Baldur's Gate 3 What happens if you reject Bhaal (Dark Urge) - Zellus The Tiefling

Refusing Bhaal:
This is my tiefling character named Zellus. A paladin/sorcerer as the dark urge. He's one of my favourite custom characters. Infact he's my second character. His face is abit grotesque due to the astral tadpol and the eye transplant from volo. However when Orin shape shifts into my character, she is basically portraying how my character USED to look. it's pretty cool how she mirrored Zellus. Compared to the real one who looks withered, seeing how the journey has drastically changed him.