FTM REACTS TO FIRST EVER YOUTUBE VIDEO!!
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I'm sort of sad the old you can't react to the new you.
yeah thats sad, he would be so proud of himself! 😊
madi32 yeah
madi32 I feel like he'd just cry tbh
Seeing baby chase actually makes me feel pretty good tbh. It makes me realize that even this handsome smart guy didn't know where he was or what he was going to be. And seeing where he was then and where he got to now it makes me pretty motivated and excited for my own future.
I agree 200%
It's weird watching this because I'm the old you right now. I'm the awkward trans teenager who's not out yet who spends all of their time on the Internet. Chase, you are my FTM youtuber where I learn what trans means and what I may have in the future. Hopefully I will be able to come as far as you gave and look back onto myself now and laugh.
+Alex Creed i literly feel the same. my parents are transphobic and im anxious, so i just sit there and ead stuff about the lgbt community..
Chase has helped me for over 3 years now, he's truly amazing, and I hope I can get over my own awkward-teenage-phase too...I turn 18 this year so I should come out to my parents before getting on T, it's gonna be hard. I really wish I can look back someday to this time and remember how I was trying my best.
+Milopi Good luck, bro! i hope your parents will take it as smooth and easy as everyone wishes it must be))
I can relate as well, I'm 18 but I'm questioning so hard right now if I'm FTM or not, and finding Chase has been so wonderful for me
Andrew Zikrach thank you
It's weird because I can only see a young boy even though you hadn't figured out that you were trans yet
Same here, Chase looks like a guy even though he hadn't realised it back then. I've always seen him as one.
Yeah I'm sitting here thinking that. I'm cis so I guess probably not likely to assume anyone is trans rather than not overly feminine, but this kid is a boy. Which is a little odd bc if he doesn't know that yet, he just thinks he doesn't fit the label and doesn't knew why. It's heartbreaking but I'm so glad you're happy with yourself now.
jordan brown he even sounds like boy back then
Yeah! That’s what I was thinking!!
A lot of trans people wouldn't be comfortable sharing pre-transition videos or pictures. (And like that's totally okay, I get it) But I think it kind of creates a disconnect between those who have transitioned and those who haven't. I haven't transitioned at all (I'm non-binary so I'm not sure how much transitioning I could actually do), and when you only see the end product without any of the in between, it kind of makes it feel like an unattainable goal. But when you see how someone started off, and their baby steps to get to how they are now, it seems easier and it makes me hopeful that one day I'll be comfortable in my own body.
this gives me so much hope for the future oh man
I think it's amazing that you are sharing these old stuff, I mean allowing people to see how far you have come, like you probably had no idea you'd grow up to be THIS, we love you Chase♥ you give us strength, inspiration, and above all hope.
I remeber being your friend on myspace lol
No way!
Wow that was so surreal. It's really a stark contrast to see you in high def with great lighting all animated and expressive and present, right next to the video of you as a teenager in low def all kinda sad and uncomfortable and awkward. It's nice to see how far you've come though. It's kind of hopeful for people who are still that confused and uncomfortable to see where you started and know that you got to where you are now. :)
Ironic how, Chases words basically just described my life xD!! "by myself, in my house....literally sat at computer and watched TH-cam videos all day and just felt uncomfortable."
Thats it me..everyday of my life right now. I do nothing but watch videos all day. Thats crazy ;c -2016
its cute seeing how some of his mannerisms have remained an its nice to see just how far you have come over the years, im 16 now so its kind of reassuring knowing that youve managed to gain confidence and find peace in who you are because it means theres hope for me. anyway now im the one rambling youre great and you help a lot of people even if yuo dont know it and i think thats pretty cool.
problematic foetus chase was a sweet innocent angel, bless
Lucas Dennis your profile pic is glorious
Wow ... I just ... that was YOU?!
Looking at that old video feels SO weird. A little uncomfortable, honestly, sort of similar to how I feel reading my old journal entries: little you is so obviously uncertain and uncomfortable, even just in the way you talk. Reading old writing from before I knew what 'transgender' was, talking about how I don't feel like I'm myself somehow and there's something so wrong with me in a way no one else is, I just want to reach through the page and hug that sad little kid and tell him "It's okay, you're not broken, you're just a boy." Little you came off similarly; I don't know if that's because I know that you're trans, but I think I'd be able to tell that something was up with that kid even without knowing for a fact.
Maybe it's a little encouraging. I know I'm transgender, but I've got this real emotional block from pursuing my transition medically, even though I desperately want to. I don't know if it's anxiety or dysphoria or what, I just know that I'm terrified of doing anything and I'm still stuck with that same sense of constant discomfort, the same as I've had since puberty. But, hey, you were there too, a chronically uncomfortable kid. Now, you're an awesome guy.
MoonShadowWolfe I know this comment is a year old, but I'm in the same boat. I know I'm trans but I'm terrified to transition and idk if it's just because it's a big change or what. I have to get top surgery before getting on T (I can't physically bind my chest) and it's a lot to go through.
I hope you have found the strength within yourself to push away those fears. Also remember though, that you don't HAVE to medically transition if you feel that it's not right for you. Some trans people transition naturally.
I feel like I'm in place you were in when making those videos. I'm 16, I'm depressed, I'm not getting sleep, everyday is a dragon for me. I now that I'm trans for sure and have since since I was 14, but my parents are not accepting me and aren't letting me transition so I feel stuck in a way I think you did back then. But I see how far you've come and it gives me hope for the future and tells me to hold on. Honestly I love your videos, you're on of the channels I frequent most. You make me laugh and smile you give me hope and make me excited for when my transition really starts and al the changes that are to come. I also think I'll make a in five years time video sometime soon. Anyways thanks for putting yourself out there and keep being your amazing self.
*is a drag *I know ... it's almost two am and I haven't slept much the past two nights, my grammar is screwed lol
Connor Reece Wolve same
if everyday is a dragon, slay every day!
it feels strange to me as well seeing your old video but I can still see you in that, a lot of the facial exprecions/guestures are just the same as they are now
Oh Chaseypoo!! I just LOVE you!! Thank you for sharing this part of you!! I'm a momma of a FTM son who is 16 and still in this very awkward stage as well lol!! I love seeing where you are now!!! Can't wait to look back and remember when Sam was 15/16 and 10 years in the future!! 💜💜💜
Awww! I can see it's you and that you've come such a long way. Actually made me feel so much better in the place where I am right now. I watched back at myself and all I want to be able to do is tell her that everything is going to be okay, know that she needed a friend and that she didn't need to doubt and second guess herself every second of every day because others made her feel like that. But now, on the waiting list for T....only 11 years later lol. But feeling incredible. Thanks Chase! Massive confidence booster!
Watching this, I feel really hopeful. I've been on T for 9 months and I'm 3 months post-op for top surgery and it's really gone so quickly. When I look at myself a few years ago, I'm so much like 15 year old you, so when I look at how far you've come - not just physically, but mentally and emotionally too - it gives me more hope for my own future. I'm already in a better place than I was last year, but I feel like I've got a long way to go and I sometimes think it'll be too hard, but things like this video make me excited to keep going. Thanks for making this video!
I think it's helpful for me and others who are having a hard time with their current issues. By seeing you then and seeing you now, gives hope that we all can reach our goals. It also encourages me to make my own videos of myself now as a history of where I started. Thank you for showing such a personal side of yourself.
It's was absolutely inspiring and adorable. Awkward and a little "eeek" worthy but very genuine, and raw. It's amazing to see how far you've come and how totally relatable you are, you give a great many so much courage and hope, stay up bro bro!
Wow that was so awesome of you to share that with us. Very personal, I am so suprised as how much emotion I felt watching this because its so relatable. And even though I am not on testosterone or anything I feel like if I watched a childhood video of myself it would be very emotional because of the struggle I had to go through to get to where I am today. Thanks so much for sharing! I hope to see more 💙
In the dancing one you look like a mini Ellen!
I like these reaction videos. This will probably sound cheesy, but it's cool to see how you've grown and to see how you're so much happier now. I know some trans people don't like to show people their past photos, but I think it's great to see those parts of your journey, because it acknowledges those parts of the experience of being trans that so many people go through. And it's great to see someone like you acknowledge it and look at it in comparison to now.
I am probably not too far from that younger Chase you watched in this video, even though I'm older (20). I still feel scared about a lot of things and I'm in the closet and have a lot of doubts even though on other days I have none, and I am scared for the future and don't know what I'm doing and to see someone like you, who has moved past that and is able to be happy (from what I can tell from your videos), is really great.
Watching you become the you that you are today is the most inspirational thing I've seen in a long time. You have blossomed into a witty, charming, confident and wonderful man! ❤️
I was just watching one of your older videos and then this popped up. I’m so proud of how far you’ve come Chase!!
I think it's so cool of you to be able to watch that stuff like I struggle looking at photos of me from two years ago so I guess it's just testament to how comfortable you are now, love you chase
Baby Chase
OMG!!!!
Oh my gosh, when you said you see Vince in the video rather than Chase, it made so much sense for some reason. Like your younger self was Vince and you evolved into Chase, from the sweet little uncomfortable confused boy into the sweet enthusiastic strong courageous guy you are now. Uhhh I just love this.
just seeing that ancient msn era video of little boy chase and then the montage of his newer videos at the end made me so emotional omg.
Vince omg 🖤 chase thanks for sharing your journey man it's really sweet that you feel open enough to publicly reflect about your life thanks again buddy
This makes me so happy that you have fought with determination to get where you are today. You made a life for yourself where you can fit in your body and I am so so glad that little you has that future
Honestly, this put all the shizzle wizzle I'm thinking about in perspective. I mean, alrighty. I have to fully come out, and just go from there. I don't need to stress that much. I've gotta chill about future shizzle wizzle.
I love how he had a slight french accent because french was his first language
Honestly it's very strange and humbling to see then differences between now and then you could just tell how uncomfortable and unhappy up were with your body and just in general, and now you seem so much more carefree and happy. I'm very very happy for you, that you could find who you were supposed to be, and become so much more comfortable with yourself. Love always 💜
I love to see old videos of yours Chase. It's like we can know you a little bit better, and I can relate to some of the insecurities you use to have. Also, you were a super cute little man!
Sometimes when I see my old photos or videos I'm just like "oh baby boy I wish I could tell you that things get better later on". In a sense it's funny and interesting to see how far you have come but at the same it just reminds you how much hurt, anxiety, frustration you held for so long. But it is a long ride.. A really emotionally roller coaster ride
I thought it was really interesting to watch. Especially, for people pre-everything who are still trying to work things out. It's a really great insight into the pre-journey experience. Thank you for sharing.
It gives me so much hope to see this, because from the 3 minutes of 15 year old chase that we get to see..i find myself relating to him. As someone who is also 15 and trying to sort out my gender..seing where Chase is now gives me a lot of hope c:
your laugh is just so awesome, you're the best dude!!
It's fun to see that you had several gestures and facial expressions that you use now too :)
This is actually really helpful because I see so much of what I'm going through in this video of not knowing whether I'm trans or not because I often feel like "YES. I am transgender" but at other times I feel like I'm lying to myself but I see how you are now and it makes me happy to see that you do eventually figure it all out and end up comfortable :) also, I honestly don't see you as an entirely different person. You just look like an awkward 15 year old boy...
Chase, I am just now watching this, but this is amazing to see your journey and it helps me so much....
this is like weird but at the same time it makes me happy for you and just generally happy. Because seeing the younger you and the you now it shows that I and any others can make it and can be happy and can be who we feel we are inside. I'm happy for you because its so amazing how far youve gotten in life. I hope i get that far...
oh dear lord i made videos when i was 10 but i deleted them a few years later because wow i wanted to explode after watching them ("justin bieber sucks im not a lesbian but like justin bieber sucks rocknroll 4 lyfe man")and like i lowkey wanna make videos again because like old videos like these are like time capsules and thats gnarly like maybe ill be like "oh my god i had a mohawk i was trying so hard to be punk" or maybe ill be lowkey proud that i was nifty for a 15 year old like that sounds so fascinating that if i start making videos now ill basically make a time capsule and if i keep doing youtube my vids will be a time line
I'm so happy your on TH-cam you make such great videos and a lot of the things u say I used to think was weird I kinda find z bit of a pattern now and I'm so happy your who you are because you inspire me to be what I feel I really am, and become less worked up over the risks then any other part of the day and I'm not even out yet thanks to you and Vince for sharing this video it means a lot!😍
How do I feel seeing you like this?
Honestly, hopeful. Seeing that someone like you, someone I look up to, started in the same place that I'm starting in now and ended up achieving so much and changing so much makes me hopeful for my own future. Sometimes I start thinking "oh I'll never be able to take hormones, I'm going to be uncomfortable in my own skin forever," or things like that and seeing videos like these just makes me realize that those thoughts are irrational.
I think seeing you like that gives me hope. Last year I was just like that, now I am more like 2012, minus having a binder and packer and being on T, but it shows that you can make it, like you can go from confusion to who you want to be
it's very interesting to see how much you've prospered over the years chase
When you spoke about what you were like and how awkward you were it rang true to me and honestly, I just wanted to give you a hug....
this gives me hope man
Oh gosh... I'm still questioning right now, and when you described how you felt back then it's how I feel right now.. ugh. Well it was definitely interesting to watch how much you've grown and changed as a person in 10 years.
I'm 16 right now) and your video inspires me to do the same thing to look in the future at my *old* self) sounds really interesting)
and watching your video makes me feel like i'm the one from your first youtube video, person not knowing till the end, who the one is, is that right or is that wrong what's happening with me right now..) you know..
thank you for making it easier to live and understand yourself. Peace, guys)
This was like interesting to see like you like back then but inspiring af for me because I'm like 16 and pre everything and just seeing how far you've come gives me hope
I know this video is almost a year old, but whatever. I liked it, I'd love to see more like this too! I'm 25, so it definitely brought me back too. You seemed so sad and unsure of yourself and I'm not trans, but I am bisexual and I remember feeling a lot like this too. So many feelsssss...and HELL YEAH for msn!
i see a beautiful transition and a happier person
omg the 'depressed' video was posted on my 5th birthday i'm such a child
Awww! you were adorable and it's crazy to see how you've grown! I'm glad you're doing well now :]
"Is that me? That looks like me but is it me?" that was me my junior year of high school, and then it took me till my sophomore year of college to come out as Trans. I feel like I related so much!
Your hair is goals and it has always been goals.
It makes me happy seeing this. bc I'm 15 and have the sane body type that you had. It makes me happy
honestly I relate to Baby Chase (even on 3.5months on T) and I really hope i can get to the point where you are now because you're an awesome person and a big brother to me and a lot of other transguys
This is courage. I can't stand to even look at pictures of me from before. I made my folks take them down from their house. I don't consider that old life, life. I wasn't born until I came out as trans. That old life was soooo painful. Good on yah to be able to look at your younger years and have some compassion for yourself back then.
Thank you Chase! You help me so much! Just... thank you
I'm really glad that you made this video because I'm feeling a lot of similar things that you were feeling when you were fifteen making this video. I just got "officially" diagnosed with dysphoria, but I'm still struggling with wondering if it's still just in my head and I'm a shitlord. I'm ready to start transitioning but holy
First High Five for being Canadian!!!!!!! Thank you for honesty and courage. Hugs!!! I am 47, and at this moment label myself as a gay female. There wasn't any of this when I was growing up (trans), let along being gay. I see me in you when I was 15 and younger. I have depression and don't know if I have GD. I know at this point in my life I am very unhappy with who I am. Yet I wonder if it's too late to transition?
Have I really been on youtube that long, watching ftm videos? Jwolf was the first transguy I watched too.
You seem pretty similar to your younger self, being silly (dancing) and sharing your feelings. But you've got so much more confidence and you're more comfortable. You should definitely do more reaction videos, like from early T days.
i'm like s o proud of you that you made it this far it's amazing!
Aw baby Chase 👶 love seeing these reaction videos
lowercase Chase is really relatable honestly
I love this! Fetus chase XD seriously man you seem cool back then, even though you were on a journey finding yourself, I love the way you are true..if you know what I mean. Like when I watch your videos it feels like we're having a conversation, ya know? I don't know if that makes sense, it's like you were uncomfortable with yourself, but "comfortable" speaking/showing who you are
It's really cool to see how much you've grown
"for us"
I CANT STOP LAUGHING WHY IS THIS SO FUNNY
When you paused the old video I kept trying to press play again 😂
Tbh this makes me feel so good cuz pre t chase is legit me rn so like !!! stuff to look forward to
This video both makes me really want to document myself pre-transition and not want to doc myself because I will hate to see myself age 16 when I am 26.
Kevin Lee do it though. you won't regret it.
You should do it! Baby you at the beginning of your transition would be so so proud of your journey!
omg chase fetus you is the cutest?? i'm screaming
"yes i can do the rubies cube" that amused me so much
I relate to this so much. When I was that age I also discovered drag kings and thought to myself "I want to do that, all the time"
It's so confusing being a trans kid.
Seeing the amount of change you've gone through makes me hopeful.
Oh gosh. I guess it's weird for me to see you as a young ftm teen trying to find himself because to me you have everything figured out. I can relate to 15 year old you (I'm not that young) just because of how stuck and depressed you looked. I'm happy for the current Chase because you have accomplished so much. I hope someday I can be as happy as you are now.
u liked saw so much how nerdy lol . but yo actually the ellen videos, i felt the evolution omg
Your reactions are hilarious! I love it! Please do more!!
Oh, I feel so sad for the old you. I really feel the pain. So happy you found yourself
went from hello sir to daddy. no but seriously this gives me so much to look forward too bc im young chase
Watching that is quite hard, I relate to past you quite a lot and it's kind of painful to know that so many other people feel pain like this and experience this questioning and idk, I'm emotional now lol I'mma go cry
i'm 25 and seeing this reminds me soo much of when i was that age, having Myspace and msn and googling "androgyny" and "transvestite", "female transvestite" , i didnt know much about trans and I HAD Heard of transsexual but then mentioned "man who wants to cut off his ..." and couldnt identify with that so i just thought i was a girl who sometimes wanted to look like a boy, be a boy sometimes, a transvestite but a girl transvestite even though it seemed that all transvestites were men. i had such an obsession with transvestites (which i later realized had to do with my gender identity and which diseappeared when i learned more about trans), i had this crush on a guy in my school and i fantazised that he was a transvestite so that we would swap clothes and i would be a boy with him. Of course I didn't tell anyone of my (only straight girl) friends this. A girl wasn't supposed to like feminine men or want to be a boy.
You even looked like I looked.
OML baby Chase was so adorable. Please don't take this the wrong way, but you acted so macho back then. Like trying really hard not to be feminen. Now, you just don't GAF about being super masculine. I love it. And your hair was super cute. I think if you grew your hair out like that now, you might look like Joe from Full House. I know the feeling of just shutting yourself in and being uncomfortable with yourself. I'm 26 now, and I've been considering transitioning for 3 years. I just hope it's not too late if I decide to go through with it.
he reminds me of me.. also it makes me happy, because you've come so far
You did really look so uncomfortable. You just look like your skin is itching and you cant get comfortable no matter how you sit or what you say. Gosh. I think that's great you have something to look back on but at the same time I'm glad I don't. Its hard to look back on where you were and remember all those old feelings but it also usually reminds you of how grateful you are. I find myself whenever I'm complaining about how hard something is I just look back a few years and suddenly I realize how stupid I'm being and how amazing my life is. Anyways I'm so happy you're comfortable with who you are now. Its beautiful to see the kind of confidence someone exudes when they love who they are.
"oh baby, you don't know what depression is." LMAOOOOOO SAME
you give me so much inspiration tbh
When he said his old name is Vince and then you think, wait that is my name!
Broseph! My first video of you that I watch was you just before starting T and then I watch some of the one of you starting T and I thought you were so adorable, wanted to give you a big cuddle. You were my first experience of you tube trans dudes :)
Little Chaseypoo's voice! The accent was so much thicker and just the pitch. You are so cute in a fetus sort of way.
It's crazy to actually see what trans people feel. Yes, you were you at 15 but not really somehow. What a difference. This is a perfect video for all teenagers. Life will change and you will figure stuff out. It will get better.
You look how I feel if that makes sense. I'm considerably older than 15 but I relate to the place you were in.
I feel like that's a completely different person. Like to me it doesn't even seem like you? It's so weird. But it's awesome to see how far you've come. And how much more comfortable you seem.
Middle school me would have been in love with middle school you lol I was just as awkward. I have scene hair tutorials on private that are sooooo awkward in every sense of the word. It’s really great to see your growth into UppercaseChase.
aww chase. i dont feel like that person is you, just a baby version of you perhaps. like when i look back to when i was 8 or 13, i don't feel that was me cos i still had a lot to learn about myself. like if i went back in time and visited myself, it wouldn't feel like me - it'd feel more like a younger sibling that i kinda wanna take care of and help through life. i guess that's how i see younger chase too, a baby that has stuff to learn about himself. if you met your self in this video, what would you say to him?
Chase raw rubics cube video