I find that the longer you're in the hermit phase, the harder it is to get out of the hermit phase. It becomes the ultimate comfort zone, you lose any taste, desire or use for society and the rat-race their lives seem to be. My question is, if some people are so drawn to being withdrawn, why are we fighting who and what we naturally are? A bird doesn't try to convince itself that it should be a fish.
This is what I personally experience, yes. But everyone is different in one way or another, so I'm sure that there are a multitude of degrees and variables as to how others handle transitioning through phases. (If they decide to transition at all)
I agree, Dancing Spiderman I suppose if you truly wanted to be a hermit you could make it work without money. I'm not strong enough and I definitely don't have the skills to survive on my own in the middle of nowhere somewhere. There are ways to be a sort-of urban-hermit. You can hand pick your job so you have as little interaction with people as possible. I may have gotten off-track from the message of the video here.
Brian Premo I think the hermit phase is necessary in order for us to receive necessary insight and information from God (or whomever you refer to as your "guide") that are necessary to move forward as things progress on this earthly plane. I agree with you. Why are we fighting who we truly are? I think it's when we stop fighting who we are, that some of reality shifts back into our focus. I kinda phase in and out of hermit phase. I can't remain there all the time because I'm a college student, so I have consciously learned to control the when and where that the hermit phase occurs and experience it weekly. I go to school and take care of the necessary things for homelife, but then, I stay secluded a lot through the rest of the week with the exception of my family. I've discovered that I learn more, I pick up on signs that answer my questions as to what I'm supposed to be doing with this experience or where this experience is going to take me. I have had visions of my future, which I'm not sure if other people have experienced, but they are like memories that haven't happened yet. Like flash scenes of a movie where I know these aren't just dreams...they're more than that because I recognize the vibrations of the energy attached. Dreams have a different vibrational feel than a vision. I think It's easier to come out of the hermit phase, when you consciously accept what you are going through and you are open to the wisdom given to you when it's the right time and place. In doing so, you learn to control WHEN the knowledge download you get during the hermit phase is activated and when it is "on hold"....I wouldn't necessarily even call it a "hermit" phase or refer to it as being a "hermit" as much as "tuning inward" to your higher self, for the purpose of obtaining the spiritual growth necessary to deal with events in our world as they transpire. Much luck to you as you journey forward in your spiritual connection.
i can't begin to describe how PERFECT all of your videos have been.., how in synchronicity they are with what i'm going through right now. Every topic I see of yours in the sidebar resonates with me on a deep level. THANK YOU. I'm in this phase right now. Feeling lonely on my path and like i want to further isolate myself from the people im even close to currently - it's a very odd and confusing headspace to be in, because you know you're going through an awakening, and you know that attracting resonant relationships in abundance is easy and natural, and attracting the life for YOU is natural... but for some reason it turns around and makes you a recluse in a way. I'm SO indecisive, there's been an overwhelming amount of information coming through. I hope this phase can begin to shed soon so the true me can flourish.
Elena Boycheva Hi Elena....oh my gosh, I feel like I could have written this myself! You hit on so many of the sensitive points and feelings that I feel every second of everyday. I know I've been definitely going the the stages of awakening for about 4 years now. But who do you talk to about it? I've tried but everyone single one of my 'loved ones' know me as the strong independent individual. I am a giver and not a taker....but I still need the basic human feelings that everybody does...that of feeling cared about (not oh she'll be ok she always is) Well, what happens when I am not OK? It was very difficult and took a lot of courage and guts for me to even broch a 'not the run of the mill's subject that I absolutely knew people wouldn't understand but I felt I had to for my own sanity and really wanted their support. HA right.... It took years for me to even bring up the spiritually /changes I knew were now becoming a wonderful part of me. So I finally did....only to receive such hurtful responses. my feelings are constantly being dismissed, thought of as 'a simple phase, get over it, things could be worse.....the entire gament of pretty much being invisible to them, unheard no matter how loud or softly I spoke. No matter how I tried to approach this subject (and I completely understand how hard it must be for people to wrap their head around such 'odd' occurances) but they know me......I would always suffer in silence so for me to even BRING UP a subject of such importance to me should have really raised a flag and brought them to empathize or at least show concern for the pain....I literally NEVER complain. So to be shunned in such a way by the people who are the closest to me was absolutely devastating ..... my heart, mind and soul are crushing. PLUS, now, since I kept sutterly trying to throw in conversation what I felt or what was physically happening to me, I have practically no more friends or loved ones contacting me anymore. Oh, if I call them great but once they realize I'm not the carefree person who everyone can always count on, they don't want to hear it. I'm talking a few 20 year friendships gone simply because I wanted to share something they did not understand. The pain of this abandonment has taken such a deep chunk out of my spirit for the beauty of life. I could never imagine doing this to a person in need or acting like this toward them....nor have I ever been dismissive as I listened with love and empathy to their pains and fears about our trials n tribulations for all those years, usually brought onto themselves by their own action may I add. Now that it's me who need the kindness and loving embrace of understanding, I stand alone in a desert with no support or concern from others, only Gods angels. What is most sad is this wonderful event isn't something I brought on myself....I see it as a gift....but at what cost? I didnt cause failure or harm by selfishness, abusive behaviour or mindlessness towards others. Yet that is what I got in return, complete and utter abandonment .... of course unless I go back to being that giving, strong, empathic individual THEY need. I'm sure my phone would start ringing again if I just became mindless to my own needs and giving to theirs. My struggle is becoming ..... I don't know what it is becoming to be honest. Well thanks for listening either way. I just wanted you to know how much your story resonated with me. Much light and peace to you 🌈
Hi June Bug. I just want to send love your way and give you a hug. You are not alone. The people around you have not awakened yet. I wish I could say more, but this is new to me, it has been less than a week, so my thoughts are pretty jumbled for now.
Michelle McKay Thank you so much Michelle. Your kind, loving words do ease that 'odd person out' feeling.😇 I suppose I should start thinking more of this in the light of all the empathic types simply gather on a different type of plain of Mother Earth, not a physical one like the majority reside but on a mental/spiritual plain in which we seek and help each other under any circumstances....even if that warmth comes from across the globe. 😉 I'm now am understanding more I'm not so spiritually alone....I do feel God's love and thank him and my angels for the continuous strong signs they send me one a daily basis as reassurance my journey is real with many trials and joy ahead, a true gift to appreciate and it's my job to figure it out, since I can't/won't let others take this beauty from me, even if it puts me out there among those who choose to take or judge over understanding or open mindness. Bless you kind soul, with much sincere love and light to you and all you love 🌈🔮🌸
michael white ,I too have been in a foggy haze, for 20 yrs with no explanations. So I withdrew from all that I was involved with.So relieved to have found this site.Thank you for sharing
I randomly clicked this older video of yours. I needed to hear this. I’ve been in hermit phase since 2012. I went on a social media hiatus for 7 years...and I had the privilege of not needing to work since my fiancé made enough and wanted me to stay home with the kids. I grew a lot over that time. I never really missed the real world. But in 2018, I started to feel the loneliness. Now I’m starting to crave social interactions. I used to want to move to a secluded place in the wilderness, but now I crave being a part of a close knit community. But it’s hard to figure out how. I think things are slowly unfolding though and I’ll figure this out. I also think the term PHASE should be emphasized. When we go through it, we tend to see it as our finish line. But it’s just a stepping stone. It’s what we need to go through to gain wisdom, so we can then come back to the world and be a shining light. To me it’s proof that this world is shifting naturally.
Ok You have noticed the same things of his channel as I have, and i've been noticing with the pple that view the vids, either have the same repeating number's they talk about as with everyone else in these vids commenting, either with the numbers 11, 7, and 3's..I don't know exactly what these numbers are representing within all these vids, but there has to be something more to this whole thing.
Boom! This is exactly where I am. I’ve been a nurse for over 13 years. After a few Covid crisis contracts, being traumatized by it all, I’ve taken 7 months off now… not purposefully; I’ve found myself struggling with major depression and in just a weird place. After some soul searching, I’ve recognized my ‘awakening’ a couple of months ago and still trying to navigate it. Honestly, I have zero desire to return to nursing, or society 🥴, but yep, bills still coming and this video is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you😊
Dude...over 6 months, no work (I quit, trusting that it would be OK, just couldn't be around low frequency ppl anymore) been on this journey for many years...and today...another HOUR into "spiritual TH-cam videos" uhhhh VERY good timing on this for a tonne of us I'm sure. I know this is all coming from me. I am...all that...so freaked to go back into the world...but somehow ready to walk over the hill...THANK YOU so much.
Same here. Unemployed 6 months + because being in an environment that is not in alignment with what my higher self sees, is not an option for me any more. I feel like a reclusive failure and like, on the surface, I've done everything wrong...but something tells me differently. Keep following your intuition. Cheers to you finding your next step (or it finding you). Much Love.
Andrew Reed Thank you Andrew. Yes, I go from righteous feelings to failure feelings in a flash lol more "on the right path, but it's foggy" right now. Yes, you stay the course as well. Much love back! I love ODD numbered years...let's hope that works as a boost. *thumbs up*
i actually keep trying to get out of the hermit phase and it's a deadend. Then I realize I jumped the wrong train. I finally finally 80% accepted it, still a go-getter so going to spiritual events met people which was cool. Now feels like wheels gotta start turning.
As many have said in the comments, this really is spot on...unemployed for six months, feeling its all for a reason but panicking because nothing is happening, scared to make a move on anything and become something of a 'hermit'.... I think it's possible to go back in to the world but as a new person... hopefully my time will come, thanks for putting this video out, good to know I'm not the only one 😏
Derek Coe . Derek , i am Joyce. Iwas raised in a very strick Christian home. I am from a Quacker dissent. Was taught that visions able to see things and hear things and able to feel the first sign of a healing nature begin to grow inside me. Was wrong part of evil to run away from it. I am confused. I need to talk with someone about what has been going on in my life. What to do or dont do. Please help me.
Derek Coe I was going through this when you left this comment my friend. I finally came back but kept my spirituality. I hope your doing well my friend.😁
Joyce McFadden m also confused n on spirituality n feel emptiness n lonely don’t which path is correct feeling like ghosts r around me but sm positive energy is also there very weird life going on if u want to tslk let me know m from Michigan will call u
GuRu1111 can u suggest me m also going through bad experience n feeling lonely n lost my body change n m not feeling happy they say leave family n bondage I m not ready
Hey let's get to know each other. I'm at the end of my hermitage now - also 3 years long - and it's incredibly rare to find a prospective partner who's in the same spiritual/physical space.
i stumbled across the first one too...it is awesome to be able to understand these changes and growth. I am working with someone in my town as well..but these are great videos! Keep up the great work and thanks!!
There are many detours and traps laid in the rabbit hole. But if you are seeking truth you will not turn down someone else's path but stay straight on your own Do it for yourself & don't take any body's word for it. The truth is waiting for you, don't be decieved.
Thanks victor i really needed this video, i been so confused and depressed and feel like i need to escape. Its amazing how these videos pop up in my life like you know. Wishing you Much love and wealth in the new year brother. thank you for everything.
WakeUpUniverse4201 the confusing and depressed stage will give rise to something new and even more amazing !! It happens to us all.... I hope you start to feel better soon :)
WakeUpUniverse4201 There is a way out for us. It feels so good, your heart will burst when you see it! Have you realized the law aspect of resurrection (awakening)? Becoming alive from dead legal person status)? If not, you're not yet awake fully. Know that your birth certificate is written on banking paper, it's a bond, if you use it to enter commerce, you are marked as a beast, as stock. You aren't following the highest Law, Love your brother as yourself. A contract was offered, as the state registered your birth and is holding your title (Live Statement of Birth), they are supposed to be your trustees of your estate (the name) and be public servants, but by claiming ownership of things and commerce, WE became trustees and THEM beneficiaries (servants became your masters in govt). Everything is provided for free, if you give all you have back to Ceaser, thereby creating NO DEBT, as they already took it all in trust, holding it for you UNTIL YOU WAKE UP (resurrection). Anyone interested in not being a DEBTOR/stock/a surety...contact me and I'll point you to little-known info. The bible law documents outline it all, but it has nothing to do with religion, it is Law and banking (bi ble, 2 bulls or covenants)
Wow, I've been in this phase for what seem like my whole life, the past year changed my interactions in the physical world so much, kundalini, third eye and chakras; all activated and cleansed. I feel that the driving force of this global awakening is empathy. When we look into the world we see the suffering of others as our own and want to help and can't/won't stop until the issue of suffering is over with. I've personaly just gotten my first foot in the door to re-entering the "common world" and manifested opportunity to grow n expand; to finally speak up about this knowlede ignored by MSM. I feel like that kid in Sharkboy and Lavagirl, when he finally learns to dream while awake and can lucid dream(control the dream, manifest). I hope You all manifest you're greatest life. Namaste.
THANK YOU SO MUCH I WAS IN THIS PHASE UNTIL NOW. I HEARD TEACHER. The second I did. That hit me physically. I got goosebumps. And instant body chill. Thank you so so much. I have never been finically so bad as I am now. And I kept saying "no I can't work until I know what it is exactly that I want to do" I know I want to educate. How and about what. I don't know. But that's okay. I will get a job today. Because that's the first step. I am a single mom. I am the soul and only provider to my son. I haven't worked since April 7th. I've heart my self financially so so so bad. I began now. Thank you
enlightenment is not about feeling good in an ideal world . i believe its about how much can we feel good and tolerant in a shity world ! hint that's why we struggle still even with all the knowledge and wisdom we come across.
Wow you are so right. I need to write my book and stop isolating myself from the world. I'm like a scared little girl. But God put it in my heart so I know it's gonna happen.
Miss LED just keep swimming. I'm going through the hermit phase but I am trying to look at it as my launch pad... I hope you start writing soon again. I bet you have an awesome story to tell
I hit my Saturn return & I subconsciously isolated myself from everything & everyone for several years, I was so spaced out, depressed & broke af. Now I'm ready to get back in the swing of things, i just rediscovered tv, music, exercise & food again which is nice. My chakras are clear, kundalini risen so no more physical pain, I feel great. It's literally like physically/mentally/spiritually dying & being reborn, like a baby learning how to walk & talk. I don't remember much about the past, it's all very vague, I just know that my entire life, social circle, career, family structure & beliefs have changed completely & I'm the happiest I've ever been. I even look completely different, I've shown my old pictures to new friends & they can't believe it's me 😏. So if anyone reading this is going through an awakening just know you're not crazy & everything will work out great, but don't fight it or cling to the old life/people/things, let it all go, just stay positive & have faith. And ignore most of these gurus out here cuz none of them know what they're talking about, those who do know don't talk about it, so you'll just have to get through it on your own but that's all part of the process, it's supposed to be that way. And make no mistake, it will feel like you're going through hell, but the trick is to keep going 😉 Namaste
Tina Marie Love your story.I can truly relate to it.I feel like I'm losing myself and going through hell.I feel so unhappy and worthless, alone and lost .I hope you are still doing good. Hope my story ends like yours.
Thank you so much! I needed to hear this! I'm finding my smile again and lifting from my shadows. I realize I'm the one holding me back. My heart is very open right now and I feel a lot of emotions! Thank you so much I feel like I'm starting to live again!
You don't need to see it's a part of a control, you should just believe :D Also, you can ask questions and universe/spirit guides will tell you. Sometimes they even show you the future it's so cool.
My mom had me young and left me with her young siblings. 10 people in a 3 bed/1 bath house! To survive I had to carve out my own space - I don't know any other way!
It wasn't jumbled at all. It was a very clear message and very needed. You are very unique and that you allow yourself to be vulnerable in front of the camera and speak what really did happen and how you really did feel including all insecurities. Thank you so much.
whaaaatttt.??? so l can't watch you tube videos for 3 hours everyday and expect something to happen??? lm glad l watched this. It explains my situation to the point. woooow. Thanks.
Dawn Brock Hi Dawn, some of us are Frequency Holders and must retreat from the world often to pursue our work. Have you read Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak? Love and light to you!
I want to thank you for slapping me back into reality. You and I have had many similar journeys. I also want to thank your wife because she’s been there with you and if it weren’t for her supporting your life mission you wouldn’t be here doing this for us. You guys are good team.
I feel like i have been going through everything you described here for most of my life however last year it hit me hard! I isolated myself more than ever and just wanted to learn more about myself and what was happening to me, meditating, watching videos on spirituality and awakening, looking for purpose etc. Being at my mundane job was becoming more difficult due to its negative environment and routine tasks. I also discovered that there was a word for what I've felt for most of my life which is being an Empath. My coworkers would come to me everyday, multiple times a day to vent and I was just absorbing all of their emotions which led to me feeling extremely off balance. I could also see through all the deception and mistreatment from management and I just knew I had to leave so i quit. This is my first week away from that job and I feel such peace. Working for myself and on my own terms seems ideal for me at this point and would be great if that's how things work out. Although I can be very weary of others and their motives, I have fully realized that i was placed here to help others and become a pillar for individuals who are struggling and need direction. I am learning to accept that I can't push everyone away and just stay in my little introverted bubble. People come to ME for a reason and I am fully aware of this now. I am now in the phase where i have to put everything i have absorbed via reading and videos and take action. It's scary but I know that I will be guided in the right direction. Thank you for this video! Many Blessings to all.
I read your history and is a copy of what happened to me. I just wanted be in my bubble but I realized that the awakening happens for the reason to help other that are in the process. More people that awake will be more higher vibration for all and better changes for humanity. We are the little stars that make a constellation bright. Thank you for sharing. Many blessings to all.
Ive decided I quite like my hermit phase and I wont be moving on. Now to get my hands on a crazy cat lady starter pack and Im good. Outside of a bit of charity here and there, I cant see any real reason to go out and get involved with the drama that Ive so often dealt with before. Im not unfriendly, but let's just say I like my ME time. Nothing wrong with that...we are all free to do as we damned well like.
Helena Monique Clarke I think I found my twin! I'm so content in my 'hermitness' sometimes it feels like a slow dance with my soul. Don't mean to be odd but...
I've always been outgoing and I have no shortage of friends and drinking buddies. Lately I've come to realize I've been giving my energy away and my whole body aches along with the stress of having very little alone time. I'm taking steps to move from upstate NY to Nashville (I'm a musician). I'm going to lay low for a while and initiate the much needed hermit phase. I plan on meditating a lot and improving my diet as well as becoming more physically active. I feel like withdrawing will enable a vibratory shift, then I'll be ready to share my light with everyone I come in contact with.
You sound exactly like me 5 years ago. I wish I could say that it's the answer and that it will fix the hole you feel, but it's just a step on a path I'm still walking with no end in sight. Maybe progress is all we can hope for, in the end.
I now know I did not stumble across your channel by accident. I have been in such a state, a funk as my kids say, that I have not left the house in days. I feel lonely alone but alone has felt good at the same time. I'm so sensitive that even a normal conversation leaves me exhausted. I feel tired and weak and haven't done much of anything. I knew it was a spiritual thing but could not see my way through it and all the videos I've seen were like "we're shifting and maybe some of you are feeling it" and I was like, I'm feeling something but is that it or not? You are a Godsend! Thank you for saying what I desperately needed to know. Maybe now I can pull myself up and go out there and make something good happen. You're awesome! God bless you
My whole life as been in the "hermit phase"! Never coped with mainstream and back in the day, I lived in hippy communities for a while - that was my heyday. Sort of gave up on trying to uplift people and became a further recluse. But yes, you're right - it's great to get the message out there if you can and if you have the support.
As a gemini, I find myself resonating with every word you speak. I don't know what it is about us, but I have this deep connection with fellow gemini's. We have a powerful way of communicating, love it!! amazing videos Victor, keep up the good work! :)
Thanks Victor. I am exactly at the spot you talked about. Been through 2yrs of awakening and now, with money running out, it's time to emerge from my hermit phase and go out into the world again. Not all of us are called to be TH-camrs, but I'm so thankful you were. Much love and light! Namaste🦋
Thanks for this video. It really resonated with me. I started my hermit phase because of an illness that went on for months which left me a lot of time to think about my life choices, so much so that when I was well again, I was growing and changing my life decisions so much that I couldn't put a solid foot on a single pathway. A lot of it was fear of not wanting to repeat past mistakes and also trying to avoid the financial traps I saw/can see my friends stuck in. It's been about a year now and I'm applying for jobs and getting back into the world again.
One of the best talks Ive ever heard, referring to different sources, Joe Campbell, etc etc. Actions and a reality check come through alot. Not always about sitting on a mountain. Thank you for your frankness and inspiration to the masses
Thanks man. This is exactly what I'm going through. I'm at the tail end of it. Hearing others testimonies, those fortunate to be awakening too, has been a blessing. Thanks ☺️
This is the first time i have had this experience put in to words. It's exactly the troubles i have had, i felt like i was watching the world, other people and my self at a distance instead of really living it, cursed by my "insights" i became lonely, i never moved on from there.
Holy shit! I'm going to watch this again. Right now. The challenges you described mirror so many of things I'm experiencing right now. I have felt completely hopeless that this shit storm in my mind would never end. Your message was brutal. And I am so thankful. 💜 Thank you for returning to the world. That is where I feel drawn as well. You put words to craziness that I couldn't even define...which then allowed the "Holy shit! He's callin' me out!" to happen. You are helping me form a game plan out of dire necessity. I am so ready to feel good and participate in my life once again. Big hugs and so much love to you and your beautiful family! 💜💜💜💜
I’m exactly at the phase you just described. Thank you my brother, wise beyond your years. I enjoy your videos a lot and find strength in them. Keep up the great work you are doing. Brother John...
Love that" we don't get a map .." You are a brilliant beautiful soul Victor. I'm high raw vegan and I've never felt better . This way of feeding my body works for me . It's amazing how many people have simulator though patterns. Many people are way to afraid what others think and we get held back because of that fear . You have tremendous courage being open and honest with people . Keep up the great work . Thank you . Blessings be.🌿
Gosh - you just explained EXACTLY what I have been going through and the stage I am at right now. Nice to know there are many others out there! Thanks so much for 'coming back' and sharing with us. Today, you are my hero ❤️.
Millibs couldn't have been more perfect with his statement. Trust yourself, meaning trust the experiences you are attracting based on the intention that is in your heart. If your at this phase, you've learned to see lessons, synchronicity in moments, how to ask yourself for guidance and coming out of mind and into the heart where fear doesn't exist. Only the presence of a beautiful creative force that dwells within you, wanting to express itself. This step is definitely a challenge. I am experiencing it as well. Trusting yourself for me anyway, means trusting life and the experiences you are having that are bringing you closer and closer to your true nature. Whatever that may mean in your heart. It is beautiful, embrace it. You are not alone and have never been alone. We are here with you. Going through it with you. :)
Just remember you aren't alone in this. Even if no one in your life seems to understand what you are going through or can't see things the way you do, others out there do.
How did I ever miss this one??? Been following you from the beginning...this is me Right Now. Like just finished crying and had a whole situation and then lead here. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Idk what I'm gonna do now, but it feels So Amazing to k ow that S O M E O N E knows this internal struggle and stress and some degree of mental and emotional pain. Your videos have Always been 97% in line with what I was experiencing in the moment, but THIS I NEEDED today. So much. ❤
I found my way to your videos last night and having watched many of them I find myself more confused as I can relate to much of what you talk about on many different subjects. Its like you have made these videos with me in mind.Ill start by saying that I've always felt different. Just didn’t see the world the same as others. I'm only just starting to realise why. I'm at a point now that I'm really struggling to deal with whatever this is that’s happening to me. I cant sleep. I have no appetite. No sex drive. No interest in TV of movies anymore. I cant deal with people in general. I don’t go out. I'm an emotional wreck and its getting harder to live in this world. 2 years ago (2015) my GF was worried about my state that we decided to make appointment at docs. I Tried tablets for sleeping and other anti depressives but no change. I was sent to various assessments which found I was unfit for work and signed me off for 12 months. He eventually referred me to a Community Psychiatric Nurse who I see every 2 weeks and she thinks I'm suffering from PTSD as I served in the army back in 01 - 04 (Iraq war), however there is more to it than I would dare mention to CPN as ill explain below. I've struggled for many years but last year (2016) has flipped me upside down, or the right way up now I suppose. I'm not religious at all but I do believe there is more to life than work work work. That "get a job" response from people drives me crazy. Anyways last year I went into my kitchen to make a cup of tea at 4am and I felt something I had never felt before. Something you and others like you have described perfectly. It was like a surge of electricity moving up through me and it was that intense I had to hold on to the door because I thought I was going to pass out. I closed my eyes and went with it and it was the best felling I have ever experienced. Maybe only 10 seconds. I struggle to explain it other than it was like my body and mind was having an extremely intense orgasm. I've had similar feelings since but none as powerful as that one. I felt like the top of my head had popped off. In my mind I felt like I was in space. A vast openness. Everything was silent. It was beautiful. Anytime I think back to it I get emotional. Afterwards I felt like I was Jesus. Sounds crazy as shit when I read this back but its true. I just struggle to explain it. Since then everything I've been feeling has accelerated. I see the world so differently to most people and although my anxiety keeps me from going out I still have this overwhelming need for information, understanding and truth. I cant stop it. It feels automatic now. Its like a filter has went up around me. I've become more into politics. That’s the only thing that holds my attention these days. Mostly pointing out those in power who are lying and abusing this power against the people. All people. Everywhere. Didn’t mean for this to be as long as this is however I felt I just had to get this out. Watching your videos last night was an emotional rollercoaster for me but much appreciated. My journey continues. Thanks
Can I suggest you transition from Tarot to the eastern equivalent called I-Ching (book of changes). Find a couple and take the one with the translation that speaks to you. That book is gold and has explained a mass of wisdom to me. Please check it out :)
Such great wisdom in this vid! Not just for "ascending" or "spiritual" people but also for those who lack confidence or are "scared" of the world. Thank you :)
You are the most real, motivating, inspiring person i have watched. I feel like we've lived the same/different lives & you know how to explain what i have always known, but somehow forgot or something. Its seriously like deja vu when i watch you. Like coming home. Familiar.
Man, good for you for having the balls to leave your day to day job and going on your journey without taking part of the rat race. I'm in situation where I'm comfortable and make a decent living but deep down in my soul I know there is something more out there ... I feel like I meant to do something important and useful...I just don't know what it is.
I'm cleaning the house and this video came on. Literally bawling my eyes out. I've never resonated with something more. I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening 2 years ago and have been a behavioral specialist for 6 years. Lost my job 5 days before Christmas and have been in this hermit phase ever since. I've been so scattered on what direction I want to take from here and am struggling with getting off prescribed substances I desperately dont want to be taking anymore....among other things. It's amazing this video came up because it's exactly what I needed to hear. I am scared too and trying to release fear and trust. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's honestly so similar to mine it's kinda crazy. Keep spreading your love and wisdom 🙏🏻💙.
Thanks Victor for the validation. Your whole description fits me perfectly. As a woman in Pakistan I've been living in self isolation having estranged from my family of origin around the time of the pandemic. I have recently started living off my savings and that seems scary sometimes. Just trying to trust the process. But just don't know where to pick up, which direction to go and where to find the energy or motivation. Thanks for sharing this it gives me hope that I'm not alone in the world! 🙏🏼 Thanks for giving the aw
WOW! I rarely give comments but I always press the 'Like Button'. I've been spending over 3 hours every day watching Spiritual TH-cam Channels for the past 2 months waiting for a message. I guess a message did finally arrive and it came through you Victor.... Thank you.
Excellent. Thanks so much for calling myself and several of us watching on our own spiritual bypassing. I feel that a lot of people myself included get locked into the habit of hermit mode, because while that may be an essential part of spiritual growth it can quickly become a coping mechanism and comfort zone.
Victor: Years ago I read the book "The Highly Sensitive Person" By Elaine Aron and for me, that describes me better than anything else. I felt like someone had watched me and knew how I felt and interacted with the world. In the past 10 years I have been withdrawing more and more from the world. I guess I am a functioning hermit, because I do get up and go to work 5 days a week. I work for a, Tag Agency, basically a DMV for Oklahoma and I have to talk and interact with LOTS of people everyday. I find it exhausting. I never have any privacy. I have people working on both sides of me 3 feet from me ALL DAY LONG. After that I just want to go home to my solitude, I do have a dog though. I have wanted to connect with people again in my personal life, but the spiritual awakening I've been going through over the past 15 years, isn't something most people understand. I don't care about the same things that so many people do nowadays, which is piling up money, accumulating homes and more stuff we don't need. I had my own heath issues starting back in July 2003. Through numerous doctors no one could find out what was wrong. So I quit searching for a diagnosis and just looked for a solution. Which is what led me down the search to find out what it is all about. I started yoga in 2014 which has been my salvation. It makes the physical pain bearable and my life so much better. I am curious about your psychic telling you to eat meat again. I have been on the fence and struggling with giving up meat and dairy. I know it would be healthier, but alsoI don't want to see another living being suffer just so I can have a meal. What are your views on eating meat? Most spiritual people and many books I have read, notably Dolores Cannon, says that we will all start eating less meat and we should, because it will help us to raise our vibration. What are your thought on this? I've enjoyed your channel since I've discovered it recently. So much of what your talk about, resonates with my own experiences over the past 10 years. Thank you so much!
I wish you luck on your journey Jayson - I am also eating less dairy and less meat..for health and for spiritual reasons.. I too am a highly sensitive person in every way. For the most part, many gifts have come to me through my sensitivity but it hasn't always been easy... In terms of your physical pain..are you eating enough healthy fats? Are you eating enough plant based proteins like beans, protein powders, etc? Also, are you taking in enough vitamins and amino acids? All of these are essential for our health. I am finding that these things really work. A older friend of mine began taking fish oil supplements or omega -3 supplements after being in incredible pain and it has really helped her! Also, in the past I have talked to my pain to ask it what it is feeling, what it wants, why it is hurting, etc..sometimes having a pain journal and interacting with your pain and writing about it can be helpful. You can ask your pain, 'what are you trying to say?' Also, 'what are you trying to teach me.' I have even said to my (emotional pain) in the past 'thank you!' I wish you healing, comfort, answers which come to you in various and positive ways and love and spirit embracing you each and every moment.. Lisa from Cambridge, Massachusetts 62 years young
Lisa: I still eat meat and dairy, I just don't eat meat everyday. I have a struggle in my life, because I LOVE to cook and write recipes. It is hard completely changing how you eat when you were raised a certain way. I almost never eat out. I cook all of my meals, mostly from scratch with as little pre-processed packaged food as possible. I do eat lots of fruits and vegetables but still have meat. and I love sweets. I got the infamous southern sweet tooth from my grandmother and a pile of her recipes to satisfy that craving. I just don't eat sugar everyday either. I understand where my pain comes from. My thoughts. For years I hated myself and had such low self esteem from not understanding myself, ,and also coming to terms with being a homosexual despite the fact that I was raised a Baptist. You learn from a young age as a Baptist that being homosexual is the ultimate sin to burn in Hell for. Such internal conflict and hate, I wanted to die so many times over. Those negative thoughts manifested in the form of illness and pain in my body. I have worked hard to change my thoughts and thinking and it's been pretty successful, but I am still a work in progress! I lead a celibate life because that is what is best for me. I don't see any type of intimate relationship in my future, and I'm good with that. My focus is to be a kind , compassionate and loving person to everyone I meet in life. Thanks for you insights and kind words.
You are exactly right about being and HSP, it is like stumbling through life, not knowing your name. I wish I would have discovered that sooner. I want to ask you about your diet. How do you eat your meals. Do you prepare cooked food or eat raw? It is so overwhelming when you try to research vegan and vegetarian cooking. Vegetarian is petty easy. I could make a pie and that could be considered vegetarian. But the vegan is so complex. Some say oils are okay, like olive oil and others say no oil of any kind. Some use sugar and other do not. Some say flour is okay and others don't. How do you put together a meal? Could you give me an example of what you eat in a day and how much. Has your body suffered muscle loss?
Thankyou. I am wanting out of this... I am a widow so more hermated than you were. Often stay in a dark room... depressed. Im poor. . I am not lazy... Thanks.. Dont think youtube is my next step.. guess i dont know how well it pays. IDK why I am posting this.
Three years ago I would not have understood the messages here. I came across your channel because you have knowledge that I need at this point in my life. You have put into words the struggles that I thought were only my imagination. I am grateful for your openness and ability to speak your truth as it is.
You are spot on Victor!!! Your videos are in such harmony with exactly the path I have found myself on. Thank you for the reassurance. I guess I needed it!
You are so right, knowing that what we need will be given to us at the exact moment we need it is assuring, but can be stressful at the same time..and you have a wonderful way of putting things into words that I feel and experience, but am unable to put into words!
I have no interest in the world and the things I used to escape no longer interest me. I have never liked the world that much and never was ambitious. Now there's a darkness covering me and the depression is unbearable. I did have one ambition as a child and that was to be a saint. I really need help!
This morning I woke up feeling like it's time to move on but the resistance is there. The first awakening happened in September 2018 and I have been hermiting ever since. Your video was 100% bang on with everything that I have been experiencing. Thank you, it's so important to share what we go through bc it sometimes feels like, "is anyone feeling this?" I feel so understood and ready to move on. You're a blessing, Vic!
yup....lonely. I'm up at 3:30-4:00am. every day. I send you all my best wishes for peace . you are not alone. I can't wait to meet more people like me.
Omfg this is insane. This is EXACTLY what I've been going through. Probably for the last 4 years. And I'm actually getting pretty sick of it. I think I "awakened" in 2012. I've always been somewhat "awakened" since I was a child...very empathetic, absorbing others energy and not knowing what it was called or even that it was happening, always knew in my heart about energy and "source energy" as what my definition of god was... blah blah blah. But in Sept 2012 I feel like I had a major jump or something into a much more awakened state. I sort of abruptly separated from the Air Force after 10 1/2 yrs, I ended up divorced shortly after (even tho it wasn't my choice, but I see how my change had ultimately caused it). I've gone back to school twice for two completely different careers. I moved from GA, to AL to FL, back to AL, back to FL and now back here yet again to AL! Its been nuts!! I want to work but I refuse to go back to being miserable in some 9-5 ho hum job, but my career as a dog groomer which I really love, seems like its never going to pay my bills and Im starting to feel desperate so contemplating getting a ho hum job but every time I search for one its like I cant even bring myself to apply. But I have to do.SOMETHING, I have 2 kids to support as a single mom. I never want to go into public because it just seems too fucking much. Im getting fatter and fucking fatter, more and more tired, less and less energy or motivation. I cant stand being out there amongst people who are just oblivious to how much they are brainwashed slaves, not that I hate them because I know they don't know what they don't know yet but it just drains me. Im really kind of on the verge of homelessness because every attempt at getting my pet grooming career really going seems to hit a freakin wall. I live in a POS trailer in a damn trailer park surrounded by people who have absolutely NO concept of anything beyond this tiny town in the woods. And Im stuck here until I can afford to move which at times seems like it will never happen. Uuuuuuuugh!! Ok, sorry this was so long...I guess I really needed to.get that off my chest. Anyway, thanks SO MUCH for this video, at least I don't feel quite so alone in this predicament. thank you.
Whaddya know! TH-cam served me up your "hermit phase" video at a most opportune moment. I was just beginning to tell myself the same thing but I'm grateful to hear it in the words you choose. Thanks! ...and prace
Thank you victor! You have no idea how much of a teacher you really are and how many lives you have/will change; a snowball effect for the world. Its obvious how things happened for a reason. Thank you for your openness and guidance!
Hi Vic.....this all happened to me after the death of my husband and beloved one. It's been getting more intense.....I am practicing yoga, Nei Gong and tai chi. I have stopped eating animals. I am living alone and working alone, although with the old and infirm as a carer. I am a Reflexologist and give free treatments more often than not. I would so love to meet someone to share life with..... I am not depressed, I am really very happy, but restless. I don't know where to go......I wish I could trust in the stages....journey........xxx
+Venus Leoz Thank you for replying.....everyday is different, all part of the ascension faze I guess. But oh no cant eat tortured flesh....just love eggs of any description. Peace and love Om Shanti xx
Strange to see how many people feel the same ... often you feel that you are the only one
Me too.
Me too, Ive been isolated a lot these 5 years, but i think im getting through it a bit more.
@@SegaSlashTV same with 3
It is time my friends
We are all spread out, haha
I find that the longer you're in the hermit phase, the harder it is to get out of the hermit phase. It becomes the ultimate comfort zone, you lose any taste, desire or use for society and the rat-race their lives seem to be. My question is, if some people are so drawn to being withdrawn, why are we fighting who and what we naturally are? A bird doesn't try to convince itself that it should be a fish.
This is what I personally experience, yes. But everyone is different in one way or another, so I'm sure that there are a multitude of degrees and variables as to how others handle transitioning through phases. (If they decide to transition at all)
Brian Premo
The need for money to live on is usually the reason ...
I agree, Dancing Spiderman
I suppose if you truly wanted to be a hermit you could make it work without money. I'm not strong enough and I definitely don't have the skills to survive on my own in the middle of nowhere somewhere. There are ways to be a sort-of urban-hermit. You can hand pick your job so you have as little interaction with people as possible. I may have gotten off-track from the message of the video here.
Brian Premo I agree.
Brian Premo I think the hermit phase is necessary in order for us to receive necessary insight and information from God (or whomever you refer to as your "guide") that are necessary to move forward as things progress on this earthly plane. I agree with you. Why are we fighting who we truly are? I think it's when we stop fighting who we are, that some of reality shifts back into our focus. I kinda phase in and out of hermit phase. I can't remain there all the time because I'm a college student, so I have consciously learned to control the when and where that the hermit phase occurs and experience it weekly. I go to school and take care of the necessary things for homelife, but then, I stay secluded a lot through the rest of the week with the exception of my family. I've discovered that I learn more, I pick up on signs that answer my questions as to what I'm supposed to be doing with this experience or where this experience is going to take me. I have had visions of my future, which I'm not sure if other people have experienced, but they are like memories that haven't happened yet. Like flash scenes of a movie where I know these aren't just dreams...they're more than that because I recognize the vibrations of the energy attached. Dreams have a different vibrational feel than a vision. I think It's easier to come out of the hermit phase, when you consciously accept what you are going through and you are open to the wisdom given to you when it's the right time and place. In doing so, you learn to control WHEN the knowledge download you get during the hermit phase is activated and when it is "on hold"....I wouldn't necessarily even call it a "hermit" phase or refer to it as being a "hermit" as much as "tuning inward" to your higher self, for the purpose of obtaining the spiritual growth necessary to deal with events in our world as they transpire. Much luck to you as you journey forward in your spiritual connection.
i can't begin to describe how PERFECT all of your videos have been.., how in synchronicity they are with what i'm going through right now. Every topic I see of yours in the sidebar resonates with me on a deep level. THANK YOU. I'm in this phase right now. Feeling lonely on my path and like i want to further isolate myself from the people im even close to currently - it's a very odd and confusing headspace to be in, because you know you're going through an awakening, and you know that attracting resonant relationships in abundance is easy and natural, and attracting the life for YOU is natural... but for some reason it turns around and makes you a recluse in a way. I'm SO indecisive, there's been an overwhelming amount of information coming through. I hope this phase can begin to shed soon so the true me can flourish.
Elena Boycheva Hi Elena....oh my gosh, I feel like I could have written this myself! You hit on so many of the sensitive points and feelings that I feel every second of everyday. I know I've been definitely going the the stages of awakening for about 4 years now. But who do you talk to about it? I've tried but everyone single one of my 'loved ones' know me as the strong independent individual. I am a giver and not a taker....but I still need the basic human feelings that everybody does...that of feeling cared about (not oh she'll be ok she always is) Well, what happens when I am not OK? It was very difficult and took a lot of courage and guts for me to even broch a 'not the run of the mill's subject that I absolutely knew people wouldn't understand but I felt I had to for my own sanity and really wanted their support. HA right.... It took years for me to even bring up the spiritually /changes I knew were now becoming a wonderful part of me. So I finally did....only to receive such hurtful responses. my feelings are constantly being dismissed, thought of as 'a simple phase, get over it, things could be worse.....the entire gament of pretty much being invisible to them, unheard no matter how loud or softly I spoke. No matter how I tried to approach this subject (and I completely understand how hard it must be for people to wrap their head around such 'odd' occurances) but they know me......I would always suffer in silence so for me to even BRING UP a subject of such importance to me should have really raised a flag and brought them to empathize or at least show concern for the pain....I literally NEVER complain. So to be shunned in such a way by the people who are the closest to me was absolutely devastating ..... my heart, mind and soul are crushing. PLUS, now, since I kept sutterly trying to throw in conversation what I felt or what was physically happening to me, I have practically no more friends or loved ones contacting me anymore. Oh, if I call them great but once they realize I'm not the carefree person who everyone can always count on, they don't want to hear it. I'm talking a few 20 year friendships gone simply because I wanted to share something they did not understand. The pain of this abandonment has taken such a deep chunk out of my spirit for the beauty of life. I could never imagine doing this to a person in need or acting like this toward them....nor have I ever been dismissive as I listened with love and empathy to their pains and fears about our trials n tribulations for all those years, usually brought onto themselves by their own action may I add. Now that it's me who need the kindness and loving embrace of understanding, I stand alone in a desert with no support or concern from others, only Gods angels. What is most sad is this wonderful event isn't something I brought on myself....I see it as a gift....but at what cost? I didnt cause failure or harm by selfishness, abusive behaviour or mindlessness towards others. Yet that is what I got in return, complete and utter abandonment .... of course unless I go back to being that giving, strong, empathic individual THEY need. I'm sure my phone would start ringing again if I just became mindless to my own needs and giving to theirs. My struggle is becoming ..... I don't know what it is becoming to be honest. Well thanks for listening either way. I just wanted you to know how much your story resonated with me. Much light and peace to you 🌈
Hi June Bug. I just want to send love your way and give you a hug. You are not alone. The people around you have not awakened yet. I wish I could say more, but this is new to me, it has been less than a week, so my thoughts are pretty jumbled for now.
Michelle McKay Thank you so much Michelle. Your kind, loving words do ease that 'odd person out' feeling.😇 I suppose I should start thinking more of this in the light of all the empathic types simply gather on a different type of plain of Mother Earth, not a physical one like the majority reside but on a mental/spiritual plain in which we seek and help each other under any circumstances....even if that warmth comes from across the globe. 😉 I'm now am understanding more I'm not so spiritually alone....I do feel God's love and thank him and my angels for the continuous strong signs they send me one a daily basis as reassurance my journey is real with many trials and joy ahead, a true gift to appreciate and it's my job to figure it out, since I can't/won't let others take this beauty from me, even if it puts me out there among those who choose to take or judge over understanding or open mindness. Bless you kind soul, with much sincere love and light to you and all you love 🌈🔮🌸
Elena Boycheva I'm withdrawing now to.. its like I have to withdraw and regroup.. I feel like for the first time my head is out of a foggy haze..
michael white ,I too have been in a foggy haze, for 20 yrs with no explanations. So I withdrew from all that I was involved with.So relieved to have found this site.Thank you for sharing
I randomly clicked this older video of yours. I needed to hear this. I’ve been in hermit phase since 2012. I went on a social media hiatus for 7 years...and I had the privilege of not needing to work since my fiancé made enough and wanted me to stay home with the kids. I grew a lot over that time. I never really missed the real world. But in 2018, I started to feel the loneliness. Now I’m starting to crave social interactions. I used to want to move to a secluded place in the wilderness, but now I crave being a part of a close knit community. But it’s hard to figure out how. I think things are slowly unfolding though and I’ll figure this out.
I also think the term PHASE should be emphasized. When we go through it, we tend to see it as our finish line. But it’s just a stepping stone. It’s what we need to go through to gain wisdom, so we can then come back to the world and be a shining light. To me it’s proof that this world is shifting naturally.
It started in 2012 for me too!
Ok You have noticed the same things of his channel as I have, and i've been noticing with the pple that view the vids, either have the same repeating number's they talk about as with everyone else in these vids commenting, either with the numbers 11, 7, and 3's..I don't know exactly what these numbers are representing within all these vids, but there has to be something more to this whole thing.
Kay Peace 7 is a holy number in the bible. And it’s also the number of years it takes for your body to completely regenerate!
Maya Angelo devoted 5 years of her childhood to a hermit phase where she didn’t even speak, for 5 years!!
Boom! This is exactly where I am. I’ve been a nurse for over 13 years. After a few Covid crisis contracts, being traumatized by it all, I’ve taken 7 months off now… not purposefully; I’ve found myself struggling with major depression and in just a weird place. After some soul searching, I’ve recognized my ‘awakening’ a couple of months ago and still trying to navigate it. Honestly, I have zero desire to return to nursing, or society 🥴, but yep, bills still coming and this video is exactly what I needed to hear. Thank you😊
What happened? How did you "awaken"?
Dude...over 6 months, no work (I quit, trusting that it would be OK, just couldn't be around low frequency ppl anymore) been on this journey for many years...and today...another HOUR into "spiritual TH-cam videos" uhhhh VERY good timing on this for a tonne of us I'm sure. I know this is all coming from me. I am...all that...so freaked to go back into the world...but somehow ready to walk over the hill...THANK YOU so much.
Same here. Unemployed 6 months + because being in an environment that is not in alignment with what my higher self sees, is not an option for me any more. I feel like a reclusive failure and like, on the surface, I've done everything wrong...but something tells me differently. Keep following your intuition. Cheers to you finding your next step (or it finding you). Much Love.
Andrew Reed
Thank you Andrew. Yes, I go from righteous feelings to failure feelings in a flash lol more "on the right path, but it's foggy" right now. Yes, you stay the course as well. Much love back! I love ODD numbered years...let's hope that works as a boost. *thumbs up*
2016 2+0+1+6=9 (Ending Number/End of Old Cycle)
2017 2+0+1+7=10 (1+0=1) (Beginning Number/Beginning of New Cycle)
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i actually keep trying to get out of the hermit phase and it's a deadend. Then I realize I jumped the wrong train. I finally finally 80% accepted it, still a go-getter so going to spiritual events met people which was cool. Now feels like wheels gotta start turning.
As many have said in the comments, this really is spot on...unemployed for six months, feeling its all for a reason but panicking because nothing is happening, scared to make a move on anything and become something of a 'hermit'.... I think it's possible to go back in to the world but as a new person... hopefully my time will come, thanks for putting this video out, good to know I'm not the only one 😏
Derek Coe .
Derek , i am Joyce. Iwas raised in a very strick Christian home. I am from a Quacker dissent. Was taught that visions able to see things and hear things and able to feel the first sign of a healing nature begin to grow inside me. Was wrong part of evil to run away from it. I am confused. I need to talk with someone about what has been going on in my life. What to do or dont do. Please help me.
Derek Coe spread the positive vibes n inspire people to ask how u so happy cus Jesus is coming and do his will.
Derek Coe I was going through this when you left this comment my friend. I finally came back but kept my spirituality. I hope your doing well my friend.😁
Joyce McFadden m also confused n on spirituality n feel emptiness n lonely don’t which path is correct feeling like ghosts r around me but sm positive energy is also there very weird life going on if u want to tslk let me know m from Michigan will call u
GuRu1111 can u suggest me m also going through bad experience n feeling lonely n lost my body change n m not feeling happy they say leave family n bondage I m not ready
i hermited for 3 years! was delightful :) Now I'm ready for some action... but now it's about choosing action that aligns :) x
Rebecca Jackson me too. what a trip.
Hey let's get to know each other. I'm at the end of my hermitage now - also 3 years long - and it's incredibly rare to find a prospective partner who's in the same spiritual/physical space.
Oh boy do I know the, "it's time to share your gifts and make money." However, struggling to get over the fear of impending homelessness for my girls.
Me too. how do we meet together?
< ME TOO!
WHO IS THIS MAN AND WHY IS THIS THE SECOND VIDEO I'VE SEEN WHERE HE HAS READ MY LIFE. KILLING ME SOFTLY (SONG)
AngelIsHereTo ObserveTheEnd each one out lowowowoddd
same here. this is a bit scaring
haha omg, same!!
i stumbled across the first one too...it is awesome to be able to understand these changes and growth. I am working with someone in my town as well..but these are great videos! Keep up the great work and thanks!!
There are many detours and traps laid in the rabbit hole. But if you are seeking truth you will not turn down someone else's path but stay straight on your own Do it for yourself & don't take any body's word for it. The truth is waiting for you, don't be decieved.
I'm experiencing this at the age of 20 and Im extremely grateful for it. Im still going through it but this video brings me much comfort.
You are not alone 💜
I’m going through the same thing at 20 as well. Hopefully you came out of it smoothly, and I hope the same for me too
sending love n good vibez your way everyone
Thank you sending them good vibes right back to you!!! Hope you have an awesome life experience 🤗
Staci B Thank you I need it.
Thanks victor i really needed this video, i been so confused and depressed and feel like i need to escape. Its amazing how these videos pop up in my life like you know. Wishing you Much love and wealth in the new year brother. thank you for everything.
Synchronicity at it's best, my friend. :) It is no accident and to be honest? everything happens for a reason.
yep
WakeUpUniverse4201 the confusing and depressed stage will give rise to something new and even more amazing !! It happens to us all.... I hope you start to feel better soon :)
Thanks Helena Zavesku Best wishes to
you!!
WakeUpUniverse4201 There is a way out for us. It feels so good, your heart will burst when you see it! Have you realized the law aspect of resurrection (awakening)? Becoming alive from dead legal person status)? If not, you're not yet awake fully. Know that your birth certificate is written on banking paper, it's a bond, if you use it to enter commerce, you are marked as a beast, as stock. You aren't following the highest Law, Love your brother as yourself. A contract was offered, as the state registered your birth and is holding your title (Live Statement of Birth), they are supposed to be your trustees of your estate (the name) and be public servants, but by claiming ownership of things and commerce, WE became trustees and THEM beneficiaries (servants became your masters in govt). Everything is provided for free, if you give all you have back to Ceaser, thereby creating NO DEBT, as they already took it all in trust, holding it for you UNTIL YOU WAKE UP (resurrection). Anyone interested in not being a DEBTOR/stock/a surety...contact me and I'll point you to little-known info. The bible law documents outline it all, but it has nothing to do with religion, it is Law and banking (bi ble, 2 bulls or covenants)
Wow, I've been in this phase for what seem like my whole life, the past year changed my interactions in the physical world so much, kundalini, third eye and chakras; all activated and cleansed. I feel that the driving force of this global awakening is empathy. When we look into the world we see the suffering of others as our own and want to help and can't/won't stop until the issue of suffering is over with. I've personaly just gotten my first foot in the door to re-entering the "common world" and manifested opportunity to grow n expand; to finally speak up about this knowlede ignored by MSM. I feel like that kid in Sharkboy and Lavagirl, when he finally learns to dream while awake and can lucid dream(control the dream, manifest). I hope You all manifest you're greatest life. Namaste.
THANK YOU SO MUCH I WAS IN THIS PHASE UNTIL NOW. I HEARD TEACHER. The second I did. That hit me physically. I got goosebumps. And instant body chill. Thank you so so much. I have never been finically so bad as I am now. And I kept saying "no I can't work until I know what it is exactly that I want to do" I know I want to educate. How and about what. I don't know. But that's okay. I will get a job today. Because that's the first step. I am a single mom. I am the soul and only provider to my son. I haven't worked since April 7th. I've heart my self financially so so so bad. I began now. Thank you
enlightenment is not about feeling good in an ideal world . i believe its about how much can we feel good and tolerant in a shity world ! hint that's why we struggle still even with all the knowledge and wisdom we come across.
Wow you are so right. I need to write my book and stop isolating myself from the world. I'm like a scared little girl. But God put it in my heart so I know it's gonna happen.
It Can't Rain Forever how are you doing now??
I put down a book I was writing too. I've been going through this phase for 9 months. I've lost all desire to be around other people.
Miss LED just keep swimming. I'm going through the hermit phase but I am trying to look at it as my launch pad... I hope you start writing soon again. I bet you have an awesome story to tell
I hit my Saturn return & I subconsciously isolated myself from everything & everyone for several years, I was so spaced out, depressed & broke af. Now I'm ready to get back in the swing of things, i just rediscovered tv, music, exercise & food again which is nice. My chakras are clear, kundalini risen so no more physical pain, I feel great.
It's literally like physically/mentally/spiritually dying & being reborn, like a baby learning how to walk & talk. I don't remember much about the past, it's all very vague, I just know that my entire life, social circle, career, family structure & beliefs have changed completely & I'm the happiest I've ever been.
I even look completely different, I've shown my old pictures to new friends & they can't believe it's me 😏.
So if anyone reading this is going through an awakening just know you're not crazy & everything will work out great, but don't fight it or cling to the old life/people/things, let it all go, just stay positive & have faith.
And ignore most of these gurus out here cuz none of them know what they're talking about, those who do know don't talk about it, so you'll just have to get through it on your own but that's all part of the process, it's supposed to be that way. And make no mistake, it will feel like you're going through hell, but the trick is to keep going 😉
Namaste
Thank you.
Tina Marie 💡
Tina Marie Love your story.I can truly relate to it.I feel like I'm losing myself and going through hell.I feel so unhappy and worthless, alone and lost .I hope you are still doing good. Hope my story ends like yours.
Live Life what a beautiful message 😉
id like to speak to you if you can email me at translatingu@gmail.com
Thank you so much! I needed to hear this! I'm finding my smile again and lifting from my shadows. I realize I'm the one holding me back. My heart is very open right now and I feel a lot of emotions! Thank you so much I feel like I'm starting to live again!
"You're given what you need when you need it and not a second before." I understand this on a soul level. TY ❤
When the "Real" World is a Lie, what is there to go back to? This is why it is hard to see what to do next!
Flat Earth Hub exactly
You don't need to see it's a part of a control, you should just believe :D
Also, you can ask questions and universe/spirit guides will tell you.
Sometimes they even show you the future it's so cool.
Make a new situation. Create something new, original, and better.
✌️
Well said
How Victor doesn't have 10 million subscribers amazes me. Someday you will Vic...your awesome bro.
I've been in the hermit phase all my life.
Ann Arkist Me Too!!!
Pretty sure I'll never be past hermit phase. I like it too much.
My mom had me young and left me with her young siblings. 10 people in a 3 bed/1 bath house! To survive I had to carve out my own space - I don't know any other way!
Me? Well My neighbors suck and it's "illegal" to get out past dark in my shithole police state town anyway. So it's pretty much the only way to be.
Plus I have PTSD after my horrible experience
It wasn't jumbled at all. It was a very clear message and very needed. You are very unique and that you allow yourself to be vulnerable in front of the camera and speak what really did happen and how you really did feel including all insecurities. Thank you so much.
100%. Thanks for following the call to be a teacher. So nice to hear someone articulate my view so clearly. I appreciate your support. Thank you.
whaaaatttt.??? so l can't watch you tube videos for 3 hours everyday and expect something to happen??? lm glad l watched this. It explains my situation to the point. woooow. Thanks.
Haha yes im shocked too!
now, time to click on the related video lol
I would watch TH-cam for an ENITRE weekend! 😮😄
Lol that rocked me. Gotta get up and get moving and quit sitting on these gifts
ikr...same here. and I'm not ready either😆
Holy smokes....your description of the hermit phase is spot on ! Things are changing too fast for me to relax and get going.
This is exactly where I have been for the last 2 years!
Dawn Brock Hi Dawn, some of us are Frequency Holders and must retreat from the world often to pursue our work. Have you read Bringers of the Dawn by Barbara Marciniak? Love and light to you!
Me too!!
Dawn Brock me too for two and a half years
Me too!
You're an amazing awakening therapist so to say. Thank you for sharing your gift I appreciate you
Vanessa Claire Quantum Artist you may still be Crazy 😜 but you are in good company. Lol 😆
I want to thank you for slapping me back into reality. You and I have had many similar journeys. I also want to thank your wife because she’s been there with you and if it weren’t for her supporting your life mission you wouldn’t be here doing this for us. You guys are good team.
Hehe "three hours of spiritual videos on youtube everyday", too close to home! Thank you for sharing :)
Andrea Kåberg lolol right?! It's like he KNOWS us too well 😜
10 hours for me, lol
Me too, three hours of youtube, lol!
I feel like i have been going through everything you described here for most of my life however last year it hit me hard! I isolated myself more than ever and just wanted to learn more about myself and what was happening to me, meditating, watching videos on spirituality and awakening, looking for purpose etc. Being at my mundane job was becoming more difficult due to its negative environment and routine tasks. I also discovered that there was a word for what I've felt for most of my life which is being an Empath. My coworkers would come to me everyday, multiple times a day to vent and I was just absorbing all of their emotions which led to me feeling extremely off balance. I could also see through all the deception and mistreatment from management and I just knew I had to leave so i quit. This is my first week away from that job and I feel such peace. Working for myself and on my own terms seems ideal for me at this point and would be great if that's how things work out. Although I can be very weary of others and their motives, I have fully realized that i was placed here to help others and become a pillar for individuals who are struggling and need direction. I am learning to accept that I can't push everyone away and just stay in my little introverted bubble. People come to ME for a reason and I am fully aware of this now. I am now in the phase where i have to put everything i have absorbed via reading and videos and take action. It's scary but I know that I will be guided in the right direction. Thank you for this video! Many Blessings to all.
Same Same! Resonation up the wazzoo with ur comment! Love and Light Brother
I read your history and is a copy of what happened to me. I just wanted be in my bubble but I realized that the awakening happens for the reason to help other that are in the process. More people that awake will be more higher vibration for all and better changes for humanity. We are the little stars that make a constellation bright. Thank you for sharing. Many blessings to all.
Ive decided I quite like my hermit phase and I wont be moving on. Now to get my hands on a crazy cat lady starter pack and Im good. Outside of a bit of charity here and there, I cant see any real reason to go out and get involved with the drama that Ive so often dealt with before. Im not unfriendly, but let's just say I like my ME time. Nothing wrong with that...we are all free to do as we damned well like.
Helena Monique Clarke I think I found my twin! I'm so content in my 'hermitness' sometimes it feels like a slow dance with my soul. Don't mean to be odd but...
Lol@ crazy cat lady starter pack 😂😍
@@chriscampbell6626 both 💕
Thanks Victor this was a great video exactly what I needed.
Spoken like a true cat lady
I've always been outgoing and I have no shortage of friends and drinking buddies. Lately I've come to realize I've been giving my energy away and my whole body aches along with the stress of having very little alone time. I'm taking steps to move from upstate NY to Nashville (I'm a musician). I'm going to lay low for a while and initiate the much needed hermit phase. I plan on meditating a lot and improving my diet as well as becoming more physically active. I feel like withdrawing will enable a vibratory shift, then I'll be ready to share my light with everyone I come in contact with.
You sound exactly like me 5 years ago. I wish I could say that it's the answer and that it will fix the hole you feel, but it's just a step on a path I'm still walking with no end in sight. Maybe progress is all we can hope for, in the end.
I now know I did not stumble across your channel by accident. I have been in such a state, a funk as my kids say, that I have not left the house in days. I feel lonely alone but alone has felt good at the same time. I'm so sensitive that even a normal conversation leaves me exhausted. I feel tired and weak and haven't done much of anything. I knew it was a spiritual thing but could not see my way through it and all the videos I've seen were like "we're shifting and maybe some of you are feeling it" and I was like, I'm feeling something but is that it or not? You are a Godsend! Thank you for saying what I desperately needed to know. Maybe now I can pull myself up and go out there and make something good happen. You're awesome! God bless you
My whole life as been in the "hermit phase"! Never coped with mainstream and back in the day, I lived in hippy communities for a while - that was my heyday. Sort of gave up on trying to uplift people and became a further recluse. But yes, you're right - it's great to get the message out there if you can and if you have the support.
Spot-on Victor - The answers are within ourselves. Thank you :)
yes they are, we just need to extract them by vibrationally matching our level of consciousness to it and we can have it all.
Mubeen Jamal ❤❤
As a gemini, I find myself resonating with every word you speak. I don't know what it is about us, but I have this deep connection with fellow gemini's. We have a powerful way of communicating, love it!!
amazing videos Victor, keep up the good work! :)
naline agreed❣✌️ ~♊
naline !
naline im the only Gemini I know which sucks because no one understands me so I just talk to myself loll. (my hermit faze)
naline I'm an Aquarius and it resonates also. Guess that goes to show it don't matterr
Aquarius here too and I agree. :) We are very innovative and can see past stuff like that haha
Thanks Victor. I am exactly at the spot you talked about. Been through 2yrs of awakening and now, with money running out, it's time to emerge from my hermit phase and go out into the world again. Not all of us are called to be TH-camrs, but I'm so thankful you were. Much love and light! Namaste🦋
Your honesty and vulnerability is both refreshing and helpful. Thank you
4 years already..this is the year for me to shine ( I hope).
Oh wow, its been 4 years for me too!
sylvia sleyski nice to know I'm the only one.🤝
William Villagomez me too. blessings sent your way
Staci B thanx Staci. Ditto🍀
around 3 for me lol. I feel much better now :)
DUDE. You have no idea how much I needed to randomly stumble across this video hahaha. Thank you.
Faye Kay and that’s how it happens ......
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he is incredible. super down to earth and can make others on his same frequency realize that they are not alone by resonation
Faye Kay lolz randomly
Thanks for this video. It really resonated with me.
I started my hermit phase because of an illness that went on for months which left me a lot of time to think about my life choices, so much so that when I was well again, I was growing and changing my life decisions so much that I couldn't put a solid foot on a single pathway.
A lot of it was fear of not wanting to repeat past mistakes and also trying to avoid the financial traps I saw/can see my friends stuck in.
It's been about a year now and I'm applying for jobs and getting back into the world again.
One of the best talks Ive ever heard, referring to different sources, Joe Campbell, etc etc. Actions and a reality check come through alot. Not always about sitting on a mountain. Thank you for your frankness and inspiration to the masses
Ouch. Every part of this video resonated. I needed to hear this right now.
Me too .... it's amazing to hear so many others going through this weird confusion .... we can do this ♥️
Thanks man. This is exactly what I'm going through. I'm at the tail end of it. Hearing others testimonies, those fortunate to be awakening too, has been a blessing. Thanks ☺️
This is the first time i have had this experience put in to words. It's exactly the troubles i have had, i felt like i was watching the world, other people and my self at a distance instead of really living it, cursed by my "insights" i became lonely, i never moved on from there.
Holy shit! I'm going to watch this again. Right now. The challenges you described mirror so many of things I'm experiencing right now. I have felt completely hopeless that this shit storm in my mind would never end. Your message was brutal. And I am so thankful. 💜 Thank you for returning to the world. That is where I feel drawn as well. You put words to craziness that I couldn't even define...which then allowed the "Holy shit! He's callin' me out!" to happen. You are helping me form a game plan out of dire necessity. I am so ready to feel good and participate in my life once again. Big hugs and so much love to you and your beautiful family! 💜💜💜💜
I’m exactly at the phase you just described.
Thank you my brother, wise beyond your years.
I enjoy your videos a lot and find strength in them. Keep up the great work you are doing.
Brother John...
Thank you for sharing, it is exactly what I needed to hear today!
Wow! What a way to start the New Year.. You're on Fire!!!. This is an amazing video. Thank you SO much. Happy New Year to you Victor xx
My belief in connectedness confirmed. This is powerful information, but I'm still stuck in the fog of my purpose in life.
Love that" we don't get a map .."
You are a brilliant beautiful soul Victor.
I'm high raw vegan and I've never felt better . This way of feeding my body works for me . It's amazing how many people have simulator though patterns. Many people are way to afraid what others think and we get held back because of that fear . You have tremendous courage being open and honest with people . Keep up the great work .
Thank you . Blessings be.🌿
Gosh - you just explained EXACTLY what I have been going through and the stage I am at right now. Nice to know there are many others out there! Thanks so much for 'coming back' and sharing with us. Today, you are my hero ❤️.
This explains a LOT!! I honestly don't understand what to do next though.
next you follow your heart
AngeliaChanel hand it over to your guides or angels and just trust that they will let your life flow in a beautiful way.
Writing helps. Write out an idea...and build on that idea. Meditate on that idea. Paint it, breathe it, be it.
Millibs couldn't have been more perfect with his statement. Trust yourself, meaning trust the experiences you are attracting based on the intention that is in your heart. If your at this phase, you've learned to see lessons, synchronicity in moments, how to ask yourself for guidance and coming out of mind and into the heart where fear doesn't exist. Only the presence of a beautiful creative force that dwells within you, wanting to express itself. This step is definitely a challenge. I am experiencing it as well. Trusting yourself for me anyway, means trusting life and the experiences you are having that are bringing you closer and closer to your true nature. Whatever that may mean in your heart. It is beautiful, embrace it. You are not alone and have never been alone. We are here with you. Going through it with you. :)
Just remember you aren't alone in this. Even if no one in your life seems to understand what you are going through or can't see things the way you do, others out there do.
How did I ever miss this one??? Been following you from the beginning...this is me Right Now. Like just finished crying and had a whole situation and then lead here. Thank you. Thank you. Thank you. Idk what I'm gonna do now, but it feels So Amazing to k ow that S O M E O N E knows this internal struggle and stress and some degree of mental and emotional pain. Your videos have Always been 97% in line with what I was experiencing in the moment, but THIS I NEEDED today. So much. ❤
you said you weren't sure how you missed this video. Listen at 9:35 ☺️
I found my way to your videos last night and having watched many of them I find myself more confused as I can relate to much of what you talk about on many different subjects. Its like you have made these videos with me in mind.Ill start by saying that I've always felt different. Just didn’t see the world the same as others. I'm only just starting to realise why. I'm at a point now that I'm really struggling to deal with whatever this is that’s happening to me. I cant sleep. I have no appetite. No sex drive. No interest in TV of movies anymore. I cant deal with people in general. I don’t go out. I'm an emotional wreck and its getting harder to live in this world.
2 years ago (2015) my GF was worried about my state that we decided to make appointment at docs. I Tried tablets for sleeping and other anti depressives but no change. I was sent to various assessments which found I was unfit for work and signed me off for 12 months. He eventually referred me to a Community Psychiatric Nurse who I see every 2 weeks and she thinks I'm suffering from PTSD as I served in the army back in 01 - 04 (Iraq war), however there is more to it than I would dare mention to CPN as ill explain below.
I've struggled for many years but last year (2016) has flipped me upside down, or the right way up now I suppose. I'm not religious at all but I do believe there is more to life than work work work. That "get a job" response from people drives me crazy. Anyways last year I went into my kitchen to make a cup of tea at 4am and I felt something I had never felt before. Something you and others like you have described perfectly. It was like a surge of electricity moving up through me and it was that intense I had to hold on to the door because I thought I was going to pass out. I closed my eyes and went with it and it was the best felling I have ever experienced. Maybe only 10 seconds. I struggle to explain it other than it was like my body and mind was having an extremely intense orgasm. I've had similar feelings since but none as powerful as that one. I felt like the top of my head had popped off. In my mind I felt like I was in space. A vast openness. Everything was silent. It was beautiful. Anytime I think back to it I get emotional. Afterwards I felt like I was Jesus. Sounds crazy as shit when I read this back but its true. I just struggle to explain it. Since then everything I've been feeling has accelerated. I see the world so differently to most people and although my anxiety keeps me from going out I still have this overwhelming need for information, understanding and truth. I cant stop it. It feels automatic now. Its like a filter has went up around me. I've become more into politics. That’s the only thing that holds my attention these days. Mostly pointing out those in power who are lying and abusing this power against the people. All people. Everywhere.
Didn’t mean for this to be as long as this is however I felt I just had to get this out. Watching your videos last night was an emotional rollercoaster for me but much appreciated. My journey continues. Thanks
James Lindsay Wow....
James Lindsay your on the right path
James Lindsay
God be with you
Thank you
Sounds like Kundalini awakening. Never had it myself.
One of the best videos about this topic because you speak about the normal day struggles with making money whilst having an awakening. 🌸
I was so self critical for all that you described here. Now I find clarity and strength. Thank you for bringing the light.
Yeah, I've gotten the Hermit tarot card a few times. I'm in this phase and have been pretty much all of 2016. Just coming out of it now.
patricia velazquez omg! me too
patricia velazquez same
I kinda feel comfortable in the hermit place, it's still weird out there
Iggypox Same here, but we can all push through together. It's time to apply and grow even more ❤ For our sake and human evolution.
Can I suggest you transition from Tarot to the eastern equivalent called I-Ching (book of changes). Find a couple and take the one with the translation that speaks to you. That book is gold and has explained a mass of wisdom to me. Please check it out :)
Exactly,we must take the training wheels off and learn to ride balanced.I didn't know what was going on,now I do,Thanks.
Thank you Victor only thing that has resonated all week so glad I came across your page 🙏🏾
Such great wisdom in this vid! Not just for "ascending" or "spiritual" people but also for those who lack confidence or are "scared" of the world. Thank you :)
You are the most real, motivating, inspiring person i have watched. I feel like we've lived the same/different lives & you know how to explain what i have always known, but somehow forgot or something. Its seriously like deja vu when i watch you. Like coming home. Familiar.
sooo spot on! feel so stuck in life 😥 and no one gets how sensetive i am 🙈...
Man, good for you for having the balls to leave your day to day job and going on your journey without taking part of the rat race. I'm in situation where I'm comfortable and make a decent living but deep down in my soul I know there is something more out there ... I feel like I meant to do something important and useful...I just don't know what it is.
this is literally where I'm at now. I thought I might be depressed. I sometimes forget the awakening is happening.
I'm cleaning the house and this video came on. Literally bawling my eyes out. I've never resonated with something more. I had a spontaneous kundalini awakening 2 years ago and have been a behavioral specialist for 6 years. Lost my job 5 days before Christmas and have been in this hermit phase ever since. I've been so scattered on what direction I want to take from here and am struggling with getting off prescribed substances I desperately dont want to be taking anymore....among other things. It's amazing this video came up because it's exactly what I needed to hear. I am scared too and trying to release fear and trust. Thank you so much for sharing your story. It's honestly so similar to mine it's kinda crazy. Keep spreading your love and wisdom 🙏🏻💙.
Thanks Victor for the validation. Your whole description fits me perfectly. As a woman in Pakistan I've been living in self isolation having estranged from my family of origin around the time of the pandemic. I have recently started living off my savings and that seems scary sometimes. Just trying to trust the process. But just don't know where to pick up, which direction to go and where to find the energy or motivation. Thanks for sharing this it gives me hope that I'm not alone in the world! 🙏🏼
Thanks for giving the aw
You are dead on! Thank you. I needed to hear this....
That is exactly the way I would say the awakening feels like--Impeding Doom! When does it stop? I have been feeling that way for years now.
But it's winter and I want to be hermit a little longer :(
K LOVE lol
K LOVE agree! let spring bring the winds of change
hhahaha
WOW! I rarely give comments but I always press the 'Like Button'. I've been spending over 3 hours every day watching Spiritual TH-cam Channels for the past 2 months waiting for a message. I guess a message did finally arrive and it came through you Victor.... Thank you.
Excellent. Thanks so much for calling myself and several of us watching on our own spiritual bypassing. I feel that a lot of people myself included get locked into the habit of hermit mode, because while that may be an essential part of spiritual growth it can quickly become a coping mechanism and comfort zone.
Victor: Years ago I read the book "The Highly Sensitive Person" By Elaine Aron and for me, that describes me better than anything else. I felt like someone had watched me and knew how I felt and interacted with the world. In the past 10 years I have been withdrawing more and more from the world. I guess I am a functioning hermit, because I do get up and go to work 5 days a week. I work for a, Tag Agency, basically a DMV for Oklahoma and I have to talk and interact with LOTS of people everyday. I find it exhausting. I never have any privacy. I have people working on both sides of me 3 feet from me ALL DAY LONG. After that I just want to go home to my solitude, I do have a dog though. I have wanted to connect with people again in my personal life, but the spiritual awakening I've been going through over the past 15 years, isn't something most people understand. I don't care about the same things that so many people do nowadays, which is piling up money, accumulating homes and more stuff we don't need.
I had my own heath issues starting back in July 2003. Through numerous doctors no one could find out what was wrong. So I quit searching for a diagnosis and just looked for a solution. Which is what led me down the search to find out what it is all about. I started yoga in 2014 which has been my salvation. It makes the physical pain bearable and my life so much better. I am curious about your psychic telling you to eat meat again. I have been on the fence and struggling with giving up meat and dairy. I know it would be healthier, but alsoI don't want to see another living being suffer just so I can have a meal. What are your views on eating meat? Most spiritual people and many books I have read, notably Dolores Cannon, says that we will all start eating less meat and we should, because it will help us to raise our vibration. What are your thought on this? I've enjoyed your channel since I've discovered it recently. So much of what your talk about, resonates with my own experiences over the past 10 years. Thank you so much!
I wish you luck on your journey Jayson - I am also eating less dairy and less meat..for health and for spiritual reasons.. I too am a highly sensitive person in every way. For the most part, many gifts have come to me through my sensitivity but it hasn't always been easy...
In terms of your physical pain..are you eating enough healthy fats? Are you eating enough plant based proteins like beans, protein powders, etc? Also, are you taking in enough vitamins and amino acids? All of these are essential for our health. I am finding that these things really work. A older friend of mine began taking fish oil supplements or omega -3 supplements after being in incredible pain and it has really helped her!
Also, in the past I have talked to my pain to ask it what it is feeling, what it wants, why it is hurting, etc..sometimes having a pain journal and interacting with your pain and writing about it can be helpful. You can ask your pain, 'what are you trying to say?' Also, 'what are you trying to teach me.' I have even said to my (emotional pain) in the past 'thank you!'
I wish you healing, comfort, answers which come to you in various and positive ways and love and spirit embracing you each and every moment..
Lisa
from Cambridge,
Massachusetts
62 years young
Lisa: I still eat meat and dairy, I just don't eat meat everyday. I have a struggle in my life, because I LOVE to cook and write recipes. It is hard completely changing how you eat when you were raised a certain way. I almost never eat out. I cook all of my meals, mostly from scratch with as little pre-processed packaged food as possible. I do eat lots of fruits and vegetables but still have meat. and I love sweets. I got the infamous southern sweet tooth from my grandmother and a pile of her recipes to satisfy that craving. I just don't eat sugar everyday either.
I understand where my pain comes from. My thoughts. For years I hated myself and had such low self esteem from not understanding myself, ,and also coming to terms with being a homosexual despite the fact that I was raised a Baptist. You learn from a young age as a Baptist that being homosexual is the ultimate sin to burn in Hell for. Such internal conflict and hate, I wanted to die so many times over. Those negative thoughts manifested in the form of illness and pain in my body. I have worked hard to change my thoughts and thinking and it's been pretty successful, but I am still a work in progress! I lead a celibate life because that is what is best for me. I don't see any type of intimate relationship in my future, and I'm good with that. My focus is to be a kind , compassionate and loving person to everyone I meet in life.
Thanks for you insights and kind words.
You are exactly right about being and HSP, it is like stumbling through life, not knowing your name. I wish I would have discovered that sooner. I want to ask you about your diet. How do you eat your meals. Do you prepare cooked food or eat raw? It is so overwhelming when you try to research vegan and vegetarian cooking. Vegetarian is petty easy. I could make a pie and that could be considered vegetarian. But the vegan is so complex. Some say oils are okay, like olive oil and others say no oil of any kind. Some use sugar and other do not. Some say flour is okay and others don't. How do you put together a meal? Could you give me an example of what you eat in a day and how much. Has your body suffered muscle loss?
Jayson N id like to know as well. I have no appetite ,can't sleep, tired, hair n muscle loss due to this awaking process.
Thankyou. I am wanting out of this... I am a widow so more hermated than you were. Often stay in a dark room... depressed.
Im poor.
. I am not lazy... Thanks.. Dont think youtube is my next step.. guess i dont know how well it pays.
IDK why I am posting this.
Brilliant, well said, authentic and inspiring 🙏🌏❤ thank you! Hermit......coming out!💥
Thank you Victor, I am only seeing this now in 2019 but it really resonated and has given me the encouragement I needed! Blessings to you!
Three years ago I would not have understood the messages here. I came across your channel because you have knowledge that I need at this point in my life. You have put into words the struggles that I thought were only my imagination. I am grateful for your openness and ability to speak your truth as it is.
I don't catch every video but any time I do it's always the exact lesson/messege that I need to hear. Thank you for doing your work and sharing it 🙏
Spot on bro
Thank you , I needed to hear that right at this moment in my life
This really touched my heart 💜 Thank You ✌🏼
You are spot on Victor!!! Your videos are in such harmony with exactly the path I have found myself on. Thank you for the reassurance. I guess I needed it!
You are so right, knowing that what we need will be given to us at the exact moment we need it is assuring, but can be stressful at the same time..and you have a wonderful way of putting things into words that I feel and experience, but am unable to put into words!
This video just changed my life.
Thank you! I needed to hear that. Although, I don't know how. I'll trust myself! ❤️👍🏽❤️
I have no interest in the world and the things I used to escape no longer interest me. I have never liked the world that much and never was ambitious. Now there's a darkness covering me and the depression is unbearable. I did have one ambition as a child and that was to be a saint. I really need help!
Thank you for putting this in word.. the noise in my head has been comforted
This morning I woke up feeling like it's time to move on but the resistance is there. The first awakening happened in September 2018 and I have been hermiting ever since. Your video was 100% bang on with everything that I have been experiencing. Thank you, it's so important to share what we go through bc it sometimes feels like, "is anyone feeling this?" I feel so understood and ready to move on. You're a blessing, Vic!
yup....lonely. I'm up at 3:30-4:00am. every day. I send you all my best wishes for peace . you are not alone. I can't wait to meet more people like me.
Zeke Mann how do we meet ppl like us? any ideas.
Staci B maybe start a meet up group if you're in a city call it kundalini awakening or something
Thank you so much for this video ...I can relate to everything you say here. Glad to know it's not just me. Much love to you.
Thank you so much for this video. I've recently woken up to what I was going through and can relate to some of your story.
11/22 my awakening happened
2023 Dark night
2024 currently hermit but I’m seeing the light.
Stay strong guys, we got this!! 🙏🏽
Being able to identify with the information you share in your videos has given me enough understanding of own process that I can manage. Thank you.
Omfg this is insane. This is EXACTLY what I've been going through. Probably for the last 4 years. And I'm actually getting pretty sick of it. I think I "awakened" in 2012. I've always been somewhat "awakened" since I was a child...very empathetic, absorbing others energy and not knowing what it was called or even that it was happening, always knew in my heart about energy and "source energy" as what my definition of god was... blah blah blah. But in Sept 2012 I feel like I had a major jump or something into a much more awakened state. I sort of abruptly separated from the Air Force after 10 1/2 yrs, I ended up divorced shortly after (even tho it wasn't my choice, but I see how my change had ultimately caused it). I've gone back to school twice for two completely different careers. I moved from GA, to AL to FL, back to AL, back to FL and now back here yet again to AL! Its been nuts!! I want to work but I refuse to go back to being miserable in some 9-5 ho hum job, but my career as a dog groomer which I really love, seems like its never going to pay my bills and Im starting to feel desperate so contemplating getting a ho hum job but every time I search for one its like I cant even bring myself to apply. But I have to do.SOMETHING, I have 2 kids to support as a single mom. I never want to go into public because it just seems too fucking much. Im getting fatter and fucking fatter, more and more tired, less and less energy or motivation. I cant stand being out there amongst people who are just oblivious to how much they are brainwashed slaves, not that I hate them because I know they don't know what they don't know yet but it just drains me. Im really kind of on the verge of homelessness because every attempt at getting my pet grooming career really going seems to hit a freakin wall. I live in a POS trailer in a damn trailer park surrounded by people who have absolutely NO concept of anything beyond this tiny town in the woods. And Im stuck here until I can afford to move which at times seems like it will never happen. Uuuuuuuugh!! Ok, sorry this was so long...I guess I really needed to.get that off my chest. Anyway, thanks SO MUCH for this video, at least I don't feel quite so alone in this predicament. thank you.
hope everything gets better.
Whaddya know! TH-cam served me up your "hermit phase" video at a most opportune moment. I was just beginning to tell myself the same thing but I'm grateful to hear it in the words you choose. Thanks! ...and prace
...that is, peace...
Thank you Victor 🙏🏼✨
Wow 🙏🏼 stumbled on JUST what I needed to hear! Please continue doing what you do .. your words help more than u know 💜
Thank you victor! You have no idea how much of a teacher you really are and how many lives you have/will change; a snowball effect for the world. Its obvious how things happened for a reason. Thank you for your openness and guidance!
Hi Vic.....this all happened to me after the death of my husband and beloved one. It's been getting more intense.....I am practicing yoga, Nei Gong and tai chi. I have stopped eating animals. I am living alone and working alone, although with the old and infirm as a carer. I am a Reflexologist and give free treatments more often than not. I would so love to meet someone to share life with..... I am not depressed, I am really very happy, but restless. I don't know where to go......I wish I could trust in the stages....journey........xxx
Perri Nicholls Best of luck to you.
Good luck
+Venus Leoz Thank you for replying.....everyday is different, all part of the ascension faze I guess. But oh no cant eat tortured flesh....just love eggs of any description. Peace and love Om Shanti xx
I am sorry to say but eggs are as bad as meat. Go vegan