Depersonalization from Weed Edibles: Jack's Recovery Story (2024)
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- เผยแพร่เมื่อ 25 มิ.ย. 2024
- 02:19 Hypnosis + Weed
04:05 First Time on Edibles
11:52 Smoking another joint
15:07 "I felt like I wasn't real"
16:42 Speaking to a therapist
19:08 Researching DPDR online
20:06 "I would hurt myself to feel something"
20:53 Facing the problem
23:37 "Reality was challenging me"
24:43 "I felt safe in darkness"
27:43 The DP Manual
28:45 Can you REALLY get back to normal?
32:33 Advice for people with DPDR
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Jack is 28 years old. In 2021 he developed Depersonalization / Derealization Disorder, triggered by a bad experiences on weed edibles, which lasted for about 2 years. Some of the symptoms he experienced were the feelings of having a constant 3rd person point of view, detachment from reality, and distortions in time.
It was a terrifying experience but fortunately Jack has since made a complete recovery. As he wrote to me in a recent email: "I'd like to share my Depersonalization / Derealization story to promote a sense of community for those who are going through such a challenging gauntlet."
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Whenever I don't think, I don't feel like I'm exactly me, like I'm lost, like this isn't who I am, and I don't know what healing is, I don't know what I feel, I don't know what I want, it's like I'm integrated with thinking and without drdp, I'm not me, I don't know what I'm supposed to do in life, what I'm supposed to feel, sometimes I feel the old feelings, the feelings I felt when I was a child. But these feelings scare me and I don't want it to happen like this, I don't know if I want to get better, my head is so full, I'm tired, I feel unhappy and scared, lost, I don't know what to do, I don't know anything and I hate it, life is so complicated, I'm completely disconnected and I'm in something full of fear, I don't want to go crazy, I don't want to lose control, I'm tired. I want to feel like I want to be the only one who thinks, intelligent, mature and aware. I don't know how life is lived, what people experience, how it should be lived.
This is for real happening to me rn it feels horrible and feels like ill never be able to do any normal things again
Had DPDR from weed for 7 months, also CHS a disorder where u vomit alot and couldnt eat food for 2 months, and had delusions, but i told myself that this will go away, i wa shaving deralization 24/7 non stop but watching these videos helped me alot, after a year im dpdr free, delusion free, chs free, it will go away.
Delighted to hear that you've recovered! ❤️😊
damn im stuck 4 years 😢
@@chasethefeel Don't worry, it doesn't matter how long it’s lasted, you can always switch DPDR off completely by stopping the anxiety that's causing it 😊 Read this carefully: www.dpmanual.com/articles/how-long-does-depersonalization-last/
@@chasethefeel you got it from drinking?
@@pyro.reviews What did you do to improve? I got it from weeds
Even if I can't get out of this condition, at least I met this God-sent angel, Shaun O'Connor, this brave Irishman who has dedicated his entire life to helping those who are suffering. I don't know if I'll make it, but I'm proud of you bro, you're a great human being. Thank you for everything ❤️🇧🇷
Happy to help 😊 And don't worry, you can and will make it, 100% ❤️ www.dpmanual.com/articles/back-to-normal-after-depersonalization/
I would like to tell you all that you will be 100% better. I was at exactly the same point 1.5 years ago, now I can say I'm almost myself again. Everything takes time. Be patient even if it doesn't seem like it.
Delighted to hear you're doing so well Sara! 😊❤️
Hello, I am very afraid because I feel that I am going to stop recognizing everything and forget my life, my family, etc... and myself. Is it just fear or can feeling so disconnected lead me to something this serious?
@@jonatas9736 Thank you friend, what do you feel has helped you feel better?
@@jason34796You need to understand that what is creating this whole "atmosphere" of confusion, fear and doubts in your mind is because of DPDR, you are perfectly fine, intact, you know that you are real, you know who you are, you recognize that something is wrong, in other words, you are still and will continue to be the same person, you are just disconnected, you have lost temporary access to these "functions".
Everything will be 100% okay
Why do i feel like i went to deep in the rabit hope and i wont be able to unsee these things likes its gotten better but like i have questioned alot about everything like i mean everything even our existence please tell me this will go away
Don’t worry, existential / intrusive thoughts like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating and frightening but they are also temporary and harmless and will fade away and stop as your recovery continues 😊 www.dpmanual.com/articles/depersonalization-fears-and-anxious-thoughts/
Read this carefully too: www.dpmanual.com/articles/reasons-think-cant-recover/
Watch this: th-cam.com/video/Qy3DAFDBY30/w-d-xo.html
And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
@@jacobaragon3398 same. It’s very scary
Has anyone with DP/DR experienced hearing sound in a distorted way?
Yes bro i have felt that ! The sound gets really weird and it scares me so much sometimes it feels like the sound is getting slower .
Hi Nicole -- Heightened awareness of vision and sound is common with DPDR and all anxiety-based conditions. Read these articles, I think you'll find them helpful:
www.webmd.com/balance/what-is-sensory-overload-with-anxiety
www.dpmanual.com/articles/tinnitus-and-depersonalization/
And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR.
I do!
Question, im 16 years old and think im suffering from dpdr from a thc vape and mdmā, my vision feels completely off and i dont feel like im in my body and i feel like i cant do anything, ive had it for 2 and a half months but im not sure if it is dpdr or ive done something to my brain, i feel other symptoms but their different on different days, thanks for if u respond and the videos u make.
Also i feel like my brains fried and that i cannot do anything like work or go back college etc.
Hey, thanks for your comment 😊 Firstly, please make sure that you’re speaking to your parents about what’s happening. It’s very important that they know what’s going on. If they're not familiar with DPDR you can show them this video which will clear things up for them: th-cam.com/video/ANzyteEPKt8/w-d-xo.html
If you're in any doubt take a look through the list of symptoms here and see if they sound familiar:
www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
www.dpmanual.com/about/depersonalization-symptoms-the-10-most-common/
I know DPDR can be frightening but remember that it's just your body and brain's natural response to stress and anxiety. It's not permanent and it can't hurt you. You can and will recover. Make sure to read through all the info and articles on my website at www.dpmanual.com
And if you would like to speak to a medical professional please don't hesitate to do so. I would recommend finding an anxiety specialist if possible as they will likely be more familiar with DPDR 👍
Watching this video and feel im in other world 😂
Don’t worry, feelings like that are super common with DPDR. I know they can be frustrating but they will fade away and stop as you recover 😊 www.dpmanual.com/about/do-i-have-depersonalization-disorder/
Hey , so my story started from 20th May when I got 4-5 puff of weed pen and I was pretty normal my body was slowly getting light I knew that after 20 mins I'll feel high slowly slowly but the mess started here after 15 mins passed of me smoking it I was in car and I ate a sweet candy (twisto) and after it I chew it a little and I swallowed it and when I swallowed it my senses was really high that I felt something going through my throat and It slowly reached my stomach and boom! I felt a blast and after this I was directly got very high and I felt like the voices in car was slowing down and I was going away from my body ! And when i felt this I got a thought that I'm dying because you feel like this when you are dying your soul is being taken away from your body so after this the real story begins I got so much panicked I was screaming really loud in car that am I dying ? Am I dead? I was touching my friends again and again to reassure myself that I am not dead than my friend also told me you are just high you are not dead and then I mistakenly drink cola and yeah it was also sweet so It got me more high and after every 5 mins I was getting panicked that I'm dead or what and I felt loops that the things is happening again and again to me this loop was really terrifying for me I was screaming that am I dead? Why the same thing is happening to me? I felt that loops 3-4 times it was like the car slowing down and I'm starting to scream and I was constantly watching time that Is the time passing? So I can get reassured that I'm not dead after 1-2 hours I was pretty good and I got home and I was so scared thinking about am I dead or what's wrong with me? If I sleep I'll never woke up again I'll be dead so I hardly slept 2-3 hours because I was really scared and the week passed in that week I got so terrifying and disturbing thoughts that I'm dead I'm not alive etc . And after that I found about DPDR on the internet and the next two weeks I was trying to distract my mind because as much I think about it , it increases ( the unreality , third person feelings ) but now I'm pretty good and whenever I distract my mind and think about normal life it gets very better I feel really normal some days but sometimes when I'm alone I get thoughts of dying, unreality and terrible thoughts which everybody gets in DPDR and my hearing sense also becomes weird like the volume is going down but the most terrifying thought is about being dead . It increases my symptoms. So right now I am getting better sometimes I get full normal and I don't get thoughts but in a whole week one day i get thoughts and episode so It increases. So basically it's slowly ending and I hope it'll end forever and I'll safe from these terrible thoughts. So this is my story my DPDR is not end or recovered yet but I hope I'll recover soon because this thing is really terrible and terrifying. Please suggest me some ideas to end it and please tell me that I'll get normal or not? And I'm 16 years old so it's really hard for me . Please tell me why this all happened ? It was really traumatic for me . And I think the candy cost it because it all started after I ate that candy , i got teleported to jupiter directly I didn't knew this will happen to me so I got panicked. Please help! Thankyou. And adding one more thing , the things which increases my symptoms of unreality, DPDR and watching my body through my brain are thinking about the traumatic event which happened to me where it all started and thinking that I'll die in 1-2 hours or I'm dead and more more thing that I feel like I have no legs or hands I cannot properly feel them like you don't feel them when you are high . So please tell me will all these symptoms end? I'll be back to normal like I was before all this happened? Will it ever come back after recovering if I'll think about it?
You just gotta act like everything is normal and forget about it , and it will go away on its own just don’t think about it
yeah bro im 16 too i had an edibible experince and also a pen experince after that too so i have what u have but also this guy. Alot more time passed and i will tell u my freind it gets better. Its just anxiety i can tell by ur urgency and the way ur typing i relate, but its just anxiety keep watching these videos i please encourage u to buy the manual. I know the feeling of not feeling like ur limbs are yours and all the third person stuff. I teleported to space too bro i went through all of it that ur talking about currently i do not feel the symptoms like u anymore it gets better just trust me
Let me guess sometimes u feel like u might be dead even right now? I know because i went through it. When i was high i was screaming for my freinds in the middle of the store cuz i was so scared. ALso i was hugging random people for reassureance dw it gets better i can laugh and do much more now i have come to far so will u
@@begottenz1864wow our story’s are pretty much identical,,, I feel terrible for you because I know EXACTLY what you felt and it’s THEE most scary hard to describe feeling ever
@@begottenz1864 Yes I'm trying and it's getting better day by day.
Bro can we get the arabic caption please?
You can use TH-cam's auto translate feature for captions in any language 😊 th-cam.com/video/LZz03myFuWA/w-d-xo.html
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