For anyone wanting to cry a bit more, the song 4th of July (where the title is from and the first song) is written by a boy and is the conversation he had between his mother when she was on her deathbed from cancer, it was the last conversation they ever had.
Something similar happened with me. I lost my maternal grandmum to cancer. And the first time I heard this song I started bawling like crazy and I still do every time I hear this song.
"Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" - Shoutout to all my fellow emotionally neglected children who never learned what it's like to feel loved ♡
"Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" I remember reading somewhere that this song was written about the singer's late mother. She passed on the fourth of July. These are some of the conversations he had with her. I feel half of this song is the son processing the death and the other is the mom trying to comfort him. I think this line in particular is not the singer, but the mother. I find it truly beautiful that a mother can be on her death bed and ask her son if she gave him enough love.
A part of it was that the mother was ill, and an alcoholic, being neglectful towards the singer. So part of it is the singer arguing with himself about the image he has of her. "Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like junior high? Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply"
It hits sm harder when she says:" Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" When your a person who never got an apologize and never got a comfort..
hey !!!!! I don't know what happened.....but I'm sorry for that ....I m sorry if you don't have the comfort you want RN but dw everything things gonna be alright okay ......
If your wondering the name of this song is 4th of July. Whoever reads this I love you, keep going please, it’s okay to not be okay. Don’t feel guilty for not being okay,cry it all out.
dude,my parents aren’t exactly abusive,but i have gotten trauma from them.. and i isolate myself so i have nobody with me.they saw my SH scars and never saw through my cheap excuses.
@@Y3LL0W_C0FF1Ngive them some time, they are a bit slow, my father being a single dad tries his best but yk life is a bit*h and he is stuck with me forever :) He would get confused, embarrassed and even angry if I cried or hurt myself. He is learning and I have stopped hurting myself (probably because I'm not socializing 💀)
@@Y3LL0W_C0FF1N I'm religious so I try to not practive self harm but bro i was so stressed by my parents when growing up to the point where i inflicted self harm during sleep (with my nails probably), i have scars alll over my back and upper body to this day, it was insane because i didn't fell any pain from that after waking up. No idea how i didn't catch any nasty infections
To anyone who ever finds this, I was listening to this while my girlfriend was asleep next to me and It took me a second to realize just how lucky I am to be alive in such a stable circumstance. About 3-5 years ago I was on the verge of throwing my life away, my family didn't have money, I was bullied for 6 years straight, my parents argued often, and I had nobody's shoulder to cry on. The list goes on. Now I have a stable living situation, I'll be learning to drive this summer, my parents worked out their issues, and I have a wonderful girlfriend who loves me dearly. To anyone in a situational crisis right now. Please, if not for the people around you for a random person on the internet. Stay strong and keep pushing, I can't guarantee when but I promise you that with the right amount of effort and drive you can make it to that light. If everyone around you is saying they want you gone know that I believe in YOU and you alone. Stay strong for the people who do care about you.
What about those who lost those people, with no one else there for them? Do they have to continue suffering in the hope for a future that isn't likely to be there anymore
It will be unimaginably difficult, but you have to. There is always going to be someone who needs you. Trust me. Do it for them, do it for you, do it for me. You don't know me, but I need you to keep going, okay?
What hurts more about this song. Is I wish I could sing this to my best friend Ruby. It’s funny because she looked VERY similar to the picture that’s why I clicked. Sitting here crying for her everyday I wish I was there enough for her. I wish it was me. She was my world, my stars, my very heart. She was my family and now I have to go on without her. I hope she knows someday I’ll meet her again and when I do I’ll be able to show her all the memories I had and how much I thought of her until I die.
I'm so sorry to know that. You're strong. I'm sure Ruby wouldn't wanna see you cry,right?Ik it's hard,but you got this. Ruby's is always by your side,she's watching over you,love.
I'm so sorry for your loss, you can get through this, and make sure to acknowledge your feelings and let them out. You're very strong I'm proud of you.
My boyfriend, ruby, also looks exactly like this picture but he has longer hair, because he’s trans and hasn’t come out yet. I’m not sure how much longer he has. I’m sure both of our rubys will be happy wherever they end up. Have a good day, Jane.
Every time I sing this song I start to tear up. I've never lost anyone super close to me, or went through a traumatic event to this extent. THAT is how emotionally intense this song is, it can make me feel like I've just lost the person I loved the most in this world. It's so heart wrenching
when the person you lost as yourself oof, when you sat writing poetry that you havent touched in years... bc you lost yourself. So when your head hurts n you sip some water... realising the no.1 persons death you grieve... is your own
lyrics: The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die
Idk how to explain it, but this song feels like reliving trauma with your little self beside you. Except, your little self hasn't experienced any of it yet and you do everything you can to prevent them from experiencing it.
“Did you get enough love? My little dove? Why do you cry?” Hits home so hard for me It reminds me of when I was a child and I practically had no one, I was placed in therapy at a young age for reasons I still don’t know, and I’ve been at my lowest recently, and I feel so bad for my younger self because she really just wanted love and she never got it
Rest in peace, Moonbin. I'm so sorry you were hurting silently. You were so young when you passed, I wish the people around you saw the signs and helped you. It must've been hard for you to hold on or reach out to those around you. I wish people would've treated your death kinder. I hope that, wherever you are, you are at peace without any worries. I hope that your friends and family are able to mourn in peace. Moon Bin (25 years old) January 26th, 1998 - April 19th, 2023
I was originally listening to a slowed version of "Mary on a Cross" while crying outside while my dog comforted me. This was the next song on auto play, and I wasn't really paying attention to it until my dog licked my face and bumped her head against my chest and i heard the "did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" And I started bawling, hugging my dog as she just sat there and let me heal. It got me so bad because my aunt was the only one to chase after me and hug me with my face on her chest to hear her heartbeat to calm me down to stop crying and she passed away last year on September 25th, so it hit hard with her anniversary coming up. (Posted: 09/18/2022) Edit: I love all of you, God Bless 🙏🏻
"Did you get enough love, my little dove? Why do you cry?" My cat just died His name was Ren He was only 2 and a half months old And he was the best thing that happened to me But the worst thing that I lost...
pets dying at such a young age is tough, my baby Jax was just a little kitten, its been 2 years and it's still hard, you'll get through even though nothing will ever replace him.
That's the saddest thing that could happen to someone I feel your pain and understand you since I've lost some too You can get through this and we all believe you can. It will be alright in the end trust me The memories may be rough but atleast they are in better place now, no longer in pain or suffering. They will always looks at you and smile as you keep going through your life, We love you and are sure you will make it through the stage of sadness, then lead to your acceptance and carry on. It's fine to cry, don't be ashamed if you do. We all cry and it's healthy for you too. We believe in you
The sad thing is I never realized how the lyrics to this song apply to my mom's death, the hawk line is for my uncle because he's only nine and his middle name is hawk, my mom got a tattoo of a dove with my name so I'd be the dove. My grandpa's spirit in my household is a dragonfly and the rest can so easily apply to my family's struggles these last two years. So in a way I'm very connected to this song. Lol if you read this far how are you?? If your watching this it's probably not the best but I hope your doing ok☺
sufjan stevens wrote the song about the death of his mother as well, if you’re up to it, there are videos on the meaning of the song. anyways, i hope you’re doing okay friend❤️🩹
This song is very near to my heart. I’ve heard it for years, and every lyric reminds me of my grandmother. She was born on 4th of July, and has severe Alzheimer’s. Please if you see this, leave a like so I can show her and my family how much support they have❤
"did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry? i'm sorry i left, but it was for the best, though it never felt right" perfectly sums up what it feels like moving out as the oldest sibling and leaving your younger siblings in an environment you know they're struggling in
LYRIICS: The evil it spread like a fever ahead It was night when you died, my firefly What could I have said to raise you from the dead? Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July? Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head Was it all a disguise, like Junior High Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction Now, where am I? My fading supply Did you get enough love, my little dove Why do you cry? And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best Though it never felt right My little Versailles The hospital asked should the body be cast Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth Do you find it all right, my dragonfly? Shall we look at the moon, my little loon Why do you cry? Make the most of your life, while it is rife While it is light Well you do enough talk My little hawk, why do you cry? Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn? Or the Fourth of July? We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die We're all gonna die
"And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best. Though it never felt right" that line really hurts, It makes me think of places that had huge significance to me in my past, places that were safe in my childhood, places long gone where I once played happily. Empty buildings I once inhabited that are now desolate and in disrepair, favorite spots outside. etc
I'm giving you my own 101 reasons to stay alive list: 1. you'll never eat your favorite food again 2. you'll never drink your favorite drink again 3. you might one day meet your idol 4. people who care about you will miss you 5. laughing so hard your stomach hurts 6. crying to let it all out and feeling better 7. sitting by a slightly opened window and listening to music with some breeze flowing in is the best thing ever, bonus points if it's raining 8. you'll never wear your favorite clothes again 9. sleeping in 10. reading your favorite book 11. you'll never grow up with your friends 12. flopping onto your bed our couch after an exhausting day 13. trampolines 14. cookies 15. coffee or tea (your preference) 16. getting something new and that feeling of happiness 17. rewards for doing good on something 18. your favorite show 19. your favorite game 20. singing in the shower 21. farting when you're alone and laughing about it 22. the moon 23. the stars 24. activities that entertain you even if you're not very good at it 25. your favorite scent 26. listening to a song on loop for hours 27. staring into nothingness and thinking about a bunch of nothing 28. the warmth you feel when someone hugs you 29. turning on the ac/fan/getting under the shade in the hot weather 30. cuddling under a blanket in the cold weather 31. dancing when to music when you're alone 32. sunsets 33. sunrises 34. snow 35. rain 36. your favorite song 37. you'll miss out on memes 38. watch corona disappear 39. long bus/train/car rides 40. road trips 41. going to the bathroom after holding it in for hours 42. that satisfying feeling when you so much drink water when you're thirsty to the point you're full 43. trying out new things 44. hearing birds chirp early in the morning 45. really special events like graduations, weddings, anniversaries, etc. 46. giving gifts 47. receiving gifts 48. when you're eating butter popcorn and one of them is a lot saltier than any of most of them (same with fries) 49. fireplaces 50. roasting marshmallows 51. s'mores 52. chocolates 53. finding stray animals 54. listening to a new artist and instantly getting hooked to their songs 55. when you're vacuuming and you hit an extra dusty spot and it makes that crinkling noise 56. eating so much food to the point you feel like you're about to throw up 57. free things 58. that happiness you feel when you overcome a problem 59. the sigh of relief you do when you guess on a test answer and it ends up being right 60. holidays 61. that funny moment when you keep telling yourself "one more chapter" 62. when you procrastinate something but you're like "that was easy" when you end up finishing it 63. amusement parks 64. candies 65. when you're bored and you do absolutely random useless things like trying to get the same side magnets to touch each other 66. learning random useless facts that somehow entertain you 67. that feeling when your heart skips a beat from thinking about something exciting 68. aesthetic things 69. hugging things 70. seeing rainbows after it rains 71. when wind blows in your face and it's annoying but you find it funny at the same time 72. when you lay down and you instantly feel tired and feel like you're falling asleep after a long day 73. trying to stay up but you end up failing and you're mad at first but you laugh about it later on 74. falling leaves 75. cherry blossom trees 76. your favorite animal 77. that scary feeling when you find a spider in your bed and you're about to catch it but it disappears 78. doing embarrassing things when you're alone 79. cringing at weird things 80. trying to learn a new culture 81. feeling better about yourself when you find out you're better than someone at something 82. you weren't born to entertain people 83. saying witty comebacks (sometimes backfiring but it's funny in the end) 84. arguing with 8 year old kids 85. those disgusting yet funny moments when you accidentally swallow a bug 86. new technologies 87. feeling nostalgic when you remember old things 88. when you look back at your younger self and realize how much you've grown and changed 89. cringing at old things you've said and done 90. money 91. random shower thoughts 92. asking yourself extremely random questions like "how many ants are there in the world" 93. when you think you're failing at something but in the end everything ends up being alright 94. that weird funky smell from new items 95. how hard it is to hold in a smile when your parents embarrass you and they go there's that smile 96. beautiful artworks that sometimes don't make sense 97. feeling happy for other people 98. cute animals 99. flowers 100. laughing at your own stupidity and lastly, 101: me :) Copy and paste this to tell others
" the hospital asked should you be casked before I say goodbye" dad died almost 2 years ago and the grief has consumed me entirely. I thought it gets easier 😕
I lost my dad almost 2 years ago, i know your pain , your heart is wounded and it needs time to heal , be gentle with yourself and have faith that one Day it will get easier
"it was night when you died, my firefly" Hits me so hard, my bestfriend commited suicide at 2:47am. She was my firefly, my light in this world but my firefly is now gone. I miss you sm Elliana
The more i listen to this song, the more i realise how much my inner child is hurt. and how much i crave the comfort of a mother, of a loving family, of all the things so many took for granted but i could never share a grain of. reading the comments makes me realise how i was never alone in this constant loneliness, there were others, just like me going thru better or worse, and i pray we all have strength to create a little safe world for ourselves as we grow and mature. :(
I know a lot of people have stories about how this song relates to thier own heartache, it's a little funny cause mine's kind of literal. My house has bird nests on the side of it, and sometimes baby birds fall out of them. Most of the times putting them back works, but one year this baby bird kept falling out. He was this featherlss, blind little thing. And no rescue center would take him because he was an invasive spiecies (house sparrow). So I took care of him, hand feeding him, cleaning the nest I made for him. I vividly remember checking in on him every night, shaking because I was afraid he would be dead. I learned about potential diseases or injuries he could sustain, from the fall or bad care. But he was always alive. I watched as he grew, opened his eyes, grew feathers, started to chirp like an adult. I remember taking him out of his cage and taking a few steps back, and he would fly into my hands. I remember getting less afraid he'd die, seeing him shed his baby feathers into his adult plumage. I even made plans of making a big flight cage for him, but one morning when I checked on him, he was just limp, gone... that feeling of warm soft feathers was just replaced with this flat boney body. I got really sick after that, I lost a lot of weight. I remember stepping outside to his grave every night in the cold and just crying, wishing I did somthing, or knew something that could have helped him. I am still heartbroken after 2 years.
I had been pretty indifferent to the idea of suicide for a while, but the sense of despair and loss this song emanates really made it click. I don’t think I could do that to my family.
Anytime I hear this song it instantly makes me think of my older sister. She passed away from thyroid cancer on July 4th, she was my best friend and someone who took care of me and my brother when my mom and dad were heavy alcoholics. I miss you so much big sis, I hope you're watching us somehow and you're proud of how far we've all pushed through without you here.
2:17-2:33 at these parts I almost cried because my grandma and grandpa had past away about a year ago and this voice matches hers so much it just makes me think her angel is right next to me singing it to me…
And that's good not necessarily for you well being yknow but it shows you aren't forcing yourself to be so happy all of the time you know ya aren't happy and even so if you do hate yourself use it. Use it for yourself use it as a drive to better you in anyway you wish just do your best is all I ask
Everyone deserves love, Love isn’t always about two romantic partners it’s the moments u cherish with ur family and friends and who u care for eventually you’ll meet someone greater💗
something that can help is realizing when you have a thought like that, you go ok thanks for that thought, but it's not helpful to me and I won't give in to it. Something you can do is take an object to make that self-hatred psychical and when you experience any bad thoughts set it aside and try focusing on something more positive. I hope this helps and one day you will be able to love yourself and realize how amazing you are.
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Oh Love! Remember you haven't already meet all the people that you are suppose to and haven't seen all the places that you are suppose to and you haven't feel all the love and happiness that you are meant to. Remember that love.And please don t stay to much stuck to the past.💕❤️I love you!!❤️💕
sufjan had a very complicated and at times difficult relationship with his mother. she suffered from serious mental health issues and only towards the end of her life did he begin to find peace with her. this song isn't just about losing a parent, it's about losing a parent who was a full realized, complex and flawed person who, a times, left you with pain and hurt, and at other times, fed you breakfast and gave you warm, safe hugs. at the end of the day, through all the hurt, carrie was still his mom and the love was very real. it's okay to have complicated feelings towards someone who raised you. and it's okay to love them even if they weren't perfect. it's okay to feel however you feel and grieve in any way that feels right to you.
Sad story: My grandpa passed away three years ago he was more than a grandpa who is my best friend and this song reminds me of him If any of y’all lost a family member I feel sad for you If any of y’all lost a pet I also feel sad for you because you know I lost my dog who is more than just a dog he was also my best friend
i remember visiting her, i remember her visit like it was yesterday. we got to her beautiful house, was ushered in because she was so excited to see her grandbabies. i remember hugging her, god, she gave the best hugs. the grandma hugs i had dreamed of when i was away from her. i remember seeing her office, her office was messy and had clearly been used. i remember seeing the katana by her desk, picking it up and asking if i could have it. she laughed and said, '' no love, youre too young to have this. ill give it to you later on. '' i remember her smile and her beautiful makeup. i remember walking into her extravagant living room, marble floors, three beautiful sofas, a fireplace, a wonderful dining room table looking like it was set up for a dinner. i remember the brand new little puppy she had always carried in her arms, he was white and smile. i sadly dont remember his name. i remember her having my little siblings choose some board games they wanted to take back with them. i remember her taking me into her bedroom, and giving some of her jewelry. she said she would give me some more when she last saw me. i remember looking inside the little butterfly box to see hairclips, a couple necklaces and a ring. i remember thanking her and hugging her, then we walked out to see what my little siblings were up to. i remember her packing us a few snacks, she talking with my grandpa and then we left. we left, and that was the last we saw her. i remember telling her i couldnt wait to visit her next time. but there was never a next time, because she died. i still cant fathom the thought of her being gone forever. it tore me in pieces. i miss you grandmama, i am silently pray that we have one last moment reserved for me to say goodbye. ilysm grandmama.
i lost my grandaunt last month on september 23rd. she had heart complications and peacefully passed in the hospital after fighting it for so long. i cried so fucking hard that day. i never got to see her since 2019 (covid outbreak + quarantine was happening after that) and i regret it so badly; because the last time i saw her she was joking about bringing a casserole to the next family gathering. and now she’s gone. ill never be able to see her again. it’s been almost a month and i still miss her. i don’t know why she had to go through this. im sorry for what happened to your grandma. i pray for a peaceful recovery. ❤️
my mom died a month ago. she was ill and suffered a lot, but she was still the brightest person. despite the fact that I can't cry, I just can't, I can't do it even if I want to - listening to this song, I always feel like something breaks inside me and thousands of butterflies fly away somewhere where she is happy.
I'm so srry 4 ur lost , I hope u recover from that & I'm sure that ur mom will be looking at u from up there & be so proud of u , stay strong & again I'm srry 4 ur lost
Hey you! If you're going through something(depression, anxiety, low self esteem, feeling trapped, hopeless) read this: I understand you, I understand the pain you are going through right now. You may not believe that I understand, but I do. And I want you to know that I'm not the only one who understands, a lot of people go through the same things you are going through right now. Keep going, you can do it, keep fighting for yourself, for something or someone that makes you happy and makes you feel strong. And remember that everything can be completed, the secret is that you just need 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 things, our brain is programmed to avoid difficult things, to give up on ideas that seem complicated but if you start loving yourself and building your self esteem piece by piece, start actually DOING things and you will see the difference between your perspective then and now! I believe in you, i need you to do the same.
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@@shashabanna. You don't need anyone else to decide whether you're going to get better or not. I know it can hurt but not always someone will come to rescue us, or even understand the pain we are feeling. When you start to love yourself more you don't need to talk to anyone because you will always be trying just for yourself, you want to have a better life don't you? So do everything for yourself, develop your conversation skills if it's not good and soon you'll find yourself with real friends to talk about these things I believe in you, I know you can do this
I'm not going to share my story but to the creator i say thank you as they put this masterpiece together. The photo is gorgeous and it fits with the feeling of the song.
This makes me imagine a scene in a movie where the two protags just discovered horrible news, and with only each other, one cries and wails hysterically into the other's shirt while they can't do anything except hold their friend close to them, but the clip is muted so you can't hear their screams/sobs.
"Did you get enough love, my little dove why do you cry?" That line was enough to bring up the buried traumas and haunting memories that you keep surpressing. Then suddenly you realize how broken of a child you are as you grow to be a young adult, not receiving enough proper emotional affection that you needed growing up.
"The hospital asks ,, should the body be cast,, before I say goodbye, my star in the sky. Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth, do you find it alright, my dragonfly?" Hits right in the emotional damage
I love Sufjan Steven's songs in general, but this one just hits so hard. I've lost my sister recently. She was someone who was always there and was the person who supported me as my parents argued. We would listen to the artist, and this song makes me cry. This is a truly beautiful song, and u made it somehow better. Thank you
I'm listening to this on September 11th two days before my birthday, it may be weird because i've never felt this bad towards myself like this year . I've done every diet but it always ends up with me binging food , i wish this year will be better !
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
this song reminds me of techno. i may not have known him personally, but he meant a lot to me, and so many other people. rest in peace Alex. Technoblade never dies.
i remember almoat a year ago now i was visiting family in spain and me, my ma and my auntie were staying in the villa next to the one my nanna and gandad lives in, for almost the whole week my mum let me have lie ins because i have trouble sleeping. i remember almost every day at about 10 or 11 in the morning i would get really sad (someone i really cared about had died that july), and i just remeber not eating and listening to this song whilst bawling my eyes out, almost every day for the week i was there. once i calmed down, i would get dressed, put on my suncream and go next door, where my cousin, every day, without fail, would stand up, yell my name with a huge smile on his face and run to give me a hug. i was (and still am) really struggling but he is my silver lining and i love him so much
@@OneClick2go I'm very late to this but if you still don't know, Technoblade was a minecraft youtuber, beloved by many, he had got cancer and after a long battle, had passed away.
hearing this song after argueing with my mother just makes me realise how much we need to appreciate those who we still have. you dont know when theyre time is up so make the most out of it while you still can.i feel so bad now. im sitting here crying my eyes out while shes out there doing school runs like the strong woman she is. i love her so much and i dont want this to end yet.if i had all the time in the world it would go to her. shes my best friend. i hope we can resolve it. make memories with those you love instead of asking. this song literally knocked sense into me. say sorry while u can
So sad when i thought about that , my dad called me to eat the watermelon with him but i said that i don’t wanna eat after that in the morning he didn’t give me the money and i was mad so i just went to the school without hug him or say goodbye and after that he passed away… I’m crying right now
I found this song through the fandom I'm in. If you didn't know, Technoblade, a minecraft youtuber who helped a ton of people, died June 2022 of sarcoma, a bone cancer. His death was made public on the night of June 30th, therefore many people ended up learning of it come the morning of July 1st which is where this song comes into play. Many edits surfaced that day on social media with this song, changing the "fourth of july" lyric to "first of july" instead. Technoblade is an incredible person, he helped *a lot* of people, even going as far as making videos and joking while knowing he was going to die. Anyway, im not going to get super into detail right now because i will cry more than i am right now haha, but just wanted to say that because Techno means a lot to me personally and this song makes me think of him. o7.
After I found out about this song it made me cry so much because it reminded me of my dead friend and I imagined her telling me " did you get enough love? My little dove why do you cry?"
i remember singing this song in my head while sneaking out with my mum by mid night, away from my dad. because of the abuse he had put us through. its sad life has to be this way. i love them both. and im mad i love him even after all he has put methrough. worst part is...he's not sorry. and he may never be.
From someone who can't emotionally/mentally hate anyone no matter what they do to me, I'll forgive you. It's the most we can do really. Forgive each other rather than resenting.
This song reminded me off when it was two o’clock in the morning and I was sat on my bed crying over my comfort streamer dying after he said he was fine . Till this day I still can’t believe he’s gone and alway check if he has posted but then I remember he’s gone
i listened to this exact video a lot after my dad passed away. I always felt like the lyrics related to him since he was in hospital a lot and we didn't really get to hang out much. I honestley wish i could make up that time i had with him and i wish i could have been there for him when he needed me the most. I'll never forget how much he sacrificed for me my brother and my mom. ❤
I feel burning guilt that I was just so rude to my grandmother, although she just offered to eat, stupidly offended my mother, although it's not her fault that she doesn't want to watch videos with me, she has the right to get tired and not watch videos, I often snap at my sister because of her hyperactivity, but she's not It's my fault that I was born like this, she's still just a child, she needs attention.. I feel guilty even for what I'm not guilty of, it seems.. Am I to blame for the fact that my dear friends stopped writing to me, calling me for a walk, and generally answering SMS? I hate to whine every night and be rude to those I love, I so don't want to bring trouble and problems to others, and even more so to people dear to me, I so want to turn back time and remove the moments where I harm my loved ones.. Maybe I deserved that my friends turned away from me... There is also a Stray kids fan rally.. Felix was crying because of the opportunity to see Ste, for him a joyful and at the same time sad event, after a long time of absence of events, also the loss of his grandmother..I feel very sorry for him, I know for myself how hard it is. Hyunjin.. He often criticizes himself, believes that he is not trying hard enough to show his love for Stay, I appreciate him for being strong, that he is talented and moving forward, I see how his eyes are burning, it is clear that he loves Stay very much. He recently wrote in bubble: "I was so happy to feel Stay's love yesterday and today because you seem to hold me every time I shake. I'm so grateful and sorry, I should be giving you more support. From now on, I will give you more strength. thank you for giving me the most wonderful two days. Thank you Stay, I love you!" I am madly in love with Hyunjin, Felix and the rest of the Skz , they deserve millions of fans and oceans of love, they invest a lot of effort, work and talent to please their huge family. I will also go to my brother and aunt tomorrow, for 2 months, with a stranger, 7 hours away, without my mother, grandmother, sister. I'm worried, but I really want to meet them, I also want to see my cousin and dog Dark after a long time, who has probably already forgotten about my existence after 3 years. I already miss my mom, grandma, Alice and Lix-my favorite cat💔 Also, it scares me how days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months, months into half a year, and half a year into a year, I'm afraid that I may not have time for something, I'm afraid that I won't live long, I'll disappoint my loved ones, I won't find my purpose and at least one friend.. I want to live a decent life, but there is no motivation to start anything, I am afraid of the unknown and false confidence that I am on the right path, I am afraid to turn the wrong way in order to eventually lose everything.. I want to make some kind of change in the world so that it does not leave anyone indifferent after centuries and centuries, so that people remember this act and remember for what and whom they live. I want to give people hope that in this complicated thing like "life" there are rays of happiness that need to be found after going through various obstacles and going through difficult times and moments, but... It's hard for me to understand myself, it's hard to control myself, I'm often in a state of anger, frustration, confusion, inaction and apathy, but I want to warm everyone with care, love, support and care for everyone who is having a hard time right now. People who are going through difficult periods now are like stars that have stopped shining. For sure, many people are much worse off than me: Someone has lost love, a pet, a family member, a family, a job, a house, someone still has no friends, and someone cannot repay loans, stop drinking, drug addiction, quit smoking. I wish to light every star, to awaken that vital spark so that they move on. I believe that people should not suffer too much, I wish everyone to have a place under the sun, to love this life to the maximum, to learn lessons, to learn from mistakes, to be healthy, to love so much those who also tenderly love you, to find happiness and, finally, to feel free every day.
This song reminds me of how my father used to always care for me and comfort me, and he recently passed 3 years ago in 2020. The fact his birthday was the fourth of July and most of the lyrics are relatable between me and him makes me think of him everytime I listen to it. It's my favorite song
Seeing so many of you going through so much just tears me up. You're strong and I know this very moment might be really unbearable but.. it's okay. Take a deep breath, listen to your heart and never stop taking care of yourself. You'll be amazed at what your future self is capable of when you start loving yourself a little more, each day. I believe in you. I rambled a little here. I'm learning too and we're all in this together. I wish you a ton of happiness.
Sufjan Steven always gets me crying. I listened to him constantly on the clinic while my dad was going through his Chemo. "Should have known better" and this one were the ones I listened to the most and they fill me with sadness but there's something else mixed in there... like I remember him, the glances he threw my way while he was on the chair with the bag connected to his veins, the smiles, the time I showed him a cheesy photo of a cat saying "have a good day" just because I thought it was funny but the seriousness and misty eyes he got while looking at it, like he was gonna miss this, being there with me... God knows I do. It wasn't so bad.
This song reminds me so much of my best friend Sarah. She struggles a lot with mental health and suicidal thoughts. It pains ME to see her going through this and knowing I COULD be doing more, but not knowing what else to do. I can't imagine what she's feeling, because it hurts me sm to see her going through this. I love her so much, and I really hope she gets the treatment she needs before I lose her.
Everyone’s different but as someone who has the same thoughts as your friend you’re doing enough by just being there even if you think you aren’t doing much you are.
as someone who doesn't have a friend like you, you should know that you might feel like a horrible person but you aren't, trust me, we need more people like you
this song makes me tear up i have alot of responsibilities..i have to take care both of my brothers the older one is so mean to me but i love him so much, i lost my grandpa, when i try to vent to my friends they take it so little, every night i cry and beg God to forgive me for not being good enough for him, im just a middle schooler , i have to study to while plastering a fake smile on my face, i dont want my twin brother to get in trouble, im stuck being the therapist friend/sibling, im insecure i just want to have a normal life the fect you wested your time to read my vent is so kind of you .i wish you the best of life
i never lost anyone really close to me i struggle to process emotions sometimes but i do think of my younger self and me now, how ive never really been happy with myself or my body how i have to battle myself sometimes i feel it’s unnatural that i have to fight myself so much
I know how it feels, I’m never sad over things I should be and cry over small stuff. For some reason I always annoy my friends for attention. Your not alone.
This song made me think of self murder on 4th of July … But on 20th of December ( todays date) it stopped me from that thanks to the person who made this song bc if they didn’t… I wouldn’t be here anymore
Fourth of July By Sufjan Stevens
art credits - www.deviantart.com/kiyoshuki/art/Farewell-766679136
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Fourth of July is my birthday
Yes, the same thing
thank you
i like this song i already heard that song many times and its very sad but i like it for when i miss someone or if im just sad
For anyone wanting to cry a bit more, the song 4th of July (where the title is from and the first song) is written by a boy and is the conversation he had between his mother when she was on her deathbed from cancer, it was the last conversation they ever had.
IM BAWLING WHY WOULD YOU TELL ME THIS
Something similar happened with me. I lost my maternal grandmum to cancer. And the first time I heard this song I started bawling like crazy and I still do every time I hear this song.
Thanks now I'm crying even more I can barely see the screen
@@Sai-218 I’m sorry that happened :(
Damn😭
"Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" it makes my heart ache and the bridge of my nose is a bit spicy
The bridge of your nose? What does that mean?
That Line really hits home HARD
my nose does this aswell
I THOUGHT I WAS THE ONLY ONE WHO EXPERIENCED THIS
Same, my cat just passed and this song hits so hard right now 💔
"Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" - Shoutout to all my fellow emotionally neglected children who never learned what it's like to feel loved ♡
it hurts like hell knowing all you wanted was to be loved
Right here lol
@@bastionlouvel6783it does but it kinda hurts more knowing that your friends don’t want you anymore 🥲
@@MOON_FAIRY-kx8zw speaking of personal experience?
I would hug you but you live probably somewhere far but if I could I would give you and everyone a hug
Anyone here in 2024? Like this comment
Meh
Im
I'm crying my eyes out rn ❤
hey lol
Here. . .
i wanna sing this to my younger self so bad, she was so innocent and full of life now she's just a rotting body with a beating heart.
same i cant support my body anymore
bro my heart 💔 that's so relatable ☹
ma'am you are not allowed to personally attack me like this😢
omg, don’t say that. your worth so so much more!!
I hope you are good .
"When you feel alone, look at the sky. And see that the sun is alone and doesn't stop shining."
- Just a brazillian boy
yeah most of those stars are dead its just that thier light is still getting to us
@@AngryShoeLace_ bros allergic to positivity
@@user-bx3ro4or3o bruh positivity ? Look at the vid your commenting in
@@AngryShoeLace_ man you're not very happy are you
@@NUMBBUR no why do you think I’m here 😅
"Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?"
I remember reading somewhere that this song was written about the singer's late mother. She passed on the fourth of July. These are some of the conversations he had with her. I feel half of this song is the son processing the death and the other is the mom trying to comfort him. I think this line in particular is not the singer, but the mother.
I find it truly beautiful that a mother can be on her death bed and ask her son if she gave him enough love.
I’m crying at the end😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
A part of it was that the mother was ill, and an alcoholic, being neglectful towards the singer. So part of it is the singer arguing with himself about the image he has of her.
"Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head
Was it all a disguise, like junior high?
Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction
Now, where am I? My fading supply"
😮😢 m 😢 😭m 😿 😢 😭
It hits sm harder when she says:" Did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" When your a person who never got an apologize and never got a comfort..
It's okay. Everything will be okay. It's alright.
I relate. I just hope things get better for me, and anyone that deals with this.
Frrr
real
hey !!!!! I don't know what happened.....but I'm sorry for that ....I m sorry if you don't have the comfort you want RN but dw everything things gonna be alright okay ......
“and i’m sorry i left , but it was for the best , though it never felt right” , literally makes me burst into tears
same it makes me think of my little happy self saying that to me now, a wreck, been one for 3 years, and i just want to be happy again.
@@naitrasogani8234everything will be okay again. Don’t give up, happiness will come again ❤
Makes me think of my childhood friend, he passed 5 years ago 😭
If your wondering the name of this song is 4th of July. Whoever reads this I love you, keep going please, it’s okay to not be okay. Don’t feel guilty for not being okay,cry it all out.
I needed this rn, thank u sm
@@jade7943 i hope things get better for you,I'll keep you in my thoughts and I'll hope for you
Bro :( this made me cry
Sweetest soul 🫶🏻
i didn’t realize how much i needed this. thank u
This song really touches you're heart when you're just a kid and never had anyone by you're side.
dude,my parents aren’t exactly abusive,but i have gotten trauma from them.. and i isolate myself so i have nobody with me.they saw my SH scars and never saw through my cheap excuses.
@@Y3LL0W_C0FF1N I am so sorry I live in the same situation but never committed SH :( I wish u the best to recover
@@Y3LL0W_C0FF1Ngive them some time, they are a bit slow, my father being a single dad tries his best but yk life is a bit*h and he is stuck with me forever :)
He would get confused, embarrassed and even angry if I cried or hurt myself. He is learning and I have stopped hurting myself (probably because I'm not socializing 💀)
@@Y3LL0W_C0FF1N I'm religious so I try to not practive self harm but bro i was so stressed by my parents when growing up to the point where i inflicted self harm during sleep (with my nails probably), i have scars alll over my back and upper body to this day, it was insane because i didn't fell any pain from that after waking up. No idea how i didn't catch any nasty infections
To anyone who ever finds this, I was listening to this while my girlfriend was asleep next to me and It took me a second to realize just how lucky I am to be alive in such a stable circumstance. About 3-5 years ago I was on the verge of throwing my life away, my family didn't have money, I was bullied for 6 years straight, my parents argued often, and I had nobody's shoulder to cry on. The list goes on. Now I have a stable living situation, I'll be learning to drive this summer, my parents worked out their issues, and I have a wonderful girlfriend who loves me dearly. To anyone in a situational crisis right now. Please, if not for the people around you for a random person on the internet. Stay strong and keep pushing, I can't guarantee when but I promise you that with the right amount of effort and drive you can make it to that light. If everyone around you is saying they want you gone know that I believe in YOU and you alone. Stay strong for the people who do care about you.
😭😭😭😭😭🥹🥹🥹🥹
What about those who lost those people, with no one else there for them?
Do they have to continue suffering in the hope for a future that isn't likely to be there anymore
It will be unimaginably difficult, but you have to. There is always going to be someone who needs you. Trust me. Do it for them, do it for you, do it for me. You don't know me, but I need you to keep going, okay?
I’ve been bullied since day one of school 😢nearly 10 years now hope that everyone stays strong happy and healthy
Thankyou for making me cry again
What hurts more about this song. Is I wish I could sing this to my best friend Ruby. It’s funny because she looked VERY similar to the picture that’s why I clicked. Sitting here crying for her everyday I wish I was there enough for her. I wish it was me. She was my world, my stars, my very heart. She was my family and now I have to go on without her. I hope she knows someday I’ll meet her again and when I do I’ll be able to show her all the memories I had and how much I thought of her until I die.
I'm so sorry to know that. You're strong. I'm sure Ruby wouldn't wanna see you cry,right?Ik it's hard,but you got this. Ruby's is always by your side,she's watching over you,love.
I'm so sorry for your loss, you can get through this, and make sure to acknowledge your feelings and let them out. You're very strong I'm proud of you.
My boyfriend, ruby, also looks exactly like this picture but he has longer hair, because he’s trans and hasn’t come out yet. I’m not sure how much longer he has. I’m sure both of our rubys will be happy wherever they end up. Have a good day, Jane.
I'm so sorry may she rest in peace
im so sorry for your loss dear please stay strong she is watching over and you will meet again some sunny day
Every time I sing this song I start to tear up. I've never lost anyone super close to me, or went through a traumatic event to this extent. THAT is how emotionally intense this song is, it can make me feel like I've just lost the person I loved the most in this world. It's so heart wrenching
me too :(
sometimes we just lose ourselfs
same
Same
when the person you lost as yourself oof, when you sat writing poetry that you havent touched in years... bc you lost yourself. So when your head hurts n you sip some water... realising the no.1 persons death you grieve... is your own
lyrics:
The evil it spread like a fever ahead
It was night when you died, my firefly
What could I have said to raise you from the dead?
Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July?
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head
Was it all a disguise, like Junior High
Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction
Now, where am I?
My fading supply
Did you get enough love, my little dove
Why do you cry?
And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best
Though it never felt right
My little Versailles
The hospital asked should the body be cast
Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth
Do you find it all right, my dragonfly?
Shall we look at the moon, my little loon
Why do you cry?
Make the most of your life, while it is rife
While it is light
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
Thx 😊
That's hella sad it makes me wanna cry 😔
why is versailles in this song
Hey stranger, I love you.
You love me , and I love you too, so now we are not stranger
I love u more
Thank you. I love you too, stay safe
Idk how to explain it, but this song feels like reliving trauma with your little self beside you. Except, your little self hasn't experienced any of it yet and you do everything you can to prevent them from experiencing it.
agreed.. it feels like i'm going back in time and hugging my little self and telling myself not to be so hard on myself
I would throw myself in front of a tank to prevent a mentally innocent person from experiencing this world
@@Hjimmy-lk3su I would do the same too
For me it feels more like reliving old trauma with the version of yourself that just experienced it.
It's just sad because you used to be so pure and innocent and when you grew up you had to experience all these horrible things.
“Did you get enough love? My little dove? Why do you cry?” Hits home so hard for me
It reminds me of when I was a child and I practically had no one, I was placed in therapy at a young age for reasons I still don’t know, and I’ve been at my lowest recently, and I feel so bad for my younger self because she really just wanted love and she never got it
Yeah same :( were all in this together
We all had a similar life
im so sorry
@@bound2mind what are u sorry for ??
Hope ur doing ok now ☺️ sending loads of ❤ to u ☺️🥰
Rest in peace, Moonbin.
I'm so sorry you were hurting silently. You were so young when you passed, I wish the people around you saw the signs and helped you. It must've been hard for you to hold on or reach out to those around you. I wish people would've treated your death kinder. I hope that, wherever you are, you are at peace without any worries. I hope that your friends and family are able to mourn in peace.
Moon Bin (25 years old)
January 26th, 1998 - April 19th, 2023
when i heard of the news, i was very sad. then i saw this song from scrolling youtube, clicked, listened and cry harder. i cried non stop that night
omg I was so shocked and the worst part was I couldn't tell anyone how I felt bc they would make fun of me for liking "stupid chinese boys"
It isn't confirmed he died by suicide, but its still so unfair he was taken away too fast :(
why does everyone die around my birthday.
I’m bawling that was beautifully written ❤️😭
for anyone who has been neglected or wrong in childhood or just in general i wish for all of yall to have a blissful future you all deserve it
I was originally listening to a slowed version of "Mary on a Cross" while crying outside while my dog comforted me. This was the next song on auto play, and I wasn't really paying attention to it until my dog licked my face and bumped her head against my chest and i heard the "did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry?" And I started bawling, hugging my dog as she just sat there and let me heal.
It got me so bad because my aunt was the only one to chase after me and hug me with my face on her chest to hear her heartbeat to calm me down to stop crying and she passed away last year on September 25th, so it hit hard with her anniversary coming up.
(Posted: 09/18/2022)
Edit: I love all of you, God Bless 🙏🏻
Sorry for ur loss... u'll heal soon dw ♡
I know how much this hurts, but you'll get through this, even if it takes some time. I believe in you, stay strong
I’m so sorry for your loss
I'm so sorry... I hope you're ok...
It was her death's anniversary just yesterday. I hope she flies high and has millions of whatever she loves in heaven.
"Did you get enough love, my little dove? Why do you cry?"
My cat just died
His name was Ren
He was only 2 and a half months old
And he was the best thing that happened to me
But the worst thing that I lost...
pets dying at such a young age is tough, my baby Jax was just a little kitten, its been 2 years and it's still hard, you'll get through even though nothing will ever replace him.
That's the saddest thing that could happen to someone
I feel your pain and understand you since I've lost some too
You can get through this and we all believe you can. It will be alright in the end trust me
The memories may be rough but atleast they are in better place now, no longer in pain or suffering. They will always looks at you and smile as you keep going through your life, We love you and are sure you will make it through the stage of sadness, then lead to your acceptance and carry on. It's fine to cry, don't be ashamed if you do. We all cry and it's healthy for you too. We believe in you
@@RottingaAAAA my kitten was named Jax and died 2 years ago too ?!? Coincidence
I understand your pain my cat passed at a very young age I still cry about him sometimes just know they're both in a better place❤️
@@Romiegirl12 it's okay to cry ❤️🩹
I do too
When I'm crying alone, this song feels like God having a chat with me saying, "my little dove, why do you cry?"
I’m so scared of losing my parents
Yeah I understand that's very awful
''Did you get enough love, my little dove why do you cry?'' Kills me inside man
The sad thing is I never realized how the lyrics to this song apply to my mom's death, the hawk line is for my uncle because he's only nine and his middle name is hawk, my mom got a tattoo of a dove with my name so I'd be the dove. My grandpa's spirit in my household is a dragonfly and the rest can so easily apply to my family's struggles these last two years. So in a way I'm very connected to this song. Lol if you read this far how are you?? If your watching this it's probably not the best but I hope your doing ok☺
Along with the Junior high line being on the verge of death, I am also in junior high so that's just fun😍
I’m so sorry
@@skyeditsxx3146 it's alright I'm just glad I got to be her daughter ☺
sufjan stevens wrote the song about the death of his mother as well, if you’re up to it, there are videos on the meaning of the song. anyways, i hope you’re doing okay friend❤️🩹
@@mezhdu_ I didn't even know that, I'll check it out soon. Also I'm doing pretty good right now don't worry. How are you?
This song is very near to my heart. I’ve heard it for years, and every lyric reminds me of my grandmother. She was born on 4th of July, and has severe Alzheimer’s. Please if you see this, leave a like so I can show her and my family how much support they have❤
We’ve just tricked her into going to a mental hospital place and she is really angry at us all. I never got to show her…
@@sonaper9459:(
Wow, she has only 8 months and already has Alzheimer and is a grandma, I wasted my life...
"did you get enough love, my little dove, why do you cry? i'm sorry i left, but it was for the best, though it never felt right" perfectly sums up what it feels like moving out as the oldest sibling and leaving your younger siblings in an environment you know they're struggling in
LYRIICS:
The evil it spread like a fever ahead
It was night when you died, my firefly
What could I have said to raise you from the dead?
Oh could I be the sky on the Fourth of July?
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
Sitting at the bed with the halo at your head
Was it all a disguise, like Junior High
Where everything was fiction, future, and prediction
Now, where am I?
My fading supply
Did you get enough love, my little dove
Why do you cry?
And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best
Though it never felt right
My little Versailles
The hospital asked should the body be cast
Before I say goodbye, my star in the sky
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth
Do you find it all right, my dragonfly?
Shall we look at the moon, my little loon
Why do you cry?
Make the most of your life, while it is rife
While it is light
Well you do enough talk
My little hawk, why do you cry?
Tell me what did you learn from the Tillamook burn?
Or the Fourth of July?
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
We're all gonna die
Thank you ❤️
Thank u 🥲
Q
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Thank you!
“ And you’ll miss me until you don’t miss me anymore” …your last words to me. You broke me in pieces how could you.
Can I ask what happened to you if you don't mind.
"And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best. Though it never felt right" that line really hurts, It makes me think of places that had huge significance to me in my past, places that were safe in my childhood, places long gone where I once played happily. Empty buildings I once inhabited that are now desolate and in disrepair, favorite spots outside. etc
This song feels like a sad hug..
I'm giving you my own 101 reasons to stay alive list:
1. you'll never eat your favorite food again
2. you'll never drink your favorite drink again
3. you might one day meet your idol
4. people who care about you will miss you
5. laughing so hard your stomach hurts
6. crying to let it all out and feeling better
7. sitting by a slightly opened window and listening to music with some breeze flowing in is the best thing ever, bonus points if it's raining
8. you'll never wear your favorite clothes again
9. sleeping in
10. reading your favorite book
11. you'll never grow up with your friends
12. flopping onto your bed our couch after an exhausting day
13. trampolines
14. cookies
15. coffee or tea (your preference)
16. getting something new and that feeling of happiness
17. rewards for doing good on something
18. your favorite show
19. your favorite game
20. singing in the shower
21. farting when you're alone and laughing about it
22. the moon
23. the stars
24. activities that entertain you even if you're not very good at it
25. your favorite scent
26. listening to a song on loop for hours
27. staring into nothingness and thinking about a bunch of nothing
28. the warmth you feel when someone hugs you
29. turning on the ac/fan/getting under the shade in the hot weather
30. cuddling under a blanket in the cold weather
31. dancing when to music when you're alone
32. sunsets
33. sunrises
34. snow
35. rain
36. your favorite song
37. you'll miss out on memes
38. watch corona disappear
39. long bus/train/car rides
40. road trips
41. going to the bathroom after holding it in for hours
42. that satisfying feeling when you so much drink water when you're thirsty to the point you're full
43. trying out new things
44. hearing birds chirp early in the morning
45. really special events like graduations, weddings, anniversaries, etc.
46. giving gifts
47. receiving gifts
48. when you're eating butter popcorn and one of them is a lot saltier than any of most of them (same with fries)
49. fireplaces
50. roasting marshmallows
51. s'mores
52. chocolates
53. finding stray animals
54. listening to a new artist and instantly getting hooked to their songs
55. when you're vacuuming and you hit an extra dusty spot and it makes that crinkling noise
56. eating so much food to the point you feel like you're about to throw up
57. free things
58. that happiness you feel when you overcome a problem
59. the sigh of relief you do when you guess on a test answer and it ends up being right
60. holidays
61. that funny moment when you keep telling yourself "one more chapter"
62. when you procrastinate something but you're like "that was easy" when you end up finishing it
63. amusement parks
64. candies
65. when you're bored and you do absolutely random useless things like trying to get the same side magnets to touch each other
66. learning random useless facts that somehow entertain you
67. that feeling when your heart skips a beat from thinking about something exciting
68. aesthetic things
69. hugging things
70. seeing rainbows after it rains
71. when wind blows in your face and it's annoying but you find it funny at the same time
72. when you lay down and you instantly feel tired and feel like you're falling asleep after a long day
73. trying to stay up but you end up failing and you're mad at first but you laugh about it later on
74. falling leaves
75. cherry blossom trees
76. your favorite animal
77. that scary feeling when you find a spider in your bed and you're about to catch it but it disappears
78. doing embarrassing things when you're alone
79. cringing at weird things
80. trying to learn a new culture
81. feeling better about yourself when you find out you're better than someone at something
82. you weren't born to entertain people
83. saying witty comebacks (sometimes backfiring but it's funny in the end)
84. arguing with 8 year old kids
85. those disgusting yet funny moments when you accidentally swallow a bug
86. new technologies
87. feeling nostalgic when you remember old things
88. when you look back at your younger self and realize how much you've grown and changed
89. cringing at old things you've said and done
90. money
91. random shower thoughts
92. asking yourself extremely random questions like "how many ants are there in the world"
93. when you think you're failing at something but in the end everything ends up being alright
94. that weird funky smell from new items
95. how hard it is to hold in a smile when your parents embarrass you and they go there's that smile
96. beautiful artworks that sometimes don't make sense
97. feeling happy for other people
98. cute animals
99. flowers
100. laughing at your own stupidity
and lastly, 101: me :)
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Thank you so much for this, definitely gonna copy paste this in my phone so I can read it again sometime
Ily I'm gonna cry thank you so fucking much
I swear I would like that this list, or anything would change my mind. But if one opportunity come I will not hesitate now nor never.
No
thanks for this i was going to unalive myself last night thanks so much
" the hospital asked should you be casked before I say goodbye" dad died almost 2 years ago and the grief has consumed me entirely. I thought it gets easier 😕
I lost my dad almost 2 years ago, i know your pain , your heart is wounded and it needs time to heal , be gentle with yourself and have faith that one Day it will get easier
Sorry for your lost man sending love I hope your doing ok now as it’s 1 year later
"it was night when you died, my firefly"
Hits me so hard, my bestfriend commited suicide at 2:47am. She was my firefly, my light in this world but my firefly is now gone. I miss you sm Elliana
I'm so deeply sorry 💔
i´m sorry, stay strong S2
I am so sorry for your loss.
I'm so sorry for your lost dear..🥺
Sorry for you it must be painful 😭
The more i listen to this song, the more i realise how much my inner child is hurt. and how much i crave the comfort of a mother, of a loving family, of all the things so many took for granted but i could never share a grain of. reading the comments makes me realise how i was never alone in this constant loneliness, there were others, just like me going thru better or worse, and i pray we all have strength to create a little safe world for ourselves as we grow and mature. :(
You got this. I believe in you.
@@StandAloneSoul i love you
I know a lot of people have stories about how this song relates to thier own heartache, it's a little funny cause mine's kind of literal. My house has bird nests on the side of it, and sometimes baby birds fall out of them. Most of the times putting them back works, but one year this baby bird kept falling out. He was this featherlss, blind little thing. And no rescue center would take him because he was an invasive spiecies (house sparrow). So I took care of him, hand feeding him, cleaning the nest I made for him. I vividly remember checking in on him every night, shaking because I was afraid he would be dead. I learned about potential diseases or injuries he could sustain, from the fall or bad care. But he was always alive. I watched as he grew, opened his eyes, grew feathers, started to chirp like an adult. I remember taking him out of his cage and taking a few steps back, and he would fly into my hands. I remember getting less afraid he'd die, seeing him shed his baby feathers into his adult plumage. I even made plans of making a big flight cage for him, but one morning when I checked on him, he was just limp, gone... that feeling of warm soft feathers was just replaced with this flat boney body. I got really sick after that, I lost a lot of weight. I remember stepping outside to his grave every night in the cold and just crying, wishing I did somthing, or knew something that could have helped him. I am still heartbroken after 2 years.
M sorry for u...
That's a wholesome yet saddening story.. don't worry he's in the right place now! Flying freely without anything to stop him ✨
@@mysti.therap you're replying to every comment to comfort everyone that highly appreciated 🥺
Thank you guys for your compassion, it's really appreciated
@@lalaskii7814 awwwww thx sweetie 😭💕
“We’re all gonna die” that line hits hard after 2019
as soon as i scrolled onto this comment the lyrics said that- 😭
“Oh what could I have said to rais you from the dead?” That line made my heart ache
I had been pretty indifferent to the idea of suicide for a while, but the sense of despair and loss this song emanates really made it click. I don’t think I could do that to my family.
im glad you realized that!! and even though im a starnger on the internet i hope you are happy now
i'm glad you stayed. ❤
Keep pushing, love.
We'll be alright.
Keep staying please! ❤
I completely forgot about this comment actually. I’m doing a lot better now, thank you!
@@six8509im so happy to hear that sending love ❤️
Anytime I hear this song it instantly makes me think of my older sister. She passed away from thyroid cancer on July 4th, she was my best friend and someone who took care of me and my brother when my mom and dad were heavy alcoholics. I miss you so much big sis, I hope you're watching us somehow and you're proud of how far we've all pushed through without you here.
I'm so sorry. R.I.P
I’m sorry for your loss. I wish the best for you.
This must mean that God was sending you a message through this song, and when the time is right... you will know what he meant to say.
You are so strong❤
She would be really proud of you❣️🌟
2:17-2:33 at these parts I almost cried because my grandma and grandpa had past away about a year ago and this voice matches hers so much it just makes me think her angel is right next to me singing it to me…
I’m sorry for your loss.
Me too. Me too. I miss my grandmother so much.
i feel you but my father left me at 7 never came back to me it hurts :(
I’m so sorry for all of this stuff that is happening to you
same i miss my grandmother
I hope anyone that’s struggling right now gets better.
"when were you at your strongest?"
"When I dared to show my weakness"
-from the book The Boy the Mole the Fox and the Horse
The thing is that I don't think I deserve love at all, you know just a normal day with Self-hatred ✨
Everyone deserve love , my darling
And that's good not necessarily for you well being yknow but it shows you aren't forcing yourself to be so happy all of the time you know ya aren't happy and even so if you do hate yourself use it. Use it for yourself use it as a drive to better you in anyway you wish just do your best is all I ask
Everyone deserves love, Love isn’t always about two romantic partners it’s the moments u cherish with ur family and friends and who u care for eventually you’ll meet someone greater💗
@@almah4814 yess , ty
something that can help is realizing when you have a thought like that, you go ok thanks for that thought, but it's not helpful to me and I won't give in to it. Something you can do is take an object to make that self-hatred psychical and when you experience any bad thoughts set it aside and try focusing on something more positive. I hope this helps and one day you will be able to love yourself and realize how amazing you are.
i love him so much and the “my little dove, why do you cry?” it feels like he’s saying that to me now that I’m in tears
Ваши истории что в комментариях. Заставляют мое сердце разбиться, вновь собраться по осколкам и опять упасть.
Вы пережили столько боли, вы настолько сильные.
its been 2 months and im still crying over him.
Oh Love! Remember you haven't already meet all the people that you are suppose to and haven't seen all the places that you are suppose to and you haven't feel all the love and happiness that you are meant to. Remember that love.And please don t stay to much stuck to the past.💕❤️I love you!!❤️💕
Techno huh
@@funtendo95 mhm
@@denisa-dh8kl ill try not to im just really upset being he was a big comfort for me
Oh sweetie.. I'm sorry its been so hard for you. Please message back if you ever need to talk
sufjan had a very complicated and at times difficult relationship with his mother. she suffered from serious mental health issues and only towards the end of her life did he begin to find peace with her. this song isn't just about losing a parent, it's about losing a parent who was a full realized, complex and flawed person who, a times, left you with pain and hurt, and at other times, fed you breakfast and gave you warm, safe hugs. at the end of the day, through all the hurt, carrie was still his mom and the love was very real.
it's okay to have complicated feelings towards someone who raised you. and it's okay to love them even if they weren't perfect. it's okay to feel however you feel and grieve in any way that feels right to you.
Sad story:
My grandpa passed away three years ago he was more than a grandpa who is my best friend and this song reminds me of him
If any of y’all lost a family member I feel sad for you
If any of y’all lost a pet I also feel sad for you because you know I lost my dog who is more than just a dog he was also my best friend
“and i’m sorry i left , but it was for the best , though it never felt right” felt.
i remember visiting her, i remember her visit like it was yesterday. we got to her beautiful house, was ushered in because she was so excited to see her grandbabies. i remember hugging her, god, she gave the best hugs. the grandma hugs i had dreamed of when i was away from her.
i remember seeing her office, her office was messy and had clearly been used. i remember seeing the katana by her desk, picking it up and asking if i could have it. she laughed and said, '' no love, youre too young to have this. ill give it to you later on. '' i remember her smile and her beautiful makeup.
i remember walking into her extravagant living room, marble floors, three beautiful sofas, a fireplace, a wonderful dining room table looking like it was set up for a dinner. i remember the brand new little puppy she had always carried in her arms, he was white and smile. i sadly dont remember his name.
i remember her having my little siblings choose some board games they wanted to take back with them. i remember her taking me into her bedroom, and giving some of her jewelry. she said she would give me some more when she last saw me.
i remember looking inside the little butterfly box to see hairclips, a couple necklaces and a ring.
i remember thanking her and hugging her, then we walked out to see what my little siblings were up to.
i remember her packing us a few snacks, she talking with my grandpa and then we left.
we left, and that was the last we saw her. i remember telling her i couldnt wait to visit her next time. but there was never a next time, because she died. i still cant fathom the thought of her being gone forever. it tore me in pieces. i miss you grandmama, i am silently pray that we have one last moment reserved for me to say goodbye.
ilysm grandmama.
i lost my grandaunt last month on september 23rd. she had heart complications and peacefully passed in the hospital after fighting it for so long. i cried so fucking hard that day. i never got to see her since 2019 (covid outbreak + quarantine was happening after that) and i regret it so badly; because the last time i saw her she was joking about bringing a casserole to the next family gathering. and now she’s gone. ill never be able to see her again. it’s been almost a month and i still miss her. i don’t know why she had to go through this. im sorry for what happened to your grandma. i pray for a peaceful recovery. ❤️
I lost my grandmother on 8th September last year ...🥺
"And I'm sorry I left, but it was for the best.Though it never felt right" hits to the core when someone tells you such words.
This song fits perfect for my life bc I barely get any love- not even in my childhood,school,anywhere,i barely even get love at home-
I hope your okay❤
It's going to be ok -From someone who is already found their horizon
my mom died a month ago. she was ill and suffered a lot, but she was still the brightest person. despite the fact that I can't cry, I just can't, I can't do it even if I want to - listening to this song, I always feel like something breaks inside me and thousands of butterflies fly away somewhere where she is happy.
I'm so srry 4 ur lost , I hope u recover from that & I'm sure that ur mom will be looking at u from up there & be so proud of u , stay strong & again I'm srry 4 ur lost
Hey you! If you're going through something(depression, anxiety, low self esteem, feeling trapped, hopeless) read this:
I understand you, I understand the pain you are going through right now. You may not believe that I understand, but I do. And I want you to know that I'm not the only one who understands, a lot of people go through the same things you are going through right now. Keep going, you can do it, keep fighting for yourself, for something or someone that makes you happy and makes you feel strong. And remember that everything can be completed, the secret is that you just need 𝘁𝗼 𝗱𝗼 things, our brain is programmed to avoid difficult things, to give up on ideas that seem complicated but if you start loving yourself and building your self esteem piece by piece, start actually DOING things and you will see the difference between your perspective then and now! I believe in you, i need you to do the same.
Nothing nor no one makes me happy . Everything feels boring
@@giavalentinee Maybe you have emotional block, or you just haven't found nice people yet.
If it is option one: there are some videos on youtube showing why you have emotional block and how to solve it.
Here's one video: th-cam.com/video/Yhrw4eal9GU/w-d-xo.html
If it is option two: I suggest you to try meeting different types of people at the same time, like strangers on social media, and maybe you'll find someone just like and you will like them.
What's the point of trying when you have no one to talk to.
@@shashabanna. You don't need anyone else to decide whether you're going to get better or not. I know it can hurt but not always someone will come to rescue us, or even understand the pain we are feeling. When you start to love yourself more you don't need to talk to anyone because you will always be trying just for yourself, you want to have a better life don't you? So do everything for yourself, develop your conversation skills if it's not good and soon you'll find yourself with real friends to talk about these things
I believe in you, I know you can do this
@@somedudeentp I'll try
Thank you:)
I'm not going to share my story but to the creator i say thank you as they put this masterpiece together. The photo is gorgeous and it fits with the feeling of the song.
This makes me imagine a scene in a movie where the two protags just discovered horrible news, and with only each other, one cries and wails hysterically into the other's shirt while they can't do anything except hold their friend close to them, but the clip is muted so you can't hear their screams/sobs.
Just hear me out, the ending of Violet Evergarden the Movie
"Did you get enough love, my little dove why do you cry?"
That line was enough to bring up the buried traumas and haunting memories that you keep surpressing. Then suddenly you realize how broken of a child you are as you grow to be a young adult, not receiving enough proper emotional affection that you needed growing up.
2:16 is the timestamp for *”Did you get enough love, my little dove?”*
Here I am again, on Fourth of July.
"The hospital asks ,, should the body be cast,, before I say goodbye, my star in the sky.
Such a funny thought to wrap you up in cloth, do you find it alright, my dragonfly?" Hits right in the emotional damage
I love Sufjan Steven's songs in general, but this one just hits so hard.
I've lost my sister recently. She was someone who was always there and was the person who supported me as my parents argued. We would listen to the artist, and this song makes me cry. This is a truly beautiful song, and u made it somehow better. Thank you
Im reading this almost a month later i hope everythings ok now angel
@@islafranklin328 I'm getting better. Thank you!
I also lost my sister. I’m so sorry.. it’s really hard
I'm listening to this on September 11th two days before my birthday, it may be weird because i've never felt this bad towards myself like this year .
I've done every diet but it always ends up with me binging food , i wish this year will be better !
youre perfect as you are love
happy birthday
Happy late birthday 🎉
happy birthday
This year will be better! I’ll be be here with you, probably on the other side of the world, but still here!
We got this! We’re not alone!
Nothing beats listening to this song on Fourth of July
I see we’re all crying
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus
To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve
To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time.
To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done!
im doing homework this song has played on loop 63 times...
You don’t know how much that last one made me tear up.. didn’t feel like my art was good enough cause people barely show support🥺🖤 thanks for that!
Homework is hard.
@@emilymihalik746 same
Fuck this made me cry. Thank you, I kinda needed this.
this song reminds me of techno. i may not have known him personally, but he meant a lot to me, and so many other people.
rest in peace Alex.
Technoblade never dies.
Technoblade never dies 💓
Techno never dies
But
Alex does… 😕❤️🩹💔
Technoblade never dies. o7
Technoblade never dies
Technoblade never dies 🩸 👑
This song makes me feel a strange sense of dread and grief
i remember almoat a year ago now i was visiting family in spain and me, my ma and my auntie were staying in the villa next to the one my nanna and gandad lives in, for almost the whole week my mum let me have lie ins because i have trouble sleeping. i remember almost every day at about 10 or 11 in the morning i would get really sad (someone i really cared about had died that july), and i just remeber not eating and listening to this song whilst bawling my eyes out, almost every day for the week i was there. once i calmed down, i would get dressed, put on my suncream and go next door, where my cousin, every day, without fail, would stand up, yell my name with a huge smile on his face and run to give me a hug. i was (and still am) really struggling but he is my silver lining and i love him so much
I can’t listen to this song without tears now. I always think about 1th of July. We miss you, Techno. We really do.
where
I found it, watched it and broke into uncontrollable tears> I had NO control and was wondering what the hell was going on?
Hey mate can you help me
o7 :(
@@OneClick2go I'm very late to this but if you still don't know, Technoblade was a minecraft youtuber, beloved by many, he had got cancer and after a long battle, had passed away.
hearing this song after argueing with my mother just makes me realise how much we need to appreciate those who we still have. you dont know when theyre time is up so make the most out of it while you still can.i feel so bad now. im sitting here crying my eyes out while shes out there doing school runs like the strong woman she is. i love her so much and i dont want this to end yet.if i had all the time in the world it would go to her. shes my best friend. i hope we can resolve it. make memories with those you love instead of asking. this song literally knocked sense into me. say sorry while u can
So sad when i thought about that , my dad called me to eat the watermelon with him but i said that i don’t wanna eat after that in the morning he didn’t give me the money and i was mad so i just went to the school without hug him or say goodbye and after that he passed away… I’m crying right now
I found this song through the fandom I'm in. If you didn't know, Technoblade, a minecraft youtuber who helped a ton of people, died June 2022 of sarcoma, a bone cancer. His death was made public on the night of June 30th, therefore many people ended up learning of it come the morning of July 1st which is where this song comes into play. Many edits surfaced that day on social media with this song, changing the "fourth of july" lyric to "first of july" instead. Technoblade is an incredible person, he helped *a lot* of people, even going as far as making videos and joking while knowing he was going to die.
Anyway, im not going to get super into detail right now because i will cry more than i am right now haha, but just wanted to say that because Techno means a lot to me personally and this song makes me think of him.
o7.
sending hugs and love to anyone who’s going through difficult times. everything is gonna be alright 🤍
After I found out about this song it made me cry so much because it reminded me of my dead friend and I imagined her telling me " did you get enough love? My little dove why do you cry?"
Latterly this song describes everything 💔
i remember singing this song in my head while sneaking out with my mum by mid night, away from my dad. because of the abuse he had put us through. its sad life has to be this way. i love them both. and im mad i love him even after all he has put methrough. worst part is...he's not sorry. and he may never be.
Are you fine now?? please take care 💟
i'm so proud of u, you told urself u couldn't do it but ur still here and alive
❤
:)
Thank you, random person on the Internet
Time is very limited. We are all slowly decaying away, so make every day worth while before it’s gone and you disappear.
for my actions towards others, i do not believe i deserve to be forgiven.
you deserve it
From someone who can't emotionally/mentally hate anyone no matter what they do to me, I'll forgive you. It's the most we can do really. Forgive each other rather than resenting.
@@alastorisgone9948 I thought I was the only one
This song reminded me off when it was two o’clock in the morning and I was sat on my bed crying over my comfort streamer dying after he said he was fine . Till this day I still can’t believe he’s gone and alway check if he has posted but then I remember he’s gone
What streamer was it if you don't mind me asking? My first thought was Technoblade but then I remembered that not everyone watched him
@@_Simply_Nyx_ technoblade
i listened to this exact video a lot after my dad passed away. I always felt like the lyrics related to him since he was in hospital a lot and we didn't really get to hang out much. I honestley wish i could make up that time i had with him and i wish i could have been there for him when he needed me the most. I'll never forget how much he sacrificed for me my brother and my mom. ❤
Im here after his death..
I'm not even sad, it's just this song that slaps.
"though it never felt right"... that hit hard
pov: the person that you love, become a star in the sky ❤🩹
I feel burning guilt that I was just so rude to my grandmother, although she just offered to eat, stupidly offended my mother, although it's not her fault that she doesn't want to watch videos with me, she has the right to get tired and not watch videos, I often snap at my sister because of her hyperactivity, but she's not It's my fault that I was born like this, she's still just a child, she needs attention.. I feel guilty even for what I'm not guilty of, it seems.. Am I to blame for the fact that my dear friends stopped writing to me, calling me for a walk, and generally answering SMS?
I hate to whine every night and be rude to those I love, I so don't want to bring trouble and problems to others, and even more so to people dear to me, I so want to turn back time and remove the moments where I harm my loved ones.. Maybe I deserved that my friends turned away from me...
There is also a Stray kids fan rally.. Felix was crying because of the opportunity to see Ste, for him a joyful and at the same time sad event, after a long time of absence of events, also the loss of his grandmother..I feel very sorry for him, I know for myself how hard it is. Hyunjin.. He often criticizes himself, believes that he is not trying hard enough to show his love for Stay, I appreciate him for being strong, that he is talented and moving forward, I see how his eyes are burning, it is clear that he loves Stay very much. He recently wrote in bubble: "I was so happy to feel Stay's love yesterday and today
because you seem to hold me every time I shake.
I'm so grateful and sorry, I should be giving you more support. From now on, I will give you more strength. thank you for giving me the most wonderful two days. Thank you Stay, I love you!" I am madly in love with Hyunjin, Felix and the rest of the Skz , they deserve millions of fans and oceans of love, they invest a lot of effort, work and talent to please their huge family.
I will also go to my brother and aunt tomorrow, for 2 months, with a stranger, 7 hours away, without my mother, grandmother, sister. I'm worried, but I really want to meet them, I also want to see my cousin and dog Dark after a long time, who has probably already forgotten about my existence after 3 years. I already miss my mom, grandma, Alice and Lix-my favorite cat💔
Also, it scares me how days turn into weeks, weeks turn into months, months into half a year, and half a year into a year, I'm afraid that I may not have time for something, I'm afraid that I won't live long, I'll disappoint my loved ones, I won't find my purpose and at least one friend.. I want to live a decent life, but there is no motivation to start anything, I am afraid of the unknown and false confidence that I am on the right path, I am afraid to turn the wrong way in order to eventually lose everything.. I want to make some kind of change in the world so that it does not leave anyone indifferent after centuries and centuries, so that people remember this act and remember for what and whom they live. I want to give people hope that in this complicated thing like "life" there are rays of happiness that need to be found after going through various obstacles and going through difficult times and moments, but... It's hard for me to understand myself, it's hard to control myself, I'm often in a state of anger, frustration, confusion, inaction and apathy, but I want to warm everyone with care, love, support and care for everyone who is having a hard time right now. People who are going through difficult periods now are like stars that have stopped shining. For sure, many people are much worse off than me: Someone has lost love, a pet, a family member, a family, a job, a house, someone still has no friends, and someone cannot repay loans, stop drinking, drug addiction, quit smoking. I wish to light every star, to awaken that vital spark so that they move on. I believe that people should not suffer too much, I wish everyone to have a place under the sun, to love this life to the maximum, to learn lessons, to learn from mistakes, to be healthy, to love so much those who also tenderly love you, to find happiness and, finally, to feel free every day.
Honey don't worry it isn't you're fault.
This song reminds me of how my father used to always care for me and comfort me, and he recently passed 3 years ago in 2020. The fact his birthday was the fourth of July and most of the lyrics are relatable between me and him makes me think of him everytime I listen to it. It's my favorite song
Seeing so many of you going through so much just tears me up. You're strong and I know this very moment might be really unbearable but.. it's okay. Take a deep breath, listen to your heart and never stop taking care of yourself. You'll be amazed at what your future self is capable of when you start loving yourself a little more, each day. I believe in you.
I rambled a little here. I'm learning too and we're all in this together.
I wish you a ton of happiness.
You got this, too. I believe in you.
Sufjan Steven always gets me crying. I listened to him constantly on the clinic while my dad was going through his Chemo. "Should have known better" and this one were the ones I listened to the most and they fill me with sadness but there's something else mixed in there... like I remember him, the glances he threw my way while he was on the chair with the bag connected to his veins, the smiles, the time I showed him a cheesy photo of a cat saying "have a good day" just because I thought it was funny but the seriousness and misty eyes he got while looking at it, like he was gonna miss this, being there with me... God knows I do. It wasn't so bad.
My grandfather passed away in his sleep at 4 in the morning today. Thank you for this song, I think it’s helping my heart heal.
“and i’m sorry i left , but it was for the best , though it never felt right” broke me
This song reminds me so much of my best friend Sarah. She struggles a lot with mental health and suicidal thoughts. It pains ME to see her going through this and knowing I COULD be doing more, but not knowing what else to do. I can't imagine what she's feeling, because it hurts me sm to see her going through this. I love her so much, and I really hope she gets the treatment she needs before I lose her.
Her parents know her situation?
I miss my bestfriends and i want to hug them so tight but now , the distance separated us...
Everyone’s different but as someone who has the same thoughts as your friend you’re doing enough by just being there even if you think you aren’t doing much you are.
Please let her know you care, I'm sure it'll mean a lot. I've been in your friends position and my friend left me for it.
as someone who doesn't have a friend like you, you should know that you might feel like a horrible person but you aren't, trust me, we need more people like you
We're all gonna cry.
I normaly dont get emotional over music but this just feels like my dad talking to me from the other side
this song makes me tear up
i have alot of responsibilities..i have to take care both of my brothers the older one is so mean to me but i love him so much, i lost my grandpa, when i try to vent to my friends they take it so little, every night i cry and beg God to forgive me for not being good enough for him, im just a middle schooler , i have to study to while plastering a fake smile on my face, i dont want my twin brother to get in trouble, im stuck being the therapist friend/sibling, im insecure
i just want to have a normal life
the fect you wested your time to read my vent is so kind of you .i
wish you the best of life
i never lost anyone really close to me
i struggle to process emotions sometimes
but i do think of my younger self and me now, how ive never really been happy with myself or my body
how i have to battle myself
sometimes i feel it’s unnatural that i have to fight myself so much
It is not, my friend
I know how it feels, I’m never sad over things I should be and cry over small stuff. For some reason I always annoy my friends for attention. Your not alone.
It is unnatural. Probably a reaction to an adverse surrounding. Its not supposed to be like this, and it can change to feel different.
This song is so beautiful yet so sad at the same time. Makes me cry every time I listen to it.
same
This song made me think of self murder on 4th of July …
But on 20th of December ( todays date) it stopped me from that thanks to the person who made this song bc if they didn’t…
I wouldn’t be here anymore
Im so happy you didn’t I send you my heart and hope you get the love you deserve