I love this song, for it makes me reflect on my life and reminds me of how much I hate me, but also motivates me to fix me into the better me that I need to become.
I’m glad it motivates you I just wish it did for me I’ve never felt more alone and lost than I do now and there’s not much I can do to change it or fix it only way to end it is end me and I can’t do that because I’ve tried before and it just doesn’t work nothing works anymore everything is not okay and not alright and nobody understands it but me and that’s why I’m here forever in pain I’ve made it 21 years what’s another 21 an eternity I’m sorry I failed you all I love you all whatever happens to me I just want you to know I tried until the very end….
" Search me. " This line at the end just gives the idea that you want someone to look for something other than what everyone else makes you out to be, someone great, someone good. But sometimes, asking for love is too much.
Please read The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus. It helped me and still helps me to this day. I still contemplate everyday, but I feel I have a resilience I would've never had without reading it. Hope this helps. Know you aren't alone.
I heard this not long ago in another video. It was a live stream by Nobody. Blue hour was the name. This was the first thing I heard when tuning into the stream and it hit different. I felt, and still feel, as if I was flying, rather floating in the sky with only myself and my thoughts. That feeling truly soothes me. Thanks a ton for making this edit.
This song brings me serenity and tranquility. It revives my deepest memories and i start to remember all of it and realise how dark and miserable i have become over the past few years. I am truly the scum of earth
this song is amazing man. (every time I listen to this song I spiral deeper and deeper into my depression to the point where the only light I see is the final light, though even then I dont care because then I will finally be released from this prison that I have been trapped for years now. I'd finally be able to sleep in peace, something that hasnt been a thing in a long time, unless Im high as shit to the point where I cant stand straight, nor remember who I am or where I am. I smoke weed almost every night so that I can sleep easy and forget about my problems just for a bit before they come back. but at least now I know why people abuse substances and I fear that I might be like that because of my problems in life that my parents dont help me with though I did talk to them. maybe in the fututre I'll be stuck in a padded box with a strain jacket on for the rest of my life. I really want all of this to just stop and end because I cant take this anymore. "god gives his hardest battles to his strongest angel" Im not strong, I am literally crippling under the weight of this all, I just want to stop fighting already, please man, just give me peace now, I would rather be a warrior in the fields then a farmer in a war at this point. I just need to get to vegas and finally go to sleep there. just make it stop, please man, IM tired of this and I cant take it anymore)
I started smoking weed every single day I'm slowly losing myself forgetting about everything I cant sleep I try my best to stop with the smoking I can't but I won't give up we came along way and I know there alot to still happen
Everything will seem pointless and hopeless and life seems meaningless without Jesus Christ. I hope you are keeping well, and the only way out of your situation is to give it all to Jesus. Trust me there's a lot more for you, don't think of the ending just yet
Sometimes it’s like i want to do better in my life but everytime i hear or watch something that motivates me i’m to scared to make a change and on top of this no one likes me i don’t have a support system i don’t know where to turn
could've been day 729 of locking in but instead you decided to use the pain to sulk in misery. do something productive, find happiness and stimulation in working out, in working, in friends, in family. most people don't have that. you do.
Whoever is reading this, I may not know what you're going through, you may be going through something so bad, but you know who does know? God. He knows everything about you, he knows every single tear that came out from your eyes. He wants to make you happy, he is the only one who loves you more than anything in this universe. All you have to do is pray to him and he will surely turn your life around. It's that easy. God bless you.
I kept hoping that all this suffering will lead me to my dream life and im hoping its in His plans too. I kept praying for strenght to make my way through hoping that it will be worth it. I kept praying to Him for ONE thing, relationship with a person, that after i cant go no more i fall into her hands. But i still wonder if it will even be worth it, and im fearing that He wont give me strenght, He wont give me hope, He wont make it worth it and that even if i temporarly escape this, i wont get her. I try to make myself hope but i still doubt it.
@@GardenDemonHR Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all your heart and lean not on your own understanding; in all your ways submit to him, and he will make your paths straight.
Sometimes I don’t think I can do this anymore. I live life with these constant thoughts in the back of my head. I’m not happy. I don’t get excited for things. I feel nothing, I’ve been numb for so long now. Nothing changes and I don’t want to keep living my life like this. There are so many things I would like to do but I don’t think I’ll ever get the chance. Nothing makes me happy and the things I thought would.. don’t. I’m in this constant state of depression and it’s exhausting. I just don’t know.
It's really hard to keep going, but I just know that I had to and I don't have another choice. Looking back in the past, I thought that it will never be better, but I glad that I was wrong - it is will be better, but I'm just starting to have too much of a comfort and all my work are slowly fading away as I'm back in procrastinating and doing absolutely nothing about myself, I just so scared that if I won't wake myself up again I will need to start over and that was an agony - living every day as a hell for months and have only a hope that it will eventually pay it off, which it did, but... I'm just really tired doing this on my own. I have a couple of friends that I'm talks about it, but they don't practically help me, just listen to me, and I know that they shouldn't always come up with a great advice, but it's just kinda humiliating, because I always do - I always try to help them, so there's nothing wrong with expecting help back, right? 😂 Anyways, don't give up brothers, pain will go away, and if it doesn't, which one would you prefer - pain of action or pain of regret?
im talking to this girl but i dont know if she feels the same way i do about her. maybe shes just showing general compassion for an annoying 14 year old boy or maybe she does love me back. ill never know cause ill never admit my feelings. im scared of losing someone that i actually enjoy talking to every morning and night. shes so beutiful and nice but im too scared and think too lowly of myself to see me and her together. i want to admit my feelings but i don't want to lose this current frienship cause ill lose everything. maybe its better this way, or maybe i should leave her alone, ill never know.
i overthink, i know but what if this is the way its supposed to be. what if im just supposed to be a friend. she probably forgets about me and has to wake up to an annoying " good morninggg" "hope you slept well " ik shes probs texting 40 other dudes but that doesnt defeat the way i feel about this one particular girl. why cant anybody love me ? maybe im not meant to be alive
No longer feel anything at all as I used to when I was younger, now ive got a job and, therefore, I am absolutely responsible of me since. Thought itd make feel better and more alive, I dont, im struggling with money and time. No matter how much I drink, smoke, get high, anything, how much time I spend with my friends, I feel lonely, even in the same time im with em. I guess if I ever get a gf or somthn like that, id feel the same, say this by experience. No longer know where im going, cant really believe in God or have any regret on anything. How would’ve my life been if my mother was alive and my father didnt abandon me?
There is nothing to be afraid of Mr. Morgan; Take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act. Life is full of pain, but it is also full of love and beauty.
J'ai toujours été une merde qui a toujours eu peur des gens JE SUIS FAIBLE et moche je me dégoûte moi même j'aimerais être aussi fort grand et confiant comme les gens de mon age MAIS JE SUIS UN PUTAIN DE BRANLEUR DE MERDE j'en ai marre de vie je veux changer être confiant musclé beau.....
اود حقا ان اتحدث مع شخص لطيف يستطيع ان يتفهم شعوري و يحضنني لكن العالم مليء ب الاشخاص السيئين لدرجه كنت اضن ان العالم هكذا لكن اضن انني كنت مخطئ ابي حنان ابي اتزوج ابي احس ان احد جنبي لسا في احد ينتضر مني الافضل يارب اتزوج ودايم تخليني اكون عند صدرها واقعد اصيح يارب وتبوسني وتقولي انا معك ياقلبي لاتهتم لهم انا احبك اكثر من اي شخصص اقسم بالله اني ما اصيح الا يوم اتخيل تخيلات كذا احتاج عناق لا غير احتاج حنان الذي افتقدته في طفولتي اشتقت ل حنان امي لي عندما كنت صغيرا يارب انا عبدك يارب اتزوج وحده تحبني وتعطيني حنانها
I'm trying so hard not to laugh at the vents in the comments it feels like being on a middle schooler's snap story like I'm just tryna listen to this song and everyone is out here telling their life stories 😭
I love this song, for it makes me reflect on my life and reminds me of how much I hate me, but also motivates me to fix me into the better me that I need to become.
i wish i where like you, filled with motivation to change. I can only sit and think of how much I hate myself.
this but without the last part 🙃
سکس
0:26
I’m glad it motivates you I just wish it did for me I’ve never felt more alone and lost than I do now and there’s not much I can do to change it or fix it only way to end it is end me and I can’t do that because I’ve tried before and it just doesn’t work nothing works anymore everything is not okay and not alright and nobody understands it but me and that’s why I’m here forever in pain I’ve made it 21 years what’s another 21 an eternity I’m sorry I failed you all I love you all whatever happens to me I just want you to know I tried until the very end….
@lFallenSoul don't go man, God loves you and so do I. Plz don't ❤
I give too much happiness to other people, there's just not enough left for me.
real.
real
real
fr
realest real
" Search me. " This line at the end just gives the idea that you want someone to look for something other than what everyone else makes you out to be, someone great, someone good. But sometimes, asking for love is too much.
sounds nice with the voices in my head (Real)
why am i like this
the overwhelming guilt comsumes me
Younger me thought depression was a joke, until it hit me later
Real
same i told myself id never get depressed but it hits diff
Real
WRD
i still miss my old self nobody knows i feel so useless ive been crying myself to sleep since i was seven
I feel this wholeheartedly man, you aren't alone in this feeling
This song is perfect when I’m alone and tired.
This song gives me peace i always listen this when i go to the gym cuz this makes me feel like im something good
For 4 years bro I've had thoughts, I don't know how much longer I can do this
bro i'm in the same situation, but we cannot give up and lose. there's beauty in this cruel world
Please read The Myth of Sisyphus by Albert Camus. It helped me and still helps me to this day. I still contemplate everyday, but I feel I have a resilience I would've never had without reading it. Hope this helps. Know you aren't alone.
@@leoortiiiz real shit 💯
I heard this not long ago in another video. It was a live stream by Nobody. Blue hour was the name. This was the first thing I heard when tuning into the stream and it hit different. I felt, and still feel, as if I was flying, rather floating in the sky with only myself and my thoughts. That feeling truly soothes me. Thanks a ton for making this edit.
REAL🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣🗣
This song is like a memory I've yet to have.
Yes, exactly.
Imagine if you wake up at 4:00 and Going outside for run and turn on this Song on. 🥷🏼
why do i keep destroying everything around me
Well partner , life isnt only about flowers and kisses , sometimes you need to lit the fire.
Know Jesus, Know Peace
No Jesus, No peace
Love this song man (I’m going insane)
real.
Yeah this is a nice soundtrack for when its all over, real.
When you check on everyone else to make sure they’re okay but nobody checks in on you
are you ok
Real
Real but atp I've just stopped caring about others. Now I'm focusing on me myself and I
Real
Real (I hope i die in my sleep)
This song brings me serenity and tranquility. It revives my deepest memories and i start to remember all of it and realise how dark and miserable i have become over the past few years. I am truly the scum of earth
real, i hate the voices in my head
this song is amazing man. (every time I listen to this song I spiral deeper and deeper into my depression to the point where the only light I see is the final light, though even then I dont care because then I will finally be released from this prison that I have been trapped for years now. I'd finally be able to sleep in peace, something that hasnt been a thing in a long time, unless Im high as shit to the point where I cant stand straight, nor remember who I am or where I am. I smoke weed almost every night so that I can sleep easy and forget about my problems just for a bit before they come back. but at least now I know why people abuse substances and I fear that I might be like that because of my problems in life that my parents dont help me with though I did talk to them. maybe in the fututre I'll be stuck in a padded box with a strain jacket on for the rest of my life. I really want all of this to just stop and end because I cant take this anymore. "god gives his hardest battles to his strongest angel" Im not strong, I am literally crippling under the weight of this all, I just want to stop fighting already, please man, just give me peace now, I would rather be a warrior in the fields then a farmer in a war at this point. I just need to get to vegas and finally go to sleep there. just make it stop, please man, IM tired of this and I cant take it anymore)
I started smoking weed every single day I'm slowly losing myself forgetting about everything I cant sleep I try my best to stop with the smoking I can't but I won't give up we came along way and I know there alot to still happen
Everything will seem pointless and hopeless and life seems meaningless without Jesus Christ. I hope you are keeping well, and the only way out of your situation is to give it all to Jesus. Trust me there's a lot more for you, don't think of the ending just yet
Sometimes it’s like i want to do better in my life but everytime i hear or watch something that motivates me i’m to scared to make a change and on top of this no one likes me i don’t have a support system i don’t know where to turn
My dog passed a way yesteday and hearing this song reminds me off his little body laying on the ground. I miss my little boy
Im so sorry for ur loss :( i wish the best for you 🙏
Real (when will it end..)
this shi fire fr fr 🔥💯(i can feel my brain rotting inside of my skull i think im going insane)
People say I’m dry but its just cause i squeeze happiness out of myself for others and they don’t give back anything…
Real (day 729)
could've been day 729 of locking in but instead you decided to use the pain to sulk in misery. do something productive, find happiness and stimulation in working out, in working, in friends, in family. most people don't have that. you do.
so many decisions. so indecisive.everything’s difficult. everything’s … everything.
This is the one 🔥🔥
for anyone going trhu a hard time find God and pray to him an d put your faith in him trust me it really helped me get through some tough times
This song reminds me of everything
Best song
Real (I can’t take it anymore I felt better in the hospital)
I am so sorry you felt that way I was in the hospital too last year I hope your happier now x
howlding 1k in my hand as of hearing this. I want to hold 10k by the next time listening to this.
a man who steps in the same river twice is no longer the same man…
Sped up version was already depressing bro
real
i’ve been alone with my self for to long
Why can’t I just be happy (real)
real real
After what I've been through.. I try to forget it.. gd don't seem to work no more..
real. (help.)
Whoever is reading this, I may not know what you're going through, you may be going through something so bad, but you know who does know? God. He knows everything about you, he knows every single tear that came out from your eyes. He wants to make you happy, he is the only one who loves you more than anything in this universe. All you have to do is pray to him and he will surely turn your life around. It's that easy. God bless you.
I kept hoping that all this suffering will lead me to my dream life and im hoping its in His plans too. I kept praying for strenght to make my way through hoping that it will be worth it. I kept praying to Him for ONE thing, relationship with a person, that after i cant go no more i fall into her hands. But i still wonder if it will even be worth it, and im fearing that He wont give me strenght, He wont give me hope, He wont make it worth it and that even if i temporarly escape this, i wont get her. I try to make myself hope but i still doubt it.
@@GardenDemonHR Proverbs 3:5-6
Trust in the Lord with all your heart
and lean not on your own understanding;
in all your ways submit to him,
and he will make your paths straight.
“The two most important days of your life is the day you are born and the day you find out why.”
- Jynxzi
Dear carl
WE ENDING OUR LIVES WITH THIS ONE 🙏🙏🔥🔥🔥🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🗣️🔥🔥🔥
Old people after finding out about stairs:
Sometimes I don’t think I can do this anymore. I live life with these constant thoughts in the back of my head. I’m not happy. I don’t get excited for things. I feel nothing, I’ve been numb for so long now. Nothing changes and I don’t want to keep living my life like this. There are so many things I would like to do but I don’t think I’ll ever get the chance. Nothing makes me happy and the things I thought would.. don’t. I’m in this constant state of depression and it’s exhausting. I just don’t know.
I hate myself
bro you good? just a check up
@@donevehicle yeah im good
@@GhostOfSparta. no actually are you okay
@@donevehicle yes
@@GhostOfSparta. okay
the person i loved more than myself broke up with me 😹😹
I lost her😕
I know, life is hard, but it is hard for everyone, but why can i just, let it go, and live like the others ?
if i let it out, i lose. if i keep it in, i lose. i can’t win 😂🫠
Quote of the Day “Learn to be alone because no one will stay forever”
Only real one lisen this
For real…
Why am not loved enough to feel loved
real
i dont even care about feeling loved anymore, i just want to feel free from everything
@@jorty4796 real shit im so tired
Real (someone help me please)
Someone in VRChat was playing this on voice months ago, and only now I found out the track in question is this.
It's really hard to keep going, but I just know that I had to and I don't have another choice. Looking back in the past, I thought that it will never be better, but I glad that I was wrong - it is will be better, but I'm just starting to have too much of a comfort and all my work are slowly fading away as I'm back in procrastinating and doing absolutely nothing about myself, I just so scared that if I won't wake myself up again I will need to start over and that was an agony - living every day as a hell for months and have only a hope that it will eventually pay it off, which it did, but... I'm just really tired doing this on my own. I have a couple of friends that I'm talks about it, but they don't practically help me, just listen to me, and I know that they shouldn't always come up with a great advice, but it's just kinda humiliating, because I always do - I always try to help them, so there's nothing wrong with expecting help back, right? 😂
Anyways, don't give up brothers, pain will go away, and if it doesn't, which one would you prefer - pain of action or pain of regret?
I am stuck in Master Guardian Elite for a year, what the fuck....
Not any longer, thanks to this track right here.
Depression is coming again, this time worst
5:17 AM
Well, im back
life felt as if it was getting better, but then fell back down all again..
things will look up shortly :,) just know that you’re not alone in what you’re feeling
3:02 am, school night to.
is it what i need
When i think of her, I just cant get over the fact that she probably doesn't know who i am
Can you imagine how easy life would be if we didn’t feel loneliness?
im talking to this girl but i dont know if she feels the same way i do about her. maybe shes just showing general compassion for an annoying 14 year old boy or maybe she does love me back. ill never know cause ill never admit my feelings. im scared of losing someone that i actually enjoy talking to every morning and night. shes so beutiful and nice but im too scared and think too lowly of myself to see me and her together. i want to admit my feelings but i don't want to lose this current frienship cause ill lose everything. maybe its better this way, or maybe i should leave her alone, ill never know.
i overthink, i know but what if this is the way its supposed to be. what if im just supposed to be a friend. she probably forgets about me and has to wake up to an annoying " good morninggg" "hope you slept well " ik shes probs texting 40 other dudes but that doesnt defeat the way i feel about this one particular girl. why cant anybody love me ? maybe im not meant to be alive
@@carter_ss everyone deserves to live bro trust me it happened to me just shoot ur shot knowing u shot it or not shoot it knowing u didnt shoot it
i'm destroying myself, should i even be here?
I love my life (Ima end it all)
I hate my life.
It’s ok Marco I do too😂
Dear Carl, I remember.
ngl i hope everyone in these comments is alr
So much I want to say but I don’t know where to start
No longer feel anything at all as I used to when I was younger, now ive got a job and, therefore, I am absolutely responsible of me since. Thought itd make feel better and more alive, I dont, im struggling with money and time. No matter how much I drink, smoke, get high, anything, how much time I spend with my friends, I feel lonely, even in the same time im with em. I guess if I ever get a gf or somthn like that, id feel the same, say this by experience. No longer know where im going, cant really believe in God or have any regret on anything. How would’ve my life been if my mother was alive and my father didnt abandon me?
i was to nice to people expecting people to be nice to me back but I was wrong
i have insane insomnia
I just wanna be a better person
Me after realizing how fucked up the world really is
So scared of losing everyone
I honestly give up
I live a horror movie with a sad ending
Remember the name of the dead man "Azoz otb" rip brother 😢
❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
ITS ALL A CRY FOR HELP🤣🤣🔥🔥
There is nothing to be afraid of Mr. Morgan; Take a gamble that love exists, and do a loving act. Life is full of pain, but it is also full of love and beauty.
Im not suicidal but i really want to meet god and leave this earth. My life is great everyone loves me but my head is my biggest enemy
J'ai toujours été une merde qui a toujours eu peur des gens JE SUIS FAIBLE et moche je me dégoûte moi même j'aimerais être aussi fort grand et confiant comme les gens de mon age MAIS JE SUIS UN PUTAIN DE BRANLEUR DE MERDE j'en ai marre de vie je veux changer être confiant musclé beau.....
Nobody believes it’s me vs the world imma prove everyone wrong they will see inchallah
Fuuuuuckk 😭
اود حقا ان اتحدث مع شخص لطيف يستطيع ان يتفهم شعوري و يحضنني لكن العالم مليء ب الاشخاص السيئين لدرجه كنت اضن ان العالم هكذا لكن اضن انني كنت مخطئ ابي حنان ابي اتزوج ابي احس ان احد جنبي لسا في احد ينتضر مني الافضل يارب اتزوج ودايم تخليني اكون عند صدرها واقعد اصيح يارب وتبوسني وتقولي انا معك ياقلبي لاتهتم لهم انا احبك اكثر من اي شخصص اقسم بالله اني ما اصيح الا يوم اتخيل تخيلات كذا
احتاج عناق لا غير احتاج حنان الذي افتقدته في طفولتي اشتقت ل حنان امي لي عندما كنت صغيرا
يارب انا عبدك يارب اتزوج وحده تحبني وتعطيني حنانها
its funny how fucking depressed and tired i am and my girlfriend has no clue, and never will have one.
almost laughable
man i am so sorry for you, hope you'll get better soon. love you.
More cortisol than testosterone
I'm trying so hard not to laugh at the vents in the comments it feels like being on a middle schooler's snap story like I'm just tryna listen to this song and everyone is out here telling their life stories 😭
ppl just tryna feel connected man.
people just want to share their feeling so they feel a little less alone. And they just want to vent and get some of that depressing feeling out.
Real
real
real real
real
real
real
1945 🔥🔥🔥
real
real