Signs Of Spiritual Awakening: Feeling Disconnected & Lonely (And What TO DO About It!)

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  • Feeling disconnected and lonely are 2 common-- yet hardly discussed-- signs of spiritual awakening. In this video, you’ll learn WHY you feel disconnected and what you can do to keep yourself centered and at peace while going through disconnection.
    Here’s what you’ll learn:
    1. What disconnection is and why you experience it.
    2. The 5 characteristics of disconnection so you know how to spot it right away.
    3. 4 powerful tips to help you stay grounded and at peace while experiencing disconnection.
    I remember when I felt totally disconnected and lonely, back in 2013, when my life fell apart. I lost wife, house, friends, city, and country. All in a matter of months. And it was frightening.
    But the deeper truth is that the process of disconnection is necessary, especially when we’re going through a spiritual awakening.
    So why aren’t we talking about this more?
    There’s a lot of content out there on how we feel CONNECTED to the Universe during a spiritual awakening. And it’s true: deep connection IS a sign of spiritual awakening.
    But so is DISCONNECTION.
    And we need to be talking about this more because it’s one of the hardest signs to go through during our spiritual awakening. People feel lost and alone as they disconnect from their old realities.
    And my goal is to help you overcome these feelings with this video.
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  • @LMCrowell
    @LMCrowell 3 ปีที่แล้ว +800

    The hardest part is finding those new awakened people to make connections with.

    • @2cuteNmyGT
      @2cuteNmyGT 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      This!

    • @missy2244
      @missy2244 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

      I’m looking for Old Awakened people. The “New Cagers” think they’re Awake but they are completely trapped behind the “Veil of Politics”.

    • @mamtarana1693
      @mamtarana1693 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I think I've also awakened but I'm going through void phase.

    • @wildewildestrawberries
      @wildewildestrawberries 2 ปีที่แล้ว +25

      True. I'm praying new connections come soon.

    • @chloeclendenen8039
      @chloeclendenen8039 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Fucking for real lol

  • @misskoko8608
    @misskoko8608 3 ปีที่แล้ว +363

    To everyone feeling lost at the moment. It does get better.
    I love you 💕

    • @frankiestylz5641
      @frankiestylz5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Thank you! Sending love, and peace, To you 💫🌟

    • @justinroberts9652
      @justinroberts9652 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Meee

    • @m.lea5
      @m.lea5 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yess!

    • @hope3211
      @hope3211 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank u, Amen🙏💗

    • @bigemmmy
      @bigemmmy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      When???😔😔😔

  • @everdeneb4811
    @everdeneb4811 3 ปีที่แล้ว +152

    I've been there, and I can tell you : you will feel connected again. I currently am going through that process, reconnection. New desires, new (real) friends that I can count on, new home, new perspectives, new love (you know like the real one. The one that makes you think 'this is it, I found it', the one that makes you feel safe), new challenges, new projects. It happened sooooo fckn fast, left everything behind and I'm still answering the spiritual call rn, it's tiring, it's challenging, but it's a 100% worth it. Trust me, I'm the butterfly learning to fly.

    • @thedownforcediariesyt
      @thedownforcediariesyt 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      thank you this literally made me feel so much better

    • @ladygreensleeves901
      @ladygreensleeves901 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you I needed to hear this

    • @jjmccloud
      @jjmccloud 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      But how do you find that way in the spiritual thing

    • @jonickness5787
      @jonickness5787 ปีที่แล้ว

      Phew, that's such an encouraging comment!

    • @Nubia11
      @Nubia11 ปีที่แล้ว

      How long where you in the disconnection face?

  • @adelante302
    @adelante302 3 ปีที่แล้ว +269

    Finding friends with the same type of energy is so hard. I don't have many friends. But i am grateful for the ones i have. And i'm glad that my intuition is stronger than my ego. All these changes make me happy 🙏🏼💓

    • @edwardzhou8590
      @edwardzhou8590 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I’m with you. It’s easy to feel like you wanna go back to your ego but then you remember how great it is to be in connection with intuition again 😌. We’ll find friends who support us

    • @siennachristy
      @siennachristy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      can we be friends bc i agree

    • @claudelledorion222
      @claudelledorion222 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Same💕

    • @borninwashingmachine4582
      @borninwashingmachine4582 ปีที่แล้ว

      Find to the best friend in your self, think, otherwise need to speak with people, whatever kind of people are

    • @elizabeth8464
      @elizabeth8464 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      So you have some? 😂 way ahead of the curve 😂

  • @sharikapruitt7011
    @sharikapruitt7011 4 ปีที่แล้ว +463

    I’ve completed disconnected from my energy grid. Deleted all of my social media, ended a 14 year friendship, Blocked a ton of people and now I feel lost and confused. It happened within a week. I now feel like I want to move to a new state and start a new. I feel like I’m not even in my body. It feels like I am on auto drive. I’m aloof and I’m happy you reminded me that this is temporary.

    • @mightytattz6752
      @mightytattz6752 4 ปีที่แล้ว +37

      bro same! ur story is almost %100 identical to mine apart mine was a 6/7 year friendship

    • @itsjustme9354
      @itsjustme9354 4 ปีที่แล้ว +19

      I feel your pain. I'm in a similar situation funny enough I just accidentally deleted my insta account which I believe is a sign and meant to be. I removed myself from certain people and now I feel absolutely lonely and lost? But like u say its only temporary nothing in life is easy if we want to change for the better we must disconnect from certain things if we truly want to change we must accept to being uncomfortable. It shall past 🙏

    • @danielatejeda9242
      @danielatejeda9242 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yuppppp same here

    • @monrogoddess7938
      @monrogoddess7938 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Sharika Pruitt something similar just happened to me within 3 weeks of my awakening

    • @netteleverett4871
      @netteleverett4871 4 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Wow! You are definitely not alone! I, too, ended a years long friendship- it just wasn’t serving me. I am unapologetic in it all!🌹

  • @marinadelocean
    @marinadelocean 4 ปีที่แล้ว +525

    I literally cried today because I felt so lonely. Ive been feeling extremely lonely this past year in phases.😕 I feel like I can't relate to anyone anymore because I just want to talk about consciousness and energy. I just feel it in me so deeply that I dont really want to talk about anything else.
    But thank you for reminding me that loneliness is temporary ❤

    • @LuvliexXJazzieXx
      @LuvliexXJazzieXx 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Academy of ideas TH-cam channel always makes me feel much better

    • @sirprize5191
      @sirprize5191 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Well nope, loneliness can last forever until circumstances change. It's also a bigger killer than any other cause, but that's not a reason to stop. You'll never know!

    • @nickkouba8409
      @nickkouba8409 3 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I know exactly how you feel. I don't want to go into all the details here but know your not alone and if you ever need or want to talk concioussnesss or energy I would be more than happy to do so. Keep ya head up.

    • @lenayenakai-chapman1542
      @lenayenakai-chapman1542 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me honestly me too girl!!!
      I was the same way too during the time a couple months to now. I feel like the people I talk to understands!

    • @IrinaBenjamin
      @IrinaBenjamin 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Hey Marina! If you want to discuss this whole crazy journey, hit me up. I made a whole video about it on my channel and I am more than happy to be here for you and you for me cus I’m going through the same thing!❤️

  • @vanillatricia
    @vanillatricia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +276

    I’m even disconnected from food. Sounds crazy, but nothing I eat, NOTHING, satisfies me. I have to make myself eat. Everything feels FLAT. I can’t explain my state of emotions atm. I have no desire for idle chat with anyone.

    • @ivana5532
      @ivana5532 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Same here ! 🤯🤯

    • @FyreHeartStudios
      @FyreHeartStudios 3 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      This. So much this. Food, people, conversation. Feeling any satisfaction is so brief.

    • @chanellbright1100
      @chanellbright1100 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yea I disconnected with food as well 💯

    • @EarlShaylene111
      @EarlShaylene111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Im so glad im not the only one. Like I just don't want to touch food. I drink my homemade ice coffee and that's about it. Like food just doesn't fill me up

    • @tl82spenc
      @tl82spenc 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Yes! It was like I was fasting without knowing anything about it!

  • @renegarcia8798
    @renegarcia8798 3 ปีที่แล้ว +82

    Been feeling disconnected from society lately, feels like everything is just in place to keeps us busy and occupied in society and nothing has meaning at the end of the day. Feels like I’m just living to exist and I have nothing going on for me.

    • @mayapace6914
      @mayapace6914 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Me too

    • @rach5516
      @rach5516 2 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes! This is exactly how I feel about life.

    • @lilycat1694
      @lilycat1694 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@mayapace6914 exactly how I feel.

    • @dadsarepeopletoo3785
      @dadsarepeopletoo3785 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I can relate

  • @melbafolger4526
    @melbafolger4526 5 ปีที่แล้ว +681

    To all the people who’ve commented that they are tired of this world.....I too feel like the world has “broken my heart” but after watching this beautiful video, I see that there are so many of us going through this. Now when I go out in the world I will look for you all, and try to give you the comfort and compassion I seek for myself. We are one big beautiful family. Now I’m going to let the world heal my heart. Don’t give up brothers and sisters!

    • @sheetalb12
      @sheetalb12 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Thank you so much dear ❤️ and God bless you.

    • @viewer5682
      @viewer5682 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Melba Folger. We will see each other in this life, it’s so good to read something from someone else that connects. I’ve good intentions. obviously.

    • @Sassysickchick
      @Sassysickchick 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Melba Folger what an amazingly loving comment. I appreciate your perspective. Thank you for sharing your heart! ❤️

    • @notavailable708
      @notavailable708 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you I really needed this comment m much appreciated ❤️

    • @isadorazachariah1958
      @isadorazachariah1958 5 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      Wow...I actually feel the same. I said to myself last night before I slept tomorrow I am going to look for an Empath who feels the same way. Little did I know you literally said word for word what I was looking for. Its a pleasure reading your message and I am grateful for it. I am grateful I am not alone. :)

  • @badbenjiii
    @badbenjiii 3 ปีที่แล้ว +374

    If you’re worried and scared read this please. I came through this video some time ago when I started having some glances of the Devine. I felt depressed and really lonely. I couldn’t connect with no one, I was suicidal and no relationship seemed to fulfill me. After watching this video I was really scared and confused, I really felt like I had to leave everyone behind and restart alone, this made me feel completely devastated. However, after some time of inner work and research, I started realizing how the human mind works. It tricks us to think that we need something in the outside to make us happy, it puts the blame for what we feel on the outside. By moving away from your country, moving away from your house or leaving relationships you’re only trying to find salvation on the outside. But when you really realize that the true salvation and peace comes from within, you don’t expect people to be a certain way, you don’t expect the external world to make you feel whole. Trust me I was in a place of complete suffering in my awakening, I didn’t wanna wake up in the morning and I would feel so alone for having what I was experiencing. I started connecting with my deep self, I started finding the beauty in every little thing( it is an ongoing process of course) and while I was doing that I started feeling even more connected and loving to everyone around me. The people I thought I would never be able to be close with before, became the people I am the closest with now. Maybe they have their imperfections and they are not exactly in the same place and mindset as you, but they are pure souls deep inside. When you connect with your soul, your real self; you are able to see that the people around you have Devine in them too, you don’t need to leave your life behind. Feeling complete will always come from inside, seeking for fulfillment with other relationships or other places and situations are just an illusion of the mind that you can find the answer on the outside world. Please if you’re feeling confused right now and alone, don’t abandon everything, don’t make any choices in the moment. I promise that It will pass, I went trough that too and I know how you feel. The true peace and fulfillment is in you.

    • @Mel-os3ld
      @Mel-os3ld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Good advice! ❤️

    • @imky2441
      @imky2441 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      you really don’t know how much this helped me, I’m actually crying. I’m in quarantine now, and I’m a closeted woman for my parents, meanwhile in a relationship of almost a year. I truly love everyone in my life, but from a day to another I felt so disconnected, and I started wondering if it was just because I was getting out of the honeymoon phase, or if I just didn’t love anyone, which I know deep down is not true, I knew it was something else. I just felt so lonely all of a sudden and I needed to know that I didn’t need to leave people. Most people around me are really soulful and my relationships (friends and girlfriend) are always truthful and loving. I know I am connected to those that I am. Knowing that this is temporary and that I don’t need to drop everything and that the change comes from inside, makes me feel so much better. I have a very healthy relationship and friendships and family, and I know I can go passed this with everyone in my life. I knew I needed to work on myself a little more and maybe this is the universe telling me that it’s time to make my aura better. I truly thank you for sharing what you did, it made me feel so much lighter than I’ve been feeling in the past two days. I wish you well ❤️

    • @goddessk4610
      @goddessk4610 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Thank you ✨

    • @SuperLammens
      @SuperLammens 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Thanks for sharing yr experience, i am scared as hell to be alone now or when i get older(i am 53) It feels horrible to imagine being alone. I am thankfull for yr explanation and for christina's video, i will watch it way more times

    • @imky2441
      @imky2441 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@SuperLammens you will be okay, I promise. I feel way better than how i felt before! I didn’t leave anyone in my life and my relationships with people are better as well. Stay strong and hold on, try to work on yourself, try putting more love into the things you do for yourself, if needed, change old bad habits. I promise you in the beginning it’s hard but worth it! ❤️

  • @meditativemami
    @meditativemami 2 ปีที่แล้ว +39

    this is SO HELPFUL to me. as a survivor of childhood abandonment, young adult severe chronic depression, life long isolationism, and as a someone who developed a severe distrust of everyone and refused to see the world as a safe place, even after my spiritual awakening (more like death and resurrection? lol) --- THANK YOU for this. I am grateful for people who make their services available for those who can't afford to pay for them. Blessings to you.

    • @aml8760
      @aml8760 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      This resonates with me. How you're doing well 🙏

    • @melissab2112
      @melissab2112 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I’m always confused and not sure if im going through spiritual awakening or because I’m an introvert or depressed. I can’t tell the difference. I’m very empathy person too.

    • @fardanhamdalah6896
      @fardanhamdalah6896 4 หลายเดือนก่อน

      Hai

  • @EEDUARDOO
    @EEDUARDOO 2 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    The disconnection process that I’m going through this time, it has been such a good moment. I finally got to really understand myself. Don’t be anxious, embrace it and enjoy it !

    • @NF40375
      @NF40375 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Yes 🙌🏾 👏🏾 👊🏾

    • @lisahartmann5470
      @lisahartmann5470 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too

    • @EEDUARDOO
      @EEDUARDOO ปีที่แล้ว

      @@NF40375

  • @lenarobins2480
    @lenarobins2480 4 ปีที่แล้ว +894

    I feel lost and out of place, like I dont belong anywhere.

    • @saranox7319
      @saranox7319 4 ปีที่แล้ว +155

      Same. People around me are alien. Can‘t relate to their stupid talks and shallow hearts.

    • @dresnio1363
      @dresnio1363 4 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Lena Robins maybe ur a starseed

    • @dropbyfishingtv7339
      @dropbyfishingtv7339 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      True,it feels isolated and quiet sad

    • @mikehancock6103
      @mikehancock6103 4 ปีที่แล้ว +56

      Took the words right out of my mouth! Feel like I'm not supposed to be where I m at misunderstood but unable to do anything about it. Like I'm paralyzed or in shock. Very miserable .

    • @smritib22
      @smritib22 4 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      Me too. That's why I'm here searching for these videos

  • @MysticButterfly9
    @MysticButterfly9 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1368

    So many people going through the same as me, I finally don't feel crazy. Woo hoo !!!

    • @lealea9085
      @lealea9085 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Me as well yippee !

    • @lindaslyns3493
      @lindaslyns3493 5 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Cheyenne Hunter
      Feeling the same x

    • @robdrich8556
      @robdrich8556 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Nope. You're crazy. bonifide and certified rubber room awaits..

    • @robdrich8556
      @robdrich8556 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @Spiritual One you're a loony bins.

    • @lindaslyns3493
      @lindaslyns3493 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Rob D Rich
      Your a trippa lol my straight jackets custom made, F!#@ rubys lol

  • @ughggh9700
    @ughggh9700 2 ปีที่แล้ว +40

    wow. watching this and reading the comments i cried for the first time in 5 months. i thought i was going crazy. it all makes sense. peace and love.

    • @NF40375
      @NF40375 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Welcome to the party 🧿✨🌑💫🔥

  • @tootieramsey9766
    @tootieramsey9766 2 ปีที่แล้ว +17

    I could understand why I had disconnected from everyone. It's been a couple yrs and I was so depressed and lonely but had no desire to reconnect. I got rid of all the fiends I had. I only knew it was that they weren't genuine and the relationships were phoney. Now it's all making sense. I'm not insane. Thank you so much. 💓

  • @BrianBloop
    @BrianBloop 3 ปีที่แล้ว +373

    Honestly sometimes I think I'm completely loosing my mind...I'm like an energy sponge and its alot to handle so now I dont even want to be around people. I only feel safe alone

    • @sadieguti5390
      @sadieguti5390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Exactly how i was feeling 😢 this week

    • @rozzie8693
      @rozzie8693 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Me too

    • @Vaishpaish
      @Vaishpaish 3 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      did you get over that phase? cause I've been feeling like this for a month now I don't wanna be around anyone even small interaction with certain people drain me out completely or frustrated me and i only feel safe alone.. I'm scared that this will never change and I'll end up feeling this way forever

    • @BrianBloop
      @BrianBloop 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      @@Vaishpaish no..but I'm learning to change my perspective n what energy I allow in. Meditation helps

    • @Vaishpaish
      @Vaishpaish 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@BrianBloop hmm :( I'm new to meditations i hope it helps, also i hope you too feel better soon :) thank you.

  • @themax316
    @themax316 3 ปีที่แล้ว +196

    Thank you. I feel terribly alone, unloved and at times suicidal. Something about reality seems odd and almost fake. This video gives me hope

    • @ecologia_interior
      @ecologia_interior 2 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      You are not alone. Many of us feel like this. Breath, breath, breath. Focusing on the present is saving my life. This too shall pass ❤ much love

    • @FireChild1208
      @FireChild1208 2 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I really hope you're feeling better. Anybody feeling this way listen to the advice on this video. Life will get better, BELIEVE!

    • @wandalugo8666
      @wandalugo8666 2 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      I feel the same way as you themax13

    • @janiemcrae8257
      @janiemcrae8257 2 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Fake is the perfect word to describe the feeling

    • @kristalcollier9771
      @kristalcollier9771 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I can totally relate. Often I get frustrated thinking it's all an act. Everything. This spiritual thing ain't no punk

  • @katmandu4225
    @katmandu4225 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I’m in the void stage. Everything was taken at once. Lost my job, moved to a different state to be with my long-term partner who then left for a job transfer in another state. Completely alone in a new city. The disconnection was sudden and frightening. .Awareness of what is happening has been the key to maintaining my balance until reconnecting to another reality. I know it will come. I am actually enjoying the alone time and the stressful job I had I was ready to leave and felt I had been disconnecting from that career for over a year. 🎉Cheers to a New Year and new connections💜love your videos, Christina. 🦋Thank you and best wishes.

  • @jessierain3950
    @jessierain3950 2 ปีที่แล้ว +24

    I’ve recently felt a huge shift in my energy. It was almost instantaneous , it happened so quickly I felt my reality completely shift. Since then I’ve felt anxious and disconnected from who I used to be, and people I used to associate myself with.
    I’m so Thankful to come across this video, as it validated what I’ve been experiencing and brought me peace knowing I’m exactly where I’m supposed to be. Thank you!

  • @claudine5386
    @claudine5386 5 ปีที่แล้ว +522

    I’ve been disconnected for a while now. I don’t feel lonely at all. I’m happy and at peace. Deleted all of my social media and mentally and emotionally, I feel so much better. I pray daily/show gratitude and read books. Thank you so much for this video ❤️👏🙌🏾☺️

    • @rr8913
      @rr8913 5 ปีที่แล้ว +17

      Stay blessed. Like you, I didn't feel the loneliness. I knew I had so many Angels around

    • @mandanakisomi5389
      @mandanakisomi5389 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Same with me and I feel awesome. 😊

    • @erinbolan7948
      @erinbolan7948 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Dream Queen Hart
      Congratulations!!!
      I was never into "nose book" or any of that. could be my age, doesn't matter.
      I call it nose book instead of Facebook cause Everybody got their nose, where it don't belong
      there's a Really Good book called
      "Ask & it is Received" by Esther & Jerry Hicks
      r u familiar w/Abraham Hicks?
      the book has Helped me more than words can say. we as Woman, I believe have been luckier in the sence that we Own our Emotions. Also we can express them. where as men, Have been told to ignore them. stuff them down.
      Emotions are our Guidance System!!!
      Anyway Sweetie, check it out, it's worth it. mine I will Not even lend to anybody, u know how lending goes.......
      May All Your Dreams Come true!!
      and each day More fun than the Last!!!
      I Love my own Company!! I know what mood I'm in, I get All my Joke's, & no games or arguments.
      We are ment to Have Fun!! I mean Source is flowing to us & thru us!!
      I Know what Anybody thinks of Me, is Non of my Damn Business!!!
      Mahalo nui loa ( Thank You Very Much )
      Aloha,
      Happy Laughing Girl😉
      🌟✨💫💖💗💓✌on🌎

    • @JACKPOTTT777
      @JACKPOTTT777 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Dream Queen Hart I did completely the same thing.I've always been the person that doesn't like to associate with anyone but recently literally from nothing I had desire to delete my social media accounts, did that and I dont miss at all.Also, I've begun doing researches about meditation, I crave healthy food, threw away smoking cigarettes and dont even miss it.On the top of that I feel much more confident in every aspect of life.This all came from nothing, hard to find an answer for that BUT before I happened I started seeing numbers like 11:11 or 222 444 and so on so on but mostly the 11 ones and it keeps happening...as far as having friends is concerned, people remember one thing having friends doesn't mean shit and certainly won't bring you any happiness.Love you all fellows ♥️ be somebody

    • @jerryjackson6729
      @jerryjackson6729 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Well said very nice

  • @umairayasir3247
    @umairayasir3247 5 ปีที่แล้ว +435

    was just crying bcz i seem to hve lost my motivation to achieve my goals. disconnected from all friends. and this vid just popped up on my home

    • @source5729
      @source5729 5 ปีที่แล้ว +9

      Umair Yasir
      Same!

    • @jenazminbaez8717
      @jenazminbaez8717 5 ปีที่แล้ว +15

      Wow I’ve been feeling the same . I dont know why ... this is crazy

    • @yuricantu4731
      @yuricantu4731 5 ปีที่แล้ว +11

      Me too! >_____< I also lost motivation and feel so disconnected. I even deactivated my FB account today and turned off whatsapp notifications.

    • @sixtogallardojr560
      @sixtogallardojr560 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Me also and been seeing 11:11 everywhere

    • @alisonlogee4554
      @alisonlogee4554 5 ปีที่แล้ว +27

      We should start "The Cocoon Club". Certainly not alone in this.....breathe :)

  • @Alia_1111
    @Alia_1111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +38

    I've been crying about everything lately! I just don't feel connected to anyone anymore. It feels difficult because you sound like a crazy person to others. I just feel lonely.

    • @aimanbryan1424
      @aimanbryan1424 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Every cell in your body is made entirely of love. 😊

    • @johnarcila8184
      @johnarcila8184 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      i have been feeling literally the exact same way. Please tell me if it has gotten any better at all?

    • @Alia_1111
      @Alia_1111 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@johnarcila8184 hey honey! Yes it has gotten alot better for me. I have to keep reassuring myself that it is the ego mind that wants me to believe that I'm alone. You are never alone. You have to build a relationship with Source ( Yourself) and you start to understand this. It's a process but you'll get there. Just tell yourself these feelings are temporary.

    • @EveryoneLetsGo
      @EveryoneLetsGo 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I feel the same

    • @rosalemonad2982
      @rosalemonad2982 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Alia_1111 thank you

  • @claredodd1258
    @claredodd1258 3 ปีที่แล้ว +15

    I feel like I'm living in a parallel universe. I dont know what my purpose is yet. I'm not ready. Still healing.

  • @Jessica900001840
    @Jessica900001840 3 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    I feel completely disconnected from everyone and have to start from the complete bottom. I have so much positivity inside me tho and I am going to prosper

    • @spookyencounters9392
      @spookyencounters9392 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      You look beautiful. Amazing hair. And yep, we got this. I just entered the disconnection stage . 😐

    • @anelejusaya9195
      @anelejusaya9195 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same Here, but I truly wish that I could also say "lately" but then l wouldn't be totally honest as I certainly don't remember any stage of my life where I was actually being connected. Perhaps I have been in the disconnection process since I was a kid, and now I'm 33. This makes me wonder 🤔 how long can the disconnection process last 🤔.

    • @jlm517rocks
      @jlm517rocks 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Yr not starting from ground zero...
      Yr in pre-k in beginning the next higher Awareness spiral.

  • @keriharguess5584
    @keriharguess5584 4 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    “One often meets their fate on the path they take to avoid it”
    -Master Oogway

  • @MrBrandx8106
    @MrBrandx8106 2 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I have been going through a spiritual awakening, now i know why i feel like this. I feel disconnected from everything. My family,friends. This is hard

    • @Dave.mcclinton
      @Dave.mcclinton ปีที่แล้ว +1

      How are you now

    • @MrBrandx8106
      @MrBrandx8106 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@Dave.mcclinton i feel great, i feel happy everyday i feel connected to everything, im able to talk with people when it comes to emotional situations. Life overall feels amazing. I feel like I was locked in a box and finally free. Thank you for asking.

    • @Dave.mcclinton
      @Dave.mcclinton ปีที่แล้ว

      @@MrBrandx8106 thanks for the response I appreciate it , if you have any tips I’d appreciate it

  • @utarylash9092
    @utarylash9092 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Who is watching this in 2022?? I am so thankful to watch this...

  • @berryfairy68
    @berryfairy68 4 ปีที่แล้ว +134

    Relationships don't just vanish in an instant, it's a long process of not wanting to admit to ourselves what is actually happening.

  • @elisangelayoga
    @elisangelayoga 5 ปีที่แล้ว +110

    I feel disconnected with my old world ,but at the same time, more connect with my inner self. I am loving it.🙏

    • @shahzadaatiq5887
      @shahzadaatiq5887 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I heard your story it's really true words. If you have some time to read a book Quran so please read one time then you will be amazed how this book giving a huminity to their final destination try it.

    • @angeliqueesprit7399
      @angeliqueesprit7399 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      This totally resonate with me.

    • @cuppatae834
      @cuppatae834 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yesssss!!

    • @prei6786
      @prei6786 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Me too! And it's beautiful 💞

    • @murriah3
      @murriah3 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Tanmay 333 Amen❤️💛

  • @kimhunt5890
    @kimhunt5890 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

    My son told me to watch this video, I’m so glad I did, I had a nervous breakdown before Christmas as so many things in my life were going wrong, I’ve been off work since as I have felt so disconnected with life and everyone. Today is the first day I feel somewhat lifted and able to get dressed and go for a walk. I felt I totally lost myself, scared to even answer the phone . I live alone and have been lonely, isolated and very scared, my family just don’t understand, but something today shifted and I’m so grateful. Hope you all come through and wish you a wonderful and peaceful life.

  • @smooverthanyou3136
    @smooverthanyou3136 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

    Fellow empaths, light workers & star seeds-GROUND YOURSELF ! Can’t stress this enough

  • @bluen6602
    @bluen6602 3 ปีที่แล้ว +117

    i dont have energy for simple tasks. i’m miles away and i can’t focus in anything. i’m numb, spacy, indecisive, lonely, confused, dissociated, lost. like i’m going blind.

    • @mabel3731
      @mabel3731 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Same 😢

    • @thatswhatshesaid6326
      @thatswhatshesaid6326 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I feel this exact same way. I noticed you posted this 6 months ago, wondering how you are feeling now. Do you feel more balanced?

    • @bensonthepuppy
      @bensonthepuppy 3 ปีที่แล้ว +23

      Ground yourselves. Work with your hands (cooking, cleaning, in the Earth, art, etc), nourish your physical body with rooted foods, breathing exercises. When the mind has been too active, there needs to be a recovery period. Be gentle and be not afraid. Pray and surrender your concerns.

    • @ivana5532
      @ivana5532 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same here 🤯😣

    • @salomierichards9021
      @salomierichards9021 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I felt this!

  • @zetapowell8392
    @zetapowell8392 4 ปีที่แล้ว +456

    I feel really disconnected from my family rn and I just want them to completely let go of me so that I can go off and do the growing that I need to do without answering to them. I know it hurts them, but I just want to be away!

    • @berryl7350
      @berryl7350 4 ปีที่แล้ว +35

      I feel the same way, the need to just be away

    • @Pixies-bs9is
      @Pixies-bs9is 4 ปีที่แล้ว +62

      Damn, I can relate so much to your comment..It hurts me so much that I feel this way. I love my family and they love me back, but I have this strong urge to just let go and do my own thing without having to let them know about every step of mine or feeling each time like I have to think of their reaction and feelings first and then mine on what I should do with my life. It's really tough to be on this phase right now.

    • @MUATAZ93333
      @MUATAZ93333 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I have same exact problem happening right now.

    • @jstanders6973
      @jstanders6973 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      I feel the same Zeta, 6wks to Christmas and I dread it every year. I'm 50 & my family still don't understand me. I think they think I have mental issues.. I don't.. I just want my freedom and be away too.

    • @Capt1021
      @Capt1021 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

      @@jstanders6973 I am fifty and my family thinks that I am a selfish bitch because I like alone time.

  • @madhura831
    @madhura831 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    Dealing with the depression that comes with disconnection is the hardest part for me. Its severe.

  • @finnhar4850
    @finnhar4850 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I'm disconnected so hard that it's affected my work and everything else. It's been hard but I've been letting it play out naturally.

    • @OpenheartOneMind
      @OpenheartOneMind 3 หลายเดือนก่อน

      How are you now? Sending lots of love. Walk with the discomfort and fear, that's what's helped me stay centered and calm through the drastic change.

  • @kimlola3580
    @kimlola3580 4 ปีที่แล้ว +537

    I feel empty inside like i cant express or feel, I just feel so numb

  • @cyeeda44
    @cyeeda44 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    When she said life feels surreal..I felt that..and the ego makes it worse..May The Creator have mercy on us all..we got this

    • @alberto2469
      @alberto2469 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      _May the Creator have mercy on us All?_
      But gosh...
      That's exactly how i say it, most of the time.
      Is that a calling, my friend? =)

    • @AmbarGerman
      @AmbarGerman 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Amen 🙏🏾
      Especially on the souls of those who couldn’t bear the journey 🖤

    • @estaciea8298
      @estaciea8298 2 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Amen 🙏💗

  • @1stFlyingeagle
    @1stFlyingeagle 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Yes, and once you get it. It is the only place to be. I am never alone because I am always amongst creation and flow.

  • @pastichehaus
    @pastichehaus ปีที่แล้ว +6

    This is exactly how I feel right now. I feel lonely but I don’t want to connect with anyone. It’s weird. I thought it was menopause. 😂

  • @n.b.0212
    @n.b.0212 5 ปีที่แล้ว +252

    I'm disconnected but no loneliness here. I cherish my alone time. The people around me don't have a clue about my awakening, which started in 2014. I love your laugh btw.

    • @kresimir7327
      @kresimir7327 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here. :-)

    • @shortylove282
      @shortylove282 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I also love my alone time too yeah I know what you saying my family don't know either of my awakening I wouldn't know where to start so I keep it to myself

    • @Janeqwho
      @Janeqwho 5 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      I was just wondering how long a spiritual awakening can go on for. I started my awakening in like 2013 I think I'm at the point now where my solitude no longer comes with a feeling of loneliness. I enjoy it so much now!

    • @shiningdawn8578
      @shiningdawn8578 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Started in 2014 for me, as well.

    • @LYNI3C3
      @LYNI3C3 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Can’t wait to get back to this.

  • @kristingallo2158
    @kristingallo2158 5 ปีที่แล้ว +321

    I've lost all interest in my old life. I haven't plugged in to anything new yet.

    • @mrs.camillewarrenempress3115
      @mrs.camillewarrenempress3115 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Same here I just lossing interested anywaysv

    • @cactusjenny12
      @cactusjenny12 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      you will. I believe this is what faith is really FOR

    • @toughsoftieyogi
      @toughsoftieyogi 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      Me, too. I've lost interest in my old life for quite a while now but my ego is just too stubborn and is still holding on (I'm a Taurus, by the way, so that makes me 10x more stubborn than others). I need to learn to let go and embrace this process although it's extremely scary.

    • @assyrianwarrior8837
      @assyrianwarrior8837 4 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      U will mine took 12 years imagine that I hope urs don't take that long

    • @FaveORitt
      @FaveORitt 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Kristin Gallo me too

  • @elainedevilliers3080
    @elainedevilliers3080 3 ปีที่แล้ว +67

    I just feel overwhelmed, shaky, scared and uncertain. Parts of me feel under attack,even if that's not the case.

    • @ellalusk7036
      @ellalusk7036 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      YES

    • @JayFFAFAlesanaES
      @JayFFAFAlesanaES 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I've been repeating old patterns in resistance to change, probably for about 4 years. So accelerated is the change that I experienced a complete oneness temporarily so I was literally shown the truth. Now I have to work back towards it because I wasn't ready to stay connected.

    • @tiannadior7480
      @tiannadior7480 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@JayFFAFAlesanaES same

    • @JayFFAFAlesanaES
      @JayFFAFAlesanaES 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@tiannadior7480 We will get there :) Sending love your way

    • @tylerhamptonforsyth3679
      @tylerhamptonforsyth3679 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      This is EXACTLY how I feel.

  • @katiewarren443
    @katiewarren443 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I lost everything through a traumatic event. I lost my friends, job, dog, house, EVERYTHING!! I was traumatised for a long time but now I feel totally disconnected from the world. I live only inside my head and meditate a lot. It's peaceful. I don't want to reconnect. The world is too unbalanced and shallow. I'm happy this way. 🌈🌻😊

    • @User98681
      @User98681 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      How are you doing 3 years later?

    • @katiewarren443
      @katiewarren443 7 วันที่ผ่านมา

      @User98681 Wow thank you for asking. I'm a bit better emotionally. I've saved some money to buy a bus to live in so I'm excited about the prospect of travelling all over Australia in it.

  • @mummabearcuddles7956
    @mummabearcuddles7956 5 ปีที่แล้ว +88

    Lost my husband of 30yrs to demons of depression got to strong for him and he left earth 28/4/18 .. so Lonley without him .. learning to live one day at a time as best as I can.. peace to all. Kindness is free. Share the world ✌🏻🤗🥰💌🐻🕊

    • @OMMCOMHD
      @OMMCOMHD 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Im sorry to hear that and wish you the best

    • @janebird8888
      @janebird8888 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      best wishes to you. i think my disconnection started when i lost my husband of 30 years? as christina said i had to leave my home to find work, changed cars, etc. I now have a new partner who i think is reconnecting after divorce and health problems etc. i am learning to be patient with myself and process. I feel like i have been in transition trying to find the right connections... ( i have moved 4 times and i am sure my daughters think i have been a bit crazy! ;) i think i maybe at the end of the "cocoon stage" and afraid to embrace/build my new life because it means letting go of the old one? enlightening info Christina!!

    • @lt6573
      @lt6573 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I'm so so sorry for your loss... May he RIP and may you heal from this and live stronger and thrive in life, for you and for him 🙏

    • @Kaciemfz
      @Kaciemfz 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Mumma bear Cuddles I lost my husband to suicide 4 years ago and the process of healing from it has been very slow, but I have grown and gained so much for myself in the process. You’ll carry the pain with you forever, but I promise love, it will get much lighter & you will learn so much. Keep looking forward. He’s still with you 💜

    • @Al-eg4bm
      @Al-eg4bm 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      May he finally be at peace.

  • @dingdong211270
    @dingdong211270 5 ปีที่แล้ว +378

    Dealing with disconnecting when you have children is soooo hard

    • @sidonieburton2448
      @sidonieburton2448 5 ปีที่แล้ว +32

      Yes! Struggling with guilt over dragging my child through this too

    • @sachawagaman9065
      @sachawagaman9065 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Yes it is

    • @tiffanysoto2636
      @tiffanysoto2636 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Yes I was talking to my husband about this this morning. It’s tough! Blessings to you and your family 🙏🏾💛✨

    • @sct3339
      @sct3339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Sidonie Burton you see awakening and enlightenment as something you’d be “dragging “ your kids thru? You don’t want your kids to awaken or learn this? WOWWWW

    • @godswarrior2952
      @godswarrior2952 5 ปีที่แล้ว +13

      Yes! Thank you for saying this! I feel very disconnected from my son 😔

  • @charliec4453
    @charliec4453 3 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    When I realized my wife wasn’t forever I felt the same way, in the process of planning a new beginning without her. Thank you, I thought I was going nuts.

    • @NF40375
      @NF40375 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here
      No looking back
      Ever ☝🏾
      No turning back
      Let’ssssss goooooo 🧘🏻‍♀️🧿🔥💫🌑✨🦚🏹

  • @cherylfoster7686
    @cherylfoster7686 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +1

    I have been living a very hard and miserable existence for the last three years… I thought that I was having either a breakdown or that my life was pretty much over… your words have instantly brought me out of my misery and my life has begun again… I am totally grateful to you and truly excited for the future… Thank you x

  • @xavierfernandez1779
    @xavierfernandez1779 3 ปีที่แล้ว +55

    I'm just glad there is people out there who understands how I feel.

  • @PinupDollAshleyMarie
    @PinupDollAshleyMarie 4 ปีที่แล้ว +481

    So glad I came across this video. When I first started my awakening, my energy was so high and I was excited about any little thing. Then out of no where, I woke up one day feeling so sad and down about everything. My husband's been incredible through this whole process, but he too didnt understand why I went from excited about life to crying almost everyday. I've been feeling extremely disconnected from everything, but my husband and family have been an incredible support system. Everything you've explained in your video is exactly what I'm going through right now. I was getting worried about my mental state and why I've felt stuck in this place, but now I feel like a weight has been lifted and I just need to ride this wave. Thank you!!

    • @msims1081
      @msims1081 3 ปีที่แล้ว +26

      That has been my exact experience! I started out on a high, felt better than ever, spirit, soul and body. And then I crashed. And I’ve been super sad, confused, isolated and like my life has been high jacked ever since.

    • @Mel-os3ld
      @Mel-os3ld 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@celenescrazyworld2012 hope u ok hun ❤️🙏🏼😇

    • @AndriaLeigh_
      @AndriaLeigh_ 3 ปีที่แล้ว +5

      Everything... but I will no longer resist and be open to new experiences. I think i’m coming out of the dark night and cocooning my body is tingling but I feel disconnected from source -I really appreciate you.

    • @tfanning920
      @tfanning920 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I was so glad to hear, that I can not go back into the old grid.
      I was worried about that I may become who I used to be.
      I feel as if I have been in spiritual school" for so long. It has been yea=s now. I realize this is for my benefit, that doesn't mean I a, always graceful. I am a space shot.
      Thank you

    • @Mel-os3ld
      @Mel-os3ld 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      @@tfanning920 do u feel extremely drained?

  • @jessicamcclary5230
    @jessicamcclary5230 2 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is so helpful. I feel like I have been going through an awakening for a year..marriage failed, new job, lost all friends..well most friends. I feel so very disconnected from my entire family and friends. Almost like watching everyone's life go on from the outside. The loneliest and strangest experience I have ever been through.

  • @shyrlrobtison5518
    @shyrlrobtison5518 2 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    This made perfect sense to me being in this cocoon is extremely difficult as reality is excruciatingly in my face 24/7.

  • @lovelyheart5905
    @lovelyheart5905 5 ปีที่แล้ว +53

    I am 42 year old woman and I have been going through this disconnect off and on since I was a little girl. I always felt out of place through out my life.

    • @afghosting8772
      @afghosting8772 5 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      @@ChristinaLopes Any ideas about what the out of place feeling is? My favorite memory as a boy is sitting alone in a tree, contentedly separated from the world of friends and school. And I have experienced this off and on throughout life (now fifty-five.) I have finally quit Wall Street. My priest provided money to stay at a monastery, but I know a formal church is not for me. I have no need of physical things (I live out of my car.). I dream of moving to the smoky mtns to enjoy the solitude of the forests.

    • @afghosting8772
      @afghosting8772 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Latoya, I feel for you. I believe, possibly, that you are living the "in this world but not of it" existence described in the Bible. I would say to keep faith and embrace your solitude with prayer and meditation and nature. You may or may not connect with society. That might not be the path for you. But be content with the path you are on. Blessings.

    • @kristytaylor1693
      @kristytaylor1693 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      me too until i found mooji look him up, much love to you!

    • @pluutoop
      @pluutoop 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I can relate

    • @scottbrown7886
      @scottbrown7886 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      ll ll me too

  • @elianaboer7078
    @elianaboer7078 4 ปีที่แล้ว +45

    I’m not suicidal but I’ve been trying to escape my own body as long as I can remember.

    • @nehagulia694
      @nehagulia694 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I also used to feel so..i had my own journey but now I'm not havimg such thoughts..maybe u r disconnecting urself frm people's..atleast be in touch with some good peoples ..wake up eat good show up go outisde enjoy urlife..all i can say now im dmg grt in my life and most important don't make ur lyf sad or negative just bcz the person with whom u r in touch is feeling so..

    • @thegreatdebunker8818
      @thegreatdebunker8818 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      your body is not an enemy though

  • @shaylahealinglight
    @shaylahealinglight 3 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    I lost my car, my family , my friends, and my old mindset. It could make you feel like you going insane lol.

  • @thecheekyambipom5730
    @thecheekyambipom5730 3 ปีที่แล้ว +34

    I needed this I'm going through a dark night of the soul but this helped more and encouraged me a lot thank you

  • @venusandathena
    @venusandathena 5 ปีที่แล้ว +50

    My priorities have shifted and my lack of desire to do things and be around people has changed dramatically. For many who are not awakened they may think it’s part of getting older. I do feel like I am going through the transformation phases of the caterpillar to the butterfly. We must come into union with ourselves and balance our or masculine and feminine energies. I enjoy my solitude with my animals and being outdoors more than I enjoy being around people. My life has changed to direct myself to help myself more than help others now as it has hindered my growth and overall health and drained my energy and finances. I’m returning back to myself and my life purpose. I’m grateful to be blessed to be awakened and enlightened. I became an animal rescuer, quit soda, became a vegan, I cut out alcohol and have always been an environmentalist. I desire to help humanity and create art and a family for myself. My awakening happened almost two years ago and the catalyst for my awakening was my twin flame. Being on a TF journey has also made it more challenging for twin souls. I feel like I have come a long way and have done a lot of work and healing and learning since I woke up. Now I’m enjoy the ascension process. I pray for us all and wish everyone well on your journeys. 🌎🙏🏽💫💞🌱✌🏽

    • @kimberlynorato135
      @kimberlynorato135 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Elizabeth Phousongphouang are you with your twin? I have a twin too.

    • @venusandathena
      @venusandathena 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kimberly Norato no he ran and has blocked me since July and is possibly still with his karmic. He ran 1.5 years ago. His life has changed recently getting a new job back and moving back to his city from the last new job he got when he ran.

    • @sct3339
      @sct3339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Elizabeth Phousongphouang I battle with my mind on this. I keep wondering if what I’m going through is because I’m older and our thinking changed A Lot!! But I believe with me perhaps it’s both. Age AND awakening. Alls I know is I feel and am so incredibly alone. I can’t stand to be around the majority of people anymore. The beliefs systems they hold that I used to hold I cannot longer tolerate. I don’t feel I’m better than anybody else I just feel I see things differently and cannot understand why they do not see it as well and I do not understand the attitudes and negativity amongst other things. I live in a state of confusion most the time and I just can’t stand this. I’m glad I’m awakening but this is hard.

    • @nvskishore4658
      @nvskishore4658 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      is spiritual awakening same as having obes

  • @kikotrifun4475
    @kikotrifun4475 4 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    I feel disconected from the people i know for years
    Feels like i don't even know them at all

    • @victoriapalmer5146
      @victoriapalmer5146 4 ปีที่แล้ว +21

      I completely understand what you're feeling when I was growing up family and friends were everything to me very connected. But now they seem like complete strangers and I don't think there's getting the connection feeling back between them and I. It just isn't there anymore

    • @janesmith8894
      @janesmith8894 4 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      I feel betrayed by family.. They just care about money it seems to me.

    • @antidepresan3394
      @antidepresan3394 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      @@janesmith8894 same here

    • @oyildirim5641
      @oyildirim5641 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Feel ya brother

    • @MarikaTheEmpress
      @MarikaTheEmpress 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Sameeee

  • @hhholly
    @hhholly 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This is where I am at again. Not lonely but truly alone and disconnected.

    • @hhholly
      @hhholly ปีที่แล้ว +1

      And here I am again. 3 months later.

    • @User98681
      @User98681 8 วันที่ผ่านมา +1

      How are u doing now?

  • @panconqueso4042
    @panconqueso4042 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I'm into this 3 years now, I'm on my final year of school and I don't have motivation, my friends always tell me why I don't talk to them more often, my family says I'm doing nothing, It's just so hard, my emotions control me more that I want. I hope if you are reading this, finally find happiness in your life.

  • @basicbase749
    @basicbase749 5 ปีที่แล้ว +61

    One of the toughest parts is, being on your own and alone in this process and having nobody who could understand us and help us freak out less. Also not being able to find people of the same energy that i am in. Especially if i want a new relationship, I cannot seem to find anybody I can relate to in my new reality

    • @basicbase749
      @basicbase749 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Corien vf thank you and stay well✌️😊

    • @basicbase749
      @basicbase749 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      shawn mendoza do you? How you doing these days? I am having kinda rough days...discovering“nice” fake people in my circle...more than ever🤦🏻‍♀️😕 ...everyone is getting out one by one...even feeling detached from the family members i wonder what will be left if everything is just stripped off from my reality.

    • @basicbase749
      @basicbase749 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      shawn mendoza 👌👍😊thank you.

    • @sct3339
      @sct3339 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Whatevs me either...😭

    • @godswarrior2952
      @godswarrior2952 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      You will, promise. I felt like this for years and I had to work on myself and then my soulmate teacher appeared.... hang in there and ask out loud what you want from the universe and it will listen.

  • @thelmaedwards5293
    @thelmaedwards5293 3 ปีที่แล้ว +70

    The hardest is my family is not on the same wavelength.

    • @spookyencounters9392
      @spookyencounters9392 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Yep. It sucks , but it's common thing. Don't worry. It'll get better, I'm only just in it right now myself.

    • @angelinagates2867
      @angelinagates2867 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      I agree! It really is the hardest. My husband lives in his own bubble(avoids everything)and both my young adult daughters are now experiencing "hard lessons", adulting challenges & come at me with it "loudly& Angry"...

    • @thegreatdebunker8818
      @thegreatdebunker8818 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      They are riding a different wave... so what?

    • @tl82spenc
      @tl82spenc 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes this hit me hard to!

  • @johnatkinson3350
    @johnatkinson3350 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I feel a bit late to the party here but I walked out of my job 5 months ago, feeling disconnected, lonely, depressed. It is almost a relief to see that there are so many others going through the same. At 61 after a life of karmic relationships, left one for the first time and feel like I am now in a void fearing the idea of another relationship and isolating myself all the more.

  • @cikunjuguna1948
    @cikunjuguna1948 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

    I have always felt I don’t belong here it’s been a journey to accept this physical world

  • @kyliemarie5510
    @kyliemarie5510 3 ปีที่แล้ว +120

    I’m a 14 year old sophomore having a spiritual awakening and everyone around me is asleep I feel lonely all the time even tho I have a lot of friends and family who love genuinely

    • @sheilxem
      @sheilxem 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      i feel you, me too 💘

    • @AIXITstageleft
      @AIXITstageleft 3 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      I guess it doesn't matter how old we are when this process happens, we all feel the same.
      Its a very strange process.

    • @sarahthom5023
      @sarahthom5023 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      I wish my 19,18 and 15 year olds were woke. Trust me, you’re not alone. I know it feels like it but I am really starting to believe this whole “silent majority “ thing. A lot of people are waking up and just not saying anything because they fear rejection.

    • @hilaryquinlan837
      @hilaryquinlan837 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Stay strong Kylie, connect with yourself, read, learn, you may be a lightworker. Love and light to you!

    • @bensonthepuppy
      @bensonthepuppy 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      Kylie, how have you been?

  • @starburstbluefire3390
    @starburstbluefire3390 4 ปีที่แล้ว +91

    Yes, recently I have disconnected from everything! I just had a realization that everyone and everything wasn’t serving me! Before this time I would feel needy and wanting connection! Now I feel at peace being alone, and like I’m on a higher plane, I had to free myself from all the toxic people who were in my life! Being an empath I want to heal people but these people, never stop with issues and always feel free with me to talk openly! I realized I’m not a dumping ground, and disconnected with all those toxic people, and my gf who wasn’t right for me! Now I am just wanting to do things better and if anyone new comes In my life for them or her to be on my higher wavelength instead of me having to go down to theirs! Finally feel free from those people who weigh me down with their problems and drama! I am also thinking about moving to a location that serves me better to get to my goals and what I want out of life!

    • @lewisalton7736
      @lewisalton7736 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

      Same, always tried to heal people myself by being there and giving great advice but I realized people are in their own worlds n most don’t truly listen, they only want to spew loads of mess for someone else to hear without actually acting on any of the solutions given and changing. I realized it was pointless trying to help people in their own little universes

    • @nvledgevblemedia
      @nvledgevblemedia 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎🐎

    • @starburstbluefire3390
      @starburstbluefire3390 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@lewisalton7736 Facts, they just want a willing ear to listen thats all!

    • @MAllen-nf7ld
      @MAllen-nf7ld 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      im glad im not alone in feeling this way. this is exactly how i feel.

  • @petitssoleils4023
    @petitssoleils4023 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Wow! Thank you so much for this video! This has been my life for the last two years. The most difficult is the disconnection with my daughter. Do I cry about this one!

  • @SemanthaJen
    @SemanthaJen 2 ปีที่แล้ว +11

    I had the same experience when I was in high school, I called it an identity crisis, but now I think spiritual awaking is the proper name for that. It happened real fast. I was in the hallway outside my classroom, and suddenly it was like I was hit by something, I started to see the world in a whole different way. And five years after that, I think I'm still in the process. Btw I've been meditating since then, you guys should try, it helps.

    • @andersa3448
      @andersa3448 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      Same here. It was a very odd feeling.

    • @wasaaddict2453
      @wasaaddict2453 2 ปีที่แล้ว

      I’m into meditation too it’s like changing

    • @Dave.mcclinton
      @Dave.mcclinton ปีที่แล้ว

      So you never got better ?

  • @aleyna8003
    @aleyna8003 4 ปีที่แล้ว +23

    I went trough this last year and it was the best thing that ever happened to me. I was 17 and I was dealing with depression and anxiety, I was in therapy once a week for 2 years and I‘ve learned so many things. I didn‘t go to school, didn‘t meet my friends or even go out, I was 24/7 at home, by myself and I felt completely lonely, unloved and alone. I thought „okay this is my end, everything has no meaning and I‘m tired of it“. But then something happened to me and I couldn‘t recognize it, it just happened. I‘m so much happier now, feel better and I‘m trying to help other ppl around me to achieve this spiritual awakening too. I‘m still evolving and learning, reading and understanding. I‘m happy that I‘ve had this awakening at a young age, now I can spend my days with so much more power and happiness. Don‘t lose hope! It will change someday if you want it and pls go see a therapist if you‘re dealing with mental health issues, it will help you to evolve, my love and energy goes out to everybody who‘s reading this ❤️

    • @255creative9
      @255creative9 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      Thank you! Glad to hear there is a light at the end of the tunnel

  • @Martin-oz6lr
    @Martin-oz6lr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +84

    My god this alone time seems never ending 🙄

    • @allisonwhyte3696
      @allisonwhyte3696 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      It does..I am at such loose ends. It feels so hard to be me these days.

    • @joyj3286
      @joyj3286 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Me too 😞

    • @kimhunt5890
      @kimhunt5890 3 ปีที่แล้ว

      I hope the alone time has now ended for you

    • @Martin-oz6lr
      @Martin-oz6lr 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      @@kimhunt5890
      Yes thank you 🙏

    • @learnfromme22524
      @learnfromme22524 3 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@Martin-oz6lr I can relate to that "alone" mode... but here we are watching this video so think you are not the only one going through what you are going through.. Just hang on too!😊

  • @nghandihede5928
    @nghandihede5928 3 ปีที่แล้ว +19

    At this time, the pandemic is not helping one 2feel connected. It's "augmenting" the "spiritual disconnect". However, this too shall pass. The "shifts" are continuing🕊🌹🕊

  • @justinsim874
    @justinsim874 3 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    This video is saving me right now. THANK YOU WITH ALL MY HEART ! I've been fighting my ego with my marriage and I've known its been over for some time , but this just gave me the answer and the steps I need to take that I've been fighting for to long thank you!

  • @elizajane3789
    @elizajane3789 3 ปีที่แล้ว +30

    Legit feeling the MOST disconnected I've felt in a few years I'd say. Stuck in a rut that isn't changing. 😪

  • @mrs.e6598
    @mrs.e6598 5 ปีที่แล้ว +177

    I don’t know if this is just in my head; but I don’t need any material things and it makes me saddened how badly we are treating our beautiful planet. we need to be more conscious of our actions and how we treat others including animals. We are all sharing one space and we should cherish it!

    • @akintangun
      @akintangun 5 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Ela Rod same feelings here. Last 2 years i am in this state. It is tough to see how we treat this planet.

    • @mrs.e6598
      @mrs.e6598 5 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Seymor Butts Yes I stopped eating meat about 2 years ago. I’m not completely vegan but on the road to being vegan. Almost there :)

    • @shanflores5717
      @shanflores5717 5 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      You are my twin soul as of point. I'm with you. You said it exactly how I see & feel

    • @karanfield4229
      @karanfield4229 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I'm really touched by yr comments. I really like yr way of thinking. I feel the same.

    • @danikaPTY
      @danikaPTY 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Hello.Im an adult indigo.Ive been disconected for a year. the way humans treat animals makes me viseraly angry.I would love to get rid of those flawed meatsuits.keep nature oh so beautifull keep the animals. perfect.I stopped eating red meat at 10 or 11yo.i am struggling to quit seafood &pork.We share the same pain.Blessed be.

  • @stellas.8106
    @stellas.8106 3 ปีที่แล้ว +12

    You're heaven sent. That was exactly what I was praying for.

  • @EmiEvilCookie
    @EmiEvilCookie 9 หลายเดือนก่อน +2

    I was wondering why I have been feeling so disconnected... I've been experiencing a lot of derealization lately and I oftentimes feel like I'm not real, or the world isn't real. Now, I feel like I'm seeing deeper. I think I was just very scared at first, and I still might be, but this video and the comment section have offered me some comfort. Thank you all.

  • @bodymindfitness8815
    @bodymindfitness8815 5 ปีที่แล้ว +62

    I think God is speaking through you. Thank you once again. I became a strange woman in the last 2yrs to friends and family

  • @rufinacepeda4642
    @rufinacepeda4642 4 ปีที่แล้ว +59

    The hardest disconnection I endorsed was disconnecting from my immediate family members

    • @jamesr1703
      @jamesr1703 4 ปีที่แล้ว +12

      I was wondering if anyone else had to do this. I'm glad that I'm not alone.

    • @debbiedavis214
      @debbiedavis214 3 ปีที่แล้ว +6

      Whew....I am not weird! I felt so guilty about it. Thank you for your post.

  • @angelrobinson4755
    @angelrobinson4755 3 ปีที่แล้ว +8

    Thank you so much. To know that this is normal and I'm not alone is everything right now. Watched this video last night and it made a world of difference. My ego is finally quieting and clarity is coming I can feel it.

  • @ss-py5wc
    @ss-py5wc 2 ปีที่แล้ว +9

    Brought me to tears. Been on a 2 year process...seeing this video brought me relief bc it means I have been heading the call of my soul, of the greater purpose. I am not nuts. Lol. Thank you for making the content you do so others can feel safe during this massive, life altering transition. 🙌🤗

  • @Nope-gg7kt
    @Nope-gg7kt 5 ปีที่แล้ว +99

    I like how universe guided me to this. I was totally going crazy and insane and here I see your video. Thank you. Now I feel a lot better

    • @bonniebabird
      @bonniebabird 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same universe guided me also! She certainly makes me feel better! Know how to respond in a happy way. namaste,my friend

    • @shanflores5717
      @shanflores5717 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      You said it! Word!!

    • @executivedorkflores798
      @executivedorkflores798 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      I believe this too! Greatest of all in your journey.

    • @kristytaylor1693
      @kristytaylor1693 5 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      look up mooji he will lead you home much love

    • @kb3116
      @kb3116 5 ปีที่แล้ว

      Yes. 😣💗😌

  • @juliegloer786
    @juliegloer786 4 ปีที่แล้ว +20

    When you said "disconnection just means you are no longer connected to the energy you were connected to before" I said out loud to myself "thank God!" and I was able to take a deep breath for the first time in a long time. Thank you for that!

  • @danashaw8463
    @danashaw8463 3 ปีที่แล้ว +4

    Whew! Thank you. I cut out the alcohol and coffee. Started eating veggies, fruits,fish and smart foods. I don't like my old friends anymore. I even want to change my number. I'm like WHAT IS GOING ON,WHO AM I? Now I know. I don't care to do a thing I have done before. Thank you for sharing this,awareness is everything 🎉

  • @Beautyforkeeps
    @Beautyforkeeps 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    I’m going through an awakening but being woken straight from the lord 🙏🏻hard times are coming

  • @AMERICANOTACOUNTRYACTITSACORPO
    @AMERICANOTACOUNTRYACTITSACORPO 4 ปีที่แล้ว +13

    If you are here today , you have been chosen to AWAKEN.
    Let your Spirit guide you.

  • @DMVmadesage
    @DMVmadesage 5 ปีที่แล้ว +154

    Best thing I’ve seen all year I’m in tears just listening to you 😩

    • @stephaniewray9984
      @stephaniewray9984 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Same here and reading all the replies 💝

    • @assyrianwarrior8837
      @assyrianwarrior8837 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      Me too fr some weird ass feeling after this video like wow is like that light bulb some strong light and shock 😭😭😭😭😭😭I hope to God everyone sees this video

    • @terryallard6419
      @terryallard6419 4 ปีที่แล้ว

      /

  • @msrainbowyellow6436
    @msrainbowyellow6436 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    My first powerful painful awakening was in 2016. It was life changing and very very lonely. I have had a few more since then and energy and vibes are very powerful to me now. Energy is truly the only language I feel now and as much as it hurt, I wouldn't change it for anything it was very POWERFUL. We are Spritual beings living in human bodies, living many lifetimes over and over again..Learning, teaching and living...

  • @raymburu1141
    @raymburu1141 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    This makes me feel less awkward. I thought I was losing it at one point. Am disconnecting from friends, I quit my job, I want my space, I am not forcing friendships. I am on my bed on a Sunday morning when I should be in church. So I just searched on TH-cam about spiritual disconnection and this amongst others popped up. I feel so much better knowing am not crazy.

  • @archangelrevelations9532
    @archangelrevelations9532 5 ปีที่แล้ว +46

    It is true. This too shall pass. Hold on for a brighter day. For a better you.

    • @clarkkent3730
      @clarkkent3730 5 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Exactly what I needed to hear!

  • @dashondanetters5192
    @dashondanetters5192 4 ปีที่แล้ว +69

    I thought t was just me or something was wrong with me. Now I know and understand why I am so disconnecting from family. I noticed that if I feel no connection I let it go and move on.

  • @kianarenaemusic1171
    @kianarenaemusic1171 3 ปีที่แล้ว +3

    This is very comforting. During this intense and scary time I appreciate someone saying that this is okay to feel this way

  • @laur2139
    @laur2139 3 ปีที่แล้ว +1

    Looking back freezes you in that time and also including the pain and loss and confusion of that past moment. Looking back turns us into a pillar of salt.

  • @ivin5812
    @ivin5812 4 ปีที่แล้ว +129

    I feel no emotion and i feel disconnected from everyone 😔

  • @ferrygirl100
    @ferrygirl100 5 ปีที่แล้ว +151

    Disconnected, panic attacks, lost, lonely, I feel all of these all of the time. I don't know what I want to do, where I want to live. It isn't pleasant. I hope I get some help from this video.

    • @murriah3
      @murriah3 4 ปีที่แล้ว +3

      Ock0305w so very true. Cocooning must be done alone. So much to look forward to when we break out.we can land on any shoulder we choose and stay as long as we like. We are a thing of beauty,we will be able to fly, as butterflies.

    • @good4u702
      @good4u702 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I feel,EXACTLY the same as you and I am suffering terribly. How are youncoping now?

    • @GullerudGallery
      @GullerudGallery 4 ปีที่แล้ว +10

      Ferry girl.. Expect very little for now. I wasn't helped by new age meditation, yoga, etc. I'm not putting these things down, but I can remember my darkest nights of the soul. It takes monetary freedom to move physically to a "better place", however - in the meantime - you need to live one day at a time .. I found once I could sleep at night, that alone gave me enough strength to do my daily work. Again, one day at a time . What this you tuber says about temporary is so true. This too shall pass. Also seek a lot of info about panic attacks, anxiety. TH-cam, Google articles etc. I learned letting those feelings go through you, not try to stop them, helped a lot for me when I had a breakdown in the 80s. Haven't had a panic attack since. Once you learn the new thought patterns, they never leave you..that is the good news of hope. I hope you are getting stronger, bu t slowly. Be patient. You can get through this. And actually like she says, you'll be benefitted b y this tough time once it's over. And the tough period will be over. It will!

    • @shuttzi9878
      @shuttzi9878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      @@good4u702 Open urself spiritually first
      Learn about chakras, certain frequencies for opening them and purge urself from the negative energy
      Make a journal, paper one
      Create goals
      When u feel at least stable enough to do something and feel hope for more than a week, learn about soul retrieval
      U can do it urself, you dont need a shaman but keep in mind it will be somewhat more challenging
      U need to prepare beforehand
      I think u will know when you're prepared
      There's mamy ways to retrieve u old self and its parts, just take Ur time to feel what will help u the most
      U can also try hypnosis to bring u into that deep relaxation state and tune in with the event or situation that made u feel that way
      Dont be afraid to ask others
      Not everyone will respond but if they do u will learn something new for sure
      The way energies work is universal but everyone has a different way of tuning in with em
      Dont be afraid and depressed How many ways there is to try because u dont need to try all of them
      U will perceive every lesson learned from awoken people your ways
      Energies are universal because all of us have them but they have different flow, frequencies and ways to unravel themselfs
      Just be strong and dont give up that's for sure

    • @shuttzi9878
      @shuttzi9878 4 ปีที่แล้ว +1

      I'm dealing with it myself but mine started when i did my first tattoo
      It could've been soul loss or soul fragmentation or even a trauma from the past that this tattoo triggered
      It could be even that it triggered every overwhelming emotion that i have been dealing with all my life to come out in this moment and my body or sould couldn't take it in such short period of time thus why healing takes that much time
      Many things could've happened u know
      Dont blame urself just accept it and begin to heal
      U will feel the difference after a while thats for sure but make sure u deal with Ur traumas
      Some people take mdma or dmt for a quick fix and yes they work but u must work ur way up beforehand to prepare for it
      By preparing i mean opening to all that there is and accepting what happend, wanting to move on and heal this time for sure
      As i said before there's many ways to go by healing. Some choose psychodelics, some choose hypnosis, some choose being with urself on nature for a longer period of time and some go looking for a shaman to help them
      Oh and make peace with everyone that made ur life miserable at some time in ur life, explain what u felt and what Ur needs were and are now because some of them could be holding some of ur energy that u attached to them or they took subconciously because of what happend

  • @carysellew7376
    @carysellew7376 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    It feels really good to realize i am not the only one going through this. Thank you to everyone who commented especially about being suicidal during this time. The pain is real

  • @ritagreenwood9397
    @ritagreenwood9397 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    I needed to hear this and I'm glad I came by your channel. Since March 2021, I've re-started my spiritual journey that has lain dormant for well over a decade. Knowing there is a purpose to the disconnection is hugely relieving, empowering even. Through the feeling of loneliness, knowing that it is for my soul's benefit ultimately, makes the quiet instantly lighter. Thank you Christina!

  • @cashvsmeme
    @cashvsmeme 4 ปีที่แล้ว +25

    I’ve lost everyone around me. I try not to think too much into it but the thoughts are there from time to time. Sometimes I don’t know how to feel.

    • @Alisonws
      @Alisonws 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Same here! If the universe hadn't sent me a dog I would have *no one*. I hope some new and positive people have since entered your life!! 🙏🏻💖✌🏻

    • @cashvsmeme
      @cashvsmeme 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      Alisonws yes things have gotten a lot better. Things happen as they should. ❤️

  • @toricunningham1789
    @toricunningham1789 4 ปีที่แล้ว +158

    I became so depressed last year, this was years after I felt that I had experienced a spiritual awakening. After what I felt was my ‘awakening’, I thought as bad as things may ever get in the future, they could never be as bad as they were before that shift. But they did. I was suicidal, I couldn’t leave my room/bed. I quit my job. I gained 15kg in six months. I couldn’t talk to people. I ‘lost’ all of my friends that I had known for 10+ years. I deleted Facebook and Snapchat which I had always heavily relied on. I decided to move to a new state on the other side of the country without telling anyone except for my family.. I moved 3 times. I couldn’t figure out where home was. I was out of a job for almost 6 months. I had so many people gossiping about me but no one asking me anything personally. I started to feel like EVERYONE that I knew was fake. I’ve always valued honesty more than others but I just couldn’t get over how two faced everyone seemed to be and i felt like I was such a genuine person and no one around me found value in that and that there was no one else like me. I felt so isolated and alone because of this. I spent that time period in therapy.. I remember feeling like I wanted to be rid of all my past pain. The things that had hurt me most. I knew if I didn’t face them head on, they would continue to hold me back and hold me hostage in a life I didn’t want to live. I worked so hard and I’ve grown so much. As a person, I have changed, I feel more ‘me’.. authentic. But I look around and I don’t see others who are authentic. I see people who follow others. They are all the same and I feel an outcast. I feel so disconnected. Not in a depressing way. I just want a deep connection, to love and be loved in the most genuine way possible. I don’t have time for fake people. I feel alone but I can’t bring myself to spend time with shallow people for the sake of feeling like I have friends.

    • @gordonhunter9197
      @gordonhunter9197 4 ปีที่แล้ว +16

      Tori: I have felt your pain, and want to share with you, the awareness of your Geni. You know this already.! We are all creation machines, creating every moment the life we experience as we go. Our programming was done early, by our parents, family, friends, and interaction with our village, before we can remember. so.. we consist of a subconscious = 92% (Geni), Conscious = 8% (master), everything is vibrational energy. Our conscious act of looking(focus) creates the world we see. 2 types of focus are at play with us. 1)Focus on what I want (pos.) 2)focus on what I do not want (neg.) Most of us habitually choose to focus on what we are trying to avoid. In doing this we mistakenly create what we do not want over and over again. If we create a habit of always looking for the positive in life, then the Geni we direct will bring us more of that.. Faulty programming(beliefs) can be changed through the process of conscious focus on exactly what we choose to now see. Consciousness is everything.!! Nothing is real until we focus on something(pay attention to it) Your subconscious mind cannot hold any contradictory mandates, or what I want won't appear. The limiting(neg.) belief must be changed first, before the Geni can bring me my desire. Our Geni always acts to bring us what our mind is focused on. If we focus on what we don't want,- well then you can see the problem. One last thing, there is a time delay between our act of creation, and when it shows up in our reality. Internal blocks in us can prevent, or delay a creation from showing up at all.(conflicting mandates). A spiritual master has eliminated these blocks, and so is able to create in the now moment. This is the main difference between us. They have re-programmed themselves as divine instruments of the positive energy of the universe. You too have this ability right now.. And now you are aware of it.! Divine soul...

    • @miikamona
      @miikamona 4 ปีที่แล้ว +14

      I feel like you feel in regards to wanting to be around genuine real ppl and having deep meaningful connections. I just can’t do the fake either 🙄 ... it’s crazy that we feel soo alone and Want to have connections with like minded or ppl who are woke in the same sense ... but if you literally look through the comments there are a lot of potential “pen pals” ppl who share similar stories ... connect connect connect !!!! You are not alone

    • @moodswings1694
      @moodswings1694 4 ปีที่แล้ว +2

      Shamika Edwards true true

    • @jillhill5421
      @jillhill5421 4 ปีที่แล้ว +4

      I can completely relate to your past story most importantly look at it as the past the future stands bright so you can look through your own eyes not others fill your own love not others Phil dependent on yourself knowing you will not stray from yourself giving yourself the best Outlook of life peace sincerely James

    • @ARCASIAUK
      @ARCASIAUK 3 ปีที่แล้ว +7

      Hey tori I really hope you’re doing better now.. i feel that I’ve been in this situation for the last 3/4 months and it’s been really isolating (not to mention covid) but the whole disconnection from people and seeing so many fake people around... it’s almost like the more real you get the faker everything seems to become. Anyway I hope you’re doing okay now. X

  • @kathyannk
    @kathyannk 2 ปีที่แล้ว +2

    Thank you so much for this and everything, Christina. This resonates so highly. I feel so much better knowing why so many people suddenly fell away so inexplicably.