THANK YOU for sharing this. May every born again believer truly pray and check first whom they want to be married to and let the LORD Jesus Christ decide that. Otherwise and in many cases, many Christians don't seem to know much about 1 Corinthians 7:15 yet: "BUT IF THE UNBELIEVING DEPART, LET HIM DEPART. A brother or a sister is NOT UNDER BONDAGE in SUCH cases: but God hath called us to PEACE." Perhaps you might do a follow up video on that too? Blessings abundant your way from Germany, dear sister Kris! MARANATHA 🙏👰💖
If I believed in God I would have a 50000 job I was not a doctor I was taken to his country but a man stood up on the sidewalk holding a rifle to my body as I went out to get Christmas wrappings... I shook and trembled and remembered the Nicaragua episode, when an American reporter was killed... I walked around the next corner and he came out and found me. I told him he shoulde have told me in advance there were people holding rifles on the sidewalk before taking me there. . oh, he took offense. How was it that he didn:t protects me? You shouldn't have walked out on your own, you have to walk with me. And from then on he took over, he drove me everywhere, and when I became a widow I found out I can't no longer drive.
My husband was a covert narcissist, BUT God changed his heart, mind, and direction when he decided to get saved. My husband admitted to everything when I showed him an article that God gave me to explain this behavior. Not even the best counselor in the world can get a narcissist to admit they are a narcissist. But God is the ultimate Counselor 🙌 🙏 ❤️
Wow, cause for most.. there is NO hope. they are DEMON FILLED. NO doubt. I left my "friend" to God... and walked away. NO, I do not pray for this person. God has it.
Amen!! Will be praying for you and your husband! I believe our God can perform miracles and change the hearts of those who seek Him and love Him. It’s so sad, so many people are completely hopeless with all types of narcissism. But we have a God who can move mountains! Who can do what to some seem impossible- with Him all things are possible! God bless your marriage!!
What’s the link? God is way too powerful not to be able to humble people when we are grains of sand before Him. A mist in the air!! He humbled Nebuchadnezzar but we just don’t know what it will take and how long it will take. God’s strategy and timing is beyond our understanding. He wills that all man (men + women) to be saved and if He said He is able to do the impossible, then one prayer (1 person) puts 1,000 to flight, 10 prayers (10 people) puts 10,000 to flight. The Bible says in Deuteronomy 32:30, “one man will chase a thousand and two put ten thousand to flight”. Wherever two or more persons come together to pray in the name of Jesus, God is there in their midst.
I stayed 30 years as a Christian praying God would deliver him as a cheating, gas Lighting, covert narcissist. Run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They don’t change!!!!! God is healing me and restoring me🙏🏻
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
@@Gamefan86 Jesus true birthday is not in December 25, only the roman catholic made that up as His birthday as a part of merging Christianity and paganism.. you are talking about a pagan sun god, who the ancient romans was worshipping.. the devil had His way of mixing the truth with lies, to confuse people..
@@Gamefan86you missed one point CHRIST made symbols to represent HIMSELF like a sacrificial lamb, Lion, and the sun. In the new Kingdom the sun will not be there because HE will be The LIGHT so the sun is a placeholder until that symbol is fulfilled like the lamb was sacrificed and eaten until The FATHER replaced the lamb with the LORD JESUS CHRIST and was sacrificed for HIS believer’s sin. Just like we do communion until the resurrection when we receive HIS Body and Life.
I was delivered from a narcissist in the most unbelievable way…it took 23 years and I thought all hope was gone. Things suddenly got mucb worse one day and I thought I was going to end up in jail because of the anger I was feeling….but it didn’t work out that way. Today we are free!
That is my story 😢 I’m going through a horrible divorce with a covert narcissist and he has made my life hell, but I know God is going to help me! Please keep me in your prayers
I am going f through a divorce with a covert narcissist also. It took me 35 years to figure this out, although there were problems that we could bought resolve from the beginning. The divorce process is now 2 1/2 years in, which I understand is common in such cases. There is parental alienation of several of my adult children with him saying that I am delaying the divorce while he is in contempt of court and delaying. Will be great to be free. Wonder if and when my kids will come around… Also wonder about them being narcissists themselves…
My deliverance was needing to leave for safety reason following repeated emotional abuse and escalating verbal abuse with threats of physical. I fled and he filed. At least I can’t be judged by other Christians. I filed too, but his went through first. Now I see it as God’s protection. Please pray that He will continue to deliver me along with His favor through the divorce. I am 65 and this will be my livelihood…
I’m still in a marriage with a narcissist. Gaslighting, deflecting, chaos. Verbal abuse for 12 years. I never thought to pray for deliverance for me, always prayed for him. Praying God Will deliver me and my girls.
Praying for you 🙏🏻 please please take care of yourself and do not let anybody treat you like that it will only get worse….as a child of such a marriage my mother stayed for 40 years and nothing changed only everything got worse 😢 we don’t have to divorce after the first mistake but a man of Good will not cheat will love and respect his wife no matter what he will protect and care for the house 🙏🏻 praying you get all the courage from God you need….my mother left at 63 with nothing and had to start in another country from zero ….but she did it and God blessed everything…. ❤
8:18 hate when people say that. Just because you are called to love doesn't mean you need to stay in a toxic and abusive situation. God has called us to love others. Love doesn't mean letting that person walk all over you. Love doesn't mean getting everything they want. Sometimes love is letting someone go. Sometimes love is discipline and making sure people are held accountable for actions. Enabling somebody's bad behavior is not loving. God loves you enough to take you away from people who are hurting you!
Using words on narcissists doesnt work,loving them doesnt work either,they just laugh cause they think they're getting over on you.bruises clease away evil
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
@@Gamefan86 There is solid historical Evidence for Jesus Christ and HIM being crucified and murdered, which is why due to my Knowledge and Life Experience, You are very misled, but also countless Bible Prophecies have come true and are still coming true, and People are having real Experiences with Jesus Christ in their Lives, you want to be smart and right which is why you basking in what ye perceive as Wisdom, but who knows You might be a true Truth Seeker, if so then, Please ask Yeshua, Menkinds Redeemer and Maker of All Life to reveal Himself to you and show you the Way in Life, for He is the Way, the Truth and the Life and only with Him as Leader of Your Life will you be able to have true Peace and Fullfillment by knowing and rejoicing in Your Creator which is actually the most fullfilling Thing and what Humanity in Reality thirts and yearns for. I challenge You to talk to Him and see what happens, He never denies a trully sincere or desperate Heart, only flees from the Arrogant and "Hypocrites". Much Love 2 You.
@@Gamefan86 how insensitive of you to post that under the comment of someone that experienced abuse, significant pain and anguish at the hands of a loved one. That was extremely inappropriate and wasn't the time or the place. Do better.
I left my husband the day he said that he never wanted to marry me. He said that I made him sick! And we should divorce. After 5 years of hearing that, I finally said Okay and put in the Divorce papers! Now I feel free!
I left my narcissistic boyfriend after a year and a half. He told me that I get on his nerves. He’s a habitual liar and manipulative. He never takes responsibility for his actions instead he flips it and somehow I’m the problem. When he felt the need to lie to me, tell me I get on your nerves, told his daughter not to talk to me because you got caught, and a host of other things was my cue to leave. I left and I’m not turning back. My Mom kept telling me to step back and I’ve learned that when she tells me something it’s for a reason. She just kept saying step back and guard your heart. I was lucky enough that she was interceding on my behalf. Her prayer was that God will expose exactly who he is. I believe he did that. I knew something was off. Because we will get into arguments because he’ll do something about it and then will not take responsibility for his actions. It was always the same thing that he was doing. His mistakes become habits which became patterns. I’m so thankful to God that he allowed my eyes to be open and to see who he really was. It’s been about 2 1/2 weeks since I left this relationship and I don’t plan on going back. I blocked area of communication. Answer any messages or text. I don’t answer calls from unknown numbers. I don’t hate him, I just pray that he would see the error of his ways before it’s too late and that God will save his soul.
@Avigail06 my ex would never say that out loud but I finally realized that it was exactly what he felt, I divorced him since he wouldn't do it, best choice ever.
It’s taken me over 25yrs to realize that my husband has these narcissistic tendencies (demonization) to be exact. I can relate to everything you’ve said, from manipulation, gaslighting, the guilt instilled in me of being the problem. He’s been in prison, out of prison , in church, out of church and even disrespected my daughter, yet I kept going back. Until that one eventful night when he nearly choked me to death and had no other choice but to call the cops on him- now I’m battling him wanting to take my home in the mist of what is probably going to be a horrible divorce, BUT GOD has delivered me and I know He will see me through. So prayers are Welcomed. I don’t have a support of people and definitely need to find counseling as I’m going through my healing process. So blessed I found you. Thank you for sharing your story. I felt I was alone and I now see from the many comments that this is more common than I thought. 🙏🏼
Stay strong in God! Trust Him. I can relate; my former husband looked me in the eye and told me that I wouldn't leave our bedroom alive. He was hitting me and expected me to fight back, but I froze. He said that he was going to call the police and have them arrest me for beating him. He started scratching himself and called the police. It was so scary and unbelievable. But God allowed me to escape, run to neighbors and get help. Nobody believed me. My former husband was a Christian, or so he said. During divorce, I had to sell our house, had anxiety attacks and couldn't work. Lost my job and became homeless. The worst part was to be separated from my children for 2 years. My ex-husband made sure of that. In my desperate state, God carried me through. I never stopped fighting in court. Was reunited with my children. 10 years later, Jesus restored me. The hardest part was to forgive that man. Please, get lots of help, counseling and support. Wishing you the best in Christ.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
You are going to have to take the 1st step. Are you afraid of him/her? When God opens a door of escape, RUN! It does not get better no matter what they tell you!
She went through our 24-year marriage as a spawn demon pretending at our church. Our kids left when they turned 18, and said, Thanks for everything Dad, don't know how you're going to stay with Mom. Everyone knew she'd been sleeping around year after year after year. I finally asked God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit to deliver me from this in-face-screaming narcissistic demon spawn. After this last attempt on my life, I got a retraining order successfully and started my way out. She refused to work and left everything up to me. I successfully sold my house and decided to leave the state to help me and my beautiful family to heal. Glory to God.
Currently packing because my therapist told my husband is a narcissist and possibly sociopath. And she asked how soon I could leave. He’s gone for a week so I’m quickly getting out. I needed this ! 🙏
Halleluja! 🎉🎉🎉 I'll pray for you! So you can be truly free! God bless you and don't stop praying and have faith in Jesus. And whatever you do, Never go back! No talking, letters, messages, coffe, nada! They only need to talk a little to pull you right in. Trust me! ❤
Praying that you got out and are safe. If you returned, don't be discouraged. You can still get away and live a happy life. That is what you deserve. Don't give up and settle for abuse. No matter how long it takes or how deep you are, you can leave and make it on your own . You'll be glad you did.
It took me 30 years to leave a Narcissist and it cost me greatly, but I trust in my Lord. He has been by my side. When I married at 18 I had no idea what a narcissist even was. So many people don’t know the mental, physical abuse, lies that I lived. My God has brought me to a place of healing.
I am in the same situation, just coming to grips that he will never change. That je just doesn't possess human emotions, they are twisted and ugly from deep within. Theres no help for this.
I was married 18.5 to very trouble porn addiction too God gave me the strength to finally let him go He actually left after my cancer diagnosis God used this diagnosis to set me free from my very troubled marriage My diagnosis has also led me to get healing from my childhood trauma It’s been two years and I am thriving God has been good to me and my 14 year old son
This sounds so similar. My ex-husband had a stroke, and then I was diagnosed with cancer six months later, and after watching him, squander his inheritance from his mother‘s death within that same timeframe, I realized that this man only cared about himself, and no one else as I sat in extreme pain with vulvar cancer, radiation, and between my legs just tore me up like a torch to the front end area. It was horrible and he wasn’t there for me. He just smoke his pot, going to his bedroom and go to sleep, and I sit out in the living room because I couldn’t lay down because of the pain extend it to my room and area so I had to break provide cushions and sit and just watch TV all night it was horrible, but I praise God for that because it really open my eyes to the type of person I was married to, and how little he really cared for me!!
Thank you for sharing your story, Kris. My malignant narcissist wife of almost 19 years was just caught cheating by me. Praise our God! I have been delivered by the LORD and I will not look back. It has been the darkest 2 decades of my life with this supposedly Christian woman in my life. But God is faithful, and now I'm free. Thank you for your content. I'm grateful to hear of fellow Christians and their deliverance from narcissistic spouses.
The day we went to city hall to marry, i felt light headed & nauseous... God gave me every sign possible, but i didnt value myself enough to listen to the holy spirit within me😢
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
@@Gamefan86someone's been watching Zeitgeist 🙄 Satan is a great counterfeit deceiver...he will be very happy to see you believe that Yeshua isn't real. Please dig deeper on this. Read your Bible. Yeshua loves you so much.
Same here .. didn't listen to the warnings...a night before I felt outrightly irritated by him for no apparent reason...and even talked about calling it off...but didn't until about 2yrs after
I love it when you say, " Judge all you want, but I left!" It's also very liberating when one takes responsibility for the part that they played in getting entangled in such chaos. The say I topped blaming and taking responsibility was the beginning of my freedom. I also have zero regrets for leaving, and even though he never fought to keep our marriage or stop me, he still tells everyone that I filed for the divorce, I left...and you know what? I'm okay with that.
I fought hard for my marriage and tried everything I could. I was the bad guy and now have peace knowing I did my best but if you love someone truly then you let her go to live the life she deserves without your interference
Similar here. My husband is a narcissist and has an online pastoral credential. He showed his dad my prayer room. His dad said it was too ornamental and that his simple closet was to be preferred. I threw his opinion out the window a year or so later when he dressed up in drag to help raise money for a kids program. He said it was for a good cause. I finally called bs.
I also married a narcissist, an abusive narcissist. As a missionary child whose parents lived in another country, this was difficult on my parents and myself. I felt shame for what I had done but chose to rely on God. I trusted God in my shame and fear of my husband. But God finally allowed me to get pregnant and my child gave me someone to care for and protect. My son was 10 months old when I separated from my husband. I tried everything I could to save the marriage until I also was Biblically released and so divorced. It was final 3 days prior to my 10th anniversary. God has taken care of my son and me through all these years since.
I only learned the word narcissist at my 50th year being married. The tears and hurt have taken me 2 years to deal with it. My prayer right now is Lord please do not let me cry in front of him. Divorce should have happened many years ago. Going on 51 years married ,divorce is not my option. But huge boundaries are up. AND I am speaking to the right people for Christian support. I CAN do all things ,through Christ who strengthens me.
I am 25 years into a marriage with a covert narcissist. It is so hard!! My health has definitely suffered and I feel like a different person because of it. He has everyone at church fooled and even teaches Sunday school now. I have been praying for God to set me free. I don’t have $ to be able to leave, so I am stuck and miserable 😢 . I also did it to myself and married the wrong one!! I’m just thankful this is only temporary and one day, even if it isn’t until I get to Heaven, I will be free.
How come you don’t have money when your Father in heaven does and owns all the cattle on the hill?? You are joint heir to his throne. Poverty is not your portion. Call down what you need from heaven and ask God to release it. Ask him to send you resources, opportunities, and helpers in your path. Think less like a victim and pray more from a place of authority. Start Fasting for what you want and what you want to see. Repent for any sin in your life and ask God to close any demonic portals or doors that have been opened. Ask him to help you, give you wisdom, but pray his will is done in your life. Pray the scriptures over yourself and situation as well and watch what God does. Pity doesn’t move God….but Faith does, speak from a place of boldness and faith. Have Faith he hears you and have faith he will move on your behalf. Cancel every negative word or curse you or others have spoken over yourself….. this is the prescription to your spiritual illness. God loves you and will come through for you. Stop counting yourself out! It’s already done in Christ Jesus name!
@@apgx6032 Thank you!! I have been trying to do this the past couple of days, so this is like confirmation for me that it’s what I should do. I have alot of built up anger in me and I don’t like it at all. I feel like I am going to implode sometimes!! This is so hard not having a voice or having someone to talk to who understands. I know my anger does not please God and it’s not who I am!! I keep reminding myself that I only have to answer for my actions/thoughts and that things could be worse. I sure do appreciate your comment of encouragement and would like to ask if you could please say a prayer for me. May God bless you always❤️🙏
Christina, I know what you are going through......(too much to tell) but these men are just horrible....The silent treatment, not even remembering my name, the anger, the love bombing with some silly gift...etc. After 6 year of this shocking behavior I told him that his snoring bothered me and I could not sleep....I moved into a guest room. That was the beginning of separation .....Ask the LORD to help you with finance . He will. I will.pray for you.. ❤ ❤❤
Wow... just wow. Did we marry the same man? lol... I lived exactly what you did, except for 7 years. My relationship with God came first. I prayed for direction and truth and he provided! What a trial. After 23 years of being single, my lesson to "look for a man's good fruits before marrying" is forever at the front of my mind.
I can appreciate where you're coming from. I resolved not to marry again after divorcing my narcissistic ex-husband. I prayed God would take my desire for an intimate relationship w/a man away and he did. I'm almost 5 years out and very content. Trust in God. He is ALWAYS faithful
Astonishing!!! I listened to your testimony like I was hearing myself testify!! After listening to you I immediately went to the Father to pray about my marriage….and me in it!. I’ve repented of my arrogance to believe I could fix, change, even save a man from himself! I’ve given this marriage, this man and me over to Father God to do as He desires. He’s in charge and I will wait on Him to fix, change or deliver. I know He will.
Thank you so much for sharing your experience! I too, was married to a narcissist. I stayed 19 years. Always thinking ... I'm a Christian. I don't get to leave. My pastor, is the one who showed me that if I had been walking with GOD, when i married this man, I would not have done so. HE, GOD, does heal, and restore, and as soon as I walked away, GOD, began blessing me more than I could have ever hoped for. 🙏🏼❤️
When she said he was doing the church thing with her and then bailed it's called mirroring so in the beginning he's down with it because he likes what you like you like pizza he likes pizza you like a certain band he likes that band you like church he likes church...until he doesn't and the mask is off
Amen! The Lord is setting souls free from demonic oppression which comes in many forms and disguises. One of them associating w Narrisisist devils! I pray 🙏 we wake up and quite listening to Narrisisist Clergy who keep souls in oppression because they themselves r oppressed and covert wolfs in sheep's clothing! Time to see The Light and come out of the darkness!
My mum just got divorced from my dad after 54 years! God heals is right! Restoring has begun... my mum met my dad when she was 16 and married at 18... she wishes she did this sooner but I tell my dear mum she cannot dwell... we live together in my childhood home... my mum needed to get a mortgage even though my dad had 300,000 in the bank, and she had nothing... heartbreaking but... she is free from his narcissistic ways that were only growing over time
@@juniperjane8719 I'm like your mum I met my husband when I was 13 yrs Old Got married to him at 20. All my family was against him. I never listened. I was always an obedient and respectful daughter to my parents. For some reason, I was blinded bec he's a smooth talker. It took me 48 yrs to finally realized that I married manipulative, gaslighting, deceitful lier who had multiple affairs. The first affair was back from n 1999. I have him another chance thinking that he will changed. He did for a couple of years that's the time he received Christ as his Lord and Savior. But in 2012, he was back in his old ways and turn his back from God. Being a Christian wife, I kept praying for him. Just this year 2024 last May, while he was confined in the hospital, bec of multiple compacted kidney stones in his kidney, I knew something was off. So I charged his 2 cellphones which I do not touch in respect of his privacy. I found out he's involved with a lot of women and even fathered a child. I gathered all his messenger conversations with all of them, pictures, money transfers
Wow! Sounds so familiar!!! This has definitely helped me realize that I’m not alone. God rescued me from a 12 year marriage to a narcissist sociopath that used me to get his citizenship and grow a very lucrative business. I found out he had been lying from day one. All the cheating and lies had completely ruined me. I’m seeing a therapist and rebuilding my self esteem. Thank you so much for your testimony.
Had to run after 15years with kids. I still hoped that i will be able to hold on 😔 at least for kids, when i realized that the must is to change it for the kids. But i will still keep him in prayers. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your own personal story. It was so touching. When you said God delivers, heals, and restores, I couldn’t hold back the tears. Amen sister.
Have been with a narcissist 42 years. Only realized a year ago he is one. Now in process of selling house and leaving. I know God will guide me and give me strength
Can relate 48 here Mine has changed only because he is old. But I will never trust anything he says to me again. The lies I have been told wow. I told him he is not my husband but a friend. When he broke the vows he broke them with God. So we are friends that is all.
@@emmanelson2406 I never did leave. My husband was diagnosed with cancer in October of 2023 so I stayed to look after him. Treat me like a queen while he needed me and now he’s the same old narcissist. Dad thing is he calls me that. I am also just his friend - it’s a sad lonely life and we are worth more . I hope you manage somehow to find peace. I know at some point I will be alone - this cancer is not a good one.
It took me 29 years to be delivered from my narcissistic husband and yes, it was due to my wrongdoing from the start, but oh, how sweet was my walk with God during those hard times!
Have to Admit! My own NARCISSIST mother Recognized her brokenness SELFISHNESS as what it was us her 2 other marriages but I have learned selfish behaviors are just rewarded and it doesn't matter if we like it or not. The Bill comes Due.
1. God delivers us, 2. God heals us, 3. God restores us. This has happened to me after years of being married to a Narcissist. I am now in the restorative phase. Praise The Lord and Thank you Kris Reece for your testimony. I am crying tears of Joy!
Wow. Almost parallel story. Now blessed with an amazingly loving and kind husband of 30 years. I even was able to have children at last, even though I was told I couldn’t. God is faithful.
Wow this is an amazing testimony, you should make a video on it. You have no idea how much women you would inspire, especially those struggling to conceive.
@@racheloshaksmusic I do my best to help women who feel trapped and hopeless. I had given up on having a husband and children. Not only did we conceive the first try, we got twins! I was old enough that that’s what I wanted but didn’t expect. Now we’re expecting a grand baby. This channel as well as Dr Henry cloud are very helpful. I just found Kris and love her wisdom.
Beautiful testimony! Glory to God alone! My ex husband was a narcissist. The Lord removed him from my life and my son’s life before my son turned 3 years old. He even terminated his parental rights. He did the right thing for the wrong reasons. Years later I met my husband and he adopted my son and we’ve since welcomed 9 more blessings. God turned everything around when I surrendered it all to Him! 🙌🏽❤️
Yes, "GLORY TO GOD" for not warning Kris Reece from marrying a narcissist in the first place, but bless her for the divorce, when in fact the Bible says that God hates a divorcing. Religious people are clueless to what the Bible really says, it's all emotions, no deep critical thought involved.
Yes, God has all the time in the world for nonsense and picking up your pieces from poor decisions. But the world is getting worse by the day from the same Governments he placed in power to do what they are doing. BRILLIANT, use of the brain.
@Faith Hope Charity Thank God everyday for these blessings from God, including the blessing your ex terminated his parental rights. You don't know how lucky you are ! Praise God for meeting your real husband !
My story is very similar; we had children and I told myself I was staying for them--comes with it's own repercussions. I stayed much longer, then it was almost like a light bulb went on--God told me, now is the time, you will be ok. This time I listened and its something I've never regretted. For those of you out there who aren't there yet...keep praying, he will answer..God bless
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
@@Gamefan86 On the Contraire! The sun ☀️ was created by Jesus (Yeshua), as was all of Creation! Spoken into existence by the Lord John 1:1-14 KJV 1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 The same was in the beginning with God. 3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7 The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe. 8 He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. 9 That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. 10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. 11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not. 12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: 13 Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God. 14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
Huh should I believe in the everlasting Son of God who has personally shown me love and whos name is renound throughout all the earth, or some guy on the internet that didnt get the memo that the info in the movie zeitgeist was massively debunked lol. Besides anyone with any knowledge of the nature of evil knows that the devil tries to imitate God, not the other way around. Dont believe everything you see m the internet pal.
@@Gamefan86 Not all belief structures are like this. For traditional Navajos, the great spirit is known as "The one who carries the sun." So sometimes certain belief structures believe there is a creator bigger than the sun. It sounded like you were inferring that all beliefs=sun worship, when that's not always the case.
I loved God, I was in a toxic marriage with covert narcissist. In my case God took me trough the process of deliverance. I was so addicted to my ex that I didn't want to leave, despite the suffering. In addition to that, I believed that the divorce is never God's solution, even when the other spouse is extremely abusive and wants to destroy her partner. For my ex it was a perfect deal- she held me hostage and could torture me without consequences. But God is not to be mocked. He delivered me. Now I'm out, go no contact with the abusive ex. I'm sure God will deal with her.
Your married life sounds so much like my life story. At the time, I had no idea of narcissistic behavior or sociopaths, but knew something was wrong. Looking back, it was the "unequally yolked" situation. I prayed before the marriage and when I did not receive an immediate NO, I continued with my plans. What a hard lesson to learn that God is sometimes silent and that is HIS answer. Long story short, I refused to quit and he left me after 7 yrs together (dating and married time). There were many events in that 7 years where I learned some cold hard facts. I was a basket case, but God never disappoints and always restores his children to a better life than before. P.S. I had no professional therapy (because he had drained my finances). Only my Bible and my church, but God's guidance brought me through.
Umm no. That is a false teaching. If people divorce just because they are stubborn and won’t comprise with their spouses in that case they should not remarry, unless on they are remarrying their former spouse. In pretty much all other cases remarriage is Biblically permissible. If your spouse cheated on you, abused you (sexually, physically, or psychologically), or even if they refused to fulfill their conjugal responsibilities you have a Biblical right to leave and find a spouse who will actually be good to you. You should be ashamed of yourself for telling that to hurting vulnerable people. You are an ungodly Pharasy.
Wow! I feel incredibly overwhelmingly blessed. After 33 yrs in a marriage with a narcissist when I didn’t even know what that was. I just took it to Jesus. Raised my children. Kept giving it all to Jesus. Prayed over him while he slept. Like a life explosion 💥 Jesus came through and delivered him and all glory to God…God is healing and delivering his narcissistic father too and healing relationships in our family now that we know about😮 this Jezebel spirit. Kingdom marriage now. ♥️🙏God is faithful ♥️
That’s great..!.. How long has this been happening? Just wondering because I’ve had times like this but the true soul of the narcissist always comes through eventually, time and time again. Not trying to say your testimony isn’t true, just curious to see if I can believe it or if it’s just another act? God bless
@@tarynadams8102 Yes. Only over a long period of time can this be a reality. The narcissist is very clever and sneaky and can fool for a long time. I’ve even heard of them faking conversion!
Just had a conversation with my narcissist husband of 33 years where he told me how bad a person I am and how I flirt with 18 year old boys etc. (I’m 55 btw) I m trying to find the courage to tell him goodbye. Please pray for me
🙏They love to accuse and torment... just like the devil. I'm so sorry you've been in this for 33 years. I will pray that God will give you His divine, step by step, guidance and that He will either change him or cause him to leave or that you will uncover grounds for divorce... if he's ever cheated, the truth will come out. And also for your peace and courage. When I finally was ready to tell my husband that I wanted to separate because of his anger and unloving ways (after much prayer, counsel, and preparation), I felt like Esther in the Bible. A very pivotal moment that God had prepared me for... such a time as this. Press into your relationship with Christ and with God, and don't worry about people who don't believe you or understand or aren't supportive. God has seen everything. God is faithful and will give you His wisdom liberally when you ask in faith.
I was married to a pathological narcissist. You can't just "say goodbye". I wanted to so bad over the 10 years I was married but I knew ONLY cheating set me free biblically. That being said I gave her the option to come home after she left a few times and once I found out she was with not one but multiple men I was free and I never considered going back to that ever again. I lost my kids for years from a corrupt and sexist family court system from this situation. But God brought my kids back cause they saw the toxicity of their mom. I had to endure a lot of pain, lot of lies, lot of corruption. But God answered prayers. If you're being abused or anything by all means get separated ASAP!! But divorce is only the option of someone cheated on. I know it's hard, I had to endure that so I know. But our vows and promises are to God not our spouse.
Pray to the Lord with all your heart and soul for strength, courage and wisdom. Ask him to guide you and he will never fail you. Seek help, women's shelters, domestic violence groups, your church, friends, therapist... Someone.
If you get a divorce you must remain single, or remarry your husband, better read timothy in the Bible concerning divorce, don't send your self to Hell for adultery
Same here, same situation, except that we had 2 children, and I held on for 26 years. We were married for over 3 years when my first child was born , 3 years later came my son. I held on for 26 years. God pulled me through it all and yes, he does heal your heart. So happy to be away from that life of living hell.
“He brought us out from there in order to bring us in, to give us the land which He had sworn to our fathers.’” Deuteronomy 6:23. This is what I heard the LORD say to me after a 32 year marriage w a covert malignant narcissist. He was bringing me out of abuse, manipulation, lies, disjunction, into a promised land I didn’t even know existed. I now have peace, tranquility, and building my identity in God and His Word.
Praise the Lord! I'm on my journey to freedom now after 18 years I finally learned about covert narcissism and the scales have fallen from my eyes. I see clearly now that he is unable to be a husband to me and the "man" I married was actually a mirage of everything I told him I wanted is a husband.
I was in a 12 year marriage. GOD HAS CLEARLY DEIVERED ME OUT from him using my credit to get credit cards without my knowledge, using my credit and savings to buy a home, and then informing me that he was moving his heroin using girlfriend 20 years younger into our home. I have had the joy of God showing me how much He loves me through this. My husband claimed to be a pastor. I have true peace now. Living with a liar is so dark. Having God walk me through this has been incredible. I live beside my daughter in an amazingly beautiful safe place. ❤
Don't listen to this woman: Mat 19:8 He saith unto them, Moses because of the hardness of your hearts suffered you to put away your wives: but from the beginning it was not so. Mat 19:9 And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery. Mat 19:10 His disciples say unto him, If the case of the man be so with his wife, it is not good to marry. Mat 19:11 But he said unto them, All men cannot receive this saying, save they to whom it is given.
@@acolley2891 You're twisting the Word Of God ! When there's adultery, the marriage covenant is broken. He's no longer your spouse if he rejects you and have a relationahip with someone else. God hates threesomes. Read your Bible carefully before judging !
One month ago I suddenly changed my prayer to this one “ Lord , Heavenly Father , please stand up for me, like earthly father would do. Stood up between me and my husband . Protect me and save me from emotional and verbal abuse of my husband, from his manipulations . Do not let my husband emotionally abuse me and other people as well . “ Now I barely see my husband in home , he is busy all the time . And when he is at home he avoids me as well as I avoid him and his love bombing . Since I used to be by myself I consider his this absence benefits for my well being , emotional and physical health. But I doubt HE feels this way. I guess his demons can’t attack me through him by giving him ideas HOW to screw me and get my emotions because God Himself stood up for me!
54 years and I am out as of March 22nd 2023. I knew something was wrong but he and his family convinced me it was my problem. A councellor, my fourth, told me he was a narcissist but that only I could decide to leave. 12 years later I did my homework, I have been married to a covert narcissist all along. His mother was also a narcissist, I can forgive them because they are very sick people who don't know it. I am moving on with my life, alone...... I feel like damaged goods but am confident that my God can heal all wounds.
Thank you, Kris. Yes, God delivers, heals, restores. As for me, I cried, "Jesus help! Rescue me." He did within several hours. It was frightening but God delivered me in the most outstanding manner. I left him but his narrative was it was a mutual decision. It was not, I had to leave as the rage, devaluing, verbal abuse was too much! Sixteen days before the wedding, Praise Jesus!
12 years in and 8 years married. I’ve prayed about it and begged him to go to church with me to be healed, etc. Cheating, lying, and telling me that I’m the problem was a regular thing. Narcissists are very jealous and insecure. He cheated while I was pregnant with each of our 3 children and even right after they were born. If I wanted friends or went on a work team building outing he would go cheat and have his ring off and be very cold when I came home. I’m not sure I will ever trust or date again after the divorce is final.
One month after I married ‘the man of God’, he abused me physically. I’ve been ordained minister for 30 yrs & a therapist for many more. Recently divorced (19 months married) with a restraining order these past 8 months I am healing & understanding! Thank you Kris for your transparency & always coming to the Word!
I also married a narcissist liar who was already married to someone else. God has allowed me to leave the so called “marriage”after 17 years. God released me also from a broken covenant. I’m totally free now. Divorce will be final soon. Nothing is wasted from that 17 years.. God was with me the entire time. I kept my trust in God. However, I didn’t listen in the beginning. I since repented and humbled myself. Thank you for sharing.
Thanks for your honesty and testimony. Tomorrow is my 30 year wedding anniversary and I honestly didn’t recognize my husband’s covert narcissistic traits until several years ago. I couldn’t fathom that someone could be like that. Like you, I knew something was wrong all those years. I’m committed now to trust God, gain knowledge and work on my own codependency. Glad I found your TH-cam channel. Thank you for sharing your experiences and helping us still in the hell of a toxic relationship.
Sounds similar to my story but my ex is a religious narcissist. I tried to pray and hang on for decades and be a responsible Christian wife. Now I bear the guilt of what my children have suffered emotionally from having a narcissistic father. I finally prayed for deliverance and got it. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony with TH-cam viewers.
Karen here. God loves children. He wants the best for them. So leaving a Narc Christian husband is ok. After children I personally would remain single, but I'd do it for the kids. Join a new church, move, whatever it takes.
I understand very well, @D L. I stayed for 20 years. He abused our son in ways I either wasn't aware of, or turned a blind eye to because I was trying to respect him as head of the house. Looking back now, it's hard to believe how deceived I was. I did finally stand up and leave but so much damage could have been prevented if only I would have had the courage to leave at the first (or second or third) red flag warning
Yes the Lord Jesus showed me that my children would be affected.... Got no contact... My lovely children blossomed into free happy flowers Praise the lord Jesus....
@@dl2204 and thank you as well. As heartbreaking as it all is, knowing that there is someone out there (besides Jesus) who understands is very uplifting. The Lord bless you my sister.
Abuse is the antithesis of love. There is absolutely no sense staying in an abusive relationship. She was the most hypocritical Christian, an angel in church, but a devil at home. i made the hard decision after 2 decades. thanks for sharing your story, kris.
It took me 28 years to leave my narcissistic husband - I turned a blind eye to ALL - of God’s signs and warnings! He gave me many times to leave and I chose not to bc I was going to be the one to help/heal him. I’m healing now by the grace of God!
I was married to a narcissist Pastor. It was horrifying, and did much damage physically and mentally. Your story has so many similarities. Abuse in every form, adultery, enslavement, extortion, death threats and more. I prayed and fasted daily for 3 years. I witnessed, exhorted, remained silent, and more. Finally, God delivered me. Then the next season of Hell ensued. I await recompense. God is good and He shall indeed save me.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. .. ...
@@Gamefan86 Thank you for taking the time to write your belief system, however, I must disagree. Decades prior to being married to the man I described, I had studied many many religions including my Native American history and belief system, Eastern religions, New Age, and more. I firmly believed that all roads led to God, or a great Higher Power, etc., as long as a person was truly seeking to better themselves spiritually and in other areas, loving others, and was sincerely seeking. I discovered otherwise in a life after death experience after bleeding to death. I was shocked. Jesus the Christ truly is THE Way, and this life, as well as the afterlife, is truly all about Him. In addition, what we now call the Zodiac was actually taken from the Hebrews (see Genesis) and changed by the Romans, then Greeks. The original names of the constellations and stars bore witness to the Creation, Fall of Man, worldwide destruction (flood), miraculous birth of the Savior, Redemption, and more. The moon, sun and stars, the seasons were made as signs in the Heavens to mark rhe calendar (see again Genesis). Constantine, followed by the Roman Catholic Church took pagan deities, sacrifices and seasons/holidays and assimilated as well as converted them to “Christian” practices. Out of the Roman Catholic Church came the Protestant movement, and out of that the evangelical movement. There is a distinct difference between a religion, and a relationship. I highly suggest reading rhe Bible, preferably an older translation, as well as the Books of Enoch to greater understand how the turn has been corrupted to keep mankind in deception, and this deception is at work as we speak with the WEF, NEO, OWR, Plandemic, false climate crisis (yes we have pollution but I mean other areas such as China top polluter yet everyday citizens penalized etc) and more. There is a dark plan that appears to be an angel of light, aliens which are disguised demons. Soon a coming world leader who will enslave all mankind physically mentally financially and spiritually. Beware lest your soul go down to the depths.
God delivers! God heals! God restores! I repent I made a huge mistake. I’m broken in so many pieces but God I know you will deliver, heal and restore me.
I never thought about the expression “either God will change them or deliver you” before. I totally out my trust in God to direct my life. He did and still does. Give it to God is my daily mantra. Inhale grace and exhale praise ! Thanks be to God !
Please pray for me and my 6yr old son. My wife is a very violent abuser and a chronic cheater. I can't do this any more I almost killed myself the other day. Another day is to much let a lone another year. Please LORD DELIVER ME AND MY SON. Pray for strength that I can stay surrendered to GOD....PLEASE
Try 20 years! I was married to a covert narcissist. I knew something was wrong before marriage but had no idea he was a narc until after I filed for divorce last year. God said enough is enough and gave me the grace and strength to finally walk away. Thank you for sharing your story
Me too! 20 long , difficult years of trials, tears and prayers. When I did finally leave, it was not easy. But God gave me grace to do so. I claimed Psalm 18:19b , “ He delivered me because he delighted in me.” Our God is in the business of deliverance. He will hear the cries of His children and rescue them, restore and renew them. Amen!
Silly me I did 45 years it was only Holy Spirit that did drastic things to get me out, I didn't realise either until several months after the separation.
I like to listen to people who say that if you're in a relationship with a narcissist, it's because of some your problems that need to be fixed. It's not the matter of blaming the victim for the abuse, which is terrible, demonic thing, often criminal, and there's no justification for that. But in my oppinion it's reasonable to ask "why I entered such a hell?" And to acknowledge my own participation in choosing the abuser as an intimate partner, and for accepting the abuse for so long. For me it's a vital part of recovery from narc abuse.
You’re correct, I attributed it to my immaturity. And lust. I physically want this person so much that I ignored what they were doing to me. Once I gathered self discipline, my desire for this person drastically changed. I put God first and this person became the distance.
U couldn’t have known That’s their whole modus operandi Suck out the life from u, vampires Every day women who are smart, determined, educated, and successful get sucked in It’s.Not.You. IT’S HIM.
Forgive yourself! Look how many of us get fooled by these men. Don’t beat yourself up, it’s all for HIS glory and your refining to bring you closer to HIM!! Show yourself some love sister 😘❤️🙏🏽
Oh honey don’t bear yourself up. Narcissists are clever and deceptive. When you are in the midst of abuse, you often don’t recognize it. 💜You are free now.
It’s not your fault!!! You couldn’t conceive of that kind of evil-neither could I. 29 years for me. Almost died from the destruction of my body but God is restoring me and we are closer than ever!!!
I’m currently trying to leave a narcissist. I’m so blessed we never married. Thank you for your ministry. You are answering so many of my questions when it comes to this subject. Again, Thank you!!!
Run no matter what. I left then returned because I had his baby then married him. I left the first time but came back because I didn’t want to be a single mother again. Three years in and miserable.
God said now sex before marriage no living together ,, when you sin you cant find hapiness you need to start beliving in Christ trully and fully all i see here is hiprocisy..
@@anteantic986Hippocrate! 😡 Get off your high horse before you are taken down. He said be humble! I say this with love. Do not forget that very important fact.
I hope that you ask our Lord for strength, wisdom and courage. Turn to him and leave as soon as you can and allow God to heal and restore you. Forgive him in time and ask the Lord to guide you for the rest of your life. God bless you! ❤
pont where is my arrogance so i should be humble ?? truth is she broke God's law that is a fact...devil hates the truth you just reminded me of him @@TeamJesusGo
Our story is so very similar, exactly 9 years for me too. So many times I prayed and cried for God to get my baby daughter and I out. It boiled down to my choice each time. The very last time- I took my daughter & I and fled with just the clothes we had on. I’m still reeling from the separation abuse BUT now I’m in a beautiful new home, everything in it donated, an Angel of an attorney fighting the demonic ex - pro bono. My war is still raging but I have God’s peace that surpasses all understanding in me this time.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. .. ...
Praying for all those like myself who are going through this extremely terrible and tiring ordeal with our spouses. 🙏 May we put all our trust in God and wait for His direction according to His Will!!! Thank you Kris for your testimony!!!🙏
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. .. ...
God loves you and he wants you to be at peace. The bible sais that a woman should submit to her husband and for the husbands: Peter 3:7: In the same way, you husbands must give honor to your wives. Treat your wife with understanding as you live together. She may be weaker than you are, but she is your equal partner in God's gift of new life. Treat her as you should so your prayers will not be hindered. 1 Timothy 5:8 “But if anyone does not provide for his relatives, and especially for members of his household, he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever.” God wants us to advance his kingdom, he wants us to be happy and love one another. Abuse does not do either.
I cried, listening to this. Thank you for getting into the trenches as a Christian sister. If i could ever meet anyone, it'd be YOU. 🎉 God is so faithful!
Celebrating 2 years to the day of being delivered from a covert narcissist. It was just a nightmareship and I was devastated when he broke up with me but it was for freedom that Christ set me free and I am grateful that He did. Praying for everyone to find healing and restoration in God.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. .. ...
I am Christian and 18 years ago I had a child with this narcissist who literally controlled my life even though we broke up. Now after 20 years and I am now 46 with nothing to show in my life and with a adult child who he molded into his twin. I am so bitter and angry for the years I have wasted.
your story is so similar to mine, except I have three boys and I have to beat back the demonic spirits that try to crop out in them every day. They are Abusive & Jezebelic-type things.
Same story, but from a husband’s perspective. I’m now 8 years past a toxic marriage. For that I’m thankful. However, now that my/our 6 kids have been totally turned against me, I awaken every day to feeling as if I’m suffocating through a slow and painful death. Hoping and praying for my kids to awaken and return to me before I die
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I’ve been through the porn addiction of my former spouse and all the lies, so many lies. I too married someone who I very well knew wasn’t the right one for me and I ignored that thought. It took over 20 years of pain but God got me out and for that I’m grateful. I’m also grateful for the way God used that time to work in my heart and grow me. God has healed me and continues to heal me daily. Anyone who is in a dark situation, take heart. God knows and he has your back. Pray for a way out. It may take time. In the meantime immerse yourself in God’s word and in prayer. Pray for clarity. Release your partner to God and whatever he decides to do in regard to that partner.
Thank you! I am trying to get out after 34 years of marriage. Very similar story. We are separated since 9 months. I so much appreciate the time in prayer and growing in faith.
Awesome testimony. I also submitted to my Lord in a desperate situation with my husband. The work that God needed to do in me was necessary. Sometimes we don't understand why God is telling us to do something we don't understand. His ways are higher than ours and He will always work things for our good. We need to trust in Him
This is my story. God has called me to stand for the marriage as my husband is a Christian but is under the Narc/Jezebel spirit due to unrepentant pornography and masturbation addiction and also has a spirit spouse. This is an assignment nobody wants, however we are to obey God in what He asks of us! They will know Him by our testimonies! He gives us the resources to be able to obey Him. 🙌🏻🔥
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
My story is so close to yours. But it took 4 children and 30 years for God to release and restore. Glory be to God for His faithfulness! He alone is trustworthy! Thank you Jesus for saving me!
Our stories are so similar- Married for 7yrs... I knew within 1st 3months (I dreaded going home- never knowing what I would come home too) -but I knew I couldn't walk away until God guided my every step.(Painful heartbreaking time - No matter what the outside world said..I wouldn't move until God directed me) Final got divorced. God gave me such peace, the day I moved out...I felt sorry for my ex...not myself. God does restore. I am at peace, Praise God 🙏 🙌 Thank you for sharing.
I suffered 26 years before God freed me. I made such a huge mistake and I found out on my honeymoon. So many red flags for me too but I was head strong and thought he would change. He didn’t but in fact things got worse. I prayed and went to counseling many times. My heart broke because my dream of a happy marriage was elusive no matter how hard I tried. I finally said God I just can’t do this anymore!
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
Thank you for this. I am in the same situation and praying so much for God to make a way. I feel the Holy Spirit moving me in different ways from what I want to what His will is - from hurt and anger to praying for his conversion . I have had to stand up to people who want me to do xyz simply as I dont feel its what God wants from me. I have moments of despair and wanting to give up altogether. I have no way out - money health and such - I feel trapped in this pain. But each day I feel God is saying to me that He will do something - to rest in him - so so hard - as I have been told I need to get a backbone and do stuff myself. I am exhausted and broken down but trying to trust - Thank you .
When I was still with him I begged God for forgiveness for all the things he blamed me for and all the things he accused me of doing or being and I lost the peace that passes all understanding. After the divorce and being stalked and threatened by him and his minions was done I finally got on my knees and repented of my actual faults and sins. Then I felt that peace that passes all understanding and I’m so grateful to God who deserves all the glory. I judge you to be a human being who is trusting in our trustworthy savior!
I was married to a covert narcissist for 10 years. I was ok up until this past year. Then i prayed in March for God to deliver me out before i even heard about narcissism. Less than a week later God opened the door for me to leave biblically. Separated in March and never looked back! Thank you Jesus for such a quick answer to prayer!!!🎉🎉
I can relate 100%. I am STILL with my narcissistic / toxic husband. 10 years. I saw the warning signs ..... mostly the extreme EXTREME anger outbursts. The gaslighting.....TONS of gaslighting. ALWAYS ALWAYS blaming me. He too is significantly older than me. 20 years to be exact. I do not feel God is releasing me. Yes, this has pulled me closer and closer to God. So, praise God for that. I too have done the, "God!!!! GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!" prayer. I do think I see some signs of God changing him. I hope. Kris Reece ..... do not apologize for hating your ex. I get it. 100% understand. I feel like day by day I just go through whatever the waves throw at me. I keep telling myself that many wives have it a lot worse. And, yes, that is true. I know that I NEEEEED to lean in to God, fully.
Please continue to lean on the Lord and do not trust your heart. I am praying for Him to lead you to guidance from His Word and to give you a pure, Christlike love for your flawed spouse and that he would gain wisdom and discernment to see that his actions are being guided by another spirit, not the true God of scripture. I pray that these demonic influences would be restrained by holy angels that excel in strength, that he might know the love of the real God and repent of his ways and seek to make restitution, be reconciled and glorify God
Thank you for this! I’ve been married for 6 years, and this is exactly where I am. The similarities between your story and mine is remarkable, and I’m at the place of surrendrance. Either God will change him or deliver me. And as much as it hurts right now, I’m ready for either one because He is with me and for me. Thank you Kris.
@@Kris_Reece hi Kris thankyou for this video 🙏I like your hair color like to get same color done in hair salon what color shade is your hair is it highlights with color or single process ? Thanks
This is so beautiful, giving me hope now that I am divorcing my narc wife who betrayed me. God delivered me, I still need to heal and restore. Pray for me and for my 6 year old daughter, she is my angel
My story is very similar to yours, but it took me 28 yrs to realize how bad my marriage was and after I left him God showed me he was a covert narcissist... Everyone was against me leaving him because we are Christians and because everyone says how God hates divorce but nobody understood that in church he was a Christian and at home he was horrible but I oder him 1 1/2 ago and filed for divorce it's been hard but I must trust God 🙏
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
It doesn’t matter if you are Christian or not god doesn’t want us with anyone that will cause us harm or pain . We all must learn to live by ourselves and wait for him to put the right person with us . Not us go looking for them because unless we r healed internally you can bet will pick the wrong person
@@Gamefan86 that is all knowledge and teaching from the fallen... They have twisted everything about Jesus so we don't believe. Read the book of Enoch to understand who they were
I was bound to him for nine years too. God delivered me by having him file for divorce after I filed for legal separation. Now I’ve been in court for eight years straight. He’s alienated three out of five of my children. They don’t stop.
oh girl... let me have a sit!!!! my husband was a passive aggressor, it was awful!! it took me sooo long to wake up until he cheated on me and blame me for going thru his stuff and finding out... it was the worse season of my life! therapy after therapy.. only God knows my tears! I heard for my entire marriage- "i never said that", he had excuses for every action but the most horrible was that i was ignored , invisible.. until the day i couldn't take anymore and kicked him out and all his stuff, he cheated on me for more than 4 years. All this time God lifted me up, i got strong by His power and mercy, i went to school, im in nursing working full time, God heals hearts, He makes everything new!! So many days i want to die! But the Lord hugged me! We have a beautiful life ahead of us! One day i woke up with a very strong thought- "Get up and live!" Theres life for us, theres new chances! my husband now is depressed, sad, im doing divorce and he doesnt want.. Life turns around! You're wanted, you're precious, you're the love of God's heart! I wasn't going to leave a big comment but wonder if someone needs to hear
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. ..
My ex husband is a covert narcissist. My God delivered me from that marriage🙏🏾 With his Mercy and Grace upon me, I am now healed and know now what real love should! Therapy and getting closer to God is what healed me🙌🏾 It took a while, but I am so blessed and grateful of the person I am now today vs in the past🥰
I also never realized I was married to a Narcissistic person until we were married 40 years and He passed away. By then our children were grown and I was on my own and realized what an unhealthy relationship I was in. I no longer had someone critizing everything I did, I didn't have to walk on eggshells anymore! I was free to do what I wanted without getting yelled at or ignored. I remember praying to God to help me get through this marriage. And he did, He just took his sweet time.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic. He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on. The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north. In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin" The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind" The sun is "The light of the World" The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea. "He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays. Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo. The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass. The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12. The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30. The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes. The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected. The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe. In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens. Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun. Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info. .. .. ...
7 years in counting....I know this is my year of freedom. And no matter what it looks like for me to everyone I know God is on my side and I'll be delivered soon! In Jesus name! Thank you for this video... It doesn't change the exacerbated time length but I trust the Lord and am grateful to hear your testimony.
My story is almost exactly like yours. We will be married for 10 years this coming may. I can’t wait to be able to stand on my own 2 feet. God is Good. And I know He will make a way.
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Thanks for this story. ❤
THANK YOU for sharing this. May every born again believer truly pray and check first whom they want to be married to and let the LORD Jesus Christ decide that. Otherwise and in many cases, many Christians don't seem to know much about 1 Corinthians 7:15 yet: "BUT IF THE UNBELIEVING DEPART, LET HIM DEPART. A brother or a sister is NOT UNDER BONDAGE in SUCH cases: but God hath called us to PEACE." Perhaps you might do a follow up video on that too? Blessings abundant your way from Germany, dear sister Kris! MARANATHA 🙏👰💖
Finding you has been such a blessing to me I can't even begin to tell you how grateful I am to get your messages into hear your messages
Thank you for this gift❤
If I believed in God I would have a 50000 job
I was not a doctor
I was taken to his country but a man stood up on the sidewalk holding a rifle to my body as I went out to get Christmas wrappings...
I shook and trembled and remembered the Nicaragua episode, when an American reporter was killed... I walked around the next corner and he came out and found me. I told him he shoulde have told me in advance there were people holding rifles on the sidewalk before taking me there. . oh, he took offense. How was it that he didn:t protects me? You shouldn't have walked out on your own, you have to walk with me. And from then on he took over, he drove me everywhere, and when I became a widow I found out I can't no longer drive.
My husband was a covert narcissist, BUT God changed his heart, mind, and direction when he decided to get saved. My husband admitted to everything when I showed him an article that God gave me to explain this behavior. Not even the best counselor in the world can get a narcissist to admit they are a narcissist. But God is the ultimate Counselor 🙌 🙏 ❤️
Im curious what article this is?!
Wow😮that's our awesome Father! ✝️=💜
Wow, cause for most.. there is NO hope. they are DEMON FILLED. NO doubt. I left my "friend" to God... and walked away. NO, I do not pray for this person. God has it.
Amen!! Will be praying for you and your husband! I believe our God can perform miracles and change the hearts of those who seek Him and love Him. It’s so sad, so many people are completely hopeless with all types of narcissism. But we have a God who can move mountains! Who can do what to some seem impossible- with Him all things are possible! God bless your marriage!!
What’s the link? God is way too powerful not to be able to humble people when we are grains of sand before Him. A mist in the air!! He humbled Nebuchadnezzar but we just don’t know what it will take and how long it will take. God’s strategy and timing is beyond our understanding. He wills that all man (men + women) to be saved and if He said He is able to do the impossible, then one prayer (1 person) puts 1,000 to flight, 10 prayers (10 people) puts 10,000 to flight.
The Bible says in Deuteronomy 32:30, “one man will chase a thousand and two put ten thousand to flight”. Wherever two or more persons come together to pray in the name of Jesus, God is there in their midst.
I stayed 30 years as a Christian praying God would deliver him as a cheating, gas Lighting, covert narcissist. Run!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They don’t change!!!!! God is healing me and restoring me🙏🏻
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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@@Gamefan86 wow! That’s an awesome opinion / belief
I feel u r talking about me waww🙏GBU
@@Gamefan86 Jesus true birthday is not in December 25, only the roman catholic made that up as His birthday as a part of merging Christianity and paganism.. you are talking about a pagan sun god, who the ancient romans was worshipping.. the devil had His way of mixing the truth with lies, to confuse people..
@@Gamefan86you missed one point CHRIST made symbols to represent HIMSELF like a sacrificial lamb, Lion, and the sun. In the new Kingdom the sun will not be there because HE will be The LIGHT so the sun is a placeholder until that symbol is fulfilled like the lamb was sacrificed and eaten until The FATHER replaced the lamb with the LORD JESUS CHRIST and was sacrificed for HIS believer’s sin. Just like we do communion until the resurrection when we receive HIS Body and Life.
I was delivered from a narcissist in the most unbelievable way…it took 23 years and I thought all hope was gone. Things suddenly got mucb worse one day and I thought I was going to end up in jail because of the anger I was feeling….but it didn’t work out that way. Today we are free!
We?
That is my story 😢 I’m going through a horrible divorce with a covert narcissist and he has made my life hell, but I know God is going to help me! Please keep me in your prayers
Praying for you.Been there and it does get better.
Just sent up a prayer for you Luisa. Keep hoping in God to deliver you. 🙏🏾🌺😊
I am going f through a divorce with a covert narcissist also. It took me 35 years to figure this out, although there were problems that we could bought resolve from the beginning. The divorce process is now 2 1/2 years in, which I understand is common in such cases. There is parental alienation of several of my adult children with him saying that I am delaying the divorce while he is in contempt of court and delaying. Will be great to be free. Wonder if and when my kids will come around… Also wonder about them being narcissists themselves…
My deliverance was needing to leave for safety reason following repeated emotional abuse and escalating verbal abuse with threats of physical. I fled and he filed. At least I can’t be judged by other Christians. I filed too, but his went through first. Now I see it as God’s protection. Please pray that He will continue to deliver me along with His favor through the divorce. I am 65 and this will be my livelihood…
Thank you for everything
I’m still in a marriage with a narcissist. Gaslighting, deflecting, chaos. Verbal abuse for 12 years. I never thought to pray for deliverance for me, always prayed for him. Praying God Will deliver me and my girls.
God will not fail . God loves u
Praying for you 🙏🏻 please please take care of yourself and do not let anybody treat you like that it will only get worse….as a child of such a marriage my mother stayed for 40 years and nothing changed only everything got worse 😢 we don’t have to divorce after the first mistake but a man of Good will not cheat will love and respect his wife no matter what he will protect and care for the house 🙏🏻 praying you get all the courage from God you need….my mother left at 63 with nothing and had to start in another country from zero ….but she did it and God blessed everything…. ❤
You can separate without getting a divorce-this man will wreck you and your child. Run.
Rivival Today with Ted Shuttlesworth is worth watching for deliverance! God Ioves you. Seek Him and He will show himself.
God bless you I love you most importantly Jesus loves you ❤❤❤
I’m be praying for you daily
8:18 hate when people say that. Just because you are called to love doesn't mean you need to stay in a toxic and abusive situation. God has called us to love others. Love doesn't mean letting that person walk all over you. Love doesn't mean getting everything they want. Sometimes love is letting someone go. Sometimes love is discipline and making sure people are held accountable for actions. Enabling somebody's bad behavior is not loving. God loves you enough to take you away from people who are hurting you!
Using words on narcissists doesnt work,loving them doesnt work either,they just laugh cause they think they're getting over on you.bruises clease away evil
AMEN
My story. It is so strange how we all are different, but with a narcissist, we all go through the same screenplay.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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@@Gamefan86 There is solid historical Evidence for Jesus Christ and HIM being crucified and murdered, which is why due to my Knowledge and Life Experience, You are very misled, but also countless Bible Prophecies have come true and are still coming true, and People are having real Experiences with Jesus Christ in their Lives, you want to be smart and right which is why you basking in what ye perceive as Wisdom, but who knows You might be a true Truth Seeker, if so then, Please ask Yeshua, Menkinds Redeemer and Maker of All Life to reveal Himself to you and show you the Way in Life, for He is the Way, the Truth and the Life and only with Him as Leader of Your Life will you be able to have true Peace and Fullfillment by knowing and rejoicing in Your Creator which is actually the most fullfilling Thing and what Humanity in Reality thirts and yearns for. I challenge You to talk to Him and see what happens, He never denies a trully sincere or desperate Heart, only flees from the Arrogant and "Hypocrites". Much Love 2 You.
@@Gamefan86 how insensitive of you to post that under the comment of someone that experienced abuse, significant pain and anguish at the hands of a loved one. That was extremely inappropriate and wasn't the time or the place. Do better.
Because it’s the same demon or demonic entity. It’s spiritual. It’s confounding, illusive and insidious.
@@mishyloveI see this person copy and paste this everywhere. You know who he’s working for
I left my husband the day he said that he never wanted to marry me. He said that I made him sick! And we should divorce. After 5 years of hearing that, I finally said Okay and put in the Divorce papers!
Now I feel free!
I left my narcissistic boyfriend after a year and a half. He told me that I get on his nerves. He’s a habitual liar and manipulative. He never takes responsibility for his actions instead he flips it and somehow I’m the problem. When he felt the need to lie to me, tell me I get on your nerves, told his daughter not to talk to me because you got caught, and a host of other things was my cue to leave. I left and I’m not turning back. My Mom kept telling me to step back and I’ve learned that when she tells me something it’s for a reason. She just kept saying step back and guard your heart. I was lucky enough that she was interceding on my behalf. Her prayer was that God will expose exactly who he is. I believe he did that. I knew something was off. Because we will get into arguments because he’ll do something about it and then will not take responsibility for his actions. It was always the same thing that he was doing. His mistakes become habits which became patterns. I’m so thankful to God that he allowed my eyes to be open and to see who he really was. It’s been about 2 1/2 weeks since I left this relationship and I don’t plan on going back. I blocked area of communication. Answer any messages or text. I don’t answer calls from unknown numbers. I don’t hate him, I just pray that he would see the error of his ways before it’s too late and that God will save his soul.
@@pastoralcounselor well done you❤️
@Avigail06 my ex would never say that out loud but I finally realized that it was exactly what he felt, I divorced him since he wouldn't do it, best choice ever.
@@pastoralcounselor
Congratulations on your new found freedom
It was my wife but basically, same story... except now she's apparently lesbian 🤷♂️
It’s taken me over 25yrs to realize that my husband has these narcissistic tendencies (demonization) to be exact. I can relate to everything you’ve said, from manipulation, gaslighting, the guilt instilled in me of being the problem. He’s been in prison, out of prison , in church, out of church and even disrespected my daughter, yet I kept going back. Until that one eventful night when he nearly choked me to death and had no other choice but to call the cops on him- now I’m battling him wanting to take my home in the mist of what is probably going to be a horrible divorce, BUT GOD has delivered me and I know He will see me through. So prayers are Welcomed. I don’t have a support of people and definitely need to find counseling as I’m going through my healing process. So blessed I found you. Thank you for sharing your story. I felt I was alone and I now see from the many comments that this is more common than I thought. 🙏🏼
Stay strong in God! Trust Him. I can relate; my former husband looked me in the eye and told me that I wouldn't leave our bedroom alive. He was hitting me and expected me to fight back, but I froze. He said that he was going to call the police and have them arrest me for beating him. He started scratching himself and called the police. It was so scary and unbelievable. But God allowed me to escape, run to neighbors and get help. Nobody believed me. My former husband was a Christian, or so he said. During divorce, I had to sell our house, had anxiety attacks and couldn't work. Lost my job and became homeless. The worst part was to be separated from my children for 2 years. My ex-husband made sure of that. In my desperate state, God carried me through. I never stopped fighting in court. Was reunited with my children. 10 years later, Jesus restored me. The hardest part was to forgive that man. Please, get lots of help, counseling and support. Wishing you the best in Christ.
You are not alone, friend!
Your best support is God- it is a long journey - but you got this - 28 years for me and God took care of it all- one day at a time
"He will either change him or deliver you." SO good!
AMEN!!!! 🙏💕💕💕
Amen
my prayer right now 😓
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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Amen ve amen 🙏
I've been living with a narcissist for almost 10 years and am praying for God to deliver me out of this situation
You are going to have to take the 1st step. Are you afraid of him/her? When God opens a door of escape, RUN! It does not get better no matter what they tell you!
She went through our 24-year marriage as a spawn demon pretending at our church. Our kids left when they turned 18, and said, Thanks for everything Dad, don't know how you're going to stay with Mom. Everyone knew she'd been sleeping around year after year after year. I finally asked God, Jesus, and the Holy Spirit to deliver me from this in-face-screaming narcissistic demon spawn. After this last attempt on my life, I got a retraining order successfully and started my way out. She refused to work and left everything up to me. I successfully sold my house and decided to leave the state to help me and my beautiful family to heal. Glory to God.
Currently packing because my therapist told my husband is a narcissist and possibly sociopath. And she asked how soon I could leave. He’s gone for a week so I’m quickly getting out. I needed this ! 🙏
Halleluja! 🎉🎉🎉 I'll pray for you! So you can be truly free! God bless you and don't stop praying and have faith in Jesus.
And whatever you do, Never go back! No talking, letters, messages, coffe, nada! They only need to talk a little to pull you right in. Trust me! ❤
Hope all is well. Keep moving. You are the Child of God
Praying that you got out and are safe. If you returned, don't be discouraged. You can still get away and live a happy life. That is what you deserve. Don't give up and settle for abuse. No matter how long it takes or how deep you are, you can leave and make it on your own . You'll be glad you did.
Run run 🏃♀️ 🏃♂️ 🏃♀️ 🏃♂️ 🏃♀️ 🏃♂️
Any updates?
It took me 30 years to leave a Narcissist and it cost me greatly, but I trust in my Lord. He has been by my side. When I married at 18 I had no idea what a narcissist even was. So many people don’t know the mental, physical abuse, lies that I lived. My God has brought me to a place of healing.
Same here. I was 19 when I got married and didn’t know what it was. 39 now and living in hell. I want to leave but little money won’t a 9 year old.
I am in the same situation, just coming to grips that he will never change. That je just doesn't possess human emotions, they are twisted and ugly from deep within. Theres no help for this.
I’m in the same situation. Got married at 18 and it’s been 33 years..
"I stepped out of God's will when I married him" hit me like a ton of bricks 😢
Yes this was my realization too, me, the Prodigal Daughter, who returned to God when I left the narcissist.
Me too you are not alone whatever we recognize our worth now better late than never
Me to! My sister tried to warn me. I didn't listen
@@KarmabyCara That’s exactly what I did and I have regretted it ever since then!
Me too..I knew it deep down😢
This is my story 😭😭😭.. thank God for giving me the strength to leave
I was married 18.5 to very trouble porn addiction too
God gave me the strength to finally let him go He actually left after my cancer diagnosis God used this diagnosis to set me free from my very troubled marriage My diagnosis has also led me to get healing from my childhood trauma It’s been two years and I am thriving God has been good to me and my 14 year old son
I love to hear how God uses what the enemy meant for evil for your good and his glory!
@@Kris_Reece Please pray for me😔
Amen‼️
Sending you prayers and healing. ❤️🙏
This sounds so similar. My ex-husband had a stroke, and then I was diagnosed with cancer six months later, and after watching him, squander his inheritance from his mother‘s death within that same timeframe, I realized that this man only cared about himself, and no one else as I sat in extreme pain with vulvar cancer, radiation, and between my legs just tore me up like a torch to the front end area. It was horrible and he wasn’t there for me. He just smoke his pot, going to his bedroom and go to sleep, and I sit out in the living room because I couldn’t lay down because of the pain extend it to my room and area so I had to break provide cushions and sit and just watch TV all night it was horrible, but I praise God for that because it really open my eyes to the type of person I was married to, and how little he really cared for me!!
Thank you for sharing your story, Kris. My malignant narcissist wife of almost 19 years was just caught cheating by me. Praise our God! I have been delivered by the LORD and I will not look back. It has been the darkest 2 decades of my life with this supposedly Christian woman in my life. But God is faithful, and now I'm free. Thank you for your content. I'm grateful to hear of fellow Christians and their deliverance from narcissistic spouses.
Thank you for your comment. It's good for me to hear that other men have been victims of a narcissistic wife
The day we went to city hall to marry, i felt light headed & nauseous... God gave me every sign possible, but i didnt value myself enough to listen to the holy spirit within me😢
I feel you, when I look back at my marriage I feel like a fool. All the red flags where flying up high but I ignored all of them.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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@@Gamefan86someone's been watching Zeitgeist 🙄 Satan is a great counterfeit deceiver...he will be very happy to see you believe that Yeshua isn't real. Please dig deeper on this. Read your Bible. Yeshua loves you so much.
Same.God gave me dreams but I was disobedient.
Same here .. didn't listen to the warnings...a night before I felt outrightly irritated by him for no apparent reason...and even talked about calling it off...but didn't until about 2yrs after
27 years for me. It took 27 years to be delivered.
I love it when you say, " Judge all you want, but I left!" It's also very liberating when one takes responsibility for the part that they played in getting entangled in such chaos. The say I topped blaming and taking responsibility was the beginning of my freedom. I also have zero regrets for leaving, and even though he never fought to keep our marriage or stop me, he still tells everyone that I filed for the divorce, I left...and you know what? I'm okay with that.
I fought hard for my marriage and tried everything I could. I was the bad guy and now have peace knowing I did my best but if you love someone truly then you let her go to live the life she deserves without your interference
I knew something was wrong on the honeymoon. He told me I didn't pray correctly. Over time he destroyed my faith. Thank God He drew me back.
Similar here. My husband is a narcissist and has an online pastoral credential. He showed his dad my prayer room. His dad said it was too ornamental and that his simple closet was to be preferred. I threw his opinion out the window a year or so later when he dressed up in drag to help raise money for a kids program. He said it was for a good cause. I finally called bs.
@@cynthiaaustin1763it is apparent prayer was not the only thing he kept in his closet.
@@cynthiaaustin1763 I believe that's a big part of all this. "They gave up a harlot for a boy !!!!"
I too, knew on the honeymoon.
💔😪
I also married a narcissist, an abusive narcissist. As a missionary child whose parents lived in another country, this was difficult on my parents and myself. I felt shame for what I had done but chose to rely on God. I trusted God in my shame and fear of my husband. But God finally allowed me to get pregnant and my child gave me someone to care for and protect. My son was 10 months old when I separated from my husband. I tried everything I could to save the marriage until I also was Biblically released and so divorced. It was final 3 days prior to my 10th anniversary. God has taken care of my son and me through all these years since.
I only learned the word narcissist at my 50th year being married. The tears and hurt have taken me 2 years to deal with it. My prayer right now is Lord please do not let me cry in front of him. Divorce should have happened many years ago. Going on 51 years married ,divorce is not my option. But huge boundaries are up. AND I am speaking to the right people for Christian support. I CAN do all things ,through Christ who strengthens me.
So sorry to hear this.
I am in 25+ years, have known for about 2.
May our gracious God deliver us from this evil.
I am 25 years into a marriage with a covert narcissist. It is so hard!! My health has definitely suffered and I feel like a different person because of it. He has everyone at church fooled and even teaches Sunday school now. I have been praying for God to set me free. I don’t have $ to be able to leave, so I am stuck and miserable 😢 . I also did it to myself and married the wrong one!! I’m just thankful this is only temporary and one day, even if it isn’t until I get to Heaven, I will be free.
❤🙏. Do not lose hope.
there is a way out - there always is. Ask for help from your church, a woman’s shelter, friends. You must get out!
How come you don’t have money when your Father in heaven does and owns all the cattle on the hill?? You are joint heir to his throne. Poverty is not your portion. Call down what you need from heaven and ask God to release it. Ask him to send you resources, opportunities, and helpers in your path. Think less like a victim and pray more from a place of authority. Start Fasting for what you want and what you want to see. Repent for any sin in your life and ask God to close any demonic portals or doors that have been opened. Ask him to help you, give you wisdom, but pray his will is done in your life. Pray the scriptures over yourself and situation as well and watch what God does. Pity doesn’t move God….but Faith does, speak from a place of boldness and faith. Have Faith he hears you and have faith he will move on your behalf. Cancel every negative word or curse you or others have spoken over yourself….. this is the prescription to your spiritual illness. God loves you and will come through for you. Stop counting yourself out! It’s already done in Christ Jesus name!
@@apgx6032 Thank you!! I have been trying to do this the past couple of days, so this is like confirmation for me that it’s what I should do. I have alot of built up anger in me and I don’t like it at all. I feel like I am going to implode sometimes!! This is so hard not having a voice or having someone to talk to who understands. I know my anger does not please God and it’s not who I am!! I keep reminding myself that I only have to answer for my actions/thoughts and that things could be worse. I sure do appreciate your comment of encouragement and would like to ask if you could please say a prayer for me. May God bless you always❤️🙏
Christina, I know what you are going through......(too much to tell) but these men are just horrible....The silent treatment, not even remembering my name, the anger, the love bombing with some silly gift...etc. After 6 year of this shocking behavior I told him that his snoring bothered me and I could not sleep....I moved into a guest room. That was the beginning of separation .....Ask the LORD to help you with finance . He will. I will.pray for you.. ❤ ❤❤
Wow... just wow. Did we marry the same man? lol... I lived exactly what you did, except for 7 years. My relationship with God came first. I prayed for direction and truth and he provided! What a trial. After 23 years of being single, my lesson to "look for a man's good fruits before marrying" is forever at the front of my mind.
I can appreciate where you're coming from.
I resolved not to marry again after divorcing my narcissistic ex-husband.
I prayed God would take my desire for an intimate relationship w/a man away and he did. I'm almost 5 years out and very content.
Trust in God. He is ALWAYS faithful
Astonishing!!! I listened to your testimony like I was hearing myself testify!! After listening to you I immediately went to the Father to pray about my marriage….and me in it!. I’ve repented of my arrogance to believe I could fix, change, even save a man from himself! I’ve given this marriage, this man and me over to Father God to do as He desires. He’s in charge and I will wait on Him to fix, change or deliver. I know He will.
I waited 37 years. Don't waste your life
RUN for your life
Thank you so much for sharing your experience! I too, was married to a narcissist. I stayed 19 years. Always thinking ... I'm a Christian. I don't get to leave. My pastor, is the one who showed me that if I had been walking with GOD, when i married this man, I would not have done so. HE, GOD, does heal, and restore, and as soon as I walked away, GOD, began blessing me more than I could have ever hoped for. 🙏🏼❤️
Wow! I had to put the phone down for a minute to meditate on the pastor’s statement. That hurt but was the truth!!
I’m so ready to be blessed, I’ve waited way too long.
❤❤❤❤❤
When she said he was doing the church thing with her and then bailed it's called mirroring so in the beginning he's down with it because he likes what you like you like pizza he likes pizza you like a certain band he likes that band you like church he likes church...until he doesn't and the mask is off
Amen! The Lord is setting souls free from demonic oppression which comes in many forms and disguises. One of them associating w Narrisisist devils! I pray 🙏 we wake up and quite listening to Narrisisist Clergy who keep souls in oppression because they themselves r oppressed and covert wolfs in sheep's clothing! Time to see The Light and come out of the darkness!
My mum just got divorced from my dad after 54 years! God heals is right! Restoring has begun... my mum met my dad when she was 16 and married at 18... she wishes she did this sooner but I tell my dear mum she cannot dwell... we live together in my childhood home... my mum needed to get a mortgage even though my dad had 300,000 in the bank, and she had nothing... heartbreaking but... she is free from his narcissistic ways that were only growing over time
@@juniperjane8719 I'm like your mum
I met my husband when I was 13 yrs
Old
Got married to him at 20. All my family was against him. I never listened. I was always an obedient and respectful daughter to my parents. For some reason, I was blinded bec he's a smooth talker. It took me 48 yrs to finally realized that I married manipulative, gaslighting, deceitful lier who had multiple affairs. The first affair was back from n 1999. I have him another chance thinking that he will changed. He did for a couple of years that's the time he received Christ as his Lord and Savior. But in 2012, he was back in his old ways and turn his back from God. Being a Christian wife, I kept praying for him. Just this year 2024 last May, while he was confined in the hospital, bec of multiple compacted kidney stones in his kidney, I knew something was off. So I charged his 2 cellphones which I do not touch in respect of his privacy. I found out he's involved with a lot of women and even fathered a child. I gathered all his messenger conversations with all of them, pictures, money transfers
Thank you, Kris. 36 years. Still married, but living away most of the time. 65 in November. Everyone blamed me.
Diamonds are formed under great pressure, may God hold you in his love
That's really beautiful. Thank you.
@shemnetto4128 The Lord rebuke you satan. I charge you in the name of JESUS to leave this thread of the wounded alone. Go in JESUS name!!!
Wow! Sounds so familiar!!! This has definitely helped me realize that I’m not alone. God rescued me from a 12 year marriage to a narcissist sociopath that used me to get his citizenship and grow a very lucrative business. I found out he had been lying from day one. All the cheating and lies had completely ruined me. I’m seeing a therapist and rebuilding my self esteem. Thank you so much for your testimony.
I understand you pain. Prayers to you❤💯
Same thing happened to me....very evil... very sad . . They do not change....
I was 35 years
They get worse!!! So sorry what happened to you.
Had to run after 15years with kids. I still hoped that i will be able to hold on 😔 at least for kids, when i realized that the must is to change it for the kids.
But i will still keep him in prayers. 🙏🏼🙏🏼
Thank you for sharing your own personal story. It was so touching. When you said God delivers, heals, and restores, I couldn’t hold back the tears. Amen sister.
Have been with a narcissist 42 years. Only realized a year ago he is one. Now in process of selling house and leaving. I know God will guide me and give me strength
Can relate 48 here Mine has changed only because he is old. But I will never trust anything he says to me again. The lies I have been told wow. I told him he is not my husband but a friend. When he broke the vows he broke them with God. So we are friends that is all.
@@emmanelson2406 I never did leave. My husband was diagnosed with cancer in October of 2023 so I stayed to look after him. Treat me like a queen while he needed me and now he’s the same old narcissist. Dad thing is he calls me that. I am also just his friend - it’s a sad lonely life and we are worth more . I hope you manage somehow to find peace. I know at some point I will be alone - this cancer is not a good one.
It took me 29 years to be delivered from my narcissistic husband and yes, it was due to my wrongdoing from the start, but oh, how sweet was my walk with God during those hard times!
Same here But God! Only God! Focused!
Have to Admit! My own NARCISSIST mother Recognized her brokenness SELFISHNESS as what it was us her 2 other marriages but I have learned selfish behaviors are just rewarded and it doesn't matter if we like it or not. The Bill comes Due.
13 years in pain with anarcicist. I prayed to God to get me out and He did it for me on the 22/7/2024. Leap of faith truly works in such situations.
1. God delivers us, 2. God heals us, 3. God restores us. This has happened to me after years of being married to a Narcissist. I am now in the restorative phase. Praise The Lord and Thank you Kris Reece for your testimony. I am crying tears of Joy!
Wow. Almost parallel story. Now blessed with an amazingly loving and kind husband of 30 years. I even was able to have children at last, even though I was told I couldn’t. God is faithful.
Wow, glory to God!!!
This is wonderful! I hope and believe it can happen for me also 💖
Wow this is an amazing testimony, you should make a video on it. You have no idea how much women you would inspire, especially those struggling to conceive.
@@racheloshaksmusic I do my best to help women who feel trapped and hopeless. I had given up on having a husband and children. Not only did we conceive the first try, we got twins! I was old enough that that’s what I wanted but didn’t expect. Now we’re expecting a grand baby. This channel as well as Dr Henry cloud are very helpful. I just found Kris and love her wisdom.
@@cheesygal I would love to see a video of your story so I can share it too!
My God you just described my marriage! Thank God for deliverance 🙌
Beautiful testimony! Glory to God alone! My ex husband was a narcissist. The Lord removed him from my life and my son’s life before my son turned 3 years old. He even terminated his parental rights. He did the right thing for the wrong reasons. Years later I met my husband and he adopted my son and we’ve since welcomed 9 more blessings. God turned everything around when I surrendered it all to Him! 🙌🏽❤️
Yes, "GLORY TO GOD" for not warning Kris Reece from marrying a narcissist in the first place, but bless her for the divorce, when in fact the Bible says that God hates a divorcing. Religious people are clueless to what the Bible really says, it's all emotions, no deep critical thought involved.
Yes, God has all the time in the world for nonsense and picking up your pieces from poor decisions. But the world is getting worse by the day from the same Governments he placed in power to do what they are doing. BRILLIANT, use of the brain.
@@m.weston7114 are you alright?
Nine more? 😅
@Faith Hope Charity Thank God everyday for these blessings from God, including the blessing your ex terminated his parental rights. You don't know how lucky you are !
Praise God for meeting your real husband !
My story is very similar; we had children and I told myself I was staying for them--comes with it's own repercussions. I stayed much longer, then it was almost like a light bulb went on--God told me, now is the time, you will be ok. This time I listened and its something I've never regretted. For those of you out there who aren't there yet...keep praying, he will answer..God bless
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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Praying for God's light and timing.
@@Gamefan86
On the Contraire!
The sun ☀️ was created by Jesus (Yeshua), as was all of Creation! Spoken into existence by the Lord
John 1:1-14 KJV
1 In the beginning was the Word, and the Word was with God, and the Word was God. 2 The same was in the beginning with God.
3 All things were made by him; and without him was not any thing made that was made. 4 In him was life; and the life was the light of men. 5 And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not. 6 There was a man sent from God, whose name was John. 7 The same came for a witness, to bear witness of the Light, that all men through him might believe. 8 He was not that Light, but was sent to bear witness of that Light. 9 That was the true Light, which lighteth every man that cometh into the world. 10 He was in the world, and the world was made by him, and the world knew him not. 11 He came unto his own, and his own received him not. 12 But as many as received him, to them gave he power to become the sons of God, even to them that believe on his name: 13 Which were born, not of blood, nor of the will of the flesh, nor of the will of man, but of God.
14 And the Word was made flesh, and dwelt among us, (and we beheld his glory, the glory as of the only begotten of the Father,) full of grace and truth.
Huh should I believe in the everlasting Son of God who has personally shown me love and whos name is renound throughout all the earth, or some guy on the internet that didnt get the memo that the info in the movie zeitgeist was massively debunked lol. Besides anyone with any knowledge of the nature of evil knows that the devil tries to imitate God, not the other way around. Dont believe everything you see m the internet pal.
@@Gamefan86 Not all belief structures are like this. For traditional Navajos, the great spirit is known as "The one who carries the sun." So sometimes certain belief structures believe there is a creator bigger than the sun. It sounded like you were inferring that all beliefs=sun worship, when that's not always the case.
I loved God, I was in a toxic marriage with covert narcissist. In my case God took me trough the process of deliverance. I was so addicted to my ex that I didn't want to leave, despite the suffering. In addition to that, I believed that the divorce is never God's solution, even when the other spouse is extremely abusive and wants to destroy her partner. For my ex it was a perfect deal- she held me hostage and could torture me without consequences. But God is not to be mocked. He delivered me. Now I'm out, go no contact with the abusive ex. I'm sure God will deal with her.
51 years for me. GOD IS SOOOO GOOD..ALL THE TIME...HE IS MY EVERYTHING😊❤
I'm coming up on 49 yrs, what straw broke the camels back?
Wow, I'd love to hear this testimony... 51 years!!!
51 years for me. I am now FREE and it feels amazing. God is good, and He never ever left me! ❤
50 for me, he passed away 6 years ago
40 years for me
Your married life sounds so much like my life story. At the time, I had no idea of narcissistic behavior or sociopaths, but knew something was wrong. Looking back, it was the "unequally yolked" situation. I prayed before the marriage and when I did not receive an immediate NO, I continued with my plans. What a hard lesson to learn that God is sometimes silent and that is HIS answer. Long story short, I refused to quit and he left me after 7 yrs together (dating and married time). There were many events in that 7 years where I learned some cold hard facts. I was a basket case, but God never disappoints and always restores his children to a better life than before. P.S. I had no professional therapy (because he had drained my finances). Only my Bible and my church, but God's guidance brought me through.
Same here.
Thank you for sharing
Please be gently reminded that Jesus said remarriage is adultery, while your spouse lives.
@@acolley2891 did I miss something? Who said anything about remarriage?
Umm no. That is a false teaching. If people divorce just because they are stubborn and won’t comprise with their spouses in that case they should not remarry, unless on they are remarrying their former spouse. In pretty much all other cases remarriage is Biblically permissible. If your spouse cheated on you, abused you (sexually, physically, or psychologically), or even if they refused to fulfill their conjugal responsibilities you have a Biblical right to leave and find a spouse who will actually be good to you.
You should be ashamed of yourself for telling that to hurting vulnerable people. You are an ungodly Pharasy.
One day soon it’ll be my turn to share my testimony about how I too were able to get away from my toxic, narcissistic marriage.
1 peter 3. Don't get away... Seriously trust God. Talk to your husband. Tell him your concerns. Obey him. Respect him.
I hope you did hows it going?
@@Unfilteredalyssa1227 please pray for me that one day I will be able to go back to this thread with a testimony….Thank you….
Wow! I feel incredibly overwhelmingly blessed. After 33 yrs in a marriage with a narcissist when I didn’t even know what that was. I just took it to Jesus. Raised my children. Kept giving it all to Jesus. Prayed over him while he slept. Like a life explosion 💥 Jesus came through and delivered him and all glory to God…God is healing and delivering his narcissistic father too and healing relationships in our family now that we know about😮 this Jezebel spirit. Kingdom marriage now. ♥️🙏God is faithful ♥️
Amazing
That’s great..!.. How long has this been happening? Just wondering because I’ve had times like this but the true soul of the narcissist always comes through eventually, time and time again. Not trying to say your testimony isn’t true, just curious to see if I can believe it or if it’s just another act? God bless
Praise the Lord!
@@tarynadams8102 Yes. Only over a long period of time can this be a reality. The narcissist is very clever and sneaky and can fool for a long time.
I’ve even heard of them faking conversion!
@@tarynadams8102 You’re being breadcrumbed. Just to keep you there.
Just had a conversation with my narcissist husband of 33 years where he told me how bad a person I am and how I flirt with 18 year old boys etc. (I’m 55 btw) I m trying to find the courage to tell him goodbye. Please pray for me
Let him give a good reason for separation if he wants. There is no point of giving false accusations
🙏They love to accuse and torment... just like the devil. I'm so sorry you've been in this for 33 years. I will pray that God will give you His divine, step by step, guidance and that He will either change him or cause him to leave or that you will uncover grounds for divorce... if he's ever cheated, the truth will come out. And also for your peace and courage. When I finally was ready to tell my husband that I wanted to separate because of his anger and unloving ways (after much prayer, counsel, and preparation), I felt like Esther in the Bible. A very pivotal moment that God had prepared me for... such a time as this. Press into your relationship with Christ and with God, and don't worry about people who don't believe you or understand or aren't supportive. God has seen everything.
God is faithful and will give you His wisdom liberally when you ask in faith.
I was married to a pathological narcissist. You can't just "say goodbye". I wanted to so bad over the 10 years I was married but I knew ONLY cheating set me free biblically.
That being said I gave her the option to come home after she left a few times and once I found out she was with not one but multiple men I was free and I never considered going back to that ever again.
I lost my kids for years from a corrupt and sexist family court system from this situation. But God brought my kids back cause they saw the toxicity of their mom. I had to endure a lot of pain, lot of lies, lot of corruption. But God answered prayers.
If you're being abused or anything by all means get separated ASAP!! But divorce is only the option of someone cheated on. I know it's hard, I had to endure that so I know. But our vows and promises are to God not our spouse.
Pray to the Lord with all your heart and soul for strength, courage and wisdom. Ask him to guide you and he will never fail you.
Seek help, women's shelters, domestic violence groups, your church, friends, therapist... Someone.
If you get a divorce you must remain single, or remarry your husband, better read timothy in the Bible concerning divorce, don't send your self to Hell for adultery
I watch this yesterday. I woke up praying and made the right decisions. I LEAVE HIM.
You can’t change anyone else but yourself.
God "will either change him or deliver you."
I need to hear that too. Trust God!
Same here, same situation, except that we had 2 children, and I held on for 26 years. We were married for over 3 years when my first child was born , 3 years later came my son. I held on for 26 years. God pulled me through it all and yes, he does heal your heart. So happy to be away from that life of living hell.
“He brought us out from there in order to bring us in, to give us the land which He had sworn to our fathers.’” Deuteronomy 6:23.
This is what I heard the LORD say to me after a 32 year marriage w a covert malignant narcissist. He was bringing me out of abuse, manipulation, lies, disjunction, into a promised land I didn’t even know existed. I now have peace, tranquility, and building my identity in God and His Word.
Praise the Lord! I'm on my journey to freedom now after 18 years I finally learned about covert narcissism and the scales have fallen from my eyes. I see clearly now that he is unable to be a husband to me and the "man" I married was actually a mirage of everything I told him I wanted is a husband.
I was in a 12 year marriage. GOD HAS CLEARLY DEIVERED ME OUT from him using my credit to get credit cards without my knowledge, using my credit and savings to buy a home, and then informing me that he was moving his heroin using girlfriend 20 years younger into our home. I have had the joy of God showing me how much He loves me through this. My husband claimed to be a pastor. I have true peace now. Living with a liar is so dark. Having God walk me through this has been incredible. I live beside my daughter in an amazingly beautiful safe place. ❤
Don't listen to this woman:
Mat 19:8 He saith unto them, Moses because of the hardness of your hearts suffered you to put away your wives: but from the beginning it was not so.
Mat 19:9 And I say unto you, Whosoever shall put away his wife, except it be for fornication, and shall marry another, committeth adultery: and whoso marrieth her which is put away doth commit adultery.
Mat 19:10 His disciples say unto him, If the case of the man be so with his wife, it is not good to marry.
Mat 19:11 But he said unto them, All men cannot receive this saying, save they to whom it is given.
Please be gently reminded that Jesus said remarriage is adultery, while your spouse lives.
@@acolley2891 You're twisting the Word Of God ! When there's adultery, the marriage covenant is broken.
He's no longer your spouse if he rejects you and have a relationahip with someone else. God hates threesomes.
Read your Bible carefully before judging !
We always want to take things in our own hands, but GOD is in control.
A hard lesson I’m learning now
One month ago I suddenly changed my prayer to this one “ Lord , Heavenly Father , please stand up for me, like earthly father would do. Stood up between me and my husband . Protect me and save me from emotional and verbal abuse of my husband, from his manipulations . Do not let my husband emotionally abuse me and other people as well . “ Now I barely see my husband in home , he is busy all the time . And when he is at home he avoids me as well as I avoid him and his love bombing . Since I used to be by myself I consider his this absence benefits for my well being , emotional and physical health. But I doubt HE feels this way. I guess his demons can’t attack me through him by giving him ideas HOW to screw me and get my emotions because God Himself stood up for me!
Amen. Praying for you sister. In God all things are possible.
54 years and I am out as of March 22nd 2023. I knew something was wrong but he and his family convinced me it was my problem. A councellor, my fourth, told me he was a narcissist but that only I could decide to leave. 12 years later I did my homework, I have been married to a covert narcissist all along. His mother was also a narcissist, I can forgive them because they are very sick people who don't know it. I am moving on with my life, alone...... I feel like damaged goods but am confident that my God can heal all wounds.
Thank you, Kris. Yes, God delivers, heals, restores. As for me, I cried, "Jesus help! Rescue me." He did within several hours. It was frightening but God delivered me in the most outstanding manner. I left him but his narrative was it was a mutual decision. It was not, I had to leave as the rage, devaluing, verbal abuse was too much! Sixteen days before the wedding, Praise Jesus!
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Wow!!! Amazing. I am very very happy for you !! This is a success story.
I am blown away! I can't believe that he revealed his face before the wedding they usually try to conceal it. So happy for you.
Amen
BEFORE the wedding is crucial.
12 years in and 8 years married. I’ve prayed about it and begged him to go to church with me to be healed, etc. Cheating, lying, and telling me that I’m the problem was a regular thing. Narcissists are very jealous and insecure. He cheated while I was pregnant with each of our 3 children and even right after they were born. If I wanted friends or went on a work team building outing he would go cheat and have his ring off and be very cold when I came home. I’m not sure I will ever trust or date again after the divorce is final.
One month after I married ‘the man of God’, he abused me physically. I’ve been ordained minister for 30 yrs & a therapist for many more. Recently divorced (19 months married) with a restraining order these past 8 months I am healing & understanding! Thank you Kris for your transparency & always coming to the Word!
I also married a narcissist liar who was already married to someone else. God has allowed me to leave the so called “marriage”after 17 years. God released me also from a broken covenant. I’m totally free now. Divorce will be final soon. Nothing is wasted from that 17 years.. God was with me the entire time. I kept my trust in God.
However, I didn’t listen in the beginning. I since repented and humbled myself.
Thank you for sharing.
Thanks for your honesty and testimony. Tomorrow is my 30 year wedding anniversary and I honestly didn’t recognize my husband’s covert narcissistic traits until several years ago. I couldn’t fathom that someone could be like that. Like you, I knew something was wrong all those years. I’m committed now to trust God, gain knowledge and work on my own codependency. Glad I found your TH-cam channel. Thank you for sharing your experiences and helping us still in the hell of a toxic relationship.
Sounds similar to my story but my ex is a religious narcissist. I tried to pray and hang on for decades and be a responsible Christian wife. Now I bear the guilt of what my children have suffered emotionally from having a narcissistic father. I finally prayed for deliverance and got it. Thank you so much for sharing your testimony with TH-cam viewers.
Karen here. God loves children. He wants the best for them. So leaving a Narc Christian husband is ok. After children I personally would remain single, but I'd do it for the kids. Join a new church, move, whatever it takes.
I understand very well, @D L. I stayed for 20 years. He abused our son in ways I either wasn't aware of, or turned a blind eye to because I was trying to respect him as head of the house. Looking back now, it's hard to believe how deceived I was. I did finally stand up and leave but so much damage could have been prevented if only I would have had the courage to leave at the first (or second or third) red flag warning
Yes the Lord Jesus showed me that my children would be affected.... Got no contact... My lovely children blossomed into free happy flowers Praise the lord Jesus....
@Heidi A, I can so relate to that. Thank you so much for sharing. It feels lonely sometimes.
@@dl2204 and thank you as well. As heartbreaking as it all is, knowing that there is someone out there (besides Jesus) who understands is very uplifting. The Lord bless you my sister.
Abuse is the antithesis of love. There is absolutely no sense staying in an abusive relationship. She was the most hypocritical Christian, an angel in church, but a devil at home.
i made the hard decision after 2 decades.
thanks for sharing your story, kris.
It took me 28 years to leave my narcissistic husband - I turned a blind eye to ALL - of God’s signs and warnings! He gave me many times to leave and I chose not to bc I was going to be the one to help/heal him. I’m healing now by the grace of God!
I was married to a narcissist Pastor. It was horrifying, and did much damage physically and mentally. Your story has so many similarities. Abuse in every form, adultery, enslavement, extortion, death threats and more. I prayed and fasted daily for 3 years. I witnessed, exhorted, remained silent, and more. Finally, God delivered me. Then the next season of Hell ensued. I await recompense.
God is good and He shall indeed save me.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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Suffering and abuse = God's love🤗💕
@@Gamefan86 Thank you for taking the time to write your belief system, however, I must disagree.
Decades prior to being married to the man I described, I had studied many many religions including my Native American history and belief system, Eastern religions, New Age, and more.
I firmly believed that all roads led to God, or a great Higher Power, etc., as long as a person was truly seeking to better themselves spiritually and in other areas, loving others, and was sincerely seeking.
I discovered otherwise in a life after death experience after bleeding to death. I was shocked.
Jesus the Christ truly is THE Way, and this life, as well as the afterlife, is truly all about Him.
In addition, what we now call the Zodiac was actually taken from the Hebrews (see Genesis) and changed by the Romans, then Greeks. The original names of the constellations and stars bore witness to the Creation, Fall of Man, worldwide destruction (flood), miraculous birth of the Savior, Redemption, and more. The moon, sun and stars, the seasons were made as signs in the Heavens to mark rhe calendar (see again Genesis).
Constantine, followed by the Roman Catholic Church took pagan deities, sacrifices and seasons/holidays and assimilated as well as converted them to “Christian” practices. Out of the Roman Catholic Church came the Protestant movement, and out of that the evangelical movement.
There is a distinct difference between a religion, and a relationship.
I highly suggest reading rhe Bible, preferably an older translation, as well as the Books of Enoch to greater understand how the turn has been corrupted to keep mankind in deception, and this deception is at work as we speak with the WEF, NEO, OWR, Plandemic, false climate crisis (yes we have pollution but I mean other areas such as China top polluter yet everyday citizens penalized etc) and more.
There is a dark plan that appears to be an angel of light, aliens which are disguised demons. Soon a coming world leader who will enslave all mankind physically mentally financially and spiritually.
Beware lest your soul go down to the depths.
@@Gamefan86 - please go and get some help.
God delivers! God heals! God restores! I repent I made a huge mistake. I’m broken in so many pieces but God I know you will deliver, heal and restore me.
Amen ! Same here.
Cancer = God's love 🤗💕
Amen
I never thought about the expression “either God will change them or deliver you” before. I totally out my trust in God to direct my life. He did and still does.
Give it to God is my daily mantra. Inhale grace and exhale praise !
Thanks be to God !
Please pray for me and my 6yr old son.
My wife is a very violent abuser and a chronic cheater. I can't do this any more I almost killed myself the other day. Another day is to much let a lone another year. Please LORD DELIVER ME AND MY SON. Pray for strength that I can stay surrendered to GOD....PLEASE
Try 20 years! I was married to a covert narcissist. I knew something was wrong before marriage but had no idea he was a narc until after I filed for divorce last year. God said enough is enough and gave me the grace and strength to finally walk away. Thank you for sharing your story
Me too! 20 long , difficult years of trials, tears and prayers. When I did finally leave, it was not easy. But God gave me grace to do so. I claimed Psalm 18:19b , “ He delivered me because he delighted in me.” Our God is in the business of deliverance. He will hear the cries of His children and rescue them, restore and renew them. Amen!
Silly me I did 45 years it was only Holy Spirit that did drastic things to get me out, I didn't realise either until several months after the separation.
I like to listen to people who say that if you're in a relationship with a narcissist, it's because of some your problems that need to be fixed. It's not the matter of blaming the victim for the abuse, which is terrible, demonic thing, often criminal, and there's no justification for that. But in my oppinion it's reasonable to ask "why I entered such a hell?" And to acknowledge my own participation in choosing the abuser as an intimate partner, and for accepting the abuse for so long. For me it's a vital part of recovery from narc abuse.
You’re correct, I attributed it to my immaturity. And lust. I physically want this person so much that I ignored what they were doing to me. Once I gathered self discipline, my desire for this person drastically changed. I put God first and this person became the distance.
My own wrong doing. The only person I can’t forgive is myself for being a fool and allowing myself to be deceived. You literally described my story.
U couldn’t have known
That’s their whole modus operandi
Suck out the life from u, vampires
Every day women who are smart, determined, educated, and successful get sucked in
It’s.Not.You. IT’S HIM.
Forgive yourself! Look how many of us get fooled by these men. Don’t beat yourself up, it’s all for HIS glory and your refining to bring you closer to HIM!! Show yourself some love sister 😘❤️🙏🏽
Please forgive yourself. God has forgiven you. You can use your testimony for someone else.
Oh honey don’t bear yourself up. Narcissists are clever and deceptive. When you are in the midst of abuse, you often don’t recognize it. 💜You are free now.
It’s not your fault!!! You couldn’t conceive of that kind of evil-neither could I. 29 years for me. Almost died from the destruction of my body but God is restoring me and we are closer than ever!!!
This is my story as well. I stayed for 32 years. But God delivered me because I didn’t know how to. Thank you Jesus!!
I’m currently trying to leave a narcissist. I’m so blessed we never married. Thank you for your ministry. You are answering so many of my questions when it comes to this subject. Again, Thank you!!!
Run no matter what. I left then returned because I had his baby then married him. I left the first time but came back because I didn’t want to be a single mother again. Three years in and miserable.
God said now sex before marriage no living together ,, when you sin you cant find hapiness you need to start beliving in Christ trully and fully all i see here is hiprocisy..
@@anteantic986Hippocrate! 😡 Get off your high horse before you are taken down.
He said be humble! I say this with love. Do not forget that very important fact.
I hope that you ask our Lord for strength, wisdom and courage. Turn to him and leave as soon as you can and allow God to heal and restore you.
Forgive him in time and ask the Lord to guide you for the rest of your life.
God bless you! ❤
pont where is my arrogance so i should be humble ?? truth is she broke God's law that is a fact...devil hates the truth you just reminded me of him @@TeamJesusGo
Our story is so very similar, exactly 9 years for me too.
So many times I prayed and cried for God to get my baby daughter and I out. It boiled down to my choice each time. The very last time- I took my daughter & I and fled with just the clothes we had on. I’m still reeling from the separation abuse BUT now I’m in a beautiful new home, everything in it donated, an Angel of an attorney fighting the demonic ex - pro bono. My war is still raging but I have God’s peace that surpasses all understanding in me this time.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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Demons = God's love 🤗💕
Praying for all those like myself who are going through this extremely terrible and tiring ordeal with our spouses. 🙏 May we put all our trust in God and wait for His direction according to His Will!!! Thank you Kris for your testimony!!!🙏
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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@@Gamefan86 Did u ever read the Bible??or u trust this man blindly abt whom u mentioned??
God loves you and he wants you to be at peace.
The bible sais that a woman should submit to her husband and for the husbands:
Peter 3:7: In the same way, you husbands must give honor to your wives. Treat your wife with understanding as you live together. She may be weaker than you are, but she is your equal partner in God's gift of new life. Treat her as you should so your prayers will not be hindered.
1 Timothy 5:8 “But if anyone does not provide for his relatives, and especially for members of his household, he has denied the faith and is worse than an unbeliever.”
God wants us to advance his kingdom, he wants us to be happy and love one another. Abuse does not do either.
I cried, listening to this. Thank you for getting into the trenches as a Christian sister. If i could ever meet anyone, it'd be YOU. 🎉 God is so faithful!
Celebrating 2 years to the day of being delivered from a covert narcissist. It was just a nightmareship and I was devastated when he broke up with me but it was for freedom that Christ set me free and I am grateful that He did. Praying for everyone to find healing and restoration in God.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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I am Christian and 18 years ago I had a child with this narcissist who literally controlled my life even though we broke up. Now after 20 years and I am now 46 with nothing to show in my life and with a adult child who he molded into his twin. I am so bitter and angry for the years I have wasted.
I'm so sorry to hear that. I pray that you will hang onto the hope that God can build something beautiful out of our broken pieces.
At least you have a precious child, guard his heart, lest he become a narcissist also.
@@bangmo2860 she already said the child has become his twin.
your story is so similar to mine, except I have three boys and I have to beat back the demonic spirits that try to crop out in them every day. They are Abusive & Jezebelic-type things.
God CAN restore the wasted years
Same story, but from a husband’s perspective. I’m now 8 years past a toxic marriage. For that I’m thankful. However, now that my/our 6 kids have been totally turned against me, I awaken every day to feeling as if I’m suffocating through a slow and painful death. Hoping and praying for my kids to awaken and return to me before I die
🙌
Thank you for sharing your testimony. I’ve been through the porn addiction of my former spouse and all the lies, so many lies. I too married someone who I very well knew wasn’t the right one for me and I ignored that thought. It took over 20 years of pain but God got me out and for that I’m grateful. I’m also grateful for the way God used that time to work in my heart and grow me. God has healed me and continues to heal me daily. Anyone who is in a dark situation, take heart. God knows and he has your back. Pray for a way out. It may take time. In the meantime immerse yourself in God’s word and in prayer. Pray for clarity. Release your partner to God and whatever he decides to do in regard to that partner.
Thank you! I am trying to get out after 34 years of marriage. Very similar story. We are separated since 9 months. I so much appreciate the time in prayer and growing in faith.
Awesome testimony. I also submitted to my Lord in a desperate situation with my husband. The work that God needed to do in me was necessary. Sometimes we don't understand why God is telling us to do something we don't understand. His ways are higher than ours and He will always work things for our good. We need to trust in Him
This is my story. God has called me to stand for the marriage as my husband is a Christian but is under the Narc/Jezebel spirit due to unrepentant pornography and masturbation addiction and also has a spirit spouse. This is an assignment nobody wants, however we are to obey God in what He asks of us! They will know Him by our testimonies! He gives us the resources to be able to obey Him. 🙌🏻🔥
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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My story is so close to yours. But it took 4 children and 30 years for God to release and restore. Glory be to God for His faithfulness! He alone is trustworthy! Thank you Jesus for saving me!
Our stories are so similar- Married for 7yrs... I knew within 1st 3months (I dreaded going home- never knowing what I would come home too) -but I knew I couldn't walk away until God guided my every step.(Painful heartbreaking time - No matter what the outside world said..I wouldn't move until God directed me) Final got divorced. God gave me such peace, the day I moved out...I felt sorry for my ex...not myself. God does restore. I am at peace, Praise God 🙏 🙌 Thank you for sharing.
so happy Yeshua freed you from that. His Peace and Blessings to you and your loved Ones Dear Sis.
Jesus delivered me 3 months ago.🙏🙏🙏
@@RoseCrane-of1lq Hallelujah. Praise Jesus Christ.
I suffered 26 years before God freed me. I made such a huge mistake and I found out on my honeymoon. So many red flags for me too but I was head strong and thought he would change. He didn’t but in fact things got worse. I prayed and went to counseling many times. My heart broke because my dream of a happy marriage was elusive no matter how hard I tried. I finally said God I just can’t do this anymore!
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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Suffering = God's love 🤗💕
Thank you for this. I am in the same situation and praying so much for God to make a way. I feel the Holy Spirit moving me in different ways from what I want to what His will is - from hurt and anger to praying for his conversion . I have had to stand up to people who want me to do xyz simply as I dont feel its what God wants from me. I have moments of despair and wanting to give up altogether. I have no way out - money health and such - I feel trapped in this pain. But each day I feel God is saying to me that He will do something - to rest in him - so so hard - as I have been told I need to get a backbone and do stuff myself. I am exhausted and broken down but trying to trust - Thank you .
Thank you I thought I was alone I made the same mistake been stuck for 10 years now. Thank you for giving me hope.
When I was still with him I begged God for forgiveness for all the things he blamed me for and all the things he accused me of doing or being and I lost the peace that passes all understanding. After the divorce and being stalked and threatened by him and his minions was done I finally got on my knees and repented of my actual faults and sins. Then I felt that peace that passes all understanding and I’m so grateful to God who deserves all the glory.
I judge you to be a human being who is trusting in our trustworthy savior!
I was married to a covert narcissist for 10 years. I was ok up until this past year. Then i prayed in March for God to deliver me out before i even heard about narcissism. Less than a week later God opened the door for me to leave biblically. Separated in March and never looked back! Thank you Jesus for such a quick answer to prayer!!!🎉🎉
I can relate 100%. I am STILL with my narcissistic / toxic husband. 10 years. I saw the warning signs ..... mostly the extreme EXTREME anger outbursts. The gaslighting.....TONS of gaslighting. ALWAYS ALWAYS blaming me. He too is significantly older than me. 20 years to be exact. I do not feel God is releasing me. Yes, this has pulled me closer and closer to God. So, praise God for that. I too have done the, "God!!!! GET ME OUT OF HERE!!!" prayer. I do think I see some signs of God changing him. I hope. Kris Reece ..... do not apologize for hating your ex. I get it. 100% understand. I feel like day by day I just go through whatever the waves throw at me. I keep telling myself that many wives have it a lot worse. And, yes, that is true. I know that I NEEEEED to lean in to God, fully.
Please continue to lean on the Lord and do not trust your heart. I am praying for Him to lead you to guidance from His Word and to give you a pure, Christlike love for your flawed spouse and that he would gain wisdom and discernment to see that his actions are being guided by another spirit, not the true God of scripture. I pray that these demonic influences would be restrained by holy angels that excel in strength, that he might know the love of the real God and repent of his ways and seek to make restitution, be reconciled and glorify God
#daviddigahernandez
Get out of there. God has been patiently waiting for you to realize that man is who that man wants to be.
What health problems does he have ?
@@vaska1999 you are not responsible for him
Thank you for this! I’ve been married for 6 years, and this is exactly where I am. The similarities between your story and mine is remarkable, and I’m at the place of surrendrance. Either God will change him or deliver me. And as much as it hurts right now, I’m ready for either one because He is with me and for me. Thank you Kris.
God is with you. I pray God would transform your husbands heart.
@@Kris_Reece hi Kris thankyou for this video 🙏I like your hair color like to get same color done in hair salon what color shade is your hair is it highlights with color or single process ? Thanks
This is so beautiful, giving me hope now that I am divorcing my narc wife who betrayed me. God delivered me, I still need to heal and restore. Pray for me and for my 6 year old daughter, she is my angel
Incredible. You have spoken my story. 31 years of misery. God opened the jail cell door and set me free. God is faithful to those who love HIM.
My story is very similar to yours, but it took me 28 yrs to realize how bad my marriage was and after I left him God showed me he was a covert narcissist... Everyone was against me leaving him because we are Christians and because everyone says how God hates divorce but nobody understood that in church he was a Christian and at home he was horrible but I oder him 1 1/2 ago and filed for divorce it's been hard but I must trust God 🙏
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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It doesn’t matter if you are Christian or not god doesn’t want us with anyone that will cause us harm or pain . We all must learn to live by ourselves and wait for him to put the right person with us . Not us go looking for them because unless we r healed internally you can bet will pick the wrong person
@@Gamefan86 that is all knowledge and teaching from the fallen... They have twisted everything about Jesus so we don't believe. Read the book of Enoch to understand who they were
@@maridorisrivera8140 Exactly.
I was bound to him for nine years too. God delivered me by having him file for divorce after I filed for legal separation. Now I’ve been in court for eight years straight. He’s alienated three out of five of my children. They don’t stop.
oh girl... let me have a sit!!!! my husband was a passive aggressor, it was awful!! it took me sooo long to wake up until he cheated on me and blame me for going thru his stuff and finding out... it was the worse season of my life! therapy after therapy.. only God knows my tears! I heard for my entire marriage- "i never said that", he had excuses for every action but the most horrible was that i was ignored , invisible.. until the day i couldn't take anymore and kicked him out and all his stuff, he cheated on me for more than 4 years. All this time God lifted me up, i got strong by His power and mercy, i went to school, im in nursing working full time, God heals hearts, He makes everything new!! So many days i want to die! But the Lord hugged me! We have a beautiful life ahead of us! One day i woke up with a very strong thought- "Get up and live!" Theres life for us, theres new chances! my husband now is depressed, sad, im doing divorce and he doesnt want.. Life turns around! You're wanted, you're precious, you're the love of God's heart!
I wasn't going to leave a big comment but wonder if someone needs to hear
Thank you
God will either change him or deliver me (such words of encouragement to me ). Thank You ❤
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
Check out Acharya S aka D.M Murdock for more info.
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@@Gamefan86 Does that include all the words that Sun spoke ?
My ex husband is a covert narcissist. My God delivered me from that marriage🙏🏾 With his Mercy and Grace upon me, I am now healed and know now what real love should! Therapy and getting closer to God is what healed me🙌🏾 It took a while, but I am so blessed and grateful of the person I am now today vs in the past🥰
I also never realized I was married to a Narcissistic person until we were married 40 years and He passed away. By then our children were grown and I was on my own and realized what an unhealthy relationship I was in. I no longer had someone critizing everything I did, I didn't have to walk on eggshells anymore! I was free to do what I wanted without getting yelled at or ignored. I remember praying to God to help me get through this marriage. And he did, He just took his sweet time.
Christianity began as sun worship, the stories about Jesus are symbolic.
He is just a personification of the sun, made into a god figure later on.
The sun "dies" for 3 days on December 22nd, the winter solstice, when it stops its movement south, to be born again or resurrected on December 25th, when it resumes its movement north.
In some areas, the calendar originally began in the constellation of Virgo, and the sun would therefore be "born of a Virgin"
The sun rising in the morning is "the saviour of mankind"
The sun is "The light of the World"
The sun "walks on water" is just the reflection of the sun on water/the sea.
"He cometh on clouds, and every eye shall see him", is just sun rays.
Jesus' "crown of thorns" is just the sun's glare, also know as a halo.
The sun's "followers", "helpers" or "disciples" are the 12 months and the 12 signs of the zodiac or constellations, through which the sun must pass.
The sun at 12 noon is in the house or temple of the "Most High": thus.."he" begins "his Father's work" at "age" 12.
The sun enters into each sign of the zodiac at 30 degrees, hense, the "Sun of God" begins his ministry at "age" 30.
The sun is hung on a cross or "crucified", which represents its passing through the equinoxes.
The vernal equinox being Easter, at which time it is then resurrected.
The reason why saviour myths are so similar with a godman who is crucified and resurrected, who does miracles and has 12 disciples, is that these stories were based on the movements of the sun through the heavens, an astrotheological development that can be found throughout the planet, because the sun and the 12 zodiac signs can be observed around the globe.
In other words, Jesus Christ and all the others upon whom this character is predicated are personifications of the sun, and the Gospel fable is merely a rehash of a mythological formula revolving around the movements of the sun throug the heavens.
Christianity is ancient astrology, it's just fables about the sun.
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7 years in counting....I know this is my year of freedom. And no matter what it looks like for me to everyone I know God is on my side and I'll be delivered soon! In Jesus name! Thank you for this video... It doesn't change the exacerbated time length but I trust the Lord and am grateful to hear your testimony.
On the same timeline, wonder what I've been doing for 7 years
My story is almost exactly like yours. We will be married for 10 years this coming may. I can’t wait to be able to stand on my own 2 feet. God is Good. And I know He will make a way.