me feel better
Mother: "Your lazy"
*But I'm trying my best*
Father: **never home**
*I get so excited when you come home, please stay longer*
Friends: "yeah no, I'm sad all the time too lol"
*oh*
Online friends: "please stay and live for me. I love you"
*isn't it funny how someone who lives miles and miles away from you is the only person who cares for you 24 7?*
ily, and I hope you feel okay
honestly, my online friends are practically family to me. my irl friends dont care
my friend has this same thing
@@millieware2053 me and my online friends are dirty minded but we get a long a lot, we have some good laughs and that's the part of my day that brings me joy
@@millieware2053 same
This thing in my chest is hurting and my eyes are watering
your eyes aren't watering your just mopping them with sadness
@Lauren true dammit
cackhead version of me dude my.chest is tightening wtf
@Lauren your Felix pfp is so cute
My eyes are leaking I think there broken
Me : *is sad*
*watches video*
Me : *EXTRA SAD*
Yee Haw *MEGA SAD*
Then you read comments and you're *mega sad*
Romina Flores true
sad 100
Yee Haw that’s so me Imaooooooo
I survived a suicide attempt in 2015. I tried hanging myself and actually hung there for a few seconds before the belt gave way and I crashed to the ground. My mom ran into the room and immediately put two and two together, and I found myself in a mental health hospital the same day.
You may think no one in this world cares or miss you when you're gone, but I promise you, that you are wrong. When you kill yourself, your pain will end. But your family and friends, their pain begins. There won't be a single person who won't miss you. You are loved, cared for, you're needed. If you have suicidal thoughts like I do, but choose to keep living to fight another day, I'm so fucking proud of you. Living, especially nowadays, is so hard to do and requires so much strength. I'm really proud of you for making it this far. If anybody, anywhere needs to talk to me, I'm here.
I am so sorry to hear all that.
But I don't have any friends or my parents care about me.
How am I loved? Who loves me?
*No one*
But I hang on to myself cause I still have hope on my life.
I don't want to die very young..
@@savio259 can I be your friend? I saw you like BTS, and I'm a huge army. I can try to make you feel better, I know the pain. I can't promise you'll be happier, but I can try. Luv u.
At the end of the day...there is still ways to get out of it...be grateful that ur heart is beatin...be grateful that u have senses...be grateful that ur have a life of ur own....ur so blessed! ❤️
i'm proud of you too. you've lived and you deserve all the happiness one could get. ily
I wanna talk will u listen? But just don't advice me...
I'm not depressed. I'm just afraid.
This is the most real thing I've read all day. I am so so afraid :/
Same.
Patrick OOF!
same..
Afraid of what?
Me..too, I mean I guess-
When depressed inside your room then Billie Eilish walks out of your closet with a mp3 player and shes scanning groceries.
Joker610 bruh u made me crack a smile even tho i was feeling so sad lol
please picture me sobbing then reading this and laughing hysterically bc that’s what happened
happens all the time 😂
That happened to me once
Needed this laugh lol
i feel like a failure. all my friends are smarter than me. my grades are so low and my parents are never and will never be proud of me. im scared my friends will perceive me differently because of our academic differences. ive lost the motivation or energy to do anything because of this self isolation thing and my life is falling apart. i feel like such a failure.
edit: i just wanna say thank you to everyone who took time to write advice and words of comfort. i really appreciate it and reading each one makes me feel a bit better. and to anyone else who's going through the same thing: i love you and you're not alone! we're all in this tgt
Camari Sanders, you are incorrect. You are as successful as your friends. You are not a failure. You are a success. Grades never matter the most. What matters is you in general. I love you for who you are and always will. Never say such horrid things about yourself. People love you and always will. You are amazing in every way and are a very lovely person in real life. I love you.
Julie Le thank you so much, it means a lot that you took the time to write this ❤️
I feel exactly the same😢
Don't be sad, study and try ur best ur doing great either way!
I understand how you feel, but how smart you are doesn't determine your self-worth. I know it's very difficult to stay motivated right now but you aren't a failure, I promise. Just because we are in quarantine doesn't mean you have to be doing a bunch of things. Maybe this is a good time for you to relax.
”I expected more of you”
”Did you even try?”*
*”TRY HARDER”*
*”be enough”*
Nothing will ever feel like enough. But that’s how it always is. No one is okay with the way things are. They always want more. More than you can give. But they’re not you. And their opinions about you don’t matter. You are you they are them, and they can’t control you. It’s okay. Just be you. That is enough.
@Melina Nessari it does. And it’s unfair.
I mean, we are human. Somehow we always want more.
i felt that..
Nothing is ever good enough because people hold abnormally high standards that cannot be achieved, and it brings them down as the Human race. It's horrible that they're destroying each other.
that flatline actually made me feel like my heart stopped
andromeda same. But it didn't made me cry
Samee
andromeda same omg
Pathetic
Same
*I love each and everyone of you guys, you’re not alone. We are in this together*
everyone in the comments, i promise it’ll get better. may 14th 2019 was meant to be my last day. but i lived. and i’m so happy that i did.
elenà 💕
i’m happy you still alive, everything’s gonna be okay...
I'm proud of you!💗
no words, you are so brave. And you deserve all the best ❣
you're doing great. be safe please
me beofre listening: *it can’t possibly get any sadder*
me after listening: *oh boy was i wrong*
grantfilmz THIS
me while I cry, , I have to try to not sing bc my cousin sleeping next to me
oH BoY
Same. 3 seconds in and I'm tearing up. The voice sounds muffled, so now Im imagining someone singing this on their bed in a hospital. They are about to cut there only lifeline, the IV with the medicine that's keeping them alive. There's another person on the other side of the window in the door. They didn't know them well, they don't know why they are there watching. Its like a dream, the clock in the room's not moving. They stare at each other, the bed ridden person looking at the witness through the glass. Tired eyes tell their sad past, tears speak for their bleak present. A hand on the IV, they sing this last symphony. To someone they don't know. "Why am i standing here? Help them! Stop them!" But the onlooker's legs wouldn't move. How could they? What good would it do?
The IV was already pulled 10 days ago.
I came in like isnt already sad
After: *SoBbBb* OKAY APPARENTLY IT CAN BE SADDER i wanna animate to this lol
This song really gives me painful flashbacks to my sister- she was so happy and bubbly around all of us, her family, friends, strangers.
our family was going through a tough time what with our parents clashing and my dads health, and she was also constantly trying to calm everyone down if arguments arose, and to top it off she was frequently bullied. She was only fucking eleven when we found out she was cutting herself, but did any of us do anything other than hug and cry with her? No. We thought it would fix itself. Eventually, the whole family split up. She kept going and acting happy with everything that was happening- my mother was furious at her for running off to live with my dad, and tensions were still high with the whole family. She was the only one holding it all together.
By the time she was thirteen, she finally snapped and nearly killed herself in the girls bathroom at school. She's been in hospital for five months now, and hasn't talked to any of us. I miss her so much, and hate myself for not being there for her, even my parents for being childish and ignorant for paying no attention to her.
Z, if you ever read this, I love you so much and miss you. I want to give you a giant hug right now for how brave you've been ❤
the same goes for everyone else going through bad times rn, stay strong, because there truly are people who care about you, even strangers like me on the internet
My heart goes out to you and your sister. And your family in general. Please hang in there
Guilt won't help. It hurts it'll always hurt. All the could haves, the should haves, but it's not your fault.
"I should have done this. I should have realized!"
So what! This is the present.
I don't think she would want you to beat yourself over this.
She would want you to be happy.
To live for her.
And to fight for her.
Take the past and learn from it and push forward with an open mind to others around you and if you can help others than wouldn't it balance the guilt to know that you helped others like she did.
Learn from the past. Focus on the present. And look forward to the future.
God, I'm the sister in my family. It hurts to know that if you break every thing else does too. My family is going through alot right now and it hurts.
@@snarlingcats4927 it's ok to be vulnerable. It's not selfish to want to take a break or to take time out for yourself to better yourself and achieve a better state of mind.
It's ok to lean into others and trust in others to help you.
I don't know about your home life. But if your parents are good people and care about you, I'm sure they wouldn't want you to feel like your holding so much weight on your back. It's admirable that you want to help and be the pillar or rock for the family, but your only human. Not some robot or Android. We make mistakes and learn from them. And we depend on others for help.
It's not weekness to reach out for help. I'm sure they wouldn't want you to carry such a huge burden.
@@cheshirekitsune thank you. I really needed to hear that. You're a great person. 💜💜
Friends: “I’m here for you”
Also friend: “your always telling me your problems, like it’s annoying”
Music: hey bb...come listen to me and let it out,okay? 🥺
“Taste me the salty tears on my cheek, that’s what a year long headache left to you, I’m not okay, I feel so sacattered”
Bro, this hits me SO HARD..
Song: *finishes*
Me: Oh my god so sa-
Ad: _Shop at Wish!_
LOL
STOP IM TRYING TO CRY LMAOOO
Sophia Kinney 😂😂
hahahahaaa
mine was HEB
As a young Muslim girl the only thing keeping me alive is my religion and morals, and what I think to myself is this:
Why must I end it now, if suicide is a sin? Who am I to twist my own fate to my own desire? If my life is hell now, it doesn’t need to be so for eternity.
And I tell myself that every time I’m down, and to anybody reading this, I’m not sure if it’ll help but all the likes on this video
Every single one of them, is a person who understands you, they feel you deep down in their heart, they know you so well even though you’ve never even met
And each one of those people will be there for you whenever you need it, so live for life’s beauty, live for yourself, live to be strong and wise, live to be free, live to be curious and educated, live to hear the birds tweeting in the morning after an all nighter, live to write and draw your feelings when nobody cares to listen, live to love others and yourself, live to have a crush on someone you walked past at the mall that you might never see again, live to hear the cars pass by as you cry yourself to sleep, live to hear the crashing of waves through a seashell, live to taste your favourite food, live to relive your best memory, live for those people
And live to be open, open yourself to the world even if it’s scary, be dignified but take risks
You are alive right now, and you’re reading this
Dude you can read wtf?!?!?? That’s so badass!!!! You can fake a smile babe just go into an acting career already!!! You’re hearing this music and you may possibly be crying to it… I know… I’ve been there and although I’m not crying, my emotions are here somewhere, and I’ll live long enough to find them
You can breathe, not a lot of people have the chance to do that, so live, and breathe, and enjoy every second of it
Because you’ve got the biggest privilege right now, and it’s to be alive and of animation
Good on you
I’m proud of you
You’ve done so well
I’m Muslim too :( but I feel like I’m slowly dying
Even if I’m not suiciding
I am dying
I am in pain
But I’m getting more hurt
More pain
I can’t take more
I lived my whole life in depression
My cousin raped me when I was 4 she didn’t care
No one knows about that
I’ve been blaming myself for so long
It hurts to live
I feel like I’m a burden
I’m a mistake
I’m disgusting
It’s been eleven years and I couldn’t tell anyone
I keep hurting and hurting on myself
My father sexually harassed me last year
And I’m being raped visually everyday
He abused me verbally and emotionally since I was 6
I can’t handle it anymore
My parents fight 24/7
I’m tired of hearing my mom crying every night in my bedroom
I’m tired of seeing her suffer
I’m tired of seeing him getting more heartless year by year
I am so done
@@lanajarbouh5174 star strong love I know what you’re feeling , I know exactly what you’re feeling , cause I’m going trough the same thing , n I know it’s really hard cause deep down u have no motivation to continue surviving , but believe me Allah will be proud of you , imagine Allah being proud of you , entering jannah n screaming « I made it » u made it , u can do it , stay strong , we will make it in shaa Allah , sending lots of kisses
@@imanedr6869 thank you soooo much
Thank you so much for this.❤️
I love you
to anyone who is hurting, or needs words or reassurance:
2 years ago my 56 year old grandfather committed suicide. he was found in his best friends house with the microwave beeping, empty vodka bottles, and blood spatters on the wall. no note, no warning, nothing except his disappearance 2 days before his death. he passed on may 26th, 2017. it’s may 28, 2018. i arrived home from after a long day of school and go about my normal business. my uncle who was my best friend had struggled with drugs ever since he was 13. he was rarely at home as he was either pawning something or just shooting up somewhere, so i didn’t check his room to see if he wanted to play mariokart, like we normally did when he was home after school. i was in my room when i heard a blood curdling scream from the next room over. i’ll never forget the sound, the fear. the pain is her voice. i heard my grandma start to panic as she called my aunt, i asked her what was wrong and she muttered the words “it’s michael”. i knew what she meant, i stepped outside to the porch, and it took a few minutes to hit me. i didn’t know what was going on but i knew it was happening. i began to panic and dialed my mom telling her i didn’t know what happened but to come home, i hung up with my mom as my aunt arrived. all i really remember after that is standing in the living room with my grandma and my aunt, bawling into my families arms as it hit me. my best friend for 15 years was gone. he overdosed on heroin, and left behind 2 kids and an ex-wife. no longer do i have my best friend to play frisbee with, my father figure, my mario kart buddy, the person i laughed with, i would never get to do his hair in a stupid way anymore. all i really remember is a mess of the funeral home, going through pictures, talking to what seemed like thousands of people lined up to tell me it will be okay. but the one thing that really saved my life, it will sound silly but trust me. it was june 4th 2018. a week later. i was playing mario kart with my mom, to distract myself, and during a race my mom fell asleep. for some reason, her character didn’t stop, it never did. characters were chosen, games were played, believe me or not. my mom was asleep, she wasn’t holding the controller, i know that my uncle was right there with me that day. and he’s right here with me now. i could have given up that day, i could have just ended it right then and there, but there was a sign of hope. something to hold on to.. so please, if you are hurting, if you need someone, find some hope. it’s a year later and i have new friends, and my family is healed. if will always get better. i promise. never lose your hope. there is always someone there with you. xoxo - kelcie
kelcie urie reading this and listening to the music is a really bad idea :( I’m so glad that you are doing better
I’m so sorry about everything that happens and I’m so glad that you and your family is doing better. :)
❤
Oh my why am I crying this is so sweet thank you
Omg I’m crying right now I’m so sorry for your loss I’m glad you got better 😔💖
Billie Eilish: Uploads a sad song
L0user: Hold my beer.
me: *is sad*
me: **watches video**
me: *sad with a bit of spice*
nico’s flightless birds II-// 💛🌻 stay alive
is sad in spanish
nico’s flightless birds the way I laughed at this..it made me happy
Stay alive
||-// it's gonna get better i promise
@@teacake8758 im gladdd
As a survivor of suicide, I can't tell you that it'll get better or it goes away, but what I can say is you'll be stronger and the things that seemed difficult before won't be so bad anymore.
“It’s okay, it's okay to cry. Let it all out.”
_That was two months ago._
Tears rolled down your face as your mom yelled, and screamed at you. You hadn't even done anything; _“Why do you always cry?! Why are you such a crybaby!?”_ her words rang in your ears, and it seemed to make the flow of salty tears increase down your cheeks.
“I-I.. don't know.” you managed to mutter between sobs and gasps for air as you choked on your bittersweet tears.
_It went silent._
You looked up, confused at why there was no yelling. A glass bottle was spinning through the air, and it hit you square in the head. Everything went black.
*This is very bad, it's 5 am what am I doing with my life-*
Hey, are you okay?
hcmesick kk POV: you didn’t do the dishes
hcmesick kk this is lowkey so underrated
Kiwi XD FFFFF JJAHAHAHA
One time my friend hit me in the shins with her skate board and my mom and me and my sister got in the car and my mom yelled at me for crying (i wasnt) and then said "early bedtime for you! Its all because of that phone of yours!" True story. I burst out laughing and said "ok boomer"
hits different when your world is crumbling before your eyes......happy quarantine ladies and stay safe
thanks
Hits different when yur boyfriend goes out with ur bsf behind yur back and u still love him bc you're a messed up peice of shi
2020 is truly the worst year ever.
The world is so fucked I don't think any news headlines could ever shock me...
What about the guys? 🥺
fun facts:
✨🥺1. male puppies let female puppies win play fights!
✨🥺2. penguins propose and stick together for life!
✨🥺3. baby sloths are addicted to snuggling!
✨🥺4. the actors who played mickey and minnie actually fell in love and got married!
i did this because i saw how sad everyone was in the comments, i hope this made you smile for at least a few seconds. Trust me, things will get better, and suicide is not the answer. I love you🤍
The first one is true! I hate two dogs male and female he lets by female dog win. they are sooooooooo cute :)
thank you
@@lallalalalalala1094 np. always remember your worth, you are valid and ily !!
Okay but where’s a fun fact about kitties
Thank you haha I read this while crying
Me: *absolutely no reason to be sad*
My mind: hold my beer
Bailey Jordon exactly
I literally have a great life but my self esteem has gone to shit and I can’t help but feel selfish
I just read the title and thought
EXCUSE ME ISNT THAT SONG SAD ENOUGH???
same lol
I thought it was a joke and I literally said out loud "It's the original, isn't it?" And then the heart monitor came on and I was like OH FUCK-
Mirian Lúcia same
Mirian Lúcia same
666
Sending virtual hugs
Mine didn’t load wtf
It crashed before I got it ):
thank you so much
The last time I listened to this I felt like I was at the edge. I felt like every day is the same, like it's just not worth the pain. Like there's no point in waking up, no point in eating, drinking, breathing. I felt like I could disappear every moment without anyone noticing it.
And here I am, months later.
I found this video in TH-cam recommeditions. I listened to it again, and I remembered how I felt.
I read the comments.
So many broken souls, somany tears.
So many things changed since I've last listened to this. I found peace. I made it. Finally I changed my mentality. I see so much good in this world which were invisible for me when I listened to this edit last time.
I'm just here to tell you guys...
Everyone is a fighter. You MUST NOT give up.
You will see. It's always worth to try again. To fight. Even if your enemy is the one who is looking back to you in the mirror. Hold on longer. Everything will be settled. If I could do this, you can too; You can do this. You will win. I promise :)
i miss my old self. i miss being happy. i miss being carefree. i miss feeling loved. i miss being able to laugh. i feel like i'm drowning and everyone around me is happy. i miss being able to control my thoughts. i miss being able to hang out with people without constantly having my head tell me things. i miss smiling. i miss other emotions. i miss feeling things. i miss sleeping peacefully, not to escape this horrid world and my mind, but to sleep. i miss saying "im tired" and meaning i just want to sleep and not meaning im tired with life. i miss having friends. i miss not feeling scared and tired at the same time.
but you know what?
life sux broski.
you just gotta get thru it sometimes.
sorry for bombing this shi here.... this song jus hit differently.
Tbh that just hit me hard asf. Like I fucking FELT that.
Oops I forgot I was on my bfs account
i am going through the same shit.
pls don't forget that u are not alone. and u are loved, pls don't forget that too !
never give up pls even if this may sound impossible or sumthin like that.
u're so strong. u came so far. u can go even further !
ily ♡
everything is going to be okay soon❤️
Mrs. Krabs you know what’s sad? I don’t even remember that part of myself.
Is anybody more scared and worried that they won't be able to do anything good before time runs out or is it just me?
Tomato Soup i’m scared too. i’m scared i won’t find my soulmate and live my life with them.
Same... I'm already 16 and I haven't even been kissed or been in a healthy relationship. I want to do so many teenager stuff but I'm stuck at home all the time. I only have one friend and it feels like she is slowly pulling away like my other past friends. I feel like my teenager years are wasting away
Super Nova same :(
@@costcofreezers me to. i feel like i already found them but i let them slip away..
Short answer: yes. Long answer: I'm currently having a breakdown due to the fact that I will be 23 at the end of this decade. I don't have any clue what I want to do with my life. I can't imagine graduating high school. I'm living a life where my happiness is based on if my sports are in season or not. I don't know if I'd still be alive if it weren't due to basketball ball. I always told myself "I'll kill myself after this basketball season ends" because that's all I have to look forward to. I don't know what I'm going to do with my life and it's stressing me out. I'm dumb as fuck. I'm never going to make it on my own. I don't even know what taxes are. I don't know how to calculate a 10% tip. I don't know what good standards are to hold a president to. I don't even know if I'm going to heaven when I die. Death seems so close, on average I'll live until 84 that gives me 71 years but the economy is failing and the planet is fucked. What if we all die before I'm even 20? What if I never have my first kiss? What if I never find true love? What if I don't make it out of college? I don't know. Life seems to be going way too fast. I don't think I'll even get the chance to see things like: the Eiffel tower, the pyramids, the statue of liberty, Notre dame already burned down, the northern lights, the sphinx, the grand canyon, or Yellowstone. Hell! Yellowstone has a huge volcano that hasn't erupted for 10,000+ years that could pollute the air so badly that it could wipe out half of the population from suffocation or if you were close enough you would spend your last moments in fear watching everything you love get covered in ash/burned down as you slowly burn to death,screaming helplessly as if it will save you. And it's overdue to erupt. Or the glaciers melting. Or the fact that we could go to war anytime soon and the results will be catastrophic with how much the world has changed since the last major war.
my irl friends: hey
me: hi.. how ru
them: good wbu!
me: i’m fine..
them: oh okay, well it was nice talkin to you bye gtg!
me: oh... okay
online friends: hey!!
me: hi..
them: ru okay?
me: yeah, i’m fine..
them: no you’re not, tell me what’s wrong
me: no, really.. i’m fine
them: come on, i know you’re not. tell me, don’t be scared to express your feelings.
me: okay.. fine.
me: expresses my feelings
them: it’s okay, i love you and you’ll be okay i know how you feel, i’m always there for you.
it’s really funny how people that are so far away care so much about you..
Yeah...true :/
And that online friend is also depressed but still comfort you because he/she know how it feel
@@Lanadelreyscig true
I once told one of my online friends that I seriously was considering suicide and they let me talk to them, let me tell them random things, didn’t leave the game even though it was almost one am. The very next day I sent them a message saying sorry for last night and they said that I should never have to apologize for telling someone how I feel. They also said to stop saying sorry so much because I say sorry a lot, but they helped me through it and they made me happy for a few days and then when it happened again, they listened again and I had another friend who joked with me. Irl friends, may pretend to care but online friends know what’s going on and aren’t afraid to talk about it.
the last thing i heard before I watched my dad die was a heart monitor beeping, before slowly becoming nothing but flat monotone tune. Sometimes my mind forces me to forget details like this. I’m sad and happy that this made me remember that. That sounds gruesome but when you can’t remember the last moments with your father because your mind won’t let you, you’ll cling to anything you can.
battling fear stay strong ❤️❤️
stay strong ❤️
stay strong❤️
bless and love you
sorry for ur loss love 💞stay strong ❤️
I miss my old self. What happened?
Lily Smith i don’t know what happened to me, i was so happy now i’m just so different. I want to be my only self again, I just- I just don’t know h o w
this comment just made me even more sad lmao
i always ask myself that. its like little me was so happy but when i get older, its just slowly going away. your not alone, let’s all be here for each other. hope u can be happier :)
Don't worry people grow aswell as you*
Life
*he’s the only one that makes me happy.*
*”i’ll see you soon, babe.”*
I don’t know about that, anymore.
I miss him so much.
im so sorry. i relate to this but completely differently, universes apart. i really hope you are doing better now
@Uriel Parra Pena awh ty :)
He wouldn't want you to suffer. He wouldn't want you to waste your pretty eyes by drowning them in tears.
I can't say I relate. Because I've never went through your *exact* experiences. But I'm sure he wouldn't want you to suffer like this. I'm sure he loved you with all his heart and soul.
Live for him. Live *smiling* at his memory. Ya know.... They're never really gone. They're always with us in our memories. They're still alive in the stories we tell.
You've suffered enough. Wash your woes away and look onward to the future smiling and looking back in the past wish a fondness and look forward to the future.
Live to tell his story. And live to smile while telling it.
He used to be the thing keeping me happy, but when quarantine happened I didn’t get to see him and my world came crumbling down.
I’ll probably sound like a weirdo and not serious but I love crying. It feels like you take all the bad thoughts, all the negative feelings and just dump them.
Thats exactly what a friend of mine thinks and now i can see what he means
Yes! Same!
wish it worked that way for me
Yea it just feels good to get it all out😭
Fr I love it, it’s so calming and has such a nice feeling to let it out
Billie: How much sadness do you need?
Louser: YES.
Hobi's Sprite lmao fax
Fun fact: there is a type of bee that when it gets cold, it goes to warm up in a flower♡
My name is Bee, and that just made this so much better
I love you
Awww that’s so cute
The comment section
We all are sobbing guys
it’s really sad seeing us kids who go around with our memes acting like we are just having a great time are actually the kids who are sick of living at this point.
I fucking feel that. Its like, around people im like "hey look at this dank ass meme" but by myself im like "why haven't you just ended it yet"
I felt that
i feel you, dude.
I felt this. It’s like “dark humor” is our way of masking our past and our feelings inside.
wig snatcher @myself.. but are you okay.. do you need someone to talk to
Me: **casually scrolls through my recommended looking for funny videos**
TH-cam: hey, wanna cry?
Me: not really.. **clicks video**
Please Don’t literally what i did
Omg same though
Oof me
Lmaooo
Please Don’t YEAH
It's amazing what music can do to you.
Yeahhh
@@billieeilishromania432 bună :)))
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@@elizatara buna❤️
Ikr
I was just thinking about
10 years later
20 years later
30 years later
40 years later
50 years later
60 years later
70 years later
80 years later
90 years later
100 years later
Of course I will die in one of them but this comment wont
Imagine this comment will last more than the person who commented /*funny*/
Hi lovely you are gorgeous handsome and perfect even with your flaws
that's crazy
i love u and im prouf of u
Can't imagine where I'll be in the next 10..20..30 years 🥺
me: actually feeling ok with myself
TH-cam: im about to ruin this mans’ whole career-
fresh not frozen BRUH ME IM SO SAD NOW I WAS OK EATING MY APPLE PIE AND WATCHUNG THE OFFICE IM:(
LMFAO
bunz and i oop-
literally same
The truth 😔
I wanna give everyone in this comment section big and long hugs
i could use one, thank you 😭
u wouldn’t like that, I would probably start crying for an hour in ur shoulder
Dream Concert sucked ofc not it’s okay to cry sometimes
tysm 💖
this makes me feel like when i was in PE class and i couldn't breath because we run too much and i was the last one to get to the teacher, it is the worst feeling ever because you are left behind and alone, and everyone is just staring at you waiting for you to finish and you have a lot of attention that you just try to skip it, and i was just feeling so angry with myself for not being good at the things that the other people could do so easily, and i almost start crying without any breath and the teacher asked me if i was ok, but he said it with the tone that i hate the most, and i just ignored him and swallowed anger mixed with sadness and disappointment and just kept running.
It's okay I'm really bad at running too lmao I've experienced this a lot
Andrea HM 😂😂
i feel bad for laughing but i feel you
@@alanal3218 thanks?
Alana Lenfestey but why u laughing tho?
"I miss you so much"
I miss you more love. If I could go back I would..
Has anyone else not heard the words “I’m proud of you” in so long?
Edit: omg...there are so many on here that haven’t. I’m so sorry :( but if your here reading this- I’m proud of you. Because you made it through all those bad days you didn’t think would end.
yes
Never heard of that lol
Must be so long ago i dont remember ever even hearing it 🙂
Camila Maureira well- I’m proud of you! You’re here today and that is enough!
mgsGamer I gotchu! I’m proud of you!! Everyday can be hard so the fact you’re still breathing is such an accomplishment
This might be the saddest comment section ever, love you all
600 Subscribers With 0 Videos? I was ur 600th subscriber
@@Mystxry it was a meme a few months ago from a youtuber called 'maximilianmus' lol
i was your thousandth like
you haven’t seen the chill video edits yet then
If this gets lost in the comments somewhere but at least one person manages to see this, it would make my day.
Take a moment to sit or lay down, breathe in and out, look at how far you’ve come. You’ve struggled for so long, held everything in and wanted to give up. You may wanna give up now. But look at you, you’ve made it. And you will continue to do so. You’re such a beautiful, special and strong person. With every flaw you have, is another reason to love yourself.
You deserve so much love, give yourself a hug, feel the warmth of your hands wrapped around you like a blanket of comfort and joy. I hope you know you’re very much loved by me and I’m so fucking proud of you for making it this far. If you don’t wanna continue for yourself, do it for me. I wanna see you grow and prosper, it gets better, I promise you that.
Also, feel free to vent below! I’ll do my best to reply and can give you my socials to talk. Love you, be happy xx
Thank you, really
Thank you. I’m 15 and have been dealing with severe depression for three years. I’ve attempted suicide three times, and until now I thought I was going to try again. But if a stranger could tell me that my life is worth it, maybe they’re right?
Thank you.
@@charlierachel8632 hey !!! R u there
Golden darkness yeah. I’m actually doing great. My depression medication is working so I’m happy now !!!
“Listen before i go but extremely sad” me: “It's possible this song get more sad?!??!
I wanna hug you all. You guy's sound like your minds are dying slowly. But just remember..
Your soul is like a beautiful bouquet of flowers already bloomed. With the dew of your tears as rain dew on the flower pedals. It is bright and soft. You'll always have someone to love. Or someone who loves you so so much. You are so precious and don't deserve such despair. I love all of you, take care.
❤️❤️❤️
Eddie Kaspbrak no matter what. As long as you are sorry, and wish to never do it again. Deep down you really are a beautiful person.
our minds dying slowly is the most beautiful phrase ever imo
i’m crying @ this , you deserve everything good in this world , i love u
ᴜʀ sᴀʟᴛʏ hey , i get it , completely , you are not alone , my minds fucked up too , badly , so i really get it , i’m here , you are still alive and have purpose , you have good in you , please remember that
so many lines in this song just hit way too close to home. everytime i hear this song i imagine myself up on a high ledge on a glum day while listening to this song before i take a leap. my chest and heart hurts in a way i cant explain,, it gets too hard to handle, but songs like these help me cope, and this edited version makes it so much more depressing, but i love it.
Bianca Rosales tysm💞
Me too, but the crazy thing is I imagined myself on the top of a hospital building with an cut oxygen tube hanging off my face, and I jump when she says the "call my friends" part.
Stay strong
i visualize like being on top of a skyscraper in like new york and the sun is like pale white and the air is cold but its incredibly beautiful, and in that moment i feel content enough to be ready to die
There is something special about you that this world needs. Ily💜 if you ever need to talk my Instagram is @zmeemeira I'm serious. Stay strong
These last few days have been really hard. I’ve just felt too ugly to be loved. This gave me a good cry man.
Alex Yp *You’re absolutely beautiful, please don’t forget that. Please. For me.*
Wow,me
I hope you feel better now!
Same ❤️ you are not alone remember that okay
Alex Yp you are an innocent soul. God bless you. Cry the pain out but don’t let it make a home in you. Stay strong. Even when I don’t know how you look I know you are like one of the most beautiful people on the earth. Hope absolutely everything is okay now. You are the best version of you. Every day is a blessing when you are around. So grateful you exist. You are so loved. You are here with a reason. And you are strong enough to get through everything. Don’t forget I God gives his hardest challenges to his best warriors. This is not forever. It’s going to be okay no matter how cliche it sounds. Believe in yourself because I believe in you. You are awesome. Keep going, legend ❤️
You are beautiful, and if anyone says you aren’t they’re the ugly ones.
This is so random but I feel like some people may need to hear some reasons why you should stay alive.
1. We would miss you.
2. It's not worth the regret. Either by yourself if you failed or just simply left scars, or the regret everyone else feels by not doing enough to help you.
3. It does get better. Believe it or not it will eventually get better. Sometimes you have to go through the storm to get to the rainbow.
4. There's so much you would miss out on doing.
5. There is always a reason to live. It might not be clear right now, but it is always there.
6. So many people care, and it would hurt them if you hurt yourself.
7. You ARE worth it. Don't let anyone, especially yourself, tell you otherwise.
8. You are amazing.
9. A time will come, once you've battled the toughest times of your life and are in ease once again, where you will be so glad that you decided to keep on living. You will emerge stronger from this all, and won't regret your choice to carry on with life. Because things always get better.
10. What about all the things you've always wanted to do? What about the things you've planned, but never got around to doing? You can't do them when you're dead.
11. I love you. Even if only one person loves you, that's still a reason to stay alive.
12. You won't be able to listen to music if you die.
13. Killing yourself is never worth it. You'll hurt both yourself and all the people you care about.
14. There are so many people that would miss you, including me.
15. You're preventing a future generation, YOUR KIDS, from even being born.
16. How do you think your family would feel? Would it improve their lives if you died?
17. You're gorgeous, amazing, and to someone you are perfect.
18. Think about your favourite music artist, you'll never hear their voice again...
19. You'll never have the feeling of walking into a warm building on a cold day
20. Listening to incredibly loud music
21. Being alive is just really good.
22. Not being alive is really bad.
23. Finding your soulmate.
24. Red pandas
25. Going to diners at three in the morning.
26. Really soft pillows.
27. Eating pizza in New York City.
28. Proving people wrong with your success.
29. Watching the jerks that doubted you fail at life.
30. Seeing someone trip over a garbage can.
31. Being able to help other people.
32. Bonfires.
33. Sitting on rooftops.
34. Seeing every single country in the world.
35. Going on roadtrips.
36. You might win the lottery someday.
37. Listening to music on a record player.
38. Going to the top of the Eiffel Tower.
39. Taking really cool pictures.
40. Literally meeting thousands of new people.
41. Hearing crazy stories.
42. Telling crazy stories.
43. Eating ice cream on a hot day.
44. Talking bad about people that deserve it to your best friend and ranting all day
45. Travelling to another planet someday.
46. Having an underwater house.
47. Randomly running into your hero on the street.
48. Having your own room at a fancy hotel.
49. Trampolines.
50. Think about your favourite movie, you'll never watch it again.
51. Think about the feeling of laughing out loud in a public place because your best friend has just sent you an inside joke,
52. Your survival will make the world better, even if it's for just one person or 20 or 100 or more.
53. People do care.
54. Treehouses
55. Hanging out with your soul mate in a treehouse
55. Snorting when you laugh and not caring who sees
56. I don't even know you and I love you.
57. I don't even know you and I care about you.
58. Because nobody is going to be like you ever, so embrace your uniqueness!
59. You won't be here to experience the first cat world emperor.
60. WHAT ABOUT FOOD?! YOU'LL MISS CHOCOLATE AND ALL THE OTHER NOM THINGS!
61. Starbucks.
62. Hugs.
63. Stargazing.
64. You have a purpose, and it's up to you to find out what it is.
65. You've changed somebody's life.
66. Now you could change the world.
67. You will meet the person that's perfect for you.
68. No matter how much or how little, you have your life ahead of you.
69. You have the chance to save somebody's life.
70. If you end your life, you're stopping yourself from achieving great things.
71. Making snow angels.
72. Making snowmen.
73. Snowball fights.
74. Life is what you make of it.
75. Everybody has a talent.
76. Laughing until you cry.
77. Having the ability to be sad means you have the ability to be happy.
78. The world would not be the same if you didn't exist.
79. Its possible to turn frowns, upside down
80. Be yourself, don't take anyone's shit, and never let them take you alive.
81. Heroes are ordinary people who make themselves extraordinary. Be your own hero.
82. Being happy doesn't mean that everything is perfect. It means that you've decided to look beyond the imperfections.
83. One day your smile will be real.
84. Having a really hot, relaxing bath after a stressful day.
85. Lying on grass and laughing at the clouds.
86. Getting completely smashed with your best friends.
87. Eating crazy food.
88. Staying up all night watching your favourite films with a loved one.
89. Sleeping in all day.
90. Creating something you're proud of.
91. You can look back on yourself 70 years later and being proud you didn't commit
92. Being able to meet your Internet friends.
93. Tea / Coffee / Hot Chocolate
94. The new season of Sherlock
95. Cuddling under the stars.
96. Being stupid in public because you just can.
97. If you are reading this then you are alive! Is there any more reason to smile?
98. being able to hug that one person you havent seen in years
99. People care enough about you and your future to come up with 100 reasons for you not to do this.
100. But, the final and most important one is, just, being able to experience life. Because even if your life doesn't seem so great right now, literally anything could happen.
I love you so much
I cried to this thank you so much
Person: it's ok to cry
Me:
Person:
My eyes: **Niagara falls**
that moment when the stress from school takes over your life and you realize you've stopped eating lunch and dinner, and your body continues to get skinnier, your head always feels dizzy, and you cry even more than you did.
moo moo dairy
i f e e l it😔✌️
school really does get the best of you, mentally
u rlly described me
Thanks a lot for this eating disorder relapse fuel now I feel guilty for nourishing myself in this recovery period
@@biker6070 don't.
my flex is that i listen to such songs just to feel calm and melancholic, not to cry myself to sleep while i'm extremely depressed. cause i'm better now. i survived. i don't feel that way anymore
i wish you the best 🤍
ME TOOOOOO
It’s funny how people around my age have a bad rep with sadness because of the *_actually_* fake depressed ppl. Nobody believes us. Everyone makes fun of us. I talk to people over discord and whatnot and my family thinks that’s what’s depressing me. Discord and my online friends are all I have. All that’s keeping me going. I’ve stopped feeling. I’m not okay. I feel so scattered.
i'm sorry you feel like this. It's true people think that if you're younger you can't have depression. it'll get better love, close your eyes, rest now.
I'm not 14 and I don't usually listen to Billie but I feel like its a really, really harmful stereotype. I've argued with so many people online who claim that all young people are faking depression and its a circus out there man. Like if a CHILD tells you they think they are depressed, what reason do you have to disregard it? Just because some random ass gacha life youtubers fake depression it means that every 14 year old kid needs to have extensive proof to say they're depressed? It's ridiculous. Anyway, just so you know, there's people out here rooting for you, and I hope you get better. Keep holding on my guy ⭐
your creepy emo cousin Thank you so much. I’m slowly getting better, and you all are making it much easier on me.
add me on discord if you still have it, we can talk. 𝓛𝓲𝓵𝓵𝔂#0406
Well same OMG like in everything
Damn, I feel great today.
TH-cam: Hold my invisalign.
ahah
HAHAHAHHA I SEE YOU
Invisalign in its case or nah?
😂😂
1000th like!! :0
I don't know if anybody will see this, but please know how proud I am of you for making it this far. As someone who has (and still) struggles with their metnal health, I know how exhausting and painful it is to keep goiing. But I am so incredibly proud of you for doing it. You're amazing, do you hear me? Absolutely wonderful. Please keep going. I believe in you. You can do it
"We are all just depressed people telling other depressed people we'll be fine."
this
Me and very true
That is very true. But somehow we get strength by giving others strength through words. So, it's okay. : )
underrated and true comment.
You sound like someone I'd end up being good friends with, because atleast we'd both get it.
Am i the only singing this song while crying?
I miss him.
I am also crying and singing along. I am currently going through a breakup. I miss him too, but we can get through it. It might be bad right now, but someone will be so much better, they'll treat you better, they'll love you more, they wont leave while your crying because you are so hurt, because everything came crashing down, all at once. Itll be okay, I promise.
I love you
You beautiful
Amazing
Worth while
Stranger
❤❤❤
@@daylights8955 I hope you feel better, everything will be ok my darling.i am hoping that you will be much happier, and that amazing things are coming your way
im so sorry
Seham Mohamed I feel you 😕
i miss my old self ....
*Vent.*
My grandpa passed away recently. He was the sunshine of my life. And nobody knows how much I miss him...💔
He was there to listen to my problems and he let me rant a lot...
3-4 days later, I have begun seeing Things and hearing things, just like he did. I'm going crazy...it hurts...its still happening.
Im so sorry🖤
I hope you feel better soon
I’m so sorry, it’s hard but just try focus on the happy things in life for now..:)
OyaSumi I know how you feel my grandpa passed away about a month ago. It’s sucks, I remember all the memories we had together. Just hang in there you’ll be okay...
i know how u feel. around this time 2 years i was going through the same thing. i lost my grandfather aswell. last year i lost my granmother a week before my birthday. but just trust me. i promise you things will get better. they always do. stay strong ml❤️
Literally just listened to "slow dance in the dark - joji but you're trying to drown yourself in your bathtub" now this. Let me just fill my tub right now.
Oof. SAME
Oof. Same
Me too lol
Me 4
Oof ssme
when i was 14 i was supposed to die because my digestive system shut itself down for no known reason. i was told to my face that i had 3 days left to live because of how malnourished i had become. all my friends deserted me- not a goodbye, not an i'll miss you, not a visit, nothing.
luckily my digestive system randomly started working again, i am still here, and i am now 18, but my old friends still have never spoken a word to me. to them, it seems as if i truly am dead.
this video hit hard to me.
Damn.. I was gonna say I feel your pain but I couldn't imagine that..
i hope you're okay now
Those "friends" don't deserve you, you can do so much better 💕
you're better off without them, i know it must've been hard and i really hope ur okay and happy now :)
i’m so sorry they did that to u 🥺🖤
"Tears weren't always sadness and sadness wasn't always tears"
- me
Damn
Me: *skips through the street happily*
Depression: *kicks me in the stomach and punches me repeatedly*
mOoD
u got bars 😂
Your profile picture
Is Alexi
I luv ur profile pic!!! *r.i.p. alexi*
ya’ll who r commenting about Edits TV’s profile pic are spelling his name wrong. ALEXEI. bro i’m mega triggeRED
my heart just sank, the image and the beginning of the audio I just felt soooo heavy. its sooo dark but im still somehow feeling better? its weird but thank you soo much
Maryam Manahil THIS IS WHAT IM FEELING!! My chest feels so heavy
People say, ‘I miss the old me’. I would like to say that but I’m not even sure who I was.
I don't even know who I'm and who I will be
Same..
Damnnn
@@renurajbongshi885 Same
same. :/
My grandma, who was like a mother to me, just died of cancer yesterday and this song hits really hard
I know how you feel, my grandma died from cancer as well, it’s been really tough for me and thankfully I managed to recover from her loss, I really hope your doing better now, and may your dear grandmother Rest In Peace
*You wake up to a bright light*
You try to look around, your neck is stiff. You open your eyes more to get used to the light.
You feel as if you'll be here for a long time.
A sound of beeping crosses your ears. You know exactly where you are. You just don't know how you got there. Why are you here? Did whatever happen deserve to happen?
Your body is motionless. You focus on your breathing and the place around you.
*The machines keeping you alive are the only things watching you.*
Hours pass. You're still awake. Fading through your memories. You remember who cared for you. You remember who taught you. And you remember who loved you. But they weren't here. They were nowhere.
_You were nowhere._
More hours pass by.
It's hard holding on. You focus on your breathing as you heartbeat gets faster, and slower. You think for a second.
"No one's here with me. Soon they will be. But I want to stay alone..."
The light above you gets dimmer.
_It's time to let go._
You close your eyes.
You breathe slower.
You don't focus on life.
You give up.
The beeping gets louder and faster.
A high screech is heard.
*_You're gone._*
Underrated, have you considered at least writing for wattpad?
@@linguiniperuano No, not really. Should I give it a go?
@@makaylajohnsxoxo OFCCCCC
@@linguiniperuano Alright, Thanks for your feedback!
You have seven minutes of brain activity after you die lol
" eat more you are getting skinny"
"eat less you are getting fat"
"why are you always crying grow up"
" Why can't you be more like your sister "
.... My mom says this to me alot...
I'm so sorry for you don't let her get to you be yourself nobody else can be like you
never let anyone treat u like that. i love you
Same...
But worse-
Dear person,
You're beautiful
WIth love, Affectionate stranger.
:,)
ReZ Squigga I love you ❤️
@@Amy-yv3jb I love you too. Go have fun now.
ReZ Squigga ❤️❤️
I love you♥️♥️