My dads last words to me were “I’m scared”. He died from COVID. Every single day is a slap in the face, since he passed. It’s not right it’s not fair. He didn’t deserve to die that way.
August Winterman You’re talking out of your ass. Humans protect and love them closest to themselves but they do not care about anybody outside of this group. They tell themselves they do, but they really don’t. Just look how many „care“ about children in Africa starving to death, but how few are actually doing something about it, we have more than enough food for all humans, we just don’t care. You can’t tell me, you‘d do anything for your bakery owner, gas station attendant etc. They are all part of your life.
"He was at his best before he passed" Many people report suicide victims being in good spirits right before. Because he had made his decision. He was free because he knew it was almost over. That's how dark it becomes.
It hits u in waves. When u attempt, it's a spur of the moment thing. After I attempted, I always thought "why did I fucking do that?" But with depression, it's a disease. It's unpredictable. As for people saying "they were so happy before." They're holding the memories they have of the person and holding it under a microscope. Nothing more, sadly.
That’s how it was for me. I got this wonderful high that lasted several days. It was them moment I realized I was in control and there was an end to the pain. I don’t care if it was only pain for another month I had enough, I wasn’t going another day, I called my parents and told my mom my decision , I was so happy and free, It was an amazing feeling. I used my few day high to do a massive amount of research and diagnosed myself with a very rare dopamine deficiency. And got on the correct medication and I’m past that part of my life now still live every day in pain but it’s livable.
and it often happens that in a depressive phase one has no drive to do anything, not even to kill oneself. That's why more people kill themselves during peak periods when they have more energy
I cried the first time I heard it but if you followed them as much as most of us millennials, he definitely gave the signs and I was devastated for his family and friends. The music never gets old but I can't listen to anything after his passing cause I don't see them as Linkin park without him. Such a beautiful soul gone 😢. Miss his presence in this world
Yo I legit lost it the day that I found Chester killed himself. Linkin Park was apart of my childhood and Hybrid Theory and metora got me through some rough times. Listen to both albums till this day. Smh Chester will be missed
STEVE SANCHEZ the irony that the topic of this video is based on suicide. You do realize that if someone actually killed them self based off of you telling them to do so, the police will coming to your doorstep right? For your sake I hope your stupid ass doesn’t get yourself in a situation that you wish you would never gotten involved in.
CLOCKS TICKING you know they have a shit too of content way more meaningful than HT and meteora right? Chester would have loved for everyone to hear all of them at least once
YES. same, here. this and chris cornell completely knocked the shit out of me. i did shed some tears and felt like i was mourning more than men, but i was mourning my high school and college years!! joseph, it's not that we just "sing their songs," and if you really think that, then you have never had any experience worthwhile when it comes to music. i mean, what is the point of listening to or watching anything if you aren't going to search for meaning or pieces of yourself, your life, and your experiences within? that's how humans relate to the world in every way. it's what separates us from robots and psychopaths. anyway. to just "sing" the lyrics is to completely miss what the artist is expressing. and i am the opposite, i can't listen to them and a lot of other old favorites, anymore. i feel like it's revisiting something that i can't ever get back, and that makes it a very strange, and sometimes, somber experience. idk, i have embraced new music and different bands to make sure i'm not dwelling too much on the past. i look forward to my future and the right music can completely change my mood and disposition by dragging me back into the past or pumping me up for what's coming next.
Chester had just lost one of his close friends Chris Cornell to suicide by hanging in May and then decided to do the same exactly two months later. Tragic!
He has a tortured childhood. That doesn’t magically go away, life is tough. Be kind and treat people how you want to be treated, it can change peoples day, weeks, months, and years.
Ele também minha infância foi um inferno até dentro da casa de onde mora sofria descriminação me hominhava me batia sofre bullying verdadeiro inferno 😓😪💔
Nobody will ever help anyone. A troubled childhood is what most of us have. They shut down all of the mental health system in America a long time ago because it's cheaper to let people with problems die than to help them.
I was falling to depression. Many terrible thoughts every day. Then i picked up my pieces and I am fighting it. For me and my little daughter. There are many people who lost the fight but there are many other people who fought really hard and are doing well. Please don’t give up, you are very special! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve seen a video on youtube about an young man who tried to killed himself but survived. He said that the minute he pulled the trigger he regretted it.
I'm with the whole belief he Chester was done away with as was cornell and Kate and Bourdain all linked to podesta and Clinton crime spree and nobody dare talk about it
To all those idiots that claim Talinda never loved Chester cause she doesn't look sad... you probably never lost anyone, right? It's been a year. She had enough time to learn how to live with the sorrow. She also have children that are suffering even more cause they've lost their father in such young age, so she needed to stay strong for them. Or maybe she's just one of those people who never show negative emotions in public. I have plenty of friends like that. No matter how miserable the are, they just never show it.
@danielle5980 Sometimes, therapy isn't enough. Or we don't feel like we deserve help. I'm really struggling with depression right now, and I'm genuinely afraid to ask for help.
If someone with suicidal depression suddenly becomes much much happier then be worried. They may have finally accepted that they are going to end their life.
From someone who took a First Aid class in college, I can confirm that this is very true. Most people who are suicidal end up being the happiest moments before they attempt to take their life
@@arthurm.8007 no, that's not how music works. Otherwise, every musician thatsde sad songs would commit suicide. He's just a good songwriter. Doesn't mean he has suicidal thoughts.
No one talks to anyone anymore. Phone calls are replaced by texts , family get togethers are replaced by social media. No one seems to want to hear peoples problems, if they try to open up they're labeled as "negative" and complaining . They are avoided which leads to more isolation. People have to PAY for someone to listen to them (Therapist) . When we used to interact with each other people were more compassionate , those days have passed.
All true unfortunately. I am finding it same way no doubt. For years now. This times are tough to and I am not surprised people hang themselves on daily basis. This world just sucks with all modern society and system created.
@@VictorSeedorsky It does suck in ways and COOL in other ways. My experience is that I could never figure out who I was. Didn't realize my own identity. I without realizing it, had thoughts of I'm not much like anyone else I know. Everyone else's thoughts were off kilter to my own. No biggie I thought, but it's an awkward feeling, unsettling. Just last few years, I realized I'm just me, whether no one else is like me, gets me, ok, do me. Huge decision/choice to do me, cuz at that point I didn't know me without the ruckus going on in my head. So rather than looking around I looked in. My "in" is different from most, just is. For one, I don't make friends. I have in past, it wasn't hard. But my true me isn't that person. We are told we should have as many friends as possible from childhood. Turns out, that's not me. I'm not "comfortable" I don't want anyone having expectations of me. Not that I'm anti social, hate people, the point is I realized social butterfly is not my role, I'm not that crowd, others are. Still not sure entirely what my "role" is but Im learning as I go, for myself, just for myself, not to become someone I'm not for any reason. If I allow myself to get to into my head, I fall into the trap of overthinking. Sorry just thought I would share. God Bless
You could hear the pain and anguish in Chester’s voice. He gave the lyrics he sung life because he could connect to them. Depression is very debilitating and you feel hopeless everyday. I went through it when my wife passed away from cancer. It helps to have people around you that care but most importantly that listen to you. For me they were my parents. I couldn’t have gone through that without them.
I understand your last sentence so much, only my problem is social phobia and chronic anxiety... which has limited my life so much it sometimes causes phases of depression. I'm a 24 year old woman and I can't even pick up the phone and make a doctors appointment because I'm so afraid of being rejected by whoever I'm speaking to. Forget about actually showing up to said appointment and talking to them about my problems... I'd die. I know it's illogical but my brain doesn't care and fills me with the level of fear you'd experience if a massive bear was charging at you. It's so messed up and feels hopeless. I don't have superpowers... I can't change my what my brain wants to do with just willpower... I've tried. To the outside world I'm a loser and a mooch for not having a job. Little do they know, I'm actually doing FANTASTIC with what I've been dealt. Most days I still find a way to be cheerful, help animals, and spread love to people who need it. Good luck to you. It's not your fault and you're not the only one. And I bet you have a huge heart. Don't forget you're just as valuable as anyone else.
Celebrity deaths have never really gotten to me, but Chester’s had me crying. His music had such an impact on my life growing up. And even now as an adult.
Anthony Anthony you’re a fucking moron . He poured his emotions into his writing . depression is a literal fuckin illness you asshat. His music HELPED people .
@Ret1173 1. You can't make someone get help, you can only encourage it 2. What do her personal achievements have to do with anything? 3. Some people are so good at making it seem like they're okay on the outside, depression isn't one size fits all
@Ret1173 The man had been struggling long before Talinda came into the picture. It's not her fault and not everyone is equipped or understands how to help someone with severe depression. Everything you're mentioning, you don't think has already been tried? You have no idea what it's like to be with someone who has mental illness. My wife is and has been going through severe depression and has made suicide attempts, guess that's my fault as well according to your logic. No, it's not. She's made attempts long before me and it all began with early the childhood upbringing as with her, Chester had a terrible upbringing filled with abuse, molestation and who knows what else and when it implants in the psyche at such a young age..well you get a recipe for disaster as an adult. When you marry someone with depression, it affects everyone, some are better at hiding it and once they make up their minds that they want to take their life, they are gonna do it, there's only so much you can do, 24/7 monitoring is not realistic and no way to live for anyone, clinics will only monitor 24/7 for 2 weeks max and many fake being better cause they don't want to be in a clinic that long, so then what? Mood stabilizers, they can get abused and affect other parts of the brain overtime, again no way to live. The only true solution for him was to talk and be open and honest with those who are close on how he is feeling, empathy if you will has been the most effective, at least for me an my wife. In this case, he found an opportunity to take his life to stop the demons in his head and he took it.
Hard RIght I know how you feel I cant understand ehy he did It he had so much to live for. He sang so many songs that spoke to his inner pain but you cant tell when he needed help. Look at Jonathan Davis and how he coped. Its as all about how you deal with it I was abused when I was younger. I just cant justify taking my own life to deal with it.
bob si dog that's not a bad thing, it would of kept him busy and his mind off of depression and suicide, it's the moment you alone and left to your thoughts, that's when the moment strikes
Yeah, he died two days before my 13th birthday, my 14th Birthday is next month and I plan to play Linkin Park songs nonstop on the anniversary of his death and listen to them on my birthday too.
beautiful soul... i think, he thought something different about his soul... his soul was black like my... and its hard to show the people, that your soul is white, when it`s in truth black...
You mostly are younger than me - do your RESEARCH on how the news LIES - DEAH HOAX - LOOK AT TALINDA - big head big hands give away an Adams apple cant continue to see this fooling the Masses -
I feel so bad for Talinda. Chester was incredibly talented, and his band was so influential, and continues to be very influential. Rest in Peace Chester, you had a lasting definite positive effect on humanity.
@@ikilledtheghost4844 I just read an article about the crime scene there was wet carpet security cameras “weren’t setup” even though he had a stalker and made sure to have protection his own mom thinks he was killed and he was turning his life around I think there’s a lot of foul play involved
@@tylerblad6610 Because it's easier to think someone else is guilty, anyone. In that case something could be done. Putting the guilt on yourself or someone else gives you some peace. If you face the fact that nothing could be done and he was already lost, well then it sucks for a big time!
They do, it's simply that a larger audience recognises "Linkin Park" than "Chester Bennington". What an absolutely ridiculous thing to complain about, and I've been a big fan since I was a teenager.
Trump Won. Move On. - oh boy. Most folks recognize the group name and then can make the association when they say his name in the piece. Folks really need to take a breadth...
The larger audience is fully aware of who Chester and Talinda Bennington are these days. This much needed panel only existed because of the recent string of celebrity deaths. My point was this event happened to raise awareness and to point people in the direction of getting help. Using names would have certainly helped this video reach more people.
It’s just hard for people to accept that. If someone who had „everything“, can‘t get out of depression, who else can? Some might ask: How could I do it, if he couldn’t?
SO SO TRUE. In these days if you do not have a sense of perspective you will go mad ,you will go insane. Join us as we do our little bit using our music and messages to shine some light in these challenging times. UNITY IN DIVERSITY, TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER.
This reminds me of the actor William who made people laugh all over the world. I loved this one movie called Mrs Doubtfre. Hope that's the correct spelling.
My little brother killed himself 10 years ago. I’ve come to realize sometimes people have come to peace with leaving this world. After spending a decade thinking about the subject I’ve come to realize that sometimes we would be at more peace to not be here as difficult as that sounds. It’s their choice, if they have lost the true quality of life and every day is a true struggle then death is true peace. Your loved ones may find it selfish of you but it’s selfish to make you live a painful life when you don’t want to.
Reading through all the comments…some are nice…some are people talking out their arse. This is the only pure comment I’ve read… I’ve never suffered a suicide in the family..but god knows I understand the subject. I can 100% assure you that you are spot on. Beautifully wrote. Thank you for sharing, and sorry for your loss. I promise to spare some thoughts for your brother, for as long as I can hold them for.
@@FOXAMG63 Exactly. It's the PAIN to go away. What I have learned seeing loved ones through illness, it just to live life 'one day at a time'. Most suicides take place late at night or when fatigued. Just get through that night. It there has been an 'event', such as the loss of a loved one (often a cause for severe depression), just one day at a time. Also try to focus on all that you can do to help yourself, little stuff including nutrition to help your brain.
Linkin Park and Chester's voice were my teenage years. I grew up listening to them, they helped me get through rough times. I still am in shock over this loss. I hope he's in a better place now and my heart goes to his family and close friends. You are dearly missed.
Lakers fan that's very naive of you! Depression isn't based on your situation its a mental disease ! It can effect anyone. Think before you speak or type for that matter.
Lakers fan it's people like you who keep the stigma of mental health at thay a stigma. How dare you say if someone had this this and that he doesn't deserve to be unhappy. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain. Its not just something you can't get over in a whim. It needs to be treated like any other sickness. Just because it isn't a physical sickness doesn't mean that it should be treated anything less.
King of the Wicker People Yes sure he had 6 kids, a lovely wife and a lot of money and all that but maybe that wouldn't make me or you commit suicide but maybe he is living in a completely different world in his head? He got molested when he was a kid by some old man, we don't know what he made him do? It could be a lot of other shit too. Show some respect.
Another big warning sign that suicide may be being strongly contemplated by a person who suffers from depression is when they appear to be at their happiest or almost euphoric. When they've finally resolved to put an end to their life they often finally feel some relief. They are also trying to leave their loved ones at a time when everyone is happy because they don't want their loved ones to hurt. As Telinda said, nobody expected it then with Chester. They had just had a good family vacation. Everything seemed good. That was actually one of the subtle signs.
@@Mary-AnnThorson I got through all of this as well and if I understand it with my eightheen years, I know that nothing in my whole life costed me more than this depression. And finally understanding that you just think that life is not worth this high cost
This is completely true... I felt such a relief couple of months ago because I was finally looking forward to "something" in this case to just end my life. It was weird and I knew why I felt relief but I liked it. After months of big rock on my chest, no being able to breathe, losing 15kg... I can really relate to that.
Almost 5 years later and it’s still sad to think about his passing. I had never watched this interview before and to hear his wife say there were previous attempts… omg. My heart dropped. He was in SO much pain. I wish someone could’ve helped him or he could’ve felt our love for him in order to heal. 😔
I feel like even if he felt the outpouring of love his family, friends, and us fans had for him , it still wouldn't have been enough. I am depressed all the time, and it's not by choice. Its like drowning and there's no way up.
He had previous attempts, she shoulve been more cautious and knowledgeable about his husbands condition.. you would know, there is something wrong with your husband, whether he speak about it or not tho.. youre his partner.. shm
"Just stuck, hollow and alone And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long (Erase all the pain 'til it's gone) I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real I wanna find something I've wanted all along Somewhere I belong" 😥 there were so many signs. We'll miss him, but we'll keep his memory alive.
@@SIDGAF It's not really on her to babysit him 24/7, and when you work at something all the time and think its improving you tend to relax a little bit. It's nothing any of his family or friends can do. When you are depressed that badly that you are ready to give up on everything, he knew people loved him, and he cares about their feelings but just gave up. Your own mental health is only controlled by yourself.
The thing is in most surroundings, people start to avoid you if you are in a constant negative mindset. There are hundreds of tutorials on how to stay away from negative people, labelling them as toxic. Alot of times, these "toxic people" are highly sensitive, emotional and caring people, while alot of the "forced positives" focus on success and enjoying themselves (pure egoism). Depressed people such as myself have to choose between putting up a smile every day, or loosing everyone. Unfortunatly i`ve chosen to be myself and lost everyone. I understand everyone, that goes with the mask, but in the end it doesn`t really matter. No one cares if one more light goes out.
Even if he didn't talk about it, there are very subtle signs like even the slightest change in their behavior, patterns, or actions that can seem just out of character. They should be a cause for concern.
Mor M21 sometimes its the worst thing for damaged ppl. He lived so many lives with the money he made, so the volume of experience must be far beyond someone in a small town. Might be easy to let go if "nothing" can make it better.
I feel so bad for Talinda and his children, but I'm glad she's found the strength to move on and help others through her experience. LP was my favorite band over the last 2 decades. Their music got me through some tough times. I just wish I got a chance to see them live.
Mental health is something that is still not taken as seriously as it should be. People will almost never show any signs of clinical depression and might look fine. But you really need to pay attention to mannerisms, behaviors, facial expressions, etc to really know if someone is having problems. Of course someone with clinical depression and suicidal thoughts will most likely never come upfront about it due to fears of social stigmas, what their family, friends, coworkers, etc might think among other factors. But eventually if no one takes notice and no one brings it up, that individual is like a ticking time bomb and will eventually lose faith, lose hope, and lose interest in living and just go through with it. But the thing is, many people will think about it but rarely people will actually go through with it.
xxnike629xx It’s because there’s no hope for people who are depressed these days. It’s either grit your teeth and get on with it, or die. There is no inbetween.
It was in the lyrics in his songs.... constantly... ie Song: Leave out all the rest, Lyrics: When my time comes Forget the wrong that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
I have struggled with depression all my life and when you try to get help it's almost impossible. People are unaware or don't want to be bothered by your depressing discussions so back into isolation I went!
When I was dealing with depression (I am still going through minor phases here and there) I found it helpful to talk to other depressed people. Or at least people who have been depressed in the past. They have proven to have the ear to listen to my problems and then make me feel accepted. We are somehow together against this state of mind and once again, together, we are hoping to get through this with time. I don't think people know how to handle depression properly. They usually send you to a therapist or tell you to be happy and surround yourself with happyness and uplifting people. This however, is THE WORST you can do. Their happiness makes you realise just how bad everything is. Usually when a person is depressed, they have a reason to feel like they are an outsider. By having people around you, showing you how to have fun, you feel even more alone in your misery. You start asking yourself why can't you be like the others? How come they are so happy? Don't they see the problems you see? How come? Are they stupid or something? Are they just sheep? Am I the only one with my eyes open here!? That cannot be the case! This is of course a very selfish thing to think and it must be wrong. So why!? Why!? Why am I different!? I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM! I CAN'T! How can I end the misery when the act of living itself is miserable to me! ... ... Oh...
@@leolegendary3275 hey dear if you have something to share please do it , whom you trust and if you don't have anyone to share it , find someone who can equally understand your pain , it's true that nothing change the past by sharing your pain , but you will feel better and accept the reality , I'm saying this because I saw my friend who has almost recovered, I believe you will be healed and live a better life
People need to stop judging Talinda for saying she never experienced depression. That’s HER RIGHT to say, leave her alone. Not everyone has to be a victim to understand something, give her a break ❤
People should be glad she is being honest. You shouldn't have to feel or pretend to understand something like this if you can't relate. But the irony of it all is, that now she probably does know what it feels to be depressed since his loss. God bless her and their family. Rip, Chester.
@@ryshed4365 are u serious ???? linkin park is one of the biggest rock band in music history . and chester was the front man of the band and people not knw his name ?????
Im OK with the title. A lot of people won't know who chester is, but know linkin park. More clicks, more awareness with the way the title is. The description explains more detail about the video.
it's about the Linkin Park singer's wife recalling his Linking Park singer's last day which is not a particular date but just a day last day of the Linking park's singer who had a linking park singer's wife typical for any Linking Park singer's life
"It only lasted a couple months and I barely made it" That statement alone helps put a little perspective on the torment people have to suffer through who live with depression their whole life. Imagine being tortured while knowing that theirs never going to be any real relief from it, it continues to get worse and worse because of that thought
There are loads of artists who have way darker songs and they don’t commit suicide. You want to send everyone that mentions suicide in their lyrics to a therapist?
Sia Mean It shown more in his live performance of One more light. Although pretty much every song they've written is true to one of theirs thoughts and feelings.
I have major depression, the hardest thing for me is finding someone to listen to my thoughts and feelings. My wife and kids just think I should be able to handle it and it is all in my head................................. right now I cant get out of bed in the mornings and have lost all hope, still my family ignores these pleas for help............. I need a friend, I need a spark, I need a reason to stay on this planet...................................
@@illuminated1054She was with him but wasn't there for him. As a man we are expected to be the emotional rock our family but our emotional needs are neglected or brushed over. We pretend to be strong but sometimes but we need the emotional support of our spouse but are appalled that we would have to ask. All she had to do was listen to his music. It was a cry for help but nobody was listening. He was a beautiful soul and I wish he would have had the support he needed.
Chester Bennington described Depression so accurately. You feel like going to a corner somewhere and just die. He also said he didn't like any emotion, no matter which it was. For me, it is the same. Depression has had me wanting to to crawl to a corner of isolation and desire to just die. Not kill myself. But just hide away and die. I do enjoy happy feelings. But I rarely feel truly happy. And, I am terrified to feel truly happy. Because I know it won't last. And I am so frightened of what comes after.
I’ve suffered from depression pretty much my whole life. The statement they made that “it’s not just feeling blue” is the realest statement you could make about this disease. I’m the type of person that has the potential but this disease always finds a way to get in the way. It’s almost as if it’s normal being depressed. Very hard to explain but I feel for people that go through this and wish more people could understand instead of being judgmental and making assumptions.
Depression eats you from the inside out. Then works relentlessly on the brain convincing you that dying is the best ticket in the house. (Some not all) antidepressants will also induce suicide/suicidal behaviour. In my case sertraline/zoloft. The tablets took away my fear of death. I'm still fighting for mylife as I have a beautiful daughter who needs her daddy. But it's so.so.so.hard To everyone out there please keep fighting...please Xxx
Their are so many reasons to live, this world isn't suffering unless the people make it about suffering. People can enjoy life, they just have to balance the aspects of reality with what life offers at them. Their times to share with love, new things to be explore and learn all their is to the world we all share. So many possiblitys and things to do, and anyone can do them all.
It's a damned hard fight...The things which turns you up are family, friends, how and with whom you spend your time ( mostly for all this points )... For me it's my 7 year old grandchild. We have a very strong bond and she makes me laugh, she's crying with me just cause she see me sad, she didn't ask why but she come on my lap and hug me as long I stop crying...This little soul is so strong and has such a variety of emotions. I want to see her growing up and I want to see her wedding day. This helps me more then all that pills....
@@danielangom Let's all keep fighting this invisible killer Like me you have alot to live for. I've met many devils in human form.. But I've also met Angels in human form. Things will change. It's so hard...it really is.. But please do a small list of things that are not out of your grasp....even 1 day.or 1 a week.. We will live again and look back...how close we came. I now talk about love and kindness..constantly. I've always got time for people who seem lost. Its kinda strange. They don't have any idea That iam also lost. But love ,,for others is guiding me home. Please fight, walk tall, Be proud and not ashamed of who you are. Today I'll carry a part of you in my heart Xxxx Neil
Chester was heartbroken over Chris Cornell's death. That had EVERYTHING to do with his passing. Losing his friend literally broke his heart. Losing them both breaks my heart. He died on Chris' bday, and he went the same way. Tragic.. rest well chester, and chris
@Stix Mattoon - Calling someone who commits suicide as "selfish" Is like telling a rape victim "Well you shouldn't have dressed that way, you were basically asking for it". Victim-blaming does NO good and does NOT prevent suicide.
I’ve seen a couple naïve comments, feeling sorry for Talinda Bennington. Why feel bad for Talinda? I’ve always felt that she was the reason for Chester’s suicide. I’ve been in Chester’s shoes. I’ve had a narcissistic girlfriend, who didn’t feel better unless I felt worse. She actually made me think about suicide a couple times, but thankfully, because of my son, I climbed out of that wormhole. @Talinda, if you did cause Chester Bennington to commit suicide, Rot In Pieces. RIP Chester Bennington!! You’re a legend, & a bad-ass!! I’m sorry your children will have to go through life without you!!
Rest in Peace Chester Bennington 🥀 His songs have helped me through Suicide thoughts that I had growing up and I often would listen every night to Linkin Parks albums! May he rest in peace! 🥀
He doesn't wanted to kill himself .. He wanted to kill those pain and thought ...... I still can feel his pain ...when i play lp's songs !... ...#makechesterproud
My identical twin brother Keith was in so much pain before he passed away from falling down and hitting his head very hard and never woke up he said many times that he wanted to die i couldn't stop him from drinking very sad for her I feel her loseof is major talent
@@pokerqAK47 Are you fucking serious? Keep your mouth shut when you don't know what the Hell you're talking about. Literally no one thinks he was killed. Chester himself has always been open about being sexually abused/molested from when he was 7 years old & it continued up until he was 13 years old. He's said that was when his depression & alcohol/substance abuse began. Posting a comment like yours saying he was killed is dangerous, disrespectful, & tone deaf.
@@kevinlodowski1216 "Learn to write English properly"? You are seriously going to say that to someone, when scans of 360° cannot find a single fucking punctuation mark anywhere in your reply to someone else's comment. You cannot call somebody out over their English being improper when your English is just as improper.
I had the honor of meeting both Chester and Talinda back in 2005.They were living in Long Beach and had me come to their home and play/watch their dogs for a few hours. My dad was their driver at the time. I went to several of his concerts including Projekt Revolution. The day I heard he had committed suicide, I got so angry. I played the song Heavy on an hour loop trying to figure out why. His music helped me get through my depression so to hear that his demons had won just made me feel lost. I still love his music but I still can't listen to it just yet. I hope Talinda and her family is doing better today, and that they never have to go through this again.
As someone who has severe depression, it's my daily norm. For those who don't (consider yourselves lucky ones) it just an overwhelming feeling of sorrow, negativity and loneliness for no reason, and it all day every day.
I think depression is an illness like cancer that the medical community havnt got a blood test for or another diagnostic test for . maybe in the future . who knows . the brain is way to complicated for humans to understand at this day and age
It's so true. I suffer from depression and stopped eating. I was never that big but people kept praising me for losing weight. I got the help I needed, I'm so sad that Chester didn't. His wife obviously loved him but sometimes it gets too much.
Looking back at the darkest time in my life, I had all these signs and attempted to end it many times. It feels good to know that it was not my fault and I'm so greatful to still be here. My son is a dancer and is dancing to "one more light" in his next competition. Don't know how I'm going to hold it together but I'm so glad I'm here to see him shine! ❤
It's very common for people to kill themselves when the people that surround them think they're doing better! They have been battling with the idea of killing themselves for so long, that when they finally decide to actually do it, they sort of calm down. I went to 2 concerts of Linkin Park in two years.. the first time I felt like the band was kinda tired of performing and there was no real connection with the crowd. The second time was 18 days before Chester killed himself. It truly felt like another band! He performed with so much passion. He even got into the crowd! I am convinced that he already knew back then that he was going to do it.. looking back now I think he was really just saying goodbye to his fans!
Febelous life man,that video of his last performance with all the lighters(phones)in the air...gave me chills!! I still crack every time I see that picture of him with all his fans just loving him
The worst thing about this is that no matter what age you are, you can only feel that this is your way out… And as you get older, I understand this train of thought
I know what it is like to live with high anxiety and depression. I have my whole life and it is impossible to see it. I laugh everyday and pretend nothing is worng when in fact I am a mess. It is hard. RIP Chester. I can feel what you felt. I really can. It is hard.
Listen to "Talking To Myself" I'm sorry but that's about Chester not fucking Talinda. That and "Powerless" Also "Pieces" I think it's called. Those songs speak about neglect and about how one person gives and the other just takes with no consequences.
Fucking miss Chester and Chris Cornell like no other. They changed the world with their voices. I listen to each of their music every single day to pay my respects. It’s the least I can do.
Man you guys are slow. The man and his best friend are months away from releasing a documentary on elite child trafficking and suddenly they both magically commit suicide. How much fluoride are they putting in your water???
“Linkin Park Singer’s Wife...” Couldn’t put his name? It’s not that hard. “Chester Bennington’s wife, etcetera etcetera” fans on LP would definitely recognize the name instantly..... just saying. I know this is an old video but still.... what the hell. Vent over.
Hits me so hard Chester death so sad you can hear when listening to his music how much he was crying for help , but the truth is noone can help you when your in that dark place 😢. Rip Chester hope your wounds have healed now ❤❤
idkmyuser1 well maybe if his wife trully loved him , he might not end up commiting suicide. Look at the video ,she doesnt even seem to be sad at all. It seems after all that women cannot love men, they can only love their children. If it wasnt chester but one of her children, do u think she would be so calm ? No she would be crying all the time. All in all , women only care about themselves and their children and dont give a shit about their husbands i think thats its more than obvious that if a child of her had the same symptoms as poor chester , she would have realized it and she would have saved the child by any means, but chester??? No , no, no , she was incapable of understanding his hell for the simple reason that ,as a woman, she didnt even care in first place. Sorry if my response is offensive to u or anyone reading this but i just had to say this. Truth has to be told , stay away from women , for they are poison to your soul, health and money . thats a good reason for suicide ... Even tho im just 17 years old im sure this is the truth.
E Unfortunately im not trolling, what i said above, i believe it entirely, i think its obvious that women are by their nature ,incapable to love a man. As for her ,she suddenly became rich and very popular dont u think?
E this is true, but the possibility i mentiont is very likely and many people believe it. After all, it has happened so many times . i just have the belief that women are incapable to love men due to their female nature and thus, they are unable to understand their husbands (simply cause they dont care) so they are not there for them when the men need them. And now coming back to our topic, u will see her with another man sooner or later. Because for them we are like tanpons ,replacabe.....
She was in on it. They were on vacation...that's how it happens. She's cold as ice, but the guy sold his soul for wealth and had no divine protection. Jesus is coming for his followers, and then judgement on the world.
Most of us were raised in a household where it wasn't the norm to address your feelings or your hardships. From my perspective, I know my parents grew up in a time where you didn't express your feelings and you did whatever you had to do with no complaints. My first two years out of the house, I was having a hard time fitting in, I felt alone and helpless. I soon realised that I never felt okay, I constantly beat myself up (figuratively speaking), and constantly convinced myself I wasn't worth anyone's time. When I moved to Madrid, I avoided a lot of chances to socialise and kept isolating myself. This only led to more negative thoughts to the point I got tired of being sad all the time. I called my dad, and cried like hell. I was afraid of harming myself or maybe worse. So I spoke to a psychologist for a year and we analysed where all this came from. It all boils down to not addressing how I really felt. Being proud or trying to seem tough will never help, speak out!
Most of us, especially Artists, are wrapped up in child trauma. It can become our identity and so much of who we are and what we do. Using music to express deep pain can sometimes desensitize people around you. Chester, to me, was SCREAMING in pain, yearning for help and relief. What a terrible loss to humanity. So many lost to us. Chester, Chris, Kurt, Layne...the list just gets longer.
My best friend commited suicide in 2000 and I have never been the same. This hits so close to home for me but I'm glad Anderson did this. Thank you so much Anderson Cooper.
It's so sad that even when Chester's father was a cop. Chester suffered abuse growing up. It can happen to anyone. And abuse leaves you with so much pain.
actually according to statistics, there's high numbers of households with domestic abuse happening with a member of law enforcement in the family. its sad but true.
What? His dad was a sick fuck. And I guess you haven't really listened to Chester's songs because he speaks alot about his father and there Is ALOT of pain in there.
The worst thing to tell anyone who is depressed is to just get over it Never say that because they can't just get over it. Miss and love you chester always💖
I’ve had various stages of depression. I’ve had that stage of depression before where I didn’t care about my health, weight, hygiene, job performance, having a social life, sleeping all day and seeing yourself in the next week.
I have been feeling a lot like Chester for years. It’s so hard. I have some good days, but not a lot of good days any more. I’m also 41. I hope I can get through this.
I don't usually get caught up over celebrity deaths. But with Chester he and the band are so much apart of my childhood and teenage-hood that I really felt it and it was truly heartfelt sadness. I still get sad over it and it's been a year nearly. There's such a warm, fuzzy and nostalgic feeling with Linkin Park. It activates the regions of my brain that make me feel like I've come home; finally. You will be missed Chester
As my stepdad said, “No one cares until you die. When you die people just react. They don’t care until you’re gone.” Last words my stepdad spoke to me
Sorry for your lost
Pro gamer moment 🤘🏼
My dads last words to me were “I’m scared”. He died from COVID. Every single day is a slap in the face, since he passed. It’s not right it’s not fair. He didn’t deserve to die that way.
August Winterman You’re talking out of your ass. Humans protect and love them closest to themselves but they do not care about anybody outside of this group. They tell themselves they do, but they really don’t. Just look how many „care“ about children in Africa starving to death, but how few are actually doing something about it, we have more than enough food for all humans, we just don’t care.
You can’t tell me, you‘d do anything for your bakery owner, gas station attendant etc. They are all part of your life.
Did I Do That Reminds me of „and you’re angry, and you should be, it’s not fair“. My condolences
“Tried to give you warning, but everyone ignores it. Told you everything loud and clear, but nobody’s listening.”
That songs so creepy now since he died
R.I.p chester
We listened but that time it was too late.
Was he warning about suicide or the abuse he suffered as a child
ha the song lol. i got that one.
It's crazy how he almost spoke his future in his songs
What song?
"He was at his best before he passed"
Many people report suicide victims being in good spirits right before. Because he had made his decision. He was free because he knew it was almost over. That's how dark it becomes.
It hits u in waves. When u attempt, it's a spur of the moment thing.
After I attempted, I always thought "why did I fucking do that?"
But with depression, it's a disease. It's unpredictable.
As for people saying "they were so happy before."
They're holding the memories they have of the person and holding it under a microscope. Nothing more, sadly.
That’s how it was for me. I got this wonderful high that lasted several days. It was them moment I realized I was in control and there was an end to the pain. I don’t care if it was only pain for another month I had enough, I wasn’t going another day, I called my parents and told my mom my decision , I was so happy and free, It
was an amazing feeling. I used my few day high to do a massive amount of research and diagnosed myself with a very rare dopamine deficiency. And got on the correct medication and I’m past that part of my life now still live every day in pain but it’s livable.
He was murdered
@@Ah_Yoteget the fuck out of here. That's so disrespectful.
and it often happens that in a depressive phase one has no drive to do anything, not even to kill oneself. That's why more people kill themselves during peak periods when they have more energy
*"When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done. Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed."*
My favourite song . When I heard it live I fcking cried
“And don’t resent me, and when you’re feeling empty, keep me in your memory, leave out all the rest” 😞😞😞
I can't listen to that or Shadow Of The Day anymore without being brought to tears 😞
True said
I cried the first time I heard it but if you followed them as much as most of us millennials, he definitely gave the signs and I was devastated for his family and friends. The music never gets old but I can't listen to anything after his passing cause I don't see them as Linkin park without him. Such a beautiful soul gone 😢. Miss his presence in this world
Yo I legit lost it the day that I found Chester killed himself. Linkin Park was apart of my childhood and Hybrid Theory and metora got me through some rough times. Listen to both albums till this day. Smh Chester will be missed
STEVE SANCHEZ the irony that the topic of this video is based on suicide. You do realize that if someone actually killed them self based off of you telling them to do so, the police will coming to your doorstep right? For your sake I hope your stupid ass doesn’t get yourself in a situation that you wish you would never gotten involved in.
White Girls are my Kryptonite Womp Womp!!!
CLOCKS TICKING you know they have a shit too of content way more meaningful than HT and meteora right? Chester would have loved for everyone to hear all of them at least once
YES. same, here. this and chris cornell completely knocked the shit out of me. i did shed some tears and felt like i was mourning more than men, but i was mourning my high school and college years!! joseph, it's not that we just "sing their songs," and if you really think that, then you have never had any experience worthwhile when it comes to music. i mean, what is the point of listening to or watching anything if you aren't going to search for meaning or pieces of yourself, your life, and your experiences within? that's how humans relate to the world in every way. it's what separates us from robots and psychopaths. anyway. to just "sing" the lyrics is to completely miss what the artist is expressing.
and i am the opposite, i can't listen to them and a lot of other old favorites, anymore. i feel like it's revisiting something that i can't ever get back, and that makes it a very strange, and sometimes, somber experience. idk, i have embraced new music and different bands to make sure i'm not dwelling too much on the past. i look forward to my future and the right music can completely change my mood and disposition by dragging me back into the past or pumping me up for what's coming next.
Chester had just lost one of his close friends Chris Cornell to suicide by hanging in May and then decided to do the same exactly two months later. Tragic!
Chester Bennington was freaking amazing. No auto tune and a range that was passionate and intense on all levels.. unreal. So miss this guy. RIP
Just he is perfect. I like him and forever will
He had "rock- soul" You can only sing the way he did if you've gone through some stuff.
@@nicolebrown5987 like Kurt Cobain as well
And now he's hanging around
@@howard1852 say what?
His name is Chester Bennington...
Coorslite Yes, the title is RUDE.
I understand: In death, a member of project mayhem has a name. His name is Chester Bennington.
Coorslite will we never get a new album of the band again
Coorslite also he is an atheist
Ben Sign he isn’t a atheist
He has a tortured childhood. That doesn’t magically go away, life is tough. Be kind and treat people how you want to be treated, it can change peoples day, weeks, months, and years.
I can totally relate to that which sucks a lot . Still dealing with it after it being over 10 years.
Ele também minha infância foi um inferno até dentro da casa de onde mora sofria descriminação me hominhava me batia sofre bullying verdadeiro inferno 😓😪💔
Nobody will ever help anyone. A troubled childhood is what most of us have. They shut down all of the mental health system in America a long time ago because it's cheaper to let people with problems die than to help them.
Yes but he was human and gifted… that made it worth living for
@@brownieknots Takes a lot longer than 10 years to heal, but it will get better! It will.
It's exhausting pretending everything is alright when you're severely depressed. May he always RIP.
🙏🤍🌹
It sure is exhausting
I was falling to depression. Many terrible thoughts every day. Then i picked up my pieces and I am fighting it. For me and my little daughter. There are many people who lost the fight but there are many other people who fought really hard and are doing well. Please don’t give up, you are very special! There is a light at the end of the tunnel. I’ve seen a video on youtube about an young man who tried to killed himself but survived. He said that the minute he pulled the trigger he regretted it.
I'm with the whole belief he Chester was done away with as was cornell and Kate and Bourdain all linked to podesta and Clinton crime spree and nobody dare talk about it
That’s not why he died, he was murdered because he was going to expose a pedo ring
The hardest thing when you are depressed is to act like a "normal" human being...
Bro you fake it too huh ?
You aren't normal, but its a good thing. The ones that are happy with this shitty pointless world are normal.
Its good to be diferent.
My family invite me to family events - I cannot continue acting like I’m happy and that life is good - I totally get it @METTI1986LA
wearing a mask or a bunch of them are exhausting as fuck..
To all those idiots that claim Talinda never loved Chester cause she doesn't look sad... you probably never lost anyone, right?
It's been a year. She had enough time to learn how to live with the sorrow. She also have children that are suffering even more cause they've lost their father in such young age, so she needed to stay strong for them. Or maybe she's just one of those people who never show negative emotions in public. I have plenty of friends like that. No matter how miserable the are, they just never show it.
Thank you my sentiments exactly
They have 6 kids
She is AMAZING
She was literally screaming on the 911 call
How do you know that?
I'm the same way I never show at all
- Pᴇʀғᴇᴄᴛ Cʀɪᴍᴇ - You look and sound like an incel, so I don’t blame you...
Those who haven't gone through chronic depression will NEVER understand this! It takes so little to set you off.
Gosh you are so right there.
That is so true.
But surely you can seek help with a therapist
@danielle5980 Sometimes, therapy isn't enough. Or we don't feel like we deserve help. I'm really struggling with depression right now, and I'm genuinely afraid to ask for help.
If someone with suicidal depression suddenly becomes much much happier then be worried.
They may have finally accepted that they are going to end their life.
Really
or they may become a Joker...
From someone who took a First Aid class in college, I can confirm that this is very true. Most people who are suicidal end up being the happiest moments before they attempt to take their life
Very true, ive been suicidal and was almost relieved thinking about ending my life but i survived thru it
i am the senate I‘m sure your first aid class gives you a lot of authority on that issue.
Warning signs?! how about nearly every song he wrote, he was screaming out!!
Mike Shinoda was actually the main song writer in Linkin Park. Chester has a role in it but it was actually Mike who wrote a majority of the songs.
@@dperrierb But it simply doesn't make sense....By the musics Mike would have suicidal thoughts
@@arthurm.8007 no, that's not how music works. Otherwise, every musician thatsde sad songs would commit suicide. He's just a good songwriter. Doesn't mean he has suicidal thoughts.
Darren Perrier Most of the band wrote the songs I believe, right? Most
Of the time mike
sometimes you realize this kind of things only afterward, unfortunately.
No one talks to anyone anymore. Phone calls are replaced by texts , family get togethers are replaced by social media. No one seems to want to hear peoples problems, if they try to open up they're labeled as "negative" and complaining . They are avoided which leads to more isolation. People have to PAY for someone to listen to them (Therapist) . When we used to interact with each other people were more compassionate , those days have passed.
All true unfortunately. I am finding it same way no doubt. For years now. This times are tough to and I am not surprised people hang themselves on daily basis. This world just sucks with all modern society and system created.
Thank you,we'll said.
Sadly that's the truth
@@doodbropersonthing8558 Happy for you.
@@VictorSeedorsky It does suck in ways and COOL in other ways. My experience is that I could never figure out who I was. Didn't realize my own identity. I without realizing it, had thoughts of I'm not much like anyone else I know. Everyone else's thoughts were off kilter to my own. No biggie I thought, but it's an awkward feeling, unsettling. Just last few years, I realized I'm just me, whether no one else is like me, gets me, ok, do me. Huge decision/choice to do me, cuz at that point I didn't know me without the ruckus going on in my head. So rather than looking around I looked in. My "in" is different from most, just is. For one, I don't make friends. I have in past, it wasn't hard. But my true me isn't that person. We are told we should have as many friends as possible from childhood. Turns out, that's not me. I'm not "comfortable" I don't want anyone having expectations of me. Not that I'm anti social, hate people, the point is I realized social butterfly is not my role, I'm not that crowd, others are. Still not sure entirely what my "role" is but Im learning as I go, for myself, just for myself, not to become someone I'm not for any reason. If I allow myself to get to into my head, I fall into the trap of overthinking. Sorry just thought I would share. God Bless
You could hear the pain and anguish in Chester’s voice. He gave the lyrics he sung life because he could connect to them. Depression is very debilitating and you feel hopeless everyday. I went through it when my wife passed away from cancer. It helps to have people around you that care but most importantly that listen to you. For me they were my parents. I couldn’t have gone through that without them.
Wanting to die is a very lonely feeling, when you truly want to die,, you do not tell anyone
BlackReality87 truth
Exactly.
@Sharon Novak how are you now dear? And can you tell me how does medication work?
True. I have c-ptsd. That comes with depression, suicidal thoughts and alot of other bullshit.
Every suicide attempt I made I never told anyone
Aw!
I checked into rehab a day after chesters suicide. Thank you Chester. Your music will live on forever
Dan W Good job man.
I hope you’re doing well today ♥️
Well done, mate!
How are you today?
Hope you are doing well...
Great job, buddy!
Hope you're doing good now.
I've had clinical depression for 25 years. It's so difficult, especially if you don't have support. I honestly don't know how or why I'm still alive.
yes u are strong...have faith...life changes..God helps..
There, you are human evidence that it IS survivable!! It's all a cakewalk from here.
By the grace of God your still here. God has a purpose for your life. Pray that he reveals it to you..
Gabrielle's Gardenia's Girl, Kratom has taken many lives. Don’t take that shit if you’re working to stay alive! Wishing you peace
I understand your last sentence so much, only my problem is social phobia and chronic anxiety... which has limited my life so much it sometimes causes phases of depression. I'm a 24 year old woman and I can't even pick up the phone and make a doctors appointment because I'm so afraid of being rejected by whoever I'm speaking to. Forget about actually showing up to said appointment and talking to them about my problems... I'd die. I know it's illogical but my brain doesn't care and fills me with the level of fear you'd experience if a massive bear was charging at you. It's so messed up and feels hopeless. I don't have superpowers... I can't change my what my brain wants to do with just willpower... I've tried. To the outside world I'm a loser and a mooch for not having a job. Little do they know, I'm actually doing FANTASTIC with what I've been dealt. Most days I still find a way to be cheerful, help animals, and spread love to people who need it. Good luck to you. It's not your fault and you're not the only one. And I bet you have a huge heart. Don't forget you're just as valuable as anyone else.
"I tried so hard and got so far, But in the end it doesn't even matter.
I had to fall to lose it all. But in the end it doesn't even matter."
😢
😢@@mrbobcat2928
A beautiful wife.....successful career.....world wide fame. Sad.....it doesn't really matter.
Celebrity deaths have never really gotten to me, but Chester’s had me crying.
His music had such an impact on my life growing up. And even now as an adult.
Always will too. Just
Got emotional thinking of Somewhere I Belong
Anthony Anthony you’re a fucking moron . He poured his emotions into his writing . depression is a literal fuckin illness you asshat. His music HELPED people .
The signs were in the music
@Ret1173 no, it is NOT her fault.
@Ret1173 other people didnt notice anything so why does it only have to be Talindas Fault
@Ret1173 1. You can't make someone get help, you can only encourage it
2. What do her personal achievements have to do with anything?
3. Some people are so good at making it seem like they're okay on the outside, depression isn't one size fits all
@Ret1173 The man had been struggling long before Talinda came into the picture. It's not her fault and not everyone is equipped or understands how to help someone with severe depression. Everything you're mentioning, you don't think has already been tried? You have no idea what it's like to be with someone who has mental illness. My wife is and has been going through severe depression and has made suicide attempts, guess that's my fault as well according to your logic. No, it's not. She's made attempts long before me and it all began with early the childhood upbringing as with her, Chester had a terrible upbringing filled with abuse, molestation and who knows what else and when it implants in the psyche at such a young age..well you get a recipe for disaster as an adult. When you marry someone with depression, it affects everyone, some are better at hiding it and once they make up their minds that they want to take their life, they are gonna do it, there's only so much you can do, 24/7 monitoring is not realistic and no way to live for anyone, clinics will only monitor 24/7 for 2 weeks max and many fake being better cause they don't want to be in a clinic that long, so then what? Mood stabilizers, they can get abused and affect other parts of the brain overtime, again no way to live. The only true solution for him was to talk and be open and honest with those who are close on how he is feeling, empathy if you will has been the most effective, at least for me an my wife. In this case, he found an opportunity to take his life to stop the demons in his head and he took it.
Demon Slayer ... you mean in the performance ...
I cried so much that day. Linkin park was my teenage years.
Me too.
Hard RIght I know how you feel I cant understand ehy he did It he had so much to live for. He sang so many songs that spoke to his inner pain but you cant tell when he needed help. Look at Jonathan Davis and how he coped. Its as all about how you deal with it I was abused when I was younger. I just cant justify taking my own life to deal with it.
same, ive literally never cried for anyone so much
Me too
The strength of that strong woman! Can’t imagine how difficult it would be to be open to everyone and not choke up. Respect
Chester had depression because he was molested and had neglectful parents. Let's start talking about why people get depression and suicide.
Nikki Lea Exactly!
So true
He was depressed cuz Mike and Talinda
Packed his schedule after his best f Chris killed himself. They ran him.
bob si dog that's not a bad thing, it would of kept him busy and his mind off of depression and suicide, it's the moment you alone and left to your thoughts, that's when the moment strikes
Exactly EKspeed. Notice how he did it when he came back home alone away from the family vacation.
Chester, you're music carried me through some dark times, RIP brother
Miss him, we lost such a beautiful soul
Yeah, he died two days before my 13th birthday, my 14th Birthday is next month and I plan to play Linkin Park songs nonstop on the anniversary of his death and listen to them on my birthday too.
beautiful soul... i think, he thought something different about his soul... his soul was black like my... and its hard to show the people, that your soul is white, when it`s in truth black...
You mostly are younger than me - do your RESEARCH on how the news LIES - DEAH HOAX - LOOK AT TALINDA - big head big hands give away an Adams apple cant continue to see this fooling the Masses -
I feel so bad for Talinda. Chester was incredibly talented, and his band was so influential, and continues to be very influential. Rest in Peace Chester, you had a lasting definite positive effect on humanity.
It wasn't suicide they killed him for the trafficking documentary
@@ikilledtheghost4844 I just read an article about the crime scene there was wet carpet security cameras “weren’t setup” even though he had a stalker and made sure to have protection his own mom thinks he was killed and he was turning his life around I think there’s a lot of foul play involved
@@tylerblad6610 Because it's easier to think someone else is guilty, anyone. In that case something could be done. Putting the guilt on yourself or someone else gives you some peace. If you face the fact that nothing could be done and he was already lost, well then it sucks for a big time!
Why the f would any sane MAN feel sorry for a pretentous psychopath? She's a two-faced evil soulles creature. She never loved Chester.
4:01 "I don't suffer from depression, I never have."
She is so so lucky to be able to say that.
Playing life on easy mode
@@Cortanasboyfriend that comment got me so hard
Neither do I
The Masked Sam yeah the easy mode people would never understand
I don't believe her
Linkin Park's singer had a name. Using it would be nice.
Tim Cee--- They don't care what his name is at all. I'll bet they just did this for the kids, to get them to watch their shit. Disgusting.
They do, it's simply that a larger audience recognises "Linkin Park" than "Chester Bennington". What an absolutely ridiculous thing to complain about, and I've been a big fan since I was a teenager.
Trump Won. Move On. - oh boy. Most folks recognize the group name and then can make the association when they say his name in the piece. Folks really need to take a breadth...
Neo The Boxer Don't waste your breath; they're just looking for something to get bent out of shape over.
The larger audience is fully aware of who Chester and Talinda Bennington are these days. This much needed panel only existed because of the recent string of celebrity deaths.
My point was this event happened to raise awareness and to point people in the direction of getting help. Using names would have certainly helped this video reach more people.
Beautiful wife, money, fame and still broken inside, happiness is a state of the mind not what you have.
It’s just hard for people to accept that. If someone who had „everything“, can‘t get out of depression, who else can? Some might ask: How could I do it, if he couldn’t?
no amount of money can make happiness
SO SO TRUE. In these days if you do not have a sense of perspective you will go mad ,you will go insane. Join us as we do our little bit using our music and messages to shine some light in these challenging times. UNITY IN DIVERSITY, TOGETHER WE ARE STRONGER.
I totally agree with you.
This reminds me of the actor William who made people laugh all over the world. I loved this one movie called Mrs Doubtfre. Hope that's the correct spelling.
My little brother killed himself 10 years ago. I’ve come to realize sometimes people have come to peace with leaving this world. After spending a decade thinking about the subject I’ve come to realize that sometimes we would be at more peace to not be here as difficult as that sounds. It’s their choice, if they have lost the true quality of life and every day is a true struggle then death is true peace. Your loved ones may find it selfish of you but it’s selfish to make you live a painful life when you don’t want to.
Reading through all the comments…some are nice…some are people talking out their arse. This is the only pure comment I’ve read… I’ve never suffered a suicide in the family..but god knows I understand the subject. I can 100% assure you that you are spot on. Beautifully wrote. Thank you for sharing, and sorry for your loss. I promise to spare some thoughts for your brother, for as long as I can hold them for.
Interesting take. You just hope there’s a solution to their emotional and mental pain. Nobody wants to die, they simply want the pain to go away.
@@FOXAMG63 Exactly. It's the PAIN to go away. What I have learned seeing loved ones through illness, it just to live life 'one day at a time'. Most suicides take place late at night or when fatigued. Just get through that night. It there has been an 'event', such as the loss of a loved one (often a cause for severe depression), just one day at a time. Also try to focus on all that you can do to help yourself, little stuff including nutrition to help your brain.
Interesting perspective. May your brother Rest In Peace.
there is peace in death. It is final there is nothing else
Linkin Park and Chester's voice were my teenage years. I grew up listening to them, they helped me get through rough times. I still am in shock over this loss. I hope he's in a better place now and my heart goes to his family and close friends. You are dearly missed.
Mouhamad Darwish . People who had nde's never have positive things to report.
R.I.P Chester
EX DUECE yeah bro it's a sad thing
Suicides don't rest in peace.
Lakers fan that's very naive of you! Depression isn't based on your situation its a mental disease ! It can effect anyone. Think before you speak or type for that matter.
Lakers fan it's people like you who keep the stigma of mental health at thay a stigma. How dare you say if someone had this this and that he doesn't deserve to be unhappy. Depression is a chemical imbalance in your brain. Its not just something you can't get over in a whim. It needs to be treated like any other sickness. Just because it isn't a physical sickness doesn't mean that it should be treated anything less.
King of the Wicker People Yes sure he had 6 kids, a lovely wife and a lot of money and all that but maybe that wouldn't make me or you commit suicide but maybe he is living in a completely different world in his head? He got molested when he was a kid by some old man, we don't know what he made him do? It could be a lot of other shit too. Show some respect.
Another big warning sign that suicide may be being strongly contemplated by a person who suffers from depression is when they appear to be at their happiest or almost euphoric. When they've finally resolved to put an end to their life they often finally feel some relief. They are also trying to leave their loved ones at a time when everyone is happy because they don't want their loved ones to hurt. As Telinda said, nobody expected it then with Chester. They had just had a good family vacation. Everything seemed good. That was actually one of the subtle signs.
Absolutely the realest truth 💯
Yup :(
@@Mary-AnnThorson I got through all of this as well and if I understand it with my eightheen years, I know that nothing in my whole life costed me more than this depression. And finally understanding that you just think that life is not worth this high cost
This is completely true... I felt such a relief couple of months ago because I was finally looking forward to "something" in this case to just end my life. It was weird and I knew why I felt relief but I liked it. After months of big rock on my chest, no being able to breathe, losing 15kg... I can really relate to that.
This is why Instagram too and everyone’s stories is a load of shit.
Almost 5 years later and it’s still sad to think about his passing. I had never watched this interview before and to hear his wife say there were previous attempts… omg. My heart dropped. He was in SO much pain. I wish someone could’ve helped him or he could’ve felt our love for him in order to heal. 😔
I feel like even if he felt the outpouring of love his family, friends, and us fans had for him , it still wouldn't have been enough. I am depressed all the time, and it's not by choice. Its like drowning and there's no way up.
He had previous attempts, she shoulve been more cautious and knowledgeable about his husbands condition..
you would know, there is something wrong with your husband, whether he speak about it or not tho.. youre his partner.. shm
"Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I've felt so long
(Erase all the pain 'til it's gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I'm close to something real
I wanna find something I've wanted all along
Somewhere I belong"
😥 there were so many signs. We'll miss him, but we'll keep his memory alive.
Essa doença e uma desgraça se a gente não for forte ela arrasta nos depressivo pro buraco infelizmente dói muito essa bosta 😓😓😓
@@SIDGAF It's not really on her to babysit him 24/7, and when you work at something all the time and think its improving you tend to relax a little bit. It's nothing any of his family or friends can do. When you are depressed that badly that you are ready to give up on everything, he knew people loved him, and he cares about their feelings but just gave up. Your own mental health is only controlled by yourself.
Hard to see warning signs when we throw up a smile every day
The thing is in most surroundings, people start to avoid you if you are in a constant negative mindset. There are hundreds of tutorials on how to stay away from negative people, labelling them as toxic. Alot of times, these "toxic people" are highly sensitive, emotional and caring people, while alot of the "forced positives" focus on success and enjoying themselves (pure egoism). Depressed people such as myself have to choose between putting up a smile every day, or loosing everyone. Unfortunatly i`ve chosen to be myself and lost everyone. I understand everyone, that goes with the mask, but in the end it doesn`t really matter. No one cares if one more light goes out.
Chet Coyote so true. People suffering from depression learn to hide their sorrow.
Chet Coyote, My dude do you even listen to his music? Its in his fucking songs he is always screaming out in every fucking song.
Aw!
Even if he didn't talk about it, there are very subtle signs like even the slightest change in their behavior, patterns, or actions that can seem just out of character. They should be a cause for concern.
LINKIN PARK IS THE BEST AND CHESTER WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN
🥀 Rest in Peace Chester! 🥀
SSJ4 Vegeta because Chester Bennington is and always be immortal in our hearts.
SSJ4 Vegeta. Yes!!! LP for life!
Honorable Catsmeat Where's your proof of this?
Tom Le magnifique Linkin Park is the best!
RIP to Chester, this proved to me that money is not everything. He was a gifted singer and vocalist
Very true. Successful people commit suicide all the time. Money does not buy happiness.
Mor M21 such a beautiful voice
Mor M21 no
Mor M21 sometimes its the worst thing for damaged ppl. He lived so many lives with the money he made, so the volume of experience must be far beyond someone in a small town. Might be easy to let go if "nothing" can make it better.
No shit idiot!
I feel so bad for Talinda and his children, but I'm glad she's found the strength to move on and help others through her experience. LP was my favorite band over the last 2 decades. Their music got me through some tough times. I just wish I got a chance to see them live.
Mental health is something that is still not taken as seriously as it should be.
People will almost never show any signs of clinical depression and might look fine.
But you really need to pay attention to mannerisms, behaviors, facial expressions, etc to really know if someone is having problems.
Of course someone with clinical depression and suicidal thoughts will most likely never come upfront about it due to fears of social stigmas, what their family, friends, coworkers, etc might think among other factors. But eventually if no one takes notice and no one brings it up, that individual is like a ticking time bomb and will eventually lose faith, lose hope, and lose interest in living and just go through with it.
But the thing is, many people will think about it but rarely people will actually go through with it.
Nice seeing u here Nike
xxnike629xx It’s because there’s no hope for people who are depressed these days. It’s either grit your teeth and get on with it, or die. There is no inbetween.
I'mposs ible I agree 💯
I'mposs ible It wasn't talked about 150 years ago.
meditate is the answer.
It was in the lyrics in his songs.... constantly... ie Song: Leave out all the rest, Lyrics:
When my time comes
Forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
My late hubby's funeral song.. And yes,it definitely was an indication
@@hazzaplayz808 🐹💕
Agree when I started listening to Linkin Park when I was like 12 years old I always had a strong and sad feeling that one day it will happen. :(
@@weedy1718 🐹
I think he always knew one day he was going to commit suicide. Like it was meant to be.
I have struggled with depression all my life and when you try to get help it's almost impossible. People are unaware or don't want to be bothered by your depressing discussions so back into isolation I went!
Hey dear how are u doing now ?
@@shidhichauhan1123 much much better now. 🙂hope you are doing well too❤
When I was dealing with depression (I am still going through minor phases here and there) I found it helpful to talk to other depressed people. Or at least people who have been depressed in the past. They have proven to have the ear to listen to my problems and then make me feel accepted. We are somehow together against this state of mind and once again, together, we are hoping to get through this with time.
I don't think people know how to handle depression properly. They usually send you to a therapist or tell you to be happy and surround yourself with happyness and uplifting people. This however, is THE WORST you can do. Their happiness makes you realise just how bad everything is. Usually when a person is depressed, they have a reason to feel like they are an outsider. By having people around you, showing you how to have fun, you feel even more alone in your misery. You start asking yourself why can't you be like the others? How come they are so happy? Don't they see the problems you see? How come? Are they stupid or something? Are they just sheep? Am I the only one with my eyes open here!? That cannot be the case! This is of course a very selfish thing to think and it must be wrong. So why!? Why!? Why am I different!? I WANT TO BE LIKE THEM! I CAN'T! How can I end the misery when the act of living itself is miserable to me! ...
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Oh...
@@leolegendary3275 hey dear if you have something to share please do it , whom you trust and if you don't have anyone to share it , find someone who can equally understand your pain , it's true that nothing change the past by sharing your pain , but you will feel better and accept the reality , I'm saying this because I saw my friend who has almost recovered, I believe you will be healed and live a better life
I am a psychologist and it's so hard for me to see people suffering and not asking for professional help. I sincerely hope you're feeling better.
People need to stop judging Talinda for saying she never experienced depression. That’s HER RIGHT to say, leave her alone. Not everyone has to be a victim to understand something, give her a break ❤
People should be glad she is being honest. You shouldn't have to feel or pretend to understand something like this if you can't relate. But the irony of it all is, that now she probably does know what it feels to be depressed since his loss. God bless her and their family. Rip, Chester.
Linkin Park singers wife?? Why not just say Chester Bennington in the title??
because not everyone knows him by name? the entire point of the video is mass appeal?
@@ryshed4365 are u serious ???? linkin park is one of the biggest rock band in music history . and chester was the front man of the band and people not knw his name ?????
@@misssen26 I think he means everyone knows the name Linkin Park, but not everyone knows the name "Chester Bennington"
Because hes the bastard son of John Podesta. RIP Chester.
Im OK with the title. A lot of people won't know who chester is, but know linkin park. More clicks, more awareness with the way the title is. The description explains more detail about the video.
"Why Is Everything So Heavy."
-Chester, Linkin Park
his name is chester bennington. not linkin park singer.
Maryjane Preston
Exactly my friend, exactly...
The name "Linkin Park" has a bigger reach on the vastness of the internet. It's actually good because fans will be recommended this video.
How many people wished they didn't know Fred Durst?
it's about the Linkin Park singer's wife recalling his Linking Park singer's last day which is not a particular date but just a day last day of the Linking park's singer who had a linking park singer's wife typical for any Linking Park singer's life
Maryjane Preston But they did use his name. Lol
"There were signs" dude literally all the lyrics of every single one of his songs, especially the last album.
He didn't write all the music.
Mike actually wrote most of the music
It just happened to be Chester that sang the lyrics
Mental illness is a silent thing. Don't wait for it to reach its highest point. And start respecting people and their emotions. Be kind.
I hope he's with Chris Cornell and Kurt Cobain jamming somwhere6
Maybe he's also with dimebag, Eddie Van Halen, and Paul Gray
They’re rocking it somewhere, I know it.
And Layne Staley and Andrew Wood
@@andrewsallee3060 And Eddie Van Helen
Christ, try to imagine what Cobain, Cornell, and bennington would sound like harmonizing together. I would be at that show regardless of cost.
Not mentioning his name in the title is very disrespectful.
Mention his name is even more disrespectful. He killed himself and left his kids and wife alone
How? It’s the truth. Grow up.
...oh ok. So he's not the linkin Park singer?
@@mickistyle he should be known as much more than a Lead singer so thats why his name should be there
Must be Trumps fault
"It only lasted a couple months and I barely made it" That statement alone helps put a little perspective on the torment people have to suffer through who live with depression their whole life. Imagine being tortured while knowing that theirs never going to be any real relief from it, it continues to get worse and worse because of that thought
"Linkin park singer" really? He has a name.
Exactly, they didn't even put lead singer. We going to pretend that Mike didn't sing just as much as Chester?
Shane Sawyer exactly he did harmoney
@TAX COW FARTS pathetic human being with a very weak troll attempt. Grow up
@TAX COW FARTS how could you even joke about that
@TAX COW FARTS shut the fuck up and crawl back up your nest you troll!!
Chester, my favourite singer. Rest in peace. May
God give him eternal rest!
There is no God
@@mtivemicky4635 says who
He was the best thing about linkin park honestly suicide is heartbreaking 💔 😢 😔
The signs of suicide was in his music. In the end It doesn't really matter.
Ken Warkola what the fuck ? His hair ? Are you serious ? Think wisely man
So true, espeacially one more light album.
All the shit he went through i'm pretty sure his hair was on the bottom of the list.You haven't got a clue
There are loads of artists who have way darker songs and they don’t commit suicide. You want to send everyone that mentions suicide in their lyrics to a therapist?
Sia Mean It shown more in his live performance of One more light. Although pretty much every song they've written is true to one of theirs thoughts and feelings.
I have major depression, the hardest thing for me is finding someone to listen to my thoughts and feelings.
My wife and kids just think I should be able to handle it and it is all in my head.................................
right now I cant get out of bed in the mornings and have lost all hope, still my family ignores these pleas for help.............
I need a friend, I need a spark, I need a reason to stay on this planet...................................
just listen to music and heavy metal fuck those people
I still believe the death of his friend, Chris Cornell, pushed him over the edge. That's why he did it on Chris' birthday x
Maybe he's thinking what's this life for ..when everybody dies anyway.. :(
Chris Cornell is his brother.
@@_vakas No he's not!!
@@melissawright1979 Sure is.
@@_vakas is he john podestas kid too?
I applaud his wife for summoning up the strength to be on this show and to talk about it
She got paid. Its free money.
She don't care about Chester.
@@shichilaofa Seriously? You are an idiot. Same with @illuminated1054 . Massive fkig idiots you are.
@@illuminated1054exactly
@@illuminated1054She was with him but wasn't there for him. As a man we are expected to be the emotional rock our family but our emotional needs are neglected or brushed over. We pretend to be strong but sometimes but we need the emotional support of our spouse but are appalled that we would have to ask. All she had to do was listen to his music. It was a cry for help but nobody was listening. He was a beautiful soul and I wish he would have had the support he needed.
We’ll never forget you, Chester ❤️❤️
Well some of us forgot about him
@@MySeeds24 Do you have any problem with Chester Bennington ?😐😐😐😑😑😑
Chester Bennington described Depression so accurately.
You feel like going to a corner somewhere and just die. He also said he didn't like any emotion, no matter which it was.
For me, it is the same. Depression has had me wanting to to crawl to a corner of isolation and desire to just die. Not kill myself. But just hide away and die.
I do enjoy happy feelings. But I rarely feel truly happy. And, I am terrified to feel truly happy. Because I know it won't last. And I am so frightened of what comes after.
you described it perfectly.
I’ve suffered from depression pretty much my whole life. The statement they made that “it’s not just feeling blue” is the realest statement you could make about this disease. I’m the type of person that has the potential but this disease always finds a way to get in the way. It’s almost as if it’s normal being depressed. Very hard to explain but I feel for people that go through this and wish more people could understand instead of being judgmental and making assumptions.
This is me .. I go ind and out of bad and good periods of my depression.... It's hard ..
Depression eats you from the inside out.
Then works relentlessly on the brain convincing you that dying is the best ticket in the house.
(Some not all) antidepressants will also induce suicide/suicidal behaviour.
In my case sertraline/zoloft.
The tablets took away my fear of death.
I'm still fighting for mylife as I have a beautiful daughter who needs her daddy. But it's so.so.so.hard
To everyone out there please keep fighting...please
Xxx
Seek out a therapist
don‘t stop fighting
Their are so many reasons to live, this world isn't suffering unless the people make it about suffering. People can enjoy life, they just have to balance the aspects of reality with what life offers at them. Their times to share with love, new things to be explore and learn all their is to the world we all share. So many possiblitys and things to do, and anyone can do them all.
It's a damned hard fight...The things which turns you up are family, friends, how and with whom you spend your time ( mostly for all this points )... For me it's my 7 year old grandchild. We have a very strong bond and she makes me laugh, she's crying with me just cause she see me sad, she didn't ask why but she come on my lap and hug me as long I stop crying...This little soul is so strong and has such a variety of emotions. I want to see her growing up and I want to see her wedding day. This helps me more then all that pills....
@@danielangom
Let's all keep fighting this invisible killer
Like me you have alot to live for.
I've met many devils in human form..
But I've also met Angels in human form.
Things will change.
It's so hard...it really is..
But please do a small list of things that are not out of your grasp....even 1 day.or 1 a week..
We will live again and look back...how close we came.
I now talk about love and kindness..constantly.
I've always got time for people who seem lost.
Its kinda strange.
They don't have any idea
That iam also lost.
But love ,,for others is guiding me home.
Please fight, walk tall,
Be proud and not ashamed of who you are.
Today I'll carry a part of you in my heart
Xxxx
Neil
Chester was heartbroken over Chris Cornell's death. That had EVERYTHING to do with his passing. Losing his friend literally broke his heart. Losing them both breaks my heart. He died on Chris' bday, and he went the same way. Tragic.. rest well chester, and chris
He also had 6 kids to take care of...selfish...sorry..
@Stix Mattoon - Calling someone who commits suicide as "selfish" Is like telling a rape victim "Well you shouldn't have dressed that way, you were basically asking for it". Victim-blaming does NO good and does NOT prevent suicide.
Very strange that both hung themselves from a doorknob.. it's not a copycat thing. Its worse .
He had more Problems than only this, yes it‘s true, but there were much more problems..
Dan Ellis You’re quite the asshole lol
I’ve seen a couple naïve comments, feeling sorry for Talinda Bennington.
Why feel bad for Talinda? I’ve always felt that she was the reason for Chester’s suicide. I’ve been in Chester’s shoes. I’ve had a narcissistic girlfriend, who didn’t feel better unless I felt worse. She actually made me think about suicide a couple times, but thankfully, because of my son, I climbed out of that wormhole. @Talinda, if you did cause Chester Bennington to commit suicide, Rot In Pieces.
RIP Chester Bennington!! You’re a legend, & a bad-ass!! I’m sorry your children will have to go through life without you!!
Rest in Peace Chester Bennington 🥀
His songs have helped me through Suicide thoughts that I had growing up and I often would listen every night to Linkin Parks albums!
May he rest in peace! 🥀
So much hate and abuse in this world and the good ones leave us 💔 RIP Chester
hannah ingle Satan runs this world. Repent and turn to Christ. Spiritual Warfare
This is not about religion..
IKR!?!?!?!?!
hannah ingle hit the nail on the head. That is what causes this. It stays in your subconscious
guess he got tired of it too.
He doesn't wanted to kill himself ..
He wanted to kill those pain and thought ......
I still can feel his pain ...when i play lp's songs !...
...#makechesterproud
Learn to write English properly
My identical twin brother Keith was in so much pain before he passed away from falling down and hitting his head very hard and never woke up he said many times that he wanted to die i couldn't stop him from drinking very sad for her I feel her loseof is major talent
He was most likely killed
@@pokerqAK47
Are you fucking serious?
Keep your mouth shut when you don't know what the Hell you're talking about.
Literally no one thinks he was killed.
Chester himself has always been open about being sexually abused/molested from when he was 7 years old & it continued up until he was 13 years old.
He's said that was when his depression & alcohol/substance abuse began.
Posting a comment like yours saying he was killed is dangerous, disrespectful, & tone deaf.
@@kevinlodowski1216
"Learn to write English properly"?
You are seriously going to say that to someone, when scans of 360° cannot find a single fucking punctuation mark anywhere in your reply to someone else's comment.
You cannot call somebody out over their English being improper when your English is just as improper.
What a pretty lady. Sorry for her sorrow. Chester is a legend. He'll NEVER be forgotten.
I forgot him the next day actually.
@@243wayne1 clearly not, you're here on this video
@@nadia-xy3qj Nobody cares.
@@243wayne1 you cared enough to click the video and comment 😂 you're pathetic
@@243wayne1just cause you forgot doesn’t mean everyone else will forget him
I had the honor of meeting both Chester and Talinda back in 2005.They were living in Long Beach and had me come to their home and play/watch their dogs for a few hours. My dad was their driver at the time. I went to several of his concerts including Projekt Revolution.
The day I heard he had committed suicide, I got so angry. I played the song Heavy on an hour loop trying to figure out why.
His music helped me get through my depression so to hear that his demons had won just made me feel lost.
I still love his music but I still can't listen to it just yet.
I hope Talinda and her family is doing better today, and that they never have to go through this again.
Gosh..
As someone who has severe depression, it's my daily norm. For those who don't (consider yourselves lucky ones) it just an overwhelming feeling of sorrow, negativity and loneliness for no reason, and it all day every day.
A bit late, but if you need someone to talk to shoot me a message. I've been there.
Spot on.
I think depression is an illness like cancer that the medical community havnt got a blood test for or another diagnostic test for . maybe in the future . who knows . the brain is way to complicated for humans to understand at this day and age
It's so true. I suffer from depression and stopped eating. I was never that big but people kept praising me for losing weight. I got the help I needed, I'm so sad that Chester didn't. His wife obviously loved him but sometimes it gets too much.
She did not love him. It was apparent. She only loves herself ( and his money).
Looking back at the darkest time in my life, I had all these signs and attempted to end it many times. It feels good to know that it was not my fault and I'm so greatful to still be here. My son is a dancer and is dancing to "one more light" in his next competition. Don't know how I'm going to hold it together but I'm so glad I'm here to see him shine! ❤
❤
It's very common for people to kill themselves when the people that surround them think they're doing better! They have been battling with the idea of killing themselves for so long, that when they finally decide to actually do it, they sort of calm down. I went to 2 concerts of Linkin Park in two years.. the first time I felt like the band was kinda tired of performing and there was no real connection with the crowd. The second time was 18 days before Chester killed himself. It truly felt like another band! He performed with so much passion. He even got into the crowd! I am convinced that he already knew back then that he was going to do it.. looking back now I think he was really just saying goodbye to his fans!
Febelous life man,that video of his last performance with all the lighters(phones)in the air...gave me chills!! I still crack every time I see that picture of him with all his fans just loving him
This just game me chills 😔
Yeah yeah yeah!
Thanks!
Hm.
SAY HIS NAME!!! HOW DISRESPECTFUL!
@jjcampbell80 JJ Campbell ... 🤭
Why have the other woman on as well? Is chesters story not enough? CNN is the worst.
I don’t think they didn’t share his name out of disrespect rather they did not want to glorify suicide.
😤💯
0.31 he says his name
As someone who has thought about it, you don’t tell anyone about your thoughts. Depression is real and I don’t wish this on no one.
The worst thing about this is that no matter what age you are, you can only feel that this is your way out… And as you get older, I understand this train of thought
I know what it is like to live with high anxiety and depression. I have my whole life and it is impossible to see it. I laugh everyday and pretend nothing is worng when in fact I am a mess. It is hard. RIP Chester. I can feel what you felt. I really can. It is hard.
just go listen to Numb or Crawling bro you will learn alot of things about Chester.
Given up, waiting for the end, lost in the echo.. one more light.. nobody can save me.. in the end
And Heavy :"( which hits so bad for me
This is why I loved those songs. He felt me.
Listen to "Talking To Myself" I'm sorry but that's about Chester not fucking Talinda.
That and "Powerless"
Also "Pieces" I think it's called.
Those songs speak about neglect and about how one person gives and the other just takes with no consequences.
Mike shanoda wrote all LP’s songs so just because Chester sang them doesn’t mean sh*t
Fucking miss Chester and Chris Cornell like no other. They changed the world with their voices. I listen to each of their music every single day to pay my respects. It’s the least I can do.
Someone who's never been depressed themself will never understand. They can be there for you, but they will never fully understand
True. Very true
Man you guys are slow. The man and his best friend are months away from releasing a documentary on elite child trafficking and suddenly they both magically commit suicide. How much fluoride are they putting in your water???
People don't now about this because they are brainwashed they have no idea what's going on
WHAT?
Apparently MUCH less than in yours.
Is the documentary still coming out and was their a trailer
What ?
Chester tried to speak with his music all along but no one understood it
“Linkin Park Singer’s Wife...”
Couldn’t put his name? It’s not that hard. “Chester Bennington’s wife, etcetera etcetera” fans on LP would definitely recognize the name instantly..... just saying. I know this is an old video but still.... what the hell.
Vent over.
The title is click bait.
I agree. He was an actual person with a name. An amazing person at that. Put some respect on his name CNN
I thought the EXACT same thing.... Heck, put HER name in there. You see the name Bennington and you sure as shit know who that is.
EXACTLY
@@latentsea uh huh what “really happened”?
Hits me so hard Chester death so sad you can hear when listening to his music how much he was crying for help , but the truth is noone can help you when your in that dark place 😢. Rip Chester hope your wounds have healed now ❤❤
Chester Bennington is and will always be immortal in our hearts.
Atul Sourav Bhoy immortality is only in heaven or hell.
Beautiful wife and children. Incredibly sad he didn't pull through.
idkmyuser1 well maybe if his wife trully loved him , he might not end up commiting suicide. Look at the video ,she doesnt even seem to be sad at all. It seems after all that women cannot love men, they can only love their children. If it wasnt chester but one of her children, do u think she would be so calm ? No she would be crying all the time. All in all , women only care about themselves and their children and dont give a shit about their husbands i think thats its more than obvious that if a child of her had the same symptoms as poor chester , she would have realized it and she would have saved the child by any means, but chester??? No , no, no , she was incapable of understanding his hell for the simple reason that ,as a woman, she didnt even care in first place. Sorry if my response is offensive to u or anyone reading this but i just had to say this. Truth has to be told , stay away from women , for they are poison to your soul, health and money . thats a good reason for suicide ... Even tho im just 17 years old im sure this is the truth.
E Unfortunately im not trolling, what i said above, i believe it entirely, i think its obvious that women are by their nature ,incapable to love a man. As for her ,she suddenly became rich and very popular dont u think?
E this is true, but the possibility i mentiont is very likely and many people believe it. After all, it has happened so many times . i just have the belief that women are incapable to love men due to their female nature and thus, they are unable to understand their husbands (simply cause they dont care) so they are not there for them when the men need them. And now coming back to our topic, u will see her with another man sooner or later. Because for them we are like tanpons ,replacabe.....
She was in on it. They were on vacation...that's how it happens. She's cold as ice, but the guy sold his soul for wealth and had no divine protection. Jesus is coming for his followers, and then judgement on the world.
Trent SC yeah right. We are expacting god to save us for millenia. Their is no god my friend. Just an endless void.
Voice of an angel, screams of a devil and is still in our hearts.
Chester you have left such a big impact on our hearts and we love you
Most of us were raised in a household where it wasn't the norm to address your feelings or your hardships. From my perspective, I know my parents grew up in a time where you didn't express your feelings and you did whatever you had to do with no complaints. My first two years out of the house, I was having a hard time fitting in, I felt alone and helpless. I soon realised that I never felt okay, I constantly beat myself up (figuratively speaking), and constantly convinced myself I wasn't worth anyone's time. When I moved to Madrid, I avoided a lot of chances to socialise and kept isolating myself. This only led to more negative thoughts to the point I got tired of being sad all the time. I called my dad, and cried like hell. I was afraid of harming myself or maybe worse. So I spoke to a psychologist for a year and we analysed where all this came from. It all boils down to not addressing how I really felt. Being proud or trying to seem tough will never help, speak out!
This is an important comment.
Wtf is 'Linkin Park's singer'?
He was Chester Bennington, one of the greatest rock vocalists that ever lived.
I think childhood trauma steers the train until you either get past it or you do not.
Absolutely
Yes you are so right
My husband hanged himself in the age of 59
Most of us, especially Artists, are wrapped up in child trauma. It can become our identity and so much of who we are and what we do. Using music to express deep pain can sometimes desensitize people around you. Chester, to me, was SCREAMING in pain, yearning for help and relief. What a terrible loss to humanity. So many lost to us. Chester, Chris, Kurt, Layne...the list just gets longer.
It is true. It's in his lyrics.
My best friend commited suicide in 2000 and I have never been the same. This hits so close to home for me but I'm glad Anderson did this. Thank you so much Anderson Cooper.
Daniel O I’m so sorry I can’t imagine your pain your in my prayers
It's so sad that even when Chester's father was a cop. Chester suffered abuse growing up. It can happen to anyone. And abuse leaves you with so much pain.
Zzul Ma I thought his dad was John Podesta🤷🏻♀️
actually according to statistics, there's high numbers of households with domestic abuse happening with a member of law enforcement in the family. its sad but true.
What? His dad was a sick fuck. And I guess you haven't really listened to Chester's songs because he speaks alot about his father and there Is ALOT of pain in there.
The worst thing to tell anyone who is depressed is to just get over it Never say that because they can't just get over it.
Miss and love you chester always💖
When I was going though my own issues.I felt nothing,I was not sad.I just felt nothing just emptiness. I shut people out and went into my own head.
Cogitatio023 I been there for awhile now
I’ve had various stages of depression. I’ve had that stage of depression before where I didn’t care about my health, weight, hygiene, job performance, having a social life, sleeping all day and seeing yourself in the next week.
@@MrBrewman95 yes,and it is terrible. people do not seem to understand this.They have a bad view on what depression is.
I have been feeling a lot like Chester for years. It’s so hard. I have some good days, but not a lot of good days any more. I’m also 41. I hope I can get through this.
hey man, hows it going? feeling any better? just know people care about u and ur life is important
The voice of a generation...Bless his heart...
i never been the same since that tragic day..rip Chester
Kelly marie same here
perhaps i can help you... give my only your address, phone number and i`m right there...
me either. i still cry all the time
D'angelo King don't be rude
Kelly marie thank God i undrstood a lot of something about my life since i have heard that chester died ( R.I.P legend )
The description that he seemed happy immediately before his death is a big warning sign in and of itself.
Chester. Your songs saved so many. I just wish we could have saved you!
I don't usually get caught up over celebrity deaths. But with Chester he and the band are so much apart of my childhood and teenage-hood that I really felt it and it was truly heartfelt sadness. I still get sad over it and it's been a year nearly. There's such a warm, fuzzy and nostalgic feeling with Linkin Park. It activates the regions of my brain that make me feel like I've come home; finally.
You will be missed Chester