oh my goodness losing access to my documents is my absolute worst nightmare.... feeling a lot for you about that. But also it's amazing to hear your thoughts about it after the cataclysm - I see exactly what you mean about how it's a wake up call to live out loud - "I have to carry my soul in my body now" is SUCH a good way to put it. The google drive IS a daemon, or a horcrux or a secret mirror to gaze upon the version of our most authentic past selves... but also I'm having deeper thoughts about how (even if it's beautiful) it can be limiting if we comfort ourselves with it but don't move it out into the world... or if it's an excuse to not share that piece of soul with the people in front of us bc we know we've always got it in our back pocket. lol getting into the royal "we" here, but this resonated IMMENSELY with my own relationship with my own hidden writing and authentic hidden voice and questions of anonymity vs. being perceived that I've been having lately. As always you put it all so well. Also I love the fashion tie-in and YES that makes perfect sense and here's to tapping into the energies of all our past selves through the clothes and memories attached to those clothes, literally everything is full of dust and magic ;)
@@MG-zd2ep wow thank you so so much for this comment it means the world that you are such a kindred spirit in this regard and that you took the time to share all of this with me 🥰 I think so much of my journey this year will involve trying to gently coax that hidden voice intimate voice into my more public self. I think a lot about this Deborah Levy quote: “to speak our life as we feel it is a risk we mostly choose not to take”. I think in my most private journals I have come close to speaking my life as I actually feel it, without worrying if a reader might find it incomprehensible. I think the courage to speak my life as I feel it not just in my writing but in my every word and action is something I want to work towards 💕 anyway I’m so glad you’re here and I would love to read your work if you are in a similar journey of letting that voice be read and heard ✨
thank u !!! yes mercury retrograded a little too hard with that one. I'm telling myself everyone needs a Hemingway suitcase moment, it will just make my lore even better
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This video deserves millions of views ❤so poetic and beautiful
@@xinyihu9801 omg thank you so much, such a lovely thing to say! ❤️ I’m glad you liked it 🥰
I’m sorry you lost all your documents - being transported by your own words is an amazing thing and you’re a beautiful writer
@@caseyj9 thank you ❤️❤️ it’s ok I’m really embracing the fresh start now and I’m glad it’s woken me up so much ✨
oh my goodness losing access to my documents is my absolute worst nightmare.... feeling a lot for you about that. But also it's amazing to hear your thoughts about it after the cataclysm - I see exactly what you mean about how it's a wake up call to live out loud - "I have to carry my soul in my body now" is SUCH a good way to put it. The google drive IS a daemon, or a horcrux or a secret mirror to gaze upon the version of our most authentic past selves... but also I'm having deeper thoughts about how (even if it's beautiful) it can be limiting if we comfort ourselves with it but don't move it out into the world... or if it's an excuse to not share that piece of soul with the people in front of us bc we know we've always got it in our back pocket. lol getting into the royal "we" here, but this resonated IMMENSELY with my own relationship with my own hidden writing and authentic hidden voice and questions of anonymity vs. being perceived that I've been having lately. As always you put it all so well. Also I love the fashion tie-in and YES that makes perfect sense and here's to tapping into the energies of all our past selves through the clothes and memories attached to those clothes, literally everything is full of dust and magic ;)
@@MG-zd2ep wow thank you so so much for this comment it means the world that you are such a kindred spirit in this regard and that you took the time to share all of this with me 🥰 I think so much of my journey this year will involve trying to gently coax that hidden voice intimate voice into my more public self. I think a lot about this Deborah Levy quote: “to speak our life as we feel it is a risk we mostly choose not to take”. I think in my most private journals I have come close to speaking my life as I actually feel it, without worrying if a reader might find it incomprehensible. I think the courage to speak my life as I feel it not just in my writing but in my every word and action is something I want to work towards 💕 anyway I’m so glad you’re here and I would love to read your work if you are in a similar journey of letting that voice be read and heard ✨
i gasped out loud when u tlked about loosing the documents !! im sorry :( u have a lot of rly incredible clothes !
thank u !!! yes mercury retrograded a little too hard with that one. I'm telling myself everyone needs a Hemingway suitcase moment, it will just make my lore even better
@@MOONBATHING98 so tru\!!! & hemingway sucks so ur lore & writing is already sm better!!