this always reminds me of that feeling. the feeling of just being drained but still going. a person making you so tired to the point youre just numb, but you still keep going on..
I recently just cut that person out of my life but it's still really hard to let go bc in another sense they were my best friend for like a year and we were cole when we were really young too but it's so sad bc he's just not who he used to be
And I miss him but he really can be a bitch and the worst thing is that word spreads quick so everyone knows and not a day goes by when I don't think about how good our friendship used to be I need to let go bc he's just not the same person he used to be and tbh I can't really even see the screen rn bc I'm crying so much
I’m here right now, please pray for me and my son and our little family and the relationship between me and his dad, DCFs is up our ass and took our one and only baby, for me taking him to emergency, he nearly died from the very same thing that took my sister last year… the “criteria for reunification”while also healing from last years greif and the untimely and sudden unexpected deaths of BOTH OUR two largest(my younger sister and his grandma) supportive systems closest no less especially in sin city, where we have NO VOTE or say so, we harbor no bad records to date with us, have been attentive parents, generally saying that because I GAVE MY SON CPR while being in transit to the hospital at the same time, we live less than a quarter mile from it, infact the funeral i planned and we held for my sister was AT the church on the corner of the SAME hospital, literally go 8 houses down and pull out, pass an apartments complex, make the next turn and the church is there, next turn would be the hospital THATS HOW CLOSE WE ARE? The dog ran alongside the car and when I saw my son unresponsive I literally told him to call 911, he said fuck that and I ran o if the hosje with no shoes on or phone on hand, that’s how dirt the demand to RESPOND IMMEDIATELY WAS! and our biggest fans of us and of our one and only child, the first born and so incredibly loved the same as we did him, our sons biggest advocates BEST AND NEXT TO US (as his parents ofc) was his grandma who raised him(MeMaw Diana Ramos ( FOUND deceased 2 days LATER from check out, found as the “American Airlines Flight attendant who died with a sock in her mouth” her death read as “unknown cause” in a Marriot Hotel IN Philadelphia, I truly believe the PD didn’t do due Justice on that or the conspiracy is she was trying to unionize and thus suspicious AF, why would you NOT check the rooms that are checked out of, her flight team was waiting for her, no forced entry but her phones missing and you don’t think to track it? No video surveillance in the hotel? Wtf. that they didn’t notice UNTKL October 25th, 2023) and my own little sister, just 1 day AFTER her 29th birthday(born April 23, 1994 and died April 24th, 2023, whose account I’m currently writing from now even, RIP Shanny I miss you everyday, and even past a year, this doesn’t get any easier I’m afraid and you’d know exactly what to say or do, Infact if either of you were STILL here… none of this matters and wouldn’t be an issue. I digress, at her funeral, one of her coworkers was SO overwhelmed with grief, that near the end of the service’s the entire event would have to be” paused and than drawn on(and not this gentleman’s fault for that matter AT ALL) that he FORGOT TO TAKE his epilepsy meds, and went into a full blown grand mall seizure. Tell me why 4 people of my late sisters close friends, corkers and it was her ex gf (not transitioned into a man, not to be confused for an ex “boyfriend”) whose call got through, but it took THE SAME HOSPITAL DIRECTLY AROUND THE CORNER 7 minutes for 911 to patch them through and get a hold of the address AND another 25minutes until they even arrived… so in the case of my son, I didn’t even nod or blink when my own father, his grandfather, said “fuck that, we’re driving” we ran the ONE red light before the church, so close infact overprotective dog I care for in place of my sister that our good girl lost her mommy too also, who ADORES MY SON, Aiden James(that’s his name, and I’m Chelsea, the eldest btw, her medical representative, power of attorney and estate holder, untimely and pained I trade EVERHTHING SHE OWNS TO BRING HER BACK, and incredible aunt and supposed to be my longest lifeline “best friend” until OUR end, would depart not even a full 24 hours from when I hugged her and said “ you get the pass, not wanting to celebrate”(she was bummed her twin sister our shared sybling would miss another holiday(that’ll make 6 years in a row since her addiction and substance abuse spun out of control really began getting its worst, just unmanageable, she didn’t live to make a future she lived like tomorrowdidnt exist, and her past was forgotten with the trash she took fentanyl taking her into its grips, she forgot I was pregnant when I was first told I wouldn’t or had slim to no chance of conceiving, here I am, my son born just one day prior to the shot show that began the day after his obvious choice for GodMother, Aunt Shannon, my dear sister, would lay in her bed and never wake up… now, less than 9months later I left my son alone all of 10minutes on thanksgiving November 21st(or was it the 22nd? It’s been a long road, guys, but stay real because this IS IT and I’m feeling it with the most of its grip but pushing on because no one l, not fucking anyone will advocate for my son, or any child the way an excited and “always wanted to be mommy or daddy would, but were told it was unlikely we ever could, blessings in fair surprise that came just a year shy to ALL this in 2022 he was born April 22, Shannon Clark(part of The Twins with her elusive womb-mate, Kelli, both born April 23rd of 1994, and she died on April 24th, 2023) BOTH of us already had to accept at a hard cost the loss of our dearest beloved and it was hard enough, but all because WE DIDNT CALL 911, I’ve been in free if therapy for 6+ months and they still call me untreated while I don’t wanna induce my brain with big pharma and take that risk when I’ve been completely clean, minus my circumstances causing me to full throttle plunge into my cigarette habit I want to quit again man, not even weed or alcohol dude! Sober living and all these demands and hoops they want you to jump through while they relocate him, I was beside him everyday while they put him under sedation, with converns from Hupoxia(thags lack of oxygen tk the brain, caused his cerebellum to not work entirely, they couldn’t project what parts of his body if ANY activity was spotted that would remain) but miracles DO exist also in tended to this story, and not only would he survive, myself as his mother couldn’t sleep at all sitting up in the hospital beside him awaiting for the day he’d wake until just 10 days prior to Christmas he did, and in all the staffs eyes? Surprises, joy, shedding shared tears… we had no clue what he’d wake up too… but he’s rehearsing being moved so much, there were converns in ohsycial therapy that he, my son, in each obstacle were quick to ascertain and maintain advanced relatively quick, he can eat and drink on his own… but they thought they’d need to insert a feeding tube surgically, but intuitive are us moms as I, suggested “toddler are picky, maybe he doesn’t their food) so I made him some of mine and Eats it too, infact “scarfed it down” would be a HUGE understatemen, the fact that he ate Any and Everything I’ve ever fed him but was eating like they hadn’t said more than it needed to, I too, psychosomatic and some eat when they are stressed while others don’t and in the latter of the two, my son also, and moving so much and different visits not being maintained makes me uncomfortably out of touch of my sons care is on a sheets of notable track records kept in medical storage, lien the kid and myself “HAVENT I GIVEN ENOUGH” Is THE TRUEST STAMRNENT YET! And thank you for saying that, I hear text alerts going back to this monitoring *on my tablet* but I miss OUR people but couldn’t even tell you what k would’ve done if my son wasn’t just done(I’d have lights on when pl are Read? K regardless it’s terrible news to receive this died, but even worse news that “your cat died too.” May have been, that was NOT the messiest) very muchan entire team behind us all when he was in the hospital and even sent then a “comedically” HUGE and gaudy THANKYOJ card with his before and after results, they saved his life and l saved my son from taking ahis final breath, and while he had to be transferred for other machines this one hadn’t?vat the BERY SAME HOspital that he was born in and found my son not being able to breath, his one year alive AT THAT TiMe of the date when my sister Shannon passed away and I had to recover her phone and essentially saw her life advised to “not to keep our hopes up too much or make them too high) I’ll listen to them explain but if I hadn’t moved as fast, he’d have died and I’d had only known him just over a year and half since I birthed him, my dad was a single father of 3/now 2 girls, and frankly the foot in my mouth irony I gained was “to live everyday like your last, forgive yourself and others for any difficult past, it will emulate. A sense of control making for his well-being is actually a process, but while j know we slate all dealt the.
Well done! I’m still in that stage. Probably will take a bit but I’m away to start high school hoping I won’t get bullied. And I really only have 1 friend 💀 cuz I’m quite aggressive, I try to be kind but I always end up saying rude things and I can’t help it. I just wanna be nice and have friends. Sadly, crying sad tears.
This song is a master piece! This is what it means. Longing and Doubt: The speaker acknowledges that it's been enough time to discuss something, possibly an issue in their relationship. They've moved past doubting it and are now trying to understand or accept it. There's a sense of confusion or uncertainty ("double vision") that makes it hard for the speaker to see the right path. Sacrifice and Devotion: The repetition of "Haven't I given enough?" suggests a feeling of frustration or exhaustion from giving so much to the relationship without receiving adequate acknowledgment or reciprocity. Despite this, there's a willingness to continue sacrificing and giving. Vulnerability and Trust: The reference to being "the fool with the slowest heart" implies vulnerability and a tendency to be easily deceived or hurt. Despite this vulnerability, there's trust in the partner ("But I know you'll take me with you"). This trust extends to the idea of living together despite challenges ("We'll live in spaces between walls"). Desire for Comfort and Deception: The lines "Turn off all alarms and lie to me" suggest a desire to escape reality and find comfort in deceit or illusion. This could indicate a longing for temporary relief from the complexities or hardships of the relationship. Please like this comment, this took me 1 and a half hours.
The lyrics of this song is my life. "Haven't I given enough" is what I feel while going through what I am, I push through anyway because I will get better someday, hopefully in a month or 2.
I’m leaving a comment so when someone likes it I’ll get reminded of this song 😢 Edit: i came back after 1 year, tysm for the likes and this song is pure perfection ❤️
This song melts me down everytime: 1. "Haven't i given enough?" Fits perfect for being abandoned even when i did my best being people pleaser and put them above me.. 2. "Always a fool with a slowest heart" Match with my naivety which make me think that even if they ghost me even they know that i had abondment issues they still love me and want me..
what are your thoughts on the other lyrics that blow my mind: the graveyard in every city, and stretching her arms as long as they need to be: this song takes me away!
Yep. I definitely have abandonment issues. Absent abusive father, neglectful stepfather, bpd mother, my grandparents who I loved more than anything are gone, my cat doesn’t have long left, I hardly have any friends, and the ones I do have constantly cancel on me last minute despite knowing everything and that my ADHD/depression/anxiety/autism makes it even worse, and everything is just so hard all the time. Being an adult was supposed to be easier. Boy was I wrong. Friend just cancelled on me last minute, again, and all my insecurities just rushed back. Gotta love that huh
I'm gonna leave a comment right here, so after a month or year, when someone likes it. I will be reminded of this masterpiece 💖 Edit: After 1 year I see lots of Legends who came to like my comment. Thankyou Legends 🗿
This is the way you feel when you've loved someone endlessly for years. Giving yourself to them, taking time to be with them, canceling plans to care for them, letting go of other people to have room in your heart for them. And then they leave you....💜
My mom just called me selfish, and told me my emotions are extra when i got upset. I have done my best to stay, here in this world. And i was doing it for her, she says shit like that a lot in our arguments, but she used to say it was the action that was bad. Now its just me. I am so tired, this song is the definition of how i feel. ❤
This song perfectly describes what being held to unrealistic standards feels like. Having to deal with school, mental health, family issues, body image, and everything else while still trying to maintain the standard that you were forced to set is so draining. Mentally and physically. If anyone needs to vent, feel free to do that in the replies. Life isn’t easy and being able to relate to other people who are going through the same thing will make it ten times easier. ❤
Everyone in my life can't seem to ever see me do all of the work I've been doing. The moment I sit down to relax for a moment, they call me lazy. Why does this world only pay attention to you once you make a mistake...
Hey, keep going. Someone loves you, someone always has you on their mind or reminded by you in the smallest way imaginable. If they’re gone, their spirit is with you. Life gets better if you fight back. Don’t stand down. Keep fighting soldier.
Damn,this song is hello relatable. My best friend never wants to hangout ever since the new school year she found someone else..and now it's like we're not even best friends since she always wants to hangout with her new friends it just feels like all my friends end up leaving me... I'm never good enough for anyone like the song says "haven't I given enough..?
I miss her so much, she’s with a former best friend of mine. I miss him too. I’m losing almost everybody and I’m not being treated like I’m worth something. I can’t go on like this, the fire I had within me died completely
Hey Don't say that... Life comes only once. Don't think about what others say . Love yourself. You decide whether u are worth it or not. I am sure ur friend won't want u to be sad because of her/him. They can't enjoy afterlife if you are here sad
Don’t listen to anyone! You are a great human being im sure. There is always so much to come! I wish you luck in your future and hope the best for you!
I thought that gilded Lily meant "hurt the Lily flower", but actually it means "try to improve what is already beautiful or excellent." and... that hits deep for some reason.
exactly, its just like the metaphor. how can you improve something thats so beautiful dipped in gold? you cant. thats why i love this metaphor so much! i wanna litterally make an art piece and hang it on my wall!!@@TheAcidBunny04
Ironically, trying to improve what already perfect and beautiful, often ruining it. There's nuance of insecurity, sadness, lost, and as compensation is searching/pursuing something that can't be reach. Endless void. Just like a gilded lily, it's covered in gold, so beautiful and expensive, but the lily is fake, or died.
Bro my brain is like 'You've barely given anything, you don't get to complain.' Meanwhile I'd literally break my back for a person if they needed it and I'd be their therapist, so the phrase of *"Haven't I given enough?"* just lingers in the back of my head whenever it's the middle of the night and I feel sick and tired.
@@mdalamgirhossain5126 Stfu you're literally just that one part of my thoughts at this point, come up with a creative insult at least you cold soup of a brain 💀💀 (I just woke up, I'm feeling h o s t i l e .)
This is relatable as a golden child for my mom. She's a good person, it's just that my brother, which is older than me, aren't getting good grades. So me, who gets good grades, is the golden child. I feel like I am pressured to be perfect at studying. I feel guilty whenever I am upset in front of my mom, because if I'M upset, my mom will be too, and I'm supposed to be her comedic relief. This song is helping me through this, because I always think, "Haven't I given enough?" and the song states it perfectly.
Teraz minęło już wystarczająco dużo czasu, by o tym porozmawiać. Zaczęłam nie wątpić w to, po prostu owinąć głowę wokół tego. Pamiętam, kiedy powiedziałeś mi, że to codzienna decyzja. Ale z moim ograniczonym wzrokiem, jak miałam zobaczyć drogę? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Będziemy żyć w przestrzeniach między ścianami Każde miasto ma cmentarz Usługa kupiona i opłacona Teraz śpię na podwórku Odchodzę, gdy noc zmienia się w dzień Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Będziemy żyć w przestrzeni między ścianami Idź i wyciągnij moje ramiona Tak długo jak trzeba Wyłącz wszystkie alarmy i połóż się przy mnie Idź i wyciągnij moje ramiona Tak długo jak muszą być Wyłącz wszystkie alarmy i połóż się przy mnie Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Wiem, że zabiorę cię ze sobą Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Będziemy żyć w przestrzeniach między ścianami
28 years old and still wondering if my parents will ever love me as their daughter and not the one trying to stop everything to collapse. Loving me as a daughter and not the confident, not the 3rd parent, not the provider, not the psychanalyst and so much more.
This song inspired me a lot because every-time I hear this song I remember all the time people told me like “omg you can’t do anything” or like “atleast do something” or like “aren’t you going to help” or like “ can you help us with this?” I always tell myself if I’m not good enough for other people everyone hates me for who I am I don’t seem to care because I already used to it so I always listen to this song.
Mine say : "You can do much more, you have the potential for ". I know. But I don't Know why, I don't do it. And I'm like : "Why can't I be better, do more?" I don't Know why I'm always reporting things.. But I love myself. I love m'y life. I know I'm not the best, etc. But I'm myself and I love it. Just love yourself the way you are.❤ PS: It's good to just write it. Even if no one read it.
To everyone reading this with depression wondering why everyone leaves you or why you always get treated like shit, it’s most likely because you push people away. Either people treat you out of shit because they can’t seem to understand you and it frustrates them or people leave you and hate you because that’s what your signaling to them. Open yourself up to others, you don’t always need to wear a mask. Be prepared for those who are gonna hurt you but take the mask off and be yourself, let people see the abundance of colors awaiting inside you. Let people appreciate you.
You made me cry, everytime I try to open up before someone it ends up being a conversation inside my mind. I want everyone to know what I'm feeling but I can't understand how to say this, emotions are very complicated and they are propably the blessing and the curse for us. One time I opened up before someone, they said that I live in good house and I'm not being abused or smth. It hit actually really deep and I was just scared to open up since then, I try to understand what I'm feeling but It's too hard to ask for help. I just want a person in my life that will listen to me, understand me, hug me and let me cry for a while. I know that no one is going to read this but I just wanted to say it. I love you guys and appreciate you❤
@@kuhly_ negativity never solves anything, give yourself your own faith. Nobody is gonna come and pick you up off your feet and save you, you need to save yourself. You need to say you can because you can. You can do anything.
@@AdachiLover Yeah, but it's been almost a decade now since i feel like no one loves me.... I've always hidden deep inside me my emotions. That makes them feel like i hate them. So everyone thinks i'm mad at them, or i don't like them... but the truf is that i don't show that i like them. I've always been like that, and it's part of my personnality.
@@kuhly_ then you gotta communicate that to them. Communication seems so weird and hard but you don’t realize how easy it is for people to understand how you feel when you just tell them how you feel! I know it’s not easy at all and not every problem has a solution, but I believe in you and I believe that you’ll find your own group of people who love and appreciate you more than you can take.
Most people associate this song with stressful or hard times, but for me it makes me motivated when I'm going through a hard time, even when I know the lyrics. It feels so motivating to me for some reason.
I've always thought it said, "Always the fool with the smallest dream" instead of "Always the fool with the slowest heart," but either one is really sad :')
The part where it says “always the fool with the slowest heart” hits home especially that my mom and my sisters would often call me selfish during an argument. I’m sacred because I can be very stubborn during arguments and every time I say something I feel like I have no control but I have no more tears left to shed.
Whenever I hear this song, it reminds me of my bestie.. which turned into a distant friend. In class. I miss him so much, I always have meltdowns about him, everyday. And he was taken away from me by a new student that entered this year, I hate him but I guess we're okay. I just wish it was like the old days again, when he hasn't there, when our friendship was perfect. But this is fate, and life. I don't think I'm getting him back, they're in a relationship and they're engaged. This is where it ends, or as I think now. I'm always judged, and bullied in games. Life is a struggle. And I'm thinking I have moderate or severe depression. Luckily I have online friends which actually care and would die for me and is always supportive when I'm or having another meltdown. I'm glad I have 5 or 6 friends who care about me, or 7 at this point. I know this is super long but thank you for reading it. Bye.
the line ''haven't i given enough'' hits hard mostly when you seem to disappoint everyone or when you fail even when you tried really hard but this song is a masterpiece💖😭
My sister left too, my parents put to much responsibility on her and she couldn’t take it and I’ll always blame them for her leaving, you’re not alone ❤
this just remainds me of my dad, I always try my best in everything, staying up late sacrifying things, I lost relationships for reaching a thing he only wanted, I can't give up on it because I would totally lost his trust, but I feel always like the fool because all my hard work never seems to be enough for him.
I find myself relating to the main part of this song more and more, especially now. Tomorrow it'll be one year since my ex broke up with me. I should be over it, but he gave my life purpose when I didn't wanna keep going. He threw away everything we went through together because I couldn't control my anxiety one day and had a panic attack at his house. Bad things seemed even worse without him around. I kept losing and losing, never gaining anything. I kept trying to please people in hopes we would become closer so I could replace my ex. It never worked. I gave so much just to be hurt and backstabbed over and over. I felt so burnt out for so long and I still do, hence the relation to the line "haven't I given enough?"
Todo mundo voltando aqui 1 ano depois, e pretendo fazer o mesmo. Te vejo daqui 1 ano, Thiago do futuro! Boa sorte na sua vida, espero que me traga boas notícias ao voltar para ouvir essa masterpiece! :)
My family has recently become homeless and when I hear this song I think about how badly I want to go home to my parents and sleep in my bed . But I have no home anymore, I have nothing to go back too. I don’t know what I should do. I don’t know how I feel. I don’t even know if I can shed tears over it anymore. I can’t differentiate whether or not I’m angry or sad . I don’t know. All I want is my happy family back. But my family was never truly happy. None of that was real. We were never truly happy and we never will be. That’s just the truth Edit : my parents are getting divorced now, and things have mainly just gotten worse. We still have no home, my mom had given birth and we have a newborn now. My mom has to fight over custody all over again for 3 more children.
Life will get better take it one day at a time every morning we wake up is a gift itself and everyday is a new day to get out there and meet new people who are just waiting to meet you and make your presence, You are loved by the universe and everything is one You'll find ur way in life just on a difficult path right now but the fun thing about life is we are the decision makers of where we wanna go Find new paths everyday and new blessing will come forth. May you be blessed with love prosperity and meet new people who'll love and appreciate you like you loved and be holded ur family❤
Favorite (Unidentified feelings) music artists that i love and their songs: Gilded Lily - Cults Beach House - Space Song Mac DeMarco - For The First Time Yot Club - YKWIM Harmless - Swing lynn Cigarettes After Sex - Cry Mr. Kitty - After Dark Bedroom - In My Head Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet Arctic Monkeys - 505 Roar - I can't handle change
“haven’t i given enough ”was how i felt when i realised that my friend that betrayed me and getting an apology from from my father and siblings for abusing me and mocking is something i’ll never get
I have lost almost 95%of my loved ones to cancer and now I'm losing my dad due to brain, pancreas, lungs cancer And "haven't i given enough" part hits too hard now ..
This song reminds me of my entire life. Giving so much love to people who just don't deserve that. Giving my entire heart and soul to some people, just for them to throw it all away? Haven't I given enough? I truly am the fool with the slowest heart.💔
this song reminds me off the expectations i put on myself for success but in the end feel as though i won’t succeed because i will never be good enough to make it
~ Now It's Been Long Enough To Talk About It I've Started Not To Doubt It, Just Wrap My Head Around It I Remember When You Told Me It's An Everyday Decision But With My Double Vision, How Was I Supposed To See The Way? Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough? Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough? Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough? Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough? Always The Fool~ With The Slowest Heart But I Know You'll Take Me With You We'll Live In Spaces Between Walls~ ~ Every City's Got A Graveyard A Service Bought And Paid For Now I'm Sleeping In The Backyard Passing Out As Night Turns Into Day HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? ALWAYS THE FOOL~ WITH THE SLOWEST HEART BUT I KNOW YOU'LL TAKE ME WITH YOU WE'LL LIVE IN SPACES BETWEEN WALLS~ ~ Go And Stretch Out My Arms Long As They Need To Be Turn Off All Alarms And Lie To Me~ Go And Stretch Out My Arms Long As They Need To Be Turn Off All Alarms And Lie To Me~ HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH? ALWAYS THE FOOL~ WITH THE SLOWEST HEART BUT I KNOW YOU'LL TAKE ME WITH YOU I KNOW I'LL TAKE YOU WITH ME ALWAYS THE FOOL~ WITH THE SLOWEST HEART BUT I KNOW YOU'LL TAKE ME WITH YOU WE'LL LIVE IN SPACES BETWEEN WALLS~ ~
"Always the fool with the slowest heart" I relate to that I kept making myself a fool and I always think they changed but no I still get hurt in the end...
TW: angst/heartbreak POV: you were once a naive little girl who thought they met the love of their life. You were foolish and thought he was your world, future husband material, and the one. You lost yourself. His friends harassed you. Your best friend abandoned you after your lover broke your heart, after he cheated on you with your best friend. You gave another chance but begged relentlessly for months, almost a year for the pain to start. You prayed to God, tried in person, and you became a slave to the madness. Until one day, a guy from your health class asked you one question, "Are you okay?" You two became best friends after and bonded. Then you grew feelings for this friend but what you thought was crazy and more than enough was just human decency. You fell for your best friend, and he just led you on since he's gay. You're still friends but hurt he led you on, just like your ex did. And before anyone gets mad at me, I'm not mad my friend is gay. I'm upset he led me on, was hitting on me when he knew I was into him and then hit me with the "I'm gay" card. Things are somewhat resolved but it still hurt that my feelings were tampered with in a fragile state
I’m happy in life, I’m not insecure about anything. I help her, I try to help her with anything, I talk to her, I give her good advice, I try my best with her. BUT SHES THE ONLY ONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF, THE ONLY PERSON WHO LOWERS MY SELF ESTEEM IS HER. i have done everything to make her happy, but she’s just so fucking selfish im almost like a therapist to her, no matter how fed up i am i will go out my way to help her, and the one time i have asked her for help it was an "oh." and then back to her problem. im called "annoying" and she CONSTANTLY tells me to "shut up" and i just want to confront her about it, but then she will get all sad and ill be the person in the wrong. she gets pissed at me for NO reason, i do NOTHING edit: i confronted her, guess what i DIDNT get? an apology. every line in this song relates to this situation shes been trauma dumping onto me im her only usage
I listen to this song when I feel down. Something really traumatic happened to me a couple of months ago and I’m still not over it and I’m still going through it. And I also have Anxiety and it’s kinda bad. Not to bad but kinda bad at times. And pressure. I’M ALWAYS BEING PRESSURED, COMPARED TO OTHER PEOPLE AND I’M SICK OF IT. Every time I get a B+ for a test, people in my family are disappointed and asking me why I didn’t get An A+. And they compare me to another person that has an A. I GIVE MY ALL TO BE IN THIS POSITION AND THEY STILL DON’T UNDERSTAND, THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER . I’m not even 13 years old yet. And I know no one asked for me to give this information but I had to say it and also I don’t want to seem dramatic but all of this REALLY HURTS. People should not be going through these stuff. No matter your age. And if you are going through something bad, you are not alone ❤️🩹
Its alright to be not okay. ❤ Your grades are great as they are. ❤ You have the right to be a child. ❤ You're giving enough. ❤ I'll be here to talk to, my like notifications are on so if you reply one day, like my message to bring me back. You are enough. ❤
I get it I am a middle child I feel forgotten I went through a similar thing is first grade my mom would give me spankings for my teacher saying I have an attitude and I was just politely asking for help now I don’t like asking for help because I am scared that I will get yelled at also I get compared to my brothe who make’s straight As I will be praying
A little poem for you guys to enjoy if your vibing to the glory of heartbreak like i am:3 *a lonely brunette girl walking down a cold road on the third of july, wearing a thin hooded sweater. Shiney Silver rings coating her pale fingers, long baggy sleeves, and eyebags that could droop to the moon. Walking down a stranded street in the dead of night, as the fireworks hiss and pop full of magical colors that glimmer and shimmer and light up the night sky. Rain pours hevily, Making her matted brown hair grow thick and black as her sneakers get wetter. Airpods in, on noise cancelling to block out the silent noise of life. Always the fool with the slowest heart, it grows everyday little by little but never learns its lesson. Never catches on. Always moves too fast and screws everything up, or goes too slow, at the rate you cant even call a relatoinship. "My heart breaks every single time i get attached to another stupid jock. It hurts so bad, i wish my soft, stupid heart would just stop budging all this nonsense, and just give up and shatter so i can finally let go of love and get a sense of peace without having to warry about betrayal or rejection. I just want to be that one cold pretty girl that all your guy friends have a crush on, but she'll never accept you because shes simply just never interested in love. I want my heart to stop trying to find the specail one, i need my heart to stop craving to be held and cherished so bad. Im just getting my hopes up because every fiber within me knows that'll never happen." She ranted to herself as a salty tear stroke down her cheek. All of her friends think shes cool, but she thinks the opposite about herself. Shes never been very amused with her friends unhonest support, because she knows the things they say to her arent close to true and will never be. The call her a confident, beautiful young woman and that shes better off with no one to hold her, and that "hey, you have other friends, theres plenty other fish in the sea". But she knows its not true, and everyone around her that actually gets her knows that too, So it feels more like a cold lie than a comforting support to her. All her real friends know that, no, shes not perfect. Shes not breakingly beautiful or slim and toned. Shes not confident or "out of his leage", shes depressed, and just a hopeless romantic stoned off of reality and diet coke, and thats ok. You dont always have to be super confident in yourself and you wont always love yourself for who you are.even though its good to be, some people just arent and you shouldent expect them to be or pressure them to be just because its right and healthy for your mental stabillity. Some people just need their moment of agony and uncontrolled depression, without peoplr telling them they should try to be happier. It helps your mind heal. The rough bits of life, mentally, anre the ones that help smooth out others in advance. It may feel unhealthy to sit around, be lazy, and cry all day leaving mascara streaming down your face while shoveling ice cream into your mouth, but you need it. Let yourself cry, let yourself go through the beautiful horrors of life. It may seem awful while your going through it, but take advantage of those feelings. Find somthing to let out your feelings on, your anger, sadness, joy, jelousy, anxiousness, passon, anything. Even physical feelings like being drained ot sick. And remember, it never lasts forever, it goes away eventually. Take care of yourself, and sleep well tonight.* Sorry this was super long, ik its not much of a poem but whatever. Just a little madeup story and somr advice. Love u guyss
This is exactly how I feel I’m a brunette and I get heartbroken all the time just like today this boy Iiked found out I liked at said “I don’t wanna fuck with that ugly girl” I can’t help but cry cause it’s true
This song is the one that represents me.. me and my relationship with my mom...not the best at all And the ''void'' from Melanie Martinez represents how my soul is trapped in the void..
i like that everyone have their own way to relate to this song, especially with "haven't i given enough?". personally i relate to this line a lot and i mean A LOT, starting with being good daughter (but never better or even same as my brother, who is, btw, very much d*ed, yeah) and good friend (somehow always being left out), and finishing with giving my WHOLE LIFE to the field i love the most - medicine, but still ended up being burnt out and leaving the uni i was studying for 3 years. now i'm entered another med uni in hopes to finally get a degree and start working, but i don't know how much i'm gonna last now. i'm not even sure if i'm gonna make it out alive, unironcally, yet here we are. haven't i given enough, really...
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this always reminds me of that feeling. the feeling of just being drained but still going. a person making you so tired to the point youre just numb, but you still keep going on..
Fr 🫶🏼
I'm tired of keep on going, i give up
@@chroma6618 don’t we all feel like that 😔 what happened? Would you like to share? I could maybe help :)
I recently just cut that person out of my life but it's still really hard to let go bc in another sense they were my best friend for like a year and we were cole when we were really young too but it's so sad bc he's just not who he used to be
And I miss him but he really can be a bitch and the worst thing is that word spreads quick so everyone knows and not a day goes by when I don't think about how good our friendship used to be
I need to let go bc he's just not the same person he used to be and tbh I can't really even see the screen rn bc I'm crying so much
I’m crying happy tears rn because I don’t relate to this anymore. This was my favorite song during one of the worst parts of my life.
Glad ur over it hun
I’m here right now, please pray for me and my son and our little family and the relationship between me and his dad, DCFs is up our ass and took our one and only baby, for me taking him to emergency, he nearly died from the very same thing that took my sister last year… the “criteria for reunification”while also healing from last years greif and the untimely and sudden unexpected deaths of BOTH OUR two largest(my younger sister and his grandma) supportive systems closest no less especially in sin city, where we have NO VOTE or say so, we harbor no bad records to date with us, have been attentive parents, generally saying that because I GAVE MY SON CPR while being in transit to the hospital at the same time, we live less than a quarter mile from it, infact the funeral i planned and we held for my sister was AT the church on the corner of the SAME hospital, literally go 8 houses down and pull out, pass an apartments complex, make the next turn and the church is there, next turn would be the hospital THATS HOW CLOSE WE ARE? The dog ran alongside the car and when I saw my son unresponsive I literally told him to call 911, he said fuck that and I ran o if the hosje with no shoes on or phone on hand, that’s how dirt the demand to RESPOND IMMEDIATELY WAS! and our biggest fans of us and of our one and only child, the first born and so incredibly loved the same as we did him, our sons biggest advocates BEST AND NEXT TO US (as his parents ofc) was his grandma who raised him(MeMaw Diana Ramos ( FOUND deceased 2 days LATER from check out, found as the “American Airlines Flight attendant who died with a sock in her mouth” her death read as “unknown cause” in a Marriot Hotel IN Philadelphia, I truly believe the PD didn’t do due Justice on that or the conspiracy is she was trying to unionize and thus suspicious AF, why would you NOT check the rooms that are checked out of, her flight team was waiting for her, no forced entry but her phones missing and you don’t think to track it? No video surveillance in the hotel? Wtf. that they didn’t notice UNTKL October 25th, 2023) and my own little sister, just 1 day AFTER her 29th birthday(born April 23, 1994 and died April 24th, 2023, whose account I’m currently writing from now even, RIP Shanny I miss you everyday, and even past a year, this doesn’t get any easier I’m afraid and you’d know exactly what to say or do, Infact if either of you were STILL here… none of this matters and wouldn’t be an issue. I digress, at her funeral, one of her coworkers was SO overwhelmed with grief, that near the end of the service’s the entire event would have to be” paused and than drawn on(and not this gentleman’s fault for that matter AT ALL) that he FORGOT TO TAKE his epilepsy meds, and went into a full blown grand mall seizure.
Tell me why 4 people of my late sisters close friends, corkers and it was her ex gf (not transitioned into a man, not to be confused for an ex “boyfriend”) whose call got through, but it took THE SAME HOSPITAL DIRECTLY AROUND THE CORNER 7 minutes for 911 to patch them through and get a hold of the address AND another 25minutes until they even arrived… so in the case of my son, I didn’t even nod or blink when my own father, his grandfather, said “fuck that, we’re driving” we ran the ONE red light before the church, so close infact overprotective dog I care for in place of my sister that our good girl lost her mommy too also, who ADORES MY SON, Aiden James(that’s his name, and I’m Chelsea, the eldest btw, her medical representative, power of attorney and estate holder, untimely and pained I trade EVERHTHING SHE OWNS TO BRING HER BACK, and incredible aunt and supposed to be my longest lifeline “best friend” until OUR end, would depart not even a full 24 hours from when I hugged her and said “ you get the pass, not wanting to celebrate”(she was bummed her twin sister our shared sybling would miss another holiday(that’ll make 6 years in a row since her addiction and substance abuse spun out of control really began getting its worst, just unmanageable, she didn’t live to make a future she lived like tomorrowdidnt exist, and her past was forgotten with the trash she took fentanyl taking her into its grips, she forgot I was pregnant when I was first told I wouldn’t or had slim to no chance of conceiving, here I am, my son born just one day prior to the shot show that began the day after his obvious choice for GodMother, Aunt Shannon, my dear sister, would lay in her bed and never wake up… now, less than 9months later I left my son alone all of 10minutes on thanksgiving November 21st(or was it the 22nd? It’s been a long road, guys, but stay real because this IS IT and I’m feeling it with the most of its grip but pushing on because no one l, not fucking anyone will advocate for my son, or any child the way an excited and “always wanted to be mommy or daddy would, but were told it was unlikely we ever could, blessings in fair surprise that came just a year shy to ALL this in 2022 he was born April 22, Shannon Clark(part of The Twins with her elusive womb-mate, Kelli, both born April 23rd of 1994, and she died on April 24th, 2023) BOTH of us already had to accept at a hard cost the loss of our dearest beloved and it was hard enough, but all because WE DIDNT CALL 911, I’ve been in free if therapy for 6+ months and they still call me untreated while I don’t wanna induce my brain with big pharma and take that risk when I’ve been completely clean, minus my circumstances causing me to full throttle plunge into my cigarette habit I want to quit again man, not even weed or alcohol dude! Sober living and all these demands and hoops they want you to jump through while they relocate him, I was beside him everyday while they put him under sedation, with converns from Hupoxia(thags lack of oxygen tk the brain, caused his cerebellum to not work entirely, they couldn’t project what parts of his body if ANY activity was spotted that would remain) but miracles DO exist also in tended to this story, and not only would he survive, myself as his mother couldn’t sleep at all sitting up in the hospital beside him awaiting for the day he’d wake until just 10 days prior to Christmas he did, and in all the staffs eyes? Surprises, joy, shedding shared tears… we had no clue what he’d wake up too… but he’s rehearsing being moved so much, there were converns in ohsycial therapy that he, my son, in each obstacle were quick to ascertain and maintain advanced relatively quick, he can eat and drink on his own… but they thought they’d need to insert a feeding tube surgically, but intuitive are us moms as I, suggested “toddler are picky, maybe he doesn’t their food) so I made him some of mine and Eats it too, infact “scarfed it down” would be a HUGE understatemen, the fact that he ate Any and Everything I’ve ever fed him but was eating like they hadn’t said more than it needed to, I too, psychosomatic and some eat when they are stressed while others don’t and in the latter of the two, my son also, and moving so much and different visits not being maintained makes me uncomfortably out of touch of my sons care is on a sheets of notable track records kept in medical storage, lien the kid and myself “HAVENT I GIVEN ENOUGH”
Is THE TRUEST STAMRNENT YET! And thank you for saying that, I hear text alerts going back to this monitoring *on my tablet* but I miss OUR people but couldn’t even tell you what k would’ve done if my son wasn’t just done(I’d have lights on when pl are Read? K regardless it’s terrible news to receive this died, but even worse news that “your cat died too.” May have been, that was NOT the messiest) very muchan entire team behind us all when he was in the hospital and even sent then a “comedically” HUGE and gaudy THANKYOJ card with his before and after results, they saved his life and l saved my son from taking ahis final breath, and while he had to be transferred for other machines this one hadn’t?vat the BERY SAME HOspital that he was born in and found my son not being able to breath, his one year alive AT THAT TiMe of the date when my sister Shannon passed away and I had to recover her phone and essentially saw her life advised to “not to keep our hopes up too much or make them too high) I’ll listen to them explain but if I hadn’t moved as fast, he’d have died and I’d had only known him just over a year and half since I birthed him, my dad was a single father of 3/now 2 girls, and frankly the foot in my mouth irony I gained was “to live everyday like your last, forgive yourself and others for any difficult past, it will emulate. A sense of control making for his well-being is actually a process, but while j know we slate all dealt the.
I’m proud of you for coming this far, friend.
💖
Well done! I’m still in that stage. Probably will take a bit but I’m away to start high school hoping I won’t get bullied. And I really only have 1 friend 💀 cuz I’m quite aggressive, I try to be kind but I always end up saying rude things and I can’t help it. I just wanna be nice and have friends. Sadly, crying sad tears.
This song replays constantly in my head while dealing with so many stressful things.
Thisss
True so true
I feel this
bro real
life kinda sucks
Just leaving it here to have a reminder that this song exist
yep
:)))
I liked it so listen to it again 😊
*Mufasa voice* remember
Hey comeback!
This song is a master piece! This is what it means.
Longing and Doubt: The speaker acknowledges that it's been enough time to discuss something, possibly an issue in their relationship. They've moved past doubting it and are now trying to understand or accept it. There's a sense of confusion or uncertainty ("double vision") that makes it hard for the speaker to see the right path.
Sacrifice and Devotion: The repetition of "Haven't I given enough?" suggests a feeling of frustration or exhaustion from giving so much to the relationship without receiving adequate acknowledgment or reciprocity. Despite this, there's a willingness to continue sacrificing and giving.
Vulnerability and Trust: The reference to being "the fool with the slowest heart" implies vulnerability and a tendency to be easily deceived or hurt. Despite this vulnerability, there's trust in the partner ("But I know you'll take me with you"). This trust extends to the idea of living together despite challenges ("We'll live in spaces between walls").
Desire for Comfort and Deception: The lines "Turn off all alarms and lie to me" suggest a desire to escape reality and find comfort in deceit or illusion. This could indicate a longing for temporary relief from the complexities or hardships of the relationship.
Please like this comment, this took me 1 and a half hours.
Here before this goes viral 🤓👆
I adore your comment, such a deep and meaningful insight ✨💜🧚♂️
You're probably right ✅
@alwayssparks9165 thank you! I appreciated!
I've been trying forever to decode this masterpiece, THANK YOU
The lyrics of this song is my life. "Haven't I given enough" is what I feel while going through what I am, I push through anyway because I will get better someday, hopefully in a month or 2.
Hey, how are you now?
are u okey now? 💖
@@miuw_miuw yes thank you!
@@Ld17_ im doing way better thanks!
The good ending
I’m leaving a comment so when someone likes it I’ll get reminded of this song 😢
Edit: i came back after 1 year, tysm for the likes and this song is pure perfection ❤️
❤️❤️❤️
Yeppie!11!1!
This song melts me down everytime:
1. "Haven't i given enough?" Fits perfect for being abandoned even when i did my best being people pleaser and put them above me..
2. "Always a fool with a slowest heart" Match with my naivety which make me think that even if they ghost me even they know that i had abondment issues they still love me and want me..
what are your thoughts on the other lyrics that blow my mind: the graveyard in every city, and stretching her arms as long as they need to be: this song takes me away!
Yep. I definitely have abandonment issues. Absent abusive father, neglectful stepfather, bpd mother, my grandparents who I loved more than anything are gone, my cat doesn’t have long left, I hardly have any friends, and the ones I do have constantly cancel on me last minute despite knowing everything and that my ADHD/depression/anxiety/autism makes it even worse, and everything is just so hard all the time. Being an adult was supposed to be easier. Boy was I wrong. Friend just cancelled on me last minute, again, and all my insecurities just rushed back. Gotta love that huh
I'm gonna leave a comment right here, so after a month or year, when someone likes it. I will be reminded of this masterpiece 💖
Edit: After 1 year I see lots of Legends who came to like my comment. Thankyou Legends 🗿
Thats a really good idea❤
great hun
Bot u said that to every exact video
I liked it so listen to it again
Yo
This is the way you feel when you've loved someone endlessly for years. Giving yourself to them, taking time to be with them, canceling plans to care for them, letting go of other people to have room in your heart for them. And then they leave you....💜
@Purgatory Maybe: I'm fine! this was just a representation:) Thank you for caring❤
This is exactly what i'm feeling right now
@@swarovski3same, we will get through it
Yea this song is like a reminder to let go of my breakups (the people I dated were massive douchbags and perverts anyways)
Happend to me except they didn't leave me my BESTFRIEND is dating them :(
Just a reminder that when people like it ill remember it
I didn't even realize it was supposed to be a sad song, I just listen to it because it sounds good
Bro same
fr
Welp Same Mind 😀
Same lol at first
Great minds think alike ✨
My mom just called me selfish, and told me my emotions are extra when i got upset. I have done my best to stay, here in this world. And i was doing it for her, she says shit like that a lot in our arguments, but she used to say it was the action that was bad. Now its just me. I am so tired, this song is the definition of how i feel. ❤
I hope you the best in every day you live and keep pushing to your limits! You got this!
I don’t know what you need to hear but I’ll pray for you
say that to a therapist
this song is not healing you dont try and see that nothing changes inside and its just a facade
Gonna leave this here so I can remind myself of this lovely song
here i’m reminding you!
@@_Evanna_ Reminding you that you reminded someone
@@wilsona1009 TYSM!!
Gonna leave this here so I can remind myself of this lovely song
Here I'm reminded you!
This song perfectly describes what being held to unrealistic standards feels like. Having to deal with school, mental health, family issues, body image, and everything else while still trying to maintain the standard that you were forced to set is so draining. Mentally and physically. If anyone needs to vent, feel free to do that in the replies. Life isn’t easy and being able to relate to other people who are going through the same thing will make it ten times easier. ❤
This is my life😤😤😤
broo my teacher yells at ppl for no reason n specifically targets me
Everyone in my life can't seem to ever see me do all of the work I've been doing. The moment I sit down to relax for a moment, they call me lazy. Why does this world only pay attention to you once you make a mistake...
@@astraloeeI realate
You can close your eyes to things you don't want to see, but you can't close your heart to the things you don't want feel...
To whoever reads this,
i love you
*Awh ty stranger*
-That one stranger who has no friends
Thank you kind stranger ❤ -Just a random kid on the internet
we love you too!
Hey this person is just trying to reach people who need a little pat on their back ❤
@@skennskenn TY
Hey, keep going. Someone loves you, someone always has you on their mind or reminded by you in the smallest way imaginable. If they’re gone, their spirit is with you. Life gets better if you fight back. Don’t stand down. Keep fighting soldier.
Damn,this song is hello relatable. My best friend never wants to hangout ever since the new school year she found someone else..and now it's like we're not even best friends since she always wants to hangout with her new friends it just feels like all my friends end up leaving me... I'm never good enough for anyone like the song says "haven't I given enough..?
Your not the only one❤
damn
@@Faeadi Same my friend and I have been friend since pre-k, this year now she acts like I’m the bad guy.
I dont have a single friend
that is said
I miss her so much, she’s with a former best friend of mine. I miss him too. I’m losing almost everybody and I’m not being treated like I’m worth something. I can’t go on like this, the fire I had within me died completely
Hey Don't say that... Life comes only once. Don't think about what others say . Love yourself. You decide whether u are worth it or not. I am sure ur friend won't want u to be sad because of her/him. They can't enjoy afterlife if you are here sad
It's going to be ok😢
Skill issue
@@waffleplus2832 this is serious- go comment your idiocy somewhere else less serious
Don’t listen to anyone! You are a great human being im sure. There is always so much to come! I wish you luck in your future and hope the best for you!
I cant even describe how this song makes me feel
I thought that gilded Lily meant "hurt the Lily flower", but actually it means "try to improve what is already beautiful or excellent." and... that hits deep for some reason.
if you wanna be literal, the image of a "gilded lily" is a lily covered in gold and thats just beautiful
exactly, its just like the metaphor. how can you improve something thats so beautiful dipped in gold? you cant. thats why i love this metaphor so much! i wanna litterally make an art piece and hang it on my wall!!@@TheAcidBunny04
Ironically, trying to improve what already perfect and beautiful, often ruining it.
There's nuance of insecurity, sadness, lost, and as compensation is searching/pursuing something that can't be reach. Endless void.
Just like a gilded lily, it's covered in gold, so beautiful and expensive, but the lily is fake, or died.
Leaving this comment here when you want me to listen to this song again like my comment ^^
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@@irkovi Thanks now I can listen to this wonderful song again ^^
@@Tokito_Muichiro_mist_hashira_5 XD
LISTENNN
Bro my brain is like 'You've barely given anything, you don't get to complain.' Meanwhile I'd literally break my back for a person if they needed it and I'd be their therapist, so the phrase of
*"Haven't I given enough?"* just lingers in the back of my head whenever it's the middle of the night and I feel sick and tired.
ok emo kiddo
@@mdalamgirhossain5126That's rude. It's not funny bro.
Youre not alone there, i feel the same way a lot ❤
@@Livrockz103 RELATEABLE
@@mdalamgirhossain5126 Stfu you're literally just that one part of my thoughts at this point, come up with a creative insult at least you cold soup of a brain 💀💀
(I just woke up, I'm feeling h o s t i l e .)
This is relatable as a golden child for my mom. She's a good person, it's just that my brother, which is older than me, aren't getting good grades. So me, who gets good grades, is the golden child. I feel like I am pressured to be perfect at studying. I feel guilty whenever I am upset in front of my mom, because if I'M upset, my mom will be too, and I'm supposed to be her comedic relief. This song is helping me through this, because I always think, "Haven't I given enough?" and the song states it perfectly.
0:51 best part
Real
Yesss
No it's from 44
Teraz minęło już wystarczająco dużo czasu, by o tym porozmawiać. Zaczęłam nie wątpić w to, po prostu owinąć głowę wokół tego. Pamiętam, kiedy powiedziałeś mi, że to codzienna decyzja. Ale z moim ograniczonym wzrokiem, jak miałam zobaczyć drogę? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Będziemy żyć w przestrzeniach między ścianami Każde miasto ma cmentarz Usługa kupiona i opłacona Teraz śpię na podwórku Odchodzę, gdy noc zmienia się w dzień Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Będziemy żyć w przestrzeni między ścianami Idź i wyciągnij moje ramiona Tak długo jak trzeba Wyłącz wszystkie alarmy i połóż się przy mnie Idź i wyciągnij moje ramiona Tak długo jak muszą być Wyłącz wszystkie alarmy i połóż się przy mnie Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Czy nie dałam wystarczająco dużo, wystarczająco dużo? Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Wiem, że zabiorę cię ze sobą Zawsze głupiec z najwolniejszym sercem Ale wiem, że zabierzesz mnie ze sobą Będziemy żyć w przestrzeniach między ścianami
Haven't i given enough, given enough?
Haven't i given enough, given enough?
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If ur happy then yes ❤ if not keep going you will soon
Ik I havent at all yet
28 years old and still wondering if my parents will ever love me as their daughter and not the one trying to stop everything to collapse. Loving me as a daughter and not the confident, not the 3rd parent, not the provider, not the psychanalyst and so much more.
hope you doing well after 4months now❤️🩹🫂
This song feel's like you did everything you can yet people can't be happy to all of the efforts you did
Real
Peaceful. Sounds otherworldly.
This song inspired me a lot because every-time I hear this song I remember all the time people told me like “omg you can’t do anything” or like “atleast do something” or like “aren’t you going to help” or like “ can you help us with this?” I always tell myself if I’m not good enough for other people everyone hates me for who I am I don’t seem to care because I already used to it so I always listen to this song.
Mine say : "You can do much more, you have the potential for ". I know. But I don't Know why, I don't do it. And I'm like : "Why can't I be better, do more?"
I don't Know why I'm always reporting things.. But I love myself. I love m'y life. I know I'm not the best, etc. But I'm myself and I love it.
Just love yourself the way you are.❤
PS: It's good to just write it. Even if no one read it.
What a beautiful song, I truly adore every single second of it🥰
To everyone reading this with depression wondering why everyone leaves you or why you always get treated like shit, it’s most likely because you push people away. Either people treat you out of shit because they can’t seem to understand you and it frustrates them or people leave you and hate you because that’s what your signaling to them. Open yourself up to others, you don’t always need to wear a mask. Be prepared for those who are gonna hurt you but take the mask off and be yourself, let people see the abundance of colors awaiting inside you. Let people appreciate you.
You made me cry, everytime I try to open up before someone it ends up being a conversation inside my mind. I want everyone to know what I'm feeling but I can't understand how to say this, emotions are very complicated and they are propably the blessing and the curse for us. One time I opened up before someone, they said that I live in good house and I'm not being abused or smth. It hit actually really deep and I was just scared to open up since then, I try to understand what I'm feeling but It's too hard to ask for help. I just want a person in my life that will listen to me, understand me, hug me and let me cry for a while. I know that no one is going to read this but I just wanted to say it. I love you guys and appreciate you❤
I can't
@@kuhly_ negativity never solves anything, give yourself your own faith. Nobody is gonna come and pick you up off your feet and save you, you need to save yourself. You need to say you can because you can. You can do anything.
@@AdachiLover Yeah, but it's been almost a decade now since i feel like no one loves me.... I've always hidden deep inside me my emotions. That makes them feel like i hate them. So everyone thinks i'm mad at them, or i don't like them... but the truf is that i don't show that i like them.
I've always been like that, and it's part of my personnality.
@@kuhly_ then you gotta communicate that to them. Communication seems so weird and hard but you don’t realize how easy it is for people to understand how you feel when you just tell them how you feel! I know it’s not easy at all and not every problem has a solution, but I believe in you and I believe that you’ll find your own group of people who love and appreciate you more than you can take.
I’m not depressed, l just have good taste in music✨(˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)
Edit: Am l famous yet?
2:12 is also my favourite part lol❤
I am depressed and have good taste in music
mhm,sure.
I’m depressed, l just don’t have good taste in music✨(˶‾᷄ ⁻̫ ‾᷅˵)
Same bro
Most people associate this song with stressful or hard times, but for me it makes me motivated when I'm going through a hard time, even when I know the lyrics. It feels so motivating to me for some reason.
People hate Tik Tok but that app has put me onto some good music.
Anyone who's watching do like my comment to remind me to comeback here again
Come back
COME BACK MUAHAHAHA
I've always thought it said, "Always the fool with the smallest dream" instead of "Always the fool with the slowest heart," but either one is really sad :')
Leaving this here so anyone can like it so I can hear this masterpiece again
COME BACKKK
Can someone remind me this exists occasionally? Absolutely amazing song
Please reminder me that this music exist
I love this music so much
This song reminds me of my mother. She gave her whole life for others. Nothing can return the years, her youth. I hope she will be truly happy one day
The part where it says “always the fool with the slowest heart” hits home especially that my mom and my sisters would often call me selfish during an argument.
I’m sacred because I can be very stubborn during arguments and every time I say something I feel like I have no control but I have no more tears left to shed.
I am leaving a comment so when someone like it and it will appear on my notifications and it will always remember this vid
I hope my reply helps too
I have never heard a masterpiece like this one before...
This song hits different after experiences
my life is gliding like a flower in a lake , is how I feel when i listen to this song ❤
Whenever I hear this song, it reminds me of my bestie.. which turned into a distant friend. In class.
I miss him so much, I always have meltdowns about him, everyday.
And he was taken away from me by a new student that entered this year, I hate him but I guess we're okay.
I just wish it was like the old days again, when he hasn't there, when our friendship was perfect.
But this is fate, and life. I don't think I'm getting him back, they're in a relationship and they're engaged.
This is where it ends, or as I think now.
I'm always judged, and bullied in games. Life is a struggle.
And I'm thinking I have moderate or severe depression.
Luckily I have online friends which actually care and would die for me and is always supportive when I'm or having another meltdown.
I'm glad I have 5 or 6 friends who care about me, or 7 at this point.
I know this is super long but thank you for reading it.
Bye.
DAMN... Bro made me cry
bro wrote a whole ass monologue
are you alright? i’m here to talk. i hope you’re still here. you’re worth every ounce of life there’s to have.
@@alexiocopter6269bro theyre talking about their depression dont say that
Please dont ever blame yourself when you get bullied or left out, its not your fault. You will heal from this, please hang on❤❤❤
00:29 my favorite part because the rhythm is change and becomes more beautiful
the line ''haven't i given enough'' hits hard mostly when you seem to disappoint everyone or when you fail even when you tried really hard but this song is a masterpiece💖😭
I relate to this song entirely. As a bullied youngest child, it is really painful. My sister moving out made me cry
My sister left too, my parents put to much responsibility on her and she couldn’t take it and I’ll always blame them for her leaving, you’re not alone ❤
this just remainds me of my dad, I always try my best in everything, staying up late sacrifying things, I lost relationships for reaching a thing he only wanted, I can't give up on it because I would totally lost his trust, but I feel always like the fool because all my hard work never seems to be enough for him.
Be strong ❤️ God is watching you 🙏🏻
I find myself relating to the main part of this song more and more, especially now. Tomorrow it'll be one year since my ex broke up with me. I should be over it, but he gave my life purpose when I didn't wanna keep going. He threw away everything we went through together because I couldn't control my anxiety one day and had a panic attack at his house. Bad things seemed even worse without him around. I kept losing and losing, never gaining anything. I kept trying to please people in hopes we would become closer so I could replace my ex. It never worked. I gave so much just to be hurt and backstabbed over and over. I felt so burnt out for so long and I still do, hence the relation to the line "haven't I given enough?"
That's awful ;-;
To break up because of a panic attack?
I'm sorry you experienced such unimaginable trauma.
never let me forget that this song exists
ok
@@orchidmalfoy1387 Thank you
Ok
@@ArsonicCatnip👍🏻
Hey this song exists
This is the song I play when am crying.
❤❤❤
me too.
"Always the fool with the slowest heart..." True words😢
Hit's different when u can relate to this masterpiece 😢
The lyrics are just so relatable especially the “always the fool” I just relate to that part so much, im such a fool and always will be
Who is crying rn? 👀
Me
Me
🤚🏽
Everyone is talking about the “haven’t I given enough” part, but the part that really hits me is “always the fool with the slowest heart.”
who's here in 2024?
me
I am. I relate to this song quite a bit…. I just, I don’t know how to express how I do. lol. But yeah
Me
Me
Me
"Always the fool with the slowest heart..." that hits brooooo.... 💔
this song made me cry 😢
Todo mundo voltando aqui 1 ano depois, e pretendo fazer o mesmo. Te vejo daqui 1 ano, Thiago do futuro! Boa sorte na sua vida, espero que me traga boas notícias ao voltar para ouvir essa masterpiece! :)
My family has recently become homeless and when I hear this song I think about how badly I want to go home to my parents and sleep in my bed . But I have no home anymore, I have nothing to go back too. I don’t know what I should do. I don’t know how I feel. I don’t even know if I can shed tears over it anymore. I can’t differentiate whether or not I’m angry or sad . I don’t know. All I want is my happy family back. But my family was never truly happy. None of that was real. We were never truly happy and we never will be. That’s just the truth
Edit : my parents are getting divorced now, and things have mainly just gotten worse. We still have no home, my mom had given birth and we have a newborn now. My mom has to fight over custody all over again for 3 more children.
Hope you are taking good care of yourself. No matter what, you will be okay❤
Life will get better take it one day at a time every morning we wake up is a gift itself and everyday is a new day to get out there and meet new people who are just waiting to meet you and make your presence, You are loved by the universe and everything is one You'll find ur way in life just on a difficult path right now but the fun thing about life is we are the decision makers of where we wanna go Find new paths everyday and new blessing will come forth. May you be blessed with love prosperity and meet new people who'll love and appreciate you like you loved and be holded ur family❤
@@jdan1131 thank you. I hope it will .
I went though that to but my parents were never even married it just hurts to know I hate my fucking life
The moment when you thought you had finally given enough effort and hard work to relax for a second and be happy buts still not enough
"Always, the fool.. with the slowest heart."
Dang that hit hard
The "Every city has a graveyard" line just hits different
Someone should make a choir arrangement of this song, it would be absolutely breathtaking
hits me 🥲
me too 🥲
Me too aswell 🥲
Favorite (Unidentified feelings) music artists that i love and their songs:
Gilded Lily - Cults
Beach House - Space Song
Mac DeMarco - For The First Time
Yot Club - YKWIM
Harmless - Swing lynn
Cigarettes After Sex - Cry
Mr. Kitty - After Dark
Bedroom - In My Head
Princess Chelsea - The Cigarette Duet
Arctic Monkeys - 505
Roar - I can't handle change
“haven’t i given enough ”was how i felt when i realised that my friend that betrayed me and getting an apology from from my father and siblings for abusing me and mocking
is something i’ll never get
You deserve a better family and life, some dude tried to punch me twice once tho♡ but anyway youdeserve better
I have lost almost 95%of my loved ones to cancer and now I'm losing my dad due to brain, pancreas, lungs cancer
And "haven't i given enough" part hits too hard now ..
🫂 I hope you find peace...
Rise up, Chudcels. The West MUST be saved!
I'm going to leave this here. A reminder to myself. A reminder to you.
It's going to be okay. But it's going to be different.
The: “haven’t I given enough” is so real in my life right now…
I listen to songs like this to feel something
"haven't given i enough" its just a perfect lyric
I will never be enough in any imaginable way and that is devastating.
This song reminds me of my entire life. Giving so much love to people who just don't deserve that. Giving my entire heart and soul to some people, just for them to throw it all away? Haven't I given enough? I truly am the fool with the slowest heart.💔
This song is just so good
i'm not here for the lyrics, i'm here for how relaxed it makes me feel
this song reminds me off the expectations i put on myself for success but in the end feel as though i won’t succeed because i will never be good enough to make it
2:06 such an underrated part, LITERALLY GIVES ME THE CHILLS
SAME!!!! Nobody talks about this part! And specially when she goes, "turn off all alarms and lie to me" something in me just FEELS THE FEELS
It make my bones itch..
i was just about to comment this!! it’s such an underrated part 😔
Same! It feels like getting away from the world and lying in someone's warmth to soothe the aching heart
Alright, this thing got something.. I've came back times later and still woke me up surprisingly.
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Now It's Been Long Enough To Talk About It
I've Started Not To Doubt It,
Just Wrap My Head Around It
I Remember When You Told Me
It's An Everyday Decision
But With My Double Vision,
How Was I Supposed To See The Way?
Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough?
Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough?
Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough?
Haven't I Given Enough, Given Enough?
Always The Fool~
With The Slowest Heart
But I Know You'll Take Me With You
We'll Live In Spaces Between Walls~
~
Every City's Got A Graveyard
A Service Bought And Paid For
Now I'm Sleeping In The Backyard
Passing Out As Night Turns Into Day
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
ALWAYS THE FOOL~
WITH THE SLOWEST HEART
BUT I KNOW YOU'LL TAKE ME WITH YOU
WE'LL LIVE IN SPACES BETWEEN WALLS~
~
Go And Stretch Out My Arms
Long As They Need To Be
Turn Off All Alarms And Lie To Me~
Go And Stretch Out My Arms
Long As They Need To Be
Turn Off All Alarms And Lie To Me~
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
HAVEN'T I GIVEN ENOUGH, GIVEN ENOUGH?
ALWAYS THE FOOL~
WITH THE SLOWEST HEART
BUT I KNOW YOU'LL TAKE ME WITH YOU
I KNOW I'LL TAKE YOU WITH ME
ALWAYS THE FOOL~
WITH THE SLOWEST HEART
BUT I KNOW YOU'LL TAKE ME WITH YOU
WE'LL LIVE IN SPACES BETWEEN WALLS~
~
Leaving my comment here , to come back to it as a adult❤
"Always the fool with the slowest heart" I relate to that I kept making myself a fool and I always think they changed but no I still get hurt in the end...
TW: angst/heartbreak
POV: you were once a naive little girl who thought they met the love of their life. You were foolish and thought he was your world, future husband material, and the one. You lost yourself. His friends harassed you. Your best friend abandoned you after your lover broke your heart, after he cheated on you with your best friend. You gave another chance but begged relentlessly for months, almost a year for the pain to start. You prayed to God, tried in person, and you became a slave to the madness. Until one day, a guy from your health class asked you one question, "Are you okay?" You two became best friends after and bonded. Then you grew feelings for this friend but what you thought was crazy and more than enough was just human decency. You fell for your best friend, and he just led you on since he's gay. You're still friends but hurt he led you on, just like your ex did.
And before anyone gets mad at me, I'm not mad my friend is gay. I'm upset he led me on, was hitting on me when he knew I was into him and then hit me with the "I'm gay" card. Things are somewhat resolved but it still hurt that my feelings were tampered with in a fragile state
I’m happy in life, I’m not insecure about anything.
I help her, I try to help her with anything, I talk to her, I give her good advice, I try my best with her.
BUT SHES THE ONLY ONE WHO MAKES ME FEEL BAD ABOUT MYSELF, THE ONLY PERSON WHO LOWERS MY SELF ESTEEM IS HER.
i have done everything to make her happy, but she’s just so fucking selfish
im almost like a therapist to her, no matter how fed up i am i will go out my way to help her, and the one time i have asked her for help it was an "oh." and then back to her problem.
im called "annoying" and she CONSTANTLY tells me to "shut up" and i just want to confront her about it, but then she will get all sad and ill be the person in the wrong.
she gets pissed at me for NO reason, i do NOTHING
edit: i confronted her, guess what i DIDNT get?
an apology.
every line in this song relates to this situation
shes been trauma dumping onto me
im her only usage
Oh god im already experiencing trauma 4th grade.
And now i feel suicidal
This hit different at night
Yessss
I listen to this song when I feel down. Something really traumatic happened to me a couple of months ago and I’m still not over it and I’m still going through it. And I also have Anxiety and it’s kinda bad. Not to bad but kinda bad at times. And pressure. I’M ALWAYS BEING PRESSURED, COMPARED TO OTHER PEOPLE AND I’M SICK OF IT. Every time I get a B+ for a test, people in my family are disappointed and asking me why I didn’t get
An A+. And they compare me to another person that has an A. I GIVE MY ALL TO BE IN THIS POSITION AND THEY STILL DON’T UNDERSTAND, THIS ALWAYS HAPPENS EVER SINCE I CAN REMEMBER . I’m not even 13 years old yet. And I know no one asked for me to give this information but I had to say it and also I don’t want to seem dramatic but all of this REALLY HURTS. People should not be going through these stuff. No matter your age. And if you are going through something bad, you are not alone ❤️🩹
Its alright to be not okay. ❤
Your grades are great as they are. ❤
You have the right to be a child. ❤
You're giving enough. ❤
I'll be here to talk to, my like notifications are on so if you reply one day, like my message to bring me back. You are enough. ❤
I get it I am a middle child I feel forgotten I went through a similar thing is first grade my mom would give me spankings for my teacher saying I have an attitude and I was just politely asking for help now I don’t like asking for help because I am scared that I will get yelled at also I get compared to my brothe who make’s straight As I will be praying
@@virginiaking6233 I’m so sorry that happened ❤️🩹 No one deserves that.
It will be ok I only wish the best for you and everyone
@@virginiaking6233 ☺️☺️☺️ thanks I wish the best for you too
A little poem for you guys to enjoy if your vibing to the glory of heartbreak like i am:3
*a lonely brunette girl walking down a cold road on the third of july, wearing a thin hooded sweater. Shiney Silver rings coating her pale fingers, long baggy sleeves, and eyebags that could droop to the moon. Walking down a stranded street in the dead of night, as the fireworks hiss and pop full of magical colors that glimmer and shimmer and light up the night sky. Rain pours hevily, Making her matted brown hair grow thick and black as her sneakers get wetter. Airpods in, on noise cancelling to block out the silent noise of life. Always the fool with the slowest heart, it grows everyday little by little but never learns its lesson. Never catches on. Always moves too fast and screws everything up, or goes too slow, at the rate you cant even call a relatoinship. "My heart breaks every single time i get attached to another stupid jock. It hurts so bad, i wish my soft, stupid heart would just stop budging all this nonsense, and just give up and shatter so i can finally let go of love and get a sense of peace without having to warry about betrayal or rejection. I just want to be that one cold pretty girl that all your guy friends have a crush on, but she'll never accept you because shes simply just never interested in love. I want my heart to stop trying to find the specail one, i need my heart to stop craving to be held and cherished so bad. Im just getting my hopes up because every fiber within me knows that'll never happen." She ranted to herself as a salty tear stroke down her cheek. All of her friends think shes cool, but she thinks the opposite about herself. Shes never been very amused with her friends unhonest support, because she knows the things they say to her arent close to true and will never be. The call her a confident, beautiful young woman and that shes better off with no one to hold her, and that "hey, you have other friends, theres plenty other fish in the sea". But she knows its not true, and everyone around her that actually gets her knows that too, So it feels more like a cold lie than a comforting support to her. All her real friends know that, no, shes not perfect. Shes not breakingly beautiful or slim and toned. Shes not confident or "out of his leage", shes depressed, and just a hopeless romantic stoned off of reality and diet coke, and thats ok. You dont always have to be super confident in yourself and you wont always love yourself for who you are.even though its good to be, some people just arent and you shouldent expect them to be or pressure them to be just because its right and healthy for your mental stabillity. Some people just need their moment of agony and uncontrolled depression, without peoplr telling them they should try to be happier. It helps your mind heal. The rough bits of life, mentally, anre the ones that help smooth out others in advance. It may feel unhealthy to sit around, be lazy, and cry all day leaving mascara streaming down your face while shoveling ice cream into your mouth, but you need it. Let yourself cry, let yourself go through the beautiful horrors of life. It may seem awful while your going through it, but take advantage of those feelings. Find somthing to let out your feelings on, your anger, sadness, joy, jelousy, anxiousness, passon, anything. Even physical feelings like being drained ot sick. And remember, it never lasts forever, it goes away eventually. Take care of yourself, and sleep well tonight.*
Sorry this was super long, ik its not much of a poem but whatever. Just a little madeup story and somr advice. Love u guyss
That was good! Thanks for sharing
Such a beautiful poem❤
This is exactly how I feel I’m a brunette and I get heartbroken all the time just like today this boy Iiked found out I liked at said “I don’t wanna fuck with that ugly girl” I can’t help but cry cause it’s true
This song is the one that represents me.. me and my relationship with my mom...not the best at all
And the ''void'' from Melanie Martinez represents how my soul is trapped in the void..
You just described the same feelings i have with my friends it's heartbreaking tbh
Simplesmente amo essa parte 2:11 - 2:40 ✨
“Always the fool with the slowest heart” pq só percebo q gosto de alguém depois q perco ela?
That's one way of interpreting it, having a slow heart means alot of things so whatever it means to you!
Never give up I believe in you, god believes in you never forget that ❤
This song hits me
same
@@_Evanna_ fr
Leaving this here so I’ll be reminded of this piece of art ❤
0:41 if u wanna make an edit with the sound-
i like that everyone have their own way to relate to this song, especially with "haven't i given enough?". personally i relate to this line a lot and i mean A LOT, starting with being good daughter (but never better or even same as my brother, who is, btw, very much d*ed, yeah) and good friend (somehow always being left out), and finishing with giving my WHOLE LIFE to the field i love the most - medicine, but still ended up being burnt out and leaving the uni i was studying for 3 years. now i'm entered another med uni in hopes to finally get a degree and start working, but i don't know how much i'm gonna last now. i'm not even sure if i'm gonna make it out alive, unironcally, yet here we are. haven't i given enough, really...