Im exhausted Lord,as much as i try i fall because im a dictator to my own self so i try to run from myself because i created a pattern of error not knowing but now i know and i want to be set free Lord heal me Lord and i shall be healed Lord take they wheel.
My mom says I'm too sensitive. This is her response after being verbally and emotionally abusive. I don't identify with being a victim. I'm therefore self nurturing because both my parents were abusive. Thank God for His healing, and for your ministry Mark. : )
@@bernicerogers2383 thank you! I have confidence that God will bless in this situation. He brings good from our pain. It wasn't easy growing up. I developed an eating disorder. Thank you for your kindness.
@O S I learned what not to do from my parents' treatment of me and my brothers. Both parents are alcoholics, and my dad a wife beater. My brothers would push me in the room where he abused my mom, as this was the only way to get him to stop. So I'm told; I have no recollection. My mom finally divorced him, but by then I developed an eating disorder, and my 3 older brothers were addicts, one even sold drugs for income. This is when my mom turned on us kids, basically told us how we ruined her life. She abandoned us for a few years, only coming home to check on us. I became the mom of the house and for those years did the cooking and laundry, etc. Raised my youngest brother. I was 16 then, he only 8. Poor kid didn't have a chance to grow up with inappropriate parenting. That was over 40 years ago. We 5 siblings never fully recovered. We're all still trying to pick up the pieces as best as we know how. I have 2 daughters from 2 failed marriages; not my idea, they both cheated (one came out of the closet as trans). My biggest flaw is I don't know how to spot a good person. So I picked the wrong ones, not to mention I'm codependent. But, I put everything I learned into raising my kids, especially what not to do, and my daughters are very well adjusted adults who love the Lord. I thank God as I'd be damned if I put them through what I experienced. I'm so sorry for your experience too. Gosh it breaks my heart how children are mistreated.
Mark... I deeply value the grace & truth you share with us. I am overcoming symptoms of people pleasing/performance mindsets through your sincere efforts. I am 67 yrs. young and I believe my life is moving dramatically upward because of Father God's love. Love & Respect, Carl
I mean being loving to myself is difficult, but if I focus my thoughts on noble thoughts should be an easy thing right? No, no no no no no. Just soo tedious and difficult.
You are encouraging and helping me see that if I don't do something as well as I expected to, God my Father is not far off, He is helping me and wants relationship. Thank you Brother Mark.
@taylorplayer50 I just recently stumbled upon brother Mark. Thank goodness as well. I see now as to why. I'm taking on too much responsibility and struggling with my intrusive thoughts. Not only that, but I was never taught these teachings, so this is a whole new experience. Learning first to have relationship with Father God which I thought I had but I never did.
I’m really hard on myself, and I’ve been like this for so long, it’s hard to live otherwise. Even though some days it feels like I’m not getting anywhere, I’m trying to learn how to be more compassionate with myself. Don’t give up on yourself! God is with you through your journey. ♥️
Thank you so much Mark and God bless you! You are changing lives through your testimony, knowledge and compassionate heart. Keep doing the Lord’s work Brother!
What you just said on nurture struck a chord. As a mother and a Pastor’s wife I need to learn how to be nurtured in His love in order to nurture His Bride. I know I wouldn’t have made it this far without the loving nurture of the church but now it’s my turn. 😩🙏🏻🙏🏻 Thank you!
Good message! Accepting that this is where I’m at has been the most difficult. Especially when it’s a direct result of abuse that occurred as a child and being raised as a Christian. Working on giving myself grace because it wasn’t my fault but still difficult to deal with the residual affects.
I love your work and the messages of your experience in healing and helping others to heal, my only concern is that the psychological association of self can easily be used as an excuse for sin, we all need to pray for discernment in how to do this properly , please don't think I am condemning you just want to make this aware to the brethren
I know exactly what you are on about Mark. Accepting thoughts etc instead of fighting them and stuff. However my mind is automatically fighting and I have tried to let this go. I can't seam to find away to calm down? Any help would be greatly appreciated
Please God pour out your compassionate grace like an overflowing waterfall.❤amen
Im exhausted Lord,as much as i try i fall because im a dictator to my own self so i try to run from myself because i created a pattern of error not knowing but now i know and i want to be set free Lord heal me Lord and i shall be healed Lord take they wheel.
My mom says I'm too sensitive. This is her response after being verbally and emotionally abusive. I don't identify with being a victim. I'm therefore self nurturing because both my parents were abusive. Thank God for His healing, and for your ministry Mark. : )
Hi your message made me feel sad. Praying that your parents will change and start to be kind. Miracles can happen. ❤️
@@bernicerogers2383 thank you! I have confidence that God will bless in this situation. He brings good from our pain. It wasn't easy growing up. I developed an eating disorder. Thank you for your kindness.
@O S that is so wrong on many levels. What's wrong with the people that brought us into this world!
@O S I learned what not to do from my parents' treatment of me and my brothers. Both parents are alcoholics, and my dad a wife beater. My brothers would push me in the room where he abused my mom, as this was the only way to get him to stop. So I'm told; I have no recollection. My mom finally divorced him, but by then I developed an eating disorder, and my 3 older brothers were addicts, one even sold drugs for income. This is when my mom turned on us kids, basically told us how we ruined her life. She abandoned us for a few years, only coming home to check on us. I became the mom of the house and for those years did the cooking and laundry, etc. Raised my youngest brother. I was 16 then, he only 8. Poor kid didn't have a chance to grow up with inappropriate parenting. That was over 40 years ago. We 5 siblings never fully recovered. We're all still trying to pick up the pieces as best as we know how. I have 2 daughters from 2 failed marriages; not my idea, they both cheated (one came out of the closet as trans). My biggest flaw is I don't know how to spot a good person. So I picked the wrong ones, not to mention I'm codependent. But, I put everything I learned into raising my kids, especially what not to do, and my daughters are very well adjusted adults who love the Lord. I thank God as I'd be damned if I put them through what I experienced. I'm so sorry for your experience too. Gosh it breaks my heart how children are mistreated.
I think I've reached a place where everything else has failed, so ... love as maybe I've not understood or experienced before. This is so helpful.
Mark... I deeply value the grace & truth you share with us. I am overcoming symptoms of people pleasing/performance mindsets through your sincere efforts. I am 67 yrs. young and I believe my life is moving dramatically upward because of Father God's love. Love & Respect, Carl
I'm still having trouble being nice to myself.
I mean being loving to myself is difficult, but if I focus my thoughts on noble thoughts should be an easy thing right? No, no no no no no. Just soo tedious and difficult.
You are encouraging and helping me see that if I don't do something as well as I expected to, God my Father is not far off, He is helping me and wants relationship. Thank you Brother Mark.
@taylorplayer50 I just recently stumbled upon brother Mark. Thank goodness as well. I see now as to why. I'm taking on too much responsibility and struggling with my intrusive thoughts. Not only that, but I was never taught these teachings, so this is a whole new experience. Learning first to have relationship with Father God which I thought I had but I never did.
Thank you Mark ! Your videos have been of great help ! God bless !
Thanks Mark! Your videos have been such a help to me in the last few weeks, God bless 👍🏼
SO glad to hear it!
Life changing teaching as always Mark!!! In Christ's LOVE his mercies are new every morning🙏
Thank you Mark and Melissa. I am on 1st day of negativity fast😊
I’m really hard on myself, and I’ve been like this for so long, it’s hard to live otherwise. Even though some days it feels like I’m not getting anywhere, I’m trying to learn how to be more compassionate with myself.
Don’t give up on yourself! God is with you through your journey. ♥️
Thank you so much Mark and God bless you! You are changing lives through your testimony, knowledge and compassionate heart. Keep doing the Lord’s work Brother!
Thanks!
What you just said on nurture struck a chord. As a mother and a Pastor’s wife I need to learn how to be nurtured in His love in order to nurture His Bride. I know I wouldn’t have made it this far without the loving nurture of the church but now it’s my turn. 😩🙏🏻🙏🏻
Thank you!
Thank you 🙏
Thank you Mark!
I just need a hug.
It's good that you recognize that
Good message! Accepting that this is where I’m at has been the most difficult. Especially when it’s a direct result of abuse that occurred as a child and being raised as a Christian. Working on giving myself grace because it wasn’t my fault but still difficult to deal with the residual affects.
Thanks for Your compassion Brother
LOVE IT, Mark! ❤
I am not any of those things toward myself.
I love your work and the messages of your experience in healing and helping others to heal, my only concern is that the psychological association of self can easily be used as an excuse for sin, we all need to pray for discernment in how to do this properly , please don't think I am condemning you just want to make this aware to the brethren
I know exactly what you are on about Mark. Accepting thoughts etc instead of fighting them and stuff. However my mind is automatically fighting and I have tried to let this go. I can't seam to find away to calm down? Any help would be greatly appreciated
my dad would make fun of " loving nurture".
Sounds like he needs love too.
Do you have a podcast?
Don't know how to be kind to myself 😢
I can't get it right 😢 Jesus says set your mind on things above.but how?😢